#on that i wont budge

[adrianasunderworld]

I know Silver's birthday is a long way away. But. Consider for his lounge wear/Sleepwear card, something inspired by this:

The Groovy should also include him holding a can of what I assume is an energy drink. Just because.

@mangacupcake @fair-night-starry-tears @writing-heiress @the-weirdos-mind

[sluttymenlover]

do we know if jeremy speaks any languages besides english?

because if not, there's something so funny about being the adoptive child of a multilingual, multi cultural found family and bringing nothing to the table except for a cardboard dog and fake blonde.

[silversoulsociety]

Shouma Toriashi

Raise Wa Tanin Ga ii E2

[eleanorose123]

support systems and realizing you have to be the adult now (ko-fi) (insta)

[skunkes]

2 moods

[ratatatastic]

the special im thinking about ekky smile

[nebuvoid]

i want avpd to be the next new trend. like yeah its annoying how everyone is adhd autism this and that right now but at least its spreading awareness. i need people to know just how debilitating it is im constantly ruining my own plans, standing in my own way and unable to fight the urge to avoid like this can and will ruin your career and social life and yet even within mental healthcare its often unknown or disregarded

[lover-of-mine]

I need to vent here for a bit so pls excuse me but I have to say...it drives me nuts when I see posts like "Eddie keeps looking for women to replace Shannon/be a mother to Chris". What do you mean. What do you MEANNN. The man has dated TWICE in the FIVE years since Shannon died! Hell, SEVEN years, if you wanna count the period she was gone for two years and Eddie didn't think she was coming back! This is a man who we've seen actively reject women who hit on him. He gets annoyed when he thinks people are trying to set him up. He went to that blind date with Vanessa with every intention of rejecting her. We've seen him befriend tons of single women he's comfortable with and has chemistry with without ever trying to hit on them. The (2) times he's dated he had to be TALKED INTO IT by others. When he was with Ana, her getting too close to Chris and the idea of her stepping into Shannon's shoes literally gave him panic attacks. What are we SAYING!!

Okay, when I say Eddie is chasing Shannon in relationships, it is that because both his relationships ended up being centered on the idea of what Christopher needs and the expectation that was placed on Eddie aka a nice latina woman he can settle down with, so he can fill the space Shannon is supposed to have. Because even with Shannon, we see him making statements about the relationship using Christopher and hypothetical child #2, because Eddie clings to the expectation, you get a girl pregnant you marry her, divorce is not an opinion, a boy needs a mother, and Ana and Marisol end up being about Chris because Eddie ends up staying with Ana because Chris was attached to her and Marisol was a glorified babysitter. The idea that he's both chasing Shannon and scared of finding her can and do coexist, and while he was talked into dating Ana because he allegedly needed to move on because apparently there's a clock on how long Eddie Diaz is allowed grieve, the relationship with Ana is defined around Chris because after we see Eddie introduce her to Chris as his girlfriend, the only time we see them alone besides the breakup is in the hospital after the shooting where he's unconscious or the scene is actually about buddie. So she's in the role of woman who's taking care of Chris in a relationship Eddie is "sticking out with" because "she's the first woman I wanted to spend this much time with since Shannon" so the relationship is being defined based on what he knows from his relationship with Shannon. He only gets the panic attacks about it when he realizes they actually look the part and that makes stuff too real and he didn't want that. And with Marisol, every mention of her until he asked her to move in is centered around Chris, she's babysitting the date, she's with Chris while Eddie hangs out with Tommy, and after Eddie does something extreme that makes the relationship serious too fast, considering the way he entered it wanting to recreate what he had when Shannon, he literally says he just wants what he had when he met Shannon, he was also recreating shit because his relationship with Shannon got serious too fast because she got pregnant, so his baseline was if I jump in head first, maybe I can recreate that but he seems to have forgotten his relationship with Shannon didn't work, so he adds the seriousness before he's ready for, granted this time he backs out of it, but again, after that every scene Marisol is in involved Christopher, so she exists to fill the idea that he just needs to find a step mother for Chris he can tolerate. And Kim is literally Shannon, there's no question there.

But hell, if we wanna get technical about it, even Buck ends up tripping into Shannon's space at first, because Buck steps up to help with things about Chris just because he can, so he even ends up taking Buck to family outings he's denying Shannon of, the difference there is Buck doesn't come with a set of external expectations, so Buck is not being smashed into the idea of Shannon like a toddler trying to shove a square peg in a round role, he just slips in through the cracks until the space is his (I think the fact that Buck and Shannon overlap also help Eddie separate the two in his head). And while their relationship has a lot more dept because they built a friendship and partnership external to Chris, even with Buck, Eddie keeps making dramatic statements using Christopher, there's nobody in this world I trust with my son more than you, the will. Eddie's whole world is Chris and he doesn't know how to separate what he needs from what he's expected to provide to Chris when it comes to dating, so he ends up wanting to put someone in the place he thinks Shannon is supposed to be because Shannon is all he knows. He puts himself into bland relationships because he wants the fantasy of growing old with Shannon in the perfect little idealized version of the relationship he has in his head because Shannon died. That is a very real aspect of his love life. Yeah, he's not going around dating multiple women when he definitely can, but the women he does date end up serving a purpose to Christopher and it all circles back to Eddie talking to Buck about Shannon and not being sure if he's bringing Shannon back to their lives for himself or for Chris. He married Shannon because of Chris, Shannon demanded a statement about what they were using Chris, Eddie wanted to propose again because she might've been pregnant again, so he's repeating what he did with Shannon, because Shannon and him never figured out who they were together outside of being parents and Chris couldn't magically keep them together. He is very much chasing her ghost. The fact that he's terrified of actually catching it does not negate that. And considering the way he did find it and it blew up his life, dude has a point in being scared. It's not what he actually needs. It's what he's been taught to want.

[princescar]

sometimes mental illness is just mildly infuriating. sometimes you want to do a simple task but are just unable to

like fucking hell, i just want to leave comments on fics. i can do it on normal posts and analyses but when faced with a fucking story my brain scrambles and i forget how to type and the words dont carry the same meaning in my head anymore and its just FRUSTRATING. WHY CANT I GO BACK TO NORMAL. WHY HAS THIS BEEN HAPPENING FOR WEEKS

why is there just a wall that wasn’t here before

[dirt-str1der]

Im super charmed whenever they include tsukasas corpse inside the freezer its so funny to me ... that man is not in cryostasis he is straight up dead

[aria0fgold]

Omori was created for the sole purpose of protecting the dreamer, Sunny. Keep him from anything harmful, keep him from discovering the Truth, anything that can possibly hurt him. And Omori resolved to do so from start to finish, a mechanical clockwork of duty he had been enacting for 4 years. It’s so simple, and oh so easy for him.

Except, it wasn’t.

Not when he started gaining his own sentience, not when he started thinking for himself. Not when everything started to fall apart as he recalled all the past resets.

Arriving in Blackspace always mean one thing. The dreamer is close to discovering the Truth again. An area that is ever changing and never constant, with pitch black doors leading to cursed sights that Sunny buries deep in his mind, it’s something that Omori had gotten used to.

“Omori... You came back for me!”

It seems he had chosen a door leading to Basil’s one of many deaths. He’s used to it.

“Watermelons sure are delicious!“

He’s used to it.

“Summer vacation with friends was the best, wasn’t it?“

He’s used to it.

Walking to the far right, finding themselves in a room full of watermelons scattered about with Basil closely following behind in silence. He’d cut open every watermelon he sees for the key, the way out of the place. Until his cut was directed to Basil instead, turning it bits and pieces of a bloody watermelon staining the floor behind him. He didn’t look, and instead continued to cut the one in front of him, grabbing the key to hurriedly leave the place with pursed lips. Unbeknownst to him that he subconsciously bit his inner cheek, not too much so as to draw blood, but it is an action foreign to a boy with neither a will and emotion of his own. Supposedly.

Omori continued opening the other doors.

. . .

“Oh, thank goodness you’re here, Omori. I thought I was gonna be stuck here forever.“

Another impending death. Omori stared at Basil for a moment, trapped within a large cobweb. He easily gets him free with one slash.

“Phew... That feels so much better.“

He led the way just the same as he once did with the other one.

“You know... I think spiders are really misunderstood...” Basil started to talk again.

Omori merely listened in silence.

“There’s so many spiders here all of a sudden...“

They continued to walk again. Omori tightly clutched his knife. He’s feeling a certain emotion he has yet felt at all, he doesn’t know what to describe it as.

“Ack! They’re biting me!”

The feeling grew. What is it, what would the others describe it as. Omori glanced at Basil. There were too many spiders on him, it made Omori feel uneasy. Was it uneasiness? No, it couldn’t be. Basil was comforting the spiders, awaiting Omori to move again.

They’ll hurt him. They’ll kill him.

Another impending death...

Could I... prevent that?

Omori took a deep breath as he turned around.

“Wh-what is it, Omori? Why are you holding your knife like that?“

“Stay still...“

Omori carefully swatted the spiders away with the blunt side of the knife before slashing them with its blade.

“Oh! Th-thanks! But.. ack!“

He kept at it. Yet no matter how much he swat away and kill, more emerges from seemingly nowhere. And soon, there was far too many of them.

“There’s so many of them... I can’t get them off!“

Omori can only watch in horror as Basil was engulfed by them.

I couldn’t prevent it...

Perhaps, he never could. Omori continued on to find the key and open another door.

[foxbullfrog]

okay i've said this in my tags before but maths wiz ava is actually very important and special to me. in a world where she got beatrice's education she would have been a physicist or something i truly believe that. her heart rules her head for sure, but the girls logical reasoning is good as fuck. she figures out jillian's plan in 2 seconds flat in 1x07 (aka that shes connected up to something else and is being used as a power source for it.) and ava likes security and dependablilty, but to her that doesnt mean needing constant order or structure it just means having that one thing that you can count on even if nothing else makes sense. the one thing (or person) that helps you make sense of the rest of it. astrophysicist vibes: 'i know it exists even when i cant see it because i can see the space it must fill.' thats ava's version of faith. her life was so lacking in love but that only made her believe in its existence and importance all the more. stereotypes will lead you astray, dont let the denim overalls and extroversion fool you shes math-brain coded fr

[keykidpilipili]

RegularPat's DDD world ranking mentioning the idea of a carrousel Pinocchio coachman boss fight with the donkeys snowballed into my incorporation of him into Destiny Islands Folklore the way Santa is. Because he kinda is anti-santa and the idea of the carrousel turning into a sled for some part of the boss phase sounds cool.

Sora: Hmmm wait this reminds me of that horror story at home but that can't be right?

Sora half an hour later seeing partially donkied Pinochio: THE EVIL COACHMAN IS REAL?! AND RIKU WAS WRONG AGAIN!

[4giorno]

oh yea i got the nocturnal ending that was the most depressing shit ive ever experienced

[cutemeat]

still cant believe the whole reason we got a chardee teamup in s15 ep1 was becuz someone asked glenn for it during the dennis week watch party

[entering--hyperspace]

What the!!! Its only chapter 2!!! Get back in the mists dude!!!