how-i-saw-the-world

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anyway

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i’m a good person i don’t deserve to be mistaken for a heterosexual

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i just wish someone fucking cared about me

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Wann kommt endlich das Gefühl, für irgendjemanden gut genug zu sein.

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Oh hell.. what did I do to be unworthy of love?

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show me your world, i want to escape mine

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If I was about to die now, I like to think about my grandpa waiting there for me with the hat he always wore and his hands folded into each other on his back. He would be looking at me like he always did when he was about to show me something I could be interested in and he would show me around in the afterlife humming songs very quietly and peacefully just like he did when I saw him the last time.

I tried but I've never been able to mourn your death. I'm sorry for that. I know that you didn't do only good in your life. But you've grown out of this and so you became a perfect grandpa for me. It's killing me that I will never be able to tell you this anymore.

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Sometimes I feel like I’m too sad to be loved

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Killer in Love | Kimi ni Koisuru Satsujinki- chapter 35

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I often feel like I'm not allowed to expect anything from anyone and I have to apologise for my existence

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I hate it here and there and everywhere

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I just need something that takes me away from reality.

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Lord, if i was ever the reason of someone's pain, please heal them and forgive me.

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slams my head into a brick wall