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ghoulbats · 2 years

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I think ur really cool but also have so much anxiety

🥹!!!! sorry this took me a second to reply i’ve just been staring at it like

ik saying “you don’t need to be anxious” isn’t all that helpful and as someone who gets a ton of anxiety around talking to people (especially initially reaching out) - i get it, if you wanna talk and stay anonymous that’s totally cool! pick an emoji or a nickname so ik it’s you and i’d be super happy to chat like this🫶🏼

OR if you ever feel comfortable, just dm me a lil “.” or an emoji or say hi and i promise i’ll be so horrifically awkward you’ll wonder why you ever thought i was cool to begin with😶‍🌫️

#!!! anon seriously this was so nice #i’d reach out first but idk who you are i’m sorry🥲#like i have a slight guess and if you’re who i think you are i also think you are v cool but!! i’m not sure!!#and i feel like that’d be an awkward convo just popping up to that person like ‘hi are you the anon that thought i was cool? no? o ok rip’#y’know?🫠#if you don’t like either of those options you can always talk to me in the tags? idk if it’ll make you more comfortable BUT #i personally find the casualness of it helps my anxiety a lot *plus* it’s how most of my other friendships here started!!#idk if it would help you but i always read the tags in my notes (i’m nosy) so i’ll see and be able to reply like that!!#you will end up reading tags this long though sorry i can’t shut up #but yeah idk how helpful that idea is but i *always always always* love people replying to my tags #so if you’re ever comfortable with that then PLEASE do i’ll be super happy :)#i’m gonna stop talking now bc wtf but yeah - however you’re comfortable i’m more than happy to be friends and talk!!#i mean all my followers/mutuals are friends to me anyway but yk #ok i’m stopping now actually #ily though anon k😤🫶🏼#edit: i am sorry anon i’ve just seen this WALL of tags and i-🥲 I’M SORRY SEE I’M NOT COOL AT ALL LOOK AT THIS MESS

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ricky-mortis · 4 months

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A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals

#yall don’t understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours #and it’s finally done #god I love sir John Herschel #truly THE guy ever #it’s crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced #pulp 4 which I’m so fuckin excited about by the way #oh my god it’s going to wreck me I’m so pumped #and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight #but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff #I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that #because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that #also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do #it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him #oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this #ok now for a real fun fact #fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own #alright now I’ve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall #sir john herschel #john herschel #pulp musicals #the great moon hoax #the brick satellite #the ghost of the antikythera #Curt mega #my art #god yall I love pulp musicals #I’m so insanely pumped for pulp 4 it’s going to be the raddest thing ever #EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf #PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)

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theythemmer · 7 months

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2019 vs 2024 🥹

#i’m actually quite proud of this #hopefully in another 5 years time i’m better w colours and shading #but i’m getting there!#it’s so lovely to actually see improvement #bc i feel like i’ve been stagnant for ages #art2 and craft2 #dan howell #phanart #dnp #ok i’ll stop posting this now

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phoenixmetaphor · 1 year

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Day 4 - Real-life Captain America

#chreonweek2k23 #chreon #my fanart #leon kennedy #chris redfield #day 4 - real life captain america #how DARE you come for me where i live like this #honestly would have done a more serious take but i didn’t have the time #they’re going to a costume party #and leon is being super low effort #and chris has chosen that time honored classic costume: slutty captain america #i literally did this exact comic but it’s actually just steve and tony #and i only feel slightly bad about that #anyway i guess everyone be glad you are spared my 10k meta essay about chris being a lot like steve rogers #chris has big steve rogers energy #right down to the part where he thinks he can stop someone from being drunk and sad if he yells loudly enough #you don’t have time to be sad the world needs to be saved #get back on the horse champ #ok i’m done for now

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sunsetovertheocean · 2 months

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GUYS. I GOT TGG. AND ITS SIGNED. AND I GOT TWO OTHER BOOKS SIGNED SO THREE IN TOTAL. AND I GOT A PICTURE WITH JLB. AND I HAVE AN ALMOST 50 MINUTE LONG VOICE RECORDING OF BASICALLY THE WHOLE EVENT PRETTY MUCH.

I. AM. DYING.

(I blocked out my “real” name (I don’t rlly like it and also heh gEnDeR and well yk privacy but whatever. I do prefer Aven tho) BUT LOOK AT IT. IM FREAKING OUT.)

#IM FREAKING OUT #I also got a picture with her #and talked to her #ok maybe talking is an overstatement we literally just said hi and nice to meet you to each other #BUT STILL #I MET JENNIFER LYNN BARNES. THE JENNIFER LYNN BARNES.#ok I’m just- I’m gonna stop talking now #bc I could talk abt this for forever #hi btw if you actually read all of this <3 #the grandest game #tgg #the inheritance games #tig #jennifer lynn barnes

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amarimeta · 3 months

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actually so crazy when you think about it like. random scientists came to her saying “hey we think your entire family was raptured because of the location they were in” and she’s like “i was in the kitchen with them” and the scientists are like “well you were at the sink! they were at the table!” oh ok. we’re getting departed based off our longitude and latitude now. okay.

so where is she meant to feel safe in the world. because it’s not like “departure hot spots” were identified BEFORE. the idea that these hot spots exists only comes afterwards. so where are you meant to feel safe. well maybe if it happens again the same “hot spots” will be relevant. so you have to go somewhere without any “hot spots”. a place where the location guarantees your safety.

except you get there and the next night three girls disappear. and you keep telling everyone it wasn’t a second departure (because the idea that the sudden departure could happen again terrifies you. but the idea that it could happen again at any moment is also motivating every choice you make.) and no one’s listening. and then scientists start talking about a new theory. what if the departure wasn’t location based. what if certain people acted as lenses magnifying the likeness of someone departing?

what if your entire family got taken from you so you ran away hoping to feel safe and now people are hypothesizing that the common variable causing these departures is you :) you’re the danger!! :)

#like it’s actually SOOOO CRAZY THAT THEY SHOWED UP TO HER HOUSE AND WERE LIKE ‘it’s you!!!’#what if you wanted to feel safe but the danger is you. would that be fucked up or what.#guys they made television.#nora durst you are stronger than me. i would have just ****** ****** NOT HATING.#guy who got home intended to do things and is now just thinking about the leftovers #LIKE NORA HAS A FLIGHT RESPONSE YES. BUT WHERE IS SHE SUPPOSED TO FLEE.#wait guys it gets worse. what if after all this. your adopted child’s birth mom asks for her back #LMAOOOOOOO SHE LITERALLY COULDNT HAVE SHIT. ITS ACTUALLY SO CRAZY TO THINK ABOUT #LIKE I TOO WOULD GET A TATTOO OF MY KIDS NAMES GET EMBARRASSED GET THE WU TANG CLAN SYMBOL TO COVER IT UP #GET EMBARRASSED ABOUT THAT AND BREAK MY ARM SO I GET A CAST AND CAN HIDE IT.#no like the actually crazy part is that in the end she literally went to the promised land the place she wanted so badly to reach.#and she was a ghost there.#ok i need to stop.#the people yearn for nora durst. i’m people #the leftovers #nora durst

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joespinell · 1 month

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hotline suspense comedy photocards

#the muffley one i actually made in april whatever #muffley has been to so many airports by now he’s my distinguished companion #LOOOVE how major kong’s turned out #idc that these aren’t actual photocards i’m just having fun ok #dr strangelove or: how i learned to stop worrying and love the bomb

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evergreen-endo · 3 months

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worlds most irritating couple somebody separate them STAT !!!!!

#AAAAAAASGFJCASDHFJKBJLSK I LOVE HIM #ive been weeping over this #OOUUUGHHHHH #hooked/bumpy nose endo supremacy #give me ur tongue boy !!!!#i have a version of this without me in it just endo i'll post it later on my main #his tongue looks lonely tho fair warning......#ok stop being a freak for two seconds literally #i love our color palettes my blue hair green eyes and his teal thing he's got goin on #lip rings on opposite sides #actually i completely drew mine on the wrong side now that im looking at it again but whatever its cute #i love this new style im drawing in its SOOOO FUN TO COLOR i get so excited actually #i think he deserves to have a darker complexion than he does on those manga covers it's just fitting for him. methinks.#he looks so good #GOD #FUCKKGKJSKFHKAJVKSDFJ #dearly departed — venya ♱#idk if that’s our ship name but i’ll tag it as that #i need to draw us with takiishi now too #ok i’m gonna shut up now y’all have a good day 🦋🌸🌄

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goldensunset · 1 year

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surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling

#pose taken directly from the kikuomiku4 album cover bc i’ve been listening to UFO on repeat for idk how many days now #finally gave me the inspiration i needed to do something like this it’s like both sad and super whimsical #actually tbh it gives me more wishful vibes now that i think about it but 1. idk what wishful looks like and 2. cashmere design my beloved #kikuo just in general has a lot of whimsysad and/or fundark which is why i love him #tbh ufo has quickly shot up to one of my fave songs it’s the iconic accordion and the tempo being unstable in places #uh anyway ignore me being a kikuo nerd again #wahhh this was fun to work on it has consumed me these past three days #jumping up and down hehehehehe #glad i finally cut to the ‘it’s done *collapses*’ stage of the arting process bc i’ve been having trouble finishing pieces lately #man i WISH i could come up with poses this good on my own. idc i’m still proud of this #my art #ok yeah i just got the time total. 12 hours #i knew it would be a long time but i didn’t think that long #tbh a lot of that was spent inefficiently bc i kept having to resize the image up when i realized the pixels were too crunchy #and when you make an image bigger the lines get blurry so then you have to redo them. yeah i had to do that TWICE. like a dummy.#12 hours used to be like par for the course for me but i’ve finally gotten faster. or maybe i’ve just stopped doing as many full figures #lol

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chibishortdeath · 5 days

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Mspaint is really fun actually—

#castlevania #castlevania games #simon belmont #castlevania ii #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #art post #my art #art wip #the colors are definitely a bit off in photos augh #eventually once it’s done I’ll be able to put the actual image tho #listened to a lot of malice mizer songs I hadn’t heard yet drawing this :3 #I’ve been trying to actually get into visual kei properly cause I love how the genre sounds and have been listening to Gackt since forever #but I kept putting off doing it for some reason 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#does anyone else get the thing where you go ‘oh yeah this band is so good’#and then listen to like maybe the same three songs over and over and over again (X X ;)#yeahg anyway Simon again yay :3 #augh I really wanna actually work on comic ideas for him but aaaaaaa #another thing does anyone else like suddenly stop being able to do things like ok #I’ll want to do something and then get ready to do it and suddenly lose all energy and drive for it for no reason #and I still! want! to do it! augh!#but I’ll put my hand to paper and it’ll go limp like I’ve never held a pencil like bro come on don’t do this to me now 💀💀💀#I’ll be able to start some new mspaint painting totally fine tho (XwX)#I’m pretty positive I have something mentally wrong with me tbh high suspicion of autism maybe adhd could be depression who knows idk #ack anyway drawing the tragically beautiful 1600s vampire hunter about it

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flygonscales · 6 days

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2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.

#I actually can’t wait till student finance have processed my dsa #maybe next year or something I should look for an adhd diagnosis? if I’m having this much trouble focussing and a cup of coffee doesn’t work #anymore as a way for me to focus maybe I should see if meds would help?#(when I got my autism diagnosis i was also told its possible that I have adhd. I’d privately suspected adhd before I considered autism)#like. some days I can focus. it feels like I’m balancing on a knife-edge and it’s very stressful #and I can’t do it on command or anything #but sure #seeing one piece of fanart with Boy from tts #and my whole day goes down the drain because I can’t drag myself away from the series #and listening to video game soundtrack helps but then if I do that too much I start feeling lonely but I can’t listen to a podcast because #then I focus on that above the work I’m meant ti be doing #and even then I might look up other stuff about the video game I’m listening to #and the worst times are when I become self aware and that really breaks my focus but I know I’ve got to keep going #and then at the end of the day I feel awful because I’ve done about 1-2 hours actual work in 6 hours #time I could have spend doing other work or #heaven forbid #enjoying myself #that was more of a rant than I expected #I’m doing ok I think #I hope #i know I’m not meant to compare myself with others #but I’ve done more work than my flatmates #and that at least makes me feel a little better #I’m going to get myself a coffee now #hopefully that’ll help me today #my goal is at least 200 words #then I can stop #actually autistic #autism #personal rant

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emily-mooon · 7 months

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Did some outfit sketches for Stacey cause my girl deserves some cute outfits for the summer!

(Read tags for more info if you’d like)

#the first outfit comes from my most recent nordegrim piece #the second one I made for a panel edit #so it’s the outfit I think she’d wear to the beach at the beginning of volume 4 if she went #I just added some pizzaz to it cause it was rather simple in the panel edit (that I’m not going to share)#the third outfit is based on that one bust drawing Bryan made for a Scott pilgrim website #that I believe you can find at the back of the colour edition for volume 4 #and the fourth I made on my own #I just wanted to put her in a chunky cardigan and wear a cute dress :]#I found a chunky cloud cardigan while looking at refs and I thought it was cute so I put her in it (added the buttons myself btw)#I’m not sure if it’s something she’d actually wear but shhhh it’s cute she’d wear it on like a casual date or something #if you want to draw her the ones I designed myself (3rd one doesn’t count cause I took a hypothetical stacey look and just completed it)#*draw her in (why must I forget ‘in’)#go on ahead cause id love to see them :]#idc if i made any mistakes this is just some sketches I decided to colour in #same pose for all of them too cause I’m lazy and also it’s just concept designs nothing fancy #gonna stop with the tags cause there are too many now and I’ve been talking too much her ok bye hope you like the outfits! :D #*here #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim takes off #stacey pilgrim #HER <3333333 #<-#my new personal tag for Stacey cause um yeah HER

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27-royal-teas · 1 year

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put on your war paint ….

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fishyartist · 6 months

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So mad about me just realizing the color pallet despite being in Sonic mode for the past like week

#I’ll repost this w/ the doodle dump later #but also feel free 2 rb now #if u want #I’m just too lazy to tag #I’ve been mostly thinking about fucking Sonic underground.#which is worse than danny phantom but for sure in the category of #’’has enough missed potential that I go insane’’ y/k?#triplets r fucking born man #plus what’s known about the production makes me want to find the asshole who ordered a 40 episode single season in 1997 #expecting it to be fucking done in 1998 #INSANE #it missed that deadline and didn’t come out til early ‘99 which is still CRAZY for a first season #like they were writing 2 22 minute scripts a week it was fucking bad #like u have to do so much production shit that most shows take 2 1/2 or more years for a 26 episode order #DiC sucked dick man #plus production seemed to think they were making a don bluth movie which is NOT the kind of designs u wanna be getting for tv animation #when u have about 2 1/2 weeks per episode (NOTE: NOT ACTUALLY HOW PRODUCTION WORKS. ITS MULTIPLE STAGES HAPPENING SIMULTANEOUSLY LOL)#ok I’m gonna stop bc I’m gonna try to do an underground doodle dump too and if I do I can talk there #where it’s relevant

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vastpotato · 8 months

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As much as I love her….I cannot be the only one who doesn’t trust Alice right???

She’s just said too many suspicious things and we’re only 3 eps in

#the way she’s also set Sam against Colin twice now also doesn’t sit right with me #I actually have so many reasons and things to back this up bu it’s 3 am and my brain wouldn’t stop until I told the people that #I dont trust Alice #like at all #I love her #but I don’t trust her as far as Sam and his noddly arms can throw her #Colin is favorite tho #idly but he is ok #which means he’s gonna die #cause my favs always die first without fail #Sasha was my fav and we saw how that panned out #I’m normal about this #the magnus institute #magnuspod #tmp #samama khalid #alice dyer

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foxgloveinspace · 7 months

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@blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds

Ok, 1) I am so sorry haha, to be fair I could hear the Alkaline laugh with my 30$ skull candies (that I recommend!! They sound pretty freaking good for their price ok)

2). YES YES YES, exactly. He’s sleeping.

#I have…. stopped being like ‘THERES LORE’ and have been more like ‘THERES THEMES’#there is no lore and I am free.#anyway. he’s sleeping. vessel sleep and *redacted* are one in the same as in holy trinity. he can’t sleep.#please fucking let him get to sleep.#he’s sleeping please let him sleep holy FUCK.#vessel is a weapon but he was meant for love.#uhhhh… I am rambling and now of this is making since so sorry #I’m gonna post this and run now actually.#sleep token #I’m so sorry main tag. main tag please. ignore me main tag #Noah I am sorry for rambling at you 😔#I am…. finally gonna go through and take not of every song that has a line that can be taken as Vessel comparing himself to a bug.#it’s gonna be painful but ya know. he does it. at least three times.#and on that note: the backing vocals in Dark Signs are so freaking gorgeous. I want them tattooed on my brain.#(it’s playing now)#(ok I’m actually done now sorry)

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