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Oof, to add on to the relunctant AbsentDad!Touya, courtesy of @willowser....
Hell breaks loose the day your daughter calls Shouto otō.
You can't really play it off. Shouto and Otō both rhyme, but your daughter is very articulate for her age, only two, nearly three, and she said it with perfect clarity.
It's one of those family dinners that the Todoroki's have once a month. Fuyumi does most of the cooking, but everyone is obligated to bring a dish.
And you don't have the last name, but they all welcome you so readily, and your daughter loves them all. She loves her uncle Natsuo, who picks her up and throws her up in the air. Her aunt fuyumi, who cooks good food and always gives hugs. Sweet and calm baba rei, with her cool hands. And even jiji enji, who sometimes picks her up, so tiny in his giant hands. You always watch them carefully.
But her favorite is Shouto. He learned how to make little ice orbs for when she was teething. He lets her 'braid' his hair. Rattle the little canisters on his hero suit. Heats up her food when she lets it go cold.
Shouto was trying to feed your baby in her high chair, that she's getting too big for, while she kept shaking her head and turning away. No trains, or airplanes, or birds or dragons would make her open up. Finally she yelled,
"No, otō!!"
And the room fell silent. Your daughter, oblivious, just kicks her feet and leans farther away from the spoon. You have frozen, passing a platter onto Natsuo.
No one moves. Your daughter continues to kick her feet.
"...Oji. You mean Oji, right baby?" She looks at you, confused. She points to Enji.
"No! Jiji is jiji. Otō is Otō!"
"Shouto is Oji. Oji. Natsuo is Oji too, okay?" She still looks confused, and you repeat yourself. She nods.
She opens her mouth to say something but Shouto attacks, putting the spoon in her mouth, gently of course. And she knows better than to spit food out, so she swallows, albeit with a disgusted look on her face.
"See? It wasn't that hard, right?" She pinches her face and nods.
"I'm sorry. But if you eat all your food, I'll make you those ice lamas you like to munch on." Shouto smiles, imperceptibly, when she nods eagerly this time, and he continues to feed her.
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The tension stays, but the night goes on without a fuss. You feel an absence, like the cool imprint of air after someone moves out of your space. Your stomach rolls, appetite gone.
The next morning, you hear on the news that seven people have been burnt to cinders. The estimated amount is only seven, because only teeth were what was left in the ashes. Pro heroes most definitely, or some politician whose scandal will be thrown to the light soon.
You swallow against the dry patch in your throat. You turn off the tv, glad your daughter is still sleeping.
He doesn't try to hide what he did, and the next time you see him its a video, uploaded to YouTube, prancing and shouting more than laughing. He's got more burns now. He's laughing so hard the staples on his face are falling off, tearing him open. His burnt eye patch things are bleeding. Something aches inside you.
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You don't know why you save the video. It's taken down two hours later.
Every month you find a check, some large sum of money, inside your apartment. Always somewhere obvious-on the counter, atop the fridge, on your desk or your pillow, today. The amount has been increasing lately. You see him more in the news now.
Ever since you moved to a new, nicer neighborhood there have been no footsteps creaking in the night, no doors wincing as they were let open. No figures looming in the shadows a street, a block away, watching over you, though you know he still does. Just too far, too hurt and too busy to do it in person. Maybe that's a good thing. You think his hands would ignite, if he saw what you do right now.
Fuyumi being in your apartment and helping out is okay, but not Shouto. Shouto shouldn't be in your apartment too, much less cradling your baby, half asleep in his arms.
Its only been a couple of days since the dinner incident. More bodies have been found, properties destroyed. You all know who did it. Its an unspoken knowledge. And the death toll only keeps rising, somehow, everytime your daughter slips and calls Shouto, otō. They haven't made the connection yet. You have.
She likes Shouto because he's warm, she says. And cool. Everyone else is cold and nice, and you don't really see jiji much, nor do you want to, so Shouto is her favorite. You think she would've loved Touya. He was always warm.
Is, is. Sometimes you have to remind yourself he's alive, somewhere.
Shouto is just happy to be of service, he says. He's not good with kids. He just wants to be a good oji-san to his little niece. Just wants to make sure she's healthy, happy. It's sweet. You know his intentions are pure when he smiles down at her. Your stomach twists, anxious, anyways. You are waiting for something.
You don't wait long. For the first time in years, you get a phone call. Unknown caller. You pick up.
He doesn't say anything for a while. He just breathes, and he sounds bad. There's a rasp, a delay-like he has to drag each breath in and out his chest. Still, he speaks first.
"...That's my baby." You sigh, and that only fans the flames.
"That's my baby. Mine. Not fucking his."
"Of course, I know."
"Than why the fuck is she calling him that? Huh? Why the fuck is she calling someone else dad?"
"Because kids aren't dumb. They see things. They ask questions. They try to fill in the blanks any way they know how. That's why Touya." It's the first time you said his name, to him at least, in years. It doesn't feel like it.
"I corrected her. It's not even a habit. I'm working on it." He scoffs, mumbles the words back to you, but you hear what he doesn't say.
You search for the words, but you seem to have said it all in your last talk. You are standing, unsure and wary, and it's like a liminal space. Time doesn't exist here. Like you could reach out and pluck your last moments together out of thin air, inspect them in the moonlight.
"It was just Father's day, and people, stupid people were asking questions. No one came, except me, and she was sad." You explain.
"She's just…trying to make sense of things. I'll sort it out. Shouto is her favorite anyway so that's why she called him that." He snorts, and you imagine fire came with it, like a dragon.
"...Yeah. Shouto seems to be everyone's favorite." There, the root of it all. Your voice is small, but you take a chance. You still want to comfort him, after all these years.
"Not my favorite."
He pauses, scoffs.
"Really? Because he seems to come over to your place a lot. Helping with the chores, I guess?"
"Touya."
"Picking the baby up from daycare? Taking her to the parks and shit? Helping you pick out clothes and little booties? The fuck?" He's really been watching, keeping an eye on you two, his girls. You think a few years ago you would have been flattered. You're just tired now.
"You know Natsuo does the same thing."
"My baby doesn't call fucking him otō, does she?" He laughs, just like in the video.
"Doesn't he offer you breaks, from the baby? Go relax, or, you deserve this, you work hard enough. I'll pay for whatever, or, let me treat you."
"You know he's dense. He doesn't know what he's insinuating."
He laughs again, hoarse. You wonder where he is.
"He's a man now, of course he does. And you do too. Didn't think I was so replaceable." You go silent, angry, and he takes that as his sign.
"Do you like him? Is he pretty enough for you? Rich enough? Is he everything you've ever dreamed of and more?"
"Touya."
"What, got something to say? I don't want your apologies."
"I don't need to apologize because I've done nothing wrong." He starts to say something but you cut him off, fuming.
"Why are you calling Touya? Why? You don't get to say shit after all these years. You chose not to be a part of this."
"But that's still my fucking baby!"
"You've never even held her! You're never there, you don't want to be there!"
"Don't fucking say that, you know why I cant--"
"Does it matter why? You're still not here."
"So you found someone who is? Perfect fucking Shouto, huh?"
"Touya!" You throw your hand up. You should have never answered the phone.
"The perfect fucking prince, am I right? Are you fucking him, huh? Does he make you say his name when he fucks you? Do you cry when he makes you ride him?"
"Touya!"
"Tell me! Don't be shy now. You got a new man, let me hear about it! Does he rock the baby to sleep and sing her lullabies? Does he make it snow for her when she asks? Does he kiss you both when he leaves for work? The baby already calls him otō. Are you gonna give him a baby too?"
"Touya!" You say his name. You don't know when you've started crying.
"Touya. She's sleeping right now." You don't see or hear it, but you feel the anger leave him. Like smoking hands, going limp as you cry.
"We have a baby. We have a baby girl, and she's right next door." He curses when your breath hitches.
"...fuck, I know. I know."
"You can't yell at me. She's sleeping right now."
"I know, I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry."
"She won't go back to sleep if she wakes up now."
"I know, I know. I'm sorry baby. Fuck. I'm so fucking sorry." You think he'd cry if he could. His breath is ragged enough as is.
The line on both ends is quiet, as you try to calm down. Touya just listens to you,your sniffles and aborted sobs. He sighs. He sounds tired too.
"Just, go to sleep. I'm sorry I called, fuck. Just, go to sleep. Give our baby a kiss for me." And he hangs up, before you can say anything. You hang onto the phone.
Then you leave, to go kiss your baby.
You stay in that room, that spot for a moment more, lost in time.
#its so tragic#like in my reblog Touya wants to be a dad but he knows Dabi wasnt built for that#so he leaves not to fuck things up#buts hes still fucked up on the inside bc thats his baby#and if for sme reason his baby's favorite is shouto?#and she calls him dad? Otō?#he'd go on a rampage.#thats also why he backs down do quick#his baby is sleeping in the other room and he doesnt want her to hear mom and dad arguing#or her mom crying#like he probably did growing up#ReluctantAbsentDad!Touya#It just breaks my heart man#my stuff#my writing#bnha#bnha x reader#boku no hero academia x reader#my hero academia#mha#mha x reader#my hero academia x reader#touya todoroki#dabi#dabi x reader#dabi x you#fem reader#fem!reader#mom!reader#brainrot
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– Noor Unnahar, Instagram account "noor_unnahar"
[TEXT ID: / [Lemons] / My father's mother loved lemons. Years after her passing, / we run out of everything, but never / lemons. / Nothing else shelters grief / better than memory. / It's my father way of saying, / even in your absence, you will be / cared by me. / END ID]
#reminds me of my mom who now watch english movies even though english is not her first language and struggles to understands too but she do#all this because of my brother who loved to watch different movies while growing up but now move to another countryy#so she remembers him while watching that#now we all should cry together#light academia#dark academia#excerpts#fragments#poetry#words#literature#noor unnahar#spilled poem#short peoms#grief poem#grief#on grief#spilled thoughts#peots on tumblr#spilled ink
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Always Favors You
Another Sibling Danny and Jason idea!!
"Are you Jason Peter Todd?!" demanded a deep and commanding tone from the strange glowing being in front of them.
All the Bats stiffened and tensed, no doubt gearing up for a fight against the being that somehow knew Red Hood's full name.
Jason, Red Hood, decided to put on a brave front despite no doubt cursing in his head and wondering how the heck did this thing know his full freaking name.
"Whose asking." he snarled out, his hands twitching for his gun when the huge glowing knight with purple flames coming out of his helmet and cape, who was riding on a nightmare looking horse while they all had been in the cave going over tonight's patrol.
The Knight didn't seemed bothered by his response nor did he even seem to care or flinch when Batman made his own demand on 'Why was he there and who was he' or when Damian unsheathed his sword and pointed it towards him. Instead the strange glowing Knight reached to it side and pulled out... A glowing scroll? Huh. (Also he completely unnerved everyone in the room when the Knight didn't even react when Batman had tossed a Baterang when he reached for his side)
The Knight opened the scroll and spoke clearly with purpose.
"Jason Peter Todd,
You are hereby invited as a special guest of honor to the crowning of our future King of the Infinite Realms.
Daniel Phantom, once Daniel Jackson Fenton, and once Daniel Austen Todd.
Prince of the Infinite Realms, the Keeper of Balance, The Peacekeeping Halfa, the Defeater of the Tyrant King Pariah Dark, The Great One, Youngest of the Ancients, Ancient of Space, The Bridge between Life and Death.
You, the half-brother of our King, have been given the highest of honors for your past actions and will be given housing and food in the Realms and Phantom's Keep, for the week long event. Personal servants and attendants will be at your disposal and a seamstress will be on hand to tailor make your attire for the Coronation.
Signed: Clockwork. Ancient of Time. Watcher of the Infinite Timeline. Kronos. Mentor and Adviser.
PS: I shall have Fright Knight ("Me" the Knight bluntly said for a second) leave this scroll along with a personal one for you from Daniel to read over and once you make up your mind sign the bottom of the scroll.
I do hope in time you will pick the right choice Jason Todd, we of the Infinite Realms would like to reward you for your actions. After all, if you hadn't gotten young Daniel away from your father that night all those years ago, we would never had gained our Prince nor be free from our once Tyrant King.
Ah, one more thing.
The Infinite Realms will always favor you Jason."
Jason felt like he couldn't breath as Fright Knight? Rolled up the scroll, pulled a letter from his side, and held out the two items for him to take.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#Danny and Jason are half brothers#Fright Knight#Clockwork mention#Jason saved baby Danny when Willis came home drunk one night and their mom was out of her mind at the moment#Danny had been crying for food and Willis was getting annoyed#Jason managed to run off with baby Danny to a few towns over and put him in a baby box before getting caught a few other towns over by cops#and was shipped back to Gotham#kept his mouth shut about where he put his brother and took any punishment that came afterwords#It set up the timeline where Danny is going to become the Infinite Realms new King#Hence why the kinda sentient Realms 'rewarded' Jason later on when he died aka bringing him back to life#I love the idea of a kinda sentient Realms tbh#it loves Danny because he's been helping rebuild and mend the Realms#Danny is its fav King thus favors those related to him#well everyone but Willis#he's in Walkers prison btw#I want Jason to go tbh and see how every ghost is getting everything ready for the coronation#its chaotic yet organized somehow#I want more Danny's coronation stories#Like I love already King or just finding out Prince Danny but we need more coronation ones tbh
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arcane s2 spoilers ‼️
ummmm so act I happened 😀 i’m already addicted 😭
i love them so much i hope nothing bad happens 😬 pls forgive bad quality tumblr HATES ME
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#arcane#arcane season 2#sevika#jinx arcane#jinx#isha arcane#jinx and isha#jinx and sevika#sevika fanart#jinx fanart#arcane fanart#jinx league of legends#jinx lol#vi and jinx#i’m gonna cry i love that baby girl#i would die for her#her eyes are so pretty#jinx mom era#sevika the wine aunt
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I wish I had met you sooner
#arknights#muelsyse#saria#dlarts#partially inspired by gloomy's fic 'rivers'!#thinking about how they emotionally foil each other...#mumu's mom taught her that tears can be powerful#while saria's dad punished her for crying#ahh... it would've been less lonely if i knew you then
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The tma brain rot is killing me
#Elias would buy the whole display#and Jon would just start crying#even my mom said ''everything connects back to Jon and the magnus archives.''#yes my moms a fan as well#and yes the ending devastated her#reverse family trauma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#magpod#elias bouchard#elias bitchard#jonah magnus#jonathan sims
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Nori's birthday gift
#drawing this made me really emotional. i actually started to cry a bit#idk just the thought of uzi building a body for her mom..... just like how (i HEADCANON) nori did makes me ☹️☹️#im gonna kms i love them sm#but ofc uzi wanted to be taller HAHA#i love my gremlin#murder drones#md#md fanart#murder drones fanart#uzi doorman#uzi#md uzi#nori doorman#md nori#my art#fanart
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People who say Connor/ Ratonhnaké:ton is the most serious assassin or that he has a really flat personality are flat out lying. Literally in the gameplay when you call on the assassin recruits and they are injured if you press B as if to loot them HE REACHES DOWN and asks them if they are alright WHILE HOLDING THEIR HAND. I keep thinking about it, it's the sweetest thing I've seen in these games. HE IS ACTUALLY WORRIED ABOUT HIS RECRUITS, (his friends). I mean the whole Homestead thing proves it and all but outside of that. Idk it's just stuck to me, like he really actually cares.SOMEBODY put that in the game, somebody thought of it, others agreed and they added that. Let's not forget he also has his hood off when he enters the Homestead, he finally feels safe. Like, he lost his tribe, his people and then they created A WHOLE ASS FLAG for themselves, they defend each other and stuff. And like, he created that, he made his own family and got involved with everyone in their own way. I just idk, idk man....he...he cares.....
#And dont get me started on the Washington DLC#did you see him when he appears???''#he wakes up and goes “MOM?!”#AND JUST GOES IN FOR A HUG#what if i cried right now#NO BUT IMAGINE WAKING UP AND BEING SURROUNDED BY EVERYTHING YOU LOST IN YOUR CHILDHOOD#AND THEN HE GOES AND LOSES HER AGAIN#and then he goes “well here we go again” and all his hopes are gone#im not crying YOU ARE crying#assassin's creed#assassins creed#assassins creed iii#connor kenway#ratonhnhaké:ton
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— I do feel really bad that I strangled [Pâté]. — We are pretty mean to him.
Bonus:
#criticalroleedit#critteredit#critical role#imodna#laudna#imogen temult#pate de rolo#mgifs#c3e74 2h35m29s#gif 6 makes me wanna cry. look at HER FACE#anyway (step)mom Imogen is the best character arc of c3 I accept no criticisms
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Been thinking about how Ponyboy described Mrs. Curtis as “Golden and beautiful.” Like sunrises and how all the boys, even tough ol’ dally adore her. How she made things right.
I want to explore their relationship with their parents and I believe Pony was a mama’s boy through and through. His brothers flocked to his dad (Darry was his shadow and twin and soda acted like him) but pony’s always been a sensitive type, and I think his mother helped encouraged him to keep like that and likely a much calmer force in a house full of rowdy guys (even without the gang their all the time)
I think she may have also been a little protective of him as he’s the youngest and gentle. Simultaneously her baby but also getting to be so big, he’ll be 14 soon you know. (Not to say he’s totally exempt from a stern look)
#gonna go cry about the Curtis family#also how Darry is described as being a lot like their mom and also tries so hard to fill her place/ ‘make things right’#how even if they didn’t have anything they had a great and loving family and them to loose their parents? it adds so much to the desperatio#but I wanna think of happy things about them#the outsiders#outsiders#curtis family#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#Darrel Curtis sr#Darrel Curtis jr#karen Curtis#curtis parents#outsiders book
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for all the mama girls ꨄ
#i still cry in her arms#and im 22#girlblog#girl blogger#this is a girlblog#lady bird#ladybird type beat#mommy issues#girl mom#it girl#that girl#femcel#i love my mom#girl blog#pinterest#girlhood#aesthetic#lana del rey#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#lizzie grant#virgin suicides#coquette#coquette aesthetic#clean girl#girl rotting#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted#locally hated
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art from recent d&d sessions..... historical npcs (played to devastating effect by @jawsandbones) from centuries before our little adventuring party graced the world... things went not so good back then... maybe now we can do right by them...
the second sketch was inspired by a shot from to catch a thief (1955)!!! but spookier+sadder here <3
#first pic.. doomed devoted lovers..... second pic... that's tzipporah's mom and every time we find evidence of her anywhere i cry and scream#THEY DIDNT DESERVE ALL THAT !!!!!!!#titan campaign#aart
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I need yall to know my mom made a little jacket for my Pomni plush
#ink rambles#the amazing digital circus#tadc#amazing digital circus#the amazing digital circus pomni#pomni#tadc pomni#I’m crying#I love her so bad#it fits her perfectly#I love my mom
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arcane s2 spoilers ‼️
i like to think jinx would want to be the sister she never had
anyways here’s my version of the aftermath of the big fight
#SCREAMIMG CRYING THROWING UP#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season two#jinx mom era#jinx and sevika#jinx and isha#arcane fanart#jinx fanart#jinx arcane#sevika fanart#ummm side note every time i see sev i just wanna 🤭😋#idk i always draw her so big 😭 what are proportions#fanart#isha arcane#jinx#UGHHHHH
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Rin & her daughters ♡ Hanyo no Yashahime, Ch. 31
#inuyasha#hanyo no yashahime#hanyo no yashahime manga#yashahime: princess half-demon#yashahime manga#sessrin#rin#towa#setsuna#cr.rbs3994#*#inu#hny#a/m#screaming crying sobbing#no bc towa remembering rin's scent is so.....SO#[hayley smith crying]#like omg that's her MOM#gonna do the ones with sesshomaru tomorrow after work#mar24
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Ok but with ylfa's backstory it's just. There's a wolf who can take people's skins and mimic their voices? So there have been many ppl who have gone into the woods, been attacked by a wolf, and then what's returned has looked and sounded and hell maybe even acted like them! But a bit more monstrous. With hair on their hands, and a low snarl, and sure they sound like our dear loved one and they look like them but they're scary. They're scary, and they've changed, and shouldn't they be dead?
And maybe if they're scary they aren't our loved one - they're actually just the scary thing in disguise yes of course! Cause they would never scare us like that. They could never be transformed like that. So it's not them, so they're dead.
#I'm just. I'm wondering. How many people have come home to a locked door in this town#the boy who cried wolf but it was really just a young child who strayed from the path. and her mom is crying wolf but in this version of#the story everyone believes her#ougggggh#ooooouuuuugggh#OOOOOUUUGGHHHH!!!!#dimension 20#neverafter#neverafter spoilers#ylfa snorgelsson#neverafter red#neverafter little red riding hood
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