#ok im tired goodnight everyone

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x06 - “The Message Hidden Within the Pattern” ↳ "Vi. You've been quite a curiosity. The one who captured Caitlyn's heart."

[xxplastic-cubexx]

I unironically ship Lilandra and Charles. I'm a multishipper and ofc I like cherik more but I love the banter she had with Charles in '97 👀👀 him being a pet to his alien bird fiancee?? Oooh kinky. We all know that if cherik does some petplay Erik is the puppy (this is a softcore take on those kinks)

my lawyers told me im legally not allowed to discuss petplay at length however there is in fact an 'attack dog boyfriend' joke somewhere here that im dying to make

[nogchompa]

i bet it feels good as fuck to release emotions thru music. would luv 2 try it one day

[phagodyke]

well.

[lichensings]

not many posts yesterday i was busy sleeping and packing and being with friends and now i have concert tickets for march??? life is so beautiful. anyways

[dilfsuzanneyk]

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[tension4mari]

Sex with Nam-gyu and Reader who has a hand fetish >ᴗ<

Not proofread

☘︎ ݁˖Paring-Nam-gyu x Fem!Reader

.☘︎ ݁˖Warnings-18+content. Fingering, soft choking, Reader has a hand fetish, cursing, fem receiving, Probably more im just too lazy to tag it

.☘︎ ݁˖Summary- Was requested... Here

.☘︎ ݁˖Blowing all of your money on stupid things was the worst mistake you could have made. Now you're here, inside of a room with hundreds of people you dont know.

.☘︎ ݁˖You had made friends with a girl who was nice enough to invite you into her group she was forming. it was only the three of you before two other guys came up, one claiming to be a rap God named 'Thanos" and the other, you didn't really take notice on his speaking, you were distracted, by his hands.

.☘︎ ݁˖They looked rough but soft at the same time, how would they feel around your neck? you wondered if you would ever find out. you started to bite your lip from the thought, unfortunately you were interrupted by your new friend, Se-mi asks if it was ok with you to let them join you three.

.☘︎ ݁˖ "Huh" you look up from your distracted gaze to the stranger Infront of you, praying no one saw you looking. "Well? what do you say, you don't mind if they join, right?" she asks playing with her lip. "Oh, yea I don't mind." you softly mumble playing with your own hands. "Alright. That settles it! we will be a team!" the purple haired guy announced pretty loudly.

.☘︎ ݁˖ Luckly you all made it through the death obstacle in one piece. Sticking close to the only other girl in the group Se-mi, your eyes betrayed you once again drifting to the guy Infront of you. You look down at his long thick fingers. 'fuck' you thought to yourself. How would they feel inside you? God, you could only imagine, you squeeze your legs together at the dirty thought.

.☘︎ ݁˖Once arriving back at the beds, you decide to stick with your group, you all sit down, Thanos and Nam-gyu cooking up a conversation in a hurry, Se-mi and Min-su talking about nonsense. You're left alone thinking deep in thought. It doesn't take long for your mind to reach back at dirty thoughts you had earlier, but seriously, who wouldn't want those fucking hands on them?" you could feel yourself getting wet from all of that thinking.

.☘︎ ݁˖You could see from the corner of your eye, Nam-gyu using his hands to sweep the hair from his face, you're watching his hands every move. You're so desperate, it honestly sad. As you're busy staring at his fingers, he looks at you for a spilt second, seeing you nonstop staring at his fingers, He could only let his mind wonder at the thoughts you're having right now.

.☘︎ ݁˖He decides to test the waters, bringing his hands towards his thigh, letting his hands rest there for a spilt second before moving to the middle of his pants.

And you're watching his hands every move.

.☘︎ ݁˖'Lights out in 30 minutes' the feminine voice called out on the speaker, opting you had enough of today you decided to bid your farewells to your group. "I'm heading to my bed. Goodnight guys!" you spoke out in a whatso lively voice. "Are you sure?" "You're not gonna stay with us?" Se-mi asked looking at you. "Yea, You're not going to stay with us tonight? You scared?" Nam-gyu asked in a teasing voice chuckling softly "Nah I'm al good, you guys have fun, I'm feeling tired already." Nam-gyu got up, placing his hand on your shoulder. Leaning down and whispering in your hear quietly "Night." before his hand made its way to the crook of your neck, squeezing it softly and being removed fast before anyone else could notice.

.☘︎ ݁˖"Mhm!" you quickly mumble before sprinting off and waving back at everyone else.

.☘︎ ݁˖You make your way to your bed before slipping off your shoes and taking off your green jacket. You lay down getting comfortable before drifting off to a deep sleep.

.☘︎ ݁˖You wake up, noticing everyone was still sleep. You sit up on the bed, rubbing your eyes before breathing in a long yawn, you were abruptly interrupted by a dark figure roaming behide you, before you could scream a hand catches you in the act.

.☘︎ ݁˖"Chill-It's just me" Nam-gyu reveals himself standing Infront of you before moving his hand from your mouth. "What were you doing?" you said raising your eyebrows and scooting back onto the hard mattress. "None of your business." he spoke before stepping closer to you "Well? You can go...It's still night and we need sleep." you said lifting the thin sheet onto your legs.

.☘︎ ݁˖He grabs the sheet, throwing it to the end of the bed. "Nah im not tired." "Plus, I came to ask you something" he uninvitedly sits beside you on the bed, before putting his hands on your upper thigh. "Ok... What is it?" you said staring at the warm touch on your thigh "What's your problem with my hands? is it a fetish or sum?" he said eyeing you "W-what- I have no idea what you're talking about! ' You whisper shout before trying to scoot away from his hands. "Don't be embarrassed, it's hot.

.☘︎ ݁˖While you were trying to find an excuse, he cuts you off. "Shh.. Just shut the hell up, Fuck." He moves his hand from your thigh to your chest, squeezing your tits. "What the fuc-" you were cut off by his lips hitting yours. "You attempt to push him off of you to see what the hell is his problem "Do you want this or not." he's staring in your eyes. You turn your head from him.,"Mhm.." "Then just relax... I'll make you feel good."

.☘︎ ݁˖He pushes you onto back before reaching for your legs, traveling his fingers from your ankles to the waist band of your pants. He slides them down enough so that he can get a clear view of your panties. "Fuck... Look at this, you're soaking..." You cover your face from the lewd words. "Stop talking..." you mumble into your hands.

.☘︎ ݁˖He brings his finger towards your clothe cunt, rubbing his finger up and down on your wetness leaking through your underwear "Hm! stop teasing me... It's annoying." "What are you in the rush for? we have all night.." he says before finally pulling your panties off and tucking them into his sweatshirt, going unnoticed

.☘︎ ݁˖His middle finger finds it way inside you. Moving it back in forth, he immediately adds in another finger. You turn into a moaning mess he quickly shuts you up by shoving his free hand finger into your mouth "If I were you, ill shut up. Don't you see these people sleeping? Hm?'' He says in a deep voice that you swore you got more wet hearing it. "Unless you want them to hear you." he says smirking. thrusting his fingers even harder into your wetness. He pulls his fingers out your mouth bringing his hands to the softness of your cheek, smothering your own saliva on your face and giving your face a couple of soft taps.

.☘︎ ݁˖"Is it as you wished? Feeling my finger inside you?" you nod your head with closed eyes. "Good." his hand reaching your neck, rubbing it before wrapping his hands around it completely. "You look so good like this-" he says moving his face to lick your abused cunt "And you taste amazing" "God you're going to kill me.."

.☘︎ ݁˖He's sucking your pussy like his life depended on it, he looks up at you squeezing your neck "Look at me-" you open your watery eyes looking down at him eating you oh so good. "Mhm.." you moan. bringing your hands to go through his hair, slightly tugging at it "Don't stop!" you silently moan bucking your hips up into his face, basically full-on riding his face.

.☘︎ ݁˖You don't stop pulling his hair till you came undone on his face. "Fuck.. you've had the best pussy I've ever tasted-" he says catching his breath, you're too fucked out to comprehend what exactly he's saying.

.☘︎ ݁˖You're laid on your back with squeezed closed legs from the orgasm you just had. "Uh huh." you blabber. His hands go to spread your legs, kissing your cunt before letting your legs go flop on the bed. "You did so well for me" he says rubbing your thighs, "I have to go back now..." he says pulling the sheets onto your exposed legs "I'll see you later." he says letting go of the sheet, "m'k.." you groan finally opening your eyes.

.☘︎ ݁˖Nam-gyu disappears into the dark and eventfully you got up to put back on your pants, wandering where the hell you put your panties?!

Sorry if it's all over the place in the beginning.. took me two different days to complete this.. ☠️

[sillykitsuuuu]

literally just opened tumblr and saw ur answer :3! Tysmmm! Zum zum’s official design is cute ^0^— although ive been really scared to do anything with the ship since it’s somewhat based off of the creator (thats what i think at least)… and as much as i love and somewhat have a silly thing for silly fish noodle, i think i best stay away from making an oc for him bcs i dont wanna tweak with the lore -0-

I started rambling here but, thanj you so much, @habijob! :DD and yes, youve been an inspiration to me for quite a while and i still keep up with those silly steps to recovery comics! Probably one of my major reasons to even stay in the fandom and do silly things with it — also queens nightmare was one of ny first exposures to what an “au” is and it made me a snatchnessa shipper! Some of my old art (im not super happy with because i was starting out) took inspo from your art which was so goofy!!!!

rambles under the cut

Speaking of silly noodle, i miss my silly ghost noodle and probably wanna work on some old aus for ahit … i had an oc named sarah (i know somoene named sarah so its kinda weird prob gonna rename) and i think i shipped her with (my au) MoonJumper? It was a bit strange. Buuut I do know MoonJumper was inspired by it think Prince Snatcher au design wise and Queens Nightmare ability and lore wise :D! So was Snatcher and Vanessa, tbh 0_0 gah im ranitng and its 2am

ill make a seperate post for it but when ive awaken and are fully functional

Im still farily new to the updates of pressure and community, but who is zum zum 😭😭 i want to understand what is going on before i ship and stuff :33

also your blog is so nostalgic for me because i was a huge hat in time fan back then and made so many aus inspired by queens nightmare— your artstyle and art in general inspired me so much a few years ago :3

I call the character "Zum Zum" due to the unfortunate circumstance that her creator also goes by "Zerum". No, Zerum (OC) is not a sona or self-insert. Just (my assumption) the person created the OC and used the name as username and then it stuck around. (My username "Habijob" as a similar origin story, lol)

Anyway, Sebastian's model got a ring and he got a photo of Zum Zum in his shop hidden behind the locker door next to him.

Further more, some info about the marriage lore can be found on Sebastian's wiki page:

https://urbanshade.org/wiki/Sebastian_Solace

There is also an official ref sheet of her https://www.tumblr.com/spumoniiee/763440505909575680/hello-again-pressureheads-i-return-to-bestow?source=share

I am interested in the potential she has, but due to a lack of characterization given, I stay respectfully away from making anything more.

...

Also...

[mit0bee]

Twisted Wonderland boys sharing a tent with you!

Part 2 will come eventually probably most likely

Stuff you should read: Romantic intent! Was supposed to be bulleted but i got lazy, Setting is set in Camp Vargas 1/2 even though i havent actually read CV1 and im only on book 1 of CV2 *cries* leona favouritism because i didnt realise how long writing an entire events drabble would take, sleeping on the floor because i have never camped before and the idea of figuring out how this would work with sleeping bags makes me want to do bad things

Characters: Leona Kingscholar, Malleus Draconia, Azul Ashengrotto, Lilia Vanrouge

(count how many times melora uses the word exhaustion challenge, go!)

LEONA KINGSCHOLAR

After thanking Ruggie and Epel for their help setting up yours and Leona's tent, it was time to help everyone else, so that the Spelldrive Club wouldn't get chewed out by Vargas.

Well… That's what you had in mind, before Leona pulled you down to the grass with him, ordering saying you should relax with him.

“Oi. Come sit down with me.”

“Leona, I have to help everyone else get set up.”

“They'll be fine without you. Now, come sit.”

Helping them would have to wait for whatever else was in store.

Once the first event was announced, and the three objectives were set, you were determined to help the Spelldrive Club at least a little. Pulling yourself from Leona, you decided to follow Ruggie and Epel through each objective.

After an exhausting 3 objectives, night had come, and everyone in the Spelldrive Club were relaxing by the campfire. Whether they be sharing stories, or cracking jokes, everyone was fairly lively for having just gone through the ringer. Everyone except Leona, A.K.A. the only one who didn't do anything, that is. He had his head resting on yours, half-asleep.

Ruggie was actually the one to point out that you two should go to bed, stating that you looked like hell, and that Leona was already snoozin'. So, you practically dragged Leona from the campfire, saying goodnight to Epel and Ruggie, and finally went to the confines of your tent.

Once you got in the tent, and got decently comfortable, Leona, who by this point was already asleep, attached himself to your back like a leech.

“….ve you.”

“Leo? Did you say something?”

“No. Go t' bed, Herbivore.”

he totally said ily then got to shy to admit it in his borderline sleeping state.

i love him

ok so i didnt realize how long these end up being sooooo the rest are gonna be just the tent shenanigans *sighs*

MALLEUS DRACONIA

Once you two got into the tent, you couldn't help but sit down with a sigh. Even though you two were part of an art club, it felt as if Vargas was just as hard on you as he was on the sports clubs.

“Child of Man, is something wrong? You seem down.”

You answered him with another sigh, “It's nothing. Today was just a little tough, is all.”

Malleus sat next to you, opening his arms, “Why don't we lay together, then? You seem to always feel better afterwards.”

Your face would light up ever so slightly, crawling from your spot and into his arms as he laid down. Your head was next to his chest, and you could easily feel his calm heartbeat through his attire. Eventually it was enough to lull you into a light slumber, yet through the drowsiness, you could feel Malleus' lips on your head with a few soft words.

“Goodnight, Child of Man. I love you.”

I AM SO IN LOVE

AZUL ASHENGROTTO

Out of the two of you, Azul was the one to cave into exhaustion first. He practically flopped onto the tent floor the second he walked in. He was a mess. His face was beet red, his breath ragged, and he couldn't stand the thought of staying awake a single second longer.

With the last ounce of energy he had left, he grabbed your hand as he went down, pulling you with him.

“Wuh- Azul!”

“[Name]...” He groaned. Obviously the soreness and drowsiness was getting to him, “'m so tired.” He wrapped his arms around you, groaning again, “Let's sleep now.”

You slowly wrapped your arms around him, chuckling, “Okay. Goodnight, Azul.”

“Mmn. Night.”

You didn't see him this tired very often, but it seemed you'd have to find a way to see him like this again.

“[Name]!!! Azul! Look at this cool stone I found! +20 MP!”

Oh lord......

LILIA VANROUGE

Lilia was, surprisingly, nowhere near tired, even though he was decrepit. So, when you were sat at the campfire with the rest of the pop music club with your head on his shoulder, he chuckled.

"My. Are you falling asleep, [Name]?"

You shook your head insistently, "No. 'm not tired, just resting my eyes, is all."

You could practically see him laughing through your closed eyes, "Uh huh. Wise words from an old man such as myself; I can tell when someone is falling asleep. Oftentimes that person should go to bed."

You pulled yourself from dreamland and opened your eyes, "No, I'm awake. See? I was just resting m' eyes."

"More wise words; Fae can tell when humans lie."

Kalim gasped, "Wha?! Seriously?! That's so cool!"

Cater agreed, much to your chagrin, "You could totally be put on those lie detector shows! Those ones where they ask those suuuper toxic couples questions about each other!"

"Mmn. Is that true, Lilia?" You looked over to him. He had a minor habit of telling you something to prove a point , then taking it back.

He nodded, "Mhm. So we should get to bed, right?"

You slowly nodded. As much as you could deny it, nothing could get past Lilia the Lie Detector. You stood up while rubbing your eyes. Lilia waved goodbye to his club members, retreating with you to your tent.

The second your head hit the pillow that Vargas had so kindly given the arts groups, you were asleep. Lilia gazed upon your sleeping form, smiling softly. Fae couldn't actually detect lies, but you didnt need to know that. All you needed to know was that he knew you very well. You two were together, after all.

He laid next to you, admiring you, and how your body rose and fell with each calm breath, and how your hair fell to frame your face beautifully, and especially the drool trickling from your mouth already.

He would definitely have to tease tell you about that tomorrow.

AAAHHHHHHH FIRST EVER POST!!! Did you guys like it? I'm hoping to write some more in the future, including a second post to this one! currently, sebek, jack, and floyd kinda have a chokehold on me so they'll probably be in the second part! --------------- m.list @mit0ee 's work, please do not steal!

[oliverstarksbae]

Picked up pieces

♡ hi, this is my first ever one shot, so this might be bad, but I hope you enjoy 😉

♡ summary: in which they realize they are made to pick each other pieces

Evan buckley was a player but that was before he met (y/n) she very much was the complete opposite "the ray of sunshine type of girl" So why did she fall in love with him beacuse behind the bad boy act was someone who was hurt and needed some one .

Now it was a normal Saturday he was at work she was at home doing some house work at there shared home made some food read a book and catch up on her favorite show

It had now hit 11pm Evans shift does not finish till 2 so she went to the living room and saw the news.

When she click channel 8 she heard "this is a live broadcast of a horrific hotel fire so far many firefighters are having a though time helping." said a red hair woman

(Y/n's) mind spiraled of what she heard but then took a worried breath beacus the first thing the she thought was ok maybe this is a different firehouse in the 118 area beacuse they were busy

She tried and tried to belive that but then she saw the 118 written on the firetruck that's when she panicked and started to pace around the house with her mind full of worry but it was still not his time to get off so she decided to look at her phone every 5 seconds for the time he gets off.

Evan buckley was stressed to say the least first he was trapped where there was a huge fire which he got out of beacuse he thought of who he cause the most for and how if he did not get out how many people would have been devastated

Then he was not able to save someone today which hurt worst then he thought it would.

He went on his phone and called (y/n) by pressing the contact lover girl <3 ❤️

Then the first thing he heard was, "OH MY GOD EVAN ARE YOU OK I WAS SO WORRIED I SAW ON THE NEW-"

"I'm fine" he replied with not so nice but not that serious tone still in shock on what happen

"Ok let me know when you get home E I love you" said (y/n)

" Yeah see you bye" he said not realizing that he did not say I love you back

(Y/n) on the other hand was confused but decided not to think much beacuse maybe he was tired?

*A few minutes later *

A knock sounded on the door she rushed up to it and ran to evan the give him a hug

"Oh my god, evan, I was so worried. I'm so glad you're ok." she pulled him into a hug, but then he started shaking, and it lok like he was going to cry?

"Evan are you ok? Ok-i-I- need you to calm down fallow my breathing ok?" He agreed while shaking and tears slowing coming down his face

"Baby, I need you to tell me why you are crying. Are you hurt-" he gulped and said, "No-no im-not"

"Ok did something happen?" She asked

"Yes-yes-some-thing-did," he said

"Ok, what happened? I need you to tell me when you're ready, ok?"

"I w-as g-etting some-one an-d we put h-Im on the gurny and in the amb-ul-an-ce he cod-ed" he said it while it replaying in his mind what happened

" E oh my God it's ok you did the best you can and you saved many people ok I love you I want you to know that"

"B-ut I didn't save them I ki-lled hi-m"

"Evan buckley do not think that way you did the best you can and your ability to risk your life every day for strangers now I think you should go take a shower and get ready for bed"

He replied with a happy gentle smile

After everyone was done they both hopped

Onto bad a cuddled she being to big spoon

And slowly he fell asleep but before he said.

"I love you so much and thank you for being there for me"

"Of course I am there for you now I'm tried so goodnight"

"Good night"

Before she fell asleep she thought about what she said and she knew he was hurt plot but she really didn't think it was bad enough for this to happen but she realizedThey were made for each to pick up the pieces other people broke

[lilahardell]

FIRST LOVE ISN'T ALWAYS THE BEST LOVE

Hyunjin x reader

Part-6 FLASHBACKS

Please read part 1,2,3,4,5 before this🤍

The weekend was bright, and Y/n, Felix, Yeji, Yeonjun, Hyunjin and Tess spent the day exploring the city. Laughter echoed as they roamed the streets, taking photos and indulging in snacks.

Y/n walked ahead with Yeji, her arm linked through her friend’s as they giggled about some inside joke. Behind them, Felix and Tess chatted

At a photobooth Felix grabbed Y/n’s wrist. “Come on, let’s take a picture.”

She laughed, letting him pull her close. Their playful poses and easy banter caught Hyunjin’s attention from a distance. He frowned but didn’t say anything.

Later, at a mural, Hyunjin stood abruptly. “Y/n, let’s get a picture too.”

Y/n  agreed happily. As they stood side by side, Hyunjin’s shoulder brushed hers. Felix, watching from the table, clenched his jaw.

Everyone else also takes pictures,taking time in the booth as everyone has pictures for memory now.

Throughout the day, Felix and Hyunjin subtly vied for her attention—Felix cracking jokes to make her laugh, Hyunjin offering to carry her bags. Tess and Yeji, yeonjun kept exchanging amused glances, silently acknowledging the tension, as Y/n just shushes them sometimes blushing.

Time skip

Everyone's says goodbye leaving to their respective homes as yeonjun, Felix and Y/n get in a taxi to go back home.

As soon as they arrive, yeonjun immediately says goodnight tired wanting to sleep, Y/n and Felix go to her room too, as Felix sits down on the couch and Y/n on the bed. Y/n says"Today was so fun I loved it" Felix nods,"I'm so tired tho,where am I sleeping today?" He asks hesitantly Y/n goes quite "uhm I'll be back from the washroom" she gets in locking the door as she looks in the mirror, suddenly her mind filled with thoughts of "that night"

FLASHBACK

Y/n Mom- ok guys behave, I'll come back late night okay? She kisses both Y/n and Felix's head before leaving

As soon as she leaves, Y/n and Felix both look at each other and shout "movie time!" They sit down with all types of snacks, way too much and a full movie list they wanna watch.Felix gets the blanket as they both snuggle under it,starting the movie.

Time skip

Felix feels something on his shoulder as he turns to look,Y/n is sleeping on his shoulder, as he pulls back a little hair strand from her face looking down at her with a soft smile...

Felix pov- I love looking at her, she's so beautiful.. My perfect girl.She looks so peaceful sleeping.. not when she's talking my ears off or hitting me everytime she laughs. She's so perfect I can't believe it. Gosh I love her so much, there's nothing to express it..She's so amazing I don't even know what I did in my life to deserve her. She's pretty,smart,graceful,strong.. and just.. so great.. She's my girl.. there's no way I will ever let anyone else love her like me. I know they can't,even if they try to..She's my everything,my world my life... Gosh I love her so much, I wanna tell her how much I love her so bad, how im is nothing without her, how I would give everything in the world just to have her in my arms, I want her to be mine,to be in my arms whenever she needs. God I wanna tell her so bad but what if it ruins everything? What if it ruins this amazing friendship she's given me? What if never get that smile again?.No.. I wouldn't wanna live without that..although my heart hurts,like physically in my chest to not be able to tell her how much I love her,how much I want her how much I need her...

Felix glances at her lips for a  few seconds,licking his lips.. "her lips look so soft and perfect, Gosh I wish I could kiss her just one time.. but.. that would never happen would it?". Felix keeps looking at her face with a soft smile,he sighs,kissing her forehead softly, whispering I love you... His eyes glance at her lips once more as he tells himself it's not right. She's sleeping. It would be wrong to kiss his bestfriend... But Felix can't help it anymore as he leans in kissing her suddenly his eyes close as he feels her lips against his for a moment.tasting her strawberry lip balm...he doesn't move.. shocked by himself, he pulls back softly..

Felix pov- Fuck. Fuck what did I do?.. I just kissed my bestfriend... Well fuck that, I kissed the love of my life.. and it's supposed to feel wrong. So wrong. But all I feel is.. love. Why are her lips so soft? So pretty and pink?... Why did they feel like the best thing I've ever felt?.... Why god..

Y/n pov- as I fell asleep on Felix's shoulder,because of continuous shuffling around I got up a  little but didn't open my eyes,just trying to go back to sleep again.. what I didn't think would happen was this. Felix just kissed me? Him tucking me in and saying I love you is normal. But fuck. He just kissed me. My bestfriend, the love of my life. The man I hopelessly loved for years just kissed me. Gosh wtf just happened? Why did he kiss me? More importantly.. why did his lips feel so good? So soft and perfect. That was the best thing I've ever felt... why did he kiss me gosh? What does Felix feel ? Was it just lust and he randomly acted upon it? It has to be. There's no way Felix would ever love me. It can't happen, he's my bestfriend.. would he?...

Time skip

After the incident, none of them ever spoke of it but rather lived in their own doubts,letting themselves assume whatever they want. Both of them acted like it never happened but deep down both were dying inside...

FLASHBACK ENDS

As Y/n remembered the night, her eyes filled with tears on its own. She doesn't even know how, she thought she told herself I wouldn't cry pathetically over him like that again... But.. Her hands clenched the sink tighter as the confusion overwhelmed her. She felt her chest tightening, the emotions swirling in her mind like a storm she couldn’t escape. He doesn’t see me like that. He can’t. But then why did he kiss me that night? Was it just lust?..

Tears spilled over again, hot and heavy, falling onto the sink. She buried her face in her hands, her quiet sobs echoing off the tiled walls as she tried to white down knowing he's outside in her room right now,maybe waiting for them to sleep on the same bed.The pressure of keeping it all inside was unbearable. The fear of ruining their friendship. The fear of rejection. The fear of not being enough.

She wiped her face with the sleeve of her sweatshirt, but it didn’t stop the tears. Staring at her reflection, she let out a shaky laugh, bitter and broken. “You’re pathetic, Lilah,” she muttered, shaking her head. “You’re supposed to be stronger than this.”

But the truth was, she wasn’t. Not now. Not when her heart felt like it was breaking under the weight of her own emotions..

She  tried to calm herself and splashed cold water on her face. Staring into the mirror again, she saw the same girl—tearful, broken—but also resilient. One step at a time, she thought. You’ll figure this out.

With a deep breath, she pushed the door open, leaving the washroom and her tears behind. "Oh you're not asleep Felix?"

Felix looks at her face,his heart dropping as he knows she cried. He knows her too well to know she's pretending to be okay right now but his heart hurts that she's not asking him for help. Was he not a good friend even? With how much he loves her he would let her cry days on him, never getting tired.. "yeah no I didn't.. uhm... You're tired right? You should sleep, I kept your water bottle filled there.. Y/n nods "thanks,Uhm.. I can sleep on the couch, u take the bed" Felix denies "no no it's okay uhm. I'll be on the couch, I'm good please" Y/n doesn't wanna argue about it since her heart wouldn't even let her stay in the same room without dying inside...

Felix pov- I insisted on the couch since I know I won't be able to control myself If I'm in the same bed with her, I mean last time she fell asleep on me i- I...

They both fall asleep but only after both their stupid hearts let them from taking a break of each other's thoughts and Insecurity...

YALL HOW WAS ITTT, so this was the chapter that got deleted and I had to write it, I still think the first one was kinda better but I'm not sure?? I still love this one. Really worked so hard on it, shit took me 2 days and I was yapping about it in school too 😭. I genuinely love y'all so much for reading and supporting it (my Tumblr people mwahhh) and thanks for taking your time and reading itt. Please give me feedbacks and continue the support I love you guys thankyouu. Mwahhh🩷🩷

[laurrelise]

so i found a cool photoshoot justin min did and i thought it would be cool to do a quick sketch of him

skip to now (4:36 a.m.) my back and hands hurt and i’m very tired and also i forgot im terrible at making the drawing actually look like the reference so i hate it 👍👍 but i promised myself id start posting my art more so here is the trainwreck in its entirety

ok goodnight everyone

also here are the references smh this photoshoot is so beautiful ( + a sweet silly photo in between)

[grazi-your-rockette-queen]

could you do something

sexy

with Razzle from Hanoi Rocks 🙏🏻 (also maybe Razzle and reader have cuddles after and user listens to Razzle's heart while they fall asleep 🥺)

the last part of that is so sweet, so I hope its ok that I decided to just make it fluff ♡ i think im going to stop writing smut for a while

Hold On To Me - Razzle Dingley

It was the beginning of December, the first snow had fallen in England by now. It was cold enough to keep a fire going all day and into the night, and that's just what was happening at the house. All the boys were home except for Razzle, who would be home shortly after running to the store (everyone had drawn straws because the fridge was empty and no one wanted to go out). The tv was on downstairs, along with the festive string lights that were wrapped along the railing and the fire, it was the only light on. Everyone was quietly sitting or lying around, for once the house was peaceful. Razzle came through the door with a case of beer and grocery bags and the place lit up. His cockney accented holler echoed through the house, and almost like dominos, everyone started to yell and cheer. You rolled out of bed, dragging yourself through the hallway and down the stairs. Razz was still standing by the door, smiling widely when he saw you.

"Hello, love! I'm back!" You smiled back at him with tired eyes, stepping down the stairs and walking to hug him. His clothes held in the cold air, his shoulder felt cool against your face.

"You're cold!"

"Yes, I am, it's real fuckin' crisp out there." he nodded. You took one of the bags from his hands, Andy took another and the three of you walked to the kitchen. You set the bag down, Razzle and everyone else started shifting through them, taking out the contents and opening cans.

"I think I'm gonna go back to bed..." Razz looked at you slightly shocked.

"You sure, love?" He asked in a caring voice. You nodded, smiling genuinely. He reciprocated your nod and pulled you into another bear hug that lasted minutes. The others were still clawing at the groceries like hyenas. You let go of the hug and started walking towards the stairs, and realized he was following behind you. You turned around and tilted your head at him.

"What? I'm coming too." He chuckled. You smiled at his sweetness and walked up the stairs, waving goodnight to the boys. Raz grabbed you from behind and carried you to the bed, shutting the door of your shared bedroom. He lifted the covers up and motioned for you to get under them. Soon you were both deep under layers of blankets, wrapped up in each other. You laid your head on his chest and snuggled into him while he gently kissed the top of your head and played with the ends of your hair. After a while the both of you started to nod off, after you watched shaddows pass your closed door, the chatter from downstairs subside, and lights shut off gradually, you fell asleep to the sound of Razzle's heartbeat.

"Night love..."

[bogos-bint3d]

While I'm here. Honestly just thinking about how she's known to smile a lot. I really hope all those smiles are genuine. I mean does anyone else ever wonder if she just like smiles to try ignore shit or is she genuinely just really happy all the time cause like genuinely so so so so so good for her if its the second one because it really does kinda mean a little to me to have such a character that while yeah when we first meet her she's quite aggressive and seemingly kinda hateful when in reality she's actually sort I'd just a huge bundle of joy. Where was I going with this actually. I thought about undyne being a huge bundle of joy (real!!!!!) and suddenly everything in the world made sense. Chat im so tired goodnight everyone think about undyne being a bundle of joy while I sleep ok

[phagodyke]

vent post pls ignore thank u 🙏

re last post like while it is frustrating how tired out i get sometimes, I genuinely like working and on weekdays I don't rly mind just exercising eating and going to bed. the pattern I'm starting to notice is that when I regularly attempt to be social, my mental health starts nosediving, even though I like spending time w friends... 90% of my issues are centred around emotional dysregulation (I do struggle with other things but have pretty solid coping mechanisms for most of them + also hopefully meds will help eventually) and socialising tends to exacerbate that pretty drastically bc I'm frankly very socially insecure/inept + have a lot of deep rooted issues concerning trust + intimacy which make me strongly avoidant so trying to form friendships deeper than surface level is unnecessarily complicated + painful for me to manage. but when I'm socially 'isolated' I do function pretty much fine, even if I miss it. like. I dunno. I don't think isolation is a good habit in the long run bc it'll degrade my social skills further + I don't want to spend my entire life never having truly meaningful relationships with anyone. but also I'm kind of at a loss as to how to balance it with my mental health bc the 'side effects' I get are drastic to the point of intolerable sometimes + no amount of therapy or cbt/dbt skills seem to be able to circumvent that. like don't get me wrong I love my friends a lot I just feel like I have all the wrong sockets and wires to connect to other people so every time I do they start spitting sparks and smoking.. and I feel like most other people pick up on that too and find it really difficult to be friends with me on their end. I just don't know man. I don't think I can deal with feeling like this forever I wish I didn't care so much about everything so it was fine and I could just be satisfied with what I have or I wish I was actually introverted so I wouldn't even rly have the need to socialise in the first place it's just so fucking HARD and I'm tired of fucking up all of the time I can't get it right ever and!!!!!!!