#or find each other reallyyyy annoying

[ginkamon]

ktvmeme: [3/5 tropes]

                      ⤷ enemies to lovers

[dumpsterlmao]

let's kiss, i'm bored - trey clover

summary - trey comes over to your dorms to hangout with you. and to also do something other than that.

genre - fluff and very suggestive

notes - its too suggestive lolll but there's no smut! idk reallyyyy it depends on yall's imaginations and how you guys interpret it, hehe

classes had now just ended. you and trey agreed to meetup with each other after classes. supposedly, trey was gonna go back to the dorms at this hour. he decides to make up an excuse to riddle just to meetup with you. his reason for his excuse was because of urgent business that cannot be specified as it was personal.

riddle was sure confused towards it, but he allowed him to go anyway. you and grim arrived at the dorms all looking tired. today was a very exhausting day. it was a good thing your partner is going to visit you today after a long day of classes.

"what a day. and i still got to work after this." grim complains as he lets out a groan from exhaustion. "if you didn't slack off during classes, you wouldn't be given extra homework." you reminded grim. he looks at you with an offended look. "i did not slack off! i was just staring at the window, what did that old man find wrong about that?" he asks.

"well, you're staring at the window and NOT the chalkboard which is where the discussion was written." you answered his question but grim still didn't hold back. "that was only for one second! this is so unfair!" he plops down onto the floor now laying flat. you could tell that he was upset by the way he acted. you could only sigh at grim as he layed flat on the ground.

"get up grim." you kicked him. "what are you gonna do about the homework that you're supposed to finish today?" he was this close to snapping out because he was now annoyed by you. "what if i don't want to do it?" you were stunned to hear his response. "what the-" you had given up on grim at this point. "oh whatever!" you rolled your eyes at him while cursing out your anger.

the sound of someone knocking on the door caught the both of your attention. "who is it?" you said as the door opened, turning out to be someone you've been expecting to come over.

"hello, mc." trey had now arrived at your dorm. he gains an unusual look when he saw grim laying flat on the floor. "is everything okay grim?" he asks him. when grim looked up to see try facing towards him, he immediately started to stand up. "oh, thank goodness you're here trey." trey was confused at grim's response so he lets out a "hm?"

"that means i don't have to be with mc for a while now that you're here." grim says while walking towards the door.

he was about to leave since trey is there. "hey, hey, where are you gonna wander off to, grim?" you asked grim before he opens the door. "the library, of course! i got some homework to finish." he answers.

you don't believe that grim would go to the library. you were sure that grim will for sure, hangout with deuce and ace to bother them in the meantime. "you better be focusing on that!" grim ignored your words and he shuts the door now leaving the ramshackle dorm.

you looked over to trey who was standing beside you. he looks at you with a smile while you let out a sigh because of grim. "that's just grim. always putting himself into trouble." trey lets out a chuckle at your words. "i understand that stress, mc dear." he appraoches you wrapping his arm around your shoulder.

you touched his hand while you both look at each other smiling. "let's head over to my room. i've been wanting to hangout with you." he lets out a nod in response. "sure, i really want to spend time with you as well." the two of you went inside the room in agreement.

you sat down on your bed as trey follows, sitting beside with you. "so, how did you manage to convince riddle?" you expected trey to unlikely show up at your dorm because of riddle. you were surprised that he had somehow sucessfully maanged to change riddle's mind.

"i told him it was an emergency that's urgent and confidential." trey answers your question, not even letting out a laugh except you. "and that emergency in question was to see me." you let out another laugh. trey returned the same energy back. "correct. and it's been a while since we hangout in your room." he stated. "usually we'd have our dates in the library and longue. i'm glad we're spending our time here in your dorm now."

you smiled at trey. "aw, so do you like it here better?" trey was unsure of his response so he lets out a shrug. "maybe i do." he answered. then suddenly he had something that slipped through his mind. "oh, i totally forgot!" you looked at trey with confusion. "what is it?" you asked him.

"i forgot to bring your favorite desserts over." he sighs. "but unfortunately, i did not have time and i was in a rush to arrive here too." you assured to trey that it was alright. "it's fine trey, you can always have it over anytime. i don't mind." you told him.

the smiling look on trey's face made you want to lean in to hug him. he happily hugs you back even though he was surprised to see you initate the hug first. "how was your day so far?" you asked while still being in his arms. "nothing interesting had been going on so far. just the usual." he answered as he gently patted your head. "i can already tell you've had an exhausting day." he points out.

you were then reminded of grim's situation a while ago. "oh, we don't talk about that. i'm already on my last straw with him." you let out a frustrated sigh as you start to lay your head down onto his lap. trey nods as an answer. "it's okay love. i'm right here now." he responded.

the two of you had a moment of silence enjoying each other's presence. you loved this feeling whenever you're with him. you then felt the urge to do something with him, so that's where you began to return to your normal position. you immediately start to stare at his face until he notices you. "do you want something, love?" he looks at you.

the way he asked you that made your heart do a pounding. you intertwined the both of your hands onto his, quickly leaning in for a kiss. you gave him a loud smooch on the lips. his cheeks were blushing red in reaction. then he decides to tease you. "oh, i'd be glad to return back the kiss." he lets out a smirk before leaning to kiss you.

the both of you let a laugh after you two just kissed. "seeing as we have nothing to do, let's continue to what we're doing." he refers to the kiss you guys did earlier. the smug look on his made your face even more red so you looked away for a bit. he then grabs your chin to lean in for a kiss. you adjusted yourself in a position where you're facing infront him and not on sideways. trey did the same as well while continuing to kiss you. trey and you were making out of boredom.

the both of you started to pull away from the kiss when you suddenly started to fall flat on the bed, resulting it with trey landing on top of you. "oh- sorry trey-" you said in panick but you were cut off by him. "are the curtains closed properly?" he says while looking at the curtains at your window. hearing that made you speechless for a second.

"w-what do you mean?" you asked him with a shocked look on your face. "i just wanted to make sure." he then glances at you. "we might do something that's way beyond this, you know?" he raises an eyebrow at your letting out the cheekiest smirk.

that made you almost want to pull away from him. "trey!" he laughs at your reaction. "heh, i'm sorry love." to make it up to you, he continues to kiss you again. but this time it was intense. you couldn't somehow describe the kiss well as it was too much for you to even handle. the kiss had lead to a point where he starts to untie his necktie.

"trey?" you pulled away from the kiss. "oh, sorry. it's just getting hot in here." you weren't sure if he meant to say that in a figure of speech way. he did let out a smirk too. "do you want me to unbutton your uniform then?' you cheekily asked him. "yes, just the top ones only-" you had already started to unbutton his uniform like he told you to.

you put away his necktie on the side."wow, who knew you'd be this handsome looking like this." you teased trey making him let out a soft laugh in response. you wrapped your arms around his shoulder, pulling him in for a kiss once again. "mhm-" you couldn't wait anymore. "wow, so eager aren't we now?" trey asks you as he pulled away from the kiss.

you laughed as you couldn't get enough of trey teasing you. "trey, you're ruining the mood!" you told him. "oh, that was so careless of me." he lets out a chuckle to his response. "mngh..." the two of you continued to kiss with so much passion going on between with you both. trey then starts to head over to your clothed neck to kiss you there.

"you don't mind if i kiss you right here?" he asks for your consent before he continues to do that. "please, i want it so bad." you pleaded. trey starts to unbutton your uniform, revealing your neck so that he would kiss it all over.

and that ends there. the rest of their doings will now leave up to your imagination.

[simluvbot]

jay as your boyfriend <3

a/n: sorry this is so messy but </3 requests are open btw so 🥺🥺 feel free to request anything fluffy (check pinned!) <3

I bet he’ll even STUTTER when y’all are new at dating and he’s trying to compliment you

It’s reallyyyy new to him at first, so you knew he was really nervous when his ears got red around you on your first date ):

It’s reallyyyy new to him at first, so you knew he was really nervous when his ears got red around you on your first date ):

But then after a few months and as he fell harder for you, he got so comfy and soon became the confident, shameless jay 😁

Still will never catch him simping over you in front of the members 🙄

Is such a gentleman ):

Holds doors open for you ✔️

massages you when you have sore muscles after being busy the whole day from work/school ✔️ (a/n: this as a seperate imagine is a wip !!)

sends you FLOWERS 😭😭✔️

kisses your hand ✔️

I would like to elaborate on the massages he gives you because we all know how good jay is at giving them pls !!

Will sit behind you on the sofa as he massages your shoulders

Kisses the back of your neck as he does so ):

When you both have a bath together he will sometimes sit behind you in the tub so he can massage you from behind <33

Is so so in love with you

You will sometimes catch him staring at you and you’ll be like ‘what ??? Is there something on my face ?’

And then he’ll turn around to try to hide his smile as you giggle at how he tries to act like his ears aren’t scarlet red hehe

Truth is he was staring at you and simply thinking about how beautiful you are and how in love with you he is

He does this very often. yes u bet

Does this thing where he rubs his thumb on the back of your hand );

MATCHING COUPLE OUTFITS!

if you’re dating him NO WAY will he let himself be caught with u wearing something ugly and lazy asf out with him while he looks like a million dollars 😐

Ofc, your boyfriend IS a fashion icon so expect him to sometimes dress you up and pick your outfits

Seriously even if y’all are both just going to buy some things from the supermarket and he sees you heading towards the door wearing ur onesie...

🙄🙄🙄🙄

Will drag u back to the bedroom and make you wear something more presentable (meaning he chooses your outfit 😁)

Even when he goes out shopping for clothes for himself he might end up buying something for you if he thinks you will like it that would suit you

He LOVES buying outfits and styling you! He feels so warm whenever he sees you both matching of you wearing something HE chose out for you ):

Takes his #Tojays_fashion photos with you (:

Y’all have matching bracelets🥺

Smiles every time he looks at his because it just reminds him of you PLS

Lots of late-night dates with you!

He likes to go out to fun places where you both can walk around together, like around top-end fashion streets, funfairs, cinemas, etc.!

Late night drives with jay >>>>

Holds your hand while he drives with the other

(a/n: Edit of jay driving at the end of this headcanon!! 😳)

Such a considerate boyfriend

First time you take his hoodie he spent ages looking for it and was low-key so annoyed that he couldn’t find it ?? Because he was planning an outfit for it and he swear he wore it last time he met with you so surely...?

But then he sees you wearing the exact hoodie he had been searching for

And he was about to shout at you I stg bUT you just looked so cute ?? And innocent like you don’t just steal his hoodie that he was searching for days

Also the fact that it boosted his ego 😭

It looked so good on you, knowing that everyone would know who you belonged to

So he instead only lightly scolded you and pretended like he didn’t like it 🙄

Honestly is such a romantic

Will prepare candle-lit dinners for you with rose petals scattered on the floor leading you to the table

Turns up to your anniversaries wearing a suit looking SO good

On your 6 month anniversary he gives you a couple ring ):

He says it’s so that you both are still bonded together even if you’re not able to physically be with each other

Such a good boyfriend !! He is literally so perfect

If anyone DARES hurt you, all he sees is pure red with how angry he is. Seriously gets so worked up he wants to fight whoever hurt you so sometimes you need to calm him down, and he’ll instead just hold you as he realises it’s his support that you need

Even if he rarely ever says it in front of anyone else, you are his baby, and no one is allowed to make his baby cry.

Kisses with jay!!

Very soft and gentle );

but phewww when y’all are in the mood it’s seriously so passionate

Likes it when you place a hand on his thigh and he holds your neck 😳

Steamy kisses with jay are so so hot it’s almost overwhelming 😭 because he is so skilled with his lips it’s hard to keep up with them and all you can do is breathlessly follow along as he takes charge of the kiss

Likes to hold you close whenever ):

Will be the type of boyfriend that will randomly pull you in just so he can latch onto you

You’ll be standing in front of him and he’ll then suddenly pull you in by the waist of just wrap his arms around you

Places a kiss on the back of your neck ):

Your parents love him

so so well mannered and polite

Even if he pretends to be cool and unbothered 99% of the time you get that leftover 1% is all spent up on him being soft for you 🙄

Only in private though!!

But other times he is so down to show you off.

Having such a beautiful partner like you on his arm ??? Wowee

Subtly will boast about you in conversations with his members

Like, ‘oh cool you visited the new bakery? haha y/n brought me a pastry from there like two weeks ago when it first opened lol.’

Learns how to say cheesy things to you in french do you don’t understand it but he is still able to tell you how much you mean to him

‘Je vous aime.’

‘tu représentes le monde pour moi.’

Slow dancing with jay in the dark is a CONCEPT !! It just is okay.

Picks on you a lot tbh lol

Lovingly though ofc !! Only teasing

So many compliments too

Overall just perfect ):

jay best bf

[kireimarkeu]

We got Married!; mk.l

[johnny]

character: oc x husband!mark lee

summary; where you and mark join a television show as husband and wife.

genre; fluff!

word count: 5.6k

a/n; i wasn’t really planning to write a wgm ver for mark, but i had so much ideas suddenly come to me so here it is :) i think i’ve grown and has written different kinds of fics, and i feel really confident in this one! i think you can see the difference if you read the johnny one compared to this hehe :) i really hope you guys like this because i reallyyyy did!!!

also, thank you guys for 500 followers! i havent done much but repost old works, but still got followers lmfaooo 

also a little note: bold + italic means mark is in the studio watching the show together

italic means questions are being asked to y/n and mark in the interview area

enjoy you guys :)

Episode 22

“Hello, I am NCT Mark and I am 22 years old,” a smile adorns his lips as the boy next to you bow at the camera.

“Hello, I am Mark’s wife, Y/N, and I am 21 years old,” you greet, bowing politely at the camera.

“This is the first time we have very young guests coming to our show,” one of them said.

“I think many fans are wondering why you had gotten married at such a young age?” one asked.

Another continued, “yeah, I don’t think it’s common in Korea,” they said, “I heard that Mark used to live in Canada for some time, is it common to get married at such a young age, there?” 

Mark chuckles, shaking his head, “No, no, we both decided to get married young because we have always talked about spending our 20s together.”

“How long have the both of you been married?”

Mark looks at you before answering, “We got married just a few months ago, actually.”

“To be exact, it has been about 4 months now,” you continued.

“How long did you guys date?”

“We dated for about 3 years, before we both decided that we wanted to get married straight away,” your husband answers.

“Wait, 3 years? But the news of you guys dating came out a year ago, though?”

“We dated secretly~” Mark replied shyly.

“You guys are the youngest couple to be on our show, has anyone been opposed to the idea of you guys getting married at such a young age?”

Your hand lands on your husbands shoulders, “to start, of course we received a lot of hate comments online when the news came out, but we knew this was what we wanted, so we never really doubted for a second.”

Mark agrees with your words, “yeah, our parents were also a little skeptical by our plans but we were adults and had explained clearly why we wanted to get married at such a young age.”

You hum along with Mark’s words. 

“Tell us honestly, was it hard dating someone when you are one of the biggest boy group in Korea?” one of them asked Mark.

Mark though for a moment, he wasn’t sure if he should spill out the truth or just butter everything up. “Well, of course it was. I knew what I was getting into and so did Y/N,” he says, “and as expected we knew that if we get caught, there would be tons of comments about us.”

“How did you overcome the mean comments?”

“Of course, we had both shared tears because of those comments, but we promised to never leave each other because of what others think.”

The scene started with the both of you eating breakfast at the dinner table. 

The casts of We Got Married started laughing at the sight of Mark’s bed head.

“You know, we really need to go grocery shopping,” you tell your husband who was sitting before you. 

He hums, “we’ll go this afternoon, I need to get some things too,”

You swallow your food, “what things, babe?”

“Doyoungie’s birthday is just around the corner, and I wanna bake him a cake,” he tells you. 

You squint your eyes at the boy, “bake? Are you sure you won’t burn down our kitchen?”

He rolls his eyes at your words, “I’m a grown up, babe, I definitely know how to bake,”

“Didn’t Mark went trending for a while when he cooked eggs?” the members laugh. 

“I remember that!”

.•° ✿ °•.

The scene changed to the both of you in the grocery store. You were searching for ingredients that you had written down in your phone. 

You would often forget items, so before you leave the house, you would type down all the things you would need in your phone.

Mark on the other hand, would get food on impulse- mostly snacks and instant food. You don’t mind, but space is limited, every time your husband joins you, he would overspend and in the end, you wouldn’t have space to keep all the extra food.

“Baby, you know we don’t need all these,” you sigh tiredly, your hand gesturing to the different types of chips laying in the cart. “Just pick one, honey, we can’t have everything from the store,” you say exasperatedly. 

Mark pouts at you but quickly removes most of the chips until there was 2 left. You decided to close an eye since you saw one of the new chips that you had been dying to try out. 

“Have you gotten the ingredients for the cake?”

Mark raises his eyebrows at your words, his hands digging through the pile of food in the cart before pulling out a box of cake mix. 

Episode 27

“Let’s welcome the couple who has received good remarks after coming to our show!” one of them said, followed by a series of claps. 

“Wah~ I really did not expect to receive so much nice comments,” Mark says with his hands placed on his chest, “Thank you so much everyone, y/n and I spent the whole night reading all of your comments.”

“Actually, I’m curious,” one of them quickly adds in, “how did the baking go for your member’s birthday?”

“I ended up burning the cake, so Y/N helped me from scratch,” he says sheepishly.

The casts laugh in unison. 

“Did Doyoung know?”

Mark shakes his head, “I lied and told him that I was the one who made the cake, but he didn’t believed me, so I ended up telling him the truth,” Mark says, flustered.

The scene started with the both of you walking in the park. Strings of coos left the casts lips when they saw you wearing a dress with your hair braided to one side. 

With squinted eyes, the both of you tried to find a good shaded spot in the park before putting down a disposable picnic mat, placing each of your shoes on each corner to prevent it from flying around.

You place the picnic basket in the middle of the mat while Mark took a seat, enjoying the view. You took out all the food that you had prepared a few hours prior. 

“Do you need help, babe?” you hear your husband ask from beside you. 

You shake your head, “I’m good,”

After you had settled all the food down, you finally let your legs stretch before you, leaning your head on your husband’s shoulder. 

Mark’s hand that was previously resting on the plastic picnic mat, finds yours, lacing his fingers with you, “this is nice isn’t it?” 

You nod, letting out a satisfied hum. You point towards his phone, “I think you have some songs prepared for this particular moment, am I right?”

“Oh, Mark do you actually have multiple playlists for different occasion?” one of the cast asks. 

Mark nods sheepishly, “I think it just became a habit of mine,”

“I’m not surprised though- he is in the music industry after all, I think it is pretty common, right?”

“I suppose so? It just doesn’t feel right to me if the music doesn’t match with the vibes.”

Mark reaches out for his phone, clicking on a particular playlist called ‘when the sun’s out’. Soon, the first song started playing softly in the background. 

A content sigh leaves your lips, “you know, if I had to choose one thing I’m grateful for you, it has to be your taste in music,” you tell him, quickly pressing your lips against his cheeks softly. 

Mark turns red at your gesture, his hand clutching yours tighter.

“Now I’m curious, what is your favourite song at the moment,” one of them asks, turning to face Mark.

“I really like Justin Bieber a lot,” he answers, “But right now, I can’t stop listening to Good Days by SZA.”

An hour has past by, most of the food already gobbled up by you two. 

“Babe,” Mark calls, poking you on the arm. 

“Hm?”

“Aren’t you tired?” he asks you, “you woke up super early to make food.”

A soft smile spreads across your lips, “a little, why?”

Your husband softly pats his lap, “come lie down and nap a little. The wind feels really good right now,”

You cleaned everything up and made space for yourself. You comfortably laid your head on Mark’s lap. 

“You know,” you started, “I really wish I could look at you right now, but the sun’s too bright.”

Mark rolls his eyes, “don’t be annoying and go to sleep,” he says, his finger softly flicking your cheek. 

A soft laughter left you before you finally shut your eyes, dozing off quietly while laying in your lover’s lap. 

Once Mark realises that you were asleep, he quietly raises his hands to cover your face from the sun. 

“Awww! You are such a romantic, Mark!”

When you realise the bright light was gone, you open an eye to look at your lover who was looking at his phone, with his hand still high up to cover you from the bright sun. 

A smirk adorns your lips, your eyes shutting close. You grab his hands, startling your husband. Lacing your fingers with his, you bring them down to your chest. 

“I don’t want your arms to be in pain,” you mumble, stroking his hands with your thumb. 

You hear Mark scoff at your statement, “I think I can handle it, babe. But, whatever you say.”

A few moments later, you feel his sculpted hands playing with your hair. He would occasionally massage your scalp or tangle your hair between his fingers. 

You didn’t say a word, feeling comfortable. 

The episode ended with Mark pressing a long kiss on your forehead, before pulling away. 

“This couple is too cute!” 

“It’s really unfair that I’m still single, this couple makes me want to get married so bad!” one of them agrees.

Episode 35

“After a long time, the couple is finally back again for another episode!” the cast says excitedly, “the last time they were here, the couple went on a romantic picnic date, leaving us all with envy!”

Mark laughs at their comment.

The scene started with the both of you entering the SM building. You had a cap and a mask on, hopefully to cover your identity from the fans waiting outside.

Although the news of you guys being a married couple had came out a few months ago, there were times where you did not feel like getting your pictures taken. Which, to be honest, was a rare moment for you and Mark since he is one of the biggest boy group.

You held onto your husband’s hands who was leading the way to the practice room. 

Once he finds an available room, Mark quickly puts his things down on an empty table. 

“Okay, so first we need to do some stretching so we don’t hurt ourselves when we dance later,” Mark tells you.

“Why did you want to dance?”

“To be honest, I really hate working out,” you tell them truthfully, “so I asked Mark if he could teach me some dance choreography,”

“Are you good at dancing?”

You laugh, “absolutely not! I have never danced in my life, so this is my first time.”

“She’s too adorable!”

“Babe, can we do something super easy?” you request, taking off your cap since it was covering your vision. 

Your husband nods, “yeah, we’re gonna do Kick It today.”

You wince at that. Kick It is the easiest he could think of? You didn’t say anything, following whatever your husband says. 

“Okay, so, we won’t do like- the whole choreography,” your husband enunciate. Just as you were about to let out a relieved sigh, Mark continues, “we’ll do from the first chorus onwards.”

Your mouth went wide. 

The casts laugh at your reaction.

“Okay, so the chorus kinda goes like this-” he shows you, looking at you through the mirror, “you know it right? you’ve done it before,”

You were at a loss of words, “I mean- I guess? But it’s not perfect so you still have to teach me!” you whine. 

Why is he going so fast? you though to yourself.

“Okay, okay,” he chuckles. 

For the next few hours, Mark teaches you the choreography step by step. 

Your husband was standing behind you, his hands resting on yours, positioning your hands at the right position. 

However, you ruined the romantic moment by stepping away from the male and turning to face him with furrowed eyebrows. 

The casts let out a series of grumbled sighs. 

“Why did Y/N step out? It was such a romantic moment!”

“Exactly!” the other adds on.

“Can we please take a break?” you whine, wiping the sweat that was rolling down your forehead, “I’m so tired,” you huff out, throwing yourself at your husband as he captures you in his arms. 

Mark chuckles, agreeing. He grabs your hand, pulling you to sit down on the empty chair. He quickly runs to the other side of the room to grab two bottles of water, opening one of them and passing it to you. 

He opens one for himself before gulping half of the bottle down his throat.

After you had gulped the whole bottle down, you tried to catch your breath. “I didn’t know it would be this tiring,” you confess, “is this what you go through everyday?”

The boy chuckles, “yeah, but a shorter period.”

You roll your eyes at his statement, “Okay, show-off,” you joke. 

Meanwhile, in the background, Kick It was playing on repeat. An idea pop in your head. 

“Wanna know something?” you asked your boyfriend. 

He nods.

“I’ve been practicing your rap part of this song,” you tell him, “I can rap your part word for word without any mistakes,” you say arrogantly, a smirk forming on your lips. 

“Oh yeah?” he challenges, “my part is coming up, I would love to see you try, babe.”

You stand up from your sitting position with your bottle of water in hand. Getting ready for the verse, you bring your hand that was holding the bottle to your mouth- pretending it was a mic. 

“I’m really excited to see Y/N rap,”

“Me too, she seems so confident,” the other adds on.

When the verse started playing, you rapped your husband’s part. 

Mark started laughing hysterically when you started mumbling random words. “Dude!” your husband laughs, his hand slapping his knee multiple times when you rap incoherently. 

His laughter only ceased when the music stopped. “Oh my god,” he says breathlessly, his fingers wiping the tears from his eyes. “I think you should replace me in NCT,” he jokes. 

Just as you were about to reply, you heard a group come in. You turn around swiftly, your eyes widening when you see the familiar girls walk in. 

“Oh, oh,” Wendy cheers, “what’s the couple doing in the practice room alone?”

“Oh my god, is that Red Velvet?” one of them asks, looking over at Mark with widened eyes. 

Mark laughs and nods his head. 

“Oh.. perhaps, you could ask them for their autograph the next time you see them,” they ask sheepishly, “my bias is Seulgi,” they quickly add on.

Mark laughs harder at that, “sure, if I see them around, I’ll make sure to ask for their autograph,”

“Oh hello,” you greet the girls, they bow politely back at you. 

Your husband chuckles awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck as he greets the girls. “I’m just practicing with Y/N”

Mark never got the chance to properly meet them in private- it was either with his members or never. Hence, he felt a little nervous seeing them in private.

Irene raises her eyebrows, “are you guys performing for something?” she asks, pointing at the both of you. 

You shake your head, “I just wanted to learn for fun,” 

Wendy nods, “are you guys going to practice some more?” she asks, looking at the both you expectantly, “cause’, if you guys want to, go ahead. Our choreographer is going to be late so we have time to spare.”

Mark checks the time on his watch before shaking his head, realising it was already pretty late and didn’t want to disturb the girls with their schedule. 

“No, it’s fine, we have to go anyway. I don’t want to steal your hour,” he says politely.

Ever since Mark had debut years ago, it was very hard for this group to book the practice room. So, whenever they managed to get the room, they would often use the room until the next person comes in.

You and Mark start packing up your things as the girls settle down and starts stretching. 

The girls bid the both of you goodbyes as you quickly left the room. 

“Oh my god,” you gasped, your hands clutching onto your husband’s arm as he looks at you in astonishment. “I just met Red Velvet,” you say to the boy next to you. 

You hit his arm multiple times, “I literally met Red Velvet! I even talked to them, babe!” you squealed, hitting his arms harder. That was until Mark grabbed your hands for you to stop hitting his poor arm. 

“Y/N hasn’t met Red Velvet?” they ask. Mark shakes his head, no. “Why not?”

“I knew she liked Red Velvet but she never really asked me if she could meet them,” Mark explains, “and we had this conversation before- meeting the other people in my company,”

“What about?”

“Y/N told me that she didn’t want to take advantage of my privilege, even though when I told her it was fine,” Mark explains. “So she never really asked about wanting to meet Red Velvet, or any of the other people in my company.”

“Jeez- babe,” he chuckles, putting your hand down and instead wrapping his arm around your shoulder, tugging you closer to him. “You were never that excited when you see me,” he jokes. 

The both of you reach the ground floor, stepping out of the elevator. 

“That’s because you’re not the prettiest girl group in the world!” you reply cheekily, a smirk playing on your lips.

“How long have you been a fan of Red Velvet?”

You hum, thinking back all the years you have been listening to their songs and collecting their PC Cards. 

“I think it was a few months after debut?” you doubtfully reply. “It was when I had just came to Korea for school and one of their music was playing in a store, and I really liked it!”

Episode 43

“Ah, our Mark Lee! Where did you go?” the cast whined, tugging on his arms. 

Mark cackle shyly, hiding his face slightly, “I’ve been very busy these days~” he says shyly, “my group had just finished promoting our recent full album,” he explains.

The casts cheers. 

“I heard you guys won first for many awards!” one of them says, “congratulations to NCT! As expected, our talented group with many talents and visuals,” they compliment.

“Thank you,” Mark gives his signature grin, “actually, I felt bad for not being able to come on here for so long, so I actually brought our albums to gift it to you guys,” Mark says, reaching for the stacks of albums in the bag. 

He hands each one of them the signed and personalised albums to the casts. 

“I can’t wait to listen to this!”

“Is Y/N featuring in any of the songs?” they joke.

This time, the show started with you in the kitchen. You were cooking dinner since some of his members were coming over. 

Mark on the other hand was sitting in the living room. He was seated on the floor, with papers spread all over the table. He had one of his hand holding a pen, swirling it around, while the other was pressed against his cheek. 

“I wanted to produce a song with my own lyrics for this upcoming album,” Mark explains to the cast since they seemed to be a little confused. 

“Have you produced a song with your own lyrics before?”

He nods, “I have, but I received help from others. This time I want to make a song that only has my own lyrics,” Mark explains.

“I never really got to ask an idol this question- but, is it hard to have your songs to be featured in an album?” one of them asks. 

The spotlight was on Mark. 

Mark nods, “it really depends. They usually focus on the music itself- since lyrics can be changed, but if the lyrics are too personal, most of the time they don’t really let you put it in a group album.”

“Did your song manage to be in the album?” one asks. 

“Nope,” mark chuckles. 

The casts laughs with Mark. 

“Because it was too personal?”

Mark simply shrugs, and points at the screen to continue watching. 

A heavy sigh leaves past the boy’s lips. He was staring blankly at the piece of paper. 

The camera manages to capture everything that was written on the piece of paper. Messy scribbles was the only thing that could be seen. 

“Babe,” you called. Mark quickly looks up at you, a pout on his lips. “Make sure you clean the table before the guys come,” you tell him, pointing to the mess on the coffee table. 

This morning, Johnny had contacted Mark saying that he misses him and wants to visit. You quickly agreed, since you haven’t seen the boys in so long.

He hums, slamming his head softly on the coffee table, a groan coming out of him when he hit his forehead a little too hard. 

A small chuckle left your lips when you heard his groans, “inspiration will come, babe,” you advise as you wipe the plates, “be patient.”

Mark turns his head so his cheek was pressed against the table as he stares at you. 

“You look so pretty,” Mark mumbles, but you hear him clearly. 

“Does Mark compliment you often?”

You nod slightly, “I wouldn’t say, all the time,” you exaggerate, “but it was definitely enough for me to know he loves me,” you giggle.

Mark continues to stare at you as you work on the food you were making. He was so deeply in love with you that sometimes he wonders what life would be like if he never met you. 

He lays his eyes on you for the next 15 minutes. It definitely didn’t go unnoticed by you- but you had forgotten about it once you were properly focused on cutting the onions. 

With heart eyes, a sweet smile spreads across your husbands lips. 

The casts all coo at the romantic scene. 

Mark finally sits up straight. With a grin plastered on his face, he grabs a clean sheet of paper and starts writing his feelings down. Surprisingly, he didn’t need a break, he continued writing for the next 30 minutes, satisfied with the lyrics. 

“Did you write a song about Y/N?”

Mark nods, “I did, it was mostly how I felt about being with her.”

“Earlier you said that the song didn’t manage to be in the album, will you be posting the song on another platform?”

Mark scratches his head, uncertain, “I’ll have to ask my company about that,” he jokes.

Episode 47

“We’re finally back with our favourite couple! How are you, Mark?”

“Just fine, I’m preparing some things with my group, so I have been a little busy now a days,” Mark replies. 

The casts sighs, “you’ve been working really hard, Mark.”

Mark simply chuckles awkwardly, unsure of what to say. 

The show started with you sitting on the familiar chair in the building. 

“Oh? The chair seems familiar?”

You had one of your legs crossed over the other with your right hand, holding your phone. You were scrolling through Instagram, hoping it would lessen your boredom. 

After a few minutes, you put your phone down when you realised you’ve been scrolling for minutes now, but nothing had caught your eye on your feed. You let out an exhausted sigh, resting the palm of your hand against your cheek. 

15 minutes later, your eyes widen when you see the familiar boys step out of the elevator. 

You quickly stand up, walking up to the boys. 

“Y/N!” they called, “oh my god, it has been forever since I last saw you!”

You giggle. Your eyes search for your husband but he was no where to be seen. 

“He’s still upstairs, talking to the producer,” Johnny says when he notices you looking around. 

You send him a smile, “I see. Are you guys going back home now?”

The rest of the boys were already walking away after tapping your shoulder to bid you goodbye without interrupting your conversation with Johnny. 

“Jungwoo and Yuta are going to get dinner, the rest of us are heading home- it has been a long day, we’re all exhausted,” Johnny says dramatically.

The boy never fails to make you smile, “I know, Mark told me about your schedule.”

Johnny smiles, “also, Mark had a rough day,” he tells you. Your eyebrows raised in curiosity. You wondered what had happen. 

“Did you know that Johnny had told Y/N about your day?”

He shakes his head, “I didn’t know, but I am thankful for him for always looking out for me.”

It was only 30 minutes later when you saw your husband step out of the elevator. Instead of his usual jog, he was stomping towards your direction. With the way he was walking and the all black outfit- it made him look even more intimidating then he already was.

Johnny was right, he definitely had a bad day today.

“Hi, baby,” you say softly, when he finally stands in front of you. You softly rub his arm, hoping it would calm him down a little, “you okay?”

Mark only hums, tugging on his bag when you attempt to take it from him. “i’ll carry it,” he says. You kept quiet, not wanting to worsen his temper. 

The both of you quietly walk out of the building. 

“Can we take a walk?” you ask, looking up at your husband.

He looks down at you and raises his eyebrows. Truthfully, he was already exhausted, but he would do anything you wanted. Mark shrugs, going with the flow.

The both of you started your walk in silence. Your husband had both hands tucked in his pockets with his lips pursed. You took multiple glances at the boy, wondering how you should comfort him. 

After hesitating for a while, you wait until he has his hands out of his pockets. When you notice that he finally has his warm hands untucked, you instantly grab it in yours. 

A smile form on your lips, when you hold on tightly onto his hands. 

“Aw, she was trying to comfort you!”

“Wanna talk about it?” you speak up, tightening your grip on his hands. 

Mark smiles, “not really, just thankful that I have you,” he says. You feel his thumb softly stroke the back of your hand, “you’re too good to me, Y/N.”

You scoff, “what do you mean? You are literally my soulmate, whenever you fall, I go down with you,” you reassure him. You nudge his shoulder with yours, “I’ll always be the shoulder you can lean on. No matter how bad it is, I’ll always be by your side.”

“How do you usually comfort Mark during his bad days?”

“He doesn’t talk about his feelings often,” you say, letting out a short chuckle. “But it’s pretty obvious, he isn’t very discreet with his emotions,” you laugh, nudging the boy next to you. 

“Depending on how bad it is, I would try to leave him alone until he calls out for me.”

“Why won’t you talk about how you feel?”

“I have always grown up with this mindset- never give off negative energy to anyone who hasn’t done anything wrong,” he blurts out. “I feel like a burden whenever I would talk about my problems to anyone- not just Y/N.”

“I feel very thankful whenever he talks about his problems,” you say to the camera. “I feel proud that I am the one he could lean on.”

Episode 50

“Mark Lee is back!” 

Series of claps could be heard from the room. 

“I heard you had received multiple awards from MAMA!”

Another agrees, “that’s right! NCT won Favourite Male Group and Worldwide Fans' Choice Top 10! Congratulations to NCT!” 

Another series of claps filled the room. 

“Thank you so much! My group wouldn’t have received the award without all the loving support from all my fans,” Mark expresses his gratitude. 

The show started with you sitting on the couch comfortably. You were deeply concentrated on watching something in front of you. 

“What is she watching?”

The camera zooms out until the casts takes notice the television planted on the wall. The casts recognizes the ceremony playing on the television. 

You were waiting for your husband’s group to start performing so you can take videos and pictures. 

After watching the ceremony, you recognize the introduction to one of your husband’s songs. You sit up straight in excitement, fishing out your phone, ready to film his performance. 

You had purposely took bad photos of your husband so you could laugh at them later with him. 

15 minutes later, the performance ended. Even though you’re backstage, you still softly clapped at the end of his performance. 

“Everytime I see Mark perform, I feel so shocked that we have such a talented guy on our show,” one of them says, making Mark chuckle. 

“He was born to be a star,” another comments.

After a few more performances by other groups, it was time for the award ceremony. 

You were extremely anxious for this. You hoped all the times that Mark had came home in the middle of the night only to leave again early in the morning or how he would injure himself but would still perform with full energy for his fans would be worth it. 

You bit your lip anxiously, your palms had turned sweaty from the long wait of the awaited name. 

“The Best Male Group of 2020 goes to...” the announcer trails off, opening the card that held the winner. 

“Congratulations to BTS for being the Best Male Group of the year!”

You let out a huff, throwing your head back tiredly. 

“You seemed really stressed,”

You nod, agreeing with them, “truthfully, I have seen Mark work really hard this year. It pained me to see him suffer so much and not being able to tell anyone.”

“Next, let’s see the nominated groups for Favourite Male Group!” says the announcer. The screen fills with different groups with their names. 

You take a deep breath, sitting up again to watch the ceremony. Your lips purse in concentration.

“The Favourite Male Group of 2020 goes to...” the announcer trails off, opening the golden card. 

A smile forms on their lips, “Congratulations to NCT for being the Favourite Male Group of 2020!”

You let out a gasp, looking at the stylists who was also watching the ceremony. 

“Oh my god!” you squeal, “they said NCT, right? I didn’t hear it wrongly, right?” you ask everyone in the room. 

The stylists nods, “its NCT!”

Your hand goes over your mouth in shock. 

“Her reaction is so adorable,”

You watch the boys walk up on stage. Taeyong is the one to step forward to give his speech, followed by Johnny in english. 

Finally your husband steps up. 

“Wow,” he starts, his fans starts to scream louder. “this is so crazy. I want to start by thanking Lee Sooman for giving me the opportunity to be part of NCT. Next, thank you to our stylist and coordinator for the awesome outfits- we would never be able to win this award without the unique outfits and make up!” 

He takes a deep breathe, “and of course, our dearest fans. Thank you for always supporting us, and giving us the opportunity to be on stage with this award,” he smiles when he hears his fans cheers. “Lastly, my wife who has always been by my side even during my ugliest side. Thank you for never giving up on me always bringing the best out of me.”

A grin forms on your lips, you soon became flustered from the coos coming from around you. 

“I can’t wait to meet our little one soon. I love you, Y/N. Thank you,” he ends his speech, stepping off stage. 

“Wait! What do you mean little one?!”

“I have been pregnant for 15 weeks now,” you say happily. “We have been trying for a baby for a while now, and we are officially having a kid soon!”

The whole casts starts freaking out. 

“Why didn’t you tell us?!” they scolded Mark. 

“We would like to ask the fans for the upmost support,” Mark adds. “With that, this would be our last episode as a We Got Married Couple.”

“This is a huge surprise!”

“We had so much memories on the show,” Mark admits. 

“I had such a fun time on here, but for now, Mark and I had agreed that we want to put all of our focus on our baby,” you added.

“Wow... this is a happy ending,” the casts says. 

“We would like to thank Mark Lee and Y/N for their contribution to the show,” they added. 

“We really enjoyed watching you and Y/N being cute!”

“Thank you so much,” Mark bow, “it was an honour to come on this show,” Mark says, “I had so much fun, thank you so much for everything.”

“Thank you so much Mark. We hope you have a wonderful journey from now on and congratulations to your first child!”

[aangsglider]

Kataang for the ask game thing h

When I started shipping them:

As hard as I do now it wasn’t until the end of 2020. When I first watched atla in the summer of 2020, I didn’t even really know what shipping was but still knew I liked kataang (I cried so hard when they kissed, when katara ran to him in the awakening, the desert scene). Then once I got into the fandom, I started finding loads of kataang pages and reading into kataang meta (my hobby) and realising even more what an amazing ship they were. So then came the edits, fanart, fics, watching their scenes over and over again every day and every thing in between until I was (and still am) completely hooked on them.

My thoughts:

A1, perfection, amazing, lovely, fantastic, my heart is kataang shaped, I’d die for them

What makes me happy about them:

Everything but the thing that makes me love them so much is how much they love each other. I can’t believe how much they love each other sometimes and that makes me so happy and so happy for them, because they’re both the sweetest best characters I’ve ever come across and they deserve one another:)

What makes me sad about them:

AANG DYING AT 66 AND KATARA IS STILL HEARTBROKEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE AND I CAN’T COPE

Things done in fanfic that annoy me:

Just when they’re reallyyyy ooc. If their characters need to be changed up in the slightest for an au or for a certain scene, I can deal with that, but otherwise not really. I don’t like heartbreak fics either, I haven’t really come across many but if either of them get too hurt in it then I don’t like it. Or if they’re not making an effort to make up/understand one another.

Things I look for in fanfic:

It depends but usually anything like angst and fluff. They need to be in character in it too, and I love when they’re doing their own thing and travelling a lot- having deep conversations and being affectionate and playful with one another. I also love when authors make them fight (not a lot, and not where it’s toxic) if they disagree on something because it’s normal and realistic and plus it wouldn’t be for long, and then making up is the best part. I love au’s too, my favorite is probably where they don’t get together like they do in the end of the show (I wouldn’t change that for the world but for angst purposes you know) and years pass and when they see each other again it’s the tension, the pining, the jealousy, the barriers, the almost kisses, the doubts and hopes- HAND THAT OVER

My wishlist:

For more kataang content from faith Erin hicks tyvm, I’d love some young adult kataang and also to see them being first time parents

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:

Honestly nobody, I ship kataang so hard it’s not that I don’t want to imagine them with someone else, it’s that I can’t. But if I had to choose; mai & aang when they’re older and yue & katara.

My happily ever after for them:

that katara realises jinora can guide her into the spirit world, and she asks jinora to help. After some time, jinora is able to lead her into the spirit world where she is able to reunite with aang (just imagine that reunion…sobbing) and be with him for some time before she has to leave again. She doesn’t want to leave and doesn’t realise she can’t stay in the spirit world, but he reminds her of all the people who love her and are waiting for her in the physical world. Before she goes he tells her he is always with her, because he really is (like in the winter solstice: part 1)

[mainveyn]

《 unspoken love 》 suna rintarou x reader

wc : 1.3k

genre : soft angst that u guys can handle :)

a/n : finding a divider that match w the picture is much harder than i thought 

series : silent love ▪︎ unspoken love ▪︎ nebulous love ▪︎ ardent love

practice was already over about an hour ago, but you insisted on staying back for free practice by yourself. your captain and teammates are concerned to have you clean up the gym all by yourself but you reassured them. after all, you need to stay back late enough to not cross paths with suna on your way to the school gate. surprisingly, you heard from his teammates that he went home quite early since the past few weeks but you didn't question it. you probably knew the reason already. 

even so, you still tried to avoid him at all costs. you didn't show up at your usual spot for lunch nor did you walk past his classroom anymore. he texted you daily but your replies are short and uninformative at all. you knew he probably noticed it but if he is not mentioning anything, you think it's better this way.

but it's not, not when you missed his presence so much. you missed those days when he walked you home and held your hands to cross the street. you missed him stealing food from your bento when he lied that he only brought chuupet for lunch. you missed him telling you to drop by his class and ask you to tutor him before he has to take an english test in the next two hours. you didn't realize he had involved himself in your life that much that you can never get him out of the picture anymore.

you regret for missing out all the opportunity to clarify your doubt with him. as much as you loved this wordless relationship with him, you didn't expect it'd throw you into the trouble of wandering to yourself just what exactly are you and suna. is he just being nice? does he only think of you as a friend? yeah, you should've asked while you had the chance. but now you can only imagine him rejecting your love when he already have someone in his heart.

the walk to your clubroom was pretty dreadful but you still dragged your feets toward it. the hallways are really quiet and peaceful now, which used to be your favourite place to take a stroll. but now you want nothing more than to quickly change out of your sweaty jersey and go home. you’re reminded of how you're totally off game today in practice as your mind only wanders around the memories of him. disappointment is just an understatement because you can't believe you're losing both the most important person in your life and the sport that you took pride in.

your hand stopped at the doorknob as you lifted your head to stop the tears that were threatening to fall, taking deep breaths in the process. you gave yourself a few minutes to steady your breathing before putting up a facade, trying to act normal again. as if god hates you right now, you caught someone round the corners of the hallway and halted a few metres away from you. and it's definitely the person that you didn't want to see right now. 

"hey," his gaze focused on you entirely, retrieving one of his hands from his pockets to wave at you. you merely gave him a side glance and faked a smile at him. "i'm gonna go get changed first. bye su-" "i'll wait for you," he cuts you off with his unfaltered stare as if he is telling you he won't take no for an answer. you could feel your shoulders tensed up at his stern tone but you knew you can't run from him now.

you didn't expect a confrontation would happen so soon nor are you good at it too so you find yourself shrinking under his stares. an exasperated sigh from you made him move closer to you, but he stopped as you turned to face him fully now. "you don't have to. aren't you supposed to be home early today?" you decided to go against him today, so that it's easier for you to reject his kind offer in the future. you insist it's better this way.

suna averted his eyes to the side for a moment before quickly bringing his eyes back to trace your feature. you didn't look angry or uncomfortable but he didn't miss the sadness swirling in the reflection of your orbs. "did i...make you upset or something? i don't remember i did anything but," he rubbed the nape of his neck out of nervousness before he continued.

“i’m sorry if i did. so stop avoiding me already," his stoic expression remains but you perfectly captured his emerald eyes laced with concern. he did nothing wrong and yet he is here apologizing because he is worried about you. you really didn't have the heart to push him away. probably never.

everything seems normal, like how you guys used to. you both walked in silence, except for the fact that your heart is getting heavier at each step you take. you two walked past the same convenience store, it's neon light sign lightened up the street in the dark just like every other night. suna stood in front of the same junction, eyes scanning for any cars even though the lights flashed green for you both to cross. he does it every time, making sure it's safe for you to cross before offering his hand for you to hold. you expected it so you walked ahead of him, not giving him any chance to do that.

you didn't notice you start picking up your pace as the distance to your house is getting closer. but you do after you feel a firm tug from the sleeve of your jacket. suna gave you an unamused look, but you tried to feint innocence and told him "i'm reallyyyy tired today! just wanna get home and rest." you hoped your smile was convincing enough.

you stiffened at the sight of his annoyed expression because he obviously doesn't believe it. you almost regret letting him into your life too much that he can read you so easily. he didn’t spare you a second and grabbed your hand instantly, ignoring that you tried to retract it and only held his grip on you firmly. the warmth from his palm is so comforting yet it hurts. but you’d exchange anything for his touch, including your heart. 

for the first time, the silence surrounding you two is unbearable. your house is just right in front you, yet he has no intention of letting go. you didn’t have the courage to speak up, just silently giving him side glances. suna looked up to the sky like he was thinking of something to say. you noticed his lips trembled a little so you squeezed his hand, trying to get his attention.

“what’s wrong, suna?” you whispered softly but he still remained in the same position. at this point, you loved him too much that you can’t leave him alone even though you’re hurting under his presence. even if you can’t be with him, you want him to be happy.

he turned to you swiftly, shifting both of his palms to your cheek now and pulled you in closer. you hitched at the sight of his face being just inches away as you balled your fist on his jacket. “y/n,” you watch his eyes drooped into a pleading look, his forehead touching yours now with so much affection. you didn't know what to expect, but you could feel he held back all the words he wanted to tell you before moving away with his shoulders slumped in defeat.

“there’s an important match tomorrow,” he said with his gaze on the floor, shoving his hand into his pocket to hide his nervousness. if you think you’re the only one who is afraid of rejection, then you’re wrong. because suna is afraid too, at least for now. 

“will you come and watch me tomorrow?” you can never say no, not even your heartache will allow you to do so.

reblogs are very much appreciated <3

[embossross]

ahhh hi hi i'm here with thoughts about the new chap hehe

ok first, i LOVE this line so much. i can kind of see it now - the similarities between reader and hanma, but at the same time they are so so different. i'm not sure why but this stood out to me! there were also many lines like this thru out the chap - i do pay attention to details bc i know some writers have a bunch of foreshadowing in their fics👀

another thing is that i literally GASPED when a certain violet haired man made an approach in this fic, im guessing it was ran but i was so happy to have him in this fic!! (i don't think it was actually mentioned if it was ran or rin, but i'm p sure it was ran ahah) i rly liked the entire encounter and he was being pretty respectful which i didn't see coming lol.

yknow i loved this entire convo so much there was a lot thrown at us but at the same time you described/phrased it in such a way that made it easier to understand. i think i re read this part like 3 times; i kinda felt like this is the most honest convo they’ve had and it was the most series imo. it was really nice seeing hanma kinda open up. we also got to know more about the docs past too.

the last line about minimizing pain for the reader 👀 idk if im being dumb or if this has some sort of deeper meaning, but is it talking about the docs emotional pain? (towards hanma maybe?) im not sure lol rip and maybe it’ll be cleared up within the next few chapters but for now i’ll be left wondering hehe

okoki this is getting so so long i’m so sorry BUT i reallyyyy wanna talk about the smut i was literally vibrating in my seat the entire time aksdj when i first read the chap tags i kinda saw where it was going. club - hanma get head - reader watches. BUT OMG I DIDNT expect the reader to join in??!AND THE EYE CONTACT? deceased. i had to put my phone down a few times bc it was just THAT good ahaha. you really write such good smut it leaves my brain all mushy (that kakucho fie lives in my head rent free btw.)

OK IM FINISHED. i’m really sorry if this was annoying but i genuinely love this fic so much and your writing as well!!!! your fics are perfect for analysis and every chap keeps me thinking ahah but thanks again for sharing your wonderful work with us!!! have an amazing week!! (i’ve also read the devotion of the girl in the mirror again but was too nervous to send an ask rip)

this is the kind of comment/ask that really means the world to me 💖 it feels like so much more than i could ever ask for. so thank you so sincerely! i was stuck on the next chapter for both stories, and after reading this, i sat down and edited 2k words and broke the writers' block. THANK YOU 🥰

the fact that you screenshotted lines that really resonated!!!!! nothing could be less annoying!!! i'm giving you a long response right back because this is so much good stuff to react to!!!

one of my favorite lines from the chapter too! And yeah, reader + hanma are so different from each other, but i think they have a pretty similar problem with how they move through the world. they never could have had this conversation before. they're only able to be this open now because a) they both think they're talking more big picture and not being fully aware of what they're revealing about themselves; but most importantly b) they have a CREEPING INTIMACY! they are so much closer than they were a few chapters back :) I am so glad you noticed that because it was Very intentional.

you pretty much nailed the pain comment. Reader recognizes that she is taking on a very out of character risk with the Hanma stuff, and that opens her up to emotional pain but also risk that he's going to make her (or her life) change, which she is resistant to.

not much to say about the smut stuff other than...i am glad to see it's working. that is what i was going for 😏😆 (also thank you on the kakucho fic :))

it means the WORLD that you find things to analyze and think about because i am pouring so much of that in there intentionally, and knowing that people see it and get something out of it too is Super motivating. You are more than welcome to send me nice asks on any story any time (in fact, i'm begging lol jk)

[peach-pops]

Hello! I just saw your blog! Can i request a hc, Akaashi first time meeting Karasuno's manager(reader) and keeps hanging out when their in summer camp. And akaashi realised he liked the reader? 👉👈

This was so cute to write I frickin love Akaashi he’s so pretty??? Like why??

Akaashi’s Crush on the Karasuno Manager 

While Akaashi doesn’t jump off the walls when they hear that Karasuno will be joining in on their training camp, it does make him even more excited to go 

he overheard from some of the players on Nekoma that Karasuno was a team to keep an eye on and He even hears from Kuroo that Karasuno has yet another hot manager but Akaashi just wants to stay focused on trying to get better

He will keep an eye out for you though cause Kuroo hardly ever talks about girls since he’s a big nerd

Before the other teams get there, Fukurodani & Nekoma start playing a practice game for fun just to get warmed up

in the middle of their set, Karasuno shows up and walks over to the side of the gym to start stretching so the practice set pauses so Fukurodani can get a look at the new team

He’s looking at all the players and I’m not saying he’s judging them buttttt he’s judging a tiny bit

“okay there’s a super short dude- oh wait there’s two short guys- oh my god why does that one guy look like a whole ass adult- wow is that her?”

Akaashi has never been known to be as girl crazy as his other teammates but when he spots you across the gym talking to the other players, Akaashi feels his heart skip a beat because holy shit Kuroo was right she’s reallyyyy attractive 

He’s a certified Pretty Boy™ so he can definitely acknowledge when others are pretty too

He’s not the only one though because some of his own teammates are oogly at the girl and it makes Akaashi feel off

“ Oya, see! I told you Karasuno’s manager-”

“ Lets keep playing,” Akaashi insists loudly as he tears his eyes away from your direction

The idea of staring at you from afar because of how pretty you look doesn’t sit well with Akaashi but that doesn’t stop him from making quick glances at you throughout the day

he figures you get hit on a lot and he doesn’t want to seem like a creep but Bokuto convinces him that he should just go over and talk to you because it was creepier if he didn’t say anything at all

Akaashi never takes any advice from Bokuto because duh, it’s always the other way around PLUS Bokuto just figured out that girls had three holes so Akaashi didn’t need his judgement 

the day goes on and Akaashi kinda just uwu’s from afar UNTIL you dropped some of the empty waterbottles along the hallway and he basically sprints over to help you

and when he kneels down beside you, he has to literally stop his jaw from hitting the floor because you’re even prettier in person 

after he helps you, your quick thank you is pretty shortlived since his team needs to play another match but now you’re short circuiting cause bruh this dude is hella attractive 

You guys don’t even see each other until hours later when everyone is eating dinner and all Akaashi wants to do is talk to you again 

So he finally goes up to you after dinner to introduce himself but gets interrupted by some of the Karasuno members

“ I HOPE you’re not trying to make a move on our beloved manager!”

“ If you even LOOK at her I will happily rip your head-”

“ Oh my god would you two stop!” You grab the back of Tanaka and Noya’s shirts and push them aside because while the boys were pretty protective, you weren’t going to let them cockblock you from a handsome prospect 

You happily introduced yourself to Akaashi as if the last fifteen seconds didn’t happen and right away, you compliment how well Akaashi plays cause maybe you had been secretly watching him from afar as well

Akaashi couldn’t even blame you, he had been purposefully playing extra hard, hoping that you would catch at least one good point

Akaashi is a humble man so of course he simply thanks you and he makes the first move by asking if you wanted to find a quiet place to talk for a bit

And your heart kinda drops like cue that tiktok sound ‘are we about to kiss right now’???

So the two of you walk to the outside of the gym and you two find a bench to sit on and in your head, you’re pretty nervous because you had just met him but the conversation flows super well

Akaashi might seem dry but when it comes to holding a conversation with people other than Bokuto, he’s never the type to let it get awkward or silent

You know how he said yall were gonna talk for a bit? Yeahhhh that turned into THREE HOURS

YOU HAD A THREE HOUR CONVERSATION WITH THIS PRETTY BOY™ FROM FUKURODANI AS IF HE WAS A CHILDHOOD FRIEND

Even Akaashi is kinda shocked that you would be willing to talk to him for this long but he didn’t mind because you were super engaged in the conversation which was a response he never usually got with his other teammates

It’s not too hard for Akaashi to open up to people but there’s something about you that makes it so much easier for him to open up and you know some things that he hadn’t even told his close friends

“ So what, are we friends now?”

“ I don’t know, I wouldn’t want you to get in trouble for fraternizing with the enemy,” You tease as you nudge him with your shoulder,” How will your teammates react when they find out that you’re staying up late with the opposing teams manager?”

“ They’d be more jealous than mad, that’s for sure.”

Akaashi didn’t even mean to say it outloud but it slipped through his lips so easily and to be frank, it was the truth

He could only imagine everyone else’s reaction when they find out that he had alone time with the manager everyone was practically drooling over

Akaashi doesn’t even get a chance to analyze your reaction because not even a second later, Bokuto opens the gym doors and his eyes widen when he sees him

“ Akaashi! We’ve been looking for you- hey, you’re that manager from Karasuno! Y/N right?”

“ Yeah, that’s me, you must be Bokuto-san, it’s nice to meet you. Akaashi has told me so much about you!”

Bokuto hums as he looks over to Akaashi and sends him a quick wink before turning back to you

“ Really? Because all day all Akaashi could ever talk about was you-”

“ You know what, it’s kinda late, maybe we can continue this conversation tomorrow?” Akaashi suggests as he quickly gets up from his seat and grabs the back of Bokuto’s arm

He’s so embarrassed, he forgets to say goodbye to you and he doesn’t even realize it until he drags Bokuto back to the rooms

“ Why would you do that? Now she thinks I’m obsessed with her!”

“ Wait, so you’re not obsessed with her? But you’ve been talking about her all day?”

“ Well yes, b-but I just met her, are you insane?”

Akaashi shakes of Bokuto and goes straight to bed as he collapses on his pillow face first

Things couldn’t get worse, could they?

OHHHH they got a lot worse

The next day was when the boys were all treated to barbeque 

meat meat meat

Akaashi was sitting down at the steps with Bokuto and some of the players from Nekoma and he was able to hear your name in a few conversations

He didn’t have enough energy to be jealous, especially since the two of you weren’t even dating but when Kuroo started to talk about you, he could feel himself get more annoyed

“ Y/N-chan sure is cute, wouldn’t you say so Akaashi?” Kuroo teased as Akaashi turned to glare at Bokuto as if he was saying “ you rat, why didn’t you keep your mouth shut?”

Bokuto acts innocent but he could slowly see the wheels turning in Akaashi’s mind

Truth be told, Bokuto did tell Kuroo about Akaashi’s crush on you and when Bokuto complained that Akaashi would never make a move, Kuroo was ready to kick things off

Kuroo loves setting people up that’s like his talent ANYWAYS

“ Yeah, she’s cute” is all Akaashi could say as he looked over and saw you laughing with the other managers

Kuroo leaned back and rested his hands against the back of his head,” But wouldn’t you say she’s realllllyy cute? Cause I think she’s reallllyy cute.”

Kenma looked up from his video game console to look at Kuroo before turning his attention back to his game,” Kuroo-”

“ What’s your point? Do you like her or something? Cause I don’t care if you do, go ahead,” Akaashi huffed as he turned his attention back to his plate that he hadn’t even touched yet

Kuroo and Bokuto shared a look like “ ooo he’s getting mad”

Kuroo shrugged and cracked his fingers before getting out of his seat “ alright, only because you’re giving me permission-”

As Kuroo was getting up, Akaashi could feel his chest tighten and he reached out to grab Kuroo’s wrist, stopping him from moving closer

“ Wait- don’t,” Akaashi sighed as he shook his head,” I know what you’re doing. I’ll go up to her just stay here and shut up.”

Kuroo smirked happily as Akaashi put down his plate and made his way over to where you were

You stood over a grill as you helped put some more meat on a first years plate but when you looked up to see Akaashi standing by you, you smiled back at him

“ Oh hey, I was hoping I would see you! I’m sure you’re pretty hungry after kicking our butts in that last match, huh?” You tease and now that he’s actually in front of you, he’s nervous as hell

“ It was a close game but I actually wanted to talk to you about something if it’s okay with you?”

Your heart sank as you were already mentally preparing yourself for him to tell you he had a girlfriend or that he wasn’t looking to be in anything serious

You didn’t want to marry the dude but you really liked being around him and it helped that he was the most gorgeous man to ever walk the planet

“ Well, I was wondering... if you weren’t busy-”

“ ARE YOU ASKING HER AKAASHI!” You both turned your heads towards Bokuto who was now getting a hard slap on the back of his head by Kuroo

Akaashi was going to commit first-degree murder the first chance he got 

You couldn’t help but laugh yet once you saw Akaashi’s flustered expression, you pulled yourself together and let him continue

“ I know we just met but do you think it would be okay if we got to know each other more? I know it’s bad timing with this season but if you’re ever free, I’d love to take you out to dinner.”

Akaashi didn’t even get a response from you just yet but he was already so proud of himself with even asking you without stuttering

Your first reaction was to shut down because you were NOT expecting to already be going on a date with him BUT you would be lying if you said you weren’t interested in him

“ I would love that. Let me give you my number so we can plan something soon,” You said sweetly even though on the inside, you were screeching and doing backflips

Akaashi fumbled with pulling out his phone and once he handed it to you, you both could her some of his teammates whooping with cheers and ‘ooooo’s’

IDK how to end this but I can definitely see Kuroo and Bokuto slapping Akaashi’s back like proud parents while Daichi is definitely praying that Akaashi is a good guy so he doesn’t have to beat up yet another douchebag in your life

And yes, Tanaka and Noya are absolutely crushed - heart been broke so many times

[euclydya]

System Ask!

2 ;; colour palette for your system?

6 ;; any collective interests?

12 ;; any in-sys jokes?

13 ;; any in-sys relationships?

19 ;; are there any specific times where certain alters come to front?

-Chrellys/Hunter G.

ok this is Long HFJSJD whoops

HmMMMB. smth like this perhaps:

Rose golds bc that's our favourite colour, the bright pink bc its hex is "ffaaee" and that's a Mood, golds/yellows bc Url™, & blue + yellow bc celestial vibes which we Lov

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Collectively we're into gaming (TBOI & Pokemon specifically!), drawing, andddd watching certain YouTubers (Johnstone, Dougdoug, and Hutts specifically are All Time Faves™)!

Sysmate specifc hyperfixations tht have bled into the rest of the system include but r not limited to: Peggle (Izzet's fault), Vampire Survivors/20 Minutes Til Dawn/any similar games (Isaac-B's fault), Pokemon Nuzlockes as a whole (Duncan's fault), and any kind of lost media (my fault)!

*(for clarification we all love our collective hyperfixations and we all enjoy sysmate-specific hyperfixations too when they become a sys-wide one and we aren't annoyed by them or anything, we just find it funny to go "yeah our interest in X thing is because of THIS motherfucker SPECIFICALLY" FHSJSKDKF /lighthearted)

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Tbh I can't think of anything Super Specific? Ig us saying smth like "Find a hyperfixation and maybe then you'll stop being a persecutor (/lighthearted)" to each other kinda counts bc it 100% works for us HFHJDKSJFCK. We don't force any persecutor-adjacent sysmates into hyperfixations but,, when they find smth to Be Really Happy Abt they tend to do a 180 rather quickly JFJDJDKDJ

oh but a REALLYYYY old inside joke from over 10 yrs ago was "Ok. This..... Is just a Box. :)" cannot find a good way to explain that one at all without writing an essay tbh it's got LAYERS behind it GNDJSKDKFKFJA. the usual response after was always smth like "oh dear fucking god."

WAIT A SECOND I JUST REMEMBERED A RECENT ONE: THE DIVORCE™*. LMAO

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Yes!!!! plenty of em! uhhhhj most recent ones areee:

Ed becoming a parental figure for Isaac-B!! good for both of em tbh!!

Izzet & FrankIVe dating ???????? I literally thought FrankIVe went dormant but go off congrats! NFJSJF

*Izzet and I being Divorcees™. I Divorced™ hem and demoted hem to Blorbo Status™ bc of My Good Friend Jonathan Harker From My Emails. We were married for 5 seconds. (This is the most recent inside joke. BFJSKFJ)

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YES omg.,,, We have,,, 2 sysmates. Who Only front during October. Or they TRY to idk they used to front EVERY October when the body was younger but not so much anymore fjjskskx. so shoutout 2 FF and Jeepers for being moods tbh bc if I could I'd also only front during Halloween Month

But as for like,, thru the day then yes as well!! We have sysmates tht (,,, sometimes /lighthearted) front to help get the body to sleep. We also have sysmates tht usually front during certain weather conditions too!

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Thank you!! —Rosie

[queenofnohr]

Twisted Wonderland: Floyd Leech Birthday Suit-up (SSR) - Voice Lines + Personal Story

Voice Lines

SSR Summoning Quote: Today, me n’ Jade are the stars of the show~ You’re looking forward to giving us presents, right? Summoning Line: Hey, isn’t it a landweller tradition to sing a birthday song? Then let’s hop to it. Start on three, okay? Groovy: Thanks for celebrating with me. I’ll give you lotsa interesting things on your birthday, Shrimpy. Set Home: Happy Birthday to me! I’m excited to see what kinda birthday this’ll be. Home Idle 1: Azul shined my shoes for me, so I wanted to put ‘em on right away. Look, they’re so shiny you can see your reflection in ‘em. Isn’t it great? Home Idle 2: I got a lot of birthday presents from my parents. But the dorm rooms are small so they stopped sending big ones. Hmph~ Home Idle 3: *yawn*...... All the excitement’s making me sleepy. Wonder if I should go get someone to gimme a present to stay awake. Home Login: Can you guess who the first person who wished me happy birthday was? The correct answer is…… Jade! Every year we’re the first to wish each other happy birthday. Home Idle Groovy: Shrimpy, isn’t that plate bad for serving food? Fufu, it’s okay, you don’t have to start over. It’s funnier this way. Home Tap 1: Professor Knifejaw said that since it’s my birthday, if I don’t do my homework, he’ll give me extra “presents.” He’s so meaaaan. Home Tap 2: Otter gave me a percussion instrument from the Land of Hot Sands! He also gave Jade a string instrument, and the main color on them matches our hair. Home Tap 3: I pestered Goldfish for a gift and he gave me a shoehorn even though he was super mad. It’s even engraved with an F! It matches Jade’s. Aha! Home Tap 4: Sea-snake and Crabby hit me with pies at club practice. It was lotsa fun in the end, with everyone throwing them at each other~ Home Tap 5: What is it, you curious about my brooch? It’s got the same design on it as the shoes I wear with my dorm uniform~ It almost looks like it was shrunk down by magic. Home Tap Groovy: Hey, what’re hiding behind your back? Aha, you’re so obvious, acting all suspicious like that. Go ahead and hand your present over now.

Personal Story

Birthday Suit-up Chapter 1

Happy Birthday, Floyd Leech

-Octavinelle Dorm - Birthday Party Venue-

NRC School Newspaper Special Edition Interview with the Birthday Boy ~Floyd Edition~

> —Happy Birthday.

Floyd: Oh, you came to wish us well, too, Shrimpy. Thanks~

Please tell us how you feel after celebrating.

Floyd: It was real lively and suuuuuuper fun. We’ve had parties at our parents’ house, but it was never this boisterous. I liked how this one wasn’t so stiff n’ stuffy.

—I’ve heard that you always have sweets in your room; is that true?

Floyd: Huh? Isn’t it obvious, Shrimpy? Even if you eat dinner, dontcha get hungry before bed? It’s ‘cause both me n’ Jade are still growing.

—What are your favorite sweets?

Floyd: Mmm, it kinda depends on my mood that day…… A while back I used to really like peppermint candy. A week ago it was melon soda-flavored gummies…… and yesterday it was almond biscotti. I think chewiness matters more than flavor when it comes to the stuff I like. I also like stuff I can only find on land. If you find some rare treats, lemme know will ya, Shrimpy?

I will. Semi-related— what’s your favorite food?

Floyd: That would be~...... takoyaki! Oh, do you know what takoyaki is? Eh, you don’t know, Shrimpy? I didn’t expect the people at school to know, but you’re like a walking dictionary, aren’t ya? Just the other day, after the Mostro Lounge closed, me n’ Jade got together with some other Octavinelle guys and ate some. They’re pretty hard to flip when you’re making them, but I’ve done it so many times I’m reallyyyy good at it now. Also, even though it’s called takoyaki, if you use other ingredients for the filling, you’ll never get bored of it.

What kinds of ingredients have you tried?

Floyd: First was shrimp and cheese! Then sausages, then oysters....... Tomato, broccoli, shoots, fresh cream, chocolate, anchovies, potato salad, and konjac......

You’ve sure tried a lot of things.

Floyd: Yeah, I have. In the end, it turns into a game of who can make one with the weirdest combination…… They all turn out so bad it’s funny! I ate everything properly ‘cause Azul got mad that we made all that gross food. Next time, I’ll invite you too, Shrimpy. It’s a promise.

Birthday Suit-up Chapter 2

—You often leave your collar open; do you have difficulty keeping it closed?

Floyd: I wouldn’t say it’s difficult, just annoying. Just ‘cause I’m good at squeezing people, doesn’t mean I like being squeezed, ya’know? When I first got on land, I didn’t like clothes either. It felt like there was seaweed clinging to my body all the time. And on top of that, you gotta wash your clothes every time you wear them, right? I wondered why humans would bother with such a troublesome thing. But now I like picking out my clothes. Being able to wear lotsa different colors is fun. Shrimpy, did you know? Even if it’s a flashy color on land, it’ll look dark under the sea. Besides, with stuff like clothes, shoes, accessories…… It’s fun to get all dressed up on land. But I get in trouble when I buy a bunch of stuff and load it all up in the room. ‘Cause Jade cleans the room, we got a lot of empty space, so I asked him if I could use it for my stuff, but he cut down my request with a single, “No.” Ahhhh. I wonder if I can use another dorm room for storage.

Is there anything you like to collect?

Floyd: Eh~? Well, Jade likes collecting plants, and Azul likes collecting coins, but…… I tried collecting stuff, but I got bored of it…… Oh, I guess there’s that. I don’t really collect them, but I did buy stuff with moray eels on them.

What kinds of things did you buy?

Floyd: A T-shirt with a loose sketch of one, and a mascot keychain with a goofy face. Because there’s a legend that says the Sea Witch has super-competent moray eels as henchmen, in the sea eels have a kinda rough image attached to them. They’re carnivorous fish, after all. But it’s really weird how moray eel merch sold on land is strangely cute. I wonder if that’s how eels appear to humans. Anyway, I gave the T-shirt I bought to Jade and he happily put it on. Aha. But Azul said, “Don’t you dare go out wearing that.” Even though it’s soooooo cute, isn’t he so mean~?

Birthday Suit-Up Chapter 3

—Which do you prefer - your human form or your merman form?

Floyd: When I first got into my human form, I didn’t know how to move my tail fin- er, legs- and my body felt so heavy…… “I swear I’m gonna turn back into a merman and jump into the sea right now,” is what I was thinking. But lately I’ve been thinking this form isn’t so bad. There are only fish and merfolk in the Coral Sea, but there are lotsa different types of people in the school. So it’s not boring at all. Also…… it’s fun being on land ‘cause I can do stuff like play basketball and dance. Recently, I’ve gotten suuuuper into parkour.

What’s parkour?

Floyd: Oh, you don’t know? It’s when you do stuff like kick off of handrails and walls or climb buildings…… It’s a sport where you head for a goal while keeping your movement as fluid as possible even if there are obstacles.

It sounds difficult.

Floyd: I guess I’ve never really thought of it as easy or hard. I’ve always liked doing obstacle races since I was a kid.

You have obstacle races under the sea……?

Floyd: Yeah. The goal is to swim through a sunken ship on a fixed route. The inside of the sunken ships are broken all over, which makes it complicated to get around since there’s lots of stuff that gets in the way while you’re swimming. You gotta avoid obstacles with minimal movement so you don’t lose your speed while swimming. Then, the one who reaches the goal first wins! ……See, it’s kinda like parkour, right? That’s why I like it. I’m happy I learned to do something new, and it’s fun ‘cause it’s like swimming on land. There’s no set way to avoid stuff or head to a goal, so I guess you could say it’s really…… free? I hate when there’s stupid stiff rules...... Oh, that reminds me, there was a day a while back where I overslept, and when I got to class through a window using parkour, the professor got suuuuuper mad at me. I tried real hard not to be late, so shouldn’t I get praised instead? Next time I’ll try not to get caught. Aha.

Thank you very much for sharing so much with us. And happy birthday, again.

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*For those unaware, Floyd nicknames everyone after aquatic creatures. (Barred) Knifejaw is Crewel, (Sea) Otter is Kalim, Goldfish is Riddle, Sea-snake is Jamil, Crab/Crabby is Ace, Shrimp/Shrimpy is Yuu/the protagonist.

[moonstone27ls]

Only one critique I’ve got for Rise of the TMNT writing

I’m a bit afraid to write it becauseeeeeee I know fandom. They turn on ya XD if you have an opinion that isn’t in a some part of majority. Thats why there are ship wars(or extreme ones8B). So just watched the last two eps and the last one with battle nexus was fairly well written and good action scenes. My only critique I’m getting TIRED of Big Mama. Well not so much Big Mama, its more of the constant apparent “thing” with her and Splinter/Lou Jitsu/Hamato Yoshi(so many aliases 8B). Past wise I don’t hate it, I saw her flirt with that bell hop and she fell for that “fusion” Spanish guy? soo I’m “yeah I can believe it”.

Whats getting old is that this writing is apparently making us think that they’re “true love” or “still love each other”. I’ll be blunt NOTHING in this entire show has ever given me that indication that Big Mama really does love anything other than money. Calling Splinter her old petnames doesn’t really prove to me, that there’s still a spark. She calls everyone pet names even that Bell hop or whatever they had an ep where she apparently fell in love with him over dancing? Sooo its not selling me on that.

Now I know people will shrug it off and say “oh but they’re in love”. I’m like “WHERE?” And yes this show tends to have the bad guys reform? I admit Baron Draxumm’s character evolution has been surprising and they’re doing a good job on that. I admit even when he was “bad” they gave him a reason for disliking humanity/it was his twisted way of trying to save his kind. Soo his change and reform did eventually show and I accepted it.

Big Mama... she’s literally never done ANYTHING for anyone but herself. There is no explanation why she likes money so much(gonna assume we’ll get a sob story soon). Other than money, cheating/being a bitch(i’m not complaining as a villain she is awesome. Love interest for Splinter... getting sick of her already), and dancing thats it. Even when she imprisoned her Lou for money purposes, there’s no indication she missed him. She missed the money but all she’s done is used him. She’s constantly used/abused the TMNT, those are splinters sons. She knows their his sons. So in that Battle Nexus she made no qualms willing to kill them. And she made it clear she’d use the people of NYC as expendable victims to get killed.

So I’m so annoyed that Splinter would want to believe this is a “lover” for him. Can I see he’d save her even after all that yes because of that stupid “be a better person/hero” trope. But Big Mama’s never done anything for me to believe she’s “good”. 

I will probably delete this later cause I hate being bashed by fans. Point is I love Big Mama as a villian, her design is awesome and she’s a bitch XD. She’s a bitch we can’t trust. But as a love interest wish the writers would drop it. If this were another show we’d be kinda pointing out its a bit... unhealthy. She’s abusive at most of Splinter’s trust.  So its getting tiresomeeeee.

If this is their endgame I reallyyyy don’t want it. I’d rather have them bring back Tang Shen (yes she’s been used but she’s been given nothing but a credit cameo in an old ep. And I’m wishing they’d bring her back. Make her Splinter’s old ex or a what could have been. She could have been an undcover whatever going to him as an actress and be “Hamato Yoshi you need to quit being selfish and try to protect the world from Shredder”, blah blah you get the idea 8B).

I would take Tang Shen or even Baron Draxumm, at least Draxumm is learning to be a parent. He’s learned to love the TMNT as his family. I’d find that Barry(april’s nickname for him) with Splinter a lot more believable than “Big Mama”.

[lovemesomesurveys]

it’s a very, very mad world.

Making a survey because I have no internet access! mixeberryvodka 1) If you had to make a six hour cross-country journey, would you rather take the train, fly or drive? How come? Fly. I don’t do well with long car rides. However, it could be fun if we stopped along the way to see things and whatnot. And I was with a fun group of people. 2) How long do your earphones tend to last before the connection goes and you have to replace them? My earphones last a long time. For the price I sure as hell hope so. 3) If you could dye your hair any colour in the world, assuming it would look perfect with your colouring, what would you pick and why? I’ve been dyeing my hair red for the past 5 years. I plan to keep doing that. 4) Are you a fan of musicals? If you are, what ones have you seen live and which ones would you like to see? Yeah, some. The only one I saw live was The Phantom of the Opera.  5) If money was no object, and you could go on a two-week vacation with one other person, who would you take, where would you go and what would you get upto? I’d take my mom. Ideally, we’d go to a few different places and do as much as we can. I’m not sure where exactly at the moment. 

6) Are you someone who needs to have time alone? Yessss, definitely. I need time to myself to just relax, recharge, and do my own thing. Socializing is very draining. I don’t have a social life anymore, but I remember what it’s like. ha. And some people can just be really draining. 7) What’s your opinion on couples who do literally everything together? Are you like that, or is that like one of your worst nightmares? I mean obviously you should spend time together and have things you enjoy doing together, but I think you also need your own time and a life outside of just each other.  8) Have you ever had to give up something you were addicted to? Did you actually succeed? Well, I’m definitely a caffeine addict and I used to drink soda and coffee everyday. However, almost 3 years I stopped drinking soda (apart from the bit I drink whenever I take my medicine because I have to crush pills and soda is the easiest thing for me to take it with). I didn’t have to give up, though. I actually wasn’t even trying to. It honestly just happened for whatever reason. A lot has changed with my appetite and things like that, so I think it has to do with that. 9) Does your favourite food vary depending on your mood or on the time of year or anything? Like I just mentioned, my appetite and eating habits and such has changed a lot these past few years. I go through phases where I’m really into something for awhile. For the past few months it’s been Wingstop. Prior to the self-quarantine really going to effect and now the state lockdown, I was getting it like 4 to 5 times a week. Now I’m just doing once a week. My brother works near one, so whatever day I choose to have it I make sure it’s when my brother has to work since he’s already out that way.    10) Do you know anyone whose views/opinions are the complete opposite of yours? Do you find it hard to get on with them as a result, or can you generally ignore it and find something else to talk about? Yeah, it’s like that with different people on different things. It’s fine, we don’t have heated arguments about it. We express our opinions with each other and we just hear each other out. We can agree to disagree or perhaps something one of us says changes our perspective on something. Or we just don’t talk about it at all. It really depends on what the issue we have opposing views is about. You don’t have to agree with someone on everything. Different views and opinions are interesting. Like I said, it really just depends. Some things are obviously going to be an issue and in those cases it’s just not going to work.  11) Have you ever had to work (or study) with someone that you really didn’t get along with? How did you deal with it (ignoring them, being nice, etc.)? Nah. I didn’t enjoy group projects in general for the most part, but it wasn’t because I didn’t get along with the group. I just found group projects to be more stressful and annoying. 12) Have you ever had any problems with your wisdom teeth, or have they been taken out already? I had them taken out quite awhile ago. 13) Which one of your senses would you miss the most if you lost it? Oh man. I’d have a really hard time losing either my sight, taste, or smell. That would be devastating.  14) Do you ever listen to CDs anymore? I just use Spotify on my phone for music. I haven’t bought or listened to an actual CD in several years. 15) What’s your favourite type of fast food? Is it something you eat a lot or do you try and limit it? I really haven’t been into fast food for the past several months. I used to love it. Some of ya’ll might remember my Taco Bell obsession I had for awhile. :X  16) Do you find your mood changes when you’re hungry or tired? Does eating or sleeping automatically cure your of a bad mood? Hangry is very much a real emotion. Eating or sleeping will help if that’s contributing to my bad mood. However, I’m a moody, irritable person in general, so being hungry or tired isn’t always the reason. It usually isn’t. They certainly can add to it, though. 17) When you see cute animals, do you just wanna pick them up and cuddle them or fuss them? If it’s a doggo. Wild animals can be cute and adorable, but I definitely wouldn’t want to go near them and “fuss them”, ha. 18) What’s the stupidest fight you’ve ever gotten into? Did you make up with that person or did you end up losing them over it? One that came to mind happened when I was a freshman in high school with my group of friends at the time, but it’s something that I still find myself thinking about now and then. I have regrets regarding that situation. It was so stupid and handled all wrong. I lost an awesome group of friends because it. 19) Do you find yourself using people as footrests and pillows if you’re sat next to them? No. 20) Have you ever gotten really bad travel sickness? Has this put you off travelling or going by certain modes of transport in case it happens again? I don’t do well with long car rides. 21) What’s your opinion on prostitution? Should it be legal and regulated, or is it something that needs to be gotten rid of completely? 22) If it was a case of prostitution or being evicted from your home, which option would you pick (assuming you’d tried everything else to make money first)? Fortunately, I’d have other options. 23) What would go into your ideal sandwich? Do you eat that often or is a treat for you? I love wheat or white bread with bologna, sharp cheddar cheese, mayo, and spinach or cracked pepper turkey and salami with sharp cheddar cheese and mayo. A pickle and a dipping bowl with olive oil on the side for both. 24) In general do you prefer modern art or more traditional art? Or do you really not care? I can appreciate all different styles. A beautiful piece of art is a beautiful piece of art. 25) If you want (or don’t want) kids, is this something you’ve always known or have you changed your mind as you’ve grown up? I’ve known I didn’t want kids for a long time. 26) Do you believe “once a criminal, always a criminal” or do you think that people can really change and become better? It’s definitely possible.  27) Have you ever read a quote or a poem and really connected with it? Yeah, there’s numerous quotes and lyrics that I relate and connect with.  28) What’s something that really puts you off a person (bad hygiene, whatever)? Are you willing to look past that in order to get to know them properly? Arrogance and ignorance, and no. If you're an asshole, I will not overlook it. I will overlook you. <<< Yes! 29) Are you into piercings and tattoos? If not, do you judge people who are, and vice versa? I’m not into them really, but no I don’t care if other people are. I will say if we’re talking about dating preferences, however, I wouldn’t mind a couple piercings and some tattoos, but I’m really not into a lot of either one. And I’m reallyyyy not into face tatts.  30) What’s your opinion on places like Seaworld? Do you think keeping whales and dolphins in such small enclosures is cruel or a necessary evil? It’s way too cramped and they’re treated terribly. I’ve actually never been into Seaworld ever since I was a kid because I’ve always had this fear of killer whales.

[avannak]

I kind of feel like Eret and Astrid, as well as Hiccup and Heather, if some way or another started having feelings for each others —would not stay together as couples, at least not for long. Somehow they are too alike, at first I'll be awesome and exciting and new but then it could get boring, sort of like dating yourself—and I say this keeping in mind that i reallyyyy like Heather and that i f'n love Eret. Your opinion dawg?

So the thing about Hiccup and Astrid – much like Eret and Astrid, and, to a lesser extent, Hiccup and Heather – what make them “work” so well in the first place is that they’re pairings that share priorities,similar goals, exhibit similar qualities, coupled by sharp differences that help balance them out.

To get this out of the way, I’ve rarely talked about Hiccup and Heather (#heatcup), but I can see how they’d work as a couple – long term, short term, you name it. They both share a passion for engineering (like a cute hobby they could fall in love over in another life). They both are wary of people, both distrust easily, both have developed a strong belief in persuasion (though each with different means), and, at a fundamental level, they understand each other for it. They’d be the sort of couple who don’t need words (though both live and play by them), who often don’t even need to exchange looks, to get each other because there’s already that strong sympathy. Their differences are equally as basic: Hiccup has that wanderlust and Heather is simply ‘on the move’. Hiccup’s on a mission for peace and Heather is focused on vengeance. And yet, they’re always safe with each other.

Eret and Astrid, (#eretstrid), I’ve talked quite a bit more about, because they have way more to work off of (yes, we got less ‘technical’ screentime with them, but the canon fodder is beyond compare). They came from different backgrounds, but they have that same, Very Viking™, mentality. Assertive, confident, skilled, self-assured, a vision of strength… He’s a lackey and she’s a general but they’ve both been leaders at one point or another, yet wiling to defer to someone else because they can realize. It’s still in them – both of them – to take charge. Astrid’s loyal to an idea and Eret’s loyal to an individual, but both have a moral compass. He’s the Sea and she’s the Earth and they’ve both learned at different points in their lives to take to the Sky and that’s where two people on different sides of a war came together. As a pair, they’ve got a spark that can go for as long and hard as Hiccup and Astrid could as a pairing.

Hiccup and Astrid. As teens they couldn’t be more different at the surface, and yet now they’re THE united front. It’s them against dragons, them against the village, them against their peers they’ve got the parenting things down, anyway. On paper they work fantastically: she keeps him grounded, he keeps her directed, and together they’re both invested in the same goal, and, honestly that doesn’t help the “spark” category. It was only their subtle intimacy in HTTYD2 that really saves them a spot near something like Eretstrid (sorry). 

If you want to compare Hiccup and Astrid staying together as a couple – realistically – you also need to admit that they work in that setting. They got a good thing going for them as a Power Couple, and they get along swimmingly, and they’re attracted to each other, and they both have a same overlying goal, of having Berk prosper. Oh, you bet their ass they’re staying together in a Viking settlement set on spreading peace with dragons. You won’t find a smarter match. And that’s what they are - a smart match that has good intimacy/attraction to it.

In a modern setting? Probably not as much as, and I’ll say it again, Eretstrid. If you’re talking them as a mere couple, a pairing of two individuals, without present society/expectations/necessity weighing in? Well, relationships are work, and Hiccup and Astrid, while having a very strong partnership, might decide they romance/intimacy isn’t worth/healthy enough for the work. There are other people out there that you can just… be seamless with. There are some insane differences, some “dealbreakers”, some annoying habits that you wear yourself down to over the course of it, but at the end of the day it’s like being at home. There isn’t the work.

tldr; It’s not a matter of whether you like the characters as individuals or not, but as couples they all are uniquely different, and the greatest thing about Hiccup and Astrid is that they’re not some epic, be-all-end-all pairing. They are two individuals who happen to have great chemistry, particularly given their lives/times, and it’s BullyForAll! given their impending union. The pairing itself isn’t magical, or above and beyond what ‘could be’ if they were to have a relationship with someone else. But it’s what they have, and it’s rich in its own way, has its own flavor, etc. etc., and doesn’t detract from alternatives.

[lovemesomesurveys]

Are you the quietest among your social circle?

I don’t have a social circle or friends anymore.

What are you currently wearing?

That lovely hospital gown I’ve been rockin.

How many nicknames do you have?

Steph and Sis mainly. My fam and I also call each other Boob and Boobala lol.

How many messages have you received today?

Zero so far today.

Do you like to vent when you have a problem or keep it to yourself?

I tend to keep to myself in person, then vent and ramble online. It’s easier for me to write it all out.

What’s your favorite fashion trend?

I don’t know what’s even trendy these days.

What’s something you like to have many options to choose from?

Clothes, food, drinks, things to do.

What’s a modern device you would find difficult to live without?

My laptop and phone. Especially my phone nowadays, which I’ve come to use all the time since being here and giving me something to do. At least I can still come on here and whatnot.

Have you ever dried and preserved flowers?

I put my senior prom corsage in a Zip Loc bag and kept it. Of course it died that way, but yeah I still have it.

What is something you can’t imagine ever doing?

Skydiving. That’s never happening, trust me.

Would you count to 10,000 for $1,000 dollars?

Mehhhh.

When did you last take a selfie?

Over a month ago.

What was the last favor you done?

I don’t recall.

Are you currently watching something or listening to music?

I’m listening to an ASMR video.

Have you recently been sick?

I’m dealing with a lot of health related things right now.

Last coffee order you got

Regular with cream and sugar. I miss coffee so much 😩

Are you a naturally cheerful person?

No.

Have you ever listened to a song on repeat for hours? Which songs?

No not on repeat, but I’ll listen to it often.

How many surveys do you usually take in a weeks time?

I used to post a ton, but I’m not able to do that right now.

Current mood?

The usual: depressed, anxious, stressed, exhausted. And hungry.

What’s some positive news you’ve heard recently?

Any improvements that are made, no matter how small. I have to hold onto that.

Have you ever lost your taste and smell at the same time?

When I have a bad cold cause I’m all stuffed up, which affects my sense of taste.

Have you ever frolicked through a field?

No.

Do you eat at McDonalds?

Very rarely. I did more often in my younger days.

What’s a trait you dislike in some people?

I hate arrogance so much. <<< Sameee.

What is something you find unnecessary?

Hmm.

What is something you’d define as ethereal?

For me it’s being at the beach.

What’s an issue you’re currently experiencing?

Health stuff.

Are you or anyone in your family good singers?

Lol 🤐

Are you currently wearing something red?

No.

When did you last feel empty?

I’ve felt that for a long time.

What did you last consume that had sugar in it?

A cookie snd Pepsi over a month ago.

Are you ready for the upcoming season?

Yessss. Summer can go.

Have you ever had a bicycle accident?

No.

When did you last look up at the clouds?

*shrug*

Do you have a garden?

Nope.

When did you last have a bellyache?

A bit of one last night.

What did you last change?

My gown.

Do you find it annoying when people tell you to cheer up or just smile when you’re upset?

Extremely. It reallyyyy irks me when people say, “chill out” or “calm down”, though.

How often do you go outside?

Wasn’t often before, but especially now. The things I’ve taken for granted…

Is it currently hot where you live?

Ugh, YES. Triple digits all the time.

What did you do first thing when you got out of bed this morning?

Can’t get out of bed, but first thing I had done was the usual morning stuff nurses do like give meds and check things and whatnot.

Have you ever spent a whole day in bed?

Numerous days throughout my life. It’s been over a month now and I literally am in bed the entire day.

Are you more sensitive to heat or cold?

Heat for sure. I don’t do well at all.

What is something you are good at?

Nothing I feel like.