#once again only pmoon and their sons love life

[prxttylittle]

@beencaughts had to do it this way again!!! ugh!!

❝ i want you to feel safe with me. ❞ { v ;; the princess and the moon.

Just a few days ago, Prince had made the error of laughing at something Luna said. He’d laughed so hard he nearly cried and now it seemed like all she wanted to hear was him laughing, because he didn’t do it often. “Luna, stop!” He was smirking as she teased him but he wasn’t laughing yet. They were like kids the way they were running around the store, messing with one another. Matt and Nick were somewhere in the shop but they could be on the moon for all Prince cared, he was alone with Luna. Him believing they were alone was evident when he gently backed her up against a shelf, his smile still evident as he kissed her, her back crinkling the packets of crisps behind her. He heard shuffling and pulled away, as an older lady walked down the aisle with her cart. She shot them both an unimpressed look but the couple couldn’t bring themselves to care, both rolling their eyes and making a face at each other mimicking the lady. Prince stepped away anyway. He asked Luna what else Matt told them to pick up and they returned to their groceries mission. They went to the alcohol aisle and stood with their arms crossed in front of the beer trying to pick some out. Everyone in the group liked different stuff and Prince wasn’t about to carry multiple boxes of beer to the till. He bent down to pick one up and when he was going to stand up again he backed into some guy he didn’t hear or see coming. “Watch where you’re going.” The guy snapped. “Fucking teenagers.” Prince barely looked at him, eyeing Luna instead as if to say ‘is this guy for real?’ Luna commented that the guy kind of looked like Prince but he didn’t get a look at him so he just shrugged. He glanced at the man continuing down the aisle but could only see the back of his head. They had the same hair colour but Prince’s hair was basically all shaved off while this guy was probably two weeks away from being able to tie it into a ponytail. He looked at the beer in the guys basket and crinkled his nose. He hated that brand. “What a prick.” Prince commented, urging Luna to choose between the vodka brands next. The group all met up at the till, Nick complaining about the alcohol Luna and Prince chose. Matt paid for everything, naturally, and they made their way to Princes car. Luna pointed out the rude guy from the alcohol aisle and Prince wasn’t even going to look until he saw the expression on Matt’s face. Matt looked like he was staring at a ghost. Princes eyebrows furrowed together and he turned around. His blood ran cold. The brand of beer the guy got Prince hated for a reason. That reason being it was what his father used to drink (and smell like). And there clear as day, like an older version of himself, stood Prince Jameson’s father. Prince felt like he was living in an alternate universe because it wasn’t very long ago he had his mother sleeping in his sisters room and now he was seeing his dad. What was he even doing here? There were maybe ten Tescos closer to where he lived. Prince looked at Matt a little helplessly. He didn’t know what to do. The smart thing would be to get in the car and go but Prince was glued to the spot, his feet just weren’t working. “You little fucker.” Princes eyes widened, still looking at Matt when that all-too-familiar voice spoke, sending a chill down Princes spine. Nick and Luna were understandably confused but all they had to do was look at the man to know he was Princes father. Every single feature on that man’s face was the exact same as Princes just with age set in. His hair even fell the same way Princes did when it was longer. The only thing his mother gave him was life and abandonment issues; Prince was the spitting image of his father. “If it isn’t the little Princess.” His dad spoke and Prince was still frozen to the spot. His dad took a step towards him and Prince finally snapped out of his trance. “Don’t fucking come near me.” He was seething with anger. He felt Lunas hand on his arm, his dad mockingly pouted and teased that ‘little princess’ found his voice. Prince glared at him and the man was lucky Luna had a hand on him because it was keeping him calm and preventing him from beating the living daylights out of this man. His dad laughed, amused by the fact that he scared his own kid this much. What a stand-up guy. Prince looked at Nick. “Get him the fuck away from me or one of you is going to have to call the fucking cops if he takes one more step towards me.” He didn’t want Matt to do it, he’s already been burned by Kadin and he certainly wasn’t going to let Luna go near him. He’s seen Nick kill a guy before and if he did it again, this time Prince wouldn’t complain.  Prince let’s Luna lead him into the house. He’s shaking, angry and also a little frightened. It’s so humiliating. He’s spent the better half of his teen years wondering what he’d do if he saw either of his parents and neither of the exchanges went anyway like he predicted. He’s a little fuming at himself for being so scared instead of actually pummelling the man like he deserves. Luna is great though. She held his hand in the car the whole way home once Nick took the keys to drive instead of Prince. She takes him to his room and when they lie down together she wraps her arms around him, keeping him as calm as he can possibly be. Prince kisses the top of her head. He doesn’t know what to say and when she asks how he’s doing he just shakes his head. “Why was he even fucking there? There’s a million other shops in the city he could go to, why our local? Fucking hell.” Prince thinks he can never go back to that store. He looks at Luna now, knowing that wasn’t an answer to her question. “I’m fine.” He says but it’s short, clipped with irritation. He tells her he doesn’t need to be looked after, and he is fine. “I want you to feel safe with me, Prince.” He knew she wasn’t going to leave him alone just because he lies and insists he’s fine. He nods and kisses her on the lips this time. His hand goes to cup her face, turning them both so she’s now on her back and he has an arm holding him up, the other hand still under her chin as he kisses her deeply, and passionately. “You’ve no fucking idea how you make me feel. Safe doesn’t begin to cover it.” It’s moments like this that makes Luna call Prince a liar when he tells her he doesn’t love her or he doesn’t want her because he makes it so desperately obvious that he does. He pulls away and now uses both arms to support himself above her. “Fuck me.” He exhales, being with her is definitely helping his stress. “You really have no idea what you do to me.” He kisses her again. The annoying thing is that Prince feels a little bubble of irritation at how easily she calms him down. Nobodies ever been able to do that, so how come she can? Well, he knows how. Now would be a good time for him to let out the rarely used L-word but he doesn’t. But he does kiss her again.

{ v ;; phases.

“Katie!” Adele, Jakes little sister beams when she opens the door, wrapping her arms around Katie to hug her. Katie feels a little sad that she’s so excited to see her because this is probably the last time. Katie returns the hug regardless and then she spots Jake coming down the stairs. Adele leaves them alone. Katie’s phone buzzes in her hand and Jake smirks, but doesn’t look happy. “So your phone does work.” He grumbles. Katie frowns and he already knows the expression on her face means she’s here with bad news. And she is. She wants to have an honest conversation with him and asks if they can talk privately. He shakes his head and laughs. “Maybe. Depends on your answer to my question.” She furrows her eyebrows, confused. “Did you fuck Leo while you were in Spain?” Katie’s mouth drops open. She can’t lie but she doesn’t want to argue about this in his hallway. She doesn’t know what family members are home and nearby to hear this. “Jake, can we just talk?” He shakes his head and tells her to leave. “Oh, Katie.” Jake shook his head, chuckling. “There’s nothing to talk about. We both knew you were going to do that. If you couldn’t be bothered enough to be honest enough to break up with me beforehand then we don’t need to have a conversation after. You’re a selfish person and the only one you want to make feel better with your excuses is you.” Jake reaches around her to open the front door. Katie is a little shocked that this is how this is going to go down but once the door is open, he’s walking away from her. She doesn’t follow him. Katie goes straight to Leo’s house. It’s kind of refreshing that he’s happy to see her and it makes her feel bad for being upset about her conversation (or lack of) with Jake. She lets him pull her into a hug. Katie follows Leo to his room but doesn’t sit next to him on the bed, instead taking a spot at the edge of the end of the bed. She plays with a loose thread in his duvet. She isn’t really sure why she’s upset. The conversation with Jake would have been difficult and he saved them both from that. She thinks maybe it’s guilt that she feels. Leo nudges her with his foot to pull her out of her trance and ask what’s wrong. She sighs and tells him what happened with Jake. “-but, like, it’s not true. I didn’t know I was going to do that. I didn’t even know you still felt that way.” She eyes him cautiously. “If you even do.” She adds in a rush which probably offends him because she knows their run-in in Spain wasn’t just sex. “And I was going to break up with him weeks ago so, like, Spain isn’t even why. I mean you were there, you know we just acted on how we felt. I wasn’t being a mean person, it’s just-“ she sighs again, maybe Ava is the person she should have gone to first so she could figure out how to articulate her feelings. “It wasn’t just, like, a one night stand for me. I have missed you and I just wanted to be with you. I wasn’t trying to be a mean person.” She feels a bit awkward about Leo being the person she’s justifying sleeping with him to. But on the other hand Leo was the only other person there, and the only other person who understands just how drawn they were to one another especially in that moment. “I didn’t date him to spite you- I just feel like every time I do anything I end up hurting people.” She looks him in the eyes. “I don’t want to be a bad person.” Katie’s not talking about Jake anymore. “I really care about you, and I know we have to talk about what it means for us. I just don’t want to hurt anyone again, especially you. I know I shouldn’t be scared but I just don’t want to fuck any of this up again. I am scared.” Jake called her selfish, and Leo has done that too. She knows Leo can see how scared she is to act in a way that puts her in that line of fire again. Leo nods for Katie to join him. He probably expected her to slide him beside him in the first place. She abandons her place at the end of the bed and joins him up at the top, allowing him to wrap a comforting arm around her. Her head rests on his chest and the sound of his heart beating is like a lullaby and the smell of his cologne is intoxicating. How can she possibly resist him anymore? “Katie, I just want you to feel safe with me.” Now she knows she was right to come straight here. She knows Leo doesn’t care about Jakes feelings but she can feel he cares about hers. She hopes he respects that she’s trying to show she cares about his too. His finger absently plays with a strand of her blonde hair. She’s starting to hate that colour on her. His action comforts her though. She relaxes into his embrace. They can work this out, right? Katie suddenly starts to feel weird and his cologne is no longer intoxicating in a comforting way as she feels a burst of nausea. “I do feel safe with you, Leo.” Is the last thing she says before she’s running to his bathroom to be sick. Now where the hell did that come from? She must have caught a bug abroad, she figures. She can’t find it in her to care about being sick when Leo is at the door checking on her. They’re totally going to finally work this out this time, she decides.

❝ i’m not staring, i’m admiring. ❞ { v ;; the princess and the moon.

The only time Prince ever actually does his homework at home is when he and Luna use it as an excuse to hang out together. “I just don’t understand any of it.” He’ll text her about an assignment that he definitely does understand so that she’ll invite him over so she can help. They’ll spend maybe ten minutes max on homework before finding themselves in bed together. Otherwise, Prince does his homework exclusively at school, during lunch or a free class. He’s sat at the lunch table, scribbling through the maths problems. He’s good at maths, has a knack for it so it doesn’t take long or it wouldn’t if the teacher didn’t give them so much of it. As he reads through question six, he feels the same eyes on him that’s he’s been feeling since question one. He glances at Luna. It annoys him when he thinks she looks beyond sexy sipping her drink. She’s staring at him, though and it makes him shift in his seat. He raises an eyebrow at her but gets back to his work. The pair don’t often spend time alone together at school but Nick has been helping Cassie study for the summer exams and Matt is probably chasing some girl. Aubrey and Valerie were here but Prince doesn’t even know when they left. It’s just him and Luna. Her eyes are still on him and he sighs and drops his pen, looking at her again. “You’re staring at me.” He points out. “I’m not staring. I’m admiring.” She corrects him and he scoffs. He thinks, why would someone who looks like her not just look in a mirror if they wanted to admire something? “It’s annoying.” He remarks, trying to get back to his homework. He looks at her again and she’s still staring and this time he smirks but he forces himself to wipe it away. It’s too late because she saw it. Prince tries to read the next question but when he looks at Luna this time the smirk on her face matches the one he just tried to hide. He shakes his head, amused despite the scowl on his face. “Stop staring at me.” And to his surprise, she does. The next thing he knows she’s picking up her stuff, like she’s going to leave. He’s confused now but she still has a smirk on her face when she goes to walk away. Prince really should finish this homework before class later but he can’t help it when he turns to watch her leave. She turns her head as she walks, like she knew he wasn’t going to watch. The same look is still on her face and Prince sighs and puts his homework in his bag. He’s almost going at a sprint to catch up to her in the hallway outside the canteen. He grabs her hand and pulls her into an empty classroom. “Are you doing this on purpose?” He asks, pointedly. She knows what she does, and what she’s doing. He knows she does. “You’re fucking infuriating.” He comments but his words don’t match his actions when he pulls her in to kiss her.

{ v ;; phases.

“Your dad is a fucking cunt.” Rings through Katie’s head at least fifty times a day. She can’t believe Leo said that to her. Followed by ‘I bet he didn’t tell you he cheated on your mother.’ It was the way he said. “I bet he didn’t tell you.” Like he was just waiting to use this ammunition against Katie. Katie was so horrified and disgusted by his behaviour, and Eli’s too. Leo has since apologised but Katie hasn’t brought herself to forgive him. Even regardless of anything she has done, even if she had gone full whack and shagged his dad (which his behaviour at that time made her feel like that was actually the crime she committed) she still wouldn’t have it in her to forgive him for what he said. There wasn’t one thing she could think of that she’s done that’s bad enough to make him think she owed forgiveness. Even if he felt like she deserved to know about her mother, calling her father a cunt before spitting it out wasn’t exactly helpful. Katie’s been struggling with her friend group lately. Ava is the only one who didn’t go out of her way to get Katie’s feelings hurt but it’s hard to just hang out with her when the group is always doing something as a group and she can’t be around everyone else. She really just can’t. And then she also can’t be around her father. She wonders if Leo even cares about all that damage. Does Eli care? She doubts it. They’re all in PE class together but it’s a sunny day and the teacher is letting them just use the class to hang outside. She gets strung into being stuck with Leo and Eli when she chooses Ava to sit with. She glared at Leo when she feels his eyes on her for the millionth time. She rolls her eyes, gets up and walks away. Leo, annoyingly, follows her. She turns suddenly, stopping them both in their tracks. “That wasn’t an invitation to follow me. And can you please stop staring at me?” She snaps. “I’m not staring. I’m admiring.” She can’t tell what tone of voice he’s trying to associate with those words but she doesn’t care. “It’s fucking annoying, and it’s weird. So, stop. I wish you’d just leave me alone.” She knows her words are harsh, Leo already apologised and explained how he felt when he said what he did. She knows he’s not trying to piss her off but she can’t help how she feels around him. It doesn’t help that when he’s there, Eli is there too. It’s like she doesn’t trust that they’re not just going to say something awful again. Leo goes to explain, or respond or maybe even apologise but Katie doesn’t let him. “I mean it, Leo. Leave me alone.” She walks away from him again, going up to the teacher to say she has a headache so she can go inside, just to get away from everyone. She isn’t sure how her and Leo are going to make up after all the fighting they’ve been doing lately but right now she isn’t even interested in making up.

[MORNING] - Sender wakes receiver with a kiss. { v ;; the princess and the moon. AU

Prince nodded at Ryan as he set the pint down on the table. The airport around them was bustling with travellers. Prince always wanted to leave London - he hated the place. He always thought when Pandora graduated and moved on to better things he could leave, maybe just travel the world. Luna coming into his life stopped his fantasies of running away. Though he did at some point fantasise about both of them travelling together. Hell, if she decided to go back to Spain there was a point he thought he’d go too. But now Prince was alone. Ryan was travelling with him but Prince didn’t really consider him a friend; that was his boss plus he’d be returning to London after showing Prince the ropes in Monaco. Prince was going to be alone there. That didn’t scare him. He always felt like he was somewhat alone, especially lately. There was a time there when he was madly in love with Luna, Matt had his back and Pandora was doing so well in school and generally enjoying her life just like he wanted. During that time he didn’t feel alone. Now, he wasn’t talking to Matt or Luna and Pandora didn’t feel very much like talking to him. He always predicted that comfortable feeling was going to go away and now it had. Ryan had probably been talking for twenty straight minutes with nothing but nods and grunts from Prince. “So, are you excited? Prince, the money you’re going to make!” Ryan whistled which Prince understood meant it was a lot of money. Yet, Prince could only think about one thing. Ryan pointed between the empty pints. “Another one?” Prince blinked at him, coming out of his trance. He didn’t want another pint. He only wanted one thing. Luckily for Prince, Ryan was the most bizarre person to run a drug trade; he was happy-go-lucky and cheerful. He loved hearing about Princes love life and, like everyone else around Prince, was delighted to actually see him in a happy relationship. When he first suggested Monaco to Prince he told him he could bring Luna. Prince had turned it down because Luna was going to college and he wasn’t going to get in her way. So when Prince declined the pint, and mentioned he had to go see about a girl, instead of being pissed off at Prince for abandoning their big money-making plans, he beamed and clapped his hands together. “Oh my god, go get her!” Prince glanced at Nicks car parked in the drive of Lunas place. Cassie hadn’t lived here in almost two years so what was Nick doing here? He pushed open the front door gently and heard what sounded like arguing. “Luna, it’s true - he’s gone.” Prince could only assume it was him they were talking about, and it sounded like Luna didn’t really believe Nick. Why would Prince leave without saying goodbye? Even if he did break up with her, she expected a goodbye. He knew that when he left and didn’t say anything but in his mind it would make it easier for her to forget about him. He didn’t want her to forget about him, he realised that now. He followed their voices into the living room. “I’m not- I didn’t.” Prince was flustering his words. He was trying to say he wasn’t gone, he hadn’t left without saying bye even though he was just about to. He acknowledged the confused look on Nicks face. Princes presence probably made it seem like Nick was lying for no reason. The carry-on bag in Princes hand confirmed some of the story was true. He had been leaving. He shot Nick a look, he didn’t need to be here anymore. He had asked Nick not to say anything so he noted not to ask him for any favours again. Nick took the signal and made his exit. Prince looked at Luna now. She looked even more confused than Nick. “I was leaving. I went to the airport. I was going to leave.” He was aware this news was going to piss her off. Hopefully him not following through with his plan gave him some brownie points. “I couldn’t fucking do it. I thought if I leave and I don’t say anything you’d be so pissed off that you wouldn’t want anything to do with me anymore and you could finally move on from the shit show I’ve made of your life the last five years.” It wasn’t all a shit show, they both knew that. In fact, before he found out about his best friend being a backstabber, their relationship was as close to perfect as a relationship between this very pair could be. Prince sighed and found himself pacing back and forth. It felt like he was seventeen again and struggling with his feelings for Luna again. It used to drive him crazy when he felt all this love for her but he didn’t want to. That’s how he felt now. Why couldn’t he just leave? He just wanted to walk away and forget. But Prince couldn’t do that. “I’m not here to say goodbye. I’m here to say that I love you and I shouldn’t have broken up with you. I don’t give a fuck that you lied about Matt, I never gave a fuck. It was just an excuse to end this because I was scared.” It was so unlike Prince to admit his feelings like that. It was that unusual for him that he didn’t even know it was how he felt at first because he didn’t even admit it to himself. “I thought Matt was my brother. If my brother, the only person who ever wanted to be around me, wasn’t around anymore then why would you be? What’s stopping you from changing your mind?” Prince knew it was his choice to not be around Matt anymore but technically speaking it was Matt’s because Matt had to know that would be the consequence of his actions. “If I stand here and say my sister deserves so much more then who’s to say you don’t? I’m a lot more fucked up than him, and I’ve been a right prick and if all I ever talk about his what a prick he is, surely you’d realise I’m so much worse and you’d finally go and I couldn’t see you go, so I tried to.” Prince had probably never spoken so many words in his whole life but it was like word vomit it just kept coming out, stuff he was terrified of saying but he was only now realising she was the one who he had to not care about what he said terrifying stuff to. He was so in love with her but more than that he trusted her with his life. He could trust her with his fears and his stupid admissions. Prince crossed the room to her. “I was right, too. You do deserve better but then today I thought fuck it, I can be better. I’m such a fucking idiot for thinking the alternative was to leave you alone. I don’t want to be angry anymore, I just want to be with you. I bought a fucking ring for fucksake. If I can do that then I’ve already changed. Right?” He was a little nervous in asking that because what if she thought he hadn’t changed? That he was still just an asshole and she was done with him. If that was the case, Prince still had the choice to leave and forget about this embarrassing little speech. “I fucked up so much but this time will be the last time you’ll ever have to forgive me for anything, if you still want me.”   Prince felt a presence around him as he slept. He wasn’t dreaming but he wasn’t fully awake. In his sleepy mindset, he felt happy. He felt like kissing. He could feel his lips puckering but then his consciousness made him aware that he wasn’t just kissing thin air. There was a person kissing him. He blinked his eyes open and found Luna pressing sweet kisses to his lips and along his jaw and a smile spread across his lips, waking him up in the best way. He was still half asleep but his hand went to the back of her head to pull her in for a real kiss, his eyes going back to closed. The more they kissed and their hands found their way around each others bodies, the more he woke up. He pulled Luna on top of him, his hands firm on her hips. She whispered “good morning” to him and he chuckled lowly. “It certainly is.” He opened his eyes now, blinking in the morning light. It was a new day but in another sense it was a new day. Prince was delighted he didn’t get on the plane. He knew now the best decision he ever made was to come back and choose her above everything else. He’d meant everything he said the day before and with them being so close now he wasn’t even embarrassed about any of it anymore. How come he could never flip the switch like this before? He felt like he could just open up and tell her each and every one of his feelings and still not be embarrassed like he once would. He wasn’t sure what was different. He was no longer the little boy afraid of hurting her and getting hurt. He was now the man that was going to propose to Luna Moon. And why wouldn’t he? Their little world was changing now and it was only yesterday, thinking about getting on that plane without her, did he realise that was all he ever wanted.

{ v ;; phases.

Katie is still dead to the world when all of a sudden she feels something warm on her neck and then on her lips. Someone’s kissing her. It’s like the kiss of life because she feels herself waking up but she doesn’t open her eyes, instead squeezing them as she returns the kiss to whoevers lips are on hers. She giggles slightly, eyes still closed. This could be Eli or Ava for all she knows considering she hasn’t greeted the person yet. She knows that hand on her neck, though and she knows that kiss. It’s like coming home, kissing him again after so long. She beams as she pulls away and opens her eyes, catching the Greek God known as Leo laying in her bed. “Well, that’s one way to wake a girl up.” She giggles again. They’re being very naughty, since Katie still hasn’t broken up with her boyfriend but what would be the point in them being shy? They already cheated yesterday and neither of them need to waste this holiday feeling guilty about anything. When she gets home she’ll break up with Jake but she can’t do anything about it while they’re still abroad celebrating the twins birthday. Leo kisses her again and she still feels giddy about it so she barely returns it as another giggle slips from her lips, turning her head away from him because their lips and teeth are colliding awkwardly with her childish laughs. It feels like his smile is just him laughing at her reaction to him. She hides her blushing cheeks. “Sorry.” She shakes her head. “You’re making me blush. It’s so embarrassing.” She’s speaking in a whisper and when he pulls her hands away she feels even more embarrassed because of the way he’s looking at her. He kisses her again but it’s  quick peck this time. She pokes his cheek with her finger. “You’re pretty.” She whispers. The elephant in the room isn’t even that she has a boyfriend, it’s what this means for them. They both know it. She told him she didn’t love him like that, and she swore left and right that she just wanted to be friends. Her actions now aren’t matching that. Jake once accused her in a fight that one day she would stop being mad at Leo and go right back to loving him. Now she was just a hypocrite for getting upset at that accusation. “Keep kissing me.” She pleads with a giant smile on her face. They can address that elephant when they’re back in the U.K.