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etherealwaifgoddess · 4 years ago

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One In A Million - Chpt.2

Summary: Rose navigates her first few hours in 1941 and makes an unexpected discovery in an alley way.

Word Count: 3.6k

Author’s Note: Hello lovelies! We’re back in 1941 now and the plot set up is rolling! I did a lot of research on the 1940′s when I was writing this fic because I wanted it to be as authentic as possible. So I hope that comes through as the fic progresses. Also, can anyone guess who Rose stumbles across in an alley? Hehe... I just can’t image who... XOXO - Ash

Chapter Two

Your eyes struggle to adjust in darkness after the blinding light and you hope for a minute that you didn’t blow the electricity in the lab. The faint smell of dampness and dust gives you hope though. You take a tentative step forward and collide with a piece of furniture, a desk you realize as you run your hands along it. You fumble around finding a lamp and switching it on, thankful for the gentle illumination. The basement is filled with shelves of boxes and two desks. The manila envelope on the desk bears the SSR logo and you realize you’ve actually done it. You check the watch in your pocket and mark down the time on your notepad, subtracting ten seconds for your fumbling around. The devices to set up are barely visible tacks which you quickly place in spots not easily seen. Now you just need the date and to find Agent Wilson.

The first floor of the SSR office is buzzing with people. It’s four thirty and everyone is scrambling to finish their work before the office closes at five. The late day sun shines through the large glass windows that line the far side of the room and you feel like you’ve stepped onto a movie set. The room around you feels surreal, even as it dawns on you that you’ve done it. You actually time traveled.

“Can I help you, ma’am?” a young man in a pale blue suit asks you.

“Yes, have you seen Agent Wilson around?” you ask, hoping your search for him doesn’t take too long. You have a few bills in your pocket just in case you don’t find him right away but not enough to get by for more than a week on.

The man nods and points back to a closed wooden office door, “He just got back this morning, should still be in his office.”

You thank the man and weave your way through the room to the office. Knocking twice firmly, you wait until a gruff voice calls out, “Come in.” You let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding and open the door.

Agent Wilson is a tall older gentleman with salt and pepper hair and a lithe build accentuated by his neatly tailored suit. He’s hunched behind his desk, squinting at a file and only looks up once you’re right in front of his desk. “How can I help you, Ms….?”

You extend your hand politely but shake your head, “I was told to give you this.” you tell him and hand over the card.

Wilson appraises you for a moment with a quirked brow, “I haven’t had any Sparrows show up here in quite some time.”

You nod but don’t give him any further information.

“We’ll get you set up then. I’m assuming you need a permanent placement?”

You nod again, “Yes, please.”

“Give me a few minutes and I’ll be right back.”

“Thank you.” you call after him. The heavy door swings shut and you’re left sitting in the quiet office.

True to his word, Wilson returns less than five minutes later with a file in hand. It had been just enough time for you to locate his day calendar and write down the date, November 6th, 1941. You’ll have to make a few adjustments to narrow down the window of time for jumps when you get back. You’re about eighteen months off of the intended target date. “You’re all set Miss Miller.”

You look down to the file and see your new name for the first time. “Please, Agent Wilson, call me Rose.”

Wilson chuckles and returns your cheeky smile. “Your apartment is four blocks from here. You’ll have all weekend to settle in and then you’re due in at 8am on Monday for work. I trust you have some skills that we can utilize here at SSR?”

“I’m great with data entry.” you offer, knowing a lifetime of using computers will put you at a distinct advantage.

“Excellent. Talk to Marge when you get in and we’ll find something for you.”

“Thank you.” you say earnestly, so grateful that the plans you laid in place are going smoothly.

“Of course, Rose.” He gives you a kind, sympathetic smile, “We’ll see you Monday.”

You nod and bid him goodbye, leaving the SSR office and heading out into the brisk November air. The streets are busy with people heading home for the weekend and you find it easy to lose yourself in the crowd. The accents around you sound thicker, more authentically Brooklyn if that’s possible, and the clothes people are wearing in varying pastels and neutrals are fascinating in how different they are from what you expected. You’ll have to go shopping over the weekend and get a few things. First things first though, you need a winter coat and to find your bank to withdraw some money.

You trade a dime for a cup of hot coffee and a Hershey’s bar from a news stand and realize the twenty dollars in your pocket will go a bit further than you had expected. You’re strolling down a block of shops looking in the windows trying to find one that sells coats when you hear a scuffle coming from an alleyway. You hurry over to see a broad shouldered man looming over what looks like a boy, pummeling him and tearing at the worn leather bag he’s clinging to. You know you should keep moving, it’s not a lady’s place in this time and you don’t want to risk causing a scene or getting yourself seriously injured. But you never did follow rules very well. “Hey!” you yell down the alley as you stalk towards the man with more confidence than you feel. “Knock it off you asshole!”

The man whips around, fury plain on his face, “You got quite a mouth on you, girlie.”

“Yeah and I got quite a fist too. You wanna stop beating up kids and try your luck with a woman instead?” you glare, challenging him.

“How about I teach you some manners instead?” The man comes towards you with a slow predatory gait and you breathe through the fear rising up in your throat, remembering your self defense training. The man’s hand reaches out to grab your hair and you use your speed and momentum to twist his hand back sharply and force him down to his knees, howling in pain.

“What the fuck lady?” the man screams, clutching his wrist. He stares at you for a moment before hurrying out of the alley, still holding his injured hand close.

“You okay?” you ask, turning around to check on the boy who was being attacked. He pushes his flop of golden blonde hair back from his face and you realize he’s not a boy at all. “Oh shit.” you murmur.

“I had him on the ropes.” Steve Rogers tells you as he pulls himself up from the dirty asphalt.

“Well, I apologize for intervening then. I’ll just leave you be.”

He’s bleeding and unsteady on his feet and you want to help him but you can’t risk altering timelines. Of all the alleys in Brooklyn, you had to stumble across Steve freaking Rogers himself. You curse yourself mentally as you go to leave, stopping only when you hear Steve call out “Wait!”

You turn back, unable to refuse the plea in his deep, smooth voice.

“I should be the one apologizing, not you. I appreciate you stopping. No one else ever does.” he tells you while wiping the blood off his hand onto his threadbare jacket. He extends the cleaned hand towards you, “Steve Rogers.”

“Rose Miller.” you tell him and shake his hand briefly.

“Thank you, Rose. That was quite the trick you pulled on Jimmy.”

“Oh it was nothing, really. I should be going.” you force yourself to turn away from those piercing blue eyes and head towards the opening of the alley. You’re less than a dozen steps away from freedom when a dark haired man comes barreling into the alley almost knocking you over. He looks terrified and runs over to Steve, assessing his cuts and bruises while tutting like a mother hen. “Jesus, Stevie. I saw Jimmy going past and I thought he’d finally done you in. He was furious.”

“I’m fine, Buck.” Steve says pushing him off, “There was an angel nearby who intervened.”

Bucky looks over at you, studying you for the first time and you’re frozen in place. You should be running away as fast as your legs can carry you, going back to following through on your mission and not making any more waves in the past than you already have. But Bucky gives you the most charming smile you’ve ever been on the receiving end of and you know you’re a goner.

“I didn’t know we had any angels left in Brooklyn.” he says smoothly, taking a few steps forward to shake your hand. “James Barnes, but you can call me Bucky.” he winks at the last bit and you are pretty sure your ovaries have exploded. You had seen footage of the illustrious super soldiers before but nothing could ever compare to being on the receiving end of Bucky Barnes’ flirtations.

“Rose Miller” you tell him, shaking his hand firmly. The new name flows with ease the more you use it and you find you actually like it.

“Thanks for saving my buddy here. He forgets he’s all bark and no bite sometimes.”

Steve huffs and shoves at Bucky, “I’ll bite you, jerk.”

“Yeah, yeah. I’m real afraid.” Bucky shoves him back but then tucks him under his arm affectionately. They share a long look and you wonder for a second if there really was any truth to the speculation that the pair were more than just best friends. “So what can I do to thank you for saving my friend?” Bucky asks you.

You shake your head, you need to stop this before it gets out of hand. “Nothing, really. I’ll just be on my way.” your shiver despite yourself and both men pick up on it immediately.

“Well least I can do is lend you a warm coat.” Bucky shucks off his dark wool coat and drapes it over your shoulders. It smells like man and sea, an oddly exhilarating mix. “Now, what do you say to dinner? Our place is only a block over and I’m sure Stevie has something delicious planned.”

“I put ham, potatoes, and green beans on the stove this morning to simmer. It should be done about now.” Steve tells you quietly.

“What do you say, doll? That’s one of Steve’s specialties; best dinner in the city by a mile.”

They both look so hopeful it tugs on your heart strings. You are a modern, twenty first century woman, you remind yourself. You have a masters degree and are halfway to a doctorate. You don’t fawn over men like a teenage girl. You have more self restraint than this. “Sounds great.” you find yourself saying.

Both men break into blindingly bright smiles and Bucky throws his free arm around your shoulders, leading you down the street with them. So much for self restraint.

Bucky and Steve’s home is a quaint two bedroom apartment over top of a garage. It’s chilly but Bucky is quick to throw on the heat once you’re inside. “Make yourself at home.” he tells you and Steve retreats quietly to the kitchen to check on dinner. Bucky reemerges a few minutes later having changed out of his worn work clothes into a simple button up shirt and slacks. His hair is shiny and slicked back and you’re once again stunned by how much more attractive he is in person. You set down the sketch you were looking at, a little embarrassed to have been caught looking around. “This is beautiful.” you say, motioning to the rough outline of a city skyline.

Bucky crosses the room to see what you were looking at, “Oh yeah, Stevie did this one last week. He’s talented, that’s for sure.”

“Talking about me?” Steve asks, poking his head out of the kitchen.

“Rose here was just admiring one of your drawings. I was telling her how you’re gonna be a famous artist pretty soon and we’ll be living all the way uptown and going to fancy parties at the MET.”

Steve rolls his eyes and retreats back into the kitchen.

“He really is brilliant.” Bucky insists, “He just needs to catch a break instead of a cold for once.”

“You’re a good friend.” you say with a warm smile. It’s hard not to get swept up in his charm.

Steve pokes his head out again announcing it’s time for dinner and Bucky leads you to their table which is sitting at the far end of the kitchen with two chairs and a stack of crates around it. “We don’t have company much.” Steve explains motioning at the stack of crates.

“It’s okay.” you assure him, “Dinner smells wonderful.”

“You two take a chair. I’m fine on the crates and I can serve.” Bucky busies himself dishing out the food and setting tall thin glasses of water by each place.

You settle into your seat facing Steve across the table and take a moment to really study him. He’s all angles and pale skin with bright blue eyes shining out from beneath his mop of blonde hair. You knew he was short before the serum and had seen the pictures, but seeing him up close he isn’t quite as frail as they made him out to be. Sure, he looks like a strong wind could knock him over, but there is a quiet strength beneath his exterior. It’s no wonder that Erskine chose him for Project Rebirth.

“Rose?” Steve prompts, breaking you from your thoughts.

You realize you’ve been caught staring, Steve is looking at you curiously while Bucky just smirks from his makeshift seat.

“Sorry, don’t know where my mind went for a minute.” you demure.

Bucky huffs a suppressed chuckle and moves on, asking Steve how his day was.

You learn Steve has been looking for work as an illustrator at various papers and magazines around the city. He works a few days a week at the neighborhood grocery store stocking shelves but they just don’t have enough hours for him anymore. He’d been out for a month with the flu last spring and the owner had hired more help to cover while he was sick. They let him come back but with half the hours he had before. Bucky caught a lucky break down at the docks around that time and picked up extra shifts, eventually earning himself a promotion over the summer. He wants Steve to pursue his art more and is willing to work 24/7 to make that happen if need be. His fierce devotion to Steve pursuing his dream is sweet but he brushes it off as nothing when you call him on. You give the guys vague details about your life when they ask. You try to stick to as much truth as you can but it’s difficult. You share that your parents died shortly after your eighteenth birthday and that you’re new to the city. You tell them you have a new apartment nearby and that you are starting a job on Monday at the SSR as a typist.

The night wears on and you move from the dining room to the living room so you can listen to the radio with Steve. Bucky insists on cleaning up after dinner since Steve had cooked, brushing off his kindness as “only fair” when you compliment him. It’s blissfully easy spending time with the guys. They are obviously close but make an effort to make you feel included in whatever they’re talking about. There are also little signs that you would have missed if you hadn’t been studying them so intently. A shared knowing smile, the “accidental” brush of a hand, the way they orbit around each other closer than most people would be comfortable with. When you wander down the hall looking for the bathroom you notice only one of the bedrooms looks lived in and it doesn’t surprise you in the least. Oh, what the historians would say if they knew.

You’re headed back down the hall when you hear fierce whispering. You pause a few feet from the end of the hall, wanting to give them their privacy. The apartment is small though and you can hear everything.

“Ask her out, Stevie.” Bucky demands in a hushed voice.

“She’s more your speed, Buck. She’s stunning.” Steve whispers back.

“And she’s been makin’ eyes at you all night.”

“Come on, you know I don’t need anybody but you.”

“I know but one day you’re gonna have to settle down with somebody. Somebody you can take out to a movie without getting arrested. Do the whole wife, kids, and a desk job thing. You deserve a good life, Stevie.”

“I have a good life now. And what about you, huh? What happens when I go off and settle down?”

“Then I’ll settle down too. Probably with one of your wife’s friends. We’ll still spend all the holidays together, get houses next door, vacation with each other every summer at the beach, our kids will grow up together.” Bucky says this with all the confidence he can muster. In reality, he thinks, Steve will go settle down with some wonderful woman and pop out a brood of perfect little blonde babies to whom he will be Uncle Bucky; eternally single and hanging around on holidays because he’s got nowhere else to go. Steve Rogers is it for him, he’s known that since he was fourteen and he doubts anything will ever change it.

“You paint a nice picture, Buck. You left out a few things though.”

“Oh yeah, what’s that?”

“How I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night without the sound of you snoring away next to me. How it would never really feel like Christmas without getting to watch you unwrap presents in your stupid ratty robe. How vacations would be unbearable having to do all the cheesy romantic tourist things with someone that isn’t you.”

Bucky swallows past the lump in his throat. “You always were a maudlin little punk.”

Steve knows he’s won and gives Bucky’s hand a quick squeeze. It’s an old argument but it doesn’t stop them from rehashing it from time to time. They both just want what’s best for each other.

You take that moment to rejoin them in the living room, making sure your clicking heels on the hardwood announces your arrival. The tips of Steve’s ears are tinged pink and both his and Bucky’s hands are stuffed into their pockets. They had jolted apart quickly when they heard you coming.

“Well boys,” you tell them, “You sure know how to show a girl a good time but I’ve got to get going.”

“We appreciate you joining us. Maybe you can stop by another time if you’re free?” Steve asks.

You know it’s a bad idea but your mouth is saying yes before your brain catches up.

Steve smiles broadly at your agreement, “Great. I know you’re close but it’s late. Let Bucky walk you home, okay?”

Bucky nods, on board with the suggestion. “I can get my coat back once you’re home then. You don’t want my work coat stinkin’ up your nice apartment.”

“Alright, thank you Bucky.” you agree, knowing it’s only proper in this time period.

Bucky collects his coat and wraps it around your shoulders with practiced ease.

Steve takes your hand for a moment before thinking better of it and dropping it. “Thank you.” he says softly, “For stopping today.”

“I’m glad I could help.” you shoot him a small smile.

Bucky motions to the door and you follow him out into the early November chill.

You give Bucky your address and he leads the way. You’re thankful to not have to pretend to be familiar with the area. You’re only one block down and one block over from their place but the cold night air has you shivering even under Bucky’s coat. You mentally add a hat, gloves, and a scarf to the list of things you’ll need. “Thank you for walking me home.” you say from your apartment stoop.

“Any time, doll. I’m real glad you helped Steve out today.” he drawls.

“Of course. I couldn’t just walk past and do nothing.”

“Most people do. You share that with him though.”

“Share what?” you asked, confused.

“Not being able to stay out of it when you see something wrong going on.” he explains.

You smile at him, blushing a little despite yourself. “Guilty as charged.” you admit.

“Come over and see us again sometime, okay doll? I know Stevie would appreciate the company. He’s a great guy and I think you two would really get along.”

It’s blatant what he’s trying to do and your heart melts a little at the devotion he has for his friend, even at his own expense. “I’ll come over again soon.” you assure him.

You shrug off Bucky’s jacket, handing it back to him, and he bids you a goodnight as you close the apartment door behind you. Resting on the inside of the door for a moment you can’t decide if you want your words to him to be the truth or a lie. One thing is certain though; whether or not you go see them again you’re never going to forget those sweet Brooklyn boys.

#steve rogers #bucky barnes #reader insert #captain america #steve rogers x bucky barnes x reader #stucky #stucky x reader #fanfiction #stucky fanfic #captain america fanfiction #marvel fanfiction #time travel #1940s setting #named reader

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beauzoleils · 5 years ago

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ABIGAIL COWEN , CISFEMALE , SHE / HER → according to the school records , NATALIE LUCILLE BEAUSOLEIL has been attending sacred heart for the past three years . i last saw them hanging around the john bracken library ; i think they were working on writing her novel . at twenty - one years old , natalie has been studying english literature and get this , i heard that she’ll zone out while writing papers for class and come to surrounded by pages and pages full of archaic languages she doesn’t speak — figure it’s true ? everyone around here always associates them with a moonlight sonata echoing through empty halls , seats in the back row at the opera , and dead flowers pressed between the pages of an old book . in the time since these strange happenings , they have encountered unexplained occurrences .

HI , hello . i’m hannah n this is like . the only thing i’ve been thinking about recently , aka i’m so excited . ok anyway ! i’m 20 , kickin it in the est ! i’m a full time student ( majoring in being a dumb bitch n gay rights and i’m at the top of my class baby . . ) and i’m ALSO a preschool teacher so if i’m ever Not here , i’m with my babies ! ! but that isn’t the reason why ur all here . . ur here for an intro post ! so !

let’s talk abt my girl . . . 𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐈𝐋 !

okay . so . first thing’s first . i have some Real Things prepared for my girl , including but not limited to :

a pinterest board !

a stats page !

and what i call NATALIE : A TRAGEDY IN THREE ACTS . it’s kind of a bio , mixed in with some stage directions here and there . it’s a quick read n rly gives you that Natalie Flavor if you know what i mean . . so if you feel so inclined n wanna take a look . . but full disclosure it rly does hit different than just reading this intro

anyway ! i’ll give a more condensed version of her bio here n some info abt her personality n some random headcanons . . etc !

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈 : 𝑨 𝑯𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑹𝒀

alright SO . our girl natalie was born on april 13 , 1952 to michel and colette beausoleil . it was a thursday , and it was ALSO eleven weeks before colette’s due date , so we all know that can’t be good

( spoiler alert : it wasn’t )

natalie was supposed to be a twin , but the other baby ( a boy named pierre ) didn’t survive . they didn’t think that natalie would , but she did ! unfortunately , her parents were too wounded by the loss of their other baby and it was all grieving and no celebrating .

also . there’s more info abt her parents n how they met in the bio but , a sparknotes version is that michel was a playwright in paris and colette was a ballerina / his muse and they rushed into a marriage

michel made it rly big a couple yrs after natalie was born and so they decided to use that $ $ $ to send natalie away to an expensive boarding school in london called our lady of sacred suffering . it was , of course , a catholic girls boarding school and natalie hated it there

but they hated natalie there bc she was just the WORST catholic school girl of all time , so it was mutual

meanwhile , her relationship w her parents is . . very complicated . her dad is just kind of The Worst across the board , very reliant on drinking , definitely got into drug use at some point , had lots of affairs with the young actresses in his plays . and colette was just . . very sad and very absent so the support was Minimal

natalie has a lot of issues that are all rooted in her childhood tbh .

somewhere along the way , she found a deep passion for Writing and developed this sense of purpose and for a minute things were going very well

which we all know means things are about to get WORSE .

on her eighteenth birthday , natalie receieves a card in the mail from her mother for the First Time Ever . and she immediately is like . huh . well . something is Wrong .

she’s right .

( tw : nondescript mentions of car crashes & death )

a week later , she receives word that her parents were involved in a serious car accident at the pont de l’alma tunnel in paris and her did not survive the accident .

( end tw )

her mother’s family is not convinced that michel should walk away from this without blame and decides to take legal action against him and get him convicted with a more serious charge than just manslaughter .

they promise to keep natalie out of it as much as possible but when it comes time to testify as to whether or not michel had a history of not caring about colette’s life and well - being , the only one who can speak to it is natalie .

so she testifies and it’s her testimony that is the metaphorical nail in the coffin .

( tw : suicide mention )

michel knows it , too . that’s what natalie thinks . he turns up dead in his jail cell the day before he’s supposed to be sentenced . she never knows if he deserved the life sentence he was going to be given .

( end tw )

so then ! she’s an orphan ! but she does gain control over everything that her parents left behind , which turns out to be a lot .

she sells their house in paris , goes to wales to begin university , and hasn’t gone back since then . but like , she grew up in london for the most part so she’s not exactly sad about being away from paris and all the ghosts there .

and now she’s at sacred heart , working on writing her debut novel , which is the ( albeit , dramatized and fictionalized ) story of her parents !

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈 : 𝑨 𝑺𝑼𝑴𝑴𝑨𝑹𝒀 .

so basically , she’s got issues .

fictional character inspo includes : jo march , alaska young , cheryl blossom

if you know anything abt astrology . . she’s an aries sun , mercury , and venus . . and a scorpio moon and mars . . and a gemini rising . . i’m so sorry JKDSFM

she’s very emotional but does a super good job of hiding it and keeping all those emotions ( esp the intense n darker ones ) buried away . . deep down where no one could see it

the minute that ppl kind of ? ? but two and two together n realize who she is ( bc . . in my head . . her dad’s whole trial was kind of . A Thing that the public knew abt . ) they’re probably rly concerned w Little she shows any real emotion to the whole thing .

rly she’s just the queen of compartmentalizing n repressing !

she’s very . . Assertive . like , when she wants something she’s going to do whatever it takes to get her way

very Very reckless . she’s like . . so fucking impulsive that it physically Pains me sometimes .

she’s very smart but like . More So , she’s very clever and very sharp with her words . a very fast thinker and a very loud talker

someone please . . tell her to stop yelling . she needs to Relax .

she’s very charming i’ll say it . n like ? seems cool ? the kind of person that you meet and immediately want to hang out w them .

very flirty , has always used that charming smile of hers to get ppl in her corner and she’s not gonna stop now ! she’s very good at making ppl feel special

but like . she means well most of the time sdkfj her heart is in the right place okay

big time trust issues . big time commitment issues . painfully independent and refuses to let anyone know how much she cares about them until she’s like . . Really sure that they aren’t going to hurt her

also very afraid of hurting people , which is another reason why she struggles to get attached to people . she definitely has this deep - rooted fear that Bad Things follower her and she doesn’t want to drag ppl into that

it’s literally a toss - up as to whether she’s going to seem like she’s demanding ur attention or entirely disinterested in it . bc she’s all over the place .

but like . i’m an emotional BITCH so she’s probably going to end up being 100000% softer than i intend bc i project too much soft bitch energy onto my characters Always .

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈𝐈 : 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 .

so many things . literally , anything . just a disclaimer , if u read thru this and had An Idea then like . yes Pls tell me , i want it xoxo

but here are some i have up in the old . . noggin .

EXES . please , please . . for the love of GOD give me some angsty exes nonsense . do you need someone who broke ur characters heart ? consider natalie UR GIRL . she’s Emotionally Damaged and has the capacity to be the angstiest ex of all time , okay ?

give her a weakness . she needs someone who she’s Actually vulnerable around and actually sees her have emotions and knows she’s not just this huge Mess all the time

i rly want someone that is like . from the same ( ish ) bg as her in the sense that like . . they also were surrounded by nice clothes n expensive private schools n Luxury but like . they Thrive in it the way natalie used to wish that she could . n just . i think it would b a super interesting dynamic bc they would just ! clash ! so intensely ! ! n tbh nat would probably b lowkey jealous Still n . spicy !

@ all those ppl who are into theatre : i’m Dying for some connections of ppl who knew / knew of her father n would know what happened w him perhaps on a deeper level than ppl who read it in the newspaper a few yrs ago . . ( bonus points if they lowkey idolized / looked up to her dad bc thats a Big Mess and could b spicy as fuck to explore , u know ? )

idk if any of y’all have characters who grew up in / around paris ? but if there are . . then Perhaps someone who knew her in her youth ?

okay . not to be Trash but like . i rly want her to have a dynamic that’s jo x laurie adjacent ? do they have to be in love w her ? no ! i�� just want someone that has that genuine bond w her and they care abt each other n goof around n like . . i’m already getting soft on main , huh , ,

she’s soo fucking messy that like . . all the messy fwb / frenemies with benefits / one night stand type of plots . . yes pls

i always want there to b a badass girl squad like . a group of ladies n theydies that take no shit n get in fights for each other n rly truly ride or die w each other . . we can workshop the name ok but for now ? my girl squad is open for applications

okay . let me cut myself off right there but i’ll leave you with my WANTED CONNECTIONS TAG n also again i’m 10000% okay to just brainstorm out something else completely if its what ur feeling !

if u read all / any of this . . i love u . <3 either hmu on discord ( let's go 𝓁𝑒𝓈𝒷𝒾𝒶𝓃𝓈 ! #6227 ) ksdjfskm OR ! like this n i will come to u ! okay , that’s all , bye

#heretics:intro #part 1 part 1 !#im so sorry for this

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mercemerry · 5 years ago

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( maya hawke, trans female, she/her, fire emblem: three houses ) * &. i know it must be scary for you, leonie pinelli, after surviving the takeover. to turn into someone like leighanne “leigh” phillips, a twenty-five year-old pool lifeguard at the delmare & student at castle town university, right here in castle town. just remember that you are as honest as you are competitive, and to be wary, be safe, be true to who you are : neutral through and through. ( hywia )

hey howdy hey what’s UP my DEERS ( please don’t murk me ) i’m back with . . . hopefully my last character for a while ?? i don’t really have any plans for anyone else as of Yet - leonie is a character i,,, absolutely adore but never thought i’d pick up in the beginning but holy HELL i love her and i’m so excited to write her and i’m here to defend her from all slander. click for more abt her under the cut !!

BEFORE THE SNAP / L E O N I E P I N E L L I .

soooOOOOO. okay. in FE3H , Leonie is a student of the Golden Deer house/class and like a few of the other students , she’s a commoner instead of a noble. and right off the bat you find out one thing - that she’s an apprentice of Byleth’s father , Jeralt , and he’s her hero and she idolizes him.

this !! was from an instance where Jeralt stopped by her little hunting village and rescued the people of her village from poachers ; he basically taught Leonie a few things she knows , and she referred to herself as his apprentice since.

it was because of him that Leonie knew what she wanted to do - she wanted to be mercenary , especially one that could succeed the man she idolized.

so flash forward to years later at Garreg Mach’s Officers Academy - Leonie got in through her entire village basically paying for her to go , and for that she baaaasically accumulated a lot of debt from it. she’s really frugal with her money because of this. but turns out !! jeralt’s there , and he brings his kid , byleth , with him , and leonie sort of forms a one-sided rivalry with them since they’re pretty much the next-gen and Leonie wants to prove she’s on-par with them , if not better , because they’re pretty much Jeralt 2.0 in terms of fighting premise and that was Leonie’s goal.

eventually , though , this rivalry turns into Leonie being attached to Byleth through mutual grieving once ( spoiler alert ) Jeralt bites the dust , as well as Leonie making a promise to Jeralt that she’d watch over Byleth if anything happened to him - essentially , filling Jeralt’s role , but not in the exact way she expected.

a few cool things !! leonie is really skilled in hunting & fighting - she makes a very good cavalry unit with skills in lance & archery - i’m setting her up to be my bow knight on my current playthrough - and holy hell she has a LOT she can boast about. she’s just a really good unit and could probably level a battlefield by herself with minimal grinding in-game.

her personality is very honest & truthful , but blunt in a sense that more often than not , even if the situation doesn’t call for it , she WILL speak her mind and give brutal honesty if she believes in it. sometimes , she’ll immediately say what she’s thinking , even if it’s here jumping to conclusions or snapping impulsively. i... honestly really adore that about her , since it’s not very similar to me , but i kinda wish i had her bravery in that sense.

but hOLY HELL is she determined & hardworking and she’s actually a pretty cool person - she’s what i call a chaotic lawful because she’s,,,, a subtle kind of chaotic that still has her own code. she’s also REALLY GOOD at managing her time & money and kind of sees every single opportunity she has to train and work hard and yeah leonie is no fucking slouch and we gotta stan that.

she’s one of the gd members who regularly says ‘fuck’ but also ‘watch your fucking language’ if, like, lysithea or sb swears. the one who probably contributes to as many chaotic fuckshit shenanigans as she tries to fix.

anyways i’m gay and i am sOOOOO excited to write her !! i’m not exactly dECIDED yet in what path i want to pull her from out of either verdant wind or crimson flower , since i love leonie staying with the deer and can’t really see her wanting to ally with the people who killed her mentor ( twsitd , who worked with the empire briefly ) but also a timeline where she follows byleth and fulfills her promise to jeralt - who was also extremely suspicious of the church. it’s INTERESTING and i haven’t figured it out yet.

also she’s a chaotic bi bc i’m a chaotic bi that loves to project.

also okay i just also wanna say pls no. ‘leonie wanted to [REDACTED] ur dad’ jokes they kinda,,, sorta,,, make me rly uncomfortable esp since leonie sees jeralt as pm her mentor and Nothing More so if u could just refrain from tht i would b !! grateful.

AFTER THE SNAP / L E I G H P H I L L I P S .

okay soooOOOOOOO. trigger warnings here for parental death & murder.

so she survived the takeover , and remembers all of the events of her past life , but . . . leigh phillips did not have a good time here in castle town.

she grew up firstly with a family who wasn’t doing so well - they were happy , certainly , but they lived in a bad part of delaware & it wasn’t the best scenario because there were a lot of times leigh went without basic needs. but they made it , it was okay.

thought things really changed when leigh was a teenager , just shy of sixteen years old when her parents were murdered during a home invasion & she was the only survivor.

still a minor - scared & alone - she was taken in by a family friend and her husband who were perhaps waaaay more well-off than she was. this essentially was a tragic rags-to-riches story , where a girl who had nothing lost everything she had , but was taken in by a loving home that gave her everything she ever wanted.

and in castle town , that sorta-kinda was her reputation. she was coddled & cared for by her foster parents and didn’t really have to do anything to support herself - she got a job at the local rich people hotel as a lifeguard , but she didn’t need it. she had a full ride in college paid for by her foster family & anything she asked for.

THEN SHE WAKES UP.

wakes up as in , she wakes up with this new past & life in castle town and the thing is . . . leonie ?? isn’t a fan of living the rich kid life. isn’t a fan of not having to work. isn’t a fan of allowing herself to be coddled & protected & sheltered and basically have everything served to her on a silver platter.

she finds out how this happened and while she doesn’t condemn the people who took her in - because they are good people - she starts defying it in any other way. she starts working odd jobs at other places and saving any penny she gets. and this is weird , because everyone else in castle town knows her as this spoiled rich girl who would get all of the best things she wanted and now ?? she wants to live on her own ?? support herself ?? she’s shopping at walmart and the thrift store ??

hell yeah.

leigh’s whole mission is to pretty much break away from that reputation that was created for her in this fake life ; and that , in turn , basically has her trying to morph back into one more like home. she currently is living by herself , but is still employed at the delmare since , yeah , it’s a job , and any job will do. but she doesn’t really want to rely on her foster parents anymore for support , since they did a lot for her but she doesn’t like the idea of overstaying her welcome.

so it’s sorta-kinda a case of leigh is acting . . . VERY DIFFERENT from how she would prior to her realizing she’s actually leonie pinelli from fodlan and not someone else. so it’s gonna be a reALLY interesting dynamic to play and i’m so so SO excited for it.

anyways !! i’m gonna be heading to bed , but tomorrow i’ll be back for plotting & stuff and will do some replies/starters and maybe even some wcs to get the ball rolling for my girl !! love y’all xoxo

#castletown.intro #abt tag tbd #death tw #parental death tw #murder tw #if i missed anything lmk !!

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xmisskay · 5 years ago

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Thank You. (Lucifer x Zarya one-shot)

Zarya immediately regret going after the nest of vamps herself. It was only supposed to be four tops she had insisted. She could have handled four vamps by herself! What she could not handle was fourteen vamps still alive after the six she already managed to kill. When they just wouldn’t stop coming out of their hidey holes Zarya ran for her life with her machete in hand. Her boots pounded across the forest floor, desperately trying not to stop or slow until she reached her car. She could hear them right on her tail. Good God why hadn’t she just listened to Sam and Dean? She was out of options and she knew it. Her lungs were growing heavy, legs becoming numb. It was only a matter of time before her knees gave in and she was vamp chow. Swallowing every bit of pride she had in an effort of choosing to live, she called out the one person’s name who could save her right then.

“Lucifer!”

The archangel’s name rang and echoed off every tree, leaf, and molecule of air in a solid mile radius. Zarya’s eyes went wide as saucers when her foot caught a thick root in the ground. Feeling it happen in slow motion, she fell forward with the sounds of the angry and hungry vampires barely inches away. One only missed grabbing her hair because she was falling forward. Before she even hit the ground there was a sudden explosion behind her. Then she didn't even hit the dirt. Instead, Zarya crash landed into someone’s arms, no longer falling towards the ground. Her machete clattered onto a wooden floor.

“I will never understand why you insist on putting yourself in such situations, Rya.”

She merely shook her head up at the archangel and his nefarious smirk. “It was only supposed to be four vamps. How was I supposed to know that was only a fifth of the damn family? You know you can let me go now, right?”

He chuckled lightly, watching the determination but playfulness dance about in her greener than blue eyes. “How am I supposed to know you’re not going to run off and nearly get killed again?”

She shrugged nonchalantly. “Even if I did, you’d still be there. Hunting is what I do.” She felt his grip around her loosen, so that time it was Zarya who wasn’t letting go.

“Yes, you go on bingers trying to slay hoards of disgusting monsters while your darling Winchesters seek every way possible to get rid of me. Sometimes I wonder if you hunt to avoid them so you don’t have to help get rid of me.”

Zarya scoffed and rolled her eyes before finally stepping away. “Yeah? What makes you think that?” She wandered about a couple of old book cases, running a finger along the spine of each book. She could feel his eyes follow her.

“You’ll go on certain cases with them - the easy ones; werewolves, witches, vampires. The ones with no clear ulterior motive. But when Sam and Dean get really focused on another attempt to lock me back up or maybe even kill me, you turn the other way. You go hunting as far away from their plots as possible. And so far, more often than not, you wind up in situations that cause you to call for me. Not Castiel, hell, not even Gabriel. Me.”

She had made her way to the small nook in the bow window where she sat with one lanky leg hanging down and the other bent on the bench with her. The sunlight through the window shimmered each individual indigo hair hiding amongst the dark onyx ones. “I guess I just trust you most when I need to admit I fucked up and need help. You keep coming back for me over and over, so maybe that ego of yours likes playing hero for a damsel in distress.” That time, she smirked.

He shrugged and leaned against the wall beside her with his arms crossed. “Just one. And she’s pretty good at being in distress. Constantly.”

“Come on, why do you have to do things like that?”

The smirk played at his lips. “Like what, Rya?”

“Like that. You loathe humanity because your dad turned his back on you like a dick. I even hunt with the Winchesters! What’s so special about me?”

“Well to start, you’re barely human.”

“Alright, that’s unnecessary!” She pointed a finger up at him.

He chuckled. “I don’t lie to you, Rya. You’ve always… intrigued me, I suppose. And besides, even though you try to be a little Winchester, where do you still end up? Right here, with me. I can almost guarantee they’ve tried getting information on me from you and that you haven’t said a damn thing. What I want to know is why you continuously return and defend me.”

Zarya’s eyes had turned out the window while he spoke. She was quiet for a moment after, finding the answer herself. For the first time she heard herself say it out loud. “Because somebody has to.” Her voice started off small and quiet. “You’re… you’re a real piece of work, honestly.” Slowly, her tone became more confident and a smile blossomed. “You’re an arrogant prick, and sometimes I just wanna punch you in the mouth over and over again, but you are always there when I need you. Even when I don’t think I do. Though I can’t say I approve of or agree with most of your reasons and methods, I am able to see the rationing about it. I think that’s what Sam and Dean hate most honestly.” She laughed a little.

He hadn’t taken his eyes off of her from the moment she started speaking. The sun had been setting slowly over Detroit and highlighted the indigo hue to her raven hair. It danced off of the blue in her eyes which brightened the emerald. There was fresh blood splatter dried across her cheeks, under her nails, visible on even her black t-shirt, and adding to the collection on her combat boots. He watched as she stood slowly, and walked up to him so they were basically toe to toe. She had to crane her neck slightly to look up at him being nearly half a foot shorter.

“Thank you,” her soft voice spoke with the warmest smile. She could see the confusion clear in his eyes.

“For… what?”

Suddenly her arms were wrapped around his abdomen with her face pressed into his chest. “Always being here,” she told him softly. “I know how selfish of me it is when I always go back to Sam and Dean, but I just can’t let go of you. So… thank you.”

Of course he reciprocated and held her closely to him. His eyes remained over her hair and out the window as night covered over Detroit. “You’ll always come back to me. That’s the only reason I continue to let you go.”

“I promise I won’t stop coming back.”

“I know.”

[~*~*~]

Notes: So I’ve been writing a few one-shots on the side when I’m a bit blocked on my actual plots (season 5 of TVD is literally killing me inside). They don’t have anything actually important to do with the real stories themselves, but sometimes might include foreshadowing because I’m mildly cruel. -shrug- I haven’t posted any anywhere yet so I thought I might post my first here.

xoxo Kuraki-chan

#spn lucifer #supernatural #fanfiction #one shot #mild fluff #no real plot #lucifer #zarya vasile #rise #kurakichan

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alwaysfine · 6 years ago

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𝐈𝐓’𝐒 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐈 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐊𝐀 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐒 !

i honestly can’t believe it’s been a year already. it has actually flown by. originally on my multi muse, moving amanda and jesse to their own blogs was the best decision and i’ve been so thankful i did ever since. if i’m being honest, the only reason why i made jesse a sideblog at all was because i was so in love with the url ( badbagelll ) that i couldn’t not. but it turned out better than i could’ve ever anticipated. i’m so grateful for all the wonderful writing partners i’ve been blessed to not only write with, but get to know out of character. all of you are such kind, strong, inspiring, and golden hearted human beings with such creative minds and exceptional talent. i often ask myself what on earth i did, and how i got so lucky to meet you all.

i am so incredibly honored to have the opportunity to bring the independent, strong, unfairly gorgeous, quick witted, badass, and beautifully flawed amanda rollins to life. and not only do i get the pleasure of writing amanda, but our precious bad bagel, jesse.

all in all, amanda @ sonny in that gif is me @ every single person who i write with, who has ever messaged me ooc, and anyone who simply follows this blog. i can honestly say that writing these two characters has been the highlight of my writing journey. i adore each and every one of you, and i look forward to another year. xoxo.

******* under the cut i’m going to be gushing over those of you who still have your blogs and have truly helped to make this past year 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 !

THE ELITE SQUAD.

@amaroed / dany ! writing nick and amanda with you has brought so much absolute joy into my life??? i’ve loved every single one of our threads and memes from them switching the sugar to salt at the precinct kitchenette to amanda becoming nick for halloween to nick trying to keep amanda awake after she caught a bullet to the side. you capture nick so well, and your love for him and danny himself exudes every time you write him. it’s honestly so beautiful to see. after writing with you, i can honestly say that my love for nick amaro increased even more. you are such a talented writer, and i’m forever honored to write with you!

@battleincarnate / maddie ! maddie maddie maddie, my iconic, legendary cher stan. i actually adore you so much i can’t even fully explain. from the first time i talked to you ooc, you just exuded genuine kindness, and were so chill and easy to talk to. i feel like that’s unfortunately super rare, so i just wanna thank you for that??? you’re such a rad friend, and i’m so lucky to have you!! ok as for muses go, i don’t even know where to start?? firstly, your writing is gorgeous and your ability to switch between muses like elliot stabler and ali dilaurentis is remarkable. secondly, what we’ve developed between elliot and amanda is truly one of my favorite relationships i’ve had the pleasure of establishing on this blog, even though we’ve never even gotten to see them together onscreen. i have loved every single thread we’ve ever done. from the first thread we did where they first meet and they literally want to kill each other, to them arguing over who gets to drive on their first day as partners, to all the million and ten things we’ve discussed on discord like their hardcore car karaoke parties and the fact that amanda will ask elliot to walk her down the isle in any verse where she’s married. amanda may be one of the biggest pains in his ass, and elliot may be one of the biggest pains in hers, but they love each other sm it’s so precious. amanda is also so much like elliot it kills me, and the dynamic we’ve created is literal gold. the phrase like father, like daughter has never applied more. he’s the king and she’s the lionheart without a doubt!

@cabotiisms / claire ! like i told you over discord, your portrayal of alex made me love her even more which, i didn’t even think was possible. your grasp on alex’s character, her motives, the way her mind works, is so on point. your love and passion for doing right by alex is so obvious when you write her. now, the big and little sister dynamic we’ve created for alex and amanda makes me smile so much i can’t even explain. i live for alex trying to get amanda out of the messes she gets herself into aka saving her little sister from being ripped to shreds by mom, and in general just being the sister she deserves. the threads we have going right now are quite literally perfect, and i adore them. and out of character? i love yelling at you about how dirty the svu writers did alex, and how dirty they’re currently doing amanda by bringing in cardio douche. but even more importantly, you are one of the most genuinely sweet people i’ve ever met. i adore you, and am so thankful we’re friends!

@drftwood / catie ! i don’t even know where to start. ok firstly, your ability to bring to life so many beautiful oc’s and occasional canon characters absolutely astounds me. you are so creative, all the ideas you come up with are so intriguing, and you have the ability to turn one small detail into an entire beautiful character so effortlessly. it’s so incredible. and this creativity so obviously carries into your writing. your writing is so fucking gorgeous i can’t even believe. every single character that we’ve ever written together has turned into such a beautiful relationship for amanda. chris, alex, and now jr? i mean, jr is such an important person in amanda’s canon now, and i can’t imagine altering her canon storyline in any other way, nor can i imagine anyone else taking on his role except for you. next, i can’t end this without saying how much i love talking to you ooc. like, from the minute we started talking when we started plotting amanda and alex, i knew we were gonna be friends. AND I WAS SO RIGHT. you have such a kind soul and such a big heart, you deserve all the happiness in the world. i am so lucky and proud to be able to call you a friend and ily!!

@etlegis / shep ! ok we literally started talking like 24 hours ago but i already adore you and your peter stone. it’s so obvious that you have his character down in your writing. it’s like i read your starter, and it felt like i was in an episode of svu. not only is your characterization of stone on point, but you are the GREATEST ooc. it was so easy to start talking to you, instafriends some may call it, and we just fell down a rollins/stone hole and i’m not even mad about it. you are such a gem in this community already and i’m so glad you’re here!!

@hellhaths / lara ! lara, i fucking adore you. like for real. i could tell from the second we started talking ooc that we were going to be friends. and i’m proud to say i was very right. you are such an exceptional writer, i can’t properly explain. you put so much into every character you write, and it truly amazes me. now, i think we both know i have to talk about your olivia ‘ squad mom ’ benson because …. wow. from the first introduction to your writing, the first thought i had was ‘ she’s literally olivia benson.’ and that first thread we did with amanda asking olivia about elliot while she was trying to figure out the situation with nick, and not only did it wreck my heart, but it was the beginning of the most legendary olivia / amanda dynamic i could’ve ever asked for. SHE’S LITERALLY HER MOTHER. liv arguing with amanda to stop playing angry birds because it kills her phone battery, confining amanda to desk duty when she does something dumb, taking away amanda’s keys …. the list is literally endless. despite how bratty liv’s dorter gets, we all know she still loves her. listen, you understand the complexities of liv so well, it absolutely astounds me. with twenty seasons of evolution to work with, you incorporate all of it so beautifully. you have her voice and mannerisms down to a tee, and i am so honored to write with you and call you a friend. i’m sending you all the love and light in the world right now, and just know i’m here for you always.

@moontide / angie ! girl, your amanda is so important to my jesse idk if i can even properly put it into words. when i first started writing jesse, i had no idea what type of interactions i would get. truthfully, i thought nobody would show any interest whatsoever and she would just be another blog that faded away. WHAT I NEVER IMAGINED IS WHAT I’VE WRITTEN WITH YOU. the amanda/jesse dynamic we’ve created is so complex and beautiful, and i love it so much. every single heart breaking thread and verse we’ve started or discussed, i love. jesse is so her mama’s daughter, and being able to have those interactions means so much to me, i just have to say thank you. and your amanda? so fantastic. i absolutely love the life you bring to her, and i’m so so so honored to write with you. and remember, even when she’s being a brat, jesse loves her mama more than anything.

@o188 / sunny ! holy shit!!! ok so, i need to start by telling you how big of a part you played in me giving amanda her own blog in the first place. when i found your blog and read your writing, i was, for the lack of a better word, s h o o k. to this day, i am still astounded anytime i read one of your replies, because when you write sonny, you become sonny carisi. from writing his dialogue, to his mannerisms, it’s perfection. and you yourself as a human being???? you’re actually golden and ily. you welcomed me into this community with so much warmth and love and i can never thank you enough!! ok, so now for muses. let me just start with the jesse/sonny dynamic. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE SOMETHING SO PURE???? sonny carisi is the Best Dad, and jesse loves him endlessly, ok? alright, now for sonny and amanda. listen, i can’t even accurately explain how much my amanda loves your sonny. she would quite literally try and catch a falling star for him if he asked. writing amanda so open and trusting whenever she’s with him is so freakin’ beautiful, okay?? i’ve adored every single thread and meme we’ve ever started with them, from amanda telling him she’s pregnant with g, to the morning after, to post book of esther. their dynamic is so freakin’ important and what we’ve created with them is truly one of my favorite relationships i’ve ever written. oh, and writing them as parents of their precious baby girls?? quite literally makes my heart grow ten sizes. they are so soft, so beautiful, and i am both honored and grateful to have the opportunity to write that with you!!

@painbled / peaches ! cracks knuckles alright here goes!! HI I FREAKING LOVE YOU. you are one of the most genuine human beings i’ve met on here, and i am forever grateful that i chose to write topanga way back when. there was a chunk of time where we fell out of contact, but the second we started talking again, it was like NO TIME AT ALL HAD PASSED. that’s a true testament to our friendship, and i’m forever grateful for that! then, you went and decided to write noah porter benson aka amanda’s lil baby that’s not actually her baby, but she loves him like he is. she would throw down so hard for him, i’m forever emotional about it. the thread we have where liv’s in the hospital has me wrecked, but i also love it because there are so many mama!amanda vibes aimed at noah happening that it makes my heart warmer than the sun. then there’s jess and noah, and good freakin’ lord. THEY’RE SO CUTE I CAN BARELY STAND IT. they are freakin’ in love with each other and icb they’re gonna get married and have a family and liv and amanda are gonna be grandparents to the same kids. listen, both me, amanda, and jesse’s lives wouldn’t be the same without you and your muses in them. you are such a talented writer, and i will forever tell you that whenever you need reminding. thunder, lightning. peaches and honey always!!

@southbronxabogado / adrien ! wow wow wow wow wow. first of all, you are actually rafael barba. i’m convinced. every single thread is so accurate and it brings me so much joy to watch you bring him to life and give him the treatment he deserves. now, the relationship we’ve developed between amanda and rafael is truly one of my favorites. i went from oh yeah they’d be cute, to holy fucking shit they’re perfect in 0.000001 seconds after we first started plotting them. the dynamic they have is so genuine, and the way he treats her just makes my heart so happy. i’ve adored every thread we’ve ever started, from amanda thinking she freakin’ broke the toaster to the throwback thread of him taking her to that fancy benefit. now last but definitely not least, can i just say how wonderful you are ooc? like, i know i can jump into your im’s and start screaming at you enthusiastically in all caps about our idiots without worry. plotting and writing with you has been such a pleasure, and i absolutely adore you. truly. i can’t wait for all the million other things i’m sure we’ll do.

@thingsmissed / jennifer ! ok, so i haven’t really gotten much of a chance to write amanda or jesse with any of your muses, but i absolutely love having you on my dash and talking to you ooc! you put so much effort into all your muses, and it’s absolutely inspiring. you are without a doubt one of the sweetest people with one of the most genuinely kind, caring, and giving hearts that i’ve had the pleasure of meeting on here. you are always so much fun to talk to ooc, and i can always feel your kindness exuding through the screen. you are a very talented writer and i hope you never doubt that!!

#earlier this week marked #one year as amanda and jesse #i can't believe it #guys this is over 2000 words #aka i'm certain i've written more in this post #than i have written ic in the month of october thus far #lol #it's fineeeee #but seriously thank you guys sm for sticking with me wow #xoxoxoxo #( 05. OOC / should probably be doing homework. )

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kisskissbanggang · 4 years ago

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(1/7) Bel, it's Izzy. I'm here, and I'm ready to write my prowl essay. forewarning it's probably rly long (if u didn't read pt 5 but are planning to DO NOT READ THIS please go read it's soo good!) *inhales* WTF THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I'VE READ! ok ok, so basically i loved this entire thing that idek where to start. first and foremost! all the chan x reader ;^; *UGLY CRYING* Bel I feel so fed! the push and pull! the love/hate! the love scene was so emotional and just represented them rn!

IZZY IT’S BEL THANK YOU FOR WAITING I WANTED TO MAKE SURE I HAD TIME AND THE HEADSPACE TO READ AND REPLY TO YOUR AMAZING CONTRIBUTION TO MY INBOX

First of all, thank you for your kind words. I say this over and over, but I can’t believe how much I love Prowl. I’m genuinely proud of it and I’m so happy to have you here enjoying it. I’m glad the push and pull is strong! This whole mess started when Chan asked Reader to trust him, and only got worse when Jisung did the same.

(2/7) like how they don't want each other (rn?) but for some reason--and this is just my opinion--I feel like they could actually find someway to grow through this and find a love for each other that's not just bc of their powers. like I feel bad that Chan and reader are having such like hatred for each other bc of those voices (step out of them vOICES! I'm sorry I had to). it made me sad to see during their love scene how against it they truly were.

They really are kindred spirits despite how much they don’t want to be (or at least Reader doesn’t want to be 👀) And if I had to speak for them in that scene, Chan doesn’t want to take advantage of her, and Reader doesn’t want to lose control 🤧

(3/7) ALSO when chan said he loved her but she made him wish he was dead. that hit me way too hard. I was so sad I hated how bad he felt to say that; AND the old picture! when the lix showed her the picture I felt way too sad, (I will get to lix momentarily) BUT BEL I AM SO SAD HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME WANNA CRY LIKE THIS! like how dare you make chan hurt so much!? (but please give us more of this angst I'm thriving off of all this lore and learning more of his backstory 👀)

DARK PAST SAD BOY CHAN IS MY FAVORITE TO WRITE AND IT’S ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE FROM HERE 😭

(4/7) You write all the characters so well Bel! all the way through I felt attached to all of them! the soft fluff and love scenes with Jisung tugged at my heartstrings honestly! it had me liking the Jisung x reader ship ngl it too is a good option! (I'm still team Chan tho I'm sorry Jisung! I cannot stray from all the good angst and romance and passion and hatred and all that wonderful jazz ;p) omg and ALL! THE! BACKSTORY/LORE! (minho cameo uwu) I WAS NOT READY FOR A PLOT BOMB AT ALL!

I made Izzy enjoy Jisung x Reader? 🤩 the captain of Team Chan? 🤩🤩 That’s a win in my book 😘 but I’m glad you’re in Team Chan, and it still has a present following! More than anything, I’m just impressed Team Reader is so strong 🥰

(5/7) I love lia and her story it's so much deeper than I'd anticipated! I'm really curious to see where the story continues (I SAW THOSE OTHER 2 PARTS BEL! I'm both happy & sad bc I rly don't want this series to end but ofc when one thing ends smth even more amazing begins, hehe) for now I'll be rereading the whole thing all over again bc that's only natural; also I saw in your response to one of my asks that team chan is the lowest choice and, well, I'M SRY BUT I'M STICKING W/ THE UNDERDOG

I’ve been looking forward to writing Lia and Minho’s story since part 4 omg 🤧 I’m so happy I’m on this journey, I have no clue what I’ll do when it’s over, but I’m happy you’re here and leading Team Chan 💗

(6/7) I've rambled on a whole lot this time but prowl is the reason I began to talk to you and so it's special to me! <3 above all this part was great and the cliffhanger?! bel, lix and the girls, yuna and- omg I'm so excited to read more! I also saw how you said you kept my ask in mind while writing and 🥺 that made me really happy I'm happy I can help you in some way

Of course I kept your ask in mind! I appreciate you and all the Prowl fans so when you give me such amazing encouragement and feedback it keeps me going 🥰

(7/7) lastly I'll def talk abt my model!chan story with you more once I get some more of it figured out! it's so rough and I have like 8 other fic ideas (unless you wanna hear abt those too(?) 👀 maybe I should start a tumblr? LOL idk) anyways tho it's been so nice to be able to tell you how I truly feel abt your work here on tumblr and I hope you don't mind I sent this essay for you haha xD please never stop writing prowl and your works are amazing and I'll always be a big fan - Izzy 💜✨

YES please make a tumblr and tell me about your model!chan idea Izzy omg I’ll enjoy it so much 🥺💕

ps: SORRY I FLODDED YOUR ASKS TOO MUCH SO THESE WERE DELAYED! I just wanted to say I remember first reading prowl when it was still just a oneshot and to see how far it's come I'm proud of both you and the story it's amazing truly; oh & I'd totally be buying the original prowl books/merch/watching the movies one day btw! I'd be starting the hype train LOL xoxo - Izzy 💜✨

IZZY I love you, I appreciate you, I’m so lucky to have you, if there’s ever mercy there’s a gift basket coming your way 🤧💕

#mail #💜✨ anon #my children #feedback #prowl

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shachathabrah · 7 years ago

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okay holy shit you guys. i made this blog on september 12th with little more than a stupid url and a strawberry seed’s worth of an idea for him and it already has 100 followers(104 now???). what the fuck. shame on you. this muse is terrible and y’all have horrible taste

okay but actually i wanna thank each and every one of you for not only PUTTING UP with cath, but also for interacting with him, caring about him, and being engaging with him. it blows my mind that someone so awful and terrible can actually make friends, have people that genuinely care for and have his best interests in mind.

without you guys... idk where to start! i haven't had this much fun with a muse in a long time, and i'm not sure if it's because i've thrown aside the shame of being a person that's a little more on the abrasive and crass side to play cath, or if it's because the interactions i experience on him are either super meaningful or just plain fun! or both. it’s probably both.

so here i am to do a dumb follow forever/blog i love thing. most of these names won't surprise you but if you want a slice of awesome in your blogging experience please consider giving them a follow if you don't already!

@txmescence - this is lial! this muse is the driving force behind this blog and muse. a lot goes on behind the scenes that regrettably not everyone can see, but a majority of cath's growth and development comes from this muse and this mun. they’re a terribly terrific duo and honestly i wouldn’t have nearly as much fun with cath if not for lial. FURTHERMORE, lin is ?? amazing ??? i love her so much she's so wonderful and creative and fun and funny and we have so many ideas and i really want y'all to follow her so you can experience her awesomeness!!

@floramodus - i love? flora? she is such a sweetheart and so good. she cares so much about cath and lial i literally can't believe it sometimes. like, the boys don't deserve her care or kindness but there she is anyway proud to be their adoptive momma. THEY SAY THEY CAN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES, but lately i don't know what they'd do without her. and mun is the sweetest, i'm so happy i took the initiative to crawl outta my shell a little and talk to gubs. pls follow and give love. :')

@thalassophiloustopaz - lemme get uhhhhhh some great support and a cute boy and on-demand flirting 24/7???? in all his centuries of existence cath has never met anyone, let alone a mortal, that's willing to look past all his glaring (really. like. neon sign, roadside tourist trap, wikipedia page-worthy) faults and be like hey i love you and think you're worthy of that regardless of what you are or what you can and can't do. even if cath bites his tongue a lot in regards to the stupid shit he does. smh. dirk is??? a good boy... and mun is a fucking delight... gxd bless

@technophobicdreamboat - listen. listen,, , are you listening. this muse is cool af and cath(and me!) thinks he's really neato and finds his weird perks completely fucking off the wall baller. they chill and do naughty stuff together and cath thinks that he's found an individual, if possible, more fascinating than himself. mun is fun to talk to and bounce neat ideas off of and just chitchat with in general. 10/10

@chimechoho - also adorable? wtf. what the fuck. cath secretly looks forward to all his positive stuff (and the things he posts on his naughty blog ;) ) and also not so secretly likes all the nice things he says about him. also?? the cute selfies that are posted like every day??? i love them so very much. pls u are wonderful and adorable keep it UP <3

@kindredconfectionery - john is a nice guy that cath likes joking around with and talking about COOL PLANTS with. they gotta hang more and talk more cause i miss their banter :p but all in all ??? a Very good. thank u for being there and helping 2 build him w me :3

@famelicose-sanguine - OXY IS THE NUMBER ONE CATH BULLY SHE SHOULD BE ASHAMED?????? but also holy shit it's a fucking riot and i'm so fucking happy for it lmfao i love this between them cath thinks she's great and also the Zelda friend pls. pls love him forever.

@wicked-honktraband - i swear these two are kindred fucking spirits that need to get high af and watch suplex videos and lick teeth and possibly fuck and also be GOOD FRIENDS DAMMIT

@mothical - good boy, good friend. what can i say. gimme these good cryptid boys forever xoxo

HEY i'm bad at words and shit but here's some other gr8 blogs u should follow: @ask-cherrylioness @meufasa @lokalcryptid @kyprinos @turntechhex @darkplumdragon @paythegeist @tabescentabasement @bloodied-blades @nyota-sungura @sanesspsuede

also please?? if you ever?? want to plot shit with me oocly IM me or ask for my discord and we can DO STUFF!! bad stuff good stuff naughty stuff you name it i wanna do it pls don’t be afraid to approach me i’m so nervous but wanna rp with y’all

also soft shoutout to my other blogs that deserve love too:

@mechfucker�� my dirk (crocker? strider? who knows) that i’ve had for many moons and love a lot. dirk is complex and sort of an ass, but recently his memories have been swapped with someone else’s unbeknownst to him, and facing the concern from others is an interesting challenge.

@anathematique my alpha dave that i’ve had for longer and love even more. the past 4 years have been cruel to him, blackmail and other dark secrets dotting his past. but he holds his head up high and does his best to pass on the good feelings and new lease on life he’s acquired.

ANYWAY THAT’S ALL THANK YOU I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

how the fuck do you write a follow forever wait is the mic still on fuck

#ooc #promo;#follow forever;#runs away and hides because i'm embarrassed #and this is a mess #hoo-wee

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letsgetfuckingsuperwholocked · 7 years ago

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TWD Q&A (About me!)

The Walking Dead Q&A

Thanks for the tag, @viraloutbreakcontrol ! I love doing these LOL

What is your name? Kristin

How old are you? 23

How would you describe your cultural background? Nothing special lol I mean I found out I’m Norwegian and Finnish... cool, I guess? Can’t really expect much less being Minnesotan. LOL

What languages do you speak? Sometimes I can speak English (my native language), very little spanish (2 years in high school), and even less Russian (The basics - yes, no, maybe, hello...) I can barely talk, in general! LOL! I actually have speech problems... Little fact about me!

How tall are you? 5′ 6″

What are your best physical features? My hair is long and cherry coke colored? I dunno!

What makes you feel beautiful or strong? When I wear heels. I rarely wear them, so when I do... I feel powerful. Plus, I like to clack them on the hard ground! Makes me feel important, like a CEO or something!

Can you tell me a secret? I once did a teensy line of cocaine at a bar off some guy’s phone because I was super drunk (a friend’s birthday party). I never told anyone, because I’m supposed to be going into the chemical dependency counseling field. So keep that on the down low lol

Can you describe your personality by only stating the names of three fictional characters? You know... I don’t know. I see little pieces of myself in many different characters, in many different fandoms. I can’t think of any off the top of my head.

When did you start watching The Walking Dead? I was a senior in high school and some of the kids at my table in Business Math were talking about it. So I went home, saw that a new episode during season 3 was re-playing, and was like “dafuq is this?”... Luckily seasons 1 and 2 were on Netflix, so I caught up.

If you could rewrite one storyline on TWD, which would it be and why? SPOILERS OF THIS SEASON: I would make Shiva live!

Was there a character whose death you celebrated on TWD? The governor.

Which character death made you sob like a small child? Surprisingly, Lori’s. Because of the speech she gave to Carl before she died. I hated her, but I loved her, too.

Where would you take up residency in TWD universe: Alexandria, The Kingdom, Hilltop, The Sanctuary etc.? Probably the kingdom or alexandria, if I had a choice. But if we are being honest, as long as it got me a safe place to sleep I wouldn’t give 2 shits. Survival mode!

What would be your weapon of choice in the zombie apocalypse? I don’t know much about different guns, but probably a gun. I’m pretty good at shooting.

What would be in your zombie apocalypse bag?

FUNNY ENOUGH!! I was just watching a bunch of youtube videos about “bug out bags” and “Get home bags”!

So I would pack: trauma kit, tarp/poncho, fire kit (with a multi-purpose knife and lighter), water filter, canteen, a good knife/weapon/gun, emergency food, flashlights with extra batteries, bandana, multi-tool, paracord, duct tape, small saw, sunglasses, map, extra socks, and FIT IT ALL IN A GOOD BAG!

If you were a character on TWD, what would be your theme song, and why? I think my theme song would be The Way of The Fist by Five Finger Death Punch.

Only because of the line: “you might win one battle, but know this, I’ll win the fucking war.” Kind of relevant, right now, in the TWD story plot!

You are the moral compass of the group in TWD universe, what would be the lesson that you would preach? We can’t give up on trying to be the best of humanity we can be. We might be in survival mode, right now, but we need to think about the future and how we want possible future generations to be able to live. We can’t give up on ourselves.

How would you rather die on the show: turning into a walker or being killed by another human? Killed by a human. Preferably nothing to do with a walker. If I get bit, shoot me asap. If I look like I’m getting swarmed, shoot me dead. No getting eaten alive. That’s like, my biggest fear about anything. I’m a pain wimp.

Who is your favourite character? Judith. The only one who hasn’t been a little shit. LOL But I love them all.

Okay, let’s spice things up: daddy kink, yay or nay? I have nothing against it, but it isn’t for me. No thanks!

If you answered yes to the previous question: What started that kink? Pass

What is your ultimate character fantasy? Bucky Barnes and that lovely arm of his.

Would you join Negan’s harem given the choice? I don’t share.

What words remind you of Negan? All the swears lol

You’re trapped in a room with Negan, what do you do? Steal his leather jacket and don’t give it back. Probably his belt, too...

If you could describe sex with your favorite character through a song, which song would you pick? I love a lot of different characters, but my song would be “Crazy in Love” by Beyonce. The new version of it, from the 50 shades movie. I like that version better lol

If Negan had given you the choice to pick a person to die from the lineup, which character would be on Lucille’s receiving end? Can I have him hit Simon???? PLEASE???? I don’t want anyone from the group to die *cries*

Do you write any fanfiction, create content for any fandom blogs etc.? Yes! I write a lot of Avengers fanfics, but I have a few random ones coming that are random people from random fandoms!

Finally, what is the one thing you want your followers to know about you?

I am super open minded, and this blog is a safe place for anyone to talk about what they need to, if you want! Anyone can message me if you ever want someone to talk to! I love literally everybody, unless you give me a reason not to! (Like being mean, closed minded, judgemental)

I also want to let people know that I really try my hardest to write as quick as possible, but I am a full-time college student who works full time. I only get some time at night, and between classes to write, so it might take me a little longer, sometimes. Plus, I’m just not fast. I’ve never had this big of a following, before - and I’ve been writing for a little over a year, now! So be patient with me, and I hope that you guys enjoy my stories!

Also, I am a very avid reader, so if anyone has any fics they want me to read... PLEASE tag me in them!!!

xoxo

-Kristin

Forever tags (Still open if you wanna join the party!):

@luckynumber1213 @sassyandclassyx @mrsnegan25 @impossiblepizzapeace @glitterquadricorn @pigwidgexn @iamnothereimnotlistening @saltymaddiee @ladyxred @pabegay1 @kgbrenner @nataliehasgrace @mellorine-paprika @i-just-wanna-run-hell @igiveupicantthinkofausername @goshdarnitthatsalongname @trashimaginezblog

#about me #tags #questions #and #answers #q&a

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blame-canada · 7 years ago

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What's up, my dude? I'll take a numba 1, followed by 2, 3 for Something in the Woods (betcha thought I'd ask Immigration Issue), 5, 6, 9 (do not say Immigration Issue, you monster), **11**, 13, 14 - answer as many as you want this is a lot xoxo ur biggest fan

1. What is your favorite fic you have under your belt?

This was like the hardest question you absolute jerk. You’re not supposed to pick favorites of your children! I’ve put the most thought and effort into Halfway though, so I’ll pick that.

2. What is your favorite snippet of dialogue?

I really really love writing Stan and Kyle talking so my favorite dialogue is probably the beginning of Hear Me Out. I wouldn’t say dialogue is really my strong suit but I just love writing these two interacting.

3. What inspired [insert fic]?

Something in the Woods actually kind of came out of nowhere, haha. I’m not even sure where it came from but I wrote that first sentence: ‘There was something in the woods that knew Stan’s name.’ and the rest sort of blossomed from there into weird creepiness, of its own accord. You know those stories that just kind of explode out of nothing in one go? That kinda thing.

5. What’s your favorite headcanon you use in fics?

This is hard because I change headcanons around a lot so they can change from one fic to another, which is probably not a good thing, but I digress. I guess I’ll go with that I like to give Kyle some sort of mental disorder, most often anxiety but that varies. Tweek is always anxiety 101 so I like to give some other characters some anxiety or mental illness too for balance. (Before anyone screams, I have an anxiety disorder and mood disorder so if that affects what you think are my qualifications for doing so here ya go.)

6. What’s the detail you wait on bated breath for readers to notice?

This is gonna sound dumb, but I gave Stan the nervous habit of clicking his phone on and off when he’s nervous in By Virtue of Passion, and when people picked up on that it made me really happy. Probably because it’s such a mundane quirk that I gave him and the fact that it was picked up shows people are really paying attention. Bated breath is a bit of an overreaction though, haha.

9. What’s the fic you like the least?

I’m not horribly happy with a lot of the little one-shots and things I’ve put together here and there, but without counting those, probably Strike Through Him? My opinion and characterization of Crenny has changed SO MUCH since then that I hardly even associate it with my views anymore, but I also don’t like deleting fics so the garbage stays.

11. What’s a fanfic idea you haven’t done yet?

I’m participating in a project going by the Crenny Big Bang (@crennybigbang2017 if you wanna check it out, though it’s only just starting up!) and without revealing too many details, think South Park (specifically Kenny) meets Danny Phantom. Yes there will be ghosts, and probably ghost fighting, and Crenny shenanigans, and it’s gonna be a real fun time. Keep a look out if you’re interested! Also worth noting even though it’s already started up is The Immigration Issue, because it’s actually so fun to write with somebody else (love u

13. Do you have a favorite character to write for?

I adore both Craig and Stan. Craig because he works well as a pretty neutral protag, and Stan because I almost always write him with Kyle, and Kyle is the sort of character I definitely like to write most from someone else’s POV. The boy’s got issues. He’s a little crazy, and writing Stan as somewhat of a straight-man character gives me a chance to highlight that.

14. What’s your favorite shipping fic you’ve written? Favorite gen fic?

Favorite shipping fic might honestly be Hear Me Out. I had such a blast writing it and I looooove writing Style. I think I’ve only written a handful of gen fics, but I actually really like Love In Rainstorms, because I love Carol McCormick and Kenny and it was so fun to bring life to a character often forgotten.

Thanks for asking bby and sorry this is so long everyone else!!

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itselbaka · 8 years ago

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Love is hard - Chapter nine

Pairing: Madison Joseph x reader (friends), Josh Dun x reader (friends, lovers?), Tyler Joseph x reader (friends), Jenna Joseph x reader (friends), other Joseph and Dun family members

Plot: You take a leap year abroad, where you meet Madison Joseph. You become best friends and move in with her family. You meet her brother Tyler and his best friend Josh, who you have a crush on. Will Josh and you become more than friends?

This chapter: Maddie and you made up, so everything’s fine again. Or is it?

Warnings: None

Word count: about 2100

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8

A/n: I’m sorry it took so long (again) to get this one up. Thanks to all my sweet followers and all the likes! I hope you have fun reading. Love you all.

The next morning you woke up with a horrible headache. You reluctantly turned around and searched for your phone to look at the time; 2:30 PM. Apparently, the late-night drinking session didn’t agree with Maddie either as she woke up soon after you, groaning and moving slowly. “Morning. I feel terrible. You?” She managed to say. “Good afternoon.” You replied. “I feel like my head is exploding.” You slowly got out of bed to go downstairs, avoiding all mirrors in the process. “Let’s try to eat something. Have some coffee maybe. Might take the edge off.” You said to Maddie who then followed you, softly cursing nearly every step she took. You silently sat at the table sipping your coffee. Maddie was attempting to make bacon and eggs; she said that would help get your strength back. “So… we’re good, right? I mean, everything’s cleared up now?” Maddie asked after a while. “Yeah, sure. After last night, I’d say we’re stronger than ever. Not literally of course.” You chuckled. “Do you remember everything we said last night?” She informed, looking straight at you. “I guess. I don’t know. Why? Did I say something stupid?” You asked confused, not knowing where Maddie was heading with this. “No, no, no. Not at all. Just checking. No worries.” Maddie answered, looking flustered. “Anyway, what’s the plan for today? I’m thinking it’s about time we have another lazy pyjama day!” She quickly added. She’s acting a bit… suspicious. Did something happen last night? You briefly thought. But since your head was hurting too much and things were finally back to normal with Maddie, you opted to just drop the subject. “Yes, a lazy pyjama day is exactly what we need today. Let’s try to eat something and then get lazy!”

“Bacon and eggs, coffee, messy hair, last night clothes still on… looks like you enjoyed yourselves last night!” The voice startled you both and you looked up to see Tyler standing in the doorway smiling at you. “When did you get here?” Maddie asked him. “I’ve been here since around 9 this morning. Dad told you I’d be working on my songs in the basement, right?” He answered, sitting down and pouring himself some coffee. “So you’ve been in the basement almost all day, you probably didn’t even bother to check on us, and only now came out because you smelled bacon? Really Ty?” Maddie said, faking irritation. “I did actually check on you, around noon. Just to make sure you were still breathing.” He laughed. “So, what happened last night?” He asked, looking at you. “Not much. I came home and Ash and Maddie were waiting for me. And we talked, and drank, and talked, and drank and… well, you get the point.” You answered honestly. “You girls talked about the big date I assume?” Ty asked, winking at you. “Yes.” You said, hesitant to say anything about it to Ty. “Wanna fill me in on what was discussed?” Tyler leaned forward as to encourage you to spill the beans. “Nope, sorry. That’s for girls only. If you want to know anything, talk to Josh.” You replied. You were pretty sure Ash would keep your conversations private, even though Josh is her brother, because she promised and she is your friend. But you were completely convinced that Tyler would immediately tell Josh everything you’d say about him, so you figured you best keep quiet about it to Ty. “Already did that. I was just curious what you all said about the kiss.” You tried to stay straight-faced, but already felt a blush creeping up and you couldn’t help but smile a little. Tyler and Maddie both laughed out loud at you. “Okay, well, anyway, how’s Jenna doing? You guys had a nice little vacation?” You swerved the conversation. “Yeah, it was very nice. She’s doing great.” Ty answered, still chuckling at you. “Maybe I’ll meet up with her later. I’ll text her.” You replied. “But first, it’s time for our lazy pyjama day. Let me just change my clothes, be right back.” You left the table and ran upstairs to change into your cosy onesie.

Maddie and you watched three movies while Tyler resided in the basement, presumably writing music. Your head still hurt a little, but you felt a lot better. You had texted Jenna earlier, asking her if she wanted to meet up later. So after a final movie and a delicious pizza that Tyler professionally warmed up you took a long shower and got yourself ready to go. Tyler would drop you off at his house and he’d take Maddie to meet up with Josh and Ash. Of course you had briefed Maddie to find out as much as possible about what Josh thought about your date, but you figured he’d probably be as silent about that to her as you were to Tyler. You were excited to meet up with Jenna again. The time you’d spent with her has been great. Like everyone told you, she was kind, friendly, a good listener and a good adviser. She was probably the first to notice your feelings for Josh and you were glad you’d have the chance to catch up, since you haven’t talked to her since the zoo day. You waved bye at Ty and Maddie as they dropped you off at the house and rang the bell.

“Hey, Y/n! It’s great to see you again. How are you?” Jenna soon opened the door and hugged you. “I’ve missed so much the past few days. Next time wait for me to come back from vacation, okay?” She giggled leading you into the living room. “I’d offer you some wine, but it seems that someone drank it while we were away.” Jenna said. “Yes, I’m sorry. I’ll refill your stash next time. And besides, I think I’m good with just coffee or tea for today.” You smiled. Jenna got you both tea and sat down next to you. “Tell me everything, I want to be in the loop too!” She said, eagerly awaiting the story. Somehow, Jenna had a way of making you feel instantly comfortable around her. You had planned to only tell her some highlights and mostly skip the whole Maddie drama, but before you knew it, you were telling her everything that happened since the zoo in detail. After talking for what felt like an hour, you sighted. “So, that’s the whole story I guess.” You finished. “Wow, I’ve heard a little, of course. Tyler told me about the date and everything he knew, and Ashley mentioned you and Maddie had some issues, but I didn’t know all that happened, clearly. But Maddie and you are okay now, right?” Jenna asked. “Yes, I think we talked it out the best we could. I’m not sure she’s entirely happy with Josh and me dating, but she said she can deal with it.” You replied. “Well, it’s kinda understandable that it might be hard for her.” Jenna said. “With their history and all.” “What do you mean?” You asked. “You know, after what happened, I see why it might be weird for her to see her best friend and Josh falling for each other.” Jenna answered. “I guess, yeah. She told me Josh didn’t have much luck with love. And Josh is like her brother, so it’s like her brother and best friend dating.” You said, assuming that was what Jenna meant. For a second, Jenna looked confused. “What?” You asked, now equally confused. Jenna quickly smiled at you. “Nothing, never mind.” She stood up. “Let me check if we have something to eat, I’m craving some sweets.”

You talked with Jenna the rest of the night, though you felt she attempted to avoid talking about Maddie. When Tyler came home a little after midnight, you decided it was time to go home and walked the small distance. You wanted to drop the subject, not think about it anymore, but you couldn’t help but wonder if there was something you didn’t know or notice. Maddie tried to hide something this morning. Probably about something either of us said last night. And now Jenna acted odd, not wanting to talk about Maddie, or Josh. You pondered on your way home. So, what am I missing here? You considered asking Maddie about it. But you really didn’t want to make waves when things seemed to have finally calmed down. The sound of your phone brought you back to earth and you stopped to check it, standing at the corner of the street.

Josh: How are you? I wanted to wait three days before texting you. They say you’re supposed to do that, right? But I just needed to say hi and maybe ask if you want to plan a second date?

Your heart fluttered as you read the text, immediately forgetting about whatever you were thinking about before.

Y/n: You don’t have to wait. I’m glad you texted! I’m fine, you? I’d love to go on another date.

Josh: Great! Maybe Sunday? We can go to the movies, if you want to.

Y/n: Sure, sounds good. 

Josh: Good. Now I can sleep peacefully. Lol. Goodnight, Y/n.

Y/n: Ha ha me too! Goodnight, Josh.

You felt on top of the world walking the last steps home. Maddie was already asleep and you quickly dived in bed and soon fell asleep.

You woke up the next morning seeing Maddie’s bed empty. You sat up and saw a note on your bedside table.

Annie’s boyfriend broke up with her last night, so I’m over at her place for some tlc. I’ll call you later. Xoxo Mads

You got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom. After showering and dressing, you did your make-up and hair and went downstairs to eat, checking if Ty was in the basement on your way to the kitchen. You seemed to be home alone. You ate some breakfast and took your coffee outside to the porch. The sun was shining brightly and you drank your coffee thinking up a plan for the day. “Good morning. Nice weather today.” You opened your eyes and saw Jay walking to the porch. “Morning, Jay. Yeah, really nice. What brings you here?” Jay sat next to you. “I promised my parents to keep an eye on you guys. Everything okay here? Where’s Maddie?” He asked. “We’re fine. Maddie had to console a friend, so she’s not here.” You answered. “Okay. You have anything planned today?” Jay questioned. “No, I was just thinking about that. You?” “Not really. We can hang out together, if you want to? Maybe catch a movie or something?” He replied. “Sure, why not. Let me just get my stuff.” You entered the house, locating your bag and putting on a light sweater. “Okay, let’s go.”

Jay had been very nice to you since the beginning. You kind of felt he was your big brother, looking after you and just having a laugh together. Standing in line at the movie theatre, you discussed what movie to see, and finally decided to buy ‘I feel lucky’-tickets, which meant you didn’t know what movie was going to play until it started, a surprise. “I guess we aren’t that lucky today.” Jay laughed when you left the cinema. You got stuck in a three-hour indie movie about a girl in Russia who was maybe a spy or something. You didn’t really follow the plot and may have fallen asleep for a little while. “So, I’ve heard you went on a date with Josh.” Jay said as you sat down in a nearby café for a drink. “News travels fast.” You replied, smiling. “It does, yes. So are you planning a second date?” He informed. “Yes, we already planned it actually.” “And Maddie?” He raised his eyebrows. “What about Maddie?” You acted like you had no idea what he was talking about. If you played your cards right, you might find out something. “I mean, is she okay with it?” Jay asked. “Yes, she is. We talked about it, and she’s good. She just needs some time to adjust, right?” You said. “I guess. I’m not sure if she’s completely over Josh, so it might be painful for her to see her best friend and her biggest crush dating.” Jay replied absentmindedly, not noticing your shocked face. Oh, no.

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