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13.09.23, wednesday
today’s one of those days again, I feel like I’ve hit a wall with everything I’m doing and I also have a headache, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get all my courses done and everything suuucks. I need to send some emails tmrw bc I’m confused about so many things
things done today:
2h of coding (ish, bc of the aforementioned wall so it was a lot of ”how the fuck” googling and thinking)
gym workout
sent an email (one less email for tmrw yay, was the one I’m second most stressed about)
#it’s only 6pm but i’m calling it quits for today#all anything is doing is making the headache worse and also giving me anxiety and dread#i think the culprit is that I only had one cup of coffee and I need that caffeine for the dopamine/serotonin#bookblr#studyblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#studyspo#dark academia#september 2023#2023
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I LOOOVE LOVE ALL THE NPCS IN PRIME DEFENDERS!! THEYRE EACH SO UNIQUE AND COOL, WITH THE GREATEST THING YOU CAN POSSIBLY GIVE TO SUPER HEROS IN A SUPER HERO UNIVERSE: WAAACKY FUCKIN SUPER POWERS!! (MADE WITH ONLY PEN AND COLORED PENCILES, MISTAKES CORRECTED WITH PAPER N GLUE)
#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#QUIIIICK TAKE IT BEFORE I NOTICE MORE PROBLAMS!! THIS TOOK TOOOO LONG TO MAKE#I STRUGGLED WITH THE COLORS BECAUSE you see. i had ONLY red pens and orange pens but NO pencils of the color#ALSO no brown pencil so i HAD TO COLOR MIX FOR THE SHADES. It was only today that i got a brown pencil (not even a good one)#i scribbled on a paper with the red n oranges to put it on lightly and it was HARD but i think it worked okay#NOT BAD FOR MY STUPID SEt up where i only use what i can steals from left over things at the school i work at#ANYWYAY SO PRIME DEFENDERS HUH#SIUDDENLY GOT OBBSESSED WITH IT AGAIN OUTA NOWHERE AUUGHHH THE BRAIN ROOOOTTTTM#I REALLY LOVE HOW THE NEW EPISODES HAVE BEEN GOING TEHEHEHEEE#I LOOVE THAT ALASTYR CROSS IS HERE MY BABY BOOYYY LOOK AT HIM ALL GROWN UP#HES SO STRANGE AND ODD AND SILLY AND POSSIBLY DANGEROUS#I ALSO LOVE FLOW!! IVE ONLY KNOWN HER A DAY AND UHH I WOULD UHH I WOULDD WAVE AT HER N SAY HAIIIII :333#OH ALSO UH#SO THE UH#SO LE FROG AND WORDSMITH HUH#YOU HAD ME AT 'but i LOVE youu'#LIKE IMAGINE RIGHT? LIKE JUST THINK ABOUT IT? JUST PONDER IT FORA SEC#IMAGINE THOSE TWO ON A COFFEE DATE WITH LEFROG IN FULL COSTUME AND WORDSMITH ACTIVELY TRYING TO LEAVE#I SHIP EM NOT BC THEY WORK WELL TOGETHER IM SHIPPIN EM BC ITS SOOOOO FUNNY#BUT REMEMBER. THE SLIPPERY SLOPE OF CRACKSHIPS. CRACKS CAN LEAD TO CAVERNS. AND 40 TO 50 PEOPLE GET LOST IN CAVES PER YEAR#ANYWAY THAT S MY RAMBLE I AHVE TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW#BAIII THANKS FOR READIN MY RAMBLES
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a bitch is real sad
#I hope at least one thing will make you smile today!#up until now I: had an ugly argument with a friend spilled coffee on my white shirt dropped and hence broke a glass#andddd had to deal with exceptionally rude customers#can't believe it's only thursday#v rambles
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guysss I love my job rn 🫶 I’m like getting good at making the drinks?? And like my coworkers and managers are all soooo nice like I get along with everyone? Plus it’s sooooo refreshing and fun working on a farm idc u get to see the animals and the families having fun…
#like tour guiding I’m nervous about LOL#but the coffee barn? I LOVE#we only had one lady hate her drink today LOL#she was like ‘this is disgusting’ and me and my coworkers were like 🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️#VWJSHDHDHXUD#it’s a lil cramped bc we work in a food truck#but honestly it’s fun?#and when it gets busy it’s a lil crazy but#not too bad#ooc.#delete.#I’ll try to write more soon#it’s just starting a new job is harddd#work shenanigans tag
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i've got crosshair-level shaky hands today. this is unacceptable
#is it because i had one (1) cup of coffee and only one (1) cup of coffee for breakfast today? and nothing else? yeah maybe#shaking my head come on margin you're better than this#margin rambles#but seriously i almost dropped my toothbrush this morning. what is this. i don't like it
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People always buy flashlights for if their electricity goes out — and I do own flashlights and a lantern — but I also bought a pack of headlamps at Costco awhile back and, boy howdy, are these things handy.
#it me#my electricity has been out for nearly twelve hours#and they have estimated it’ll be another five before it’s restored#I worked in a coffee shop this morning#and then took my laptop to the library to finish out the workday#thankfully I only had one call today and it was first thing this morning#so I took that from my house
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I have this weird feeling that my life is ending. Despair. Anxiety. Grief? Like I’m living in a Charlie Kaufman film and I’m still at the point where I haven’t accepted that I’m dead, but things are falling apart around me. But everything also feels the same. Like nothing’s changed. That nothing’s different at all. Not even me, not even the things happening around me. Like this is how it’s always been but I just never noticed it, and that it’s not even that bad anyway but there’s this encroaching, foretold doom stalking me sunset by sunset. I say this in the least psychotic way possible because besides the fear, I’m totally calm about all of this. And the fear feels like it should be debilitating but it’s not. Just a dull ache where instinct should be. More Eraserhead than Synecdoche in that way. If anything I’m more worried that I don’t feel more worried than I do. But maybe that’s me trying to invoke calamity by speaking it into existence. That I’m not satisfied with my destabilizing reality, that I deserve an all-at-once-apocalypse, just to get it over with. Just to have something different. Change. Transfiguration. Annihilation?
Sometimes I don’t express my feelings because I don’t know how to say them without sounding pretentious
#but here I am saying them anyway#everything is changing and staying the same at the same time#like I’m stuck in the air like the coyote in the old Roadrunner cartoons#waiting to fall#but I don’t#but maybe the waiting is the fall?#i don’t really know what I’m saying I guess#I never have haha#that’s what I’ll say if someone asks me about it#because I always say that#anyway I only had one cup of coffee today so it’s not caffeine anxiety this time#this is just regular anxiety#or maybe I’m right! and maybe everything’s over!#who’s to say?
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every time i drink i remember this is why i tell myself insist to myself that i don't drink bc if not then i do drink and when i do oh boy
#i mean alcohol tastes like shit#but unghf#i'm high hehehehe#n i only had a little bit#i wanna make irish coffee but no one else wants#tomorrow my sister n i will have#also today was the first day in over a month tht i had the pulsatile tinnitus#and for a kind of long while too#i hope it's not coming back#did not miss that#cloud nonsense#also for some reason tht alcohol trigged my asthma#also i hv gone mute akllfakjs;f
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"Oof, are you in a mood today?"
Well, I wasn't.
#pardon me for only shrugging at your dumb joke#two of the office staff are off today and the third can't stay on track#we just learned that one of our field staff died last weekend and that's still a shock#I'm overtired#I'm busy#I'm not laughing at your dumb joke#(I probably should have skipped the coffee and/or had something more substantial for breakfast)#ah well#just gotta survive this day and I have tomorrow off#gonna do some spring cleaning and crochet#mine
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Quiz night tonight. And it is AWFUL weather. I will be staying in the office until I have to leave for quiz.
My desk is a mess and I have 113 emails.
CHAOS.
#deep breaths#let's focus on getting the exam scripts done first#then emails#then tidy my desk#and then some more emails#also I have a headache so painkillers for that first because I have only had one coffee today
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anybody else pent up with something more than usual today or is it just me
#it's valeriia talking#1. saw the mummy yesterday w my bf so obv v bisexual mentally rn#2. on my second day of my period but also hooked up earlier today#3. super excited to work my fav shift then go shopping for a sexy outfit and see challengers tomorrow#4. got so distracted by how hot a coworker looked today almost drove into a wall#5. just jittery in general even though i only had one coffee earlier today#6. having a lot of feelings abt buck/eddie#like. so many things
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they should invent coffee that doesnt keep you awake but that isnt decaf
#>:^(#i have to wake up super early tomorrow to take butternut to the vets so that means i need to go to bed at a reasonable time#but recently ive been staying awake til like 3am every night bc my sleep schedule is Fucked#and if i have another coffee now i'll be awake too late#but ive only had one coffee today!!!!
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I keep having fucking panic attacks and I don't know what they're stemming from...
#personal#I am aware you don't need a reason to have a panic attack but in my case?#I only really have them when I'm under extreme stress.#I've had several this week but today I had one while at work and basically had to work through it.#My symptoms aren't as bad as they used to be but I am having chest pains/dizziness/faintness and it's scaring me almost.#Also mixed with the one (1) coffee I allowed myself to have today for this week? Yeah it was a BAD combination (anxiety and caffeine)...#I'll say 'I'm managing my anxiety!' and then A Situation happens and I'm like 'Oh that's right. I DO have crippling anxiety.'#I'm also unmedicated until I find a primary care doctor so that certainly does not help...
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thinking about how jungkook made (ok he wasnt involved in the making of either thank god. released I mean) a song about fucking someone everyday, every hour every minute every second (practically impossible but ok) and a second one about phone sex. no not just phone sex but about being on a video call with a masturbating woman. and looking at the writing credits on his album. the fact that he said his full album will be in English. and that scooter braun character. ...its just not looking good and I want to throw up with sadness and disgust lol
#his first album.#i dont even wanna listen#when it comes out#i wanna kill bang pd#lets kill him guys#gets banned for terrorism#or something#anyways#i hate 3d lyrics so fucking muuuuuch#also that metaphor doesnt even make fuckign sense!!!!#cause champagne is like yellow golden ish colored#the only bodily fluid that looks like that is pee! which is not sexy except for in that one rix fic#and that wasnt even about the pee but about having to pee and feeling that pressure during sex#ughhhhhhhhhh#IM SO SAD SO SAD#i almsot cried today over this. jungkooks first album. altho I was super anxious cause i had too much coffee and#sad because#love is so sad
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I still have 5 hours left in my shift 😭😭😭
#I just….#really wanna go home today#not having a good day. I started my period this morning and then I got to work and found out only me and one other opener were there but our#opening manager wasn’t here yet so she was late and we spent the next 20 minutes rushing to get everything set up before we opened#and then we immediately started getting customers and it’s just been busy and I’m tired and just don’t feel good bc of my period#and then so far I’ve had 2 of my least favorite customers come through the drive thru where I’m working#one is this dude who’s just fucking annoying another is the guy that asked for my number a few months ago who I haven’t seen since I turned#him down so I took his order and then made someone else deal with him at the window#and then it got busy with everyone ordering drinks like hot coffees which meant I had to walk from our drive thru out to the lobby bc my#coffees were out bc everyone wants coffee today but when I would do that I would still have to be taking orders#and then someone cleared a few specialty coffees off the barista screen without making them while the person was sitting in the drive thru#so I had to make those while doing other stuff too and people were asking me questions#and I was just getting very overstimulated and annoyed plus I’m hungry#and I just want to leave and go home and sleep but it’s my best friend’s birthday so she’s probably gonna want to do something later but I#just don’t feel up to it and I know she’s probably ready to hang out because she’s been off for 10 days with Covid so she’s well rested now#for her birthday but 😭😭😭 I just want to crash into my bed so hard and not wake up until noon tomorrow#also the coworker I work with every day and don’t like is here today unfortunately#and also all of the speakers we use to play music in the back are dead right now and I just want to play music#first world problems but I have so little patience today
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ooo yea. ooohhhh yrass. ohhgh hhh yepps. oh yeah
#just me hi#there is nothing going on lol#i'm speedrunning these artf1ght attacks rn though i've made two so far hfhvsaj#/and also i NEED a mctea right Now#did you know that the Big Cup of mcdonalds sweet tea has 100 mg of caffeine in it ?? because i didn't. and i get the jitters from bottled#dr. pepper (66 mg btw)#found out while in a wb with flame and they thought i was going to explode or something fhsfhshdj#but it's been a week since i've had one and reaaally want the Fast Tea#i want to have what it must feel like to be an ant transported from one side of a street to another in my Veins#give me. the caffeine#/how much caffeine's in coffee...#i've been drinking one fourth of 32 fl oz of black coffee 👍#so it's the same amount of liquid but i won't die from ca-#i could die via caffeine if i had 5 mcteas. mmkay#unfortunately i am horribly curious. morbidly‚ even#the only thing stopping me from the worst experiment in my life is the fact my mom will Not buy me 5 mcteas#sigh. you live for today [<- to myself]#oh and also that's a lotta liquid#only two things stopping me! 1) i don't have a mode of transport (i have muney tho) 2) bladder has a cap (pathetic tbh)#oh and maybe my liver#/why am i even plotting this rn fhvshhd#'i want tea [7 min. later] i want to see if i can die by tea' fantastic work me 👍#top ten reasons i don't have a driver's license yet:
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