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about to head to bed but if anyone wants to plot/talk, i have very high muse rn for: aven, phai, cyrene, robin, portgas d ace & touko!! will work on my ask box here tmr.

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little selfpromo but             sideblog for my zelda multimuse ! ! !    lovingly scripted by yours truly, phoenix.  ♡

still under construction, but here to deliver.

[solaurous]

little selfpromo but             sideblog for my zelda multimuse ! ! !    lovingly scripted by yours truly, phoenix.  ♡

still under construction, but here to deliver.

[solaurous]

ok, cleaned up blog / following a bit. some people had like 4 months to decide if they wanna follow or not & some people seem to have softblocked etc. noticed i got unfollowed by some moots. oh well.

[solaurous]

Respond to the following prompts out of character.

NAME | phoenix, phoe

PRONOUNS | they / them -  she / her when we are close & have known each other awhile idm

MOST ACTIVE MUSES |   uhh . .    rn? most of the time fu xuan, phainon, aven & touko

PREFERRED COMMUNICATION |   discordo - sama  but then again if you spam me on ims, i will see it. i'll give out my discord if asked & comfortable with it. always depends. i had some bad things happening in the past here that i'd like not to repeat ever again with stalking & whatnot so i am a bit hesitant adding people that i don't click with / can trust

EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS |  i have started writing here in 2012 - 2013 sometime, honestly idr

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT |  i am more of a fluff & angst & slice of life kinda person tbh. i don't write smut out ever. some hcs are fine, or talking around it & making jokes together. but for many reasons; one being me being very uncomfortable writing it i do not write it out.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES |   it depends on what i am working with. sometimes i can yap for ages. sometimes i can't. it's give / take kind of situation. also depends on what i feel like is comfortable / appropriate to write out. if i know i can let my muse be unhinged, like aven sometimes is, you'll get me waxing poetry. lmao.

 PLOTS OR MEMES |    i like to do memes to get a feel for what direction it could go etc. i also do a mix of just winging it & plotting with people. my brain does not well with theoretically just talking something out to the finest details. i develop things sometimes as they go. it's how i am most creative & do not feel restricted.

PET PEEVES |     i have a few put ser se it is reply length. if i give someone a certain length, i do want them to at least get close to matching me. it's matching energies / vibes for me. i need something to work with & feel like this is important to you as well.  the other really big one is asks not being moved to a cont. post if someone wants to continue it.  ( for when you reply directly FROM the askbox, not new post already )  it's so disorganized. last but not least ;   when people don't trim replies.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE |   i . .  i think i am? i am a really bad judge for stuff like that. like people can reply if they feel like & tell me which one(s) tbfh. that'd be great. but maybe where i am most like my muses is helping others i suppose. i like doing that.

TIME TO WRITE |    i honestly do not know. on my off days i can dish out multi paras at 9 in the morning, sometimes i write the longest thing after work around 6 in the afternoon before i pass out. there is no pattern for me. it's just when i have a lot of muse.

tagged by:   @cptnslog   ( stolen cough ) tagging:  @poswiecenia, @caemthe, @vulpesse, @amemoire, @crucifor, @dokitm, @killdevil & whoever sees this !   ♡

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tagged by:     @cptnslog   ( stolen )   tagging:   @poswiecenia, @dokitm, @amemoire, @caemthe, @fckurselfie  &  anyone else who wants to do it !  ♡

       characters under cut  ! ! !    ♡ ♡ ♡

( uzumaki naruto, frieren, link - various games like botw, ss & tp, elysia hi3/cyrene hsr, jalter from fgo, phainon hsr, riku kingdom hearts, portgas d ace one piece, yshtola rhul from ff14 )

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about nards portrayal:

Also talking to tae nardos Main verse will remain jonin/anbu/traveler/diplomat nards. I am heavily leaning towards altering when he becomes hokage. He has a lot of healing to do. For me he finds his Clans roots & focuses on learning its techniques. Uzoshio his new spot to travel to loads. Even stay there for times. Konoha has failed nardo so many times. Plus I refuse to acknowledge boruto as a thing entirely. The absentee dad trope is so fuckin annoying & im sick of it. He's had no family why do we do this to him. So yeah.

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@heavnsreign :   And yet that’s not what I meant. Alas.

❛               what did you mean then?    ❜   she is squinting now, not sure  WHERE  this is heading.

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                       ❛                           if you procure one that impresses me, i'll even consider it a more than one time deal. as long as the tea keeps coming of course.     ❜             she huffs, arms crossed before her chest ;       voice sharp  /  void of emotions  as her coppre-gaze pierces the man almost.       her demeanour truly     A   WEAPON       in the hands of the diviner as each word & her gaze could injure those of weak character.   ❛                      for now pay my lunch this week & i will . .  take care of the papers. maybe even redirect normal visitors that request audiences. i can deal with day tasks.   ❜ 

ah   ...   the   bitter   consequences   of   indulgences.   ❛    and   if   i   were   to   procure   a   particularly   exceptional   tea   for   you,   would   you   turn   a   blind   eye   ?   ❜   maybe   those   papers   would   just   ...   sort   themselves   out   in   the   meantime.   surely.

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@heavnsreign :   Ah, is Lady Fu wishing for a little flirt? A little smooch.

❛                 who said i don't get flirted with or smooched ?     i'll have you known that i am very fulfilled               outside of office hours.    ❜        *starts to pointedly drum her fingers on her arm, brows raised unimpressed*

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@heavnsreign : he has other things to do also. 😌

❛              i have better things to do, than to see you flirt with all sort of people. i feel like you're a teenager sneaking out & i am the parent having to remind you of your school work.   ❜        *stares*

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@soliloquics :    lady fu...... those are his emotional support kisses and flirts....

❛              well, these are my emotional support papers you need to go through. at least pay me more for the  SIMPLE FACT  that i have to see you smooch people. i also take a fine tea shipment.   ❜        *smacks paper stack on his table*

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the general has paper work to do               instead he keeps being kissed & flirted with. she's about to fling the papers at him.

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i'm pondering a rule change since i have not statet it anywhere yet but it's kinda really important & obvious to me: i will NOT interact with people that use ai in any shape or form. i don't mean reply format thingies, i mean actual art & programs that write FOR YOU not help you with grammar etc. so uh, just in case i will be blocking / softblocking people over the next days should i notice ai. please state it OPENLY if you use it. it's kinda dishonest if you do & don't let people know tbfh. seeing a blog with clear AI usage brought that up so. it's hella uncomfortable.

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azure's widen               the child speechless 'pon hearing the question. the inquiry a dream come true for the little blond boy that has been  DEALT A TERRIBLE HAND  by fate.   uzumaki.   she had the same last name as him. lips part in wonder, awe as  EMOTIONS  flicker across the kids expression in rapid pace. whiskers seemed to deepen just a tad ;  the fox stirring at feeling how happy his host was. how annoying. but yet so intriguing. usually other humans   HATED  their hosts.  he might pay more attention to all of this.  the fox wasn't as cold as people like to believe. the mistreatment of the yondaimes offspring   VERY APPALING.  if he didn't want to be free to badly, he'd do more than try to warm the kid during cold nights. maybe this new person could help. maybe there was more for naruto in this world than be called a demon just because they picked  A NEWBORN  to host the ninetailed. 

❛            uzumaki ?  you have the same last name as me, 'ttebayo ! !   there is more people with that name             ❜   he almost stumbled over every syllable, words rushed in  UTTER EXCITEMENT  as the meaning of everything she just said fully sank in. the blond wasn't as alone as he thought ;   there was someone else at least with his last name. there was a clan from the looks of it! the kid jumped up & down a little, too excited to stay still anymore. it was as if all the troubles / pain washed away in an instant, hues clear as the sky as they shone with  ALL CONSUMING  happiness. he needed to tell sasuke! maybe the uchiha would stop being so grumpy / mean now. maybe they'd be friends now for real! he had someone that could pick him up from the playgrounds & school now. 

it was almost too much, narutos breath hitching as he slumped down                  suddenly fear blossoming deeply in eyes / mimic. what if she vanished? what if it was all a joke? a fluke? the third had promised to be with him more often to ;   but never followed through. every birthday, every holiday                the little boy has been  ALL  ALONE.   devastatingly lonely. a sob now wrecked through him, nose runny as the kid ran up to the woman. arms wrapping around her middle, the kid did not  SHY AWAY  from the contact in the slightest. there was unspoken despair in this gesture. fear of abandonment. of broken promises.

❛                  are you staying around? or are you.. leaving me behind like everyone else did?  ❜   

@solaurous said | golden crowned child stared in wonder; for once not sure what to say as it watched her in silent awe. somebody truly was here to stay with him? where? he's always thought it would ALWAYS be just him --- 5 year olds shoulders hunched as anxiety gripped the childs heart. what if it was just a game? a joke? no one ever wanted the demon child. people were always.. leaving. tears prickle down whiskered cheeks as azures turn into storm clouds. " --- you're gonna leave me like everyone did, 'ttebayo. no one wants to be family with me." there was so much self loathing / doubts in each word; tiny hands fists at his sides as he angrily gulped down a sob. sniffling as tears fell to the dusty ground of the hokages office. (huehue)

That damned hokage deserves to have his head bitten off. Just what the hell has this tiny child been through to think so lowly of himself? If she had been just a few years younger, less experienced, she would have punched that old bastard square in the nose. However, doing so wouldn't help the young boy, nor would it help her. It had already been an exhausting uphill battle just to get this far, and she wasn't going to mess up now and leave this poor child alone again. Not when they were both some of the only remaining family they had left on this god forsaken planet.

Brows furrowed for a moment before mentally reminding herself to relax her expression. not wanting Naruto to think her frustration was directed at him, especially when he was already sobbing before her. How could she blame him? He's been abandoned his whole life, left alone to fend for himself as if he were some vile little thing. Yet all she could see was a lonely, hurt child who was in desperate need of love. Of a family. A mother.

Slowly, Midna shifted, kneeling before the little boy in an effort to meet his height and be less imposing. She didn't make contact despite how much she wanted to upon seeing those big, angry tears - but forcing any kind of connection onto him would only do the opposite of what she had in mind.

❝ Now, why in the world would anyone want to leave such a sweet little boy like you behind, eh? We are family, Naruto. I came all the way here just to take care of you. If you will let me. I promise I won't leave unless you genuinely want me to. ❞

Gods, she wished she could chew out every adult in this accursed village that ever belittled such a precious little life.

❝ My name is Uzumaki Midna, we are a part of the same clan, you and I. Which makes you and I family. Even if you weren't by blood, I would still be here asking you. The choice is yours. I won't force you, and you don't have to view me as a parent either. I just want to give you a home, a place where you can feel supported. Will you come live with me . . . Naruto? ❞

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man's nose twitched at the last message ;   hues widening slightly              surprised by the information.  a laugh bubbling up in throat, short & sharp, aventurine leaned back on his couch. he was exhausted. all that worrying & thinking / running around to  BUSY  HIS  LEGS  had taken a toll on the stoneheart. once again he realized just how much she means to him that she's able to make him do things like that. hand covering his dual colored eyes, man let out a long held breath. soon palm was removed in favor of replying to lumines texts.

[ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      thanks for the warning. [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i will breathe & hydrate. you do the same.

a pause, thumb hovering over his shining screen                            emotions flash in quick succession over mimic & through eyes. he wasn't sure how to express his worry further wihout sounding like a    MAID  IN  DISTRESS.     she'd never let him forget his overworry if he'd not get a grip on himself              yet he had a hard time doing just that. how was he supposed to feel? act? he couldn't sit here, fiddling with his thumbs / maybe talk to welt while his star was   STRANDED / CUT OFF   from their crew. from him. 

[ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i'm gonna be honest with you [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i am worried. big time. [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      please come back in one piece. [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      you've brought color back into my life. [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i don't want to lose you.

jaw clenching, gambler's hues burn with  UNSHED  TEARS ;    how pathetic of him. sitting in the dark on his own ship & crying. where has the ever tough stoneheart gone to?    he couldn't tell anymore.   he was a changed person for her. heart warm / ablaze with a fire that only lumine was able to kindle / touch. 

[ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i will wait for your return. [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i hope you get those messages. [ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      i can't see any checkmarks since you've gone there.

which was all he could say                 already drafting a message in his head to contact the astral train. he wasn't sure if they knew about lumine & his bond ;   but that wasn't anything he'd   HIDE  ANYWAY.   everyone could know for all he cared because he was proud to call her his star. his heart. he'd show the golden crowned wonder of to anyone if he'd get the chance. even his enemies could know. aventurine knew she'd be able to handle this   ALL  TOO  WELL.  if anything he was more worried about them.

laugh a little wet & raspy, the man let the tears fall. why wouldn't he? it was better to let it go, than bottle it up. 

[ LUMINE. ⋆☀︎. ]      bring back a little souvenir.

( 🌙 )   HER HOPES HAVE been pretty kind to her lately ( she wonders how long that'll last ) with this thankful gift of being able to communicate with aventurine again after so long .. hopefully the time dilation wasn't absolutely horrible. she'd like to return to him before the other grew old .. aeon's don't think about that. think more positive --- he's responding , that's something to focus on.

[ TXT : 'VENTURINNIE 💕💎 ] i can assure you whatever hurt or .. trouble i come across isn't by my own design. [ TXT : 'VENTURINNIE 💕💎 ] if others need help i will do my best to help them. especially when their way of life is about to crumble to nothing if their prophecies are to be believed.

SHE KNEW THAT it wasn't what he wanted to hear , but she had to be honest with him : she always was as long as she knew what to expect. currently .. she hasn't a clue , giving him the base information was the best she could give him ---- the star hoped it would be enough for him to settle his worries ( in a perfect world , but with the past being less than kind to him there was a heavy feeling within her core that told her that it was a hope that likely wouldn't stick ).

LUMINE ACHED TO not be able to comfort him any easier , that she wasn't there or he here ; if she'd known before coming back to amphoreus would strand her here in some sort of cycle she wouldn't have come. probably. okay , well she would've been more careful upon reentry at the very least.

[ TXT : 'VENTURINNIE 💕💎 ] i will. [ TXT : 'VENTURINNIE 💕💎 ] you won't , promise. breathe and hydrate , aeon's forbid you've not done so since these messages finally broke through whatever block amphoreus had .. [ TXT : 'VENTURINNIE 💕💎 ] oh. by the way. [ TXT : 'VENTURINNIE 💕💎 ] sunday is likely on the express ---------- he joined us after penacony.

SURPRISE ..

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/anonn hello hi you're peak and i adore how you write the muses you write. your dedication is astounding and < 333 i love how u humored me with avenlumi and god im bites. youre super fun to talk to and its easy :3

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.   /   anon  @poswiecenia said:   /anonn hello hi you're peak and i adore how you write the muses you write. your dedication is astounding and < 333 i love how u humored me with avenlumi and god im bites. youre super fun to talk to and its easy :3

  omw to bite you back with love & affection of course ! ! !