#one more days to go until July 16 where i turn rule 34

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Writing My Obituary (context on my weird poetry collection)

I realized today that I very casually bring up my poetry collection all the time and a large majority of my followers have no clue what I’m talking about, so here’s a WMO explanation post thing! I should definitely give a content warning though: this book deals with suicide, abuse (both physical and emotional, by both parents and other people), homophobia and transphobia, allusions to major appetite and stomach issues (which while reading sound a lot like eating disorders), toxic relationships, just a lot of really heavy emotions in general. Please don’t read the book or this post if those things could trigger you. This post also ended up super long, so the rest is under the cut.

So. first thing’s first, this collection is being published by Pure Print Publishing this fall (due to covid there aren’t any exact dates available). I didn’t query it, someone reached out to me after reading my poems on Instagram, hearing that they were in an unpublished collection, and basically connected me with their friend who runs the indie publishing house and is an author himself.

A big part of the reason this book is so difficult to talk about in context is because that requires getting pretty vulnerable - most of this book is just me dealing with everything I’ve struggled with over the last 4 years of my life. So if there’s discussion about the book in the replies, please keep it to the content of the book and not the validity of these experiences or details of things that happened to me.

The collection is about me and my journey from 13 to 17, starting with my suicide attempt at 13. There are several poems from around that time in my life, but they’ve changed a lot over the four years of editing. However, you can definitely still see changes in the way I write and the way I approach poetry by the end of the book - which was the goal. The book is centered around learning about identity, about how relationships should work, about friendships, about learning to handle mental and chronic illness, and above all, growing. There’s really no “breaking point” where everything about the way I write changes all at once, so in context, the change is almost difficult to see. So to sort of represent these changes, I’m putting a poem from the beginning, from the middle, and from the end all right next to each other (and some bonus analysis of my own poetry!).

Call me a monster is probably the most stark change from the past to the present. I almost never rhyme my poems anymore and if I do, they’re fleeting and mostly for rhythm. The lines are also extremely short, which I only do now when it really fits - in general, I make an effort to avoid consistently short lines. I like to tell myself that it’s symbolism I did on purpose to represent how all over the place my brain was, hopping from one thought to the next, but I don’t think it’s symbolism. I think my brain was really too jumbled to have more than five words in a line.

 I also took my own poems very seriously back then - writing a poem was an Occasion, so the first letter of each of those lines is capitalized like I’m some sort of English classics major. Both stanzas are also the same length (I still do that now sometimes, but back then it was in so many of my poems that I think I thought it was a requirement). Basically, I wrote this like I was going to turn it in somewhere.

Still pretty heavy on the capitalization here, but I definitely got more flexible with stanza length and slightly longer lines (7 whole words, yay!). This poem was somewhat of a turning point for me, basically realizing that I could not only vent through poetry, but still make it poetic and artistic in a lot of ways, and also explore contrast in my own emotions and conflicting feelings. For some reason, prior to this, I thought a poem could only be one emotion at a time, but now I think a poem can be one topic and the way multiple or conflicting emotions revolve around it. This is also one of the first poems I wrote that I was proud of from beginning to end.

This poem isn’t totally representative of the last couple changes I want to talk about (especially line length - for being relatively recent the lines are still pretty short), but I don’t want to use too many poems that haven’t been posted online before and this one has been posted and read aloud on an Instagram live, minus one stanza I added, which I’ll get to. I also wanted to choose this one because it has a direct reference to The Universe In You and several other poems, which gives me a chance to talk about how much I love referencing my other poetry in my poetry. Buckle up, this one might be long.

By this point, I had pretty much realized that there actually aren’t any rules at all. I’ve figured out what I want to say and I’ll say it however the hell I want to - I don’t need to capitalize things unless it suits the form, I don’t have to be totally consistent, I can repeat things as much as I want. I reached back into my 15 year old angst for this one, though, so I could more properly write about the relationship in a way that made sense. 

Now, I could honestly write a whole other book about how I reference other poems in each poem, but for now I’ll just break down the ones here.

Sort of a half reference right at the beginning: I have so much to say. I bring that up in different words in so many poems, both about my relationship and my dad. This is probably because, growing up as someone who had a speech impediment (meaning I talked too much no matter how little I said because of how long it took to say it), I always felt like I never had the space to say everything I wanted. It’s brought up in at least 3 other poems.

lost signals: a direct reference to my poem Thread Unavailable:

We’re riding down a dirt road in the middle of a conversation and lost signal. Message failed.

empty spaces: a reference to The Universe In You!! Pretty much the whole reason I included this poem.

burned poems: this one is basically just a reference to all the poems in the collection that are breakup poems, or poems where I directly addressed my ex saying don’t read this, you don’t have to read this, I shouldn’t have written this, etc. Specifically, A Long and Lonely Letter, Tired Eyed (The Homecoming Poem), and The Poem That Shouldn’t Exist.

another July come and gone and I didn’t write about you: this reference is hard to really understand the context of unless you know me in real life, but in two other poems I mention the month of July, in a couple others I reference summer, but there are dozens of poems that didn’t make it into my cut of the collection that talk about July. Basically, in context of the relationship, it was the only time we were actually happy and we split up and got back together over and over trying to replicate that fleeting, 30 day feeling that was overtaken by school, seasonal depression, and our own instability as people. For so long, all I could think about was that one month, and that line was my way of showing how I was done writing about it.

you told me, once, that we’re soulmates: this entire little stanza is directly copied from Tired Eyed (The Homecoming Poem). In order to continue talking about it I’ll throw a piece of that here:

If you want to come back, be sure of me. Be sure of yourself. I don’t want to be a consequence of your impulses.

You told me, once, that we’re soulmates. That once you find a person you want to spend forever with, it feels like nothing else matters. Do you believe that like I do?

That’s just a really short chunk of a really long poem, but basically the re-use of that section goes to say that me truly believing nothing else mattered was not good and extremely unhealthy. I put it there even though the poem was just fine without it because I really wanted to get that message across, especially since most of my target audience falls between middle and high school.

I know love in so many shades and I give it in every color: this references a couple different poems that aren’t in the collection, but in terms of the book, it’s a reference to Red, Like You, which is about color association and love and stuff? I I still don’t totally get it. I say in the poem that I don’t totally get it. No one totally gets it, but all in all I went from loving just one person in just one way to loving everyone in tons of different ways and realizing that those other types of love are just as, if not more, fulfilling to me, and that romance is not the be-all end-all of love and happiness.

All the other references are repetitions so I’ve pretty much already explained those. But anyway, that’s my book! It has 77 poems total, quite a few of them more than a page, and some that are probably several pages once in paperback format because, you know, I never shut up. Since I did my mini beta reading round (I got a lot of necessary feedback but that was so much to keep track of, I’ll probably just get a couple feedback partners next time), I’ve cut 34 poems and added 16 newer ones, edited the crap out of the whole book, and gotten the perspective of a professional editor.

 This book, even though there’s a lot of it I’ve grown out of, is super important to me and it’s so hard to let it go. Part of me wants to keep this book going forever and just keep growing until it has thousands of poems, but all of these “character arcs” in my life are finished. I left my toxic relationship and friendships, I figured out my gender and sexuality, I learned how to love openly, I cut off my dad for good. There’s obviously always more to learn about my relationships with these other people and myself, and I do that unconsciously every day. But in all honesty, I have nothing left to say about these people or events that would change the conclusions I’ve already come to - they would only further prove them to be true.

I absolutely always want to talk about this book, so if you have any questions, send an ask! Also feel free to scroll through the poetry tag on my blog and ask me about any poems I have posted there, there are a few that I’ve written since the completion of the collection that’ll (most likely) end up in whatever I write next. Basically, I’m obsessed with poetry and want to talk about it all the time. Please ask me about it.

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85 questions tag

I was tagged by @honeyixing9. Thank you! 😊

rules: answer 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

last

1. drink - water

2. phone call - my mum

3. text message - my sister

4. song you listened to - Skeletons by Heartist

5. time you cried -  at work last week during a supervision session with my mentor. We were talking about how stressed she felt by me keep asking for leave to go and see Yixing in concert, and I was mad and embarassed. But she gave me the leave so who’s the real winner? 😆

ever

6. dated someone twice? - not even dated anyone once

7. kissed someone and regretted it - never kissed anyone either

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - I have lost lots of friendships over the years just because I’m rubbish at keeping in contact. Luckily I had not lost any close family members.

10. been depressed - yes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no

fave colours

12. scarlet ❤️

13. crimson ❤️

14. pink ❤️

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes, I have made lots of lovely new friends on Tumblr, also I made several very good friends when I was travelling around China.

16. fallen out of love - I’m trying very hard to but no, it’s not working

17. laughed until you cried - yes

18. found out someone was talking about you - If you count work colleagues ratting on me to the manager... then yes.

19. met someone who changed you - no

20. found out who your friends are - yes, someone who I went to college with invited everyone in our friend group to her wedding, but not me. I guess she didn’t count me as a close friend like I did her.

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - still not kissed anyone!

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - All of them. Some I don’t know well, but I either went to school/ college/ university with them, work with them or I have met them on my travels.

23. do you have any pets - no

24. do you want to change your name - no I actually like my name. You don’t meet too many Briony’s and I like being kinda unique 😊

25. what did you do for your last birthday - I organised my sister’s hen party so it fell on my birthday too, so I was in Porto, Portugal with my mum and sister.

26. what time did you wake up today - 7am ish

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping

28. what is something you can’t wait for - Yixing’s concert in Nanjing!

30. what are you listening to right now - Journey to the Past from the Anastasia soundtrack

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - at some point yes

32. something that gets on your nerves - where to begin?? 😆 Right now I’m going to say people not filing the notes in alphabetical order at work.

33. most visited website - tumblr

34. hair color - dark brown

35. long or short hair - long to my waist

36. do you have a crush on someone -  many someones

37. what do you like about yourself - my independence, that I can travel alone without having to rely on other people

38. want any piercings? - no

39. blood type - probably A- but I’ve never had it checked

40. nicknames - B, Bri, BB but I’d rather you just use my full name

41. relationship status - forever alone

42. zodiac - Leo/ Sheep 🐑

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - Spartacus (also the only TV show to ever make me cry. Watch it!!)

45. tattoos - none and don’t want any

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - 3 times, one on each eye and one on my hand

48. piercings - none

49. sport - none

50. vacation - favourite place I’ve been to is Singapore, and I want to go to Japan, Thailand, India, West coast USA, the Middle East, and South America

51. trainers - Regatta... though they’re more like walking shoes

more general

52. eating - favourite foods are pizza, lasagne, and enchiladas aka anything smothered in cheese. And dessert wise I’m obsessed with Ben and Jerry’s ice cream and Cadbury chocolate.

53. drinking - currently I’m loving orange and mango cordial, yummy!

54. i’m about to watch - Trinkets on Netflix

55. waiting for - my trip to China in July, Yixing’s concert, EXO to come to Europe, my university course to start in September so I can get it over and done with.

56. want - to figure out what my dream job looks like and then go get it, to become fluent in Mandarin, to lose like 80lbs

57. get married - yes one day

58. career - that elusive dream job! Something that let’s me see the world.

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - lips

61. shorter or taller - I would like taller, but if Yixing asked me out I’m not going to be fussy about it 😆

62. older or younger - either

63. nice arms or stomach - not gonna lie, I love a good pair of arms

64. hookup or relationship - relationship if that ever happens

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - no

68. lost glasses - no

69. turned someone down - no

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s heart - not in a romantic way at least

72. had your heart broken - again, not romantically, but by friends and family, yes many times

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - yes

75. fallen for a friend - I had already fallen for him before we became friends but I just fell harder when I actually got to know him. He’s also really unavailable.

do you believe in

76. yourself - no

77. miracles - I would like to, but I don’t think so

78. love at first sight - attraction at first sight of course, but not love

79. santa claus -  you’re saying Santa isn’t real?? 😲

80. kiss on a first date - I wouldn’t at the moment but who knows

81. angels - no

other

82. best friend’s name - I don’t think I have one at the moment. My primary school best friend was called Jennifer and my high school best friend was called Katie.

83. eye color - brown

84. fave movie - Stand by Me

85. fave actor - River Phoenix

im gonna tag (20?? wow ok then 😆): @kafkascupcake @greentaolatte @laycitos @xing-a-tune @layverse @sefuns @castielsinwhite @my1ady @zyx-1 @1osecontrol @layallyourloveonxing @thegreatxingmibeyond @softxingdae @xiuminscheeks @zhangzjs @2baekxing @exo-chinaline @pinkxingmi @amaxing-daes @reddwarf93

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prompt list

I actually have 435 followers now; IDK how that happened…

Alright.  Here’s how this is going to work.  Last time I did a prompt list, I got an overwhelming response (I wrote 22 fics), and I only had 100 followers back then.  This time around, I’m instituting some rules to keep things running smoothly.

I’ll keep this event running for one week (Evening of Thursday 05 July through Evening of Thursday 12 July) OR until I receive 25 prompts (controlling for duplicates).  At that point, my inbox will close again until I’ve written all of them.  I plan to post them as I write them, so I’m not sure how many I’ll get done each day.  My goal is to write at least one prompt a day, however, don’t get upset if things get a little delayed; my leg is in a cast and I am back working full time, so I got some shit going on.

**When you ask for a prompt, please copy and paste it into the ask**  This saves me having to go back and look it up later.  It also makes it way easier to search for the posts after they’re published.

There is no length guarantee.  Some of these lend themselves to short drabbles, and others work as longer fics, so expect some variety there.  In order to appeal to everyone’s various interests, I’ve tried to mark the prompts as to whether or not they’ll feature emeto.  Per usual, most of the prompts are sickfic-, angst-, or h/c-based, but a few are comedic.  I’ve bolded a few of the fanfic prompts I’m super ecstatic about, but no pressure.  Choose whichever you like best.  If there’s something else you’re desperate to see (especially if it’s for creedless assassins, since I didn’t put them on the list), feel free to send in an ask with your own prompt, though I reserve the right to say no thanks.

Thank you so much for following and for sticking with me.  I hope this is a fun event for all of us.

My OCs: Jax Beach

1  Todd gets motion sickness when Mel brings home a VR headset (emeto)

2  Mark gets overheated and sick while he and Troy are at Pride (emeto)

3  Mel assists when Amelia is sick at work (emeto)

4  Mark tries to surprise Troy at work and take him out to dinner, but homeboy isn’t feeling up to it

My OCs: Mike & Co

5  Drunk/high Colby gets sick and spends the night on a street corner (AKA that one piece of his backstory I keep referencing but have never written about) (emeto)

6  Ash gets motion sickness while he and Hannah travel by greyhound bus (AKA that one prompt I keep meaning to get to and never do) (emeto)

7  Mike has strep and Jason threatens to quarantine her

8  Colby takes Jason to hot yoga and things go very badly (emeto)

My OCs: Bostonians (H and P are in the middle of a thing, so these are going to be either prequels to their current arc or prompts for Kris and Khalil)

9  Kris is a good Samaritan when a member of the church choir faints/gets sick (emeto)

10  Hildur drags herself to the drugstore for provisions when she’s sick with the flu

11 Kris takes a depressed Khalil out to breakfast and tries to cheer him up even though he really doesn’t want to hear it (sorry this is a super weird prompt, but it’s already a wip on my computer)

12  Pierce is determined to make it through the workday even though he’s sick and looks terrible (emeto)

Captain America

13  Pre-serum Steve takes care of a drunk Bucky (Heroverse, pre-WWII) (emeto)

14  Darcy looks out for Bucky when he’s sick at work (Powers/No Powers) (emeto)

15  More on Steve and Bucky’s “not bad for the end of the world” moment in Infinity War (could possibly go nsfw; missing moments)

16  Bucky has another seizure (Whoa Bessie) (emeto)

Irondad and Spiderson

17  Tony gives Peter a talking-to about staying up all night when he stays at the facility upstate (but sometimes you really do have to study for a Spanish quiz)

18  Tony’s injured on a mission, Peter fusses, Tony objects, and Peter pulls the “if it had happened to me, you’d be fussing” card

19  Peter throws up after doing some Spider-Man acrobatics and tries to walk it off, but he’s actually sick (emeto)

20  Tony has a panic attack in front of Peter (emeto)

Other Spider-Man

21  May tries to convince Peter he doesn’t have to go to his Stark internship when he’s sick (emeto)

22  Peter comes to school sick and ragged out, and Ned tries to guess what kind of adventures Peter was up to all night as Spider-Man (“No, dude, I’m just sick.  Gimme a break.”)

23  Peter and Shuri are working on a project and Peter’s super antsy.  Shuri asks him what’s up, and Peter tries to play it cool, but he’s super nauseated (emeto)

24  Peter’s on patrol even though he has a fever, and Karen gives him all kinds of warnings

Nat on Fire

25  Nat attempts to hide a concussion (emeto)

26  Steve and Nat have a fight about Nat’s declining health

27  Nat starts using again, and Steve finds her high

28  Flashback where Nat detoxes from cocaine before joining SHIELD (emeto)

Clint & Laura

29  Laura calls Clint in sick to work (“Sorry, Nick, Clint can’t come to the phone right now.  He’s hugging the toilet.”) (emeto)

30  It’s Clint’s turn to get up and soothe the crying baby, but when he gets out of bed, it’s all he can do to get to the bathroom before he pukes (emeto)

31  Clint and Laura have date night all planned, but Clint’s sick and they end up staying in for ginger ale and saltines (emeto)

32  When your wife tells you you don’t look so good, you should probably believe her

Science Bros

33  Tony and Bruce get drunk, and Tony’s a lot more used to it than poor Bruce (emeto)

34  Tony’s new suit upgrades go amiss and he ends up motion sick (emeto)

35  The boys work out a serum to calm Bruce down after hulking out, and it ends up doing a number on his stomach (emeto)

36  The giant bag of weed mentioned in Avengers (2012) is actually a thing

Nat & Bruce

37  Nat’s injured on a mission and in a lot of pain, Bruce hovers (emeto)

38  Bruce calms down after hulking out on a mission, Nat watches out for him (emeto)

39  Nat sleeps over in Bruce’s room and wakes early with a fever.  Cue some raised eyebrows when he starts looking for ibuprofen for homegirl while the rest of the team is eating breakfast

40  Bruce is hiding/avoiding everyone because he’s sick, and Nat just wants to check that he’s ok

Black Panther

41  T’Challa does take Shuri to Coachella, and she gets overheated

42  T’Challa takes a kick to the gut in combat and has a little trouble shaking it off (emeto)

43  T’Challa’s sick and Shuri has medication for him in her lab, but she makes him wait for her to bring it to him so he won’t vomit near her precious equipment (emeto)

44  Shuri tags along to train with Okoye and T’Challa and ends up pushing herself a bit too hard (emeto)

Daredevil

45  Foggy’s sick with a fever, and he’s super confused when he sees Matt taking care of him and running around the apartment like he’s not blind at all

46  Claire’s patching Matt up after a night of vigilante shenanigans, and he vomits from the pain (emeto)

47  Karen and Matt are alone in the office when Matt gets sick, and she’s not sure how much help he needs (ensue mega hovering) (emeto)

48  Claire suspects Matt has a concussion and calls Foggy to babysit him while she goes to work even though Matt insists he’s fine (he’s not) (emeto)

Jessica Jones (JJ/Avengers crossover)

49  Jess is belligerent and drunk; she and Nat have an argument

50  Jess is hungover (emeto)

51  Jess goes on a mission with Nat and gets injured but tries to convince Nat she’s fine

52  Nat and Jess get drunk together, and Nat doesn’t fare so well (emeto)

Criminal Minds

53  Spencer’s coming down with a bug, but being on the jet makes him sick to his stomach too (emeto)

54  JJ wakes up sick in the night and Will takes care of her (emeto)

55  Spencer’s anxious and craving drugs, so JJ comes to his aid

56  Spencer feels ill and faint at a crime scene and tries to explain that he’s not overwhelmed, he’s actually sick (emeto)

Titan A.E.

57  Akima’s reckless flying gives Cale motion sickness (emeto)

58  Cale is unwell and wandering the Valkyrie in the middle of the night when he runs into Akima

59  Alternate Cale and Korso meeting: Cale’s vomiting into a trash can and Korso comes to his aid (emeto)

60  Alternate Cale and Akima meeting: Cale’s nauseous when he wakes up injured on the Valkyrie (emeto)

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Frigid Bitch 2018 Results

The 5th Annual Frigid Bitch: …not the coldest, …not the warmest, …not the longest…

At 9am on Saturday February 17th, 2018, the race organizer drove down to the north shore trail to check for ice and found herself staring at the river. There was no trail. Pittsburgh was flooded, the Point was underwater, the steps and railings leading down to the trail were protruding out of 10 extra feet of river along with signage and street lights. Well shit. That would fuck up the route map. Or would it? One of the checkpoints was on the West End Bridge, (or more accurately - under it, in the pedestrian tunnel) and most cyclists would either know or check the map and see the best way to get there is to take the trail. But from the kayak rental station under the Three Sisters Bridges to the Carnegie Science Center, the trail was The Allegheny. Well, if anyone follows the map and ends up staring into the river, we’ll chalk that up to race-day obstacles. They’ll just have to find their way around it.

Set up started early at Spirit, bike-rack equipped cars were already in the lot, and randonneur extraordinaire Monica VanDieran popped in first thing for the second year in a row to grab her spokecard, manifest and shirt. A steady stream of ladies rolled into the upper lodge to register and claim a corner to huddle over their maps and start plotting routes. An hour later an announcement was made that the race would start in 30 minutes and we were at 95 registered racers, so call your friends! Pittsburgh Babes on Bikes had decided that for our 5th year, in an attempt to beat all known previous records of ladies cycling fields, 100% of the registration fee would be donated to the Greater Pittsburgh Women’s Shelter if the race broke 100 riders. 10 minutes later Ngani Ndimble and Franky Montenegro registered as 99 and 100 and a great cheer erupted around the hall. In that moment, hundreds of dollars were pledged to the Shelter and the Frigid Bitch established itself as Pittsburgh’s biggest ladies’-only race ever. Ten minutes after that, the rules and general info for the race were announced from the stage.

   Make as many checkpoints as you can. Go in any order, via any route. Ride however you want, but DON’T GET HURT. Watch out for potholes. Make sure the volunteers get your spokecard number before you roll out! If Paul Beaver tries to make you do something stupid, don’t listen to him. Don’t give my volunteers any shit. Unless they’re Paul Beaver, then give him as much shit as you want. Checkpoints close at 2, race ends at 3. You must be back at Spirit at 3pm! When you get back, FIND ME to check in. Any questions???

From there, the crowd started heading outside to gear up, unlock their bikes, and pile onto the street. One of the volunteers walked out and said “Damn, there’s so many ladies out here! It looks like we’re about to take down the government or something!” Still 5 minutes from the start, the clusterfuck on 51st street started to back up towards Stanton ave. Incoming brunchers were stuck between Butler st and Spirit, and very few racers felt inclined to make way. The clock ticked towards noon. Returning 2017 racers laughed that the light at the end of the street would again be red for the start, so at the last second the proverbial starting shot was moved to the moment that light turned green. A panicky last-minute rider showed up to register, and 106 kick-ass Frigid Bitch racers surged forward towards the checkpoints!

THE CHECKPOINTS The Button The closest checkpoint to the starting location was the Button, a concrete slab on the side of the river that doubles as a semi-secret hang-out spot. The route map showed a set of railroad tracks at the end of a nearby street, which had to be followed on the diagonal across an off-camber grassy stretch. Originally, volunteers were going to stand on the button and make racers ditch their bikes, climb down a rooty mud cliff, and clamber up next to them to get credit for the stop. HOWEVER, when the guys arrived to set up the checkpoint, they immediately realized that was not going to work. The button was completely submerged in the river. No trace of it was there to be seen. So instead, they built a fire on the traintracks and told racers they’d make extra points for shotgunning a beer (untrue). "A" for effort!

Stanton Ave Another nearby checkpoint was not at all secret - the top of the well-known brutally long climb that is Stanton Ave. Impossible to approach from any direction without slogging up one of many hills, your only option is steep or steeper. A lot of racers opted to get this checkpoint out of the way first, and then stop for a minute for one of Bruce’s hot toddies at the fire station. Hell yeah!

Troy Hill Stairs For anyone who decided to hit the button first and then make their way west, the next checkpoint down the river was the massive staircase that connects the sidewalk along route 28 to Troy Hill. Shane was hanging out at the bottom to let everyone know that the checkpoint…was much closer to the top. Some carried their bikes with them (most ditched them with Shane, who ended up fixing a few), hiked up the winding steps and were greeted by a cheerleading squad toting pickles, pineapple, whiskey, and a cowbell. Zack was hopping around and playing “Ring My Bell” by Anita Ward over and over and over on his boombot, and Ryan was yelling for racers to…wait for it…. ring the bell! to get credit for the stop. Frigid Bitch volunteers are the best!

      The West End Bridge Further down the river past the flooded out North Shore, riders had to find the staircase leading up to the West End Bridge’s pedestrian tunnel! Helpfully, Paul Beaver had decorated them out with balloons, and Tim brought back his creepy friend to point the ladies in the right direction. Colin had set up a camp stove with mulled wine and coffee in the tunnel for anyone who needed to heat up some. There was a group of ladies who sure enough, not realizing the river was flooded, not knowing another way around, made it to the washed out section of the trail and decided they were gonna just ride through the water, fuck it. “I didn’t know when I showed up for this race that I’d be biking through the Allegheny River!” Drenched, they rode with frozen feet, until Tim pulled a couple pairs of socks outta his truck and doled em out.

Water Tower on the Hill In the middle of the city, the diva of the checkpoints was the Hill District Water Tower. Anyone following the route map would go across Bigelow Blvd (either up the fast-paced bridge and through a shitty intersection, or along the sidewalk and then up and down the stairs to the pedestrian overpass), up a gnarly hill, up a worse hill, up a staircase, up a brick road, and then either find the dirt trail through the park or climb up a grass embankment where volunteers made them hug the water tower before they could move on. It ruled! Even riders who trekked their own way to the tower found themselves winding up potholed-nightmare roads and climbing other staircases.

   The Wheel Mill and Pocusset The two furthest checkpoints out were also some of the most straight forward - pretty much everyone knows where the Wheel Mill is, and Pocusset is a street that’s been turned by the city into a cyclist-only road connecting Squirrel Hill to the Greenfield Bridge. The Wheel Mill, almost at the city limits, was the furthest checkpoint from the start. The lack of traffic on Pocusset is great, but it’s also a super windy hill, and one rider bombed down it so fast in her determination to kick ass she slid out, terrifying the volunteers. She knows how to power through tho, and made it to the finish beat up but in good time. Pittsburgh was flooding, but the temps were freezing and halfway through the race snow and sleet had started falling. When riders finished and bolted down the steps of Spirit to yell out their spokecard #s, water sprayed from their helmets, down their faces and careened off their noses and gloves to spray anyone around them. Alex K said she had to ride her fixie from the button to the finish line with her signature heart-shaped sunglasses clenched in her teeth bc they were all snowed over. Ladies arrived, soaked and grinning about how hard and terrible and awesome the race was. Women who had just moved here a few months ago came out and met new cyclists, complete strangers rode together, one racer said she had been spectating at the Dirty Dozen when a woman she didn’t know asked her if she’d ever heard of the Frigid Bitch. “No, but I googled it and it looked fun so I just came out!” They were packing into the bar, taking over the tables and floor space, ordering pizza and drying out while the numbers were crunched and the results were tallied.

The Results!! 1st place! Kelly Collier #3 Caryn Willis #6 Elise Rowe #10 Taylor Kyuk-White #666

5 - Franky Montenegro #102 6 - Monica VanDieran #4 7 - Jen Damon #42 8 - Suz Falvey #99 9 - Anna Biebersmorf #86 10 - Sarah Skelly #47 11 - Sarah Ralich #16 12 - Anna Barensfeld #11 13 - Robyn Brewer #8 14 - Kelsey Kradel #19 15 - Cora Devoir #45 16 - Barbara Jensen #32 17 - Heather Knupp #25 18 - Allison Glick #72 19 - Julie Baker #70 20 - Bernadette Brogden #67 21 - Alex Korshin #62 22 - Samone Riddle #64 23 - Jessie Appleman #44 24 - Laura SanBoeuf #77 25 - Alyssa Crawford #103 26 - Ru Emmons #43 27 - Chloe Newman #36 28 - Paige Anderson #48 29 - Naomi Anderson #34 30 - Megyn Sybeldon #35 31 - Katherine Jordan #84 32 - KateCampbell #41 33 - Alex Anna Angela Shewczyk #29 34 - Jamie Martina #69 35 - Cansu Ozen #51 36 - Shaena Ulissi #26 37 - Jane Runyan #63 38 - Maria Bajzek #22 39 - Paula Zamora #28 40 - Catherina Armbruster #50 41 - Sarah Pearman #53 42 - Lindsay Dill #97 43 - Ngani Ndimble #93 44 - Lauryn Stalter #101 45 - Lan Tran #95 46 - Romina Rozar #81 47 - Sara Khalil #74 48 - Tara Seplavy #55 49 - Ania Jaroszewicz #38 50 - Riesa Lirette #14 51 - Emily Palmer #92 52 - Elise Fantom #23 53 - Emily Persico #54 54 - Dani Kramer #7 55 - Beverly Bendax #107 56 - Dayana Rivadeneira #30 57 - Bonnie Weibel #76 58 - Genevieve Everette #37 59 - Mary Jackson #73 60 - Milo Spiders #13 61 - Hayes Vif #1 62 - Sabina Sloman #98 63 - Sarah Wasilewski #83 64 - Bridget McCoy #24 65 - Catherine Oldershaw #100 66 - Leah Nicolich #56 67 - Jaime Park #33 68 - Meghan Warren #58 69 - Morgan Tunstall #59 70 - Kacyn Keys #21 71 - Ellen Kiley #40 72 - Alex Falk #27 73 - Cindy Billisits #79 74 - Katt Schuler #96 75 - Jaclyn Sternick #75 76 - Ryder Lythos #80 77 - Tobin Seastedt #20 78 - Shannon Kenyon #12 79 - Erin Potts #60 80 - Molly Orzechowski #18 81 - Cat Woodson #31 82 - Susan Carlson #46 83 - Sally Folan #15 84 - Laura Jones #57 85 - Joanne Anderson #39 86 - Sara Crawford #49 87 - Rachel Ding #78 88 - Rebecca Jacobson #61 89 - Elayne Filio #17 90 - Nancy Jones #87 91 - Jolynn Gibson #2 92 - Maureen Duncan #9 93 - Athena Marsh #85 94 - Rachel Zaydak #52 95 - Katie Blackburn #65 96 - Joi Roboch #104 97 - Holly Wik #66 98 - Dirty Jones #71 99 - Erica Gamerro #88 100 - Demetra Czegan #68 101 - Amanda Glevicky #89 102 - Gina Gowins #91 103 - Megan Lovett #90 104 - Hana Swift #82 105 - Sarah Grossman #94 106 - Carrisa Mendez #105

            The Donation This exhilarating bitch of a race definitely has its obstacles - from the cold, snow, ice, floods, stairs, mud, brick… - but registration fees won’t be one of them. As long as we are running it, it will always be $5. With 106 registered racers, all of whom made it to the minimum 1 checkpoint, the registration money in its entirety will be donated to the Women’s Shelter this year. Inspired by that goal, registration #s were matched by two outside benefactors, bringing the amount raised to $905. Congratulations to all the ladies who hauled themselves to Spirit; YOU made that happen! Two decades ago 100 pro cyclist women raced the streets of Pittsburgh in pursuit of the US championship and a $25,000 prize purse. This year at the Frigid Bitch you broke that record in the pursuit of alley-cat glory and support of victims of domestic violence. Pgh Babes on Bikes is so proud, and grateful for making our 100+ rider dream come true, we are going to bump that number up to $1,000. Cuz it just feels like a good number to put on a check. THANK YOU to all of the racers who came out to bust apart records, kick ass and grant wishes. Thanks to all the volunteers, for showing up, cheering, bringing hot booze, doing hilarious shit and gettin creative with your stops! Thanks to the photographers for memorializing this race forever and catching everyone’s glee and embarrassing moments! Thank you to the video team; we CAN’T WAIT to see what you do with the race footage! Thank you to my lovely assistants and stage bouncer, and to my little brother for the epic, amazing, incredible artwork. THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS, who donate mountains of swag so no matter how big our numbers get, everyone gets rad stuff!

                                                                                                SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

[chinigan]

WHOO BOY HERE WE GO

I was tagged by @game-of-grump What a cool dude y’all should go follow them

Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people (THAT’S A LOT OF STATEMENTS)

The last: (1) drink: lemon lime water (drink that agua kids) (2) phone call: my mum like last week cause i lost her in town (3) text message: LMAO I don’t actually text much I’m p/ sure the last text I sent was in like july or something i do not remember (4) song you listened to: Imaginary Parties by Superfruit (Y’ALL IT’S SUCH A JAM LISTEN TO IT) (5) time you cried: sometime last week? or this week... whenever I posted about crying at the past 3 things I watched and that I bet I would cry at despicable me 3 (i didn’t) (6) dated somebody twice: I think once when I was like 16 so young and stupid and thought he deserved a second chance (LMAO NAH) (7)kissed someone and regretted it: Again, I was young and stupid (probably around 16-17 too) (8)have been cheated on: not that I’m aware of, never happened (9)lost someone special: Several.  (10)been depressed: since I was born till right this second lmao (11)gotten drunk and thrown up: uuuuuh sometime last year at uni (I remember nothing from that night to this day) (12) favourite colours to wear: Grey (13) Black (14) White (I’ll die for my minimalist aesthetic In The Last Year Have You: (15)made new friends: YES I’m such a slut for making new friends (16)fallen out of love: in terms of fake friends then yes (17)laughed until you cried: u ain’t laughing right if u ain’t crying while doing it (18)found out somebody was talking about you: probably (I’m oblivious to drama that involves me I only live for other peoples drama) (19)met somebody who changed you: probably I can’t think of any one specifically (20)found out who your friends are: my dragon age inquisition crew are the only squad I need now (21)kissed somebody on your Facebook list: yes (22)how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I have 125 facebook friends and I know every single one of them (23)do you have any pets: I HAVE A PERSIAN-TABBY CAT CALLED JASPER AND I WOULD DIE FOR HIM (24)do you want to change your name: every day. I do not like my name and am tired of a life time of people saying and spelling it wrong. (25)what did you do for your last birthday: threw a sick party with my house mates at uni (I GOT A PIÑATA AND EVERYTHING) (26)what time did you wake up: 9:30AM (27)what were you doing at midnight: playing dragon age inquisition (28)name something you can’t wait for: HALLOWEEN (29)when was the last time you saw your mom: 10 minutes ago (30)what are you listening to rn: this (on repeat because reasons) (31)have you ever talked to somebody named Tom: Buddy, have you ever talked to 4 Tom’s at once? Cause I have and it’s a wild ride (32)something that gets on your nerves: Fuckin.... shitty loud kids on planes/trains/any transport that is typically quiet (33)most visited website:  probably a tie between tumblr and youtube (34)hair color: black/grey fade (35)long or short hair: short af (36)do you have a crush on somebody: more like do I want to crush somebody (37)what do you like about yourself: my art cause FUCK if I haven’t improved so much from the shitty invader zim drawings I used to do in science class (38)piercings: I used to have my ears pierced but neeldlephobia got the better of me so they healed up (39)blood type: O something (I forgot if it’s neg or pos) (40)nickname: sket, foghorn (lovingly given by my uni housemates) (42)relationship status: taken (43)zodiac: taurus bby (44)pronouns: man idgaf u can refer to me as a potato for all I care lmao (45)favorite tv shows: literally anything with richard horvitz, rick and morty, Endeavor, it’s to late to think of any other but cartoons. (46)tattoos: 3!  (47)right or left handed: right handed (48)surgery: nope! (I’ve had a lumbar puncture tho (not surgery)) (49)piercing: none (50)sport: when I was younger... I used to be on a badminton team, netball team, hockey team, lacross team, I used to be so active (then video games happened) (51)vacation: in terms of where I’ve been? Italy, France, Egypt, Bahrain (I think thats it??? ? ? ?) (52)pair of trainers: do I own any??? no. I have skate shoes so close enough (53)eating: dark mint kit kat  (54)fav drink: Irn Bru (it’s in my blood) (55)what you’re up to: watching youtube shit posts cause fuck sleep (56)waiting for: the sweet embrace of death (57)want: more PS4 games but I’m poor (58)get married: LMAO NO (59) career: catch me in 2020 on the lead animator credits for minions 2 (I’m joking, but I do want to work for illumination) (60)hugs or kisses: hug me bitch (61)lips or eyes: eyes (62)shorter or taller: idgaf  (63)older or younger: eeeeehhhhh probably older if I really had to pick one (64)nice arms or stomach: arms (65)hook up or relationship: idc (66)troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant (67)kissed a stranger: absolutely not (68)drank hard liquor: of course (69)lost glases/contact lenses: lost/broken/damaged glasses (70)turned someone down: yea (71)sex in the first date: NAH MAN U CAN’T BREAK THE ACE SPACE (72)broke someone’s heart: I have (I still feel bad about it) (73)had your heart broken: more than once (74)been arrested: nope (75)cried when someone died: like a bitch (76)fallen for a friend: yes Do You Believe In: (77)yourself: not really (78)miracles: sometimes (79)love at first sight: no (80) Santa Claus: of course (81) kiss on the first date: eeeehhh idk I’d judge that individually (82) angels: yes Other: (83)current best friends names: Sarah, Josh, Dan, Jak (84)eye color: hazel/green (85) favorite movie: animated: who framed roger rabbit (partially animated?) or the book of life non-animated: the pitch perfect seires (GIVE ME THE 3RD ONE ALREADY)

whooo boy that took a while

I don’t think I can tag 20 people so I’ll tag 10 and if you want to do it but haven’t been tagged this is me telling u to do it (but u don’t have to if you don’t want to! it’s a lot to work through: @i-love-my-corner @rottenplantt @markimoot @birdurer @insaincat @grumpykramer @avidaddy @avibang-bang @gigglygrumps @amirrorcalledthemoon 

[youngmutants]

get to know me (tag)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. I was tagged byyyy @krijgsonthaal thank uuuu i cant sleep so here we gooo LAST: 1. Drink: mint tea 
2. Phone call: mom 
3. Text message: an inside joke to my sister 
4. Song you listened to: something by bazart i think 
5. Time you cried: a few days ago i had my post graduation breakdown lol HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: i havent even dated someone once 
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 
8. Been cheated on: no haha 
9. Lost someone special: yes 
10. Been depressed: hm 
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope and not planning to LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: the 3 primary colors (blue, yellow, red - in that order) IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yea 
16. Fallen out of love: havent been in love in the first place ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
17. Laughed until you cried: multiple times 
18. Found out someone was talking about you: nah 
20. Found out who your friends are: yea 
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: what even ?? GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them? i believe its weird to add ppl you dont know on facebook? 
23. Do you have any pets: heck yea 
24. Do you want to change your name: its a bit weird maybe but i think it would be cool if my name was just "han" (so it would me more gender neutral?) 
25. What did you do for your last birthday: eat dim sum and study for my german exam 
26. What time do you wake up: around 10 in the morning 
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: youtube probably 
28. Name something you can’t wait for: better weather so i can wear my new clothes i guess 
29. When was the last time you saw your mom? just now before i went to bed 
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my sleep schedule lmao 
31. What are you listening to right now: my july spotify playlist (right now: my escape by bent van looy) 
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes i had a pretty good friend named tom when i was 14 (idk where he is now tho) 
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: donald trump 
34. Most visited website: youtube, tumblr 
35. Mole/s: some small ones 
36. Mark/s: stretch markz yo 
37. Childhood dream: i had no idea what i wanted to be when i grew up, i only cared about winx club 
38. Hair color: black 
39. Long or short hair: short short short 
40. Do you have a crush on someone: i crush on everyone who is nice to me basically 
41. What do you like about yourself: im empathetic i guess?? 
42. Piercings: my ears are pierced ... ? 
43. Blood type: no idea hahahhaa woops 
44. Nicknames? han !! 
45. Relationship status: single singel sningle 
46. Zodiac: gemini 
47. Pronouns: .... what are those 
48. Favorite TV Show: pushing daisies 
50. Right or left hand: right 
51. Surgery: nah 
52. Hair dyed in different color: dude i wish 
53. Sport: dont know what that is 
55. Vacation: going to malta soon! 
56. Pair of trainers: a lot MORE GENERAL: 
57. Eating: ❤️🍍🍜🧀🍕🌮🍙🍚🍣 
58. Drinking: apple cherry juice & tea 
59. I’m about to: sleep 
62. Want: more money, more time, more love 
63. Get married: nah 
64. Career: city guide, museum person (?), travel things or language teacher for foreigners 
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs but only if im reALLY close to this person 
66. Lips or eyes: bothhhhh 
67. Shorter or taller: dont care 
68. Older or younger: rather around the same age as me actually 
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice everything? 
71. Sensitive or loud: i dont caaare as long as theyre kind 
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: doesnt matter HAVE YOU EVER: 
74. Kissed a Stranger: nope 
75. Drank hard liquor: i guess 
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: oooh boi yes 
77. Turned someone down: nah 
78. Sex on the first date: no way 
79. Broken someone’s heart: i hope not 
80. Had your heart broken: nah 
81. Been arrested: hell no 
82. Cried when someone died: yes 
83. Fallen for a friend: probably DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 
84: Yourself: 🙃 
85. Miracles: hm 
86. Love at first sight: nah 
87. Santa Claus: :( 
88. Kiss on the first date: maybe a lil peck OTHER: 
90. Current best friend name: teresa 
91. Eye color: brown 
92. Favorite movie: probably x men apocalypse alright if you want to do this let me know and ill tag u ! tagsquad this one is long af so if u got time u can do it if you want @aatsushiis @magnvs-baen @ishouldprobablychangemyusername @murkybokuto but yall dont have to ofc much love xoxo

[mybitchborky]

tagged by @spideysosterfield rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people. I tag: @tompollander @tomandharrisongifs @spidermxn @spideycentral @tomhollanddaily @boycastle @imaginesnthings @parkerbpete @old-new-photos-of-tom-holland @agentmalfoy24601 @hqtomholland @juliechavira @barnesholland @penguinkmm1 @hosterfields @ohlooktomholland @hcllland @buckybarnesisntbad @hollands-spidey @robberytom the last 1. drink: water
2. phone call: my dad
3. text message: a hollander group chat on bubble
4. song you listened to: tolou tagaloa from the moana soundtrack
5. time you cried: when I watched lilo and stitch on the fourth of july
6. dated someone twice: never
7. kissed someone and regretted it: yup
8. been cheated on: nope
9. lost someone special: yup
10. been depressed: yeah
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never drank before 3 favourite colours 12. lilac
13. teal 14. baby blue in the last year have you
15. made new friends: yes !!!
16. fallen out of love: nope
17. laughed until you cried: I think so
18. found out someone was talking about you: I got a sarahah saying my friends were talking behind my back but I asked the gossip hub of the school and she said she didn't hear anything about it ??
19. met someone who changed you: yes I love sam
20. found out who your friends are: yeah , last July 
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: I'm friends with my first and only kiss ?? does that count ?? idk what this means general
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them
23. do you have any pets: nope
24. do you want to change your name: I just started going by my middle name a couple days ago
25. what did you do for your last birthday: I was at my cousins cabin in New Hampshire and we played uno and we went swimming in a cove and we went out to dinner and got ice cream and had cake and watched the incredibles and yelled "HONEY WHERE'S MY SUPER SUIT" 26. what time did you wake up: 11-ish
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching the fresh prince of bel-air and using my phone
28. name something you can’t wait for: avengers infinity war
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: today
31. what are you listening to right now: an episode of fresh prince of bel-air 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes there's a kid in my class who goes by Thomas and hates the tom holland spider-man and one of my friends brothers named tommy 
33. something that is getting on your nerves: my sister
34. most visited website: tumblr , gomovies , and youtube
35. hair colour: kinda dark brown hair with a bit of red kool aid dye at the ends 36. long or short hair: medium
37. do you have a crush on someone: nope 38. what do you like about yourself: my eyes and my writing style
39. piercings: basic ear piercings 
40. blood type: no idea
41. nickname: lizzie
42. relationship status: single and eating pringles 43. zodiac: cancer
44. pronouns: she/her. 45. favourite tv show: agents of shield
46. tattoos: no, but I want tiny ones when I get older
47. right or left handed: right
48. surgery: never
50. sport: volleyball
51. vacation: Disney four times , cape cod two times , Pennsylvania too many times to count , Virginia once , DC once
52. pair of trainers: nike's more general
53. eating: nothing
54. drinking: nothing
55. I’m about to: eat and watch the fresh prince of bel-air 
56. waiting for: my family to get home
57. want: to go to Dave and busters with my friend
58. get married: most likely in 20 or less years maybe ?
59. career: I want to be an actor or a singer , or go into screenwriting or music production which is better
60. hugs or kisses: hugs
61. lips or eyes: eyes
62. shorter or taller: taller
63. older or younger: older
64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms
65. hookup or relationship: relationship
66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant have you ever 
67. kissed a stranger: never
68. drank hard liquor: never
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes
70. turned someone down: yes
71. sex on the first date: no
72. broken someone’s heart: I don't think so ?
73. had your heart broken: once
74. been arrested: no
75. cried when someone died: every time
76. fallen for a friend: yes , sadly do you believe in
77. yourself: no
78. miracles: yes !! my grandma had a Christmas miracle when she was released from the hospital on Christmas eve maybe 5 years back
79. love at first sight: yes , I'm so excited to experience one for myself
80. santa claus: nope
81. kiss on the first date: I think so
82. angels: yes other 
84. eye colour: green 85. favourite movie: spider-man homecoming

[gibstaplease]

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag! Thank you for tagging me: @ohmegstiel @liams-10inch aka “mozão” 
[4] song you listened to: idk, i guess side to side -ariana grande was on the radio a while ago 
[5] time you cried: dont remember WTF IS HAPPENING I WOULD CRY EVERY DAY, BUT thank god 
[6] dated someone twice: never did, guess im quite cold 
[7] been cheated on: 2013, by a friend (as far as im concerned, that was the last time) 
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: never 
[9] lost someone special: 2016/17 has been kinda hard in that aspect 
[10] been depressed: bitch my life is a compilation of *hello darkness my old friend* moments 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: never, im REALLY cautious in that sense, but sometimes i get quite messy and giggly when drinking


LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 
[12] green 
[13] blue  IM SO FUCKING EXTRA OKAY 
[14] pink 
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
[15] made new friends: yes! 
[16] fallen out of love: i like to think that i have, but i cant really answer that properly  
[17] laughed until you cried: in my pilates class *im such an old lady i know* when my yoga pants got ripped  
[18] found out someone was talking about you: dont remember 
[19] met someone who changed you: i think not 
[20] found out who your true friends are: YASSSS  
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no and i think im grateful for that ajsdjasdjasdajsdajsd 
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: no idea, but most of them 
[23] do you have any pets: bennie my smol precious dog baby 
[24] do you want to change your name: no, im quite fond of my name tbh  
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: nothing special, i hate celebrating my birthday *even though i shouldn’t cause i have a twin brother who likes his birthday bUT WHAT CAN I DO* 
[26] what time did you wake up: 10 am and proud  
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: in me bed, warm between the blankets and knowing that im blessed for living in the same era as one direction  
[28] name something you cannot wait for: 21ST OF FUCKING JULY 
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: guess i was 5 or 6, the time she went to the hospital for the very last time :( 
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish some of my relatives were younger so i could spend more time with them 
[31] what are you listening to right now: real bad music from my neighbour, need to show him some REAL ART aka 1d 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: i dont think so 
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: loud music from my neighbour 
[34] most visited website: tumblr definetely  
[35] elementary: meh 
[36] high school: HELL 
[37] college: so far so good 
[38] hair colour: dark brown, almost black 
[39] long or short hair: short 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: im still in denial but yeah 
[41] what do you like about yourself?: im really passionate about my faves and thats it 
[42] piercings: no, but have thought about it 
[43] blood type: i have no idea iM SO IRRESPONSIBLE 
[44] nickname: gibs, gi, gibson 
[45] relationship status: single (but needy :3) 
[46] zodiac sign: taurus and yes i love food 
[47] pronouns: she/her 
[48] fav tv show(s): hard to tell, there are so many 
[49] tattoos: no, but who knows? 
[50] right or left handed: right 
FIRST… 
[51] surgery: never had one  
[52] piercing: ears when i was a baby 
[53] best friend: Awdrey from elementary
[54] sport: dodgeball!??????????? HAHAHA i dont think i have ever been engaged in sports 
[55] vacation: no idea 
[56] pair of trainers: no idea pt 2  
[57] eating: no idea - the return 
[58] drinking: i guess milk? from me mom 
[59] i’m about to: take a shower   
[60] listening: bad music from my neighbour and yes im getting pissed 
[61] waiting for: lunch  
[62] want: TO SEE MY OLD FRIENDS TODAY, LOVE THEM SO MUCH

@daintyandsmol @la-paritalienne @liams-10inch @my-tiny-sun @adoredlou @aimh210 @jellyworm @thebookoflarrystylinson @hazloveshisboo @shpevrythng @floralotp @pay-me-payne @crapcrepe @tempolarriefix @catp @thearmyofbees @celebratinglouis @1989rosesxx @memermaids @spotlightsoff @babybonitaharry @whippedharru i dont know if i reached 25 but i reeeeeeally need to take a shower rn… BUT I FREAKIN’ LOVE ALL MY MUTUALS, even though *harrys voice* we dont talk enough 

[min-yoongle]

Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20ok listen 20 is liek a lot how about 10 people

tagged by the lovely @miercolesporlatarde ilyyyyy~~ these things are so vague omg someone save me tagging @7eon @hobsangel @babyjbum @jins-mixtape @jen-kookie @tggk @onlynochu @princejvhnny @4yxing @dopemanyoongi and anyone else who wants to join consider yourself tagged by me!

the last …

1. drink: a fruit drink thing

2. phone call: meeting call with 2 interns

3. text message: group chat with my 2 friends showing them vav’s teaser

4. song you listened to: beautiful by pentagon

5. time you cried: maybe a few days ago

6. dated someone twice: never

7. kissed someone and regretted it: like a year ago

8. been cheated on: maybe 1.5 years ago??

9. lost someone special: i mean..

10. been depressed: not too long ago

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never

favorite colors

12. blue

13. green

14. black / white

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: kinda? i think?

16. fallen out of love: yes

17. laughed until you cried: ye like last night tbfh

18. found out someone was talking about you: yep

19. met someone who changed you: in person?? not really..?

20. found out who your friends are: ye

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: ish?

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: p much everyone except like a couple

23. do you have any pets: ye a calico cat named julie~~

24. do you want to change your name: not rlly

25. what did you do for your last birthday: I... don’t remember is that bad?

26. what time did you wake up:  idk like 9:30ish

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: finishing biopsych homework and watching youtube and posting 24k updates on twitter  shitty self promo time : follow @/24k_usa on twitter to keep updated on 24K and enter our competition to win a free 24K Addiction album, our team also has a tumblr it’s @24k-usa enter their competition to win customized graphics and follow to be updated on 24K

28. name something you can’t wait for: kconla just the convention, i’m not going to the concert bc i’m bRoKE

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like 30 mins ago she’s in her room scrapbooking <3

31. what are you listening to right now: my computer make noise

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: ye

33. something that is getting on your nerves: people with bad personalities

34. most visited website: idk between twitter youtube tumblr and daum fancafe

35. hair colour: dark brown

36. long or short hair: p long?

37. do you have a crush on someone: yes my biases

38. what do you like about yourself: maybe my personality?

39. piercings: 3 on each ear~

40. blood type: ab

41. nickname: jea

42. relationship status: single

43. zodiac: libra

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: psych

46. tattoos: none

47. right or left handed: right but sometimes left with some things??

48. surgery: only my birth

49. piercing: i saiD 3 ON eACh eAR

50. sports: figure skating and swimming, running kinda?? is sleeping a sport?

51. vacation: where i want to go or where i last went? this is so vagueee.. where i last went... i... don’t remember. where i want to go? all over the place.

more general

53. eating: nothing atm

54. drinking: nothing atm

55. i’m about to: finish this and maybe do some art and listen to music, maybe study korean or psych or math idk

56. waiting for: more money

57. want: more money

58. get married: if the time is right 

59. career: something within the realm of psychology but as long as i’m helping people :)

60. hugs or kisses: both?

61. lips or eyes: eyes

62. shorter or taller: taller

63. older or younger: older

64. nice arms or nice stomach: personality

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

67. kissed a stranger: never

68. drank hard liquor: never

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: aLL THE FUCKIFN TIME

70. turned someone down: no one to turn down lol

71. sex on the first date: no thx

72. broken someone’s heart: kinda i guess

73. had your heart broken: kinda i guess

74. been arrested: nah

75. cried when someone died: yes

76. fallen for a friend: sorta? half way? forever ago?

do you believe in …

77. yourself: i damn hope so

78. miracles: sometimes

79. love at first sight: no

80. santa claus: up on the housetop click click click...

81. kiss on the first date: idk

82. angels: yes

other

83. current best friend’s name: ****

84. eye colour: brown

85. favourite movie: i..don’t know

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

92 non-lies 👀

i was tagged by @oh-styles and @tiostyles to do this tag! thanks guys i love you both v much :)

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag! (I’m probably not gonna tag 25 people bc i don’t even know 25 people LMAO)

THE LAST… 1. Drink: an arnold palmer (half sweet tea, half lemonade, whole mouthgasm ksdfkww)

2. Phone call: my aunt

3. Text message: evie! @ihearthemcallingxx (tag bitch you’re it)

4. Song you listened to: Intoxicated by The Cab (to the sky!! flying HiGh!! take me to the mOoOn!! all day!! all night!! you don’t have to say a woOoRd!!)

5. Time you cried: watching the season finale of The Originals yesterday morning👀👀

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: I’ve never kissed anyone period👀 #showandtell

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: i don’t think so

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: 12. a warm, sunset orange

13. maroon

14. dusty pink/rose gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15. Made new friends: yep

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: yes!! thanks to lindsee @moonchildstyles (tag your it too bitch) and her hilarious encounters with one of the children she hates in her family

18. Found out someone was talking about you: kinda? it wasn’t trash talk, though

19. Met someone who changed you: yes

20. Found out who your true friends are: kinda (it’s complicated bc my besets friends are younger than me and more immature)

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i got a Facebook fairly recently and it was only bc i wanted to use Messenger omg. i’d say 99% bc relatives and what not

23. Do you have any pets: yep. 1 v precious and manipulative doggo, Avery

24. Do you want to change your name: nah it’d take me forever to adapt to a new name

25. What did you do for your last birthday: i had a party/family & friends get together at my house :)

26. What time did you wake up: 11:30 AM-ish

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: video editing!

28. Name something you cannot wait for: graduation #yeet

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: like 10 minutes ago when i went to ask her for q-tips 

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish my parents didn’t favor my sister so much :\

31. What are you listening to right now: the sound of the air vents wooshing

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my music theory teacher/orchestra director

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my nose my allergies are acting up and my whole face won’t stop fucKING ITCHING IRUEHQPOFH

34. Most visited website: tumblr, hands down

35. Elementary: i went, yes

36. High School: still in it 🌚

37. College/university: planning to go

38. Hair colour: really dark brown, edging towards black with a few slight natural highlights here and there

39. Long or short hair: i just got my hair cut last week, actually! it was down to a few inches above my belly button and i got it cut to just below my shoulders. so short, i guess :)

40. Do you have a crush on someone: there’s this nice boy at my school who’s just the sweetest person ever his name’s Jake! 

41. What do you like about yourself: i like that i’m labeled “the funny one” out of my friend group. like, whenever someone introduces me, they say “she’s hilarious!” so my humor!

42. Piercings: my ears but i never wear them

43. Blood type: idk👀

44. Nickname: i don’t really have any irl but lindsee labeled me as awkdrea so there’s that 

45. Relationship status: single pringle

46. Zodiac sign: capri🌽

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: The Vampire Diaries

49. Tattoos: none 

50. Right or left hand: left

FIRST… 51. Surgery: does getting your wisdom teeth removed count as oral surgery?

52. Piercing: ears

54. Sport: swimming

55. Vacation: a water park in FL when i was little

56. Pair of trainers: these ugly black ones that the doctor had me fitted into bc i used to walk with my feet bent in, so these helped me get rid of that

57. Eating: nothing rn

58. Drinking: tea

59. I’m about to: watch youtube videos

60. Listening to: the vents,..,.again..,.

61. Waiting for: my nose to stop being a lil bitch

62. Want: a harry hug

63. Get married: someday maybe

64. Career: orthodontist, i think

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: both :)

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller

68. Older or younger: older but i can make exceptions

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I’m guessing this means toned?? arms i guess? I’m not one to fawn over abs and all my friends find that weird

71. Sensitive or loud: loud

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship! I’m guessing hookups can get pretty messy pretty fast

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: a lil of both

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: nah

75. Drank hard liquor?: with a bit of intellect? nope.

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: yes idk where my glasses are rn sos

77. Turned someone down: yeah

78. Sex on first date: never done it and but i might?

79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah… i felt awful for weeks

80. Had your heart broken: back in 6th grade the guy i’d liked for years got a gf and i cried for a bit so maybe?

81. Been arrested: hecc no

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: unfortunately

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: you could say so\ 

85. Miracles: kinda

86. Love at first sight: maybe?

87. Santa Claus: no

88. Kiss on the first date: sure

89. Angels: idk

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: isabel (irl), julie

91. Eye colour: brown

92. Favourite movie: Captain America: Civil War

i tag: @moonlight-hazza @babymyharry @honeyskins @raspharries @fairylightsstyles @stylessemantics 

[anotheruserwithnoname]

85 Statements Tag Game

Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I was tagged by @universe-on-her-shoulders​

I’ve tagged a number of people repeatedly so rather than coming up with 20 specific names, in honour of my having just passed 600 followers, I’m going to tag anyone who has followed me in the last week.

Putting in a break here because, well, 85...

The last…  

1. Drink: hot chocolate.

2. Phone call: my dad.

3. Text message: Haven’t texted anyone in a year so can’t remember.

4. Song you listened to: Razzle-Dazzle, Bill Haley And His Comets

5. Time you cried: A while ago

6. Dated someone twice: What’s dating?

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Does my brother’s amorous Pomeranian count?

8. Been cheated on: N/A

9. Lost someone special: My mother, July 2013

10. Been depressed: Sort of ongoing for me.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’ve never gotten drunk, mainly because if I get tipsy #10 kicks in, so I avoid. As for the second half, I got some pretty nasty food poisoning from McD’s in the spring of 2012. I remember this because it was the same day (but fortunately hours after) the Calgary Comic & Entertainment Expo where I got autographs from the likes of Summer Glau.

Favourite colors

12. Orange

13. Black

14. Red

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: Neither in nor out.

17. Laughed until you cried: Happened last Saturday

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes (fortunately not in a bad way)

19. Met someone who changed you: I think so.

20. Found out who your friends are: Sort of, with regards to certain things.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: N/A

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? 100% because the only people I have on Facebook are people I already knew or are family as I’m not involved in Facebook culture. In terms of Tumblr friends, I’ve yet to meet any of them in person but I am in communication with a few of them constantly.

23. Do you have any pets? No, but my dad has a cat and my brother has three high-maintenance dogs.

24. Do you want to change your name? Nah.

25. What did you do for your last birthday? Worked. But the day after got Peter Capaldi’s autograph and a photo op at the Calgary Expo.

26. What time did you wake up? 6:30 a.m. At least that’s when the alarm was set.. 

27. What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching Game of Thrones.

28. Name something you can’t wait for: Second season of Victoria. John Rhys-Davies at the Edmonton Comic and Entertainment Expo in September (I’ve been a fan of his since Shogun).

29. When was the last time you saw your mum? The day she passed away in July 2013.

31. What are you listening to right now? Construction noise in the alleyway outside.

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? I work with a guy by that name. He’s sitting about 10 feet behind me as I type this. And he literally spoke to me just as I was typing that last sentence. And he’s talking to me again. Guy won’t shut up! 😂

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: I’m going to hold my tongue on that. People who know me know.

34. Most visited website: Tumblr and Jenna Coleman’s Instagram and Twitter pages

35. Hair colour: Dark brown

36. Long or short hair? Short.

37. Do you have a crush on someone: A few people, plus Jenna Coleman

38. What do you like about yourself? I have a reputation for keeping my head while everyone else is losing theirs.

39. Piercings: No, and I won’t be getting any, either.

40. Blood type: I used to know. One of the regular ones.

41. Nickname: None I want to make public. On Archive of Our Own I’ve adopted The Saddleman.

42. Relationship status: Me, Myself and I. And we’re always arguing.

43. Zodiac: Taurus. Yes, I am indeed full of bull.

44. Pronouns: he/him/hey you

45. Favourite TV show: The Prisoner, Doctor Who

46. Tattoos: No, and I won’t be getting any.

47. Right or left handed: Right.

48. Surgery: Not yet, thankfully.

49. Piercing: Still don’t have one.

50. Sport: Not big into sports, though I used to do 5-pin bowling in the 1990s. That said I’ve always admired baseball. And Stompin’ Tom Connors’ “The Hockey Song” is one I often listen to, but that’s because I’m Canadian and they passed a law back in 1976 that requires every Canadian citizen to listen to that song at least twice a year. 😇

51. Holiday: Stayed at a cabin in the mountains just west of Revelstoke, BC, in May.

52. Pair of trainers: Don’t wear trainers.

More general

53. Eating: Yes, I have.

54. Drinking: Not when I’m driving.

55. I’m about to: end my coffee break at work.

56. Waiting for: A phone call.

57. Want: Money.

58. Get married: Doubtful it’ll happen at my age if it hasn’t already.

59. Career: Communications, though if I could ever get a full-time job writing Whouffaldi fan fic, I’ll be in there like a dirty shirt.

60. Hugs or kisses: Depends on the person.

61. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

62. Shorter or taller: Depends on the person. Jenna Coleman being only 5′2, I certainly have no problem with those of a lower altitude.

63. Older or younger: I often feel I have more in common with people younger than me than those of my age or older. 

64. Nice arms or nice stomach: Doesn’t really matter.

65. Hook up or relationship: Relationship.

66. Troublemaker or hesitant: Depends on the topic. In recent days I’ve gone from the former to the latter on my blog. In real life I’ve seem to have gone in the opposite direction.

67. Kissed a stranger: No.

68. Drank hard liquor: A few times. Not a fan, though I do find Johnnie Walker Blue to be tasty. Given the cost of Johnnie Walker Blue, it’s not something that will be a regular part of my diet...

69. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I wear glasses and have (other than a brief misplacement at home) never lost them. The first time I wore contacts while driving, they fell out. That was the last time I wore contacts!

70. Turned someone down: Never had anyone ask.

71. Sex on the first date: What is ... nah, I’ve done that joke too many times already this post.

72. Broken someone’s heart: Doubful.

73. Had your heart broken: Oh yeah.

74. Been arrested: No. But the day is young.

75. Cried when someone died: Yes.

76. Fallen for a friend: Yes. See #73. And #68.

Do you believe in …

77. Yourself: I try.

78. Miracles: I’ve seen some odd things happen.

79. Love at first sight: Yes.

80. Santa Claus: The concept, yes.

81. Kiss on the first date: Depends how the date goes, I suppose.

82. Angels: The concept, yes.

Other

83. Current best friend’s name: I’m going to not answer that in part because I’m not really sold on the “Current” part of that question.

84. Eye colour: Blue

85. Favourite movie: Casablanca. (Yet another movie that I think Peter Capaldi and Jenna Coleman would rock doing a remake of.)

[denilmo]

Get to Know Me

I was tagged by the lovely: @meliss-cake @moonfox22 and @bouncyirwin Thank you :)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people however many people you want

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Tea 2. Phone call: My mom 3. Text message: Hubby 4. Song you listened to: (널 사랑하지 않아) I Don’t Love You by Urban Zakapa [also, if you love a nice ballad, good harmonies well thought out music, and a sad touch - give the song a listen *sobs*] 5. Time you cried: Listening to the above song and getting all kinds of sad fic ideas

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Yes 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: Yes 9. Lost someone special: Yes 10. Been depressed: Yesssss Life story                                                                 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Once. I can hold my liquor pretty well :D

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Purple(any shade, it’s my favorite), Cerulean, Crimson - any dark colors really

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Online 16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yuppers 19. Met someone who changed you: No 20. Found out who your friends are: Oh yeah... oh well, screw them. I don’t need fair weather friends. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I’m not on FB anymore

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: When I was on there I knew everyone on my list. But fuck that site. 23. Do you have any pets: Two puppers - a German Shepard and a Laborador (a Labrador retriever and border collie mix) 24. Do you want to change your name: No 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Wasted 100 dollars on dinner that I ate at home, cold, by myself cause everyone else wanted to be a bag of dicks. 26. What time did you wake up: 6 AM 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching the end of this drama called Bad Guys - it was so good (it’s basically, use bad guys to catch the bad guys - and find  out who the real baddie is along the way).  28. Name something you can’t wait for: July 4th, KakaSaku Month and my birthday (which is the same month so yayyyy) 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a couple days ago, she came over to do laundry 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Less debt, more happiness, and maybe for my dad to be an actual presence? 31. What are you listening to right now:  CAMO - by BoA (I seriously love her new song!) 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: This freakin puppy chewing on everything even though he has toys, another dog to play with, and lots of outside time. And lots of other things, but this one was the lightest lol 34. Most visited Website: probably youtube??? I dunno

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: Yurr, a beauty mark on my cheek and then a few dozen others scattered across 36. Mark/s: ?? Like scars? Birthmarks? 37. Childhood dream: I’ve always wanted to be an actor, singer, or writer ever since I was a wee little Deni 38. Haircolor: dark brown, almost black 39. Long or short hair: medium length, but I prefer long hair. I’m never cutting my hair short again after the last butcher ruined it  40. Do you have a crush on someone: who doesn’t 41. What do you like about yourself: my intuition I suppose. It’s saved me a lot haha 42. Piercings: only my ears - like 4 on each side 43. Bloodtype: O- 44. Nickname: Deni, KoNa, Joey 45. Relationship status: married  46. Zodiac: Leo; Rat 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: Supernatural, Rick and Morty, Last Week Tonight, Forged in Fire

49. Tattoos: I have 6 and more planned 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: Yes, I’ve had a cyst removed from my eye 52. Hair dyed in different color: Not currently, but it’s been pretty much every color before 53. Sport: I don’t play anymore. I was on dance team and played softball.  I still dance though... so there’s that? 55. Vacation: Please?? But I want to go somewhere where people don’t typically go cause I live at the coast and we’re flooded with tourists right now 56. Pair of trainers: I love my black and purple skechers right now

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: currently nothing, but I’m an adventurous eater in general 58. Drinking: Water. 59. I’m about to: Plot out my KakaSaku month writings 61. Waiting for:  Stupid new fridge to get delivered 62. Want: a day to myself 63. Get married: Already am 64. Career: I just want to enjoy it

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: for my S/O? Taller then. 68. Older or younger: Older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms are my weakness 71. Sensitive or loud: ??? Not sure... 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: In me? Hesitant. In someone else? Troublemaker. I like a challenge hahaha

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: Yes                                                                                   76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: Yes, but it was someone I’d known for a long time 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yes 80. Had your heart broken: Yes 81. Been arrested: Close, but no 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Depends on the situation  85. Miracles: it’s a nice sentiment, but not really 86. Love at first sight: No - even though my hubby does. He still says to this day that he knew he was going to marry me the first moment he saw me. And we’ve been together for 14 years now... so.. that’s something. 87. Santa Claus: No  88. Kiss on the first date: Sure, if it feels right.

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: I... don’t have one. I guess hubby counts, so Luke. All my long time friends don’t talk to me much so.... *shrugs* I have to initiate every conversation or get together, and I like to feel like I’m worth it sometimes, ya know.  91. Eyecolor: I don’t discriminate lol. Eyes are beautiful 92. Favorite movie: That’s such a hard question! The Star Wars movies are up there, along with The Outsiders, House of Flying Daggers, The Boondock Saints, V for Vendetta, a long list of superhero movies... gah I love my cinematic adventures

I tag: @natanije @eeearnest @meelomango @thecalamityqueen @ohsotiny @quaintaffairs and anyone else that may want to give it a go!

[sumquiasum]

I was tagged by @searchingfortheuniverse! Thank you very much! i promise i’ll do the other two things you tagged me in

RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE

BASICS:

a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: Ami, she/her

b. AGE (and birthday!): 19, April 15th

c. SEXUALITY: Lesbianish/queer

d. GENDER: Cis female

e. COUNTRY: Germany

f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: Space

g. TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: I don’t really have any triggers, as to mental illness, I probably have something like depression (undiagnosed tho, so...)

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: Water

2. PHONE CALL: My mom or Larry

3. TEXT MESSAGE: “Yeah, tho I forgot to buy peanut butter.... But Edeka probably has it”

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Mamma Mia by Abba (the movie version)

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: No

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT:  Not really

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Nah

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Lost as in “died”? Then no. Otherwise, yes

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: Yes

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: Yes, it was awful.

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. Red

13. Purple

14. Dark blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: YES!

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: Nope

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: Probably?

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: Yeah

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: yeah

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: Definitely

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: Nope

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: About 90%

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Not where I live r/n, but in my home town I have a dog, a cat and a bunny

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: Nah

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: I had an indoor picknick with some friends

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 6 am

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: Sleeping or trying to sleep

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: Going to London!!!!!!

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: Some weeks ago

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: A lot of stuff, but to be honest, I quite like who I am atm and if I changed what I wanted to change, I wouldn’t be who I am today

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Our Last Summer (again, the movie version)

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: Yes

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: My living situation

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): Not really

35. MARK(S): Some

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: Actress or first at anything

37. HAIR COLOR: Brown, red r/n

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: Short B)

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: I have pretty lips and I’m kind (most of the time)

41. PIERCINGS: No

42. BLOODTYPE: No idea

43. NICKNAME(S): Ami, Mina, Pumpkin (@unicornsrulez calls me that sometime)

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single and no idea how to mingle

45. ZODIAC: Aries

46. PRONOUNS: she/her

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: Right now American Gods, but I also love DGHDA and Brooklyn 99 (as most of you nkow)

48. TATTOOS: Nope

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: Right

50. SURGERY: Plastic surgery? No. 

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: Yeah, currently it’s red

52. SPORT: Rock’n’Roll B)

53. VACATION: In August

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: Two pairs, one black and one spacey, though the spacey ones are my “normal” shoes

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: Chewing gum

56. DRINKING: Water

57. I’M ABOUT TO: Shower and then go to uni

58. WAITING FOR: July to be over

59. WANT: To pass all my exams well

60. GET MARRIED: One day, hopefully (I mean, now I can!)

61. CAREER: Honestly, no idea.

62. HUGS OR KISSES: Hugs

63. LIPS OR EYES: Eyes probably? idk

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: Either

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: Mostly older, but that’s cause I’m pretty young myself (I have some younger friends tho)

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: Arms

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: Mostly sensitive, but sometimes loud

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: Relationship

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: Hesitant.

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: No

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: Yeah

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: Yes.

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: Kinda? I mean, I ghosted them

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: Nope

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: I don’t know?

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: Kinda

77. BEEN ARRESTED: No

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Yes

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: Yes. (There are less friends I DIDN’T have a crush on at one point or the other and with some it was quite seriously one-sided)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: Sometimes?

81. MIRACLES: Sometimes

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Kinda

83. SANTA CLAUS: Not anymore

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

85. ANGELS: Kinda

OTHER

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): Stefan, voss (no, not her real name) and Larry (her nickname)

87. EYECOLOR: Brown

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: Kingsman or the Lord of the Ring movies. 

Tags… : @unicornsrulez, @bewarethemarbar and @absolutniemand. Do it if you want to

[hemsworths-chris]

some tag games

stuff is under the cut

tagging: @tcrtarus, @ctaeth, @fleurrdelacour @jilys, @blcise, @nargles, @pctter, @infaernal, @petrichovr, and @franciskinloch; you don’t have to do these if you don’t want to 

first one:

was tagged by @asoftdante!

if i were a month, i’d be: june or may or september if i were a day of the week, i’d be: tuesday or saturday if i were a planet, i’d be: mercury if i were a sea animal, i’d be: sea slug seahorse if i were a god/goddess, i’d be: hestia or athena  if i were a piece of furniture, i’d be: a beanbag lmao if i were a gemstone, i’d be: turquoise or sapphire if i were a flower, i’d be: blue columbine corpse flower if i were a kind of weather, i’d be: sunny day with few clouds if i were a colour, i’d be: the color of the tropical sea if i were an emotion, i’d be: almost drunk happiness if i were a fruit, i’d be: strawberry if i were a sound, i’d be: laughter if i were an element, i’d be: fire if i were a place, i’d be: bookstore if i were a mythological creature, i’d be: phoenix if i were a taste, i’d be: spice if i were a scent, i’d be: vanilla/coconut if i were an object, i’d be: a laptop or a gel pen if i were a body part, i’d be: fingers, lips, eyes if i were a song, i’d be: non-stop / hamilton (oops) if i were a pair of shoes, i’d be: black low converses

next:

tagged by @njmphadora (whose formatting i borrowed oops), and a similar one by @stagpotter and @ohpottecr 

rules - put your music on shuffle and list the first ten songs, then tag ten people!

  1.   miss jackson // panic! at the disco feat. lolo   2.   96000 // lin-manuel miranda + obc of in the heights   3.   i’m so sorry // imagine dragons   4.   something wild // lindsey stirling feat. andrew macmahon   5.   in your pocket // maroon 5   6.   gold // kiiara   7.   galway girl // ed sheeran   8.   young and menace // fall out boy   9.   smile // mikky ekko 10.   angel with a shotgun // the cab

also some other songs i’m vibing to (as @stagpotter had in their tag): location // khalid; heaven in hiding // halsey; fourth of july // fall out boy; all i want // kodaline (yeah my taste is Basic)

next:

i was tagged by @ilithiyas! 

RULES: Using only song titles of one artist/band, cleverly answer the questions and then tag 20 people.

Artist/Band: Fall Out Boy What is your gender: You're Crashing But You're No Wave How do you feel: Where Did the Party Go / The Mighty Fall / Honorable Mention If you could go anywhere: Saturday Favourite Mode of Transportation: Moving Pictures / Reinventing the Wheel to Run Myself Over Your Best Friend: Golden / Miss Missing You Favourite Time of the Day: Eternal Summer / Calm Before The Storm If Your Life Was a Tv Show: Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes / Champagne for My Real Friends, Real Pain for My Sham Friends Relationship Status: From Now on, We Are Enemies / Alone Together / Caffeine Cold Your Fear: Growing Up / The Mighty Fall

next:

tagged by @alrightevains and @asoftdante <3

you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (damn)

THE LAST: 1. Drink: tea

2. Phone call: don’t recall

3. Text message: group chat of friends on hangouts

4. Song you listened to: apparently run away by chase atlantic

5. Time you cried: don’t remember

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: single always

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anyone

8. Been cheated on: not in a relationship

9. Lost someone special: y e s

10. Been depressed: sorta, depends on how you define the word

11. Gotten drunk: off happiness? yeah. out of alcohol? no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12-14: aqua, the color of the hawaiian sea; navy blue, almost black; lime green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: many online, some irl

16. Fallen out of love: sorta

17. Laughed until you cried: ofc

18. Found out someone was talking about you: far too often

19. Met someone who changed you: loads of my friends

20. Found out who your friends were: almost

21. Kissed someone on your fb list: wha

GENERAL: 22. How many of your fb friends do you know irl: don’t use fb

23. Do you have any pets: I WANT A FUCKING CAT SO BADLY OML

24. Do you want to change your name: maybe idk prob not

25. What did you do for your last birthday: sleepover with friends

26. What time did you wake up: depends - 7:15 on schooldays, 10:30 on weekends/summer

27: What were you doing at midnight last night: snoozing

28. Name something you can’t wait for: the rest of season 4 of turn; fob’s new album; the start of high school

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a minute ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my mediocrity at everything

31. What are you listening to rn: distant conversation

32. Have you talked to a person named Tom: i don’t think so

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: slow wifi

34. Most viewed website: prob tumblr rip

35. Mole/s: a few

36. Mark/s: a few

37. Childhood dream: becoming an astronomer or a writer, and it’s still the same

38. Hair colour: black

39. Long or short hair: medium

40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope, i don’t Get crushes weirdly enough

41. What do you like about yourself: nothing, mainly? i can write decently sometimes and occasionally i get my shit together in debate

42. Piercings: one per ear

43. Bloodtype: i don’t know and nor do my parents rip

44. Nickname: more like mispronounciations 

45. Relationship status: single, thankfully

46. Zodiac: sagittarius

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: turn: washington’s spies and the late show with stephen colbert tbh

49. Tattoos: none

50. Right ot left hand: right

51. Surgery: none yet

52. Piercing: again, one per ear

53. Sport: volleyball, used to swim

55. Vacation: i’m on vacation in india rn

56. Pair of trainers: nikes

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: something i wanna do rn - i like pasta lmao

58. Drinking: nothing

59. I’m about to: finish this freaking ask meme

61. Waiting for: july 11 when we get back, and aug 23 when school starts

62. Want: to go back to california

63. Get married: hopefully not

64. Career: astrophysicist? lawyer? writer?

WHICH IS BETTER ? 65. Hugs or kisses: haven’t gotten any kisses on the lips, but hugs

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller bc i’m tol

68. Older or younger: idk? younger prob

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms

71. Sensitive or loud: loud

72. Hook-up or relationship: er? idk?

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: t r o u b l e m a k e r

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: no

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: never had either

77. Turned someone down: probably on something

78. Sex on the fist date: i’m fucking 14

79. Broken someones heart: maybe prob not

80. Had your heart broken: on a shallow level

81. Been arrested: yes i’m secretly on the run bc i was arrested for murder wtf

82. Cried when someone died: no one i’ve known has died yet, thankfully

83. Fallen for a friend: not rly

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not rly

85. Miracles: sorta

86. Love at first sight: sorta

87. Santa Claus: nah

88. Kiss on the first date: perhaps, depends on circumstance

89. Angels: no, not rly

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: elena

91. Eyecolour: dark brown

92. Favourite movie: i love the now you see me series, and wonder woman was incredible

[wayward-marvel-sommer1196]

Tag Game

Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

Tagged by @kdfrqqg It’s been awhile since I’ve done one of these lol. I wasn’t even in the SPN fandom the last time I did one. 

1. Drink? Pepsi

2. Phone call? My dad

3. Text message? My sister

4. Song you listened to? Say You Won’t Let Go by: James Arthur (literally gives me goose bumps every time I listen to it.) 

5. Time you cried? 4th of July (Don’t ask) 

6. Dated someone twice? No, I’ve only ever had one REAL boyfriend and a bunch or near misses

7. Kissed someone and regretted it? Never kissed anyone 

8. Been cheated on? Nope

9. Lost someone special? Yes 

10. Been depressed? Yes, like all the time 

11. Favorite colors? Purple, Blue, and recently Red 

In the last year, have you… 15. Made new friends? Yes

16. Fallen out of love? Love-love no, semi-love yes 

17. Laughed until you cried? I dont think I’ve ever laughed til i cried??? Laughed until my stomach hurt sure but not til i cried 

18. Found out someone was talking about you? Unfortunately 

19. Met someone who changed you? Yes, not in a good way 

20. Found out who your friends are? 100% yes I love my girls so much

21. Kissed someone on your facebook list? No one that wasnt in like a family matter 

General 22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? a solid 97% only because some are family that ive never met. 

23. Do you have any pets? No Dad hates pets, but do babies count? because they are equally as frustrating and I live with two under the age of 3.

24. Do you want to change your name? yes too many jokes and annoying nicknames

25. What did you do for your last birthday? Got my hair done, had some pudding cake, and went to Iguana Mia for a free lunch with my mom and her boyfriend and then binged Gilmore Girls b/c mom didnt feel well so we went home and did nothing after like 2. 

26. What time did you wake up? 7:30 because of the babies I live with but didnt get out of bed till 8:15

27. What were you doing at midnight last night? On here actually 

28. Name something you can’t wait for: Graduating College but that ties with Getting Married 

29. When was the last time you saw your mom? a few weeks ago?? I know im horrible but her work schedule is all over the place and my life is so unpredictable but i do try and talk to her every other day. 

31. What are you listening to right now? My family messing around 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? yes

33. Something that is getting on your nerves? my job not giving me shifts and my step nephew with his lack of respect for adults 

34. Most visited website? Tumblr

35. Hair colour? Dark brown with a tint of burgundy because I havent gotten it dyed since december (my bday) and red washes out real fast but leaves subtle traces especially in the sun

36. Long or short hair? As of now on the shoter side, like shoulder length, but if you would have caught me a month ago it would have been hella long got 10 inches cut off 

37. Do you have a crush on someone? As of now NO because my last crush stomped on my heart and crushed then ran it over with a semi so I have sworn off men unless celebrities count????

38. What do you like about yourself? Honestly, right now nothing thats one of my issues. BUT if I had to pick I guess my loyalty??

39. Piercings: just your standard, run of the mill ear piercing 

40. Blood type: 0+

41. Nickname: Don’t have one because I refuse to share what my mom called me throughout my childhood. So i just go my full name Sommer

42. Relationship status: single and hating men 

43. Zodiac: Sagittarius 

44. Pronouns: She/Her

45. Favourite tv show: UGGGHHH too many. SPN, most superhero shows, most crime dramas, Greys Anatomy, and more. I used to be a tv addict and started watching a bunch of shows and although i dont watch them much anymore doesnt mean i dont still love them

46. Tattoos: Yes, on my right foot. Its part two to a quote that me and my sister got together. “....but thankful for the one ive got.” she got “A perfect sister i am not.....” 

47. Right or left handed: Right

48. Surgery: If getting my wisdom teeth taking out (all four of them at once) counts then yes other than that no.

49. Piercing: Already answered 

50. Sport: None, I suck at all sports and hate them all too. I was and am more of a book person than a ball person, but I do enjoy a leisure swim on occasion

51. Vacation: Would love to take one but im broke. My last was a high school trip right before i started my senior year where we traveled through five states making stops in each until we ended in indiana for the convention we needed to go to and then came back.

52. Pair of trainers: don’t know what this means

53. Eating: I wish I was lol My dinner sucked ass. Man, I wish I had a nice juicy steak right now with a baked potato and asparagus yum 

54. Drinking: at the moment nothing but the last thing I drank was at like 2 pm and now its almost 10 (oooppps) and that was a mocha coffee from DD

55. I’m about to: take a shower then outline some god damned stories that are haunting me right now 

56. Waiting for? something good to happen in my life for once 

57. Want? To be prettier, but I am slowly losing weight which is helping that problem. OOOOHHH and my best friends to be with me right now

58. Get married? I would love to at some point. Not anytime soon, but I also have to find someone who can put up with my difficult moody ass for the rest of our lives sooo..... that could be awhile

59. Career? Now none after college hopefully a forensic scientist/CSI since that is what my degree is going to be in

60. Hugs or kisses? Bith

61. Lips or eyes? On an S/O eyes hands down on me i guess my eyes

62. Shorter or taller? On an S/O taller I guess I have a type lol a bit of a height kink. On me shorter im only 5′2

63. Older or younger? Older although if it was only like 2 years younger Ii would be cool with that just not any further 

64. Nice arms or nice stomach? These questions are so superficial and I feel superficial for answering them but I guess in a S/O stomach on me I have neither soo...

65. Hook up or relationship? Relationship, im a sappy sappy romantic at heart a hook up is too impersonal and so crass I want the feelings 

66. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

67. Kissed a stranger: No

68. Drank hard liquor: Being that I am only 19 I’m legally obligated to say no, but my oldest sister is a horrible influence so I may have had a taste a few times 

69. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No but I have lost a retainer, twice, in the garbage. Yeah my parents werent to happy with me 

70. Turned someone down: Depends? for a date no. for anything havent we all. sex never been offered.

71. Sex on the first date: Virgin, so no and I’ve only had one real boyfriend that wasnt really a relationship anyway so yeah

72. Broken someone’s heart: I want to say no, but I guess I have not in a relationship way but you can break anyones heart for any nimber of reasons

73. Had your heart broken: Hell the fuck yeah but so many damn people 

74. Been arrested: No, close once but the store guy let me go on a warning

75. Cried when someone died:  Yes, doesnt everyone unless the deseased is like an axe murderer or something

76. Fallen for a friend: Ugh this question. I hate it so much. Yes, that boyfriend I mentioned that was the situation and that didnt end well. And then my sophomre year I was like in LOVE with this kid I had known back in elementary school and he was my best friend and he was out of my league and let me down gently. Then i fell for my frenemy my senior year, but he neber knew and it was just a phase for me I guess it didnt last long 

Do you believe in… 77. yourself?  Wish the answer was yes, maybe come again another day? 

78. Miracles?  sometimes 

79. love at first sight?  I would like to but Ii just can’t

80. Santa claus? I wish, but I am glad to pretend for my niece and nephew 

81. Kiss on the first date? Sure if it went well 

82. Angels? Nope. Sorry 

Other 83. Current best friend’s name: Well, I got three. They are my girls, my squad. Weve all been best friends for going on 4 four years. Sam, Dana, Solange 

84. Eye colour:  Brown, boring I know

85. Favourite movie: Can’t choose just one so like the entire Marvel franchise? Can I do that? Too bad I just did 

Im supposed to tag 20 more people but honestly my hands are cramping its after 10 and I really need a shower so if you want to take a crack at this I totally encourage you too.