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#def leppard#wowww they are HOT#also i think pt.2 is gonna be ready to post either later tonight or early tomorrow#depending on how I feel after reading over it a thousand more times to make sure it’s good#it’s gonna be a very smutty one lol#idk why but i feel so vulnerable writing smut and posting it but it’s kinda fun so who cares#also I apologize for talking about pt2 a lot but it’s kinda a big deal for me I guess#okay rant over lol
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I remember having the idea that Naomi ( and probably Leon and Hop by extension) have scottish accents. i looked it up and postwick is based on Windermere, Cumbria. Much like how Postwick is right next to/borders the Crown Tundra, Cumbria also borders scottland irl ( just from my quick basic research to be clear!) Just from what i can gather, the dialect there isn't exactly scottish, but take influence/ share vocabulary from there. Maybe that can be the postwick trio sound like.
#oc: naomi einar#more and more the einar surname isn't exactly what i want it to be sigh. i won;t change it but learning-#- the surname is scandinavian is going to bother meeeeeeee#this is what happens when i don't research things#i likely won't change it bc einar is iconic#....but i've been thinking of changing a lot of names recently ( carol's surname for example)#okay rant over lol
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The girl of the videos doing the shots with him said he was with his friends
yeah okay I assumed as much I was just curious which/how many friends or if it was just oli but yeah who knows.. anyway it seems they were in a club at the same location that used to house louis' teenage haunt 'the priory' so full on nostalgia with hometown friends and all.. aww
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#anon asks#louis#with fans#doncaster#31.12.23#01.01.24#some people on twitter are being so damn annoying to the person who posted the videos..#saying how he looks like 'he didn't want to be filmed' or didn't 'consent to it being shared' like.. 🙄#like he isn't all happy and smiley in the video#i hate that kinda of weird fan policing like okay i get you're jealous but stop projecting you weird sh*t onto louis#same with harry btw#okay rant over lol
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CW because this might seem a bit vent-ish, I'm not sure.
We're out as plural in almost every social situation we're in. We... really lack the fucks to give to mask anymore, and our plurality is included in this. So we've been working on coming out in the social situations we can- all but one, actually. Everyone who knows us, except one group, knows that we're plural.
It's great! It's... still a bit isolating. Even as we acknowledge that we're different people, in most spaces we don't bother asking people to remember our names and pronouns as individuals. Most of us haven't bothered to introduce ourselves, especially because we're fictive-heavy and struggle to remind ourselves that our names are okay even if someone recognizes them. (After all, if we're not up to explaining fictives, we can just lie. Singlets "steal" names from characters all the time.) We're sure that that has, in part, contributed to the lack of individuality we feel in social situations.
Ultimately, we're not sure it would go away even if we tried to introduce ourselves as individuals, and that's... well, it makes us feel very unseen. The spaces we're in have been so incredibly accepting to us, and yet, here we are. Still feeling invisible because while we're open as a collective, we're just that. A collective. Not one of us have bothered, yet, to try and be an individual publicly. Just "us."
We consider ourselves privileged in the sense that we have people who do see us. Our mom, and our friends, shoutout to them, who truly make a point to get to know us on an individual level. Hell, sometimes they notice differences between us that we wouldn't had they not pointed them out. And yet we still feel unseen. We're painfully aware that, in the average social situation we're in, even if we're out and making jokes about being plural and saying "we" and all... They're just going to see our identity host.
I think this post articulates it incredibly well. I won't deny that there's a unique pain in terms of not being seen by close friends a family- one we're lucky enough to not experience. We relate to this post nonetheless, because so often we find ourselves choosing between being convenient for others and sometimes even ourselves, and being actually ourselves. I think this sort of post is really important.
We spend most of our time loving our plurality; and we still do even now, when we're thinking about how much it can hurt. But that doesn't take away the fact that, sometimes, it can fucking hurt.
-Albedo
I usually try to be a little more positive on these topics but I think it's worth talking about one of the more difficult parts of plurality-- how invisible it can make you feel.
I'd like to preface this with the fact that my system is pretty open about it with our close friends. Quite a few people know about us but that does remarkably little to get rid of the loneliness and lack of perception and I think it's worth discussing.
In our experience, we can interact with the world as much as we want, form close friendships, have our own individual relationships, etc etc but the vast majority of these people don't even know who we are.
I love my mother. She can never know I exist.
Even among friends who do know about us there is always this overwhelming sense that I am not being seen. The eye contact that is being made with my face was never intended for me and I have to take that in stride. When I tell people about us I am treated like a stranger by my closest friends simply because my name is not the one on my birth certificate and that must mean they do not know me.
I love some aspects of being plural, believe me I do, and I don't mean to sound so defeatist but it really can be crushing to be completely unseen.
It's incredibly isolating, in a sort of ironic way, to be many. My closest friends in the world live inside my head but they completely stop me from being truly seen by anyone outside. It's a little funny in a way. Being many keeps us isolated even when we have close friends. Having many names keeps us from having a single one that feels true. Being strange and visible keeps us from being seen.
I have genuine hope that one day these things will get easier, not just for us and others now but for everyone, for all time. I believe that progress will come and people will grow more understanding in time and with it may come a lifting in the isolation and wrong feeling that comes both with being myself and pretending not to be, but I also believe that here and now there is a crushing invisibility that comes with being plural that is so difficult to deal with it is suffocating.
Even unidentified bodies are given names. It's difficult to live without getting to be understood at least once.
#plurality#cw vent#not really but it's feelingsy enough that I feel the need to slap the cw on it anyway#plural#pluralgang#endo safe#to be very clear we're not pulling the “plurality is suffering endos don't suffer” bullshit lol. we ARE under the endogenic umbrella#the idea that endogenic systems don't experience pain at all due to their plurality is fucking laughable to me#like sure. we love being plural. Have you considered that being plural is#idk#a varied experience even within one system?#idk man maybe people are allowed to have a lot of feelings about the same thing#okay rant over lol#-Albedo
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Listen to me Suzanne Collins did not have to give Katniss and Peeta a history before the games. She did NOT have to do that. She could have just had their story begin when Peeta's name was called. She could have had them be total strangers until the moment of the reaping.
Like: "And the boy tribute is... Peeta Mellark!" Katniss: Who's that? Or she could have made them vaguely familiar with each other! Peeta's name is called and Katniss just thinks, Oh, I know that name! He's in my class, actually. Poor boy... Anyway!
Either way, SC could have written the rest of the story exactly the same! I think many authors would have done that! Because if Peeta's purpose in the book was to be Gale's competition, to be one of the 3 corners of a love triangle, THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE WAY TO DO IT!! But that's NOT how she did it because that's NOT what Peeta is.
And what is he? To Katniss, Peeta's someone who saved her and her family and received nothing in return except a beating. Peeta's someone she has had her eye on but has never worked up the courage to talk to. Peeta's someone she associates with kindness and hope. And all this before the start of the events of the book! Just because WE, the READERS, met Gale before Peeta and immediately felt a connection with him does NOT mean that was Katniss's experience! And that's what SC is trying to tell us!
To dismiss Katniss and Peeta's past as unimportant or inconsequential compared to whatever Katniss and Gale have in the present is to fundamentally misunderstand Katniss as a character and, as a result, condemn oneself to never fully understand the choices she makes in the future.
Suzanne Collins wrote it that way on purpose because she had something to say. And no one will ever be able to convince me that something wasn't "It was always going to be Peeta".
#thg#everlark#peeta mellark#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#sorry i hope this one's not too harsh#i just has to let it out lol#I'm not saying people only like gale because they misunderstand SC's writing#obviously everyone has preferences and that's great snd normal#but SC wrote Katniss to have preferences too?#and those preferences are pretty subtle at times I'll admit#but sometimes they're so glaringly obvious#i struggle to empathize with people who don't understand these books and honestly that's a me problem#but it really is difficult when people seem to hate Katniss because she didn't make THEIR choices#okay rant over
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I haven't thought much about Jonathan Sims for long enough that I kinda feel like I've started thinking about him a little more divorced of the emotional attachment I might have had once. Because I just saw a post lamenting his slow descent into inhumanity and losing his identity, becoming the archivist rather than Jonathan Sims, losing his friends, his house, everything he loves.
But is that true? That put upon head archivist persona he had in the beginning, was that really him? The way I see it, real life has already leached him of any identity he might have had, he didn't really have friends, Tim and Sasha clearly weren't, as we saw in their season 5 recording. He chose to make them his subordinates over beib friends, pushed away Georgie, he became so desperate for approval that he agreed to take a job he clearly has no idea how to do, let his stress over it isolate him from everyone around him, had a desperate need to assert himself in the beginning of every recording as 'head archivist of the Magnus institute london'. Forget about even having a home, he often slept in his office for heaven's sake.
The way I see it, this story is about him finding himself, finding the perfect place for himself in this already doomed world that was already strangling him and everyone around him. He became the Archivist, no longer needing to connect himself to some godforsaken capitalistic institute to identify himself. found his role, he enjoyed its power, even admitted to it. He found love. He found purpose in trying to save the world. In the end he was surrounded with the friends he made along the way (as friendly as they could be under the circumstances). He was finally allowed to make real choices, have true responsibility over himself and not be some tired corporate worker, part of a tired pointless system. Sure his choices weren't that great, and getting there was through outside manipulation and his own ignorance and he had to suffer immensely and pay an awful price of what we like to call his "humanity" but he Became and found what we all look for - his calling.
"It's still me" he says in the last episode. Because he is. He lost nothing and gained everything. Even dying in his lover's arms.
Forget about being human. In the end Jon achieves apotheosis and truly becomes Jonathan Sims
#i should relisten i feel like im talking out of my ass here lol#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#honestly im happy for jon good for him. i wish i could find apotheosis in my career#i feel in recent months ive become way more sympathetic to selfishness and so called inhumanity than i used to.#this world is leeching the concept of 'good' from me#its such an entitled concept of course you can be 'good' when the world makes it easy for you.#no dilemas or choises. root for the underdog and for so called 'justice'. okay bitch. imma focus on what and who i love now#this world be damned. which it already is whether i try to do better or not.#sorry rant over
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Okay I googled it.
They’re so lazy. They used Melissa actual birth year and then for some reason didn’t for Eric??? But then also made Tim older than he should be?
I’m sorry this is just too dumb and lazy. Like….. how hard is it to go back and check your own timeline/storylines when writing? Also if you’re gonna be that detail oriented in set props/costume design, do it right!
Cause yall want me/us to believe it’s been 7 years since mid season 4? Come on.
This is 100% not canon and just silly little set pieces that no one thought we’d see. Cause if not for Mel posting it we wouldn’t have.
I will continue to believe Lucy is 31/32 and Tim is 41/42.
At least they did get the age gap of 10 years right 😂🤦🏼♀️
#the rookie#chenford#okay I’m done ranting now#this is just so fucking annoying to me#the whole timeline is#it’s lazy af#and for some reason I can look over all the over lazy writing and set design but not this one lol
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Say whatever you want about Dylan's Russian being rusty but WOE.BEGONE is like one of the only podcasts out there that has slavic characters that aren't the big bad villain.
#woe.begone#dont get me wrong i love wtnv and chnt but i am so! tired! of evil! russians! jfc#its like#if you can only think of slavic people as evil beings who exist to thwart the heroic westerners then maybe. maybe you do have a problem#i do love elijah volkov a lot and granted he doesnt have a russian accent but still.#boris is ukrainian not russian and hes just like. so fucking cool. that scene where he confronted ryan and nonmikey was amazing#or when he showed up to help out at the battle during s9#OR when he threatened lieutenant?? when he was like i know youre not my michael. hand me the bone cleaver. be very careful or else#kaz is latvian and he is technically a villain i suppose but literally the only time hes shown up is when he gets chased around over by ty#or kidnapped by the mikes#hes not really a villain as he is the boogeyman that scares the actual villain of the show (which is a good thing. more things should scare#ty. he should be scared more often)#okay rant over#if there are some slavic characters in the future that are villains (ie flinchites) its fine because we already have proof that wbg is#capable of seeing slavic people as PEOPLE and not as stereotypes#also wbg has reminded me to start up my russian learning again#its a beautiful language#and a lot of the show taking place in latvia is also cool because i dont think anyone really talks about latvia#except the fans from hetalia and the wbg community lol
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fairly odd parents still infecting my brain have a redraw
og screenshot ^ im already working on stuff with backgrounds i dont need to make even more
#fop#fopanw#dev dimmadome#fairly odd parents#the fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents#development devin dimmadome#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop dev#fop a new wish#fanart#from here on out are my own tags#memo's constellations#✳️#:dev#ahhhh millions of different tags for one thing i did not miss you#I STILL GOT IT THO! it being creating actual full lined pieces#very fun drawing. back to the reference sheet and animation mines for me though#i dont think i said it but i'm actually animating in fopanw reanimated!!#this drawing was just a quick break and also to make a discord icon thats my own art#i havent been so hyperfixated on something since fuck. i dont even know#but this show is taking over my mind dogggg its all i can think about#i keep saying this but#if you told me like a year ago that id be being really ill about doug dimmadome owner of the dimmsdale dimmadome etc's grandson#to the point of adding him to my fucking kinlist which hasnt been updated in fucking months#i would not believe you#but. here we are LOL#if you think im insane. honestly i dont know what to say except watch anw cause Jeeeesus christ dev dimmadome is one fucked up kid#okay sorry for ranting in the tagsss certified memo moment of ranting in the tags. its over now BYE <3
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ingellvar must have so many strange off-putting little personal habits in their day to day life that they don't even realize come across as weird, especially if they haven't ever dated outside of the watchers much. in rye's specific case I think lucanis has a capacity for such immaculate 'sure my life is already so fucking weird this might as well happen' energy that I believe he'd be able to roll with the punches admirably given the time, but it really would be a situation like

(what was going on there was that rook was placing down some experimental wards, by the way, it's what he does to calm down before bed and if he wakes during the night. what with the necropolis itself being a liminal space of lf sorts on a cosmic scale, watchers take the additional liminal space between wakefulness and dreaming extremely seriously b/c they know there are things drifting through that would just love to get their foot/tentacle/conceptual spores in that particular half-ajar door that should not be allowed inside. or outside, I suppose, depending on your point of view. rook and lucanis are also experimenting with whether solid wards can help any with lucanis' weird post-spite dreams even if they can't do anything for the more mundane ptsd ones. third reason because in my worldstate they still live in the lighthouse after the game: unless gently dissuaded wisps will sometimes drift by while you're asleep and hover over your face curiously as they sense your mind doing stuff in the fade, and no one likes waking up on an eldritch sneeze with a well-meaning yet terrified wisp zooming about the room. important watcher novice 101 lessons.
blessed mental image of rye cross-legged on the floor, barefoot in his PJs with his hair down and no makeup, peaceably tracing out elaborate geometric shapes that somehow make your eyes scared when you look at them* while lucanis sits on the bed and reads out loud to both him and spite and occasionally sneaks some carnal looks at rook's fully unleashed curly hair and bare wrists & throat...... okay I think I've found the thing that will help me through the day thank you for coming on this journey with me)
*what is the paint he's using made out of and why is it such a deeply unsettling colour? don't worry about it! :) patented mostly well-meaning yet also borderline condescending mortalitasi hand wave of 'don't worry your sweet little non-nevarran head about it we both know you don't actually want to know. do not ask questions lest you learn the answers, especially if you're going to be annoying at me and freak out about it. let the things man was not meant to know stay unknown. unknown by you I mean I'm built different'
#*at myself through gritted teeth* good things or feelings are very much not happening right now but they DO exist and they are possible#I need you to take this on faith rn because I sure as fuck don't have any proof but source: just trust me i guess#think about spite wide-eyed listening to lucanis read while lucanis absently strokes rye's hair. I'm not sure if then you'll feel better#but it's worth a shot right. better track record than with anything else#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#rye has only had one relationship with a non-watcher before and he didn't sleep over much in that one case#and also that was shitty anaxas ex-bf who liked having a pet mortalitasi but not to be reminded that said mortalitasi#was actually pretty threateningly powerful and not just an accessory for him. I don't think rye would have done much real#necromancy around him because he was in the 'pls love me love me love me I can be anything you want just don't go' mode#so he has never had to consider what his normal bedtime routine looks like to an outsider before haha#I wrote out a whole extra rookanis thing in the tags here but I'm forcing myself to make it a proper post at some point#because while I do not have the energy to examine it right now I keep writing novels in the tags because proper posts make me nervous#my brain going 'okay you can write the sincere thing. but only if you kind of hide it somewhere so it doesn't count#if I tuck it away sufficiently that means I'm not being annoying#and people won't be mad at me' (*sigh* okay what the fuck is that about. add that to the mountain of things that need unpacking#at some point you're not so tired the very thought of starting makes you nauseous)#what if everyone will think I'm stupid and cringe and pathetically earnest. on the cringe and pathetically earnest site#the only thing more unbearable than saying blorbo things in public is not getting to say blorbo things as they boil up within my skull#and I cannot seem to write fiction right now for neither love nor money so my normal outlet is clogged up#then... the power of the tag rant to make you forget yourself in the glorious rush of getting to say blorbo shit 'unperceived'.#anyway. what do you think spite would pick for them to read. that's a much happier place to rest the mind and I'd like to go there pls lol
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Happy one year Anne-iversary to the end of Amphibia!
A fantastic finale to an unforgettable show. I'll always remember watching "The Hardest Thing" at 2 am with my siblings and crying my eyes out :'))
#Amphibia#amphibia fanart#marcy wu#sasha waybright#anne boonchuy#my art#... I actually watched it in January while waiting for the next Owl House episode to come out so it still feels fresh lol#kinda cheesy but I was reading some interviews with Matt on the finale and how it references other media and it struck me#Shows like these don't just die when they end... they live on through their impact and influence on everything that follows it#Imagine what the next generation of writers and animators will make!! I'm sad it's over but also so hyped for what comes next#I'm so happy to be alive at the same time these kinds of stories are being told through animation#Whew okay rant over
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I think the official sales data makes any "The Sakamoto Days anime isn't that bad" statements null and void, to be honest. We are deep enough into the anime to see the effects and the expected boost is simply not there, even though it had such an outstanding premiere on Netflix.
I also believe that, while I disagree with any hate directed towards the staff, I do think it's absolutely correct to voice dissatisfaction with TMS and Shueisha. I do think most of the critiques are absolutely right and have a raison d'être. Clearly, the people in control of executive decisions have messed up on a lot of fronts and clearly, it has had an effect - that being, that the manga has barely received any sort of boost from the anime. This could and should have gone very differently, considering it was WSJ's biggest manga without an adaptation for a long time, before the anime started airing.
#sakamoto days#Okay rant over LOL. I will absolutely make a post going into detail as to what went wrong and what could have gone better
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da for my normcore island petrichor💛🪴
#okay so i toured my own island for this post lol#this is not gonna be a thing i do but!#i was doing my post with link to all my da’s#and i noticed that i never saved one for the final version of this island??#bc this was originally a rainy day island!#but bc of the trend at the time i changed it to a normcore island midway#and yea i just wanted a post that matched that to exist on my blog#sorry for the random old island post😅💛#i also turned it into a sunset island which is nice but i kinda wish i hadnt?! it should have been a day time island for sure#Idk what i was thinking#rant over#acnh#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#new horizons#acnh island#acnh exterior#acnh petrichor#petrichor island#acnh autumn#acnh fall#acnh normcore#acnh community
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was absolutely stopped in my tracks and BLOWN away yesterday at work when a coworker called me pure; I literally haven't been called that in over a decade and there's always been something about it that rubs me the wrong way
#diary comic#there's always been a weird connotation of infantilization about it that drives me absolutely BONKERS#i also think it might be because I don't like wine so i don't social drink with my coworkers and they take it to mean that i don't drink#and it's like no no i do i just drink various liquors and do that in the comfort of my own home lmao#but my god i was shot back to being a kid when i would just act very above board at school and ppl would literally apologize for swearing#like no bestie i'm screaming every obscenity i know just not within your earshot okay#interestingly this never happened at college or grad school#like not even ONCE#so idk what THAT was lol#comic#okay rant over I just holy cow i'm sure it's like a benign comment but what a weird thing to say
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The Lovers: Being at crossroads. Choices. Commitment. Falling in love. Harmony. Warmth.
The Lovers Reversed: Misalignment. Imbalance. Disharmony. Coldness.
#want some dating shoes#OKAY DETAILS RANT#the wires along the border are the same that queen uses to control people and the thorns are. Thorns#the color gradient along the border are blue and purple. Kris and Susie#both scenes you can only see in one route or the other hence why I chose them#the imagery from the deltarune can be seen on Noelle’s front and lace along with Susie’s collar/belt and Kris’s armor#Kris and Ralsei are in the top border bc they’re watching the scene#kris is pointing to Noelle’s battle sprite because they have to call upon her to beat spamton and Noelle is fucking. freezing berdley#the Entire Background of the tip except also the windows are Morse code for kris get the banana and character names#Kris’s halo is devil horns because of that story from their childhood and Noelle’s is a thorn ring#SOUL IMAGERY EVERYWHERE but especially Kris’s armor and sword (plus Noelle’s lace lol)#the binary code on Spamton spells the lyrics to big shot#Noelle and Kris are popping out of the frame at the bottom because the player is enacting control over both of them and UTDR meta like that#Kris’s clothes are lined with the same red as the soul because puppet imagery#OKAY I THINK THATS ALL OF IT??? I’m insane#deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#Noelle holiday#Susie#kris Dreemurr#spamton#suselle#kriselle#I guess????
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Why does Vassago already have merch, we haven't even met him yet
#Celtrist#cel rambles#I don't particularly care how abundant the merch is on shark robot#It literally feels like they'll take a scrap of anything and make it a pin#Like the Moxie Antartica pin Really sir and a bunch others where they're just a random frame from the show#I mean they're FUN frames at least but I swear I've seen some real random ones that don't even make sense to be a pin#AND I'M SORRY WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MUCH MERCH OF CHARACTERS THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT#Sallie Mae fine I can see why people like her and want merch#Chaz is pushing it especially seeing as he's pretty dead but fine I suppose he has his fans#Glitz and Glam? Okay you already fucked up not going with their beta designs but who really was looking at them and thinking “I want merch”#But fine. I'm sure they have their fans#BUT FREAKING MUFFY?? THE VET RECEPTIONIST? WHO TF WAS ASKING FOR A PIN OF HER? DID YOU EVEN KNOW HER NAME?#They do that shit all the time and it aggravates me. They seem to go by a “quantity over quality” thing.#Which their quality is great btw but the quantity of things they have for characters that don't even matter and are seen once is rediculous#Also when I was gonna look up when we were gonna meet Vassago I saw he was an overlord in the pilot#Curious if that's gonna stay. What's to say overlords can't be hellborns or goetia#Is he a goetia? Not sure.#P-point is I like their merch and the new batch seems to mostly be uniquely made to be merch and I like that#But the amount of “garbage” (that's mean but best way I can put it) merch that has a character little to no one would care about#Or is essentially JUST a screen grab from the show is annoying and just pointlessly fills the shop pages#And while I see from a business perspective why they'd put Vassago out especially since some already like him#I also just think it's silly for him to already have merch when we haven't seen his character other than in the trailer#Surprised they don't have merch of satan out yet lol#Okay but I would've approved only so they could make a krampus joke with him#Granted I don't care about Helluva as much as Hazbin#But can't help to be more critical of it when it has a lot of problems Hazbin has aside from pacing#But absolutely NO excuse or leeway for the reason of the sloppy writing that's present#Lemme reiterate my good ol' phrase here:#You're not in the Sonic fandom for like 22 yrs and don't learn to be critical of the media you enjoy lol#rant
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