#ok i’ll stop posting this now

[theythemmer]

2019 vs 2024 🥹

[sokkas-therapist]

Breaking my silence: I think Zuko’s “I’m angry at myself” explosion in The Beach episode was queer coded

*runs away before I can be booed off the stage*

[jess-tra]

more of my swap au.. hi siffrin!!! hi!!!!!!!

first au post

[mastersprogram]

MY BOYS SINGING A DUET AHHHH

[kinokoshoujoart]

oops all rock (springtime edition)

i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…

could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)

[puppiesareperfect]

“I’m an existence called evil now” homura stop you’re just gay you’re not about to build homura’s evil incorporated 😭

[stpansy]

the way he just lingers around patrick at all times like a puppy

[evergreen-endo]

worlds most irritating couple somebody separate them STAT !!!!!

[wolfiethedestorur]

ever since the new analysis video on wind came out everyone is wishing death upon my boy

LU fandom please stop manifesting death upon wind I WONT BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT

[lisavetbathory]

a watchers ‘gotta train too

[chibishortdeath]

Mspaint is really fun actually—

[songofwizardry]

and that’s a wrap on campaign 3! emotions post incoming. yes, I did get a drink just to toast the end of it, and yes, that is a little crocheted Beau (I did not make her!) who kept me company through watching m9, and who I got out for the bell’s hells finale too.

like lots of folks, I’ve had my complaints about c3, and particularly in the last year, life’s been Difficult and I struggled to keep up the whole time, but—god, I love these characters (all of them), I love this stupid game, and even though I’ve not been watching from the very beginning, it’s still been a Journey.

I started watching critical role with m9 in 2019, which doesn’t feel like that long ago but was (apparently!) six years ago, in a terrible room in a pretty shitty living situation. I’d just moved away from all my friends, was getting my teaching qualification, and was tired and broke and lonely. in the intervening years, a tonne has happened: I’ve moved house a few times and now have a (much much nicer!) flat with my partner where I can regularly host people I love, I’ve gotten married, I’ve qualified and been teaching for five years, I’ve gotten a lot better at dealing with some bits of my brain and body and inevitably had more things come up, but that’s okay, I’ve come out-out (if you know what I mean). and I’ve met so many wonderful people both in and outside fandom, and gone to cons, and written fanfic, and participated in exchanges, and connected with critters in this community, and even attended the m9 London live show, which was incredible in so many ways. watching critical role in the stressful, lonely, busy year that was 2019 was what gave me the courage to start DMing, and I’ve been DMing for some of my best friends for the last five years. and that, in itself, is a wonderful thing to have, and I’m so grateful to all of it.

I’ve always been a fucking nerd, and I’ve been in fandoms for most of my life. but critical role has been a special one for me. I’ve found so much fan connection, so much inspiration and joy to create, so much comfort in this show over the last six years. it’s been there with me for so many hours over lockdowns and commutes and friday-evening-post-work watching and while I’m crying and while I’m happy and while I’m reading fanfic on my phone at work and while I’m singing “your turn to roll” with 12k people at wembley.

so yeah. it may not have been ten years for me, but god. it’s been such a wonderful journey. and watching the finale last night/today and getting to see those threads come together and to watch the cast tell ends to stories that have been in the making for ten years or more—it has been lovely, and very emotional. and again, for all my issues with c3—I have had a wonderful time, and it was a really enjoyable finale.

I don’t know what comes next for exandria and for longform critical role campaigns, but this *did* feel like a bit of an ending, and yknow what? no matter what comes next, I’m not mad about that. it’s been such a good ride, critters. I’m very grateful I got to be part of it along with you all. I cannot fucking wait for divergence.

or in other words: thanks for the good story, Matt (and everyone else!). let’s do it again?

[amiimoomoo]

A friend challenged me so here you go >3>

..wifey…

[b0ll0]

Wonder if this fandom will become more lively again 😔

[fagbearentertainment]

You can’t be saying that to women nagito I thought you were a feminist

[hers-underwraps]

Genuinely so angry.

Filled with rage

Fucking done man