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[420pogpills]

the mood on the dash seems to have gotten a lot more sad whilst i was in my own little bubble putting together that recommendation post and i've had a look on twitter and it's fair to say things aren't looking good right now. i'm gonna do my best to stay positive and see where we go from here - i am going to hold on to the hope that this can be fixed and that i won't have to stop supporting, because if i have to step away from dream, i will have to step away from mcyt entirely, because all of my favourite creators are so insanely closely linked.

feel free to send me an ask to let me know if you want some encouragement or positivity or cheering up or anything and i'll respond with some cute pics 💞 i'll be here to support everyone the best that i can until we see how this ends i suppose. ily all ❤️

[theonpilled]

x

[stfredsa]

𝐏𝐒𝐀: 𝐂-𝐂-𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐒!

at long last i’m done with the minor overhaul of the blog i’ve been handling in the past few days. although nothing major has changed for interaction, there have been some pretty heavy edits to fred’s main storyline / main verse, as her story now directly involves other characters such as ilias, moa and tom. i’m going to try and summarize the changes in the clearest, least confusing way possible:

OOC CHANGES —— this blog is now relatively SINGLE SHIP, meaning that there is ONE MAIN SHIP that spans multiple universes [ fred x ilias / kalixus ] and two other verse-specific ones [ fred x tom / indizien ] and [ fred x bucky / lupinzapezit ]. i’m not currently looking to explore or develop new ships, though if you’d like to rework and re-elaborate older ones into platonic ships or something similar, i’m game!

IC CHANGES —— fred’s relationship with kal / ilias is now part of her main verse, so if you interact with her within her main plotline, it’s likely he will be mentioned, as will moa ( her best friend ) and tom ( her ex boyfriend and one of her closest friends ). fred’s relationship with kal / ilias will heavily impact her future development and will lead her to leave ashford and go through a rougher patch: please refer to this post for a more detailed rundown of the different arcs. 

FILE CHANGES —— a summary of these new arcs has been added to fred’s biography in her carrd, as well as updated verses. the connections page has been reduced to main / essential connections ( the ones that are mostly involved with fred throughout the different arcs of her story ). the navigation page has also been updated with the new tags.

that should be about it ! if any of this is confusing / prevents interactions, please do let me know and i’ll try to make it as clear as possible. also, i’d like to specify, that the fact that this blog is now ( mostly ) single ship does NOT mean i won’t interact with new characters ! your muses are always more than welcome to play a role in fred’s life (:

[woahajimes]

⚠︎ I would like to warn you that this might be a lil' too much - it's kinda about my bad relationship with food ⚠︎

so, I nearly throw up everything that I've ate today.. actually not everything just the dinner. I ate like.. a WHOLE pizza and THEN a pice of cake - I actually haven't finished this one but hey I ate more than anyone else expected - and before a lot of.. cips? is it called that? anyway I went to the bathroom and I was like 'ugh I don't wanna throw up again' and. I DIDN'T. LIKE.. IM SO HAPPY SJSJSNA (oh it's maki by the way) what about you anyway? have you started reading the raven cycle? any other news? what's up with your life, ris, tell me tell me

aghgghghgh I'm so happy for you! You're doing great !!! 😌 I haven't started reading the raven book club thing because hte first book STILL hasn't gotten here???? LIke come on its jdfkjshgkfdgb i want to read it so bad and i have the other 3 but the FIRST ONE!!! it needs to get here SO FAST

[pynkhues]

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[masonscig]

it’s m’s birthday and i’m scrambling to finish this fic :-( i literally had months to write it but here i am slapping this shit together last minute because i am DETERMINED to post a fic today for my stupid bitch ass hell spawn boyfriend’s birthday

[milkiane]

you stared into his deep brown eyes, the freckles flitting across his ivory skin becoming more noticeable under the tacky light of the booth. that’s when you realized how close the two of you are, unconsciously leaning in closer and closer. caramel weasley slowly slipping from your grasps, your lips inches apart as your noses started touching.

flash.

[cookiezowo]

I drew McMeow from Super Cat Tales 2 (SCT2)! And I think it's really cool ✨

Anyways, I'ma go sleep now qwq (am tired ;w;)

[ghiblivampire]

i wasn't planning on staying up for tfatws but,,,, it's only 45 minutes

[gayconfessioncas]

fin.

[spicysoulsa]

Catch me being up at 3am crying about Steven universe,,

[noodlezss]

// Dang, I won’t be able to finish the request things tonight. But tomorrow I should be able to get them all. <3 <3  But goodnight for now.

[coquelicoq]

39 & 55 please ^^

ooh, thanks! you have come through for me again!!

39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?

okay, do i believe in them like i think that the date i was born has some kind of bearing on my personality? no. (this could be because i’m Big Salty about how, as a capricorn, i’m supposed to be sooo ambitious but am actually...the opposite of that lol.) i think we all have a mix of traits and we like being able to place ourselves within some kind of organized model of traits, and it’s nice to have a shorthand for talking about aspects of personality that we find salient. but like, if i see a “the signs as” post, often i relate to some other sign more than capricorn (but if i DO relate to the capricorn part, i get excited and reblog it haha). (also - the only zodiac i know anything about is the greek one, so idk enough about any of the other systems to have an opinion! but if they are also based on when you’re born, then i think my thoughts would be the same.)

but do i find value in horoscopes? yeah, sometimes. i don’t think that the capricorn horoscope has anything to do with me personally, but i will sometimes use it as a prompt for introspection. (i imagine i could do this just as easily with the horoscope for any other sign, but i don’t have the attention span to be reading 12 horoscopes lol.) when i come across a horoscope in the paper, i’ll read the one for capricorn (and then, out of habit, the one for my ex-boyfriend’s sign) and i’ll think about whether it seems relevant to my life and whether i want it to be true. i find that an interesting exercise in making myself reflect on my life in ways that might not always occur to me on my own. but it depends on the horoscope - this really only works with the more philosophical ones.

55: When did you feel happiest?

wow, tough question. i think i would have to say a road trip i took with my friend in high school to crater lake, where we camped for a couple of nights. it’s one of the most beautiful places i’ve ever been, and i felt very content and at peace while i was there with her. i don’t even really remember many details - i remember we went hiking, and we watched the sunrise, and she was teaching me to french braid hair, and there was a sign on one of the paths that was supposed to say CAUTION but the N had worn away so it just said CAUTIO, which is a latin word and i was really delighted by that for some reason. probably the biggest part of it though is that i was spectacularly in love with her, and i was just so happy to have a couple of days to spend with her in a calm and beautiful place. we had a terrible falling out years later and aren’t friends anymore, and for a long time i couldn’t think about this trip or other happy memories without pain, but i’m to the point where i can appreciate it again and i’m very glad for that, because it was a happy time in my life no matter what came after it.

[surftrips]

who's the guy?

pairing: jj maybank x reader (ft. the pogues!)

summary: the pogues find out y/n is seeing a new guy, and will not stop until they find out who he is.

word count: 846

a/n: just a short fluff piece! <3

"Soooo, what's his name?" Sarah asked, leaning towards you and batting her eyelashes.

"Whose name?" JJ had just joined you and the rest of the Pogues in John B.'s living room.

"Apparently, there is a mystery man in Y/N's life and she won't give him up!" Kie explained.

"Oh, is that so? I hope he knows how to fight," JJ said, looking at you with a glint in his eye.

"Hey! No one is fighting anyone!" you responded, actively trying not to blush at his comment.

"Okay, but we need to know if he's good enough for our Y/N. What does he look like?" Kie pressed you for answers.

You sighed, "He's tall, has blonde hair, he's super smart, like Pope level-"

John B. interrupted you, "You being for real? No one is smarter than Pope."

"If you hadn't interrupted me, you would've heard me say that he is as smart as Pope, I didn't say smarter," you replied matter-of-factly.

Sarah giggled, "Ignore him. What else can you tell us!!"

Honestly, you didn't want to give too much away. As much as you loved the Pogues, you also enjoyed the thrill that came with having a secret relationship. Plus, there was no pressure to make appearances or act a certain way in public. You two could just be yourselves.

However, this conversation was a whole lot of fun, and you and him had figured it was about time to reveal your secret soon anyway.

"Well, let's see..." You tapped your index finger on your chin as you contemplated what to reveal next. "He likes to go surfing and on fishing trips."

"Okay, so literally any other Pogue on the island?" Pope joked.

"Oh, yeah, he's a Pogue if I've ever seen one," you chuckled.

The room was silent for a second while everyone tried to figure out who it was you had been sneaking off to see for the past few weeks.

"Ugh, I don't know," Kie groaned. "You're positive we've met this guy before?"

"Yes. 100%." It took everything in you not to erupt into a fit of laughter right then and there.

"Alright, but on a scale of 1 to 10 how handsome would you say he is?" JJ asked.

John B. nudged his friend in the arm, "JJ, how is that going to help us?"

"Because! I'm clearly a solid 10, and John B., you're like a seven, so we can use that to compare!" JJ barely finished his sentence before JB was throwing his pillow at him.

"Chill, dude! I was joking... kinda!" JJ said in-between the thumps of the pillow hitting his body.

"If you must know, I think he's a ten," you said with a smile, causing John B. to halt his assault on JJ.

Surprisingly, no one caught on to the very obvious hint in front of their faces.

"I seriously can't think of anyone on this island that's a ten," Kie said. You made the mistake of giggling at the thought of her reaction when she would finally find out who it was you were describing.

"What are you laughing at?" she chuckled nervously.

"Oh, nothing. Just how stupid you're gonna feel when I tell you," you answered.

"Are you ever gonna tell us?" Sarah sighed, on the edge of defeat.

"You know what, I don't think I ever will," you said jokingly.

Immediately the room filled with groans and complaints of "Come on!" and "Just say it, we won't judge!" from everyone. Everyone except JJ.

"Dude, you don't wanna know who this guy is?" Pope was asking him.

"I... kinda have a feeling who it is already," he winked at you.

This next hint did not go unnoticed by the rest of the Pogues.

Again, the room erupted with the sounds of your best friends, but this time with confusion and surprise.

"WAIT WHAT??"

"Are you kidding right now?"

"You're sleeping with JJ???"

JJ wrapped his arms around your waist as he came up behind you. "Hey! Watch how you speak about her boyfriend!"

You couldn't help but giggle like a little girl with a crush, because that's exactly how he made you feel.

"You're right, Y/N, I do feel so incredibly stupid right now. It was right in front of our faces this entire time!" Kie exclaimed.

"Yeah- all of those times I 'stayed at home' or left to check on Y/N were just excuses to see each other," JJ explained.

You wish you could've captured the faces of your friends as they reacted to this news. It was priceless.

"Wait- there's one thing I don't get though. Didn't you say he was as smart as Pope....?" John B. asked, both confused and amused.

"Yeah... haha about that... I only said it as a joke to throw y'all off," you admitted.

"What?? So you don't think I'm as smart as Pope?" JJ said to you, acting, or actually offended, you couldn't tell.

"Babe, I said you were a solid ten. I think that should be enough for your ego today."

[luveline]

Drunk! Peter and he’s all over reader telling her how he wants to marry her and being handsy lol

hi I hope this okay <3

"I like gardenias," Peter declares, drunk as a skunk and climbing all over you. 

You're never letting him go out with his friends again, you decide, brushing the hair out of your sloshed boyfriend's eyes. "Me too," you say. 

"Yeah?" he looks exceedingly pleased by this, more pleased than he has any reason to be. He smells like wine coolers. 

"Sure. They're pretty." 

"And lily of the valley," he adds. "Sweatpeas, jasmine. Oh! Astilbe." 

"You've lost me," you say. 

Peter wrinkles his nose and works his way further still into your lap, hands at your waist. You roll your eyes at his face, tucked against your chest, very obvious in its position. 

"That's fair. We'll ditch the astilbe. Astrantia instead?" 

"Baby, what is an astrantia?" you ask, fingers in his hair.

Each time you stroke his hair back from his face his eyes close, like a puppy. It's adorable. He might be drunk and a little messy right now, but he's still your boy. You'd die for this idiot.

"A flower?" he asks, squinting up at you. "I'm talking about a bouquet." 

"Oh," you say. 

You're distracted from asking why he's discussing bouquets with you at 2AM on the living room sofa when you should both be sleeping by his hands catching yours where it cards through his hair.

He sits up to kiss your fingers, your wrist, small pecks that turn open mouthed that turn nibbling, little wet nips running a course to the sleeve of your T-shirt. He grumbles at being stopped short. You're giggling quietly, endeared and adorned by his affections; you feel like the prettiest girl on earth, covered in his tiny kisses. 

"Red velvet?" he asks suddenly, encouraging you to lie back.

"Are you hungry?" you ask, smiling so wide your cheeks hurt.

"What? No." He sounds frustrated. "Do you like red velvet?" 

"Why are you asking?" 

"For the cake," he says, as if this is obvious. You realise Peter is having a conversation without you and elect to ignore his drunken woes, pulling his face down so you can hug him against your shoulder. 

"Maybe we should go to bed, hot stuff." 

"Are you kidding? We have so many decisions to make." 

"They can definitely wait until the morning, baby," you say warmly. 

He starts running his hands over your chest, your arm, your chest again. He doesn't touch anywhere important without asking, a gentleman even now, but the longing in his eyes makes you wish he would sober up for proper kisses. 

"They can't wait," he insists. "These are so important. We need to talk about them."  

You sigh dramatically, feeling very sorry for yourself, long suffering and tired. "Can we talk about them in bed, Peter?" 

"No, you'll distract me." 

"I'll be too busy sleeping." He pouts. You burst into laughter. "Babe! It's so late, I waited up for you so we could fall asleep together and you waylaid me with hickeys and a game of twenty questions!" You plead your case.

It's Peter's turn to sigh, though his is more of an indignant groan. "This isn't twenty questions, woman!" You raise your eyebrows, dying of laughter on the inside, and he amends, "My beloved. It's not twenty questions." 

"What is it, then?" 

He smirks at you, hands on either side of you and his knee between your thighs. You suddenly remember how tall he is and how stern he can be when he's not obliterated by cheap booze. 

He leans down to whisper in your ear. "I'm gonna marry you." 

"Get off of me," you say, rolling your eyes. 

"I'm gonna marry the fuck out of you, and then I'm gonna fuck the marry out of you, and we're gonna have centerpieces made up of a thousand white gardenias and asta- astrav- astantrias!" 

"And this has to happen tonight?" you ask, playing along, a feeling of white hot and reverential love blossoming from the centre of your chest. 

"If you don't mind!" he almost shouts. 

"I want vanilla cake," you say steadily, quietly, reaching your hands up to pinch his red cheeks.

His eyes are wide but he's calmer now he's realised you're on his side. "Good choice," he says, blinking. "What frosting? Buttercream, right? Fondant is for losers." 

You giggle until you can't breathe. He drops his head down into your chest, hugs your ribs so tight it aches. You can feel his smile even through your sleep shirt. 

[sugarcoatedcherry]

void state progress and success!!!

I'm updating every day privately (now public) hehe

(scroll down and read pink highlighted paragraph for success story I had started attempting void much earlier than this)

day 1: tried but eventually fell asleep

day 2. did an extensive reasearch, like all day, read ton of success stories, got insane inspiration. believed void was real and manifestations are instant. I tried and got into hypnagogic state. but fell asleep

day 3: re read all the success stories again and again whole day and became more confident, I made mental notes on common symptoms I'd have, affirmed little. all night I played subliminals, binaural beats etc but got tired and fell asleep

day 4: still motivated, angry but persisting, I am affirming, made more mental notes on how I should go about void, did more reasearch on Hinduism interpretation on void, read about void on reddit, YouTube, explore astral projection and sleep paralysis video's comment section (they had similar symptoms just like void) became even more confident with void, tried methods but eventually i got exhausted and fell asleep

day 5: MADE MY OWN RULES. YES, no notes or anything, it's my way baby, it'll go how I want it to go, when I want it go. no more sending asks to bloggers, no more doubting, no more worrying the process. Just believing it will happen. not worrying about the circumstances. I'm very confident that today IS THE DAY 💅

day 6: I couldn't enter, i slept lmao

day 7: I got to the vibrational stage but my thoughts were distractibg and I slept

day 8: I learnt about sleep paralysis and tried that

day 9: last night didn't work, but I'll persist

day 10: i just slept, void is messing with my sleep schedule

day 11: spend A LOT OF TIME researching about void in Hinduism and got a lot of confidence but didn't enter

day 12: AGAIN SPENT A LOT OF TIME RESEARCHING about void in Hinduism but didn't make it

day 13: I'm getting closer to something very important and I need to enter void on a time crunch. I cried

day 14: everything is exhausting, but I still tried entering void but rolled over anf slept

day 15: i drank coffee to stay awake and I'm doing the meditation sitting up so that I don't roll over and fall asleep

(UGHHHHHHHHHH GOD )

day 16: I found a subliminal that made my body vibrate within first 2 minutes of listening?? and I looped it overnight but fell asleep sometime while listening but I'm still hopeful.

day 17: stupid exams

day 18: studied for my next stupid exams

day 19: I am so tired I didn't attempt I wanted to sleep peacefully

day 20: Literally my entire life is on hold because I am trying to get into void, I do realise this is unhealthy but at the same time I am so much confident that I can do it? I don't know how to explain this confidence but I know I will enter the void.

day 21: more exams and didn't attempt

day 22:

I DID IT GUYS I DID IT OMGGG THIS FEELS SO GOOD OH GOD JDKEODJDJDN I LOVE THIS FOR ME I FEEL UNSTOPPABLE I CHANGED MY ENTIRE LIFE THIS IS SO BIG TO ME Y'ALL DON'T HAVE A CLUE AHHHHH. I'M GONNA CRY. I HAVE EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED JSBSJDKDODKSNSN

quick thanks to all loass bloggers on Tumblr and Sammy Ingram (she shitted about void but it's okay lmao is her limiting belief but I'm thanking her for introducing the law to me) my fav bloggers are @rosellesworkshop @fleurlx @blushydior @stargirl-kira @multiversebaddie @zen-shu @prettymindset111 @luvforend @sa777urn @aphroditeapprenticee @gorgeouslypink @littlemissprettyprincess @sirensplayhouse thanks for answering my asks.

ANDDD all the anons who posted void success stories and thanks to @voidsuccess for compiling them!!! (i used to obsessively surf her blog day and night until day 10 lmaoo)