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the family abolition leaving my body as soon as my parents secured two potential jobs for me because i want to quit my current one
#yeah well. my dad have been getting in touch with his friends from prison and some of them turned their life around#or have kids who are successful#and my mom meanwhile got in touch with the extended family#so they got info of some job postings#i have two jobs rn#one pays below minimum wage and is manual labor but the schedule is lighter#the other is an entry level position to a bank as a teller so i might have to take off my piercings and stopped presenting butch#but it pays well!#but im not 100% guaranteed to get both of these jobs#its just my parents putting a word to have me considered more than other ppl#honestly it feels like such a relief because i've been entering every single job i have the hard way#posts about my life
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we need scientists to study the correlation between roman roy girls and armand girls in a lab
#iwtv#succession#i’m just kidding i get it. it’s the need to be loved that runs so deep it defines your identity#<- girl who doesn’t know anything about that :)#i think this is why it’s so surprising to me when i remember armand doesn’t really have mommy issues. because it’s so deep in roman’s lore
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hibiscia!!! Sorry if youve explained before but is there something specific about reset-remember fics that you hate? I don't really like them either but for me it's just because I feel like a lot of authors type sans in very ooc ways
They're completely antithetical to Sans' character arc for the sake of cheap and easy angst. The nature of his brand of cosmic horror isn't in reliving his life again and again, that's Flowey's. Sans knows OF the anomaly, knows that it's manipulating time and knows it's a threat to the entire universe, but he doesn't know how or why, because he doesn't remember.
And that's crucial! him being mostly in the dark in spite of the MANY warning signs about us... because it's in that doubt that he remains hopeful. YES we could potentially end the world... but what if we don't? yes we have unimaginable power over everyone else and we can bring back time, but what if we're just.... sad? he needs that gap in his knowledge so he can take a leap of faith across it, it's his entire character arc in the pacifist run. sans THINKS he's given up, he wants to have given up, he chose to do it because there's a comfort in that. in contenting yourself with good food and bad laughs. there's peace. but he hasn't given up, not really. on himself? maybe. but not in us.
there's no way to have that arc if he remembers resets.
#this is also why i don't like post pacifist sans angst where he worries about resets. unless there's like a Reason for frisk to reset#kinda like sam did in UG with the incident with the blasters#because ppl take his lines during the NM fight as a given without considering that... it's the fucking NM run? lol#he's talking about reaching the surface from the point of view of a sans who's only ever been antagonized by the anomaly#ie reaching the surface meant through asgore's plan being successful#pacifist achieves that in a scenario where he actively befriends and loves and cares about the anomaly. he trusts us!!#it would feel unfair to his friend if he were convinced they were going to shit on their happy ending. that's a really shitty thing to thin#it's actually sth i wanted to handle in dv. having a kid REALLY fucks with his paranoia. it's irrational but understandable#that doesn't stop him from feeling guilty towards frisk for worrying about it. or feeling worried at all#undertale#sans#answered asks#metanalysis
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weird how people think nowadays there’s like…a very specific personality type you have to be to be a mother instead of capacity for motherhood being a default trait almost all of the female population possesses. should having a child just be a thing that someone does by default without considering it? no. but also having children is not something your personality makes you fundamentally unsuited for 9/10 times, mothers have all types of personalities, the most important traits for childraising are unselfishness and kindness and everyone should cultivate those in themselves no matter what anyway regardless of whether or not they have children.
this also applies to men but ive never seen anyone say "it’s okay for men not to be fathers because it wouldn’t make any sense to their personality".
#“Some women just aren’t the type to have children” i mean yeah sure#but that number is way smaller than people think#women who are mothers can also have literally any kind of personality and as long as it’s not harmful to their kids that’s fine#and ‘motherly' is not really a personality trait anyway#this is in a response to a post i saw because i think it’s stupid as hell to imply that only a very small fraction of the population is#capable of having children. Untrue and evolution wise impossible. having children is the default setting#and anyone who is a halfway successful capable adult is capable of it#and also capable of messing it up really badly#as with any important and risky endeavour in life
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“We need more morally gray characters” you guys can barely handle topaz and jade.
#yeah I said it#hsr#Honkai star rail#topaz hsr#topaz and numby#jade#jade hsr#hsr Jade#hsr topaz#like they’re not good but their not mustache twirling villains y’all#yes topaz did mess up by not telling bronya the actual success rate if she accepted the deal#but you have to remember she was indoctrinated since she was a kid that the ipc was good and that those who surrendered to its power will#succeed and thrive#hell they may have used examples like boothills home planet as warnings#of course she would think the ipc is good and will#help jarillo#her home planet was on the brink of collapse when the ipc came and it was quite literally life saving#even though it did mean robbing the future of a population to work for them topaz so grateful for the ipc and sees it as a way to pay back#you guys are forgetting that she was willing to sacrifice her position and that she was happy the planet could be independent#now we don’t know much about jade but she doesn’t go seeking out desperate people#those people come to her and accept those deals knowing full well every detail and it’s cost#she may get some pleasure from it sure but she’s just doing business with people#and yet I see people view them as villains and yet not call out aventurine with helping the ipc take control of penacony#he’s a victim yes but so is topaz when it comes to the ipc manipulating them#topaz has good Intentions and is just following what she has been taught since childhood#look I love aventurine I really do but he’s not pure and at the end of the day both him and topaz are people they are flawed#they’re not completely bad or good#sorry it was mainly about topaz we don’t know much about jade and I might change my mind on her when we do
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[ID: a comic in the TUA paranatural au, depicting Patch recruiting Lila to spy on the Activity Club for her. Both of them are about twelve. The first three panels are a flashback of an argument between Diego and Patch.
Flashback, Panel 1: A younger Patch shouts at a younger Diego, "WHAT is the Activity Club!" Diego growls "None of your business."
Panel 2: Patch says, teary-eyed, "You've been so different since you joined."
Panel 3: Diego looks guilty while Patch continues, "It's like it ate your brain! Why won't you talk to me anymore?"
Present Day, Panel 1: Patch is leaning on a desk while Lila sits on it. Patch says, "So, yeah. That's why I want to know what the Activity Club does."
Panel 2: Lila kicks her feet and says " And that's why you want me to join YOUR club. So I can spy on them for you." Patch smiles, embarrassed, and says "Yeah, basically."
Panel 3: Patch hunches her shoulders, saying, "It sounds bad when you say it like that."
Panel 4: She looks beseechingly up at Lila. "But I'm really worried about him. He won't talk to any of his friends. What the hell did they do to him!"
Panel 5: Lila waves her hand reassuringly. "No, I totally get it!"
Panel 6: Lila holds out her hand to Patch, smiling. "I'll tell you everything I learn."
Panel 7: She continues, "Trust me." Meanwhile, she writes a list in a notebook, headed with "Lies for Patch". End ID]
#tua#the umbrella academy#tua fanart#lila pitts#eudora patch#diego hargreeves#he's there! kinda!#my art#paranatural au#some context: lila is new to the school and is only here to conduct a mission for her mom#ie spy on the 'kids who can see ghosts' club to make sure they and five arent plotting against her#patch meanwhile has barely spoken to her best friend diego ever since he joined#so every time a new person joins the club she asks them to join journalism club in order to get them to spy on the ghost club for her#by 'every time' i mean: when viktor joined (this was not successful)#and now. when lila has joined#lila can of course see ghosts#and as a reminder im splitting the powers of white spectral energy into two pieces#white energy is the color that wights have and therefore viktor can only bond with wights ie super powerful but also super dangerous#*colorless* energy (the kind lila has) (which i am making up)#can join temporarily with a spirit in a tool with any color of spectral energy#but cannot do this permanently
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The thing that really kills me about Logan is that his kids are disappointing and ultimately unfit to be CEO, and it's not just that they're like that because he made them like that, but that they're like that because he wants them to be that way.
For all his talk about them being spoiled or coddled and his rant in the S3 finale that getting cut out of running Waystar is their chance to "be your own man" and build something themselves, he has spent the entire show actively undermining any attempt of theirs to do that. Shiv stays out and works in politics, but as soon as she joins a big campaign that could actually distinguish her from her family, he tells her he wants to make her CEO. He offers to buy Kendall out of his shares, but as soon as Kendall tries to take the offer and cut himself out, he refuses. He says he wants them out of the business and doing their own thing, and then as soon as they start actually doing that and buy Pierce, he tries to get Roman back.
The fact of the matter is that as much as he might claim to want a "real" heir, what he really wants is to never need one and for his children to stay children: incomplete, incapable, and under his thumb.
#something something the purpose of a system is what it does#i feel like the 'they are the way he made them' thing is pretty self evident and understood but it's important to distinguish that it's not#just a question of him being bad at raising kids or that he just can't produce the outcome that he wants: he is 100% producing the#outcome that he wants he's just lying about what that outcome is. he doesn't want them to be their own people or worthy of the position#because that would mean he wouldn't be able to control them and (more crucially for him) it would mean he'd have to give up control#of waystar. he doesn't want a legitimate successor because he doesn't want to be succeeded. he wants to deny his mortality and stay#in his spot forever. if his children grow up that means he has to grow old. if he can keep them trapped in childhood forever then he 'has#no choice' but to stay in power because he couldn't possibly leave it to them could he? they're not ready. it's a kindness to keep the#burden of the crown to himsef.#like imagine for a second if he did have a kid who was a perfect CEO candidate and exactly what he claimed to want. do you#really think he'd step aside and let them rule?#or would he see them as a threat and try to find some other way to cut them off at the knees and sabotage them the way he's been#doing with his other kids this whole time.#logan roy#kendall roy#connor roy#shiv roy#siobhan roy#roman roy#succession
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Recently, I've been thinking a lot about lineage curses.
The line of Ouranos is infested with curses - generational malice that's sunk its claws in deep and cannot be cleansed. I think of it as a curse of love - an affliction that is something like a paternal equivalent to postpartum depression - the men of the line of Ouranos were, for a time, unable to bond with their children. Ouranos himself adored his wife but despised his children from the moment they were born. It was disgust perhaps. Or maybe plain fear. Or maybe there was no reason but a deep wrongfulness that he could only attribute to the birth of his new children. But he hated them and his hatred bred hatred. His hatred bred Kronos.
Kronos oddly, is the spitting image of his father. Why he would so exactly resemble the father he despised, who knows, but he married a goddess of the earth - the mirror image of his mother - he loved his wife and his people - the mirror image of his father - and, like that father, all his kindness and good sense died the moment he became a father. What was it about Ouranos' blood that made Kronos mimic even the method of torment? To lock his children away in the dark, cold emptiness of his stomach. To feed them the same doubts and fears that his brothers were fed as babes? What anguish paranoia must be to turn the Golden King into a shaking, spitting beast.
That, then, is the fate written deep in the blood of Zeus. Great king, destined to be overthrown by his children. Great king, doomed to live in fear of the son that would rend him limb from limb and scatter his sex to the ravens. Ah, but what is Zeus if not an enigma. That strange child fed on goat's manna and raised by his mother - is that the difference? That Zeus alone was showered in the hopes and dreams of his mother - that his father was nothing but a target to kill, an opponent for him to conquer. Is that why his curse of love mutated not to encompass his children but his lovers? What other name is there for he who eats his wife to gain her wisdom? What other name but cursed is he who pursues the stars until she becomes dead ground? And when he has a child who is his spitting image, dark eyed and blood-heeled, what can he do but hate?
(Zeus, at least, battles the demons in his blood on his own. Maybe that is the mother in him. Maybe that is why he swallowed Metis while she was still rich with their child. Maybe swallowing a mother restored that missing paternal hole all his father's line had simply been made without. Maybe that's what he tells himself when he looks upon his children and knows he's made things different for them, no matter how much he dreams of keeping them locked in a cool, dark place, pretty in display cases just for him. Maybe that's just his father in him.)
#ginger writes#greek mythology#zeus#ouranos#kronos#ares#I think about this stuff quite a lot#the whole curse of love thing I mean and Zeus' family history of men who aggressively should've never been fathers#Zeus broke the cycle but that doesn't mean he's excluded from the cycle - it just means he's done his best to make sure#his kids don't have the same hangups he does - well as much as he can at least#How successful he is in that endeavour is another thing entirely#Ares and Apollo at least - the sons who had the highest possible chances of inheriting that curse of their father's#are - perhaps miraculously - the best parents of Zeus' line#Ares subverts the curse of love entirely by marrying Love herself and so he has conquered that which laid low all of his ancestors#But Apollo's curse of love is particularly strong - strong enough that it once again proliferates through his bloodline#Both Apollo and his sons love strongly and lose bitterly - it is a different sort of curse from his father's#But that's the fun thing about a generational curse isn't it? Just like any sickness it too adapts to its host#greek myth writing
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Same people, different age ratings
#geronimo stilton#come on man#watch a few clips of logan and youll see my vision#cantankerous media mogul who refuses to give the company he started to anh of kids? yeah where have i seen that before#logan roy#succession
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well when you put it like that
#yeah upon closer inspection of unma it is clear as day#so how many fake kids does duazul have under her wing? cuz tbh the only one who looks even a little like her is camilla#very interested to see how duazul will react to the news#hxh manga spoilers#halkenburg#queen unma#hxh 403#screeds#succession war arc#hxh#hunter x hunter
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it's interesting to see the different responses for what people consider to be tmbg's most popular song. there's an interview from 2011 where the interviewer wonders why they didn't play their biggest hit, and they both seem panicked for a moment before she clarifies "boss of me", and they both look relieved and confused about that
#tmbg#boss of me is definitely a strong choice#I feel like by numbers alone it's mickey mouse clubhouse/hotdog for the sheer amount of people who will have sat their kids in front of it#then you've got their songs used on tiny toons#birdhouse was a breakout chart hit#but they'd already had chart/mtv success with ana ng don't let's start and puppet head#not to mention stuff is way recently became I think a popular animation meme song
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Gord Vendome, age 10
#definitely one of the kids that would pretend to get drunk off a Ribena bc his parents ONLY have wine glasses#“what’s your vice#pulls out a grape juice box and drinks the life out of it in the tune of mid life crisis#IF I COULD DRAW THIS RN I WOULD anybody who’d do me this favour I’ll give you 3 buttons and some lint#initially thought of Derby but then I saw the high heels and I only know one Queen who would’ve tried his mothers shoes#in rapid succession from garden party flats to Soirée stilettos#bully cce#canis canem edit#bully scholarship edition#bully#bullycce
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Umberto Eco (1995) 'Ur-Fascism', New York Review of Books, 2/14
#succession#logan roy#the name of the rose roy#this one was so interesting to do bc it's so clear that the disease logan sees in his children#that they're spoiled hothouse flowers who don't KNOW anything--especially struggle#is a disease he sees endemic in britain and spreading around him (THANKS to him in large part) in america too#could atn and capitalism be the problem? no. it's the meth and yoga that are wrong#and the gay little websites. it's Soft#and so are his kids. they're unserious they're queer they don't KNOW like he knows#he has a back he won't show them and he's mad they don't know#they have wealth HE bestowed them and he's mad they don't know!#where is the fight in the mud where is the big dick competition where are all the things logan built his empire on#he creates a micronation/family where he encourages these things and Kendall gets to the heart of why in austerlitz
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do hibs and kendall ever meet?…………
im so sorry that is SUCH a fascinating question but im just not sure yet... i think it would be conceptually interesting for hibs to mythologize a man he's never met (kendall) to an equivalent degree that he mythologizes logan.. and i do not see kendall outliving shiv in this hypothetical future so if he died before hibs ever got to meet him that would be another thing that shiv adhered to but felt apocalyptically & indefinitely horrid about, like how i would have to assume she feels about the waystar vote. like she could NOT stand making ken CEO but that doesn't mean she CAN stand what her life and tom became, in that position... she would feel wretched about keeping ken from her kid but also could not stand the idea of the opposite (but then again hibs likes to do things behind his parents backs so who really knows. ill ruminate on this)
here's what ken is up to in this fic (from shiv's pov always)
#thank u sm for asking sorry i have no idea#but i think kendall becomes an ultrarich hermit entirely estranged from rava and his kids who people on twitter laugh about#until he just goes off the map and lives on a boat#(this fic is weird and absurd. by design)#succession#kendall roy#roman roy#logan roy#shiv roy#connor roy#ask to tag#the nation
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Enough perfect mom Amanda Grayson. It’s time for middling mom Amanda Grayson who loved all her kids but was never close enough to any of them and is somewhat idealized in their heads because of it. Amanda Grayson who seems great in comparison to Sarek but is actually, when you look objectively at it, strangely absent: A mother who is always facing away from you, who you have to call but who always has a smile ready for when you do. Amanda Grayson who contrasts Sarek’s overbearing rules and expectations with an almost hands-off approach that felt like a refreshing reprieve at the time but as her children grow they realize was also hurtful in different respects. Amanda Grayson who loves her children almost as much as she loves her husband. A mother who listens when you complain about dad, who agrees and nods and pets your hair and says “I’m sorry, honey” but nothing ever comes of it and at a certain point you both know nothing’s ever going to come of it. Amanda Grayson who pretends she does not see it. Amanda Grayson who is too human for any of her children to let themselves love. And because she’s human maybe she resents them for it a little bit [do you think your mother knows you love her? Did you ever say it? Do you think she ever wanted you to? Do you remember when she held you and repeated it over and over again and told you she wouldn’t tell your dad if you said it just once and you answered her with silence?] And because she’s human she loves them anyway. She knows anyway. She can hear it even in the silence. /pos
#ummmm............................-smiles- <3#trying to make Amanda Grayson more interesting to me personally#My characterization of Sarek & Amanda is: Lovely couple who should NOT have had children#Sarek is a consistently bad parent so he kind of steals the show but Amanda's there too ain't she?? free parental angst real estate#Spock whose mother can do no wrong in his eyes...#kid who hates their dad so much their mom becomes a saint#this family is just dolls to me#the s'chn t'gai-graysons...[succession theme plays]#not even getting STARTED with the sybok-spock-michael SIBLING issues#Sybok Spock and Michael all look at each other and think 'these two are the most pitiable bastards in the universe....'
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i just. hit s+ rank in splatoon and i never honestly thought this would happen?? am i cool now.. do i get to be a part of the s4? do i get to be watered down to my running joke all the time?
#the last part is a joke but i do not see a whole lot of recognition of the s4 being. the s4#like yeah they were cool formidable foes in the s1 era and skull even beat goggles despite his plot armor#but now theyre just#there??#dont get me wrong i love their existence but#it feels like theyve been watered down at least a bit#skull is always just getting lost and army is almost always either the manual guy or the curry guy#thats. thats it thats their bits#skull also has the sweets thing#rider is sometimes a considerable foe too but at the same time the s4 doesnt usually consist of him so im not sure how much to count him#that being said it is a kids manga so i dont really expect it to lean too far into the formidable foes thing#even the xblood werent that scary in the long run and ended up goofy despite being who they were#i also get it in terms of fandom#i understand the appeal of something like aloha being cutesy dumb pink guy (who maaaaaaybe commited some crimes and it shows)#i also definitely understand the appeal of army having a thing for curry as well as the manuals#the manuals can be an endearing thing to write about trust me#but i also wouldnt mind seeing more things that center around the likes of the s4 and the xblood and even the best8 being the absolute best#of the best during their prime#reminder that s+ was the highest rank around when the s4 were introduced. same with the xblood#they were the strongest players and id like to see things that center around that#id like to imagine that moving on to the square and splatsville that the s4 would have had a chance to move uo and get into xbattles#i think of all of them skull and army would have the highest chances of actually making it to xrank and being successful#but honestly if mask and aloha could probably make it pretty well too if they got off their asses#and i think rider would excel as well being rider#he has his own kind of near plot armour i think#so do most of the big teams in my opinion#theyre the sort of doomed by the plot that forces them to battle goggles at some point lmao#maybe i could use this in a fic or au one day#maybe someone already has...#(please send to me if you know of any creators who have played around with these vague ideas of strength i wanna see em)
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