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When you are so isolated you can physically feel it in your bones
#its extremely uncomfortable#i have not spoken to a real person oirside of my family irl in like#months#who even am i anymore#sometimes i wonder if i was ever a person to begin with#after realizing i hallucinate sometimes#ive taken to staring at my reflection from a distance#waiting for her to move#so then maybe i wont have to be alone anymore#she never moves#just stares at me with eyes so empty i cant tell if im in there#if the reflection is the soulless one#or im just that far gone
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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thinking about timkon absolutely inscrutable flirting. like tim, being tim "foot in mouth, all the way to the ankle" drake, will often just say some mildly insane shit, and kon, because he is kon, is always unfortunately like 😳🥺🥰😊 about it, so tim thinks hes some kind of god of flirting. nobody else subjected to witnessing them thinks that.
#rimi talks#tim#kon#timkon#im talking about ''if you were a monster i'd mash you'' levels of hey tim what the hell?#''tim do you think i should wear this skirt?'' ''...no.'' ''oh. okay. lemme go change--'' ''WAIT NO IM TRYING TO HIT ON YOU!!'' ''#and then kon is going oh 😳😳😳👀👀👀 ohhhh oh ooohhh tiiimmm you mean you want me to NOT wear the skirt???#and tim honestly thinks he saved it. like he fumbled but he brought it back.#he did not. kon is just that far gone for him. it's painful to watch
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#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#podlock#comic#sherlock holmes#john watson#victor trevor#ft. archie (in like three panels lmao)#need to figure out a podlock specific tag for these guys so this doesnt clutter up the main sh tags#bc ohhh boy. I anticipate being insane abt s&co for a While#this comic def a Hot minute post-gloria scott#what is this about exactly? you ask. haha well (there's sunlight bouncing off a window and when u look back Im already gone)#listen I caught up to everything right before gloria scott and holy Shit that case knocked me on my ass#as a chronic adhd (and thus serious memory problems) haver.... (holds sherlock tenderly)#I have not listened to SOLI yet btw I will tomorrow. I wanted to finish this before catching up#Im obsessed with them. Im such an easy idiot lmao Im a sherlock holmes adaptation enthusiast before Im a human#gloria scott.... the way it muses on the limit of the genre same as the red headed league.... what about the victims?#what about the victims. what about the victims. what part of the pain does the process of investigation cure#victor's like. he's between jobs he's between boyfriends he's living with his dad whose caretaker he just became. who does he have#and sherlock holmes is about the truth but john's been about the solution so far. I just. I really like this john watson lmao#listen the way he complains and then refuses to shoot the underlings in red headed league. based. I love him#I can fix him (radicalize him against punitive justice)#(I am refraining from talking abt sherlock in the tags here bc I Will run out of tags before Im done)#(mariana is not here but I care her too!! she will be here more often in the future I swear I fuckign swear......)#(''I'm in a co-op that's sponsoring my visa. also I just witnessed two actual dead bodies like a month ago'' you mean everything to me)#screams. I got attached SO fast this show is targeting me specifically. my broke millenials suffering in london show#I have like a number of sketches too be prepared. theyre gonna show up soon. until then#have a good day lads. be there! be there.#edit: this comic is finished and assembled in full before I listened to the solitary cyclist part one. this has been an update#I have now listened to SOLI part one. I must hit john watson with a hammer
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everytime i think about hotch's dynamic with garcia i lose my mind. familial, platonic, romantic, however you view it (although the last of those is very underrated) it's so different and i think it's the best evidence of who hotch is internally, and that most of what he shows in the rest of the show is a mask.
hotch is far gentler with penelope than he is with the rest of the team, partially because she's the furthest removed from the rest of the team and he has the ability to treat her more gently, but also because he can relax around her. i don't even think hotch actively tries to treat garcia so gently, i think he just lets his guard down around her and the rest comes naturally. and also she's his favourite. i will accept no argument /hj
#i can't Words today (been really busy these past couple weeks and im Gone)#but i'll probably be deranged about this again later#genuinely i would bet Real Money that if you looked at every single one of the times hotch smiles throughout the series#penelope would get the most out of the team. possibly THE most just because of screentime#(he definitely smiles more at jack because that's his literal child but we see far more of penelope)#aaron hotchner#penelope garcia#garcia & hotch#criminal minds#criminal minds s06e20#criminal minds 6x20#hanley waters#not fic#criminal minds rewatch#character analysis#not a very good one but. it exists now
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replaying rdr2 (mainly to just stay in ch2 shhh) and my Arthur infection has flared up again 🥺 there may b long haired Artar fanart in the future cause that look is growin on me
#arthur morgan#i played more of the epilogue but ugHHHHH its just domestic house building loan paying stuff so im Struggling to get thru it#i kno it gets good but i rlly just wanted to be My Babygirl again 😞#my first time playing im i Immediately tried to make him look like rams u se but now im just so content with arthurs default ou#tfit im tOO FAR GONE im love him smmmm#rdr2#fanart#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#digital art#cowboy#western#my art
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bodyswap au (p5)
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#WICK'S END AU#glendale goodwyn#harry#glen#oc#WICK'S END#im sooo far gone im so sorry i'm SOOOo far gone#ent keeps egging me on like SHUT UPPPPPP#glen would just NOT want to perceive himself because it would mean admitting his weakness#WICK'S END AU: BODYSWAP
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In what delusional world are you living in to be actually scared that Will’s gonna die in the sequel…
Like. I mean Rick is an inconsistent money-driven white man and all that but a fool he is not. Forgetfully, maybe, but def not foolish enough to kill off st that’s 1/ gay 2/ a literal attraction for attention that sustains half of the fanbase. 🤷♀️ People can make hcs etc as they want but what reasons are there for yall to worry srsly... Wake up, this isnt Jason.
#yeah im saying this#this has gone past annoying and gone straight to funny#ppl can make headcanons and aus as they want of course. the solangelo fans on the other hand are just... idk kinda far-fetched?#like srsly what are you afraid of lmao#‘will’s gonna die or they gonna breake up’ either rick doesnt need money anymore or sb is pointing a gun at his head maybe#will solace#solangelo#tsats#tsats 2#tsats sequel
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evangelicals are a fucking disgrace and none of them are seeing heaven
#sorry just saw the images of supposed christians in the pro isreal rally and speeches and felt fucking sick to my stomach#you have burned the texts of your god and follow genocidal fuckwads instead#your god is not my god and your heart is blackened#if you do not think any good god wouldn't condemn you you're already too far gone#free palestine#im so fucking sick
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more kissy brainrot sketches
drawing these two kissing is the thing getting me through life right now :') why must things be so hard
#hollow knight#quirrel#the hollow knight#quirrelhollow#strange beast initiates the affection it deserves to initiate#i like drawing quirrel where he's just a little shaped critter#how does hollow kiss without a functional mouth? it’s the thought that counts#my brain is infested with these gay bugs i’m too far gone to be helped now#i promise i am also working on more detailed paintings im just aughhhhhhehehehhhhehehaugh#queruloustea
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ninjago & taylor swift lyrics
#so i might have gone overboard and made too many#enjoy#'amelia it's just a lego show it's not that deep' oh YEAH?? then why is haunted literally jaya and TIMT & mirrorball are literally arin#invisible string for pixane because he gave her half his heart. GOODBYE!!#ninjago#dragons rising#lego ninjago#ninjago arin#ninjago nya#ninjago jay#jaya#ninjago lloyd#ninjago sora#ninjago roby#ninjago wyldfyre#wtf is wyldfyre and roby's shipname i can't find it anywhere. sillyshipping i suppose because they are The Sillies#ninjago geo#ninjago cole#geodeshipping#lostshipping#ninjago harumi#my post#plsssssssss don't flop i know most of tumblr hates taylor swift but guys i sent far longer on this than i should've#im not tagging their surnames i cba#posts that will be brought up for my denial into the pearly gates#reason:#taking ninjago too seriously
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it might seem like im just a totk hater, and to be fair, i AM, but its not bc i think its bad in every way- if it was all bad, ok, then its all bad and we can forget it happened and can all accept that-
but totk specifically hit the jackpot of -things that frustrate me so much i cannot let go and need to talk about it-
its part of my current hyperfixation (or whatever is the right word), botw is one of my all time favorite games, and that one had so many mysteries i was DEEPLY invested in, its got great music and some absolutely fanatstic moments, some ideas are great to fine, but it doesnt make sense, i hate time travel like little else in games, it constantly contradicts itself, the franchise, even its previous game its supposed to be a sequel to, i felt like i was made fun of by the game itself, for caring so much about what they had set up or done in botw, the moment i saw what they did to the shrine of life i felt so devasted i could hear people pointing and laughing at me for having cared about it, the writing treating me like i am so brainless i cannot connect dot one and two when there are only two dots in front of me labeld 1 and 2 that it then tells me to connect directly, to my face, multiple times, before showing me how to draw a line, its full, so SO FULL of missed opportunities, its got choices in there that are just nothing but frustrating bc there were a hundred other ones, i can see what you could do wit hthe basic ideas, theres people that worship it to a point you cant say anything even mildly critical, even about objectively bad things (there is no excuse for that godawful arrow menu) bc they will jump at you like a rabid animal-
i could go on but you get the point, never in my life has anything hit me like that
#ganondoodles talks#like the closest i can think of is back when i was into transformers#the prime series was one of my first extreme obsessions but i think in season two it just went to shit#in every direction i hated basically#and it drove me nuts#but even then i could say ok its stupid now and stopped watching and caring#but totk isnt like that#its literally like a jackpot#but also dont think i am literally losing my mind bc im not that far gone ok#its just so so DAMN FRUSTRATING#to see what could have been#to see it be literally given to them freely#and them slapping it away and take soemthing out of a trashcan instead#and bc its a big game of big company i cant do anything about it
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we are such a fucking tragedy, you and i
#fall out boy#fob#ybc#youngblood chronicles#*mine#*art#id in the alt text#eye strain#potentially anyway...figure i might as well just to be safe#this pose was a nightmare and im still not happy w it...#i messed up the lighting in this but who cares#anyway consider this a spiritual successor to that patrick and andy piece#ybc and the nature of physical touch is so rich a theme i could write a whole thesis on it#and for these two. the only times patrick and joe lay hands on each other in the physical world it is in death#it is while patrick is corrupted into a murderous version of himself laying hands on his friend to kill him#as joe frantically fights him off. refusing to do so lethally and dying because of it.#the next time they touch it is joe hugging patrick in forgiveness in heaven#their physical presences exist in collision with one another; with an explosive and a far-reaching impact#and then gone and disseminated into nothingness. with little but the cratered remnants left behind#they are the consequences. they are the fallout.#the narrative resonates from the magnitude of what transpires between them. in guilt and in desolation and in silence#they are a TRAGEDY
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super-star pirate quintet - a no-buts treasure hunt across our sparkling camelot galaxy!
#yes the second part of the sentence is the tagline for ultimate excalibur#ocs#my ocs#my ocs art#original characters#optico#nova starbridge#paro chroneko#dj v con#clyde blacktooth#these are (probably) their very final designs. theyve come so far...#im incredibly glad with the results. these 5 have gone through so many designs n iterations that it just feels natural for them to get here#im currently writing ultimate excalibur's first part and im having a ton of fun#really really hope that i can actually get it out soon despite how long im planning for it to be#theres a lot of stuff to design#namely environments and items#but i know ill get there. this is my biggest pet project and its almost time for it to come out of the cage#zeno's art
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Can you talk about why you think blocking and moving on is a bad thing? I thought it was a way to curate your space and avoid drama
idk maybe i'm too idealistic but fandom is a much more friendlier, welcoming, supportive, creative, engaging, active, diverse and interesting space when it's treated like a community where people are encouraged to participate and talk about their interests and where there's space for niche or more unpopular opinions without these people having to worry about being blocked and feel unwelcome by the majority of the fandom they are in. i can't stand how blocking everyone you disagree with has become the first thing to do.
you say its 'to curate your experience'. but blocking people does not only curate YOUR experience. you're also forcefully curating other users' experiences. and not for the better.
people say 'i will block you for literally anything' and then those same people wonder why engagement is down, why no one sends asks, why no one reblogs, why rarely anyone talks in the tags anymore and why this place feels so dead and boring and quiet. i wonder why!!!!
people treat real people as annoying ads they can dispose of at their whim. but that's not how a fandom or a site like tumblr works. (besides, if you really care about people curating their own experience you wouldn't block people. you can filter and blacklist and never see them again while still granting them the same freedom instead of actively making their experience worse.)
you say its to avoid drama. but seeing a post you dont agree with is not 'drama'. and blocking is not solving anything except for you personally. fandom was more fun when we remembered that every user is a real person you share a space with, and probably some mutuals as well, so you find a way to live with each other. starting with a restraining order seems a bit excessive and is not contributing to anything. it's not that hard to be respectful and tolerate others and acknowledge people have different opinions and interests and still co-exist in peace. its not that hard to be nice to people and try to find common ground with them and interact with the stuff you DO like. you do this in every aspect of your real life, so why not online?
i hear you say: 'but that requires WORK and i don't NEED to do any of that bc i can just block them'.
yeah, you can try to create your own bubble and only hang out with like minded people but you wont EVER fully achieve that (no matter how much you block, social media WILL keep feeding you posts you disagree with bc it makes them money). social media WILL pressure you into an 'us vs. them' mentality where you constantly feel like everything online is a threat or an argument you have to win and where being mean and unnuanced gives you the most notes and where you don't even see, let alone be able to treat, other users as people anymore bc you don't interact with them anymore other than to block or fight them. that's not how i want it to be online. it's not fun to me. and maybe i'm a pessimist but i think it will eventually be the death of online fandom and sites like tumblr. look at the state of twitter right now. DOES blocking give you a better experience in the long run? i doubt that it does. overall, i think it makes people even less tolerable and more vulnerable to hate and fear mongering, and social media an even more hostile place.
it's everything i hate about social media and everything i want to fight against and WILL fight against. i won't pretend my meager contribution will change anything, but i LIKE to just scroll past posts i don't vibe with and not see every argument online as a personal offense. it keeps me curious. most posts aren't that bad when you know the person behind it. i mean, you do you, i'm not gonna say what you should or shouldn't do bc that's up to you, but i recommend it: free yourself of the block button and bring back supportive user communities based on a shared love for the same thing and focus on what you have in common with people, just like you would do in real life. save the block button for the rotten apples who DO keep trying to pick fights and exclude others.
(which is, now that i think about it, probably the main difference: most people see the block button as a neutral way to prevent worse. but. that's only the case on an individual level. and treating everything online as an individual choice to which there are no further consequences, especially if they happen on a larger scale, is already a loss.)
#i've seen so many posts lately that were like 'we need drama soon bc its too boring' and ?????? are we all just too far gone already??#we used to have graphic challenges and creative events during hiatus where everyone was welcome to participate why would you want drama#have we already forgotten how to entertain ourselves without having to point and laugh at someone#why do we keep treating others in bad faith just to feel better about ourselves#like. the people you have the most interests in common with arent even automatically the people you best get along with#i could go on but im embarrassingly cringe about this already so yes sorry i DO care about online spaces. a lot actually.
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i keep thinking about this coz it's such a common trope in media but i can't even guess how common it is in real life so
#i hope i covered every answer???? idk this is such a fascinating topic to me#coz personally i know i could never die for anyone no matter how much they meant to me#maybe my family never being religious has smtg to do with that idk but like. the#whole ''i might be gone but at least they'll be alive'' never comforted me#like im dead. i wouldn't know#also my will to live is far too strong i think but idk it's just such a cool question to me#barking#my polls#mypolls#polls#forgot my darn tag
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