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deletreatualma · 3 months ago
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Shippy starter call?
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rcgued · 4 months ago
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surprise im a multimuse now >:)
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shadowedresolve · 6 months ago
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okay so like i swear i'll stop posting starter calls soon i'm so sorry but would anyone like an ann or toshiro starter. uwu.
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tvrningout · 11 months ago
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outoftheirdifferences · 1 year ago
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Also want to note, based on the last post, that I'm now going to be shifting muses between the 'Primary' and 'Secondary' muses pages as appropriate.
I've wanted to do this for a while - as my muse fluctuates, shuffle the characters who I have most muse for onto the primary list and those who I'm currently less inspired for onto the secondary list - but it just didn't really work out when one list was using unique artwork for the characters and the other still just had screencaps, since mixing the two would look messy. Now that I can use the same style of image for both, though, I'm going to put this into practice ^^
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arctic-shard · 10 months ago
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scp-012 causes whoever saw it to continue the notes using their own blood and if that person were to finish a section of the sheet, the person will kill themself declaring the piece is impossible to finish, I just thought it would be interesting gift for the Yellow Lord.
Bumping this up the queue because the furnace is broken and my office is too cold to work in, so drawing is out for now ( I can set my laptop up anywhere, but hauling out the peripheries like the scanner is Too Much Effort and I have no space for it in my temporary workspace. ) But I can write, and while I could just do a little illustration for this, the idea intrigues me too much to leave it at that anyway.
Dunno how old you are @randomlbirdo, so here's the warnings: No sex happens but there's a couple mentions of Odious as a sexually-active being. Self-harm, sort of, does it count when you're not doing it to hurt yourself, you just need to feed blood to a cursed artefact?
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The Unending Crescendo
The Yellow Lord Odious has an anomalous object stolen from the Foundation. It can resist the curse, but it can't resist a challenge …
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The Lords of Alagadda, much as they considered Earth a backwater world, still kept an eye on it with their agents and cults. It was a wild place, full of emotion and stories and creativity and Alagaddans craved those things.
The Earth also contained the SCP Foundation - not a threat, but something to keep tabs on. The Foundation meddled with Alagadda occasionally, which was what initially drew the attention of the lords, but what kept their attention were the artefacts the Foundation had hidden away in storage. In their attempt to keep anomalies out of the hands of their fellow humans, the Foundation had gathered them up into convenient boxes that a determined Alagaddan Lord could borrow whenever it pleased.
There were ways to smuggle things in and out of Alagadda unchanged. They involved complicated alchemical wards and rituals, but it was doable.
This was not what the Yellow Lord, Wearer of the Odious Mask, was thinking about at the moment. It had put such plans into action weeks ago. It was busy in its study, sketching out musical notes as it played them - primary hands on the violin, secondary to write. The wastebasket nearby was overflowing with torn and crumpled sheets. Aside from the desk, the room contained dozens of musical instruments, including the organ it used for practice. The grand pipe organ of il Palazzo dell'Ira was in the audience hall.
Odious snarled as a knock on the door distracted it. Not that it was making any more progress than usual, but what if this time the notes were correct? It set down the violin with uncharacteristic gentleness, crumpled the sheet and threw it in the general vicinity of the wastebasket, then stalked to the door and flung it open.
A servant stood there, struggling with the weight of a gold case covered in alchemical symbols and the Yellow Lord's brand. The servant tried to lift the case to present it, but the gold was too heavy. "My Lord, I have the artefact. But do be careful with it."
The servant flinched under Odious' glare, the Yellow Lord not deigning to answer vocally. How dare this lesser being be concerned for it and not hateful? Odious was no apprentice alchemist who needed warnings, Odious was one of the great powers of Alagadda. But it did note how reluctantly the servant parted with the case, not because it wanted to protect Odious but because the artefact inside pulled at it. Odious had prepared for that - once the case was locked, only Odious could open it again, protecting its lessers from the artefact's curse. Odious needed the servant alive to deliver it, after all.
Odious chased the servant away, locked the door, and set the gold case on its desk.
It was one of the contradictions of Alagadda that Alagaddans were not themselves creative. The Humours were muses, sparking creativity in lesser beings but incapable of true creation themselves. Mirth was too stupid to care about this and Diligence even seemed to prefer copying, but Odious was different. Its role to be discontented, and one of those sources of discontent was that it was unable to compose its own music. Every time it tried, it only heard other composers - not mere influences but the core of the work. Nothing in its own compositions was Odious.
Deep in its twisted heart, Odious longed to be heard. Perhaps the only one who truly knew Odious was the Hanged King itself as it plundered Odious' mind for new sensations. But did the King really know it? Was it only interested in the hate Odious was created for and ignored its soul?
Odious could scream and use telepathy and fuck and torture, but these were all crude methods of communication compared to music. Music was pure. If Odious could just compose something of its very own, if it could write its Self in musical notation, maybe it would finally reach someone. Maybe someone would finally understand.
Maybe the King would be proud.
Millennia of failure had left it desperate enough to dabble in unknown magic. It drew a key from one of its pockets, licked the teeth to coat them in its bile, and opened the gold case.
Inside was a single sheet of music, penned in blood.
Perhaps it would accept Alagaddan ichor as a suitable ink.
Odious could feel the pull of the artefact. The page wanted blood. Odious denied it for now - no mere artefact could usurp the will of a Humour. Instead it set it on the desk. It hummed the melody as it read the score.
An interesting piece. Bold and jarring, but Odious quickly determined that this artefact wouldn't solve its problem. The score didn't change with each new blood donor, the music was using the blood to complete itself. Odious could add nothing to it but ink.
Odious lifted a hand to rip the paper to shreds in frustration, but changed its aim at the last instant to tear scratches in the table. It had put in an effort to claim this artefact. It would be more of a waste to destroy it immediately. Perhaps Odious could figure out the mechanism of it, to craft a page that it could wring out its heart over and write its own soul.
The melody had intrigued it. How would it sound with more parts played? Music was the purest language, playing the score would help Odious understand the artefact. It set the page on a music stand, settled itself beside the organ, and picked up the violin again.
Odious played perfectly. It always did. It had a passion for instrumental music from its awakening and had practiced for millennia. Two hands for the violin. Six on the organ - it didn't need to look at it to hit every note and pull every stop correctly.
The music was a discordant cacophony, mere noise to someone without Odious' experience. There was something in it, a pattern just at the edge of understanding. And the music just kept building. It shouldn't have been possible - a crescendo can't build forever, there needs to be a release or at least lessening of tension, but it never came. The single page somehow held thousands of lines of music, and the music swelled and built up and up for hours, frustrating and leaving Odious desperate for a conclusion, like an orgasm that just wouldn't come off …
The score ended so abruptly that for an instant Odious thought it had died. But it couldn't be dead, it had been dead before and its dead husk's hearts didn't hammer like this, its lungs didn't heave like this when it was dead. With shaking hands, it lowered its violin.
The violin had a chin rest made of Alagaddan porcelain-chitin, one of the few substances that Odious' bile couldn't destroy. It hadn't helped - Odious had leaked so much from its eyes and mouth that the bile had overflowed and scorched the instrument. Odious threw it aside and glared down at the music sheet.
"Where are you going with this? How do you end?" it hissed, taking the glove off one of its secondary hands and slicing the soft palm open with a talon. Thick, black ichor dripped onto the page and formed more notes.
Odious read the new lines. No conclusion, just more build-up. But it had to be near a resolution. It had to end. Odious ruptured some inner chambers in its body to send more ichor out of the wound.
The notes continued to form.
Odious wasn't going to let a piece of paper defeat it.
It picked up a new violin and readied itself beside the organ. There was no place to start from but the beginning - to begin in the middle would be an insult to the piece.
Odious could focus on regenerating its ichor to drip on the page and play the violin and play the organ. And, just to show the page who held the power, it sang the melody as well, a sharp, wordless soprano. It was the greatest musician in Alagadda, in all the lands of the Nevermeant, possibly even the multiverse. It was going to play the piece perfectly and to the end.
Hours later it reached the part written in its own ichor and kept playing. Odious was going to make it to the end. It was going to find the conclusion.
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Odious woke up stiff and aching, staring up at the ceiling of its study. It tried to strech but couldn't move.
Finally awake, my lord?
The Ambassador. Odious managed to turn its head to find the hateful creature delicately unfolding the crumpled balls of paper from the wastebasket. It had no face, but Odious knew it was sneering at its attempts at writing music. Odious flexed its arms, recognising the feel of rope around them. "What are you doing here?"
Amusing myself by reading your pitiful efforts to create, my lord.
"Fuck you. You interrupted my practice."
The Ambassador huffed. Practice? You allowed yourself to be possessed by a mere artefact. I had to bind you to pry you away from it, all while you screamed that you had to finish the song.
While the Ambassador prattled, Odious managed to curl around to drip bile on some of the ropes to burn them away. With a few arms free, it began untying itself. "Where is the cursed music sheet?"
Back where your stooge took it from.
Perhaps the artefact was more dangerous than Odious had given it credit for, if the Ambassador itself had deigned to remove it from Alagadda. It was the humans' problem again. "What do you care what I do?"
I do not.
Which meant that it had been ordered. Which meant that the Hanged King had sensed something wrong with Odious and sent its servant to sort things out -
Odious' thoughts were interrupted by the Ambassador's laughter. Is that sentiment I sense in you, my lord? Does the Seething Prince long for daddy's approval? For shame. Our King will be most disappointed.
Finally free of the ropes, Odious lunged for the Ambassador. It stepped out of the way and Odious ended up tackling its own desk.
When Odious untangled itself from the furniture, the Ambassador was gone. Odious howled in rage, at the loss of its prey, at the Ambassador's taunts. You twist my thoughts! I don't want love and approval! I don't want softness! I am everything I am meant to be - I am hate and anger and passion and violence - and I am the best at it! I play my role perfectly! I want -
Odious needed to be perfect. Nothing less was enough. It had to be so perfect that no one could ever find flaw, not even itself. It was a hard way to live, a crescendo without end. If it was perfect, then people would finally notice all it did for Alagadda and appreciate it, instead of taking the rituals and concerts and efforts for granted. It did what it was meant to do but nobody cared that it did it well, they only noticed when Odious made a mistake, so Odious had to be perfect, perfect, perfect …
I want …
The ending Odious craved was to become so hateful, so despised that the Hanged King itself grew angry enough to blast it out of existence. To be seared into oblivion by the hate of a god … glorious. Perfection.
But Odious also wanted to lay its head in the Hanged King's lap, feel the desiccated fingers stroke its hair, and know its efforts and work were seen and appreciated. To know that it had succeeded at being the Yellow Lord, at being Odious. To know that the King was proud of it. To be able to rest, just for a little while.
Triumphant fine or quiet diminuendo, there could be no applause, no rest, until the play was over.
I want to know how it ends.
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Don’t know if this has been asked or mentioned yet for the Pack but what are their sexualities?
(Love you writing btw ❤️)
"This can be a sensitive subject for a lot of people for quite a few different reasons." You caution immediately, and everyone in the pack nods in agreement. You give a slight smile. "Most of us are very comfortable and settled into our chosen sexualities, so we're comfortable talking about and discussing it, but just know, even if you're not sure where you fall on the scale or are currently dealing with some internalized issues, you are always welcome and safe here with us.
"Yep." Chan nods seriously. "Out of the closet, in the closet, wherever you are currently, we love and support you and your choices and we understand the difficulties and stigmas with deciding and coming to to terms with who you are and how to present that."
"That being said-" You smile a bit bigger now. "I think it's pretty safe to say that we're all part of the queer community here."
"What part of this-" Hyunjin gestures to the other eight members of the pack with amusement. "-looks straight to you?"
You laugh. "So, the whole polyamory thing, that more comes from the wolf side of our genders and personalities. Wolves are not loners, they need a pack, but also, as humans and people, we needed to be okay with that too obviously for this to work."
"Yep." Jisung is nodding now. "Because your wolf side can be all gungho about the idea of a pack, but if you as a person don't believe you can love more than one person at the same time, then you're definitely going to struggle. And that's okay."
"As far as personal sexuality-" You muse, glancing around at the pack. I think we all kind of fall into the same spectrum, but with individual differences and different labels."
"I've known I was bisexual for as long as I can remember." You go on, looking thoughtful. "My parents didn't like the idea at first, but when I had my first girlfriend in high school, they came around. It's always just felt natural for me to find the beauty in both males and females."
"I'm also bi." Changbin adds, nodding his head. "Though unlike (Y/N), I think I fought more with alpha stereotypes for a long time-from myself mostly, but also other people-and that stopped me from really exploring and realizing that truth about myself until I graduated high school and moved away for college."
"And now he's just a fucking flaming queer." Hyunjin teases, grinning at the alpha, as he leans over and presses a kiss to his cheek, Changbin rolling his eyes.
"Yeah, something like that."
"I was kind of a late bloomer as well." Chan cocks his head, considering for a moment. "I didn't realize being bisexual was even an option honestly until I got to high school and met some pretty open minded classmates. I also made the realization coincidentally around the time I first met Felix."
He grins over at the omega and Felix grins back.
"Weird how that happens, huh hyung?"
"Yeah, weird." Chan agrees, grinning even bigger now.
Felix laughs at the head alpha's antics. "I'm bisexual as well. Definitely known since I was a kid, my parents were always super supportive, I was lucky that way. Helping Chan-hyung find out his sexuality in high school was also kind of fun, if you know what I mean."
Jisung guffaws and Chan blushes.
"I'm pansexual, and I think I've cognitively known for a long time." Hyunjin volunteers. "I've always never really cared much about genders-primary or secondary-and always just been attracted to people because of who they are, not what they are."
"Same." Jisung agrees, nodding enthusiastically. "Gender has never mattered to me when it came to partners. In the past or present. I remember when I was first figuring it out, I got a little freaked out, because one day in middle school, I had the thought 'wow, that's kind of hot' in reference to one of my fellow guy friends working out, and I thought I was having some sort of mental health break at thirteen. Turns out I'm just attracted to everyone-no matter the gender-who fits my checklist in personality."
He grins, and Hyunjin laughs in shared sympathy.
"I think I'm also pansexual, honestly." Jeongin interjects thoughtfully, and Jisung gives him an affectionate look across the room. "I used to think` maybe I identified as bisexual like noona and the hyungs, but the more I've grown and learned about myself, the more I can see that I'm attracted to traits and not body parts."
"And that's definitely okay." Chan nods at the youngest encouragingly. "Gender and sexuality is a fluid scale as far as I'm concerned, and you can change or adjust or tweak at any time as you find out more about yourself."
"I'm demisexual." Seungmin announces, shifting slightly to cross his arms over his chest. "You have to win my affection and loyalty by proving to me that we have an emotional connection."
"You also have to compete in a joust." Jisung teases, and the other beta smacks him lightly.
"Physical means nothing to me without the foundation there first." Seungmin continues, ignoring Jisung's jibes. "That's why I told noona 'no, but I could' when she first asked me if I liked her like I liked Changbin. The connection was being built between us, maybe more than study buddies at the time, but it wasn't quite there yet, not enough for me to feel romantic toward her."
"And I appreciated the honest. Even if I cried in the shower about it later." You tease back with a slight smile in the beta's direction.
"I am also demi." Minho shrugs a shoulder casually. "You could be the hottest person on the goddamn planet, but if I don't know you and I don't have anything built with you, I couldn't care less. Big dicks don't impress me if there's not big feelings behind them."
"Get that on a t-shirt." Hyunjin points at Minho, and Jeongin hurriedly whips out his phone and opens his notes app.
"On it, hyung. Writing this down for later reference."
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art-sicordial · 3 months ago
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Supporter Content, Patreon vs Ko-fi
TL:DR I'm going to keep using Patreon as a primary support platform until it's unusable but Ko-fi will be available to those who prefer it, just be aware that some content may be censored there or may be missing entirely.
Patreon had been making changes recently (well, really the past couple years) that have made them less appealing as a platform to use for both creators and potential supporters. I would like to use Ko-fi as a secondary support method for people that would prefer that platform and for myself to have an alternative. I am a bit hesitant to use Ko-fi as I'm worried that some of the comic's content just isn't suitable for the platform, this was something I weighed two years ago when I originally chose Patreon over Ko-fi. I am creating horror content and payment processors hate violence and nudity.
I'd prefer to not end up having to tag my Ko-fi page as adult like I did for my Patreon as I'm also looking at moving my Etsy store offerings over to Ko-fi. That's the big reason why I'm treading extra carefully. So I'm working things out, here are my current musings, I'm super open to feedback and suggestions:
Tiers: I'm going to do one solid tier for Ko-fi, $5 a month and you'll get supporter content. Hell I might even give my Patreon's $3 tier the axe to make everything roughly equivalent, no one is tier 1 anyway.
Exclusive Illustrations: I'm in the process of putting up Patreon exclusive illustrations on Ko-fi for monthly supporters. The only one I don't think I'll put up is the one from this past year of Ada in a bath filled with blood, I think that's going to have to stay on Patreon or I'll make a Ko-fi friendly version lol.
In progress chapter updates: I think I'll feel comfortable posting pages without any gore, violence, nudity, suggestive content, etc. But pages containing that may need to be cropped and censored. I think ambient body horror (like the wall meat Just Hanging Around) should be fine. I will start with making chapter 9's work in progress pages available this week.
Making chapters available to supporters first: I think I should be okay if I make itch.io download keys available in a Ko-fi post. Once again, I'm trying to be as careful as possible and itch.io has always felt like a very safe way for me to post my Meat Horror Comic About Bodies, Gender, and Sexuality. I think that'll be the compromise as opposed to Patreon just getting the downloadable file.
So that's the general idea, I'm going to try to keep them as similar as possible, just with Ko-fi's offerings being more censored than Patreon's, which I dislike doing but once again I'm treading carefully, I'm a very small creator and every bit of revenue I get at this point is a big deal for me, literally every little thing counts.
Anyway my Patreon is here and my Ko-fi is here if you're interested, thanks for reading.
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isforever-moved · 5 months ago
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hell   is   forever   ,   whether   you   like   it   or   not,   had   their   chance   to   behave   better   ,   now   they   boil   in   the   POT   !   ‘   cause   the   rules   are   black   and   white   ,   there’s   no   use   in   tryin'   to   fight   it   ,   they're   burnin'   for   their   lives   until   we   kill   them   again   !
hell  #isforever  :  private  &  highly  selective  multimuse  blog  featuring  muses  from  HELLUVA  BOSS  &  HAZBIN  HOTEL  !  as  written  by  hestia  ,  28  ,  she/her  !  triggering  content  may  be  present  ,  please  view  this  blog  at  your  own  risk  !  minors  ,  dni  !!
RULES  &  MUSES  BENEATH  THE  CUT!
rules:  i'm  old  and  tired  .  please  don't  be  a  dick  ,  we're  not  adam  ,  alright  ?  i  will  only  write  with  muns  above  the  age  of  21  .  no  godmodding  ,  no  stealing  my  headcanons  ,  don't  send  me  hate  .  i'm  not  affiliated  with  vivziepop  or  amazon  or  anything  !  triggering  content  will  be  present,  i'll  try  my  best  to  tag  it  ,  if  there's  anything  you  need  tagged  that  i  miss  ,  please  come  to  me  and  i'll  do  me  best  .  i  write  alastor  as  asexual  ,  so  smut  with  him  is  not  happening  ,  but  all  my  other  adult  muses  are  open  for  smut  .
muses:hazbin  hotel:angel  dust  ,  primary  muse cherri  bomb  ,  primary  muse husk  ,  primary  muse lute  ,  primary  muse vox  ,  primary  muse velvette  ,  primary  muse adam  ,  secondary  muse alastor  ,  secondary  muse charlie  morningstar  ,  secondary  muse emily  ,  secondary  muse lilith  ,  secondary  muse niffty , secondary muse rosie  ,  secondary  muse vaggie  ,  secondary  muse clara  carmine  ,  tertiary  muse egg  boiz  ,  tertiary  muses lucifer  morningstar  ,  tertiary  muse sir  pentious  ,  tertiary  muse valentino  ,  tertiary  muse
helluva  boss:blitzø  ,  primary  muse fizzarolli  ,  primary  muse stolas  ,  primary  muse asmodeus  ,  primary  muse beelzebub  ,  secondary  muse loona  ,  secondary  muse millie  ,  secondary  muse moxxie  ,  secondary  muse octavia  ,  secondary  muse verosika , secondary muse barbie  wire  ,  tertiary  muse kyle ( better than blitzo guy ) , tertiary muse sallie may , tertiary muse stella  ,  tertiary  muse striker  ,  tertiary  muse vassago  ,  tertiary  muse vortex , tertiary muse
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selfsabotaqe · 7 months ago
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i've been wanting to pick writing back up but i've got no idea where to start. it has been so long i barely even know how to anymore? but i might take some time to clean up this blog, foreground a handful of primary muses with a couple of secondaries and try my hand at it. if there's any of my old mutuals still around, please do reach out if you'd still like to write together. i am so open to continuing writing any of our existing pairings, but also down to start something new. i will say i'll likely focus on heavily plotted ships, and have a slight preference to write on tumblr and talk and potentially write on discord simultaneously. just a place for us to gush, write short things, share headcanons and get back into the swing of things. let me know if any of you are down <3
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destiny-in-the-universe · 6 months ago
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Full Muse Requests + More
Okay, this is a direct follow-up post from https://www.tumblr.com/destiny-in-the-universe/751758009129107456/account-updates-more?source=share where I honestly just plan on nonstop talking about my asks, requests, and other stuff I feel like adding!
Muse List
Emoji Key
⭐️ Primary Hyperfix
💫 Secondary Interets
TV SHOWS (Cartoons)
⭐️ Randy Cunningham: 9th Grade Ninja
~ Randy Cunningham
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~ First Ninja
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~ Human! Nomicon
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⭐️ Danny Phantom
~ Danny Fenton / Phantom
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💫 She-Ra: Princesses of Power
~ Adora / She-Ra (Open/Primary Muse)
~ Catra
💫 The Owl House
~ Eda Clawthorne
~ Luz Noceda
⭐️ My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
~ Twilight Sparkle
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⭐️ American Dragon: Jake Long
~ Jake Long
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⭐️ Gravity Falls
~ Stanford Pines
TV SHOWS (NON-CARTOONS)
💫 Once Upon a Time
~ Mr. Gold / Rumplestiltskin
(Words are hard. I honestly haven't watched any tv shows lately, so please be patient with me- this will be updated later-)
ANIME
💫 My Hero Academia
~ Midoriya Izuku / Deku (Open/Primary Muse)
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~ Todoroki Touya / Dabi (Open/Primary Muse)
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💫 Fruits Basket
~ Akito Sohma
~ Kyo Sohma
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💫 Attack on Titan
~ Eren Yeager
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~ Levi Ackerman
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💫 Black Butler
~ Ciel Phantomhive
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FILM / MEDIA
DreamWorks Movies
⭐️ How to Train Your Dragon
~ Hiccup Haddock
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GENERAL SOURCES
⭐️ Sanders Sides
~ Logan Sanders
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~ Remy / Sleep
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Fandoms -> Available Requests: x Reader, Fluff (Light Romcom), Angst (Hurt/Comfort, Injuries, etc), Headcanons
For c.AI - please let me know what scenario you want! Canon, alternate universes, and others are accepted!
Accepted AU's: Anything! (Please ask first- I just don't want to individually list out everything unless I make an entire masterpost for it!)
DNI: Sebaciel, Danny/Vlad, illegal shipping- heavy gore
If there are other sources you might be interested in, let me know but honestly I already have quite a few muses for your selection here! I originally planned to individually list out what kind of asks and/or requests but that was going to take too long as it's honestly incredibly repetitive!
The last time I tried to use c.AI today, it was acting a little testy and wouldn't load but you're more than welcome to request things for it and I'll get to it once c.AI decides to stop being a little menace.
Honestly, that's it for now! I do plan on making tags to know which character is getting asks and/or requests! It'll make it so much easier to navigate, so-
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incrediblewallcrawler · 6 months ago
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INFO!!
hello hello!! this is my first time running a RP blog so bear with me 🙏. here’s some info abt me & some boundaries! if it seems like we click, bug me in dms for my discord!
I’m luca, he/they, 19
my blog is 18+!!!! i’m not comfortable interacting or roleplaying with any minors, period.
I write shit! fic & roleplay enjoyer for… at least a decade I think, I was a warrior cats kid
Literate, multi-para; I write for content over length, but we can discuss expectations!
work limits my activity, but I do make an effort to respond
major fandoms are x-men (+ marvel as a whole), d&d, + baldur’s gate 3, though i’m into a lot! muses from other fandoms will be in my list below
massive multishipper; I’ll be down for most anything as long as we discuss it!
i’m not a proshipper, however, and anything illegal or uncomfortable for me is a no-go. (i’m down for relationships with aspects of toxicity but absolutely Nothing that crosses the line into abuse.)
I prefer queer pairings (most if not all of of my muses are hc’ed as queer); but bi4bi and pan4pan also rock. purely heterosexual pairings r just a bit uncomfortable for me to write!
open to OC x canon as long as we talk about it! some I may not be down for due to hc sexualities but 90% of my characters are portrayed as bisexual so like. whatever
also open to rarepairs and crackships!
I will NOT roleplay anything romantic with/as characters under 18!
I can write suggestive content, but smut is on a very case-by-case basis and lots of communication & boundaries are required. :) 9/10 I will probably not want to do smut!
angst lover, fluff appreciator; I love to write fluff, but I’d prefer to have some drama in there
Muses below the cut!
MUSES!!
Primary Muses:
Kurt Wagner; X-MEN (Earth-616 and XM97; I can do others as well! but those are my primaries)
Logan Howlett; X-MEN (Earth-616, XM97, Movies)
Cardinal; X-MEN (Moira 9)
Eric Draven; THE CROW (‘94 Movie)
Astarion Ancunín; BG3
Zerakas; BG3 (Durge)
Lazuli; D&D (OC)
Dorian Storm; CRITICAL ROLE
Secondary Muses:
Jean Grey; X-MEN (Earth-616, XM97, Movies)
Morph; X-MEN (XM97)
Wade Wilson; MARVEL (Earth-616, Movies)
Scott Summers; X-MEN (Earth-616, XM97, Movies)
Gale Dekarios; BG3
Shadowheart; BG3
Loras Tyrell; GOT/ASOIAF
Party Poison; TTLOTFK
Klaus Hargreeves; TUA
Rengoku Kyojuro; KNY
Obi-Wan Kenobi; STAR WARS
Cel Athame; STAR WARS (OC)
Lanix Valen; STAR WARS (OC)
Tertiary Muses:
Rahne Sinclair; X-MEN (Earth-616, Movies)
Gwen Stacy; MARVEL (Earth-65, Spiderverse)
Anna Marie/Rogue; X-MEN (Earth-616, XM97)
Remy LeBeau; X-MEN (Earth-616, XM97)
Erik Lehnsherr; X-MEN (Earth-616, Movies)
Charles Xavier; X-MEN (Movies)
Enver Gortash; BG3
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calamitousarts · 30 days ago
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My rules!!
21+ only interaction please! Topics may be suggestive or adult-oriented.
NOT open to romantic shipping or ERP of any kind. Sex and sexuality-related conversations are just fine, as this is a large part of my characterization.
I prefer roleplaying in a semi-literate multiple paragraph style. I'll adapt to somewhat shorter or longer styles when appropriate, but I can't keep up with single-sentences or 10+ paragraphs.
I am open to mentioning or roleplaying this content, and these may appear on my blog: abuse, kidnapping, graphic gore, and death. Stay safe and do not follow if these make you uncomfortable! Thank you.
I am fine roleplaying with original characters and most fandoms, however I will NOT roleplay with: Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss, IRL/YouTuber/Celebrity roleplayers, military/countries, and likely others that aren't coming to mind.
I'm most familiar with: Megaman, Sea of Thieves, Phantasy Star Online, Zelda, Transformers, and Steven Universe.
MUSE INFORMATION UNDER THE CUT:
(Note: I will be adding reference images eventually.)
Primary: Entropy Zero (Megaman X)
Zero is a type of robot called a reploid, capable of making his own decisions and upgrading his body with diverse weaponry. He was part of a global task force of his world that hunts down "Mavericks"; plagued, destructive reploids who are dangerous to humans. He has left his homeworld to be with his interdimensional-traveling boyfriend, Master X; A once-reploid god capable of devouring universes to fulfill his unending hunger.
Secondary: Landmark Zero (OC universe)
This iteration of Zero is a monstrous, highly-advanced robot called a ringer, his body can repair itself without the aid of another person. He is currently employed as a "Ranger", an organization that tries to keep the peace between humans, robots, and ringers. Outside of his homeworld, he is commonly found in earth-like worlds, awkwardly attempting to fit through doors without damaging anything.
Tertiary: Admiral Wily (Sea of Thieves)
Admiral Wily is a human pirate who sails the hidden and mysterious Sea of Thieves alongside his partner-in-crime, Master X. Originally, he was a protector of the Sea's merchant trade routes, defending them from greedy pirates. Master X was once his arch nemesis, and Admiral Wily was captured in battle and forced to join Master X's crew. They grew to understand each other and formed a genuine bond, despite their rough history. He is often away from Master X for extended periods of time, spending most of that time in his vessel, the Crimson End.
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countlessrealities · 10 months ago
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IMPORTANT - BLOG UPDATES 2024 !
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I should have made this post at the start of the year, but between the holidays first and working double shifts later (and now), I never got around to doing it till tonight.
I made sure to include everything in this post, so you guys won't have to jump around to check my pages, so please, make sure to read it.
RULES CHANGES
Interactions: Be interested in at least TWO of my muses, or at least be open to try and interact with a couple of the others, outside your chosen one. This way I'll be able to keep interacting with you, even if I were to lose inspiration for one of the characters you have chosen.
Matching effort: I've said this a few times, but this year I've started to apply this rule. I match the energy and the interest I receive. This goes for sending memes and asks (IC and OOC), offering ideas for plots, carrying on the scene in a thread, and so on. I will also try and reach out first more (even if it might take a while because I'm socially super awkward). However, if the effort remains completely one-sided for weeks, I'm here because I want to interact with people, but I'm tired of spending my time and energy on people who don't want to interact with me, even if they say they want to.
MUSES ROASTER CHANGES
Millie and Stan have been removed from my muse list.
Rick Prime has been added as a test muse.
Muses are now listed and grouped in primary, secondary, tertiary and test muses / request only.
Primary muses: Rick, Morty, Summer, Evil Morty, A-991 Rick.
Secondary muses: Evil Rick, S-314 Rick, Bill Cipher, Mabel, Adrien / Cat Noir.
Tertiary muses: Mercenary Rick, Blitzo, Poison Ivy.
Test muses / request only: Félix / Argos, Rick Prime, B-001 Rick (request only).
GENERAL POLICY CHANGES
I won't be answering drafts so strictly in chronological order as I've tried to do so far. I'll follow my inspiration more, which means that primary muses will get slightly faster replies compared to the others.
For my mental sanity, I'll space out the replies from people who tend to answer me quickly. It's nothing personal, I need to do it not to get overwhelmed.
On the other hand, I'll be more open to brief shenanigans, dash commentary and events-related threads.
Also, if we're mains, we can discuss having a "back and forth" thread (which means a thread with short replies that I'll reply to without queueing it every 3-4 days)
I'll be more selective with who I follow (back), and more liberal when it comes to softblocking people. However, if I softblock you, you can come and talk to me about it (as long as you're ready to be civil).
If you have read this post, please leave a like / comment !
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earthbreadandtendrils · 14 days ago
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| Reid/ZoZa/Abyssal | 30+ | Them/They |
*This is a Cookierun Kingdom RPC blog only. I will not accept Crossovers or fandomless characters [unless your fandomless has a CRK AU]
**MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI**
CRK personal blog: @abyssalcookie
Non CRK blog: @abyssalreid || Non CRK rp hub: @abyssalthreads
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*You are not allowed to Scrape my rps between my partners and me for your AI bots*
Muses ( OC )
Candy Eye Cookie ( Primary ) [Bio] | [BG lore] | [Additional lore] [ X ]
Skyline Cookie ( Secondary ) [ Moots only (for now) ]
Cannon/IP Muses
Licorice Cookie ( Secondary )
Golden Cheese Cookie ( Secondary ) [ Researching ]
Silent Salt Cookie ( Tertiary ) [ On hold + Mains only + Researching ]
Bat-Cat ( Npc/Tertiary )
Guests/temp/trials
Note: these are only for moots & mains ( and must be requested )
N/A
Events
"Disarmed event" [ X ]
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Mains
@milk-and-trickery | @cookieofearthbread | @darkcacaocookieandfriends | pending. . .
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Rules + Info
Two things you MUST know about me;
I am 30+ years old and I'd rather rp with people who are at least 20 or older. 18 is my minimal limit [but still hella iffy for me]. I do not wish to roleplay with minors due to me enjoying darker themes, and it just being a general preference. This also being said, If you refuse to show your age, I will assume you are a minor, and will not interact with you.
I Do not want smut. I have no interest in the lemons. Only character interaction regardless if it's with Cannon IP characters [divergent or not] or OCS/fan characters, etc. It Does not matter, no is no. The end. The only thing I'm okay with is slow-burn Romance/chemistry and fluff. Attempt to guilt me into smut and you risk being blocked.
Other info;
◘ I am a neurodivergent [ADHD], I tend to make a lot of mistakes, I am blunt, and can be quite forgetful. Please do give me reminders every so often, but not every day, and not every hour. Also, I sadly lose interest if a person takes months to reply. Even tho I do understand we all work [I do too], please just try not to keep me waiting too long. Otherwise, I suggest that we close the thread. [However, there are rare moments where I won’t lose interest. Depends on the situation, really.] ◘ I am NB fem, and Asexual. If you are Acephobic, DNI.Note: If you are just confused or unsure about Asexuals, then I recommend this video to understand us better. ◘ I’m not big on grammar, especially given that I have some really bad quirks myself when it comes to writing. [like random capitalization, strange phrasing, and a few other things]. I hope to get better and learn from other skilled writers as I go, I tend to try and mimic my partner’s writing style as best as I can. What I don’t do is the fancy text stuff. But I will add the occasional picture or two, make headers, etc [I am an artist]. But I also do expect you to try your best and at least not write like how someone fires off a half-assed text on their phone like how I saw back in 2011. Simple enough, right? *However, if you are the kind of person who has to nitpick at every little mistake someone makes, then you are not my type. I already feel bad about my writing skills enough already. I just want to have fun. That is it. ◘ BE BLUNT WITH ME, because I will be blunt with you. Ask what you want and do not beat around the bush. I can't be a good RP partner if you don’t tell me what you are looking for. The worst that could happen is that I say no. And if I’m doing something you don’t like? Just DM me and say it. I want to trust my partner is not going to be a pushover, or accidentally come off as two-faced in my eyes. I do not care if it makes me upset, the bottom line is that you are being honest with me, and honesty goes a long way, it can even build a good and healthy friendship. * One of my biggest pet peeves is when people don't say shit. ◘ My discord is open if you wish to do more private roleplays or plotting, I can set up a private server for us as well if you don’t want your friends list being spammed by people you don’t want to be friends with. We can use it to discuss the plot, and maybe even write something together for the people on Tumblr to see. I love an invested RP partner [or partners]. Just DM me for my discord if interested. ◘ Reblog Karma; please try to pratice it, and reblog any ask memes from OP [ the original poster ]. ◘ If I do not think we will vibe or believe you are not for me, I will probably just block you. There is just specific type of rpers I avoid.
Drama? I hardly know her! But realtalk? I’d rather block and move on with my day. Do not get me involved. I don’t tolerate petty shit. I just want to have fun.
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Yes and Nos
[ More may be added later ]
Yes's
◘ You may send asks Anon or not. You can also do so IC ◘ I allow Magic Anons [ M!A ] Which would be referred to as "anomalous events", but I'm also allowed to reject them. ◘ The [ “Indulgent Vanity” ── * Open Thread" ] Is for anyone to respond to as long as you are a roleplay [RPC] account ◘ I will rp with a fandomless character as long as they have a CRK AU. ◘ Fluff, flirting, and teasing are fine. Just no smut.
NO's
◘ Crossovers. Not even CRK Aued ones. I just find it weird, sorry! ◘ Personal blogs. You will be blocked if you try to RP with me, but feel free to watch though. ◘ Drama. You start shit? You get blocked. I have 0 tolerance. ◘ Minors or Ageless blogs. To the ageless blogs; If I don't know your age, I do not want to interact with you. If you try to lie, I will block you. If you try to rp with me, I will block you. ◘ pro-shipping or forced shipping Note: Pro-shipping has a bad reputation, and I can’t stand people who allow P*dophilic or in*est shipping. As for forced shipping? It is technically harassment. This is a big no for me fam. I’ll probably just block you without warning if I see it. ◘ Smut or fetish posting [ especially Mpreg ]. If you fail to tag your fetishises, I will Ask you to tag it, but if you make it an issue, then I will unfollow + block. ◘ Fetish/kink mining = Hard block. [ If you don't know what it is; it is involving other people in one's kinks without their knowledge. ]
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SHIPPING
OKAY. This is a big one. Shipping is something I'm always antsy with and struggle to trust anyone with unless we are friends. I am sensitive about this stuff.
◘ If you are a multi-shipper, I have no issues, as long as you don't involve your other ships with what we have going on ( unless I say otherwise), like if your character is shipped with mine? Then keep it in my verse and with others who are involved with me, do not involve others outside of mine into my verse/plot (unless I say otherwise and everyone involved agrees to it!). Respect my space and i'll respect yours. ( If you are confused on this feel free to talk me, so I may explain it in another way. ) ◘ Personally, I can't multi ship, it feels weird when I do it. So I am a one ship type. I will not multi ship. But don't feel like you have to do the same, Just respect what I had stated above and we will be fine! ◘ My mains are people who are automatically allowed to bring up my ships in dash comms and in others rps. (Because i trust them). ◘ I love slow burns. I eat that shit up. I love character development between characters. It helps me be more invested. ◘ If you are expecting smut, don't try to do ships with me. The answer will always be NO.
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~ Basic RP rules ~
No god-modding my stuff [ unless given the okay on the said situation ]
Note: Godmodding in its simplest terms is controlling another player's character without their permission. By imposing your will on their character without their permission, you are gaining 'godlike' or 'divine' powers, hence the origin of the term.
Do Not Auto (Auto hit, Auto walk, etc) my characters 
[ unless given the okay on the said situation ]
Note: It is self-explanatory, but it goes under God-modding too.
No metagaming [ unless given the okay on the said situation ]
Note: In tabletop role-playing games, metagaming can refer to aspects of play that occur outside of a given game's fictional universe. In particular, metagaming often refers to having an in-game character act on knowledge that the player has access to, but the character should not.
Do not powerplay [ unless given the okay on the said situation ]
Note: Powerplaying is when a player manipulates their character's abilities, powers or skills so that their character always has an advantage in the situation. This could be as simple as always knowing the best spell or having a black belt in every type of martial art known to man.
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Verses and Aus
So to put it shortly; I’m a one-verse type of person. I prefer to stick with one verse because I get confused and mix things up easily, also I like to make a story when I do. Which means I usually like to group people into specific places.
I’ll have a Main verse and then there will be AUs, and they will be tagged as such.
This means;
◘ If you are involved in my main verse and wish to RP with other people who are not directly involved; I ask you not to include others who are NOT involved in my main verse, especially if there are already established relationships and plots existing. This goes both ways. ◘ Communication is number one. If you are unsure about something, then talk to me. This includes character involvement or plot, verses, aus, etc.   ◘ If you do rp with others, please make sure to tag your rp as something else, let be another verse or an AU, or give my verse your own unique tag so I know what I need to pay attention to, thank you. ◘ I do not care if you have other verses or aus or duplicates that you rp with, as long as you don’t force me to be involved in it, and that it also does not interfere with what we have going on, because I’m not comfortable with it, period. ◘ If you have issues with a person I rp with, we can talk about it, but I can’t promise anything, because If it’s with the mains that I rp with, then there might be an issue between us since they are people I vibe with so well. ◘ If you start drama with my mains and cause anything to try and disrupt the peace? You will be promptly removed and hard-blocked. I’m just trying to have fun and just make my stories with ppl who want to be involved. I have 0 tolerance for that high school drama BS.
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Licorice Cookie
Cannon Divergent, has an alternate identity called "Tainted Licorice Cookie" Which the origin story can be read here [ x ]
[ Also, I feel like I have to say this; I don't ship Licorice with my OC romantically. I don't ship him romantically with anyone. Except for my friend's version of Schwartzwalder ]
He knows a lot more magic and can conjure more dark spells. and even curses.
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Starter calls;
"A False Siren's call" - FT. Candy Eye Cookie
*[be sure to tag this blog when you reply]
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wooismyuniverse · 1 year ago
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his muse ch. 2
pairing: collegeau!lee jihoon x reader
genre: slice of life, fluff, strangers to best friends to lovers
word count: 2k
after settling in music classes for about a month, it’s safe to say that this major is something not everyone can commit to. (y/n) is struggling just to find a nap or break time to get through her day.
luckily, she had her friends that would brighten up those days. it became an everyday routine for her to sit at the lunch table with jihoon, seungkwan, and some of the other non-music majors. she had almost every classes with jihoon and seungkwan and they were sitting together like glue. sometimes, the teachers would have to make group projects just to split up the cliques in class.
throughout this time, she was still getting to know her shy friend. she’s determined to crack the shell from him, and she could tell that he’s slowly opening up to her.
seungkwan had to rush out of the lunch break today. he said something about a rehearsal for his upcoming performance. it was just (y/n) and jihoon at their usual lunch table together.
“so, what made you want to choose composition?” (y/n) asked. jihoon thought about it as he was eating his sandwich. he has been doing it his whole life, it’s almost like his passion.
he grew up playing clarinet, but with his small figure, he felt that he reached his limit in it. so he transitioned to singing and fell in love with it too, which is why he chose vocal for his primary instrument. he self-taught himself piano along the way to sing with his chords, which made it his secondary instrument.
“there was one day where i was visiting wonwoo’s apartment. i needed to use his macbook, and was curious to see a music-making app. ever since then, i was hooked.” he smiles at the thought of when he first found out about that app. if he didn’t make that decision, he wouldn’t know what he’d be doing instead.
“wow, you must really be thankful for wonwoo for accidentally creating your passion.” she chuckles. jihoon chuckles with her as he feels his ears turning red.
“what about you? why did you pursue in music performance?” he asks her.
she hums, looking ahead as she started to think.
“ambitious, isn’t it? i could have done something more productive with music, like education or therapy to make some sort of money. but performing… it’s like my entire life. i just love playing music in front of people. the nervousness before i start to play— i love that each day, i’m constantly learning something new about music.”
as she was telling her story to jihoon, he couldn’t help but be entranced in her bright smile. her eyes are sparkling and her tone oozes with passion. he couldn’t help but admire that about her. he feels like he found someone who is just as passionate as him. it’s touching in a way to find someone who empathizes with him. his lips instinctively start to curl up while listening to her.
she noticed that he was staring at her and sheepishly stops. “sorry. i’m rambling, aren’t i?”
“no, no. keep going! i love listening to your stories.” he shakes his head. she smiles at him for the nth time before continuing. because of how engaging their conversation was, they turned their lunch break into skipping guitar class together. they could use a break, anyway.
months go by, and (y/n) would always pick up jihoon from his apartment and they would go to classes together. they admittedly call each other best friends now. despite their differences in personalities (bright vs. shy), they stick together like glue.
if jihoon had a problem with his composition, (y/n) would help him all night trying to figure it out with him. if (y/n) struggled to interpret a certain section of her piece she’s playing, jihoon would help her in the same way. when focusing in music, they work together in harmony. this didn’t go unnoticed by everyone else, though. particularly her roommates have been nosy.
“so,” jeonghan starts as (y/n) is sprawled on their shared couch. she’s flipping through the tv channels like there’s no tomorrow. “you and jihoon, huh?”
she raises an eyebrow at him, finally finding the channel she wanted. “what about us?”
“i’m just saying. you two have been super close ever since that bowling night,” jeonghan’s eyebrows wiggle at her teasingly. she stares at him back, unamused.
“yeah? i mean, we’re like in the same classes everyday. he’s a really nice guy.”
“he’s just nice, and nothing more?” joshua perks up from his eavesdropping. he walked out of his room to go to the kitchen. (y/n) groans in annoyance at her roommates.
“you too? guys, we’re really just friends!”
“it took us months for him to open up to us like that.”
“yeah, and he got close with you really quickly,” joshua opens the fridge. “if anything, we think he has the hots for you.” (y/n) shakes her head in denial.
“there’s no way. he wouldn’t like me like that..”
“why not?” jeonghan furrows his eyebrows. “you’re objectively smart, hard-working, and pretty. what more does a man need?”
“gee, coming from you, it sounds kind of offensive to me.” (y/n) deadpans, to which joshua starts cackling.
“you’re not exactly denying it either. i’d give it a shot with him. he hasn’t dated in years, and neither have you.”
that statement left (y/n) in her own zone for weeks. so what if he does like her? she’s too busy with school to even think about a relationship anyways. just thinking about it made her head hurt and she decides to sleep it off.
usually after music theory classes, it was coffee break time. jihoon and (y/n) had a head start to go to the famous campus cafe, light a flame. the cafe is known for handsome workers and the manager, chwe hansol. to be fair, they already are friends with him and don’t bat an eye towards the fangirls who would visit everyday just to see the workers.
“hey, ya’ll,” hansol greets them as he was cleaning one of his mugs. “you both look extra tired today. the usual?”
“yep,” (y/n) says, emphasizing the “p” sound with her lips. “busy today?”
hansol shrugs. “a little bit. since it’s almost finals week, i’d assume it’ll get worse soon.”
“don’t even bring that up,” jihoon groans, causing hansol to chuckle. (y/n) sheepishly grins at him.
“exactly why we’re here today, too. practice has been killing us.”
“put an extra shot in my drink, will ya?” jihoon could barely open his eyes as he asks, to which hansol shrugs off and does what is requested.
they paid for their drinks and hansol made it for them quickly, and they sat down in one of the booths. shortly after, seungkwan arrives to the cafe.
“your favorite boo is here!” he sits down across from (y/n) and jihoon with his iced americano.
“boo, it’s the morning. you’re excited for two reasons,” she crosses her arms over the table. “one, you just had the best rehearsal today.”
“or two, this is your second iced americano of the day,” jihoon finishes for (y/n).
“is it much if i say both?” seungkwan’s eyes widened at how exactly they could match how he’s feeling today. this caused all three of us to laugh down the halls of the cade. it took a second for seungkwan to see how baggy their eyes were today.
“speak for yourself, you both look awful- no offense.”
she shrugs. “none taken. barely could sleep because i was practicing for my recital. you’re coming, right?” she eyes him as he nervously laughs.
“right.. when was it again?”
“boo.” (y/n) glares at him.
“okay! i was joking! yes, i’m definitely going,” he made sure to confirm the date before putting it in his calendar. “are you accompanying for her, ji?”
“of course i am,” jihoon takes a sip of his coffee and sighs. “you should come to my solo recital too. it’s recital season already.”
“yeah.. the time when all hell breaks loose in the music building,” seungkwan chuckles.
as the time passed, more people started to fill up the table. some of the non major friends have time to come during our gap and would come as well. seokmin and soonyoung came ten minutes later and decided to chat.
“well if it isn’t the music majors!” seokmin shouts and sits down next to seungkwan. soonyoung squeezes into their row as well. ���how are things going for finals?”
“awful,” jihoon deadpans. (y/n) chuckles at seokmin who starts to pout at jihoon’s straightforward answer.
“what about you? any big theatre acts or musicals coming up soon?” she asks seokmin. he immediately brightens up at the question.
“of course! we’re going to perform hamilton in two weeks!” seokmin gives them a thumbs up. “you all should come, i’m playing burr’s part so it’s going to be crazy!”
the others congratulate him for his big part on the musical. seungkwan puts his hand on his shoulder and squeezes it for support.
“minghao and i are also doing a dance duet real soon too!” soonyoung took this opportunity to promote his events as well. being able to meet up with the svt crew felt really nice is what (y/n) came to a conclusion to. they get to have their time to shine and promote the events that they’re working on. she could tell that everyone is ridiculously working hard on them, so watching is the least she could do for them.
as everyone finishes drinking their coffees, they start to bid each other farewells.
finals week was not going so hot for jihoon. he already is sleep deprived from the late night producing, and on top of that, he needs to study for his classes. he slowly feels his health deteriorating as the days go on, and he just wishes that the week would be over.
(y/n) could sense how tired he really is when he kept messing up on their rehearsal together. her recital is also in a couple of days, but the rehearsal wasn’t going as well as they hoped for.
“shit, i’m sorry,” jihoon curses after playing the rhythm wrong on the piano. “i’m letting you down, aren’t i?”
“not at all,” she stares at him, concerned. “let’s take a break, i think we need it.” to which he hesitantly nods. she put her violin back in her case before sitting next to him in front of the piano. they were silent for a few minutes before she speaks up first.
“are you okay?” it’s a simple question, but something that jihoon hasn’t been asking himself lately. he realizes this as he roughly sighs in frustration and stretches.
“honestly.. no. it’s bad enough that i have to cram for classes, but if i can’t even accompany you for your recital, i just feel useless.” she puts a hand on his shoulder.
“jihoon… we all feel this way. it’s inevitable,” she smiles sadly to him. “music.. it’s beautiful but it’s also time consuming. if we can’t put in the effort now, then we won’t be able to persevere in the future. i know it’s hard now, but we just need to push through these weeks. i promise that it’ll get better.”
he stares at the piano keys as he listens to her. he silently nods, processing her words. he knows that she’s right. she’s always right. at the end of the day, nothing will matter if there is no effort made.
“that being said, don’t push yourself too hard either. i’ve had burnouts before, and i never want that to happen to you. that in itself will kill our purpose in why we’re doing this today.” she says. he couldn’t help but look back at her again. everything she says, it’s almost addicting to him. these words of wisdom, filled with empathy and experience, is what has been picking him back up to place.
“i know how hard-working you are. and i’ll always be there for you. tell you what, when we get through this week, i’ll treat you out to dinner! how does that sound?” she gives his shoulder a squeeze. he smiles for the first time at her today. a lovely sight for (y/n) to see, to which she widely grins back.
“that sounds perfect.”
they finished off that rehearsal within twenty minutes with no regrets.
pt. 1 | pt. 3 |
a/n: slice of life is harder than i thought, honestly! if there are any scenarios that you would love with jihoon in this au, please let me know! i am open for ideas~
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