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Hey sooo I’ve dealt with um eating issues for a while and I’ve decided to just call it what it is. An eating disorder.
I’ve decided that if I’m going to bitch and groan about it and be constantly anxious, then I’m going to at least lose weight at the same time. :)
Edit; This will be a blog/journal dedicated to my progress. So I’ll post daily updates as well as monthly progress checks to really see if it’s working. I’d love to have friends and you can talk to me about anything and everything <3
Pls don’t go to my main blog and talk ed stuff tho
#okay this is my first post#next is to post a current pic for reference#ugh#i need it to keep track tho#I’m already kinda on omad#but i think I’m gonna try cal cycle with water fast#hopefully that gets results#if anyone wants and/or needs to talk my DMs are open btw#I’d love to talk with you pretty people :)#ftm ed#neurodivergent#tw ed implied#tw ed rant#tw ana shit#tw disordered eating#tw ana diary#tw ed discussion#tw ed but not sheeran#tw ed boy#tw ana trigger#ed not sheeren#ed bllog#ed not ed sheeran#jar first post
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"so grunkle ford how do you know bill?"
"... that's not important."
#so they got heavily drunk and sung karaoke and 'one thing led to another' yeah mhm stanford pines i know what you are#they're so awful for each other i hate them so much#something about loving you like an alcohol addict idk#irls keep scrolling shh i'm okay dw#stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#<- i accidentally twinkified him in this angle i swear his full design is neat this is my first time coloring human him 🙏#whoops#billford#the book of bill#book of bill#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#i'm so good at posting miscellaneous sketches and making them cohesive guys trust#s0up1tart
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"do the opposite of what people tell you to do"
#desert duo#grian#goodtimeswithscar#secret life#mcyt#trafficblr#favourarts#ok to tag as ship#so i posted this to twitter first right#and the amount of people i have in my replies saying that they'll kill themselves is honestly Very funny#anyways im back :))#i missed drawing these two GOD#okay life update in the tags for this piece is: something about finals season just makes you want to draw more#<- has been saying this for 4 days straight now#YAAAAAAYYYY i got another desert duo sketch cooking fellas and this one is a Bit more self indulgent if yk what i mean hehe#<- SEE U IN THE SIDEBLOG
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#this has probably been done a million times and im doing it another time#i found it funny okay#solangelo#this is my first. pjo post hi#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#love that we're keeping the misspelled one#nico di angelo#will solace#how many of the books do you guys tag#the sun and the star#tower of nero#IDK?????#pjo
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staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?
🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%
🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%
grace image os i get to look at her
#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the#first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post#for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !!#bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny#EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically#also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am#anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things#also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode#i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep#and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves#also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc#id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever#it wld b fun !!!#oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically#a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday#ya !! :3#flappy rambles#inaccessible#ask to tag#(<- idk. just in case)
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you think YOU had a bad day at work?
bonus: sid shrieking "no!!!! NO!!!!!" loud enough to be heard in the stands and on camera
#this is now my FAVOURITE game i've watched in real life knocking the game misconduct one off the number one rank#he was so annoyed the entire game and so annoying about it :')#he kept shrieking away on the bench and i couldn't hear a word from where i was seated#but you could just hear this constant yipping away dhfsgfkjshgfsjf PLEASE it was so funny your 36-year-old babygirl was BARKING#drew kept sitting there like... is mom okay... i don't think mom's okay...#also extremely good for me (since he wasn't really hurt) was the whumpfest of it all oh my god what ancient gods did he anger.........#geno kept Hovering in concern#po kept giving him little shoulder pats the way a sweet brave babyboy would try his best to soothe a rabid little dog#ek of course kept trying to slide right inside him and also kept skating up to him and STARING him in the face in concern/lust/both#also guys this is my first time in canada ever!!!!!!!! i'm excited#anyway. very good game for me sorry for this post but you know i love a#long post#sidney crosby#evgeni malkin#pittsburgh penguins#also!!! to all who celebrate#ramadan kareem/eid mubarak#<333 staying with a friend here through the eid celebration and they've been cooking and everything smells so good
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also quick color practice too!!
#orangetriestoart#posted this on the butterfly app first so if u see that there u found my secret account :OOOO#if u see the part of sifs eyepatch where it doesnt quite line up because i rotated his head no u dont ((im too lazy to fix it djaslddjaslk)#okay going bed for real now aaa a a a#isat#have a good day/night tumblr void
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how to say "I love you" in x-files [50/?] ⤷ 6.08 — “The Rain King”
pauses, then says you're my best friend. and you knew what it was: she is in love.
#fully screaming and crying into a pillow#i am ripping my hair out!!!! they're killing me!!!!#also full circle for 50 :') back to my very first xf posts#txf ily#em.txf#my gifs#the x files#txfedit#dailytxf#msr#msredit#useremsi#useralf#usergeorgette#usernessa#singinprincess#userairi#userveronika#userteresa#poangpals#shamelessly linking other posts bc they are relevant okay
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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.
#and that goes for every type of growth#backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident#it was easier making friends and walking up to people#i took more chances#and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed#this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well#but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again#there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say#if i should even say anything#we were all sitting at the same table#not one person even glanced my way#it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before#was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people#especially in my first week!#but you know what#i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch#and bikes i knew nothing about#as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually#and even so#people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either#my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet#it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones#it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built#you’re doing fine#after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief#growth in the self#self love#positivity
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sorry for the lack of posting, I’ve been swamped with doing art for finals as well as just end of the semester stuff, but I replayed Portal 2 this week and drew up some thumbnails for fun
#doctorsiren#portal#portal 2#glados#chell#companion cube#portal fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#rät by penelope scott is so GLaDOS/Caroline about Cave 😭#I go home on Tuesday and then I’ll be back to my regularly scheduled posting !!#I love my evil bisexual yuri robot wife#me looking at chell and GLaDOS: hm…this too could be like billford#semi-related but Wheatley is soooo much like Bill but Bill would kill him im pretty sure#okay yeah time for phasmophobia because I have finals this weekend and need to destress first 😵💫#also yeah the aperture guy has a lemon tie so uh understand why 🥰
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Hi friends, bandanas are here : )
#I also added new stickers and prints but.. i will post about that separately later i suppose#but.. this is my first time making anything textile.. so i hope it does okay#ty everyone#goodnight
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What if I redesigned some horses to fit MY favorite narrative trope: fallen gods and forgotten myths of old? Anyways.
Twilight’s mentor is a strange one. In a world of twilit planes forever shrouded in mystery, the older unicorn Lest and her adopted student Twilight are one in many common travelers, migrating the pitted wastelands and eeking survival within settlements that spring up around the glowing meteor shards. Despite living with Lest for the last four years, Twilight can’t help but seek answers to where her brother has gone— and in the process, perhaps dig a bit too deeply into the complexities of gods far older and dangerous then she can truly fathom.
On the otherhand, Celestia “Lest” Sol is having a terrible millenium. Her sister is no longer her sister, her student teleported herself halfway across the continent, and she got herself kidnapped by an old rival trying to attune with the elements of harmony to overthrow the current ruler of Equestria.
At least she gets a toxic yuri moment.
Meanwhile, Chrysalis is having a great time. She’s got kingdoms to conquer and people to feed and a waning god to taunt.
(The Selene Grace hates the sun monarch they deposed five centuries ago as they stay chained to their post, keeping the lunar and solar bodies from crashing into each other. Luna misses her sister, and the easier world where they haven’t hurt each other beyond reparation. Nightmare Moon misses their monstrosity, trapped in a host who’s grief has poisoned them with empathy.
Things are bound to tip. The celestial bodies are not bodies, but prisons, and the amalgamations we call alicorns the key. And something desperately wants to be freed…)
Anyways:
My mane 6 redesign here!
And my luna and celestia redesigns here!
#rest your weary hooves in our new found home#^pony tag nonsense!#omg what if i idly brainstorm toxic horse yuri#idk these characters beyond the first three seasons#they’re sandbox critters to me sorry if this is not lore accueate aHAHAHhahaaaa#anyways#au where celestia looses the fight with nightmare moon and ends up wandering the continent as an exiled god#luna gets her shit together but its A Struggle#and chrysalis is actually an elderitch entity similar to discord in this au (think the god of deception or something similar)#((deceptacons roll out))#celestia#luna#chrysalis#nightmaremoon wins au#critdraws#art#celestia/chrysalis#mlp au#i had to post this at somepoint and thought well now’s better then never#sorry for the sporadic posts and terrible replies life’s super busy rn but i have a lot of thoughts#i just need luna and celestia to be siblings that heal from wounding each other in terrible ways okay#and i thought ‘celestia and chrysalis would pbbly hate each other’#(neuron brain activates)#oh my god what if they hated each other#mlp#mlp redesigns#mlp celestia#mlp luna#mlp twilight sparkle#mlp chrysalis
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#Zahra was having a really bad pr day
#rwrbedit#rwrb#red white and royal blue#i have no idea how to tag this?#movieedit#?#rwrb spoilers#1k#2k#this wouldnt leave me alone okay so i need to post it#rwrb on prime#rwrb prime#alex and henry#first prince#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#Sarah Shahi#my edit#i guess i gif ships with texan dudes that are in love with blond guys skaoskaoksoaksokasokas#have at it#how does one tag this?#pálspalsplapslaplspals#yeah#3k
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Call of the void
(Mélisande is my Aberrant Mind sorcerer/fallen aasimar D&D character from @luposlipaphobya's campaign ! We're currently writing/illustrating a zine about him and his partner so... Stay tuned for more...)
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#aasimar#sorcerer#val cardinal#my art#the preview makes the image look so blurry i really hope it's just how it looks now and the quality will be okay once posted...#look at my boy he died but now he's better (read : worse)#his first aasimar transformation happened after his death and it was really cool !!
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My September
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#okay yea maybe i did forget to post this on here. maybe. maybeeeee perhaps#BUT ITS OKAY its here now#art#my art#animation#my animations#video#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#zib iz#my september#i will never draw a happy zib SORRY! he is forever only in agony and despair. or loopy. like he looks like hes on something but he isnt#ummmm hes my favorite character to torture!! yaaayyy!!!#this animation is kinda lazy yea i know but i really love the colors in the first 2 scenes!! mainly zims#ALSO AAAAHHHH I FINALLY GOT THE PAPER FILTER TO WORK#if only i learned how to fix it on my abnormality dancing girl animation... :(#whatever though at least now i can use it properly#next animation will be a banger TRUST MEEEEEEE#itll take forever but itll be so so so worth it. i promise
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leave the door ajar
#gravity falls#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#artwork of the damned#this is sloppy but i just had to get it out of my head#i just think especially at first there was a lot of fear of saying the wrong thing#and of feelings not being reciprocated#they'll be okay they'll talk about it later#well. more accurately they'll imply they don't want to stop working together and build a doomsday bunker with one bed about it#but that's basically the same as talking#also apologies for the alt text#i know it's not very good#i might try to re-do it later. or just tack it under the post in a readmore. i'm open to suggestions#anyway happy fiddleford friday please enjoy his misery
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