#ok it cant come back since it was never here in the first place

[discount-kirishima]

when will my vash plushy come back from the war?? 😔

[mini-minish]

nathaniel wesninski & andrew doe au i picked up from a 2021 sketch 🪓🖤🔪

notes under the read more!

• andrew doe gets adopted into the wesninski family when he's just a little older than nathaniel, who hasnt been sent to edgar allen tryouts yet, and andrew doe is trained to be his bodyguard since childhood

• mary doesn't like it, he becomes a weakness for her son and when she leaves she refuses to take andrew with them, so nathaniel stays, and in that mary never really gets to leave

• on the same day she fails at running away and nathan finds them, nathaniel loses his eye lolastyle

• one time when he's a little older, andrew receives a letter, from a boy who claims to be his twin. andrew minyard doe throws it to the fire, and nathaniel picks it up while he's turned, before it burns completelly

• from the day nathaniel gets injured because he refused to leave andrew behind, they go from annoyed acquaintances to inseparable friends

• he calls andrew "drew" and andrew pretends to hate it. later when theyre older the name "nathaniel" starts to weight, starts to sound weird, so he asks andrew to call him something else, and andrew calls him alex, stefan, adam, until they get to neil

• but he only calls him neil when theyre alone, when its a secret, when nathan cant hear them

• "nathaniel" takes up the axe. he's as good a hitman as the little devil of baltimore has to be. he hates it, hates the color red, the color of his hair

• one of andrew's first memories at the house is of nathan cutting a man to pieces and making him watch, making him learn not to flinch, but red is the color of neil's hair, soft, safe, soothing

• before that, though, theres little league. theres learning andrew is talented at exy, theres kevin day, and riko moriyama, and theres jean moreau

• i want jean and andrew to be funny about each other just for some levity here ok

• the reynolds are a renowed fashion brand, far from them to refuse big mafia money, so they work on suits, on silk shirts, on tailored pants, and allison reynolds is always joined by her friend renee when she goes with her parents for fittings

• renee walker meets andrew doe, and andrew thinks shes silly enough to keep in touch.

• kevin day leaves them, and neil realises he doesnt have to be kept either. kevin day gets to get out and nathaniel wesninski gets quieter.

• neil finds his uncle's contact among some of the things his mother left behind. from stuart he gets to ichirou. from ichirou he starts to make a plan

• riko moriyama is going to make a big announcement soon, something about the perfect court, something that will finally brand the rest of them as his, and well, andrew has always told neil how much he hates that the pen's ink makes the skin of his face break out

• and neil still has the address of a boy who claims to be his andrew's twin

• for whatever reason the moriyamas and the wesninskis have one of those rich people dinners planned. neil gets kevin to show up, nathaniel gets andrew to leave, kicking and punching and a promise broken

• later in the night, a little after the first course is served and they begin the socializations, neil gets kevin to leave, leave, run as far as possible, *now*.

• he sees jean, grabs his wrist, and takes him outside. theyre walking fast before neil starts running, and then the explosion comes from inside the house, from the basement, and knocks both of them out before they turn the corner. the hathford's men long gone from the scene.

• all renee walker and andrew doe see from where he's been waiting for the little voice at the back of his mind to make sense, is the house bursting on fire, believing that it does so with what he's supposed to protect still inside

• but since i can't bring myself to do this to them, andrew finds him, finds jean, and at the hospital finds stuart, who takes his nephew in

• he gets contacted by a man called david wymack, who was convinced by kevin day to offer them a place among his foxes :)

[king-crawler]

HEY HI HELLO

Sorry for the random message here In the asks, it's ok if you don't see this or answer it since you probably got a lot already and I understand if you don't see this!/gen

But first of all, I just wanna say

I CANT BELIEVE I HAVENT WATCHED YOUR ANALYSIS VIDEO SOONER IM SO FUCKING LATE MAN

It's so well done and so fucking funny, I was literally smiling and cackling through the whole thing, it's shocking how similar our humor is

NOT TO MENTION THE END SCENE AREE YOU KIDDING HOW DID YOU MATCH THE LYRICS SO PERFECTLY TO THE FUCKING LORE ITS INCREDIBLE 😭💜/GEN, POS

It's insane how much dedication is put into it, let alone singlehandedly feeding turbo fans as myself

Genuinely thought it's so nice seeing more content for a hyperfixation I've had since 2012, and the fandom coming back along with this video Genuinely brings me so much joy as someone who's loved this movie since I was a kid

Sorry for the ramble but genuinely thank you for making that video, I can't wait to see what other stuff you do, wreck it ralph or not I WILL be tuning in/gen, pos

Okay second of all

The main reason why I'm sending this is because of sometning I noticed while rewatching a scene in the movie

Now, this might be me over analyzing as I usually do but it feels TOO. OBVIOUS.

SO

IN the kart bakery scene where vanellope and ralph go to bake a kart, they obviously make their way into the building and into the main room

You see all the Karts of course, and It pans to the one vanellope chooses

Which, at first glance you wouldn't really pay too much attention, especially when watching it for the first time, she's just picking the model she likes

..but looking back at the scene

Vanellope's kart model, how it was supposed to look, looks very

Familiar

Because the kart she chose..

...is a red and white kart

With stripes down the middle, with a very similar shape to a..certain persons kart. Now this might just be nothing, it's probably just like I said, and over analysis on my part

But the kart the chose looks WAY too similar to turbo's, not to mention the stripe is down the middle, just like turbo's car on the cabinet art of him

And vanellope could've chosen ANY kart

But it was that specific kart she chose, out of any of the karts

Not to mention in some of vanellope's concept art...

(Art made by Lorelay Bove)

..Vanellope's concept design and turbos designs strike SCARILY uncanny resemblances to each others designs

From the helmet and colors

All the way down to her GOGGLES having the SAME. YELLOW. TINT. that candy's have in the movie, which have the same effect here. There's no way that this didn't have the intent to mirror turbo purposefully

So with that in mind, the kart vanellope chose in the kart bakery scene being turbo foreshadowing, wouldn't be too out of place, nor would it be too far off

Turbo's foreshadowing was always prominent, even in the smallest details you wouldn't focus on, just like he's infecting this world as a virus, little by little, everywhere. You. Turn.

Aaaand that's basically all I have to really say

Sorry for the long ramble, I've been thinking of submitting this for awhile now, especially after I told a friend about this and they mentioned that this should be submitted to you

So I decided to go ahead and just do it, no matter how wild my comparisons might sound-

Anyways, I hope you have a good day, night, or what time it may be, and keep being awesome! I can't wait to hear back if you see this! Bye-bye! ❤��🏎🏆

P.s

I've been quoting these since I watched the video and haven't stopped

Thanks for destroying my humor even more-/pos

Okay bye bye now-

-skitters away-

NO YOU'RE SO FUCKING RIGHT OH MY GOD VANELLOPE WAS ALWAYS A TURBO PARALLEL??? CHAT IS THIS TRUE. IVE NEVER SEEN THAT CONCEPT ART OF HER TEEHEE THANKS FOR SHARING

also God. This is 99% just a coincidence with zero merit because its such a common gesture- but Ralph and Vanellope doing their thumbs up.. maybe Turbo parallels ?? and like the EXACT same poses too:

Vanellope having one hand on the steering wheel and the other doing a thumbs up while facing the camera.

Ralph hunched over doing the double thumbs up with the visor tinting his face yellow. EXCUSE ME HMMM?? WHAT THE FUCK??

NOW COULD I BE CHERRY PICKING? PERHAPS. but when Turbo has barely a minute of screentime, there's not a lot i can pick from, and things SURE ARE LINING UP... (I'm cherry picking)

SO SHHHHHH... ❤️❤️❤️❤️ LET ME HAVE MY LITTLE CONSPIRASCY

[very-d1pper]

inspired by a post from @jamandjazz

How Johnny Cade, Dallas Winston, and Steve Randle are affected by their parent issues.

ok so keep in mind i havent read the book since december (i dont have my own copy) so this might be a bit wrong. im using info from my mind, the movie, the musical, tiktok, and here.

Johnny Cade

so its canon that johnny wouldve ran away if it werent for the gang (starting off strong with dally-johnny parallels OUCH)

the abuse from his parents definitely gave him a fucked up sense on what it means to feel loved

which is why johnny gets along with dally so well, i'll get into that more in dally's part

he 100% thinks that the entire world hates him except for the gang

someone said that he is so sweet its sick, not true. the abuse definitely toughened him up enough that he will be mean to strangers

he canonically is somewhat responsible (going out to the store to buy supplies and giving ponyboy a note)

im saying that because im pretty sure pony says something like twobit and someone else in the gang would forget to buy something johnny remembered

johnny learned that from having to live out on the street sometimes when his parents fought or kicked him out for multiple days

he is the living definition of forgive but never forget

he just wants a home

i personally hc that the abuse started as johnny grew older, maybe when he was 6-8 years old

which is why johnny (especially in the musical) still cares about his parents

because he remembers that they WERE good people

and he hopes to bring them back eventually

Dallas Winston

oh this man...

ran away from his problems. thats canon

his mom died when she gave birth and thats why his dad is the alcoholic deadbeat abuser he is

the abuse from his parents gave him a fucked up sense on what it means to love

which is why he can talk to johnny so well because johnny is used to the type of love dally gives

he 100% hates the world except for the gang

the abuse toughened up both johnny and dally, the thing is dally grew up with it, johnny was raised with love at first

also dally's environment in ny, that place is rough in many areas

tulsa doesnt have that, at least not on the level of ny

he's rough with everyone because thats what he learned

Steve Randle

UGH THIS MAN BRO

screw u se hinton for giving us NOTHING abt him

anyways!!

the neglect sooo fucked him up

then his dad giving physical money for forgiveness?

hell nahhh

steve definitely felt like he cannot be loved without paying someone

like with real money

which made him feel unlovable because he's like broke as fuck

soda was the first person to show him what love actually is

his mom uhh eloped to wherever after steve's birth ig idfk

steve thinks everything in the world comes with a price, even an ounce of love

i literally cant think of shit for this man rn

All Three

accidentally trauma bonding

johnny mentioned something then both steve and dally said "same"

genuinely concerning from an outsider standpoint but really funny to them

if it was modern au darry or soda wouldve sent them to therapy

one time johnny got kicked out and went to the curtis house and found steve in the kitchen

j: "kicked out?"

s: "...yeah"

j: "same."

then dally walks in

d: "bottles got thrown at me in buck's place"

j: "ptsd?"

d: "no-" *remembers he's with two people who had it happen to them* "...yeah"

j and s- "its good."

johnny convinces them to do a cuddle blob thing (the gang's done them before)

darry wakes up and see them, doesnt comment but remembers for blackmail

[bluesworldd]

PT1. Infunami !

↳ pairings: miles 42 x reader

↳ cw/tw: cursing, like 70% proofread, miles going through it, pet names: my love.

↳ genre: angst.

↳ synopsis: miles missed one too many dates and the truth comes out. poor miles

↳ blue says: lets just act like i didn’t disappear for a few months, thanks! enjoy

spoilers ahead !

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fuck

…fuckkkkk

10 missed calls…

miles rushed to get his suit off. fuck how many times has this been? he couldn’t help but think. five..? no five was to little… maybe 10? quickly he called the familiar number.

…ring

…ring

“please leave a-”

fuck. miles had no clue on how he was going to comeback from this one.. its been six months since the two of you started dating and within those six months miles had only took you on about twenty-five dates (yes he counted). now hear him out, 1. the two of you are teenagers and its not much two teenagers can do. 2. it would be way more if you considered cuddling together in your room as a “date”. look miles wasn’t proud of it ok? he s been busy with school and the prowler stuff so hes had a lot on his plate and trust, he does love you, more than you think, but its been a rough couple of months and he cant even remember the last time hes had over six hours of sleep. But fuck it, that was besides the point, now he had to focus on trying to not lose the person he loves….again

quickly he sent a text.

hey..im so sorry about tonight.

he checked the time…only 10:25, you should still be awake. miles knows that because your a bit of a night howl and just like him its hard for you to get sleep most nights…but for different reasons.

anyways.

idk if your still up but if you are just know im coming over.

fuck..im sorry seriously

just please text me back…

after a minute of nothing, in more suitable clothes, miles quickly ran out of his window and straight to you place. ok morales think… maybe a gift? no. miles knows you better, he tried to do that last time and he quickly realized he couldn’t buy your affection back. man that was a shitty three weeks, you had ignored him for a long time before he was at your door for hours begging to talk with him.

miles waited on the sidewalk before a cab stopped near him. getting in he was consumed by his thoughts. so what then? will they even buy the being at work bullshit again?

“kid where to!?” quickly snapping out of his thoughts miles told the cab drive your street address. only 10:33…fuck where did the time go? recently time for miles seemed to be slipping away and fast. never a slow moment to catch his breath or sit down and focus. that seemed to always be the case, especially after…anyways. maybe he could just tell the truth? he chuckled silently to himself. yeah..like thats a fucking option.

“where here” “oh yeah thanks” pulling his wallet out he handed the driver a twenty and a five. “just keep the change” exiting the car miles immediately headed for the back of your apartment where your fire escape was. he couldn’t bother going to your front door, after 6 p.m, no visitors, or rather no boyfriends were allowed in, specifically your mothers orders.

ok morales, just pray you don’t lose your relationships tonight, worry about the rest later. after climbing to the fourth floor he was meet with your window. please be open, please be open, please be- he lifted up the window.

thank god. miles made sure you weren’t in your room before climbing in. ok…now or never. going over towards your door miles knew this was risky. on the off-chance that you mother was up he would be really fucked. before he could open the door someone opened it first.

…miles let out a sigh of relief as he saw your face.

“what the-?!”

he quickly grabbed your wrist and pulled you into the room, shutting the door behind him. “….fuck?” you let out a disappointed sigh. “miles..what are you doing here?” a trick question he knew that you knew he was here to apologize but he didn’t say that part out loud, being a smartass would get him nowhere. “look i am beyond sorry-” “yeah i know miles” damn he could hear the hurt in you voice. you had your back turned to him now, focusing on getting you vanity in order. “…if you allow me, i can make it up to you this weekend” “yeah, i know miles…” is that a yes or…? “so…what day do you want to-” “i can always trust that you’ll make it up to me miles but what after?” ok..what? “what do you mean my love?” sighing you turned around to face him again. you couldn’t help but to roll your eyes, quickly mumbling “why do i even bother”

“ok look miles ill um talk to you later ight? it’s getting late anyways” you made your was towards him trying to get to you door. miles stopped you. “fuck, look i know i fucked up but please dont shut me out” he went to grab your hand but you stepped back. yeah, im fucked. “just please hear me out…” “you’ve released ive been hearing you out four times this month right?!” you said, your tone slightly rising. “and im beyond grateful my love, seriously i am, but if you can just hear me out one more time i can explain” turning back around you went to sit down. “well the floors all yours morales” usually, in any other instance, petty comments like that would have pissed him off but he had no right to be upset as of this moment.

“right…ok, i was called in late today. my manager said it was important and i couldn’t just bail on him you know..?” you slightly chuckled. “even you don’t believe that miles” ok yeah thats fair. “just please let me make it up to you my love.” he took a small step towards you “i already said i know that you will” now he was just confused “yeah so what does that mean? you’re saying nothing and everything at the same time” “it means i know that you will make it up to me miles, you always do, but what about after?” “will anything change…?” you voice grew smaller. miles wanted to respond but practically couldn’t. the room was left silent before you spoke up again “right, if thats your final answer than i think you should just-” “no, no, no. i promise i can change, you just have to be…” you glared at him “right…look i couldn’t be more grateful to have you as mine and i seriously dont want to lose you, just please..”

…a silent pause filled the room.

“than tell me the truth” you replied quietly. another silent pause followed. miles couldn’t do that, or else he would definitely lose you. “i..i cant do that.” your face contorted in confusion with a bit of anger. “and why exactly cant you?” you two stared at each before you made up your own conclusions “i see, maybe your too busy entertaining someone else ?” you huffed out. bow it was time for miles to be confused. “what?? why would i-?” miles sighed “no of course not i would never and you know that!” “so than whats the problem miles?! why exactly can’t you tell me the truth?” your voice gradually got louder, your patience clearer at its end. “if i do than you’ll be upset with me, so upset that you’ll most definitely break up with me” miles said quietly, a slight wobble in his voice although it was still prominent enough for you to hear. now you couldn’t help but be concerned. miles rarely got emotional during intense fights between the two of you, thats not to say miles is emotionally unavailable, just that he always stayed cool under pressure and fights.

“miles i cant be more upset with you than i already am, plus im the one asking for the truth so i can’t be mad at you, no matter what it is” you were slowly walking up to him now. hoping to reinsure him. “ok…listen, i cant tell you the full truth but please know im being completely honest when i say that: most times when i cant make it to our dates its because of my work..” you two stared at each other, miles was unable to read your face, although if you asked him, you looked pretty conflicted. as if you were deciding if he was telling the truth or not. after a small pause you came to your conclusion. “you know what miles? if its so hard to just-“

“fuck, ok im the prowler does that help?!”

the room grew silent as before, neither of you uttering a single word.

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[jackmanbj]

first nights

AN: this will have little smut, i wont actually add any smut

summary: you and jack have been dating for a while but never actually went to each others house and one night on a date you suggest you and jack should go back to your place.

requested by a lovely anon🌸

stinka💕- baby im outside.

you- ok, im putting on my shoes then im coming.

you quickly put on your shoes and started walking outside to find jacks car in front your driveway.

you sped walked to the car trying to not keep jack waiting.

once you got into the car jack handed you a bouquet of flowers.

“thank you baby boy.”

“of course, you ready to go?” “yup”

jack started driving as you and him started catching up on things being as thorough you both hadn’t talk in a few days since he had things to catch up on in the studio and tour and you had been busy with school and your business which was doing amazing at the moment.

“hows maggie been babe? i haven’t been able to talk to her in a while.”

“shes really good, shes been asking about you to.”

“ill call her after the date maybe me and her could catch up.”

the rest of the car ride you and jack were sining to music mostly 2000’s music.

jack pulled up and the restaurant and stopped the car, coming over to your side to help you out.

“thanks sweet boy”

once jack helped you out you started walking in the restaurant jack following close behind you.

jack went to speak to speak with one of the servers to let then know he had a reservation.

“right this way sir!”

“baby come on.”

jack started holding your hand as you both walked behind the server to your table.

once you were say you ordered a water and jack ordered a dr. pepper.

the waiter came back with your drinks and took your oder and left.

“what you wanna do after we leave mamas?”

“uhm i was thinking we could go back to my place?”

“you sure?” “only if you want to of course.”

“yea im fine with it, your place it is,” jack gave you a quick smile and took a sip out of his drink

the waiter came back with you and jacks food and you both ate and talked about jacks new songs.

jack paid the bill and you left a $20 tip.

you and jack left jack started walking to the car, jack opened the door for you and you sat in the car and put on your R&B playlist.

“IM COMING BACK FOR GOOD SO LET THEM N*GGAS KNOW ITS MINE! ALREADY GOT SOMEONE THATS WHAT YOU TELL ‘EM EVERYTI-“ “that’s enough baby, you sound drunk!”

you quickly put a pout on your face and turned on your playlist for jacks music.

“and i know you just..hate to see it, can’t imagine bein’ you oo i hate to be it im done faking humble actin like ian conceited ‘cause bitch i am conceited. you know you cant defeat it.”

once you and jack arrived at your house you took off your shoes by the door and started walking upstairs to your room, jack following quickly behind you.

“babe im going to take a shower you wanna join?”

“i dont have any extra clothes mamas.”

“oh..” “i’ll go run home and get some clothes and i’ll be right back, wait for me mk?” “ok!”

jack gave you a kiss and walked out the door

after about 15 minutes you heard a knock on the door.

you quickly went to go open the door and found jack with a big bag full of clothes.

“hi baby”

“hi ma”

you let jack in and he went back to your room, you followed behind him.

he placed his bag on the floor next to your bed and sat down in your chair.

“did you bring your toothbrush?” “fuck.” “i have extra, come here.”

you handed jack the toothbrush and you both started brushing your teeth.

once you were done jack took off his clothes and started to get in the shower and a little after you joined him.

you grabbed the soap and a small towel and started washing jack off.

once you got around his dick you started cleaning it of very slowly making sure to look up at him every so often.

jack was grunting trying his hardest not to moan.

“fuck baby” “oopise”

you bent down and started cleaning up the rest of his body.

once you were done with him, he grabbed another towel and started cleaning you off, he he started making his way to you lower stomach he bent down and started kissing up your inner thighs.

“fuckk jack” you hands went in his hair and he placed a small kiss on your clit and pulled back.

you quickly let out a whine and he chuckled st you.

“oopsie”

“asshole.” “i just did you what you did me, nothing wrong with that mmh?”

jack finished cleaning you off and you both got out the shower.

“jack im about to do my skincare, can you do it with me??” “baby im tired” “please??” “fine”

you and jack went to your vanity and you pulled up an extra chair for jack to sit in.

you put on your headband and grabbed an extra one for jack.

“do you want to do a clay mask, peal off, or a sheet mask?” “sheet” “ok”

you put your soap on you and jacks face, wiped it off then put the face mask on jack.

“JACK!” “huh!?” “stop touching it! your going to mess it up!” “sorry mamas”

after 20 minutes you and jack took off your masks, you put some moisturizer on you and jack, then put eye cream on you both then put your liquid lotion on, not wanting to put it on jack went to lay in bed.

“jack baby” “yes mamas?” “what you wanna do?” “cuddle and watch a movie?” “sure baby.”

you cleaned off your vanity and went to lay down with jack.

you laid on top of his chest and started kissing him all over his pretty face while he laughed.

you stopped kissing his face and started sucking on his neck.

“baby your going to leave a mark, your sucking me like a vampire.” you detached yourself from his neck “put on a movie and shit up jack.” you quickly went back to sucking on his neck after.

jack ended up putting on your favorite movie and grabbed onto your ass.

“jackkk!” “yes ma?” “im tired.” “me to mamas” “can you turn off the movie and we can go to bed?” “sure.”

jack turned off the movie and put his hands back on his resting place.

once jack knew you were asleep he started kissing your forehead and whispering how much he loved you and would do anything for you.

[leavingsunsets]

hello!

I would like to request hcs (if that's fine with you, because I saw you're more on the fics side :3) for Kinro (bro deserves more love), Sai and Ryusui with a very emotional and empathetic reader, who tries to mask it by acting all cool and unbothered, but it doesn't always work well. I prefer it to be on the more romantic side, but I don't mind the platonic one! It can be either female or gender neutral reader. I will rely on your intuition and creativity.

I hope I explained everything quite sensibly and understandably. ._.

Have a wonderful day!

Ohh my gosh hello hello! I don't mind hcs as well, since i lovw these characters so much like mwah mwah mwah (AHEM AHEM magic man COUGHCOUCGHFOUCGH) but anyways im doing gn reader so lots more ppl can enjoy tehee. here it is !!

"𝙋𝙤𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣."

[gn!reader]

𝙆𝙞𝙣𝙧𝙤

Tbh i feel like Kinro is KINDAAA similar in the same sense?? like, all cool n stuff but hes actlly a real sweetie sometimes mwah mwah mwah. also ur right he deserves more love hes literally just a loveable guy

At first i think hed be surprised, like, all, "woah, uh, you good"

but then, i think among the three, isnt that fazed. hes around ginro almost 24/7 cmon.

but once he gets used to you he just stares when you get all cool and so indifferent then he goes "its okay to be sad about it" then you just start beating his chest bawling and he pats your back

platonically, thats what hed do. Like, hed just silently offer support while you tell him your troubles or thoughts. like nod along or put a hand on your shoulder in silent encouragement or just seem so cool while spouting out some wise words. (he puts a hand on your shoulder and you look at him, the wind blows his hair slightly, the light capturing him in a perfect angle. "i understand that feeling. i felt hurt when ginro laughed at the rip in my pants too" he whispers so coolly and you bust out laughing)

romantically, hed be more initiative in this type of stuff i think. like, if he saw you going away on your own hed follow after to talk. or be more nervous cuz this time hes ACTIVELY trying to cheer you up, like tryna be comforting even if his words come out awkward or something like that. "uhmm, thats bad.. uh.. do you wanna. do you wanna hug?"

either way, 10/10 this man will never disappoint, he doesnt, and he didnt. he is underrated and we should talk about him more def

𝙍𝙮𝙪𝙨𝙪𝙞 𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙞

Ohoooo. this maaan is likeeee. i dunno man i feel like he literally has the same reaction to every single type of person.

encouraging, supportive, and just a big big ball of sun

hed just pin you down as an interesting person and spout some compliments

even when you first meet and he sees how you work hes like "👍!!"

So lets say close friends now. he sees you go 'its okay. I dont care' and he sees you be all 'im going to dramatically sit on a rock and have a glistening tear down my face lit by the sun' and he'll like, smack your back 4 times going 'ITS OKAY MY FRIEND ITS OKAY'

Platonic?? just like that. how he treats everyone which is of course very special. goes 'hey, its alright. like really. im here to be a bud and give u some encouragement' and be all like 'DW MY FRIEND' and just even gives u nice talks

ROMANTICALLY?? kind of the same, but but but but. he litrlly goes and does smthng to cheer u up. like litrlly does the same as platonically, but later even when ur all cheered up, brings u to a nice place like a nice view. Doesnt SAY anything cheesy but ltrlly aheaeha RAWR ryusui nanami i cant believe you just took me to a nice dinner date

𝙎𝙖𝙞 𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙞

okay hmmm. idk depends on the intensity of it he MIGHT be averse?? Not entirely but as long as youre not bawling and sniffling i think ur good 👍

ok so u first meet right? and then he meets u 'oh cool person ok. rlly chill' then after awhile he sees you start sniffling over someones sob story and hes all like 'aweee'

NOT IN A 'thats cute' WAY LIKE. HES JUS LIKE THINKING 'OH THIS PERSON RLLY CARES ALOT THATS SWEET A LITTLE'

maybe that might be a bonding factor. Like, the fact that ur empathetic and soooo YKNOW, YOU

so like when u werent close he was all like 'ohh. ahhh wow. i see.' now hes all like 'haha theres my little gober gomble with the gummy goo' but he will never say that ofc grrr

PLATONICALLY. hes as goober as can be. literally being all friends friends with you and loving your company. like, actively approaches you and goes 'hey!!!! :3!!'. literally a sweetie yall talk about stuff and the whole time hes like :3 and all supportive and encouraging throughout whatever ur feeling, blue or yello, red or green.

fixes my bowtie. Now. ROMANTICALLY?? so this is only it does blossom after the platonic stage. he does the same things, except all 'hmgngmg omg.. its them...' inside now. More active tending to you in your moments, happy or blue. like cheering if ur cheering, fretting over u if youre sad over smthng, stuff like that. or angry, like going 'PLS PLS PLS PLS' holding you back from hitting someone on the head. literally just the same in platonic but hes so so so sooo in love with you and loves you, for being you, more than anything

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WHEW and thats. yeah. thats it. Again i am so sorry for the disproportionate pics n headers EVERYTIME i literally crop them on my own sometimes n i dont know where else to get them. but yah i hope u enjoyed and sorry it took soo long :333 !! Hcs are easier for me 2 do than fics because they take less time and like, hmm, its not that hard since theres no plot planning or proofreading or anything like that. but yes WOOO ENJOY I HOPE YALL KEEP ENJOYIG THE RARE FICS IS PUT OUT IM SO SORRY FOR THAT TOO 😭😭

[rukkiya]

say my name

༻(mammon x reader)༺

‧꒰ა what kind of joke was this? why were you looking at him that way? why couldn’t you remember his name? ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

There wasn’t a second Mammon wasn't seen without you. He was practically glued to your hip, you didn’t mind it one bit though.

Throughout your stay, Mammon’s attitude towards you had switched over time. You two grew closer than you thought you would. You’ve never been so vulnerable or so trusting with someone until you met him.

Before he would whine and groan about having to be your “babysitter” but he’s come to terms with it himself, he wouldn’t want anyone else but him to be the one to protect you during your stay.

Of course, you spent time with the other brothers too. You enjoyed being with them all together especially but they always complain about how Mammon steals you all for himself and you only ever spend time with him. He can’t help it; he's the embodiment of greed after all.

Mammon just shrugs at the accusations, flashing his million dollar smile every time he drags you away.

Today was like any other. Mammon was waiting for you outside of your now empty class to walk home, though you two weren't the last one there.

A witch Mammon had met a while back before you had arrived has been keeping an eye or you two, specifically you since you arrived. She had been livid ever since you’ve come down here. A whole year has passed and he still can’t seem to get enough of you, she was sick of it.

All his attention was solely on you, she couldn’t stand it one bit. He looks at you the way she looks at him.

He never made any moves other than just spending time with her but he was everything she ever wanted. She tried to win him over but you came into the picture and he can’t seem to look anywhere else but you.

She wants you out of the picture.

“Oi, hurry ya tiny legs up human, the great Mammon has things to do, places to be.” Mammon slides open your empty classroom door, waiting for you to step out into the hallway first.

“I'm going, I'm going, no need to rush. I promise we'll get home and watch the movie in time ok?” You laugh at him, seeing him with his hand on his hip, foot tapping impatiently. So dramatic.

“Ya know you’re lucky I’m here otherwise your little human self would be lost, but you have me to keep ya in check.” Mammon feels the corner of his lips turn upwards as your laughter gets louder at his remark.

Though his smile falls flat instantly when he feels the hairs on the back of his neck stand, making him shoot up from the doorframe standing tall turning to look for the source of where he feels it coming from.

Bloodlust.

He feels pure bloodlust.

He feels someone watching you both but he can’t pinpoint where. This only makes him more nervous. He isn't one to be scared too easily by others but the feeling in his chest told him to get you and leave as soon as possible.

“Mon? Hey are you alright?” you ask, fixing your bag on your shoulder, taking a step closer to him. You lift your hand to poke his cheek but he takes hold of your hand before you even make contact with his skin.

“Ya done? Come on, let's go.” he quickly says, grabbing your hand, dragging you with him before you can even reply.

“Is everything alright? Are you ok? You seem a bit off.” You ask, worried by his sudden change in demeanor, from where you walk a couple feet behind him you can see the uncomfortable clench of his jaw. He seems bothered.

He doesn't reply, he can't. He doesn't want whoever was watching the two of you to sense his worry, he cant put you in danger. If they want to do something they'd have to go to him and him alone.

You don't ask anymore questions, sensing he was uneasy made you feel uneasy. He never is like this around you, let alone unresponsive.

Once you both make it outside the school by the entrance he slows down, looking behind him to see if he can spot the person who was there. The feeling he felt was much less intense but he still felt it nonetheless less.

“Mammo-“

“Don’t worry ya pretty head about it, everything's all good ok? I just wanted to get out of there. Stop ya silly question game. Ya don’t need to worry so much alright? Come on, let’s go home now.” He assures, flashing you a smile hoping you buy it. Giving your hand a small squeeze, he’s been holding onto it since he felt the intense feeling, he can’t seem to let you go just yet, not until he can’t feel it anymore.

He can’t tell you what he feels, the feeling of something bad about to happen any second. He doesn’t want to scare you.

“As long as you’re ok then alright. But if anything is bothering you, you know you can tell me right?” You nod, giving his hand a small squeeze back.

“The great Mammon doesn't have problems, nothing bothers me. Don't worry about me so much, you know you're the here human right? I’m the second strongest demon!” He huffs, turning away feeling his face heat up at your concern. Why’d you have to care for him so much? Be so attentive and kind, to make things worse you look so freaking cute everytime too! The poor demon can’t handle this!

He starts walking again, pulling you along with him, not letting go until you both arrive at the House of Lamentation.

“Y/n do you want to grab some food with Belphie and I? It won’t take long we just-“

“Oi, we have plans for later, find someone else to go with.” Mammon sighs, stepping in front of you and into Beel’s view.

“But they said they will next time we go out, you have them all the time.” Beel looks behind Mammon and at you, look of disappointment on his features.

“Mammon we still have a few hours until the movie airs on TV, we’ll be back before. How about I grab you your favorite ramen before so we can have some snacks for the movie hm?” You ask, only to feel mammon pull you to him a bit more.

“Ya promised.” He turns to you, small pout playing on his pretty lips.

“Yes I did, and I’ll be back. I promised Beel and Belphie too. I won’t be out long ok?” You laugh, lifting your arm giving his cheek a small squeeze hearing him let out a dramatic sigh.

“Ya can’t miss the movie ok?” He asks, bringing his free hand up holding his pinky out. “Promise me you’ll be back.” He asks, you only smile at him and lock your pinky around his.

“Promise.” You whisper, seeing his lips tug down.

“Please be careful out there.” He leans down, head resting on your shoulder. He feels uneasy again, he just got away from that weird source of energy he was feeling a while ago and now you were going out? Without him to keep an eye on you at that.

the horrible feeling of something bad happening creeps up on him.

“Is he throwing a tantrum?” Belphie speaks up from behind beel, annoyed look etched on his features as he glares at Mammon.

“Mammon you steal y/n from us all the time, let them spend time with us now. You’ve taken away our scheduled nap time the other day, let them spend time with us too.” He rolls his eyes, making Mammon click his tongue.

You feel the weight of Mammon’s head lift from your shoulder, the look in his eyes is different from just a few seconds ago.

“Oi listen you two, ya better keep an eye on them alright? Keep them close and bring them back safely.” He turns to them, look of worry in his eyes as he speaks with the most serious tone you’ve heard from him.

“We know, we will.” Beel nods his head, surprised by the second borns change in attitude

“Alright, understood. No need to give us the Lucifer lecture now.” Belphie moves toward you, looping his arm around your free hand pulling you towards the door with him.

“I ain’t messin’ around, I'm serious.” Mammon glares at the youngest, making Belphie roll his eyes again.

“I said ok. They’ll be safe with us. Now let's go.” He pulls you again, Beel makes his way to the door and opens it for you both to exit first.

“I’ll be back, we’ll both watch the movie and I’m yours for the rest of the night ok?” You assure him, you only feel him give your hand one last squeeze before Belphie practically rips you from Mammon's grip.

He can’t hold you back from spending time with the other brothers though he wishes you’d just stay with him, the uneasy feeling made him all the more protective, he can’t help it.

The evening with Beel and Belphie went well. You all ate at Beel’s favorite restaurant and caught up, everything was fine until Belphie shot up from your shoulder while he was taking a nap. His eyes were blown wide and he immediately started checking your surroundings, but nothing was out of the ordinary. The restaurant was somewhat empty, only a random woman sitting a few tables down facing your way and an old couple in the table across from you.

You had asked what it was and when he calmed down, seeing nothing was really wrong and he brushed it off as possibly being a nightmare. Though he knows full well why he got so on edge, his senses were heightened and he felt danger was near though looking around no danger was there.

He was still wary the rest of the time and couldn't find it in himself to sleep again so the remainder of Beel finishing up he kept his eyes open, looking around just in case.

You all ended up leaving shortly after but not before stopping to get some snacks you promised Mammon.

“I'll be out in a second, do you guys want anything?” you ask, reaching onto your bag and turning to look at Beel.

“Chips and chocolate please.” Beel smiles at you and you smile back, nodding your head.

“Alright i'll get you those two things Beel, Belphie how about you?” you turn to Belphie who was falling asleep while leaning on your shoulder, eyes fighting to stay open.

“No thanks, I just want to get some sleep.” He hums, nuzzling close to you.

“We’ll head home right now, Im quickly going to run in and grab a couple snacks for Mammon and Beel.” You give his arm a small squeeze and Beel steps around you , grabbing Belphie and leaning him on his shoulder.

“You don't want us to go in with you?” Beel calls out before you reach the sliding doors, feeling a strange sensation. He felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand, he felt nervous for no reason.

“Belphie is sleepy, I don't want to make him walk anymore, but thank you, i'll be out right now.” You assure beel, sending him a smile and a nod of your head before turning and walking into the store.

You step into the empty convenience store, waving at the old lady who runs the joint who sees you come in with Mammon most of the time.

You make your way to the snack aisle and stop in front of the chips, picking out Beel’s and looking at the other options for Mammon, that is until you hear some ruckus come from the aisle next to you.

The sound of someone falling caught your attention, making you walk away from the aisle, Beel’s bag of chips still in your hands as you peek out the side to see what happened next to you.

In the middle of the aisle you see a young woman who doesn’t seem like a demon , she was probably a witch. She was on the floor, different things from the shelf surrounding her as she struggled to get back up. She looks somewhat familiar. Like the woman who was eating at the same restaurant you were previously at.

“Are you alright? Do you need a hand ma’am?” You ask, taking a step into the aisle, your legs walking up to her immediately to check if she was ok.

“Ah dear, thank you. I’m so clumsy I can’t seem to catch myself before I trip sometimes.” She smiles up at you and you smile back, reaching your hand out to help her up.

“Don’t worry, I’m the same. I can’t seem to do anything without accidentally hurting myself in some stupid way.” You laugh as she stands on her feet.

Beel checks his phone, he looks around the dark street and clicks his phone off. He feels uneasy, he feels the hairs on the back of his neck standing up. It’s only been two minutes since you’ve walked in. He knows you’ll be out but he can’t spot you in there through the big glass windows from where he’s standing.

“Thank you for helping me up, you didn’t have to. Most demons here will walk away or don’t even bother.” She gives a small pout, leaning down to pick up some of the things she dropped.

“Oh no need to thank me it’s the least I can do, you’re not hurt are you?” You ask, leaning down helping her clean up around her.

“Nono, I’m not but I think my fall might’ve cracked my homemade cookies I just made.” She frowns, looking in her hand bag, taking out a small package of beautifully wrapped cookies that were somewhat broken.

“Oh no! Sorry you broke them, but hey at least you can still eat them!” You try to cheer her up, making her laugh.

“You’re right, I have many bags in here they’re still edible. Would you like one, sorry it’s broken though.” She hands you one, her frown long gone as she was smiling brightly at you, holding the cookies up to your face.

“Uhm it’s ok I-“

“It’s the least I can do! you’ve so kindly helped me up, I just baked them, they're good!” She assures, taking hold of your hand and gently putting the small bag of cookies onto your palm.

“Ah, are you sure?” You ask, feeling bad for taking her cookie’s. But also unsure because if you’ve learned anything from the human world ist to not trust anything anyone gives you, especially if it’s upon first meeting.

“Please, take them, they'll only go to waste, I’ll probably end up giving the rest to my family or eating them for myself now.” She waves you off.

“Foolish human, so trusting and gullible.” The witch thinks as she smiles at you when you nod your head, agreeing to take the cookies.

“Try one, tell me how they taste.” She urges, making you still for a second. You weren’t sure if you should, she was being a little bit too persistent.

“Come on, they won’t bite. They’re chocolate chip cookies. I’m practicing my baking skills. You see, I want to be a baker and open my own shop. I need people to tell me how my treats are or else they won’t sell right.” She asks, somehow making you agree with her because yeah, it makes sense. Right?

“Alright! I’ll be your first customer.” You nod your head and see her smile grow wider.

“You’ll regret ever coming down here, fool, he’ll be mine. He’ll be mine again for sure I know it.” The witch can’t help her smile from widening, she knew humans were trusting but gosh, you were too trusting, you were dumb, this will be your demise.

You reach into the bag and pause, seeing her look so happy made you feel somewhat assured. She just wanted someone to try them, no harm. Right?

The feeling Beel had was getting worse. It was so bad Belphie started to feel it too.

“Beel, where’s y/n? Why is she taking so long? I don’t like this feeling.” Beel feels a tug on his arm and sees Belphie wide awake, eyes blown wide just like earlier.

You reach into the bag, fingertips brushing against the cookie as you grab one of the small pieces that had broken off.

You bring it out of the bag and the aroma of chocolate fills your senses, you're such a sucker for chocolate it’s not even funny.

You bring the piece to your lips and take a bite of the small piece in your hold. The cookie was crispy and soft, the chocolate was sweet and it balanced out just perfectly.

“Mmmn, this is really good.” You smile at her, giving her a thumbs up of approval making her chuckle.

“I’m glad you like them! Please eat the rest too, that'll make me so happy!” She clasps her hands together, happinesses filling her being. Her dark wretched soul was happy, this will surely work. She will have mammon back to herself one again.

You nod your head, wrapping the cookies and placing them into your bag before you hear the store doors open with the small bells over the doors chiming.

“Y/n?!” You hear Belphie call you.

“Y/n where are you at-“

“What happened?? Why were you taking so long?” Beel asks, his long legs walking down the aisle when he spots your head from the one over.

“Ah sorry, I was just helping this woman she had fallen and….” You explain, turning around to the woman who gave you the cookie only to see zero trace of her ever being here.

Belphie scopes the rest of the store, looking down each aisle to find the source of dark energy.

Beel takes another step up to you and leans down a bit.

“What woman?” He asks.

“I think she left when you both came in then, she just fell, I helped her up and you both came in that’s all.” You recall.

He eyes you for a second before turning and looking back at Belphie.

“Did you see anyone when we came inside?” Beel asks, Belphie only nods his head no.

“Who were you talking to? Did you get what you came for?” Belphie steps up to you now, his eyes were wider than his usual sleepy hooded eyes. He was wide awake.

“Sorry I didn’t mean to take so long, I just helped a lady, and yes. I got the snacks. Let me just go pay real quick!” You assure them before walking past the two to pay for what you got.

“Sorry I kept you two waiting, let’s go home.” You turn to them, sending them your signature closed eye smile and they feel somewhat relieved, you didn’t seem hurt or anything. You were still your normal self.

“By the way, are you guys alright? You seemed pretty anxious when you came in to get me back there.” You ask, looking at Beel then Belphie who only shudder at the feeling they felt earlier.

They felt strong dark energy radiating from inside the store, it got really bad for a few seconds until they couldn't stand it anymore, that's when they walked in. But everything seemed fine in there, you were ok. That’s all that mattered to them.

“We just got worried, you took a bit longer than we expected.” Belphie sighs, walking slower to match your pace.

“Now I’m extra sleepy thank you.” He yawns, making you laugh.

“We’re here, you can get rest, sorry about that, I didn’t mean to worry you both.” You apologize again to the twins, they seemed very shaken up back there. You’ve never seen them both so worried, so on edge.

Beel unlocks the door, mentioning for Belphie’s and you to walk in first.

“Ah before I go to bed, here Beel. You must be hungry now, I made you wait too long.” You hand him the bag of chips you grabbed earlier and see Beel’s eyes brighten up.

“Thank you y/n I forgot you got me these I’m hungry no-“

“Oi!” A loud voice cuts through, stomping from the staircase is heard making the three of you turn around.

“You both kept em’ out for too long, the movie is about to start right now!” Beel and Belphie hear Mammon already nag, making them both sigh.

You stare at the two in confusion.

“Movie starts in five human, get ya little legs movin up to my room.” Mammon makes it to the bottom of the steps, glaring at the two youngest.

“Oi human.” Mammon calls again, reaching down to grab your hand to get your attention.

You haven’t even looked at him.

You feel a hand come in contact with yours and you immediately pull away, looking at the strange man who tried to grab you in confusion.

“Oi, what’s wrong? Are ya hurt?” Mammon asks, slight ping in his chest when you pull away.

Belphie and Beel look at you confused, why did you move away from him?

“No, uhm I’m not….” You say, confused at the white haired man’s actions.

“I’m sorry, do I know you?” You ask, brows furrowing together the longer you stare at him.

Mammon's smile drops in seconds, his hands still, he can’t find it in himself to blink because what?

“What? Are ya jokin with me human? If ya are, this ain't funny.” He asks, feeling his stomach sink.

You were giving him a strange look.

The same one you wore when you first arrived down here.

Beel looks at Mammon, then at you, then at Belphie who looks just as confused as Mammon.

“Joking? Ah, nono uhh sorry I don't really remember you. Have we met before?” you ask, trying to think back to where you could have possibly met the strange white haired man with beautiful golden eyes with blue undertones.

Nothing, no recollection of ever meeting him comes up. He's handsome, you're more than sure if you had met him before you'd remember his face.

“Oi what are ya guys doing? Belphie, is this your idea of a funny prank huh?” Mammon grits, walking away from you and up to the youngest, grabbing him by his collar.

“Mammon calm down it isn't one of Belphie’s pranks.'' Beel steps closer to them, not wanting to see them fight.

Belphie stills in Mammon’s hold. Looking up at his older brother with wide eyes because he himself doesn't know what's going on.

“This isn't something I'd tell them to do, Mammon, I swear.'' Belphie whispers, eyes wide because he is not getting why you're acting strange all of a sudden either.

Mammon wants to laugh, you are all playing along so well, especially you. But he wants this to stop. It isn't funny anymore.

“Come on guys, please.” Mammon lets out a breath, letting go of Belphie and looking back at you.

You only look at Beel and Belphie just as confused as them.

“I'm sorry, Beel Belphie, what's going on? I don't get it? Why does he think this is a prank?” You ask, the twins and the strange man look even more worried now, the white haired man's face went blank once again.

“Y/n, what's wrong? Are ya feeling sick? Did somethin’ happen?” Mammon calls you by your name, making you all the more confused now.

“How does he know my name?” You think.

He takes a step closer, pleading look in his eyes as he stops in front of you.

“Y/n what's wrong? Why're you acting strange?” Belphie cuts in, he was getting more uneasy the more you kept this up.

“I'm fine, why do you guys keep asking me that?” You sigh, they were the ones acting strange. How did Beel and Belphie know this strange man? Why was he in the house?

Mammon slowly lifts his hand near you, looking you in the eyes, stooping before his hand makes contact with your forehead. “Can I make sure ya dont have a fever?” He asks, cautions of his movements now. When you moved away earlier it made his heart sink. He doesn't want to see that look on your face again. He feels something horrible.

He knows you wouldn’t pull a stunt like this on him. You would never dream of it. You would always scold the brothers everytime they would do something similar or bring him down, this isn't like you at all.

You nod your head yes, feeling him gently brush your hair away, his warm palm laying on your forehead.

“Y/n, I want you to do somethin’ for me, please?” Mammon feels his voice waver a bit, your temperature was more than normal, you didn't feel too hot or anything that indicates you were sick. But he felt something was more worse than it looked, he shouldn't have let you leave.

“Can you say my name?” Mammon’s voice comes out so soft, the concern etched on his features makes you feel so bad.

The white haired man seems so worried about you, but you can't understand why.

“I-Im sorry, I don’t know you. I don't know your name.” Your voice comes out just as low as his.

A sudden sharp pain in your chest crawls its way up when you see the man in front of you stare at you with glossy eyes, look of defeat when he brings his other hand up to his hair frantically. It felt as if the pain he was feeling was rubbing off on you. “I'm sorry.” You repeat, seeing his head drop.

Everything else seems in place, the house, the brothers. Today all you can recall was walking home from school with the twins, then grabbing something to eat. The only thing out of the ordinary was the white haired man who stood in front of you. His reaction made your heart ache, he seemed to be in so much pain. It makes you want to comfort him, you feel so bad, so bad for not remembering the one who fell in love with you, the one who you’ve been in love with since you’ve first met.

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authors note: hello loves!! ⸜(˙꒳​˙ ) bagel is back with another obey me fic wooooo!!◝(⁰▿⁰)◜this one is dedicated to my sweetest boi mammon, I swear to freaking gosh I’ve been thinking about him so much lately I needed to write for him LOLOL, BUT!! this fic was so much fun to write (yes it’s an angst-open ending AGSISN SORRYSHSHSH two in a row back to back I know I’m a monster) but I’m so excited to share this one with y’all!! this is for my obey me enjoyers mwah mwah I do hope you all enjoy!! reminder to stay safe, drink plenty of water and take care!!^~^<3 (also!! this isn’t proof read so I do apologize for any errors or mistakes!)

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Ch 1 Arachnophobia: Fear of Spiders

Series: Phobia series

Pairings: Wanda x R

Word count: 997 WORDS

Summary: Clint gets a pet spider plays a prank thats not very funny. Wanda comforts you and Nat is there as well.

TW: spiders, panic attacks, getting locked in a room.

A/n new series

He just had to buy one didn’t he. Stupid idiot. I knew something was coming since i first reacted. It had been the morning of a perfectly fine Sunday. I had my regular bowl of cereal and a glass of juice. I was going to go sit where i sit every Sunday morning but when I entered the room and saw Clint holding the mother of all spiders i turned straight back around and went to my room instead. But not before I saw Clint shoot tony a sinister grin. That couldn’t be good.

It was a week later and the tower was quiet. Most people were sleeping in because for once there wasn’t much to do. Nat was training and Steve was out for his morning run. Tony was probably still in his lab and banner was probably with him.

Yawning you stretched out and threw your legs over the edge of the bed. Standing up you walked to the kitchen still in your Pjs. Putting on a pot of coffee you decided to have breakfast in your room so the sound of the living room TV didn’t wake anyone else up. When the coffee was done you poured yourself some and made a bowl of cereal. Picking it all up you made your way back to your room. It was almost nine am now so people would be getting up soon. As you passed the living room your brow furrowed as you spotted Clint and tony watching Tv. Those two never did anything good together. Hightailing it back to your room you shut the door with your foot and set the tray down the desk. Peeling back the sheets to get back into bed you froze. Sat on between the white sheets was a big hairy tarantula. Clints stupid spider. The scream you heard took you a minute to register as your own. Laughing broke out behind your door and you quickly crossed the room and jiggled the handle.

“Jarvis.” You said your breathing startling to speed up. “Jarvis open the door.”

“Im afraid Mr. Stark has initiated a code green lockdown of your quarters Ms L/n”

“Open the door now.” You said again. “Jarvis open the door.”

“Im afraid i cannot do that.” The AI responded. You began banging your fists on the door.

“Stark let me out. Let me out right now over your lab is gone by tomorrow.” You yelled.

“Calm down L/n jerry is great company. Give him a chance.” Clint said through the door. “We’ll give you two some alone time.”

“So help me Barton if you leave me here with that ball of fluff its gonna die.” You yelled.

“I cant hear you over all your bonding.” He called back and the footsteps retreated. You smacked your head against the door and let out a lounge frustrated scream sliding down the door. A moment later you heard hurried footsteps and a feminine voice call out.

“Y/n?! Are you ok?” It was Wanda. You cried in relief.

“Wanda please let me out.” You begged.

“Y/n/n the doors stuck. Hold on stand back I’m going to use my magic to break it down.” She said and you stepped away from the door and the bed at the same time. A moment later the door flew open and you threw yourself into Wanda’s arms. She grunted in response before wrapping her arms around you not expecting to be met with such force.

When she felt the collar of her pyjamas start to get soaked and small sobs wrack your body she carefully pulled you away her hands on your shoulders while she looked into your eyes.

“Y/n/n honey whats wrong?” She said softly. You shook your head and placed your forehead against hers signalling for her to read your mind before your buried your face in her collar again. Wanda wrapped her arms around you again and the two of you sunk to the floor of the hallway. Wandas back against the wall opposite your room.

“Do you want me to look in here?” She asked tapping your head and you nodded not removing yourself from her neck.

“Ok baby hold on to me and take some deep breathes it’ll be ok my sweet.” She said and began shifting through your memories of that morning. When she was done she was furious and held you even tighter. She knew how much you hated spiders and what Clint and tony had done wasn’t funny at all.

It was at this moment that the elevator dinged and you stiffened thinking it was the boys again. Wanda held you tighter and whispered in you ear.

“Its ok honey its just natty.” She said and Nat came over cautiously.

“Everything ok here wands?” She asked tentatively with an edge of concern.

“No. Not really.” Wanda said and you curled into her more. “Clint and tony thought it would be funny to put Clint’s spider in Y/n/n’s bed because she’s afraid of them.”

“Damn it Barton.” She grumbled. “I’ll do you a favour if i see the spider I’ll throw it off the roof for you.” You giggled slightly still buried in Wanda’s arms.

“In the meantime would you settle for me giving them a solid lecture and maybe a smack or two?” Nat asked.

You smiled into Wanda’s neck and nodded and nat smiled.

“I’ll get on that right away agent L/n” she said with a mock salute and Wanda chuckled. After Nat left to go yell at the boys Wanda picked you up with your legs around her waist and face still buried in her chest. She held you and walked you back to her room where she set you down on the bed still in her lap and threw the sheets over the two of you. She picked up the remote and put one your favourite sit come and held you while your breathing evened out until you eventually fell asleep. Emotionally exhausted.

MASTERLIST

[momoliee]

Here Is Why You Should Read Priest’s Modern Danmeis :

As much as i love priest’s period novels, i absolutely adore her more recent, modern novels even more. You can tell that her writing style has completely changed as she grew and gained more experience, giving an edge to her work. I definitely believe her modern books NEED to be as popular as her wuxia ones cause COME ON?

(i’ve written in depth reviews on my page for each title i mention)

First, my absolute all time favorite, one of my top 3, Mo Du :

I’ve read this series a total of two times so far, and I’m about to read it a third time cause it’s just that good. And here’s the thing, i almost NEVER reread or rewatch stuff ok.

Fei Du is one of the most complex characters that i’ve encountered in my reading experience, with the worst type of mental trauma that i could come across. His relationship with Luo Wenzhou is one of the most enjoyable and perhaps, priest’s best written romance. Theyre both equally flirtatious, equally bold, their back and forth bickering is full of sexual tension and their progression from enemies to lovers is IMPECCABLE.

And the plot? PHENOMENAL. The BEST mystery and thriller detective series that I’ve ever encountered, with each book having it’s own individual mystery, and no two mysteries are similar. From child trafficking to serial killers to drug dens and even terrorism….you name it. Each arc is well crafted, and by the end, you’ll truly be able to sigh in satisfaction. For priest to be able ro make you enjoy both the romance and the plot equally…shes a genius. a 27/10.

Trigger warnings: this book discusses heavy topics such as pedophilia, rape, drug abuse, suicide, self harm, and a lot of similar topics

Next: Can Ci Pin:

Her most underrated work and i cant even begin to understand why. I mean yes it takes place in outer space in a futuristic society where people live for around 200 years across the span of 8 galaxies (not there are no aliens, but there are concepts such as ais and robots) but like….you’ve all read sha po lang with its steampunk theme and you all KNOW just how good priest is at world building. Dare i say, priest is the best danmei author when it comes to world building.

Yes, this is perhaps her slowest and longest piece of work and i get why so many would get bored after the second book. But here’s the thing, ccp has one of the most complicated worlds and plot. the plot is actually one of the most confusing and heavy plots that i’ve encountered. so in order for the story not to fall apart, it was very necessary for priest to spend the first two novels and half world building as well as slowly laying out a proper foundation for the plot. That way, when she starts speeding up the pace, you are basically a pro who doesn’t need to backtrack, reread or double check anything. By the time i was done with the third novel, i felt like i knew everything about space politics, wars between galaxies, Ai and microchips, and everything in between. And that’s saying something cause im an IDIOT when it comes books and shows politics ok.

In this series, priest has seriously invested into every single side character, even those who’ve been dead since before the series even started. With extensive backstories, each and every single character grows on you as much as the main pair if not more, and you fall in love with the found family priest created as well as all the characters who are only talked about in flashbacks and past tense. Another favorite part about this series.

Now the main characters and the romance….chefs kiss. Lu Bixing has one of the BEST character arcs that i’ve come across. He starts off as this bright sunshine boy, goes through hell, becomes this depressed cynical man then finds his way back to his old self again all in the span of the novel itself. Being able to go through the pain with him then watch him heal, makes you very attached to this baby. Li Jingheng my all time cold prince biggest crush ok i love him. Their romance was SOO entertaining cause EVERYONE was rooting for them and everyone played matchmaker and wingman with them it was HILARIOUS. The comedy was top notch, the second hand embarrassment was real, but it made the reading experience feel much more organic idk i just enjoyed myself so much and laughed so hard. 20/10

Trigger warnings: human trafficking and experimentation, self harm and suicide

Third : Lie Huo Jiao Chou

Xuan Ji’s wings of flame are the highlight of the series ok. Almost every single scene has him whipping his wings out just to show off and his boyfriend eats it up everytime ok.

I absolutely love the amnesiac plot line where two past lovers meet again and yet are unable to recognize each other. Yet, slowly, as they spend more and more time together and one of them starts regaining his memories, the pining and longing begins. And oh does Xuan Ji YEARNS in the most beautiful way possible. And once they BOTH regain their memories in full, the angst is just the cherry on top. Being unable to resist each other yet still trying to pull away, the tension, trying to hold back…delicious.

The plot is so easy to keep up with and enjoy too. Both the story taking place 3,000 years ago and the one in present time are equally entertaining, where we see scenes of war and tomb raiding and investigations and a little bit of magic too. The visuals are fantastic, and the contrast between the two parallel settings is new and refreshing as a concept. 8/10

Trigger warning: main characters experience severe child abuse and neglect

Fourth : Guardian

Guardian is the most popular out of priest’s modern novels so i dont feel the need to say much.

Guardian discusses heavy topics such as death and what’s beyond. With an element of mystery where an investigation team search after where dead souls are being stolen to or why some souls are being sucked out of living people, the premises has an element of horror and goth that gives it this edge. Coolest ghost story around.

The main cast is also a hilarious bunch, and you sort of grow attached to the entire office especially a fat black talking cat. 7/10

Trigger warning: death and murder

I hope this is enough to convince you all to check out more and more of pipi’s work. Yes, sha po lang, lord 7, faraway wanderers and fuyao sect are amazing…but if you haven’t read priest’s modern work then yall are missing out ok. that’s it for now xxx

[muzanswaifu]

Ive seen a lot of people confuse me leaving for “people being mean to writers” or getting hate for the things i write of how i write them but its not

But Im not leaving just bc of the audience, i can handle some hate and honestly it was kinda fun from them bc ik that hate comes from jealousy and trolling

Im leaving because of other writers and my “friends”

Ik i said i would get into it and i really dont want to all that much bcuz im tired and just wanna be done with this but it feels wrong to leave under a false assumption and let people think their actions dont have consequences

Ive dealt with a lot from my peers on here, back talking, hating, straight up bullying, and i just cant anymore

I cant deal with drama irl AND on the internet, bcuz at the end of the day i can just delete everything on here and be done with it all so thats wat im gonna do

Tbh this has been building up for a while, i can only handle so much from “friends” and irl i cut people off pretty quick and on here should be no exception but ive fucked up and let people do watever too long and its bitten me in the ass

Yes ik im dramatic lol, ive gotten that a lot and a lot of people hate me for, a lot of people love me for it, its how i am and it keeps things interesting. I get it, i like to make a lot of call out posts. Y? Bc people deserve to be called out and idgaf ab appearances on here. If someone did something bad, im gonna call them out bc last i checked its my blog and i can do wat i want. If u wouldnt do it, thats fine, its ur decision, and this is mine

Yes, i dont post a lot, I. Am. Busy. I have work. I have school. I have a social life. I cant write smut all the time even tho i want to, and at the end of the day, its not my job to write smut all day so people can read it and move on. I like to interact with yall, its fun, i like to talk to a lot of different people on her since my irl friends arent really into anime. Apparently people think im a loser for that? Ok? Sorry i like to talk to people on the internet when im bored instead of producing smut all day for people to read, ig i shouldve remembered im only on here to provide content since i dont deserve to have some fun, my mistake

Requests? Requests r a generosity. So many of my requesters have been absolute angels with being patient in receiving their requests, happy to just see me writing or interacting at all. Others have hounded me regularly telling me im lazy and selfish for not completing my requests, saying im an asshole for not completing them over my own projects bc “they asked first”. LMAO, U WRITE IT THEN???? i dont owe anything to anyone, certainly not someone who comes here solely to read my fics, not even leaving any interaction or encouragement whatsoever, then leave.

The icing on the cake? The tip of the iceburg? Discord of all places. Im sorry some of u didnt enjoy my server, i really am. Ive never used discord before and me and the mods did the best we could and im sorry i couldnt be as attentive to it due to my busy schedule

Im sorry i couldnt get there in time to stop conflicts or just straight up call people out, and im sorry someone had to make another server since they didnt like how i was handling mine bc i didnt take their side in a fight that THEY WERE WRONG IN? But i tried to be nice, tried to defend her and nicely explain y she was she cant say anything they want in any situation bc people get hurt. but it didnt matter. Y? Bc apparently i cant tell people what they can and cant say…

And that made me realize something! Theyre right! Theyre absolutely right and im so stupid for not seeing it until now! I cant stop people from saying things to me. I cant stop people from talking shit ab me. I cant stop people from even saying things on my own blog and server! I just cant. Bcuz in the end, people r gonna say what they want and do what they want bc people dont wanna learn. They dont wanna talk. They dont wanna hear ab how what they do or say affects others. They just wanna do what the want when the want, and they wanna be allowed to, bc fuck everybody else. Everybody is the victim in their own story, and i deserve to be the victim in mine.

And what would a victim do in this situation?

Leave.

[scalproie]

S1:E2

God the nemesis' design fucks

Need to get used to Frank Welker's tfp meg voice again

Ok didnt take me long to get used to his design again tho🩶

I FORGOTTT WE JUMPED RIGHT INTO MEG'S NECROMANCY BS

Meg and screamer share one (1) conversation and I already feel at home this isnt good for me

Back to the autobots

"Children?" YOU ARE

I love Optimus

^ this is just gonna be me the whole show huh

At least Optimus doesnt want the army getting involved so this cement his place as my lifeline rn

OKAY STARTING THE "I NEEDED THAT" COUNTER: 1🧡

They shouldve kept the Rock for zombie cliff

VEHICON MINERSSS💜

NOOOOOO

Mr. Welker I will never doubt you or your voice again🩶

Since the cast is so small I guess yeah they upgraded Ratchet from team medic to team scientist/inventor. Makes sense but I havent been here a while, its jarring to me

THIN ICE MIKO

God tfp had a rough start animation-wise

^ HYPOCRITICAL OF ME TO SAY I KNOW

Oh IMMEDIATE first name basis with Optimus are we Meg

Oh we are SO back

God fucking dammit Steve Blum did such a good job voicing Starscream get me OUT OF HERE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE

I love the way the bots shoot their gun arms. Its like they dont care

Oh come on transformers dont take fall damage hes fineee

"I'm squeamish." SHUT THE FUCK UP STARSCREAM

I cant be mad that was a sick first transformation

Jack is getting points by acting as Miko's regulator rn

ARCEE WHAT WAS THAT FAINT

Optimus pls be my dad

Arcee is so fucking bad at the "robot in disguise" part its insane

If I had a nickel everytime I liked a mom named Jun(e) yknow yknow

HIS FULL NAME IS JACKSON?

HES SIXTEEN???

Ok that scene with Jack and June was cute I will give it that

"And leave a note for you mom, she worries!" I WILL GIVE IT THAT

So thats why everyone is still insane about tfp megop

Oh so its MILLENIA of war now, makes more sense

MEGATRON'S DEVIL CRACK ADDICTION ARC LETS GOOO LMAOOOOOO

And ep2 done!

[uh-niran-really]

This might be a long one 🥹🙏 forgive me 😔

Fem reader please!

Reader has a biggg crush on niran, shes also one of his best friends but shes extremely jealous of satya because no matter how close her and niran are, she feels as if she cant be as close to niran like satya is with him.

So one day she starts taking notes of what satya does that niran likes or makes a comment on, slowly but surely copying her. Changing her hair color to black and saying she wanted a new look, starting to be more elegant, her way of speech starts changing too and ofc this doesnt go unnoticed by niran.

One day reader gets really jealous and insecure after seeing niran and satya cuddling up on the couch, running off to somewhere more private to cry her eyes out, feeling like she isn't or will never be good enough for him.

Niran notices her and excuses himself from satya, running towards the direction the reader went to. He asks her whats wrong and is really stubborn to get the truth out of her.

The reader confesses that she feels jealous of his and satya's friendship, feeling insecure that she'll never get to be as close with him (she hesitates to tell him whether she likes him or not but decides to keep her true feelings hidden)

Niran tries his best to comfort her( telling her to be herself), reassuring her that he loves and cares for them both equally and that if worse comes to worst and something bad happens (say...👀talon members..trying to steal his biolight..) he'll choose and protect them both instead of himself which reader smacks him telling him to prioritize himself

They laugh and everything else goes back to normal..

👁️until one day..

Talon members kidnap reader :00

They beat her up till she's bloody and on the brink of death, cursing the gods as to why she had to be the only one who suffers, why do they hate her so much. Until she heard another voice scream. Satya.

Satya was in the same situation as the reader, even if the reader wanted to do something to help she couldnt move, body far too beaten and exhausted.

Then they were placed in the same room. Reader and satya both asking each other if they were ok(even tho they already know the answer) before moira asks both of them if they wanna share any information about the biolight unless if they didnt wanna die

None of them say a word so yet again another beating occurs

Woosh transition

Niran has been nervously looking for both reader and satya the entire day, worried sick, then he gets a video call from a strange number. He felt sick to his stomach thinking something bad happened to his 2 best friends. Wanting to throw up after he sees his gut feeling was right. He answered the call to see his 2 best friends bloodied and bruised, on the verge of death if not treated as soon as possible.

Insert angst scene here where hes forced to choose, hand over his information about biolight with his metal glove included and save one of the girls, or they both die and theyll continue hunting for him

Hes confused at first when they said only ONE girl when there was 2 of them before it hits him, panic and fear increasing tenfold and making him have a meltdown. He couldnt choose. He didnt wanna choose who gets to live or die. He just cant. 🥹

They give him a timer of 10 seconds, hes panicking and crying ,sobbing as he begs for them to let both go. Before the timer hits 0 he screams out satya's name. Telling them that he wants satya to live. In exchange for the information

Reader is completely heartbroken, wanting to die then and there. Feeling hurt and betrayed ESPECIALLY after she was told he loved them equally.

(Little did she know niran had a plan, since satya had technology that can teleport her, he planned on using that to save her😈.) But in her head she was betrayed.

Niran frantically grabs his failed notes and old prototype glove, hoping and praying it was enough to fool the talon members (the prototype still works and can release his biolight but is incredibly unstable and is a more of a one time use type of thing)

He gathers at the meeting place(with mercy and some other healers/assistants at the back bc they arent allowed to get close) and settles his notes and prototype down, rushing to satya's side and cradling her in his arms, apologizing for not being there before rushing back to mercy to get her healed.

Moira tries out the glove and sees its working and is pleased before walking back, not before niran asks /pleads if reader is still alive, his heart sinking to his stomach when the only response he got was a laugh.

He starts crying and breaking down, his world falling apart before he tries to compose himself for the sake of satya. He needed to be there for her..atleast for now.

In the meantime, moira goes back to the reader, chuckling and mocking her for being betrayed before offering her to join talon. The reader has great abilities she thinks would be helpful to talon. The reader, not wanting to die, agrees to join. A new anger and hatred beginning to grow inside of her towards her “crush”.

Both satya and reader were healed pretty quickly, reader's recovery being much more painful. Once satya gets even slightly better, niran apologizes before begging her to help him, begging her to let him use her teleportation device to go save the reader. To which satya agrees but is unable to join him save her.

They wait for a few days to do their plan to save her, with each growing day niran turns more and more hysterical, begging, crying, and breaking down, praying for her to still be alive.

Meanwhile, the reader has been sent out to do her first task, to kill someone important, but she could care less. She finished her mission rather quickly before heading over to niran's lab, seeking revenge. 😈🙏

Once she gets there she finds that no one was inside, she sees a note at his table saying that he was back at the place where reader and satya was held captive. A note that was supposed to be for the other OW Members to find incase they looked for him.

She gets pissed but still wonders why hes there, she quickly heads over to the area and even quicker she finds her old friend. She still feels her heart slightly flutter around him, pissing her off even more, how could she still have feelings for him after betraying her?

Her impulsive thoughts taking over, tackling niran and pointing a gun to his head. She doesnt love him anymore. She doesnt. She really doesnt. She kept trying to convince herself even though tears were falling off of her cheeks🥹🙏

Niran gets scared asf but gets incredibly happy once he sees her alive, for a moment, she warms up again, feeling happy that he cared before shaking off the feeling, hurt and the feeling of betrayal taking over her emotions.

She screams and cries out how much she hates him, her emotions getting out of hand, why did you choose her? You told me you were going to be fair! You're a liar! I loved you!

She was hitting his chest over and over, instead of saying or doing anything, niran lets everything unfold, choking and coughing from the pain but still doesnt do anything. When reader notices this she lashes out, begging him to do something. Begging him to say anything.

He grabs her hands as she drops her gun (insert emotional moment🥹)

He apologizes, over and over and over while kissing her bruised knuckles, he calls her beautiful and all other sorts of nicknames, then in between sobs he tells her how much he loves her, how the feelings were mutual and how he always planned on saving her because he wanted the both of them to be alive.

Reader feels guilty and ends up sobbing on his chest while he rubs her back, repeatedly apologizing and telling her how much he loves her before passing out. Reader panics and tries her best to carry him back to overwatch. Luckily, he had the teleportation device set up back right back at mercy's lab.

Insert angsty section of reader seeing satya, satya looking broken and shocked from niran being passed out and beaten along with the reader and reader begging satya for forgiveness before satya forgives her and apologizes as well for being the one niran chose to save etc etc🥹

I would like for the ending to be a bit angsty where niran ends up being ok but they have a deep talk about his and the reader's relationship, he wants him and the reader to be together but reader still feels betrayed so she declines. Leaving him heartbroken buttt!? Hes given another chance to start over their relationship

So since that day

He does EVERYTHING he possibly can to regain reader's trust

Asking her out on dates

Bringing her flowers and chocolates

Writing love letters for her etc etc

Till she finally says yes to being his gf

🥹🙏and they live happily ever after- o and reader successfully leaves/betrays talon with the help of baptiste and the protection from other ow members at some point 😤☝️

IM SO SORRY THAT WAS SO MESSY HAHSHDHS 😭

— requested by urs truly, petal 🫡😇🙏

Fem Reader x Lifeweaver - Kidnapped

Content: Angst, Fluff, Violence, assault, sexual assault (Implied)

Word Count: 6,400+

A/N: My My. This request was really something. I’m so sorry it took so long to get out to you, I know you’ve been waiting a while, but I wanted to do this one justice. I’m still a little sick so I wish it was better but I made a good effort I think. I hope you still love it anyway! As always, it’s a PLEASURE to write for you petal! <3

You had just the biggest crush on your best friend Niran. He was your type in every possible way, though you suspected that his type was his other best friend Satya Vaswani. You and Niran were close, but it always seemed that he was closer still with Satya. It was starting to change the way you thought about yourself, for the worse. Soon you found yourself taking notes on Satya and what she did to make Niran and her so close. You took notes on her appearance, her style and even the way she spoke to him. Little things that made him blush or look at her longingly with such affection.

You slowly began changing your appearance to conform closer to Satya’s. Your hair was a main factor, having it cut and dyed just like hers, perfect raven shade and everything.

“Y/N have you dyed your hair?”

“Yes! Do you like it?”

“It looks lovely on you dear.”

You started to style your wardrobe like hers picking out shades of blue over your usual colour pallet. You picked elegant dresses over your usual shirt and jeans, even opting to wear heels though they hurt your feet terribly.

“You look lovely, what’s the occasion?”

“No occasion, I just wanted to look nice.”

“Well my dear you certainly do look gorgeous!”

As a final drastic measure you started to change your mannerisms and way of speaking to match Satya’s. It was hard at first given her autism and the little habits she had but you picked it up rather quickly. Whenever Niran teasingly hugged you, you did what Satya did most of the time and played hard to get, thus making him tease you more.

“Aww but I love hugs with you Y/N!”

“Not now Bua I’m busy.”

“Pleaseeee!”

“Fine.”

Things were going better than you had expected with Niran even going as far as to accidentally call you Satya, which confused Satya because she really didn’t notice the difference. Still, it was working.

——🪷——

It had been a few days and you were quietly loving all the affection he would give you, just like her. It continued to go well, until…

“Niran stop.. let’s just watch the movie.”

“I can’t help it when you look this good, all cuddled up close to me like this darling.”

Satya rolled her eyes but in more of a subtle, playful way. Niran wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her closer, something she rarely allowed him to do most days. It was this moment you had started to realise that Niran would probably only see Satya and not you. You had wasted your time and energy on something that didn’t matter anymore. Tears formed in your eyes as you watched them laugh and giggle, along with Niran’s obvious flirtatious quips. You let out a choked sob as you stagger back and turn to run to the bathroom. Unbeknownst to you, the entire thing spotted by Niran.

——🪷——

“I’m so stupid… I’m so fucking stupid…”

You splash your face with water after sobbing your heart out, for what felt like hours, though in reality it was mere minuets. You didn’t feel any better and just wanted to keep crying. Their bond was so enviable, it hurt to see him so close with her.

“Y/N?” A soft knock came on the bathroom door. “It’s Niran.. I saw you crying. Are you alright my dear?”

You froze. Everything was not alright, far from it in fact. You felt your eyes begin to tear up again at the scene you saw. They looked to happy together. So loved up. You couldn’t bear the thought anymore.

“Please Y/N, I’d like to know what’s wrong. Seeing someone I care for so upset, it pains me.”

Again you didn’t answer him, not because you didn’t want to, but because you had started to cry again, and didn’t want him to hear it in your voice. You felt sick and tired of it all. You just wished for once he would treat you the same.

“Have I done something wrong? You always come to me when you’re upset but this time you came to the bathroom..”

“No..” You choke out, indicating the tears. This of course worries him further.

“Please open the door.. I’ll wait here for you all day if I need to petal.. I’m worried about you.”

Slowly you open the door and he immediately hugs you, softly rubbing your back and hushing you whilst you cry from the emotional pain. It was too much to deal with. Too much to handle. Too much to keep secret.

“Please tell me what’s wrong..”

“I’m Jealous..”

“Of what?”

“You and Satya.. Your relationship with her.. I know you’ve known her a long time but.. I want to be that close with you too… I feel so insecure about it all…”

Niran pulls away from the hug to look at you, giving you a sincere sympathetic look, before gently wiping your tears away with his thumbs. His brown eyes sparkled in this lighting and he looked almost ethereal, his cream hair absorbing the light and reflecting a soft glowy hue.

“I- I also…” You stopped yourself, unsure if now was the best time to tell him that you had feeling for him.

“You?” He prompted softly, taking your hands in his, gently rubbing your knuckles with his thumbs. “You can tell me anything.”

“I just wish you would love me like you love her..”

“Is this why you’ve been changing your appearance and the way you talk? Oh sweetheart..”

You nod softly, tears forming again. He gives you a sad look, understanding the pain you must be going through. He gets it. He really does. He knows what it’s like to not fit in and want to conform. He hugs you once more, a little tighter, as you cry into his chest.

“It’s okay. I promise you Y/N.. there’s nothing to worry about. I promise you with all my heart that I love you and Satya equally.”

It felt comforting to know that he thought that. It didn’t feel so equal at times, but he wasn’t the type to lie to you. Not when you were so vulnerable to him right now.

“I just worry.. you’ve known her so much longer.. your bond is.. unbreakable.”

“I have that with you too. I care for you like I care for Satya. If anything I am a little extra with Satya because she’s not great with social ques or affection in general. I want her to feel the love I give her. I’m sorry if that made you feel unwanted. I will try my best to keep that in mind going forward. I liked when you were more like yourself, so please don’t try to change that.”

He kisses the top of your head softly before taking your hand and leading you back to the sofa. On the way he promises you with all his heart that if a day ever came where he would have to choose his research or his two best friends he would pick you both in a heartbeat. It’s a scary thought but one that was very unlikely to come true…. Right?

——🪷——

“Please.. please let me g-“ You were cut off by your own scream. Tortured is the only way you could describe what you were feeling. You had been kidnapped quite a few hours ago and dragged into a dimly lit room. You were beaten quite badly before being asked some impossible to answer questions.

“Please I don’t kn-“

Another scream tore through your throat as felt your wrist break, the pain only getting worse.

“What a shame, you have such a pretty face, I don’t want to rough it up, but I will.”

Your screaming continues for hours on end as you were kicked, punched, choked and cut open. The pain was torturous and never ending and you thought it couldn’t get worse, until you heard it.

“NIRANNNNNN!! PLEASE STOPPP I JUST WANT NIRAN!! STOP IT! STOP IT!!! NIRAN!! PLEASE!!”

Satya.

You listened to her scream and beg for them to stop touching her. She begged for them to leave her alone. She screamed and screamed for hours on end as they did the same to her as they did to you.

“Your friend seems to be having a worse time than you are.”

“Leave her alone… she.. she’s a good person.”

“Aye. Cute screams too.”

Satya continued go beg for Niran. It was heartbreaking really. She was terrified. At one point you in time you wondered what they were doing to get such a reaction from her. It was torture just listening to it all, so much so they subjected you to it, dragging you closer and making you listen.

“I DON’T KNOW! I DON’T!! STOP IT!! PLEASE STOP IT!”

You didn’t want to listen anymore. You wanted to help her but your body was broken and beaten down into a bloody mess. What could you do except listen as the sweet shy woman was beaten repeatedly.

——🪷——

Eventually Satya was dragged into the same room as you and tossed to the floor like she was nothing. You watched in horror as her body hit the ground, hard, and she didn’t get up.

“SATYA!!”

With every ounce of strength you had left you crawled towards her and lightly touched her shoulder. She screamed, afraid to be beaten again.

“Satya..”

She tried to lift her body but her strength was gone, arms giving out. You tried your best to help her, getting her back against the wall so she could sit. She looked awful. Her pretty earrings had been torn out, her dress ripped in the worst places. It was easy to imagine what they had done to her. She was so scared she could barely talk. Instead she mumbled the same thing over and over again.

“Niran. I want Niran. Niran. I want Niran.”

Over the next hour you slowly coaxed her out of her fear, promising her everything would be okay. Slowly she began to respond to you, a sign that she was coming out of her breakdown. She grasped your hand tight and stared at your injuries.

“You’re… hurt..”

You were. Your wrist has been broken, your throat was bruised from the violent choking and your body was littered in bruises and cuts. She looked just about the same underneath her tattered dress.

“Yes.. You are too..”

Neither of you asked the other how they were doing. It was clear to see it was bad. Satya had quite literally broken down. From the looks of it, they assaulted her too, knowing she would hate being touched so.. intimately. Luckily for you, you didn’t experience that. You could only imagine..

“Would either of you like to share some information on Biolight?”

A tall Irish woman with cropped red hair hummed. Neither of you had seen her come in. It was like she just appeared seemingly out of no where.

“If you don’t want to die, I’d think carefully.”

“It’s not yours!! Bua worked so hard on that! LEAVE HIM ALONE!!”

“Oh the mouth on this one. Sanjay did say you were a feisty one. Should I call him in here, I’m sure he’ll be interested in what you have to say.”

Her face said it all. She was even more terrified at the mention of his name. You had heard the name before. Vishkar. But these people weren’t Vishkar, they were Talon. Satya seemed to understand all too well, screaming in fear. The women nodded to an associate who was all too happy to smack Satya across the face, blood splattering across the floor. She screamed again and it was all too much for you to handle.

“I’ll ask again. Would you like to share any information on Biolight? If not I’ll kill you both.”

A purple orb materialises in her hand, it pulses with angry power. Satya sits up again looking at you with pleading in her eyes. She wouldn’t betray Niran. They could kill her and she you die happy knowing she stood by the man she loved with everything she had. You felt the same. You nodded your head to her and both remained silent on the matter.

“Perhaps another beating is in order. Reyes.”

“Understood.”

——🪷——

“Satya Dearest?”

Niran searches your shared apartment for both you and Satya.

“Y/N love?”

He hadn’t seen either of you in a few hours and it was starting to worry him. Last he saw Satya she was sitting in the garden with a book, that was now tossed on the floor carelessly, so unlike her. As for you, you had been in your room and now you weren’t there. He started to feel sick with worry after another hour passes.

“Please come home.. please…”

He paced back and forth in front of the front door, begging and pleading to hear you two walk up to the door, giggling and chatting like you usually did.

“Please don’t be hurt… please..”

He felt like he was about to be sick. His head was spinning with worry and he couldn’t think straight anymore. He was soon put out of his misery by a video call. With shaky breath he answered it, nearly breaking down at the sight of both you and Satya bound to two chairs, beaten, bloodied and broken. You were both on the verge of death. You both needed healing.

“No…”

“Mr Pruksamanee I assume. From one scientist to another, you’re quite impressive.”

“What do you want?… please, let them go.”

“In due time, if you co-operate with my demands.”

Niran was starting to hyperventilate. He couldn’t believe this was happening to the two people he loved most in this world. He tried so hard to remain calm but his mind was in pieces.

“Yes keep panicking, surely that will expedite things.” The women mocked.

“I’m willing to co-operate.. anything..”

The women laughed. If it were this easy all along, they would have done this so much sooner. The camera spun so he could see the women and the Talon logo.

“You hand over your research and your cybernetic, in exchange for one of these lovely ladies. You refuse and we will kill them both right now. We will then continue to hunt you until the end of your days.”

“I’m willing to give you the informa- One..? What do you mean one.. there are two people.. I love them both..”

“Then you best get picking Pruksamanee? Must you be coddled?”

Niran began to meltdown realising what this meant. He dropped to his knees, panic causing him to shake violently. He dry heaved at the thought of loosing one of you. He couldn’t pick. He wouldn’t.. but.. he had to.

“Ten.”

“No… No… please.. I won’t do this.. please..”

“Nine.”

“PLEASE!! ANYTHING BUT THIS!! ANYTHING!”

“Eight.”

His mind scrambled trying to think of the correct answer here. He had to pick, but who?

“Seven.”

You. He would pick you. His sweet friend. A sweet thing that- NO! No he couldn’t.

“Six.”

Satya.. He couldn’t do this to her again. He lost her once before and he wouldn’t lose her again.. but what of you. He couldn’t do this again.. he couldn’t lose anyone else.

“Five.”

“YOU CAN HAVE ME!”

“Four.”

“PLEASE! I’LL JOIN TALON!! OR YOU CAN KILL ME!! I WON’T DO THIS!! I WONT CHOOSE!! YOU CAN’T MAKE ME!! I HAVE MONEY! I’ll FUND YOUR STUPID ORGANISATION! JUST STOP!!”

“Three.”

Niran slams his fist on the ground screaming in frustration. Tears start to form in his eyes. This was the worst pain he had felt in his life. He had never felt so torn.

“Two.”

The camera flipped back to you and Satya. He saw the look on your face. Terrified. Broken. Hurt. You couldn’t look at the camera. In too much pain to care. Instead you looked at Satya. You were scared however, he could tell just be looking at you.

“One.”

Satya was looked into the camera however, tears streaming down her face. She looked at Niran with such love in her eyes. If this were to be her last moments, she wanted him to know she didn’t blame him. She tried her best to smile before mouthing ‘It’s okay. Let me go.’ It broke his heart.

“Zer-“

“SATYA!!!” Niran closed his eyes and screamed. “I CHOOSE SATYA!!” Tears streaming down his face, heart utterly broken at the thought of losing his childhood best friend. They knew each other inside and out. Had done almost everything together. He couldn’t abandon her now.

Satya began to sob shaking her head no. She loved Niran but she wanted to make the choice easier on him, knowing that whatever he picked would destroy him. You were heartbroken. Devastated. He lied to you. This whole time he lied to you. He promised you that you were both equals. He lied.

“Of course… of course you choose Satya.”

“Bring the cybernetic and research to the address we text you in one hour. Come alone. We are more than happy to kill miss Vaswani too.”

After the Irish woman hangs up and Satya is untied from the chair and dragged out of the room.

“NO! NO! Y/N!!!” She resists with all the strength she has left which gets her about as far as you expected. No where.

——🪷——

Niran had a plan. He picked Satya because she had mastered the art of teleportation. Using this he would be able to save you both, but he had to be smart about it. He grabbed a failed Biolight cybernetic and replaced his current one with it. The cybernetic worked, for all of three seconds before it failed and had to be manually fed Biolight again. It couldn’t make its own. It didn’t hold some of the adjusted symbols making it useless. This cybernetic would be enough to fool them and get you back. He scribbled some fake notes, mostly enough to be believable on first glance, and lead them down a rabbit hole whilst they tried to work out why the cybernetic wasn’t working.

Once he had everything ready to go, he rushed to the base to seek help from Angela Ziegler and Lucio. He explained what had happened and that he needed help healing Satya so she could use her hard light. Baptiste wanted to come too but Niran just couldn’t take the risk. He couldn’t loose anyone else to Talon. He refused.

——🪷——

“You have it?”

“Yes..”

“Show me.”

Niran flicked his decoy right wrist and the Irish woman, who Angela had called Moira, watched in fascination. She looked pleased and nodded for a man in black robes to bring out Satya, to which he did, shoving her forward with each step.

“Don’t push her around like that!!”

“Put the cybernetic on the ground along with your research.”

“Will you at least allow me to heal her.. she’s on the brink..”

“No. Put them on the ground, or we can take her back inside.”

Niran did what he was told, wanting to hold Satya so badly. He took his cybernetic off and placed it on the ground along with his research. He wouldn’t risk that for anything, no matter how badly he wanted to heal her. Moira nodded and the man shoved her again, causing Satya to trip and fall to the floor.

“Bua..”

“I have you dearest!” He knelt down and scooped her up gently in his remaining arm. Her injuries were awful. He was devastated at it all. They had brutalised her to the brink so many times, the scars on her body deep and angry. She needn’t say a word, her face told him everything he needed to know.

“I’m so sorry… I’m so so sorry Satya.. I’m here..”

“It hurts… Everything hurts..”

At this moment, Niran was loosing it. His mind was scattered, body trembling, eyes full of tears. This was his fault. This is why he left her behind all those years ago. To protect her from all of this. She looked up at him, watching his vacant stare, as his eyes gazed over her injuries.”

“Niran.. it’s oka-“

“I’m fine.. I’m okay. Let’s get you healed up yes?”

Satya knew Niran better than anyone. She could tell he was trying to be strong for her, but his trembling hand said otherwise. Satya tried to stand, falling back down as her legs gave out from under her. She tried again, crying out in pain, further breaking Niran’s heart.

“Forgive me dearest.. I’m not able to carry you so well.. I’m missing my cybernetic.. but..”

He wrapped his left arm just under her butt, slowly lifting her up. She gasped at the sudden contact, wrapping her arms around his neck for support. Pain radiated through her body, and Niran could tell she was in agony.

“Forgive me… please.. I know you don’t like to be touched so… intimately.. Forgive me dearest..”

“Bua..”

She snuggled up into his chest, seeking his warmth. That same warmth providing her some comfort and easing her pain.

——🪷——

“You poor thing. Did you think he would pick you over her?”

Her tone was mocking and cold. She was right though. You did think Niran would try to negotiate for you both, but he didn’t even try. Instead he gave in and screamed for Satya. His voice was full of desperation, you didn’t need to know him to know that Satya was his world. He lied, he told you that you were equals. His decision wasn’t very equal though.

“I think we could use someone like you. Someone with raw emotion that we can mould into the perfect agent. Your abilities are too good to waste.”

At first you wanted to flat out refuse. Deny the woman giving you a second chance. Scream in her face and tell her to kill you like she was going to. But then you thought of her. Satya. You thought of her in Niran’s arms, the pair so deeply in love that it made you sick. You didn’t want to die, not now, not when you were so fuelled by hate.

“What do I need to do?”

The woman smiled, producing a golden orb of equal power to her last one. It felt warm and powerful. It was unlike Biolight, it didn’t feel like a hug rippling through your skin. It didn’t give a nice tingling feeling. It stung, like when you clean a wound with peroxide.

“No road to recovery without pain.”

You imagined Satya being healed by Niran. The warm sensation she was getting as the healing lotuses melted into her warm skin. The way Niran would hold her. Did they kiss? Are they kissing right now? Did he confess his love for her? He lied to you and you hated him for it. Screams tore from your mouth as the women healed you, your mind focused on the way Satya must be feeling right now. You hated it.

——🪷——

“How are you feeling dearest..? Did Dr Ziegler do a good job?” Niran questioned fitting his cybernetic to his arm and stretching.

“Better..”

“Listen Satya.. I picked you.. because-“

“Niran, I’d rather not talk about it.. it was a horrible choice.. I am surprised you picked me over Y/N considering you like her..”

Niran frowns a little at his friend. He knew she wanted him to save you. She said as much back in the room. The pair had history sure, but he picked her because of her abilities.

“Actually dear.. I picked you because of your teleport abilities. I want to save Y/N.”

Satya’s eyes lit up. He was admirable. Always thinking ahead. She admired his courage to take a risk. She was all too happy to help him.

“I’ll help you Bua.. I just don’t think I can join you.. I’m in so much pain..”

“Thank you Satya.. You have no idea how much that means to me.”

The pair embrace, this time Satya comforting Niran as he finally lets the emotion out. The burning fear fell as tears, dripping down onto her soft brown skin. She rubbed his back softly whispering how much she loved him and that he was brave. A sentiment he shared about her, and you.

They decide to wait a few days to give Satya some time to recover. Though with each passing day, Niran grew more and more hysterical. He was breaking down hourly, reducing into a mumbling mess of painful words and agonising screams. Satya did her best to comfort him when he was like this.

Night was the worst, he woke up screaming your name and begging for you to still be alive. Praying to whatever entity that may be listening. The pain he felt was enough to drive him crazy with guilt. He tried to hold on to the feeling of your arms around him. A feeling he wanted so badly right now.

——🪷——

“Please! I have a famil-“

The man dropped dead on the floor, blood pooling around his head. You were sent on your first assignment, an important one to prove your loyalty. You had to do well as Moira was busy stressing over why the cybernetic was no longer working. Her anger scared you. You wanted to prove your worth so she wouldn’t direct that anger at you.

The target in question was an important representative who had been campaigning to have Moira’s lab at Oasis looked at in a harsher light. It was important that you silenced him, and you had done just that. You couldn’t care less if the man had a family. You couldn’t care less if the man was trying to do the right thing. You couldn’t care less. Your motivation today was to get this over and done with before going to confront your once crush.

His lab was so close to where you were. Coincidence? No, fate. You could finally take your anger out on him. You could finally let him know what you thought of his selfish decision. It was oh so easy to sneak in. But his lab was empty which was a pity. You wanted so badly to make him hurt like you had. You suffered at his expense. You were going to make him writhe in pain. Instead you found a note.

‘I’m heading back to Talon meeting point. I’ll be back soon.”

This was a note meant for Overwatch. You weren’t suppose to see this, of course, no one expected you to even be here. Anger burned through you. Why was he going back there. Was he going to mourn you in some weird pathetic way? It pissed you off so much you couldn’t resist going. You wanted to kill him. You wanted him to hurt. How. Dare. He.

Before you could think straight you stormed out of his lab, anger coursing through your veins. You made your way over to the meeting place, not expecting to find him so quickly and yet there he was. He looked so tired. So distraught. His pretty cream hair thrown up into a wild bun. His cheeks sunken and tear stained. His usually calm demeanour taking a break, being replaced by a shaky and jittery one. Your heart fluttered. Why did it still flutter for him. Why was he still making you feel for him. Why would your heart betray you like this. It was making you feel angrier. How could you still have feelings for a man who left you for dead. WHY!!

On impulse, you tackle him, catching him completely off guard. The two of you tumbled on the floor before you ended up on top of him, your gun pointed at his head. You didn’t love him anymore. You HATED him. You wanted him dead. Didn’t you?

“Y/N…?!”

His heart raced with fear, but he was so happy to see you alive. Tears formed, his stress and pain initially melting away. You were here. You were safe. For a split second you softened up. Seeing him so happy over you made your heart leap out of your chest. Then you remembered what he did. The hurt. The pain. You shook off the emotion. He betrayed you. He left you for Satya. He hurt you. You HATED him!

“I HATE YOU! YOU LEFT ME TO DIE!!” The pain in your voice so clear. So raw. So powerful.

“WHY DID YOU CHOOSE HER OVER ME!! YOU LIED TO ME NIRAN! YOU LIED TO ME!! YOU PROMISED ME WE WERE EQUALS! YOU PROMISED!”

Your hands hit his chest over and over again. Niran didn’t try to stop you, instead he let you do it. He knew it was what you deserved. You weren’t a weak girl, oh no, you were strong. Your punches hurt. You beat his chest over and over again so much he was starting to cough and choke from the pain. The hilt of the gun hitting him so hard it split skin. Some of your punches went astray and landed on his throat, making it all the harder for him to breathe. He wasn’t talking. He wasn’t moving. He let it all happen.

“WHY WONT YOU SAY ANYTHING?! PLEASE! SAY SOMETHING! YOU OWE ME THAT! PLEASE NIR-“

His hands grabbed your wrists, and you drop your gun. His eyes staring into yours with such love. You could see the pain and anguish, but it was over powered with sadness and adoration. He brings your bloody knuckles to his lips, delicately kissing them, eyes never leaving yours.

“Are your knuckles okay beautiful?” His voice was cracking, but his tone soft and warm.

He started to sob, but not from the pain, from the emotions he was feeling. He began to tell you how much he loved you and how you looked so gorgeous. You were breathtaking and he could hardly breathe.

“I’ve been falling for you Y/N… I’m in love with you petal.. you’re so beautiful..” He choked through sobs. “I picked.. Satya… to.. save you both… It’s… her.. teleportation..skills.. I needed.”

You felt dizzy from the confession. He loved you? He wanted to save you both. Satya was picked for her abilities to save you. You felt so stupid. So awful. You didn’t trust him. He never gave up on you. You let out a scream of guilt and pain, falling on his chest, screaming crying from all the stress, pain and hell you had been through.

“I’m so sorry Y/N..” He rubbed your back whilst repeating those words along with sweet “I love you”s. It was a tender moment for you both. Two young people falling for each other and letting their pain out. Niran felt off though. He felt his consciousness slip away, struggling to keep his eyes open. “Y/N….” His hands slip from your back, his body went limp. The world around him started to dull, as if someone had turned off the lights. He had passed out.

“Niran…?” You sit up slightly to look at him, his eyes were closed, almost as if he had fallen asleep. His bloody chest and bruised skin told you otherwise. He had lost consciousness.

“NIRAN?! NO NO! NIRAN!!” You scream shaking his body. You had gone too far. You had hurt him.

“PLEASE NIRAN!”

As you shook him a small device fell from his pocket. It sparked to life creating a teleport, one of Satya’s creations. He was telling the truth, which made you feel all the more guilty. You had to help him. With all the strength you had, you dragged his body through it, hoping it would lead to help.

——🪷——

“Yahi param vaastavikta hai!!” The Indian women screamed, throwing up a wall to separate you from Niran. Her breathing was rapid and her eyes shot daggers at you. She was pissed off, emotions heightened. Your bloody knuckles and Talon uniform told her all she needed to know. You had been the one to do this to him.

“Satya.. Help.. I’m sorry.. I… I regret it.. I just want him to get the help he needs! Please! You want that too don’t you?!”

The woman was in shock and anyone could see that. After the hellish week she had been through, you couldn’t blame her for wanting to defend him. It showed you how much she cared for Niran. She looked broken at the sight of seeing him so beaten.

“Yes..”

The wall cracked before shattering into starlight. As quick as she could, her body was by his side helping you get him up onto a bed, before she called for Dr Ziegler. Luckily for Niran it was mostly just a case of bad shock and minor trauma. He would make a full recovery and wake up when he was ready to do so. You’re happy to hear this, as is Satya. She eases up at those words and looks to you, the smallest of smiles curling at her lips.

“Satya I’m so sorry… it was a big misunderstanding… I didn’t want to hurt him.. I was just angry…”

“I.. can understand your pain. I too.. am sorry. I know his decision must have hurt you. I.. do hope you can forgive me or at least hold no ill will.”

“I.. I don’t blame you Satya… I just… feel hurt..”

Satya nodded, she had began to stim again and without realising had began to play with Niran’s hair. It had come loose in your scuffle and she was subconsciously braiding it. It was rather cute.

“He told me he loved me.. Did you know..?”

“Yes..”

“Is that why you wanted him to pick me? I saw your lips move back in the room. You wanted him to let you go.”

“Niran and I.. we’re good friends. I could never hate him for choosing you over me. I wanted him to live a peaceful life.. with the women he loves.”

You frown and take a seat in the chair beside the bed. It was all so much to process. You felt betrayed still. You could understand what they were both feeling at the time. Niran wanted to save you both, and Satya wanted him to save you. Admirable.

——🪷——

A few hours passed and Niran woke up, much to Satya’s delight. She gave him a quick kiss on the forehead before making an excuse to give you two some privacy.

“Hi beautiful..”

“How are you feeling?”

“Been better, but I’m happy you’re here.”

You frown, you had been trying to search deep down for those feelings you had for Niran. The damage had already been done though. You had so much on your mind. Talon, where you stood with Overwatch, Niran. It was a lot.

“Listen Y/N… I think we should talk.”

“You don’t say.”

Your words stung a little, but he understood why you were so upset with him. He would probably feel the same way. He reached for your hand, wanting to kiss your knuckles again, but you pulled away, upsetting him further.

“Y/N.. I meant what I said.. I’m in love with you petal.. I really did have the best intentions..”

“I.. don’t know Niran..”

“I want us to be together. You’re my everything.. I lov-“

“I don’t feel the same way..”

The look on his face spelt heartbreak, yet he smiled anyway. It was a sad smile but one that showed he understood, even if it hurt him. He took your hands again, this time you let him, feeling bad if you were to deny him.

“Y/N I won’t stop loving you.. you’re my gorgeous flower.. you can hate me.. but know that I’m yours.. I love you..”

You sigh. Maybe you just needed a bit of time to come around. He was a charming man and you once held so many feelings for him. As things stood you didn’t love him, but maybe you could learn to.

“Right now.. I’m hurt. But.. maybe you can earn a second chance.. we can start over?”

“Oh my darling, I would love that.. I promise you I will win you over.”

And oh did he try. This man was a serial romantic, trying his best to woo you at every turn. He brought you flowers almost daily, complimenting you with smooth words and even asking you on sweet dates. He was yearning for you so hard it made his heart flutter to see you happy.

“Will you be my girlfriend now?”

“I’m still not ready.”

His plans became more elaborate taking you out to dinner and sneaking in sweet kisses on your hands and forehead. The flowers turned into bouquets, accompanied by sweet chocolates.

“Y/N I’m still pining for you petal. Will you be mine?”

“I’m sorry Niran.. I want to wait a little longer.. you’re sweet though.”

He grew a little bolder, deciding to flat out flirt with you and make you blush. He was craving you and this was the only way he could satisfy those craving. He gave you little hugs from behind, or found an excuse to brush against you. One such attempt had him pull you into his lap, claiming you looked tired and needed a place to rest. When none of this worked he decided to write you a sweet love letter.

“Y/N my darling,

Not a day passes when I am not thinking of you. The way your body sways as you walk, the way your lips move when you talk, the way your eyes hold my gaze, oh my sweet darling you leave me in such a daze.

I find myself wanting to kiss you more and more as the days go on. My love for you is oh so strong. I know that I did you wrong, but please don’t make me wait this long.

I love you with all my heart, nothing will ever keep us apart.

Niran.”

Soon he had you yearning for him too. Soon you wanted to be around him. You looked forward to the kisses and little touches as well as his sweet words and love gestures. Things were almost back to normal too. You made a deal for protection from Talon, in exchange for information. Something you were all too happy to give. As for Niran, you wanted him badly. You were waiting for him to ask you again, until he finally did.

“Y/N my love, my light, my life. Please, will you be my girlfriend?”

“Yes, yes Niran I will.”

[needsmoresleepwrites]

When Sakura is added to the Furin first year group chat and his cellphone use starts to increase, nobody thinks to tell him about the dangers of being online, meeting up with strangers, or suspicious ads. (KameSaku, TogaSaku)

Dogg on Premise (Clean Up After)

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tags: Sakura and cellphone, stranger meetup, 0721, oral

A/N: I wrote some self-indulgent 0721 day (hj) content, hehe. My first contribution to windbreaker. Since it's NSFW, this post is only an excerpt, check out the full fic on AO3

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When Sakura is added to the Furin first year group chat and his cellphone use starts to increase, nobody thinks to tell him about the dangers of being online, meeting up with strangers, or suspicious ads. 

He grumbles as he walks across a train crossing. He’d seen it a few times during patrol, but had never ventured further since it technically wasn’t Furin territory anymore. He frowns as he goes under, noticing the change in atmosphere immediately. He tries not to let that bother him. He’d lived in sketchier places before but as he walks down the road full of bars and nightlife, he wonders if maybe he took a wrong turn somewhere. He blushes when he sees a couple kissing in front of a shop while the owner smokes, uncaring of how heated they’re becoming

He pulls out his phone and opens up the last conversation he had before heading over

unknown number, 8:47pm <<lets meet tonight <<i have a few minutes to spare <<make sure not to tell anyone, ok ;)

me, 8:55pm >>why the hell not

unknown number, 8:56pm <<a bit unfair to gang up on me like that dont you think <<not that i cant handle a few more bodies

me, 9:02pm >>only cowards fight dirty 1on1 it is

unknown number, 9:03pm <<oh that came faster than the last message <<looks like youre getting better with those fingers of yours <<come here: places.app.wbd/9RDMzps69T?x_t=bnr

me, 9:08pm >>shut up

me, 9:09pm >>!

Unknown number, 9:10pm <<wwwww <<just follow the signs

He feels himself get mad just thinking about the conversation and when he taps the link to open the location, he can’t help but let his finger linger with a little too much force. Instead of opening the link, a menu opens and he curses

He squints at the options and (gently) clicks open . When it does, he realizes he is in the right place and he’s only a few paces away. 

“Aren’t you a cutie? New around here?” a voice calls out from his right and he turns to find a slim man making pawing gestures at him. 

Sakura frowns, “So what if I am?”

The man laughs at his response and Sakura’s frown drops when he doesn’t detect any malice. The people in this town really are weird. They gave him food, tried to treat his wounds, called out greetings whenever they saw him, and now they even laughed like they’d been friends for ages. Even after being here for a few weeks, it was hard to get used to this feeling of community.

The man gestures him over, “I’m surprised nobody’s picked you up yet. Where ya headed?”

When Sakura comes closer, phone still in his hand, the stranger throws an arm around his waist, pulling him in close. Sakura freezes, then blushes to the tips of his ears, “W-Why are you so damn close, huh?! Are you tryna pick a fight?!”

He tries to move away, but the stranger holds him tight, “Wow, that really is your natural hair color, isn’t it?”

Sakura goes rigid for a different reason. He growls, “Let go.”

The stranger tries to soothe him by rubbing his side and without his Furin jacket, Sakura feels the touch a little too closely. His face lights up again. The stranger smiles, “Come on, don’t get mad. I think it suits you. You’re cute, but you have a bit of a temper. Now,” he says, grabbing Sakura’s hand to see his phone’s screen, “where are you…”

He lets go immediately, as if Sakura had burned him somehow, and steps back. Sakura can finally breathe a little easier but the guy seems a little nervous now, “Oh, didn’t realize you were one of his guys. My bad.”

Sakura raises a brow but doesn’t get a chance to say much else to the guy. Before the stranger retreats into the bar behind him, he says, “Just go down that way. It’s hard to miss.”

“Thanks,” Sakura mumbles, “I guess…”

Alone once more, he walks down the small street the stranger had pointed at. It was narrow. Too narrow, he vaguely thinks, noticing that it would only fit two people walking shoulder-to-shoulder. He snickers, Three, if one of them is Sugishita. Except it was more likely he’d take up the whole width for himself, refusing to walk next to anyone but Umemiya…

The path is mostly dark and the only reason Sakura isn’t stumbling over himself is that every few steps, a light will turn on to light his way. They turn off once he’s passed them, leaving the way he came bathed in darkness. It’s a perfect place to get attacked… But this doesn’t bother him. He’s used to fighting in the open and closed quarters. He won’t let anyone get the upper hand, no matter the location

By the time he finally emerges, the liveliness of the main street feels like something he imagined. 

Instead, he finds himself looking at a giant abandoned building. When he takes out his phone again, the app says he’s arrived.

He grins.

The way the building has been claimed by art and stickers reminds him of Furin High. No place on its surface is left unblemished. He feels himself get excited, That guy must be the real deal if people react to this place like that guy! Sakura is glad he answered that message. He knew that he couldn’t get to the top alone and he was glad he had Suou and Nirei on his side to help him, but there was still a lot he needed to do. Just because he had friends now, didn’t mean he could slack off in his training

He needed to get stronger if he wanted to get to the top and stay there. 

Except that now that he’s here, he’s not sure where to go. He tries going through the front, but finds the door locked. He even pounds on it a few times and calls out, but nothing happens. The place truly appears to be abandoned.

<<just follow the signs

He frowns, “What signs?”

It takes a bit of searching, but the only sign he manages to find is a worn out “dog on premise” sign. Like the rest of the building, it’s been graffitied. There’s an extra “g” next to “dog” and stickers cover the edges. There’s also something like spilled paint running down the top and it makes the letters look messy and runny. At the bottom, it reads ‘clean up after’. 

“What does that mean?” he wonders aloud and walks toward the little alcove the sign is affixed to. There are some stairs going down and he frowns again. He’s starting to realize this place is a bit strange. But I’m already here, and he didn’t need anyone thinking he’d ran away!

To his surprise, the door isn’t locked. He opens it and finds himself in a bathroom. The light flickers momentarily

There are three stalls and a two person sink. There’s also another door at the end of the room. He raises a brow. Perhaps it used to be a staff entrance? But when he opens the door, the entrance has been bricked off. 

“The hell…”

That’s when he realizes he’s not alone. There’s a tapping sound, like wood on floor and he turns around quickly, legs apart and arms raised, “Who’s there!”

“Ahhh,” a male voice answers, “You’re here.”

It’s coming from the first stall and he’s not sure how he missed the clogged feet when he’d walked in. They stop tapping against the floor. 

Sakura is beyond confused, “You’re…in the toilet?”

The voice laughs, “That’s right.”

Neither says anything for a moment and Sakura briefly wonders if someone did attack him on the street and managed to knock him out. This feels a little too surreal. 

“Are you,” he begins, “...almost done?”

The man makes a long contemplative sound, “No, not really. Just started actually.”

Sakura hears the sound of clothes being moved around, but the feet stay in place, unbothered, “Why don’t you join me in the next stall?”

Sakura’s brows are furrowed so tightly, he thinks this is what the grandmas mean when they say he shouldn’t frown so much or his face will stay stuck like that, “What? I don’t need to use the toilet! And why aren’t you ready? I’m not here to play games!”

He’s not sure when he lowered his arms, but he raises them again. 

The man laughs and then grunts, like he’s hit himself, except that the only noise Sakura can still hear is the sound of clothes. When he swallows, the sound his throat makes is too loud. He feels a sense of something he can’t name run down his spine and he suddenly wishes Kotoha hadn’t taken his Furin jacket. But she’d insisted it needed some mending, a member of Bofurin can’t go walking around looking like this, have some pride! 

Not like a jacket can do anything in a fight anyway…

The guy knocks on the wall of his stall, “Come on. I promise it’ll be fine.”

Sakura shakes his head, “No, you come out here! Or I’ll go wait outside!”

“Sakura.” So far, the voice had been playful but the way the man says his name is strict. Sakura shivers, “Go into the stall next to mine.”

His face goes red, why the hell am I blushing?!

But he realizes that there’s only so much he can do. He can either walk away, which he doesn’t want to do after coming so far. He can bust down the door, which he doesn’t want to do. He might like to fight, but he wouldn’t attack someone when they’re on the toilet! Or he could listen and just wait…in the stall next to him. He remembers the reaction of the guy from before and grits his teeth, “Fine!”

The voice becomes playful again, “Good boy.”

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[penguin--person]

ok how would’ve swap ended

heres my outline for the chapters ill never write, and here you can find a bit of chapter 11! fun! in my own words, under the cut.

we left off with sanyas place being bloodied and filled with a few corpses, dmitry nowhere to be found. chapter 10 ends. chapter 11 starts with yura, with some reflection on what happened and on his feelings, where its revealed dmitry has been taken by the facility. sanya told him this. sergei told her that.

yura and sergei meet up.

basically that. sergei says he and sanya cant stay at their place now, so theyre staying at some hotel for the nearby future, until their flat gets cleaned of all the blood and gore and dead bodies. hes more upset than in canon, because, he could have died! yura should have known better! says math tutoring with sanya is overrr and asks if he still wants to go to the zone. yura says hehe yeah then we get some more reflection. thinks about katya. and. man. ok. tarts cleave made me put some yurima in this, like, internalized homophobia. so this is a sort of yurima fic, the way that yuras like ohh what is this fucking feeling!!! and dima hates yuras guts, but tolerates him bc hes his only source of food and resources.

then the chapter would switch to anya pov. school is ending, her classrooms packing up, when she hears some of her classmates talking about this gorey event. apparently, some runaway mutant killed some people!! this classmate lives in the same complex as the kazarins maybe idk who knows. anyas like woahhh what the hell!!! and when she comes home talks to kt about it. anya exegaterates the gore a lot. katyas uncomfortable. she knows this mutant could be, and is most likely, dmitry. she doesnt reveal her own mutation. anya is in the dark. chapter 11 ends!

chapter 12 is sanya pov, shes very angry at sergei. focus on her grief, sorta. she feels dumb for letting dima get caught. he trusted her, and whatd she do? trust the wrong person. boom. angst ten thousand. of course she doesnt tell sergei that she knew dimas a mutant. hes pissed too, but not at her rlly, hes very detached from the emotional business. the chapter would end like false disposition does.

chapter 13 is the mill. not much changes. nikita still dies, yura still kills.

chapter 14 is strike 3. olya still took the blame. basically goes the same as canon. sanyas probably even more fucked up now, because she not only lost dima, but also nikita, and olya to jail. chapter 13 would have probs been very long, so strike 3 would be shorter.

chapter 15 is! yura talks to sanya. shes like hey what the fuck dude youve been avoiding me ever since nikita died. thats not cool. he ignores her and instead tells her about katya (they already met in the written part, only for a brief moment, but yura remembers). this is sanya pov so we wouldnt get much yura 'objective feelings', but hed be very insistent about blackmailing katya into helping them get dima back. sanya calls him dumb. its dangerous. yura ignores her, says hell do this with or without her. sanya agrees. basically this part of convergence

(ignore titulky,thats just subtitles) sanya is also like. invested in getting dima back. righting her wrong, you know? feels very responsible for his capture.

then, katya pov! shes scared, a bit. what if olya reports her? what if she already has? sure, shes nice, but like. she knows. she said its fine, and katya would like to believe it, but with dima getting captured. shes anxious. so she asks anya to run away with her. anya is hesistant, but kt calls her a chicken, rubs in how much anya complains about it. so she agrees. theyll leave tomorrow.

chapter 16. sanya, for the first time since dimas capture, goes to dimas hiding place. overindulgence in grief is only immature and stuff, but also, maybe she thinks she can find some stuff of his or smth. she umm. well. we get a flashback from dimas pov. its chapter 10. sanya just left him alone with sergei. sergei goes to another room. hes talking to someone. dima is so out of it. then, police busts in - with kt, there was too much, a whole swat team. with dima, there was too little, just your regular cops checking out a disturbance. they manage to shoot dima a time or two, but ultimately, he kills them and runs away. he runs all the way to his hideout. hes so scared. so angry. so upset. its just like comfort zone all over again.

somehow, he makes it to his hideout. theres not many people outside at the time, and those who are arent too keen on confronting an obvious mutant. blue sparks around him. dima thinks Im safe here im okay im safe. his thoughts are so jumbled and incoherent. he doesnt want to die. he either bleeds out or has a stroke and dies.

cut back to sanyas pov. its been at least two weeks since his 'capture'. she smells his rotting corpse before she sees it. she feels terrible. so bad. she cant even burry him. what will she tell yura? why didnt sergei tell her the truth, that he escaped? did he think shed go out looking for him? she would have. could she have saved him? why did it take her so long to go here? why did she let him die? so so much angst and grief. shes had enough.

chapter 17 is convergence. katya and anya are packing up. yura comes there, says anya wasnt responding to his messages and he got worried. this is either katya or anya pov or both. probs katya. he starts talking about dima, and the girls recognize the story. hes talking about how dima was his friend and hed like to get him out of the facility. takes out the cube, asks katya to help him get out. switch to yura pov. katya refuses. wowww what a brat. anyas so so upset with him. he doesnt listen to her, ignores her as much as possible. he talks about olya. mentions shes in custody or smth rn. that he killed a man. if katya doesnt help him, hell report her and olya will be in trouble. he takes out his phone. he doesnt show them the screen. he tried calling sanya, but she just woudlnt pick up. so, he just tells them hes on a call with her, and if they hurt him, shell report them in his place. and olya will be in trouble. he understands that hes being stupid. understands katya is just a kid. understands anya cares for her. understands her mutation could be dangerous. but so whatttt dude.. why are you against this.. you homophonbic?!?!?? you dont want to see yurima 60fps kiss?!?!?!

switch to anya pov. shes so fucking mad and upset and betrayed. hears katya counting to ten repeatedly under her breath. yelling at yura. yura fights with her a bit. he sets his hand on katyas shoulder. she pushes them both away. and just like that she turns into a monster! will somebody show up to save the day?

(drew this earlier this year, like, february/march or smth - i could redraw it better but i dont wanna lol)

chapter 18. yura calls sanya again. she picks up. he tells her its all gone to shit, asks her why she didnt pick up. anya is yelling at him, screaming for him to get out, katyas meat exploded all over olyas plcae, anyas in shambles, trying to get through to katya. shes unsuccesfull. yura basically begs sanya to come over, that its went wrong. sanya is.. well, she seems faraway. like she just saw some shit. no time to think about that tho. sanya, pissed off, because yura now made this girl cry for nothing, comse over and Oh she didnt just cry! awesome! she gets super pissed at yura. shes done. yura asks her to help, what to do. he didnt know this would happen. sanya rlly shouts at him so bad. mentions dimas dead. that she found his body. that it was all for nothing. anya would be yelling t her to get out too, but shes too exhausted. shes just hanging out with katya now. begging her to turn back. she doesnt care that shes a mutant. they can run away right now, just please, turn back, itll be okay, olya will be fine, you just have to turn back, istill love you, please turn back, please dont leave me. yura is. man. he feels like shit. dima is Dead? so he doomed this girl for nothing? doomed his relationship with his sister for nothing? wow. sanyas so pissed off and done with everything she just leaves. yura tries to call sergei. it goes straight to voicemail. what the fuck are they going to do

chapter 19. katya pov. its all fucked up. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 yura touches her shoulder and she explodes.. it fucking hurtssss. anyas so louid it hurts. someone new comes over. it hurts. someone leaves. yura calls someone again. nobody comes. it hurts. anyas crying. it hurts. yura calls somebody else and anyas screaming again. yura tries to drag anya away. shes screaming. it hurts. yura leaves. more people show up after some time. anya screams at them. they take anya away from the flat. they take katya away, too.

chapter 20. epilogue 1. yura and anya life after the incident - like a month maybe. olyas gone. shes stuck at home. sergeis so fucking done with him. anya didnt tell the containment services about yuras outburst, because, he has the recording. maybe if they dont know that olya let katya stay, they'll let her go.. but, they dont. shes in jail. yura hasnt even thanked her. yura is.. hes dealing with the death of dima, nikita, anyas grief too, and sanya. yura and sanya. sanyas pissed at him. he did to his sister what sergei did to her and dima. but hes her rfiend. shes lost so much. she cant lose him too. it sucks. theyre not happy together. yura hasnt said sorry. they dont talk about dima. they try to forget about it all. sanya and sergei. ermmm. not cool.

chapter 21. epilogue 2. sanya and anya. they talk. they hug. the end.

[rotnow]

Hey guys, ok I havent made finished the ‘mermaid and ship of fakes’ but I SWEAR IM ALMOST DONE

Instead I am here to introduce my future plans for my ‘Articles of Phantom theives’

Ok first things first lets lay out a timeline for this. Please take note this is not official, will be edited later in the future probably.

1. The Oak archives

- A story of Emily’s parents up until their eventual demise. Yes thats right, Emily is an orphan 😞 don’t worry she lives with her uncle now so its all handy dandy

2. Emily meeting joker for the first time and deciding to write articles about phantom theives

-AAA yesss now you know this 🫵 this story is basically my first kaitou joker post in this account is it not? Ah yes with my part two of that onw as well! My babies..I was really happy about making those.

Here is part one!

And this is part 2!

3. Adventures with a phantom theif

-OH YEAHH I AM EXICTED FOR THIS ok so basically, since Joker is a new phantom theif in this time he might need some help in his heists (but you’ll never hear the word help from his mouth, boy cant admit it) and he thinks he should do Emily a favor since she writes articles for him..he decides he’ll take in emily as his assistant, TEMPORARILY.

-Emily, obviously tweaking in exictement is all like “REALLY? REALLY? ARE YOU SURE??” and Joker’s like “Yeah YEAH now accept it before I take it back!!” “YAYYYY”

-look fellas I even made a lil doodle of Joker and Emily on their way to their first heist together <:DD

(My silles <:)))) ) (pls ignore the fact that it looks like emily is about to beat tf out of joker, its her makeshift weapon)

-ok so this is a saga, three chapters, based on the manga. It won’t last lokg of course because in the end emily has to stop being joker’s assistant due some unfortunate reason…but you know that that means…

3. Emily’s debut in the Kaitou Joker anime!

- There we go! Now thats a familar title isn’t it? This is where the original kj plot comes it LETS GOOO HACHI SPADE DARK EYE QUEEN ROKO SILVER HEART THE GANGS ALL HEREEE‼️‼️

- I have already did the first part which involves emily’s appearence in episode two “paris the 100 year old safe” go check that out‼️‼️

Now we are all settled! (I think) I hope this makes sense honestly. Thank you for everyone who follows me, it makes me really happy that some people out there is interested in my oc and share the same interest of kaitou joker like me. ❤️👐🏻🫶🏻 I hope you guys are doing well, until again! Goodbyee!!

-Huhu