#only partially cuz i was worrying about my friend

[benevolentvampire]

it's 7am and i have not slept

[alastair-1205]

EPISODE 20 REACTIONS FUCKING FINALLY I think I hurt my wrist typing all this ngl. Holy fuck this show-

I am very scared :D 

At least they can still kick ass 

Cinder just cannot stop beating up Euphrasia damn

Stick!

OK SO LOOSING POWERS DOES HAVE AN EFFECT ON YOU THEN 

Im not normal about elemental powers 

Oh no Robie don’t get murdered-

He has the right idea tho with the cup thing

Zane is trying his fucking best rn lol 

Arin is not having any of it 

Oh shit yea they don’t know…all of that other stuff yet huh

THEYRE BACK NICE

Wdym captured by them?? Wtf happened to those two

Cinder is going to kill someone I stg 

LMAO respect where it’s due, that was funny

Robie îs only partially getting kidnapped don’t worry

FUCK YEA FRACK THIS IS WHY I LOVE YOU

I love Nook’s voice as well

FUCK YEA JORDY WIN BACK UR BRAIN

Oh that’s not good 

HELL YEA ARIN 

He’s gonna almost die isn’t he

LMAOOOOOOOOO 

Oh ow rip Robie 

Holy shit that’s actually insane 

OH GOD HE FELL ENTIERLY OFF THE EDGE JESUS 

Oh god they’re all fucked up

JORDY!

Hey the car’s back! AND SO IS JORDANA

OH GODDDDD

OH FUUUUUCK 

RAS AND ARIN MAKE ME INSANE THEY’RE BOTH SO COMPLEX HOLY FUCKKKK

At least most of them are out of it

Bro Robie is making friends with some rocks right now 

BADASS FIGHT IS BADASS

“Not from you” DAMN

OH. OH LLOYD KNOWS. HE KNOWS AND HE KNOWS HE CANT FIGHT IT OH GOD IM GONNA CRY 

ROBIES ALIVE 

I FUCKING LOVE HER SO MUCH 

I LOVE HOW HE WASNT EVEN BOTHERED JUST CONFUSED LMAO 

They’re actually adorable. Like I low-key didn’t want her to get a bf but this is so cute good for them 

But uh, y’all kinda have shit to do first-

Zdmn she almost got decapitated 

OH DAMN THIS IS PERSONAL

Bold choices Arin

KAI AND BONZEL 

Nil kinda wish he stayed in super hell longer but it’s ok 

CUZ THAT WAS A FUCKING ENTRANCE 

Oh hes pisssedddddd

They are such a dynamic duo omg that was iconic 

FUCK YEA ROBIE 

GET IT GEO 

LMAO that was personal for Euphrasia. Good for her 

LMAO HES JUST GETTING FUCKING DRAGGED HELP

BOLD CHOICES ARIN I STG 

Oh that scream :(((((

Oh fuuuuuck Arin made his choice 

Group hug :D That Lloyd isn’t in cuz he’s having a moment D:

BONZEL AND COLE :D

I’m just gonna assume he somehow knew she wasn’t dead ig? 

Wu being cryptic as always. We don’t even know if hes dead or not 

LMAO CINDER IN JAIL GET FUCKED

Yay for Sora but she is Not having a good time rn huh

Damn I wonder where Jordy went 

Lloyd and Sora man…..

That is a very good question Sora

THEYRE HOLDING HANDSSSSS

Kai should give this kid a shovel talk. I think it’d be funny 

GEO FRACK AND BONZEL AND FROCHICKY YAY

THEYRE GONNA TRACK DOWN JAY

Damn so they could be literally anywhere. They gotta track down Jay Arin and Pixal. At least Zane might get some time to look now

Dragon lady’s back 

I’m glad she’s not being a dick to him like Egalt would have been lol 

Oooooo Dragon favor 

Oh that’s an interesting thing for him to have 

I like how Arin’s reasonings are worded. Like he clearly still doesn’t exactly like Ras, he just needs him for his own thing. I really like that as opposed to Arin fully believing in what he’s doing cuz Arin just wouldn’t 

[thewritersofdeceased]

Haii!! So I noticed that theres only little content of bruce soo, My Idea is Bruce Yamada x Reader buuuut. Reader is a rebel or the opposite of Bruce. Bruce becomes head over heels for reader cuz they were the first one to not flaunt over him.

This was fun to write!! I made reader sorta' be friends with Vance, I hope that's alright!

"𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲."

Bruce Yamada x gn!reader !!

Bruce was used to girls falling for him. It wasn’t a surprise, but he never had his eyes on them. It was like they were just fans of his. Sure, he was cute and respectful, but in no way were any of these girls that surrounded him his type. Plenty of girls or even other kids in general would come to see his games, and then try to ask him out, but he always said no. He didn’t want to date those girls. No. Not one bit. Recently, the black haired boy had his eyes on someone else. Y/N L/N was someone who didn’t flaunt over him, someone who kept their distance from him, now that Bruce realized it. He didn’t understand why until it struck him straight in the forehead. Y/N was friends with Pinball Vance Hopper, a kid with a bad temper who couldn’t exactly keep his cool whenever a fight struck out or something bad was said about himself or the shorter who stuck alongside him. Bruce was terrified of that kid. 

Then again, a couple people, let alone majority of the school, were scared of Vance Hopper. That kid was a fighter and was held back twice because of grades and his fights. The amount of times Vance got detention was worrying. But amongst the staring Bruce had been doing, the voice of Vance caught his interest. “What’re you staring out, goldie?” By goldie, it was due to Bruce being the “golden boy” of the town. Good grades, good team and recently hit a full on home run during baseball only days prior. Now that was why. He felt his eyes widen slightly, taking a slight step back before watching the partially shorter figure besides the blonde hold him back. “Relax, Vance.” Y/N spoke to the boy with a hot-headed temper, Vance only rolling his eyes as he stared down at Y/N. “You sure? I can kick his ass if he keeps staring.” Even Bruce knew Vance wouldn’t hesitate to get into a fight. He knew. Everyone in this school did. Vance hated people, let alone popular people. The blonde continued to glare at Bruce before the baseball player finally spoke. “I’m not staring to pick a fight, Vance. Really, I just want to talk to Y/N.” He explained, saying a quick and soft “excuse me” to someone in his way before going to stand in front of the two. 

Vance’s eyes never left Bruce’s form as his arms remained crossed. To some, Vance may seem like a protective older brother. Which was exactly what it looked like. Vance, over the course of knowing Y/N, had done exactly what he did to Griffin  Stagg and Billy Showalter. Treated them like a younger sibling. Then again, after this year, Vance was bound to head into highschool. His freshmen year there. Well, now that Bruce thought about it, all three of them would be going into their freshman year of highschool. At least he hoped. If they went to the same high school, they’d be able to actually date. Without Vance being so protective over the shorter. A soft sigh escaped him before he looked between the two still.  "Look, Y/N-" He began to speak, nervously avoiding eye contact, only due to Vance's terrifying glare down at him. "I wanted to ask if... maybe tomorrow or this weekend... you wanted to go with me to the arcade? We can bike there? Or just walk! I'll pay..?" For once Bruce was nervous talking to Y/N.

Y/N raised a brow slightly at Bruce as they tilted their head side to side, weighing the options down. They could go with Bruce. But they weren't head over heels for him. They just saw him as a normal kid. Before Vance had the chance to speak, Y/N placed a hand on the taller blonde's shoulder before speaking calmly to Bruce. "I'll go with you. Just don't do anything stupid, got it?" They warned the baseball player, who nodded his head in agreement. "I promise. I won't do anything stupid, Y/N. You can trust me."

[seeminglydark]

Hey um, so this is actually my first time typing anything on tumblr, partially because I only got it a couple months ago (something something healing my inner child because I only managed to secretly log into Webtoons during my younger years) and I am also a chronic lurker. Alas, it is the night hours and this, combined with listening to the first episode of Mil-Liminal has moved me to emerge, if only for a moment.

Sorry, this is strange. I am typing to someone I do not know who has written so much that is so close to my heart. Something about the first episode just really hit. Maybe it’s cause of how I can relate. Maybe it’s cause listening to it felt a little too real as if maybe you or someone you knew could relate. The thought makes me really sad but also less alone. Is that messed up?

Regardless, thank you so much for everything you make. Every success you have makes me really happy, and seeing you expand over the years to now being able to hear “Caro’s” voice after imagining it for so long- just awesome. Now if I may impose my nagging that I give to my friends upon you, please take care of yourself, make space and recognize the inherent worth you have, know that rest is necessary and you do not need to earn it, and thank you for everything you have done for the community and for all the dark times of my life you have lighted.

Hey, Hi. Even as a person who literally writes for a living, I'm always at a loss for words. Thank you. Thank you for summoning courage and coming out of the shadows for a second to send me this message. I want you to know it moved me to tears (don't worry, crying's healthy.) It's not messed up to feel less alone by listening to my stories, because you're right. Almost everything I write, I have experienced in some kinda way. That includes breaking free from control, running away, and living in my car and suddenly not knowing who the hell I even was (not from my parents though, as in Caro's case.) My writing is and has always been a way to process and express my own grief, healing, yearning, and wishing, identity, and sexuality. The fact that it can hit other people who might be going through or went through similar things actually makes it even more worth while to me. And you don't need to be sad for the things I've gone through, because it brought me here. Almost middle-aged, the bad times feel like an old nightmare I can barely remember, Breathing, Heart beating, ALIVE and with stories to tell, and if I'm lucky, some hope to share. Cuz there is hope, and don't you forget that.

Thank you again, from the very bottom of my heart. This whole message is really so special to me in the deepest most profound way possible. I want to reply to the last paragraph with something great to say, you know what I mean? Words are hard though. So instead I'll thank you again, and I'll ask that you have that same grace for yourself too, and leave you with a little drawing of a kid figuring out their life, even though they feel really lost right now, the wonderful thing about Caro's story is that we already know it's going to be ok one day. -RJ

[niningtori]

OFC i have ur notifs on….why wouldn’t i 👁️ anyway Update.. so i agree with u about teeth having character like i do like the look of it sometimes but my jaw is bothering me and apparently i need my wisdom teeth taken out 😭😭😭😭 so it’s all affecting my teeth and jaw and bite. the nice orthodontist lady told me she felt bad bc i had already had treatment but if i wanted to go thru with it then let’s!!! she was very specific on what she would do and how my initial ortho left my teeth kinda crazy PLS! she said most of the time they just worry about the teeth looking straight n the cosmetics r not that important…makes sense. also the way i had checked out four library books at the beginning of the summer and only finished one n im halfway thru little women and have not opened the others like ok! ive run out of renewals.. im gonna go ask if they will renew it for me again.. cuz i already went in n asked for more time JDNDSJJS also back on the dating apps… quite literally SICK! i need attention 😟🐰 how r u hehehe

omg that's awful your previous ortho needs to PAY for what they've done but i'm glad your new one seems nice!! hopefully she'll be able to fix everything 😭 i'm sure she will tho since she has a plan. i hate my ortho real bad which is partially why i don't wanna go back like i cannot even tell u how many times he's spit in my mouth on accident like EW??? also the library book thing is so real BEBSJJWKSKSKS that's why i like audiobooks these days bc i can multitask when i read em. i read little women when i was younger but i literally never touched it again bc i was pissed that jo and laurie didnt end up together IDGAFFFF. what other books did u check out? and i get it i prob wouldnt ask for a renewal cuz im shy but i feel like u should do it!! not u back on dating apps tho... good luck soldier 🫡

i'm doing ok i've been beefing w my close friend's soon to be ex husband and his gf like crazy like ik y'all think i'm nice and i generally am but i get real evil when i get mad so i cussed him and the girl he cheated w out on social media 😭 he's still msging my other friends talking crazy but ig he's too scared to msg me bc i dragged him and his new girl to HELL and now i'm blocked on everything 🤕 also working on an iron man so i will prob post that rlly soon 😽

[chronicas]

i’m sure you’re sick of hearing about chelsea but it’s on my mind so i’m gonna talk about the boys from it (since chelsea doesn’t rlly have any “lore” of her own to speak of) and just talk about a couple lil fun facts for each of the boys

charlie: name is short for charles, the nickname for his nickname (that only logan ever called him when they were kids) was “lee”, considers smoking gross but would partake if offered, is a film major bc film majors are pretentious assholes, and he actually cares more about leigh than he lets on, but due to the nature of their relationship, he’s reluctant to really be friends with her

logan: ran track in high school because he didn’t have the hand-eye coordination for basketball and he had to put his height to good use somewhere, isn’t the only guy in the friend group to have a car, but due to being a pushover he drives his friends most places, he and charlie have been friends the longest in the friend group, but the second guy to join their little posse, steve, joined bc logan befriended him cuz they went to the same church, logan also plays guitar

steve: picked up his smoking habit from his mother, got his suicidal tendencies from his father, but only really shows anger towards his biological dad and expresses it by making fun of his bio dad for being gay, says he likes hunting and is actually pretty decent with a gun, but he feels uncomfortable taking the lives of any animals, would probably be the best swimmer out of all the guys due to being on a swimming team when he was younger, but his need for glasses and refusal to get contacts led him to slowly stop swimming professionally and now he’s just kinda average, can also play guitar like logan, and some keyboard

Thomas: has a twin sister named Perdita, when they were young he gave her the nickname “Perry” and she gave him the nickname “Tommy”, may be kind of quiet but often does more of the hard drugs and is really capable of holding his alcohol, both he and his sister have freckles, partially because they lived in florida when they were small and got a lot of sun there, moved around a lot for the first couple of years of his life before they finally settled in [INSERT STATE THE MOVIE TAKES PLACE IN I RLLY DON’T KNOW EXCEPT IT’S SOMEWHERE ON THE EAST COAST] when he was just entering middle school, so his sister was his best and at times only friend for many years

isaac: last to join the friend group and therefore is most worried about losing it, bonded with steve due to also having separated parents, is the embodiment of “the saddest people smile the brightest” because he’s the comic relief friend and is also the only one in the group diagnosed with depression (that he doesn’t tell the others about) would love to make a short film with his friends one day, but every time he pitches an idea to mr. film major charlie he gets ignored or rejected, knows how to play bass guitar

das it das all i got

I ALWAYS LOVE HEARING ABOUT THESE JACKASSES!!!!! Shakes them around like a dog toy.

[bonesandthebees]

I’m going to give myself one more day to try and get my stars thoughts coherent and if that doesn’t work I’ll be a coherent dump cuz I just can’t figure out how to organise or structure it. I think you might have broken me because there’s so much content and so much I want to talk about. Either that, or we can blame the exams. One more day and I have survived the 2/3 of my exams in a row limbo I’m currently in. Who made this stupid schedule.

Anyway, have some random Glass Devine thoughts. I really love this rewrite. Everything feels more polished. More development has gone into the world and it shows. I love Clara and Kristins statues being opposites. It’s a nice parallel to show that they are like two halves of the same coin. I feel like there’s supposed to be a balance between the two. Anyway, it’s just nice. Also I feel like there’s some significance in Wilbur not feeling like Clara’s face is familiar. Maybe it’s being depicted wrong? Idk. Doesn’t really matter right now.

Also, there are a lot of things I want to talk about, but I feel like that’s spoilers for people who haven’t read the first version, so some thing I’ll leave out for now and others all be vague about. I like the foreshadowing on Wilbur’s backstory. Or the little bits and pieces we get. It makes sense if you know what it is, but if you don’t it just makes you more concerned (like Tommy hearing that he’s spelt in worse places). Similarly Tommy’s breathing. I haven’t read Someone else’s dream in a while, so at first I was confused what it could be, because it seemed weird that Tommy would be claustrophobic, but then the memory snapped into place and it’s just some nice foreshadowing for something Wilbur doesn’t know yet.

Also, rewrite things is like: all of Glass!Charlie. You always do such a good job with this character and his specific brand of weird. Yes he totally has a normal amount of bones. [“See you later, Tommy from Downstairs and Tommy from Downstairs’ new friend!”] I’ve only had Glass!Chalrie for a day and a half, but if anything were to happen to him I would kill everyone reading this fic and then myself.

They can see in the dark! It’s because of the prosthetic eyes right? I didn’t realise Tommy had them because his eyes are blue (I think), but he must have, right? The light bugs! I think they were just orbs in the first iteration. I could be wrong, but I love them anyway. The entire new layout of the base, they have a back door now? Also the fact that there’s an extra door and guard.

(1/2)

-🌲

answering this ask late but lmao very understandable if i broke you with the stars epilogue sorry there was a lot going on in that one

first off thank you so much!! yes the rewrite feels so much more polished and that's partially because when I wrote the og I knew it wasn't going to be anything very long, so I wasn't really trying to make it super coherent or well thought out. it was just kind of for shits and giggles. now it's the start of a much longer story, so I've had a lot more time to think things through and I'm really happy with how it's going so far

yes there is supposed to be balance between clara and kristin! although clara is more often associated with time/the future, she technically is also representative of life itself. so clara = life, kristin = death. they're two sides of the same coin. that's why clara's statue looks up, while kristin's statue looks down.

I won't spell out the exact reasoning but the significance in wilbur feeling like clara's face isn't familiar actually has more to do with his own faith in clara as opposed to something being wrong with the statue, if that makes sense. it's an internal problem, not an external one.

eh don't worry too much about spoilers for the other version because we're deviating pretty hard from the og very very soon. as in, I finished chapter 3 tonight and i'm gonna post it tomorrow morning and that gets us basically to the point of someone else's dream that i'm rewriting. everything deviates after chapter 3 into entirely original new plot (for the most part).

ok true on tommy's breathing though. that is a nod to something in the og so that kind of is a spoiler warning I guess. it's going to become plot relevant in a few chapters so ;)

lmao thank you I had so much fun writing glass!charlie. idk what it is but every time I have to write charlie in a fic the spirit of The Slime just possesses me and he says the funniest most unhinged shit.

also, uh ngl I didn't make the connection that people would assume the stairs bit was tommy having cybernetic eyes because that's not the case. tommy has normal eyes. the stairs thing is literally just that he's gone up and down those steps so many times he has them memorized and doesn't need light to go up and down them. this gets mentioned in the chapter i'm posting tomorrow tho so there you go.

yes the layout of the base is similar but so different at the same time! the most important change is that it's a temple and not just some random cavern, which I am really proud of and has given me a lot of room to design a very cool layout. I'm literally considering making a blueprint online just so you guys can understand the layout of the entire place bc I feel like it's really confusing to explain.

[slowmotioncommotion]

YOU!!

Hi ::3

I found your music on complete accident on youtube a couple months ago. And what a lucky find!

I've been thinking about making an animatic (partially animated music video, nothing fancy, i only got so much willpower and free time ToT) of your song The Ballad of Antonio (pt I) with my original characters because it bangs so hard and reminds me of them

however if i wanna do that i may need the lyrics (i looked and could not find them anywhere ToT) as i am not the best at processing audio

does that even make sense? imma eat a brick omg

anyway if you could help me with that it would be greatly appreciated o7

Well hell yeah, of course! We actually do have the lyrics to everything off the first album on our Bandcamp, you can find em on the individual song pages. But I’ll save you the trouble on this one and put ‘em here (it’s also got the chords for it as well)

Am C

I got no money, I got no friends

F E7

I got no means to reach my ends

Am C

I’m a pariah in my hometown

F E7

Don’t believe me just ask around

Am C

And I’ve been shit on, and I’ve been fucked

F E7

I have straight up run out of luck

Am C

And I’m a black cat breaking a mirror

F E7

So please darling don’t come near

F C

But it’s ok cuz I’ve resigned

F G

To losing my fucking mind

Am C

And if you stick around long enough you’ll find

E7

That life’s a bitch...but so am I

Am

Am C

When I leave this town, I’ll burn it to the ground

F E7

with a smirk as I walk away

Am C

And on that day I’ll depart, you should have known from the start

F E7

That it was going to end this way

Am C

But if it keeps up like this, knowing i won’t be missed

F E7

It’ll surely be the death of me

Am C

I was just a man with a dream one I was trying to redeem

F E7

But that’s not all it’s cracked up to be

[chorus]

Am C

I’m the portrait of anxiety, the antithesis to sobriety

F E7

A symbol for all the broken and all the cold

Am C

But I’ll be fine, don’t worry, I don’t mind

F E7

I just hope to god that I never grow old

F C

But it’s ok cuz I’ve resigned

F G

To losing my fucking mind

Am C

And if you stick around long enough you’ll find

E7

That life’s a bitch

That life's a bitch

And we're all here to die

We’d love to see the animatic when it’s done! You gotta promise to send it our way 💜

Forever stay rad,

S.M.C.

[silentwillowwhisperer]

do people ever ask you "are you worried that you spend too much time focusing on fictional people?"

because that happens to me so much and i wonder if anyone else gas this problem

OH MY GOD MY FIRST ASK!!!

Well that’s funny cuz my parents are only partially aware of how much I love fictional characters. And as for my friends, yes I get weird looks when I start ranting about how pretty Keith is but it’s all ok because one of my friends is the one who got me into Voltron and she will gladly rant with me.

Dang, that was a really long run on sentence…

sorry, I’m excitable

[the-firebird69]

Billabong Pine Didgeridoo made by David Blonski

These idiots are blaming us Mac proper are all the way up their ass all over the world he said it he said it today and that's trump. This cavern might be empty and they might be under a bja and Trump and are sitting on it waiting for them to make it cuz I think they can take it and not bothering anything else they say they're going to run into the Midwest and we don't think so they're running out there to sit there and they're going to let our friends sit here and they don't want him to have anything so you're going to be threatening people to keep him from getting stuff to try and blame us

Mac daddy

So basically they're nothing. And they're doing this job for the empire and have done it in a bunch of areas and we're actually fighting them and other people but they're not doing anything at all now remember Tommy Allen went down and he got his ass kicked and he tried to go over there again and go down and they set off a few of his own devices just a detonators and then he's not done anything

Zues Hera

That's what they did and it's how it goes and they don't know what to do. And he says are you sure they're not going to try and take over the USA for some reason I don't know why and trying to order people around cuz they keep trying to do that and it's only so much power it doesn't really do much and they're going to end up like Jason cuz they want to wait it out but right now they're taking out the tunnels and that's in the West what you say is they're all done no cuz they probably won't keep coming anyway what was you can take over all you want then unless you take over the territory and the weaponry and all over the world the basis and you haven't and those are not the greatest I'm trying to see your point you want to take it over and they want to invade the world not just here but they are just sitting out there doing nothing and we have a time limit on that and you're a pain I don't know what to do he says that I don't know what to do is Young he can't advise them if they go down they die if they go down they'll come up and kill them he wants to take over America for some reason possibly because we're not down there at all and that makes sense that's what it's about

Mac Daddy

I noticed something it is about us here that's what they want and they won't leave here and they won't leave him alone I'm getting worried again and it's not angry just doesn't want to worry me he's already worried all the time the city it's in that case we don't want him around him he's a loser and people should check to see if New Zealand cavern is empty or partially it says there is a tube a big tunnel that was cleared and there are two to three weeks of vortex to the Northeast of Australia and there is an opening and people see it and they should investigate how far it goes after I was found he says it was blocked and but then it opened up again so they might send people there my husband says the cavern is massive but it's very very deep so you can't see it and it's New Zealand is where it begins and it opens up more than the island is totally both of them or something it's a circle as big as the South Atlantic and you're missing something because Trump is insane and I don't know what it is and my husband says it's like all the other caverns it's enormous

Hera

[hertwood]

hello hello! i have questions about the wips pls!!

i need to know more about 'tis the damn season and norstappie

thank u v much

OK these are both fairly old, abandoned wips but i'm happy 2 talk abt them!!

tis the damn season is obviously song inspired but mostly just in vibes. i'm pretty sure i got the idea when max (fewtrell) & lando has this iconic stream right in the midst of mclaren's early season slump and how grumpy and tense lando was over the bad results. it was just so good for ME and my mental heath because i was worried abt him after those first few weekends that seeing him go home and just be so bright and cheerful and relaxed with max, it was a huge relief to me that he has all that to go home to.

ANYWAY then i had the thought what if its because max is fucking the stress out of him as good friends do and thats how this fic idea was born!

NSFW under the cut this is basically the entire wip cuz its so short~ i will make a second post for norstappie later so it can get its own post!!

Lando doesn’t even need to ask anymore. The expectation is unspoken now, when he flies back to the UK after races, invites himself into Max’s apartment. The need hangs in the air in every minute they’re together, building like the tension in Lando’s shoulders, waiting for when they can be alone, so the mask can drop and he can finally sink into the mattress. They don’t need to talk about it. Max just takes care of him. Lando bends over, face in the mattress, and Max stretches him out, nice and slow, and watches the tension release bit by bit. Lando tries to stay quiet—he doesn’t need to, no one would overhear—but it never lasts. Once the first whimper leaks out of his mouth, it’s hard to stop. By the time Max slides in, Lando’s nearly collapsed into the mattress, moans only partially muffled by the pillow he’s drooling into. When they're done, Lando's sprawled across the bed, soft and malleable, the tension dissipated, as though the stress held in his body melted off of him. Max isn't sure how they got into this routine in the first place. The first time it happened, it was reckless. Something sure to ruin the friendship they had; dumb, impulsive, necessary. Lando had come home from [insert bad 2022 race here], irritable and contentious, insufferable enough to push anyone away but Max.

[betterdonutgalaxy]

List of irrational fears I've gotten as a child with maybe one being recent cuz why not I love infodumping about weird shit

Giant fucking food raining from the sky - This is one a lot of my friends know at this point, ofc this is specifically from cloudy with a chance of meatballs. I didnt like the idea of it happening irl even if I KNEW it couldn't happen. This was an anxiety I had for possibly years

Land made of food - Only partially related to the previous, as I was more concerned about these places being eaten, melted, or rotted. This is a very ironic one due to me loving this kind of stuff now

A character embarassed naked - A very weird one where the earliest case I can remember is with Paper Mario Color Splash, but could also be related to Spongebob. This could be because I felt bad for fictional characters but idk

Gravity inverting - A very specific one that was activated via Hazard Hanger - Hung from Yooka Laylee and the Impossible Lair. Interestingly, this was actually around 2020. Other state changes from this game could've also been fears

Other comedic ways of mass destruction - Pretty self explanitory, either me worrying about fictional worlds too much or worrying about it happening irl

A glitch from Super Mario Maker 1 that caused Mario to, quote, "Not exist" - This one confuses the hell out of me ngl. I seriously don't get why I really didn't like a video that showcased this

[pizzatower60s]

Chapter 1

Mia arose from her bed grabbing her pink poodle dress and head band.

“First day of senior year i really cant believe it”

brushing her medium length brown hair she quickly bids her parents a-due and leaves off to her high school.

While she walks on the side walk of her neighbor hood she hears a voice

“Mia! Mia! wait up!”

Mia turns around to see her best friend Hazel and her boyfriend Theodore.

“Oh good morning Hazel!”

Just then Hazel grabs Theodores shirt sleeve and pulls him without warning closer to her “Me and Theo were walking to school want to join us”

Mia notices Theodores misery while around Hazel and cant help but feel a little distaste for the short man.

“of course i would love to!”

The three continue to walk silently before it was broken by Hazel.

“Mia! how was your summer i didn’t see you for almost the entirety of it!”

She says grasping the life outta Theodores hand.

“Oh yes apologize, I was caught up with my own things”

Hazel almost jumps up hearing this from Mia

“Caught up with a boy???”

She says excitedly. Mias skin crawls when the words “boy” come from Hazels mouth. Mias never been one for relationships she believes focusing on school will benefit her much more than any man could. She was much smarter than that to let desire take ahold of her emotions.

“Hazel…you know i don’t do…Boys”

She scoffs at the thought. Although more occasionally than she would like to admit she imagines what it would be like to be in love. To kiss to hug to- She quickly snaps back her thoughts.

“They are a waste of time. I can use all that time to move forward in my baking and my education”

the smaller women rolls her eyes

“Your no fun, How are u ever going to get a boyfriend or even get married! if you keep focusing on silly things such as education”

Theodore chimes in,

“Yeah, Dames like you don’t gotta worry about jobs and education when all you need is a husband, You dont need a degree to cook and clean”

Mia almost wanted to slap Theodore, but what can she do? Its true women aren’t exactly seen as the bread winners of the world, In fact the only time women had as many jobs as they did was during the war when all the men were away fighting. Infact hearing that story from her mother made her want to strive to have a higher education, Heck! maybe even be smarter than the men around her.

“Im not going to be victim of living my life for a man, Im going to live life for myself!”

The couple roll their eyes hearing a women say that in this day n age is unusual to say the least.

Really, its almost unheard of all of Mias friends seemed to have it all together. They all want to bare children for their husband and live life without making a single dime! Mia doesn’t see the appeal. If she were to ever be in a relationship she wants to be a team effort to make dough. Pun intended. Having her own bakery was mias dream. And she wouldn’t mind having someone to share it with. But school comes first.

speaking of school…

“Yes! senior years here we come!” Hazel giggles almost running into the school

“You must be calmer we are adults”

Mia chuckles rushing after Hazel

After Mia and Hazel depart to their lockers and to their classes. Mia takes a seat in her first period. Math class! Mia was partial to this class. The class that she had 5th period how ever was her all time favorite class, Culinary! Shes taken the class all four years and she adores it. First of all its an easy A. And second of all she just really likes to Bake.

She couldn’t wait for 5th period its what kept her going though out the day.

-Time Skip- (cuz i’m not a good writer)

“Finally 5th period”

Mia sighs and takes her seat.

An older women comes into the room.

“Good after noon class my name is Mrs Cassandra welcome to culinary class”

After the older women explains what they will be doing in culinary class she gets out a small sheet of paper.

“For our first assignment we will be working in groups of two, You will both be assigned a dish and its both your jobs to create it to the best of your ability”

The women begins to call names before she gets to Mias name.

“…..Jacob and Averie…Gustavo and john….and Mia and Peppino. Please work carefully and take your time”

“Peppino…?” Mia looks around and sees a man walking towards her. He was on the shorter side with long black hair that was slicked back with grease…”greaser…” Mia says to herself. She knows who greasers are and she knows that her father hates them. Mia being on the upper middle class side her parents and even friends try to stay away from that side of town. Its where the poorer kids lived.

This man was your average greaser except he was bigger than the ones she has seen. His arms were quite hairy and muscular yet he had quite the chubby torso. He was wearing the usual tight black T-shirt with baggier jeans. She would be intimidated if it wasn’t for the fact that he was fairly shorter than her.

Mia is snapped out of her thoughts by a heavy italian accent.

“hey~ names-a Peppino.”

The man extends his large hand for her to shake

“its very nice to meet you peppino. My name is Mia”

she gladly takes his hand. Mias never mind greasers. Well she never even talked to a greaser before let alone shake hands with one. But she tries her best to be open minded even if they are a little scary.

She tries to believe theres good in everyone.

Peppino pulls away his hand before looking her up and down.

Women to peppino were nothing but something he could flirt and toy with. Hes never had to much respect for them. Oh only if his mother knew how he treated women. He only saw Mia as just another toy to add to his collection of things he can flirt and have the occasional hook up with.

Theres two things that could happen here, Two things that usually happen. Mia could A. Swoon for him immediately or B. Slap the man or be at least disgusted in him. After all she does look like a women with taste.

“Well…aren’t you gorgeous~”

Peppino says with his usual flirtatious tone

Mias seen this before its nothing new for a greaser to flirt with every woman they meet.

“Why thank you Mr peppino…and i must say your mustache is adorable~”

she jokingly flirts back. She knows better than to fall for his games. She chuckles and peppino kinda covers his upper lip. Obviously she was mocking his…less than impressive stache.

She notices his embarrassment and gives a rather confused look. Shes never seen a greaser with an ego that small. Usually they would play it off or make a snarky comeback but here he is embarrassingly covering his mouth to hide his couple scraggily hairs trying to hide his shame.

“Oh my apologies Mr Peppino…I was only joking”

She looks at him with the most sincere look (one which Peppinos never seen before)

“You don’t need to apologize-a a comment-a from a dame like your self means-a nothing to me”

Mia just smiles at him. Shes not offended and she doesn’t look in anyway love struck (some chicks do like being talked down to) she just looks friendly…?

“Well okay i was just making sure that i didnt hurt your feelings”

with her saying that she opens the recipe book to the page number that was given

“Lets begin shall we”

She gives him another warm smile before beginning to gather the needed ingredients.

Mia stirs and works quickly. She has plenty of experience and peppino notices given the experience that he also has.

He feels his face warm up slightly when she tells him what to do and guides him through the baking process. Shes quite the leader not like any women peppinos met before. She has no problem telling him whats what and when hes doing something wrong. Which he was surprisingly doing more wrong than he usually does. His mind just seems in a different place at the moment.

Finally after the two complete the dish they hand it into the teacher and pack up for next period.

Peppino cant help but feel weird about his strange encounter.

Hes kind of curious to find out what gets her going.

[rrxnjun]

ohh nooo that sounds like a heartbreak for my minecraft obsessed self!! yeahhh i heard a lot of not so good news about the sidemen or more so about ksi but some of the clips i saw from them on tiktok were very funny!! yes i meant that podcast!!! i literally listened to so much podcasts in quarantine that i can't listen to any now tbh💀 and i might check out the memelous videos later when i have time cuz that sounds funny af

aespa is just so good so i'm glad u stan them!! but that is kind of life changing to hear they are the girl version of nct i'm just :o never would have thought of that :o

DONT WORRY LISTEN TO WHENEVER U WANT TO LIKE I SAID THE SONGS WILL WAIT FOR U and also it's just better to listen to when u are in the mood iguess so actually just take ur time💕💕

oh my totally same tbh!!! and like teen beach movie is still one of my fav movies and i feel like that says a lot about me xd every time it played on disney chanel i was just seated and also the songs still slap so much!!! tbh i was kind of a big r5 girlie but im happy that ross and his brother are doing the driver era cuz they just fit my music taste so much better now!!! ahhh i really liked the lyrics for wish me luck!!! THAT IS SUCH A CUTE NICKNAME WHATTHEHECKKK but that is actually ur song then like properly UR SONG :oo (that sounds like a fun dream and just such a better solution!!)

i was partially scared from that and also just getting ur music taste wrong and u absolutely hating them xd but i'm very glad u enjoyed them🥳🥹 as u should shit posting in ur own language is just so fun sometimes!! well the only thing that matters is that u like them tbh!! and i listened to them and my fav was definitely my by yael i even added it to my liked songs!!! i really liked that one!! and i also liked the other ones as well!! my second fav would probably be the valeriya one!!! and like the punk rock songs just felt so nostalgic even though i heard them for the first time ever i really liked them as well!!!!! I will be visiting Bratislava!! u know u might have heard of it before /j

i deff understand!! i think my brain just stopped working when i saw those pics!! THAT IS SUCH A FUNNY TITLE!! and i'm very excited about reading more simp stories😌(liebestraum anon💕)

and yes i'm sorry to anybody's dash these get on!! and for the person who said the convos are cute thank u that u don't mind!!💘💖💓

i honestly dont know whats going on w ksi recently but i used to like some of his music too so my music taste is honestly kind of questionable.... me and podcasts arent friends i just. i dont get the appeal😭😭😭 and let me know if u do!! his vids where they watch the ancient aliens are my comfort videos i always laugh so much at them

i listened to the songs on my way to uni yesterday!!!! i rrally really liked them and added them to my playlist hihi my fav was definitely you're here that's the thing 🤭

NO BECAUSE YOU GET IT!!! i wantrd to watch the chilling adventures of sabrina bc i wanted to consume as much ross content as i could but...i heard its bad and the first ep didnt really vibe w me so i didnt continue on w it 😭😭 i did watch my friend dahmer bc of him tho lmao. omg recommend some r5 songs i need to get into them more bc i still to this day have loud, smile, want you bad and pass me by in my playlist (pass me by changed me as a human being when i saw the mv as a 10 year old)

AAH i get u i get u!! but i definitely enjoyed the songs and ive been listening to them a lot lately! My by yael is such a good song especially when it plays in the club 😩😩 HAHA im glad u didnt hate them!! i definitely have a weird love/hate relationship w slovak songs because i tend to dislike the lyrics and also there arent many artists which genre would fit my vibe i think (or at least i dont know of any). the punk rock songs u said sound nostalgic 😭😭😭😭are actally kinda old😭😭😭so maybe thats why😭

omg bratislava wOAH /j 😭😭 hope u like the city!! i really like the historical centre, altho ive been there only like 3 times 😋

[educatedsimps]

hey there!!!!

could y’all write about meian meeting his wife for the first time? like how that encounter led to them falling in love and eventually getting married? maybe like a neighbour and older brother’s friend kind of au??

thanks a bunch, hope that it’s okay for me to request!! I love your works 😍😘

Request - My Love, My Life

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Meian Shūgo x f!reader

includes: FLUFF, timeskip spoilers (kinda?), neighbour au, big brother's best friend au, engagement uwu

wc: 1.2k words!

a/n: HAHAH NO WORRIES, MY DEAR!! Thank you for this cute and fluffy request :D came just in time cuz I was also thinking of writing something for everyone's favourite man. Hope that you'll enjoy this!! -Jo

It seemed that everywhere Meian Shūgo looked, it was always the same person captivating him.

You, his best friend's younger sister. You, his childhood friend and the adorable little princess next door. You, the plague of his life.

Meian was but a wee little boy of three when you entered the world seven days prior to his third birthday. He knows because he was having a playdate at home, with your older brother in attendance, as well as several other kindergarten friends of his.

He remembers it as clear as day. His parents were excited at the birth of a new baby in the neighbourhood, and they were also close friends of your parents. Your brother was also rushed to the hospital with your grandparents as your mother conceived you laboriously. Your father was already at your mother's side as you emerged, a baby of three point seven kilogrammes, with a pinkish hue to your pudgy little cheeks.

Meian had the opportunity to see the miracle of life at the age of three. Although he could only see you through the glass panels, he knew that he would grow to love you, and to cherish you.

You were finally a decade old.

Thirteen-year-old Meian was plagued by your presence. A tiny child of ten who often intruded into his time with your older brother, be it studying simple geometry or playing computer games, you were always there.

Back then, your voice was rather annoying, Meian would think. He was rather glad that he had younger brothers. They didn't speak as much, or scream or squeal as much.

Despite all that, Meian always knew that he had a soft spot for you. He could never say no to you, nor ignore you like an older brother would.

But, that's who he's supposed to be, right? Just another older brother of yours though the both of you were technically unrelated by blood?

He was barely a teenager, still considered a young boy.

He would wait until he's older to think about all that.

Meian had made his decision. He would avoid you as much as he could from now on.

You had blossomed into a bright young lady at the age of seventeen. Every time he saw you, inexplicable emotions would rouse within him, making him feel vulnerable and partially hopeless.

He was now a boy of twenty, a university student with a scholarship in volleyball. He had plans to become a professional volleyball player. And if that didn't work out, he could bounce back on his double degrees of accountancy and business.

He couldn't imagine that other life though. Sitting behind a screen in some fancy office doing paperwork. Boring, mundane stuff.

He recalls an interesting encounter with you in his third year of university.

He was seated in a café near school, earphones plugged into his ears while he was typing out digits on an Excel spreadsheet. He hadn't even noticed your presence until you tugged his headphones out in a most unladylike manner.

The sun's rays were highlighting the floral patterns of your summer dress and the distinct brown of your plaited hair. And then, he saw you frown.

Uh oh.

"Why have you been avoiding me? It's the holidays but you've yet to come say hi. Is it because of school? Or did you have an argument with my brother? Or are you mad at me? Cuz if you are, I don't know what I've done but I'm sorry and I just want things to go back to normal," you said that all in one breath.

Meian merely adjusted his spectacles while absorbing all the questions you'd suddenly bombarded him with.

Then, it hit him. You were now twenty. You were now in university.

You were now right in front of him.

"Y- y/n? What are you doing here?" Meian's confused expression and mildly amused smile unravelled something within you. The corners of his lips had tilted upward, a glint of pleasant surprise evident in his eyes.

Fiddling with the sleeves of your floral sundress, you settled into the grey armchair across Meian and took a deep breath. "Actually, I- I have something to tell you," Meian watched as you trembled slightly beneath his gaze.

Your lips were rosy from how much you were nibbling on them. Meian had noticed that. Now thinking of taking you into his arms and hugging you tightly, Meian sighed as he removed his spectacles, his attention now set entirely upon you.

You weren't looking at his face. You were nervous, was what he had deduced. You eventually looked up and glanced into his eyes, your pupils sparkling with newfound confidence, cheeks pink as cherry blossoms. "I love you. And I have, since our childhood. I- I actually had a whole speech on how I could have said this to you, but just seeing you again after so long... It made me forget the words I had planned to say." "I know that you probably see me as, well, a younger sister, but I don't see you as an older brother. I see you as the kind boy who had helped me in all my years of life, a confidant of mine, and someone I wish to spend the rest of my life with. I know that you'll be graduating soon, and you may not reciprocate my feelings for you, but I just wanted to tell you first lest I lost my opportunity to do so after you've left uni." Meian took approximately three seconds to digest everything you had just said.

Then he stood up, arms stretched out to bring you into his warm embrace. Now that he had you, he'll never let go of you ever again. That was his conviction, as he gazed lovingly into your eyes before pressing his lips against yours. I love you too.

It's been three years since Meian has gone pro and your final year of university.

Three years of dating with a lifetime's worth of memories shared between the two of you. It had been a wild ride for the both of you, Meian thought in hindsight. Glancing once again at the engagement ring he had gotten for you, he grinned before sliding the tiny box back into his pocket.

Today was the day he had first met you - your birthday.

Glancing back into your childhood home where you and your family members and close friends were conversing excitedly at your small, intimate birthday bash, he made his way back to your side.

All you could visualise was Meian getting onto one knee in his immaculate tux, large hands opening a small velvet box as an intricate diamond ring was revealed to you. Exuberant cheers sounded all around you before Meian opened his mouth to ask,

"Will you marry me, my love?"

Of course, you said yes! to him.

I love you, Meian Shugo, my love and my life.

PS: sorry this took so long but thank you for your patience, anon :”)) we love you so much! We've all been super busy with school but I hope that you'll enjoy this chapter after so long :) - Jo and Lyssa (p.s. sorry, was in emo mode while typing this out -Jo)

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[rawbins-undertale-blog]

hey there again!!!

might i slide in this fine ask box with another HC request?

if yes, then could you please write some HCs where uf and ht sanses and papyruses (seperate of course) s/o gets put in a hospital for a lil bit? you can decide what happened to s/o. maybe a bad heatstroke cuz its summer or something (totally not because its a bad heatwave where im living rn haha nope). idk, i just crave angst or hurt/comfort again from my fave skeletons.

if you're not up for this, its totally fine!!

thank you, have a chill day/night B)

- 🌌 anon whos sunburns arent stinging that much anymore B)

*Evil cackling* OH-HO-HO, yOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MONSTER YOU HAVE UNLEASHED…… I am an evil being who feeds off of angst and pain, and you’ve given me ample opportunity to make some of that sweet sweet angst >:-)))))))))

I tried to keep it ambiguous as to what you’re in for, mostly because I want you to be able to imagine heatstroke and me to be able to think “hahahah stab stab”! ^^

Also!!! The healthcare system in some other countries is fucking insane (like??? You guys have to pay to not die??????) so I’ll be going off of what I know about the healthcare system in Sweden where it’s free. (At least I’m 99% sure it’s free, except for like. Small things. For example, my antidepressants. I had to buy those myself when I was still on them.)

UF + HT BROS WHEN S/O IS IN THE HOSPITAL

Red (Underfell Sans):

He’s panicking so so bad, he’s terrified. What if you die?

Curses out anybody who tries to keep him from you, including the poor nurse who’s just doing their job

Actually he just. curses in general. He’s just spewing cuss words to seem angry instead of scared because That’s Definitely Better

Most likely out of all four to physically lash out at… well, anybody (except you obviously) lol

Red hates hospitals too, to make matters worse. He doesn’t know why, but they make him feel uncomfortable.

If somebody did this to you purposely and he’s not allowed by your side, he’s going out to find the person and kick their ass during that time lol

If nobody did this to you, he’s pacing and cursing and jfc Red, you do realise there are other people here right enjdjdjdjsjsk

This fucker tries to pull a “pfff nah i was never worried” but like. Red. Darling. Light of my life. Stars in my sky. Center of my universe. Bitch of my heart. Everyone can see right through your “anger” and literally your shaking voice is so not convincing. Get a better poker face and voice.

With some prodding, admits that finehewasscaredyou’ddieandhethoughthisheartstoppedforasecondwhichisweird’causehedoes’tevenhaveaheartanywaysthat’sovernowsowhocares

(He’s not great at expressing himself but it’s still progress)

WILL be staying right by you as you recover. You’ve no choice. (You do actually, he respects you and will back off if you tell him to)

Edge (Underfell Papyrus):

Oh no. Oh no.

Edge is trying his very best not to show any emotions but he’s not good at it because like. It doesn’t take a genius to see that him screeching angrily at people and demanding for the doctors to fix this is actually him poorly masking his fear. Edge doesn’t have the best poker face lol

He’s so pissed if he can’t stay right next to you the whole time. You’re his S/O!! What kind of bullshit is this?!

If you do need to be left alone with doctors and such things, Edge will do one or two things depending on why you're in the hospital, how bad what you’re in for is and for how long he can’t see you.

If you’re here for something like heatstroke - AKA something not brought on by somebody else - he’ll call friends and such while pacing and somewhat frantically share your current condition.

However, if anybody did this to you; and you’re in bad shape… Well, even fucking Satan will cower at the brutality of Edge’s revenge.

When he’s allowed to be, he’s by your side and - depending on why you’re in and for what - he might nag you for being careless, reassure you it wasn’t your fault, reassure you in general, and/or just stay silent.

It’s barely noticeable, but just noticeable enough, that you can tell that he’s shaking.

All it takes is a “are you okay?” For him to break and confess how scared he was.

For a moment he was back Underground and it was horrible and he felt so powerless and he hates that. He’s so, so happy you’re okay and he- he swears he’ll be with you on your way to recovery. Please just never get hurt again.

Dusk (Horrortale Sans):

If you thought Red and Edge were scared, just know it’s nothing compared to the absolute terror he feels.

Dusk knows how fragile the human body can  be. He’s seen horrific things happen to humans and monsters alike and he’s always hyper-aware of just how easy it’d be to kill and/or hurt you.

Logically, he knows you won’t die, he knows human anatomy well enough to know this is something you’ll bounce back from, but his instincts are going haywire and all he can think of are the mangled corpses back Underground. It doesn’t matter whether your condition has anything to do with broken limbs or not, because those pictures are what his mind is forcing onto him.

He refuses to leave your side. If he’s forced away from you by nurses/doctors/staff, he’ll protest but if he really can’t be by you for your safety, he’ll be anxiously hovering as close by as he possibly can. Whenever he’s allowed to touch you, he’s practically glued onto you.

If he’s sure it’s just the two of you, and you’re unconscious, he’ll probably cry.

He… He hates being reminded of your mortality. He hates the idea that any day could be your last. He doesn’t know what he’d do if you were gone.

(He’d dust, probably.)

If somebody else got your purposely hurt, he’s going to hunt them down after a while (after you’ve recovered enough for him to be comfortable leaving you alone for a bit). He’s not going to kill them, but he might rough them up a bit -- but most likely, he’ll just intimidate them and/or threaten them. (It’d be a different story if you were murdered.)

Whenever you’re conscious, he’ll do pretty much anything you say, so long as it won’t get you anymore hurt or risk stunting your recovery.

When you’re released from the hospital, he’ll be by your side nearly 24/7 because he hates the idea of you getting hurt again just because he wasn’t there to protect you.

Aster (Horrortale Papyrus):

Tries to look calm and composed, but he does about as poor of a job as his brother. He does better in that he doesn’t act out or get in the way of the nurses, but he’s also crying and shaking and sobbing and can’t stop.

You getting injured triggers him pretty badly. If you’re not bleeding, it’ll probably be “only” a bad anxiety attack, but if there’s any blood involved it’s escalating into a full-blown panic attack.

He’s a nurse himself, but I doubt he’d be allowed to work with the other nurses when it comes to you because of how unsteady he is. He’s not sure whether he’s thankful for it or not, because he doesn’t trust himself to do a good job but he also wants to be there for you. He trusts his colleagues, but it’s still nerve-wracking.

Just like the others, he’s glued to your side when he’s allowed to be. Very metaphorically. He’s the best of them all at giving you space, partially because he’s just more respectful lol and partially because he’s a nurse so he knows not to smother you with physical affection until you’re in the clear.

If somebody caused you to go into this state, he will just like Dusk go and find them. He won’t do anything physical, but he does intimidate the person very effectively. He’s a terrifying giant and he knows how to use that to his advantage.

When you’re fine again, he’ll be acting anxious and protective for a while. He feels really guilty about it (because he should be comforting you - plus, he’s a nurse! He’s seen way worse things on his job) but you’ll have to give him comfort. This whole thing didn’t inspire much positive feelings in him and it stressed him out a lot, it may honestly take more of a toll on him than it does you.