#oof poor rose

[sharonaparadox]

[Image: fanart of the seer and actor from the YouTube series “Who Killed Markiplier?” sitting at a table with plates in front of them consisting only of red roses facing each other. As their bodies slump down, Mark is standing in the background in the mayor’s body and smiling while holding one index finger up to the mouth in a shushing motion. The whites of the eyes, shirt, bow tie, and pocket square of Damien’s body are all red, and the “Mayor” ribbon now reads “Actor.” The art is mostly in a muted red tint except for the previously-described red details, which are much brighter. End description.]

two left bodies very late valentine's drawing

[1moreff-creator]

DRDT CH2 EP16 First Impressions

We’ve reached the end of the chapter! A bittersweet feeling, finally getting closure on this chapter while also ushering in a new hiatus. Still, congrats to dev for making it this far! Hope they enjoy their break, while we enjoy whatever they’ve cooked up for the ending!

Without further ado, let us enjoy peak.

Spoilers for the entirety of CH2 (hell yeah). CW: Execution, suicidal thoughts.

It’s Aceover.

ONE vote for Teruko! Do we think Ace voted for himself? Did the mystery voter from Trial 1 repeat their vote on Teruko? Or did they not, and the vote’s just Ace? {Hindsight: It’s CH1 Mystery Voter probs}

MonoTV: “You got it right!” IT’S ALL OVER.

Okay wait it’s actually kinda weird to see the new David sprites outside of the Trial. Like it’s trippy idk why. That’s crazy.

Eden: “Why her of all people?” Poor Eden, at least give her an answer! Even if it’s just “it was the easiest option” man.

Whit: “I really thought that no one would repeat what happened to Xander and Min.” Is this the very first piece of anti-Whit Time Loop theory evidence? Or is he just lying? I don’t believe the theory, so I’m passing that one to the defenders.

Ace: “I killed her. And if you can’t forgive me for that, then there’s nothing I can say.”

Hey remember when Nico said they didn’t see the point of saying sorry if they wouldn’t be forgiven anyways? Yeah.

The foils are foiling :O

Both Teruko and Eden blaming themselves in their own way (Eden mentioned it in Ep10 “just like Min!” and now Teruko’s bringing “misfortune” into the conversation), man we are in for some sad times with these two. And everyone else ig.

Hu: “How could you say it’s just misfortune?” And Hu is very against this idea, interesting.

“So we can’t blame ourselves for failing to prevent something like that.” Ah, there’s the ticket. She’s trying not to feel guilty about it, which is kinda fair, Arei’s death is 99% Ace’s fault.

Eden: “The Ace I met for the first time wasn’t a murderer.” Oof, Eden hitting us with the full highlight line. She’s so great for this honestly. Everything she says afterwards is also great for her character, I love her (and I don’t need to read her lines with suspicion!!! I’m free!!!)

Veronika. And she’s still smiling. Go worst girl! /affectionate

“The only thing anyone can do in this killing game is to shatter.” We are… getting worryingly close to secret quote wording here.

Rose: “Are you saying Ace was pushed into killing because of things like almost being killed?” (Paraphrased) Oh God she’s gonna feel guilty too because she let Nico get the turpentine! Even if that doesn’t work if Ace had already chosen to kill Eden, still! How much self-blame can we have this trial?

Teruko: “No.” Yeah thank you.

Ace: “Did you all get the Veronika virus or what?” God I’m gonna miss him so much actually.

[To Levi] “Shut up for the rest of your life and kill yourself!” Holy SHIT he’s going out with a bang. {Hindsight: I didn’t realize how accurate this would be}

David: “You still have it in you to throw stones in your glass house.” Did this motherfucker correctly use the idiom Ace fucked up earlier? He’s such a piece of shit /affectionate.

Ace: “I don’t care if it made me a hypocrite!” AGH-! New sprite and the voice acting continues the hot streak of being absolutely fucking stellar! Holy hell!

[To Levi] “I just needed a reason to stay mad at you!” Ouchie!

[The whole Levi v Ace thing] This is just fucking incredible. Levi still doesn’t understand, Ace just wanted to stay mad so he could live with his betrayal, just peak character writing all around. And peak VAing, of course.

Teruko: “I need you to do a favor for me. It might just save your life.” YOOO I CALLED THIS!!! Blackened Blaze of Glory let’s fucking goooo!!!! Thanks to shinycrows for asking me that!!!

“Kill MonoTV for me.” Alright so. Not the best plan ever, but then again, it’s not like any plan against the killing game will work on CH2. Also the way she said that was great.

MonoTV: “Yeah, more murder!” Why’s it so funny for?

Teruko: “Arei died because you’re a coward, Ace!” YO why’s she going so hard right now?! This entire scene is incredible, I don’t even have any words for this much peak. The emotion in her voice, holy fuck- Oh yeah because Arei’s crying reminded her of something! In the playground! So Teruko does have a small connection with Arei so she’d feel real bad (for more reason than just death of someone she knew)! I didn’t put that together till now.

[Ace punches MonoTV] PEAAAK! Oh shit it actually broke! That was so fucking awesome! Let’s fucking go Ace!!!!! Also MonoTV is definitely just coming back, right?

That broken MonoTV sprite though!

Eden: “Finally, it’s over—“ The lack of music is making this really impactful, even though we know it won’t work. Holy shit.

MonoTV: “A fatal error has been detected” We breaking out different fonts?

MonoTV: “Now loading the default XF-Ture personality drivers.”

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AND THE CROWD GOES FUCKING WILD!!!!

Now we have the question. Was MonoTV created by XF for the game? Or did XF just create the AI, and someone repurposed it for thre killing game?

Also what are these defaults going to be?

…Wait whose voice is this? Someone we know? Please tell me I’m bad at recognizing voices! {I think it’s still MonoTV’s VA, just doing a different act, but I’m not sure}

[MonoTV speech] Didn’t expect MonoTV of all damn characters to have a badass moment, but I guess this is the world we live in now.

“But there is no reason to punish Ace a second time.” UHHH Chat are we cooked?

The death of every participant? This is about rule 14, right? “All murderers must be held accountable”? The “everyone is responsible for Mai’s death and must be punished” theory seems to be gaining ground.

It’s also saying this is why it was created, so XF likely did have a direct hand in the killing game. Min MM not looking so implausible all of the sudden.

“I will pass the punishment…” chat we’re actually immensely cooked what.

“I will now proceed with the execution of Teruko Tawaki.” UHHH LUCK BETTER COME IN CLUTCH!!!

[Machine Gun] BRO?!?!?!

Charles: “That thing will surely kill you!” Even Charles is sounding extremely distressed here, damn! But I guess Teruko is relying on her luck maybe?

Whit: “Charles! Stop talking and cover your eyes!” I mean yeah good advice but you know- More pressing things atm

Teruko: “No :)” Why’s she so silly coded?

Teruko: “Killed? I doubt it. As if something so kind could happen to me.” AAAAAAH!!!! The suicidal tendencies return with a vengeance!!!

[Her speech] Holy fuck holy fuck this is crazy she’s actually doing the unhinged Lucky Student thing of relying on luck she’s going in I’m so terrified for what’s about to happen.

“I’ll show you all what it means to be the Ultimate Lucky Student.” Shit boutta go crazy.

[LEVI DOES THE THING] OF FUCKING COURSE!

Bro I was not ready for this. I wasn’t ready in the slightest. This motherfucker better survive against all odds or it’s all over.

Bro that sprite- He’s so cooked.

MonoTV: “His injuries are not fatal” Wait are we saved? Arturo look I know you’re not a doctor but for the love of God tell me you can do something about this holy shit. I wasn’t ready for this.

VERONIKA. Holy shit she’s actually insane.

Arturo: “He could live…” Please??? For me???

Wait now that I’m thinking about it. He hasn’t said his secret quote. We might be saved.

[Whit sprite] … Huh??? Bro what the fuck is happening this episode.

Ace: “Execute me right now!” Ough this shit insane!!! I can’t- I genuinely can’t react. I’m just overcome with emotion at this point.

“I’ll have a third death in my hands!” … Wait the math. Unless he’s counting himself… does he blame himself for Taylor’s death???

[The entire Arturo - Ace debacle] I…holy shit???? The genuine distress in Arturo’s voice when he says he can’t save Levi??? Ace clinging to the hope that he can??? Bro what the fuck??? This is insane???? I can’t- I can’t compute- This is actually insane. This is so much. Levi better not fucking die after this I swear to god-

Ace: “I don’t want to die…” Holy shit dev did it. I’m feeling just as bad for Ace as I felt for Min. Bra-fucking-vo. Holy fuck. No words.

[Thanatophobia]

(Fear of death right? Fits)

… Okay, so. I know someone brought up this term in relation to Ace. Genius, first.

Second, that might just be one of the greatest executions I’ve even seen, if not the best. I usually don’t care much about how good executions are, but this… this is incredibly good. The music was banging. The execution method was unique. It wasn’t related to his talent, but his character, which makes it better imo.

(Also are the “unexplained illnesses” related to Xander’s family?)

And even through all this… dev showed the corpse. When they didn’t show Min’s. Why would you allow me to cope even further? You drop XF and show a corpse- holy shit. I just can’t even process anything.

And he didn’t say his quote. He never said it I don’t think. Levi better survive.

VERONIKA. Holy shit she’s actually getting more and more unhinged by the second the hell-? Yeah remember when she looked unnerved by Min’s execution?!?! She ain’t looking unnerved no more!

Hu: “The elevator is open!” We’re just- gonna ignore- Alright, I guess it’s fair. Surely Levi survives right?

Rose please tell me you looked away. I know you saw Levi so it’s not looking great either way, but still.

Teruko: “Go on without me.” Is she going to talk to David maybe? About the secret?

“Everyone was gone.” Alright no, she’s just going to mourn or something?

[Teruko reflects on her similarities to Ace and Arei] I really like this moment, it’s nice of her to say what the audience was probably already thinking.

MonoTV: “I must convince everyone that I’m the villain.” And what does this mean MonoTV? Genuinely too burnt out to think about it any harder rn.

MonoTV: “That is the fate that I have, to make others suffer.” HOW ARE WE TYING MONO FUCKING TV TO THE THEME OF FATE?!?!?!WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT FUCKING “TERUKO-MONOTV PARALLELS” WHAT THE FUCK?! DEV YOU SON OF A BITCH YOU DID IT AGAIN!!! /positive

[Teruko breaks down] Holy hell…

“I had known the answer…” AUGH- The character writing… it’s so good… fucking hell this is incredible…

Where do we even go from here? Teruko’s speed running the themes of trust and fate like they’re not the main themes of the series?!?! I’m going crazy.

… Are we seriously leaving it on a cliffhanger whether Levi is alive or not? Like, I know the “surviving students” thing counted him, so I’m guessing he’s alive, but… hot damn. This is an evil cliffhanger.

(Also I find it funny that David’s silhouette sprite did in fact change to what the dev said was his new default lol)

“Seems there’s something he’s not proud of” The nailbiting right.

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General Thoughts

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Bro how the fuck am I expected to even begin to summarize this shit?!?!

Okay, in… ascending order of crazy.

Did David just… not speak almost the entire episode? Did he even have any lines when Teruko was being executed? The fuck is going on with him? He didn’t even reveal Teruko’s secret???

Veronika was unhinged. Loved that for her. Hope she gets worse, it seems like CH3 will be a fun chapter for her (I hope that doesn’t mean she dies).

Whit officially gets his very own unhinged/breakdown sprite! We’ve completed the set! I mean, it’s not as crazy as others, but it matches Rose’s so…

Everyone endures further trauma, fun.

I even feel bad for Arturo! Poor guy did not ask for this shit! There’s fun foils here with Levi trying to protect the group as much as he can and Arturo being forced into the role…

Also. Of all ships. I did not expect Aceturo to get a dub here somehow.

I somehow called more or less predicted what Teruko was gonna do. Fun how that happened. And her little character reflection at the end was awesome, I loved it very much. Jesus fuck.

That’s gotta be the best execution I’ve ever seen, hands down. I don’t care that there wasn’t a single horse there. This is much better.

Also, no secret quote from Ace. So those are 100% not a good metric for defining who is at risk of death. Wonder if that means we’ll get a flashback with him?

XF-Ture Tech?!?!?! MonoTV character building kinda?!?!?!?! I’m going crazy?!?!?!

Levi??? This motherfucker better be alive. There’s no reason he should be dead, so I’m gonna assume he’s alive. But wow… I guess weightedblankettt was sorta right on the “final orbit” interpretation of Levi’s connection to Shoemaker-Levy 9, just… not in a way we expected. (If that meant nothing to you don’t worry about it).

And Ace… Hot damn. Just… an entire character arc at the eleventh minute, huh? How’s that for the people who were saying Ace wouldn’t be remembered, huh? Levi probably owes him his life, in a way. He broke MonoTV. He faced his thanatophobia to try to help Levi survive. Just… so fucking good. I said it in the reaction. I genuinely felt just as much grief for him as I did Min. And coming from me, that’s… a lot. Just incredible writing and voice acting and everything in between…

This cements it, btw. This is my favorite trial from anything DR related ever. It’s genuinely insane. I am going to make a more detailed, more coherent post analyzing the entirety of Part 2 of this chapter, because it deserves it. It deserves more thought than I’m able to give right now on account of feeling too many emotions. Stay tuned for that, I guess.

Props to the dev, the VAs, and anyone who might have laid a hand on this at some point. It’s genuinely incredible, this is an unforgettable experience. Holy shit.

I don’t- I don’t have the emotional energy to keep writing. Just… I think I need to calm down for a few hours. Genuinely loved every second of this. Thanks for reading, and see you when I gather my thoughts enough to trust myself to be coherent.

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

Crewel, how many single mothers or older sisters hit on you? As you're a handsome man.

… Bold of you to assume he attracts only women and single people 😂

If he doesn’t scare you, no evil thing will.

"Are you speaking of parent-teacher conferences?" Crewel frowned. "I've spoken with a number of guardians and siblings during those meetings, but I assure you that I keep things strictly professional. I'm quick to shut down any advances.

"Most memorable of those experiences would have to be meeting Diamond's sisters. There were two of them, so it resulted in a situation where they were fighting the other to command the conversation. It took more than a few reminders to convince them to settle down and regain focus. Diamond was quite embarrassed by the entire ordeal."

"Oof, yeah... I can see why."

You tried to picture being in Cater's shoes, sitting there while his sisters--giggly and superficial--vied to catch the eye of the alchemy professor. Heat rose to your face.

Poor Cater-senpai.

"... You needn't be concerned," Crewel quietly reassured you. "I had a talk with him afterwards to ensure he was well. Nothing significant came out of that encounter."

"Oh, that's good."

Crewel-sensei checked up on Cater-senpai when he suspected he might be embarrassed. Not only is Crewel-sensei handsome, but he's caring too!

"Has anyone else tried to hit on you...?" you inquired.

"There are many occasions when I am stopped in town or back in the Queendom and asked for my availability--perhaps because those environments are less restrictive and formal. I've also had the odd barista or bartender slipping me their numbers along with my drink order. Once, I received homemade cookies from an elderly woman who informed me that I reminded her of her late husband in his youth.

"When I'm out walking my pets, it seems to happen more often. And why wouldn't it? My dogs are the most handsome in all the world. It follows that they would be magnets for attention."

"Wow, Crewel-sensei... You're even more popular than I thought you were!" you gasped, bringing a hand to your mouth. "If you don't mind me asking, are you already taken?"

He has to be, right? With the number of people coming onto him, I'd be shocked if he hadn't already found someone!

"... You're really pushing it, pup," Crewel warned, tapping his pointer against an open palm.

There it was--his smile, both daring and dashing all at once. The smile that charmed countless, putting them under his spell.

"You ought to keep your nose where it belongs. A private matter like that stays between grown-ups."

[deviousdeliciousness]

Tipped Off

Wuh-oh. Poor tiny guy gets caught by a giant of dubious morality ;D

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Kole dug his fingers into the thick skin of the giant's palm holding him far too high up in the air, shaking like a leaf.

He scooched as best he could into the center of the hand despite how much it terrified him to be in it in the first place. Anything was better than being close to the edge, to seeing the fatal drop-off only inches away from his shivering form.

The giant's fingers were flattened straight out, offering no stability or handholds for Kole to desperately clutch onto. He'd never felt so vulnerable, so exposed.

At his back, the human chuckled lowly, sending a warm gust of air against him that had the hairs against the back of his neck standing on end.

He swallowed convulsively, squeezing his eyes shut and hunching further into himself, wishing he could cross his arms over his chest in a poor imitation of a hug, desperate for comfort, but too terrified at the thought of taking his palms off the grounding support of his weak grip on the giant's skin.

Kole's eyes snapped back open wide as his world suddenly began to tilt.

As the palm beneath him began to tilt.

He frantically scrambled backwards as the giant's fingers tipped downwards and revealed the awaiting ground below. He felt himself sliding forwards, and a scream ripped free from his throat.

"No - please!" he pleaded, panic-struck, leaning backwards as far as he could to try to counteract the slant of the giant's palm. It wouldn't be enough - it already wasn't enough - and he could feel his grip slip. His heart leapt into his throat as he tumbled forwards and towards the awaiting precipice.

Only to be caught as, at the very last second, the giant's palm leveled back off, causing Kole to land against the being's thick, long fingers with a breath-expelling 'oof' and a choked off keen.

Over the edge of the tips of the human's fingers, the concrete ground so far below seemed to stare back up at him almost tauntingly, and a flashbulb picture of his body, bloody and broken, seared across his mind.

"Oops," the giant teased - teased - and Kole's shoulders rose to his ears as he scooted himself away from the edge once more. He ducked his head, and his lips trembled, his fingers white-knuckled where he once more had them clenched into the grooves of the human's skin.

He didn't want this. He didn't want to play this game. He didn't want to be played with like this was a game - like he was a game, or a thing to be played with. He didn't even know what this giant who had captured him wanted from him at all.

Did he want Kole to beg again? To cry and plead and debase himself for the chance at keeping himself alive?

Kole would do it. He would do anything as long as it meant he wouldn't be subjected to whatever horrible fate the giant could dole out to him as easy as anything. Wasn't that what the being had just done? Shown Kole how simple of a thing it would be to snuff out the borrower's puny, pointless existence?

Kole had never been caught by a human before, but he knew the stories. Even without them, it wasn't hard to imagine what a being so many times larger than him could do. Things even worse than just letting him go splat against the ground. Like step on him, or sit on him, or rip his limbs straight from his body without even exerting any strength, or bite him in half with its powerful jaws, or swallow his entire form whole, or crush him in the palm of its hand.

Kole shivered, fruitlessly attempting to dispel the thought as his awareness of where, exactly, he was in that moment seemed to hone in just that much more.

He just hoped the giant wouldn't keep him.

Perhaps any fate would be better than that.

Above him, there was a loud, impatient-sounding sigh, and Kole startled in shock upon realizing how long he must've been lost in his spiraling thoughts for, his muscles all at once tensing with renewed ferocity.

"You're no fun," the human complained, almost - almost disappointed-like, and Kole's blood froze solid with an unprecedented amount of dread. Dread that became warranted as the hand that had been holding him aloft, keeping him undisputedly as its prisoner but simultaneously, contrarily safe, was suddenly upturned.

The scream that tore its way out of Kole's throat was sharp and jagged as he went airborne, and in that instant he would've done anything to be back in the giant's hold.

Instead, he was free-falling to the cold, hard ground below him. The wind whistled in his ears offbeat from the blood pounding through his skull, his limbs splayed out at his sides as he desperately, uselessly, tried to slow his fatal descent.

The ground came closer and closer and closer, but Kole couldn't even force his gaze away from his imminent fate, his wind-stung eyes locked onto the rapidly approaching grey, flat ground.

It felt like both less than an instant and a million years had passed before something slammed into his side, and for a second Kole was too disorientated from the abrupt end to his fall to realize what had happened.

It was only as he blinked rapidly, feeling warmth seep into his terror-chilled bones from all around, that he realized.

The giant had caught him.

And all at once, it was too much.

His eyes abruptly welled with tears, and he was helpless to stop them. He opened his mouth to take in a desperately needed breath only to choke on a hiccuping sob.

He trembled violently, and it only worsened with every twitch of the human's monstrous fingers around him. Hot tears spilled over his pale cheeks, and he couldn't strangle the horrible-sounding whimpers that fell free from his twisted lips.

He barely had the presence of mind to hear the giant as it next spoke, and he might not have had its voice not been as overwhelmingly deep and reverberating as its kind's was known to be.

"I was just messing with you," it muttered, almost like it was uncomfortable with Kole's pathetic breakdown.

Kole didn't believe the human's words. Its actions were too careless, too cruel, to have been anything but malicious. He couldn't accept the thought that anyone - anything - with a single ounce of kindness, of compassion, in its heart would do such a thing.

The others had been right.

Humans were monsters, and a borrower's life meant nothing to them at all.

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poor bebe ;(

dumb dumb giant, where'd that big brain o' yours go??

[themmatennant]

no cause not rtd litterally bringing this up in 'the giggle'. 15 looks 14 (basically 10) right in the eyes and is like u gotta deal with ur shit bro, like ur obsession with *rose* for instance?? or im not gonna be happy ever. . 14 looks so defeated throughout it, and i was just like oop, turns out he didnt move on from rose. I mean he has NOW because he finally dealt and healed from the trauma. and now for the first time in a while, the doctor is finally truly happy

i was thin

i was thinking, since we learned how badly the doctor missed donna despite not seeing her for litterally hundreds of years, he probably still misses rose. and i know that he was married to river but he had other best friends since leaving donna so it would make sense that he was still in love with her and wishes he could be with her

[rosakuma]

DRDT EP 14 Thoughts(spoilers of course 😋)

I’m about to go insane

Okay for starters…..I’d like to apologize to the Hu nation and the Eden!cultprit truthers. To be fair, she was very sus before we clarified Nico’s murder attempt. To which damn Nico, I was trying to give you the benefit of the doubt only because it was strange how you held that wire, but it makes sense now knowing the reason. Man I feel awful for a lot of people here in this episode. Nico regrets trying to kill Ace even if they dislike him because he reminded them of the people who hurt Nico before(peers, teachers, and their father OOF). And now they gotta live with having “Almost murder” stuck to their name while also losing a potential friendship with Rose(we NicoRose shippers lost dang it). Poor Rose feeling guilty of her memory being out of shape(the poor girl is traumatized by remembering the clear deaths, I don’t blame her) and getting blames for it. But thank goodness my goat/best girl Teruko with some good old character development came in and reassured Rose that she is useful and it’s not her fault(Us TerukoXRoss shippers fricken WON!). David while still being an ass that I hate(albeit now feel more sympathetic towards) I feel bad for witnessing Arei’s body first….god no wonder why he’s so mad at the killer, I’m pissed at them too. And then there’s Ace….this episode turn me into the 1# Ace Markey defender. My poor man has been suffering this chapter and things keep getting worse for him. He pushes everyone away thanks to his paranoia, has a eating disorder no one notices which is hurting him, was ALMOST MURDERED with no one worried about him(hell Hu fricken defended his potential murder rather than reprimanding them!), and worse of all, the one person he thought who cared about him in this terrible place admitted he doesn’t care if he lives or dies….oh and now he’s being accused of killing Arei. F*ck Ace’s life is so tragic. Oh yeah speaking of the killer. EDEN HOW DARE YOU, I BELIEVED IN YOU!! She is 100% the murder and it makes me so sad and sick seeing how well she’s able to make Teruko take her side. She even hugged her like Min did(I am going to be sick). I will say, Arei would respect the hustle and manipulation though. Well done Eden, you impressed your would’ve been bestie. I might make another post about why Ace can’t be the killer unless someone beats me to it, but yeah it’s Eden. No way Ace is the killer and it sucks how David despite revealing his true colors is still able to manipulate everyone(bro gonna out do Kokichi Ouma man).

[jakkon-and-rose-topic]

Cw: Mentions to graphic... sickness, blood, shaking, withdrawals in general, stuff like that, Swearing

By agonizing withdrawals, I mean agonizing. Be warned

(Please leave comments I love reading them, even if it's just a simple oof or F in the chat for this poor man - No he isn't dead)

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Jakkon stumbled and leaned heavily against the wall with a soft groan. He needed something, anything. It hurt. It hurt far worse than he'd expected. The Satyr gasped through his teeth, breaths shuddering with every movement as his throat tightened and his lungs shattered in his ribs.

He held onto the rock as best as he could, other hand gripping the fabric of his shirt over his chest as pain pulsed like a fiery heart beneath his skin. “Shit…” Jakkon looked up, gritting his teeth as he tried to level his ragged breaths. He needed to see the others. If not, they might suspect something was wrong. He needed to piece it back together and stand up straight. He could do that. He could handle pain. He could ignore it. He'd done it plenty of times before to fool Rose out of burning herself out. He could do it again.

Jakkon shook the hair out of his face and steadied himself. He managed a level step and quiet breaths, but he funneled all of his efforts into staying upright and could hardly find the control to keep his hands from shaking. A tugging dread crawled through his mind as his fake optimism began to crumble. What if he couldn't do this? What if it killed him? What if he hurt someone?

The Satyr shook his head as he forced an uneven smile and directed his attention to appearing fine. But despite all of his efforts, his heart raced and his focus slipped away. He stepped into the doorway of the main cavern and hesitated.

But before he could rethink his decision, Rose waved with a smile. “Good morning Horns!”

“Morning.” He nodded to her, slipping his hands behind his back as he trotted over and sat down beside her.

“Are you alright? You're awake later than usual.” The Fae raised an eyebrow.

“I’m alright. I will be. Do you have any tea, water, or something like that?”

Rose stopped for a moment, but Morena smiled at him from beyond her. “I do. Would you like some tea?”

“Yes please.” The Satyr smiled gratefully, finally able to let go of the concentration and effort it took to stand, hoping desperately that if he had something to drink, it might loosen the claws of pain digging into his skin from every angle.

“Here.” Morena smiled warmly as she pushed a cup of tea toward him.

The Satyr lifted the cup to his lips as gently as he could. It didn’t help as much as he’d hoped, but it did enough, taking his mind off of the pain for a moment. But the relief only lasted for a moment, as a sudden stab of new agony shot through his shoulder and an intense wave of nausea hit him like a rock.

He flinched, pulling back from the table. “Ah…F- I… I should go.”

“What? Horns! Horns are you okay?” Rose stood quickly.

Jakkon groaned in pain. “Yes… I’m… Fuck, ow, no! No, I’m not okay. Shit…”

Rose’s eyes widened and she started to move toward him, but worry sparked into his eyes as he noticed Rose’s desperate terror and instinctively pulled back to avoid hurting her, standing suddenly in an attempt to back away further. But the sudden motion finally snapped the last string holding him upright and he collapsed against the table, shaking.

“Shit! Fuck! Morena! Get Finn!” Rose tensed, vaulting over the table as Jakkon’s body shrank in on itself and fell to the ground, leaving him to convulse on the stone floor, as Rose began to panic, searching for something to do.

But as she froze, he coughed, blood beginning to foam from his mouth as his body began to shake and jerk violently. “Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit!” Rose began to hyperventilate as she ripped the coat from her shoulders and shoved it under his head as a hope that it would help prevent any damage from the stones beneath him as her wings flapped and bright orange Roses rained petals so thick it covered both of them. His hands twitched, fingers gripping at nothing in the air as his entire body tensed and shook with him.

Finn and Morena rushed back into the room. Finn lunged for Rose, eyes widening in horror as he caught a glimpse of what was going on. The harpy pulled her back into the hallway, away from what was going on. Rose resisted his hold, screaming and clawing at his arms as she shrieked for her brother-in-law, terrified beyond anything she’d ever felt before.

Finn closed his eyes, trying to shut out Rose's desperate screams as her nails dug into his skin, just like Jakkon when Eveny had died. Fighting and screaming with all his will to save her, now Rose for him. Though she didn't fight like he had. She fought for her brother, for the last thing she had left.

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Sweet Tooth - Fell!Sans x Reader

Roses are red 

My feelings be true 

I don't do poetry...

Screw you <3

Digging through the Underground's garbage dump was one of your favourite pass times. You usually went once a  week as by that time there was usually new stuff. New books, clothes, a bike with a missing wheel, tinned food if you were lucky and.... oh, what's this?

"Omg no way!!" you squeal in excitement, quickly giving it a sniff test to see if it was still good. BINGO!! Shoving it and a few other items in your bag you were quick to depart the garbage dump.

 You run through the waterfall, passing monsters, having to give a rushed apologies as you nearly run into a few. "Sorry!!" 

Unfortunately you do end up bumping into a monster, one who was comically tall and smelled particularly fishy. "Oof... Oh hey Undyne!" You grinned up at her only to be gently shoved back.

"Nice to see ya to kid but next time watch where ya going next time, will ya?" She sassed as she crossed her arms. 

"Heh, sorry about that. Guess i kinda got carried away... Speaking off i'd love to talk but I'm kinda in a hurry"

"Ha ya think? Welp i'll let you get back to whatever, go get'em kid" Undyne quipped as she threw you a toothy grin. 

"Will do, Cya Undyne!!" You yelled as you past her, picking up you pace but with more awareness or your surroundings. 

Shivering as the sudden change of temperature as you enter the forever winter of Snowdin. You slow down your pace, putting on your thick jacket that was tied around your waist. Your first thought was that he was at Grillby's. Only to be left disappointed as soon as you open the door, the jingle of the bell mocking you. 

"Damn, i swore that he's be here... The one time he's not." You whine, only to spot Papyrus in the far corner. Surely he's know. 

"Hey Papyrus!!" You call out as you made your way to him, giving him a quick wave. 

"HUMAN, WHAT BRINGS YOUR PRESENCE HERE? HERE TO SEE THE MAGNIFICENT PAPYRUS MWAH HAW HAW HAW!" 

"Unfortunately not today. I was actually looking for Sans, have you seen him?" You asked 

"I HAVE ACTUALLY, HE'S AT OUT HOUSE. YET I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'D THINK HE'D BE HERE, HE COMES HERE SO OFTEN YOU'D THINK HE'S LIVE HERE MWAH HAW HAW HAW!" Papyrus laughed at his own joke, followed by your own chuckle of encouragement. 

"Heh, nice one. Thanks for the help, cya around" You waved goodbye as you left the establishment. 

You run towards the skeletons (plus yours) house, barging down the door. "SANSSS!!!" You yelled out, knowing this was the fastest way to get to him rather than looking through the whole house. 

The poor, unknowing skeleton quickly teleports to your side looking around anxiously. "Yo where's the fire?! Are you hurt, what's going o-" Before he could continue, or for you to give an explanation your excitement gets the better of you and you tackle him to the ground with a hug.

"Oi get off ya crazy human" He shoved you off, only to give you a soft punch to the shoulder. "Don't scare me like that, thought you were dyin' or somethin'"  Sans huffed, not bothering to get up off of the floor. 

"Sorry Sans, didn't mean to frighten ya. totally could've handled that better. Anyways you're never gonna believe what I found at the garbage dump of us." You beamed as you pulled yourself up to sit your back up against the couch, sans soon to follow. 

He raised an eyebrow at first before giving a grin, ruffling the top of your head. "Us?....Damn a gift? All is forgiven sweetheart, now whatcha' find" Sans asked as you dug through your bag. 

You pull out the slight smooshed but totally edible box of chocolates. "Look!! This is such a good find, and they're still good, must've been thrown down recently. Eeee i haven't had chocolate in so long and as far as i aware you haven't even tried it" You grinned as you held the box out in front of you. 

San's look completely shifted, snatching the box out from your hands analysing it and giving it a quick sniff. "Holy shit, how the- Yeah i've chocolate, when i was a lil baby bones but man that was... fucking years ago. This is like- and don't tell anyone this cause it's cringy af, but like my absolute favourite." He gushed excitedly. 

"Really me too and there's different flavours too, see" You flip the box in his hands and show him the varieties. "See there's you average milk chocolate, can't go wrong with that, then you got the stuff that has caramel. Hazelnut, mind flavour which people will dbeta whether or not it taste good. Dark chocolate, mocha, strawberry. Ooo and white chocolate, which fun fact arguable isn't chocolate as it isn't made with cocoa solids, only cocoa butter. Nice right" You chuckled, only to see the look on his face faltered. 

"Huh I didn't know chocolate had flavours, I've only had the regular shit ya know." he gave a nervous laugh before changing the topic. Huh what's a valentines chocolate, does it make it special from the other chocolate?" He asked, pointing to the front of the box. 

"Valentines box of chocolates- Oh No, no. It's just marketing, once every year, i believe mid February theres a day called valentines day. Which basically people would give chocolate and roses to another as a token of their affection, it's a custom usually done by lovers yet it can be done in a platonic sense." You clarified. Guess they didn't have valentines day here, nor books about it. 

"Oh, a day dedicated to love? Ew that's disgusting, at least they have chocolate on this day haha" Sans joked, giving you a little nudge.

 Knowing he was shy about that kinda stuff made you giggle to yourself. Especially since he didn't know that you knew. "Actually the price of chocolate and roses usually goes up on that day, which is kinda inconvenient but that's the economy i guess."

"What?! That's an absolute outrage, fucking valentines day making over priced chocolate." Sans barked, flipping off the concept of Valentines day. 

You laughed as San's antics. "Well I guess it still tastes good, tell ya what i'll let'cha have the first piece" 

"Damn no way.. for real life?" He questioned. 

" Knock ya self out big guy" after that he wasted no time opening up the box. Yet the decision of actually picking a flavour stumped him. 

He had to look which flavours was which about five times before he made a decision. "Milk chocolate, it's a safe option since i already know that i like it" He reasoned. 

"Huh good logic. Can't go wrong with classics" you shrugged, waiting for him to try it. 

Before he took he piece and ate it he turns to you. "What's your favourite"

"mine? hmm, i don't think i really have one. but going with your logic i'd say white chocolate as i know that i really like it." You answered. 

"well then here you go" He holds out the box out for you to take your piece. 

You give him a smile and a thanks as you take it. Which Sans then takes his piece soon after holding it out to you.  "Happy valentines day" 

You couldn't help but burst into laughter soon regretting it after." Ahahah, What?"

Sans instantly freaks outs, and is quick to defend and explain. "Nah it's not like that, think about it, if these have been dumped recently then its only safe to assume that the valentine's day is today... give or take a few days i dunno. Besides you said that shit could be platonic.... well we're friends are we not.." He looked away, his anxieties filling his soul. 

You let out a soft little "oh" as it began to click for you. "I love you too Sans" You nudge your piece of chocolate with his, leaving smudges on eachothers "Cheers" You grin at the shy skeleton before you popped the chocolate in your mouth, letting it melt in your mouth

Sans is quick to look at you. Observe the look on your face and demeanour. Only to let out the breath he didn't know he was holding. "Heh yeah whatever sweetheart, cheers" He chuckled before, eating his own chocolate, licking the tips of his phalanges which was covered in melted chocolate. 

love ya too

Authors Notes: Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! Givin' a special shout out to the Aces, Aros, Aplatonics, and anyone who is a mix of these! And if you are loveless this year, so am i , so let's cheers to that! Love comes in all different forms, so tell your friends how much you appreciate them or call your mother, I dunno. And keep in mind that even if you don't experience attraction or love, you still matter and are valued. <3

When chocolates and roses go on sale, don't forget to enjoy!! (And if you can't eat chocolate and don't like roses then please accept these 🍫🍬💐🌼)

[chartmyfixations]

cris watches dr. who: s02e04 - "The Girl in the Fireplace"

"What's a horse doing on a spaceship?" "Mickey, what's Pre-Revolutionary France doing on a spaceship? Get a little perspective!"

"He's the only man I ever loved, don't look at me like that." Poor lad. The Doctor does have this effect on people, doesn't he?

Aw. Rose sharing her universe with Mickey is adorable

Space Age Clockwork is such a cool theme to design around! It really works: the contrast between the clock, the fireplace and the foppish robots on the one hand and the cool stark blue of the spaceship on the other. Pretty pretty

The word "Don't" really doesn't work on Rose

I've had it with these motherfucking horses on this motherfucking spaceship

Oof. That is one gummy ass heart

I knew nothing of Madame de Pompadour as a historical figure, so this whole episode is an eye-opening delight

Also a fan that the locale (for once) is France rather than somewhere in England

"Why can't I keep the horse? I let you keep Mickey!" Hee

Dang. The Doctor has surprise telepathy?

Dang². Reinette has a surprise knack for reverse!telepathy? It's nice, watching the Doctor experience that terrifying moment where you realize you like someone and they see you and you want to be known but also being known by that person is the most terrifying thing ever

I like how the Doctor assumes the telepathic connection works one way but it is quickly revealed that it works both ways. Hey, just like the fireplace

Wow, I'm really good at literary analysis

Poor Ms. Fish, stepping from that beautiful lush Versailles into a Power Rangers set

Hey, I also wore white All Stars in the zeroes!

Mdm. Pompadour's last letter -- I'm not crying, you're crying

So, why were the robots waiting for Ms. Pompadour to be 'done'? Was it her intelligence? Her telepathic prowess?

Aw, the ship is bearing her name. As their last resort, they saw her as their solution. That's... kind of sad. The robots were so desperately trying to find a way out within their limitless means, not realizing they had destroyed their underlying purpose (Fix the ship should obviously lead to saving the crew) in the process. It kind of reminds of the Can't Help Myself-robot.)

8 out of 8 Tardes. Beautiful episode with a cool, innovative plot. +1 for the inclusion of Mdm. Pompadour and her amazing actress

[wetcatspellcaster]

"Angry lesbian" had me in tears 😂

This chapter had been heartbreaking. Poor Astarion. I want to hug him, with consent. While reading the part of what Cazador made him do in this fic and how public reacted, I remembered Gossip by Maneskin. Like, the celebrity culture is ridiculous as it is, but mixing in someone like Cazador to be the kinda monopolist of it... Oof. (Disney, I'm looking at you too)

I'm also was reminded of This is Us, a bit. I watched the show long time ago now, but yeah. That "pretty face, perfect body, don't you talk smart, you are not here for it", and all the confidence problems. Please don't get offended, I'm just connecting the dots to imagine how Astarion's healing may go. He is doing a fair enough job, thanks to Wyll mostly as I understand.

Also. The internalised homophobia. Is it there? Because I can smell it. With him assuming Rose is lesbian, and not really caring about representation, and like yeah, not everyone does, but. Oooh so much trauma. Sign him up for therapy, Wyll. Please.

I can imagine Wyll once tugging Astarion alone to one of the parties Karlach throws, and then him and Rose both accidentally hiding in the bathroom for some reset and quiet time.

Their messaging was so cute. And I assumed Rose was keeping it professional, as not answering work emails on her days off, but I guess I forgot who she truly is. Can't wait to read what they were up to.

So, is the apartment Rose visited in the apartment Astarion lives? I got confused about the printer being one of the few pieces of furniture there. Or is it just his own furniture that there is little of? Poor baby will have to start as a student who just moved out. And with his taste, it will be expensive. Unless he finds a sugar mummy Rosalie, but that'll come in ten years (probably), and I hope he will smarten up until then.

I was laughing at Astarion reading the books and taking in the multi syllabic words. I could imagine his Intelligence scale going 9.1, 9.2, 9.3 all the time.

It's hilarious and bittersweet how he thinks Rose is adapt when we all read and felt how anxious she was. And how she thought him so cold and collected, when Astarion is literally on the brink of breakdown over his career. The masks are on point.

And just how well you adapted game Astarion to this AU Astarion. He is just as haughty and just the same menace he was in game, but wrapped in more shiny (if that's possible) package. And the nods to the vampirism, even when he is not a vampire here. The hat, the love of sunlight, the shitty food, the insomnia! I've been screaming, even if that was incidental connections.

I can so imagine Astarion not reading type. He just isn't. He is too busy with other... Stuff. So hope Rose will show him the world. Of library. (Oh no, now I remember what Rose got up at libraries, and oof. Hot)

I can imagine it will take time for Astarion to trust her, and open up, since they barely know each other. It will be such a fun journey, I'm sure you will write it masterfully as always, and we will enjoy it immensely!

And the podcast part (that orcish woman - hot), and the book - "the soup" I bet was fun to write. And I'm with Astarion - I would've listened to Rosalie talk about everything for days. She is so expressive and clearly interested in the subject, that it will be very entertaining and educational. I wish she had been my history professor, because I would've enjoyed the lectures much more than I ever did, and now I'll learning history by myself. So I can understand Astarion's perspective at "oh shit, this person who was so glorified is actually not only ugly AF, but also a horrible horrible person"

Thank you so much for this chapter! It's a nice cozy reading for a dreary raining day!

hi anon! thanks for such a detailed message. i'm glad you're enjoying the fic :) tried to answer your question below!

I've never seen This Is Us, so I can't really be offended lol. If this turns out to be another Bojack Horseman moment where i find out my plot has affinities to shows I've never seen then, hurrah! there really are 7 basic plots in the world. (a lot of the inspiration was mostly from webtoons, kdrama, and - as always - buffy).

about internalised homophobia, I mean... there's a difference between internalised homophobia, and having a sense of belonging/community when being gay. lots of people are queer without it being political, or they 'keep politics out of it' - unless in this case, where it serves a narrative. i don't think it's homophobia, so much as not finding that belonging with anybody, right now. this astarion has no community, and also a great degree of privilege, so why would he care to engage or empathise with strangers he doesn't know? i was just using it as a way to stress his feelings of isolation, the same that in the first act of the game he is performing a social script without really feeling anything other than survival, and how he is also alienated from himself. if you don't feel good about yourself and you also don't have a support network, then why would you be openly vulnerable about any kind of queer experience, especially when it's overlapped with a degree of abuse, especially when you're learning to wield an insincere version of it as a new weapon?

...maybe when he has friends...

as for the 'angry lesbian' joke, we'll get round to why he is assuming that in the next chapter, and the answers is funnier than you think

the apartment Rosalie visited is where he lives. if you imagine an airbnb, an airbnb wouldn't have a printer. one of the few things he's had to buy outside of essentials, is all i meant. bc he doesn't really have anything he needs to buy right now.

all vampirism references/transformations are deliberate :) and parties incoming x

[pitbullwithaship]

DOCTOR WHO LIVEBLOG S4 EP11

Finally some Doctor Who free from academic stress, and just in time for emotional stress of the last few episodes in a season! Huzzah!

Ooh funny culture clash there

That looks fun

They're so besties

Don't break the number one rule Donna

Ooh I'd take a free future telling

Okay that was an ominous look

Tells her literally everything

Ooh is she gonna make a different time-line or something

This is creepy

Oof changed history there damn I don't see how this is gonna go

Ooh Billie Piper is in the credits yay!!!

Ooh she gets to go to a Christmas party

This is one hell of an alternate timeline

Ooh one of her friends has the Sight tm lol

OMG WHAT HE SUCCEEDED IN FRICKIN COMMITING SUICIDE DAMN we all know that's what would have happened if Donna wasn't there

HELLO ROSE

Wrong Wrong

Oh poor Donna

Oh damn if the doctor's dead nothing fixes it all oh dear

Oh fuck Martha's dead in this timeline

This is a depressing timeline

SARAH JANE MY HEART CANNOT HANDLE ANY OF THIS AAAHHH

Damn hello Rose again

I love Wilf so much

Oh shit the Queen's dead there now too

Oh shit

Damn this is really depressing uta making me really really sad

Oh Donna

Charming place

Oh the fat blobs

This is really sad my heart was not prepared at all I'm gonna cry

Bohemian Rhapsody!!

Little band of fighters? What little band?

TORCHWOOD aw they're all dead though fuck

This is breaking my heart

Girlie!! Girlie don't just matter-of-factly state that she's gonna die

Oh fuck labour camps that's what they called them before

Oh Wilf oh Donna

Oh her mum oh

Y'all this is physically hurting me

Don't agree that she's a disappointment gurl

Aww he still has his telescope

THE STARS ARE GOING OUT HOLY FUCK

Oh Donna hello Rose

THE TARDIS

Suddenly closes her mouth I love Donna

Oh that's a large alien beetle

Oh poor Donna

THIS glass of water is to combat DEHYDRATION

Oh Donna

People are gonna think you're crazy girl

Run girl run!!!

Two Words!?

Awww Doctor

HUG

YES YOU ARE YOURE BRILLIANT WHT was that voice it was so funny

BAD WOLF

HOLY HELL

HOLY HELL

[giggly-squiggily]

Hi I saw you like writing for Blue Lock so I have a headcanon here: Sometimes Gagamaru gets into a severe tickle monster mode and whenever that happens the Rest of Team Z splits up into small groups for better defense and nobody wants Isagi and Chigiri on their team because they would be weak links so they always end up in a Pair but they know they won't be able to defend themselves and start to stab each other in the back so Gagamaru tickles the respective other one ("G-get away from me, look Isagi isn't wearing a shirt so you can get him easily!" "Come on Gagamaru don't you want to make Chigiri snort!")

Headcanons To Dabbles: Officially CLOSED!

jrkjarjkekjrakjrakjrjke Oh man- RIP Isagi and Chigiri! Poor babes are just too ticklish for their own good! This is hilariously evil and I love it- I've gotcha covered, anon!

Gagamaru was in a mood.

How did Team Z learn this? They found Naruhaya flushed and giggly, lying half dead against his futon.

“Ghahahagamaru…hahas awahahakened.” He got out, clocking his head to the side as he “died.”

“Gentleman, this is a serious matter. We need to plan accordingly for the upcoming battle.” Kuon turned to the remaining boys as Iemon ran a hand over Naruhaya’s face. “What’s our gameplan?”

Some murmurs were made, ideas tossed around, and then a leader rose from the crowd.

“Hey…Isa, Kuni and ChiChi aren’t here.” Bachira pointed out.

Silence. Then;

“Sacrifice the lambs?” Igarashi offered.

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“W-Wait! No, hold on! Gagamaru!” Isagi backed up from the older boy, shirt in hand like a bullfighter. “You don’t want me! Go for Chigiri! He’s like a little mouse!”

“Screw you, Isagi! Don’t listen to him, Gagamaru- look; he doesn’t even have a shirt on!” Chigiri, who at the time was stretching his leg out, backed into the corner of the room, voice shaking with nervous giggles. “Go for his ribs, he’ll cry!”

“Huh. Both good options.” Gagamaru considered, looking between the damsel in distress and the armorless knight. “I think I’ll choose…”

“NOW!” Isagi tossed his shirt in perfect aim, watching it smack Gagamaru flat in the face. “Run, Chigiri!”

“Not so fast!” Gagamaru’s arm came around his waist before he could get by, accurate even when blinded. “Gotha, Isagi!” He tossed the brunette over his shoulder, one hand already digging into his bare torso while he made his way over to the giggly redhead. “Now, do you still want to run, Princess?”

“Ah! AHheahahhahahahhaha! Chiihihihihihgiihihihihri hehehehhelp mehehehehehe!” Isagi wailed, feet kicking as he squirmed and laughed. “Noohohoho wahaahait- sahahhahve yooohohohurself!”

“You and I know I can’t run right now.” Chigiri nodded at his leg, acceptance in his voice. “Come on then.”

“Good choice.” Gagamaru nodded, bending to grab him. Chigiri lunged-

“Ha! I knew you’d try to trick me.” Gagamaru snickered at the redhead’s shocked expression, his hand digging into his belly and making him squeak in mirth. “Look at that- now I have two friends to play with.”

“Ghahahahhagahahhahmahhhahhahharu!” Isagi cried, cheeks red and eyes misty.

“Whahahhahait! Pleahhahhahase! *snort* Wehehehhere shahahahhahharry!” Chigiri cried out, sinking to the floor and unintentionally opening up more tickle spots.

“Don’t know why you're apologizing, but I’m not gonna stop.” Gagamaru kneeled so he had both on the ground, attacking their tickle spots with merciless determination. “Not until I get my fill of your laughter.”

“Oof, they’re gonna kill us.” Bachira whispered from the door, eyes wide as he watched Gagamaru tickle his friends to tears.

“Better them than us, though.” Igarashi was quick to remind, pulling Bachira along before they would get caught. “Let’s go. Hurry-”

Hands grabbed their shoulders, making them both freeze.

“Betraying our teammates, huh? And I thought we’ve all got past that.” Kunigmai sounded extra intimidating, the darkness of the hallway adding to the dramatics. “Come here, you two.”

Soon, four voices were laughing throughout Blue Lock.

[xdominiklivakovicx]

Got tagged by @crimsonicarus tysm for tagging me :]

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Name:

Ashley. You can call me that, but you can also call me Ash, Ashie or Trashley; I got this one from my friends from my former school, but you can also call me that. They thought it's funny so did I hehe.

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Sign:

Cancer ☀| Capricorn 🌙| Libra 🌅

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Time:

A bit later than 15:30 in my timezone

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Favorite Band / Artist:

Nirvana, Sex Pistols, The Ramones, The Scorpions, Black Sabbath, Weezer, Rammstein, Guns n' Roses, Green Day, Prljavo Kazaliste, Let 3, Termiti, Brkovi, The Kinks, The Beatles

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Last Movie:

The last movie I watched is Paddington. Okay I really love this movie and it's characters and I could literally relate to that little bear. When I was new in school I thought I was a complete stranger for some reason, and I still try to fit in just like he tried to fit in London, but we both did try and it was worth it

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Last show:

I have no idea which is the last show I watched, but it might be the Cuphead Show from Netflix which I watched few months ago? I really enjoyed that show because I am a big fan of 1930's cartoons, but this one was made in modern times, but it is still kinda accurate. I don't watch series that much tho-

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When did I create this blog:

Oof...I have no idea- at first it was my primarly art acc, but then during the World Cup I decided to be a Livi fanpage because I was kinda not sure if I really want to share anything about football, but I did it anyway and I am very proud hehehe

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Other blogs:

@nikitatheweasel2 my art acc!

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Do I get asks?

Of course! Sometimes art requests about 100 faces of Croatia NT, few asks, mostly appreciations from mutals and friends which I am very VERY grateful! Ily guys sm! <3

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Followers:

Lovely people that I very much appreciate! Every single one of you equally :>

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Average hours of sleep:

As an insomniac person I get 0 hours of sleep, but I do have to take sleeping pills so yeah my average hours might roll from 6 to 8. It depends if my dog manages to wake me up early in the morning, so yeah

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Instruments:

I'm currently playing bass guitar and I am actually doing pretty well. I am a self taught guitarist, so it is already easier for me to play it, buuuut for my fingers...oh well...they do become blue when I stop playing because of the strings

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What am I currently wearing:

I am still wearing my Livi T-shirt that I bought from Dinamo fanshop when I was in Zagreb (it's my new favorite shirt) and some black short leggins because it's HOT outside

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Dream Job:

Omg. Wildlife Rehabilitator. I love animals so much and I always wanted to help some poor creature that needs it. They sure will have to spend some time in captivity, but my favorite part will be releasing them to their wild lives once they get better. I can also take care of sick and orphaned animals, but I do have to be careful to not get infected with illness or if I have to take care of predatory birds, I have to make sure they don't hurt me

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Dream Trip:

You ask a person who has a lot of dream destinations, but okay I'll tell you some of my dream trips:

Perth - Australia

St Peteryburg - Russia

Dubai - UAE

Detroit, Michigan - USA

Vancouver - Canada

Zagreb - Croatia (Yes I want to visit this wonderful city again sometime)

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Andddd that's it! I'm tagging

@mcity-xe @calm-smol @ivapiva @crocvnts @steadydinosaurcherryblossom

[tumblingxelian]

E6 - Confessions Within Cumulonimbus Clouds

CRWBY that title has implications.

Also oh snap flashing lights warning.  

Oh snap a first person Jaune flashback. 

He also landed in the beach. 

So he found a tree that grows clocks, took one and time starting flowing backwards, holy shit that was horrifying. 

Well snap there go any of my “He ascended” theories, he really did just stay there and build a house, that boy got lotsa new trauma. 

Also it seems Alyx didn’t arrive alone, there goes another theory. 

OK Little is there and so is Ruby. 

Not a fan of the shipping bait and the tone shift doesn’t really work in this instance. 

I like the discussion, Ruby & Weiss are clearly spiraling while Blake & Yang are more optimistic. Also I was a bit leery of older Jaune meaning he would get to take command so :/ 

Oh shit, Jaune doesn’t like CC. 

Ooooh no, (OO) 

Yikes this is getting very grim. 

Alyx had a brother, he was absorbed, it seems CC is not on our side, sad :( 

THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED!? 

Ponder storm, clever! 

See now that bit of comedy worked, poor Weiss XD 

aswdqwxqw3qwx Jaune don’t you try and drag the Bumbleby’s, youhave not the right XD 

How do we take the next step? 

Summer is in Ruby’s reflection, SUmmer is in Ruby’s reflection!!!! 

Penny is on Jaune’s mind, Atlas on Weiss, SUmmer on Ruby’s. 

Love the stylized story telling. 

Oof, sad Alyx is so different from what we expected, though it seems to maybe be partially the Harbalists fault? 

OK, but this is odd, cos CC didn’t want to go to the tree at first and needed to be bribed, so is Jaune slightly off base or was CC being coy? 

When we’re together on that platform, oh Blake you are so in love Also literalizing the barriers they were scared to cross, that’s one way to force development XD 

 Pfft, Yang you are terrible at flirting, its cute XD 

Expressive ears for the win. Cute ears, cute pose. 

WHAT IS THIS SONG, I NEED IT! 

Yang was not ready for this level of sincerity. 

The wind dying down as they share more and more, love it. 

THEY WERE SO CLOSE AAAAAAHHHH

Yang is afraid!!!!!!!! 

YEYEYYYYYEEEEEES!!!!!!!!!!!!

CINEMATRI, BEAUTDUL WORDS!!! 

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES YEEEEEEEEEEEEES! 

People were right! 

its so beautiful!

OK so I think Jaune was wrong about CC, cos it seems like it was CC’s uncertainty drawing them into the story. 

Also CC wants to go to Remnant, maybe Little can go to Remnant (OO) 

Was hoping Yang would be the one to lift her leg, but honestly I am so overjoyed right now I don’t care, this is so cute and casual and sweet I love it. 

Jaune has waited almost as long as us XD 

Jaune has Crescent Rose! 

THE FUCK IS IT DOING TO HER!? 

Well that’s ominous! 

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I’ve never been more thankful for the tumblr algorithm because it allowed me to find your account 😭 ‘the weekend’ is honestly such a good read and UGHHH Jungkook is such a cold asshole here FR but I love it. He really took advantage of oc’s feelings :c the poor girl deserves happiness and love and I really wished she could have found that.

I don’t think it was directly mentioned but I think it was implied that oc’s dad is the only parent present in her life, so the comment Jungkook made at the end about “ruining” his daughter’s life if he divorced his wife was such a punch in the gut 🥲 he knew of her home life and troubles and still took advantage of her vulnerability knowing full well he would not want that for his own daughter.

This was truly such an amazing story and I’m literally left so broken rn 😭💘 this story really hit the feels Fr

oof omg im surprised you found it lol tumblr algorithm completely buried that fic and im still pissed >:(

thank you so much for reading love!! and right, oc has this naivety about her!! you can tell be her relationship with her dad that she’s very much sheltered from the world. she’s not prepared to deal with anything jungkook brings to the table.

and im glad you picked up on that!! like i tried to make parallels between oc and yul, who are the only lights in jungkooks life. hes damaging both of them. yul, like oc, is extremely sheltered and jungkook kind of stunts her development a bit. and hes tainting oc’s world view, like she sees the world in rose tinted glasses and hes making her turn cynical :’(( and it’s ironic, bc they’re both very dear to him!!

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so impossible planet/satan pit... so.... s O... SO THE THING IS

the thing is they're possibly my favourite in all of doctor who?? maybe???? on a. spiritual. and also intellectual level. they're not necessarily going to make me cry the hardest, but they're. beautiful beautiful episodes

oof. so good. so so good. some of the best music to ever come out of a single-episode (double-episode), themes that go so hard into the kind of wonderfully philosophical religious questions that I gobble up + that event horizon/alien/the thing type aesthetic, not...gory ofc, this is still rated as suitable for kids, but my goodness the tension, the particular kind of horror it leans into in lieu of straightup grotesquery, the way "the devil" dialogue was written and performed. and then rose taking charge and making sure everyone left (sans poor jefferson... and toby, but toby was already dead) made it out. the trust between rose and the doctor in this one is Peak!

"if I believe in one thing. just one. I believe in her!" fuck you spooky horned guy!!!

and then to top it off it introduced the ood!!! my favourite darlings of the nu!who alien roster. these episodes blew my mind as a kid, and while I'm not Scared scared by them anymore (having watched them a dozen times), I can still feel that tension throughout

and that ending!!!!! apparently the last thing billie piper filmed was that ending, and it's always made me so emotional. I don't know if it's that s2 is just emotional to me, or that there genuinely is this buildup (but it feels like there is), when the doctor and rose aren't together this season, it hits harder -- girl in the fireplace and satan pit both play with this idea of them being torn from one another (funnily enough, with the doctor being the one who's gone into someplace and unable to return)

I also appreciate the restraint to not bring back this being for a future episode in order to explore it more. considering the fate of many a who-villain is to be prodded at into unrecognisability, thank you for letting this one (and the one from midnight) remain unknowable

I note a tiny bit of the score was lifted from s1 dalek, which makes me draw parallels of a kind between the two, even though I'm sure that's not intended, it's just a banging bit of music that never appears again. bit where the dalek reveals itself and tells rose to order it to die and it lifts into its crescendo, that's the one that comes several times in especially satan pit, notably when the doctor and rose reunite. stuff of legends indeed. the violin in this one is just. it's too good. it's something doctor who ought to be appreciated for more -- although it is to an extent as a whole, but the individual episode themes are often fucking killer, and this one is the most so

and at the end they start reading off the ood who were killed (all of them) out of respect. the way this theme is picked up again in s4, I just! stellar, perfect, wonderful, no notes, Music, spooks, aliens, emotions, thematic follow-through, knowing that the doctor and rose are soon going to be torn apart leaving the doctor a shell (until donna) but for now he's grinning and laughing without restraint at rose (well the both of them) making it out alive, fuck yeah!