#or explain if i intentionally deleted it/made it private

[geddy-leesbian]

btw one of my luis's lab pic posts is now private. Just wanting to redo it

[mousemannation]

Ben has literally liked transphobic posts by Vivek Ramaswamy. People like to uwu him for transphobia but he’s no better than Andrey. Just smarter for keeping it under wraps

DISCLAIMER: this is a long ass post im so sorry anon I kind of used this ask to talk about what I expect from players in general.

as i was writing that post i was like someone is definitely going to send me an anon about something problematic he did. this is no slight on u dear anon but let me explain why i still made the post.

on the most basic level, the post was hyperbolic, I think we all know this. Any sort of definitive statement like that is going to have exceptions. So my first reason to still make the post is that people will generally know to take it with a grain of salt.

The second reason is that I am not looking to sportspeople as beacons of morality. Whether our opinions align can and often does affect my support of them, but my support of them as an athlete is never a blanket support of them as a person. I don't know them and I almost certainly never will; i just like watching them hit a ball.

The third reason, and one that isn't always applicable but I'd say is extra applicable to someone like Ben is that I am willing to give them the benefit of the doubt. I'm a generally forgiving person, which has its pros and cons, but it means im naturally inclined to see the best in people. Ben is young, he's my age actually, and he lives a life that i could never hope to imagine. All these athletes do. Is that an excuse for prejudice? No, but it gives me hope that that prejudice comes from a place of ignorance not hatred.

The last three incidents of player prejudice (at least that I know of) have been Andrey, Paula and now Ben although i have not personally seen proof of this. Two counts of transphobia and one of anti-asian racism. I'm trans and asian (not Chinese, which is worth mentioning since Paula's incident was ostensibly anti-chinese, but is also an act used indiscriminately against all Asians).

Maybe I should expect more, but I'm almost always operating on the basis that a celebrity would hatecrime me, intentionally or not. I'm never really surprised when it comes out that a player did something problematic. And in these specific instances they are prejudices against groups I am a part of (or sort of adjacent to, not that white people know the difference between East Asians and South East Asians lol).

I am still mad at Andrey for his transphobic remarks against Imane because they were rash, uninformed, and very public. But I also don't think he's a terrible person. He's done a lot of things I don't agree with, but I'm not personally totally blanking him from my support, just sort of toning it down.

I was never that mad at Paula for that photo, again, maybe I should have been but to me it never came off as hateful, just ignorant. I mean i don't think she would have let the photo be taken and posted if she'd done it with intentional prejudice. I know the post got deleted but I don't know if she ever officially apologised, I wasn't keeping up, but I do think she should have. To me, that was the action of a sheltered western european white woman who wouldn't recognise intersectionality if you hit her over the head with it.

Now on to the man in question. You say he liked posts by a transphobe. Liking a post can mean many things, and it doesn't always mean unequivocal support. Liking several posts does, admittedly, get a little murkier. But my relationship with celebrities does not and can not account for their private beliefs. If a famous person is a bigot but they never mention it anywhere and there's no way for me to know what am I supposed to do? Sure, for some the absence of word or action against prejudice is bad enough (and this is a totally valid position to take) but I must refer you back to point 2. I'm simply not expecting explicit social justice from professional athletes. Am I positively jubilant when they do engage with it? Of course! But these are people so far removed from regular society. They spend every waking hour either hitting a ball or thinking about hitting a ball. I follow them to watch them hit said ball. (It also feels pertinent to mention that i only speak English and many of these players do not have english as a mother tongue. I can't expect perfect nuanced conversations this way).

So. Ben liked some transphobic posts. Could he be transphobic? Maybe. But also maybe not. Or maybe with a couple conversations he could learn to not be. I can't affect that. What I can do is find him funny and nice enough in videos, and talented at tennis. I can recognise that he is young, and deals with a lot of racism himself, which I'd hope would make him more sympathetic to people experiencing other kinds of prejudice. I can decide to continue to support him. Despite what I said in my last post about him, you do not have to.

TLDR my support for a tennis player is not unequivocal support for them as a person

[cupcraft]

I also want to clarify some of my posts from the other day and just like explain where my head's at. This is not a vague to anyone btw its just about me.

My posts about "no speculation" was mostly because I saw leaktwt stuff in which was pressuring Shubble, digging up extremely private information about HER, and also using tommy vlogs as evidence of something and it made me feel so sick as a victim who wouldnt wnat that to happen to me about my past abusers. It was a very triggering day for me and I regret posting so much about it as I did without that clarity.

However, I want to be clear people coming to their own quite obvious conclusions about the situation was never the problem (I have come to conclusions myself as well, though I don't think I need to state them out loud nor do I need to make a long post about what posting on my blogs gonna be like at this time I don't think that's productive for me personally). And I never NEVER meant to post as if I was supporting abusers, none of my posts were to be "neutral" or defend anyone at all and I don't think it came accross that way but I want to make sure and emphasize that in case it did.

We can live in a world where pressuring Shubble and harming her and her private information (meaning the stuff that wasn't what she talked about publicly) is bad and also moving intentionally to not platform abusers can exist in the same realm. Shubble made it clear that silence has only bolstered this man, and that he's dangerous and will hurt others again and again.

So, I just ask, going forward. Please be kind, please do not pressure Shubble at all, do not entertain leaktwt doxes/nor their intentions (which is not pro-victim). But do bolster Shubble's message and her wishes above all else. Do not let your misogyny cloud how you talk about Shubbles story. Do be cautious in platforming abusers. Do be patient with us victims who are triggered by all this in the fandom again. Do not make long posts saying you support your fav male cc and why "you'll always stand by him" and do not victim blame or try to pick apart shubbles story you equally make me sick to leaktwt doxxes and you are not pro-victim either. Do not use your stories or other peoples stories of abuse to denounce Shubble's do not attempt to discredit her because your experiences were different or you just really really want to defend your male cc.

And I am sorry I posted without clarity and while I was in a triggered state of mind (those posts have mostly been deleted).

I just I'm scared. I cannot go through another moment in this fandom where people blame and harm victims like many did during the dream allegations. I cannot do that again. I cannot. Your behavior has consequences and does in fact harm people, that is why it's so important to be for victims. I love you all, thank you. And if you areleaving the fandom/blog/etc. as a mutual of mind feel free to reach out if you want to stay in contact o7

[svt-chanel]

hiii!! sorry for the random ask (and you could totally private reply to this too), i found your blog from a friend, and i noticed that the fc of chanel is mina (lover her btw), but you listed her nationality as australian-korean-vietnamese. No hate or anything, but since mina is japanese and not of korean blood, and while you also listed her as chan's half sister (which chan is full korean ethnicity wise and korean-aussie nationality wise), it comes off as a little weird. Having her as hanni's (who is 100% viet ethnicity wise and aus-viet nationality) half sister also comes off as a little confusing too. This is kind of like ethnobending, so I just wanted to let you know. You can totally keep her fc as mina, but it would be nice to change up the nationality or to not have her as chan's half sister and hanni's half sister. I hope this doesn't come off as rude or hate, I just want to help a fellow addition out!! I do love the little antics and posts you make about chanel, but I wanted to bring this up. Hope this finds you well <3 If you have any other questions feel free to shoot me a dm and I can clarify/explain more if needed!

hihi!! I decided to private reply to this but I'll unprivate it if anyone else will need clarification about this! Yes I understand that Mina is Japanese but I made Chanel Viet-Aussie-Kor. I did do this intentionally because I

Couldnt find any viet idols that were older (like older than hanni or were popular)

I wanted something unique!

Chanel is a very unique character with her personality and her family! At first she was only gonna be Viet-Aussie but I kept on changing Chanel wether it was from her fc to her nationality/ethnicity. I made her Korean even though mina has no Korean blood because Chan however does have Korean blood and was also born there but raised in Australia. Idk if I've said this one her profile or anywhere else before but she's Korean because she has Korean blood and was born there (the Korean blood comes from her/chan's mother) and the thing is her backstory is rhat her mother and father met in Korea (before her + chan's birth) in high-school and even had a relationship with each other until in college they broke up cuz she cheated on him with Jack (Chan's father). Years later during 1997 Jessica (Chan's/Chanel's mother) is already pregnant with Chan (and she doesn't know) but Jessica and Her Father meet again in Korea while he was on vacation there and then they...yk (I heard u can actually get pregnant with twins by different fathers if u have...yk while ur pregnant) and then after that Chan + Chanel were born and yeah! And then ofc later Hanni was born by her mother bur Chanel's father which makes all 3 of them Half siblings.

I chose Mina as her fc because at first I didn't know what I wanted for Chanel and didn't plan anything out for her yet at the time but I saw Mina and was like "She's an underrated faceclaim plus she's pretty and gives off a elegant vibe." (The vibe I kinda wanted Chanel to give off at the time) I knew Mina is Japanese but just ignored it at the time and hoped nobody gave me problems with it!! (Whoch btw u haven't its just a question!) And I knew this question would come some day but didn't expect it to come this quickly. But yeah! I'll probably either change her fc (sigh again) or change her nationality cuz I PERSONALLY think the Hanni, Chan, and Chanel as half-siblings is really cool or ill just have one of them as her full sibling (which will most likely be chan). Or I'll just save it for a different oc or just delete her entirely and make a different Svt addition.

But either way I really appreciate that you like the antics of Chanel that I post about! (More ade coming from the drafts soon!!) And ofcourse I will and maybe in the future we can become friends!

-xx love Akuma/Woo

[bunchofdoodlesinspace]

You KNOW my dumb ass is about to make you do all of them for both Magician and Josef

I'm not at all surprised GDFHG

Alright buckle up fuckers, this one's gonna be Long.

🤫 Do others know the secrets they're hiding, and to what degree?

For both of them- It high key depends on who you're talking about. Both of them keep a lot regarding their pasts and such under wraps from most people, only giving it away among closer groups of friends or family. If I had to pick between them, I would say Magician is more intentionally secretive and closed-off.

🖤 How cold-hearted are they? Do they have a secret or soft side? Why or who with?

Magician can be very very cold and calculated, and tends to come off that way to most people (unless you're a friend or in the process of being manipulated. More often it's the latter). He's a villainous demon who does things for his own benefit/amusement, and that's what most people see. His gentler, softer side is reserved exclusively for the few he genuinely trusts and is close to (fun fact: he's actually a rather awkward introvert when he's not in his Dramatic Villain element. It's very funny).

Josef is the opposite. He does not want to come off as immediately threatening unless he has to. He prefers being more open and social (as much as his limited social battery will let him ofc), and is generally pretty friendly to people who aren't suspected threats. That said, he can definitely be cold and calculated as well. And it's,,,scary how fast he can switch.

🎶 Do they have a theme song/song you associate most with them? Why did you pick this song?

I have 2 in my head for each. For Magician: God Syndrome by Madame Macabre (his singing voice reference) and Aha! by Pentatonix. The latter is for two reasons: the Vibes™, and because there was an animatic done to it on yt (unfortunately I think it was privated/deleted) that served to be my main initial inspo for him.

For Josef, I would say Anoana by Heilung or Constellations by The Oh Hellos. Both for mostly Vibes™. And Constellations has a very fitting name for him too (Josef is a demigod, the son of my moon/night deity Cereluna, and he has markings on his upper body that can look like constellations).

💋 Do they have a lover? If so, who are they and what are the dynamics? If not, are they a flirty type of person or see it as pointless?

Yes! In fact, Magician has 2!! He's married to Cyber and Wylmas. He met and fell for Cyber first, and then met Wylmas later on through, uh,,,a series of intense events that would take me way too long to explain in an already long ask answer. Anyway, he'd never considered being with multiple people before but Wyl made him fall SO fast , it was very funny. He loves them both very very much.

Josef has his boyfriend (soon-to-be husband ;)) Lyniaas (fun fact: he's one of Cyber's siblings). The best way I can describe their dynamic is TMA S5 Jon and Martin + WTNV Cecil and Carlos. They're both kind of the partner the other one needs, in a sense, and they're incredibly affectionate with each other. It's very sweet.

🤗 Do they have a best friend? Are they still friends and does the friend know who they truly are?

They both have childhood besties. Magician has Deranzel, a succubus he met when he was fairly young and still struggling with his own less-than-good upbringing in high-class demon society. They are INCREDIBLY close, to the point they can look at each other and know almost exactly what the other is thinking. Deranzel probably knows the most about Magician out of anyone.

Josef has Sidney, his gremlin childhood friend who he lost contact with briefly after his father passed away (the event caused. a very intense downward spiral for him it was a lot). They've since reconnected and are still fairly close, though Josef has refrained from telling him everything about what happened in those years in-between. He also has other people he considers to be close friends: Willow and Avery, Cupcake, and funnily enough, Magician himself. Prior to them getting together, he considered Lyniaas a close friend as well.

💥 Are they much of a fighter or do they rely more on strategy? How so?

Both are fighters when things escalate in that direction, both base their choices on strategy first. Granted, Magician has a bad temper, so sometimes strategy goes out the window in favour of "burn everything in this vicinity to the fucking ground". Josef doesn't have as bad a temper, but,,,,he can smite people. If you get him angry enough to smite you, you have Fucked Up.

💅🏻 Do they tend to pamper themselves? Do they care about their appearance?

Magician cares about his looks more-so than Josef does. Can't be a dramatic villain if he doesn't look like one, y'know? I don't know if either of them really do a ton of self-pampering, I feel like Wylmas and Cyber spoil Magician enough as is, same with Lyniaas and Josef. They do take some time to themselves, though.

🍼 Do they have any children, do they like children? Why or why not?

Magician has always had kind of mixed feelings about kids. He doesn't mind them, but the idea of taking care of one of his own (especially when you didn't really get a chance to receive anything close to a normal childhood and have bad anger issues) REALLY stressed him out. It took a lot of convincing for him to finally say yes to having one. He has a daughter named Miriylia, and he Will kill for her, he loves her so much. Parenting still stresses him out, but both his husbands are helping him figure it out.

Josef really really wants kids of his own, like really badly. He loves being around kids and taking care of them, he's known he's wanted to be a father for YEARS. The only issue is that he's an incredibly powerful demigod archivist who is well-known enough to have the eyes of some Not So Great people on him. He's worried that, at the current time especially, he would just put whatever kid he has in danger by virtue of them being related to him.

😆 What kind of laugh do they have? Is it deceiving or fitting?

Magician has a very classic Bastard Chuckle, which you would likely hear the most from him. He has a maniacal villain laugh, of course, and his genuine laugh, while softer for sure, still kind of has a bit of that mischievous-sounding edge to it.

Josef's laugh is similar, funny enough. Best way I can describe it is actually to just point to his voice claim, Night Mind. That's how he laughs. Deep, warm, and sometimes with a touch of bastard energy. For flavour. :)

👣 What do they do when they're thinking? Do they pace, write things down, make thought boards?

Magician tends to pace. He thinks better when he's standing or moving. Talking to others helps as well, like Dera or Cyber or Wyl, depending on what's on his mind.

Josef writes. He writes a Lot. It's like, 80% of what he does anyway as an archivist, but it genuinely helps him get his thoughts out. Otherwise, he'll also sometimes talk, usually with Lyniaas.

🥣 Do they have any domestic skills? what are they? If not, how come?

Magician used to be pretty bad at cooking but he is married to 2 people who would not let that stand, so he's gotten much better at it now! Domestic skills are things he's getting the hang of over time, mostly because even though he Knows Wyl and Cyber are perfectly happy handling things, he doesn't like feeling like they have to do all the work.

Josef is like the complete opposite, he loves cooking (and is good at it too), gardening, and doesn't mind cleaning much either. And he loves doing things for Lyniaas and spoiling him, especially as a surprise.

💕 Do they do good with intimacy or is it something they're afraid of? Explain.

Intimacy can make Magician very awkward sometimes since it's not something he was used to getting on a regular basis for many, many years. That said, he's not actually that bad at it. Unsure of himself, sure, but very good in most aspects. He struggles a lot with being vulnerable and has a habit of bottling things up until they explode (usually in some kind of rage). But Wylmas, I feel, is getting him to slowly be more open, and much like Cyber, Miriylia is a great motivator for him to actively improve. It's a process, but he'll get there.

Josef is fantastic at intimacy in pretty much all aspects. He does struggle with vulnerability, but in his case it's more "I don't want you to worry" or "I don't want you to be scared of me". He's got. A lot of anxiety around pushing people away without meaning to if he says too much.

🌫 How chaotic are they? How destructive can this be?

Magician is a villainous high-class fire demon which means if he wants to make shit explode HE CAN. VIOLENTLY. Alternatively, he can also be a cunning little shit and sow the seeds of chaos slowly through manipulation tactics and such. :)

Josef keeps the chaos under several layers of Composed Introverted Archivist Man exterior, but it's there. Lyniaas brings it out the fastest.

�� How hotheaded are they? How come?

Magician is VERY hot-headed. Part of it is his nature (fire class demons are just Like That), part of it is his upbringing, where he was basically taught that Anger Is Your Best Option. Josef, as said earlier, is not. You have to push his buttons a Lot for him to really hate you.

🥀 Do they feel broken? Why?

Magician never considered himself broken. Damaged, sure. Hurt, definitely. Betrayed, more than he wants to think about. But not broken. Not completely. And definitely not now. He feels more together now than he has...ever.

Josef...isn't sure. He used to feel broken. In some ways, he still does. But more so in the way a puzzle feels when it has pieces missing. He pulled himself back up and is definitely better, but he still has a ways to go.

🥪 What meal do they eat when they don't have much time?

Both of them would probably go for some kind of sandwich. Josef travels enough he probably keeps some food for emergencies or something somewhere.

[ugh154628]

So, shortly after our facebook drama began, "Ricky" (Sam) showed me things she was posting on her tumblr blog. I had no way of knowing about the blog. He literally showed it to me himself to stir the pot. Cannot stress that enough.

He. Showed. Me. Her. Blog. On. Purpose.

She was talking about us on it as well as copying the posts from Facebook about me to it. She also put a hashtag with my full name on one of the posts, so obviously she was trying to cause people to find it in search engines.

I can't remember how she initially found out we read her blog. I think I made a post about it, but it's probably been deleting. I deleted some posts and privated others because I hate that shit popping up in my facebook memories. I mostly kept all of the ones she tries to threaten the press charges over.

After she found I we read her blog, she posted messages I had sent her the day she started bullying my friend in October 2017. I explained this before, but I had a lot going on and was already mentally breaking down. I got a message from my friend, and then I messaged Cece with the intent to confront her. I instead self-blamed in extremes as a result of the guilt of telling my friend about Chelsey and other things going on at the time. That's where these messages came from.

I think she intentionally left the date of these messages out on purpose too, to essentially paint the picture that I was still mentally unstable to discredit my upset at her, as if these messages weren't from nearly 2 years prior to our drama starting.

And overall, I think she was posting these to humiliate me and cause me to doubt myself, because self doubt was a trait I always had a hard time avoiding back then. I used to self-doubt badly and always blame myself for being hurt by others, and that used to come out in extremes when I had mental breakdowns. Self-doubt, self-blame, and so forth.

The point is, she was hanging my past over my head to make me feel bad and discredit me to others.

And here is the post I made responding to her posting those messages:

Next relevant post here:

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

Okay so I want to start off by saying leyla and I wanted to avoid doing this at all costs. You guys know us, we very rarely get involved in drama because it’s too much hassle and chaos, but this is something we literally cannot just brush off or let go because it has to do with someone plagiarizing our work and refusing to own up to it.

Over the last week or so, we were alerted about a creator on tumblr who was writing a fic that had a number of similarities to ysijwa. We initially brushed it off because the harrie writing community is so expanse that there’s bound to be accidental overlap in tropes, plots, and details along the way. Especially when you factor in tropes and AUs, which are obviously created with the purpose of being reused by everyone because no one owns them. However, more people flooded in and told us that they thought something was going on too, but they had assumed we knew and didn’t mind, and that’s why no one had spoken up sooner. Because of the influx of messages, we finally decided to check it out, since accusing someone of plagiarizing is a pretty steep claim, and we didn’t want to believe it off of possible miscommunication.

Unfortunately, we think that what everyone has been telling us is true.

After looking through the fic in question, we found not only phrases, plot points, character details and dynamics, formatting, and aesthetics and layouts eerily similar to that of our own fic, but even passages, quotes, and dialogue directly copied from You’re Someone I Just Want Around. Some were replicated word for word, and some of the writing seemed finagled, plucked from different chapters, and thrown together in an attempt to try and disguise what was happening. After comparing the two stories, the truth of the matter was pretty evident, to be honest.

Leyla and I decided to approach this as civil as possible, because like I said before, we don’t like drama, we don’t want a mess, we’re not witch hunt type of people. Therefore, we chose to message the person in order to handle this privately, as maturely and kindly as possible. I reached out first, explained the situation, and asked this person to please take down the fic, since the majority of it was literally taken from our story, which we’ve been working on for 2 years now. I thought I’d been completely ignored, so then leyla reached out as a follow-up to emphasize the fact that we wanted to work this out as quietly and amicably as possible, without having to address it publicly, and it had seemed like she was also ignored. We eventually did get a response, but here are those messages before we address that.

Lis eventually got back to us literally the moment we initially went to post this (she says she hadn’t seen any notifications for messages on here and I believe that, it happens tbh) so I deleted it in order to get back to her, to see where we would stand. I won’t show pictures of her messages because I feel like that would breach her personal privacy, but to summarize them, she is insisting that she did not intentionally copy anything from our story, and that any similarities are purely coincidental. I understand everything she’s saying and where she’s coming from. She said she made the edits herself and that they weren’t based off ours, but it’s pretty apparent they are way too similar to ours, especially the character cards. She states that we don’t own the domineering, sarcastic love interest trope, and I know for a fact we don’t because, again, it’s a trope, but I am saying that a lot of the personifications for her character down to vernacular and thoughts are almost mirrored from our own.

As far as everything else, it’s all in the proof. The explicit similarities we found are so many and so common, it can’t possibly be coincidence. It just seems like we’ve come to a stalemate, honestly, and that leaves us where we are now. We wouldn’t be doing this if we weren’t absolutely positive about the circumstances, because again, this type of accusation is very extreme. But according to what we found, it’s what we strongly believe is the truth. There’s way too much evidence (feels weird to call it that but that’s what it is, isn’t it?) to put into one post, so we’ve compiled our screenshots and comparisons into a google doc, which we’ve linked below. We want to be completely transparent with everything, so if Lis wants to post her side of the conversation, she’s more than welcome to, of course. We still stand behind our statement.

To finish this post off, we want to clarify something very important:

We do not want this person to receive hate.

Tumblr is known to be a place where people take things way too far due to the luxury of having the anonymous button, and that is not acceptable. We are only addressing this publicly because we feel like all our hard work is being taken advantage of. We don’t want anyone unknowingly interacting with this fic and giving it attention. We just want ownership of our ideas, characters, and writing back. That’s all.

We’re very sorry that we have to put this on your dashes, we know that drama can be annoying and infuriating, but we really don’t have a choice anymore. Leyla and I have put too much hard work, love, and dedication into ysijwa— both for us and for anyone who has supported and enjoyed it— for it to be credited to someone else. We’ve decided to just create a comparison between the fics for people to take into consideration, and all we ask is that you read through it and draw your own conclusions. We’re not doing this as some type of resentful brigade, but rather because we want acknowledgment and rightful possession of our own work, as any writer would. This fic has become so ingrained into who we are as writers and into the communities we run on our blogs, so we have to stand our ground and let others know what’s going on.

[itsstrawberrymochi]

Hi, I love your content so I wanted to request something! Could you do headcanons with the hashira’s x gender neutral reader(- muchiro ofc) where they find out that the reader self-harms? If this makes you uncomfortable at all please delete it!

Kny pillars reacting to their s/o who self-harms

Awww thank you anonymous that means a lot to me hope you enjoy this also thx for reading my request rules when you said minus Muichiro ^^

Characters: all pillars expect Muichiro

Warnings: Mentions of self-harm and suicide

Note: if you or anyone you know is doing this activity please seek help with people you trust , it may seem that self harm is the best distraction but it’s really not, it’s only a temporary relief and you don’t deserve to always go through that pain ❤️

Giyuu

🌊- Now it took him a while to notice this

🌊- Don’t get him wrong, Giyuu loves you and all but he just assumed the injuries were from a demon after all that’s what you told him you had to no reason to lie right?

🌊- When he found out the truth he got extremely sad, he also got mad at himself for taking so long to notice

🌊- When he finds out he wouldn’t dare shout at you or make a scene out of it, instead he’ll calmly approach you and ask what’s the matter

🌊-If you don’t tell him right away he won’t pressure you to do so instead he’ll wait until you’re ready to talk

🌊- He’ll just sit next to you calmly in silence for hours and hours until you’re finally ready tell him

🌊- When you tell him the reason he would start to try and find a solution for the problem so you can feel better

🌊- He would also pull you in a soft hug and just let you cry on him while listening to you tell him what’s wrong

🌊- Giyuu would alway try his absolute best to make you feel better and he’s very serious about the cutting/harming and does everything in his power to try and make you stop

🌊- He’s extremely afraid that one day you’ll go beyond self-harming and he doesn’t want to lose you

Rengoku

🔥- A literal angel that was sent from heaven

🔥- Rengoku would immediately notice that you self-harm, he is extremely observant when it comes to you so he’d be quick to realize

🔥- Like Giyuu he wouldn’t pressure you to tell him what’s the matter but he’ll wait until you’re ready to say

🔥- Rengoku would make sure you know that it’s not you vs the problem but rather you and him vs the problem

🔥- He’ll make sure you know he’s there for you and whatever problem there is you don’t have to go through it alone

🔥-He also isn’t the type to give you words such as “ it’s ok this problem will pass” or “you’ll get over ”, but rather say “ Don’t worry my little flame we will find a solution to the problem no matter what”

🔥- If you’re feeling helpless or upset and feel like self-harming again he’ll drop everything he’s doing to talk to you and try and calm you down

🔥- Rengoku would allow you to talk to him whenever. He would never tell you to go away or say he’s too busy. He’d also let you talk to him for hours it doesn’t matter to him just as long as you feel better

🔥- There are often occasions where you would be laying on his lap and he’ll gently rub your back as you cry and rant to him

Shinobu

🦋- She’ll notice right away, she’s a medic so she can tell the difference between real injuries and self- inflicted ones

🦋- She would become heartbroken to know you were so sad you felt the only way to feel better was pain

🦋- She would make all the butterfly girls leave and go to another room so she can talk to you in private when she found out

🦋- Even though some scars are already healed she would kiss every single one of them

🦋- She does it because she wants to ‘kiss it better’

🦋- She would place bandages and medicine all over the new cuts so they can heal properly

🦋- She is very patient with you, she understands that you won’t stop your self-harm just like that so she’ll take her time talking to you and helping you get over it

🦋- She would alway check up on you and whenever she does she always has some tea or your favorite food ready to talk and listen to you

🦋- She always encourages you to tell her you’re true feelings and never makes you feel emotional or dramatic for it

🦋- If she knows she’s going on a really long mission and won’t see you for while she’ll ask Kanao or one of the butterfly girls to check up on you but if you don’t want them to know about it she would keep it private and she’ll just constantly send you letters instead

Mitsuri

💖- When she found out she talked to you as soon as she could

💖- She found out during a pillar meeting when your sleeve accidentally lifted up showing all the unnatural scars

💖- She had waited after the pillar meeting, when you two were in private to talk about it. She knew you clearly didn’t want anyone to know so she was sure no one was around

💖- When she asked you about it she couldn’t help but break down crying, Mitsuri would blame her self for your self-harming and feel like she did something wrong to you but you’ll explain to her that it wasn’t her fault but she’ll still cry because you were hurting all this time and she didn’t know.

💖- Her number one method of helping you heal is showing you lots and lots of love and care and showing you she is there for you

💖- So that basically means more sweets, more tea parties, hugs and kisses,more l love you, her complementing you all the time etc

💖- She had also bought you a bunny, so if she ever went on long missions you’ll always have “ someone” to talk to.

Sanemi

☁️- At first he would be kind of angry. Angry at himself for not noticing and angry at you for not telling him

☁️- Genya was the one who had told him , Genya being your worried younger brother in law couldn’t stand by and watch you do this to yourself

☁️- Sanemi’s first thought was to yell at you for doing it but then he thought you’d probably be afraid to talk to him about it if he did

☁️- He’ll burst in your room and yell “Y/N I KNOW YOU INTENTIONALLY HURT YOUR SELF”

☁️- You expecting him to yell about it prepared for more but when he reached you he just shoved your face into his chest and pulled you in for a soft hug

☁️- He’ll then say he was sorry you had to go through all this pain alone and sorry that he wasn’t there for you

☁️- He’ll allow you to cry on his shoulder for as long as you’d like

☁️- He wouldn’t care that you’re messing up his slayer uniform nor how long you’re crying for

☁️- While you’re crying he’ll reassure he is now and will forever be there for you and he’ll also reassure you and you can tell him anything

☁️- This wasn’t the only time he allowed you to cry on his shoulder,after the one time you cried he wouldn’t easily dismiss the matter but instead constantly bring it up to make sure you’re getting better

Obanai

🐍- He’s a very observation person especially when it comes to you so he’ll notice your self-harming rather quickly

🐍- He was very patient with you, so the first time he asked and you didn’t tell him he waited until you were ready, like Giyuu he didn’t force you to talk about it.

🐍- When you two did talk about it he never judged you or made you feel bad for doing it, he never called your self harming ‘ attention seeking’ or called you dramatic for doing it

🐍- instead he’ll empathize with you and try to understand why you’re doing it

🐍-Obanai is definitely not one to show physical affection, he rather shows he loves you through words of affirmation BUT If you ever need him to hold you or hug you he’d be more than glad to do it

🐍- He’ll alway hold on onto you and assure you he’ll try and help you solve the problem

🐍- You’ll also have Kaburamaru to be your support snake he’ll alway wraps hisself around you or rub his head on your check to try and make you feel better

🐍- Obanai always try his best to make you feel better and he will near you every second of the day he’s right next to you to because he wants to be a constant reminder that you’re not alone

Uzui

🔊- It was own of the wives that told him about it

🔊- Uzui would immediately blame himself he would think you were probably upset that he was giving one of his wives e attention than you

🔊- He’ll then immediately go to you and apologies for it but then you’ll explain to him that’s not the reason. He’ll then feel relieved but immediately worry knowing there’s something making his love sad

🔊- He is the type to not assume what would make you feel better but would ask you how he could help. He’d ask if you want to talk about it with him, if you wanna talk to someone else maybe one of the wives, if you wanna be left alone, if you want a support animal ( yes willing to get you a cat/dog/lizard etc to make you feel better 😌)

🔊- He would kindly ask for you to give him the weapons you use for self-harm, he refuses to do it by force because that’ll make matters worst, if you don’t give it to him the time he’ll constantly ask for always in a soft and calm voice

🔊- If you’re a slayer he’ll even go as far and take away your sword he’d only give it back if he’s sure someone else is going on a mission with you and they can watch you or if he’s going

🔊- He would also get all of his wives to separately talk to you and try to make you feel better

🔊- Uzui allows you to cry on his shoulder if you ever need it and he’ll gently pat your head or rub your back

Gyomei

🪨-He would cry as soon as he found out

🪨-Like Shinobu he would be extremely heartbroken and his heat would weep for you

🪨- He absolutely hates the fact that you hurt yourself and would always cry thinking about it or if he hears you did it again

🪨- If the reason you are cutting yourself is because you don’t feel like you are good enough he would remind you of all your good qualities and there are lot

🪨- He’ll also wrap his arms around you and cuddle you as you cry because he knows how much you love it

🪨- Gyomei, if you allow it likes to gently rub all your self-injury scars because he believes you deserve comfort for going through all that pain

🪨-He wound often call them battle scars he does it because he believes that you did in fact went through a battle with many problems and you won

🪨- He is very gentle and patient when it comes to your self-harming , when he speaks to you about it and gives you advice it’s always in a soft and calming voice and whenever you rant or cry about how you feel he’ll patiently wait there for hours and let you speak, he’ll only speak when he knows that you are done, he wouldn’t dare interrupt you

This was my first time writing Uzui and Gyomei hope I did good, also this was my longest ever request so I wouldn’t be surprised if it has grammar errors sorry for that 😭

[ihatebnha]

hello <333 first of all, I want you to know that I always wanna know your thoughts, but rn I desperately wanna know your thoughts about Hawks that you’re willing to fight over—if you feel comfortable sharing them, of course. I just really love your brain lol but feel free to ignore or delete if you don’t wanna share, honestly <3

ASH!!!!!! have i ever told u HOW MUCH I LOVE U??? i'm honestly so touched you wanna hear my opinion hehehe i feel so special bc tbh? i love y o u r brain...

it's honestly kinda funny because i don't care for hawks as much as i used to but he's definitely my comfort character in terms of who i try to understand the deepest. that being said... all of these thoughts are kinda old as i have yet to re-up them given that i havent seen season 5 yet and read the manga AGES ago.

but! thank u sm for asking!!! <333333

(warning: EDs + trauma/abuse + SPOILERS all mentioned. honestly now that im writing these out they don't feel that special, but... u know LOL. i don't see them talked about enough)

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Idk how really to start LOL and some of this it's possible I've said before

First and foremost, I think he's a super neat person. Aggressively neat... as he definitely rings as a character who's weird upbringing with his weird parents in a weird shack has made him super concerned with not living in squalor

He's not gonna be mean to people about messes, though. He understands why they occur and what they symbolize... he's just not gonna tolerate any kind of dirtiness in his own house

Similarly, he eats/enjoys food for some of the same reasons.

His parents weren't able to provide him with anything substantial + I doubt the commission really provided him with anything other than meal plans... so eating is an escape from that

He has a line that clues us into this too (and I can find it if anyone wants) but I'm forgetting it right now

I don't want to say it's binge related but it's definitely disordered eating of some sorts, where like... if you offer him food, no matter the time or place, he's eating

And though he's lean for work, he'd probably have more of a stocky build if you left him to his own devices (because he’s also somewhat. Short)

Also... Hawks IS a deeply kind + thoughtful person... but he's not kind because he's naturally kind, he's kind because he chooses to be kind

It's a specific thing, I think... where he makes choices that he doesn't really like for the sake of it being right / what he believes in

But just because he puts a happy face on it all or it seems like he likes you... doesn't mean that his internal feelings match

So he's a lot more mean when you get to know him... which is shocking because he never actually does anything mean. Just says mean shit and speaks his mind in private and it's all weirdly depressing

And all acts of frivolously are extremely calculated, too. Even if there is truth in his declaration of "I want to live in a world where Hero's have free time"

He does, just. Can't

Similarly, he's also like... lazy... in a way that makes him hard to interact with

Again, not mean exactly but you can almost never get favors out of him or rush him because he's just gonna do stuff his way whether you like it or not

(This is dumb, but for example, you ask him to start planning for your vacation and... No. He's gonna plan when he wants to plan.)

And he also never explains anything to you and deals with all his problems by himself, so... you just have to trust that things will work out with him

Doesn't matter if it's when he plans to do something or what he's struggling with... it's personal. You get left out of it

And not intentionally, either... he's just incapable of letting someone help carry his burdens. EVEN if/when he loves them

So, TL;DR: what I'd fight over is Hawks being seen as a superficial person who doesn't value the significance of kindness or privilege. I definitely think we never really get to talk about his internal dialogue or struggles which are SO painful given that he is literally willing to sacrifice and kill for the benefit of society despite it being wrong. Also, he's a dick.

Hope this makes sense tho and thank u for asking!!! Again, I love u, tee hee.

[radsity]

can you explain why people are saying you support racist ideals and have a shera fanfic about slavery? it’s a big accusation and i want to hear it from you.

Sure.

I made a few panels of a comic that were intentionally contextless but were about the concept of if She-Ra were enslaved to be the weapon rather than given free will in the matter. It was based on a rp I had done, so it was side by side with some writing from that.

The particulars of the  concept aren’t important, and I’m not here to defend it or rationalize it.

What is important is that I did not realize the impact it would have, or how damaging that kind of au is, which is why I made no attempt to defend the concept and deleted it immediately. I will not continue this concept or make anything like it in the future.

It’s not enough say “I’m not racist” or whatever crap when you’re called out on something. It’s not enough to say “sorry you didn’t like it” or to say things like “don’t like, don’t read”, “sorry if it offended anyone”. I understand that nothing exists in a vacuum, which is why I’ve taken this so seriously. People are alive today who’s parents were enslaved in the USA. The school to prison pipeline, the thirteen amendment, and the private prison system ensures slavery lives on today, impacting Black people more than any other racial group.

It’s not enough to say sorry, when something I made caused harm, which is why along with my initial apology, I donated as much as I could financially bear to the Bail Fund, to support protests. 

I made a mistake, I was careless, and I am sorry. But being sorry doesn’t take away damage done. 

And, because people keep asking me to post it, or not understanding why people are so angry, or why I deleted it: Black people matter more than aus. They matter more than comics. They matter more than fics. When they tell you not to do something, listen.

The most pernicious form of racism is the kind that comes from “well I’m not a bad person/i’m not malicious/i’m not racist”. I never want to be the kind of person who cannot listen to criticism and change my viewpoint, particularly about these matters.

thank you for reading, and once again...I am very, very sorry for what I did.

[wordsandshawn]

Secret | Part 1 | #ShawnMendesWritingCircle

A/N: I’m so excited to get to be a part of this writing circle. Thank you @saysweartogod-og​ for coming up with this amazing idea. This fic is a little spin off of a secret billionaire trope, and I can honestly say I’m so excited to see where some of the amazing writers participating in this decide to take it. I hope you enjoy this first chapter, and feel free to send feedback or thoughts about the chapter and where you think it might go, because my guess is as good as yours, and I’d love to talk about it! 

WC: 2.6K

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From the moment you met Shawn six months ago, you knew that letting yourself get involved with him was a bad idea. It took you about three seconds to come up with a handful of reasons why you could never let yourself fall for him, but it only took him one night to make you forget them all.

You stepped into his condo, spotted him, and knew who he was immediately before the words, “Hey, I’m Shawn,” Even fell from his lips. You told yourself you’d never come back here before you spoke a single word to him. You also vowed to kill Brian and Alicia the second you got them alone.

Brian is dating your roommate, which is how you wound up here in the first place. Alicia knows you rarely ever go out because you’re either working or studying, so when she found out you weren’t working for the first time on a Friday night, she practically begged you to come with her. She said she was meeting some of Brian’s friends for the first time and didn’t want to be alone. Despite you telling her that she’d obviously have Brian there, she refused to give up, and finally, you reluctantly agreed to go. You had no idea that Brian’s “friend” was Shawn Mendes.

At first, your only focus was getting through the party and out of the condo without anyone posting a photo of you online, knowing that photo would be circulated within minutes if it had Shawn in it too, and that’s the last thing you’d want. You didn’t expect it to be too difficult to avoid being in a photo with Shawn considering the condo was not small by any means, and there’s no reason for him to take any type of notice of you.

Even though you regretted accepting the invitation, you still decided to make the most of the night. Since you rarely let yourself go out, you were determined to enjoy the one night you had. You’re still nursing your first drink, despite it already being warm. As time passes, you watch as everyone around you becomes more and more inebriated. Phones are out, as they often are at parties like these, and you’re tired of hiding in the darkest corner you could find, so you slip outside. You’re not outside for even five minutes before you hear the sliding door open, the music drifting out from inside.

“Y/n, right?” Shawn questions, stepping outside, and you try to hide the shock on your face over the fact that he remembered your name.

“Mhmm,” You respond intentionally looking away from him.

“What are you doing out here?” He asks, taking the spot beside you by the railing so the two of you are standing shoulder to shoulder, except his shoulder is about five inches above yours.

“I could ask you the same thing.” You respond, not wanting to give him the real answer to that question.

“They’re all taking a lot of pictures in there.” He says, as though that’s an answer to the question, but it’s not.

“It’s your party, why wouldn’t you want to be in the pictures?” You question, surprised. You know why you don’t want to be in them, but you can’t seem to fathom why he wouldn’t want to be in pictures with his friends at his own place.

“Don’t want people to know where I am,” He says with a shrug. “What about you, why’d you slip out just now?” He asks again since you avoided the question the first time.

“Needed some air,” You lie, keeping your eyes trained on the city lights.

He doesn’t press the topic anymore. You’re expecting him to wander away, back inside to the party, but he doesn’t. Shawn asks about how you know Brian and you explain that he’s dating your roommate. To be polite, you ask him the same question and he shares that they met when they were six and on the same soccer team. For some reason, conversation comes easy with him, and you almost let your guard down. Almost.

After a talking for a while, he asks, “Can I get your Instagram?”

Suddenly you remember the promise you made to yourself earlier. “I don’t have one.” You say before slipping past him and heading back inside in search of the bathroom. You don’t need to see his face to know he’s wearing a perplexed look. When people hear you don’t have an Instagram, they look at you like you’re from outer space. That’s how ridiculous they think it is, and then they think you’re lying because you’re not into them. Even though you’re not lying, you never really cared if that’s what they thought.

By the end of the night, you’re just glad to make it out of there. Alicia is drunk enough that you drive her car back to your apartment, and the whole time, she’s mumbling about how she thinks Shawn likes you and about how Brian told her that he thinks you two would be good together. You tell her she’s talking nonsense, and Shawn would never like you like that, but deep down, you knew you already liked Shawn more than you would want to admit.

Brian gave Shawn your number, and you texted for two months before moving beyond friendship, even though you both knew it was heading in that direction from the very beginning. It took that long for you to finally be convinced that he was a safe person to be with. Shawn knew from the very beginning, before you even got together, that you did not want to go public with the relationship. He knew that you were completely off of social media, so it made sense that you wanted to keep your life private, and he agreed that it would be for the best. 

Even after you got together, he was rarely ever in Toronto. He was busy traveling for work, and you were busy with work and Uni, so it was mostly a long distance relationship with a lot of texting and facetiming, but you’ve managed to make it work and treasure the small amounts of time you have together. 

Shawn’s finally back in town, and you spent most of the day lazily hanging out. When night hit, a bunch of Shawn’s friends came over, including Brian and Alicia. This party feels a lot different from the last one. In that one, you were keeping to yourself, mostly in the corner or outside. Tonight, you feel like you can let your guard down, at least a little bit. Shawn had made it clear that his friends couldn’t post any pictures with him in them because he was supposed to be in Miami and his management would basically kill him if it got out he slipped away to come home to Toronto. Shawn was determined to come home for the weekend. He missed you, so he made a promise to his management that no one would find out he was here.

It worked out better for you because you felt like you were safe from worrying about pictures posted online. What you didn’t realize was that his friends never promised not to post pictures at all, just that they wouldn’t post pictures of Shawn. You’re standing around the kitchen island, laughing about something Alicia is saying when you spot Brian looking down at his phone. Out of curiosity, your eyes fall on his screen to see you and Alicia. He clicks post before you have a chance to say anything. In a second, you’re standing in front of him. “Hey, what did you just post?” You ask him.

“Don’t worry, it’s a nice picture.” He says, shrugging.

“Brian, delete it.” You say. He’s already drunk, and you’re starting to wish you had more than one drink because of the anxiety raising up within you. “Please, you have to delete that. Delete it right now, please.” You swallow your anxiety and fear, trying to keep your emotions from getting the better of you. It’s only now that you realize that you were basically screaming, and all the other conversations going on stopped because everyone is focused on you.

“Chill,” Brian says, but when you make it clear that you’re serious, he finally concedes. “Fine.” He deletes it, showing you his phone as he does so.

“Thanks,” You mumble before pushing past everyone still standing around staring at you and disappearing into Shawn’s room, slamming the door behind you. You pace across the room a couple of times before you hear a knock on the door.

You don’t say anything or make a move to open it. You’re still trying to calm your breathing and remind yourself that nothing happened. The picture was only up for no more than a few minutes. Everything’s okay, and you’re just being paranoid, at least that’s what you tried to tell yourself.

The door opens, and you turn to see who it is. Shawn’s standing in the doorway, questions swimming in his eyes, but he doesn’t ask any of them right away. You sit down on the bed, taking a deep breath, readying yourself to face him. He steps inside, closing the door behind him. “You okay?” He asks.

You swallow hard to keep your emotions down, “Yeah, I’m fine. I’m sorry about that.” You nod toward the door, but you don’t offer an explanation.

Shawn takes a seat next to you, “That wasn’t just about us keeping our relationship a secret, was it?” He questions softly. He’s putting the pieces together. Shawn wasn’t even in the Instagram story, and even though you know Shawn’s fans keep track of his every move and watch all of his friend’s stuff, you’re not delusional enough to think that if you’re in one story everyone will know about you and Shawn. But as soon as you realized that Shawn’s friends get tens of thousands of views on their stories, it worried you. You’re worried that someone would see it, someone who you didn’t want to see it.

“I’m sorry I freaked out.” You respond. “But you should get back to your friends. I think I’m just going to go.” You say, starting to stand up.

Shawn reaches out for you, taking your hand in his. “Please don’t go.” He says. “I just want to know what’s going on with you. Whatever it is, you can tell me.” He seems concerned. Even though you’ve only known him for a couple of months, you already trust Shawn more than you’ve trusted anyone else. But with all of his friends here, along with knowing he’s already had a few drinks, you know now’s not the time to talk about this.

“I really think I should go. I’ll see you later, okay?” Shawn doesn’t try to stop you again. He’s already made it clear that he wants you to stay, but if you want to go, he’ll let you.

You get into your car and drive back to your apartment. When you arrive, you see that Shawn has texted you a few times. He asks you to text him when you get home safely. He also lets you know that if you want to talk about what happened, he’s there.

You text him back, letting him know you made it home, but you don’t say anything about the picture. After replying to Shawn, you turn off your phone and get ready for bed, trying to fall asleep before you worry yourself sick.

The next morning, when you wake up, you’re surprised that you don’t see a message from Shawn. He must still be sleeping, you think to yourself before getting out of bed. After brushing your teeth and putting your contacts in, you start walking toward the kitchen in search of breakfast. You stop short as soon as you step out of the hallway because you see Shawn sitting at your dining room table. He looks up from his phone when he sees you.

“Hey, Alicia let me in.” He explains before nodding toward the donuts, “I brought donuts.”

“Thanks,” You whisper, pulling out a seat and sitting down.

“Can we talk about last night?” He asks, hesitantly.

You knew that you would have to tell him sometime, but you were hoping you could avoid it for at least a little while longer.

“My dad’s really,” You pause, searching for the right word, finally saying, “Controlling.”

Shawn’s eyebrows knit together, and he watches you closely. He doesn’t know where this conversation is going, and you don’t blame him.

“Both of my parents wanted me to go into the family business, but I didn’t want to. They didn’t want to hear it or even consider letting me do anything else. When I turned eighteen, I left. I got a scholarship to a university they never knew I applied to. I deleted all my social media’s and I moved away.” You haven’t spoken those words aloud to anyone, ever, and you didn’t realize they would be so difficult to say.

“You ran away?” Shawn questions, his voice barely above a whisper, and you know that he’s just trying to wrap his mind around all of it. It’s a lot, so you don’t blame him.

“I’m not a teenaged runaway. I’m not a missing person.” You respond, knowing how it sounds. “I was eighteen. I told them I was moving away to go to University. I just didn’t tell them which one because I didn’t want them to just show up or think they could buy their way back into my life. I needed to do it on my own.”

He’s not quite understanding how you could just cut your family out of your life, and you know it’s a difficult concept. “Buy their way in?” He asks.

“Yeah, knowing my dad, he’d do something like buy a building on campus or something and then make a whole show of dedicating and opening it, or find some way to show up and manipulate their way back into my life, and I just didn’t want that.”

“So, what does your dad do?”

“You ever heard of Ardes Corp.” Shawn’s eyes widen. Everyone’s heard of Ardes Corp. “My real name is Y/n Ardes. I started using my middle name as my last name, so people wouldn’t know.”

“Okay, but why go through all these lengths to still not be found by them? You clearly did it all on your own, putting yourself through Uni and everything. Why would it matter if they saw a picture of you online?”

“You know how I said I told them I was leaving, so I didn’t just run away?”

“Yeah?”

“Well it wasn’t the best conversation. They kind of disowned me, and I kind of don’t want them to find me and confront me or tell me I’m living my life wrong or do whatever they might do if they change my mind and try to drag me back home.” That may not be the full story, but you think it’ll be at least enough to satisfy Shawn for the time being.

When he nods, and hands you a napkin, you take it gratefully.

“I guess that’s why you won’t even step outside with me, huh?” He questions, opening the box of donuts.

You bite your lip, meeting his eyes and nodding.

He nods back, a silent understanding passes between the two of you. Even though you just threw a lot of information about your past at him, he doesn’t seem to be put off by it, instead, he took it all in stride.

“Thanks for buying the donuts.” You say, as he motions for you to choose first.

“You’re welcome.” He says with a smile.

You choose the twist and Shawn takes one with chocolate on it, and the two of you eat in comfortable silence. You have no doubt that Shawn has more questions, and there’s a lot more that he deserves to know, but he’s only here for another day, and you’d much rather focus on this delicious donut and the idea of some quality time alone with your boyfriend instead of rehashing your past.  

[detective-with-one-arm]

I didn’t think I’d have to make this post. I wish I didn’t have to make this post. But I have to make this post because I thought I was being as clear as possible, but maybe I need to be clearer somehow.

I have this rule outlined on my rules page:

I have RSD (Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria). So if I’m being annoying or I’m making a mistake in some way, please tell me! I’m not being an asshole, I’m just kinda dense and don’t have a lot of self-awareness, but I try my hardest. So please tell me if I overstep my boundaries or I’m being annoying.

However, I would like to make an addendum to this. Because I’ve had several incidents of people not communicating effectively with me despite how clear I’ve been with this and I’m getting tired of having this rule disregarded and treated as an afterthought, so this is my effort of making this clearer and to try and explain myself properly and why this is so important to me.

I am autistic. This is not a fact that can be ignored or brushed aside. It’s part of who I am and it affects all aspects of my interactions with others and the world. What this means for others is that I cannot pick things up intuitively. I need to have things explained to me otherwise I will not get them. This is especially true of social stuff. I also have a hard time reading tones, jokes, sarcasm, and generally picking up on social cues and such.

Basically, unless I’m directly told something, I likely won’t get it. Conversational subtext is difficult for me to pick up on especially on a text-based media platform.

As such, I need clear and open communication. This is non-negotiable. This isn’t a preference. This is a boundary I have established and a need that I need to have accommodated. I have said this many times to other people in my friend circles and in private, but maybe I wasn’t clear enough. So, I’m going to take this effort to outline what that means for me to avoid incidents of miscommunications leading to really bad escalations that could be easily avoided.

You do not have to write with me. Period. I will never force you to do anything you don’t want to do. If you don’t want to write with me at all, that is okay. I don’t mind at all. Just let me know that you’re not interested. You don’t even need to give me a reason why. You do not have to answer any starters or asks I send in. You can comfortably delete them from your inbox without saying a word and I’m okay with that. If we rp together and we’re plotting together, you don’t have to agree with whatever plots I suggest. You can very comfortably reject them and I am okay with that. Please don’t feel you have to agree to anything I suggest just to keep the peace. If you don’t want to do something, you don’t have to do it. Simple as.

If there is an issue you have with either me personally or something irp, tell me. I mean it. There is nothing wrong with approaching me if something is bothering you. I encourage it. I don’t like assuming the worst in people or jumping to the worst conclusions, so I will more often than not not assume anything is wrong unless I’m directly told that there is an issue. I am willing to make changes and accommodations so long as I’m made aware that they need to be made. Rping is supposed to be fun and if you’re not having fun, I want to be able to make it fun for both of us. I understand that that kind of thing can be anxiety-inducing and it might feel easier to just not say anything and keep it inside, but it will only end worse later on. If you need to take some time to figure out how to approach me, that’s completely fine and good. I understand. A good starting point is to say something along the lines of ‘hey, something’s been bugging me and I need to talk to you about it.’ Just a quick message that states the purpose very clearly so I can get in the right mindspace and either set aside time or properly prepare myself for the discussion. Neutral and factual statements or things that are framed as simple requests are the best way to go with me and I respond best to that. Clear, simple, and direct statements are what I appreciate. Get right to the point and explain what’s wrong and what I can do to mitigate it so we can work through it and come to an agreement.

Please do not wait if you have an issue with me. I know this can be hard to do, but it will be much better in the long run. If there is something genuinely bugging you, tell me as soon as you’re able and please don’t put it off. I will not be able to know if anything’s wrong unless you tell me, so please don’t put off telling me. The last thing I want is to find out months later about something that’s been upsetting you that could’ve been solved if I had known sooner. I don’t want to cause issues. I want to make things fun. I want to know how I can improve an rp experience with you.

Don’t try to vague or send me ‘hints’ in a way that’s not direct communication with me. I mean it. It is very easy for me to dismiss something as an ic thing or just not pick up on what you’re trying to hint at if it’s not obvious enough. Don’t send me asks about something on anonymous. Don’t passive-aggressively try and communicate with me ooc irp. Don’t vague post about me. Don’t vague me in tags. Don’t do any of that. Just come into my DMs and tell me what’s wrong. Not only is all of the above extremely rude, disrespectful, and dishonest, but it’s also completely unnecessary and ineffective. If you try and communicate with me through anything that isn’t a direct message, it will not work. I will not realize that that’s what’s happening and this will only lead to frustration and tension. If you have an issue with me, just come to me privately and tell me what’s wrong. This is much easier and takes way less time and is way less stressful.

Look, the world is already a difficult place for autistic people to navigate as is. Social norms and protocols were made by neurotypical people for neurotypical people and us autistic people are just expected to know them or intuitively pick them up even though we are physically incapable of doing that. I really don’t need people disregarding this basic need for open and direct communication making it even harder to exist as an autistic person in the world and having my needs treated like not being worth consideration.

I’m tired. I’m tired of having incidents explode because of things that could’ve been solved if I had just been told immediately and directly. I’m tired of not having my needs be taken seriously.

So please...if you are interested in rping with me and you need to know how to communicate with me in a way that I will respond well to, this is your guide. I cannot be any clearer than this. If incidents still happen despite this, then...well, I don’t know. I have to assume at that point that it’s done intentionally.

I hope this clears things up for some people and encourages people to be more open and up-front with me about things. I promise I am willing to work things out, but I can’t do that if I’m not made aware of those issues. I will be updating my rules page with an addendum about my autism and I will leave a link to this post on that page for easy access.

[faulty-writes]

Hi !!! I don’t know if the pride month requests are closed since in your bio it says they’re closed. if they are feel free to delete !!! But if you do take requests, can I request an iida x male reader, where Iida finds himself falling for the reader, but is in constant denial? Then he confides in midoriya or uraraka about his confusion and it somehow clicks in that he’s gay?? It can be headcannons, a Drabble or a one shot! Cliche, but this dude doesn’t get enough rep !!

[ I love my Iida boys. Honestly, they deserve more love. I’m currently reading My Hero Academia: Vigilantes and when Tensei Iida was introduced. I was freaking out so much, my friend had to tell me to breathe. I was simply fangirling too much. Give my Iida boys the love they deserve! <3 That being said, my boy deserves to be in a one-shot. So enjoy! I love writing for Tenya, he is such a good character! ] 

“What is it about him that distracts me so? I find myself staring at him with such strange desires coursing through my head, I simply cannot conclude an answer to this odd phenomenon. I have tried to come to a sensible solution, an explanation of what this feeling is. I cannot explain myself in full detail.” he began, his eyes focused down and his hands promptly resting on his lap. He had decided to finally confront this issue, despite the fact that he was in denial. Yes, perhaps he could admit the way he was feeling could be described as love.

But how could he possibly accept such a thing? He was a hero first, above everything. He wanted to be able to soar, to be a great role model for others. More so, he wanted to be like his big brother, Tensei. The person he had looked up to all his life, the person that had told him to become Ingenium. To carry on the name with honor, Tenya truthfully did not like thinking back to how his brother handed off that title so easily. But, his brother was doing much better and slowly adjusting to his new life in a wheelchair.

He still managed to smile and laugh, which Tenya treasured, and though he felt as if he were bothering his brother with this confusing conversation revolving around you. He knew his brother would not judge him, in fact, despite looking confused. Tensei started to laugh and Tenya looked baffled. “Please do not laugh at me! I know it’s rather hard...for I have not come to you with such a problem before, but I do not find entertainment in laughing at other’s problems!” he snapped, his hands chopping through the air like wild and Tensei’s laughter came to an end.

Though there was still a smile on the man’s face as he reached up and grabbed the back of Tenya’s neck, gently guiding him down. “Ten...sometimes you’re so oblivious,” he commented before pressing his forehead against his younger brother’s. Tenya’s eyes went wide and though he wanted to pull away, he forced himself to stay still. Tensei was always open with his affection and wore his heart on his sleeve and whatever he had to say, Tenya would be most attentive to. “If you stop looking at it as a problem...and instead, follow your feelings. Maybe you’d find the answer for yourself.” Tensei chuckled as he leaned back.

“What do you mean? How is one to follow feelings?” he paused, his body trembling before he looked away. There was a faint flush across his cheeks and he cleared his throat. “I mean, ahem...not that I have such feelings. It’s simply...impossible.” Tensei rolled his eyes, though he was still wearing a smile as he rolled away from his brother. “Uh-huh, Ten...whatever you say,” Tenya growled and swirled on his feet. “You are not much help!” he called after his brother, but once more he was greeted with laughter in response.

He let out a sigh and pressed two fingers to his forehead, jabbing at it as he tried to think of how he could possibly sort out this issue himself. It was rather crazy, he had never felt this way around anyone before. At first, he believed it was simply because of your quirk, perhaps you made him feel this way. But your quirk didn’t deal with emotions, so that theory was quickly disposed of. He then thought perhaps the way he was feeling was simply admiration, he had watched you train and your combat skills were impressive.

During the Sports Festival, he had gone toe to toe with you and though somehow, he was distracted. His face was red as he found himself staring at you. The way you moved your body and the fact, you did not hold back was incredible. He had almost thought he scared you off after the match was through because he couldn’t stop himself from speaking words of praise toward you. Most would have walked away from Tenya when he started rambling on and on, but you did not. In fact, you stayed to hear what he had to say and thanked him after.

Tenya always feels his stomach twist when he thinks back to the hug you had given him after that, somehow he felt himself longing for your touch once more and he hated it. This was nothing more than a phase, an admiration, a...he couldn’t honestly think of any other way to put it. His brother was deemed no help in this situation and the battle within his own mind proved to be a waste of time. Who else could he go to and with the confidence they wouldn’t make fun of him? Given, he had thought of going to his friend’s before.

However, Midoriya and Ochako were the ones he was closest to and the ones that he trusted more than anything. Midoriya had proved time and time again that he was nothing less than a hero. Strong, honest, and only had the desire to help others. Ochako was a tad different, she was happy and gave it her all. She was always encouraging others and while she could be shy at times. She would never intentionally hurt anyone. Tenya let out a sigh, nervously tapping his chin as he continued to think. “I suppose I have no choice,” he said, tomorrow morning he’d make the choice to reveal the secret he had been holding for so long.

Despite being nervous, he knew he had to end this somehow. When morning came, Tenya had woken up early. Deciding to go about his morning routine as quickly as he could. This included taking a shower, getting a fresh pair of glasses, eating a healthy breakfast, and bidding his family goodbye. Normally he would have awoken in the dorm building, but as of late he requested a small leave so he may stay at the Iida Estate during this rather confusing problem. But it felt almost refreshing to be able to walk to U.A. High and he smiled as he entered into Class 1-A.

He looked around, his fellow classmates were sitting and chatting amongst each other. However, Tokoyami had seemed to make it a habit of sitting on the desk. Tenya couldn’t help the growl that came from his throat and raised his hand, ready to scold the fellow hero before he heard his name, “Iida?” he felt his face immediately flush and his stomach twisted, that familiar feeling of butterflies rising and it caused him to clench his jaw. Damn it. He hated this feeling so much, but he took a deep breath. It would be rude not to face you during a conversation.

“Y-Yes?” he said as he hesitantly turned around, his body completely stiff and his fingers sticking straight out at his sides. “H-How may I be of assistance to you, Y/n?” he said, and though he noticed the strange look you were giving him. He tried to ignore it, as well as the way his mouth seemed to go dry. “Uh, I was just wondering…” you began, “Do you think maybe you could help me with some homework? Everyone says you’re the smart guy, so I figured I’d ask.” you said as you rubbed the back of your head and chuckled. Yes, Iida might be strange in some aspects.

But you still looked up to him and though you didn’t know of his feelings toward you, it was no surprise not many understood Iida’s antics. But you somehow found them adorable, even if they were borderline annoying. Tenya’s face seemed to grow darker and for a moment, you wondered if you had said something wrong before his hands shot up. “O-Of course! I uh, would be very happy to assist you with your homework. Uh, perhaps at a later date, however.” he said, the words coming out of his mouth in a choppy and almost panicked manner.

Which wasn’t like him, but maybe he wasn’t feeling well. You had heard that Tenya received special permission to return home for two weeks and you missed his presence in the dorm building. Still, you nodded, “Uh, right...sounds great.” you bowed before walking over to your seat and Tenya’s eyes followed you the whole time. Much like always, his heart was accelerating as fast as his engines. He swallowed and turned to look at Ochako and Midoriya who seemed to be having a conversation of their own.

Tenya cleared his throat once more and walked over to them, Ochako immediately turned her head with a bright smile on her face. “Hi Iida!” she greeted and Midoriya nodded. “I saw you talking to Y/n, he mentioned he wanted to talk to you earlier.” the green-haired boy shared and somehow, Tenya felt his cheeks begin to flush once again. “Ah...yes, well…” he looked away a moment, a tad annoyed that his glasses seemed to be fogging up due to the warmth of his cheeks. He groaned softly and looked back to his friends who seemed confused by his strange actions. 

“Are you okay Iida?” Ochako questioned and Tenya only nodded in response, his hands curling as they hung by his sides. “I...I wish to speak to you about Y/n in private, would it be acceptable to the two of you to meet me after class?” he questioned, holding his breath as Ochako and Midoriya exchanged looks. “Um, sure Iida.” Ochako said before Midoriya spoke, “Is everything alright between you and Y/n?” Tenya couldn’t help but feel nervous at that question and for a moment, he wondered if Midoriya had noticed his strange behavior around you as well.

“I...I’m not quite sure,” Tenya said quietly before turning to walk to his desk. He knew he was being rather ridiculous, but he couldn’t help himself. Time seemed to be going rather slow and Tenya couldn’t resist turning his head to look at you throughout the class, admiring the way you concentrated on your work. It almost made him proud, but he couldn’t tell you that. He was a nervous wreck by the time class ended and Ochako, Midoriya, and himself promptly left together. “So Iida, what exactly did you want to talk about involving Y/n?” Ochako questioned as she stood behind Tenya in the lunchline.

A tremble ran through him and once more his body went stiff. “I uh...would rather discuss it once we have a seating area,” he replied and Ochako blinked before looking over her shoulder at Midoriya who simply shrugged, Tenya was a hard person to read sometimes and it was best to go along with him rather than try and figure him out. However, once Tenya had gotten his food and chosen a table near the corner of the room. He looked to his friends who seemed more eager to hear what he had to say then what they had to eat.

“Well?” Ochako said, her hands folded into fists. She normally didn’t get involved with gossip but she had a hunch something was going on between Iida and yourself, Midoriya on the other hand tended to be oblivious. Tenya took a deep breath and looked down at his lap. “I...I am not quite sure how to put this…” he began, reaching up to tap his chin as he recalled the earlier conversation with his brother. Would his friends react the same way? Well, there's no way to avoid it now.

“I...I am unsure of how I feel around Y/n.” he began, “I...I get this odd warm feeling, I have shakes and overall, I feel rather nervous. My cheeks seem to flush and I…I do not know what is wrong. I have thoughts about Y/n constantly and they seem to go in the rather...romantic direction. I have tried suggesting it is merely admiration, for what else could it be? But I am afraid...as of late, these emotions. These strange occurrences I feel whenever in Y/n’s presence have only gotten worse.” Midoriya tilted his head, though he was a little confused as this was not what he had expected Iida to say.

Much like Ochako, he already seemed to know what the answer to Iida’s problem was. “Iida...are you sure you haven’t felt this way around anyone else?” Ochako questioned and Tenya jumped in his seat before turning to look at her, reaching up to push his glasses back up. “Well...of course not! I have thought it over very well, no one else had caused such a reaction in me,” he explained before Ochako threw out another question. “Not even a girl?” Tenya tilted his head, “I have never felt whatever this is around a female, no.” Ochako chuckled, it was so obvious.

“What are you chuckling at!? I demand an explanation! Tensei acted in a similar manner, so tell me!” Tenya demanded as he rose from his seat, his hand chopping through the air. Midoriya felt his own cheeks flush before reaching up to rub the back of his head. “Uh...Iida...have you thought it’s because you have a crush on Y/n?” he questioned before holding his hands up in a panic. “I mean not that there’s anything wrong with that! Uh, whoever you like is fine!” The last thing he wanted was Iida to be angry with him, luckily Ochako spoke up.

“That’s right!” she said as she nodded, “There’s nothing wrong with liking a boy or girl! Y/n is pretty handsome too! I know the girls in our class talk about him a lot too! I’m sure if you told him how you felt, he’d understand.” she suggested, however, Tenya seemed frozen. Crush? He blinked and lowered his hand before falling back into his seat. Could it be possible? He had tried to come up with a logical reason as to why he felt the way he did, but was love ever logical in any way? Could it be that...he tilted his head up. “Are you suggesting I’m...gay?” he questioned and Ochako shrugged while Midoriya decided to keep quiet.

“Does it matter if you are or not? I mean I’ve always thought you liked guys but that’s just my opinion.” she said before sighing, “Either way, you should just tell Y/n how you feel. The sooner you get it off your chest the better, come on Midoriya.” she said before grabbing the young boy’s hand and dragging him off his seat. Midoriya cried out and struggled to keep up with Ochako. “I think Iida needs some time alone,” she said, not because she disagreed with his choice in who he liked. But if Iida decided to confess to you during this time, it’d be best if they stayed out of any romantic business.

“Gay…” he repeated the word as he tapped his chin, feeling an odd sense of calm come over him. He had never thought much of girls, to begin with, and despite his brother being the one hero he admired more than anyone. He had always seemed to favor males over females and failed to see the reason why feminine heroes were always looked at as well, attractive. Why exposing the female parts of the body were so enthralling. Whenever he happened to see a shirtless man, his eyes would trace over their body but did that necessarily mean he was gay? Perhaps it didn’t matter, he swallowed down his nerves and rose from the table. “I must tell Y/n.” he decided, though this might be the hardest confession he ever had to face.

[spicysawdust]

I just saw that you did omegaverse👀👀 and here i am in your ask box. Hi hello, yes umm, i request? If not just delete this. But okay! So alpha denki, with a fem omega s/o, who goes into her heat during a sparring session? -💤

Yes! I accept requests😊

I’m just kind of new to Tumblr and I’m not really sure how to set everything up. Sorry😣. My whole account is just a mess

Warnings: NSFW

Denki Kaminari x female reader

3,673 words

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Being one of the only omegas in class 1A was difficult since you were stuck in a classroom with a lot of alphas with different scents. It was sometimes overwhelming and you’d often have to leave the room. When applying to UA it was required that you filled out a separate document informing the school if you were an alpha, omega, beta or anything else. Heat suppressants and rut suppressants were provided to all students attending the high school but that didn’t stop the occasional “forced mating.” You had heard stories about a few alphas forcing themselves onto omegas because the suppressants didn’t work 100% of the time. Since UA had so many students the best, most effective suppressants were passed up in favor of the cheaper ones. Quantity over quality. You were very cautious around all of the alphas in fear that if you let your guard down an alpha would forcibly breed you. You trusted them but there is no such thing as being to cautious. Right? You would still hang out around some of the alphas and betas because they were your friends and you knew they would never intentionally hurt you. Some of them were even childhood friends of yours, but the student you had known the longest was Denki Kaminari. The two of you had pretty much been friends from birth since you were neighbors growing up and went to the same school every year. He was an alpha but you still trusted him with your life and you knew he genuinely cared about you. You felt the safest when you were with him since you knew he would protect you. If your heat suppressants ever failed he would often guard your door in case any alphas caught a whiff of your sweet scent, determined to keep you safe while you were vulnerable. The scent that emitted from your room occasionally became difficult for him to bare but he wouldn’t dare leave you. You were his princess and he was your knight. You two were best friends.

You shivered as made your way from the dorms to the main high school building, the chilly wind giving you goosebumps all over your arms and legs. To your embarrassment your nipples had also pebbled, the firm little nubs poking through your bra and shirt causing you to zip up your jacket as you took your time walking. It was quiet. Peaceful. The only sound that could be heard was the wind rattling the leaves in the tree, that is until you heard rapid, running footsteps approaching you quicky. Before you could even turn around someone picked you up into the air from behind, whoever it was you could tell that they were much much larger than you and you had no chance of wiggling life of there grip. You would have screamed if you didn’t hear his voice greeting you. “Good morning Y/N!!” You immediately fell limp in relief. It was Denki. He gave you a tight squeeze before releasing you from his bear hug. You could feel your heart pounding against your ribcage with each beat as you tried to calm yourself down. “You asshole! You scared me!” You scolded as you playfully punched at his chest. “Oh yeah?” Kaminari chuckled quietly as you continued to swing at him, your soft hits eventually stopping as you took a deep breath and sighed in relief. “What if I thought you were another alpha and pepper sprayed you?” You asked, the slightest hint of worry lacing your voice. “Hmm, then I would have deserved it I guess,” he shrugged and started walking with you, patting your head almost apologetically but deep down you knew he liked scaring you. He would take every chance that he got and even go out of his way to scare you. Torturing you was like a hobby to him, but you knew he meant no harm. He was aware of the pepper spray you carried with you since he was the one that had bought it for you to protect yourself. He knew how dangerous it was to be an unmarked omega in a school practically full of alphas and the occasional beta. “Hey, you wouldn’t happen to have any water on you. Would you?” He asked. “I’ve got this really bad pounding headache,” he explained and rubbed his temples as he continued walking with you. “Oh! Yeah I do,” you said before stopping and taking your backpack off, rummaging through it for your water bottle. “These damn pills give me really bad headaches. It sucks,” he explained and ran a hand through his hair. “Yeah, mine make me feel nauseous,” you said as you handed him the water bottle. He started to chug the water you had given him, watching his throat as he repeatedly swallowed and his Adam’s apple bobbing ever so slightly. You didn’t realize you were staring until he pulled the water bottle away from his lips and wiped his mouth with the back of his wrist. He handed the half full water bottle back to you before rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. “Heh, sorry. I didn’t mean to drink so much,” he apologized to which you just shrugged, not minding at all. “I’ll forgive you if you let me ride you,” you said and looked up at the larger man in front of you, taking a step closer and entering his ‘personal space bubble.’ His face reddened immediately and his breath caught in his throat. “Y-You want to…,” he started to speak but was interrupted by you hopping onto his back, your legs wrapped around his stomach and your arms over his shoulders to hold yourself up, your backpack back on you. “See, it’s not so bad,” you said as you started playing around with his hair, running your finger along the black lightning bolt streak in his hair while resting your head in his shoulder. He took a few deep breaths before starting to carry you to the main high school building.

Once everyone had arrived and class began, you were almost immediately sent to go change into your hero costumes before physical training. While the class was on its way to go get changed, Kaminari wrapped an arm around Jiro’s shoulders and tried out a really cheesy, cringeworthy pick-up line on her. Hearing the flirting made your stomach feel tense and uncomfortable as if it was something you shouldn’t be hearing. You shouldn’t be jealous though, why would you be? Kaminari and you weren’t dating meaning he was fair game. But it still bothered you when he got all flirty with other girls that attended UA. When the class had arrived at the changing rooms the males and females split up into their appropriate locker rooms before changing and heading out to train. You couldn’t help but peek over at Jiro while she was changing, feeling a little dirty for watching her but mostly upset and maybe even a little jealous. The way her bra held her perky breasts up, how her waist was slim and perfect, the way her panties hugged her round rear so nicely made you almost hate her even though you knew that wasn’t fair. She hadn’t wronged you at all but you still couldn’t stand her. She had a gorgeous body that anyone would find appealing any you were just… you. You knew Kaminari had a thing for her. He was your best friend and you wanted him to be happy and if being with Jiro was what made him happy then he deserved it. After changing everyone headed to the gym for physical training before being paired up by Mr. Aizawa. Thankfully, you were paired up with Denki, causing you to let out an audible sigh of relief that he was your training partner. Your smile was bright as you linked arms with the taller male. The size difference between the two of you was extremely noticeable, him being one of the more larger alphas in the class. Once everyone was paired up they were sent to scatter around the gym so everyone would be given an even amount of space.

Kaminari scooped you up in his slim but muscular arms and tossed your upper body over his shoulder and held you with one arm by your legs. “D-Denki!? What are you doing!?” You squealed as your cheeks flared up. “Come on, we’re gonna train. Just me and you,” he said and pat the back of your thigh causing you to squeak again. He liked your reaction and started to slap at the back of your thighs as if they were drums causing you to squirm and wiggle. His scent seemed to get a little bit stronger, either that or your nose was becoming more sensitive. You knew that was a sign that your heat was starting but you took your suppressant pills this morning so you were all good.

Right?

“You’re so embarrassing,” you whimpered and clutched to the fabric on his back. Denki had always loved to tease you, being the kind of person to never pass up the opportunity to make you blush or cringe. He carried you over to the other side of the cement mountain where you were out of view from the teachers and most of the students, but still not in private. When he eventually set you down you playfully punched at his chest a few times. “Don’t carry me over your shoulder like that! It’s embarrassing,” you couldn’t help but whine a bit. “I’m not making any promises,” he chuckled as he pat your head. “Alright, you ready to start?” He asked as he started to stretch before cracking his neck, then knuckles, then his back. “Yeah! I’m ready to kick your ass,” you shot back with a smirk before readying yourself. There was a sudden burst inside of you, feeling something like a volcano erupting or overflowing, making you crumble to the ground. Your arms were around your stomach and your eyes were squeezed tightly shut. “Ow, ow,” you trembled as you clawed at the ground. “Y/N? What’s wrong? What happened?” Denki wrapped an arm around you and tried to help you up. “N-No! Back up, please back up,” you begged pathetically, his scent overwhelming you. “Is… is this one of your heats?” He asked as he helped you to your feet, your knees shaking as you leaned on him. “Hey, let’s get you out of here. I don’t want any other alphas in the class to smell you,” he said and let you lean on him as he helped you shuffle your way over to a walk-in utility closet that was full of training equipment. He closed and locked the doors before helping you to sit on the floor, your scent becoming much stronger. He was pretty used to the smell of your heats but they still had an effect on him. He stood in silence contemplating what to do. “Y-Your scent has gotten too strong, it would be dangerous for you to go out in the open in your condition but you can’t stay in here either,” he thought out loud. “D-Denk-ki… i-it hurts,” you whimpered causing him to quickly sit beside you in attempt to comfort you. His strong, alpha scent drove you crazy and you couldn’t help but bury your face in his shoulder with one leg on either side of his lap, your body nearly on top of his as you took in his alpha scent.

“H-Hey, you’re gonna be okay. Alright?” He said as his large calloused hands rubbing up and down your back in attempt to comfort you. “P-Please… make it stop,” you whimpered with tears in your eyes, the uncomfortable feeling in your stomach beginning to feel more and more painful. “What do you want me to do? I don’t want to leave you here like this and I-” he was abruptly cut off by you. “M-Mate with me,” you said it so blatantly and out of nowhere causing Kaminari to temporarily forget to breathe. “I-I know you probably think it’s weird and gross because we’re friends but it would r-really help me. Just try thinking of it as helping instead of being loving. P-Please?” You had pulled your face away from his shoulder just for a moment to be able to speak before hiding your beat red face in humiliation. “Y-Yeah, it’s okay. I can do that,” he said and cautiously began to undress you, taking his time and giving you plenty of chances to tell him to stop but you never did. He left the upper part of your costume on, only removing what was needed for him to reach your leaking entrance. “Here, I’m gonna stand up so it’s easier. Is that okay?” He asked for your permission before acting, causing you to nod in acknowledgment. He picked you up in his arms before standing up and pinning you to the wall, his hands under the back of your thighs in order to hold you up. Taking one hand away from your leg he began to undo his belt buckle then the button and zipper of his pants. You continued to keep your face hidden in his shoulder, refusing to face him out of pure embarrassment. The whole situation felt so wrong and uncomfortable and you hated it. He was your best friend. He shouldn’t be holding you up by your nude lower half while trying to get himself hard in between your legs. “I’m gonna put it in now, okay?” He wanted to warn you and give you one last chance to tell him to stop before deflowering you. All you did was nod in response, surprised at how quickly he had gotten hard. Maybe it was his strong your scent had gotten or maybe it was the sight of his childhood friend’s drooling pussy just for him to ravage. Disgusting, perverted thoughts flooded your mind as you felt your clit throb in excitement. The second you felt the head of his cock press against your wet folds you grabbed at the fabric of his shirt as tight as you could. “D-Denki,” you whimpered softly causing him to pull away from your entrance with a worried expression. “Yeah?” He asked. “I-I know right now isn’t the best time to say this b-but… I-I love you,” you said with glossy eyes from your tears, the pain in your stomach making you feel dizzy. Kaminari was silent for a moment before looking down to make eye contact with you.

“I-I know you probably have a thing for Jiro but… I needed to tell you,” your small body was trembling against his chest, preparing to be rejected as you clung to him. You suddenly felt full as his thick cock slid into you with ease, the tip pressing against your cervix as he pressed his lips against yours with a sudden fiery, passionate lust. Your eyes watered as you were stretched to your limit, not in a painful way but instead in a way that made you feel finally whole as if he were the piece your body had always been missing. He hesitantly pulled away and rubbed your hip in a small circle with one hand. “I love you too Y/N. I really really do and I should have said something sooner so you wouldn’t have to have experienced any pain. "I’m sorry hun,” his voice sounded husky and smooth at the same time and you wanted nothing more than to be dominated by him in that moment. “R-Really? You really love me?” You asked as warm tears of joy ran down your cheeks. “Yeah, I have for about a year or two,” he softly caressed your cheek with his gentle touch. “You’re beautiful and amazing and I love everything about you. You deserve the world,” he said as he pressed his forehead to yours. He gave a soft test thrust but there was little to no friction between the two of you. “Don’t clench around me like that baby. Just relax and let me take care of you,” he said and began to lick and suck all over your jawline, neck and shoulder. You relaxed and allowed him to move around a bit as he began to thrust up into you with a slow bit consistent speed. “Mmm, fuck baby girl. Can I mark you? Please?” He asked, if almost sounded like a beg to which you immediately tilted your head to the side and nodded. “Y-Yes Denki, mark me. Make me yours. I want to be your little omega, no one else’s,” you said and wrapped your leg as around his waist to help hold yourself up. His excitement increased and you could tell by how his thrusts had began to get faster and deeper, the sounds of skin slapping filling the medium sized closet. The sounds of other class 1A students drowned out the wet sounds of skin slapping against each other. “F-Fuck baby girl, you feel so good. Your tight little cunt is slurping up my dick. It’s so hot. You’re going to take my knot like the good little omega you are, aren’t you?” His dirty words caused your pussy to contract around him, ceasing his movement temporarily.

“M-Mark me first,” you almost demanded. You were desperate. Desperate for him to claim you as his forever and for him to fuck you full of his pups. You wanted to be his pregnant little housewife with your belly large and round with your tits swollen with creamy milk. The fantasy playing out in your mind was interrupted by a sharp stinging pain at the base of your neck. “A-Alpha!” You cried out as he bit down on your neck, making it bleed. He was quick to lick up the bloody mess he had made on your skin with his tongue before starting to pound back into you mercilessly until your eyes were rolled into the back of your skull and you were barely able to breath. “Good girl, call me your alpha. You’ve gotta work hard for my knot princess,” he growled into your ear, his scent becoming overpowering as he bared his somewhat bloody teeth. “Y-Yes Alpha! Your my alpha! I want- no, I need your knot Denki! Please!” You were shaking and trembling as he continued to fuck you senseless. “Fuck babe, you’re so cute when your crying and begging for your alphas hot cum to fill up that tight little pussy of yours. Shit,” he groaned as his knot began swelling, making it a little bit more difficult to thrust in and out of you. You intentionally clenched up around him just to tease him, making him moan out in surprise and making his knot swell up twice as fast. It got big enough to the point where he could no longer pull out, locking himself inside of you. His hips bucked frantically, trying to get any kind of friction in order to release inside of you. He was frustrated and worried that he would lose his climax if he couldn’t cum soon. “Say please,” you whispered into his ear with a devilish smirk. You knew he was having trouble releasing and you knew just how to help. “F-Fuck, please baby girl. Let me fill you up to the brim with my cum,” he growled into your ear before biting at the lobe. You smirked, satisfied with his plea and began tightening and relaxing your kegel muscles, making it feel like a tight, hot throbbing around his cock while rolling your hips in fast grinding circles. You reached down and frantically began rubbing at your swollen clit, making your pussy clamp down on his dick even harder.

“Ahh! God damn it baby girl. Fucking take it,” he groaned harshly as rope after rope of his thick, potent cum pained your pulsating pussy walls. Your whole body felt like it was buzzing almost like static electricity shooting through your body which only amplified your orgasm. “Ngghhh~!!” Your voice broke as you cried out as an overwhelming orgasm took over your body. You were shaking as you eventually came back down from your climax only to realize he was still stuck inside of you, his knot still swollen. His legs twitched and trembled ever so slightly as he did his best to continue holding you up. You released his waist from between your legs and tried to stand before your legs gave out. He was quick to catch you and both slowly and carefully brought you down to the floor with him, still holding you on his lap while inside of you still. “God, I love you so much,” he huffed into your ear while wrapping his tired arms around you. He held you in that position for what felt like forever until the swelling of his knot went down but even then he kept himself inside of you, finding your warm walls comfortable around him. “I love you too Denki,” you whispered back, half asleep. At this point most students and a few teachers had definitely noticed you were missing but it didn’t matter to you. The only thing that mattered to you at the moment was the blonde haired man beneath you two lied in your afterglow. “I love you Y/N,” you heard him whisper. You replied with an ‘I love you too’ but it was barely audible and sounded muffled in the fabric of his shirt. He was your alpha now and all you could think about was your future with him.

[scpbad]

‘My bad experience with an SCP Wiki moderator.’

This was submitted by a user who wishes to remain anonymous. This is not by the author of this blog.

Hi, I hope it’s ok for me to send a huge wall of text like this, because it’s the shortest I could manage. I’m putting my username in the required submission settings, but I want to remain anonymous in this post. I alluded to what I’m about to describe here in an ask I sent to this blog… about a week ago, I think. The timeline for this experience is approximately November 2018 - June 2019.

In late October of 2018, some things happened between me and another SCP author that scared the shit out of me and made me worry that I would need to leave the SCP community, possibly even delete all traces of my existence off the internet. I don’t want to talk about them here, but my distress was obvious to a few people on Discord, and it was during this time that a wiki author and j-staff member named Uncle Nicolini reached out to me to see if I was ok, despite the fact that we didn’t know each other well. We started talking to each other pretty regularly. We were both very depressed people who’d been through some traumatic experiences, so we were able to relate over that.

After about three weeks, it turned out that he had developed a very strong crush on me. I will admit that I did flirt with him back on a few occasions. At the time I was an openly sexual person. Here’s where the issues started: I am aromantic and bisexual, but the aromantic part is what really matters here. Uncle Nicolini is not. Despite the fact that we had only been talking to each other seriously for a few weeks, he became very angry that I could not feel attracted to him romantically. It got to the point that he threatened to kill himself because I would not be his girlfriend, and tried to manipulate me into believing that my sexual orientation was wrong. I vaguely recall him expressing the idea that women owed him something because of his semi-recent negative experience with a former girlfriend. I was absolutely horrified. At the time, I was barely 19 and he was 24. I tried telling some other people that I still trusted about what was happening, but the response I would get usually wasn’t much better than something like “Oh no, that sucks.”

Eventually I confronted him by text messages (I had his number and I hoped it would make him take me more seriously). I told him straight up what I thought of his behavior, and the response I got was… not very good. The tone I got from his responses was that I was wrong for getting angry at a depressed person, along with an entirely unrelevant excuse as to why I was not allowed to express any form of “passive-aggressiveness” towards him. Eventually we came to an agreement and decided to stay friends, but the apology he gave me was very backhanded and ultimately it felt like I was the one who was being a mean bitch. I genuinely tried to move past it, but over the next few months I couldn’t help but think back to what had happened and I felt like the incident was always haunting all of our interactions. To Nico’s credit - for a few months after this happened, I feel that he did genuinely try to help me with my trauma and be a good friend, which is why I have been extremely hesitant to talk about this publicly. I would not be writing this had I not very recently come to a conclusion about some of his other behavior towards me, which I’ll be talking about later.

Eventually, another major conflict happened between us. In late December through all of January, I was involved in some major drama in the SCP community (related to what I vaguely referenced at the beginning of this post) that resulted in both me and the unnamed author being permanently banned from the SCP Wiki. Though I should have been satisfied, especially after a month of hardship that I feared would go nowhere, I felt as though my experiences had been invalidated by the SCP Wiki admin team, and I was stuck in a situation where although I wanted to still be a part of the SCP community, there were now several barriers to me doing so, not to mention the way that my reputation was permanently affected. For the next two months I was a very aggressive ball of negativity, and I didn’t notice how much I was bothering some people around me. A bunch of people made it clear (though politely, out of respect for my situation) that they wanted nothing more to do with me. Uncle Nicolini was the one who took it upon himself to show me why my negativity was so damaging, and before I continue, I want to be clear that I think he was right. However, and I understand that it may be problematic that I cite these during a situation where I was the one in the wrong - there were two things about this situation that were incredibly troubling to me. The first is that during the argument, I also brought up Nico’s past sexual harassment of me and how months later I was still very upset about it, even though I tried my best not to let it show. His initial response to me bringing it up was something like “I thought I already apologized for that.” He did eventually give me a real apology after some probing, not the half-assed line he had given me in November to shut me up, but it made it clear to me that he did not understand how he had affected me, or perhaps did not care.

Simultaneously - and I’m going to do my absolute best to explain my argument here - I also believe that this encounter was when I first noticed a pattern of gaslighting from Nico that would become more obvious over time, though I would not be able to put it into words until now. During our encounter, Nico also told me that he thought I was “emotionally manipulative, but not intentionally.” Something like that. It was not at all a light accusation. And yet, by the end, he was back to saying that he greatly wanted to continue to be my friend for a long time. I accept the possibility that he was wishing the best for me and genuinely wanted me to see that my behavior was bad so I could be a better person, and was using the argument as a test to see whether or not I could self-reflect. What I don’t find a coincidence is that I feel this exact situation happened multiple times over the course of our friendship, even in situations that were much lower stakes. I notice a pattern in which Nico would find something to make me feel bad about, turn it into a big deal, and then shortly after go back to saying that he greatly wanted to be my friend and hoped I would always be his friend. I have come to the conclusion that this was likely controlling behavior on the part of Nico. I’m unsure what his exact motivations behind it could have been, but I think my concern is legitimate.

Connected to this observation - I recall one time, when I was becoming involved with a similar but non-SCP writing site after I had given up on returning to the SCP fandom, an instance in which I believe that Nicolini intentionally tried to start drama between me and a friend. I became aware of the fact that he had been showing a server of other people our private DMs, or possibly just my private thoughts, without my permission to former friends who were hesitant to support the community I was becoming involved with due to the fact that it contained a mix of people from both the SCP Wiki and RPC authority. I am not entirely sure what his motivations behind this could have been, because even after everything that had happened I still openly supported the SCP community, but I fear that he was purposefully trying to make people distrustful of me behind my back. Why he would do this, I’m not entirely sure. When I expressed concern over what he was doing, because it made a friend of mine upset for a short time, my feelings were largely shrugged off.

I also noticed, over time (because I did keep trying to be his friend), a worrying pattern of aggression from Nico towards other people. I observed that he had a pattern of getting into fights during opportunities where he knew that he either could not get in trouble for it or that his anger was directed at someone who was generally unpopular with the crowd he hung out with. He seemed to partly acknowledge that he had anger issues, but would often blame it on an excuse like “my antidepressants make me aggressive” or “I’m stressed out because of the work I do for the SCP Wiki.” While these explanations are understandable to an extent, they ultimately do not fully excuse hateful behavior towards an individual, and I worry that they indicate that Uncle Nicolini still has issues with owning up to his own bad/abusive behavior when he needs to.

At one point I ended up speaking to a confidant in private about my some of my experiences with Uncle Nicolini, because I was wondering if I should block him like my gut was telling me to, even though I felt like I should suck up my concerns and try to maintain our friendship. He told me not to put pressure on myself and take some more time to think. Eventually, though, a certain event forced me to admit that I was deeply uncomfortable with Nico’s past and present behavior, this feeling would not go away, he had an increasing habit of dismissing my concerns, and for my own mental health it was better that I find a way to get away from him somehow. I understand that this method is not ideal, and it may be seen as leading him on, but over time I tried to talk to him less and less, and when he did reach out to me, I would say everything that I thought he wanted me to say, and I finally blocked him on every platform I could think of when I thought the coast was clear at the start of July. I don’t regret doing so.

Before anyone asks, yes, I did report him to SCP staff. I told them about the sexual harassment I had experienced from him because I figured it was all that was actionable. I didn’t push the issue that much, because sometimes it’s just…. exhausting laying so much of your private life bare after repeat scary experiences in a community that was supposed to be fun. Either they didn’t believe me or thought he was too valuable to lose, because about a month after I reported him he was promoted to moderator, and only one person vaguely referenced his behavior in the promotion thread.

I haven’t spoken to Nico in several months, and therefore I can’t tell anyone for certain if his behavior has improved. I don’t wish any form of harassment towards him as a result of this post. I don’t feel like I can do anything more public than this, due to the potential for backlash and the fact that I’m drained from a year of nonstop drama and other traumatic events. I strongly advise that young people, especially young GRSM people be wary when choosing to interact with this person. I strongly suggest that you do not engage with him sexually in any way. Last I saw, he still has a habit of being flirty with people in the community (and though I cannot confirm this for sure, I feel like I’ve noticed some slight creepiness towards trans people - especially trans women - from him.) As I always recommend when interacting with individuals from the SCP community - because I have seen much bigger, much worse, and much scarier drama than anything I’ve described here - please don’t ever be afraid to ask someone you trust for info about another person.

[tae-kun]

If the Main Reason why you log onto Tumblr is for Porn, then you don’t understand what made Tumblr special in the first place

Tumblr is not a Porn Site

It was never intended to be, so for the people that are saying stuff like “Tumblr never supported our sex work anyway” you’re 100% correct. Being allowed to post Pornography isn’t the same as being a source for it. Over the years Tumblr has been ran rampant with porn to the point that content creators that did other stuff that didn’t relate to porn slowly started to go to other platforms; Since their work was being overshadowed by the sheer volume of porn and they struggled to get any attention on their work.

You people are acting like Tumblr is attacking sex workers as if this was their main and only place to earn money for their work.

There are porn sites that are made to promote AND support sex workers. Hell PornHub will pay people for their sextapes and has multiple systems in place for them to make money off Ad revenue alongside having a tip system, content protection and other stuff

Anyone that was serious about their sex work would have been using sites like this instead of relying on Tumblr as a main source of revenue or promotion.

Tumblr is a trash place to try to promote anything! Constant spamming of bots and tags, No reliable Notification system or way for your followers to see you’re new posts out of the sea of reblogs. So to act like these new changes are going to serious kill anyone that is in the sex work is flat out outrageous.

Hell a majority of the popular porn that was on here wasn’t even from amateurs making videos on here. People were taking porn from porn sites and making blogs centered around it and would constantly flood their blogs with this content which would then, overshadow any amateur worker on here that made their own work; since they had no to even compete with the constant bombardment of daily new stuff that these blogs were taking and using.

People would steal other peoples videos and get popular of it without even crediting the original creator and would even go as far as to SELL these videos and make more money of it than the actual people in the damn video.

So Tumblr was never an ideal place for sex work to begin with, so throw that excuse out. Most people only used Tumblr to promote their private snapchat or onlyfans account which you can still do in a regular selfie or post. There are thousands of people on Instagram making hundreds and thousands of dollars doing the same thing and they don’t have one titty out on their page. Just tight clothing and skimpy outfits.

If you’re really upset that you can’t watch porn on here after Dec 17

At first it was funny seeing people joke about the porn being gone. But some of y’all are really upset and mad that you need to actually go to a porn sites to watch porn???

Some of y’all don’t even post nudes or create anything that could be considered sexual and y’all saying “ima delete my blog since tumblr is trying to silence me”

(Side Note: Just because your post got flagged doesn’t mean it will be deleted. They already said stuff like this would happen as they added in this new system. So mistakes like these are bound to happen and will most likely be fixed in a week or so and have no negative affect on your blog. Y’all really acting like Tumblr is out to silence your love for cats and landscapes 🙄)

Like i said before there are plenty of sites to watch porn on and if your favorite sex worker is serious about their job then you will see them on there. Which only makes things easier for both of you. But lets be honest, most of y’all just like the idea of seeing porn without having to actually look for it, like it’s some nasty secret. On Tumblr you couldn’t escape porn even if you searched things that were unrelated to it. Tumblr gave you guys the perfect cover up for it and you guys went overboard with it and here we are. People are so quick to compare this issue to other Tumblr problems but there was never a issue as big as people with dick profile pics dming you no matter who you were (kids or adults)  and sending you nude pics; then Porn Bots popped up under everyone’s post no matter if you had the safety lock on or not.

You guys made hundreds of post saying how much you hate porn blogs getting tens of thousands of notes in agreement about it, You guys would put “no porn blogs allowed” in your description box or something similar in meaning.

And now when Tumblr puts a system in place to directly remove it, you guys try to back pedal and claim that it will kill sex workers, freedom of speech and sexuality based off opinions, assumptions and things that aren’t even in the policy change.

Some of y’all honestly suggested “Just add a age verification system” as a way to fix the porn issue.... That shit ain’t never worked since 2002! I got so use to lying on those things that i sometimes forget that i’m grown and that i don’t need to put “01/11/1975″

The only people that this severely hurts are

1a) People that steal porn from other sites to use on their blog to get followers, to then try sell promo slots

1b) People that are stealing other sex workers content and illegally selling them

2) Child Porn Blogs

THAT’S IT

And Honestly is that really a bad thing? Getting rid of people that were stealing other peoples stuff and making money off it and pedophiles.

The way tumblr was set up allowed blogs like these to thrive without any risk, outside of getting their blog deleted (just to make a new one) and it only continued the flood of porn which became the breeding grounds for Porn Bots

Tumblr is suppose to be a place to freely express all forms of art, ideas, and conversations. But because of the nonstop flood of porn, most people only know it for Porn and Emo kids. Which brings me back to my original statement

This isn’t a Porn Site

Porn became so over flooded on here that you didn’t even need to search to find it. All you had todo is take off the safe lock and search anything, even a city. There would be hundreds of porn pics and videos in every slot. And before you say “well just keep the safety lock on”

Any content that had cursing, fighting or even slight nudity got put behind there. So unless you were just on here for kpop, aesthetics and Steven Universe you weren’t really seeing anything different with that lock on.

( Another Side Note: For you people trying to compare the porn flood to white supremacy blogs need to stop it. All the time i’ve been on here i have never NEEEVVVEEER accidentally came across any pro white supremacy post or blog unless it was someone exposing them and their stupidity which would then cause them to delete their blog. If you are constantly seeing anything Pro Nazi, Pro White Supremacy, Pro homophobia or anything similar that supports bigotry; then you are actively searching for it and follow these people. These blogs don’t even make up 5% of the content seen on here with or without the lock. So trying to say that Tumblr supports these blogs since they’re still around is Mr. Fantastic level of reaching. These blogs have never been a serious issue to the point that Nazi Bots were created saying “Hate jews and blacks clck here for more ;)”. So stop this weak comparison.)

I created a Tumblr and made it one of my main platforms to create content on because of the communities and people i found on here.

I found Great stories and Dope artist on here. I found people being able to fully express themselves and find an audience for them that helped share their work through a simple reblog. But if you’ve been noticing or have been on here long enough, most content creators don’t use Tumblr as their main platform to create or promote their content anymore. And why would they?

People barely activate their notifications for blog updates, It’s hella hard to find an audience through the constant reblogging of already popular stuff From Vine and Twitter, people rarely go outside of tumblr to support peoples stores or websites. Hell most artist on here that become popular on here that get continued support are the ones that have made or continue to make some kind of pornography of real or fictional characters. It’s hella rare to find any artist that hasn’t made any porn, that is equally popular or supported like the ones that have; which just goes back to people thinking Tumblr is for porn.

Tumblr isn’t even against the idea of expressing yourself or art through nudity as their post and policy change explicitly explained. And people’s content that’s getting flagged that doesn’t go against that policy is a problem THAT THEY SAID WOULD HAPPEN as they get everything in order with their new system

All of these long post that people are writing about it that and they themselves forgot to do some basic reading on the topic. 

Tumblr Staff- “Certain types of artistic, educational, newsworthy, or political content featuring nudity are fine. Don’t upload any content, including images, videos, GIFs, or illustrations, that depicts sex acts.

This isn’t an attack on people’s ability to speak out or embrace themselves. They are directly trying to remove Porn which they won’t be able to fully do, even Instagram and Twitter can’t do that; no public site with millions of people can. But they’re at least trying to get rid of the constant overflow of it. 

It’s so sad to see hundreds and thousands of you saying “i only used Tumblr for porn” because that just shows how derailed this site has become and why Tumblr had to make these extreme decisions especially after being removed from app stores because of the child pornography.

If you’re going to leave because you can’t make porn on here: I can see why you would do that but there is no reason to. You can still use your blog to promote your stuff and make teases of your work that can be found or bought else where. Tumblr was never a reliable place for sex work and i highly recommend using Sites that will actually protect your work and put some money in your pockets while doing it

If you’re leaving because you can’t watch porn on here: You probably weren’t supporting anyone really and only made the influx of porn worse, making it harder for other content users to be seen. If you were supporting actual sex workers on here then continue to do so, I’m sure anyone serious would have more than just tumblr as their main platform.

For those that got popular and made money off other people sex work: So long and farewell

For the Child Porn Blogs: Hope you get mental help or burn. Either or is fine with me

For the people that may get upset by this: Correct me, Prove me wrong, Let’s have a whole serious discussion about this and hear each others side with no fighting or disrespect :D 

For all of Us: Lets actually support and help the people that really make Tumblr the gem that it is. Lets make this platform be known for creative people and unique ideas; and communities that actually comfort and understand us. Let’s actually make this platform something that’s known for more than just Porn and Emo Kids.

Regardless i hope that everyone can calm down and act like there’s more here than just porn..