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throwback to me going to noah kahan’s concert and giving him a hand-painted jacket + meeting an aftg fan while queuing and having the time of my life
#noah kahan#genuinely one of my fav artists ever#insanely grateful I got to be there and very thankful for all the fans that helped me with passing the jacket to him#one of my most fond memories
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young volcanoes ending dance :)
(glasgow 10/28/23)
#fall out boy#tourdust#patrick stump#joe trohman#andy hurley#flashing#my gifs#moments that made me feel so nostalgic for monumentour#young volcanoes was one of the most memorable moments on that tour w the beach balls in the crowd its a fond memory for me
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She's fine, she's just fine, you're fine, we're ALL FINE
Kind of a redraw of this frame from the book! Just wanted to play with some glitch effects yk
#ok but#when you're an ancient paranormal being with severe mental problems#haunted by your past#and you also meet this human#who you kind of find interesting#fascinating even#and you have the most unstable and deranged and toxic relationship of all#and at some point you go and have a drink together#but on the other one you are already torturing them#and you also alter the person's memories and posses/control their body#but you're still kind of fond of them#but then you breakup#and after a half of the century you finally meet again#only to find out that this human you once knew and had a relationship with is actually kind of over you#so you try to get them join your side#but they refuse#and due to some circumstances you just disappear for a while#yet you still haunt them with some kind of indirect methods of yours#anyways I devilminioned my billford what do I do#fem bill cipher#human bill design#gravity falls bill#human bill cipher#gf bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#the book of bill#bill cipher#billford#gravity falls fanart#digital art
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watching all the heartsteel content again i miss my boys so much
#heartsteel#i can sit and watch the paranoia music video like a proud parent#“those are my boys!!! thats them”#like seeing a piece of memorabilia and having such fond memories of the first time#what an october. one of the most octobers i've ever had
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I was wondering if you’d ever thought about a crossover between Silent Hill and Assassin’s Creed. Like, what if there is some Isu tech under the town, something that the people are somewhat aware of and have an idea of how to use which leads to them making Alessa.
She’s like Desmond, high percentage Isu DNA without being sage level. The monsters and warping of the perception of reality is a side effect of what the machine was supposed to do, which is a failed experiment to essentially rebirth the Isu after the flare. Alessa can use it, that’s how she becomes Cheryl and then Heather.
Like, I don’t know what you could really do with it. Maybe have whatever they were trying to summon be an Isu that was going to overwrite Alessa in a similar way to how being a sage would work. Or maybe they just don’t know what it’s doing and keep accidentally bothering the Reader who told Alessa how and when to escape.
Mostly I just thought it might be funny to play around with considering some of the silly endings in the Silent Hill series.
So we’ll focus on the Silent Hill aspect for this idea and, of course, we’ll be making use of the lore lightly for this one.
How about instead of some kind of an Isu tech, a temple is actually underneath Silent Hill?
We’ll place the temple underneath what would later be known as Old Silent Hill district/area with the Balkan Church being the actual center of the temple underneath.
That’s why the Order (no, not the Templars, the cult in Silent Hill) pay close attention to Midwich Elementary School. That school is part of Old Silent Hill and so the Order believes that it is part of the ‘center’ of the house of their god.
The temple itself is in ruins and the Isu tech that had been placed there for experimentation had been damaged.
Slowly but surely seeping through everything, the soil, the air… the water…
The device was one of the failed projects to save the Isus from destruction. To be ‘reborn’ in a new body if they die.
There were two problems with this though:
1) The materials necessary for the new body would not be enough for number of Isus expected to die when the Solar Flare hits
2) The only way for the device to revive someone with all their memories intact (because what use was it to be given new life when they don’t have any memories of their previous life?), the device had to always record every single memory and thought of every Isus.
1 was a major problem that led to the shelving of the project. 2, on the other hand, was being tested in a smaller scale.
An area of which the device would record every single thing.
However, when the device was damaged during the Solar Flare and subsequent destruction of the temple/facility, the device began to record everything with Isu DNA.
And humans, on an average, have 0.0002% to 0.0005% of Isu DNA. It should be inconsequential but not to the device.
It still counted.
And that device didn’t just stop at recording memories and thoughts, it continued to record even dreams.
… and nightmares.
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Now, here’s where we decide what route we go for:
Route 1: All the monsters and nightmares are real in Silent Hill
In this route, we’ll set up the device to have a learning AI that has been trying to fix major problem 1. But because it was damaged, the AI decided that ‘transforming’ the living beings in Silent Hill to bodies that can withstand the Solar Flare would be a better alternative. Of course, it has to make sure the memories are there but that only ends up mutating the bodies even further because it can no longer distinguish between memories and nightmares/dreams.
Route 2: The monsters and nightmares are all inside their heads
In this route, the device is the one making the nightmares feel too real for everyone. This is not the intended purpose and is actually because the device has been damaged too much at this point that it is ‘changing’ the brain chemistry and neurons of those who stay in Silent Hill.
Regardless of which route we take, the AI governing the device is the god the cult worships, Alessa was created with enough Isu genes that she was seen as an 'admin' by some kind (but trying to telepathically connect with her caused her to break), and Desmond has been reincarnated as Mira.
#silent hill is probably one of my most favorite horror game when i was a child#i remember watching my sister play the og silent hill while a typhoon was raging outside#good times#had nightmares for days#but still a fond memory hahaha#(especially since she uses a walkthrough to actually play lollol)#silent hill#assassin's creed#ask and answer#teecup writes/has a plot#fic idea: assassin's creed#fic idea: silent hill#fic idea: crossover#i guess???#alessa gillespie
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i genuinely think getting a maine coon will fix my whole life up. finn can have a giant friend so he will no longer be the only massive cat he knows and iiiii can live the rest of my life never being cold again with that thang snuggling around my shoulders
#i had one once when i was like 2. ger name was Schmoozy#she was the most affectionate little girl#now im not so sure she was a pure maine coon bc she was smaller for their breed but she was an angel#my parents abandoned her bc we moved to quebec for like under a year. and ig when we came back she had already passed away#mom always said she died of a broken heart. and that shit will haunt me forever ngl!!!!!!#i lost her and ziggy and they were my besties esp ziggy :( i still have fond memories of him. he was a goofy guy
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Cool teens doin’ ninja things
#TMNT#TMNT 2012#Michaelangelo Hamato#Donatello Hamato#Leonardo Hamato#Raphael Hamato#mikey 2012#Donnie 2012#Leo 2012#Raph 2012#very very slightly changed their designs a little bit#more kind of in my own style then a redesign though#I finished the last episode of this series last night#took me longer than the others but this was the one I have the most fond memories of#cause I know I watched 2003 on Cartoon Network when I was like 7#but we used to sit and watch this as siblings when my younger sibling was 7 and I was 15#and they thought it was super cool I was the same age as these guys#and I’d just started doing like anger management counciling#there’s more reasons then that but yeah going back to watch it as a hyperfixation felt very personal#it’s like a little time capsule#really enjoyed it but there are obviously things in it I’d change too ahaha#it sure is a TMNT tv show#but yeah here all the siblings are#Leo’s knee is fucked but he still carries his team on his shell#where as 2018 Leo isn’t even a leader#2007 Leo f*cked off#2003 Donnie’s the real leader in his show#I’m not even acknowledging bay Leo he doesn’t even deserve slander#but I like this Leo I’d hang out with her#I did have a backstory for this illustration but I’ve used up all the tags…oopsie
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instructions unclear I am going to try and find some of my old favorite pokemon creepypastas
#the four i want to find the most are the audino one_ the bad egg hatching one_ the pokemon dungeon one_ and the ditto one#at least i think that one was Pokemon dungeon anyway#it's been nearly a decade since I've delt with pokepastas#creepypasta#pokemon#every time i get back into creepypastas it's such a fucking thing#ignore this if you want#that audino one really got my ass back then_ fond memories there🥰🥰🥰
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Watching the Lab Rats episode The Bionic 500 is actually really funny as someone who grew up working around race cars and riding in them every summer.
#lab rats#Davenport hired a whole pit crew#meanwhile our pit crew was three teenagers a man in his 40s and a guy who knew how to work the air compressor#my most fond memory was when the ENTIRE axel came out of the car#we fixed it but it was questionable at best#there was also a crowbar fight in the pits one time#most common saying at the race track here was#mallets duct tape and zip ties
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Ahhh, the September 5th. The day after the 5 year anniversary of the Sans being in Smash reveal. *blows kiss at my 12 year old self* Happy anniversary of a very happy memory to you too, you little unhinged maniac. This is all for you.
#undertale#sans undertale#sans#super smash bros ultimate#god i still remember that day it was so fun#waking up to the news and buzzing to blab about the news to my friends#watching the reveal with them in school during break and jumping and screaming and throwing up in unfiltered joy#and screaming into my pillow at home until my mum got mad at me cuz she could hear me from the groundlevel of our apartment#we lived on the 4th floor btw XD#the comics videos and reactions that were flooding my page back then. the way it felt like EVERYONE was united in loving a puny skeleton#i think that day was one of my most memorable happy times where i was so unbelievably excited and giddy in a way i usually can't muster#jumping and crying and screaming over a mii in a sans costume shouldn't have gotten me to such a state but it did and i'm grateful#i don't really like younger me but this is one these things where i'm glad i was silly goofy with no filter or awareness#i was cringe but i was free and it gave me a memory i'm fond of to this day#anyway this is getting deep for no reason lol i have not drawn sans in years so hopefully he looks good! i drew this like right now#happy belated sans being revealed in super smash bros ultimate anniversary to me and only me <33#momento doodles 'n sketches
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See, language fails, and thought is confounded; for who is the happiest except the unhappiest, and who the unhappiest except the happiest? And what is life but madness, and faith but folly, and hope but reprieve, and love but salt in the wound?
-Søren Kierkegaard, the Unhappiest One
#I just know my man Kierkegaard wrote this one at 1-3 AM#He be like#“A unhappy person for example uhhh just off the top of my head#might be sad because they realize that they don't have a single fond or worthwhile memory from childhood“#>Reads his biography in the introduction and find almost the exact same wording to describe him#hm. interesting#Literally this whole book has just been him in his feels about breaking off his engagement but like. Make it academic.#Been referring to him as the “Most Depressed Man of All Time” and I'm glad to see he agrees
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Vyvanse is such a silly little drug. I get up at 11, take it at noon, what's a normal sleep phase I don't know her.
The first hour passes and I'm like "dude nothings happening except me getting sweaty and my heart's going a bit faster" and then I blink and it's another 2 hours later and I've just blitzed doing every chore available to me, organized all my shit for the day, read through 500 tumblr posts, watched some random-ass YouTube clips, and made myself food I don't want to eat because my appetite is suppressed but I know food consumption is a task. It's like all of my ADHD bullshit for the entire day happens at light speed over a few hours.
Then I sit down and can do The Big Task of the day for 5 hours or more and, unlike with a hyperfocus, can remain focused on it even after taking breaks to go do other stuff.
Then the end of the day hits and I'm tired and need to go to sleep but I still feel the Productivity Need so for some reason I watch 50 more "Educational" YouTube videos until it subsides and then finally fall asleep at 2am.
Like. Does it cure my ADHD? Absolutely not. Does it make me less chaotic? No. But does it allow me to consistently channel my ADHD energy productively? Oh, yeah. I'm not 100% sure that's what my doctors were going for when they prescribed it, but I gotta be honest I kinda love it.
#not video games#late nights with ali#nd blogging#actuallyADHD#I'm pretty sure my docs were intending for a bit more... how you say... stability?#but a lot of my ADHD traits don't go away. just the most important one- activation-based executive dysfunction#And honestly without that I think I like the way I function with the rest? usually anyway#If I'm in control of it. I love my hyperfocus. I love my bouncing around chaotically. I love being impulsively spontaneous#don't get me wrong. there are days where I do hate my adhd. when the emotional regulation problems kick in it's hell.#rejection sensitive dysphoria is a bitch. I can forget self care in lieu of 'more important' things. my working memory can fuck me over.#but in comparison to how I lived before medication? it's amazing. and I've learned to be fond of aspects of my disorder#and to live with the ones that are inconvenient. it's so nice honestly#I could do without the sweating and appetite suppression. but it is SO worth it to like my own mind again.#before I was diagnosed I knew I had it. so my only options were self medicating with caffiene and developing an anxiety disorder.#the thing that bypasses the dopamine-based activation is adrenaline-based activation#so I literally just. got so anxious about stuff I needed to do that it would trigger the adrenaline activation where dopamine failed me#I don't think I actually 100% KNEW that's what I was doing per se. but I do think some of my anxiety came from intentional doom spiralling#anyway moral of the story. Vyvanse helps with ADHD is some truly strange ways but at the end of the day it's a fucking miracle#New River Pharmaceuticals developers of lisdexamfetamine I am kissing you on the mouth
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wow, that’s a… goofy looking lab rat you got there, didn’t know that it’s dna has been spliced
but did you even know that your goofy looking rat is genderfluid demiromantic and pansexual and uses they/she/he pronouns too? because I sure didn’t until I spoke to them.
also I’m pretty sure she likes listening to Black Dresses, your rat has good music taste 👍
#my way in telling you all about my headcanons for pinky from the animaniacs because I am NOT normal :33#I use to watch the original series way back then when I was younger at my grandma’s house. I have very fond memories of it.#I just started watching the reboot just recently after putting it off because… I don’t know why actually but it’s pretty good!!#There are some episodes of the reboot that turn me down along with some parts that just make me go “😐” but most of the episodes I’ve#watched so far made me smile or at least laugh!! so :] 👍!!#also live laugh love julia. girlboss. I love this new character so much.#I do however miss some of the old ones like slappy squirrel auhggbhf… loved that one episode though where she had a small appearance!!#along with a ton of other old characters that I missed!!#☆ (it’s time to make history!)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @jann-the-bean!!!!!
you know i had to draw this lil precious baby again because my GOSH-!!! too adorable<333 (i believe she is capable of murder with how full of rage she is tho- gremlin behavior<;3333)
there's only so many ways i can say how much i adore your art and writings before i become a broken record because SERIOUSLY!!!! you are my biggest inspiration when it comes to writing and i swear if i hear you saying ANYTHING otherwise i'm breaking into your house no matter how far away you are cause i'm not tolerating such lies!!!! you are an AMAZING bean and i would hug you to death if i could >:'Dc <333
mocha belongs to jann
mobster au is both by @help-im-a-gay-fish and jann
#art#my art#gift#mobster au#mocha#mob!mocha#human!mocha#because seriously how can a human be so HUGGABLE#i wanna be her friend but she would be too cool for that</3#hhh xD okay okay but seriously if i catch you having a bad day- on your BDAY of all days!!- me and your brain's gonna have some problems-#my vocabulary is poor man idk how to tell you you're like. the most fantastic kind and supportive talented writer AND artist ever#without repeating myself!! you've heard all of these before but they're still TRUE!!! you're just!!! so COOL!!!#still remember the days before my blog and if i could describe what it felt like to be followed back by you it would be. insane#IT WAS CRAZY i was literally shaking!!! you absolute MASTERPIECE maker like name me ONE fic you made that you don't like-#and i'll cite all the things that make it a literal banger like don't try me!!!! i WILL bury you with love you menace to society!!!#i have so many fond memories of your past writings tho i think i'm just gonna re-read them once i finish my studying :')#just came back from school and i rushed to my computer to post this hhh >:'D please don't forget how much you mean to all of us!!!#amazing. you are AWESOME AND GREAT like always!!!!#happy bday mÖther- queen of angst and sweet precious boys >:'Dc <3333
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SOMEONE PLS PLAY SPLATOON 2 WITH ME I WANNA GO BACK
#ON MY KNEES#PLEASE#i love splat 3 but#splatoon 2 has such a special place in my heart#i miss all the maps and the weapons and my gear#crying#it’s pretty easy to get into a turf match#but impossible to play ranked😭#also most the splatoon 3 maps are ugly IM SORRY#i like most all the maps in splat 2#send me back GOD#even ones that aren’t great like moray i still love bc i have such fond memories playing with my friends#splatoon#my post#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#splat3#:3c#video games#nintedo switch
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back from the barbie movie and I certainly have Thoughts on what the movie was doing but overall I do think it's worth seeing! it's fun
#☢️.txt#spoilers in tags!#i think what they did with ken is actually really fascinating and while i do get why the movie doesnt focus on his motivations#or the fantasy politics of barbieland#i AM personally interested in them#like his frustration is coming from a legitimate place and the movie does acknowledge that both barbie (margot) and the barbies overall were#Not In The Right and its not the actual solution to the issue of feminism#in the same way that the movie acknowledged that barbie didnt solve feminism and in many cases ended up playing into#the very ideas that prevent women from pursuing the jobs barbie is often shown in#im sure ppl will critique the movie for not going far enough but like. i dont think their point was to make a massive statement?#so much as it was to make a campy blockbuster that gently acknowledges the ways people can so often feel left out#its not the feminist piece of a generation so much as it is a love letter to barbie that acknowledges how shes#an inherently flawed consumerist brand. but one thats deeply cherished by generations and has left a massive pink stamp on our culture#(its probably worth noting that i have generally positive memories of barbie)#(despite being a weird fat kid i never personally felt alienated by barbie and my memories are extremely fond)#(i didnt like baby dolls bc. i never have liked kids but barbie was a fantasy in sparkly dresses)#(she was married to my dinosaur toys. ive always known what im about yes)#my favorite barbies were swan lake a halloween witch barbie and a halloween ghost barbie#(also idk is this an autistic thing for me to only learn most young girls compared their bodies to barbie at like 14?)#(like it just never dawned on me to compare my looks to a toy tbqh. i was more upset by the actual lack of clothing in my size)
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