#on day 3 of hot takes now oml

[dapg-otmebytheballs]

noticing traits in somebody else that you also see in yourself and discussing those similarities as they relate to gender non-conformity or neurodivergence isn't something to be demonized.

there's been a few instances in my personal life that i've speculated about a friend potentially being in the closet because i saw myself in them! their behaviors reminded me of my own behaviors that cishet people probably wouldn't take note of, but i saw them because i saw me.

i don't think speculation and discussion are wrong in his situation. i didn't confront/harass my friends about my thoughts in the same way that the people on here who i've seen talking about dnp gender or neurodivergence wouldn't confront/harass them about it. (i also didn't discuss my speculations about my friends with anyone, but there's a difference to me between talking about a friend with other people who know them and having a conversation about a public figure.)

discussion about aspects of ourselves that we see in dnp isn't dangerous. no one is out here making accusations or demands; it's speculation in the most neutral sense ("to review something idly or casually and often inconclusively," webster's dictionary). people aren't speaking in serious definitives or being invasive in any of the discussion that i've seen. in actuality, the only negative thing i've seen surrounding the discussion is people being belittled or shamed for the grand crime of...recognizing similarities between their own experiences and what we've seen from someone else? i'm not sure when we all agreed that the only acceptable action is to assume someone is the 'normal' option unless they've stated otherwise.

i think you're right to prompt people to look inward about what exactly it is that might be making them uncomfortable about these conversations.

sending you love <3

100% what you said and actually, thank you for bringing up the difference in how we engage with public figures (who understand that their lives are being speculated about by a much larger number of people than your average Joe) vs how we engage with our peers (whose lives are intertwined with our own hence making any discussion or gossip about them immediately spread within our insular groups/communities and often being seen as having more truth than celebrity gossip bc it's a more grounded relationship with people we see regularly, rather than a parasocial one)

It's interesting, when I was studying Philosophy at college we had an entire section in a lesson just talking about the ethics of "Gossip" (esp wrt celebrity culture) and how it's inevitable and even human nature to speculate about and be interested in each other and with public figures it involves a lot more people so how do you navigate the ethics of that? And back then I thought "this is surely common sensical, surely we don't need to dedicate lesson time to discussing the ethics of talking about public figures vs random people in our lives" but I suppose this is exactly why people have needed to properly discuss and discourse these topics from an objective lens of what is ethical, because you need strong basic principles and understanding of ethics to build upon particular situations. And this is maybe what is lacking from a lot of discourse:

we are expecting our personal feelings and discomfort to do the work that academic inquiries (ie, rational systematic breakdown of any situation, not even in a classroom just in your mind) are supposed to do.

You won't reach the answer to "is this okay to do?" by thinking in terms of "how does it feel? Does it feel right or does it feel wrong?" because genuinely you gotta put in the work to ask "what is leading to this situation, whom if anyone does it harm, what steps do people already take to mitigate this, how can we create an environment that causes the least possible harm to all parties included, what does this particular thing mean for us socially and politically?"

It's okay if people don't have the time to engage in these introspections but the trouble is too many people thinking they should preach their opinions on these ethical matters without actually doing any ethical reasoning on their parts instead of moralistic ones.

Thanks for the love, anon! ❤️ This was a good one to receive and discuss

[wildgirllz]

I'm not sure if you are familiar with the "mating press" position, but the little horny voice inside my head says that Tommy would absolutely love it. Just imagine reader having her legs on his shoulders while he pins her down to the bed because he needed to let off steam. Of course, this is completely consensual! Reader is willingly helping her husband out like the sweet housewife she is <3 Would you be up to write something like that? Sorry for being so disgustingly horny about him... (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

Omg i love this request!! HAPPY 1K MY BEAUTIES!!!

Mating press with Tommy <3

Warnings: unprotected sex, SIZE KINK OML (I'm sorry I couldn't help myself) pnv, afab reader, he cums inside because he's a loving husband, overall just porn with a little plot

It was a sunny day, the warm Texan breeze on your shoulders as you washed dishes from breakfast. A hefty pile of dishes, Tommy was not a small man to feed. As the warm water eroded the bacon grease from your castiron, you heard some stomping from the yard. You smile, you can imagine how he was looking at that very moment; his mask covering half of his sweaty face, hair stuck to his forehead, shoulders wide and casting a big shadow over whatever he was blocking. His tall frame was delicious, his arms, his hands that held the majority of your torso already made you hot on the back of your neck.

Lost in a trance of your thoughts, you feel the warm water over your hands' sudden absence. You don't need to turn your head to identify the reason. You can already hear his little huffs behind his mask and his big meaty hands pawing at your hips.

“I missed you, Tommy.” You turn and raise your arms to place your hands on his broad chest. His fingers fidget with the red trim of your sundress, one of his favorites. “You like my dress honey? I like this one too, I wear it to ensure you stay grateful for this pretty little wife you got.” You giggle and cover his hands with your own, but only manage to shade a finger or two. 

“I made you pie again Tommy, peach crumble! It's right on the counter. Lemme cut you a slice.” You smile warmly before turning to walk to the countertop to your right, but you don't manage. Tommys' hands are glued to your hips, keeping you grounded like a statue on the floor. “You don't want pie, baby?” You ask, sweetly of course. You knew Tommy wasn’t focused on your pie right now, you knew from the second you heard his feet shuffling outside that he had some steam he needed to release, and you’d be damned before you said you didn't want him to take it out on you.

You look up at his lust-filled eyes and reach to untie his sweaty mask. You didn't like that he always felt he had to cover himself up, but you understood it brought more comfort to his everyday life. As the mask fell, you could hear his shaky breaths practically calling for you. You got up on your tiptoes and pursed your lips, so he reciprocated, bending his head downward and capturing you in a warm, desperate kiss.

His hands on your hips lifted your body off of the ground, unconsciously, making your face line up with his. You wrap your legs around his waist, not making it all the way, but you were stable as his hands moved down to cup your ass. You whimper into his mouth, grinding your little hips against his big tummy, and running your fingers through his messy hair.

He lets out a single huff before turning on his heels and taking you to the bedroom. After storming through the doorway, he tosses your body onto your’ neatly made bed and begins to undress. You take his cue and do the same, unzipping your flowy dress and slipping off your white panties. Leaning back in your bed, you take in Tommys' body, how the veins in his hands bulge as he unbuttons his shirt, and how tight his pants look on his thick thighs.

Once he's fully bare, he slowly stalks around the bed, looking you up and down like a piece of meat he’s longing to devour. Suddenly, he yanks you down by the ankles, making you lay flat on the bed. He pushes himself to his knees at the end of the bed, settled between your now parted legs. He shuffles forward a bit, then pulls you by the knees until your legs wrap around his hips. 

He bends forward, towering over your frame. He takes your legs and pulls your feet over each one of his shoulders. Your thighs are pressed to your stomach as he settles an arm on both sides of your head. His hair falls around your face, and you reach up to kiss his pretty pink lips. You feel his girth slipping over your slit, and you reach your hand down to press his throbbing cock to your little bud. He groans at the touch of your hand and you begin to rock your hips back and forth, covering his length with your slick.

Not long after, he begins to rock his hips against yours in tandem. His forehead touches yours and you can feel his warm breaths covering your face. On one of his slower thrusts, the tip of his cock caught on the rim of your hole, making you take a sharp breath in. Tommy looks at you to make sure you’re okay, then slowly slides his fat member into you without warning.

“Tommy! Jesus, baby slow down.” You whimper out. The intrusion makes your lips quiver and hands grip the sheets, so he takes your arms in one of his hands and moves them to wrap around his neck, immediately latching onto his hair. As he settles his hefty body on top of yours, his tummy pressing down tightly on yours, he pushes even further forward, trying to get as deep as possible.

Your moans turn into choked-out groans as he slowly pounds into you. Your toes curling and heels digging into his damp back. He lets out deep groans and uses his hand to wipe hair from your face. He cups your cheek and kisses you, a distraction from the ache of your stretched hole, struggling to accept his large cock. 

His thrusts pick up in pace, and he buries his face into your neck. His hands slide down to grip your hips, and he maneuvers your body to slam down on his cock in time with his thrusts. In a state of complete cock-drunk bliss, you struggle to let out a whine as you feel your peak approaching. Rolling your eyes back, you grip his hair between your fingers and give it a little tug, before feeling the warmth of your orgasm explode through your body in ripples of pleasure.

Your back arches and your legs shake, the feeling of your pussy clenching over his length makes him whimper, and his thrusts become fast and shallow. You whine at the feeling of him abusing your overstimulated warmth, and Tommy leans down to bury his face in your breasts and grips your hips almost bruisingly in his hands, quickly reaching his orgasm himself. 

He wraps his arms around your back and pulls you as close to him as possible before letting out one more deep thrust and filling you to the brim with his seed. He groans and flips over on his back, taking you with him. You lay over his body, feeling his cock softening inside you as his spend drips out. You both catch your breath and relax, his hands rubbing gently over your back. 

You close your eyes and let the cool air of night take you both to sleep.

feel free to leave requests! (get FILTHY.) <3

[tired-biscuit]

retired!bakugo who spends his days fucking you nonstop <3

oml, this is so sweet actually!! it's all under the cut <3

18+ mdni / fem!reader

i think he'd love how much time he'd have to indulge in actual intimacy. all of a sudden, he's able to bring you closer together, to deepen your relationship, to spoil you rotten. no rush, no sudden calls to ruin the moment; just you and him, rocking against each other with the slowest, most passionate rhythm you've rarely been given the chance to experience before.

him taking the time to really ravage you properly. chest to chest, cheek to cheek; his lips and rough hands becoming so greedy as he explores every inch of your naked skin that he's somewhat forgotten how to caress over the years of constant work and busy schedules.

and yes, speaking of years, he might not be able to last as long as he did back when he was younger; lacks the stamina youth brings and all that, but he's still strong - powerful.

like a beast.

he can still fuck you through the entire night if you take small breaks in-between, can slam you into the mattress; all slow and intense. he's in no hurry, he will fuck you for as long as it takes to turn you dumb. to turn you into this adorable, overstimulated mess that his job had kept him from seeing otherwise. to listen to you babble out curses that mix with his name, to see you cry pretty tears from how deeply his fat cock sinks into you.

and he takes such good care of you because, fuck, he actually can, now. he cooks you a delicious dinner and fucks you on the kitchen counter as you wait for the oven to heat up, turning you both starved. he takes morning showers with you after sleeping in, and takes you against the cool tiles; your skin dewy and warm from the hot water and steam, eyes still droopy from sleep. he takes you out on dates, and splits you open in the backseat of his car like he's some feral teenager again. tugs you away at parties just to finger your adorable cunt, and get you all hot and bothered for when you get back home.

he fucks you anywhere, everywhere; any time, all the time.

being so close to you, finally being able to be a part of your life like he should have always been is just so special. it turns him insatiable and soft. his heart becomes dipped in honey: he cherishes every arch your back makes, every moan, every kiss and every climax. even every tender sentence is important, even if it doesn't make all that much sense as you both bask in the afterglow later; limbs warm and stretchy, bed sheets crumpled.

he's so content with having you. entirely.

especially because you finally get to have him, too.

[astrologylunadream]

Their Deepest Desires of You💀🔞🖤 [SPICY] (Pick a card/Tarot love reading)

Hey it's Lunadream and for my beautiful souls we are doing a reading on what your person's deepest desires are of you🖤 hope you find your message🗝

(Things get spicy🔥 Darker themes are included)

Notice: Only take what resonates because the most important thing is your own judgement!♡ If anything doesn't resonate, don't worry! It's not your message right now <3 (Entertainment purpose only. All rights reserved)

Now, shall we begin~? ^v^ Think of the your person, and pick whichever pile that fits the energy you're feeling~💋🖤

Pile 1📿

Pile 2🥀

Pile 3🎹

Pile 4💄

Take your time and choose carefully with the heart~♡

On to the readings —> 🗝🖤

Pile 1📿

Sign energy: Hug from behind, Imagination, Fight, Royalty, Bend, Sun, Leo, Mars, 12th house, South node, 🧜‍♂️🍪🍷😔

💀Your person's energy: Ohh this is someone very captivating and alluring. They light up the room when they walk in, strong assertive/dominant energy for this pile's person. Leo, Aries and Pisces placements but mostly fiery energy. Could Leo mars or mars conjunct sun in their chart. I'm seeing ripped jeans and leather jackets as their thing, they unconsciously command attention even when they aren't trying at all😭 So independent and I feel like your person just knows they are untouchable omg they are so regal and effortlessly attract people because they are just so classy and stunning also hot lmao😂♥️ Siren energy, They ooze confidence but not in a cocky way but a subtle "I know what I'm worth" type way😎👌 Some of you have fought with this person or thought they had it out for you but it was just because they seem so fierce and intimidating, There are such high class vibes from your person, I feel like they spoil themselves in a good way. King/Queen vibes👑 You may be a little delusional over this person😂😂 Sometimes feeling overlooked or ignored by your person since attention is on them usually. They have you fantasizing hot scenarios about them LOL your imagination goes wild for this person🥵💭

🖤Their deepest desires of you: Pisces, Valentine, Fit, Trust, Boundaries, North node, Lilith, Libra, Leo, 11th house, 🏃‍♀️📆🤴🟪 My pile 1's this is getting interestingggg😉 Oh god they desire trust so much with you and loyalty too. It's quite funny because they desire healthy boundaries and almost more friendship dynamic with you but then they deeply desire unleashing their dark side on you and getting in deep..🥵👿🖤 Oml they have so many desires for this pile and like, how can it be so wholesome and so horny at the same time?? They want your full attention and I'm seeing a definite desire for a future with you🥺♡ They want you to take them places they never knew (spiritual and all) and the most prominent message is that they deeply desire a romantic partnership with my pile 1's🙊💞 They want to date you I'm hearing, and they are someone who deeply craves your attention and affection. They desire a full devotion from you as if they are your queen/king, they want your heart to be bound to them and them only.😚🖤 Ahh your person really desires a deep intimate and loving connection with you guys, so sweet. Devotion, dedication, loyalty, sweet moments, long stares, being true to one another, hot intimacy, naughtiness, valentines day with you, spoiling you rotten, these are all things they desire deeply with you my lovely pile 1~

💋Messages from your person: You're causing me pain, You leave me wondering, I told myself to quit, You aren't thinking rationally, I thought I was going crazy, You might get scared, Don't be so negative, Imagine if I kissed you, You are my sunshine, Your body is mine (🙈🥵😳) Extra cards: Inner thoughts, Prison, Neck, Height, Sun, 1st house, Sun, Venus, Vertex, Gemini (You are their light in the darkness☀️🥺)

Thank you my pile 1's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!🖤

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 1 with the emoji~ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading💋

Pile 2🥀

Sign energy: Virgo, Boundaries, Options, Emotions, Fine, Venus, Mars, 10th house, Taurus, Air, 🧊🧚‍♀️🆓️💪

💀Your person's energy: This is a very lovely person on pile 2's mind, they radiate beauty and grace as well as a light presence about them. Lots of air and earth energy, they could be a Virgo, Taurus or Capricorn. Any of the air signs, especially Libra is likely. They may have Venus in Virgo or Mars in the 10th house. I'm seeing someone very capable and analytical, very successful in many ways. I think they are rather reserved in terms of relationships, they may even suppress their desires when it comes to romance and intimacy. I just heard "I don't give myself out for free" that could be them they may be sceptical of sharing themselves in a relationship.🖤🤚 Your person could be famous or well known, successful entrepreneur or business owner, or simply has many opportunities. They may work in the beauty industry or in a more feminine environment (could work around more females). I think both men and women admire and are attracted this person, they have qualities that many wish they had. I heard they make your heart flutter🦋 Also your person may be chill and say they are fine a lot and it may seem like they have very few emotions, but they do think a lot in their head and may worry about little things.💭

🖤Their deepest desires of you: Head, Feelings, Nice, Dark thoughts, Fast, Venus, Pisces, 9th house, 10th house, Vertex, 📱🧍‍♂️🦥🐍 Ahh my pile 2's your person gets dark thoughts so quick about you like it just comes out of nowhere and then suddenly they hold onto those thoughts and can't stop thinking about them🧠👿😰 Omg and your person thinks you have nice thighs/hips and legs too and they deeply desire this about you.🥰 They love seeing photos of you and think you look really attractive on screen (do with that info as you will👀🙈) They desire soft loving and ever expanding feelings with you, and deeply desire dreaming of you~💤😇 They love the way you creep around their mind, and they tend to desire thoughts of bossing you around or dominating you. (omg) They want to hold you tight and love thinking about doing so, wrapping you in their embrace so you can't get out without begging🥵 They have these types of thoughts they desire with you. You know what I think they really want to dominate you the most, holding you down or restraining you is what they REALLY desire deeply like oml they have an intense desire for that with you my pile 2's. They want to meet their fantasies as well as yours, and drown in pleasure with you. They wanna make you theirs fast so nothing can tear you two apart🥺♡

💋Messages from your person: I hope you feel better, You might get hurt, I know you're crazy over me, I can't even, I wish I could, It doesn't matter to me, I can save you, I need someone, I don't think dark thoughts about you, Give me more (Omg playing innocent but the thoughts don't lie😂😈) Extra cards: Beach, Art, Matching, Diamond, Sweetheart, 7th house, North node, 6th house, Aquarius, Venus (Aww pile 2 your person wants to be your lover and know they want a future with you!!!💖)

Thank you my pile 2's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!🖤

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 2 with the emoji~ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading💋

Pile 3🎹

Sign energy: World, Self reflection, Binded, Hold on, Health, Water, 10th house, Sun, Pisces, North node, 🌊😖🔝🦁

💀Your person's energy: Aww I'm getting soft lion vibes from your person, like they wanna be fierce and assert dominance but they are such a literal sweetheart.😢💞💖 My pile 3's may have fell in love with this person's emotional side, they are so soft and imaginative. Pisces energy is strong in this pile, also soft Leo placements especially 12th house, also Capricorn placements are present. I can see them starimg at their reflection in the water a lot, or that could be how they see themselves from a illusive ever changing view. This is someone you see yourself with in the future, and omg this person really reminds you of yourself. They inspire you that's what I'm hearing, like they make you wanna be your best most successful self😟💝❤ So sweet I honestly love the way my pile 3's look at this person with just so much awe and admiration!! They make you feel emotional even if you aren't usually, you feel like this is your other half. You feel like they are apart of your identity in some way, and they give you a sense of pride.🥰 You guys are so cute and for some of you this person is a nature activist or wants to help save the planet, some of my pile 3's person are into veganism and healthcare. Now they could live near an ocean or beach and want to help clean beaches. Many of you wish to hold on to this connection.

🖤Their deepest desires of you: Eyelashes, Question, Out, Prince, Learn, Capricorn, 9th house, 12th house, Pisces, Vertex, 🟨🧍‍♂️🤨🥊 Okay so I'm getting that for some of you this person may be more on the innocent side, I mean they could be very "out of the loop" I'm hearing (I mean in terms of intimacy💋) I feel their energy is more lost and confused about what exactly they desire with you. It is inevitable that they will ask a lot of questions and need to learn a lot more about their kinks/what pleases them. But for my pile 3's your person is definitely ready to learn for you, they want to discover every way to thrill you and do it just right.🖤 They also desire to get high from you and be more in touch with their spirituality with you, they really want to feel outer-body experiences with my pile 3's just like things that take them higher☁️ (could desire using substances to get high with you for some🍷). Your person wants to dream of you and learn more about yours and their darkest fantasies they aren't aware of. For some of you this person has some masochistic desires for you or them🤯 I'm hearing they wanna "knock you out" could be physical pleasure or they could desire to have you unconscious and have fun from there wtf🥵🥵🥵 Wow I didn't expect that but it makes sense, they wanna have you vulnerable and helpless a little. Their deepest desires are to learn your unconcious mind and surprise you with things you don't even know you like😈😰😰 Wow this is crazy pile 3 your person wants to learn it ALL.

💋Messages from your person: You scare me sometimes, I can feel your pain, I can be your fantasy, Oh my god, I'm bleeding, It's so painful, I'm obsessed with you, My angel, This is all my fault, You make me angry (Wow the passion is insane with your person🤯😫♥️) Extra cards: Ego, Attraction, Violence, Violate, Lilith, 8th house, Pluto, 9th house, North node, 3rd house (WOW this just got crazy I'll just tell you they literally want to make you moan wtf for some of you this person literally wants to be SO aggresive and intense in ways that bring you pain and pleasure🥵👿 Using your hands thighs, and legs... They wanna show you their dark side wtf take what resonates of course.)

Thank you my pile 3's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!🖤

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 3 with the emoji~ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading💋

Pile 4💄

Sign energy: Pessimist, Museum, Quiet place, Optimist, On, Uranus, Pisces, 11th house, Venus, Scorpio, 😫👊🍓🙊

💀Your person's energy: Ooh we got some very scorpio vibes, intense energy. This could be a Scorpio Venus or Venus in 11th house, maybe Capricorn rising for some of you. Pisces, Aquarius, Libra, Taurus. Your person has a more introverted vibe, they don't talk that much. But they are very unique, I feel themselves do all the talking them. They have unique sensual charms about them, even though they don't think so. They prefer to be in their home, that is when they are the most happy or in a good mood.🏠🖤 They are very sweet once observed further, if you give them time you will definitely notice how soft they can be on the inside. This could be a friend, or someone close to you like that but maybe they don't talk much. They are very gloomy though, always thinking the worst especially when it comes to close relationships and intimacy. They feel that making close friends/partners will end shortly after it begins, and they will be hurt again. So they can be very guarded and have bad associations about making close connections. They fight their unconscious social needs for others on a deeper level, and they tell themselves they don't need it.👥☹

🖤Their deepest desires of you: Push, Defensive, Spotlight, Holding hands, Meeting, 4th house, Virgo, 11th house, Mercury, 12th house, 🎁🔮🤤🔭 My pile 4's your person has some deep feelings for you, they desire to hold hands with you🥰💕 Aww now I'm getting that your person is really shy and/or defensive about their desires with you, they would feel uncomfortable to tell you themselves. They may feel like it is better if you know through other means such as divination or tarot, yeah I definitely don't see them opening up about this any time soon😂🖤 My pile 4's your person has a deep desire to have a very caring and healing connection with you, a relationship like a close friendship they long for but feel they can never keep or don't exist entirely. That's why they desire this with you, because all they truly want is close relationship almost like a best friend.😢 Your person desires being with you often, and they also sort of want your close relationships to be theirs too. May have the desire to have the same friends as you, they also desire attention from trusted circles people you know. Your person really desires you in a very sweet way, they want to give you gifts like matching bracelets and things best friends would do. It's not so much in a friendzone way but because they really want to be close like that with someone.🤧💌🖤

💋Messages from your person: I have no boundaries with you, Tell me how you really feel, This is all your fault, I won't let bad things happen to you, It's love at first sight, Don't let them treat you that way, Why not? I wanna thrill you, These emotions are too intense, I feel like a ghost (Ahh they don't know what to do with themselves😨) Extra cards: Risk, Obsession, Heartbreak, Mindfulness, Queen, Beauty & the beast, Scorpio, Saturn, Mars, Lilith, Uranus (Omg you guys this person is holding back such intense emotions and heavy passion they are so into my pile 4's but they don't wanna risk getting hurt anymore so they don't want to share their dark side or fall to deep into an obsession with you guys oml they don't want to spiral out of control with this intense passion for youuu🥺🖤)

Thank you my pile 4's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!🖤

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[hearts4golbach]

hello can you do fella x reader and they have been dating for a few months and tyler announces them on stream 😈

btw please don’t die i love ur work 🥰😇🙏🏼

His Little Secret.

Hansumfella: Tyler x Fem!Reader.

a/n: I'm not gonna die on you guys oml I PROMISE I'll keep feeding you until nature has its way with me xx

the day Tyler asked you to be his girlfriend was the best day of your life. you two had met through the internet. you started streaming together and eventually hanging out in real life, as well. although your relationship had started out strictly professional, with a couple drinks, fella had admitted his feelings for you that you reciprocated. your talking stage lasted for 3 weeks, and during that time, you two were inseparable.

he took you out frequently, not to mention the way you two streamed together pretty much every night. you kept your talking stage private. only family and close friends knew. you loved how conservative he was since you were as well.

but, the day he asked you to be his girlfriend was much different than the usual, casual dates you went on. it was a beach date. the sun had just started to set whenever he turned to you and asked 'will you be my girlfriend' over a drink and take out. of course, you said yes. the two of you laid in the sand in each others arms.

after that day, you frequently spent the night at his place. you also streamed with him in person now, since you were already there anyway. people had their suspicions, but you always being at his house while he streamed did not help.

you dragged in a chair from the kitchen and sat next to Tyler. he was just about to start his stream. it was your idea to do a truth or drink stream, since he had only ever done a truth or drink hot sauce version. you figured drinking would spice it up a little.

"what's up, guys!" he exclaimed with a smile. the chat was being spammed with greetings to both of you. at this point, they were accustomed to seeing you tagging along for the stream. "if you read the fucking title, you'll know what me and y/n are doing today."

"truth or drink!" you exclaimed.

"just the usual, send a question in with 50 bits, blah blah blah." he peered at the chat then back at you with a smile. he rested his hand on your knee under the table, which was out of the view of the camera. "so, why don't we just get started. i know you guys are creaming your pants with impatience."

he swiftly turned on the text to speech with submissions. the first one came through immediately. "which one is the real skibidi sigma rizzler?"

"me, obviously." you responded immediately.

"you really wasted 50 bits on that?" he tossed up his hands in defeat. "i guess i'm going to have to admit y/n is the real skibidi sigma rizzler." he replied sarcastically. "let's get some actual juicy questions up in this bitch."

the next question interrupted him mid sentence. "favorite position?"

"bruh." he rolled his eyes and glared at me. "i'm gonna have to pass on this one."

you considered your options for a moment, "should i expose myself?" you asked, turning towards Tyler.

"i mean, go for it," he flicked his hand towards the camera, "it's your digital footprint on the line."

"yolo, I guess." you rolled your eyes. "either missionary or reverse cowgirl. next question."

it was hard for Tyler to hide the smirk on his face. you took a peek at the chats to see what they were saying.

'fella DEFINITELY knows something we dont'

'bro knows he's getting it tonight'

'BAHAHAHAHA'

'wtf fellas face 😭😭'

the next request rang from the computer. 'are you guys together or no?'

your heart sank. you looked at fella, but the hesitation made the answer obvious. he looked back at you quizically, and you nodded. you had been dating in secret for 4 months, what could announcing it now hurt?

"yes, yes we are." he grinned, "anyway..."

the chat was filled with people screaming.

'NO WAY HE PULLED'

'WHAAATATTTAATTAR'

'I KNEW IT BRU'

'THATS CRAZY'

'SHES WAY TOO FINE FOR YOU FELLA GTFOO'

'LMAAOO YUH'

'GOOD JOB FELLA'

another question, which wasn't really a question, came through. 'kiss or it isn't real.'

"I don't know about that much.." you trailed off, raising your eyebrow at tyler.

he shrugged at you, "it's okay with me if you wanna, babe."

him calling you babe made your heart flutter. you shrugged back. "alright."

he pulled you in and pecked your lips, causing a light blush to spread across both of your faces.

'OWAH'

'GET A ROOM'

'DAMNNN OKAY SO HES SERIOUS'

the comments made you laugh. "well, know you guys know." you grinned at the camera.

[nukenuggys]

Eyeless jack headcannons

Soft:

: before jack was sacrificed he actually used to play guitar (he still has his electric guitar in his closet) and sometimes would play for you in his room.

: jack is kind of grunge and so his listens to lots of Nirvana, three day grace, and other rock bands like that.

: he learnt how to play some of your faveorite songs on guitar so he could play them to you <3

: some times when yall are cuddling he would start humming to u

: he likes when u play with his hair<3

: sometimes Jack would js come up behind u and pick u up, take you over to the sofa/bed and js start kissing and cuddling with u and you know there is no point struggleing bc he will js hold u tighter.

: jack purrs sometimes when ur cuddling. You cannot cange my mind

Spicy (mdni)

: jack has like 3 toungs and he can reach places you didn't even know you had so he can turn you onto a moaning whiny mess in minutes

: this man is a god at dirty talk like he would whisper things like "thats my girl your taking it so good bunny~" or he could me mean and say things like "god yourso good at taking my fat cock so deep in your slutty pussy, what a wh0re" either way it will turn you into a shaking mess.

: he looooves leaving marks all over you where everyone can see hickys, bite marks you name it.

: pet names he would give you I think would be things like bunny, baby/babygirl, princess, love and (if ur into it) dirty things like slut/slutty girl, wh0re, my lil cock sleave, ect, +anything you would like to add.

: I think major kinks would be biting, maybe impact play, name-calling, oral (both giving and receaving) , belly bulge (bc lets admit this man has a big c0ck(I also dont know the name for it)), hair pulling (receaving and giving), (depending on ur opinion) cumming inside you.

: since he was a med student I think knows alot abt autonomy so he know right where to angle to get your g-spot

: he is amazing at after care too, once the two of you were done he would run. A hot bath for both of you. He would dry ou off and then cuddle you to sleep.

Thats all for now I may edit this and add some more but otherwise thats that put ur headcannons for the creeps in the comments! Remember to drink and eat water!!! <3

[Edit] omg i have never gotten this many likes oml thank you guys so much also sorry for the mispellings I'm dyslexic lol anyway love you all byeeee stay healthy!!!

[kimsmuse]

Hiii, I just came across your blog, and I L O V E it! Since you said you were looking for a recommendation, here's one from me. Yandere school president. They have immense power at their school because not only are they the president, but their parents own the school. Their word is quite literally the law at this school. He just so happens to be head over heels in love and obsessed with you. Give in to their obsessive and possessive love or suffer the consequences. Since he holds so much power, he can make you a school outcast in less then a week, and he can have teachers fail you or pick on you for the stupidest reasons ever, he'll make your life a living hell at school if you don't accept his twisted and fucked up love, it's best to just be a good darling, and let yourself be loved on his own terms. It's a concept I've thought about a lot, but I haven't seen much of it. Anyways, thank you for your time, and keep up the good work!!!

okay okay omg first of all your brain???? this way too good and oml now i'm sad i spent my entire school life without a class prez like this :( but let's talk about this !!! this is mildly inspired by this one guy from the kdrama called taxi driver (ep 3) !!!

gender neutral!reader. warnings for obsessive behavior, mentions of killing someone but it's nothing graphic. blackmail/coercion type thing?? and typical yandere behavior.

okay so yandere!class president who is so focused, he's the top student of the grade and he's good at sports too?? captain of the basket ball team?? i don't know how he does it because i really couldn't but anyway even apart from that he keeps on taking part and neatly scoring in debates, and writing contests, you name it and he's doing it. it does happen sometimes that he ends up getting silver or bronze but he's there on the list somehow.

and obviously if you've ever been a teenager then you know how attractive this type of people are, because they're good at everything, because they look very unattainable and bonus for our class president is that he's super hot as well. so obviously he had a classroom filled with admirers. and he loved the attention, who doesn't? but he's never thought more of it than that, the aspect of romance is kinda alien to him, he's had his fair share of physical relationships (if they can be even called that) but none of them too good to stay.

so he keeps on with his day, his cram school, having lunch, dinner, studying, more studying.

and when he bumps into you from his way back from the library, he just stops dead in his tracks as you attempt to pick up the books you both dropped, and when you look up at him he's literally frozen. who are you? why has he never seen you around? why do you look so pretty? hey, where's that romantic instrumental playing from? why-

"hey, mister, are you okay? i didn't hit your head or anything right?"

and trust me when he's the literal embodiment of the ":0" emoji.

anyway, but that guy has never had a crush before so at first he just feels like its some kinda internal intuition? that there's something wrong with you or something.

but then he finds himself trying to find your class, sitting there on the excuse of talking to some friends and obviously he's welcomed there.

and he figures that his initial impression might be a wrong because you were such a sweetheart. not as popular as him, and you stuck to your 2-3 friends but he saw the way you would smile at people - a gentle, warm one. and he quite literally died when you greeted him that way once, surprised that you would know about his existence

it wasn’t that he forgot he was famous but having a crush really does wonders to your self esteem.

also you best believe he's digging up all your information, your past schooling if you've transferred, your parents' background, your social media and duh, where you live, where you work.

and if you work somewhere like a cafè or a convenience store, he's there for half the day, "studying" for exams and stuff, he claims it helps more than studying at home. and all the time his eyes barely register a page because he's looking at you as you're hard at work, helping customers, greeting them with that damned, charming smile and then in rare moments he looks at you as you lose that demeanor and sigh out of exhaustion. poor baby, he wished he could something for you so bad in those moments.

and then comes the part where his friends (he has a lot of friends but he believed that when you have a crush you shouldn’t tell everyone? also given his popularity... he figured it wouldn't be a greatest idea ever. so he only told like a guy or two) they adviced him to just go up to you and ask you out? what's the problem even? he's literally the golden boy of the school, why would someone reject him ever? you shouldn’t even be worried about that, dude! but with that confidence in himself, he decides on a day, nothing too significant and he looks at himself in the mirror.

"uh, actually, i do have a partner," did you hear that? the glass shattering? uh, that was his heart. that was his reaction when you told him this. but it was true, you had a partner in another country (which made sense that the yandere did not come to know of this before because he had been following you, just to make sure you were safe ofcourse, and he did not see a persosn who could classify as a romantic threat) and you loved them very much! no matter how cute and great this guy was, you were loyal to them.

and now cue the yandere's sad era. but only for like a day or two. until he realizes something. this was absurd, you were rejecting him? when so many people would literally kill for something like this? it was unbelievable. but he was deadset, this was the first time he felt this way for someone and he was determind to make you feel the same, or at least keep you with him, and he would do it with any means necessary.

he realized that your friends' parents were mere employees in his dad's company so all it took was one meeting. "stop talking to y/n." for them to start ignoring you and they did not even try to keep it lowkey and you had to resort to sitting alone at lunch, giving an easy access to the guy who used it as a time to sit beside you and tell you about his day, nevermind the fact that for the first few times you would just up and leave. and then you finally decided to just snap.

"what the fuck do you want?" you look at him, frustrated by all these things, and changes happening in your life in less than a week.

he just smirked, that mf had the audacity to smirk? "you, ofcourse,"

now he wasn’t quite violent because he'd just entered adulthood, he did not want to fuck up and spend the rest of his years in jail (not that he actually would because his parents would be hiring the world's best lawyers for him) but he did imagine it, murdering your s/o. he did not know what they looked like, but all they saw was you happy in their arms and as much he loved that little smile of yours, he wanted it to be for himself! not someone else!

so anyway, after you storm out on him after the last conversation, you get your english test results back and a big, red F is staring at you.

and normally your parents weren't grade obsessed but you would boast to them about how good you were at english and how much you loved the subject and even the teacher agreed thaf you were good at it.

when you meet with the teacher after class, he just removes his spectacles and rubs his eyes, "listen, y/n, you're one of the smartest students i've had the pleasure of teaching. so make the right choice, it's good for your future. just say yes to him. he's not bad, you know,"

he was behind this???????

you felt even more utterly helpless when you found that the yandere's parents fund almost more than half of the school so there’s nobody who would be willing to go against them and help you, no matter how much you would plead them.

"a transfer? don't even think about it, baby, nobody is going to issue that certificate unless i say so,"

chills run down your neck as he whispers this. you were truly stuck with him.

[arsenic-catnep]

This thought has been running through my head for WEEKS now, but your blog is the only one I feel safe and comfortable talking about it on. It makes me giggle and kick my feet. (I'll try and keep it gender neutral for others to enjoy)

Dark Age Play/Reg Dom Sir Crocodile

He absolutely LOVES the bratty/spoiled teen kind of Sub. The one that spends his money, uses his cards, puts things on his tab, etc.

It's ok though, he has more than enough <3 but if you go over your limit you can always pay him back (with interest ofc, he is a crime lord)

And by pay him back he means letting him use your body and whatever holes he feels like that day. He complains about you spending so much money, but he isn't completely mean. He also whispers to you how well you take Daddy's dick and how lovely your hole looks stretched to its limits around him.

when you whine about it being too big or too much he whines back in a mocking tone. Says stuff like "yeah? Is Daddy too big, baby? Well that's too bad. Should have thought of that before spending all of my hard earned money on clothes."

He's also SUCH a caring Daddy outside of the bedroom.

You want to try out a new restaurant you saw in town? He'll take the afternoon off to go with you.

You get chilly and forgot your coat? He'll let you burrow in his to stay nice and warm.

You try and go out with friends while wearing something a little too skimpy for his taste? Daddy will happily take you over his knee and spank your ass raw. He wouldn't want his baby to meet any unsavory characters while they're out ofc.

I have so much more but I wanna leave it open for you to talk about it :D I can send in more asks later though

Drooling oml. I love everything about this. Daddy Croc is so fuckin hot

[incorrect-wandanat]

Wanda doesn't get blipped/snapped. Your take on wandanat, I'm 100 percent certain they would find their way to each other. In my fanfic brain they even could have after AOU if Nat wasn't too closed off and scared because Wanda has seen everything she ever went through. Vision on the other hand was there full blown and eager to help Wanda get through her grief so of course they fall in love. Nat was heartbroken but kept quiet because she thinks she doesn't deserve Wanda. She still always wants her to be safe tho (like in Edinburgh when they got attacked and Nat came to the rescue and tells them on the jet that they agreed on staying close and in contact.) Wanda is the one apologizing because a part of her loves Nat too and she unconsciously knows most of the emotional pain Nat feels on the daily is from her being with Vision instead of her.

Sorry for the ramble. Had a shit 2 weeks and just wanna ramble about Wandanat and since I don't really have someone to do that with I thought I'd do it with one of my favourite blogs ❤️🤠

no way you’d call me one of your favs!!!!!!!!!!!!! oml <3 i hope your days start looking up and sorry for not checking my asks for a hot minute :(

but i have a hc for this!!

so remember how desperate nat was to get everyone together in endgame? well, wanda is kind of the only one who wouldn’t have a reason to say no or to move on because she lost vision. they’re pretty much the only two living in the compound at this point, and they completely avoid each other just because it hurts too much to remember all they’ve lost.

then one night nat makes a peanut butter sandwich cause she can’t sleep and wanda wanders into the kitchen and starts making coffee without saying a word. nat makes an extra sandwich and leaves it on a plate for wanda, also without saying a word.

and i know there’s a lot to develop from there, but you’re so right about wanda feeling her pain bc nat’s been in love with her for so long. but nat’s also considerate and scare enough to give wanda as much space as she needs. now wanda’s finally ready to do something about the woman she has been denying her love for

[wastedoverachiever]

I have recently been reading your fic("The Super-Amazing Absolutely True Story of a Vigilante" being specific) and i am already in love how you write like idk is just so cool

And im actually going to wait for you to continue the fic (take your time obviously)

I actually finished it in a day because i was bored and i really find your fic entertaining

So yeah, that's everthing that im going to say for now at least :p

!!!! hi !!!!!

sorry, i have a tendency to ignore tumblr notifs im so sorry it has been a hot minute

but thank you so much! i’m so glad you like it :D

I finally finished chapter 7 (the longest one yet, so many reveals oml) but i’m very excited for the next few chapters :3

[joocomics]

hiii 😩 hope u had a good day cuz u deserve it 🫶🏼

im being terribly obsessed w 'lights off' over there 🤒 literally brain-melting’ly good….. your seungmin makes me weeeaaakkkkkkk send help. i don’t!! know!! what!! to do!! with!! myself!! 😩😩😩 i need him or smth idk 😩😩

thank you very much!!!! for putting effort and sharing these two parts here 🙇🏽‍♀️ i also really like your other works just 🤌🏽 wow ur brain

wanted to share with you respectfully…. that i remembered one song the moment i first read title of the first part of 'lights off'🫡 maybe cuz i thought about this track before reading, atmosphere and sounding seemed fitting to me but now. after reading the second part. i kinda find some lyrics quite fitting for these two like oml 😵‍💫 they’re obsessed with each other 😵‍💫 it’s too tempting for them to resist 😵‍💫 and they find each other so seductive 😵‍💫

the song is NBDY – lights out

hope you’ll enjoy it!! maybe it could give some inspiration 😶 i find inspirations from music very pleasurable and fulfilling

thanks again 😭 for writing 😭 this masterpiece 😭 im gonna go now and melt my mind all over again with that seungmin of yours he’s too hot byeee 🖤 take care!!

p.s. that this their whole thing with his hoodie… i officially lost my sanity. and their talks. and their kisses. and his shoulders OMG. like he _knows it’s wide and strong and he _feels that she likes it about him and he _loses it even farther from realisation like?????? im ready to yapp for hours about every detail 😪 send help fr

THE SONG IS NSKSKSM IT FITS SO WELL HELP added it to my writing playlist !! ty for the recommendation <3 i’m always looking out for new sexy songs like this one bc as you said, they’re a great source of inspiration, but i also can’t write if i don’t have music playing in the background, my juices just don’t flow the same without it 😩

but HI HELLO TYSM FOR THE FEEDBACK 🫶🏼 you literally made my day with this lovely message 🥹 nothing makes me happier than knowing people like the way i write the boys especially if it comes to their biases! AND THOSE DETAILS YOU NOTICED IN THE FIC? I LOVE YOU WOW this means so much to me, thank you 😭

hope you’re having a wonderful day/night! take care 🩷

[sugarcoated-lame]

Oh my gosh, this series NEVER disappoints, this was so, so, so incredibly good like I don’t even know where to begin! <3

I’ve probably said it before, but I really just love your characterization of Joel and how sweet and reassuring he is in this series 🥺 like him making sure that she knows he wants her to move in with him and that she doesn’t have to worry about taking up space..my heart!

‘Joel’s eyes though spoke other emotions. Yearning swam through them with need, a perfect match to the itch in your muscles begging to seek comfort in his arms when you felt like this. Your head dropped in frustration. A wish flowing through you that you could just give up these urges to push him away. He has done nothing but shown you support and possibly something bordering on love, yet here you were trying to create scenarios in your head that were the opposite.’ The way you describe her anxieties and her inner turmoil is just so realistic and relatable I love it

“You come over when you’re ready. I’m leaving that space for you whether you take it or not.” 🥺 Joel just always being so patient and never wanting to push her and letting her take things at her own pace, this is just so SWEET aaaah

‘Whatever independence he respected whole heartedly in your everyday life went out the window the second that door closed.  You put your needs in the palm of his hands when it came to intimacy and neither of you had interest in changing that.’ I just love this dynamic so much and the smut scenes in this story continue to kill me, they’re so good !!!! Even just the steamy make out at the beginning had me like fanning myself oml 🫠

“Then let me do the same for you. Stop pretending I deserve shit that you don’t.” 😭 I really loved seeing Joel being reassuring and helping her when she’s grappling with the difficulty of accepting having a normal life and being part of a family, and opening up a bit about Sarah and his own struggles with accepting his new life. It made me so so happy to see her opening up too and explaining that she’s feeling so unsure because she’s never had a family before, and Joel telling her “Stop hiding how you feel, and you’re doing just fine, sweetheart.” Melted my heart 🥹

‘One of these days he’d finally corrupt you enough, get you to take whatever you needed from him.’ Brrr 😵‍💫 This whole part was so insanely good, I love the way that Joel tries to coax her out of her shell even in the bedroom, to get her to let him know what she wants 🫠 and the cockwarming scene was so good it melted my brain but also so sweet and intimate oh my god 😵‍💫😵‍💫🫠

‘When you were a child, you had a blanket that was heavy and fuzzy. A soft weighted blanket that helped your troubled little brain to get to sleep easier. It’s feeling on your hands when you curled it into your front always brought you comfort. Tracing your fingers over Joel’s back felt just like that. He was the thing now that quieted that noise. And it wasn’t lost on you, that you were the same for him.’ This is so beautifully written !!! And I just love how far their relationship has come, and have they’ve grown to seek such comfort in one another 🥹

‘Where he needed the hot water rushing over his face to drown out the loud yelling inside his head surrounding his heart with this intense feeling he didn’t want to scare you with. You needed to stay calm and open, just letting the steam clear your lungs to keep your breathing steady.’ I’m such a sucker for like casual, nonsexual intimacy and I absolutely loooooved the shower the scene omg! how they’re both so overwhelmed by their feelings and seeking comfort in one another, and Joel being so patient about her insecurity about the scar, and taking his time to worship it and let her know it’s just another part of her 🥹😭

‘Giving you a kindness that you never thought would come to you for something that left you with nothing but pain and anger. Something no one had ever treated like it was just another part of your skin he wanted to adore.’

Sorry this has gotten WAY too long, but the chapter is long and I just have so many good things to say about it LOL 💜 but your writing just feels so realistic and is is so easy to become immersed in, and characterization of the reader never ceases to amaze me, and I love getting to learn more about her as we peel back all the layers. You do such a great job of slowly building up the feeling of dread, like I was just waiting for something terrible to happen lol and the end of this chapter had me on the edge of my seat! I’m so intrigued to find out more about Owen and what his history with the reader is. Another amazing, beautifully written chapter and I’m so excited for the next one! 🥰❤️❤️❤️💕💕✨

Melancholy Interlude

Pairing: Joel Miller x Female Reader

Length: 16k

Warnings: angst/hurt comfort with happy ending, mentions of past trauma, discussing death of loved ones, smut, oral (f receiving), p in v, cockwarming, showering together, massaging, body insecurity,

Notes: This was supposed to be shorter at 8k until I doubled that in one day cus I can’t help myself. I’m so sorry. Direct continuation of Haunted Anguish, apart of the Confused Warmth storyline.

You had never been sure how permanent your life in Jackson would be. It started as whispers you didn’t quite believe, yet you found yourself leaned against the wall that evening, one hand holding up a map. It said laid out on your bent knee making pencil scratching on it while your flashlight was bit between your teeth for any kind of a light source. You never gave much thought to why your life was directed to that town specifically. Back then it was just another name, another place you didn’t even know would still be standing when you got there. 

But Joel had called you family. A man grappling to accept his own place in this life, trying desperately to pull you along with him. Create a new family together that all three of you could live with. The only family you had ever known before was nothing more then a mystery. People who you had been been ripped away from before you could understand who you were to them. 

Perhaps that’s why as you were struggling to pack up the last of your belongings. Leaving this small, isolating house meant having a new permanent place in Joel and Ellie’s family, but honestly? You weren’t quite sure what family was even supposed to feel like. Memory of what family felt like was filled with confusion and silence, the exact opposite of what Joel was trying to coax out of you. 

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[minoment]

I still have asks from January oml..

I promise promise I will get to all of them, it's just taking a hot minute. Feel free to send in more asks or just talk to me in general <3

Here is a rough idea of the timing:

Fics (PWP): Probably around a month, I have ADHD and to be as productive as possible, I can only work on one at a time. Right now I'm working on a big sub!Jack Sparrow fic..

Shorter Smut-Fics, Fluff-Fics, or Headcanons: Around half a month, a couple or days to a week or two..

Thirsts or Drabbles: Within the day or maybe 1-2 days depending on my motivation and exhaustion..

Asks where you're just talking to me, checking in, etc: I will reply as soon as I see it <3

My asks are open but this is what you can expect unless I say otherwise in the future!! Talk to me, I love hearing opinions about your favourite shows! Also, scroll down my page a little and vote on what characters you are most interested for me to write..

Thanks for reading, I'll probably link this and the poll to my pinned post!! <3

[aquz]

hihi!I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH???? like, are you seriously 13?!?!/ you are so talented oml

i really liked your s/o with bipolar headcanons, so can i request octavinelle + scarabia with a gn!s/o with (c)ptsd? if you could make it from csa and/or parental abuse that would be lovely, but you don't have to if it make you uncomfortable! have a lovely day <3

⊹ YOURE SAFE NOW ─ octavinelle + scarabia

comfort, mentions of childhood abuse, gn!reader, slightly vague headcanons (just so i don't write something insensitive or inappropriate or whatever ^_^)

AZUL notices the signs of trauma within you very easily, he's smart and observant. at first, he does not ask about it. not because he doesn't care, rather because he isn't sure if it's any of his business. when you feel comfortable enough to tell him, he's.... so sad. azul is so happy you felt comfortable enough to tell him but what you've gone through is tough. the first thing he offers is a therapist, or maybe a guidance counselor on campus. if you don't want either, he asks what he can do to make things easier and he wants to be a shoulder to cry on. if you have physical scars or injuries, he does his absolute best to make you feel better about them. self love is important in the healing process, he would know. even if he struggles himself with self love, you both can learn together... which is holding each other and crying at night until you both fall asleep. finally, azul is well informed of all the things he can do. he's powerful; he can totally help you out if your abuser(s) are still present in your life. he wants you to feel safe, and his way of caring is eliminating the problem.

JADE figures out your responses are from a form of trauma very early on. like azul, he's smart and observant. while azul handles the problem from the root and focuses more on the present, jade likes to take it to your past. he is technically your therapist now. he knows talking about your issues may hurt, more than he can even imagine, but he's here for you. it's all part of the process, no? he'll hold your hands as you tell him all about what happened. when he knows all you'll tell him, he starts thinking of ways to help. definitely asks you first. if you need something to distract you from the memories, go on a hike with him. if you need somewhere to go when stuff gets hard at home, whether it's because of yourself or others, he's waiting with open arms. it breaks his heart to see you so distressed, and like azul, he knows exactly how to ruin the lives of your abuser(s). put your trust in him. sit down and drink your hot drink, he'll handle it.

FLOYD is unaware on how to help. he's battling his own demons but he's willing to help fight yours. he takes more of a physical approach, which either helps a lot or not at all. if you tell him that you're uncomfortable with touch due to your trauma, he'll try to touch you little as possible but that's all he really knows. he's not good with words. if you have physical injuries from the abuse, he'll do everything he can to make you feel better about them. comparing you to sea creatures is kinda how he does that, so please don't take offense. if you need to talk, floyd will listen but he can't provide the best advice. you know who can? his brother and his boss! floyd obviously means a lot to them, so automatically, his s/o does too! anyways, floyd is seething with rage when he hears of all you've gone through and how if still affects you. the ways you've been treated makes him sick and he's already asking for their information. he can and will, absolutely dunk on the fool who dared to make you feel unsafe and treated you poorly. (fight, physically fight. not literally dunk. he is not playing basketball with your abuser(s), promise.)

KALIM doesn't understand. he's not stupid, no, he just... comes from a loving environment. it's not that he doesn't believe you, it's that he is so surprised such a thing can happen. he cries when you tell him, he hugs you tightly and sobs into your chest. jamil was probably in the room so he knows now as well, so that's.. that. kalim makes it his goal to pamper you so hard you don't ever remember what happened... he doesn't really know how cptsd works, ok?? he invites you to his house all the time as a safe space and break from anything and everything. his bed is open for when the night becomes too scary, and jamil's there too to handle anyone who won't leave you be. kalim hates seeing you cry and how you react to the things that happened, so when you act even a little off, he's rushing to cheer you up immediately. he apologizes if the gifts and affection is too much. like floyd, he's very physical. it'll take some attempts to get him used to your behaviors but he's a quick learner! also, he can provide the scalding sands' best therapist ever. if you prefer that, at least. he won't be much help if you need advice or some feedback, but you always have the choice of jamil or any of the staff members at his house who are trained in psychology!

JAMIL is more focused on his issues to care for yours, which appears rude. he just doesn't want to be in your business, until you sit him down and talk about it. he is mad, sad, definitely not rad, he is not happy to hear what you're saying. i'm a broken record saying this. jamil has a difficult time conjuring up something to say, he's used to kalim crying to him but he has yet to deal with something so.. heavy. his job as a bodyguard is difficult for him mentally, proven by chapter 4, but he hasn't got the trauma you have. he takes a while to respond, but he's surprisingly good. definitely recommends a professional for both his and your sake. he also isn't the best when it comes to comforting you and physically injuries/nightmares and flashbacks/everything else and he apologizes, but you know what helps him feel better? physical violence, go smash vases with him in the woods, it helps. JAMIL IS SO GOOD WITH BOUNDARIES BY THE WAY. gives you space when you need it, he just wants to make you feel safe around him. he can confront your abuser(s) if you ask, but if you don't, he won't bother because he also has a lot on his plate. he's best at listening though.

are these too repetitive? sorry if so,,,, im real tired σ(°ロ°) anyways, sorry this took six trillion years (and overnight story ahaha vocaloid reference), i hope this is satisfactory!! and yea, i really am 13, i turn 14 next month actually :3 im glad you like my works, i hope you'll continue to like what i put out!!

[jeongwife]

hi lovelies!! congratulations on hitting 2000 followers, you’re both so wonderful and i can’t wait to see more from you all :D

could i request “are you wearing my shirt?” with seokmin pls?

hi!!!! thank you so much for your sweet words <333 also i’m so sorry for not writing anything in a hot minute and for being so behind on our 2k requests <//3 we haven’t forgotten ab them we promise 🤧💗 anyways i was literally just thinking about something like this yesterday bc i was watching their truman show (?) gose and seok looked so broad oml…anyways wo further ado…

ceo!seokmin unlocks the front door with a small sigh passing through his lips. despite being exhausted from a full day of work, he still can’t bring himself to be in a bad mood, because he gets to come home to you.

he’s grinning widely to himself when he hears your humming from your shared bedroom. he approaches with quiet footsteps so he can spend a few moments simply admiring you from the doorway, gazing at your side profile as you type away on your laptop. finally, your eyes flit around the room before meeting his, and within seconds you’re crashing into his already outstretched arms.

“you’re finally home,” seokmin hears you murmur, and while he’s a little confused by the relief flooding your voice (why wouldn’t he come home?), he’s not one to complain about a bad thing. he wraps his arms around you, breathing in the scent of your shampoo.

he isn’t telling you about his day animatedly as he usually would when he comes home; the air feels a little more solemn. “rough day?” you ask sympathetically.

he shakes his head, offering a reassuring smile. “no, just tired,” he says, taking your hand and pulling you to the foot of the bed where he takes a seat. “why don’t you sit on my lap for a bit, darling?” you’re almost too happy to oblige, quickly moving to straddle his lap and loosely looping your arms around his neck. it’s then when seokmin finally realises—

“are you wearing my shirt?” he asks, smiling fondly at you as he toys with the hem of the familiar button-up. you smile back shyly and nod, prompting his smile to widen. “you look so pretty, you look better in it than i do.”

the aching between your thighs remind you of how relieved you were when he finally came home, having spent most of your day desperate for his touch. his warm hands rubbing your bare thighs sends a shiver up your spine. emboldened by his actions, you adjust your position on his lap before starting to slowly grind down on his thigh, your hands gripping his shoulders now for support.

seokmin’s eyes turn dark as he catches on, his hands now moving to your hips to guide your movements while quiet gasps spill from your lips. it doesn’t take long before he feels your slick seeping through his slacks and making a mess, and when his hand reaches under his shirt to touch you he’s met with another surprise.

“no panties?” he rhetorically asks with hardening eyes, and you let out a loud moan when he drags his fingers through your soaked folds, attempting to grind down on them to finally get the relief you need for your throbbing core.

your head tips back as he slowly pushes a slender finger into you, your walls impatiently sucking in the digit. “wanted you all day… wanted you to come home so bad so you could fuck me hard,” you whimper, feeling his finger push in and out of you and drawing more of your juices.

“did you touch yourself, darling?”

you shake your head frantically. “no! i didn’t, i promise! wanted to wait for you…”

you whine disappointedly when his finger slips out of you, causing your walls to clench around nothing. his strong arms flip you over easily, your back hitting the soft mattress as he gently pries your legs apart, bunching his shirt around your waist to expose your dripping pussy.

“good. let me reward you now, you deserve it.”

— admin lily (hahsjajs this is a little different from my usual writing style? maybe it’s bc i haven’t written smut in a while so i’m a bit rusty and don’t really know what i’m doing </3 so sorry if there’s too much exposition 😭😭)

[catgirlforkaeya]

I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I SAW THAT YOU POSTED THE OTHER DAY OML

if you're taking requests do you think that you could possibly do kaeya with a reader who has like a pretty bad tendency to not take care of themselves whether that be when sick or just in general? im in need of some fluff and cuddles dear lord. i really like your modern au kaeya btw

im not sure how to really work this and idk where your rules for asking went but😭 could i be 🍁 anon? <3

“you need to take better care of yourself.”

kaeya x gn!reader

synopsis: you fall ill after not looking out for yourself properly

word count: 936

hurt/comfort + fluff + sickfic + modern au

warnings: small mention of throwing up + reader doesn’t take care of themself (obvi by the title and request) + mental health struggles (?) + i can’t think of anymore

a/n: I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG 😭😭😭 it’s been sitting in my inbox forever i know and i apologize but i hope this is good, and you can absolutely be 🍁 anon if you still want :)

you were currently wrapped up in blankets, there was probably about 5 layers on top of you right now. however, you were still shivering. your fever was higher than any other fever you’ve had before. everything felt fuzzy right now— your mind was off in its own world while your body was desperately trying to fight off an illness. what a lovely way to spend your break.

the sound of a door opening brought you slightly back down to reality. your eyes flicked towards the door, relieved to see kaeya walking in with a bowl in his hand. the aroma of chicken noodle soup quickly filled the room.

as you went to sit up so that you could eat, your arms gave out on you. this fever had caused you to be so weak to the point you could barely even sit up. kaeya quickly sat down the soup when he noticed the struggles, helping you sit up right in bed. once you were finally steady, he handed you the soup with a metal spoon.

“are you feeling any better?” kaeya asked as he sat down next to you on the bed. you could see him looking at you out of the corner of your eye as you ate.

“no,” you mumbled, taking a spoonful of soup and putting it into your mouth. a small hiss left your lips at the hot liquid inside your mouth.

kaeya’s heart ached at seeing the current state you were in. although you were under five blankets and wearing his hoodie you were still shaking like a leaf. the only thing your body could keep down right now was the chicken noodle soup, but even that was a hit or miss. your eyes were dark and sunken in, probably from the restless nights you’ve had. he wished he could’ve done something sooner and prevented you from getting to this point.

within a few minutes your stomach quickly got full, unable to eat anything more. you set the soup onto your nightstand and crawled back under the covers. this time kaeya laid down with you too, hoping that his body heat might help warm you up a little bit more.

“you’re gonna get sick—“ you protested, looking up at kaeya as he pulled you closer towards him.

“stop worrying about me, i’ll be fine,” he spoke softly, kissing the top of your head.

you tried to protest against it once again but he shushed you.

“you need to start taking better care of yourself,” kaeya began, a sigh falling from his lips. “you worry about everybody else to the point that you hardly focus on yourself. you didn’t even notice you were sick until you could barely even function because you weren’t focusing on you. i’m not mad at you for this, because i can get the same way sometimes. i’m just worried about you.”

you fell silent, his words echoing through your head. kaeya was right. you don’t tend to your own needs anymore, all of your focus is on the ones around you. sadly most of them don’t even notice this. kaeya is the only one who has picked up on this almost destructive habit of yours. you ignored all of your symptoms of the illness until your body was overwhelmed from the virus, waking up in a condition that almost landed you in the hospital.

“i’m sorry,” you spoke quietly, afraid to speak up any louder. if you did speak any louder you feared the tears would start flowing.

“you don’t have anything to be sorry about love,” kaeya reached down and tilted your chin up so that you could look at him. his thumb gently brushed over your cheekbone, wiping away tears that already began falling. you weren’t quite sure why you were so emotional— whether it was because you finally had somebody who actually cared or the fact that you’re so exhausted from being sick that your body reverted to crying. whatever the cause was it just felt nice to have kaeya hold you.

this time, you didn’t protest when you felt kaeya pull you flush against his body, his grip tightening on you. you laid there, head buried into his chest as his fingers trailed up and down your spine.

“i love you,” kaeya whispered as he nuzzled his head into the crook of your neck, placing gentle kisses.

“i love you more,” you whispered back, lips curving upwards slightly. for a split second all of this affection made you forget about the misery. you placed a small kiss to his chest in return. oh, how desperately you both just wanted to kiss each other’s lips but you knew it’d be too risky. you’d truly feel horrible if you got kaeya sick.

the rest of the day you two stayed in this position— kaeya holding you close as you rested your head against him. you faded in and out of consciousness once in awhile, you were trying to resist the exhaustion but it was getting too hard to fight off.

the last thing you remember is looking up at kaeya, who was scrolling through his phone while the tv played in the background. his thumbs rhythmically rubbing circles into your side. something about that moment just felt so domestic, even though it was a simple moment it still made you feel all warm and fuzzy… but that might’ve also been the fever trying to break.

as you finally drifted off to sleep you made a small silent promise to kaeya— you’d start taking better care of yourself as soon as you got over this sickness.

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