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DESCOLE’S THEME WON!
Congratulations, it seems like Descole not only has the best theme, but the best track overall!
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#professor layton and the golden melody#final round#ok now#everyone go home#back to regular heritage posting#Youtube
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I have to be honest, and this post is going to be without my buffoonery or tomfoolery.
I am entertaining the idea of getting back into writing a bit more, because my eyes really can use a bit of rest from the long hours I spend artworking.
But , and I am not exaggerating when I tell you this, the idea literally make me paralyzed with anxiety.
Yesterday night I managed to write those 400+ words for the artwork because I felt like "the main protagonist of the post is going to be the drawing anyway, so even if I fumble, it's going to be ok".
Also, while I am just a hobbyist, I am still a seasoned artist that has been working on her skill for more than 23 years. So, in a way, I feel, if not entirely confident in my skills, at the very least competent enough to know that I can create something pleasant to look at; but even then, I have always my anxiety hanging on my back like a freaking monke that has nothing better to do but bother me.
But with writing, I just become paralyzed with what I assume is fear.
Of what, I am still figuring out.
Because I feel this specific fear and block when it comes to writing an original character with a canon character (specifically, this was caused by my resurgence for Ardyn and Luscinia).
For example, when I was brainstorming for Aranea, even if my knowledge of the setting was limited to BG3 and before I started to actually deep dive into Forgotten Realms, I felt I was going like a breeze, with no fear, no uncertitude, just the brain never stopping talking and branching out by itself (which made my work immensely easier to be honest).
With Luscinia and Ardyn (but it can be even extended to Jacob and Dorothea, if one wants to talk about OC/Canon pairing), the same doesn't happen.
There is a block, a literal wall of nothingness that prevents me from writing and entertaining myself, despite all my willingness and WANT to just dive right into it, and allowing myself to have fun, and it's HORRIBLE. It feels like a freaking bubble in my chest that doesn't leave enough space for my lungs to breathe.
And while yesterday I was too tired to actually do some self-analyses of what the reason might be, this morning, after a good dose of coffee, I think I found one possible reason.
With canon characters there are limits that sometimes cannot be crossed, lest one goes OOC with them.
They are pre-made characters, with set personalities that one must respect in order to write them, and that, I found, put a crapton of pressure over me that only fan and fuel my anxiety, and this without even considering the high standards that I set for myself EACH and EVERY time.
Also, take in consideration that when it comes to creating and imagining, the only limits I like are the one I set for myself, not the one set by others (as it had happened with Dottie and Jacob, something that has partially ruined the fun I had with them), and that do WONDERS (*sarcasm*) for my ADHD.
On top of that, add the fact that if I see someone else with even a remotely similar idea as mine, I have the tendency of not pursuing it anymore because then my inner saboteur starts doing numbers.
Sometimes I am extremely good at ignoring the voices and doubt in my head that just mock me and ridicule me and fuel my anxiety, but sometimes they are just there to stay, like unpleasant roommates that cannot keep the kitchen clean and party at all times of the night😂
All this to say that I am basically a ball of anxiety in my little corner, rocking back and forth until this too shall pass, because I want to pick up the pen again for Ardyn and Luscinia, and I am utterly terrified by the idea.
But I so want to get back on track and write. I miss that so much.
#Nemo babbles#Vent#Anxiety#ok now#I will go back to be a buffoon as usual#albeit one with anxiety lol
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Wednesday: "What happened?"
Thing: *signs* "Ajax stoned you"
Wednesday: "And where is Enid? Is she alright?"
Xavier: "She's in your dorm. She couldn't stay"
#ok now#xavier#is being a dick#hopefully#thing#will pull him back in line#and tell#wednesday#the truth#not that xavier#makes wednesday#think that#enid#has abandoned her#WHICH SHE WOULD NEVER#xavier thorpe#wednesday addams#wenclair#wenclair cult
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#OK NOW#I had to do a new one bc I forgot a word#why can't you edit polls srsly#anyway ok to rb and yeah#sample size and stuff
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When the “oh no this is the worst thing that could happen right now” thing happens but it’s okay because you can still read about gay mentally ill fictional characters falling in love.
#spideypool#ok now make them kiss#ok now#make them#accept and love themselves unconditionally despite their scars and flaws
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hmm. watermelon.
#clamart#OK. Last one for now. Promise. swear. You're just getting the whole beepo family#well. the whole beepo family that's. around.#anyway!#flight rising#fr fae#fae#ok now#//dragon: Patience#//dragon: Virdikan#//dragon: Demeter#//dragon: Watermelon#//dragon: Alori#//clan: Incompetence
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Happy birthday, Yuuki Terumi!
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manifesting rnn this week will be my week fr !!
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OH RIGHT i read the new skybound tf comic yesterday
#shortext#im EXCITED. THAT WAS FUN#spoilers ahead:#aa#a#aaaaa#aaaaaaaaa#aaaaaaaaaaa#ok now#i got SO SAD when sky.fire died like AUGH.#and that shit star did at the end? FUCKED UP#why is their energon yellow tho... looks like pee#overall looks promising
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maybe listening to lady Gaga wasn’t brilliant of me BUT RENDERED<?> DOODLES SPREE now let me rest in the high way
AMERICANOOOOOOOOO
DONT U TRY TO CATCH ME DONT U TR-
#twip dni#twip dni!#ok now#HAH HAHA!!#timbow#my artwork#snatche's art#a hat in time#ahit#ahit fanart#a hat in time bow kid#ahit au#ahit bow kid#Loanshark!>:□#ahit arg#cavum ahit#mole man qrg#bk cavum
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#apple#scooby doo#among us#alexia best#banana#chips#cucumber#dark academia#salami#tbh creature#SHAKE#kill#I'm gay#haha#lol#lala#bye#no#ok now#ok#uh#ok bye
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i'm going to italy in less than a month!!! so naturally now i have to speedrun duolingo italian!!!
#we're back to langblr baby#langblr italian#ok now#back to vocab lists and conjugation tables!!!#i missed this
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Hiroyuki Sanada Plays the Piano
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EDIT : THIS IS A MEME DO NOT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY (and seriously just don’t be Rude????? Like wtf lol)
#edit : Ok mabsifica shippers yall need to chill like…Wtf????#I saw this on twitter and wanted to take a spin on it#and I know mabifica shipper I hear your pled of putting them in the make sence but unpopular#but- I do not want take away the righfully holder of a yuri to a yaoi couple#also for those who are saying I skipped The Tw*nc*t ship YES I INTENTIONALLY DID SKIP IT- NOW PLS DO NOT TAG MY POST WITH THOSE SHIP NAMES#anyway ford face at the last one makes me laugh lol#(Oh god do I have to tag them individually...)#Gravity falls#Billford#Billstan#stanchez#fiddauthor#Mabifica#Dipcifica#fiddlestan#stanley pines#standord pines#dipper pines#mable pines#pacific northwest#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#soos ramirez#melody gravity falls#robbie gravity falls#Sheriff Blubs#Deputy Durland#tambry gravity falls#tearosepedall
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Not on TikTok often but I heard this audio I had to make this edit with it. Here's a link to the original
#the book of bill#gravity falls#billford#man I kept messing up this post I had to delete and repost it a couple times#first the caption then the subtitles were off#should be ok now
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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