#one shave and hes fetus again

[sunshineandlyrics]

🥣🥥 Fetus Louis with the soft bowl-coconut hair is back! 🥰, 27 April 2024 x x x x x x x x x x x

[heavyhitterheaux]

That's Not Daddy

First Babies of Private Garden Fic

AN: There is never a dull moment in the Harlow household and the triplets are around three in this

Synopsis: Jack decides to trim his beard and his triplets don't recognize him

Pairing: Husband!Jack Harlow x Wife!Reader

Requested by: a beautiful anon 💕

First Babies of Private Garden Masterlist

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“Ivy?”

“Yes, daddy?” She answered Jack as she was playing with her dolls on the living room floor in front of him. Only the two of them were home since you took Axel and Autumn with you to the grocery store to get things for the week. Ivy didn’t want to go and truth be told Jack didn’t either so he decided to stay home and entertain her.

“Do you want to help me trim my beard?”

She eagerly nodded since anything that Jack did, she was absolutely obsessed with. 

“We’re going to surprise mommy, but I lowkey have a feeling that she’s going to want to divorce me, but we’ll see.”

Ivy just looked at him seeing that she had no idea what the word divorce meant and simply shrugged her shoulders. 

Ivy led the way to the bathroom in the master bedroom and Jack picked her up to sit her on the counter as he found his clippers in order to get started.

He was working on the left side of his face as Ivy was watching him in awe and immediately exclaimed that she wanted to help.

“Help you, daddy?”

“Of course, bubs, here.” 

Jack still held a tight grip on it so Ivy wouldn’t end up cutting him as she placed her small hand on it to guide it over Jack’s face.

Once both sides were finished, Ivy’s eyes went wide.

“What’s wrong?” Jack asked as he was cleaning up the sink in the bathroom and all Ivy was doing was staring at him.

“Ivy, baby, what’s wrong?” He asked again as he tried to pick her up to place her back down on the ground and she scooted away from him.

“Oh, you don’t recognize me without all the facial hair, huh? Ivy it’s me, daddy.”

She immediately shook her head no and began to cry and hopped down off of the counter in the bathroom herself and took off running.

“Ivy!”

Jack then heard the doorbell and went downstairs to see that it was Urban and Clay and quickly let them in.

“What the? Where’s your beard?! Did you accidentally cut it like I did when I had to literally shave my entire face?” Urban asked while looking at his best friend.

Clay was just staring at him and shaking his head.

“Wifey is going to be so mad at you.”

“She might divorce me, but we’ll see and no I didn’t accidentally cut it. Ivy helped me, but now she doesn’t recognize me and took off running after I was finished.”

Urban turned to the steps to see his oldest godchild sitting in the middle of the staircase and quickly made a motion for her to come to him.

“Come here, Ivy. Did your daddy scare you?” Urban asked as she came closer to him and picked her up. 

She held onto him tighter as Jack came closer to him and she began crying again.

“Jack! Now she’s scared of you!”

“And the crazy thing is that she sat there and watched me do it and now all of a sudden she wants to switch it up. It be your own kids.”

“I mean, you do look like you’re twelve.” Clay added and Jack immediately rolled his eyes.

“Like you’re one to talk. You shaved yours last week and were walking around here looking like a fetus.”

The door suddenly opened and Axel and Autumn ran inside to see Clay and Urban and went straight to them, not paying Jack any attention.

Clay picked up Axel while Autumn looked at Jack in confusion wondering who the strange man that was in her house was. 

“Come here, Autumn. It’s daddy.” Jack held out his arms, but she immediately shook her head no. 

“That’s not daddy.” She quietly responded, but not being confident in her answer.

“Yes it is, bubs.”

“No. His face is almost naked.” 

“Don’t do it,Autumn, he’s an imposter.” Clay said and Jack immediately gave him a look which led to her hiding behind Clay’s leg and starting to cry.

“Good lord, now you got two out of three crying.”

“Soon it will be all four of them once wifey sees him.”

And right on cue, you stepped into the house with a few bags in your hands and once your eyes landed on your husband, they dropped to the floor and the entire room was silent.

“Please divorce him for this so I can slide my way in.” Clay quietly said while your eyes hadn’t left Jack’s yet and Axel’s eyes had now landed on Jack seeing where your gaze led to and he began to get upset and cry.

“What happened to my chair?” You quietly asked while not believing what you were seeing and taking Jack’s face in your hands. 

“Aye yo!” Urban exclaimed before laughing and trying to calm Ivy down. 

“Baby, I just trimmed it!”

“I’m about to call the police because my husband is missing and now you got all three of my kids crying and upset because they don’t recognize you!”

“Ivy helped me do it!”

“Don’t blame this on her! I know that this was all you because you love stressing me out!” You said while picking up the bags and heading into the kitchen with Jack hot on your trail.

“Babyyyy.”

“Yes? Man that I have never seen in my entire life who broke into my house.”

“I-..... seriously?”

“Yes, seriously! I always play with your beard and now what?! I don’t have anything to play with AND I love the way it feels when I sit on your face, but NO of course you had to go and mess up a good thing. Oh my gosh, I have to call Maggie and tell her what you did.”

“WHAT?! BABY, IT GROWS BACK!”

“No, we’re done. I understand our vows said till death do us part HOWEVER I should have included till Jack has no facial hair do us part.”

“I still have some!”

“I need an emergency therapy session for this.”

Clay and Urban were simply looking at both of you and trying not to laugh as Jack was trying to lean down and kiss you, but you were fighting him off.

“NO! Don’t touch me, intruder! STRANGER DANGER!”

“Not her screaming stranger danger! I cannot with you.” Urban responded while shaking his head.

“Come on, baby. I guarantee you that my lips still feel the same up here and down below.”

“Ew, spare us the details.” Clay said as he finally got Axel and Autumn to calm down.

“Maybe if they see you kiss her, they won’t be as scared.” Urban suggested as he now set Ivy down who came over to you and hugged your leg.

“Take one for the team, baby. The team meaning our kids.” Jack said while wiggling his eyebrows and you immediately rolled your eyes.

“You look like a naked mole rat.”

“Babe! You are aware that when we first started dating that I didn’t have a beard, right?”

“If you had a full blown beard at fifteen, I would have thought something was wrong with you.”

“Come on baby and pucker up.”

“I swear the three of them have no idea what I go through to keep this household in one piece.” You muttered before reaching up to kiss Jack.

“MOMMY, THAT’S NOT DADDY!” Axel exclaimed and all you did was sigh.

“Yes it is, Ax. That’s daddy, I promise.”

“He looks funny.” He tried to quietly whisper to Clay, but you still heard him. 

“Same thing I said, but he brought it on himself, so what can we do?” You said in response and Jack just gave you a blank stare. 

“I’m tired of my wife and kids throwing me under the bus.” Jack quietly said before reaching down to pick up Ivy and she actually let him hold her.

“Daddy?” She quietly asked while looking at his blue eyes that resembled hers.

“Yes, Ivy?”

“Don’t do that again.”

“I second that.” You responded and Jack couldn’t help but to roll his eyes.

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[carefulignorantghost]

Masterlist

Smut - 🔥

Slight smut - 💋

Fluff - 🥰

Angst - 😣

Sad - 😭

- I Love You’s 🔥🥰

Your first boyfriend, Alex, spends the night while your parents are on holiday. You have a sex dream and wake up to find you were actually grinding against your boyfriend’s leg. You talk about your wet dreams of each other, and your fantasies. Both of you lose your virginity to each other. Quite sappy, a lot of consent questions, reassurance

- One Last Time 💋😣😭

You come home from work just to hear suspicious noises. Your fiancé, Alex, was cheating on you. You spent one more night together, knowing it would never be the same.

- His Inspiration 🔥

Alex comes home frustrated from his writer’s block. You have the idea to give him inspiration through sex.

- Sleepover (Prequel to “I Love You’s”) 🥰💋

Alex comes to your house to spend the night. You watch Twilight together and see each other naked for the first time. You shower together.

- I Hope You’re Happier Now (Sequel to “One Last Time”)😣😭

A series of conversations with Alex following the breakup.

- It’s the First Kiss, It’s Flawless, Really Something; It’s Fearless 🥰

Your best friend, and crush, Alex, invites you for dinner with his parents. Up in his bedroom, he tells you he likes you and you have your first kiss together.

- His Slut🔥

Dominant alex turner. Fetus era, 2005-2006. Pure smut.

-Breaking Dishes When You’re Disappointed😣😭

You come home late and (eycte era) Alex is drunk. He gets very angry and you are scared.

-We Meet Again😣😭

You realize you’re pregnant, but only after you and Alex have broken up. 6 years pass and you’re looking for a house cleaning job and Alex becomes your boss unknowingly.

-I’m a Puppet on a String🔥🥰

Alex confesses that he wants you to dominate him, so you do. Submissive humbug Al!!

-You’re a Vampire💋🥰

A mysterious man visits you at night, waking you up with his thoughts. You figure out you can read each other’s minds. You quickly find out the hard way that he’s a vampire. He visits you again and you get to know each other better.

-The Other Woman😣😭

You notice how much your husband, Alex, has changed after the tour. He shaved his head without telling you and he’s been acting weird. He doesn’t look you in the eye, he gets up from dinner to answer phone calls, and hides his phone when he’s texting. During an awkward dinner, Alex confesses he’s been cheating.

[pocketramblr]

AU where Mom for One had triplets. AFO, Yoichi and an extremely different third child; Toshinori.

1- the babies cling to each other as they shiver in the rain that scared away the rats, and are barely saved by their dead mother's colleague who came to see where she was. The other sex worker took what cash was on the body and scooped up the kids, saying they were lucky she catered to a specific kink, nursing them for a few days until she found someone else who could take them in. She named Yoichi, the tiny one she picked up first and felt the worst for, and Toshinori, the big sweet one. She didn't name the big, loud one who kept managing to bite her in spite of having no teeth every time she checked.

2- the triplets are dizygotic, which means that two are genetically identical and one is not. This is more common than all three being identical. Toshinori's hair is very light, and his blue eyes close to his brothers' green, and he laughs like Yoichi and glares like AfO. They're clearly brothers, but as they get bigger and Yoichi stays short, others assume he's younger than "the twins."

3- AfO clung very tightly to his brothers as a baby, but once weaned and walking, he would rather push Yoichi away. After all, as long as he has one brother, why need an extra? Especially an extra that keeps pulling Toshinori's attention away? AfO tries to kill Yoichi once, and Toshinori keeps the littlest in his arm for a week, giving their brother the silent treatment. AfO finally gives up and forgets about it. Yoichi forgives him. Toshinori does neither.

4- Toshinori loves the comics Yoichi shares with him, and thinks that the world would be better if they were real- not just because of the heroes helping people, but inspiring everyone to do better, and hope. He says as much to AfO, who asks if he means like the movement for the luminescent child. Toshinori thinks nothing of it until the moment reaches their city, the glowing child staying in a hotel with their parents and spokespeople- and losing their power there, guards killed and moment kneecapped while the child is decried a fake or a traitor. That night, leading them out of the city, AfO tells Toshi he'll build a better movement and better world.

5- Toshinori tries to leave, though Yoichi is confused about why. AfO is displeased by that, and grabs Toshinori, giving him the glow quirk so he can't hide from him. Then, he gives other quirks so his brother will understand how he feels, and is delighted that Toshi can hold as many as he gives. Finally, Yoichi realizes and tries to help him escape. Toshi gives him the quirks and tells him to run instead, because he doesn't want AfO to try to kill him again, likely successfully. AfO complains about Yoichi running off with so much stolen property - the quirks and Toshinori's trust. Toshi is vaulted, and given a longevity copy. He makes many escape attempts. AfO decides that as Yoichi was just an unfortunate part of his fetus that got shaved off, all of Toshi's devotion is really to AfO, and the two body thing is confusing him. If he had only reabsorbed the twin in utero- but now Yoichi's a quirk vestige, and he can fix that mistake. He leaves, and Toshinori begins planning vault escape number 8735- until the door is broken down by two heroes, one who looks like he stepped off the cover of Captain Hero, and the other a woman who is smiling just like Yoichi.

[sweet-but-vicious]

Warning:

I am a Louie and a Larrie and I do not believe in babygate

Ok now that that is out of the way I watched All of Those Voices and filled this with my thoughts

Spoilers ahead!

OH GOD DON'T PLAY HIS AUDITION!

Whew! That is too painful to see again..

Oop. Relationship right as we see Larry

"Tight as could be as mates" with a 1:1 pic with each guy BUT H... like 2 pics each guy but no H

I would like to state that I was not expecting/planning to Larry this thing but I can't ignore what feels pointed

Awkward....

I feel like we are seeing him drink A LOT in the first 5 min...

H is ANXIOUS for L

LOUIS TOMLINSON YOU ARE A FANTASTIC SINGER AND IF I COULD I WOULD KICK EVERYONE WHO EVER MADE YOU THINK ANY DIFFERENT IN THEIR SQUISHY BITS!!!

tw:Cowbell 🤮🤮🤮

I HATE that their last show was in front of him 🤬

Oh god hopeful baby Lou just twist the knife why don't ya!

Oh baby you were so, so important

If i can't identify as a singer I'm gonna identify as a fucking problem- LT (probably lol)

I genuinely don't know how they managed to find so much fetus L footage that DOESN'T include H

He literally made that band his whole personality

Thank God for Johannah Deakin. Thank you so much! She was an absolute treasure who raised a beautiful family 💙💙💙💙💙

😭He didn't want his mum to feel like her death ruined his career 😭 he's grieving and he's more worried about his dead mother's feelings than his own 😭 I NEED TO LAY DOWN!

He did SO good!

SHUT THE FUCK UP SEEMON!!!

FIZZ! 😭

One of the reasons I love Louis so much and love his music is that I had some massive loss in my life and I can identify so much with how he tries to just roll up and keep going but when you have given so much of yourself to something that you forget who you are without it. I was the carer for my Gran and when I lost her and got my own apartment it was like I had to discover what my taste was, like what bits were mine and which were hers. It took years. Then I got a corporate job a couple of years ago and had to leave the house every day and I realized that I didn't actually like the way I dressed. Like how much of my style was what was available vs fit vs practical in an I need to be able to cook, clean, and change a diaper at any moment. That also took about a year of trial and error. I cannot IMAGINE having to do that so thoroughly in the public eye like that

You are so loved Lou!

His widdle wegs hanging off the chair! Lol

Honestly they did that H double WRONG with that shit wig...

Aww Liam! 😭

SOMEONE HUG LOUIS FOR ME! I DON'T CARE WHO!

Aww he shaved and cleaned himself up for the concert! He's adorable! It's giving fetus

Same. Girl, same.

Seen this clip, thirsty lady, sassy Louis, emotional James

Ykwim count: eleventy billion already

He sounds sooooo goood

He's so worried about the fans being too close to the bus!

Album a year. Jesus they ran those boys into the ground.

Aww his grandparents!

God he is so obsessed with Lottie

Who needs bio-dads? Not us!

They are all sooo pretty...

As a single boy mom I pray my relationship with my son is as close as Louis and Jay

Aw! Grease!

He's looks like a little boy sitting on the floor talking about his mum

WHAT IN THE BARITONE?!?

TELL HIM HELENE! TELL HIM HOW GOID HE IS! SLAP SOME SENSE INTO HIM!

I need a new job! I need to be able to buy tickets when he tours!

LITTLE BLACK DRESS!

Oh baby the Rona came for us all... at least he got to spend a bunch of time with H

.... ok this Feddie stuff is awkward... "the baby" I feel like they are purposely saying Freddie instead of calling him L's son or child

I feel like L is like a godfather to Freddie, I believe that he cares about him and tries to make things as nice as possible for him but I don't believe they are related.

IS HE SMOKING *IN* THE BOOTH!

I have family in Dallas, I could totally go see him in Dallas someday... once I get a job...

Aw he made himself a rolling pub!

Oh god I hope he buys a pub someday! He can decorate it with 1D stuff and Rovers jerseys and roses!

Feral!

Oh god more Freddie...

These emotions do not fit the situation. For either of them.

As the mother to a child who has never seen their father more than twice a month and who didn't see or talk to him for all of lock down this is not how I would expect Freddie to act. He's a child, obviously NOTHING is his fault but I do hope for his sake that this shit ends soon. Honestly it's bad enough that he's even in the movie and I hope that L's team is ready to cut those bits out cause that can be damaging at school in the future.

Like that kid is SO confused...

I feel like there is a better beer solution than just a regular glass being held out of the water like that

They are 12yos lol

He didn't want to lose the band so he built himself a new one

Oh god! The race!

That seems pointed; they show him singing Coacoac in the same place where they did X Factor, a song about getting chewed up by the music industry in the place where he joined the music industry? loud.

Lewis... darling... honey pie... PUT THE FOOKING MICROPHONE IN *FRONT* OF YOUR MOUTH!!!! WE WANT TO ACTUALLY HEAR YOU!!!!

Crochet Louis doll!

I love him so much

The fans love him because we can feel that he loves us

"The best of the 1D fans are now Louis fans"

I would be afraid to be near him in the pit, I feel like I wouldn't be able to help myself and I would bite him 😁

Ok Louis Christ is a bit much lol!

I love how both L and H, (Idk about the other boys,) have created their own new solo band families

I love how much Louis want to bring more good music into the world, he just wants to spread the joy

I NEVER skip the openers, I have found so many new bands that way

I need to start training...

My baby is all grown up!

YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING BABY!!

Love him so fucking much.

He thanked the boys 🥰

Aw, dedicated to Jay and Fizz 😢

Wrapping up

I'm so proud of him, and I genuinely can't wait to see what else he does. I will probably watch it again but skipping over the Freddie bits cause it makes me uncomfortable. I wish there had been more about his childhood and siblings but maybe that's being saved for a future one...

I should try to find the Harry one now I suppose...

[sweetbillwriting]

Love Just Happens

A New Chapter - Part 4

Characters: The future's Bill Skarsgård and others close to him. The rest is my own characters.

Setting: This story is set in the future but because it's hard to say how the world is then (and it isn't that important for the story) the future is similar to our time now, even with fashion and so on.

Warnings: 18+, age difference, smut, ageism, all sorts of talk about pregnancy, mental health problems, alcohol, cheating, porn, manipulation, kinks and fetishes.

His hands had been trembling for two weeks now. Small involuntary movements that didn't hurt but made him unable to do anything like he usually did. He had spilled coffee on their light beige rug in the living room, he had nicked himself when he shaved and he dropped his phone causing the screen to crack. His hands made life tough but it was a small thing compared to what had happened to his wife two weeks ago, what had happened to the both of them two weeks ago.

Bill thought back on the moment he had seen the red stain on Aurora's light pink dress while he sat on the couch in their New York apartment. It was bright and sunny outside but the blinds were down in all of their rooms. It had been night for them since they came home from the hospital.

Aurora had cried and blamed herself at the hospital, first at the E.R. then the private practice they moved to. They had miscarried because of the malformation of the fetus so her body had pushed it away because it wouldn't be able to survive. Several doctors had told her this. Several doctors had explained one glass of wine, a silly jump or her own emotions hadn't done this but Aurora didn't want to listen. She continued to say it was that one glass of red wine, the small climb at the talk show or her mixed feelings towards the pregnancy that had created the miscarriage. When she came home she instead became quiet and locked inside her head and after a few days she didn't get up from bed. She had been laying in bed for four days and Bill hadn't even noticed her go to the bathroom. Then it was him. He didn't know what to feel because right then and there it was Aurora he thought about and when he tried to think through his own feelings his brain shut off and rather wanted to think about the practical things like how to tell his daughters, how they would make it all public and when they would go back to Sweden. He felt stupid for thinking about such things when they had just lost a child and Aurora was still bleeding after the accident.

He had told his family what had happened, or he had told Gustaf and Sam who had told the rest. Sam had even offered to talk with Aurora, explain what had happened so she could stop blaming herself but for now she didn't even want to talk with him, her husband. He had also told his ex so she would know their trip would be longer. She didn't make a fuss over it because she also understood this was something really awful for Bill and his young wife.

Bill rubbed his face with both hands and looked tiredly around in the living room. Once again he thought about the practical things. All the stuff, gifts they had gotten for a new born baby. He must make them disappear from the house before Aurora would be home again.

"Hey…" suddenly said a weak voice behind him. He turned around slowly, like it was a deer he didn't want to frighten.

Aurora stood in the doorway to the living room dressed in just one of his black t-shirts, a similar one to the one he wore himself. Her hair laid messy and greasy around her head and she looked tired even if she had more or less slept for four days. Bill felt she looked smaller than usual but it was probably because of her timid way.

"Hey babe…" he said and really tried to sound calm and sweet. Don’t frighten her. Don’t frighten her. He stood up and dragged his hand through his hair. Aurora looked at him. He looked tired, confused and worried.

"Can I get a hug? Even if I haven't showered for… a week or something," she said. She sounded sad but not anxious as before. Bill felt his heart beating hard and how his hope came back to him. Maybe his hands even trembled less. He didn't say anything, just took her in his arms and let her hug him around his waist, disappearing in his embrace. Aurora pushed her nose into Bill's chest. He had showered that morning but didn't care that Aurora hadn't. She maybe was a mess right now but she was his beautiful mess.

"I don't want to do anything else than hug you, Lou. It's the only thing I want."

"I love you…" she whispered and kissed his chest. "I am so hungry…" she said with almost a giggle before Bill had answered her first sentence. He let go of her slowly and looked down at her.

"Then we fix that. Pancakes?" He said and dragged his hair through her hair even if it was unwashed. She smiled a little and nodded. She took his hand to walk to the kitchen and Bill pulled it up to his lips to kiss it.

"I love you, Lou."

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It was an approvement. Aurora sat on the couch staring at her nails after they had eaten. She didn't turn on the TV and he hadn't seen her phone anywhere. Bill didn't want to bother her but still be close so he walked around cleaning and pretended to work on his computer even if he just checked her. He looked at her examining her nails closely. He knew her ways so well now he knew she needed a refill. It probably bothered her, she always had perfect long nails. She continued to look at her hair, the long messy hair that needed a wash.

"Do you want me to wash your hair?" He said carefully and made Aurora smile a little.

"Do you think I need that?"

Bill looked at her deep in the eyes from the armchair he sat in and smirked.

"Maybe."

Aurora sighed but still wore a small smile.

"Okay… She stood up and walked to the bathroom while Bill stuffed his laptop away and checked his phone. He texted with her mother and was happy being able to say Aurora seemed to feel better. It took a few minutes for him to join Aurora in the bathroom and was met by a sight he wasn't at all prepared for. On the counter laid a long dark ponytail gathered with a light pink hair tie. He looked at Aurora who stood in front of the mirror, looking at herself. Her waist long hair was gone and instead she had an uneven cut to her collarbones. Bill watched her in horror. Had she lost it? Must he take her to a mental hospital or something?

Aurora breathed deeply and continued to look at herself.

"A new woman," she said and smiled a little. She turned to Bill and looked at his horrified expression. She knew what he thought but it was far from the truth.

"It's okay. I have thought about it a long time. It's okay. I will go to a hairdresser to fix it, I just… Felt trapped by all the hair? Silly maybe but it feels good, like a new start."

Bill nodded a little and started to relax. He looked at the ponytail on the counter. He would miss it, her long, thick, fairytale hair but he would probably never say that to her. Aurora gave him a small smile and walked up to him.

"This is hard… This is…" Bill could see her eyes tearing even if she was smiling. "Fucking awful but I will be okay. You don't need to worry…"

Bill smiled unsurely and looked between her eyes and butchered hair. Even if she looked more or less like she was on the rock bottom he believed her.

They walked into the shower together, standing close to each other, as close as possible and let the water rain over them. Aurora worried she would bleed again but also knew Bill wouldn't care. He would never be so mean. Bill washed her hair while she pressed her cheek against his naked chest. It was easier to wash now. It didn't get as tangled and he didn't need to be as careful. Aurora breathed heavily and let tears fall but it wasn't anything Bill noticed because everything was already wet.

"How are you? Are you okay?" Aurora asked looking up at her husband when he was finished with washing her hair. Bill looked down at his wife with an overwhelmed expression and for a moment wondered if Aurora maybe felt like she had neglected him in her sorrow.

"I'm okay. I think."

He had been crying at the hospital when it happened. Both with Aurora and alone but since then he had mostly just walked around in some worried daze.

Aurora dragged her fingers through the hairs in his neck and looked at his big telling eyes. She could see he had problems finding his emotions so she pulled his head down so he could lay it on her shoulder. It was probably not a very comfortable position but she knew he calmed down when he could bury his nose in her neck. Bill breathed heavily while Aurora started to wash his hair and when she dragged her nails over his scalp he felt the tears slowly escape from his eyes. They had lost a child. It was never made for life, never even a baby but it was theirs. He breathed deeply and breathed Aurora in. In the middle of the sorrow he also felt fear. Aurora would never want a child with him after this.

×××

Bill wasn't really comfortable with leaving Aurora in New York but knew it was probably for the best. Her mother Melinda had come and would care for her while he could go back to Sweden, to his daughters and explain what had happened and why he and Aurora would be in the USA for a while. It wasn't what he wanted, he wanted to go back to Sweden and to be with his girls but he needed to give Aurora two weeks to heal her own way. Even if it also was his child, she was the one who had been forced to push the fetus out and after that go through the pain and changes in her body. Bill didn't want to be in the US anymore but he wasn't the one that needed the most healing and his girls had been away for long periods of time from him before so it would be fine.

Bill only went home to their house to leave his stuff but then he went directly to his ex. It was a Wednesday at the end of February and Stockholm still had quite a lot of snow. He looked at snow on the rooftops while he sat by his ex's dinner table waiting for coffee.

She looked at him a bit worried while she made coffee. He looked tired and sleep deprived and he played with his wedding rings in a nervous way. She knew what had happened but wondered if this was also the end for his marriage with the girl. It wasn't like she hadn't expected it, they were a weird match and the young girl seemed way too immature and sensitive for Bill who was calm and logical and had always been mature for his age. She put down the beige coffee cup in front of him and sat down opposite him.

"I must tell the girls… And it's probably the best if we are here. At home it's… I just know our manager has put a big package in the garage and the hallway is full with baby things… The dogs are with mom and… It's just a mess…" he rambled and rubbed his eye.

"What will you tell them?" The girls' mother asked carefully.

"That…" he sighed and closed his eyes. "That we lost the baby. That they will not get a sibling…"

Just when he ended the conversation his sixteen year old daughter came home along with his eleven year old. They bickered about something while taking off their jackets. They had just come home from school and didn't expect to see their dad by the dining table. The younger of the girls ran up to him and he gave her a bear hug.

"Hey, why are you here?" Asked his oldest daughter when she hugged him. They had always had a strong bond and Bill wondered if she maybe already had a feeling of what had happened.

"Sit down, please. Tell me about your day," he said and smiled but the both of them could see their dad was distracted. They sat down and his youngest started to talk but everyone in the room could feel Bill's emotions and his youngest stopped talking abruptly.

"Dad, just tell us. Is it something to do with Aurora?" Said his oldest. The younger daughter looked at her sister with worry then at her father.

"Are you getting a divorce?" The younger one said and thought about a girl in her class who had a divorce in her family recently.

"Of course not," said her older sister. "But… Is it the baby?" She asked carefully and swallowed dryly. Bill looked up at her fast and then down in his coffee cup. He didn't want them to see the tears in his eyes. To say it out loud was awful but he must do it.

"It was… Sick so we lost it," he said with a low gaze. His ex put a comforting hand on his but he pulled it away and took a deep breath. His daughters sat quietly.

"I'm sorry dad…" said his oldest but with her own tears in her throat. Bill gave her a thankful little smile and then looked at his younger daughter who sat with her face in her hands. Their mother also cried now while Bill kneeled down next to his crying daughter so she could hug him around his neck.

It was a loss for many but none of them forgot who probably felt the biggest loss.

"How is Lou?" Asked his daughter when she had let go of him.

"She's… Really sad right now and she needs to spend some time in the USA. I really want to be with you girls but… She needs me right now. She's so sad and in pain and…" he looked up at the ceiling so his tears wouldn't spill.

"It's just a couple weeks, then I will be home again," he said truthfully but didn't know if his wife would follow him.

He told his youngest an hour later when she came home from her aunt’s. She was eight and could grasp what death meant but the shock made her forget what had happened so five times he was forced to explain to her that the baby already was dead and they couldn't save it now. Maybe it was good for him too, because if he hadn't been able to accept the truth before he had explained it for himself clearly now too. There wasn't a baby.

×××

He left two days after, those two days went to be with his girls and arrange a storehouse for all the baby gifts that had been sent from fans. Aurora shouldn't see baby blankets with handmade embroideries of chubby elephants when she got home.

He had mixed feelings about going back to the USA, especially when she told him she was in Beverly Hills. She had sent a picture of herself in a pool and he hadn't really looked at her body for some time but was shocked at how fast her body had lost the pregnancy curves. She even looked thinner. He wondered again if he needed to worry.

He felt awful for lying to Aurora but he needed just some time alone. He said he would come the next day instead of the day he actually arrived at LAX and then he booked into a modest hotel. He was awful. If he was a good husband he should be with her every moment he could after this sort of thing, instead he chose to sit alone in a hotel restaurant and eat an overdone steak.

"Bill?" Said a familiar voice and he looked up when he had swallowed the chewy meat. It was Hilma. His ex. She looked like she used to, in a black outfit but with a risky deep neckline.

"Oh hey," he said, shocked and tried to sound polite and happy. He stood up to give her a hug and to his surprise Hilma sat down next to him in the booth.

"Oh it's so nice to see you! Do you still live in Stockholm? I never see you," she said and crossed her long model legs. Involuntary Bill looked down at them. He had always liked long legs.

Meanwhile, Aurora sat on the edge of the pool in the backyard of the house her mother had rented. It was a smaller house than she was used to but the pool was nice and heated. She kicked her short legs in the water and looked at the patterns she created on the surface. It was three hours ago she had texted Bill and she felt worried. She believed he was still in Sweden so it was possible he still was sleeping but something didn't feel right. She couldn't put a finger on what, it just felt like something was off, something wasn't like it should be. She looked at her phone again. She missed him. She missed him so much. He was the only one who could understand how awful the miscarriage was and what could trigger her tears and she just wanted him to be there, close, as close as she ever could ever have him.

×××

Bill looked around in the hotel room. It looked like his own but in his room the pillowcases and curtains were deep red, here they were dark blue. He sat on the couch with crossed legs and played with his lower lip while thinking. He could sense a perfume he recognized and let it fill his nostrils. It smelled really good.

Hilma came out from the bathroom and walked to the fridge and took out two beers. She smiled a little towards Bill while opening the bottles for them. Bill smiled back softly even if he felt his heart beating with anxiety. Hilma gave him a beer and sat down next to him, with her legs up on the couch he felt her toes against his thigh and he moved from sitting with crossed legs to spreading them out. It was more comfortable.

"You still haven't told me why you're here," said Hilma with a teasing voice and moved up her feet against his thigh a bit. Bill looked down at her feet and continued to be quiet. He took a big gulp of the beer in deep thought. Hilma thought he was thinking about her question so she moved closer to him. She smiled and looked at his face. Everything she loved, his uneven nose tip, the full lips, the smooth skin. He didn't look his age. They sat quietly, Bill looking between her hand on his thigh and the ceiling as she was looking at his beautiful profile and the bulge in his dark blue jeans. Bill finally took a deep breath and looked at her.

"I'm sorry I should go… But thank you for… just being there?"

She smiled and nodded a little but looked disappointed.

"Bill… Was that all?"

He had stood up and stood now by the door in his jeans and a gray zip hoodie. He gave her a weird look.

"Yeah?"

Hilma smiled, strained and crossed her arms. Bill looked down at the floor. Maybe it was weird. He should have known she wanted more while he just wanted company.

"I'm sorry but… You know Lou is my everything, I just needed a friend," he said carefully and dragged a hand over his phone in his back pocket. Hilma sighed and shook her head.

"You're the same… Just thinking about your own needs. Just go Bill. Just go," she said with a sigh and turned her eyes away from him. Bill walked out of the room without hesitation. He did feel bad, but not towards Hilma, but towards Aurora. Why did he do this? He should just go to her instead of passing the time with random people.

Aurora was everything so she was also the only answer.

×××

She was in the pool again. The doctors had told her to not bathe after the miscarriage but the bleeding had stopped and she only had some pain that felt like the third day of period cramps. It wasn't much so she felt it was safe to just play around in the pool a bit. It was just soothing and calmed her, especially now when Bill acted strange. It took ages for him to answer her messages and she got flashbacks to that time he ghosted her while they were dating. Bill was tricky sometimes because he didn't always say what he felt, not because he didn't want to say but because he didn't know himself what he really felt. Maybe he wanted a divorce now but hadn't understood it himself yet. Maybe it would just take some days for him to realize that?

Aurora floated around in the pool, dressed in a black high cut bathing suit. Her hair was still uneven to her mother's horror. She had tried to get her daughter to go to a hairdresser but she wasn't ready yet to be out in public. Hopefully she would feel better when Bill was there again.

Bill parked on the driveway to the house, it layed in a gated community similar to the one Aurora had lived in when they started to date but didn't have its own gate and was quite smaller and modest. He took off his seat belt but then froze. He didn't know why. He missed Aurora like crazy but instead other feelings took over. Guilt, hopelessness, worry. He knew he would see things more clearly if he just saw her but instead he stayed in the car and looked at his broken thumb nail. It would hurt when the broken piece fell off.

He sat deep in thoughts about his thumb nail until there was a knock on the car window. He looked up and out through the window. It was Aurora's mother who waved at him with a smile. Bill smiled back and opened the door and pretended it had been his plan from the start.

"Hey, she's on the backside, in the pool. How were your girls?" She asked kindly while playing with her handbag in a way that reminded him of Aurora.

"Ehh…" Bill sighed and closed the car door behind him. "They were sad. Of course. But I think they understood."

Melinda nodded but seemed to wait for him to say something more and with a look at her he knew what she wondered.

"All of them asked if we will try again…" he said and lowered his gaze. Melinda cleared her throat and was silent for a moment.

"I don't think she wants that… But she's much better now and maybe after some time she will want to."

Bill still stood with his eyes on the ground. He didn't really want to talk with her mother about this, not when he and Aurora hadn't even mentioned it but he also didn't believe Aurora would want to give it a try.

"I'm going to yoga and will be home in like three hours or so."

Bill nodded a little and when they had said goodbye he steered to the house because that was the only thing that wouldn't make her mother wonder, even if it was tempting to go back to the car.

He walked out to the backyard when he had left his things and drank a glass of juice. Aurora had heard him in the house and supported her head against the edge of the pool while waiting on him in expectation. Bill looked at her with wet hair and the bathing suits low back. She was so beautiful and when she smiled he couldn't understand why he hadn't just gone to her at once. His chest glowed by seeing her and he smiled back.

"Join me," she said sweetly and let go of the edge so he could look at her body.

"I don't have any bathing shorts," he said with a smirk but also with a bit of disappointment.

"You don't need any," she said teasingly and Bill laughed. His girl was back. He stood silent for a while before starting to pull off his clothes. To his liking she pulled off the bathing suit and when he finally pulled off his boxers he was half hard. Aurora gave him a suggestive look and for a while stood Bill still with his hands on his hips so she could look at him.

"Hey daddy…" she said and pushed herself up against the edge so he could see her bare chest. At that moment the nickname was just sexual and neither of them were overthinking it. Bill scooted down in front of her with a leg on each side of her so she had his erection just in front of her. She gave his tip a wet lick and Bill expressed a liking before taking a hard grip around her neck, bending down and kissed her so passionately she moaned into his mouth. When he had released her, the both of them were panting a bit before he sunk down in the water. He wasn’t in the mood for a blow job if he couldn't give anything back to Aurora. Her sex was for now a no go zone and he would rather wait for sex until the both of them could get pleasure.

Aurora laid her arms around Bill's neck and her legs went around his waist in the water while Bill held her there. It was really nice being close again, almost as close as they could.

"How are you?" Bill asked lovingly as he dragged his hands over her back. Aurora smiled a little unsure but shrugged her shoulders.

"Okay, I think. It will be a burden to bear for a long time but I am okay. How are you?" She kissed the little bump on his nose tip and Bill smiled with closed eyes.

"I think I'm okay too. But… It is hard."

Aurora nodded and looked him deep in the eyes. She waited for more. Bill took a deep shaky breath because he was always honest with Aurora and was insistent in telling her.

"I met Hilma… I actually was in L.A. yesterday and we met in a hotel…"

Aurora looked at Bill, seeing him lower his gaze and analyzed his words. It didn't sound good at all. She slowly pulled away but Bill held her hard against him.

"Not like that, not like that! By accident," he confessed when he heard his own words. "Nothing happened, I just wanted someone to talk to. I don't know… Nothing happened, I just wanted to tell you."

Aurora was still wrapped around his waist but she just looked down at her wedding rings, twisted them around her finger. She did that often when they had a fight and it always made him nervous. She nodded slowly and dragged her fingers over the diamond. Her nails really needed a touch up.

"Why don't you talk to me then?" She asked without looking up at him.

Bill licked his lips but pulled her even closer to his chest. He didn't even think about her being naked, right over his cock because he just felt worry and shame.

"I didn't talk to her either. I didn't get anything out but… I guess at the same time I didn’t dare to talk to you either?"

Aurora looked up at him, deep in his eyes. Chestnut brown meeting ocean green. They were quiet for a moment because they both knew, just by watching each other what this was about. If they would try again. Aurora lowered her gaze again, dragged a hand over her belly that now was almost as flat as before the pregnancy then she looked at her rings again. Twisted them around her finger in silence.

Their wedding had been small, at a vineyard in Italy on a sunny afternoon in early June. To many's surprise it wasn't the princess wedding they had expected from Aurora. Instead she wore a quite modest maxi dress in creme white with a golden tiara in her long wild locks. Bill wore just a white button up with beige linen pants. The only thing that was really extravagant was the food and drinks but they both felt they couldn't have it any other way. Bill thought about that day when he saw her play with her rings. He had never had high expectations about a wedding day, it was hard to get it as good as you dreamt about but it had topped it. Their friends were way too interesting to not do something amazing, great performances, a short movie in their honor and just dancing and silliness until the sun went up. When they found time to be alone they had made out like teenagers and Bill had realized she wasn’t wearing a bra nor panties. She wasn't a virginal bride even if it was what they pretended that night. His little virgin bride.

Aurora let go of her rings and smiled a little. It was obvious she didn't want to talk about it and that night Bill would have even more questions she didn't want to answer.

They had both gone to bed early to have some privacy from her mother and while Aurora was in the bathroom to get herself ready for bed Bill took her iPad. He often used it, he picked up the one that was closest to him but soon realized he was seeing things he shouldn’t have seen and quickly locked the device for a moment. At first he just thought it was regular porno, which surprised him but then he realized it was actually with the Aurora look-alike. She rode a guy and moaned loudly. Bill paused it in panic and looked towards the bathroom but when he realized Aurora hadn't heard he looked through her browser. She had watched several videos but also read about the group Derwin was a part of and gossip threads about herself. He couldn't really see why she looked at these things, especially the porn. Bill became worried again, if it was some sort of crisis but she was behaving so calmly and healthy again. Aurora had never been the one to dwell over things and didn't seem like she would do that now either in Bill's eyes. He didn't put away the iPad, instead let it lay open with the frozen picture from the porno. Aurora came out in just a crop top and panties and her now shorter hair in two low ponytails. She gave Bill a confused look who looked so serious but then she looked down at the iPad, seeing the girl who could be some morphed version of her. Aurora made a U turn when she saw it, walking into the bathroom.

"Hey, hey, hey," said Bill and ran after her. He held the door so she couldn't close it and Aurora gave him a pissed look.

"Can't I just be curious??" She said angrily.

Bill looked at her, shocked by her anger.

"Sure you can, but your anger is telling me there's something more."

She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. "It's just a thing for Bodya."

"Bodya?"

Aurora rolled her eyes again and it irritated Bill so he sighed deeply.

"The group Derwin is in."

"Hang on… He wants you to watch porn?" Bill furrowed his brows and took a harder grip on the door. Aurora looked at her husband with a shameful look. She also heard it could sound weird, especially for a man who was her husband.

"It's about acceptance. That I should watch it and accept it."

Bill was confused but also worried. It really sounded weird and he wondered if Derwin used Aurora's miscarriage to further get her into that weird group. Bill let go of the door and laid a hand over his mouth. Aurora didn't like how worried and sad he looked and pulled on his shoulders so he could lean down and they could hug each other.

"It's just about acceptance…" she whispered and kissed Bill's neck. He nodded a little and kissed her shoulder. Aurora searched for his lips so they could kiss. It didn't take long until they were making out as passionately as they had done at their wedding party. Bill was prepared that she wouldn't want to sleep with him but it was she who took their clothes off and dragged her wet pussy over his erection.

"Fuck me," she whispered while she sat on top of him. Bill sat up with a smile and kissed her. He looked into her eyes so deeply Aurora gave him a blushing smile.

"Let me give you a baby," he whispered. Aurora smiled a little but then she giggled sweetly so Bill's cock twitched.

"Yeah, put a baby in me, daddy."

×

[thatonefatgumsimp]

so...I may or may not have gotten bored and made a whole incorrect quote tiktok feud between my au young millenial Enji and young gen z Hizashi...

Context: the responses are them stitching back and forth and replying to each other's tiktoks

Enji: "Anyone else hate how gen z is always going around claiming things as their own like the spoiled little brats they are? Oh we invented the cha cha slide, we invented twerking, we invented the cotton eyed joe- bitch no you didn't? We created all those things, those are ours."

Hizashi: "Anyone else hate how millennials are going around trying to steal a platform that isn't theirs cuz their mommy and daddy never gave them attention?"

Enji: "See you say that, but then all of you wear those stupid-ass sunglasses, mom jeans that make you look like a middle aged mother, and a middle part that emphasizes just how little you wash your hair."

Hizashi: "Says the one who went around wearing low rise skinny jeans, thongs, and those wack-ass side parts. Like bestie, get with the vibe. That's so last decade. Also do you not see how fluffy my hair is? I literally washed it yesterday. The audacity."

Enji: "Wig. No one cares. And at least I don't blame shit personality traits on my zodiac sign."

Hizashi: "Well at least I don't blame shit personality traits on my Hogwarts house and think drinking everyday is a personality trait. Literally go to double A, boomer. Low-key."

Enji: "At least we don't romanticize revolution, burning down the government, dying in protests, killing cops, and only shave once in a century, you literal fetus."

Hizashi: "I'm sorry, I don't remember last century…tell us, grandpa, what was the first world war like? Do you still have memorabilia from then like the original black and white gameboy and first edition Pokémon red?"

Enji: "See you think you're all that and a bag of chips, but you're not. Please finish puberty before you try to sit at the adult's table, kiddo."

Hizashi: "Literally what are you even saying? Speaking gibberish animal crossing lookin ass. "wig", "all that and a bag of chips" like what does that even mean, you fuckin dinosaur?"

Enji: "Your generation acts like you know nihilism, but you've literally only lived a decade and a half. Think before you continue speaking."

Hizashi: "Sorry, you're right. I'll just shut up until I've lived a century like you. Like damn you just like complaining, huh, Karen? I suggest you take several seats. And fix your hair while you're at it."

Enji: "Well you and your entire generation can suck it. You can't tell me what to wear or how to act. I've been rocking this side part since you had Kermit on your underwear."

Hizashi: sitting in a chair in his room with his real glasses on, midway down the bridge of his nose and a pen and notepad in hand "Mmhm…and does that make you feel better and more mature that you're going online emotionally dropkicking children? Does it give BDE? Cuz I'm gonna be honest, it's giving compensation for me…would you like to talk about it?"

Enji: "Ironic that you're acting like a therapist for me when your generation is literally the most depressed generation. mockingly Would you like a cookie?"

Hizashi: "Mmmmh no thanks, my parents taught me to never take candy from strangers…they also taught me how to have basic manners unlike you apparently."

Enji: "Well at least my generation isn't the bunch of dumbasses that's trying to cancel Eminem. That's cute that you even think you can do that. He was around before any of you were even born. What? Are you just mad that he was an actual lyricist unlike your modern mumble-rappers? In fact, I think you're the one that needs to take a chill pill. He was spitting bars before you could even talk."

Hizashi: "Mmh mmh, see- that's not even what we were talking about, don't go off topic Mr. "my generation has no idea how to use emojis correctly"."

Enji: "I can't even with you, child. You're testing my patience. We invented and used emojis first. Try again, Little Tyke. And honestly? Kindly stfu. No one asked you for your opinion anyways."

Hizashi: "Woahhhh calm down, Jamal, don't pull out the 9. And patience? Honey, what patience. It's giving chronically online. Go touch grass."

Enji: "At least I'm not an idiot who calls yoga pants flared leggings."

Hizashi: "Well at least we don't pay an ungodly amount for overpriced avocado toast or call our pets fur babies, idiot. Mic. Dropped. Get dunked on, boomer."

[panlight]

Apologies for the shitpost-y nature of this question, my brain is a gremlin. If someone gets turned into a vampire while they're pregnant, what would happen? Miscarriage? Immortal fetus?

SM answers this in her personal correspondence on the Lexicon. It's actually one of the reasons that fandom flipped out over Breaking Dawn because her answer seems to imply that vampires cannot have children, period. She's all like "we'll talk about 'her' because it's more central to the discussion" so she didn't specifically say that male vampires can't, but it's pretty heavily implied in her definitive 'no.' (But, she didn't say a vampire and a human couldn't but again . . . it's implied).

And since we’re talking physiology…I’ve had tons of people ask if vampires can have babies.  The answer is no.  When someone becomes a vampire, it’s as if they are frozen exactly as they are in that moment.  His or her (and we’ll go with her because it’s more central to this discussion) body no longer experiences change.  Hair does not grow, nor do fingernails (if you cut your hair, you’re stuck.  That’s why Alice’s hair is so short–it was growing back from being shaved in the asylum).  This applies to all changes–so a woman would no longer have any kind of ovulation cycle.  If she were already pregnant when she was bitten, both she and the fetus would be frozen in that state.  Which would really suck–pregnant for eternity?  I’m shuddering at the thought. If a vampire were cut, there would only be blood if he/she had freshly drunk blood (and drunk a lot).  Otherwise, there would only be a bit of venom.  It would be like cutting into granite.

So she says the person would be pregnant forever. But what she doesn't get into is like, what is the fetus like? Is it alive/undead or is it turned to stone/crystal like just about everything else in the pregnant vampire's body? How does it get blood--does the placenta and umbilical cord still work or has that been turned to stone/crystal? My sense is that SM would say the fetus is still squirming and moving (depending on its developmental state) and it's just like the pregnancy is frozen at whatever month along it was. But I keep thinking of a real life phenomenon, lithopedion or 'stone child,' where a fetus dies during an ectopic pregnancy and becomes calcified to protect against infection.

That idea fits in pretty well with the concept of vampires as living (unliving?) stone. Obviously it's sad, but there's really no good outcome in this scenario. I tend to think the more realistic answer would be that the stress of turning into a vampire (three days of AGONY) would be too much for a pregnancy and cause a miscarriage or premature delivery rather than "be pregnant forever," but SM says "pregnant forever."

[95zintheirownworld]

Vmin and texts/calls

vmin are clingy af. atp im sure we all know that

they spend nearly every single day together, and Still call eo whenever they’re not together

tae even wants a jimin mode on his cellphone

and has jimin’s contact saved as penicillium-ssi on his phone 

 tae even used to have a jimin sticker on his phone at one point

and even gifted jimin a personalized phone case that said “blue mold” while his own said “vante” so both of them could have matching phone cases

on this note! welcome to a fairly long compilation of vmin bridging physical distance through their phones bcuz theyre The clingiest soulmates

for my dear anon who requested this

anon, we share a braincell because i made a list of these moments Months back and then kind of just forgot i had everything collected for it until u reminded me. so thankuu

on to the compilation

let’s start with vmin calls bcuz we’ve seen So Many Instances of it and all of them are so, so cute

this fetus vmin phone call where jimin needs help and Immediately calls tae, point blank questioning him with “is food more important or am i?”

vmin bickering is Always, always so cute to me

isac 2016 jimin facetiming tae bcuz he couldn’t make it due to his hwarang schedule

jimin getting worried af in bv1 and calling tae when the latter got lost is so ;-;-;-;

bv4 jimin calling tae to find out what hes upto and asking him to shave ;-;-;-;-; theyre so domestic and married like ;-;-;-;-;

ITS Vmin bickering over canoeing ;-;-;-; 

tae pretending to call jimin to fool the run staff?! why even

vmin’s phone call #1 during jimins vlive featuring jimin being The Fondest and Tae being The cutest

vmin’s phone call#2 during the same vlive where tae called to prank jimin 

it was after this that jimin bragged to the 8M ppl watching him that tae prank calls him All the time, with the fondest and softest “taehyungie~” ever heard by mankind

tae calling jimin during the gimbap vlive and jimin threatening to hang up was also The cutest 

tae telling everyone how he had been asking jimin to come sleep with him and how jimin called him after they got their billboard#1 and they cried together ;-;-;

we also have So many instances of vmin texting- some that we’ve heard from them second hand, some that they’ve shown us first hand

like when jimin changed tae’s contact name to army to text him

and YES jimin had tae’s contact name saved as taetae for a While, until he changed it to kim taehyung some time in 2016

another instance is when jimin texted tae Just after he left for bv1 shooting to ensure that he was coming

peep how tae texted back Instantly!!!!!!!

or when jimin hacked tae’s fancafe and sent him a screenshot of the post he made ;-;-;

they’re so ;-;-;;-;-;

jimin also sent tae a video clip and texted him when he couldn’t attend isac 2016

tae also once talked about how jimin tends to “pretend to be drunk to send him i love you” on kkt

the “again” SENDS. VMIN ARE SO CUTEEEE

jimin was also once filmed texting tae while they were Both in the same room

and we all know what vmin were like during their 2 days of separation in bv3

how jimin kept sending tae video clips

how fond tae was of them ;-;-;-;

and how tae sent clips Back

we’ve also heard of how vmin stay up all night texting, the way they were doing when jimin first heard winter bear

and how tae Abandoned the armys on weverse when jimin asked him to reply to his texts

bonus: vmin using social media instead of texting eo bcuz they’re truly terrible and like to make us third wheel

like when tae was threatening jimins hip hop doll on twitter bcuz he wanted him to come home ;-;;--;-;

or when jimin posted about missing tae on fancafe when tae was gone for one(1) day 

or when vmin had an Entire conversation on fancafe bcuz they weren’t in the same room (even tho they had Just been together )

they have a lot of issues with distance clearly ;-;-;-;-;

or when vmin wished each other goodnight...on weverse...exactly one year apart...

yall cant text eo all this ?!

bonus bonus:

members talking about how jimin’s contact name for tae is taetae and how the first contact that pops up under t in jimin’s phone is tae’s dad ;-;-;;-;-;

they’re so cute ;-;-;-

[jadepegsruki]

Headcanons when y/n is pregnant

Ruki: Treats you decently

Reiji: Takes care of u

Laito: uh bitch if you're pregnant he is too. Its uterUS

Kanato: will intimidate the baby into aborting itself

Ayato: *slaps your stomach* i like ya cut G

Subaru: doesn't know what to do so he shaves his head in retaliation

Shu: *flashbacks to when his brothers were babies* OH GOD NO NOT AGAIN PLEASE

Yuma: makes fertalizer jokes. But deadass he won't like it because that fetus is gonna replace his plant kide and NO ONE touches his plant kids

Azusa: he doesn't know what that is. Take it away

Kou: FANATIC OH NIGHIGHIGHT FANATIC OH NIGHIGHIGHT

[risquefanfics457]

Mon Tout // Polnareff x pregnant reader

You woke when a kiss planted itself on your forehead. “Good morning, ma Cherie.” You groaned for a moment before raising your hand and searching for his face so you could give him a sleepy kiss. He then took your hand in his and put it up against his cheek. You could feel his freshly shaven face. “Smooth…” You mumbled. He chuckled for a moment, “Yes, I’m sure. I just finished shaving and making some breakfast.” You smiled with your eyes still shut, “You’re my hero.” He sat you up and gave you a small glass of water with a pill in his hand. You opened your eyes slowly and blinked at the brightness of the room with the curtains pulled away from the window. You took some of the water and went to reach for the pill when your stomach lurched and you felt like your gag reflex being pushed on. You lept from the sheets and stumbled to the washroom. Polnareff held your hair as you retched profusely, and rubbed his hand in circles around your back. You finished with one final heave and then came up dry for the last few gags. This sucked. He grabbed some toilet paper and you wiped your mouth with it. “Okay, at least I didn’t throw up the pill, like yesterday.”  He let your hair go and flushed the contents of last night’s dinner. “Aren’t we lucky?” He laughed dryly. Then he grabbed an elastic and put your hair up again but now in a messy ponytail. “Better?” You smirked and put your hand out, “I think I’ll take that pill now that that’s over.” 

You threw some toast on your plate and slathered it with butter. “Mon ange, Je fais des oeuf, vous en voulez?” You nodded. They slipped onto the plate and you didn’t waste a moment to drown the eggs in ketchup. He gave you a confused look, “I can see the cravings have already started kicking in.” You gave him a fake stink eye, “No, eggs are just better with ketchup.” You said with a mouthful. “I’ll just take your word for it then.” He said sitting next to you with a plate of eggs, but just salt and pepper. You nudged him “Hey, It’ll be worse when I’m putting the hot sauce into my onion soup” His face wrinkled in distaste, “That’s disgusting!” You laughed. Despite everything he had tried, he could never make you lose your American palette. “You know, I bought these condiments so you could have something to put on your...  hotdogs and whatnot.” You smirked wickedly, “Are you saying I’m abusing my condiment privileges?” You fake gasped. ‘That is exactly what I’m saying.” He retorted. “What are you gonna do about it?” You asked slyly, sliding closer to him. Polnareff placed a finger under your chin leading your face closer to his, “I don’t know, maybe I should punish you, what do you think?” You got closer and almost slid right into his lap. “Maybe…” Before you knew it you were pinned to the wall under him. He left a path of kisses down your neck and nibbling down to your shoulders when you suddenly stopped him. “Wait-” He stopped and looked at you up and down worried. You snorted in spite of yourself and facepalmed. “I have to pee.”

It was just after lunch when you hopped in the car and went for your first ultrasound. Polnareff said that he could see your stomach getting bigger, but frankly you were more upset that you looked like you just started high school again. He kept trying to tell you that having some acne wasn’t a big deal at all, but with the accompany of having sore breasts, you just felt gross and greasy. It was week 9 and you had no idea how on earth you were going to make it through the rest of the pregnancy like this. But today was the day. 

When you got there, you were first asked to get them a urine sample. You just went silent, and walked to the bathroom, really confused. You came back and your doctor complimented you on how well hydrated you were. Finally, you laid down and held Polnareff’s hand as he sat next to you. The doctor came in, rubbed some really cold gel on your abdomen and started booting up her computer. You waited in silence for less than a minute before a strange-looking stick probed your stomach. Then a black and white picture appeared on the screen in front of you. Not much, some black area and a little grey blob in the middle. And with the picture came a noise, small and at a neat pace, like a heartbeat. “Is that?” You heard him say. “There it is!” She said excitedly. “Wait, that’s our baby?” You murmured louder than you thought you did. The doctor nodded happily at you. Polnareff’s hand gripped tighter around yours, “T-that’s our baby!” You looked over at him, his eyes were teary. No sooner your own vision became blurred with tears. “Now keep in mind, this is what we think the heartbeat sounds like.” She said after a couple of moments of taking the sound in. 

“Can you tell what it is?” He asked. 

The doctor chuckled, “Not at the moment, no. Give it till at least 7 more weeks.” Things really started sinking in. It felt as if you had known him for a lifetime, but almost like you had just met and fell in love for the first time all over again. Having this baby, this was going to be… there just weren’t words for it. It was indescribable. Much like the occasional twitches and cramps down at your midsection. After some thought, you told this to your doctor and she told you that they were normal. Though if there was any bleeding, she should consult her again as a precaution. You also learned that it was now a fetus and no longer an embryo, and with that, the baby was healthy as can be. 

You walked back to your apartment with a small card in hand. That small grey blob. Apparently, it was now the size of a cherry, which for some reason brought Polnareff to more tears than before. Something about Kakyoin? He didn’t exactly elaborate. He didn’t really bring up the trip to Cairo. It had been a topic that was touchy, not that you didn’t know what happened, you heard about how there were many foes and friends, and… well casualties. Kakyoin being one of them. That and Avdol and Iggy. But Jotaro and Joseph had gone scathed but alive. You had met Joseph… but he didn’t seem to be the sharpest, well anymore. Either way, it kind of solidified the name you had come up with if you were to have a girl.

Cherry kinda sounds like Sherry, right?

You sniffed. A congested nose being one of the many highlights of being pregnant. 

Whoop de doo. 

When you got home you dumped your purse on the counter and flopped on the couch. 

“Tired, my love?”

You mumbled into the cushions incoherently. 

“Y/N, I don’t think I quite got that.” You pulled your face from the plush, “Making a baby is hard.” He smirked, “No, mon coeur, making a baby is easy.” He squats down beside you and pulls the stray hairs from your face, “Growing a baby, that’s much more difficult.” You groaned. “But, if there is one thing I know, it’s that you are going to do amazing.” You turned and smiled. His lips touched yours. “And, I’m going to be with you, every single, amazing step of the way.” Your fingers link and he kneels down. “I love you, Y/N, I can make that vow now and always. I will always love you, and with that, I love the life you are growing. You couldn’t be making me a happier man.”

“Are you proposing to me?”

“Not yet, my love. But that is a promise I intend to keep.”

[jaehyunspeachparty]

daddy jaehyun

iii.xxi. (a)

You wake up and you are confused. It wasn't your bed that you were lying in but everything looked so familiar. You sit up and feel nothing, not even your body. When you look around you realize that you were in the old room where you grew up. And then you remembered that you were pregnant. But you feel nothing, absolutely nothing. Everything was deaf. You put the blanket aside and see blood. Your whole abdomen was covered in blood. At that moment you panicked. Why are you bleeding? Are you losing your babies right now? With a lot of effort, you hoisted yourself up. You hold your stomach and your hands were already covered with blood. You start to cry because you don't know what to do anymore. You brace yourself against the wall and you go to your old house. You continue to leave a trail of blood behind you and when you look down, you recognize your mother. She sat at the dining table and drank her breakfast martini. "Mum, my babies." You call down to her and try to go down the stairs. "Mum, I'm losing them." You start to cry and your mother looked up at you for the first time. She was very calm and put her glass down. "Mum, I need help." You clasp your belly tight and come closer to your mother. "Mummy, please." You try to reach for her, but she got up disgusted. "You only want to prove to me with your children that you are a better mother." She looked at you contemptuously and it was the typical look you always see from your mother. "Mum please, it's not about us. I can't lose more children. Please help me." You feel how your body hurt and you were still surrounded by fear. But your mother just laughed and left. Her laughter reverberated until you startled.

"Y/N?" You hear your name and it wasn't your mother. What happened? Slowly you open your eyes and you can recognize him. You were so relieved to see his soft, dark eyes. "Jaehyun?" It was difficult for you to speak, you had incredible pain in your throat and your voice was very hoarse. "Hey, I'm there, everything is fine now." He smiled and stroked your cheeks. But you still found it difficult to orient yourself. Why is he there? Where is your mother? "Jaehyun?" Now it all came in your mind again; all the blood, the pain. You get panic because you still couldn't feel your body. And the last time you woke up in a hospital room, your baby was shaved out of your womb. And now you were lying there again, not feeling your body. Have you lost your children? "Are the babies dead?" You try to move, but everything was so difficult for you. It was like you were stunned. "No, the babies are fine." Jaehyun laughed and cried at the same time. But you still didn't know what had happened. He took your hand and put it on your stomach. And then you feel a very gentle kick. It was all just a dream, you only had a nightmare. You started laughing and you were so relieved. "You can feel them now from the outside." You laugh with relief and put your second hand on your stomach. "Yes, I've already played with them already." Jaehyun smiled, but still, there were tears in his eyes. And at that moment the question shot into you. "But if the babies are fine, why am I here?" You look around you and your whole body was connected to devices. "Someone drugged you." And at that moment you could see so much anger on Jaehyun's face. But you're trying to remind yourself of something. "Drugged me?" You have little memory and try to connect things together. "They had to pump your stomach out because they were afraid that the drug would be digested and thus get into the placenta. They said that some drugs in the date rape drug could cause that the fetus develops severe muscle disease." Jaehyun now lay down in bed next to you and hugged you. "What? Did the twins get anything?" You look down at you in panic, but Jaehyun stroked your belly soothingly. "No, because they were not quiet for a second. Their activities show that they are doing well and tests have all been good so far." He smiled and kissed your forehead. "That means our babies are fine? Where are Miga and Sunoh?" How gladly you would now hug your two children. You already miss them so incredibly. "They were with Winwin and now with Kun. He will bring them here." He smiled softly and you keep trying to solve the puzzle in your mind. "Y/N, do you know who put the drug in your drink?" His eyes were more concerned now and parts of the evening were slowly coming back in fragments. "I only drank water." You can remember how you got a glass of it in the kitchen, but then it went black again. "I'm sorry, I don't remember anymore." Your head felt so heavy and it was hard to think. "The doctor said that your memory will slowly come back. Don't worry." He kissed you and you stayed there for a while.

The gynecologist and a few other doctors came to see you during the day and examined you. They explained everything to you and the results showed that you were lucky. Since you had vomited right away, a large part could already be washed out and the children got nothing. You and Jaehyun could see your babies again on ultrasound and you can see how lively they were. Both kicked wildly around and you could feel your body, and thus the babies, again. You were so happy to watch it. And Jaehyun was also in love with them. They continued to control the babies, but the doctors were sure that the drugs hadn't went into the placenta. "It was Eunbi, by the way, that made you vomit. She intercepted you before more could have happened. You should call her." Jaehyun explained it to you and you were glad you were not mistaken in her. You smiled and were just happy that your twins were healthy. And before you could talk more, you hear your son's crying from the hallway. "I think the children are there." Jaehyun laughed and got up from your bed. You sit up too and can't wait to see your children. When the door opened, Kun came in with Sunoh over his shoulders and Miga by the hand. "Look there is your mummy." He pointed to you and Sunoh became calm at that moment. "Mummyyyyyyy." Miga also ran to you and climbed onto the bed. Kun then dropped Sunoh on you. "So the little boy took our nerves a bit because he always cried for you. My wife is no longer sure whether she wants children." He sighed and looked desperately at the little boy, who was now snuggling up to you contentedly. "Oh, I'm so sorry Kun. He's been so affectionate since I’m pregnant." You stroke his little head and slowly his eyes shut too. Apparently, he got tired of crying all day. "No problem, we know how it is anyway." "But thanks Kun, we are glad that you and Winwin could have a look at the children." Jaehyun was really grateful and Kun nodded. The two never had a close friendship, but they all always held together. "Are you all right?" Kun quickly turned to you before he had to go. "Yes, everything is fine now." You stroke your children's hair and feel your babies kick. Everything is perfect now. "I'm glad to hear that. I just have to keep going. But I hope everything will be fine." He smiled and then left the room. "Mummy? Why does your belly look so weird?" You were only halfway through your pregnancy and it started to get tight in your stomach and you could already see where the children were moving. "These are the babies." Jaehyun came to you and used today's ultrasound to show Miga where her new siblings are.

"What if we call one Eunbi if the twins become girls. Because thanks to her, the children are healthy." It was already evening now, but Jaehyun stayed the whole time with Sunoh and Miga in your room. "Yes, that sounds good. Now we still need one girl name and two boy names. Although after the current incident, I would prefer two boys." Jaehyun sighed and stroked Miga's head, who was sitting on his lap and playing on his phone. "I don't know how I can survive that. All the worry about my girls." He continued to look at Miga and you could see how afraid he was. "I hope I had to go through this so that our children never have to experience it." You smile, but Jaehyun still looked worriedly at you. "It should never have happened." Jaehyun's eyes were angry, he rarely looked that way. And you're worried about him and his wrong decisions. "Jaehyun, nothing happened." You try to calm him down, but his rigid and determined look never goes away. "Someone had put drugs in your drink for a reason." He was so angry and you could see so much hate. But before you could say anything, someone knocked on the door. It was Eunbi who shyly entered the room. "Hi, how are you? Am I bothering you?" She stopped shyly in front of your bed and just looked at you. "No, absolutely not. Look, Miga, Sunoh! Eunbi is a friend of Mummy." The two greeted her and Eunbi giggled shyly. "Just ignore Jaehyun, he's angry right now." You're kidding but Jaehyun didn't find it all that funny. "Y/N, you don't take it seriously. Someone wanted to rape you. Eunbi, do you know who she talked to last?" You could always see it on his hand when Jaehyun was angry because his body twitched with anger and he always made a fist. "Let her be, she will also ..." You wanted to defend her, but then she interrupted you. "Matthew and such a weird friend talked to you in the kitchen. I wanted to get you out of the situation because you looked like you weren't comfortable." And suddenly you freeze and you remembered it. "Matthew?" You ask again to be sure, but Eunbi nodded. "What about him? Was it him?" Jaehyun came up to you and you continue to think about it. "He threatened me a week or so ago. He wanted to date me and I told him I was married. He didn't believe me because I wasn't wearing a wedding ring and held me. When another person came by, he was startled and I was able to get into the car quickly. He hit it but I was faster. " Everything came to your mind more and more and you thought that it could only be Matthew. "Why didn't you tell me about it?" Jaehyun looked worriedly at you and you hesitate. "Johnny got the news of his child that night and then ... I didn't know if I should tell you because you would get angry otherwise." "But it's normal for me to get angry. Someone is trying to hurt you." Jaehyun was desperate. "Please now ... I know what you're capable of. Don't do anything rash." He stared at you and you know your husband too well that you know what's going on in his head. "Y/N ..." He gritted his teeth and his breath was short. He was almost scary. "Before you do anything, think first about the consequences, about your children, about your job." You warn him, but he was completely beside himself.

Jaehyun brought Eunbi home even though he was shaking with anger. Miga asked innumerable questions during the drive anyway and thus held the conversation. "Kind of weird. Y/N is in the hospital and Matthew is at home here enjoying his life. And according to Korean law, I hardly see any way that she can accuse him." She sighed and was still worried. "He lives here?" Jaehyun spoke for the first time while driving. "Yes in this house." She pointed to it and suddenly Jaehyun stopped. "Do you know which room?" He stopped the engine. "No don't. Y/N doesn't want that and you could be prosecuted." Eunbi knew what he was up to. But Jaehyun took a cap, black mask, and gloves from the glove compartment. "Please think about it. You could lose your job." She looked at him desperately and Jaehyun stopped for a moment. He had his hands on the steering wheel and he only asked one question: should he really do it?

daddy jaehyun masterlist

[borderlandsthirst]

Flame Angel au

Koetai  

Physical 

Has a long gash going down her back at a slanted angle, it’s decorated with the twins’ snake symbol and a pair of dragon wings. 

Triple pierced ears, a small hoop for the earlobe and studs for the other holes. 

Long kinky hair kept in a ponytail, left side of her hair shaved around the ears. 

Has smaller scars over her body from years of abuse, use to try and cover them but now wears them with pride. 

Fashion since is nonexistent, just like the twins she wears an inconsistent color scheme. 

Has her own symbol she wears on the back of her jacket. A dark orange, six-winged serpent surrounded by flames. 

Has a pet Spiderantling name Natty who grows up to be a badass Spiderant Queen. 

I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE!! 

Long post under the cut along with psychological destress and dark thoughts.

Mental 

Mostly shattered, years of mental and physical abuse has left Koetai in a state of numbness that only eases when the twins are around. 

It’s a bit unstable, can fly off the handle sometimes and takes it out on the followers.  

Has accidentally scratched Tyreen once while having a fit, it didn’t really affect her physically but emotionally she understands what it means to be treated poorly by your parents. Even if it’s not the same kind of trauma. 

Sometimes she’ll just shut down while in the safety of the Cathedral, while working with a saint or one of the twins she just stops and stare into the distance. Takes a while to bring her back 

Has stolen small unimportant items from the twins to take with her while she’s in the field so it feels like they’re with her. She needs them with her. 

Feels empty when the twins aren’t around or isn’t being praised by the followers, she’s the right hand of the twin Gods, she’s the enforcer. How can nobody see how powerful and important she is? 

Is a bit sadistic, will toy with Crimson Raider soldiers like a cat and then kill them in the most gruesome way imagine with her bare hands or a weapon that’s either her’s or theirs. All with a smile on her face. 

Takes pleasure in all pain, mostly people she knows are innocent and not fighters. Why should she care about the pain of children when nobody cared about her’s? 

Personality 

Crazy, that’s to be expected after everything that’s happened to her. 

Will fake you out in a heartbeat, one second she’s quiet and smiling real menacingly in your face, the next you’re lying on the ground bleeding while she walks off with your money and loot. 

Only when she’s with the twins can the girl she could have grown into is revealed, kinda shy in interested in music and crafting. And yoga, she has to be at ease to keep the twins at ease when they’re about to snap. 

Loves Troy and Tyreen but would never tell them (they’ll figure it out on their own eventually), because to her they are real Gods. 

When she’s focused on something she’ll get real quiet so her concentration isn’t broken. Sometime she’ll stick her tongue out the side of her mouth, Troy and Tyreen have many pictures. 

Gets along with the twins amazingly well, it’s almost like they’ve been together forever. Will let Tyreen do her hair and makeup, will let Troy do her nails. All three of them will sleep in a pile. 

Is standoffish towards literally everyone else, the bandits of Pandora remind her too much of a crazy, shitty father. 

See the cultist as demons, they aren’t even lost souls, just ants on the surface of a dry ass planet, but the twins have given them a chance to seek out salvation. She just loves the part where the follows fall out of line, although she hates seeing the twins angry, she loves the killing part.

Troy 

Physical 

Has a pretty nasty scar on his right shoulder leading down to the area across from his ribs. 

Troy protects his damaged area with a skin friendly and cushiony gel liner filled with medical beads. It hugs his shoulder and keeps his bracer in place without causing more harm to his body. 

Wishes for nothing more than to be normal like his sister, he constructs a prosthetic using stolen Hyperion tech that (surprisingly) still works and sprays it his skin tone. 

He has built up muscle mass (but is still skinny around his ribs) still has his eight pack (or is it a six pack?) 

Will cake on so much eye shadow you wonder if it's just a part of his face. And wears more eyeliner that is necessary when in front of a crowd. 

Has nipple piercings, gauges, a lip piercing, and a di- 

Still has the things in his arm (because Idk what they are) that are medical ports the pump nutrition into him. And so does his spinel connecter.  

THICK THIGHS AND ASS!! 

Mental 

Hates his body, even though he has an eight pack he loses weight at a dangerous rate, he has to eat lots of meat every day. 

Has night terrors often and usually wakes up with a knife in his hand. He wishes he could muster his powers to heal himself a real right arm. 

Tyreen usually has to come and calm him enough to get him back in bed, on especially terrible nights she’ll have him sleep with her for comfort.  

When alone he mumbles his mother’s name like a mantra, Leda Calypso. Like saying her name with keep him from going insane. 

Is angry at Tyreen for latching onto him as a fetus and almost killing him, but knows that she obviously didn’t mean to, this kind of thing happens sometimes to twins. And it’s not like she could do anything about the Leech, she was a fetus. 

Doesn’t stop him from hating what happened. Even though he loves his only family member. 

Has found himself thinking about very dark things involving Tyreen and blood. 

Making his prosthetic look like a real arm only broke him more, but even if it looks real, he knows it’s not. 

Personality 

A mask of channeled angsty goth teen energy, not as dramatic as Tyreen, but when he is it’s a fucking show. Overconfident in himself and cocky. 

Doesn’t like when the followers get too close to him, Tyreen, or Koetai. Will act like he gives a damn about his followers at a distance, but if they get too close? He crushes they’re skull with his cybernetic. 

Is a cold and viscous beast with no remorse for anyone, will stump in your ribcage just for looking at him. 

Keeps his personal saints at an arm's length, on Koetai can get close, anyone who steps out of line is, well, dead. 

Behind closed doors he’s all over his machines, he loves to tinker and build. He created the blueprints for the COV’s guns, Koetai’s buzzaxe, and countless other knickknacks across the camps of Pandora. 

Loves beatboxing, will make up some horrible beat in hopes that Tyreen or Koetai will rap or sing to it, can actually sing himself. Has sung the girls to sleep before. 

Records personal logs for himself whenever he’s in the mood, it can be about anything, personal issues, how being the GodKing makes him feel, how there’s really only one asset in his life that’s keeping him together. 

Love to bake, surprising to someone who doesn’t know him. But Troy loves sweets and it’s hard to get that on Pandora, so he makes them himself. 

Tyreen 

Physical 

Tyreen has a matching scar on her left shoulder blade where she was connected to Troy. 

She wears at least two layers of clothing to ensure it stays hidden, it doesn’t matter if it’s hot out, if her scar is covered then she’s satisfied.  

Has perfected a balanced look of dark makeup to make her look grown and sexy since she has a baby face. Sharp eyeliner, dark blue or black eyeshadow, and variety of dark lip-glosses.  

Works out with Troy (but not too much, just enough to stay in shape) so she has a nice four pack. 

Also has piercings, cute little studs for her ears, a nose piercing, nipples too, and a cl- 

Has her mother’s last name tattooed across her lower back. And has the COV logo tattooed on her right shoulder (really to match the eye on Troy’s shoulder.) 

Doesn’t wear a glove on her left had (since it doesn’t do anything nor does it really match the outfit.) 

THICK THIGHS SAVE LIVES, while big booties end them. 

Mental 

Can HEAR the Leech talking to her, trying to convince her to consume more, feed more, TAKE MORE. Has even told her to leech her brother more times than one. 

Was once teetering on the edge of insanity because of the constant whispering in the back of her head, but over the years she’s managed to push it back. But sometimes the voice breaks through again. 

Because of the voice she barely sleeps, it’s not like she needs to, but she can’t even if she needed to. 

Loves her brother with all her heart but feels like he hates her for what she’s done. Sure, she wasn’t even born yet, but she almost killed him before he was even born. 

Actually despises the fact she’s a siren, if she wasn’t a siren Troy would messed up, mom would still be alive, and dad wouldn’t have treated us so coldly. 

Doesn’t have it together as much as she likes to think, would have a mental breakdown behind closed door, Troy has only seen it once and spent hours with Tyreen as she sobbed uncontrollably into his arms. She made sure to never let him witness that again. 

Tyreen has clawed at her tattooed arm a few times, scratched thick deep cuts that immediately heal close, just to be scratched open again. 

Only perusing the Grant Vault for Troy’s sake, hopefully all that power will keep his stable for the rest of their lives. 

Personality 

Egotistical and shamelessly smug. Thinks she’s big shit and that she’s on top of the world. Lives with a shit-eating grin on her face while in front of the camera. 

Actually convinces everyone around her that she truly does care about of her followers (but is really still afraid of them.) Wouldn’t hesitate to punt-kick one in private though.  

Enjoys followers throwing themselves at her feet to offer gifts and praise, but if anyone touches her, even accidently, they’re dead. They’re not even allowed to kiss her boots, she doesn’t want their saliva on her clothes. 

When away from public she is extremely soft and sweet, kisses? She gives kisses to her brother and to Koetai, she is also pretty chill. 

While Troy bakes, Tyreen cooks. She may not need to eat real food but that doesn’t mean she can’t if she wants to. Pasta, sandwiches, a fucking baked potato? You name it, she can make it.  

Loves to sing, her mother said she had the voice of an angel, will perform a little concert for Troy and Koetai and feel flushed and proud afterwards. 

Enjoys painting like no one would believe, has a painting station in the corner of her room where she spends a good amount of time painting pictures of her loved ones, which is only three people, not including her father. 

Enjoys just, sitting outside on her balcony with the fresh air, even if the air is dry and smells like skag shit.  

First time I’ve ever written anything like this and I’m sure I did it badly, still more to come, should work on a position structure or something. Also need to make a layout of the common and working rooms.

[duker42]

💜The Promise of Love💜 Chapter 18

Erwin x Reader x Levi: Part 18 of 20

*****WARNING*****NSFW

Y/N stood rooted to her spot. She couldn’t believe her ears. Levi’s eyes were darting back and forth across her face, trying to gage her reaction to his rather forceful confession. He dropped his arms and stood awkwardly in front of her. Her lack of response seemed to be his answer. His heart fell to the floor. He turned to walk away, trying to salvage what dignity he had left.

“How long?” Her voice stops him, there was curiosity in her voice.

Turning back to look at her, he answers honestly. “Before you and Erwin, I think.”

Sighing, he pushes a hand through his raven hair as he moves back towards her. Lightly grasping her arm again, he steers her to the other end of the couch, away from the broken porcelain. Moving to the forgotten tray, he kneels and begins to pick up the scattered items.

“Levi, stop. You need to explain.” She is looking down at her stomach, arm wrapped protectively around the baby in her womb.

Placing the tray on the table, he sits beside her and turns his attention back to her, uncomfortable with having to reveal his inner emotions. This is what he’s never been good at, talking about feelings. But he owed her the truth. “What?”

Huffing, she gives him an exasperated look. Motioning with her free hand, she indicates she wants him to hurry up.

“Fine....I figured out that I had....a thing for you around the same time you and Erwin became a couple. I tried to hide it. Too well, considering you think I hate you. Erwin knew, at least he figured it out. He admitted he knew in Shiganshina, when he asked me to take care of you.” His voice was low and firm as he began. Her sharp intake of breath gave him a moments pause and then he continued.

“Coming back and finding out you were pregnant didn’t change my feelings, Y/N, but I’m ashamed of them. Here you are grieving the loss of Erwin and carrying his child while all I can do is want to hold you. It’s wrong. What you heard was me venting my anger at myself. I don’t hate you, I never have. As wrong as it is, I love you.” Head hung down, his hair was covering his eyes as he looked at his feet.

“I have been looking for you ever since you left. Now that I’ve found you and you know the truth, you can come back to Trost. I should be the one to leave.” Pushing himself up off the couch, he slips on his boots and turns, walking to the door.

“Wait. Shouldn’t I have a say in this?” Y/N’s voice stopped him. He slowly turned back to face her.

Her heart had almost stopped beating when she heard Levi’s declaration of love. Her ears rang, he had shouted it so loud. But, she couldn’t let him walk out that door without letting him know how she felt about him. Her heart wouldn’t let her. She felt giddy. The man she thought hated her actually loved her, desperately, if his shouting it was any indication. It was overwhelming, in the best possible way.

She slowly gets up, her stomach making the ungraceful movement almost humorous in its exaggeration. Moving towards the sullen man, she is deliberate in her actions. Stopping in front of Levi, she reaches out and clasps his elegant hand in hers, bringing it up to the side of her face and placing his palm against her cheek. His breath accelerates as she moves a hand around his back and takes a tiny step closer. Tilting her head to the side, she lets her gaze fall to his parted lips.

His eyes widen as he reads her body language. His fingers move to dig into her scalp slightly as he moves the other hand to her expanded waist. Licking his lips, he moves to hover over hers, pausing to hear a refusal.

Hearing none, he eliminates the distance, eyes trained on her as she watches in anticipation. The feel of her lips under his is magical, his eyes flutter closed as he gives in to the sensation. She opens her mouth and he accepts the invitation, his tongue passing her lips to enter her mouth, tasting her. When her tongue dances against his, he groans as he deepens the kiss. Her taste is intoxicating and he continues to savor it as he charts her mouth with broad strokes of his tongue. He feels her sighing into his mouth as her tongue pushes back, chasing his. Her hand is fisted in his shirt, mussing the fabric, and she brings her other up to push up into his hair.

Her hands running through his hair causes him to shiver and tighten his hold on her. She grins as she feels the tremor under her hands and quickly bites his lower lip playfully. Growling in pleasure, he moves his lips lower, tasting the heat of her pulse, gently biting down on the tender flesh.

A swift kick to his stomach brings him back to reality. Looking down, he belatedly remembers the baby sandwiched between them. Another jab causes him to step back, breaking the embrace as he responded to the fetus. “I get it, brat. Don’t touch your mum.”

“No, he only kicks when he’s hungry or happy.” Y/N offered, her face sparkling with mischievousness. “I want to make him happy, kiss me again.”

Levi shakes his head, a disturbing thought crossing his mind suddenly. “What are you doing to me, woman? I’ve kissed you without brushing my teeth and there is a mess on the ground.” He shuddered in disgust as her giggles hit the air.

She lightly shoved him towards the bedroom. “Go, shower and clean up. I’ll deal with the tea on the ground. Then we need to have a long talk, it seems.”

Grabbing the travel pack, he stepped back into the bedroom that used to belong to him. He noticed that she had already made the bed, and cleaned up after herself in the bathroom. He hummed as he jumped in the shower, she was such a tidy person and he appreciated it. The room still had the scent of her soaps lingering in the air. As he washed, his own scented soaps mixed with hers and he was pleased with the resulting smell.

Dressing, he wipes the shower down, shaves and brushes his teeth. He was optimistic about their upcoming talk, given the kiss they had just shared, but he didn’t want her to feel rushed about anything. The fact that she allowed him to kiss her was more than Levi ever expected. Although, selfishly, he couldn’t wait to do it again.

Re-entering the former office he finds the space empty, the spill on the floor just a memory. Padding barefoot over to the fireplace, he makes himself useful by cleaning the ashes out and stacking kindling in the grate. He was debating lighting it when Y/N opened the door with a new tray in her hands.

His smokey grey eyes take her in as she comes toward him. Hair unbound, the long locks fell around her shoulders, wavy and soft looking. Her thin white nightgown was loose and comfortable, draping over the rounded stomach and stopping at her knees. Her feet were covered in small slippers to keep the chill of the stone floor away. It was an intimate look, a side of her that few had seen. The soft smile that played on her lips reminded him of all the ones he witnessed towards Erwin, and his heart sped up in his chest in the hopes that he wasn’t imagining things.

Pouring the new tea into the two cups she had brought up, she settles back onto the couch as Levi crouches down to light the fire. The days might be hot towards the end, but the mornings and nights were always chilly in the drafty stone castle.

She was unsure of how to start. The emotions bouncing around inside her were ranging from shock to happiness, embarrassment to anger.

“Why didn’t you tell me of your promise to Erwin?” She watched as he pauses slightly in reaching for his tea.

Sighing, he met her gaze sadly. “I couldn’t. Especially after finding out you were pregnant. I never wanted you to feel like you were a burden, like I was forced to care for you. But I failed at that too.”

“I think it would have help.” Blowing on the tea, she stares at the fire.

“Yeah, hindsight’s a bitch.” He quirked his lips as she snorted softly, laughing at his droll observation.

“So, where do we go from here?” The million dollar question hung in the air over them.

Turning his body to face her, he answers carefully. “Wherever you want it to. I’ll never push you for more than what we have now, if that’s what it takes. But I need you around, Y/N.”

Setting the tea down, she scoots closer to Levi, cupping his face between her hands delicately, ignoring his slight jolt at being touched. “Levi, I used to tease Erwin that I could have fallen in love with you, if you weren’t so standoffish.” She smiled as his mouth dropped open in astonishment. “These months have shown me that it was truer than I ever could have know. I have fallen in love with you. That’s why I ran, I couldn’t stand hurting you by being there if you hated me.”

He goes to speak, to apologize but she moves a finger over his lips and continues. “I loved Erwin, a part of me always will. But he is gone, and life moves on. I don’t expect you to take his role, to become a father to a child that isn’t yours. That’s not fair to you. But.....selfishly, I want to be with you. So where we go is up to you.”

He groaned, rolling his eyes at her in annoyance as he put his tea back on the tray. “Idiot, I know that this child is a part of being with you. I never thought I wanted kids, but watching you grow has been eye opening. You are even more beautiful right now than before. That’s why I snapped. Being so damn eager to touch a woman pregnant seems disgustingly vile, but I couldn’t stop myself from wanting you.”

“Why?” Her curiosity made him pause. She wasn’t repulsed by his admission of lusting after her.

“I’m not a gentle man. The idea of hurting you or the baby makes me sick.” He scowled as she snickered at him.

“You’re lucky you’re handsome, because you’re an idiot, Levi. Unless my water had broken, it’s fine. The doctor explained everything to me. The only thing thats really different is to be mindful of positions. I know you would not hurt me. But, I understand if you want to wait......”

Her words were cut off by his mouth. He eagerly pulled her onto his lap, settling her sideways on him and brings her head down to meet his as he cut off her protests about her crushing him. Cradling her against him, he trails a hand gently down her neck and palms her breast. They are larger than he remembered them looking as he cups her reverently. Brushing over the peaked nipple he stops dead as she moans loudly, afraid to have hurt her.

“They’re sensitive.” She breathes in his ear as she wiggles against his growing erection. The friction delicious as he hardened against her rounded bottom.

Sliding a strap off her shoulder, he pull the material of her nightgown down, exposing a single breast to his sight. The tight, swollen mound beckons him as he leans down to run his tongue across the stiff bud. Y/N’s grip on his hair tightens as he draws it into his hot, wet mouth laving it gently. He looks up when he hears her small cry, smirking when she gives him an annoyed look and pushes his head back to her breast.

“Just don’t suck.” She pants as he continues to abuse the nipple. “The doctor said I might leak as time draws closer. I don’t want you to be disgusted.....” She moans again as he pulls sharply on the tip, sucking hard.

“AAAhhhhh....Levi.”

His grip on her side tightens as he growls out, his mouth never leaving her skin. “Shut up, idiot. You don’t disgust me.”

Removing the other strap and stripping her to the waist, he turns his attention to the other breast. Treating it to the same rough affection as the other, he grins as her sounds become louder, the tugging on his hair harder. Skimming his hand up and down her smooth leg, he ventures beneath the hem. The plain cotton covering her is hot to his touch. His hips push up against her ass as he runs a finger over her center before removing his hand.

Sliding that hand beneath her knees, he effortless stands up with Y/N. Her arms drop down to his neck as she holds on, a small squeak of surprise coming from her. Making his way into the bedroom, he holds her up with a knee as he rips the covers back, depositing her carefully on the sheets. Standing back, his eyes flash his approval. He had dreamed of this woman in this bed for so long. Despite what she said, he’s terrified of hurting her and is unsure of what to do.

She pulls the hem of her nightgown up, the material bunching over her stomach. His mouth goes dry at sight of the damp spot on her panties. Sitting up, she pulls the gown off and throws it across the room. Laying back, she waits for him to decide.

Levi groans in pure sexual frustration. Y/N is laying in a bed he still subconsciously thinks of as his. Her only cover a set of thin cotton panties. Her breasts are red and swollen from his attention. The rounded stomach that protects the baby just enhances her curves. The light marks on her skin from the babe a testament to her body nurturing it’s growth.

He had never paid much attention to pregnant women before, steering clear of the obvious sign of attachment to another. She was different. From the moment he noticed her body changing, he had found her more desirable. He had always heard men talking about how they couldn’t get enough of their wives while they were carrying, but had dismissed it as them just being horny shits and not caring about their comfort. As he looked down on Y/N now, he knew exactly what they were talking about. His swollen girth ached from desire.

He began to unbutton his shirt, slipping the material from his frame as he watched her. Her eyes lit up with a lascivious hunger he had never experienced directed towards him. Sure, women had always been attracted to his dark persona or the power his rank and notoriety held, but in this moment he knew that she wasn’t looking at a title or aura but the man he was.

Laying down beside her, he quieted her protest at leaving his pants on with another kiss. His hands now freely roamed over her body, learning every dip and swell of flesh, tracing every scar. Sliding lower, a nimble finger hooked on the edge of her panties and pulled them down on one side, exposing her hot flesh to the cool air of the room. Pulling down the other side, he left the material at her knees as he shifted down, moving her legs over his shoulders.

She tried to push his head away as he came closer to the moist folds he wanted to taste, whining about hormonal changes in her body. He silenced her completely when he spread her open with his hands, and ran his tongue over her. Savory more than sweet, just like he preferred his food, she was delicious. Diving in again, he ardently lapped at her clit, making her shudder and cry out at the pleasure he was giving her. Glancing up at her, he found her propped up and watching him as he pushed his tongue into her core.

Y/N threw her head back and moaned loudly as his tongue penetrated her. She was so close to already cumming, her sensitivity taken to extreme heights. She felt as he pushed two fingers into her pussy, and she instinctively clenched down on him, eliciting a low eager groan from the man. Looking down, she had liquid metal orbs trained on her, his dark hair hanging in his eyes making the sight even sexier. Moving his hand gently, he concentrated his tongue on her clit, continuously stroking the bundle of nerves in a rapid figure eight. She felt her orgasm slam into her, unexpected and overwhelming as she shouted out his name and shook, her juices pouring out of her and coating his face.

Levi couldn’t help the smug grin as he rose above her boneless figure. Hearing his name wretched from her mouth in ecstasy had almost made him cum. He reached for the buttons on his pants and quickly relieved himself of the restricting cloth. Her eyes flashed in anticipation as they raked over his nude form, devouring him. He knew he was well enough endowed, but her lustful yearning made him harden even more. He could feel her gaze on his erection, as real as if he was cupped in her hands. Shuddering at the idea of those slim fingers wrapped around him, he silently wondered at the best position for her.

Y/N must have seen his internal struggle on his face and taken pity on him. She sat up and pushed herself to the headboard. Turning over and getting on her knees, she gripped the wood in her hands as she turned back to look invitingly at Levi. Hot carnal desire rippled through his body as he realized what she wanted. The look he gave her was almost feral, making her quiver in excitement. He moved behind her, leaned forward and pressed kisses along the back of her spin as he raised back up. Taking himself in hand, he moved the blunt tip of his cock along her folds, moaning as he felt her heat, her wetness. Aligned with her, he nudged his hips forward, sliding effortlessly into her tight walls.

‘Fuck’ Was all he could think as he sank into her, bottoming out against her cervix. He had been more gentle in this one moment than he had ever been in his life, and he was about to bust from the effort. Her walls tightened around him deliciously, the pulsing of her previous orgasm still fluttering through her system. He listened intently for any sounds of discomfort from Y/N. He must have stayed still for longer than he realized when he was startled as she pulled herself off of him and slammed her pussy back onto his cock, impaling herself again. His eyes widened at the erotic moans she let go as she continued to use him, rocking back and forth on him.

Control slipping, he gripped her hips tightly in his hands and pushed back, ripping another hot sound from her. Drawing back, he snapped his hips into her as she screamed out a “YES!!!!” that he was sure could be heard throughout the empty castle. Sensing no discomfort at the rough thrust, only pleasure from the zealous woman beneath him, he set a hard and fast pace. Pounding into her, he felt his cock being milked by her body with every thrust, pulling him deeper, clenching him harder.

Leaning over her back as he fucked her, he hooked an arm underneath her to begin playing with a nipple. Pinching it lightly, her gasps and curses were like music to his ears as he strove to make her cum again, this time around his cock. Her walls were tightening and her cries were becoming gasping sobs as she neared her peak. With one hand still deliciously abusing her sensitive nipple, the other snaked around her waist and between her thighs. All it took was a flick of his deft fingers to her clit for her to break.

“Fuck, Levi, shit, ahhhh God, yes!!! Fuck Levi yes!” Rang throughout the bedroom as she clenched down on him so tight he couldn’t move. The throbbing of her orgasm through the tight walls of her core pushed him over the edge. He saw stars as his blood pounded in his veins, his body tightening in ecstasy. Grinding his hips into her as hard as he could, a hoarse “Fuck, Y/N!” was shouted as he emptied himself into her and slumped over her back, completely spent.

Exhausted breathing was all that could be heard as Y/N shifted to her side, Levi still draped over her body. He moved and curled up behind her, an arm across her side to rub her stomach. As if on cue, baby Smith began battering his hand, as if they were practicing punches for a fight. He smiled into her hair, breathing in the scents of their passion with none of his usual disgust. “I guess the baby is happy?” He questioned dryly.

“Over the moon” Came the tired reply from Y/N. He laughed, loud and clear. Y/N opened her eyes and rolled onto her back to witness the miracle. She had never heard him laugh and never seen anything other than a smirk on his face. The transformation was beautiful. His silvery eyes crinkled slightly at the corners and face lit up, taking the years and sorrow away, making him seem like an innocent boy.

Reaching out, she placed a hand on his cheek, needing to touch him. His orbs softened as they took her in, and she smiled, her eyes bright with all the emotions she felt for the man in front of her.

Levi was transfixed, the small special smile was there again with the light in her eyes, directed at him. It was unlike anything he had ever experienced, aside from the sparse memories of his long departed mother. A gentle peace and tranquility washed over him with that look. He felt loved, for the first time in his life.

Moving in, he places a gentle kiss on her lips and is rewarded with a sleepy “I love you Levi.” before her eyes closed. Pulling the covers up over their bodies, he pulls her tightly to him and whispers “I love you too.” before sleep overtakes him.

MasterList for The Promise of Love

@fandom-rpblog

@guijh103

@super-peace-fangirl

[olicitytropes]

Olicity Tropetastic Awards: Season Seven

The time has come to talk of many scenes.

Of bows and arrows and superheroes.

Olicity’s reunion and the baby we knew was a Queen.

But wait just one minute,

Before we go and do all of that...

We thank you all for the time you have shared.

The elevators you have climbed,

The episodes you have faced and scared.

We will keep your stories in our hearts for always,

And we hope that you can too.

Because they would not be bigger than the friggin’ universe

If not for all of you.

-xoxo Ellie, Caitlin, Sascha, Mary, Beccie, Meegan, and Alli (and of course Emily Bett Rickards since she wrote this poem first;) )

@memcjo’s recs:

as darkness falls (a spark resides) - @alexiablackbriar13

It's been two weeks since Felicity found out she's pregnant, and she hasn't told Oliver yet.

Plagued by nightmares about being attacked and the baby being hurt, Felicity struggles to sleep.

After Oliver witnesses one of her post-nightmare panic attacks, she finally tells him about the baby.

**Award: Best Use of Angsty Angst Followed by Sweet, Sweet Olicity Moments**

two pints of mint chip it’s a girl - @alexiablackbriar13

missing scene in 7x22, before olicity move to the cabin. dr schwartz gives felicity an ultrasound, and our bigger than the freaking universe couple discover their baby's gender

**Award: Best Use of Touching, Loving, Sweet Olicity**

Run Away With Me - @dmichellewrites 

This is basically everything I hoped season 7 would be after the prison arc, but unfortunately we didn't get to see it.

Join Oliver, Felicity, their friends, and family as they navigate their lives together post-Slabside. They really can have it all. Watch them balance being heroes, parents, and still manage to hold down day to day jobs. Enjoy their slice of maximum domesticity, and take a peek into their home life together with their four children.

**Award: Most Kickass, Joyous, Amazing Olicity Finding a New Life!**

We Don’t Have To Talk About It (We’ll Find Another Way) - @smoaking-greenarrow

Felicity is at Slabside to pick up Oliver, to finally take him home...when all hell breaks loose

**Award: Most Awesome, Badass Oliver and Felicity Going Through Hell and Back to Find Each Other!**

Come & Talk To Me - @hope-for-olicity

I wrote this story as a fix it for the things I felt the writers forgot or screwed up since Oliver got out of prison. It mainly focuses on Olicity but it also deals with their relationship with Diggle.

**Award: Best Use of Oliver and Felicity Facing Their Fears and Finding Each Other All Over again~ SWOON!**

Dear Felicity - @smoakmonster

A series of letters Oliver journals to Felicity from prison.

**Award: Best Use of Oliver Finding His Voice (and making me cry)**

Nothing Breaks Like a Heart - @by-mintsea

A mid season 7 and Elseworlds Crossover fix it fic. Silences, missing scenes and rewrites from 7x07 through end of crossover.

**Award: Best Us of Oliver and Felicity Fighting for Each Other and Their Family**

@blondeeoneexox’s recs:

The Other Side (of a world without you) - fanfics4you

She stares at the sky, the moon staring back at her. She holds her daughter in her arms as she starts to talk about him. She hopes wherever he is, he is safe. She hopes that he knows. That she still loves him, that he has a daughter who loves him so much, a son who lives far away from this world, leading the normal life he always wanted. She hopes that he knows he isn't alone.

He stares at the sky, his fingers caressing his wedding ring gently. The night is full of darkness and he feels so lonely. He has everything here, yet he has nothing. He sees a shooting star fall from the sky, and he finally smiles. His hold on his wedding ring tightens as he reminds himself why is he doing this again. He knows.

In which Oliver Queen and Felicity Smoak spend twenty years apart and then a lifetime together.

**Award: Best Cry Your Eyes Out Til They Hurt Fic**

The Microchip Chronicles - CSM

Post 713. Follows the next nine months of Felicity’s pregnancy.

**Award: Most Domesticated, Blissfully Happy Pregnant Olicity That Definitely Should Have Actually Happened**

The Other Side of a World Without You - MachaSWicket

SUMMARY: Arrow S7 finale SPOILERS ahead. Beware!

**Award: Best 20 Year Reunion I Could Ever Ask For**

The Legacy of a Queen -  inlovewithimpossibility

Series of one-shots from a future AU where Oliver and Felicity are able to raise their children after they defeat the Ninth Circle and Oliver hangs up the hood

**Award: Best ‘What Could (SHOULD) Have Been Fic**

The Hardest Part - @smoaking-greenarrow

Prompt: What if Felicity found out she was pregnant with Lucas after Oliver left and she'd have to raise both of their kids without him. Then Oliver would come back five years later to check on his girls only to find Mia playing with a slightly younger boy who looks exactly like him.

**Award: Most Heartbreakingly Beautiful, Sob-Worthy, Amazing Post-S7 (That Was Absolutely My Fault) Fic**

strange behaviors - @alexiablackbriar13

the 5 times john diggle noticed oliver queen and felicity smoak's latest weird behaviors and the 1 time he figured out what was causing it (spoiler alert: it's fetus mia smoak-queen)

**Award: Cutest Uncle Diggle Reaction to FINALLY Figuring Out Olicity’s Weird Behaviors**

@it-was-a-red-heeler’s recs:

bliss within madness - @alexiablackbriar13

“Hey, Mia. It’s your dad,” he whispered. Pausing, he added, “Mia or Lucas. We don’t know exactly who you are yet. But I promise you, your mom and I are gonna love you to the stars and back no matter who you turn out to be. I’m gonna call you Mia for now, though.” He kissed Felicity’s stomach softly, humming under his breath at the heat coming from her skin.

**Award: Best Beautiful, Blissful Domestic Olicity Moments**

Clean Slate - @smoakmonster

What happens when Oliver loses his memories of Felicity and William? How will this hurting family heal when he finally returns home from prison and doesn't know who his wife and son are?

This series is based on speculation from the Arrow 7x05 trailer that was released on Nov 5. As such, this short series will start in speculation and will likely shift to canon divergence or even au depending on what happens in the next few episodes. Future tags will be added accordingly.

**Award: Oliver Fighting His Way Back to His Family (Amnesia Tropes Are My Jam!) Award**

@msbeccieboo’s recs:

no heart for me like yours - inlovewithimpossibility

After weeks of chaos following Oliver's release from Slabside, Oliver and Felicity finally have a moment to sit down and discuss how they move forward from here

**Award: Best Gorgeous, Sleepy and Oh-So-Wise Oliver Moment**

Deep Water - @it-was-a-red-heeler

A Season 7 Speculation fic.

**Award: THE BEST S7a Do-Over (also the Delicity We All Deserved)**

At Last - @jesileighs

He hadn’t really even noticed there was a change in Felicity until the chaos died down, and even then it took him a couple of weeks to look past the excuses and the way she brushed off his attempts to talk. When he kissed her she pulled away almost immediately. When he reached for her hands she found a way to keep them busy. When he’d make his way to their bed at night, she would make an excuse to stay up and every morning when he woke up she was already gone from beside him. He told himself they were both readjusting. Things needed time to settle. They’d both been through so much.

**Award: Most Beautiful Reunion That We All Wanted But Never Really Got In Canon**

@smoaking-greenarrow’s recs:

Two - @nodecaff4me

Post Episode 7x07 ficlet about the first hours after Oliver stepped out of the gates of Slabside.

**Award: The Focus on Felicity’s Emotions That Should Have Been in Season Seven**

Renewal - @juliesioux

This first bit leads into the story we might never get and I wanted to explore the loneliness Felicity must have felt and the urgency she would feel to go and find him once she could.

**Award: Epitome of ‘Bigger than the friggin’ universe’**

Learning How to Win - @juvinadelgreko

At the end of Arrow S7, Oliver and Felicity retire from the vigilante life only to be interrupted by the Monitor and Crisis on Infinite Earths.

They deserved better. Here’s my take on what better looks like. Begins shortly after Oliver and Felicity moved into their new home.

**Award: Sweetest Life Win That Olicity Deserves**

No Sex Until There Is Hair - @hope-for-olicity

Oliver shaves his head again and Felicity is NOT a fan.

**Award: Best Felicity Completely Understanding Oliver Moment**

@tangled23works’ recs:

Holding On and Letting Go - @smoaking-greenarrow

Oliver is finally home. But he’s not as close to his wife as he’d like to be. To move past the choices he made, both of them need to get a few things off their chests.

This fic can be enjoyed on its own, but if you’ve read The Longbow Hunters, it can also be read as an epilogue for that story.

**Award: Best And Most Sincere Apology By Oliver Queen**

The Longbow Hunters - @smoaking-greenarrow

Based on the set photos from 7x02 and my imagination :)

**Award: Most Badass Felicity With A Plan**

whenever you’re ready - @alexiablackbriar13

Mia and William from 2040 travel back in time to 2019 to access an uncorrupted version of Archer. Oliver and Felicity investigate a break-in at the bunker only to find their children from the future bickering. Emotional confrontations and conversations ensue.

**Award: Most Heartbreaking, Angsty and Beautiful Family Reunion**

[discoursecatharsis]

i'm a bit out of the loop, everyone says how shitty of a human onision is there like a full list/explanation of all his crimes/shitty behavior? i already know he had a relationship with a minor so yikes

Ooh boy, it’s A Lot. He’s had a relationship with at least two minors, actually.

This person did a timeline of his abusive behavior, there’s a google doc linked in this tweet.

https://twitter.com/OnionUnprivated/status/1185209032648396800

The doc is over 100 pages though, so I’ll try to summarize as well to make it a bit shorter (though it’s still gonna be long so it’s going under a “read more”).

The tl;dr:

Basically he treated his first wife like crap, and was very creepy towards his wife’s younger sister. Divorced his wife for a 17 year old when he was ~25. Dated another women in her 20s during a break-up with this 17 year old but she caught onto his manipulative behavior quickly and dumped him after 3 weeks. He got back with the 17 (now 18) year old but they break up for good a little later. Soon after, he enters a relationship with ANOTHER 17-year-old (his current spouse, named Kai). Kai identified as a woman at the time and went by the name Lainey, but now is a transguy and goes by he/him pronouns. When Onision is 31 and Kai is 22, they enter a polyamorous relationship with an 18 year old girl.They treat her like crap, and she eventually breaks up with them. There were other girls (in their late-teens or early 20s) who came close to being in a relationship with them after that. During this time, Kai had a 16 year old “friend” who lived with them, Kai had power of attorney over her because she didn’t have a good home life. That girl has recently come forward with allegations that Greg and Kai began a sexual relationship with her shortly after she turned 18 last year, and that Kai was inappropriate with her while she was still underage. Basically they groomed her to be a third person in their relationship. Other Youtubers have come to support her and bring awareness to it to get Onision off of Youtube, some of Onision’s ex’s have come out of the woodwork with their stories, and even Chris Hansen has gotten involved.

Now onto the full list of his shitty behavior.

cw: descriptions of abusive behavior, including sexual abuse

Let’s start with his first wife, Skye:

They met in high school. I believe they’re either the same age or he’s a year older. They got married shortly after they graduated high school because he was in the military.

Onision (whose real name is Greg) left the military and started Youtube and Skye joined him in making videos together.

During their marriage, Skye said that Greg would shame her for not wearing shorts under her skirt, said that would lead to her being raped. He also insulted her for having long hair (said it made her look “Amish”). She also said that he wouldn’t let her hang out with friends or family because that’s less time/attention she’s spending with/giving him. That THEY were abusive for taking her away from her husband. He also had possession of the one phone in the house, so she shouldn’t call her family easily. He wouldn’t allow her to have a full-time job because he wanted her help making videos for the Youtube channel.

A few years into their marriage, Greg started talking to a 16 year old fan name Shiloh. They became friends and talked on Skype for hours a day. Skye begins to feel depressed.

One day out of the blue, Greg presented divorce papers to Skye and said he was leaving her for Shiloh. She was in tears, obviously upset,and he made her sign some “divorce contract.”

Skye eventually is able to visit her family, where she immediately breaks down and tells them what happened. Her sister helps her collect her things from Greg’s home. The “divorce contract” she signed was later thrown out in court because it was signed under duress.

After they divorce, Skye rightfully demands alimony. The courts grant her this. For YEARS after though, Greg emails her, complaining and begging her to bring a stop to the payments. He even threatens to take his life at one point. She ignores him and he continued paying (though with complaints and accusing her of being equivalent to a slave owner and a lot of other dumb crap).

While that was going on, there were also some incidents with Skye’s younger sister, Alicia.

Alicia alleges that when she was 15 and Greg was 18, she got drunk and Greg tried to kiss her. She dodged him and walked away to a friend. For years though, Greg had told a story in videos that she tired to kiss HIM and he acted like he was so noble for dodging HER kiss.

After divorcing Skye, Greg emailed Alicia constantly asking her to film videos together. Very clearly coming onto her though and wanting to hook up. He got so bad, she eventually lied to him and told him she was leaving the country so that he’d leave her alone and stop messaging her.

She had taken some boudoir (nude) photos that Onision searched out and found online. He saved them to his computer and showed these photos to at least two future girlfriends and admitted to pleasuring himself to the photos. Alicia was understandably creeped out by this when she found out.

Now back to that 16-year-old, Shiloh

She’s 17 at this point. Onision is about 25. She thought she had just been speaking to Onision as friends, so she was blindsided when he showed her divorce papers over Skype and said “I’m leaving my wife for you.”

She’s from Canada and was a pretty successful up-and-coming pop star up there at the time. She’s in the states for a show or something, and he drives to meet her. He goes to her hotel and they immediately have sex, she said that he didn’t even give her time to say “hey how was your trip?”

They enter a relationship quickly. There’s a lot that happens, as Shiloh has recently reappeared online and given her side of events. Basically, like Skye, he also isolated her from family and friends. Made her drop her singing career to help with his Youtube channel.

She said that Greg is very sexual and they would be intimate a lot. She said they’d have sex multiple times a day and that he’s very rough. He would hurt her during these times, and since this was her first sexual relationship, she didn’t realize that it wasn’t normal, and apparently he never checked in on her or never asked her if she was okay with the things they did. One time during sex, he stopped, took her to the bathroom and shaved her head without her consent, called her some degrading names, and then continued. She found this very humiliating and de-feminizing.

She has a seizure one day and loses a bit of her memory. She’s frightened and doesn’t know where she is. Instead of calling 911 for an ambulance, Onision films it and uploads it to his channel.

She has another breakdown at some point and ends up in the mental ward of a hospital. He doesn’t come to get her, her mom does. She went back to him for some reason.

She gets pregnant and suffers a miscarriage. The fetus never passed though, and she gets sepsis a few weeks later. Greg never cared, straight-up told her that he wasn’t going to pay for the medical bills. She goes home to Canada to get medical treatment, and her mom takes her passport to prevent her from going back to him.

She’s bullied online by Onision’s fans and disappears from the internet for years afterwards. She’s only recently begun to have a singing career again.

Next is a woman named Adrienne:

First, she wrote a letter about everything she went through if you want to read it, it’s a doozy but I’ll summarize it in bullet points cause it’s long. https://onisiondrama.tumblr.com/letter

This relationship happened during/in-between one of Greg’s break-ups with Shiloh.

Adrienne is in her 20s, closer to Greg’s age, maybe just a year younger. Also a fan of his that starts talking to him. He expresses interests in her and they start dating.

Long story short, Adrienne eventually realizes that Greg is crazy obsessive. He gets annoyed if she doesn’t answer his Skype calls or if she hangs out with friends too much.

She agrees to meet him in person anyway. He flies down to her state, and again just like with Shiloh, immediately initiates sex as soon as they get into the hotel room. There are questions of if he forced himself on her, because she said “no, no, no” but he continued. He even came in her when she said not too, and bought her plan B the next day.

He was very adamant about her moving in with him. He pressured her into quitting her job and re-homing her pets, which she was hesitant about. She agrees though and moves in with him.

Moves in very briefly though, as he throws a tantrum because she wasn’t paying attention to him or something. She catches on to his controlling behavior and leaves and breaks up with him for good.

He goes onto his Youtube channel and slanders her, and also leaves like 13 voice mails on her phone while she was at work.

All of this happened in the span of like 3 weeks, mind you.

Many believe the reason this relationship was so short-lived is because, with Adrienne being older, she didn’t fall for his abusive, manipulative tactics as easily and had more knowledge and confidence to leave him before things got bad. Notice this is the only relationship Greg enters where the partner is NOT in their teens at the start.

Next up is Laineybot/Kai, also now his accomplice in these crimes. Just this year, Kai came out of trans and uses he/him pronouns now. But when Kai first entered the picture, he went by the name Lainey (with the Youtube channel/name Laineybot) with she/her pronouns. During his transition, he also identified as nonbinary at one point and went by they/them pronouns. So excuse me if I make any mistakes and accidentally misgender at times when referring to Kai in past incidents.

Onision started talking to and dating Kai when he was 17. Like his other relationships, Kai was a fan of his. Kai’s family didn’t approve of their relationship.

Kai graduated high school and his parents sent him to college to live in a dorm… or so they thought. Kai went behind their backs and moved in with Greg (who had moved down to Kai’s state).

Shortly after Kai turned 18, they got married in court. Kai moved up to Greg’s state with him.

Kai got pregnant very soon after. They have two kids now. With the second pregnancy, Kai said that Greg wasn’t very enthusiastic and I believe Kai drove himself to the hospital when he was in labor. Some husband Greg is.

Greg also would get into frequent fights on Twitter with Kai. Example: Kai once made a tweet talking about a fun memory he had with his mom. Greg jumped in to say “your mom also did (bad thing) to you.” Kai told him to stop and he didn’t. In the public eye on twitter, so damn childish to shame your spouse’s parents and not stop when asked.

Kai is also complicit in grooming allegations that I haven’t gotten to yet. So Kai is just as bad if not worse than Greg, but also a victim of his too too. I personally believe he wouldn’t be like this if he had never met Greg. It’s too late now though.

Next in line is Billie. When Kai was still trying to figure out his identity and was switching between identifying as a woman and non-binary (and still going by Lainey at this time), Kai expressed wanting a girlfriend, which Greg supported. In comes a girl named Billie.

Billie is a newly 18-year-old Instagram model. Onision is 31 at this point and Kai is 22.

Basically Billie started as a girlfriend for Kai, but Greg weaseled his way into their relationship.

It was really gross how Greg would talk about how “beautiful” it was for “two women to make love” too (keep in mind, Kai’s experiencing dysphoria and has doubts about identifying as a women at this point, so I’m sure that’s nice to hear from your husband /s). He has this clear obsession with threesomes and polyamorous relationships, specifically f/m/f. It’s obvious that the dude just wants a harem of attractive women at his beck-and-call and doesn’t really care about his spouse exploring their sexuality.

Lots of ups and downs with Billie. Basically I think they had an agreement that they would only do intimate things together with all 3 of them. But at one point Kai leaves to run errands or visit family or something and Greg and Billie sleep together. Kai is furious but blames Billie instead of, y’know, his husband, as if it doesn’t take two to tango.

They blamed Billie a lot for being a homewrecker. Never blamed the much older responsible adult Greg, no, they blame the 18 year old.

Greg almost leaves Kai for Billie. Kai is pregnant with their 2nd kid at this point, and Greg literally almost signs over his kids to leave Kai for an 18 year old. Billie had enough though and left for good.

Billie smoked weed and Greg didn’t like that and shamed her for it. Apparently Billie smoking weed betrayed Greg and Kai’s trust, and Greg wanted Billie to be punished for it by… being tied up in his basement (”because it’d be hot” he said), shaving her head, and getting a tattoo as an “apology.” She declined and he shamed her for it.

Another reason Billie left them is because Greg wouldn’t allow her to see her family when she wanted. Greg tried to justify this by saying “Lainey only sees her family twice a year.” Another example of how isolating he is.

After breaking up for good, Billie called Greg “the worst person I’ve ever met,” Greg went on twitter and revealed very personal information about Billie, something an ex did to her. Billie was distraught as you can imagine, that her personal info was made public for all of twitter.

Next is Sarah. Sarah is the victim of the grooming accusations. She’s the person who first came out with all this a couple months ago and got the ball rolling.

Sarah was 14 when she started talking to Kai (who was going Lainey at the time). Just a fan who reached out and they became friends.

Sarah didn’t have a good home life, and expressed this to Kai. Kai invited Sarah to live with him and Greg. She accepted the invited and Sarah moved in with them. Her mom signed over “power of attorney” to Kai (so that Kai could take her to a doctor and stuff). Sarah was 16 at this time.

Sarah was around during the relationship with Billie, just to help with the timeline.

Outwardly Sarah appeared to just be friends with Greg and Kai, but recently she revealed things were not on Just Friend levels.

Sarah alleges that she and Kai would cuddle in bed together. Kai also spoke to Sarah sexually too, like telling her about how Greg was like in bed. As a 22-year-old, you do NOT discuss that stuff with your 16-year-old friend, that’s so inappropriate.

The biggest allegation: while she was still underage, Sarah and Kai  exchanged nudes. THIS is where the possible criminal charges come in, because Kai very well could go to jail for possession of child porn.

Greg was always cruel to Sarah when she was 16/17. It’s clear in videos when they had outings to like a trampoline/gymnastics place that he would bully her. He says that he treats teenagers badly so that they “won’t like him like that” but it’s really freakin’ weird. As an adult, you should be able to interact with teens WITHOUT bullying them “so they don’t fall in love with you” (? or something) wtf?? If a teen expresses interest in you, you shut that down, it’s not that hard, you don’t have to bully them and make them hate you.

When things were going south with Billie, Sarah said that at one point Greg said to Kai “why don’t we just wait for Sarah (to turn 18)?”

Sarah says that after she turned 18, they did start being sexual with her. Onision is 33 and Kai is 24 at that point. The three of them were watching a movie one night, when Sarah looked over and saw Greg and Kai having sex. Greg asked Sarah to join them, and she did because she felt pressured. 

They continued being sexual with her. She and Greg were intimate together, just the two of them at one point when Kai was out of town.

Sarah released a screenshot of a conversation between Greg and Kai where they were arguing over Sarah’s virginity (it’s so gross ugh)

The allegations first came out much earlier this year, from a friend of Billie’s who witnessed Sarah’s interactions in the home and felt something wasn’t right. Greg forced Sarah to release a video statement saying that the allegations were bogus and that Kai is innocent. That was back in like January or February. Recently Sarah released a “blooper” of her filming that statement where she was crying and saying she hated that she had to do this as more evidence that she was forced, along with texts of Greg instructing her on what to say.

Sarah hasn’t released much more details than that, but it’s clear that they groomed her so that they could engage in a sexual relationship with her as soon as they were legally able too.

And that only covers the major people in Onision’s life. There were other teenagers  also. To put it shortly, there were girls who were mainly texting Kai, almost like Kai was luring them in as “candidates” to be the 3rd person in their relationship. Lots of teenagers (mostly 17-19 year olds, maybe one 20 year old) that Kai more-or-less led on into being a relationship with just him, only for the teens to be blindsided with “btw, Greg gets in on the relationship too.” And Greg did indeed worm his way in, either through DMs or physically. Very skeevy. One of these people named Regina also exchanged nudes with Kai when they were underage. I believe they’re pursuing legal charges for that. Sarah said there are other girls who were never made public also. Greg may not be able to be charged with any crimes here, as he’s always very careful to skirt the law.

Outside of relationship troubles, he’s just a shitty, greedy person.

He treats his pets badly. A former friend took his guinea pigs because he wasn’t taking proper care of them. They get new dogs as if they’re fashion accessories.

Apparently he’s an awful father too and Kai does most of the parenting. People in their life have said that Greg doesn’t even talk to his youngest kid because she can’t speak back to him… she’s freakin’ TWO. She’s a toddler, ofc she can’t talk, how do you expect them to learn to talk if you don’t talk to them?

He’s very money-hungry. Youtube’s adpocalypse really did a number on them, but they were living WAY above their means. Had this mansion of a house, a second house that he used for filming, two teslas, and lots of expensive crap. They had to “downgrade” to a slightly smaller mansion and self the second house and sell the teslas (he recently bought another one though). During this time, he basically guilt-tripped his audience for not giving him money, said that fans who didn’t pledge to his Patreon weren’t “true fans.”

Dude is a really shitty person all around. He’s had this coming and I really hope this is finally his downfall. I first heard of him during the Shiloh incident and a little into his marriage to Kai, then he dropped off my radar until the Billie incident and I was like “how is this guy still around and still allowed to treat people like this?!” and have been following this train wreck ever since.