#or im just that far gone
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When you are so isolated you can physically feel it in your bones
#its extremely uncomfortable#i have not spoken to a real person oirside of my family irl in like#months#who even am i anymore#sometimes i wonder if i was ever a person to begin with#after realizing i hallucinate sometimes#ive taken to staring at my reflection from a distance#waiting for her to move#so then maybe i wont have to be alone anymore#she never moves#just stares at me with eyes so empty i cant tell if im in there#if the reflection is the soulless one#or im just that far gone
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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are you comfortable with teasing / laziness-shaming?
yes!!! always!!! i love being reminded of how abnormal my lifestyle is 🤭
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thinking about timkon absolutely inscrutable flirting. like tim, being tim "foot in mouth, all the way to the ankle" drake, will often just say some mildly insane shit, and kon, because he is kon, is always unfortunately like 😳🥺🥰😊 about it, so tim thinks hes some kind of god of flirting. nobody else subjected to witnessing them thinks that.
#rimi talks#tim#kon#timkon#im talking about ''if you were a monster i'd mash you'' levels of hey tim what the hell?#''tim do you think i should wear this skirt?'' ''...no.'' ''oh. okay. lemme go change--'' ''WAIT NO IM TRYING TO HIT ON YOU!!'' ''#and then kon is going oh 😳😳😳👀👀👀 ohhhh oh ooohhh tiiimmm you mean you want me to NOT wear the skirt???#and tim honestly thinks he saved it. like he fumbled but he brought it back.#he did not. kon is just that far gone for him. it's painful to watch
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This is just the ninja team and Jay, yeah?
#i havent finishdd the show but thats what im seeing so far#4 SEASONS STRAIGHT (counting s4 bc they still thought zane was dead + garmadon) SOMEONE HE LOVES ENDS UP DEAD IN SOME WAY#and yes im counting cole getting ghosted bc thats. literally death. plus the gnawing paranoia of just 1 slip up w water n hes gone forever#guys just. just let him not have someone die/leave him in some way please#or just let it be his turn to die in dr fuck it hes already died metaphorically lets do it literally/hj#ninjago#ninjago jay#jay walker
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dex imprinting on matt as his 'north star' but it just turns into psychosexual obsession yeah...
#im writing this currently#at first dex sees matt as his moral compass since hes been able to navigate his struggles but matt rejects him deciding hes too far gone#and so to force his focus on him he kills foggy#like even if he hates him at least he can keep him in his life now#dex never knew himself more than when he was being daredevil so hes convinced he and matt are the same asdfghjk#he helped dex understand so much abt himself and he just latches onto that#like dex wants to be matt he wants to take him apart#he wants and wants and wants#its so twisted and insane#dexmatt#bulldevil#dex poindexter#matt murdock
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so theres these rivals... let the tomatoes fly
#pokemon reborn#finding out about pokemon fangames in 2025? more likely than you think#im so late everyone is gone#ill go through this journey on my own..#everyones gonna look ugly til i get used to drawing them sorry#I LOVE THE RIVALS!!#i say knowing im not that far into the game therefore they are the only characters i know#cain my beloved#fern pmo but he keeps the game interesting#i love victoria so far#and i think cains silly idk i just dont take him that srs#hes funny TO ME.
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tfw you're out lesbianed by your filterless wife...



i take it they like bones' new haircut?
#star trek#star trek fanart#mcspirk#mcspirk fanart#fem!trek au#star trek tos#jim kirk#spock#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#spones#mckirk#fem!mcspirk#LESBIANS <333#we are SO back btw. Sorry 4 being gone i finished the biggest exams of my life so far and have only recently regained some gay energy--#after getting my ears pierced. trying to speedrun my character customisation now idk we'll get there someday#oh to EXUDE gender like old woman bones. do i want her or do i want to be her (it's both. I'm not picky)#last panel jim im imagining like smosh amanda tone of voice for some reason. btw just noticed all 3 of em use pet names here that's so cute#star trek v: the final frontier#*butch lesbians your butch lesbian* whoopsie daisy dropped my pen#leonard bones mccoy#man i got into SO MANY things over my exams it's diabolical. Im also embarrassed to talk about them so mums my word til i get my shit tgt
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Why the fuck have I started using pig Latin when speaking to myself?
I didn't even register it until a second later
I just went ' eally ray ' without hesitation in responses to a video. This is all Gens fault
#dr stone#dcst#im to far gone#every other time i have to translate it#gen#asagiri gen#why#it was a tiktok about Gen too#whenever i speak amother language i have to translate it in my hear#this time it just happened#istg if this happens when im talking with people#im never leaving my house
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view, 7:17 on a thursday night
#🌧 raindrops#i really love my apartment and our view is truly insane#nyc will always be my first love#and for all the “bad” things that have happened so far this year i really am thankful for all the good:#i have basically my dream apartment with a view to die for#im living in said apartment with the love of my life#i'm working a job that i actually really like with people i love in an industry that i'm passionate about#things will always go wrong but im so grateful for all the things that have gone right in my life to allow me so many of these things#WOW im just sentimental tonight yall DONT LOOK LMFAO#i promise we'll be back to our regularly scheduled programming of sapphic / anime boy bullshit soon HAHAH
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In what delusional world are you living in to be actually scared that Will’s gonna die in the sequel…
Like. I mean Rick is an inconsistent money-driven white man and all that but a fool he is not. Forgetfully, maybe, but def not foolish enough to kill off st that’s 1/ gay 2/ a literal attraction for attention that sustains half of the fanbase. 🤷♀️ People can make hcs etc as they want but what reasons are there for yall to worry srsly... Wake up, this isnt Jason.
#yeah im saying this#this has gone past annoying and gone straight to funny#ppl can make headcanons and aus as they want of course. the solangelo fans on the other hand are just... idk kinda far-fetched?#like srsly what are you afraid of lmao#‘will’s gonna die or they gonna breake up’ either rick doesnt need money anymore or sb is pointing a gun at his head maybe#will solace#solangelo#tsats#tsats 2#tsats sequel
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i don’t think we talk about morgenthorn’s romance enough bc these two will literally be enemies, like we’re talking at each other’s throats with swords and shit, fighting on opposite sides of the battle but then we will get to see the shift between them, how they begin to trust each other, their not-so-subtle constant staring, them wondering why whenever they’re close they feel angry but also all gooey and oh morgenthorn are gonna be the best enemies to lovers in ya we won’t even know what hit us
#like just saying but mark my words#they aren’t even a proper ship yet and im already so far gone for them#like they met briefly TWICE#and yet ik they will make go bloody feral#dru blackthorn#ash morgenstern#dru x ash#morgenthorn#the last king of faerie#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tlkof#tda#twp#tsc
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evangelicals are a fucking disgrace and none of them are seeing heaven
#sorry just saw the images of supposed christians in the pro isreal rally and speeches and felt fucking sick to my stomach#you have burned the texts of your god and follow genocidal fuckwads instead#your god is not my god and your heart is blackened#if you do not think any good god wouldn't condemn you you're already too far gone#free palestine#im so fucking sick
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Can you talk about why you think blocking and moving on is a bad thing? I thought it was a way to curate your space and avoid drama
idk maybe i'm too idealistic but fandom is a much more friendlier, welcoming, supportive, creative, engaging, active, diverse and interesting space when it's treated like a community where people are encouraged to participate and talk about their interests and where there's space for niche or more unpopular opinions without these people having to worry about being blocked and feel unwelcome by the majority of the fandom they are in. i can't stand how blocking everyone you disagree with has become the first thing to do.
you say its 'to curate your experience'. but blocking people does not only curate YOUR experience. you're also forcefully curating other users' experiences. and not for the better.
people say 'i will block you for literally anything' and then those same people wonder why engagement is down, why no one sends asks, why no one reblogs, why rarely anyone talks in the tags anymore and why this place feels so dead and boring and quiet. i wonder why!!!!
people treat real people as annoying ads they can dispose of at their whim. but that's not how a fandom or a site like tumblr works. (besides, if you really care about people curating their own experience you wouldn't block people. you can filter and blacklist and never see them again while still granting them the same freedom instead of actively making their experience worse.)
you say its to avoid drama. but seeing a post you dont agree with is not 'drama'. and blocking is not solving anything except for you personally. fandom was more fun when we remembered that every user is a real person you share a space with, and probably some mutuals as well, so you find a way to live with each other. starting with a restraining order seems a bit excessive and is not contributing to anything. it's not that hard to be respectful and tolerate others and acknowledge people have different opinions and interests and still co-exist in peace. its not that hard to be nice to people and try to find common ground with them and interact with the stuff you DO like. you do this in every aspect of your real life, so why not online?
i hear you say: 'but that requires WORK and i don't NEED to do any of that bc i can just block them'.
yeah, you can try to create your own bubble and only hang out with like minded people but you wont EVER fully achieve that (no matter how much you block, social media WILL keep feeding you posts you disagree with bc it makes them money). social media WILL pressure you into an 'us vs. them' mentality where you constantly feel like everything online is a threat or an argument you have to win and where being mean and unnuanced gives you the most notes and where you don't even see, let alone be able to treat, other users as people anymore bc you don't interact with them anymore other than to block or fight them. that's not how i want it to be online. it's not fun to me. and maybe i'm a pessimist but i think it will eventually be the death of online fandom and sites like tumblr. look at the state of twitter right now. DOES blocking give you a better experience in the long run? i doubt that it does. overall, i think it makes people even less tolerable and more vulnerable to hate and fear mongering, and social media an even more hostile place.
it's everything i hate about social media and everything i want to fight against and WILL fight against. i won't pretend my meager contribution will change anything, but i LIKE to just scroll past posts i don't vibe with and not see every argument online as a personal offense. it keeps me curious. most posts aren't that bad when you know the person behind it. i mean, you do you, i'm not gonna say what you should or shouldn't do bc that's up to you, but i recommend it: free yourself of the block button and bring back supportive user communities based on a shared love for the same thing and focus on what you have in common with people, just like you would do in real life. save the block button for the rotten apples who DO keep trying to pick fights and exclude others.
(which is, now that i think about it, probably the main difference: most people see the block button as a neutral way to prevent worse. but. that's only the case on an individual level. and treating everything online as an individual choice to which there are no further consequences, especially if they happen on a larger scale, is already a loss.)
#i've seen so many posts lately that were like 'we need drama soon bc its too boring' and ?????? are we all just too far gone already??#we used to have graphic challenges and creative events during hiatus where everyone was welcome to participate why would you want drama#have we already forgotten how to entertain ourselves without having to point and laugh at someone#why do we keep treating others in bad faith just to feel better about ourselves#like. the people you have the most interests in common with arent even automatically the people you best get along with#i could go on but im embarrassingly cringe about this already so yes sorry i DO care about online spaces. a lot actually.
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it might seem like im just a totk hater, and to be fair, i AM, but its not bc i think its bad in every way- if it was all bad, ok, then its all bad and we can forget it happened and can all accept that-
but totk specifically hit the jackpot of -things that frustrate me so much i cannot let go and need to talk about it-
its part of my current hyperfixation (or whatever is the right word), botw is one of my all time favorite games, and that one had so many mysteries i was DEEPLY invested in, its got great music and some absolutely fanatstic moments, some ideas are great to fine, but it doesnt make sense, i hate time travel like little else in games, it constantly contradicts itself, the franchise, even its previous game its supposed to be a sequel to, i felt like i was made fun of by the game itself, for caring so much about what they had set up or done in botw, the moment i saw what they did to the shrine of life i felt so devasted i could hear people pointing and laughing at me for having cared about it, the writing treating me like i am so brainless i cannot connect dot one and two when there are only two dots in front of me labeld 1 and 2 that it then tells me to connect directly, to my face, multiple times, before showing me how to draw a line, its full, so SO FULL of missed opportunities, its got choices in there that are just nothing but frustrating bc there were a hundred other ones, i can see what you could do wit hthe basic ideas, theres people that worship it to a point you cant say anything even mildly critical, even about objectively bad things (there is no excuse for that godawful arrow menu) bc they will jump at you like a rabid animal-
i could go on but you get the point, never in my life has anything hit me like that
#ganondoodles talks#like the closest i can think of is back when i was into transformers#the prime series was one of my first extreme obsessions but i think in season two it just went to shit#in every direction i hated basically#and it drove me nuts#but even then i could say ok its stupid now and stopped watching and caring#but totk isnt like that#its literally like a jackpot#but also dont think i am literally losing my mind bc im not that far gone ok#its just so so DAMN FRUSTRATING#to see what could have been#to see it be literally given to them freely#and them slapping it away and take soemthing out of a trashcan instead#and bc its a big game of big company i cant do anything about it
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mille… why does this look like he just devoured pussy 😭😭😭😭😭

WHATFHECUKYEURHEHJWJWHOWDAREYOUEJHRJJEJENSIRRRRHISLIPSDEVOURTHIS

he did it for me. HE DID IT FOR ME !!
#good lord i need#I NEED TO DO SMTH ABOHT THIS#LIKE THEYRE NOT JUST A LITTLE WET#WHYISHEDOINGTHISGOMETJRJEJEJEJJSJSJJDJJRJKYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#headinhandssturgglingheavenlylordbsneedtoforgivemd#uduhshdhurrrrrghhhhhhhhUNHEALTHY#im like losing it#LIKE FR LOST IT#HES GONE TOO FAR#man eats pussy like nothing else#LIKE HES THIRSTYSTARVING#ughhhh fr why he like this 💀 IM GONNA !!#okay he did it for me. HE DID IT FOR ME !!
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