#ok im going to bed now im tired from cleaning my room

[cheeriochat]

GAZE UPON MY FACE

Im finally posting the cosplay stuff!!

Comiccon was fun and im sad that it's been a week already since it happened. I'll get the professional photos I had taken next week so I'll post those when I get them!

I actually didn't take too many photos, the only other being someone's Rosie cosplay from hazbin hotel which I took for a friend and don't wanna post without asking. I'm sad about it because I saw a super cool Ranni cosplayer and also an Azul cosplayer!!! But I let them be because I was waiting in line. There was also a leon cosplayer but he seemed a little mean so I was scared to ask in case I got yelled at.

Thats it though!!!!

ALSO TO THE NAGITO COSPLAYER WHO ATE THAT FUCKING CAN OF PEAS I WILL FIND YOU

[filmbyjy]

hiii

you may not recognize me and thats because im (kinda) new hehe.. anyway, i've been kinda stalking you- but that's besides the point. i loveee your workss!! keep up the good work <3 idk if asks are open, but if they are, could you write a fluffy fem!reader x bf!niki where the reader comes home from a long day, and niki comforts her?? and if you cant, its totally ok <3

have a nice day!

a/n: this has been in the drafts for a year now💀 so sorry, I am trying to clear the drafts but my schedule is shit and we all know I suck at keeping up with my schedule😍

WELCOME HOME

it was past 8pm when you had treaded through the front door of your apartment. your body sore from leaning over the tables and wiping it. normally, the cafe you work at was peaceful and was decently packed but after a viral video that practically wowed the internet.

there had been more and more people stopping by everyday. the cafe was decently sized but it was short staffed so sometimes you had to man the cashier, do the dishes, clean the tables and make the drinks. for normal days (before the surge of people), there was about 2 people working per shift, not including the 2 bakers in the kitchen as they were the behind the scenes staff that were required to be there.

with not that many staff per shift, it was hard for you and whoever was working that day to manage the cafe. that also meant more demands from the customers who think they are entitled to make a mess of the space as 'customers are always right'. curse, whoever made that quote.

you were mentally and physically drained. you just needed a good long rest for the rest of the week. however, you couldn't do that. not when your off-days were already used up for visiting your family back in your hometown. if only you could just...take a breather.

"welcome home, baby!" ni-ki slides into the hallway just as you walked towards the living room. you gave him a tired smile.

"hi riki, why aren't you at the dorm?" ni-ki gives you a playful pout.

"already kicking me out? baby, you wound me. i came to see you and you're already pushing me away." he says as he throws his (long) arms around you. "you weren't answering my calls so i assumed it was a long day at work and you didn't charge your phone."

you took out your phone and tried to turn it on but it was indeed dead. "sorry, today was a hectic day. couldn't even get a proper lunch break. there was so many people coming over for the past week."

"yeah, i heard about it. jake hyung talked about wanting to come over and buy some desserts. they did look good but since you know us being celebrities...we could get mobbed."

you hummed, "that's fair. it's a good thing you didn't go. seriously, have never seen such a long queue outside of the cafe in my whole years of working there."

"there was a queue?" he says as he pulls back from the hug.

"yeah, i felt like i was working at some fancy restaurant. oh god, speaking of there are so many karens trying to scam me and gaslight me into thinking i did something wrong when i did nothing wrong." you groaned and buried your head against ni-ki's chest.

he pats your head. "were you the shift manager?"

"usually i am whenever i am working that day."

"mmm, then you could've kicked them out and taught them a lesson."

"trust me, i wanted to but i can't i'll lose my job so i just sucked it up and patiently worked with them and even gave them a free bagel."

"not the free bagels, baby. they'll just come back again for more." ni-ki huffs.

"i know but what am i supposed to do." you sniffled as the tears that unknowingly appeared falls. you were just mad and exhausted. ni-ki obviously heard it so he pulls you back and cups your face.

"hey hey, don't cry. everything will be fine. why don't i run you a bath and then order some of your favourite food, okay?" he wipes the tears that were falling down.

"will cuddles be included?"

"of course. cuddles will be included. now, just lay in bed and i'll get the bath running." he pecks your forehead and goes to move to bedroom. however, you grabbed his wrist.

"carry me to my bedroom?" you pout. ni-ki smiles and scoops you up in his arms. he princess carries you over to your bed and places you gently onto the mattress before going over to the bathroom and getting ready the bathtub.

you had shut your eyes for a bit since you were tired but the exhaustion took a toll on you and you fell asleep for a little. ni-ki shakes you a little. "baby? the bath is ready. go enjoy it, i already placed an order so the food should be on the way soon."

you hummed and went over to the bathroom to remove your clothing and step into the bathtub. you laid your back against the edge of the tub and shut your eyes again. the candle light making everything moody and warm. you were enjoying the comfortable warmth and silence, much better than the bustling sounds at the cafe. this felt nice.

you had spent in the bathroom for about 20 minutes or so before deciding to get out of the tub. you didn't want to your fingers or toes to look like dried prunes so you decided to just get out of the water. you had grabbed the towel and dried yourself off. you could hear a knock at the door.

"baby, i have pyjamas with me. i forgot to leave them inside the bathroom." you opened the door to ni-ki. he had one hand out to hold the pyjama set and the other hand covering his eyes. a very gentleman thing of him to always do if you came out of the shower in just your towel.

you had noticed he too was wearing a pyjama set and it was similar to yours. of course, he loved matching things with you. you grabbed the pyjamas. "mmm, i think you forgot to grab my undergarments."

his ears quickly turned red in embarrassment. "ah, i knew i forget something. i-i'll just leave the room so you could change." and so ni-ki bolts out of the room and shuts the door. you shook your head, laughing a little since he was so adorable.

you changed into the pyjamas after putting on your undergarments and then went out to the living room. there ni-ki was, turning on the tv and searching up your favourite anime to watch together and setting up the food onto the coffee table. you had come up behind him and back hugged him.

"i have the best boyfriend in the world." you say. ni-ki smiles.

"well, let's not forget your boyfriend is one of a kind. where can you get another nishimura riki, member of boy band enhypen, in the world." he boasts. you playfully rolled your eyes and released him.

"that's very humble of you, riki." you playfully say.

"oh, i know. i'm just that hot." ni-ki smirks. you laughed.

"yeah, you are. now, will my hunk of a boyfriend please just cuddle and eat with me?"

"of course, i'll eat with my beautiful and amazing girlfriend any time." he steals a small peck to your lips and settles down on the couch. you gave him a playful gaze and settled right next to him.

after some time, you found yourself tangled with ni-ki. your legs and his long ones were somehow crossed in between in each other as you cuddled like cats laying together.

"oh, it's over?" you say.

"no, it can't be." ni-ki gasps.

a flash to the tv showed 'season 2 coming soon'. it made both you and ni-ki groan. "that's lame. we have to wait for the next season? that's going to take 1-2 years." ni-ki whines.

"they're going to pull another 'Spy Family' thing where there isn't going to have episodes in the next season, i can feel it." you complained.

"boooo. let's watch something else." ni-ki grumbles.

"yeah, let's watch-"

"let's watch, you. you're really pretty." ni-ki says as he stares down at you. ah, this playful and teasing ni-ki is appearing now.

"that wasn't that smooth, riki."

"well, to me it was. besides, this is a signal for you to reward me and i don't know give me a kiss or at least a peck? i am an amazing boyfriend, right?"

you snort, "yes, riki. you are but you're not getting that peck."

"what? why." he pouts.

"because..." you got closer to him and watches you with adorable doe eyes. before you unexpectedly peck him and ran away. ni-ki sits there confused, trying to analyse the situation properly. until he finally digested it.

"hey! get back here!" he yells as he tries to chase after you.

you could've not felt any better.

and being with ni-ki helped it.

[chrispotatos]

quit - chris sturniolo

summary: you had a stressful day at work so chris suggested you quit.

warning: none unless you're allergic to having chris as your bf.

a/n: i may or may not be projecting

a/n 2: i might only be able to write quick little stories like these then write smut and angst on the weekends because it takes me longer to write those generes than cute little fluffy shit.

my whole week was bad and it consisted of the same cycle on repeat work, eat nap. i could hardly see my boyfriend and my friends because of my busy schedule and when i wasn't with at work i was in my apartment trying to recollect myself.

today was friday and i promised chris i would come over to their house and stay till monday rolls around.

don't get my wrong i was itching to get there but i wanted peace and quiet. after all my social battery was drained and it felt like any minute i could cry if someone asked 'what's wrong' the feeling of taking my anger out on my friends and boyfriend because of a stressful day made my emotions subside by a little so something like that doesn't happen

i arrived and didn't hear anything i walked up the stairs and still no talking, laughing, nothing.

i took that as a sign they weren't here at all maybe they were filming. i leave chris a text letting him know im there.

i go down to his room and pick out some clothes that got cleaned from the last time i was here. the tub in nicks room was the only one that was here so i used it, putting in epsom salt and a bath bomb with a lack of scent so my headache doesn't get even worse.

when my bath was done i went to the kitchen and got ice cold water then headed back to his room.

i tried picking a movie but my thoughts flooded with what happend today and how my manager was yelling at me even though i was confused and needed clear instructions.

the thought made tear unwillingly fill my eyes and fall, it stung remembering the harsh words the way she made me feel small and disrespected.

i heard the triplets voices, slight bickering the front door closing after, i knew chris was gonna be coming to his room shortly after so i went under the blankets.

my predictions being correct the door to his room opened and he called for my name. i hummed as a response, that not being enough he came over to my side of the bed peeling the blankets off of my body.

"y/n, baby are you okay?" he asked worry coating his expression i cover my face crying more.

that question always tipped me over the edge "no im not okay, my boss- megan no maya i mean-" a frustrated grunt is all i could get out from all the clouded confusion. "it's ok take your time" he rubbed my arm being patient with me and thats what i needed right now.

"-my manager is a bitch and she was yelling at me. im tired and i don't wanna be mean but im so stressed out" i explained, it was more of a ramble with some words getting mixed together cause of the speed i was talking in.

"im so sorry" his arms wrapped around me, pulling me towards him, and rubbed my back while whispering comforting words to me, reassuring that everything will be all right.

"you should quit" he suggested i shook my head no, i couldn't quit it wasn't gonna work if i did my life would only get worse.

"no one should get treated that way especially you, you don't deserve that and it shouldn't have a toll on you. it's fucked up"

i draw back from the hug by a bit to see the sympathetic look on his face, he really felt bad for me and i know he couldn't wrap his head around why i wouldn't just quit if im being treated in such ways.

"it's not in my cards to just quit" he smiled unbeknownst of what he was thinking i reciprocated an awkward smile "I'll take care of you, you can move in with us" he stated it wasn't an offer he wanted me to do it.

"im not letting you do that" a humorless chuckle left my lips. chris wiped the tears that were left and kissed my forehead "yeah you will" he muttered giving me a endearing smile taking the glass of water off the night stand pressing the glass to my lips, i took a few sips then he put the glass back down and tucking me in.

"I'll come back in a few, i just need to talk with matt and nick real quick then take a shower and I'll be all yours for the rest of the day"

i nodded from where i was, snuggling into the blankets "love you y/n" he said on his way out even if he couldn't hear me i said it back.

[thatsoundslikeadate]

IM TIRED OF NO MASTER SHAKE FANFICTIONS 👿

-- master shake x reader fan fics! --

Warnings : NSFW! Master shake is human!! (Specifically these versions of his human form)

For if you like him a lil chubby :

And if u like the more chub Version!!

(art not mine! All credits go to original artists here on Tumblr! Who should be @/ich-mach-mec!! And @/nuggziwugsi, reminder this is NOT to bully the artists! Their art is amazing and I appreciate them feeding us!! Again.. ART ISNT MINE! No I did not ask one but I did let another know, but again, THIS ART!!! IS NOT MINEEEE I DIDN'T DRAW THIS IM VERY SERIOUS ABT THIS!!!! LOVE THE ARTISTS NOT ME)

Other warnings : riding, creampie (if you squint), switch!shake, nickname of shake for reader is shakey da baby, p in v, unprotected sex (don't worry, plan b is in action alr), hickeys, bite marks, scratching, making out (master shake tastes like sour apple I believe it), crying/tears

READER IS FEMALE!

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Today marks a new chapter in a book called your life, your dingy car rolling through the city in look of the house that you had just moved into. You had three roommates. Frylock, Master Shake and... Meatwad.. ok they had interesting names.. but, you didn't care. As long as you had a house to live in and somewhere to shower and shit your life was done already.

You pull up to the house and put the car into park than get out. Sure was small but it didn't matter, you use the keys given to you in the mail to unlock the small house.

One you finally get in the house, master shake,meatwad and frylock are all crowded around the tv, you hear the news playing loudly and they're looking impatiently for something, they don't even notice you walking towards the hallway to your shared room with shake, you open his door and are hit with the sent of weed and other shit like strong cologne. You move throughout the room, looking for a place to put your stuff.

You rummage through shakes drawer, and find a hoodie that's white and not dirty. You throw it on his bed and start changing. you grab the hoodie and put it on, with just a normal pair of shorts with some cute bunny slippers. You grab some instant noodles from your bag and walk towards the kitchen, the boys are now at the door talking to the neighbor, you don't know his name, and don't care.

You try to walk past them and get to the stove but you knock something over in the process, causing shake and meatwad to jump and turn back, you wave your hand slowly and shake starts yelling.

"AHHHH FEMALE! MEATWAD HIDE ME"

Shake dramatically hides behind meatwad, shaking slowly. Meatwad waves back to you and the neighbor starts yelling about his car. You shrug and walk towards the kitchen, filling up your noodles and cleaning some of the filthy dishes in the sink as they heat up. You hear rummaging before shake run into the kitchen and looks right at your back. But you don't notice him cause your to busy trying to get a spot of food that won't come off.

"is that.. MY Hoodie!" He yells, you turn back and see he's in PJ pants and no shirt. "Uhh yes?" You shrug and he starts going off about how he needs that to go outside and he will rip it off you.

"that's kinda kinky isn't it?" You ask. He pulls back and blushes. "WHAT!? no! That's not what I- I mean.. I could" he winks and you laugh, finishing the dishes and than grabbing your noodles. "Cmon than, Shakey da baby!" you pull him towards his room, he looks at frylock and winks. Frylock rolls his eyes and turns back to the tv and switches the channel while meatwad sits right infront of the tv.

You open his door and push him in, closing it and locking it, sitting on his lap and kissing him. He places his hands on your hips and starts grinding against your crotch, than you guys started French kissing.. he tasted like.. apples? A little sour..

He slowly peeled your clothes off, feeling up your breasts, kissing and biting your neck, you feel him whimper more as he hardens, you push yourself up, allowing him to pull down his PJ pants with his boxers.

(ok just a random head canon, I would like to assume that's he's about 5 inches soft but 1 inch more when hard, he has like a few veins and ISNT cut, he dosent really keep up with shaving or grooming down there so it's hairry-)

He lays back as you climb on him, slowly lowering yourself onto him as you pull up his hoodie enough to see it. You whimper when you finally reach his base, as he ruts up into you and hits your cervix you jump and pull yourself closer to him, wrapping your arms around him as he grabs your hips and slams up into you, pushing your pain level a little bit more as tears start to form in your eyes from how deep it goes. You find yourself slowly enjoying it more enough to take control again and bounce on him, he grabs your waist as he chokes on his words, biting his lip really hard until it draws blood.

The rhythm is a match as he thrusts into your cervix. A sound of skin and moans can be heard as frylock turns the tv up, meatwad is still clueless.

A few more bounces and he pushing your down, filling you up as you collapse on him. He's cum, but you haven't. He fills up with guilt as he pushes himself up, pulling you off of him as a loud slurping sound is heard, he pulls his head back in guilt still as he puts you into missionary position. Huffing as you whimper more.

"mmgh.. whatcha doinnn.. shake?..." You question, slightly slurred. "Giving you a chance to cum.."

You blush, as this is your 2nd time having sex with someone you start thinking.. "the first one did it for his pleasure, but shake giving YOU? A chance to cum? Please you just met this guy?? This is probably a joke ri-"

He pushes into you, giving you a time to adjust again before pounding into you. You place your hands on his back as tears well down your face, whimpering in pleasure. Pulling your nails down as shake hisses in pain but still thrusts harder, kissing every hickey and bite mark he placed on your neck.

The feeling of him inside of you and his smell of combined weed and cologne was intoxicating.

He pounds even more, basically rutting into you. You feel the right knot in your stomach grow tighter. Until it finally bursts. You roll your eyes back and moan, arching your back.

He collapses on the left side of you, taking some time to regain energy before grabbing you and placing you on top of him so you can sleep. He'll clean up in the morning. But for now..

You need your rest

<3

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Extra :

You finally wake up, shake is gone from under you. You sit up and find he's cleaned you up and is now playing on his xbox, you see some breakfast made by frylock and a note beside it..

"next time you guys have sex. Dont be so loud." - frylock

You laugh as shake finally notices your awake.

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Finallyyyyy it's done, sorry it took so long, but is so short. I've been so busy and just wanted to pop this out for yall. I love my followers and you guys that enjoy my five but my motivation and time has been slowly growing more and more packed with job stuff and family shit. I love you all that enjoy my fics!

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[disappointing-my-kid]

Im sorry I think I heard someone say angel Luigi? Like oddly born with wings? Learns to hid them? Magic? Maybe some sort of creature that latched on to baby Mario’s cries as a child? Shifted to match him but has the wings? Maximum Ride vibes? Hmmmmm. Trigun vibes? Maybe a lil bit of both!

Ok hear me out. But I warn you this isnt my typical post. Im tired and cold so it’s a mess but maybe ill clean it up later. Who knows.

Mario’s family was super freaked out at first but accepted it cause of how much it helped Mario. Like maybe he was sickly as a baby but this odd creature who looks like him is helping. Doctors told him he was gonna die. Now it’s a miracle. So they just raise Luigi too. Well guarded family secret. Maybe thats why Mario is so protective of his brother. Their mother believes Luigi an angel sent to save her lil baby boy. Their father thinks him a demon who will one day eat their little boy. Why else would it be helping if not for it’s next meal he claims. Luigi has no idea why he was sent here. Never a good enough reason for their father. Maybe their mother and Mario are the only two who really accept Luigi, rest of family share the fathers pov.

Idk how to tie this into bowuigi but just let me think of the middle part for now think of the end game!

Bowser finds an injured winged Luigi. Slap that man in a bird cage. Oops thats Luigi’s biggest fear. (Did you papa traumatise you Luigi or was it just me) anyway mans having a horrible time at all the bird puns. Yoikes hes heard those before get creative Bowser smh. Oops did he say that outloud? Well now Bowser is pissed. Someone is lucky their so pretty up in that cage. Oops did he say that outloud? Well now Luigi is blushing. GET THIS MAN SOME SKIPPY CLOTHING AND A GOLDEN CAGE NOW! Well now Luigi is mortified and horrified. Hes just a decoration now. Or a pet! Awww maybe they can give him a little collar. Oh how humiliating. Whats he got left now? Probably no more tears at this point. Hey Bowsers new pet doesn’t look so good. Oops someone stopped eating. Maybe actually be nice idk man you killing Luigi from the inside. Look at those soulless eyes. You did that Bowser you happy?

Cut to Bowser trying to bring some life back to Luigi. Awww hes making sure hes ok. Getting him food. An actual bed? A room? Who said the beast doesn’t have a heart? This is how Luigi remembers the story. Though he doesn’t understand why Bowser had a change. Of course Bowser saw the soulless eyes of someone begging for death and realised he done fucked up. Of course he never thought he would have greenie over this long anyway. Wheres that red pain in his side. It’s been ages? (Oops Mario is injured and thats why Luigi had his wings out. From protecting his brother. Maybe ill put Mario in a coma for sillies)

Anyway ever so slowly Luigi gets some pep back in his step. Though hes clearly more reserved. The kids (yes plural) helped. But Bowser can see the longing in Luigi’s eyes. The way the man just looks to the sky like an old friend. They had just started really getting along too. But if you love something set it free right? So he does. And Luigi doesn’t even hesitate. The moment he is uncollared (yea baby thats last to go lmao) and outside. The moment Bowser tells him to go he just takes off. As fast has those beautiful wings can take him. Can I get an F in the chat for Bowser and his broken heart.

Luigi is frantic to see how his brother is. Consumed with worry almost his whole stay in Bowsers castle. He could feel their link, their bond, and knew his brother needed him. Of course once he reaches Mario and grasps his hand Mario wakes up. Awww brotherly love (and nothing else ya goobers) is a magical sight. Literally Luigi is glowing and has wings. Neat says princess Peach.

Maybe once he is sure his brother is oi he can feel love sick about Bowser. And misses the kids. Now it’s Mario’s turn to see the longing look in Luigi’s eyes. Mario’s turn ti tell Luigi it’s ok to just go. Though he better tell his brother whats going on when he gets back. But maybe since im such a kind god ill make it painful for Luigi to show his wings. Like painful when they sprout. So he just walks to Bowsers castle. Who is probably smad. Lmao hes sad and mad. Though word filtered in of Mario being in a coma and he figured thats why Luigi needed to go. Anyway hes probably relieved to see Luigi back. So relieved he can feel mad about not even getting a goodbye. Oopsies. But they will make it. Im sure of it.

Ok I know this post is a mess but man I had to get this idea out of my head. I wanna draw it. And I just might.

[girlsbeingtheirbestself]

HOW TO STOP SITTING IN BED AND ROTTING🎀🫧🎧🌺 (with as little effort as possible)

hey again guys!

so my last couple of posts have been on this same topic but they are quite big things to do if you are in a proper rot or have adhd or depression or anything so here is an easier way toease yourself out of a rot.

right now i want you to make your bed. it doesnt have to have cute pillows stacked up or anything just make it. then get in the shower and put it at your fav temperature and sit or stand under it and let the water wash away any of your worries, tiredness, sadness and rottenness. you dont have to wash if you dont think you can but if you can use all your favourite products and wash your hair! now im so proud of how far you have gotten already! ok next i want you to brush your teeth and have a glass of water. i bet you are feeling fresher already! when you come back in your room, open your curtains and open your windows to get some air in. take deep breaths. now choose you comfiest but cute and presentable clothes and favourite underwear and change into it. then whatever the time is ;whether you will be having lunch, breakfast or dinner, cook yourself a nutritious meal even if its just pasta with some veggies please don’t just grab a bar or a packet of crisps. take the time to cook an easy meal. then wash up. don’t think of it as a chore, play your fav music and sing and dance while washing, splash bubbles 🫧 and smile. then go for a walk. just a short one to take fresh air and get out. now if you are feeling tired again just keep away from your phone. next you can grab any old notebook and write down whatever apart from things to do with stuff that makes you tired, rotten , stressed or sad. write a letter to your sibling or things your happy about. now cuddle your pet if you have one then make a hot water bottle and a cup of tea/ hot milk/ hot chocolate then cuddle up on the sofa and watch your favourite show. you have done so well! im proud.

now i want you to get a good early nights sleep in your clean tidy bedroom and wake up in good time tomorrow morning for another day of joy and happiness 💓. i know its cringe dont come at me! also if your bedsheets are dirty and you really cant wash them then just brush away the crumbs at least. and if your room is a tip, start by putting your washing in the wash basket and putting the dishes downstairs and wash them if you can. worry about the rest tomorrow ok 💓 im here if you need to talk guys!

alr im so so sooooo proud of you and im going to sign off now because you need to try do this! ok? xoxo

[mabelstone]

im sorry if this prompt is too long T__T the adhd hit

ok ok so like im a sucker for cliche things so like Y/N came home exhausted after a long hospital shift and found Matt asleep on their bed. (the bed is like a single bed) They didn't want to disturb him, so they slept on the floor with just a pillow. In the middle of the night, Matt woke up, feeling thirsty and like saw y/n on the floor sleeping so he felt guilty and carried them to the bed then got some water and then when he came back so like he placed the water down on the side table and it made a sound and then y/n stirs and wakes up and matt is like SHOOT did i wake you up... SOOOORRY and then y/n remembers he doesn't have a bed so they share if that makes sense T__T

omg yes this is amazing because a little secret about me... i'm a nurse teehee

probably a bit embarrassing that tumblr is how i spend my free time but oh well. to be fair, from the moment i graduated high school i began studying, so in a way, this is a treat to myself.

anyway, enjoy <3

Single Bed

Your watch read 12:09am as you stepped out of the elevator, making your way to your front door, gripping your keys tight to stop them from jingling so loud. You slowly propped open the door as a means to stop it from creaking, knowing your boyfriend was probably asleep. With a sigh, you softly kicked your shoes off and walked to your bedroom. You'd just done a 12 hour shift and you were so exhausted. The thought of taking a shower felt equivalent to running a marathon. Nevertheless, you tiptoed into your room and grabbed a pair of pyjama pants and a random singlet, looking over to Matt sleeping peacefully in bed, his long limbs sprawled across the mattress. You hummed to yourself in awe, deciding to use the guest shower rather than the ensuite so he would stay asleep.

In the shower, you got full body chills from just how good it felt to get clean. You loved your job more than anything, but the exhaustion was something you'd never acclimate to. You quickly dried yourself and got changed, too tired to consider dinner. You were just excited to snuggle up with Matt and fall into the deepest sleep of your life.

Except, he'd only just moved in a week ago, and you were known to be a big of a tight ass when it came to money. You had a king-single bed, which would be fine if your boyfriend wasn't freakishly tall. He was still sprawled out like a starfish, taking up even more of the bed than when you'd first got home. You'd agreed to go bed shopping on the weekend, but for now, squishing up against one another would have to do - not that either of you really minded. You knew he'd had just as big of a week as you, so you decided to grab a spare pillow and blanket and sleep on the floor.

He was quite a light sleeper and often struggled to fall back asleep, and truthfully, you could sleep anywhere right now. It seemed that almost as soon as your head hit the pillow, you fell into a state comparable to a coma.

Shortly after you'd fallen asleep, Matt woke up to get a glass of water. He reached out for you in the bed, and jolted awake when he felt nothing but the cold sheet in your spot. In a brief moment of panic, he quickly dialled your number to see why you weren't home yet. Your phone buzzed violently on the bedside table and he quickly hung up, a breath of relief passing his lips when he saw you curled up on the floor. As quietly as possible, he climbed off the bed and leaned down beside you, carefully picking you up bridal style with ease. He gently placed you into bed, tucking you in with a sweet kiss to your forehead.

He went to grab a glass of water, coming back with plans to take your spot on the carpet, though you slept like a log and there was plenty of space. Well, as much space as possible in a king-single. Not able to see well without his glasses and being in the dark, he misjudged the closeness of the bedside table and accidentally slammed the glass down.

He cringed hard at the loud sound, causing you to stir awake.

"Shit, I'm sorry, darling," he apologised, crouching down to run his fingers through your hair. "I didn't mean to wake you."

"Did you put me in bed?" You asked groggily, slightly confused.

"Yeah, I couldn't let you sleep on the floor." He placed another kiss to your forehead. "Go back to sleep." He adjusted himself on the makeshift floor-bed, causing you to frown.

"Whatcha' doing, goose?" You mumbled lazily, eyes half shut.

"I'm going to sleep too?" he stated like it was so obvious, causing you to let out a tiny laugh.

"What, on the floor?" You shook your head at his gesture. You knew he was trying to be sweet, it's what you loved most about him. Beneath his self-assured, at times harsh demeanour was a gentle softie. "Come keep me warm, idiot."

He laughed this time, squishing himself into bed with you. You lived for nights like these. He slid his arm under your neck, bringing your thigh up to rest your leg over his hip, arms engulfing your frame, your head tucked under his chin.

You mumbled your 'love you's, melting into the embrace, basking in the warmth of one another. You fell asleep with a big grin and the happiest heart.

[sugaringgcaramel]

the motion — c.bg & k.th

the fanfic

☆— pairing : beomgyu x reader x taehyun

☆— genre : slight fluff, smut (MDNI)

☆— warnings : frat boys, alcohol, oral (giving & receiving), 3-sum, def. not safe sex (wrap before you tap!) pet names (its literally only baby..)

☆— summary : two boys. two of the most popular boys in the well known frat, "tau chi tau" are interested in you. making whoever gets you first the ultimate competition. you, seeing right through their little game, you decide to play along. which one of them will win? or maybe both?

☆— wc : 3.5k

☆— this is NOT a proofread so if their are mistakes im sorry!

☆— author note : im so sorry this is my first fic im sorry if its bad 😭🙏

“y/n?” 

You're woken up by your best friend who shared the same lecture with you.

It's your last lecture of the day and silly you decided to fully book your schedule with lectures because you thought you would be fine with waking up early in the morning, you were clearly not

“Come let’s go back home” 

Your friend is dragging you out of the lecture hall, you're stumbling all over the place from the drowsiness that hit you in the middle of class “Yunjin, wait.. I'm so…. Tired'' Yunjin stops and says “hurry up i need to go and study”

—-

walking into the entrance of your apartment you share together you stumble and say

“I'm taking a nap” rubbing your eyes as you slowly but surely walk over to your bedroom

“Ok i'll be in my room” Yunjin shoots you a smile while you continue to walk with a small wave

—-

-buzz-

Your phone is vibrating underneath your pillow then stops

-buzz-

It happens again it's vibrating

-buzz- 

“Ugh who could be texting me at this time..” Apparently it's Yunjin, she's texting you non stop, you read the messages, ‘the infamous tau chi tau boys are throwing a party tonight!’

Practically reading the excitement from the message, you're not really into parties but you thought since you have been a little antisocial you could give it a try. You message back ‘i'll be there’ Yunjin immediately responds back ‘perfect we're going together’ 

— 

You jump up out of your bed still a little drowsy from the long nap you took due to a long day of classes, “i need to shower..” you say to yourself, so that's what you do

Hoping out of the shower smelling like vanilla and coconut, you start to dry yourself then bring out your blow dryer to start styling your hair ‘the party starts at 10 btw !’ you read the text while continuing to style your hair in a soft blow out

‘Bsf !! 🩷 is calling..’

You pickup the phone “hello?” “y/n hurry up i know you aren't doing anything” Yunjin says clearly annoyed by your old habits.. “Actually i'm doing my makeup right now” you tell her with an eyeroll following shortly after it “oh? My bestie has changed?!” “Yunjin i'm going to hang up” “okok sorry go get ready i'll be there around 9:30” “ok see you! Byee”

You hang up and continue to get ready you do a cute silver smokey eye with the perfect amount of glitter

You finish with your makeup and send a picture to Yunjin telling her your getting dressed and you will be ready soon

—

you check the time it reads ‘8:47pm’ you start to get a little nervous and actually wonder if you should really go to this party… “whatever, lets go and have a fun time”

You figure out what you wanna wear by throwing your closet on the floor of your room debating whether to clean it up now or just save it for later, you finally find this stunning backless bodycon black slip dress that complements your curves perfectly

“Perfect.”

Slipping on the dress you find your favourite heels that have been missing for awhile now, cute black strappy heels that are just the perfect height

—

You put everything on and match it with a small silver shoulder bag that can fit just the right amount of items that you need, your lipgloss, phone, airpods, condom (for obvious reasons) and a packet of mint gum

9:40pm

‘Message from Bsf !! 🩷 : im here come out when your ready’

“Hey siri!”

“Yes?”

“Message Bsf, i'm coming out right now! make sure you have aux ready for me !”

—

10 minutes into the car ride you feel anxious that you might not fit in, Yunjin notices “y/n don't stress you literally look so fine i would def smash if i weren't your best friend” you giggle at her comment and continue 

—

You guys arrive and are welcomed by this total cutie, he had faded pink hair was wearing a baggy dark grey shirt with navy baggy jeans and some black shoes, Yunjin notices the way you look at him and nudges you with a smirk while continuing to walk into the frat house

“I saw the way you were looking at him!” she says with the biggest smirk on her face “that was one of the guys that asked me to bring you here!” your face turns from a slight smile to a huge smirk “what do you mean by one of the guys?! Was there more than one?” you ask and Yunjin nods her head yes

Both of you walk farther into the house to find where the drinks are, you stumble upon the mini bar to find some boy with fluffy brown hair dressed in a black hoodie with a small silver chain poking out of the collar with green cargos and some basic white air forces on

“What could I get you two?” the cute fluffy brown haired boy says

“Uhm i'll just get a white claw annnd she will get..” Yunjin says looking at you but you're mesmerised by his looks “oh. I'll just get what she's getting”

“Any specific flavours?” he asks to make sure both of you are happy

“No i'm fine with any” Yunjin says while you nod in agreeance 

You both take your drinks from the boy, who you noticed was winking at you as he gave them to you. You then leave in search of something to do at the party, until you run into the pink-haired boy you initially saw.

Yunjin nudges you telling you to “go talk to him he is really nice” so you do what she says and you go up to him and talk to him

“Hey, how are you?” you say trying to come off as confident while trying to hide the redness from the alcohol

“I'm doing pretty well, what about you?” he says while having this soft smile on his face leaving you staring for a bit

“I'm good, My name is y/n what about you?” you ask

“I know who you are i've seen you in a few of my classes, anyways i'm Taehyun” you realise the boy you are talking to you is Taehyun, like THE kang Taehyun, he is known around campus for being super sweet but at the same time a total asshole to girls, but he doesn't seem like an asshole

—

You continue talking to him until you get a text from Yunjin saying “meet me near the bar there is a guy that wants to talk to you”

You tell him that you will be back and he sends you off with a wink and a small wave

Back at the bar you find Yunjin with that fluffy brown hair boy who served you, Yunjin is waving at you to come, so you do, you stand behind her eager to get back to taehyun but Yunjin is quick to shut that down by bringing out an extra chair hidden underneath the mini bar

The boy starts by introducing himself “hey i'm Beomgyu, i've heard from your friend that you don't get out much” you glare at Yunjin but she is busy laughing to notice your glare “yeah i'm pretty busy with school because i thought i would be able to survive a full schedule everyday” you state still eager to get back to taehyun when you see him coming over to you

“Oh hey Beomgyu, i see you've met y/n” taehyun says looking at you with a smirk, you turn to Yunjin to see that she is leaving while waving you bye and mouthing ‘good luck’ 

–

Taehyun drops a drink on your dress while reaching over the bar to get his own, leaving you drenched and smelling heavily of cheap alcohol. He notices and tries to clean it up with a napkin, but it doesn't work very well.

“Shit, sorry y/n i didn't mean to.. Yo Kai, Soob some help please?”

Taehyun gestures to his friends Soobin and Kai to help him while he looks for something to stop the spill over the bar counter. Meanwhile, Soobin and Kai advise you to head upstairs, take a shirt out of one of the closets, and leave your dress here; they will eventually find a way to return it to you.

As you climb the stairs, you come across a room door marked ‘Beomgyu.’ You knock on the door to make sure nobody is inside, and as soon as you do, you hear someone shout, "Come on everyone, we're going to be playing seven minutes in heaven!" You were wearing a dress and had nothing on but your undergarments on, so you quickly take a shirt out of Beomgyus' closet and grab a pair of sweatpants. 

–

As you get ready to play, make sure to sit next to Soobin and Kai, your new friends, and across from Taehyun and Beomgyu. All the while, keep your eyes fixed on the man holding the bottle.

“Ok who wants to go first?” says the man who you later find out his name is ‘yeonjun’ 

Despite Taehyun and Beomgyus' hunger in their eyes, you take the initiative and say, "I will." You set the bottle down and give it a good spin after Yeonjun hands it to you. Beomgyu is spinning the bottle and is staring at you because you are wearing his clothes. He thinks it's adorable that you chose his room out of all the ones you could have gone to. 

The bottle lands on…. No one else but taehyun

Out of all people it was Taehyun, you weren't mad, no you were more than happy but you were more so just stunned. You got up and took Taehyun by the hand, getting covered in his musky scent and becoming intoxicated by both his scent and alcohol.

Into the closet you both headed as you hear someone say “the timer will start when the door is locked”

You and taehyun stare at each other looking into his big eyes taking in all his features that you might have missed, he wraps his arms around your waist holding you close asd he keeps one arm on your waist and uses the other to move loose hair out of your face

“You look so pretty up close '' Taehyun states, obviously trying to sweeten you up and it's working, usually you wouldn't fall for something stupid like this but Taehyun has you wrapped around his finger so does Beomgyu..

“Do i now..?” saying with a playful tone leaning into him reaching your arm overs his neck to take him in for a kiss

Minutes go by your not sure how many you have left but that is not important, taehyun is, he is gripping your waist tighter kissing you back, your hands are ruffling his hair when you feel his tongue swipe against your bottom lip begging for permission to be let in, you guys then fight for dominance. Taehyun obviously won.

After a few moments of making out, you guys heard a knock on the door indicating that your time is up. You guys fixed yourselves up to look presentable. Taehyun opened the door for you, allowing you to head out first, you then went back to your seat next to Kai and Soobin, walking past Beomgyu to get to your spot, he got a whiff of Taehyun’s strong cologne.

Shooting a stern look at you, you giggle to Kai, letting him know what happened with you and Taehyun in the closet, “we could tell what went on in there just not sure to what extent” Kai said with a giant smile

Few rounds of the game go by until many get bored, people start to leave, but Beomgyu is still staring, giving a sharp glare in your direction, he is pissed you can tell, maybe it's due to what happened in the closet but you have a feeling where this is going..

“Come with me.” Beomgyu says while the game ends dragging you along with him up to his room, “why are we-” he cuts you off “shut up” he says kissing you while shutting the door to his room, he is eager but passionate you can feel his hands roam your body while you break away from the kiss, “Beomgyu…” you say slowly, turning your head while someone knocks on the door, he lets you get the door to see its taehyun, he barges in, sitting down in Beomgyu’s chair in his desk “please continue” he says while nodding his head up

You do what he says and continue making out with Beomgyu, you can feel him tug on the borrowed clothes “off… please” he looks down at you with hungry eyes, you can't help but listen to him, slowly ridding yourself of the borrowed clothes leaving you in front of both Beomgyu and Taehyun in just your undergarments 

Both staring at you in awe, Beomgyu’s hands sneak onto your waist holding you close to him, feeling his cock push up on your thigh through his pants, feeling painfully hard

He removes his hands off your body for a second as he breaks the kiss to remove his clothes, while Taehyun is watching the both of you he lowers his pants to his mid thigh leaving him in his boxers as he palms himself through them

Beomgyu is pushing you on his king size bed, while your sitting up on his bed you feel the heat between your thighs grow stronger and stronger by the fact that you have two men fawning over you

Taehyun rids himself of his clothes as joins Beomgyu while they both stand on either side of the bed, taehyun is the first to join you on the bed, on top of you while he kisses your stomach, leaving marks while slowly groping your plush tits, while Beomgyu is kissing on your neck biting and leaving small little marks waiting to get a reaction out of you

Small whimpers leave your mouth while you try to hold back moans from the pleasure, getting slightly uncomfortable with the wetness of your panties, you start to rub your thighs together

“Getting needy already..?” Taehyun looks up to you with his lidded eyes as his fingers caress your soaking panties, rubbing them up and down along your heat, he pulls them to the side as he lowers his head to level with your cunt, his hands placed on your thighs stopping you from closing them on his head while he leaves kitten licks on the sensitive skin

“mmhm.. !” you let out a whimper while the two men are keeping you satisfied, but you're craving more..

Beomgyu sneaks his hands behind your back to unclasp your bralette that holds your soft and cute boobs in place

Removing the garment and tossing it off the bed, Beomgyu immediately toys with your nipples one of them in his mouth, feeling his tongue lick and suck on it while the other is being pinched and rubber by his thumb

Taehyun lifts your hips to remove your panties tossing them to the side, he continues kissing your extremely sensitive bud while pushing his nose up against it, he teases your entrance with his tongue, pushing it in slightly then removing it and resuming his kitten licks

Your hands found rest on both of their heads, gripping their hair, tugging Beomgyu’s once in awhile leaving him to groan “mmm..~ , so cute..” he says, you can barely hear him as he has his face shoved in your tits

He gets up to remove the rest of his clothes, you whine from the lack on touch, crawling towards you, his cock in hand, he brings it close to your face, you immediately take your hand and grab it to guide it to your mouth

Leaving a kiss on his angry red tip, then moving down to his shaft leaving kisses all over it while you thumb with his leaky tip, pre-cum all over his tip and your fingers

“Ughh..~ just like that… fuck!” he exclaims, his hand resting on your head, handful of your hair and he guides you where he needs your mouth

“Baby… may i..~” taehyun say while he takes off his boxers, holding his cock slowly pumping it waiting for a response from you

“Mhm..~!” you say, mouth full of Beomgyu’s cock which is almost too big for you, you can feel every vein while your lips are wrapped around bobbing your head up and down

With no hesitation Taehyun slams into your soft plush walls, clamping down on him, having to stop sucking off Beomgyu due to the sudden feeling “haah..~!” you moan out around Beomgyu’s cock

“Fuck y/n..! You're so good..~!” Beomgyu moans moving his hand from your hair to the side of your face caressing it while Taehyun starts to move after letting you adjust to the feeling of his long and girthy length, his hands resting on your hips while your legs wrap around his waist, ankles locked around each other pulling him closer

“Hmm..~ want to feel me deeper.. Hmm~?” he says mesmerised by the way your taking both of them right now

Feeling over stimulated by the both you can feel your climax rising soon, Taehyun can also feel by the way your walls clench around him, your getting sloppier and sloppier with Beomgyu in your mouth, but he's close

“Aah..~ im close k.. keep going baby..~” Beomgyu barely gets that out while you try to finish him off as fast as you can, he ends up shooting his load in your mouth, mouth full of his warm and sweet load you swallow all while looking up at him, a little escape from the side of your mouth, he swipes his thumb to clean it holding his thumb out for you while you lick it clean

Taehyun’s speed gets faster “fuck baby..~ you're so good to me.. taking me like this~” your a moaning mess can't control anything that comes out of your mouth, Taehyun lifts your legs onto his shoulders, leaving him with a new angle which lets him hit that perfect spot “hmmm~! ah- ah- ah-!” leaving a a staccato of moans

“Come on baby~ cum for me..~!” Taehyun says, Beomgyu watching this as he sits patiently and waits for his turn, looking at Taehyun you're a moaning mess “cu- cumming~!” you scream out in pleasure as you let the knot in your stomach let go, cumming all over Taehyun's cock, he quickly pulls out to cum on your stomach leaving you a mess for Beomgyu

Slowly taking over Beomgyu takes over Taehyun’s spot in between your legs, with no time to adjust he starts pounding into you like a dog in heat, 

Tears stain your face from the over stimulation from the both of them giving you no time to recover, Beomgyu is very vocal while his speed increases, your gripping the bed sheets to find something to help ground yourself and to stop you from immediately cumming on the spot

Taehyun replaces the bed sheets with his hands holding yours kissing it, then kissing and marking your neck

“y/n~! you're s- so good.. haah~!” Beomgyu is moaning practically cumming “b- beom! I'm cumming~!” you scream as you cum on his cock, still not there yet he continues to pound into you with no mercy, “d- dont worry baby..~ im c- close!” he says reassuring you as he also quickly pulls out to mix his cum with Taehyun’s on your stomach

Almost completely fucked out, you grab taehyuns cock and attempt to suck him off but fail, he helps you by grabbing your hair and slowing guiding you bobbing your head up and down on it, swirling your tongue, leaving saliva dripping from your mouth onto the bed, his cock twitching in your mouth, you can feel he’s close

“Aah~ baby.. Im- im gonna cum~” he says, shortly after he cums in your mouth, his load was a lot more than Beomgyu’s but you still swallow it

He pulls out and they both give you a kiss on the head, “let's get you cleaned up?” Beomgyu says looking at you, then the almost dried cum on your stomach

Before it completely dries up Taehyun fetches a warm and wet towelette, wiping your face from the sweat, while Beomgyu grabs some toilet paper, cleaning the mess from your orgasms and the cum on your stomach

The boys hop into the bed next to you, “so cute~” Taehyun says while fixing your hair “isn't she~?” Beomgyu says while rubbing your hips

Falling asleep in their arms your last thought pops into your head

‘I will most likely be coming to more parties if i get to spend the night with these two again’

!! ALL RIGHTS RESERVED FOR @sugaringgcaramel PLEASE DO NOT COPY, ASK BEFORE REPOSTING!!

[liliemay4]

'You Shouldn't Be Here'

In which Harry finds his lover in his place of work. Please don't judge spelling errors too hard, I'm dyslexic and trying my best, I'm also not british or from europe, please correct or give tips for anything grammar related to it a bit more accurate! this isn't based on Atyd, the books, or any other fics just something of my own, if it does remind you of a fic or something please lmk I'd love to read it!

TW: Cuts, injuries, hospital, stitches, blood (I suck at dialogue so let's ignore that) this is not proofread!!

The fluorescent lights above me flicker ever so slightly, machines beeping all around me, the cloth pressed firmly against my wrist collecting the drops of seemingly endless blood flowing out of it, turning the previously white washcloth and maroon red. The clock hits 11 at night, feet patter against the floor of the room surrounding me, my eyes fluttering around desperately hoping to find someone who can help, anyone but him, anyone but Harry. Finally, i connect eyes with someone who then makes their way over to my side...

"What happened here?" They lead me to a bed, white sheets tucked tightly against it.

"Slipped and cut myself, pretty deep too" I slowly remove the damp cloth, revealing the glittering red that drenches my arm. "Got it cleaned up as much as i could before i came here, thought it woulda stopped by now, seems to be deeper than i orignally thought."

"I'll get everything i need to get you cleaned and stitched up, I'll be right back!" She leaves.

Alone. Yet again, eyes now frantically searching this time in hopes of seeing harry, not him seeing me. After a few minutes i give up my searching, not noticing his gaze staring me down from outside the door, eyes filled with fear, unsure of who hes staring at. He practically races in as the previous nurse sits down beside me again.

"Joans..." He breathes out "You're needed in the ICU..." He lies "I'll take over here for ya" He stares me down throughout all of his words.

My previous nurse, joans, assures me im in good hands and leaves. Harry yanks the curtain closed behind her and drops to the stool she left behind.

"You aren't supposed to be here, you should never be here, not like this" He examines the cut, "Why didn't you call me, love? What happened?"

"I fell, didn't want to stress you out over a small cut..."

"Oh y/n darling..." He looks up at me with soft eyes "I think you stressed me out more when i saw you sitting here covered in blood without a clue of what was wrong" He preps the wound for stitches

"Can you hold my hand and do the stitches at the same time?" I laugh out.

He smiles, "I wish i could baby, but if i'm gonna do it right i need both hands" He rubs my arm gently before numbing my arm, "This shouldn't hurt, ok? Let me know if you can feel it, alright?"

I nod, closing my eyes tightly, tears already forming glossing them over. A few minutes pass before i finally feel harrys calloused hands agaisnt my face.

"Look at me love, you're all done, you did wonderful" My eyes flutter open meeting his green ones, i glance down at my arm to see it already wrapped and bandaged.

"i didn't feel a thing"

"I could tell, thought ya fell asleep or passed out on me for a minute there..."

I smile up at him, my eyes drowsy, "Is your shift over yet?"

"It's been over for about thrity minutes now, sweetheart" I glance at the clock, showing 11:30.

"Can we go home then? I'm quite tired and dinner is probably cold by now..."

"Whatever you want, love...Whatever you want"

He helps me out of the white clothed bed, the sheets now crinkled and loose. the sounds having overwhelmed my mind before no longer seem as prominent, all that matters is he's with me and we're going home. To our home.

[marilynthornhilllover]

Billie × fem!reader

Name: can I love you?

Warning: LOTS OF SMUT!, indecent language, praise kink, pussy slapping, fingering, strap on sex , eating out . VERY INTENSE.

You had just came back from a mission with billie and you were very tired and exhausted. Entering the room you quickly sat down on the couch. Throwing your head back you sigh.

Billie past you And went into the bedroom. after a couple minutes you heard her call your name. Your Tried little legs walk towards the bedroom and pushed the door a little. "Yes boss?" You said. But there was no response. Pushing the door completely open your jaw dropped to the floor. Billie was sitting on the edge of the bed completely naked with her strap on.

Confused you stood there. All of a sudden you felt a heat wave vibration in you core. You felt yourself getting wet. Just the sight of her can make you cum. "Come here my love" she said. Billie has never called you by any pet names but, you liked it. Slowly walking over to her you admired her perfect body. Her boobs,chest, it was all an amazing sight.

You stood right infront of her waiting for her next move. She wrapped her hands around your hips and pulls you onto her lap. You sat right on top of her cock your core was now raging for more. She held you carefully, looking deep into your eyes. All you saw in hers was pure lust. "I wanna show you how madly im in love with you my love. can i?" she whispers into your ear.

She sent shivers through you enter body. You nodded in approval. "Use your words darling" she said. Smiling softly you replied. " Yes you may" you said. With that she lifted you up and gently placed you on the bed. Sitting up you quickly took off your clothes. Her eyes romed all over you as you do so. Soon as you were finished you laid back,as She adired you body.

She leaned over you sliding her hands up and down your body. You shivered in response and that made her chuckle. " you ok tiger?" she asked. "Yeah it's just that your hands are cold" you replied, she smirked and leans into your stomach. Soft kisses she placed all over your stomach, she then moved to your breast. You couldn't help but moan out her name. She kisses around you nipples and up to your collar bone.

You throw back your head, she comes up and gives you a sloppy kiss, she then proceeded to kiss your stomach again going lower down. She placed her hands on your knees slowly and gently parting them widely. Your breath began to get hot and you felt something you've never felt before in your core. She gently kissed around your cunt making you arch your back.

She then began to lick your folds. You grabbed the sheets as your eyes rolled to the back of your head. She began sucking on your clit, drawing different shapes as she flicked her tongue up and down, without warning she inserts 2 fingers into you slowly. "Fuck, billie fuck me" you muttered out. You swore you felt her smile against your pussy. She began pumping she fingers deep and fast in you.

With her tongue working fast on your clit and her fingers curled deep in you, you could feel yourself getting closer to you breaking point. "Fuck billie I'm going to cum-" you said. She went faster with her tongue, swift movements she made against your poor clit. Her fingers manage to dive deeper into you. And with that you cumed hard. Your knuckles were Turning white from thevtight grip they had on the sheet. She cleaned you up with her tongue before coming up to kiss you.

You melted into her kiss. It was so passionate and loving. What she just did there was remarkable and amazing. She pulled away and looked at you. "Think you can you take the cock now?" She asked with a smirk on her face. Your chest was heavy as you tried to clam your breathing. "Yes" you said. She immediately got up and position herself between your legs.

She placed the tip at the entrance and gently pushed it in. You arched your back and rolled your eyes. She took up so much space in you, you've never so filled before. " baby your so beautiful" she said as she pushed in the rest, making you take the entire length. "FUCK BILLIE TOO DEEP" you cried out, she pulled out and slamed back into you rough. You immediately grabbed on to her hips and she leaned down on you.

She pushed her face into your shoulder kissing you neck as she fucked you rough. It isn't going to take long for you to cum because she was in very deep. You dig deep into her back with your long nails, she winched and grabbed your hands from behind her pinning them above your head.

"Fuck fuck oh my God billie, this feels so good" you said between moans. You could feels your self getting closer and closer on edge. The way you felt your self wrap around her. "Your getting quite tight my love" she whispers as she pounds into you.

You could swear you were seeing stars. With one final thrust from her you cumed. She kissed your neck softly whispering lustful things into your ear. You were breathing fast. She pulled out and took of the strap. She pulled you into her arms and hugged you tight.

You melted away in her arms. You both laid for a while before having to get up and, re-dress because the others were gonna be home soon.

After dressing she kissed you softly on the forehead and walked out. You didn't expect to have sex with your boss but you sure did enjoy every second on it.

[ankhisms]

have surprised myself with how much ive been able to get done today altho i know ill be hit with exhuastion soon enough, rambling under the cut about things having mixed emotions but not all bad really

so my room in our house isnt really exactly my own room, its the room with the eletric box, water heater/softener closet, furnace filters, and the washer and dryer. its always been this way so im used to like not really ever having a space thats mine and mine alone but i wont get into that. anyway any time the seasons change (or often on my parents whim and never without any warning) we have to get to the water heater closet and the furnace filter so my room has to be torn apart to get to them. my bed is pushed up against the water heater closet so its like i sleep right next to a door so the bed has to be moved. anyway this is usually a very jarring and upsetting thing since it usually happens without warning or telling me and i have everything i own just moved without being told or warned. but today i decided to take agency in this and i was the one who moved the bed and moved all my things so my dad could get in and turn on the water so we can use the outside hose to water things.

ive been meaning to really deeply clean and sort like, everything i have and everything in my room for probably half a year now and to see what i might want to give away/keep and reorrange things and just like take stock of things for the HOPEFUL future where i can move out and be having my real own space yknow. i finally started this process and it felt good to get everything down and to really deeply dust, ive also been meaning to properly wash old stuffed animals of mine bc i love my stuffed animals dearly but some of the ones i had when i was younger are very clearly showing their age so i looked up tips and instructions on hand washing old stuffed animals and i tested it out on two ones that dont mean as much to me to see if it goes ok before trying to wash ones that i absolutely dont want to ruin and it went well! i definitely can feel myself starting to get tired and having more pain as i write this but im still happy with how much i cleaned and sorted along with washing my sheets/pillows/blankets

the thing that makes me have mixed emotions is that what ive also been meaning to do is.... take down and get rid of the things that were drawn by/given to me by the old long term friend who just suddenly cut me off with no warning or explanation and then only messaged me one more to weirdly say "well im hanging out with my new friends and theyre so cool and great" and not responding to me begging him to tell me what was going on or if i had done anything wrong and wanting to talk things out. we were long distance internet friends for over 10 years so i have a lot of drawings and books hed given me and i didnt really get to taking down a lot of drawings but i sorted through one book in particular, he used to do this thing where hed give me a comic book and hed put in sticky notes in a lot of pages with his thoughts on them. so i went through the pages and took out all the sticky notes one at a time since i want to give the comic book to someone i know will like it. and it was a very... weird feeling. taking them all out. i had read the notes and the book when he first gave it to me but now reading them it felt like.. more bitter than sweet but there was still sweetness there. i recognize looking back that i had rose tinted glasses on for the majority of our relationship and it was probably more toxic than i realized and i often blamed myself for harmful things he did. not at all saying hes a bad person or anything btw i just think we both were very damaged kids from abusive homes and i was probably toxic in ways i didnt realize as well im not without blame here but its weird to realize that our friendship wasnt as healthy as i thought it was. but reading those notes as i took them out it was like... he wrote these at a time where i know he loved me and considered me his close friend and i felt the same. and i still love him. the love i have for anyone, especially a close friend, does not just disappear. it stays within me and is not wasted. but it certainly feels like a weight on my chest in this moment.. i keep thinking, what happened? what changed? he didnt even give me this book that many years ago, maybe three or four at the longest. what happened to make him decide to cut me off like that? i dont know, and i know im not going to get closure. so i just have to hold the love i still have and let it ache but then i have to let go and continue trying to live

i dont know how soon im going to have the opportunity and resources to be able to leave my home situation, its become increasingly obvious to me that its not something i can achieve on my own for a multitude of reasons, i know ill need help and i try to remind myself that im not alone in it and that its not impossible for me to get to a safe environment where i dont feel scared and like a cornered animal. for now i feel good about my decision to try and make my living space feel nicer for myself, although im aware that it never really feels like my own space nor does it ever fully feel safe i still am trying to make jt more comfortable for myself while im here and i feel proud of myself for that

anyway thanks if you read this all, i hope youre doing well mwah

[slepyicarus]

mc!monday

yes im working through all the mc!monday prompts to get my wips a bit cleaned up to pre write for comfort november. I already had to delay inktober because my wrist started to hurt again an still hasnt stopped again. (who the fuck knows why. the doctors cant explain it)

Now as always: full credit for the challenge goes to @obeythedemons Btw im sorry for tagging you constantly in these lance. I just want to credit like one should do ;A;

prompt: He pauses as he looked inside his wardrobe, closet, or pile of clothes on the floor. He’s missing something. His mind thinks of what could have happened to that article of clothing. Did MC take it?

-- Who did MC steal from? What did they steal? What are they using it for?

Tags: abit of fighting between mammon and levi, icarus being in slight pain (wrist), mention of accidental being hurt by lotan, and yeah. thats it. this is mostly just fluffy chaos

Belphegor yawned while stretch himself. Napping next to Icarus was always one of his highlights of the day since the halfdemon napped rarely. A thing that never made sense to the avatar of sloth as his boyfriend was a sloth demon too and must feel tired with the deepness and permanent stay of his eye bags. Slowly he sat up and looked for his navy cardigan which he tossed to the site in the middle of his nap thans to Icarus being warm enough to revial Beels and Mammons unnormally high body temperatures. But no cardigan was to see anywheres. Now that he thought about it Icarus was missing from his site too but his purple cloud and spray patterned hoodie was this laying on the chest at the feet of his bed. Chuckling "So the clothing thief struck once again but forgot to take his evidence with him. Might as well take it in exchange" Getting up from his bed and trowing on the hoodie before grabbin his signature cow prit pillow he headed downstairs

Icarus stood between Mammon and Levi, keeping them barely from fighting. "Let me at him, Henry!! He sold one of my Limited Perl Edition in Color Manga of Ruri-Chan! You know how long we stood in line to get them!!", Levi screeched furious only not using his strength against his lover thanks to the wrist stabilizer that Icarus had to wear. "Hold him back, Treasure! Or he will call Lotan on us again!", Mammon almost screamed making Icarus wince in pain. Ruhig Blut, Icarus. There is no need to go to physical violence..Remember Satans Word.., Icarus meanwhile repeated in his head. He was glad he took that nap with Belphie right around now. His fuse was a bit longer thanks to it but even he knew that will last only so long. Like a saving grace Belphie came into the living room yawning before asking "Did Mammon steal something from Levi again, Shooting Star?" Icarus nodded and only threw a pityful expression to the tired demon for help. Sighing dramatically Belphie stood between his older brothers giving Icarus the chance to step back and massage his hurting wrist a bit. "Can you guys not get that figured out between yourselves? I mean look at Icarus. He just got a small nap and looks like he could need another already.", all three now looking at Icarus closer to which Belphie smirked making Icarus realize his grave mistake, "Not to mention didn't Simeon tell us to make sure he doesn't use his hand for unnecessary things because he couldnt heal it completely from you calling Lotan and Icarus being caught in your twos cross fire. Again." The room was suddenly completely dead silent. You could hear a pin drop before all hell broke lose making Icarus raise his hands in response to how both Mammon and Levi roared "Why the hell are you two wearing eachothers jackets?!" "Hey thats unfair! Why are you only wearing Bephies clothes but not mine! Im your Boyfriend too!! Your playing favorites arent you?!" Icarus glared towards Belphie who clearly enjoyed the chaos he caused before redirecting his attention to the two very upset avatars "Ok first of all, you two know i regularly steal all of you guys clothes. Second of all like Belphie said I just napped with him!, " pointing is glare at the second oldest he continued, "Get your mind out of the gutter Mammon. I know that expression of yours. Im still Ace." turning his head to his envious boyfriend Icarus added on top, "And Levi, I'm literally wearing one of your Ruri-chan T-Shirts under the cardigan. I'm not picking favs. Also shouldn't you scream at belphie?? HE is wearing my hoodie." Effectively redirection the attention of the two again Icarus sat down on the couch, watching the youngest argue with his older brothers earning a glare inbetween from the slothful demon. All Icarus replied with was a grin and a mouthed 'I love you too'.

Sitting in the attic after having fled the living room as they both got flammed in the end the two sloth demons laughed about how they played the ball of the situation to eachother only to let it bite the both of them in the ass. Laying his head down on Icarus lap which made him start play with Belphies hair as usual while said laying party asked "Why do you actually steal our clothes? Especially Levi and mine?" Icarus giggled and flat out explained "It smells like you two. Thanks to my eyes being as bad as they are my other senses are stronger. My strongest is my sense of smell. So having the smell of our two around me helps me stay calm and collected throuout the day.", the avatar nodded understandingly as Icarus continued, "It also lets other demons at RAD think about messing with me just because I look weaker and am as short as I am. Asta also said it reminds others that I'm under your guys protection and kinda your and Levis mate." Icarus snapped his mouth shut, having let that little conversation with the other minor sloth demon slip out without meaning too. Both sloth demons blushed at the thought of being mates. Belphie cleared his throat "I see. So its kinda a comfort and protection kinda thing?" "Yes.", starting to mumble the halfdemon added, "But i also just like the thought of having something on me showing im your twos.." Belphie catching it still from being used to Icarus mumbling grinned "So you like the thought of being marked~?" Which, respectfully, earned him his pillow pressed on his face with a annoyed "Halt deine Klappe und mach Kopf zu!" from his lovers. Belphie in responds took his pillow from his face to sit up. Only to threw himself at his boyfriend and and start to tickle him. Icarus squealed laughing and rolled around the thankfully large bed with Belphie to play tickle fight. "What are you two doing?", came out of nowhere Beel asking munching on some snacks. Both sloth demons looked from him to eachother before laughing.

They completely forgot its Attic Sandwich Movie Night

German words/phrases in the story and their meaning!

Ruhig Blut = calm blood; i believe in english there it would be just Calm down or keep calm. Halt die Klappe = shut up -> the ruder german version would be 'Halt deine schnauze/fresse.' It means the same thing, just more rude. it can still be more rude then that tho. (germans are swearers. u legit cant take the swearing out of germans. comes free with a resting bitch face) Mach Kopf zu = shut your head; it means to stop thinking about a topic aka stopping thoughts from entering your brain. -> My sister says this alot, so i naturally picked it up and say it a lot. It's a playful thing to say!

[girlsbeingtheirbestself]

day 2 of doing your best 💓

hey guys! welcome back to day 2 of reaching our full potential and getting out of a rot.

ok so how did you find yesterday? if you have read yesterdays blog? 💓 idk abt you guys but i found it difficult to not pickup my phone and difficult in general but i felt less tired (even after all the exercise) and more happy and clean and confident. lmk in the comments how you felt and write it in your notebook/ journal! 

so guys we have a problem. i have exams coming up and rot + exams= fail. but we are getting out of the rot so i’ll tell you my best tips. for anything that i have to do but i dont want to i either pretend im in a tv show like rory gilmore studying for example or in a game like sims and pretend its my own house not my parents and i clean and feel grownup or i make an aesthetic for it or i pretend im a shopkeeper and i say to my customers ‘oh let me tidy the shop before you come in ‘ etc etc.

so the aesthetic one is super helpful and i have some aesthetics for you for days of the week that i found on pinterest that really helped me!

Monday: New week, new motivation, a pile of finished homework and a nicely organised pencil case. A clean, fresh bullet journal spread and empty to-do lists. Your outfit is ready for you when you wake up, prepared the night before.

Tuesday: Getting into the rhythm, your favourite tunes and morning runs. Your journal starts to fill up, cute drawings decorating the pages. The world seems slow, the week long as it has just started; yet it is chaotic at the same time.

Wednesday: Hump day. Early morning coffee and messy lecture notes, sticky notes with reminders and to-do lists, scribbling on white boards and collapsing in bed with blankets and a good book after a long day, the distant sound of rain hitting your windows.

Thursday: Grabbing brunch with friends and laughing at old memories, green smoothies and almond croissants. Friendly curious talks with your teachers and professors. Working on an assignment due weeks away and watching a movie by the fireplace.

Friday: Looking forward to the weekend, early morning study and typed notes. Going through colourful flashcards at a local cafe, friendly smiles and latte art. Going out at night and loud music blasting through your ears, walking home with friends under the cool air and peaceful stars.

Saturday: Green tea and cold water, warm showers and sleeping in. Readings and PowerPoints, looking out into the busy streets from your beautiful desk.

meeting with friends, engaging conversations during dinner and later crawling into the warmth and comfort of your bed.

sunday: lazy mornings and making pancakes in your pjs, finishing off homework and getting a head start on next weeks readings. dancing freely as you clean and organise and being comfortable in your own skin. doing your leftover homework for next week in comfy clothes with sade playing and rain hitting the windows. watching your favourite tv shows at night and going to bed early ready for the next week.

ok now for your routine for today! 

so hopefully you got a good nights sleep after yesterday. and wake up as early as you can but no earlier than 6 again! wake up, running shorts and baggy tee on again and run fast. it doesnt have to be far. just fast until your sweaty and tired and feeling wobbly and weak in your legs. walk back as soon as you feel that. now take deep breaths and stretch your body. drink water and then shower and tidy your room while playing your fav music and dancing and singing even if your terrible at it! then change into cute clothes and do your hair and makeup if you like that kinda thing (i just wear mascara and i sometimes style my hair) but do whatever suits you! then go downstairs and eat a healthy filling breakfast! then text your friends on messgaes or whatsapp WHILE STANDING. because i dont want either of us sitting scrolling our lives away ever again. then do whatever jobs you need/should do. if you have nothing, help your parents with something or deep clean your room. then meet with your friends for lunch. really listen to them. during a rot i generally just talk about myself if i meet up with people because i am too tired to pay attention. then when you get home think about what you spoke about. now eat a delicious dinner and, if you like baths, run a cosy bath just the way you like it with a tv show playing. my god you earnt it, you are doing so well if you have done up until here but how do you feel? because please, even if you are tired and not enjoying it please keep going, trust me you will feel better. before bed, hug your family and pets it will make you happy. then do your cosy nightime routine and settle into your bed at 9 / 10 LATEST and read until your tired and listen to a cozy sleep story and fall asleep.

alr guys that your routine! 

im so proud of you guys! i dont think anyone is reading this but yeahhh! if your struggling with anything feel free to message me 💓

ok let me know what other kinds of blogs you want 

lots of love xoxo

[iamyelling]

today was a hard day. feeling overhelmed. tired, stressed. dissociated a bit. feeling something else that i don't have a word for.

started out feeling weird this morning. i made a bowl of rice crispies but i had a mere thimbleful of almond milk so used annah's (old) soy milk but it was so sweet and gross i had to throw the whole bowl out i couldn’t stomach it. it might be so old it's gone bad idk. so i only had my tea this morning.

then i left to go get my booster, and pick up my prescription that was ready but when they asked for my covid vaccine card i realized i forgot it at home. so i drove back home, picked it up, drove back. then i could get it. and i haven't gotten the flu shot yet so they did that too. boom boom one in each arm. then i went grocery shopping. then put the groceries away, then took sol to pee. then i was gonna eat something but my body was feeling too stressed to eat, so i brushed sol, to calm down. but then found i found 2 fleas on her and oh then it was flea crisis time

i texted annah and figured out what i needed to buy. texted our friends to let them know for their dogs and since we're seeing them this weekend going camping. and for advice from one friend who is an animal expert. and then another friend is texting me to invite me to go accompany them to bellingham next week for them to get a tattoo. and im receiving texts from this person i went on a weird date with on sunday about what theyre interested in. not gonna talk about that right now that's a whole other thing but yeah. ive been posting horni stuff on lex and i know it's always overwhelming getting the responses but the thing i posted yesterday or whenever it was, is particularly overwhelming and aghghg i feel weird

so i make myself some food at it's like probably 2 or 3 by now, eating some yogurt and granola. then i pack my stuff back up and go to the pet store and get flea meds for the animals which is like $140 bc flea meds are fuckin expensive. then i go to qfc and i can't fucking find the baking soda which annah asked for and i'm going up and down the aisles and no workers are around to ask for help and i just fucking give up and check out and i ask the lady at the register if they have it and she's like yup it's just hard to see and i'm like mhm well i really looked but ok. anyways i just fuckin leave im like trying not to just have a mental breakdown in the fucking baking aisle of qfc and annah can go find it on her way home from work. so i finally get home. then i need to medicate all the animals, and i do that. it's topical and i need to make sure nobody ingests any of it so fingers crossed yall.

finally that's done and i can just relax until annah gets home which is honestly at that point pretty soon.

when annah gets home it's immediately chaos energy of course right. she's all like saying she's itchy because of the fleas just hearing about it while she's at work so lord you know it's going off when shes here. so she had ordered something from amazon and it was supposed to get here but it didn't and it said delivered but it's not here or in the mail room and she was very rightly mad about that. it's happened to her multiple times now that it'll say it'll be here rush prime shipping or whatever and it says its delivered and it's uh nowhere to be found. anyways

then begins her cleaning. she pours this huge box of baking soda all over the carpets everywhere. leaves that to like .. soak in? idk how powder works but it's there. she cuts up the lemon and rosemary she requested i buy for her, puts that in a pot of water to boil with peppermint essential oil. which does admittedly smell nice. then she sprays that all over the house, on the carpets on the blankets on the animals (they were very confused and did not appreciate being misted). oh and at this point i remember that the old comforter my parents gave us that we use as an extra dog bed, which i'm washing for obvious flea reasons, (oh yeah i put that in the wash before getting the flea meds) which did one round in the dryer needs another go on the dryer so that's going and loud and overstimulating of course. then begins the vacuuming. so now annah's vacuuming and needs me there to help move things for her. oh also her thumb is flaring up lately and she has been texting me today that it's super painful. but she needs to do the vacuum, not me. ok so we're doing this, we can't hear each other, its stressful. eventually we finish vacuuming. the vacuum needs to be emptied frequently i think due to all the damn powder clogging our very fancy vacuum up. anyways. for the record i did vacuum almost the whole apartment on sunday because annahs sister is in town from nyc! she took the train all the way here! so i was trying to help get things in order and tidy so annah doesn't feel worried about anyone showing up.

but we get through it. and the dryer is still going and annahs putting the instant pot in a cupboard and i keep hearing this beeping! annah is hard of hearing so can't hear it, it's this inconveniently high pitch tone and she is no help in locating it because she can't hear it. and so i'm going CRAZY trying to find it. i think it might be the dryer ? no. it sounds like its coming from the instant pot but that doesn't make sense because it's not plugged in. i check outside if it's maybe a neighbor and i'm hearing it through the walls, nope its louder inside. i give up and accept that i'm going crazy. i sit down and see on my phone a notification from this app from a company our landlord company hired to give us these sensors for leaks and apparently a leak is detected under our sink. wait no this was before we started vacuuming. anyways. so i am trying to mark it as a false alaarm but it keeps going off! so i just accept that this is gonna go off. whatever. it's not going off anymore but idk it doesn't make sense. maybe some maintenance guy will show up tomorrow to deal with it

finally i am resting now. and i'm hungry but i don't even want to make food im just. ugh

[dylanmunson]

summary: your dad is on the abusive side, heavy drinker. in the middle of the night you run to eddies trailer for comfort. 

                              trigger warnings and all that jazz

word count: 1k masterlist ///// wattpad

He had just gotten home from the bar, already shouting his head off and slurring his words, you were in the kitchen cleaning up from dinner, making sure to leave some for him on the side even though it was now gone 11pm and you knew in the back of your mind he wasnt going to eat. 

The clock in your room had just hit 12:06am, you were sat on your bed quietly sobbing, holding your left cheek, it still stung from the slap you have received from him. You heard glass breaking and other things smashing and him shouting at nobody downstairs. He shouts your name and you begin to hear his foot steps coming up the stairs, you let out a sob before pulling on your boots, and going towards the window, climbing out and down and running to his trailer. Your safe place. 

It was pouring with rain, but you didnt care, hair stuck to your face, your oversized tshirt clung to your body and the little pj shorts hiding under the top. It was 12:49pm when you finally got to his trailer, the tears now slowing down and the hiccups coming every so often, you look at the door, his van is parked and everything is quiet. You sigh standing there not wanting to bother him but also being stupidly cold from the rain and honestly quiet terrified. 

You stumble towards the door, the tears coming back as you fall over, you sit on the ground and hide yourself in your, now bloody, knees. A sob escapes your lips, you feel complete and utterly broken. You slowly stand up and knock on the door to his trailer, you rub your cold arms before knocking again. 

He opens the door, scratching his head, only having a pair of pj bottoms on, 'hey.. hey whats wrong' he says rubbing his eyes seeing you standing in the rain, looking you up and down 'oh my god, your bleeding' he gasps quickly pulling you into his trailer 'y/n what are you doing here' he mumbles pulling you close. You crumble into his arms and sob. He holds you close, rubbing your back and humming against your head. 'Ive got you sweetheart' he mumbles, leading you into the bathroom, quickly turning the shower on. 

'hop in and warm up ok?' he says holding your face looking at you, he frowns as you flinch but dont make a move, to move out of his grip. You nod, before taking your top off, as he leaves the bathroom going to get a towel and some clothes. You get into the shower and stand there, letting all the rain water run down your body. Eddie returns with a towel and one of his favourite band tees, 'here sweetheart' he says plopping them down on the closed toilet seat, 'stay' you mumble, poking your head out of the shower curtain, 'please?' you sigh looking down, he can see your tired, your eyes are all red and blood shot from the crying. He nods and sits on the floor with his back against the shower. 

'You dont have to tell me anything darling, but im here' he says as he sits, you nod even though he cant see you, once rinsed off you turn the shower off, eddie quick to his feet and handing you your towel, he turns around again so he doesnt see you naked as you wrap yourself in the towel and fall against his back 'eddie' you mumble, he hums back. 'everything hurts' you mumble as he turns bringing you into his chest. He cups your cheeks looking at you properly for the first time that night, he frowns noticing your cheek 'who did this?' he mumbles stroking your left cheek, a bruise starting to form. You shake your head, biting your lip. 'baby?' he mumbles, you shake your head turning away. He sighs and pulls you into his chest again, 'hey, shhh ive got you' he mumbles kissing the top of your head. 

After youd dried off, and changed into eddies band tee and a clean pair of his boxers, you stand in the door way of his bedroom, eddie sitting on his bed with open arms "c'mere' he says doing little grabby hands, you bite your lip and slowly walk over to him, he pulls you close before pulling you into bed, laying you both down. 

Sure you'd had sleepovers with him before, sure you'd slept in the same bed when you did, sure you'd cuddled every now and then. But this, this felt different. 'he hit me' you mumble as you lay your head on his chest, eddie now playing with your towel dry hair, he nods, even though you cant see him. 'It started off little, but over time it just got worse and worse' you mumble, finding a piece of fluff on his top super interesting. 

'its not the first time either' you sigh, moving to lay next to him. He turns on his side looking at you, putting his arm over your tummy to hold your hand. 'your not going back' he says 'im serious' he frowns looking at your face, the tiredness almost taking over 'i cant do that ed' you smile softly 'well you are' he sighs squeezing your hand 'your gonna stay here for the time being, hes not going to hurt you anymore got it?' he says giving your hand another squeeze, looking at you as you close your eyes sighing 'even if its just for a few days till we sort everything out, you are not going back to that house ok' he says slightly louder to make sure you get the point that he's being super serious about this. You sigh softly, knowing he wont drop this 'ok' you mumble turning to him. 

'ok good' he nods pulling you closer again. 

'i love you ok, i dont like seeing you hurt or in pain, i cant lose you y/n' he says kissing your nose, you nod 'i love you to ed' you say cuddling into his side, he nods kissing your head again. 

[rommahh]

[feeling very tired you guys. I was supposed to post this yesterday and im so sorry. I didnt get out of class until 9 pm last night and then went back to my room to decompress. I really enjoy this part, I cried writing it. I love you all.]

Part one

Your moms house was located in the small town of Moraga, California. It was dry and extremely hot here but you loved it. The comfort of your moms eclectic decorations and many potted plants made you feel a little better. Five days ago you came home with a cloudy head and an overwhelming sadness but now you felt fine. Sad of course, but fine.

It was sad not knowing where the future of your relationship was going. We’re you guys going to get married? It was scary to not have definite answers. You’ve been with Harry for seven years, is this where it ends?

The sound of your phone going off woke you up. You weren’t in a deep sleep but you were drifting in and out of consciousness.

Harry’s icon greeted you, the multiple heart emojis sat beside his nickname ‘Bubby.’

“Hello.” You grumble, sleep evident in your voice.

“Good morning love, how are you?” He asks, his voice is deep and guttural signaling that he must’ve just woken up as well. Everyday since you’ve left Harry called you. The conversations are short, with him just asking you how you are and telling you small affirmations. He missed you dreadfully and to hear your voice for a small moment of the day was enough for him.

"Im ok, what about you? Hows Tacoma? I haven't been on twitter or anything so I haven't checked any updates." You tell him, his stomach does a backflip. Normally you watch the lives, check twitter, interact with fans, he felt disconnected from you.

"Oh, the show was good. I haven't checked twitter either, just came back to the hotel and slept." You hum to acknowledgement putting him on speaker and letting him know you were checking twitter.

"It looks like no one liked the outfit, I like the pants are they velvet?" You ask scrolling through twitter. You hear Harry say yes and then start explaining the outfit choice but your focus is on a report of harry from the show. Harry opens his twitter as well and is faced with the same new article.

Did Harry and long time lover, Y/N, split?

Harry Styles came out on stage tonight with his fiancé, or ex-finances, engagement ring hung on a necklace. Harry proposed to Y/N over a month ago at one of his shows- what happened? Rumors say that he has another woman on the side, others say that Y/N broke It off because of her lack of fertility. In other words, Harry Styles may be back on the market!

All Y/N could hear was Harry dropping his phone as he ran to the bathroom to throw up. He's used to the media and the rumors but the fact that their relationship was on a tightrope wasnt a rumor. It hurt him to be in a place like this. He felt like he had fucked up something so good.

Harry heaved over the toilet as you listened. You sat up in your bed, scared for your boyfriend. "Bubba? Bub?"

Harry muttered a small 'fuck' before cleaning his mouth and returning to his phone. "Im sorry, fuck, im sorry."

The apology at face value was for him running away to the bathroom but deep down the apology was for so much more. He was sorry. He never wanted your name to be in any tabloids out of negativity. He felt sick.

"Its ok bubby, get some water, and- and some crackers. It ok." The words are rushed with concern. The tabloid was disgusting. You knew Harry would never cheat on you and your fertility was nothing to be discussed.

"Its not ok, I'll- I'll get someone to get it deleted. Im-" He gags again, sobs wracking in his chest.

"Harry answer the FaceTime." The FaceTime chime rings through his phone, he answers trying to wipe as much tears as he could. His face was red, eyes clenched shut as he tried to catch his breathe.

"This isn't what I wanted, Im sorry my love. I should've talked to you about Australia." He wails. You've never seen Harry like this, so distraught and overwhelmed with emotion. He was emotional during your fight when he sent you home but now he seems ten times worse. There nothing scarier than thinking that a seven year relationship is going down the drain.

"I hear you Harry but im still mad. This isn't a situation where an apology Is it. I want actions, I want it to seem genuine and real. I don't want us to be over but I do get worried when you make plans that deter from our relationship." Harry watched you intently as you spoke, hand wiping the tears away. "I love you very much and I know we arent done but you hurt me when you act like our relationship is nothing."

"Im sorry for hurting you. S'never my intention, im just dumb sometimes." He knows he fucked up but he's willing to do whatever it takes to get you back.

"I love you Harry. I, um, I have to go. Please don't pay any attention to the tabloids and meditate to calm down, ok?" He nods.

"Ok, I love you. Youre beautiful, youre kind, youre strong, and youre an amazing human being." He whispers to you. His affirmations brighten your mood. With one final goodbye you hang up.

When the call is over you start to cry. There was nothing worse than seeing Harry cry. It’s hard to watch the person you’re in love with become ill with sadness.

You didn’t want your relationship with Harry to be like this. This has been the hardest five days of your life. There has never been a moment like this in the seven years of your relationship.

It’s been weeks since you met Harry Styles. Weeks of texting, weeks of Skyping while you read him your favorite books, weeks of just getting to know each other. And after all of those weeks, you both knew that you liked each other.

It was hard to communicate over the phone and laptop but you guys made it work. Harry always looked forward to your Skype calls, he appreciated the way that you would stay up late or early depending on the time zone just to read and talk to him.

When the tour ended you didn’t really know where your relationship stood. Was he just going to go back home to London and forget you? Would he return to LA and act like he didn’t know you?

Not to be cheesy but you’re a normal girl. You’re not a model or another a-list celebrity. Harry had no real reason to to be with you. These thoughts flooded your mind as you worked your shift at the library. Moraga’s public library was not busy on a slow Thursday afternoon.

You pushed a cart of returned books around the grand library placing the books in their designated place. It was only you and your boss working today, your boss sitting at the front desk as you organized the books.

The quiet that covered the library was interrupted by the grand library doors being shoved open. You could hear small conversation happening but you stuck to organizing the books.

“Hey, can you help me find this one book? It’s called the fault in our stars.” You hear a voice ask you from behind.

“Of course let me just put this away.” You answer still not turning around as you tuck your final book into the shelf. You turn on your heels and come to a full stop. In front of you stood Harry. His long hair was pushed back my a rolled headband and a t-shirt sat on his frame loosely. Your hands were at your chest trying to calm you down.

“Holy crap Harry.” You launch yourself into his arms, gleeful giggles escaping your mouth. Harry held you tightly in his arms enjoying the way that you fit in his arms perfectly. Harry stepped back to look at you up and down, it caused you to blush. You had a long skirt on and a loose fitted t shirt tucked into it. Harry thought you looked amazing.

“Hi love.” He murmured, a cute little smile on his face as he greets you. You nudge his shoulder back with you hand still looking at him in shock.

“What are you doing here? I know tours done but shouldn’t you be back home sleeping?” You still couldn’t believe he was here or the fact that he hadn’t let go of your hand. His rings were cold against your warm skin.

“Well Moraga was on my path home so I came to see my girl.” He blushes at his own statement, apprehensive of the words that he has just said. His girl. It made your stomach erupt in butterflies. Also you knew Moraga was no where close on his trip home.

“Your girl?” You mumble with a shy smile. He nodded.

“Yeah, I’ll be your guy if you have me?”

You grab the back of his neck pulling him down for a kiss. He reciprocated the kiss with just as much passion, arms encasing you again.

You both pull away hesitantly wanting nothing more than you continue kissing you and feeding that connection that has been building since the first time you guys met in that bookstore.

"I need you to ask me the question properly." You joke kissing the pam of his hand. He looks down at you with a smile, dimple forming adorably.

"Y/N, the past few weeks have been the best moments of my life. From the books, to the late night tour bus conversations, you've made my life improve drastically. So, do me the honors of being my girlfriend."

A pause.

You roll your eyes shoving harry away, he looks at you offended. "at least buy me dinner first you jerk."

Your facade doesn't last before your bursting out with laughter and attacking Harrys face with kisses. "Id love for you to be my boyfriend."

Harry lets out a sigh of relief before grasping you in a bear hug. He knew that this was it for him, he could feel it.

Harry had a plan. He had a plan on how to get you back. Maybe he was going in a little bit over his head, but he would do anything to get you back, anything.

From the moment he got off the phone with you to the few seconds before the show in his little box, up until the last moments before he went to bed. He woke up early the next morning with new plane tickets to the small town of Moraga, California.

You prayed that today would be a better day and it worked. Twitter wasnt flooded with mean tabloids spreading rumors or people discussing the contents of your fertility. Twitter was filled with beautiful photographs of your boy- well Harry and fans who were sending you the nicest tweets supporting you and Harry.

Walking into the kitchen, your parents quickly switched from shed voices to completely silent. You looked at them suspiciously as they looked around the room avoiding eye contact.

"Whats going on?" You inquire. Dad pours you a cup of hot coffee, putting the cream in sugar in just as you liked it. He pats the tall island seat beside him putting the coffee on the surface. You sit beside him humming at the taste of the perfectly crafted coffee.

"Good morning my baby, nothing is going on. Dont ask weird questions." Dad replies sipping his own coffee and turning on his kindle to read his latest book. Rolling your eyes, you turn your attention to your mom who's standing over the stove making scrambled eggs.

"Good morning mommy, what's your plans for the day?"

"Oh, well, we have plans today, have some stuff to do." She doesn't give many details spooning food onto a plate to give to you.

"Oh? What are we doing today?"

"We were invited to a party tonight so we are going to get all dolled up and what not." Vague. Your mother tries hard to be vague, not letting of the secrets slip out.

Your mom takes you all around town shopping, your last stop before the party was a dress shop. The dress shop was pretty fancy, not really in your budget of any sort.

"Ma, why are we here?" You question looking at the rack of beautiful dresses.

"The party tonight has a dress code, you can't go in those jeans." She looks at your jeans in distaste, not understanding the 'mom jeans' phenomena.

"Rude much."

The dresses here were gorgeous, you never knew this little shop existed having grown up in this town. Your hand stops on one dress, its beading made you swoon.

"How dressy do I need to dress?" You call out to your mom. She walks behind you to the dress letting out a large gasp.

"Oh, you need to try that on."

The dress glides onto your body, fitting ever nook and cranny of your body perfectly. Mom has to hold back tears looking at you, she didnt want her emotions to maybe reveal any secrets.

"Its a beautiful dress but ma, it costs so much." You admire yourself in the mirror. For the first time in a few days, you felt beautiful. Mom had did you hair this morning and you did your makeup just the way you liked so you could feel good for the day. All of those pieces combined with the dress made you feel spectacular.

"Dont worry about the price. Now cmon, lets go and pay, we are running short on time." Your mom makes a move to the cash register to pay.

"Wait, we are going to the party now? Im just gonna show up in this dress?" You ask following after her. She stops at a rack of shoes, pretty, clear heels in your size catch her eyes. She snatches them off the rack and shoves them into your chest.

"Ope!" You huff at her force. You pull your shoes off and replace them with the heels. Your mom had her own dress on and matching heels. You watch as she pulls out a distinguishable black credit card, your eyes go wide.

"Hey, is that Harry's? How did you get that? Mom what is going on?"

"Shush, stop asking me questions!" Your mom refuted your questions taking the receipt and hurrying out to the car that is waiting for the two of yo. Your confusion grows more.

Sliding into the black rover you turn to your mom, "Mom, what is going on? We came in a cheap ass uber and now we are in a Range Rover? Do you know how expensive this is going to be!"

"Hush girl!"

The car starts taking you out of the town, into the outskirts where large houses and farms were located. A sharp turn is made and then you guys are driven down a long dirt road. The dirt road slowly turns into pretty cobble stone lined with small twinkle lights. The car rounds to the front of the barn that's at the end of the dirt road. In front of the barn awaits you dad, dressed in his finest.

"Mom?" You gasp. Your mom smiles at you helping you out of the car.

"Hi pumpkin." Dad greets you as you feet hit the cobblestone ground. The barn doors were closed waiting for your entrance.

"Dad what's going on?" He takes you arm in his.

"New day pumpkin. You have got this man In your life that has made you the brightest I have ever seen you. So here, take this bouquet and lets do this." He hand you a bouquet of flowers, flowers you that had pinned in your Pinterest when planning the wedding with Harry.

The barns doors open wide and there he is. Dressed in all white, like you were, was Harry. His suit tailored to fit him perfectly. A nervous smile was on his face as he spoke to his groomsman, Mitch. The sound of the door opening makes him look up and there you are.

The dam breaks. Harry starts crying, heavy sobs escaping him. The music starts playing, a song he wrote for you. Your heart is beating so fast that it may flutter out of your chest. The iside of the barn looks exactly how you described it to Harry.

"I want fairy lights and pretty bushels of flowers. Oh, and the theme has to have that sage green color I love, but other than that, I want the wedding to be as natural as possible."

He took everything you said and made it happen. Your dad leads you down the aisle with small steps. Your mom walks behind you fixing the tail of your dress. At the end of the aisle, dad shakes Harrys hand with a strong grip, his eyes telling everything Harry needs to know. Harry hugs your mother next, giving her a kiss on the cheek and a thank you.

Its your turn now. You stand in front of Harry five days after one of your biggest fights, a wedding. Your greatest friends sit in the seats watching happily. Sarah on your bridesmaid side and Mitch on the other side of Harry. The rest of the band sits wearing matching suits like they would at a show. Your child hood friends sit around them. There were a few more of your family but two people catch your eye. Anne and Gem with the brightest of smiles, Anne looking close to tears.

"Your moms here?" You utter. Harry let out a quiet laugh at the fact that those are the first words that you say to him. "Harry what's-"

"I love you and I knew a few days ago I messed up terribly. I don't think Ive ever done something worse to someone I love. You said you needed actions and this is what I thought of. I took everything from your spreadsheet and made it real. I knew you wanted to be close to home so your family could be here so I chose this venue. I want to get married but know that this isn't a coercion of any sort, if you don't want this today just say so-"

"I want this today." You cut him off. Everyone in the venue laughs.

"Ok, lets do this."

The officiant says his part and then comes the vows. You've had vows written for five years, its odd but you did. Harry goes first.

"Y/N, or my bubs, baby, love, you know the rest," he smiles, "seven years ago I met you, the brightest thing in my life. I was in a dark period of my life, touring everyday, getting three hours of sleep, and I broke. Then I met you. You were everything I needed in my life. You read me The Fault In Our Stars and I fell for you, hard. I can't wait to live the rest of my life with you, in a home, and with a baby or two. I can't wait to give you all of the things you want in life and more.

To conclude my vow, I um," he chokes up, "I have a quote from our book and it goes: I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

The venue was filled with sniffles, Harrys words bringing everyone to tears. He looks at you as if youre the only one in the room, it makes you melt. You knuckle the tears off of your face before wiping the tears from his face.

"You idiot," you both laugh, "Ive had my vows written for five years now and now I get to say them. Harry Styles, a bright shining celebrity to everyone but the very normal, fry stealing, and dirty sock boyfriend to me. I first saw you on stage during a One Direction concert and I always thought that who ever would end up being with you is beyond blessed. Turns out im the beyond blessed one. I cherish our dumb conversations about nothing, or the late night junk food binges that we go on, and I especially enjoy the time we have spent together just growing up.

You've grown up together, learning new things about life and I don't think there's anyone else in my life that I could've experienced life with. Im in this for the long run Harry. Im ready for the long run bubby." You finish with a soft smile.

The officiant continues with his final words, "and now we've come to the moment that you both have been waiting for. Mr Styles you may now kiss your spouse, Mrs. Styles."

The room erupts in cheers as you both fall into each other. The kiss is passion and full of love. He kisses you like he's never kissed you before, gripping your body tight to his own body. Five days was too long to be separated but your connection never disappeared.

"Fuck I love you so much." He mumbles again your mouth.

"I love you too."

This was the best night of your life. You were surrounded by all of your greatest friends and family, the music was beautiful, and the night was spent dancing. Harry got you two a hotel room to stay in for the evening, your mother already having a bag packed and ready to go for you in Harrys car. You two say goodbye to everyone, waving and smiling as rose petals are thrown over your heads as you walk out.

The hotel room is decorated with beautiful white petals that trail down the hallway to the bed. Theres a large bathtub already filled with hot water, oils, and rose petals.

He lets you walk into the room, placing your bags by the door.

"Lets get in the bath." He suggest walking behind you to wrap you in his arms. You nod, agreeing with him. Youre too enamored by the day to notice that he's gently pulling the zipper of your dress down and moving it down your body. He didnt care that you were wearing your worst underwear, nothing sexy about them, but he thought you were the most beautiful girl in the world.

Settling the bath, he sits across from you with his legs on either side of your body. You notice that he's brought his small iPad into the bathroom and its placed on the small side table by the grand tub.

"Thank you for today Harry, you really did prove yourself to me." You say looking at the man in front of you. You lean forward with a wet hand to move his hair off of his forehead. Before you can sit back he grabs you so youre sitting on his lap. He smirks at you, kissing you on the lips.

"Id do anything for you and im sorry that I didnt show that to you before." he apologizes again. The bathroom is warm with sexual tension, his hands grabbing your bum with a strong grip. It feels so good making you keen. You move your legs to straddle over him. His cock slid in between your wet folds. Harry groans as he maneuvers you down onto his cock.

"Oh fuck." You moan loudly.

You ride him like you've missed his cock for days, and you did. He split you open with his girth. Every vein and ridge rubbing you in all the right ways. You both find yourself humming harshly, Harrys moan louder than yours. His plans on the iPad are long forgotten as you slump against his chest.

He hears you sniffle, scaring him. "What's wrong?"

"I just missed you so much and- and I don't want to be away from you but I want you to be happy so if you need to go to Australia I won't hold you back." You cry holding his cheeks in your hands to look deep in his eyes.

"Im not going anywhere, here lets get out of the bath so I can show you something." He helps you out, confusion deep in your bones.

Dressed in matching pajamas, he grabs the iPad and joins you in bed. The iPad is opened to a set of photos. Beautiful photos of a large house.

"Whats that?" He settles the iPad in your lap flipping through the photos.

"Thats our new house in L.A."

You gasp, eyes tearing up.

"I wanted to find something here but It was difficult for work and I know you love L.A. and your friends there."

"Harry I don't..." You're gobsmacked by the beautiful house in front of your eyes.

"Ive been building this house for the past year, I just didnt know when to show you. Ive been an ass these past few days and im sorry, I really am sorry." The photos in front of you show you four large bedrooms, an office, a small little library nook for you, a large kitchen, dining room, living room, and then one last little room. You look at him in confusion.

"Whats this room?" It has pastel yellow walls with tiny giraffes bordering the center.

"Well, that's, um, that's our baby room. When we have a little Bub." He's shy again, nervous that he went too far. You choke out a sob. Dropping the iPad beside you, youre in his lap in seconds hugging him as tight as you could. Harry didnt care that he couldn't breath, you hugging him was the best feeling in the world.

"A baby room?" You sit back looking him in the face.

"Yeah, you were right for being mad. I don't want to wait five years for a baby. I know you want a family now and that's what I want too. I shouldn't let the flash and excitement of being famous get to my head. You come before anything in my life." You could tell he meant every word.

"What about Australia?" You question.

"I told them I couldn't do anything longer than a few months. If I film I can only to a few months of filming on site and then I need to be home for the next few months. I want you to always go with me but that's for you to decide."

As his words settled in you, the excitement grew. You squealed, hands pumping air. Harry lets out a deep belly laugh. This is all you both ever wanted, especially you. It took seven years to get to a place of content like this.

"Thank you for everything bubby." You thank him after calming down.

"Id do anything for you, never want live life without you."

"And you never will."

They fall asleep in each others arms, happy and content. These past five days have been the hardest days of both of your lives but here you were, over the hill. As you both slept, so did the little forming bean in your belly too. A little present for the future.

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