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I just like. Don’t love my parents
#whyyyyy cant i just be alone#christmas is shit cuz its like you gotta be around family and its ass i just feel nothing positive about any of these people#i hate it i hate everything about it i wanna rip my skin off when im around these people#i cant stand this anymore i cant stand that i cant do anything without my parents having to perceive it and make commentary#i want them to just fucking explode#nothing is mine anymore and i dont even do what makes me happy anymore i just modify my entire life#to fit around their needs cuz if i existed in a way that made me happy itd have to be seen by them#and ruined by them#im nothing but a damn baby i just wanna breathe i cant get out#im literally just gonna be here forever i think im too childish and incompetent to get a job#im so tired of being here and being here and wasting my life on these people i cant do this anymore i cant i cant i cant#can someone please free me just bust me out of here i never wanna be here again okay i cant do this anymore#im just gonna shut my eyes and when i wake up i wanna be somewhere else#okayyyyyyy okay
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Save me Ms Keay….. Ms Keay save me……
#gerard keay#tma#the Magnus archives#Gerry#gerry keay#Gerry Keay tma#My unfortunate art#Goth#:3#doodal#SHE IS A HOT LESBAIN TO *ME*. OKAY???????? Okayyyyyyy.
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Here they are, my dating sim girls <3! For the hypothetical lesbian dating sim. None of them have concrete names just yet so if you've got any suggestions let me know ^_^/
#also like ignore the hands and lesgs okay everythings easier in digital art for me okayyyyyyy#theres still always a chance of tweaking their designs but yayyy!!! im happy with these!#the forth girl i feel like should have a more detailed outfit but i dont wanna get too crazy with it#so idk we'll see :) also like ama about them if ya want but im not letting any spoilers loose! cshdmjdd
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imagine you love a song so much and it gets played at every single show that you’re not attending
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More from the lawyer au please? Maybe Thenas sister sending him a thank you card? Something sweet? :)
"What are you doing friday?"
Gil nearly choked on his gulp of soda. That would be a sad way to die--aspirating a fastfood straw. He blinked. "Sorry?"
"Friday," Thena repeated, tilting her head a little to convey that she was baffled as to why it would bear repeating. "Do you have plans?"
He still felt ready to choke on his bite of sandwich. But he dusted off his hands and pushed away from his desk. "Uh, n-no--no, I'm free. What's up?"
"Would you be able to come over on friday night?"
Now, he blushed. He knew this wasn't the case, but he really did feel a little like this was sounding like a date. Maybe it was just how she was asking it. It wasn't beyond Thena to say something plainly and not really know how someone else might take it.
Thena's eyes darted downward, looking at the case files she was carrying (despite it being their small and precious lunch hour). Which, in anyone else, he would take for a sign of nerves. But there was no telling when it came to Thena. "I know it's rather sudden."
He didn't know what to think. They were colleagues, and he would even dare to say they were work friends. Maybe more than work friends, possibly, since he'd made a home cooked meal with her for her sisters. But not only did the firm have issues with colleagues dating, for obvious reasons, but he wasn't sure what brought this on.
He didn't really take Thena to be interested in dating. For all he could see, her only concern was taking care of her sisters. Which would make sense, of course. And he didn't want to be responsible for making her uncomfortable at work or anything.
"Gil?"
He blinked again, realising he had zoned right out and missed what she had asked. "S-Sorry, I, uh-"
"Sprite's birthday is on friday," she sighed, no longer beating around the bush. "She asked me if I would invite you."
"She asked," he paused, craning his neck faintly, "if I could come?"
Thena smiled, though. "Sprite has become quite fond of you, as has Sersi."
"Well, I gotta admit I'm flattered," he smiled as well, swayed by the warmth that took over Thena whenever she talked about her sisters. "I get the feeling that they don't take to people easily...at least not Sprite."
"You're right about that," she conceded. Her posture loosened and she leaned against his desk a little. "Sprite has never been the most social. Unfortunately, she is quite like me, and our father, in that way. Sersi got our mother's warmth and inviting presence."
He raised his brows at her, "you can be warm."
"Gilgamesh," she rebutted with a look he recognised from when she was in court.
"Hey, it's true," he chuckled, pushing aside his lunch and leaning comfortably in his chair. "You just need to defrost a little, but once you're there, you're there."
"Funny," she murmured, although it sounded less cutting and maybe even a little humoured.
"So, Sprite doesn't want a thing with her friends?" he asked more quietly--more gently. He watched as Thena cast a cursory glance to the rest of the office floor before moving around his desk. She pulled up a chair for herself, folding herself into it stiffly.
"Sprite, unfortunately," Thena grimaced (it really was bad), "fell out of touch with some of her friends after our parents' passing."
He frowned. He would have thought she had found herself making stronger bonds, not losing them. "I-I'm sorry. Is she okay?"
Thena's deeply concerned expression didn't lighten. "They were nice, but I believe Sprite has held onto a lot of anger regarding things. And her friends...they were kind, but I don't think their bond was strong enough to endure the true weight of Sprite has been through."
So, they were friends but they weren't any true friends of the kid's. Gil nodded with his own sense of regret to it. "Shit--did this happen right around that time, too?--if it's okay for me to ask that."
Thena managed a faint pull of her lips at his consideration. She stared down at her files again, running her finger along the edge to occupy her mind. "I suspect that Sprite was largely responsible for their growing apart. They attempted to reach out but she wasn't in a frame of mind to accept their efforts. And so the bridge wasn't so much burned as it simply crumbled away from disrepair."
That was a good way to put it, all things considered. But that was tough for a kid to go through what she had at such a young age, and not have friends to support her through it.
"I asked Sersi what I should do," Thena confessed to him. She said it easily, but it didn't escape him that it was a pretty big confession to make for her. There was a time when he was too scared to ask her what she'd had for lunch that day. Now they were talking about her sisters' grieving processes. "She said that Sprite doesn't want anyone she barely knows, which accounts for many of her school acquaintances. So, she wants only people she knows. I'll order whatever she likes, Sersi will be there of course, our cousin Kingo whom she has always adored. And she asked if I would invite you."
It was enough to warm a heart, certainly. And he was already a sensitive enough guy, so he didn't need much to be moved to tears. "Really? I mean I'm honored, really, but is she sure that she knows me well enough to invite me to something like this?"
Thena laughed at his reluctance though. "You underestimate her fondness for you."
"Maybe I misunderstand it," he excused for himself with a sheepish wince. He drew in his shoulders, although he kept rumpling his suits that way. He tugged at his jacket, remembering how Thena had done so for him at the courthouse not long ago.
Thena looked pensive, selecting her words carefully. She pursed her lips faintly; he had seen her do that in court too. "Sprite has very good intuition. She decides very quickly if someone is trustworthy or not, let alone if she likes them. And immediately after you helped us with the lasagne, she has asked me nearly daily when you are coming over next. She said you seem fun, and nice, and-"
He was startled by the way she paused in the middle of things. But to his delight, she made a somewhat annoyed expression he definitely recognised from when Sprite had whined about having a diet coke.
"I don't make friends much either, so as much as she was surprised, if I am fond of you, then you must be someone good to know. That is how she phrased it to me," Thena sighed, equal parts exasperated and fond. She raised her plucked, sandy coloured brows at him. "So trust me when I tell you that you have my entire family's approval."
Except for this cousin that was coming, but still, it was nice to hear. Gil grinned, "well, then, I'll be more than happy to come. What can I bring?"
"Just yourself," Thena assured more like her usual cool and strict self. "I will take care of any and all gifts. Consider your company a gift in itself."
"If you say so," he conceded, although he was already thinking about what he might be able to 'just happen to pick up' at the mall or something.
"I'll tell Sprite and Sersi the good news, then," she concluded, standing from her chair and smoothing down her skirt. "I can text you more specific details tomorrow, but for now, expect to come over friday after work and enjoy dinner and perhaps some movies."
"Sounds fun," he promised happily, although he could still feel the lingering foolishness for thinking she was asking him out.
"Also," she opened up the folder on top of her stack and retrieved a small envelope. "This is from Sprite. I was asked to give it to you, but only if you accepted her invitation."
"Ah," he blinked, accepting it delicately. It was a plain white envelope with GIL written on it in pretty cursive. "Well, thank you."
"I don't know what it is, so you can't ask me," she disavowed with another laugh. "Nor are you allowed to show me afterward, either. It is just from Sprite to you."
He smiled; well, now he really had to pick out something for the kid. "Thank her for me."
"I will."
He smiled at her as she left his desk to go back to her own again. She was indeed working through her lunch hour, but he would have to hope she had a power bar or a protein smoothie somewhere. He looked down at the envelope again, excited in a way he hadn't been in a long, long time.
"Hey Gil, what did Ice Queen want?"
"I don't know if I've ever seen her smile."
He ignored his colleagues and their suggestive tones, opening the envelope carefully.
"Did she sign it with a kiss? Those lips-"
"Piss off," he barked at them, easily sending away the absolute pricks who both liked to disparage that Thena wasn't a 'team player' but also loved to insinuate that they had a shot with her.
Dear Gil, it's me, ya boi
I guess Thena asked you, and that you said yes. I hope she didn't pressure you or whatever. It's just gonna be a chill time. Kingo is nice, you'll like him. And Thena likes you, even if she's never said it. She doesn't like anyone, so it's really something.
Thanks for always being nice to my sister,
Sprite
It was a funny contrast--the elegance of the calligraphy and the overall tone of the note. But he blinked, feeling that feeling in his eyes. It was just so sweet, no matter how funny and sarcastic she tried to make it.
The comment about being nice to her sister spoke volumes. It was no surprise to him that the sisters were worried for their guardian, even - and maybe especially - the youngest one. Perhaps Sprite had anxieties about her sister being in a hostile work environment. Maybe she had heard that many of their coworkers were sexist asshats. And maybe Sprite just wanted to look out for her sister in whatever way she could.
Gil slipped the card away, happy to take it home so he could put it in a safe place of honour in his apartment. It was a sweet gesture, and he was determined to do right by it. He would find a card that suited Sprite's humour, he would find a thoughtful but casual gift to bring, and maybe he would even bring cupcakes or something, if Thena wanted it. And he would take it seriously as a guest to a very exclusive party.
This was far more pressure than a date.
#Thenamesh Family Law AU#okayyyyyyy let's go#thank you so much for this ask!!!!#I really do like this au#Thena is home with the girls#she asks Sprite very carefully about her birthday#Sprite immediately says she doesn't want anyone from school#maybe something cool and chill with her most trusted#her nearest and dearest#Thena is like oh uh...okay#they already know to call Kingo#who will drop anything and come over for his fav cousins#Sprite: and Gil#Thena *practically spits out her drink*: what???#Sprite: Gil you should invite Gil he's cool and nice and you like him right?#Thena feels a little sheepish about it#she doesn't entirely know why#she's inviting her coworker to her sister's birthday#and Sprite immediately makes this card#because she's good at calligraphy and art and stuff#and she says here it's for Gil#DON'T LOOK AT IT#Thena's like geez I won't go to bed you maniac#Gil thinks it's so sweet#he keeps it safe at home#he goes all over the place looking for something perfect for her
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just found out jesse armstrong is an executive consultant on what we do in the shadows tv. if i had to guess i’d say they hired him to advise on how to make people gay for each other in the workplace.
#wwdits#succession#okayyyyyyy jesse. okay#just saw his name in the credits and said. hello???#he has been doing this since s1. slay and awesome. good job jesse#jillian.txt
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there has actually never been a sexier taskmaster contestant than joe thomas in the s8e7 live task
#hat eskew. being sooooo smart#like okay!#and earlier in the episode in the boxer costume okayyyyyyy#taskmaster
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im being so normal about this
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Lost the fight
(I’ll win the war)
#against myself#trigger warning!!!!!!!!!#tw#cigarettes#blood tw#how heathers of me for putting out my cigarette on my arm teehee#I’m like obviously not okay don’t think I’m romanticizing this okayyyyyyy#/:#self harm mention#look if I can’t tell tumblr who can I tell#certainly not anyone irl#certainly not a therapist#my art#I’m a little like manic??? rn
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yippee! full approval for job leave is set! still will have more paperwork to do closer to surgery, but for now I just have to write down any questions i have, and prepare like, clothes I know I'll be fine getting gross and other things
excited bc I just got through a comic page that's been plaguing me for a while (wanted to do wonky perspective and couldn't figure out How for a While) & now I should be able to hopefully breeze through a lot more of the finishing touches for the next chunk of pages!
unfortunately! i am in desperate need of a shower since I do need to leave the house for Clementine to get a check up! boo! (but once I'm done with that then I can continue doing more things that Aren't showering or avoiding showering, so. I should just get on with it)
#art speaks#truly doing backgrounds and trying to make it seem like people live there? game changing#text#im so jazzed bc it was truly very dead looking of a panel when it's supposed to have a Lot of motion and energy and i'm very enamored now#okayyyyyyy. okay. ugh.
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feeling so fucking normal about kaeya's hangout. btw
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#kaeya having to play the part of a prince. who had to endure a trial by fire to prove his innocence. okay. okay okay okay okay#just bites and tears. oh my fucking god cannot believe we are getting into this in the FIRST ROUTE. HELP ME#''people do not choose when and where they are born#but the circumstances of their birth decide the choices they'll have for the rest of their lives'' I'M NORMAL.#THE WHOLE THEME OF DEFYING YOUR FATHER'S WILL TO ESTABLISH PEACE BETWEEN TWO NATIONS. OKAYYYYYYY#WITH THE HARBINGER OF DAWN SWORD TOO NOOOO#''wow your friend is so dreamy!! he's not by any chance a real prince is he?!'' GOT GOOD NEWS FOR YOU LADY.#BUT I WILL NOT BEND TO THE WILL OF FATE. I AM NO PAWN IN HEAVEN'S PALM#THEY ARE NOT EVEN BEING SUBTLE ABOUT ITTT HELP ME#MAN.#i'm ill. i'm ill. i cannot believe him#his whole thing about the world being a stage and everyone in it being both an actor and the audience#''if you don't like the script then just walk off the stage and join the audience. you always have a choice''#fucking . christ#''perhaps there's an inept god out there deciding everyone's fates... inept is a good word for it. honestly; it might be a little too civil#to describe a god who turns fathers against their sons and is bent on endless warmongering... don't you think?''#AUGUHGHGHGH.#KAEYA. EXPLODES
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> oh its some yaoi
"[...] full-color Girls Love/LGBT [...]"
> 🤯
#OKAY. OKAYYYYYYY.#butchez <3 comic moment. yuour telling me thats girls. im gonna throw up (pos) (affectionate)#(not grossed out like overwhelmed)
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my life be like *horrific treatment*
#personal#sooo i went bowling yesterday#land on my foot wrong#think i just need to sleep it off especially bc i walked on it for a good while after#wake up :) bruised as all fuck and i can’t walk on said foot#i’m telling my mom hey i think i need to call out to go to like. urgent care#and she starts FREAKING and is like you can go AFTER work. ur not calling out#and i’m like hey babe. took me five minutes to get to my door from my bed#what the fuck am i supposed to do#we have crutches and let me tell you crutches through a hoarder house? so fucking fun#and all the while my mom is being so mean#doesn’t ask if i’m okay literally just cussing at me and rolling her eyes and making snide remarks like#i know you had fun yesterday#yeah my best friend and partner is in town ofc we hang out#i could have gotten this walking on the street not -show boating- to my friends#she literally came out of no where with this shit and was blaming me and i lost it#i was like what the fuck is wrong with you. can you ask if i’m okay#and she does but ARE YOU OKAYYYYYYY 🙄🙄 to literally make fun of me#she heard me cry when i landed wrong on my foot and made fun of me#anyway we get into a screaming match where i’m like there is seriously something wrong with you like deeply wrong with you#either ur sociopath or you don’t love me bc this isn’t normal#you. this behavior? genuinely mean. if it happened to ben you would massage each of his fucking toes#and she’s like it’s not mean i just know you#which i interpreted as ur faking since that’s her go to#the voice crack when i yelled YOU THINK IM FUCKING FAKING?#anyway no she was just complaining about audrey and gg#crime? gg gave me a ring and i hang out with them too much when they’re in town#no but she was so genuinely mean during the whole thing#she did grab me the crutches when i couldn’t walk further and gave me a pain pill but like#this is genuinely one of the more fucked up moments i’ve had with my mom
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Hormones are wild [through tears]
#➳ the fool speaks#I'M AN EMOTIONAL MESS FOR A WEEK OKAY. ICAN CRY ABOUT MY BELOVED OKAYYY. OKAYYYYYYY. SNIFFFF.#THISIS VERY POS BTW IF THAT ?? WASN'T CLEAR ???? IDK SHRUG
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officially have until next friday to write this 20 page essay
#angel.txt#hell#i also have to read umm#three books#and write a draft for another essay#🧍#okayyyyyyy#ideally i won’t be online much anywhere#okay.
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HELLOOOOOO . . . .. . . . . . .
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