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cw: Bakugou dies but comes back to life, “comes back wrong” trope, implied fighting, angst
When Bakugou died, you’re not sure how you went on living. Grief had taken over your life, sat you in the passenger side while it cruised off the highway into icy waters. And even then, you couldn’t find the energy to drown.
It’s why there’s a sudden uptick of energy when you’re promised to have him back. Some top scientists contact you months after his death, tell you to hurry down to the headquarters labs, come and rejoice for what you’re about to witness. And you’re horrified, to say the least.
“This isn’t my husband.” Are your first words when you walk in, watch the figure on the other side of the glass examine its own hands. It looks like your husband but—but his hair isn’t the right shade of blond all over. His nose bridge had a slight bump after a scuffle with a villain. He had a scar on his hand but—but it never looked like it was to sew a pinky beside the other fingers.
“Is that really my husband?” You ask next in disbelief, slowly entering the room. Bakugou’s head snaps up, his eyes a little brighter than you remember but—they hold so much emotion. So much memory, so much panic, so much guilt.
“I left you.” He mutters, his voice raspy and ragged, and you wonder if it’ll always be like this now. It makes you cry a little harder than it should, but you only embrace each other. He’s cold and his shoulders don’t hold the same mass and his back doesn’t carry the same scars. There’s one, jagged and rough, running down his back, and you think, you think that’s where they slipped a new spine in.
“Welcome back home.” You tell him, weeks after meeting him again, new and not totally—Katsuki. He’s stiff and he doesn’t immediately take off his boots when he enters, and it worries you. Makes you think if you’ve just let a stranger into your home, one that has stolen your dead husbands face. Makes you wonder if he’ll be as loving as Katsuki once was, or if he’ll become your monster looming over you with the guilt of not being able to rest anymore.
“I’ve missed you so much.” You whisper against his mouth one night, a little while after he’s moved back. You don’t know why you lay under him, why you let him nestle himself inside of you, why you let him hold you against his chest. Katsuki always ran his hands over your cheeks and neck whenever he held you like this, but this…man, only holds himself up with his hands resting beside your head. It’s alien, how he looks at you, how his hips are methodically measured with every thrust, how he kisses you every 8 seconds. You wonder if he’s more robot than Frankenstein monster.
“Why did you come back to me like this?” You ask him one night, barricaded in the bathroom away from him. You can hear his sobs on the other side, his pleading to be let in. He tells you he never wanted to come back if he had to be like this, that he’s sorry, please let him in, he misses the warmth of your skin, he’s never been so cold before, he’s never liked the cold.
“Is this considered cheating?” You ask yourself aloud one night, when Bakugou is forced back to the lab when he becomes too…un-Bakugou. To sleep with a man that is your husband in every way but? Your husband has been dead for a year now, and yet you stroke the chin of the man that tries so hard to be him everyday, but fails so miserably at it every time.
“I’ll come back to you right this time.” Bakugou promises to you when he’s strapped down to leave for the lab and before he’s sedated. But you don’t believe him—you never did. Your husband is dead, and this animated corpse has been nothing but a cheap mockery of everything you’ve lost and something you will never truly get back.
#I was writing this and then checked my dash and saw another post about this#and felt so guilty and almost didn’t post it aidjdkfj#but I love this trope too much to delete it!!!!!#I’ve written about this in my published book before and it’s one of my favorite things I’ve ever written#there’s just such a deep heartache about having to grieve someone#and then the grieving process being interrupted by the one you lost#and battling with their death even though you still look at them everyday again#but it’s just not right?? it’s not the same??#they have the same face (kinda) but it’s truly not hem#not them* heck#it reminds me of a convo I had in a psych class about making a new cloned version of yourself#where the question was ‘is the clone/new version still you? or are they an entirely new person now?’#and at first I said they’re still me you know? they have my face n body n memories#but my prof told me no!! after they have been cloned they are sentient and are now their own person making new memories apart from you#and I thought that was soooo interesting and it makes me fall in love w this trope every time#you’re my person but only a version. you’re who I love but a newer person. you’re not them. you’re everything I’ve missed about them#so heartbreaking I LOVE ITTTT#sorry I’m rapping it’s the sleep meds kicking in#okay bai#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫
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here with a heavy heart to inform everyone that im currently cursed with mha hyperfixation
yeagh
ok bai :3
#just kidding mha is actually awesome ppl were hating wayy too much#or maybe im just crazy#anyways various requests and aggie/magma doodles from the past couple months :3#im still figuring out how to draw them all idk#mha fanart#mha#bnha#bnha fanart#mha hawks#my art#izuku midoriya#izuocha#bkdk#cant let gang know that ‘mha hyperfixation’ is just code for ‘bkdk hyperfixation’#‘but bkdk sucks-’ IM BEGGING YOU TO WATCH PAST SEASON 1 AND READ THE RESTA THE MANGA I PROMISE ITS ACTUALLY PEAK#i enjoy almost all legal ships i think theyre all so cutie but theres something abt those two….#they match each others freak to a degree that is dangerous to the public#katsuki bakugou#cant let gang know that im ALSO hyperfixated on fortnite#yeah#oh yeah drake is also there say hi drake#drake the haunted#OKAY BAI#digital art#magma doodles#aggie doodles
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Welcome to another episode of: Hazel has lost their damn mind get them out of here
#sighhhh this was supposed to be a doodle#but now its not!!!!#tgey are holding hamds :3:3#I LOVE THEM SOOSOSOSOSO MUCH EEEK#okay back to being normal#madness combat#madcom#art#my art#sanford madness combat#deimos madness combat#sanmos#THEY ARE SO CUTE i miss them so bad#madness combat and the fnnuy tie band is the only thing occupying my brain rn#im loooosssiiiing iitttt#but im having fun!!! so its okay#okay bai
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Prev…next…
Masterpost
And this concludes the final part of this era. Now we can move into the fun Lil stuff
#Rottmnt#guilt trip#guilt trip leo#Rottmnt leo#I told you there would be another one very soon#Also#May have gone a bit hard with the brush…#:>#Realising this whole thing was basically the intro#Like in games or movies#Anyways#I promise#The rest won't be as angsty#…#Except maybe the ending#Okay bai
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hey so could you guys reblogs spam @orangdood
Please
I need this
Thabks bai
#please please please#Breaks out into singing mitski songs to convince you to do this for me#Okay bai
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yes i'm stupid and yes i'm not normal. what about it?
#a stupid idiot 🥰#stupid#idiot#weird#not normal#thats all me#but im relatable sometimes#emphasising sometimes#jokes#(not really)#okay bai#luce posts 💌
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y'all Sibilance. is coming together so nicely I can't wait to share!! ><
Also, to everyone commenting to be on the taglist, I'm sorry I can't reply to each of you but rest assured, I'm taking notes and you all will be tagged!
#rubs hands like a fly#the majority of it is smut lmao#but I have a vision for it#and i'm so excited#y'all will see after it comes out#just a lil update#okay bai
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The urge to start writing a scaramouche fanfic
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No. Back to your corner!
Tickety-boo!
#Straight in the feels#i am in PAIN#HOW AM I STILL IN PAIN#dont get me wrong I have a fulfilling and complete adult existence I AM FINE—-#AAAAAHHHHHHHH#*screams*#It’s fine it’s fine#haha toooootally normal about it#absolutely tickety-boo#nvm nvm#haha ummm yeah#okay bai#good omens#ineffable husbands#ineffable idiots#aziracrow#air conditioning#consenting bicycle repairmen#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley
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oh no. cramp
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YAY !! drafts here complete. Going to work on @bxdbunni now.
#ooc. // 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬#do me favor and ya'll take your time responding okay#absolutely no rush#seriously#like none at all#OKAY BAI
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My brain the entire time writing: Oh my god what is wrong with you they sound so wrong im pretty sure nobody's gonna like this it wont be worth anything and everybody's gonna hate you for it because of how bad it sounds
my brain after im done: :intense happy screeching:
#fanfic#dumb shit#so uh#this is whats happening rn#lol#im gonna go bang my head into a wall and then continue screaming at myself while writing#okay bai#<333
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struggling to finish a chapter because a bit of dialogue is kicking your ass? just put that in the next chapter! voila! chapter finished!
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omg...can you draw fanmote fanny x remote if thats alright oui
Yah shure
#they're pretty cute :3#bfdi#battle for dream island#tpot#the power of two#remote bfdi#fanny bfdi#fanmote#art#my art#asks#osc#object show community#ship art#rraaahhhhhh#okay bai
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Now that's making me think Randy Cunningham is an honorary magical girl.
For the same reasons, obviously.
I think there might be more, but I can't think of any.
Sorry for the long post.
Bye
I remember a post about Spiderman being an honorary magical girl and I have a own little additional opinion:
Ben 10 and Danny Phantom should also be honorary magical girls
Reasons:
- They have transformation scenes
- They are teenagers (like the ones I'm familiar with)
- They have/had a weekly villain format of episodes
- They got dark at certain points (I'm not sure about most magical animes but I know that Madoka is definitely dark)
- Why not?
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"As long as you're okay" ( ◜ᴗ◝)
#he dropkicked qimir and they made it out okay#yord is in the med bay somewhere#canon who? idk her#the acolyte#master sol#jecki lon#my art#star wars#I wish you all the love in the world AU
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