#okay i'm off to pilates this morning and then i'll be home all day

[pynkhues]

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random, but two things that always get me here: Louis' thumb stroking across Lestat's cheek, and how peaceful and gentle Lestat's face looks here

If there's one thing Louis' going to do when he's making out with Lestat, it's hold onto his face and glide a thumb up his cheekbone, and I love that for them and for us.

[ros3ybabe]

Daily Check-in: October 12th, 2023 🎀

Today has been a lazy yet somewhat decent day? There's not much to complain about. Besides the fact that I didn't do a single homework assignment, I'm exhausted, so that's alright. I did do a decent amount of Japanese studying today though I didn't open up my Genki Textbook like I had wanted to but oh well, there's always tomorrow!

🩷 What I Ate Today -

Brunch - Spaghetti with ground Turkey and meat sauce

Dinner - Taco bowl with ground beef, black beans, shredded cheese, shredded lettuce, sour cream, a small dollop of avocado, and red salsa with 1.5 low carb tortillas

Snack - bunny tracks ice cream, 16oz bottle of Dr pepper

Extra - 4? cups of coffee (or 5, I can't remember)

I was not very productive today in terms of academic progress, but I still feel like I did what I could given my energy levels. (and caffiene intake). Did not eat the healthiest, but I listened to my body, and honestly, not every day will be perfect, and that's okay!

🩷 Personal Achievements, Oct 12th -

cooked ground beef (leftovers woooo!!)

washed dirty laundry

put away all clean clothes

did my therapy phone call

video called my boyfriend

morning + night skincare

completed 2 duolingo lessons

completed 1 busuu lesson

completed 3 kanji lessons

typed up one draft for upcoming blog post

I had heard about an app called Kanji that teaches you kanji based on JLPT Levels, and I actually really like it, so I bought access to all levels for 11$ USD!! feel like that's a fair price for over 2000 kanji, and I'm excited to start expanding my Japanese knowledge. Also, I am trying out the LingQ app. It's pretty interesting and seems useful for reading practice! I don't know why I got such a kick to study japanese but I am not complaining!!

No Academic Achievements for Today

🩷 Personal ToDo, Oct 13th -

Review previous 3 kanji lessons

Complete 1 duolingo lesson

Complete 1 busuu lesson

Continue Genki I Lesson one (?)

morning + night skincare

morning + night journal

morning workout (at home)

make bed

read 1 chapter of atomic habits or other self help book

🩷 Academic ToDo, Oct 13th -

Culinary Chapter 10 Quiz

Consumer Debt Inventory Assignment

Chapter 9 Notes Psyc

Chapter 9 Quiz Psyc

Attend Psyc Lab

Attend Anatomy Lab

Using Credit Personal Finance assignment

module notes fitness health and sport

module quiz fitness health and sport

work on component 2 for psyc paper

Giving myself a lot of school work to complete tomorrow but that's okay because I have the day off from work so I know I'll be able to get a lot of it done, if not all of it! I'm hoping I sleep decently tonight so I can wake up ready to rule the world tomorrow. My goal is to wake up early, workout, shower, do some makeup and get ready, and be on campus early to get back into the school mindset because I know I've been slacking these last two days. I work a double shift on Saturday, so tomorrow is really the ideal time to finish everything as much as possible.

🩷 Song of the Day: Fearless, Jp Version - Le Sserafim

This has been my anthem lately. It's catchy, and I kind of prefer this to the original version in Korean, but that's a bit biased on my end as I am studying Japanese at the moment.

🩷 Tomorrow Morning Workout - Pilates

Even if I only finish the first video, I will be proud of myself. It's the effort that counts, and it's definitely gonna be a start! I will be posting an updated current workout schedule with routines soon!!

That's all for now! I will update tomorrow night!

Til next time, lovelies 🩷

[yexiwuu]

230703 - 230704 Chuu Weverse DMs Translations

may contain inaccuracies please credit @yexiwuu when reposting!

Full translation under the cut

3:44 PM KST

y/n!

y/n i missed you

i wanted to send a message at exactly 2 pm but i was working outㅠㅠㅜright now i'm sending it as soon as i've finished (working out)

pretty

y/n, have you eaten well?

i just did pilates

food?💕

i still workout on an empty stomach! i'm gonna go eat laterr

it's so nice 🚰 ·̫ 🚰 thank you so much for congratulating me on having a communications app

i'm going to try to show you all even more events and hold concerts and programs like such on weverse so i really felt like doing weverse

it's a relief that we can both talk like this with each other 🚰 ·̫ 🚰 i'm excited

are you in the middle of working right now ? or studying ? or eating?

ohh, i see 🤤

i just finished working out

i'm going to the dermatologist💕

yes, i am jiwoo ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

i'm not an Ai

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ cute

i can see everyone's nicknames

you're saying my profile picture looks like an AI ㅋㅋㅋ

then i'll change it later ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ so funny

ai can't exactly copy my aegyo down

i think that i already ate all of this summer's watermelon ㅎ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i'm not an ai, why is this so funny

is it the way i'm talking

no it's not that, i'm a bit shy

i think that i'll only be shy for around a day or two days, right

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ so cute, y/n

i can send pictures in weverse too

please wait just a bit for pictures

because i'm on my way to the dermatologist💕

you miss me?

you missed me, right?

i'm excited!! ! ! !

at having a communication app hahahahahah

y/n

what are you gonna do today?

it's really hot today, too🥵

y/n

i'm gonna be back💕

i love you

be careful of the heat🤓

9:53 PM KST

y/n!!!

i missed y/n but i just went to go eat shabu shabu with haseul unnie

we are currently on our way to eat bingsu

i just met up with her in the spur of the moment

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

as soon as my dermatologist appointment ended!

so i wanted to talk to y/n, but i wasn't able to do so quickly

even then, you understand, right?😍🤤💕

i'll send a picture of the bingsu 💕

it's gonna send soon!

injeolmi💕💕💕

the shabu shabu was really tasty!!!

[pic 1] ta-da💕

we are in a bingsu restaurant right now ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ the shabu shabu restaurant was earlier!

230704 1:04 AM KST

y/n wyd!?

did you fall asleep after a meaningful day ??

huh, you're not sleeping !!!!!!!!! ! ! !@y/n y/n y/n y/n !!!!!!! ! ! ! y/n y/n y/n

haseul unnie just dropped me off home

😍🤤💕

y/n !!!!!!!!!

it was a perfect day to eat fully with haseul unnie until ! dessert

these days, i have been eating lots of healthy foods so i vented to unnie

heheheheheh

we chatted at the cafe until just now!

what i ate was shabu shabu/ injeolmi bingsu

is tomorrow's schedule okay?! i didn't wake you up when you were sleeping, right? did i?!

then tomorrow, i'll send a morning message for y/n💕

y/n wyd tomorrow!!!!

i'm practicing for something tomorrow! song practice!

i'm gonna go get ready to sleep and go wash up! 🙆🏻‍♀️💕

no way!ㅎ i wonder what it'll be

🥰

i'm also looking forward to it💕

i feel reaaalllyyy good this week👑💕 even though it's hot, somehow i've been feeling really good these days

i would like it if y/n feels good everyday, too

since it's rainy season now! y/n be careful of not slipping in the rain🫨

that's right, it's nice to share warm things with each other now that i have a communication app again 🤤💕 i wonder how long you must've waited

😍

i'm thinking about what to change my profile picture so i must change it ? tomorrow

huh i can't seem to send personal messages here! 🤔

i'm going to change my pfp to a totally cute picture · ᴗ ·

💕

even then, i see everything and i look at every one with the exact same love💕

i'm looking to find any selfies i have left but really i need to take lots of selfies so i should dress up a bit ㅠ

i haven't been able to take any besides for my schedulesㅜㅜ

wait for my daily life selfies🥨

i'm gonna go wash up💕

if you're going to sleep, sleep🌸💕🍓🤩

if you're going to sleep, sleep tightly

2:26 AM KST

ah what should i do, i came by really late..ㅠ you must be sleeping tightly, right?

i put on lotion and suddenly cleaned my bathroom too

i dried my hair too!

omg you were waiting for me!?🙄💕

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i think you all waiting for me made me feel all mushy mushy so

you're cute

you usually sleep late?

hehe i feel like my days and nights have changed

that's right 🚰 ·̫ 🚰 i have to change my time difference again

[pic 2]

actually i was going to send a picture of my face

[pic 3]

good night

but still you all waited for me

🤤🤤🤤

good night🥰🍓

thank you for hanging out with me ! ! !

hehe goodnight 💓

y/n

dream of me

have a good day or have a good night💕

i'll dream of y/n

END

[casspurrjoybell-33]

Wreckless - Test Results

*Warning Adult Content*

Finnegan

Two Sundays in a row I've woken to an amazing breakfast and then Emmett has made me another even though he spent at least five minutes this morning kicking and bitching at his fridge that was making a really scary sound. 

Afterwards I attended mass.

It's a lovely way to spend a morning.

If I just worked some gym time into my weekend I'd be all set but I'm still squeezing it in on mornings I wake up at home.

Besides, does propping my ass up in the air count as pilates? 

Maybe. 

My cell-phone rings as soon as I've taken off my pants and I have to dig for it.

Em looks slightly disappointed that he'll have to wait for his kiss but it's my Dad.

I hold my finger up.

"Hey Dad."

"Hey Finnegan, Dr. McClarren gave me your results at mass this morning, want me to open it for you or just send them along?"

He's telling me he'd like to know what it says in his unassuming way.

I'm very lucky to have so many people in my life who care about my well-being, even if it is annoying at times.

"Go ahead and open it."

"Received results from Johns Hopkins yadda yadda scans and appointment on Monday, all clear. Looks good son, iron looks good, skin swab came back fine, no abnormalities on the scans or blood work."

"Good."

I give Emmett a thumbs up.

"Hey, could you just snap a picture and send it to me?"

Maybe it'll do Emmett good to have it in black and white, sort of.

"Of course, no problem. Hey, heard back from Taiwan, deal is a go. Good job, son."

"I thought it would go through, nice to have a more conscientious supplier in the chain."

"That it is.  Well I'll let you go, we're about to sit down to brunch."

They always have a huge meal after mass, I'm not surprised he called me as soon as he got home though, the letter must have been burning a hole in his pocket although Doc would have pulled him aside and warned him if there had been anything wrong.

Still, he worries.

"Enjoy. Give mom a kiss for me."

"I'll give that lovely lady two. Talk to you later in the week."

Emmett is watching me intently and as soon as I lower my phone he says

"Good news?  A thumbs up is good, right?"

"What else could it be, silly? Yes, I'm perfectly healthy. I'll even show you the letter once it comes through."

"Not necessary, I'm just relieved."

He looks it, he really does.

His smile is a bit softer, his eyes maybe a bit brighter.

"I'm sorry you were so worried, Emmett," but I get it.

To him this is sort of my first scan results.

My parents and I were on edge for years afterwards.

You get used to it a little bit although it never really gets easy.

A stack of clear scans makes waiting for the next one less nerve-wracking but even though I've been well for a long time, this is the first time he's had to wait.

"Are you okay?"

What is going on in his head?

"Sorry, thinking about my Mom. We kept hoping, you know? But that's, sorry. I'm glad you're okay darling, really glad."

Hoping she'd get a clear scan. Right. Ouch.

I don't know what to say so I give him a hug.

While we're still in each others arms he says

"I have a confession. I know it was wrong and I'm sorry so I hope you'll let me off the hook."

I pull away just enough to get a good look at him.

"Sounds serious."

"I just stepped way over the line. Um, Monday? I, shit, I do trust you Finn, my head just went a little crazy."

Monday? Test day but I didn't see him afterwards.

"Okay, Monday."

"I may have called to see if you were at work.  Only because I know how much to hated to miss it for your appointment, I just worried..."

I pull away because that's my natural response.

Hands go to my hips even though it's really hard to look imposing wearing just Care Bear boxers.

My face is hard and I don't like looking at him like that or feeling this way.

Especially not in this house.

And then I replay all the shit I thought a few minutes ago.

He was scared. He lost his mom. It wasn't about me.

I force myself to relax and step back into his arms.

"Okay."

He wraps me up gently, as if he thinks I'll fuss if he holds on too tight.

"I'm sorry."

"I know. You wanted to make sure I was safe," because I have no doubt that some daddy went into that decision.

Yes, it was wrong but he knows that and he didn't have to tell me at all.

"Yes, that's all, Finnegan. I just needed to know you're okay."

I force my voice to be as lighthearted as possible.

"Well I am."

"And I'm glad. I'm, hell, is it too much to ask for you to send me a post card every six months? I'm going to worry about you, darling."

A post card? Oh.

I won't be here for the next round... right?

That puts me leaving into the harsh light of reality.

It's so easy for Finnegan to forget, I don't think about much when I'm in little space. 

So he's okay, well he's okay with it.

I thought maybe we'd talk when we got to that point but fine.

"Sure. I'd rather talk to you though."

"I'd love to hear from you Finnegan. Anytime. I don't want to think about it, you leaving but... damn I'm a mess today, sorry."

So maybe there's a chance of working something out.

I really, really hope we can although I have no idea what that would look like or how we'd work.

"I'm supposed to be a little more butch than this."

He's only half kidding but I don't expect him to be a tough, in control daddy all the time.

"Hey, I go to work and I don't know what I'm trying to say. I don't expect you to never need anything. Just because I'm usually little around you doesn't mean I can't step up and take care of you sometimes. We both have different sides and I don't think it's gonna work if we don't show each other both."

"No, you're right but this is your weekend."

"It's our weekend, Emmett."

"Right. You're right. I don't want to spend the rest of it worrying about things, we should celebrate your results and enjoy the afternoon."

"That's fine by me but Emmett? We can talk whenever you're ready."

I walk around the kitchen table and look out the deck door.

"Why are the sheets hanging outside?"

"Dryer bit the dust. Luckily it wasn't a load of underwear, poor Mrs. Lewis. I'll get one after payday or maybe next payday." 

He shrugs. 

"I'd call a repair guy but the set came with the house and are probably twenty years old. I can use the laundromat till then but figured those would dry just fine, warm as it is."

"Hey, when are you off this week?"

He didn't work Saturday which means he will this week and that means a day off during the week.

I've finally got his schedule worked out.

"Tuesday, why? Want me to stop by the office?"

Not why I asked but...

"Absolutely. I'll schedule myself a long lunch break."

"I'll bring something, what do you want?"

"You know what I want."

I raise my eyebrows and he laughs.

Then that's better.