#ooc: I indulged a little on this one
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why is Outsider stuff so often looks sealife-related? gills, tentactles, barnacles, it’s hard to not see the pattern. do Outsiders look like fish? does fish look like the Outsiders? what’s the connection here?
You're floating in a void. Pure black, in all directions. There's no up, no down. There's nothing by which to orient yourself. Endless, aching darkness in all directions. It frays at you, knowing that you could float for months in one direction and hit nothing. The infinite size, and infinite emptiness.
You can't breathe. The pressure is alien to you. You won't survive long here. The very nature of this place demands your death. You have but moments left.
The airlock! The fucking airlock! I'm trying, I'm trying, it's - oh, god, it -
You feel something. Your body leaps at the sensation of it, of feeling anything in this void, but when you look down you see this...orange disc. This great hateful circle. It's massive, it's unimaginably huge. Unfathomably so. Swirling, furious.
What. What is that. What the fuck is- Close the shutters! Close the shutt- I can't look at it, I can't look at it - It's huge it's huge it's can it SEE us?
Is it looking at you? Can anything so huge be said to contain intentionality like that? Can it see you? Does it understand?
depressurize us, it's the only way - get him away from the fucking controls - what the FUCK is it -
This is the only place something so huge could even exist. Its sheer size would kill it otherwise. But here it thrives, in this infinite black, the hateful stars blotted out. We tell ourselves we've tamed it. We travel in it, study it. We lie, we lie, we lie, but really we just put it out of our minds.
god it's - is it? is it god? - depressurizing the ship - Stop it! Is there an emergency override - our father who art in heaven hallowed be thy name -
Because really, all that separates us from truth, that infinite unknowable truth, is a few inches of metal.
When you're floating in that space, is it space? Or the ocean?
Is there a difference?
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missing the beach
#one piece#one piece fanart#monkey d luffy#my art#described#please dont tag as genderbendddd <3#i just think luffy should have gnc no op transmasc swag#edit: to the person who tagged this with luffy would not wear a bra youre literally so right i just really wanted to draw him in one#what is life without a little ooc self indulgence
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I think in s2, as a treat, if coop wasn’t insta-ghouled, I want some scenes of a scruffy human coop in his costume trying to survive the wasteland
#.ooc ( dani is an asshole )#I think the tragedy of him is that he absolutely KNOWS how and what to do to survive#he has taken a life before#he has felt justified in doing so even if it obviously was difficult to deal with having done that#it wouldn’t be hard to find his place in the wasteland and become a Threat#what’s sad is he really fucking doesn’t WANT to#he does not want to hurt and kill for what he needs#but he has to. so he does. and he loses a little bit of himself every time he does#so he adopts his ghoul persona; this act; to shield himself from that#and at some point cooper Howard just kinda ceases to be…#until one day….#(look I don’t try to bring everything back to g.houlcy. the show does it on its own ok)#anyway back to being self indulgent—I want lowcut sheriff costume scenes okay#let a lesbian enjoy her man crush ffs
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// @viopolis was lovely enough to make a color retexturing of Cauli.fla's DB.FZ lobby model! So little guy moments...
#//got blender if only so i could pose him a bit#//and even then with tutorials i was struggling a bit so i brute forced most of it so it turned out fine? ish? lol?#//still can't get over the little checkered bracelet retexturing#//rest assured spider those tripp pants are there in spirit#//super basic posing but listen. she's one of his fcs. i can indulge a bit drbhnjghnj#//you squish him and he makes a squeaky toy noise#backup log {ooc}
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anyone wanna see my favourite bits from the incredibly self indulgent and ooc dead men chat fic I've been writing
#self indulgent and ooc could describe most chat fics i feel but thats part of the fun to me#i started it during my first year of uni while struggling with an essay#and now whenever im putting off any ccs work i go and write my silly little chat fic#also when i self indulgent i mean it is SELF. INDULGENT.#the target audience consists of one person and its me#(once again is that not just every chatfic tho lmao)#yapping#no. i don't think i will maintag this one
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it's gonna take me a Hot Minute to finish all the bios, especially since I'm drawing entirely new assets for them
but let it be known I'm kinda excited about the new directions I'm going in for a couple characters and ironing out a few things for the others, though I'm sure some things may still be unresolved for the time being.... but. one step at a time. it will come, i promise--
#ooc tag tba.#[ i've turned one of the girls into something. VERY self indulgent just for the heck of it#but i needed something to make her more fun for me and now it's fun for me SO#i'm excited for it ghjfkdg#not that i'll immediately be formally active here#maybe a little bit more but i am still. bogged down by life shit ]
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Here's a design for "Corrupted!"
#ooc#jsab#just shapes and beats#jsab oc#jsab level designs#jsab corrupted#GET READY. FOR THE MOST TEANSGENDER INTERPRETATION OF JUST SHAPES AND BEATS#THIS AU IS ALL SELF INDULGENT BABYYYYYYYY#ill do my best to name all the levels after their respective songs; artist of said song; or an aspect of that level#all the levels are like little stories to me featuring different characters. i have a design for almost every one#:0D#Xef#(for organization purposes)
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so massively unwell about nathan x ru/vik
#personal#head in hands!!! head in hands!!!!#it's the similar horrible experiences leading to similar horrible acts of violence and the descent into madness#it's the ru/vik developing the original stem device and nathan being lead developer of the union environment#it's their hubris biting them in the ass and both of them are completely alienated from the human experience#and they long for comfort that they can never get ever again but then they find each other and then they suddenly can#because they understand each other like no one else can and their grief and their regrets are the same#anyway. the web weave i'm working on is very self indulgent because it captures them after my own post game events#which is a little ooc but literally only in the way that ruben goes to therapy. like that's it. i'm just sending him to therapy i'm allowed#he's still a fucking freak though he will say something and nathan will go 'cool. i usually think about other things.'#'don't say this stuff to your therapist she will send you back to the psych ward'#he becomes a doctor and researcher at the krimson city hospital btw if you even care. i don't think they should let him near patients at al#but i also think it would be funny. i just like putting guys into situations. he would be house levels of insane but like#other end of the spectrum
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grey finishing all asks sent for a meme in the same night? unheard of
#BUT WE FUCKIN DID IT BOYS even if i did start gettin a little longer w the answers i still kept em shorter than usual#i am content uvu got one more quick lil thing i wanna reply to n then i'm gonna see if my net can handle a bit of gaming before bed lmao#tomorrow we'll see about finishing the food asks uvu#love u guys tysm for indulging me in that lil inbox game ♡♡♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Kim you a Kamen Rider fan
Uh, no? Don't think so.
Name sounds vaguely familiar... one of the other clowns around here might be acquainted with it.
I didn't really watch too much TV as a young kid? I liked to mess around with my kit or go fuck around in the forests, for the most part. I started watching stuff more in highschool and college.
Some stuff I enjoy, or enjoyed, off the top of my head- Batman: The Animated Series, Are You Afraid of the Dark?, Buffy the Vampire Slayer... There are definitely more things that I watched, but I'm not sure what all I really stand by enjoying... sometimes, you just watch something because it's so weird it fascinates you, ya know?
#ooc: name sounded familiar so i went to look it up. kinda get the impression that it's probably not something she watched- partially due to+#+ runtime/reception i think. unless i misread something#ooc: LOOKING UP SHOWS THOUGH I MIGHT BE GOING A LITTLE UNHINGED... SOOO MANY THINGS I WANT TO GIVE HER...#ooc: I DONT CARE IF ANY OF THESE MAKE SENSE ACTUALLY IM GIVING HER MY MEDIA TASTES THEY KINDA ALIGN. FUCKING. BITE ME.#((ooc: the last comment is about Dinosaurs. if you are unfamiliar. look it up and then stare at the costumes for a minute syckdhdkhfjfh))#(ooc: fun pine facts! my family has that series as a DVD set and has for Many Years now- so that IS a show i watched as a kid actually)#(ooc: i did also watch buffy- though i only watched B:TAS more recently)#(ooc: someone has a hc in the discord that scott went to college to be a cartoonist- so her watching it is partly just i see no reason she#+cant be into animation and partly maybe Scott could've watched it? ik he's more of a marvel guy but the animation is good- he could have +#+ watched it just for that! and kim would have indulged him and actually come to quite like the characters maybe)#(ooc: also i love are you afraid of the dark... i havent seen very much of it but i own one of the dvd sets and i was OBSESSED as a kid. +#+ loved it more than goosebumps but i could never find any more CDs :( so if anyone knows where i can watch it online--)#(ooc: also! i havent watched it so idk if Kim would- but Sabrina the Teenage Witch. thoughts?)#ooc: also she watches Futurama because I fucking said so. i take no criticism.#ooc: it we want more things i could see her watching maybe ask abt specific ones! i could give her thoughts on them maybe#ooc: use them as an excuse to rewatch some stuff maybe xycifkchfbf#pine.txt#asks#rp#kim pine#sp comic#spvtwtg#spto#spvtw#janstaratthedisco#not in standard continuity#?
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thinking about how much of a menace the trio of adam, max and anne marie were in paris
#〈 🔪 〉 : you've ratted your last tatouille – ooc.#can you believe that out of those three /max/ would have been the most responsible one#???? like what#he’d have been very happy go lucky and indulgent in their shit#but ultimately a little more in control of himself i think#like considering the amount of drug use in professional kitchens it’s canon they’d all get fucked up together#but max at least had the brains to say no to genuine hard shit like heroin
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i still don't talk enough about charlie's death actually it makes me SO upset to think about like what do you mean michael not only lost his siblings but also his childhood friend who basically felt like family...
#i know WHY i dont it very much relies on hc based thoughts given how little we know but aughhh ..#self indulgently i like when they're a similar age even if that's. A Little Older Than William's Usual Targets-#also her death after evan's just makes for a better story imo but either way is devastating#options are either one of the few people who probably stood by him after the worst mistake of his life#is brutally murdered and on top of two overwhelming losses further cements his self isolation#or he's lashing out in PART due to the murder of a friend and reacts Especially badly to evan insisting on The Horrors for. obvious reasons#just makes me so insane like that's his FRIEND. that's someone he GREW UP WITH. GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY CAGE.#michael therapy please#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc#you know what i also have to consider. when he found out his dad did it. jfc.
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hey everyone should send me memes because i'm self sabotaging myself
#i need to see that draft count get to eighty#for personal reasons#we're doing memes instead of those pesky drafts#*❈ ‣ i’m a silly little ninnynoodle — ( ooc. )#tbd.#it's literally almost nine pm this is such a sucky time to post this no one will see it#but if you do....... please indulge me#i need to write things but i cannot be drafts
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i love when you rewatch a movie and you notice lil details that you didn't before :' ) like how m.iles chooses to sit in the backseat of his dad's car rather than sit up front with him. that tells us right off at the start that there's some discomfort on his end bc he's creating distance between them, even if it's a small distance. he could have sat his bags in the back -- most people would have instead of sitting them in the front seat. you come to understand why m.iles creates that distance as the movie progresses and you see that his dad tends to be harder on m.iles than his mom is. his mom is softer on him and maybe understands him a little better, too, which is why m.iles doesn't put up a fight when she's giving him a kiss goodbye ( he complains but there's no real push ). later on, too, she says something like, " he didn't even pick up for me, " implying that m.iles must typically take her calls even when he's avoiding his dad.
this is a little ramble-y but!! it's lil details like that that make me so happy bc it's good story-telling!! i love when movies show vs. tell bc actions really can be so effective in getting your point across and more impactful, too.
now don't click the read more unless you're okay with spoilers for a.tsv!! i mean it bc it's a big spoiler!!
this might be reaching, but i do wonder if placing m.iles in the back of the police car and showing us his pov, looking at his dad through the mesh/bar/whatever you call it window is also referencing the fact that he would have become the prowler and a criminal/villain had he not been bitten by that spider? i feel like it's really more about establishing where the characters stand with each other, but it's an interesting thought! especially since m.iles' colors for the ' spidey sense ' were originally purple and green before switching to blue and red, so i don't doubt the writers were having fun with foreshadowing and whatnot :' )
#it's about the little details okay i get so happy when i notice them :' ))#anyway forgive me for rambling about this here instead of posting some actual writing! i'm just tired and indulging in a lil rewatch#i won't lie i'm tempted to make a separate blog for spiderverse stuff just bc i feel a lil bad making y'all see it all the time#it's got me by the throat but a most of y'all followed for demon slayer stuff or one of my other fandoms#i'm kinda scared to do that though in the event that the blog gets barely any traction bc entering a new fandom#with oc's?? past experiences have left me wary ;n;#in other happier thoughts though the temptation to pick up canon muses from this franchise as test muses grows every day asdf#get ready to ramble | ooc
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I just want to see Goro, who’s severely injured with gunshot wounds and blood matted in his hair and on the verge of death, to come stumbling out of the entry point of Shido’s ship. He’s like a cat on his last life, barely hanging by a thread. But he’s still here. He’s still breathing even as he collapses onto the concrete. His phone is coated in blood and immediately shatters as it skids across the ground. He’s certain he’s going to die. But he’s glad he’s not dying in there. He doesn’t have to become a missing persons case (should anyone care to look). But most importantly, he won’t die in obscurity just like Shido wanted. He relishes in the realization Shido will have at the fact that he highly underestimated Goro. That he wasn’t some easy, naive target. That instead Goro went down kicking and screaming until the bitter end and made it off that damned ship. He may not have accomplished what he truly wanted, but that in itself is still a personal victory that follows him into the last of his consciousness.
#; OOC || Bri ♟️#; Wishlist || Distorted Desires ♟️#//You know what's even better for this scenario?? One of the Thieves coming back (for any reason really) and finding Goro there.#//And they get there just in time and are able to barely save him. :')#//Give me my extremely self-indulgent hurt/comfort please and thanks.#//I love to hurt Goro and then give him soft little kisses in apology just to do it all over again later.
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If you read all my posts in one sitting you could probably start piecing together the vague idea of this fanfic I'm writing for myself. Idk if I'd ever post it bc it's just self indulgence autistic kantrio daydreaming but it is certainly fun to think about it.
#well i have 2#one thats my autism headcanond influencing tje plot of the games and taking many liberties but trying my best to stick to the games timeline#the other is self indulgent yuri that is ooc but i have smth wrong w my brain that makes me enjoy psychological horror and romance together#we get a little silly here. just a little. definitely not posting that one. but maybe the first one if I'm not too shy.
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