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Ok listen,,, if no one writes nor draw something q!cellbit vampire related imma do it myself imma spread the propaganda
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#fanart#qsmp cellbit#qsmp roier#guapoduo fanart#guapoduo#spiderbit#vampire#vampire au#please hear me out#hear me out#please#pretty pretty please#dayum#welp erm#yeah oof
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Write the autitic c!dream essay🙏🙏
Why I think c!Dream is Autistic - Part 1
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[Part 1] - [Part 2] - [Part 3]
Welp… I guess while on the topic of neurodivergence now is as good as time as any to do this. So, at long last…
Since every version of this essay ended up way too long I’m going to break it into 3 parts, and I'm going to make more generalized statements for the sake of brevity. So, if there are things about this or autism in general you would like more clarification on or know more about, my asks are always open (though I do ask that you please wait to flood my inbox until after you’ve read all parts). I would also like to add that for the same reason of length, I am not going to go in depth on all of the facets of autism and diagnosing it. I am not a psychologist, and this essay is not about defining autism and going into full depth about what it is, but about the specific aspects of Dream and the dsmp that I think point to autism, based on what I know and more importantly my experiences as an autistic person. Having said that, just so we are on the same page - Autism means that our brains are literally structured differently (also known as neurodivergent), which means we think differently and process the world differently, it does not make us inferior or broken or less than larger society (neurotypicals), it only means we are human beings who are wired differently.
Now, for part 1 I’m going to briefly go into the traits Dream has that I think point to autism, keeping in mind that this is not necessarily all inclusive, these are not necessarily autism exclusive, and some of these can be effected with masking and personal growth.
Highly obsessive - in general and for specific interest, to the point of not taking care of oneself, like forgetting to sleep, eat, shower, or just not caring enough to do so.
Strong willed, determined and dedicated - not going to give up easily, willing to stay up training or farming for long hours or put in the work especially for our obsession. Our priorities aren’t always productive, but we are not ones for laziness.
Isolated - outcast, odd ball out, set apart, on the outskirts, loner, alone even if surrounded by people.
Highly intelligent - smart, clever, big brained, skilled, knowledgeable to the point of ground breaking (ex: Einstein, Elon Musk, Michelangelo, Beethoven, Leonardo da Vinci…etc)
Trouble with emotions and feelings - from recognizing them, processing them, letting ourselves experience them, understanding them, leading us to often then lash out, explode, or have a meltdown.
All about the facts and truth - sometimes to an abrasive and candid point where it can become more important than how people feel or the main point.
Logical mindset - making decisions based on logic and strategy rather than on emotions to the point of struggling to understand others when they follow no such logic
“Black and White” thinking - right and wrong, good or bad, yes or no, on or off, love it or hate it, friend or foe. Everything is in extremes.
Rule follower, one to fight for justice and for others - we are stubborn and in our strong conviction we are out against injustice and misinformation, fairness and what is right and true is imperative.
Unable to forgive and forget - hard to let things go. Often have good memories and are able to remember things with the same detail as if it were happening again and not years ago. It doesn’t really fade with time and that makes us easily hold grudges, and hold things and behavior against people.
Resistant to change - doesn’t matter how big or small nor whether it’s good or bad, we are enemies of change. We like to understand so uncertainty and new things are often disagreeable.
Able to recognize patterns - able to see the full picture, see history repeating itself and people’s behavioral tendencies, which makes us good at scheming and masterminding. We hate change so we want to predict things to avoid being surprised.
Trouble articulating our point - stuttering and stumbling over our words, because our brains are moving too fast for our mouth to keep up and it’s hard to explain ourselves because our brain works differently. (we’ll talk about this more in part 2)
Struggle with body language? - I mean it’s hard to say given the Minecraft format, but to me wearing a mask could be to avoid having to make eye contact (which I hate) and appropriate facial expressions and stuff like that, which are pretty important in diagnosis. So while some headcanon that Dream wears a mask because he's too expressive and doesn't like being exposed I actually think it might be the opposite and saves him a lot of effort and brain power to not have to worry about his facial expression. :)
Stimming - (yes an ADHD thing but also an autistic thing and it's very common for someone to be both - like me ;D) vocally and physically often when more stressed, again hard to say for a Minecraft man, but I see him constantly moving like pacing the cell or jumping around and stuff as stimming and he does vocally stim on occasion as well.
Or in other words - Reasons I think c!Dream is autistic:
C!Dream = me, me = autistic -> c!Dream = autistic… boom, shortest essay ever XD lol jk
But seriously it is a major reason. I read a tumblr c!Dream character analysis (don't remember who's) back before I even joined tumblr and related soo much, which is pretty concerning when you relate to a villain - because like wait does that make me a psychopath? but I have empathy and I care and I'm out to hurt people so why would I relate so much? And that's when I realized I think it is because he’s autistic like me so we think a like... I mean seriously the similarities are scarily uncanny down to things that have happened to me in real life…
Anyways, thank you for reading. I hope I made sense and got the idea across even by not going into super detail on all the points.
#well I better post now at 1am before I waste my gumption…#welp for part 1 we ditched essay format for list and it's still long lol...oof XD#did someone order an essay?#yea I hope this counts... it's just part 1 to be fair... and like I doubt yall wanna read the oneshot length ones I wrote... it's ridiculou#besides I suspect strongly that yall are gonna destroy my inbox so I figured I'll probably cover more things in other essays lol XD#autistic c!dream#dsmp#dsmpblr#c!dream#dreblr#let me cook#this is fine#dream smp#autism#guys when I tell you I've been nervous about this it is an understatement but look I made it out of the innitors pretty unscathed so it fin#dsmp dream#gonna be honest I’m not happy with it but also I may never be and this is 8 times the charm lol…#may need to add part 4 of just personal life events that are like similar and stuff …. hmm
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I should draw all my Links together... that would be interesting... except I only have actual designs for like one and a half of them and I suck at group pictures
#welp a nice idea at least#how did you all design your Link’s outfits anyway#I have things like hair and stuff figured out but clothes... oof#rambles from the floor#my oc Links I mean#all like... what four? five? of them I have I forget the exact number#but yeah#ember is the only one who’s got a real design#I know what Lost looks like when he’s corrupted and stuff but not his normal duds#and everyone else I just have vague ideas#berry is toon... or at least sorta toon like albw#and swamp I’ve just got his hair#no clue what he ends up wearing#when he’s not just hanging out anyway I mean his hero stuff#sigh
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#welp guess who left jerky deer in a tub for a year#when he really only probably needed a month or two#plus side: wild strawberry flowers!#bone collecting#animal bones#animal skull#down side: oof that's some staining rip#vulture culture
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..that is not what i meant ToT
#this is from yesterday lol but still. love when the Actual Dialogue (vs the previews) comes out good but haaate when it#comes out entirely different from what i meant rip#why must ''lol they just didnt hate u cus they didnt know u'' (<- normal sibling thing to say)#actually be ''lol yeah imagine how they wouldve liked you being an apostate'' (<- ik its a joke but oof)#welp! thats ok cus i know canon liam would never say that u.u#laya plays dragon age#da2
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[18+ stream and general cw yanno why mature yep]
today is thursday so ISAT stream time with squid yippeee!!! as of 6PMish 7/25ish (started a lil late)!! and there is also a vods channel if preferred (linked right in this parenthesis blurb!)
its his first time going thru the game, i am also in call, and we are doing voices and the like!!
in the midst of act 3.... king quest..... it'll possibly be finished today to act 4. tho who knows depends on if god interrupts or whatever maybe who knows i sure dont (°∀°)b
come hang / lurk / fish if desired itll be fun hopefully ৻( •̀ ᗜ •́ ৻)
anyway my offering of today is a sneak peak mirabelle of sorts ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#<- since in act 3 the actual image isnt but blurbs are definitely spoilerly lmao#mea on stream#i am trying so hard to time things with one mainish sidequest per stream before a relatively reasonable timing to the end in between stuff#but oof timing hard#on the brightside.... i now have proper notes instead of a very scuffed csp canvas to go off of! AND I KNOW ALL THE REQS I PROMISE#which will also be useful in a proper rerun of ISAT for myself#in other news#i ate a bad croissant today#it was cold and tasted faintly of the smell of deli meats#there is currently an illness borne via deli meats going on.#this is possibly concerning. welp!#anyway. tag talk over stream time WOOO
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Yooo I just bid on a house, it’s so perfect because it’s a small house a little bit outside of town (so quiet) and by the sea. If I get it imma be very adult, buying a house alone at the age of 27 alone.
I’m so scared, but also excited!!!
Best part is it’s liveable for now, but it’s old so there’s possibilities to change stuffs in a few years.
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me: * peacefully walking home at my extersion to the grocery store on a lovely sunny day *
my mom messaging me out of the blue after not hearing from her for a bit: oh by the way the whole group on the trip caught norwalk after i caught it, and your dad ended up getting it to and we ended up having to stay in some seedy hotel because he was too sick to drive and then we barely made it to our next location
my mom: but we're doing better now
me: ......
#OKAY I GUESS#WOW#sounds like they were pretty sick oof glad i wasnt on that trip#also my mom started this conversation with#'You were nearly orphaned several times today. updating the will before I return to Italy!'#MOM PLEASE#anyway uh yea#welp#the prophet speaks#illness cw#ask to tag
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Idk why I’m tempted to writes the cheesiest steddie ficlet that gives off the worst indie movie vibe in history and making them say the corniest metaphors. Just imagine Steve and Eddie hanging out one night and it’s the typical friends having feelings for each other but too afraid to say anything. Eddie talks about how he runs away from any kind of affection because he’s scared that he’ll get hurt in the end and Steve chimed in with “well, it’s probably easier said than done but I’m sure that you’ll find someone who will cherish you and appreciate you.” He says softly. Both of them laugh about it then Steve mumbles “I wouldn’t hurt you.” Making Eddie snap his head towards him with confusion and Steve tries to play it off but Eddie knows what he heard. This is so random I just needed to say something a bout it, Steve and Eddie deserve a cheesy story honestly.
#steddie#i’m rambling#I’m sorry#give me corny#i need it#cheesy romance#romance story#this is random#oof#welp#steve x eddie#eddie x steve#idk how to make it make sense#I’m a mess#steddie hcs#steddie headcanon#headcanon#hcs#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#idk what else to tag#help lol#please#come on#manifesting#power#so cuuuute#lmaooooooo#that is so funny
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As an inniter, but also a big c!Dream fan, you would not believe the people who get so upset over me just trying to be chill and talk about them both fairly. I don't get why people want to get so mad over block game. Personally, I love listening to other people’s thoughts, that's what community is about!
It is definitely wild to say the least. Though that’s not unique to discduo or even the dsmp, though certainly more prevalent in this fandom opposed to others. (I mean Supernatural fans are out here shipping brothers and Sam Winchester and his torturer, the literal Devil and I never came across them at each other’s throats. I mean talk about being an “abuse apologist” lol XD… ) but that over passion turned aggression does seem to be all across the internet and even into real life. It’s quite toxic really, used to be only politics were a dangerous topic but now it seems anything can garner pitchforks.
To be completely honest, I used to be a very passionate arguer, mind you about dealing with people and not young Minecraft boys. But I realized at some point that yelling at eachother was quite the waste of energy. If the other side is not even willing to listen or see your side then you might as well by talking to a brick wall, at least they might be more polite. So, I stopped arguing with people, who just wanted to scream nonsense without trying to see the other side, and started listening and discussing with people who mutually wanted to just talk about it. And I found it far more productive and interesting. Turns out people aren’t just terrible if they disagree with you, they just might have their own priorities or experiences or reasons that you don’t have. The world would be a simpler place if there was only one right answer and opinion and one wrong, but the truth is there is typically a little of both in either side, and a lot of times it’s just choosing which things are the most reasonable or important to you.
And we can always learn from each other even if at the end of the day your opinion remains the same. Most importantly, there’s really just no reason to hate someone just because they disagree with you, and their opinion doesn’t necessarily reflect their morals or whether they are or are not a good person. Sometimes you just gotta love and respect them anyways, maybe listen and respectively challenge their thinking when you can and give eachother space and room to grow as people…
#welcome to my Ted talk apparently oof…welp… I’ve done it again… I blame you anons lol XD#hello there#yea I do not envy the peeps who like Tommy and dream imagine y’all just tip toe through war zones looking for good content ;D
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not me picking up YET AGAIN another spiderverse ship mannnnn what the hell is wrong with me……………
#mine#and not just ANY ship. a fucking rarepair 🥲🥲🥲🥲#one where both of the ppl in it literally do not meet at all and do not interact#this is the universe punishing me for my hubris#i was eating a little TOO good with the punkflower ship and so i had to be humbled#welp.#and yes in case anyone is wondering. it is prowlerbyte#they just too cute man!!!!#The Purple Couple#we love to see it#NO ACTUALLY WE DONT THO#oof ouch
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And she struck with such a force it made the Destroyer quake!
#junelezen 2023#rowan argentas#prompt: diety#oof looking at everyone else's post for the day i feel a little underwhelming with this one ^^;#welp#gonna post it anyways!
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Just embarrassed myself at the polling station because had my writing notebook out and my polling station lead saw my notes about Bitty and Kent being dirty dirty kinky boys
😳👉👈🥺
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This weeks episode was...
...OUT OF THIS WORLD!
*falls over laughing*
#rainbow high#puns#rainbow high season 4#also. Oof for everyone going home but oh welp#Ainsley shines again#loves it
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Well, well, well, if it isn't the consequences of my actions again
#*deep sigh* time to make a schedule#3 per day oof thats rough#welp. to the moria crafting instances i guess#at least this is on crickhollow. i have a few high level characters there that i can grind with#ferelin is no longer level 50 tho so im gonna have to level someone else up#oh wait hathellang is still level 50. cool cool
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WHAT, JOHN CENA REALLY ANNOUNCED HIS RETIREMENT. i wished this was fake.
#watching money in the bank and i thought he was joking at first but OOF#it was nice seeing trish but ohh no this is kind of sad#wwe#money in the bank#welp time for me to go to vegas laughing
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