it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.
yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.
it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.
how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.
chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?
how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.
"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.
i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.
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hnghhh that coral sea event doodle tho. idk if you're into jojo part 3 but now i can't unsee the stardust crusaders as mers. jotaro would be an orca, kakyoin a parrotfish, polnareff a swordfish and avdol a lionfish
not a huuuuge part 3 fan but i will admit that i like polnareff
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do you ever think about the implications of malanya being a great fairy but also Definitely Not . and other things. and also the fact that their name is so similar to malon🧍something to think about and i always forget until im Reminded
YES I still have so many questions about this guy!! I haven’t played all of the loz games so bear with me if I get stuff wrong but I find it really interesting that he’s the only one referred to as a god outside of the golden goddesses and Hylia. Is there more that we haven’t met? Or did they just decide the most important things to have gods for are ultimate power and horses. Cause I’d agree, I play solely for the horsies 🐎
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Running late as per usual, here's Week 2 of Shapes Of May! Going forward I'm most likely gonna be doing less characters, this was a bit much for me and I didn't even get to do all of the requests. Had a ton of fun with the ones I could finish though!
(Reblog don't repost!)
Credits!
Tri - this one's mine!
Amber - @woahtriangle
Cyber - @spirit262
Barricade - @dracanianwyvern
Amarillo - @sleepy-shapes
Tri - @sillyshape
Aurum - @jsab-jubs
Marigold - @clocklyfox2008
South - @sleeplesscubes
Thanks everyone for sending these in! As before, if I haven't sent you a solo pic of your Triangle from this image and you'd like one, DM me and I'll get that to you.
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Manufactured SEEDs
Basically, the concept is that SEEDs once served as a “positive” force meant to permanently remove or separate negative emotions that were deemed unnecessary.
(I wish I could elaborate but I don’t really know how) (I wanted the idea that “SEEDs” have always existed or something unique to Fragaria Memories without being inspired to anything if that makes sense?)
Assuming that SEEDs existed during the time of Legendary Red, what if “Legendary Red” made the SEEDs but backfired and twisted the story that they saved the world of Fragaria from the SEEDs.
Maybe the SEEDs couldn’t be completely destroyed for whatever arbitrary reason, and the Strawberry King took responsibility to guard the last remnant of existing SEEDs left from this world of Fragaria?
Eldritt’s purpose is to keep the origin of SEEDs and the truth of Legendary Red a secret.
<- But at the same time, what good is keeping the truth hidden(?)) “To keep the world idyllic”(?) (How would revealing the truth about Legendary Red and the SEEDs affect the world?
(Maybe we can connect this to time loop theory(?)) (Do you think Halritt wants to keep the world happy by all means necessary) (and time loop is his only answer)
Do you think their existence evolved during their entrapment by the Strawberry King? They’re indiscriminately trying to feed from negative emotions because of this insatiable hunger they had for who knows how long?
How did they escape? Why did the Strawberry King disappear?
Lovers to the same lies—
Protectors to sanctity, memories to sanity
Red-splattered puddles dye into black
I, the shadow to which you belong … strangers to the flesh.
Fumbled darkness, the pitch-black mold.
A stiff neck … Unable to turn.
(Clocks unfortunately twist … A head rolls down.)
Edlritt - “What only needs to be known is that…”
Eldritt - “We both want the SEEDs eliminated.” “So, Merold, as long as the motivation exists—we will both be quiet.”
Eldritt - “Is this clear enough for you?"
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Sudden Severance
Goodbye to long car rides where we announce the peep frogs
Goodbye to resting my head on you
Goodbye to making a meal together in a terribly lit kitchen
Goodbye to hearing you play your guitar and bass in the living room
Goodbye to the companion who went with you
Goodbye to handing you your phone to you when your alarm went off
Goodbye to kisses and hugs
Goodbye to the other half of my bed
Goodbye to my hopes of seeing tomorrow with you in it
but also
Goodbye to my fear of growing too slow
Goodbye to my anxiety of that future
Goodbye to your family members who thought less of me for who I am
Goodbye to the shrug and stare when I tried to suggest ideas to spend time together
Goodbye to my fear of finding myself
Goodbye to a narrowed future
Goodbye to my reservation of my interests
Goodbye, Good Luck, and May We One Day Find Friendship In Each Other Instead.
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