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it’s ridiculous that she’s mad at me for asking (and insisting) she take the dog out to poo, yes at night, because i slept wrong and my neck really really hurts. why does she act like it shouldn’t be her responsibility, like i’ve slacked by not doing it. she is adamant that she won’t poop, because she “never” does when she takes her out at night, unlike when i take her out at night. she whines and complains and pretends to forget and avoids the topic and makes excuses for hours. i have the choice of doing it myself, which teaches her that being ridiculous about it will get her her way, or sticking by my simple ask on the rare days i am not up for doing it myself. and today i have chosen to insist she take her own goddamn dog out.

earlier today she was faux-playfully talking about how long she (the dog) would live. how many more years. it seemed like she is just waiting for her to die and hoping it’s soon, like she’s so tired of it.

she’s so resentful of everything. resentful of the cats, resentful of the dog, resentful of me.

i don’t understand what kind of life she expects. what kind of life she wanted. what she wants now. i ask her all the time and she never knows.

makes me question whether i want to spend my (one precious) life with someone who doesn’t know what kind of life she wants

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favourite christmas story 🌿

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Chelsea Princess at Syndical Chamber SS 24

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Anthony van Dyck - Portrait of a Woman with a Rose /detail/

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I hate the words 'accessible,' and 'affordable.' As in, "access to affordable housing and healthcare." They're such styrofoam words! Like 'progressive'! 'Community'! 'Accountability'! Maybe they meant something once, to someone out there, but they've ceased meaning anything.

There was a great post on SA a few years back that spoke about how liberals take words and make them mean anything, and rightists (fascists specifically, but I think it applies to all of em) take words that are kind of nebulous and attach a very specific meaning to them. That's what dogwhistling is, after all. Say something general enough for plausible deniability and for good-natured rubes not to worry, but canny in-the-know listeners will suss out who you really mean when you talk about 'international bankers.'

Liberals do reverse dogwhistling. Where you think they're talking about something specific and actionable and something you like, but they're not.

When they do try and put numbers and action to their terms everything falls apart. IF they have a coherent answer (big IF), it's usually something divorced from the actual words used. 'Affordable' doesn't even actually mean affordable! In housing in America it usually means "30% of your paycheck."

It's unfair to ask most people for definitions and examples of what they're talking about at any given time IRL, because most people aren't ready for that kind of interrogation at the drop of a hat ("Quick, name five women!"), but I think it's fair to ask libs what they mean when they say this that or the other thing online. And make them answer why they'd rather have 'affordable' over 'universal' or 'free' (yes yes paid for by taxes WHATEVER, Rand Paul, you know what I mean).

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This article only mentions landlords in one paragraph. They don't ask WHY landlords raise rent, they treat it as some inevitable force of nature.

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It really is wild how the United States holds itself up as a legacy holder of freedom and shit, knowing full well slavery is still legal in the constitution, thee historical, federal document that everyone looks to as an important, crucial piece of legislature. Everyone dogs other brown countries for being "less progressive" while having a whole system that happily benefits from slavery being legal, not even in the fine print, but in the literal document. An entire industry was built to encourage enslaving Black and Brown people again. While purporting itself as the land of the free. Crazy.

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Earth To Albatross 🌎📡🪽(a short about making art.)

(youtube)

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Midnight - Steven Levin , 2012.

American , b. 1964 -

Oil on canvas, 25 x 30 in.

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Pigeons!

Here's a collection of pet portraits I had a pleasure of painting for the great Keepsakesloft and Rey <3 Thank you both so much for this!

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slept wrong and my neck huuuurts so bad

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Grindavík, Iceland

April, 2017

Tumblr - Instagram

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Josef Sudek (Czech,1896-1976)

Untitled

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the sopranos really was so ahead of the curve in terms of being a cautionary tale about what happens when you teach therapy words to someone whose only goal for therapy is to feel better about the things they're doing while making zero changes to their own behavior

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A recent report by Haaretz indicates that the Palestinian resistance has taken much fewer losses than expected with the rest being unarmed civilians

In capable of defeating the Palestinian resistance (there's fierce fighting in the north and south every day), Israeli soldiers are content to compete over which division kills the most civilians in so called 'exclusionary zones'

The report goes on describe the routine killing of civilians as well as the philosophy of the Israeli army

Human Rights Watch has declared Israel's actions in Gaza a genocide

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Olmec Penis Man

800-1200 BCE

Mexico

#Olmecart #precolumbianart