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The Ishigamis and The Gifts of Science
Dr. Stone is a love letter to humanity and its sciences. The main character, Senku, often acts averse to all forms of affection, and the only love he doesn't deny is his love for science. But Senku is so so full of love. He just expresses it in a way other than physical touch or words of affirmation. He gives.
But let's go back to the one who taught him soâ Byakuya Ishigami, his father. The love of Senku's life.

Byakuya is introduced in the tenth chapter of the manga as a dotting father who sells his car to present Senku with scientific instruments he will need for a more efficient research. This car is Byakuya's means of transportation, and given that he is crying and shaking in this scene, it could not have been easy for him to lose it. But his love for Senku is so big, that he wants to support his son's passion even if it means sacrificing a great convenience for him.
And Senku? Senku truly fell in love with science at this moment.

If there is anything that Senku is, he is Byakuya Ishigami's son through and through. They may seem like two very different people, as Byakuya is an openly affectionate guy while Senku is more closed off with showing his true emotions. But Senku takes more from Byakuya than not, and one of them is by showing his love and/or care for others through giving the gifts of science.
And it starts with Byakuya.
[Bodysuit Acquired!]

Byakuya had failed his first attempt at being an astronaut ten years back, but he doesn't give up and tries again. Senku then creates a bodysuit that manipulates muscle movement to help Byakuya pass his swimming test. And while the bodysuit doesn't quite help Byakuya to swim, the thought Senku had put into it had motivated Byakuya more than ever to pass the test. This is one of the fundamentals of giftingâ sometimes, it really is the thought behind it that matters.
This motivation is what Byakuya credits during his interview with JAXA for passing the tests. He understands that Senku might not have given him any words of encouragement, but this bodysuit was all the words that were needed between them. Senku wants Byakuya to achieve his dreams just as badly. It's the way Senku shows his love for his father.
And it's the way Senku shows his love for others too.
[Glasses Acquired!]

One of the primitive aspects of the Ishigami village is that it considers bad eyesight as a type of "disease". Fuzzy disease, to be exact.
Suika wears a melon mask at all times to help clear her eyesight, which Senku later reveals is due to the pinhole effect. She, however, has never told Senku or the others about having the fuzzy disease. Senku himself notes how odd it is for her to wear a melon around, and confronts her about it once he decides to create glass. This is one of the most beautiful scenes in Dr. Stone, as Suika finds out that her disease was never a disease, and is finally able to see as clearly as the others. Senku basically gives her perfect eyesight, something she didn't even know was possible before.
[Antibiotics Acquired!]


One of the most beloved people in this village is the priestess, Ruri. Two of Senku's new friends, Kohaku and Chrome are deeply affected by her unknown fatal disease. Senku is such a person who would help a stranger even if there is no benefit to do so (though he would never admit to it), what more a person who his new friends truly love and care about. He cures Ruri of pneumonia, giving her a chance to live a life without the worry of it being her last day every day.
[Cola Acquired!]

Senku forms an alliance with Gen, who plays the role of Tsukasa's spy, for the promise of a bottle of cola. Both Senku and Gen are aware that the cola is only a front for Gen's loyalty to Senku and the Kingdom of Science, for Gen needs his superficial reputation as a comfort and cannot simply join them if there is no personal benefit for him to do so.
This cola is also the first gift post-petrification that Senku brands himself on, probably because it represents the first gift that is not out of necessity and leans toward a comfort/luxury that they both used to enjoy in the modern world.
For a modern man such as Gen, drinking his favourite soda in the stone world might have been one of the happiest days in his life.
[Cotton Candy Acquired!]

Senku cares about people so much, even if the people in question have tried to kill him. Senku sees Homura as a soldier who is merely following the orders given by her leader, but he also sees the Homura as a lonesome girl sitting by herself on trees day and night.
As usual, Senku hides his kindness and care by showing an evil ulterior motive, such as turning Homura to their side using the cotton candy, but Ruri points out that this is a facade. Similarly to Gen, a person with such an ego is unable to seem as if he is doing something good out of the kindness of his heart.
[Stove Acquired!]

As winter approaches, the elders in the village are worried about losing people to the cold. Senku hears about this and creates a stove which has a multi-purpose of cooking and also radiating heat for the people to stave off the coldness of winter. And speaking of winter...
[Christmas Acquired!]

Senku hangs up lights in the tree for the "light bulb test" on a random night. Except the date isn't random at all and he drops enough hints for Gen to catch on that it is the night of Christmas. The significance of the day is only appreciated by Gen and himself, as they are the only modern timers in the village. It is for the sake of nostalgia, but Senku would rather be caught dead than admit that he is a sentimental guy with such irrational feelings.
And well, it all comes back to that scene with Byakuya, doesn't it? If you recall, Byakuya calls himself "Santa" while giving the scientific presents to the young Senku. This indicates Senku received them during Christmas. Which means... Christmas is a sentimental day to Senku and his father. An anniversary of Senku receiving his Christmas presents from Byakuya, which led to his deeper dive into his science obsession. The beginning of it all, one would say.
And even though he's dead and buried, Byakuya never stops giving. He gives Senku the Ishigami village to provide Senku with allies. He gives Senku Lillian's music, because he believes in the light of music and understands the importance of media to society. He collects platinum till his last breath, because he believes that Senku will need it someday. Byakuya keeps on giving to Senku, because his love for his son is so huge and unconditional. And because he promised.

Surely, there is no greater love in the manga than Byakuya's love for his son and Senku's love for his father. Byakuya could easily win ten billion best father awards... well, not like there's much competition for that in shounen mangas.
#wrote this at 7am and went back to sleep immediately#and now that im wide awake again and rereading it it isnt that bad so erm ok hit post!#anyways i just rly rly rly love senkus and byakuyas relationship ok#the times ive cried for dr stone? ALWAYS FOR THEM#byakuya collecting platinum moment and dying...#i have lots of thoughts abt senku and byakuya and senkus love for his dad#the way the manga ended... it rly shows how senku is still always thinking abt his dad first and foremost#the love of a parent and how their children will always be just a little kid to them...#lots of ellipsis in these tags lmao#theres actually even more moments of senku giving stuff to others ofc#like giving tsukasa literal LIFE and the camera to minami yada yada#but yea i think these points r enough to show that senku rly invents things for ppl to show affection#like sure he enjoys creating science shit#but he also cares abt them and it's why he does it#i would say that gift giving is his love language or whatever#but ive heard that that love language stuff is bs so idk anymore#ask gen abt mentalism lore not me#wait no even if it was bs gen would not care and would have it in his psychology book#it's senku who would get triggered methinks#anyways lets just assume it's not bs and well#theres that thing where u make another person feel appreciated not based on ur own love language but based on THEIR love language#so like for example to make senku feel loved u should give him presents#and so far i think ive noticed three ppl doing this...? byakuya yuzuriha and gen#maybe theres more but i cant think of anyone else now#well might make another post in the future on this idk. or ill just reblog this one to continue#senku ishigami#byakuya ishigami#dr stone#dcst#long post
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been playing fallout 3 for the first time. big fan of tunnel snakes and childhood rivalries.
i hope they meet up again in the big wide wasteland and become friends (foreshadowing) (gift of prophecy) (game was rigged from the start)
(yes he's shooting his index finger instead of his middle finger. he has an intelligence score of 2)
#my art#fanart#fallout#fallout fanart#fallout memes#fallout 3#lone wanderer#fo3#fallout oc#fallout 3 butch#butch deloria#butch deloria fanart#amata fallout 3#i love butch but i beat him up in every fight#and then i made ollie force him to save his mom himself#they're off to a rough start ok#intelligence 2 but that little guy sure can dodge!#ollie takes the tunnel snakes jacket and rips it out of spite but then gets so homesick he holds it at night and cries aw#also butch fails his g.o.a.t and becomes a hairdresser and ollie busts out laughing before getting his result of a fry cook LMAO
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I carried this thing for MONTHS with the EXPRESS PURPOSE of putting Raphael in it (knowing full well Larian wouldn't let me do that, mechanically) and I had one major miscalculation.
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#Ok I'm gonna ramble in the tags about all this get ready:#I KNEW Larian wouldn't let me actually pull this off but I PROMISE you that stupid flask sat in my inventory since the moment I grabbed it#WAITING for when I could write this little bit about putting Raphael in it#I even threw it at him in the fight with a 30% hit chance and it succeeded so I considered that Larian giving me permission to say it workd#But as I was reading up on it again when I was sketching this I saw the bit about native planes and I cried LMAO. But it's dnd-#so I rewrote is as it would've happened in a game. U kno.#Also I have been waiting to use that fox line for SO LONG bc of Croissant's dad being a fox-like fey creature#So much backstory that's slotted in PERFECTLY with the BG3 narrative#Anyway absolutely wild that we managed to take out this ancient powerful devil - and on the first try!#Lae'zel with a potion of speed did WORK. Gale came in clutch with hold monster. Astarion gave Raph stage fright. Croissant made him dance#(I'm pretty sure he just doesn't have a dance animation in ascended form lol)#Hope didn't even need to use divine intervention - this party is terrifying#Croissant hated him but in the end I loved Raphael I see why all you people like him#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#house of hope#croissant adventures#tav#raphael#lae'zel#iron flask#comics#ALSO shoutouts to you if you both noticed and knew which worthikids animation I borrowed the expression in panel 5 from
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my live reaction to wwdits season 6 summarized
#ok the start of the season started off a teeeny bit slow (as usual)#but GODDAMN#episodes 2 and 3 were good as hell#A-tier potentially#i loooooved the baron cameo and the guide and guillermoâs new office job#i looove the nadja going out into the human world plotline too#tho nandermo being doomed by the narrative is so tragic#is it canon that they both have some verrrryyy complicated feelings for each other? yes#is it canon that they both like each other a lot more than they let on? yes#ESPECIALLY nandor heâs the culprit of this#but will they kiss? atm i am inclined to think no#judging by how itâs going so far especially#tho i know in my heart nandor cried in his coffin a little bit when guillermo left#quite literally the most doomed of doomed yaoi#what we do in the shadows spoilers#what we do in the shadows#what we do in the shadows season 6#wwdits#wwdits spoilers
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greenflower au except lloyd has been in a time loop for a while and bradâs like one of the only people to believe him right away and help without much question,, (reactions heavy depend on who approaches first, mental preparation, etc) and they become friends again through them
fast forward to present when loops are finally broken and lloydâs spent like. a really long time in those loops and has heavy fallen in love with brad during that time but nobody else remembers and now everybody around (including brad) is honestly just more confused than anything else.
whiteboard doodles below keep reading



#sun draws#brad tudabone#lloyd garmadon#ninjago#greenflower#im frozen#maybe nothing i say makes sense. yk what. thats ok.#brad trying to act nonchalant like hes not interally screaming by playing tetris on his phone#you best KNOW they spend one loop just yapping abt starfarer#and lloyds like omfg this is so nice and cries a little#brad just. heyyyyyyâs his way over that first loop and is like omg!! you look like you need coffee#brad and his first almost friend#lloyd and his first almost friend#yk before the fire ants n stuff
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everytime I see someone bitch and moan about âthe animation in invincible sucksâ âthey should treat the animators the same way MAPPA doesâ
i just ,,,,,

maybe we should sit YOU down in front of the computer and id like to see YOU animate smoothly and cleanly at 12-24 fps since yâall want that so bad !
#Iâm so so fucking tired bro#YES I KNOW INVINCIBLE HAS LITTLE MOMENTS IN THE ANIMATION#Iâm not saying it doesnât#but anime does this shit all the time and no one complains about it !#i personally think invincibleâs little animation quirks are kinda cute#yes I would like to see more fights like the atom eve special bridge fight ! but Iâm not gonna say the animation is bad#bc it objectively isnât!#i just want more of the budget to go to animation instead of high profile voice actors !#even tho theyâre all great vaâs I think no one would mind it if they used less expensive talent so the animation could be more flashy#i just want the artists to get paid well whenever they do do very action heavy shit that looks good!#ok bye#cris rant#invincible#invincible show#text post
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i was inspired by @glowexxy to draw a tiny piko (except ft flower) so yeah
he shrunk . pet brother acquired
#silliessssss#nvm how he shrunk. vocaloid world. pretend#flower please#give him to ann or something she had 3 kids#you have no clue what ur doing#heâs just#đ˘-đľ#O-O#idk slightly darker shift but i hc piko a victim of neglect so like. he doesnât care that flower doesnât know wtf to do#he just likes the attention#ANYWAY#if u havenât noticed i love drawing little kids theyâre so . floppy#like a rag doll#i also love sibling dynamics so muchhhhh cries#save him flower#(i am barely holding in trauma dump related to this as we speak but thatâs ok)#krash art#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid#vflower#utatane piko#vocaloid flower#vocaloid piko
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i'm sure it's been said but i do love how trimax handles wolfwoods death. i've seen so many stories that have characters die and they just go away after. i'm really used to stories where the other characters aren't allowed to grieve, the story keeps going and it feels like the other characters aren't really affected or get over it really easily. but in trimax wolfwoods death is so important. we see other characters grieving him. vash protecting the orphanage, expanding his power when he really shouldn't, because it was wolfwood's home, even though wolfwood is already gone. he gets an actual burial. vash and livio eating their way through the grief, which is more comedic but still shows us how important he was to the two of them, sets up how in many ways they're fighting in his memory.
even after he's gone he's still present in the story in such a strong way. we can see how he's affected the other characters, even when they don't explicitly mention him it's obvious that they're thinking about him. what he did when he was alive, and his death itself, are so important to the story even after he's not there. not just in a really abstract "this is someone we lost" way (though there are a lot of times his death and sacrifice motivate vash and livio to fight harder!) he's present in the finale in a material way to livio, who uses his serums to help fight against elendira, which ofc also ties into the way wolfwoods choice to ally with vash and fight against knives gave livio strength to do the same. wolfwood showed him that there are things worth fighting for, things worth protecting. that your body is a weapon, but you can choose what to do with it, use it for something meaningful.
and the way vash kills legato in order to save livio? vash outright says that he did it to protect what wolfwood fought for, sacrificed his life for. it's tied to the ongoing arc between vash and wolfwood, their conflict over the necessity of killing others. wolfwood pushed vash into having an understanding of his views when he was alive, demonstrating the necessity of that violence. simultaneously, vash inspired wolfwood to follow his path, a kinder one. vash remembers what wolfwood said to him, and his death gives those words added poignancy. wolfwood well and truly sacrificed everything to protect what he loved and fight for what he believed in. how can vash let that go to waste? he sacrifices something just as meaningful to himself, and he pulls the trigger. it brings him closer to wolfwood in a way he never was before. he understands now, fundamentally, what motivates people, motivated wolfwood, to act as he did when he took lives. there are so many other ways wolfwood is present in the story after his death i can't talk about all of them but it makes me so crazy
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d. wolfwood#not to say that there aren't lots of stories that handle character death well bc there are!#i am by no means an expert in media but in my experience esp with like#action anime in particular it can be p common for important characters to die and then their death is just not processed at all#i know that stories have to keep things moving but it feels so weird when characters don't grieve or even cry at least a little!#like that was a person that you knew! are you not affected in any way!#it can feel so dehumanizing to me imo when characters bounce back so quickly after someone they knew died like c'mon#at least to me anyways#that's why i love the scene where vash cries after ww dies in 98 too. maybe i just don't consume enough media where characters die#but i was really surprised that they included that! surprised and pleased. it felt like such a human thing for him to do#to try and pretend everything is ok but he just can't ignore the fact that ww is dead and it just hits him#right there in the street in the middle of the day. and there's not anything he can do but cry. ugh#.lieii#trigun analysis#trigun livio#vash the stampede#trigun meta#.lieii txt#honestly i haven't read the finale arc in a while so i don't want to talk too in depth about it#but it is really excellent how present he is. without being present#talking about trimax is so hard bc there's so much. so many themes#me when a story has themes: GRAAH#like every post i make this is rambling and doesn't have much of a point but do you get what i'm saying#come to collieii hq where you get an essay in the post and another much worse essay in the tags#trimax spoilers
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pikmin: you must lead us to our untimely deaths. there is no retreat, no escape from watching us succumb to the inevitable. we march forward to our fate whether you will it or not. inaction is starvation. together, we will perish
me, sobbing: I'M NOT SCARED OF PLAYING YOUR GAME
#pikmin#i don't think any game stresses me out more.#the thing is you can be ok with losing pikmin but it's such a severe blow every time if you want a minimum of deaths#you have to hear their little cries every time they die.#4 is far more generous bc oatchi is so op that they're your safety net#all bets are off when it's 1-3
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ę°(˜⢠ᴠâ˘Ëś)ęą i got my first stim toy! his name is shmooples and I love him so so much!!!!
#ambie.txt#he's so squishy and soft i have him next to my keyboard at all times... he's watching me play games#i got him yesterday and he already helped prevent a meltdown. i was so happy i literally cried. i cried over this little axolotl...#but thats ok becase im an adult and i can cry over a widdle axolotl whenever i wantttt
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for an aromantic i sure am a romantic person
#marzi speaks#donât mind me just yearned so hard i cried a little bit#iâm perfectly ok like iâm not in distress. just big fuckin yearning in here
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what if i cried and never stopped crying what then
#coming out is so scary#even yo your best friend#who you know 100% is gonna be ok with it#and i also couldnt say it out loud to mine years ago#but i could indeed write it (text her)#and i did#and i cried so much while doing it#and she was so nice#i love my best friend so much#and i love this scene so much#this hits a little bit TOO close to home#grease#rise of the pink ladies#nancy nakagawa#cynthia zdunowski#gay#queer#lesbian#coming out#sapphic
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still thinking of my fave marvel rivals interaction where my jeff and i were hanging on the point after knocking out the other team and lil bro sprays the space in front of me and emotes and we both said thank you at the same time like i fear im never forgetting that ever
#marvel rivals#snap chats#i made the strangest delighted sound afterwards dare i say it was wholesome đalmost cried sorry im a big baby#of course afterwards we had to go back to Murder but still ... ill never forget you my finny friend....#havent had an exp like that since .... i hope to tho ...#closest i got is sometimes my wanda will look me up and down- maybe strafe a lil but thats about it#wait no you know what my fave thing is .. i do love Lowkey babying wandas on my team vaeJLKVJAELKJ i am not sorry#LIKE AS A TANK OF COURSE i try to prioritize the main team but if everyones fine ill usually hover around her#i keep an especial eye on her ok listen she gives me big energy sword i give her magnet shields its MUTUALISM#anyway i wanted to draw the jeff story out but i keep getting swamped with stuff so. alas. youll just have to imagine#if it helps jeff was wearin the dolphin costume and yeah i threw up from cuteness. esp with the lil beach ball ....#Big Ass Scary Magneto and lil baby jeff simultaneous Thank You ... its the little things i fear ...#a part of it helps that magneto can just sound so Polite with these voice lines LMAO#like his 'Hello' tickles me it's so Hello There :) .. like a distinguished gentleman ... like a grandpa who SOMETIMES gives you a casserole#thats his whole vibe tbh i wanted to make a post bout it- how mags def has Father/Grandfather To All energy and i love it#hes not even the oldest in the roster far from it.. lol.. visually he looks the oldest#if i may quote him tho .. Save Perhaps Thor ... He May Be His Equal in that regard AJELKVJAEKLJ BUT ANYWAY#im off to work on a thing#i should have it done tomorrow and i can finally share it (among other joys) with everyone :]
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girls when 1 occurrence brings back 1928282828383839 middle school memories of being excluded and bullied
#ok lowk it isn't even that serious but also oh my god#one of my best friends who i have been friends w for 3 years agreed to sit at this super popular tiktok famous conventionally attractive#-girl's table (they are good friends) without even checking with me first. and now Popular Girl's table is full and i only have 2 other#-people that i would want to sit with. and you have to have 10 people for a table.#and we have to buy tickets soon and i have no fucking clue what we're going to do and im honestly really upset because this is like#-The Cool People table which I KNOW sounds so fucking stupid (it is) but i also know that they would never want me to sit there.#-but like. my friend of 3 years who is also conventionally attractive and significantly less awkward than me is able to.#-ykwim. like. and i know the people at that table would not want me and my two other friends sitting w them. and it's just really shitty and#-i may have cried about it a little because this is our first school dance all together and i can't even sit with my best friend at it.#i want to tell her how much it upset me because i honestly don't think she was thinking when she agreed to sit there but also that is Scary#augh i want to cry more now i hate it here#bee.txt
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i wish i had more thoughts on the playlist event beyond "omg its so cool its happening" and "omg im so sad its ending" etc etc. i need to like reread what's been said about each playlist bc that's the one thing I probably dont do enough. i just have the gist of what i remember from when i read it on sunday and then the rest of it is just me going "whoa i can really see xyz listening to this" except for jopson who i constantly want to strangle bc what the fuck do u mean. Jopson and miss jamie's mixtape drive me up the WALLS im ripping my nails off thinking about them (jopson what do u listen to off the clock brother and well. dave just tell me who put what on the playlist u dont need to confirm anything at all beyond who put what on the playlist, just give me one song per guy dave i dont think its a big ask)
#jokes i say to myself uuh well he confirmed everything by putting that one crozier song i took off my crozier playlist but i gotta stop#thinking about that and talking about that im sorry everyone for being annoying about that for real#like yeah ian cig whatever my name is shut up brother ur making a huge deal of nothing like a little freak and not positive#but regardless#i do want to know who put what on that mixtape MIXTAPE aughshkdjhg e#i could cry thinking about how this event is almost over like I hope the playlist posts early or the time its been posting this sunday bc i#hoping to really party it up before i have to go do a STINKY STINKY STINKY shift of work and then#i will be super unhinged after that#truly sorry everyone im going to be insufferable on sunday#but also crozier didnt put me at post limit at all#i didnt expect that especially bc jfj really#she took me out way before bedtime#but crozier#i think i was in such absolute shock for so many reasons#like GOD FUCK there are so many crozier choices where i was just like man#i cried and threw up a little bc i was overwhelmed with emotion#you could say im normal abotu thingsb ut also i guess we are lying#the throw up moment was the song i recognized from my crozier playlist and two other songs that have appeared#on other playlists of mine so i had a delusional moment of like being like#HAS HE LISTENED TO MY PLAYLISTS ???????? DOES HE KNOW ABOUT ANY OF THEM#but then i calmed down and saw reality and was like ok#its fine#bc its like my brother in christ one of the things u are donig is trying to not only get into the minds of the characters#but also picks that you think the creator of those characters would pick when thinking about a modern au for them#like chill out god#im not sorry for how i am about the playlist event i think its been more freeing to express my joy about it then if i didnt bc how cool#this show aired in 2018 like waht are you talking about rn ya know#anyways#playlist event you'll always be famous to me#gays4vulo
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I was about to say that I'm going to feed you guys once a week bc I have a big thing to draw and I still have to not be kicked out of college....
But then I remembered that new life series sooner then I think......
Oh no....
#melousblahblah#im scared#im happy and all but holy shit my life is packed and now i have to also add this thing#bc i won't let it go GUYS I'M AUTISTIC I CAN'T GO BACK#ok silly fact that no one will see#but my therapist said that i don't have adhd or autism#and the same day i cried out of excitement bc i found life series wiki snd thry have all and everything summarised and organised#to be fair#that therapist said that people cant have adhd and autism at the same time and specially cant have depression#imagine lmao#sorry for this little rant#i mean#its my blog so eh its alr ig#if i feel like i need to make a different personal one I'll do it one day#but not today#rn its everything so teehee <3
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