#okay good night love u all mwuah

[sugarpasteltmnt]

heh.

[sunflw3r]

(✦) summer loving , think about you all night (3)

the stars twinkled behind the curtains, minhee’s chest rising and falling as he took deep breaths in his slumber. y/n’s face was illuminated by the light of his phone, his fingers typing on his screen.

jungmo<3:

i miss you omg😖

y/n:

broooooo

jungmo<3:

u did not just bro me…

y/n:

what about it!!

jungmo<3:

we’ve kissed hello😒 i’ve felt your lips!!! that means i cant be bro-zoned!!

y/n:

wtv u say…

jungmo<3:

anyways we gotta meet up or i will lose it!!

y/n:

yes!! we could drive to that swimming beach down the island?

jungmo<3:

ahh we should go!! maybe saturday?

y/n:

hmm thats good for me!

jungmo<3:

rahhhh i cant wait to see you!!!

y/n:

me too!! you should come over to my hotel so we can get ready together<33

jungmo<3:

are you sure im not a murderer or wtv😦

y/n:

not a hundred percent! ill see u there tho!!!

jungmo<3:

EEK okay gn !!

y/n:

gn kisses<33

jungmo<3:

mwuah

shutting off his phone, y/n pulled the urge to squeal loudly back into his throat.

god, why was he acting like this?

jungmo was just a guy. just a guy y/n met on a two week vacation. so why was he feeling like this?

"whatever." y/n muttered, covering himself with the duvet. sleep would take the lingering thoughts off his mind.

"mmh, you're warm." jungmo's voice vibrated against y/n's neck, the scent of his cedar wood cologne now clinging to the white hotel sheets.

jungmo.

he was incredible. the stars in the night sky rested for his beauty, letting the true beam of light glowing for everyone to see. “i can’t explain how much i’m lucky to have you.” y/n whispered, eyes separated from jungmo’s to gaze at the space between the end of his chin and the start of his lips.

“do you… want to…” jungmo whispered, his breath fanning over y/n’s face. heat creeped it’s hands over y/n’s ears, a soft giggle letting itself from y/n’s lips.

“i mean.. only if you want.”

jungmo’s teeth peeked out from his lips, inching forward towards y/n’s.

he smelt like his summer dreams, his wishes for the future and everything he could ever want. “back out if you want, okay? i won’t be hurt.” jungmo whispered, his face fading as he pressed his lips to y/n’s

y/n’s eyes fluttered open, his heart beating quickly as he scanned the room. “jungmo?” he quietly asked, looking to find the boy he thought of. looking over at the alarm clock, y/n frowned as he saw the time 2:25.

he couldn’t escape him even in the sleep.

the ocean’s noise caressed the two as they sat on the sand, y/n’s legs draped over jungmo’s lap. there was no conversation between the two, letting the stars blink instead.

y/n held jungmo’s thigh with the palm, squeezing the skin gently. “i like being here with you.” y/n whispered, brushing the bangs that covered jungmo’s forehead out of his face.

“thanks for coming out here.” jungmo replied, turning his head to gaze into y/n’s eyes with a smile. sitting up, y/n wrapped his arms around jungmo’s neck, leaning close to his face.

“look how pretty you are!”

the soft skin on his nose was pressed against y/n’s, jungmo’s eyes glittering. “are your eyes always glittery?” he asked, jungmo smiling. “when i see you they are.”

laughing, y/n leaned forward, jungmo falling down onto the same. their faces were closer together than when they were standing up, jungmo’s glowing eyes looking down at y/n’s lips before pressing his to y/n’s.

y/n’s stomach dropped as their lips locked together, his hands playing with jungmo’s soft hair. was he perfect? dopamine buzzed in his head as he continued to kiss jungmo, heart beating like it was running a marathon.

“i think you’re perfect.” y/n whispered as he pulled away for a breath, his voice laced with panting as jungmo weakly smiled. “far from it.” the two sentences faded on the summer air as their lips connected again.

his connection on the scene was fading. he was loosing his connection on jungmo’s shoulder’s, his hands fading away. it felt so real. another dream about him?

“-y/n. y/n.” opening his eyes, y/n sat up, seongmin and s/n staring at him. “what’s-“ y/n put his hand to his chest, s/n staring at him with concern. “it’s time to go to the aquarium. i got breakfast for you.” seongmin said, pointing his head towards the table with a small pastry and a cup of water.

“oh. i’ll be right out.” y/n spoke, a frown on his face as he thought of the man he couldn’t touch right this moment. “you alright?” s/n asked, y/n nodding as he pulled himself out of bed. “i’m fine. i promise i’ll be ready soon.”

the two soon left the room, leaving y/n alone with the lingering thoughts and mirage like touches he thought were so real but were fake instead. he yearned for jungmo, maybe because he was lonely, maybe because he enjoyed his presence. putting some of the sweet pastry in his mouth, y/n let out a sigh that exhaled the thoughts of the man that plagued him in joy.

saturday couldn’t come fast enough.

02 (do you see my heart?) , masterlist , 04 (sand in your shoes)

✦taglist @luvkyu, @seungsmiles, @gnusihcom

[stunie]

EEEEEEH !! I'm sending you this so late omg ,, so sorry evie 🤧

but aaahh I'm so glad you started watching silence of the lambs !! it will def give u "what have I just witnessed" vibes, but it's really a masterpiece at heart ♡ also the ending.. i- I'm just gonna stay quiet for now... 🫣

OOH also how's uni life going? hope everything's amazing, and your new surroundings are treating you well 🤧🩷

let me keep my rambling short this time hihii, take good care of yourself evieee, mwuah 💕

[ 🎀 ]

you’re totally okay omg??? hi 🎀 welcome :>

YAYYY OMG ITS SO GOOD SO FAR. i really need to finish the second half on one of the less busy nights > < i want to see the ending in question. i wanna see the weird guy talk a lil more because he’s so . . HOW do u know so much. YK???

UNI !! aaa today was my first day on campus !!! i didn’t have class bahahha but i picked up a last min shift (i was planning on roaming campus a bit anyways!!!) EEEE N IT WAS FUN !!! i got to take pics for all the freshmen n their IDs n whatnot > <

ah and i went to the uni’s gym after !!! it was packed hehe i didn’t see the people i normally do unfortunately BUT. i think they’re avoiding it since it tends to get busy the first week or so :O?!

I TOOK A HUGE NAP. i woke up um. like that bear gif. im still waking up a bit

HOWEVER omg how have you been ?! don’t worry about keeping things short !! i love to hear ^ ^ PLS TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF AS WELL AAA 🫂

[watermelonsugawara]

oh ya baby write me some nsfw jealous atsumu 🥵🥵 mwuah mwauh

AE RA kamusta ka na mahal!!! this shit took me forever sorry,, i got carried away LMFAOJSKGJDFG

is it obv im whore knee!!!!!!!!! i hope u like it,,, bitch im nervous

...

❥ warnings: nsfw lets get spicy under the cut babyyyyyy; choking, fingering,,, das it srry maybe next time

❥ character: jealous!atsumu x fem!reader

❥ summary: Atsumu knows you’re the most beautiful woman at the gala, but that doesn’t mean he’s willing to share.

❥ a/n: first actual smut smut so ya dont bully me!!!! WTF THIS GOT LONG SORRY???

Also!! lets just play along w my stupid brain and assume atsumu got hella bands and this is a big gala so they had to have a limo,,, i may or may not have been listening to partition while writing this….mind ur fuckin business

Also is this really jealous!atsumu or more like protective!atsumu??? A bitch got the prompt kinda wrong whatever SUE ME

❥ wc: 1.5k omfg

...

You stood in front of a mirror, slipping your evening gown onto your shoulders. For your boyfriend’s charity gala, you decided to wear a simple burgundy dress, the pleated tulle fabric hugging your figure before cascading at your feet.

“Can you help me zip the back of my dress, baby?” You called out to Atsumu, who was finishing up tying his silky black tie. You felt soft kisses feathered along your spine that made you shiver as your boyfriend slowly zipped your dress.

“Don’t start, Atsumu,” you said as you turned to face him, a small smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. You ran your hands down the lapels of his suit jacket, admiring the smooth black material. He looked damn good in an all black suit, the jacket accentuating his broad shoulders and his black button-down hugging his muscular chest. The only thought going through your mind at the moment was to rip it all off, subconsciously taking your bottom lip between your teeth at the idea.

“We haven’t even left the house yet princess, keep looking at me like that and we won’t even make it to the damn limo.” Atsumu said to you in a low voice, noticing the way your gaze lingered just a little too long. You tried your best to shrug it off, rolling your eyes at the comment. You wanted to take him up on that challenge, but instead you walked past him to slip into your heels and head out to the gala.

When you arrived, you two were greeted by Atsumu’s teammates and their dates. You were too engrossed in conversations to see the other men staring at you, but Atsumu did not miss a beat. He quickly noticed how everyone in the venue seemed to hold their breath as you walked into the room, the elegant fabric flowing down your legs and the bustier hugging your chest in an almost sinful manner. With your arms linked, the two of you made your way to the bar to grab glasses of wine. Atsumu became quite annoyed by the glances constantly being thrown your way, unconsciously pulling you closer to him. You were a sight to see, but Atsumu’s patience was wearing incredibly thin.

As the night went on, Atsumu got sidetracked in conversations with donors, thanking them for supporting his team. You were left alone at times, and although Atsumu never trailed too far away from you, the other men at the gala used this opportunity to try and talk to you.

You feel a warm but unfamiliar hand on your arm and you turn around to face a man you have a hard time recognizing. It’s a little more confusing now that these volleyball players are up close and in formalwear, rather than farther away on a volleyball court in uniform. You think he’s a setter, but your thoughts are cut off by his next words.

“Are you here alone?” He asked, the heavy scent of whiskey lingering from his breath. You plaster a forced smile across your face and shake your head, but you barely got to open your mouth before the man placed his hand on your waist and tugged you closer to him. You instinctively put out a hand on his chest to create space between you two that otherwise wouldn’t have existed. The man began to speak but the fear washing over you muddled your senses. You tried to push back but the man showed no signs of letting up his grip on your waist.

“Atsumu!” you nervously called out to the sea of people, trying your best not to make a scene. Your boyfriend heard your faint cry and swiftly pushed past people back to the bar where you stood, with a man holding you unnervingly close. The two of you made eye contact, his anger-filled gaze meeting your frantic one. Atsumu quickly ripped the man’s hands off of your waist and ushered you behind him. You could practically feel his anger radiating off of his body as he stared at the man.

“Don’t you ever lay a fucking hand on her again. I never want to see you near either of us, you’re a fucking goner if I ever see you again,” Atsumu spat, his fists wound so tightly his knuckles began turning white. Rage washed over Atsumu as he held back every urge to throw a punch. The stranger was taken aback by your boyfriend’s venomous words, backing away sheepishly before quickly walking out. Atsumu turned to you and his demeanor instantly shifted from angry to concerned, seeing the distressed look on your face. You were startled to say the least, but more so by the way Atsumu snapped at the man, it’s unlike anything you’ve ever seen from him before.

“Let’s go home,” you quietly said, raising the end of the sentence as if it were a question. Atsumu didn’t even answer, he was already pulling you away from the bar and towards the exit. Atsumu quickly called for the limo. He held you close to his chest as the vehicle came to a stop in front of the two of you, and you both got in.

Your bodies slouched together in the backseat, one of Atsumu’s large hands finding purchase around your waist and the other on your thigh. The warmth of his hand was strong even through the fabric of your dress, causing your cheeks to flush.

“Are you okay, (Y/N)? Did he hurt you?” Atsumu questioned and you shook your head, still a bit stunned by the interaction with the stranger. Your boyfriend cupped your cheek softly before pulling you into a soft kiss. The sweet taste of wine lingered on his tongue as the kiss became more heated, your lips parting as Atsumu’s tongue explored your mouth. You moaned into his mouth as he wrapped his hand around your neck and gently squeezed. Atsumu was first to break the kiss, desire flickering in his eyes.

“I got you, princess. You’re safe with me, always.” You grabbed Atsumu’s tie to press your lips back onto his, his hands roaming all over your body. He moved down to your neck, sucking dark marks into your skin. His hand made its way back to resting on your thigh, his thumb ghosting towards your center on top of the fabric. You felt a heat begin to build up in your stomach from Atsumu’s plush lips dancing across your skin and his thumb teasing you.

You felt Atsumu’s hand on your back, swiftly unzipping your dress and pushing down the bustier to expose your chest. His large hands palmed your breasts, taking one in his mouth, swirling his tongue around your sensitive nipple. You moaned loudly when Atsumu pulled the bud between his teeth, looking up at you with a smirk.

Atsumu pushed your thighs apart so your legs were spread, pulling the fabric of your dress up into your lap. He runs his hands slowly up your thighs towards your core, causing your cheeks to blush almost as dark as your dress. He quickly pushes the damp lacy fabric to the side, feeling your essence with one finger. You clench around nothing at the feeling of his finger brushing ever so lightly across your folds.

“Fuck, you’re so needy already, baby,” Atsumu breathed into your ear, sucking your earlobe. Atsumu brought his hand out from under your dress to in front of your face, motioning for you to open your mouth. You took his finger into your mouth and watched as Atsumu’s eyes widened, watching you taste your own juices. His jaw clenched at the feeling of your wet mouth and lips on his finger, biting back a groan. His hand quickly found purchase under your dress once again, the wet finger teasing your entrance before pushing in. Your eyes fluttered shut at the sensation, his thick finger already causing endless moans to fall from your lips.

“I’m the only one who really knows how to make you feel good, isn’t that right, kitten?” Atsumu groaned, feeling your walls clench around his curled finger. Your moans and gasps were a good enough answer for him as he pushed a second finger into you, sprinkling kisses along your neck once more.

Atsumu’s cock strained against his pants, and he couldn’t help but palm himself at the sight of you. He loved seeing you like this, his long fingers putting you in a trance, unraveling from his merciless touches. Your back arched off the seat as he pumped his fingers into you feverishly. Atsumu could tell you were close to your high as you clenched around him even more, your moans becoming more erratic and desperate.

“It’s like your pussy was made for me, fuck,” Atsumu groaned, “go ahead pretty girl, let go for me.” His thumb circling over your clit, combined with a third finger making its way to your pussy sent you over the edge. You gripped your dress in your fists as you clenched around Atsumu’s fingers, his thumb still rubbing the overstimulated nub, making you shut your legs around his hand. You just barely came down from your high just as the limo pulled up to your house. As you shakily stepped out of the car, the urgency in Atsumu’s steps told you he was far from finished showing you just how well he knew your body.

[shorkbrian]

Ask Answering

Ask answering time!

As always, if you don’t see your ask answered, it just means I’m saving it to attach it to a fic, Drabble, or HC. 

If you’d prefer to not see these types of posts from me, block the tag “shorkbrian answers a lot of asks”

CAn I be one of those pies that has birds in it? Goth pie.  But ty dude, and you aren’t pathetic lol. we’re all in this boat together.

Me sitting in class all the time just like 

but I wish you luck as well man! collemge edumakashun here we cum

Hello black heart anon (: You’re always in my inbox and I love it so so so much, you don’t even know 

lub u black heart anon

thank u luv <3 

(legitimately I see this ask every time I go to fill a req and askuhkdk it makes me wheeze)

Guess what Awaso? 

In Love With You. This is such a genuine and heartfelt message, I would let you bite my ear whenever you wanted, let me be the Van Gogh to ur knife bby. 

forrreal, I know logically that a lot of the feelings I have are normal and are part of being a teenager. Fun story but for like the first 16-17 years of my life I was convinced there was something wrong with me because I didn’t feel the need to express emotions. I could count on one hand how many times I’d cried in the past two years. Then I went to therapy and talked about stuff and my therapist taught me how to cry. I still can’t really cry, but at least it happens lol. So while it’s kinda embarrassing and stupid, a little part of me is glad I’m able to express my emotions instead of just stuffing them down my shirt like a little kid stuffing a pillow down their shirt trying to emulate a pregnant woman.

Okay I'm done lol, anyways, thank you for this message. I’ve read and re-read it many, many times.

It’s not stupid!!!!!! Do not apologize!!!!!! fantasies are fantasies, I get it bro (:

still cannot believe there are people out there who genuinely enjoy my stuff... like y’alll... I thought it was a joke...

But I would be willing to write a second part! I just need help coming up with like an idea cause idek how to go from there lol. 

could you guys pls stop giving me compliments I am genuinely going to cry like a little bitch and I have to uphold the image of being the funniest person in my household and If I start crying then I cannot do that. Pls. My Image

Listen, she can be whoever you want her to be! long lost sister, adopted sister, the kid he used to babysit that coincidentally loves horror movies and the same stuff he likes. Could be the kid that came over to help clean his father’s gigantic house, could be the bagger at the grocery store. You get to control who it is! That’s the cool bit!

You have thus been dubbed “Iced Chocolate Anon” (What is that btw? is that a thing?). Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m sorry that you had to go through that experience, I can’t imagine that it was easy or fun or even fruitful. I’m glad you’re looking at life through a different lens, and that you’re down to share that lease with other people. I’ve been trying to be better, to get better.

What did I just say about not making me cry it’s gonna Ruin My Image man. DOn’t be nice to me PLEASE I'm asjfshkgkfs

me every time I open my page/look at my pfp

do you-do you wanna share the medicine I take

Thank you! He’s always fun to write for lol

ty for the draca-snoop. He was and is much appreciated (:

I get what you’re saying, and you make really checking good points. I guess I just get too caught up with how I should try to be, because I don’t know what to do on this site and so I just kinda follow everyone else? and try to make sure I'm following the unwritten rules. Like I don’t want people getting mad cause I don’t answer asks right away or anything, yanno? idk, stuff is hard lol amirite

I owe myself the care and attention to make time to do things I enjoy. I enjoy writing, I enjoy seeing what people send me. I enjoy the experience. Y’all are rad as heck!

WHAT KIND OF REQUEST IS THAT

the first request I’ll ever be denying sorry luv

well I do not know what to do cause other people say

so I’m just standing here idek anymore

why inhale my posts when you could be inhaling this di-

Thank you kind stranger! although pls don’t admire my hands, I need new ones. hand donations are open ! I can only type like 70(?) wpm and I have an essential tremor and so I’m shaking like it’s -42 degrees at all times. please, I want different hands. I mean if you wanna we can trade. But essentially lol the point was THANK YOU you’re super nice

ik this was back before I set up my master list and I was crying and whining and being annoying about it. You worded this so nicely! I think I’m only going to be uploading actual fics and one shots there, because the thirst posts and drabbles don’t fit the ao3 format lol.

I feel like I need to accept that Kirishima is my comfort character lol. I love him sm. I think of him and just 

“Or just post anything, really.” have fun watching me post about Kirishima 2465972658729 before even thinking about any other character loooooool

AO3 Anon!!!! This message made me feel so warm and loved and ugh, you’re literally too sweet and too kind and a literal angel on earth. You rock. I hope YOU have a lovely day/night.

thank u bby (wink wonk wink)

gahfdsgkdh KIDDING but lol my intent was that Sero is a GIANT perv, but in the process of being a giant perv, he fell in love with u mwuah 

I’m sorry lol

Okay, I will be 100% hoenest here.... I rlly don’t like Enji. writing for him is like an impossible task for me, I have no Simp Sauce for him. But you know who does, and who is really cool, and would love to explore these ideas with you? @implexedactions​ 

Enji is THEIR man and ONLY their man lol. 

It’s not over-stepping, and it’s not weird, no worries. Remember folks, I don’t kink shame or character shame here (I do admit when something isn’t my particular jam, but just cause I don’t froth for it doesn’t mean others shouldn’t, yanno? Like what you like), and there is very little I see as weird lol.

thank you for the concern though, I appreciate it.

And with that, we have ended. TY for coming to my (Shorky) ask answering session. Have a good night and drink some freakin water, right now. Finish reading this and get up and go get water. It’s good for you. TY

[tylerwritez]

Tuesday, june 22 2021

I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.

Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.

He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.

Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...

Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.

One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube

Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.

Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.

It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.

Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.

Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)

I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.

I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay  which is apparently really good

Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....

Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces

Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.

In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.

Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.

The time is 3:22 p.m.

Wish me. Luck.

Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.

I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.

But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.

XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.

Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!

Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend

A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!

Also I might eat her out XD

Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.

I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.

Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....

Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home

Oh wait no now we r goin home

Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.

I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?

Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.

Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.

Yeah I'm cheesy.

I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.

I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.

Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.

Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.

I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...

I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.

If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.

Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪  like whatever lol

Anwyays I'm fucked up

You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?

Convoluted? Is that the word?

Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"

I do Suspect things, though.

I can make a list

Maybe I shouldn't.

Maybe I will.

I shouldnt.

Whatever.

I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone  talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.

I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.

My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.

I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...

And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.

That's also the CEN.

I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.

Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.

Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough

My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.

And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."

Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.

Because I'm not used to that...

Because CEN

I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.

I should kill myself.

I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.

I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.

I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.

DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...

Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?

Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.

But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.

I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.

[baekhvuns]

HI HI HIIII HOW ARE UUU OMGG i hope ur doing well<3 iff u arent then i hope the universe is kinder to u😭 i dont think i am able to fight the universe but i can try🕴

HAVE U SEEJ MINGIS OUTFIT FOR TODAYS FANSIGN

reminds me of @/treasure-hwa 's teacher mingi fic😭 and @/mingkily 's teacher miniseries

HEIWKXLWJDN IDK BUT MINGI IN A SUIT KR ANYTHUNG WITH A NECK TIE OMGWJOAKJAJA HOW ARE THE ATINYS ATTENDIBG NOT MELTING FROM HOW HOT HE IS PLSSS

ALSSO HAVE U HEARD OF THAT ATINY THAT SKIPPED JOONG DURINF THE PREV FANSIGN her time with mingi was up but she still kept on leaning towards mingi while joong was signing her album,, even the staff was confused😭 another atiny that was also at the fansign said that that person was just on their phone most of the time she was there then took pics wjkdkssj if u dont like all 8 members why even go to a fansign and disrespect them like that🙄

KWOSJSKQ ANYWAYS MINGI AND WOO BOXER CONCWPTNPHOTOSBAHHHHHHH

i swear after i saw sannies xoncept photo,, the idea of boxer hwa was pushed aside😞 im so sorry to my fellow shinestarsimpsforboxerhwa but i think i like boxer sannie more😟 NWKDKWJXIWJDNS PLS IDK ANYMORE DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE ID VIBRATE TO MY FUCKING DEATH

one of my teachers gave me a low grade😀 ITS THE ONLY ONE DIFFERENT ON MY REPORT CARD FFS AND I WORKWD MY FUCKING BUTT OFF TO PASS THOSE OUTPUTS SHE GAVE VERY LITTLE TIME FOR US TO DO I WJDJSJSJSJS ALSO HOW WILL MAKING A FUCKING SWIMMING VIDEO HELP ME IN BECOMING A NURSE IN THE FUTURE I SWEARRRR THE SWIMMING VIDEO ISNT EVEN RELATED TO ANY OF OUR TOPICS IN CLASS😭😭😭 like we did different strokes n shit,, lmfao and after all that useless filming i still dont know how to swim😗 A LOT OF US DIDNT FILM WHILE IN THE POOL LMFAO BCS AT THE TIME OF FILMING PUBLIC POOLS AND BEACHES WERE CLOSED WKDLSNNS PLSSS I HAD TO DO IT WHILE LYING MY STOMACH DOQN ON A STOOL CHAIR😭😭😭😭 I WAS STRUGGLINF

anyways apparently my teacher's mom used to be my grandma( the one im livinf with rn)'s studebt LMAOOOOO and may grandma is her moms fave teacher😭😭 BUT HER DAUGJTER ISNT MY FAVE TEACHER🙄🙄🙄

i jus finished cqtching up on ateez vikings like the show in universe,, bcs i had spare time last night,, sEONGHWA IS SO HYPER I LOVE IT<333 orange cat energyI PROMIS IM NOT A FURRYQBDJJSJZJSJ i just think hwa=cat he still had his long hair when filming vikibgs😞😞😞 those edits of hwa having highlights with long wavy hairbsiidksxjjs have me on a chokehold helpnsjjdjqjsj

those three dudes they were filming with were pretty good too😭 im sure that one bucket hat guy's back and hips are going to hurt tho after that game they played JWJDJQJSJW like the one that is similar to twister but its harder lmfao😭

sannie also made the rezt of ateez do the touch my body booty shake move lmfao during tha fansign HSJXJSIXJJS SANNIE HAS AN ASS NOW BTW WTH i think its bcs hes ben working out a lot lately BUT AJXJZJJSS IM SO SORRY SANNIE U USED TO NOT HAVE CAKE B4😭😭😭

ALSO TMI I HAD A DREAM this was a while ago😭,, AND SOMEONE I HAVENT TAPKED TO IN MORE THAN 5 YEARS APPEARED IN MY XREAM,, THEN WHEB I WOKE UP I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I HAD A CRUSH ON THEM WTF SO I TOLD MY FRIENDS AND THEY JUS LAUGHED AT ME PLS THEN TIME SKIP TO TODAY i no longer feel those butterflies lmfao was that just a free trial pls😭

MEWAYZ HOWS LIFE GOING FREN😚😚 HOPE UR DOING WELL,, PLS STAY SAFE N HEALTHY ALWAYS MWUAH JEXKKSZ

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OKAY HELLO

HI HI HIIII HOW ARE UUU OMGG i hope ur doing well<3 iff u arent then i hope the universe is kinder to u😭 i dont think i am able to fight the universe but i can try🕴

HI HOW ARE YOU DHDHDHDH im doing pretty fine in deulu era bc of san as anthony au 😭😭😭 it is quite kind these days, idk about others but i hope the day as been kind to you!! hopefully the kindness comes to u every day!!! <33

HAVE U SEEJ MINGIS OUTFIT FOR TODAYS FANSIGN reminds me of @/treasure-hwa 's teacher mingi fic😭 and @/mingkily 's teacher miniseries

I DID FBWNFHWJDHKWBFWK DILF MINGI PROF MINGI WHEN OH! OHO IM GONNA FBDBD COMBUST THANK U FOR THESE RECS IM GONNA GO READ THEMBFBF

HEIWKXLWJDN IDK BUT MINGI IN A SUIT KR ANYTHUNG WITH A NECK TIE OMGWJOAKJAJA HOW ARE THE ATINYS ATTENDIBG NOT MELTING FROM HOW HOT HE IS PLSSS

NO BC HE FITS IT SO WELL 😩😩 MINGI IN SUITS + TIES + BOWTIES IS MY WEAKNESS HES THE FINEST MAN ALIVE WHEN HE WEARS THEM i love men in suits and he’s the definition of that 🔫

ALSSO HAVE U HEARD OF THAT ATINY THAT SKIPPED JOONG DURINF THE PREV FANSIGN her time with mingi was up but she still kept on leaning towards mingi while joong was signing her album,, even the staff was confused😭 another atiny that was also at the fansign said that that person was just on their phone most of the time she was there then took pics wjkdkssj if u dont like all 8 members why even go to a fansign and disrespect them like that🙄

I DID FBWMFBWK I WAS LIKE AYO???? why do the most problematic ppl get to see them this is not fair 🔫🔫😭😭😭

KWOSJSKQ ANYWAYS MINGI AND WOO BOXER CONCWPTNPHOTOSBAHHHHHHH i swear after i saw sannies xoncept photo,, the idea of boxer hwa was pushed aside😞 im so sorry to my fellow shinestarsimpsforboxerhwa but i think i like boxer sannie more😟 NWKDKWJXIWJDNS PLS IDK ANYMORE DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE ID VIBRATE TO MY FUCKING DEATH

san boxer. 😀😀 d-don’t do this pls pls pls my wips gonna change form hwa to san- dONT PUT ME IN SANS ERA IM LITERALLY GONNA START CRYING VIBRATE FHWMBDMWHDKW ME DBWNDB ME

one of my teachers gave me a low grade😀 ITS THE ONLY ONE DIFFERENT ON MY REPORT CARD FFS AND I WORKWD MY FUCKING BUTT OFF TO PASS THOSE OUTPUTS SHE GAVE VERY LITTLE TIME FOR US TO DO I WJDJSJSJSJS ALSO HOW WILL MAKING A FUCKING SWIMMING VIDEO HELP ME IN BECOMING A NURSE IN THE FUTURE I SWEARRRR THE SWIMMING VIDEO ISNT EVEN RELATED TO ANY OF OUR TOPICS IN CLASS😭😭😭 like we did different strokes n shit,, lmfao and after all that useless filming i still dont know how to swim😗 A LOT OF US DIDNT FILM WHILE IN THE POOL LMFAO BCS AT THE TIME OF FILMING PUBLIC POOLS AND BEACHES WERE CLOSED WKDLSNNS PLSSS I HAD TO DO IT WHILE LYING MY STOMACH DOQN ON A STOOL CHAIR😭😭😭😭 I WAS STRUGGLINF

NAURRRRRR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WHY R TEACHERS SO PETTY one of my teachers didn’t round my 85.95 to a 86 which was an A if would’ve been my first A in uni i FBWMDJWK SOBBED FBWKFJWKNDKW 😭😭🔫🔫😮‍💨FBWMFBWMFHWK NURSE PLS FJWNFBWKBDWK GOOD LUCK WITH NURSING NFNDDH ONE OF MY FRIENDS JUST GRADED FROM NURSE SCHOOL FBWKDD ALL I GOTTA SAY GOOD LUCK 😭😭😭 NAURR teach me swimming pls omg LMFAOOOO STOP NOT ON A STOOL CHAIR

anyways apparently my teacher's mom used to be my grandma( the one im livinf with rn)'s studebt LMAOOOOO and may grandma is her moms fave teacher😭😭 BUT HER DAUGJTER ISNT MY FAVE TEACHER🙄🙄🙄

👁👄👁 blackmail the teacher,,, get that grade 🔫

i jus finished cqtching up on ateez vikings like the show in universe,, bcs i had spare time last night,, sEONGHWA IS SO HYPER I LOVE IT<333 orange cat energyI PROMIS IM NOT A FURRYQBDJJSJZJSJ i just think hwa=cat he still had his long hair when filming vikibgs😞😞😞 those edits of hwa having highlights with long wavy hairbsiidksxjjs have me on a chokehold helpnsjjdjqjsj

ORANGE CAT STOP IM GONNA CRY 😭😭😭😭 HES A ORANGE CAT IN DISGUISE THIS IS CRAZY STOP I CANT FURRY AU RN 😭😭😭🔫🤚🏼 hwa long hair = cat,,,, his long hair and imagine him riding a horse and the way the hair moves 😭😭😭

those three dudes they were filming with were pretty good too😭 im sure that one bucket hat guy's back and hips are going to hurt tho after that game they played JWJDJQJSJW like the one that is similar to twister but its harder lmfao😭

FHWJDHWJDJWKHDWK NAURR 😭😭😭 POOR GUY PLS BDDBDB

sannie also made the rezt of ateez do the touch my body booty shake move lmfao during tha fansign HSJXJSIXJJS SANNIE HAS AN ASS NOW BTW WTH i think its bcs hes ben working out a lot lately BUT AJXJZJJSS IM SO SORRY SANNIE U USED TO NOT HAVE CAKE B4😭😭😭

SAN NEVER BEATING HYOLYN FAN ALLEGATIONS 😭😭🤚🏼 at least he has an ass unlike half of ateez,,, no bc half of them have the tiddies the other half has the ass,, what is this 🔫

ALSO TMI I HAD A DREAM this was a while ago😭,, AND SOMEONE I HAVENT TAPKED TO IN MORE THAN 5 YEARS APPEARED IN MY XREAM,, THEN WHEB I WOKE UP I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I HAD A CRUSH ON THEM WTF SO I TOLD MY FRIENDS AND THEY JUS LAUGHED AT ME PLS THEN TIME SKIP TO TODAY i no longer feel those butterflies lmfao was that just a free trial pls😭

LMFAOOOO PLS 😭😭😭😭 GRWMDJWK FREE TRIAL 😭😭😭🤚🏼🤚🏼 I WOULD LAUGH TOO BUT ID TEASE ☺️☺️

MEWAYZ HOWS LIFE GOING FREN😚😚 HOPE UR DOING WELL,, PLS STAY SAFE N HEALTHY ALWAYS MWUAH JEXKKSZ

LIFES GOING GO CRAZY GO STUPID AS I WATCH ETL MOVIES 😭😭😭 HOPE UR DAY OR NIGHT IS GOOD !!!! take some rest and watch some movies wrapped in a blanket <33

[yeonjuins]

AJADKJAS no yeah I get it and yes! I know what clip you’re talking about- it’s so funny that mark will gush over someone but when someone does it to him he’s like 🤨 SKSKSK but I’ll link the video where I saw the clip in

ohhh okay it would be good thing if it’s just that you’re waking up at 7am because it could be easier to fix if you’re able to (like if you don’t have any classes or anything) but yay! congrats on finishing it! ♡︎♡︎♡︎ and make sure to rest well ♡︎♡︎♡︎

AJSKSKDKKD mood though- no literally me too!! like I just felt so bleh today but I forced myself to go because my attendance is wack. and I’m literally on the verge of tears because I have two exams already on Thursday like… idk maybe my perception of time has been off but it seems like I just took the other exams I did-

oh oh okay I remember that now KSKSSK I didn’t know they had a character limit for asks though but I should’ve know since there’s a character limit for tags lol but !! at least I’m getting by with the copy and paste

me tooo like I can’t dance worth of nothing but i absolutely love watching choreography videos there was a time where that was all I watched and I subscribed to like so many and like that would be the only thing I watched AKSKSK I would be happy to hear your tangent about dances at some point though!!

AJSKSKDKDKD its okay thank you for sharing but here you gooooo https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTdmrJDSo/ it’s the fourth clip

no literally they actually add the previous tags for me and I’m like ???? It’s funny but not funny that every update they do is either horrible or not necessary

(lengthy response!)

my dear love i am wiping your tears away ): ur exam is tomorrow i hope u do well my dearest i believe in you so much.. omg btw if you don't mind me asking, what time zone are you in ;0 i'm in est for reference (just wondering cause you were mentioning dates and im like oh hm you are in the future !??! are you in the past !?!? are we in the same time ?!??! DID YOU ALRDY TAKE UR EXAM /?!?!)

I LOVE THAT TIKTOK YOU SENT SO MUCH ASHUDJKAMW MARK HYUCK DYNAMIC >> i love their brotherly love for one another it makes me very ((":

for some reason the weather here recently got SO BAD ?! IT BEGAN SNOWING ?!?! D: which is so ironic because i was like overheating yesterday in my room but then this happened....

i slept at like 3am last night but SURPRISINGLY i didn't take a nap in the library... i think the insanity is getting to me so i am awake off of sheer will power right now ;; since the weather went to shit and it's cold in my house, i've just been trying to kill time at my internship because there's really nothing for me to do but i feel guilty if i clock in hours without actually doing anything </3 trying to busy myself with dumb things but i end up just scrolling through tumblr and contemplating some things

i feel like my days lately has been literally me just killing time... waiting for something to pass until the next event happens

ONNN THE BRIGHT SIDE !!! i do have stuff happening in april it's literally just the days in between that make me 🥴i'm going to see an orchestra on friday with my friend !!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i have a whole week off soon so HOPEFULLY I CAN !! FUCKING !!! FIX MY SLEEPING SCHEDULE !! MAYBE I'LL MAKE A GFX !!! IDK anyways i hope ur exam goes well my love mwuah ktihes

[hqrbinger]

SPOTIFY WRAPPED ASK #2 MUAHAHA !!!!!!

90 - 100 !! (AS IN 90 THROUGH 100)

AND ALSO 1 - 10 !!

sorry if this is rlly long WKKXKWKD YOU DONT HAVE TO ANSWER IF U DONT WANT TO !!!!!! AS ALWAYS ILY MWAHHHH <333

HELLO AGAIN LOML !!! KAJHKJSDFDSF TY FOR ASKING FOR SO MANY IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY 😭😭 i got a lil excited and rambled abt too many songs and it got SO LONG IM SORRY DFKJHSFDDF so utc <33 ILYSM QUILL TYSMMSMS <33

1- comfort crowd ; conan gray

so uh... this is my favorite song of all time !!! and i listened to it almost 2,000 times this year SKJHSKSJDFLSFGHD (1,945 times to be exact ty spotify wrapped) it is my comfort song and i love it with my entire heart

2- rom-com gone wrong ; matt maltese

this song makes me so sad..... but then again most matt maltese songs make me sad KSDFJH i have yet to write angst to this but it is on my list !! i had this and the whole krystal album on repeat last winter for like a month straight which is why theyre so high up KJSDFHSFDKLS

3- krystal ; matt maltese

another one to write angst or really sappy hurt/comfort to, god this song makes me feel some typa way for REAL crying screaming sobbing head in hands

4- the night we met ; lord huron

AHHH SUCH A ROMANTICALLY SAD SONG <333 this song has one of my favorite lyrics in it and every time i hear it i am banging my fist on the table GOD ( "i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you" ) i once walked through the woods behind my house while it was pouring rain while this song was on loop and i think i ascended that day

5- people watching ; conan gray

is it possible to kin a song ??? KJHSDKJSDF ok but when i first heard this song i was obsessed w it i listened to it for like 36 hours straight i dont wanna talk abt it LMFAOOA

6- curl up and die ; matt maltese

ok this song is so sad i just i can't listen to it anymore bc it reminds me of a rlly shitty time i was having last year and i listened to it on repeat but if u are looking for a very sad song !!! this is it !! LMFAOAOA

7- young ; vacations

AHHHH THIS SONG I LOVE THIS SONG SM !!! its one of ym favorites idk i just the vibes ?? there. another song i blast at full volume while driving SDFJKHFS

8- vas ; jagger finn

THIS IS ONLY HERE BC I LISTENED TO IT FOR SO LONG WHILE WRITING A KAZUHA FIC LIKE 3 MONTHS AGO HAJKAHKLSD its good dont get me wrong but i am looking away from it now i am SICK OF U

9- wish you'd ask me ; matt maltese

another victim from my krystal binging moment... this one's okay its just another gut-wrenchingly sad song SKJHSDF

10- last words of a shooting star ; mitski

...why are my top 10 songs so SAD WHAT LMFAO I SWEAR IM OKAY JAJKHSD i love mitski tho <33 vv good

ok god curse shut the hell up challenge LMAOAOA HERE'S 90-100 TOO MWUAH

90- astronomy ; conan gray

this is one of those songs where i popped my airpods in and turned the volume up too high and layed flat on my back on my bed at 4 am and stared at the ceiling wishing i could be in love yktv

91- dissolve ; absofacto

god I WAS SO OBSESSED W THIS SONG IN SUMMER 2019 BC OF TIKTOK but its actually such a banger and i still love it VERY much its such a cute song

92- kyoto ; phoebe bridgers

THIS ALBUM IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES AND I LOVE PHOEBE BRIDGERS this song brings me back to like december of last year and i love it sm

93- angela ; flower face

honestly i did not remember this song at all until i listened to it and damn.... ow ???? what playlist ru from ?? i wanna go lay in the snow and think abt the world listening to this

94- don't panic ; coldplay

omg this song ;;; this brings me back to my childhood when my mom would be driving my sister and i to the swimming pool and we would ask her to play the pool song and she'd play this song SDKJHSDFS i loved this song 12 years ago and i still love it now

95- sparks ; coldplay

ANOTHER SONG THAT MAKES ME WONDER IF ITS POSSIBLE TO KIN MUSIC HAJKAHKJAHF this song makes me <333 I LOVE IT SM

96- affluenza ; conan gray

i LOVE this song bc it makes me think of the idiots i live by <33 SKJHFS JOKES but i love screaming the lyrics to this one too <33 can anyone tell that im a conan gray stan yet

97- glitter ; benee

BENEE OMG I LOVE HER SM <333 sometimes i still can't believe i got to see her live I LOVE HER MUSIC SMSMMSS <33 ITS SUCH A VIBE

98- dream girl ; crisaunt

this song is so precious like ;;; when will someone hear this song and think of me huh ???? @god WHEN ??💥💳💥💳💥💥💳💳💳 LMFOAJDSF /hj BUT I DO LOVE THIS SONG AND ITS BEEN IN MY GAY PLAYLIST FOR SO LONG <33

99- meet me at our spot ; the anxiety, willow

ok honestly i don't like this song that much anymore akljhsdfkjsdfhsd i think i'm just tired of it KSDFJHSDF bc i hear it sm on tiktok and i listened to it a bunch when i was writing that one fic but that one chorus part is STILL a banger

100- the moon song ; beabadoobee

i learned how to play this on guitar once bc it is so soothing.... i love it so so much like ITS SOOOO CUTE TOO ??? PLS

[baekhvuns]

lol hi i am that scaredifisentthisanditwasntanon anon HSHZHSBBABAA LMFAO I ALMOST SHED TEARS READING UR REPLY WIXJWKXJKWXKKS and no i couldnt sleep after i sent that ask lmFAO

i swear ure one of the kindest people ive interacted with online i love you💗 QLSO THANK U FOR PRAISING MY EMGLUSH😭😭😭😭😭

TF DO U MEAN BY 600+ EMOTIONS😟😟😟😟😟 I CAN ONLY HANDLE SO LITTLEJJWKZJWKZ also IM ROOTING FOR BOXER HWA<3 MAY OR MAY NOT BE BCS OF THE JAP CB TEASER OHOTOS BUT QHO CARES

im probably going to send u more asks now that i have found this confidence omg ur so kind i rlly was anxious after i sent that prev ask😭 ily sm

can i be 🍎 anon if that isnt taken yet bcs i might send more asks now heheHSJXJSJZJ if it is maybe 🍤 bcs my body is close to being this shape my fucking back hurts NEWAYS

ily again hehe ill sleep now for real for real😔 goodnight mwuah stay safe and happy always<33

DHWJDHWK HELLO THIS IS SO CHAOTIC I LOVE IT

lol hi i am that scaredifisentthisanditwasntanon anon HSHZHSBBABAA LMFAO I ALMOST SHED TEARS READING UR REPLY WIXJWKXJKWXKKS and no i couldnt sleep after i sent that ask lmFAO

JDJSJDJDJS I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND happens to me all the time and i would love out bc ik the ask i sent would be embarrassing <//3 LMFAOOOO SHEDDING A TEAR FBWNDNSMB I SHED SO MANY READING URS OKAY

i swear ure one of the kindest people ive interacted with online i love you💗 QLSO THANK U FOR PRAISING MY EMGLUSH😭😭😭😭😭

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 STOP IT FNWNDJWM THANK U SO MUCH FBDBDB OFC BRO UR ENGLISH IS RLY RLY GOOD !!!!!! I DIDNT THINK IT WAS NOT UR FIRST LANGUAGE AT ALL TBH BC U TEXT LILE HOW I DO WHEN IM EXTREMELY EXCITED DBDBDH

TF DO U MEAN BY 600+ EMOTIONS😟😟😟😟😟 I CAN ONLY HANDLE SO LITTLEJJWKZJWKZ also IM ROOTING FOR BOXER HWA<3 MAY OR MAY NOT BE BCS OF THE JAP CB TEASER OHOTOS BUT QHO CARES

U KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN IF U LIKED DUKE, THIS IS IN A SIMILAR UNIVERSE !!! ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ OH ARE U ROOTING FOR

BOXER??? BDWMDBNS WE WILL WAIT TILL THEY DROP MORE TEASER PHOTOS DBDB

im probably going to send u more asks now that i have found this confidence omg ur so kind i rlly was anxious after i sent that prev ask😭 ily sm

omg absolutely send send i love them all omg,, AYYYY LESGSOOOOO FBNWDB DONT BE ANXIOUS BC ME TOO!! BEEN THERE DONE THAT AND STILL GET ANXIOUS I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND !!!! 💓💓💓

can i be 🍎 anon if that isnt taken yet bcs i might send more asks now heheHSJXJSJZJ if it is maybe 🍤 bcs my body is close to being this shape my fucking back hurts NEWAYS

LMFAOOOO SHUT UP THE FUCK UP FHJWKFHWK I SCREAMED FBWMDBWMDBEK ME TOO backs shaped liked a question mark 😩😩 DBWNDHK LETS DO THE SHRUMP BC THE EXPLANATION HAS ME CRYING FJWKFHWKDHEK

ily again hehe ill sleep now for real for real😔 goodnight mwuah stay safe and happy always<33

HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!! SWEET DREAMS DBWKDHEK dream abt boxer 🔫

(2/2) aH I FORGOT TO TELL U YES I DID READ MEMOIRBWJXJWJXJKW IVE READ ALL UR FICS ACTUALLY😔😔 ITS SO PRETTY WIXJSKJXKS IT HINK THAT WAS TGE SECOND FIC OF URS THAT I READ

BFMWHDKWBDKW THANK U SM 😭😭😭🤲🏼 UR RLY THE BEST FRFR side note i was writing a response to this and i almost blocked u and my heart fell to my ass i swear ur not blocked fbwndbek i was copy pasting from my notes 😭😭😭🔫