#on the one hand i yearn
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“hmmm should i download the dating apps again?” *loud wrong buzzer noise* NO NO NO WRONG ERRRRR WRONG you just want validation that you’re desirable and attractive. go pet your dog or call a friend and experience what real love is about
#this is targetted at myself btw#i’m talking about myself#thoughts#on the one hand i yearn#on the other hand i have so much unresolved pain and trust issues i have to work througg#ugh anyway
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i love riding strap
seeing them look up at you and having their eyes wander all over your body flipping your hair to one side while looking down at them playing with your tits or spreading yourself open to give them a show grinding down in that specific way where you know they can feel it too leaning forward for more leverage and putting a hand on their throat while you bounce on it and, when your legs finally give out, laying limply on top of them while they fuck up into you
#typed with one hand.#mmmm i need a cock to ride rn#any willing strap-wearers want a demonstration!#you wont regret it i swear#yearningjeanie#minors dni#lesbian#sapphic#wlw#wlw post#lesbian blog#femme lesbian#black wlw#black lesbian#black femme#black sapphic#wlw concepts#lesbian smut#wlw nsft#wlw ns/fw#femme nsft#sapphic nsft#nsft lesbian#lesbian nsft#queer nsft#wlw yearning#femme bait#masc bait#butch bait#masc nsft
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"I've seen the way you look at him... You're in it."
they shouldn't kiss. they shouldn't kiss at all. they're going to kiss a whole lot
#solavellan#solas#dragon age#solas x lavellan#dragon age fanart#we're so back#it's about the *hands*#it's about the yearning#it's about the way she thinks he's being overly cautious and worried about her reputation#and he's feeling wracked with guilt over what's on her left hand and what he has to do#elmo burning.gif#the hands on this actually tried to ruin my life it was so difficult i redrew each one probably at least 4 times in slightly different pose#pina art
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You'll be waiting in vain I got nothing for you to gain Eyes on fire Your spine is ablaze
Sanji with heterochromia. A concept that has likely been done many times before but let me add to it.
#blackleg sanji#one piece#implied zosan#my art#from september 2023#i like to imagine#the hand is zoro's and zoro's about to say something surprisingly gentle (for sanji) and they're about to share an intimate moment#before going on to pretend they were never achingly soft with each other and don't yearn for another chance to be#i like my ships stupid yaahav
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Can't get them all outta my head!!!!!!
#Art#one piece#luffy#buggy the clown#buggy#zoro#sir crocodile#doflamingo#ERMMM#theyre just all too fun#also my right hand finally feels decent (palm still hurts) but i need to draw or else ill go insane actually#traflagar law#does zoro yearning count as zosan uhhhhhhhehe
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I am existentially and ridiculously obsessed with the idea of women in general, but i've dabbled back into ASMR and I'm down bad.
TW: Alcohol mentioned, manipulation, somno, guilt tripping,
She's just your best friend-- you've known her all throughout grade school, watched her attempt keg stands as you're forced to pull her back to her apartment, her slurring voice calling to you with how much she loves you between laughs and sobs. She holds you in a hug tighter than normal, with her nose deep into the crook of your neck. And in the mornings when you help soothe her hangover, she conveniently forgets.
She's so keen to take care of you, insisting on fulfilling your every need before you can even think of it. It feels wrong, how much she aims to please you, how much of her paycheck goes to your happiness, but there's nothing you can do to stop it-- in fact, it seems to only make her feel worse if you don't let her do what she demands is merely keeping you happy,
"what anyone would do for a friend."
She's with you every moment she can be, and she ensures in all of the self-awareness she has, to not to suffocate you. The last thing she'd want is to be forced away-- so she makes a sacrifice, to leave you to quietness even if its just on the other side of the room.
She watches you while you drift off to sleep, drawing patterns on your back and breathing in the deep scent of your hair.
She knows its vile, its wrong for her to abuse the power you've given her-- but its so hard to resist pulling your shirt up just slightly to see the soft, relaxed flesh of your body, to feel the warmth of your hips under your pajama pants, to sneak a hand up your back and under your shirt, drawing you in for a cuddle as her head is buried into your chest. the dip of your back as it curves from the reaction of her cold fingers is her favorite, it feels as if you're leaning into her, shuddering at her touch.
And when you're tipsy, home alone with her for a calm night-in, you almost aren't surprised to hear her suggest trying to kiss each other. Why not, right? You're best friends, how HAVEN'T you tried before? If your relationship is as strong as you think it is, it won't mean anything, just a silly alcohol-induced memory for the future. But its hard when she's desperate, not in the right mind, feeling your tongue against hers. It's impossible to stop, grabbing at the back of your hair to deepen the kiss with intensity. The hitch she uses to cover up the desperate sigh she lets out doesn't work, and she prays you're not coherent enough to feel how intentional she is, how hungry she is.
She pushes you back on the couch, relishing in the warmth of your body as you slowly feel out her lips, unsure and still feeling off at kissing someone you've shared beds and unhealed emotional wounds with.
"Does this feel good?" She asks, wanting to make sure you're pleased, that maybe she can do something right and get what she wants too. Her thighs encase yours as she's practically holding you hostage, fingers entwined in your limp ones, kisses falling down your neck as you forget how to answer. It feels too raw, too full of desire to just be a drunken kiss, a drunken hickey, a drunken hand up your shirt. But you can't deny it-- that odd tension, the one you've noticed for a long time becoming broken, it felt good. Even when she sucked face with someone random at a party as a defense ploy, never too far away from you, she was never like this-- never all-devouring, savoring the salty taste of your skin, almost crying from the release of getting to touch you like this, while you're awake.
"Just give me this-- please," She's desperate, never having asked you for anything as she kisses your wet lips between words. And how can you say no? Your best friend, desperate for you to give her something so simple, something she's been desiring for a long time. It's the least you could do, right?
#PLEAASEEE i am banging my hands on the table#Ik this one won't get as popular but Im obsessed#If you have any gxg or lesbian-desiring content... let me know#kn1ves rants#knives rants#writing#yandere#x reader#yandere x reader#reader insert#self insert#yandere imagines#fem yandere#fem x reader#female yandere#darling x yandere#yandere x darling#yancore#female x female#lesbian yandere#lesbian drabbles#sapphic#wlw#wlw yearning#wlw post#lesbian nsft
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why won't you let me help you?
#hijack#frostcup#hiccup#jack frost#jackson overland#hiccup haddock#rotg#httyd#jackshiccup art#my art#this took me way longer than i thought oops#but i loved doing their hair the most..#anyway... them....#i don't know what kind of au this is but just KNOW i had otnwas on my mind while drawing it#as a matter of fact i need everyone here to get on that fic rn#i tried to turn up the Yearning™ on this one let me know if it worked#jack putting his hand on hiccup's chest to push him away but hiccup just holds his hand hahahaha....#also jack's red shirt.. well yes !
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THE ON1Y ONE (2024) I 1.06 "I told you. The dots should be clear."
#the on1y one#the on1y one the series#userfaiza#uservix#userrlaura#userrlana#tian x wang#sheng wang#jiang tian#wang x tian#tutor jiang tian is just so handsome wtf#also you cannot tell me that him pointing at his writing wasn't just an excuse to get closer to sheng#it's about the hands!!!!#i know that jiang tian deep down wants to keep yearning from a distance but he couldn't help himself from moving a bit closer huh#mywork
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just saw a meme so stupidly funny i might actually have to finally write hetalia.
this was the meme btw:
#meraki mumbles#being france's secretary and sleeping with him?? more likely than you think 😼#something something old man england with no game no rizz no nothing (he doesn't even know what those slang mean)#but he is stupidly besotted with france's little secretary and it's very obvious >:)#omg the america x darling x canada sandwich IS THIS ANYTHING!!!!!#the sk america thoughts...... ALFRED FREEDOM JONES WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!#i know no one is here for hetalia (or are they??? 🫣) but the parasites inside me yearn for it#someone let me cook please orz i promise i can cook significantly better than england and his terrible scones
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Asura!Zoro, yes Nika!Luffy gave him the star
#roronoa zoro#one piece#one piece fanart#asura zoro#zolu#implied but when is is never implied on this blog lbr#my art#i didn't care for the asura designs i saw so my hand craves zoro#god au's that are clearly not geek or roman challenge go (^:#asura zoro is waiting for nika luffy to return#nika only being able to inhabit a human so the yearning is extra strong
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my treasures :D
#troll husbands#troll dads#hellooooooooooo...#aaarrrgghh#blinky galadrigal#LLLOOOOL BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH MY BULLSHIT#we put our hands together and pray for old men yaoi#is it that obvious that i love it when argh holds blinky with one arm. .. im so normal about it#i yearn for them enjoying each other's company and leaving sweet laughs in between their conversations#sighhhhhhhhh#paepaerest art
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hi something true and beautiful happened just as i was gearing up to do short walk in a pretty town and it made me think of ur art
YOU. HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUVE JUST DONE FOR ME WITH THESE IMAGES
#THESE JUSR RAISED THE JAVIERAN STOCKS BY 200% AND IM NOT EVEN JOKING#THE ECONOMOY IS BOOMING#UP UNTIL NOW IVE ONLY WVER BEEN ABLE TO FIND/CAPTURE THEM STANDINF NEXT TO EACH OTHER T W I C E#I HAD *TWO* IMAGES OF THEM NEXT TO EACH OTHWR IN-GAME PRIOR TO RHIS#autism is a crazy drug cuz why am i backflipping on the floor at work because someone sent me pics of my ship that exists only in my mind#THANK YOU THOUGH HONESTLY IM INSANE I FEEL LIKE SOMEOE JUST WALKED UP TO ME AND HANDED ME ONE MILLION DOLLARS#doing their morning routines together ☹️ … they look so sweet ….#they’re probably going to the shore to watch the fish breach the water and wordlessly swear to themselves that they’re going to take each#other camping again soon … sorry i’m hijacking this post to say that they probably do actually start getting suspiciously clingy when it’s#been too long in between times where they leave camp together. like cuz in my head clemens point is when they get together and esp if this#is around a short walk that means that (in my timeline) they’ve actually gotten together by now. anyway so like they’re just happening to#walk to the same place at the same time because The Yearning is winning. they’re definitely going to ✨disappear✨ that evening#THEY LOOK SO CUTE IM WRITHING ON THE FLOOR#IVE BEEN WANTING PICS OF THEM TOGETHER LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA IM SO HAPPY#THANK YOU YOURE GOATED THIS JUST FIXED ME#also … oh my god sorry it took me so long to address this .. but … you think of my art when you see them together 🥺🥺 ??? i’m so honored#that’s so sweet that genuinely means the world to me that what i do is like … memorable to even a small degree#😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😭☹️☹️💛💛💛 thank you ……#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#cxyotl#fav
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Machete and Vasco are so pomegranate-and-the-hand-that-slices coded. To me.
Pomegranates are seen as messy, bloody, inconvenient fruits. You slice or tear or bite and in return for your effort you come away underwhelmed, disgusted, and stained too deep to wash. The consumption of a pomegranate is a violent act of defilement, for both the fruit and the eater.
But that is because most do not understand how to open a pomegranate. They have little patience for the precise carving. They see no point in coreing the fruit gently, no reason to be reverent as they pull the quarters apart. When done correctly, opening a pomegranate leaves little mess. Your fingers will still stain, your knife will still slick, but there will be no pool of crimson drowning both you and the fruit.
The seeds are only sweet to those who understand the merit of a light hand and intricate slicing. Why put in so much effort for a food so bitter and clearly armored against consumption? Surely it must not yearn to be eaten.
(^insane about silly catholic dogs)
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#absolutely losing my mind over this#how dare you come to my house and deliver a poignant character analysis cloaked in metaphors and symbolism#I went all day thinking about pomegranates#doing late christmas shopping? pomegranates#glazing ham? pomegranates#watching futurama with siblings? pomegranates#they're still kind of an exotic fruit where I'm from and I only got around to trying one a handful of years ago#some fruits offer themselves readily but pomegranates are hard and resistant and require a bit more specific handling#I looked up a guide and even then the kitchen counter ended up a murder scene#I've gotten better but I know some people can open them very neatly and I still haven't figured out the right technique#I love you anon I love the fact that you've clearly been rotating my silly catholic dogs in your head#and are able to put your thoughts into words with such marvelous grace and eloquence#surely it must not yearn to be eaten UNFATHOMABLE#answered#anonymous#gift art#Vasco#Machete#pomegranates are canonically one of Machete's motifs/symbols but I never thought of them from this angle#at least not this extensively
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i'm sorry i dont think we're talking enough about the bkdk music video. they wrote a whole song full of yearning lyrics and holding hands and longing to be at each other's sides and miscommunicating but still wanting to be together, and then they put child actors in bkdk colors and hand them playing super heroes and holding hands. like bkdks were just given that. an official bkdk song and music video. hello????
#bakudeku#bkdk#i can't stop watching it they wrote a whole yearning bkdk song#EVERY LYRIC IS SO DEVESTATING#WE WILL NEVER BE ONE BUT CAN I STILL STAND BY YOUR SIDE#THESE FLOWERS CANT BLOOM WITHOUT YOU#we misunderstood each other but my wish cries out STILL#the little color coded bakudeku playing as children#WITH A TREMBLING VOICE#I"M REACHING OUT TO YOU WILL YOU HOLD MY HAND#cool#your face is the source of my energy#COOL COOL COOL#normal rival things hashtag so my heart is crying with your pain#can i at least be by your side even if we cannot understand each other#THE CAPITAL Y YEARNING IS FUCKING INSANE#LIKE SO MUCH YEARNING I AM LIKE GONNA BE SHAKING FOR DAYS
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husband nanami kento who takes off your high heels for you, carries you to the couch and sits you cozily — your legs on his lap and his hands on your feet carefully rubbing and massaging them all while you tell him about your day
#— ai rambles#he’s one of a kind#and i am truly yearning for him as we speak#his hands are magical jeez i’m still possessed by last nights dream#guys it feels to me like we rly spent time together im going insane#@kento
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Rewatching the bedroom scene with Yaz and Sammy and I KNOW those girls were originally boarded to be facing each other for this conversation.
#someone got scared somewhere along the way#“OH YOU CAN'T SHOW THE GIRLS FALLING ASLEEP IN THE SAME BED HOLDING HANDS”#one can also criticize Sammy getting on the bed with her boots on but#A they lacked budget I'd assume#and B#it's wholly logical that those two just crashed in the bed fully dressed#gosh the things they coulda done with this show if they'd just been able to shuffle outfits#yasammy#swan rewatches camp cretaceous#it's actually a good touch that they just find a soft surface and fall asleep though#very understandable#I mean maybe Sammy had a huge Gay Panic there and realized “no this is not the time you might make a move and it's Not The Time”#but...I know they had MORE YEARNING here
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