#ok but loki absolutely came back for him

[cha-melodius]

Fuck it. Let's hurt myself. #3 Goodbye for a Lokius kiss.

3. ...goodbye. (you know, a goodbye kiss doesn't have to be angsty, but you asked...)

It wasn't supposed to go like this again.

That Loki would leave was inevitable. No matter how much passed between them, no matter that Mobius felt like he could actually call him a true friend now—he'd known that at some point they'd part again. What reason could a god, set free in the multiverse, have for staying with him? He's got far better reasons to leave, to go track down his family, and Mobius wouldn't dream of asking him to stay.

The departure itself has an uncomfortable feeling of déjà vu, though. The awkward goodbye, the lingering looks, the tension heavy in the air. At least this time no one tries for a handshake. Mobius tugs him into a hug without thinking too hard about it, burying his face in Loki's shoulder like did in the Void.

He echoes Loki's words: "Goodbye, my friend."

"Mobius," Loki breathes shakily, sounding oddly upset. "I..."

Mobius frowns as Loki pulls back, confused. "What's—"

And then Loki's lips are on his, a kiss tinged with desperation, and Mobius is helpless to do anything but kiss him back. Their mouths slide together, seeking out more and more, and Mobius nearly whimpers at the cut of Loki's teeth across his bottom lip.

But Loki draws away, taking a step back with a loud sniff and a hand swiped across his face. A beat passes before he finally looks up and meets Mobius' admittedly flabbergasted gaze.

"Goodbye, Mobius," he murmurs, then steps backward through the time door.

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[mischieffae]

I am begging for Thor 1 Loki with reader at a ball and he picks her out a gown and everything. Maybe like a friends to lovers trope where he helps her pick out her gown and the night of the ball he confesses.

I KID YOU NOT I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING A DANCE FLUFF DRABBLE THIS IS PERFECT. I hope it’s ok that I made it a Norse celebration instead of a ball, for some reason that made my muse spark.

Within the Moonlight

Pairing: Thor 1 Loki x fem!reader

Content: Fluff, Loki being a shy cutie pie, Thor being a drunkard, flirtatious dancing, Loki confessing his love

Synopsis: Tonight is the Sigrblót festival, hosted by Odin, which is the celebration of summer's victory over winter. You are accompanied by Prince Thor, Loki, Sif & the Warriors Three to celebrate under the moon's cold glow. With the help of the trickster earlier that day, you are adorned in the most beautiful nordic gown. Perhaps this was a confession of love?

The sound of ale coated laughter filled the air around you as you settled upon a run down log, your feet mindlessly playing with the snow below you. Tonight would be one of the most important celebrations of the year, Sigrblót. It marked the last five days of winter, summer soon approaching after the long frigid months.

Warmth and light would soon claim victory over cold and darkness.

Your fingers grazed lightly over the intricate embroidery of your cotton dress, a small smile forming on your lips. It was a gown that your dear friend Loki had helped pick out for you earlier that day. He usually wouldn't accompany you with errands, but this one he was very adamant on joining.

" Well, who else would tell you truthfully if the gown looks good or not on you? Certainly not Fandral with his flirtatious ways. "

Playful eyes glance towards his way as you drag your hand along various hung gowns, a brow raising in question.

" And yet I am supposed to trust the God of Mischief and Lies? "

Something serious stirred within him from your banter, those once roguish eyes holding weight in them. " You know I would never lie to you. "

Was this guilt beginning to creep up within? Indeed, his words always held truth when it came to the two of you. For as long as you can remember, Loki was always the protective one of the group. Pranks and mischief were his forte, like the time when he turned Thor's playing stick into a snake. Or the time he conjured small rodents in Sif's bed one night, knowing fully well of her true fear. But when it came to you, there were never any tricks or deceit. With you, there was protection from the other's jests if they went too far, or when you wanted to accompany the group on perilous quests.

He was ALWAYS by your side.

A regretful smile formed on your face, your fingers reaching to brush along his in apology. " ... I know, dear Loki. "

Jade eyes flicked upward to gaze into your own, finally adorning a returning smile of his own that you so loved.

" Good, then. Now about these gowns... "

The Prince taps in thought against his chin, humming to himself in disapproval of the fabrics before him. Until, he lands upon one of a shade of dark emerald, gold flecks of stitching along the collarbone and wrists. It was absolutely stunning, small sets of floral designs threaded on the chest as well.

" This one, would most certainly suit you. "

You couldn't hold back your gasp from awe as he held the gown up to his chest, your eyes scanning the clothing as if it were made out of pure gold. Leave it to Loki to pick the most extravagant piece in the lot.

" It's absolutely stunning, Loki. But I -... I cannot afford this- "

A tsk noise releases from his lips teasingly, head shaking with a wicked smile before handing you the gown to hold yourself.

" What makes you think YOU are going to be purchasing this today, dear friend? Luckily, you happen to be in acquittance to a Prince of Asgard. "

Seeing the shock upon your face brought a flutter to Loki's heart, a faint tinge of pink forming on his cheeks before bringing his voice to a soft tone.

" And because I want to. "

・゜゜・．｡･ﾟﾟ･･ﾟﾟ･｡

The sudden push of your body jolted you back to reality, Thor's booming laughter sounding soon after. An annoyed hiss escaped Loki's throat as he readjusted his tunic from the assault.

" Come now Loki, drink with us! Tonight, we shall find solstice in the company of ale and warm beds! "

You couldn't hold back your laughter as you giggled against a raised hand, your friend's eyes shooting you a death glare before returning toward's his drunk kin.

" You know fully well I do not indulge in such idiotic behavior. One of us needs to be kept in line. "

A snort escaped through Volstagg's nostrils, Sif biting her bottom lip to hold back a stabbing jest before Fandral pops right in.

" That's not what I remember, Loki old friend. Where has your deviltry gone to I wonder? Perhaps to impress a certain maiden? "

Laughter fills the air as a deep crimson paints your cheeks, a sharp intake of breath sounding from the Prince before Thor decides to take a chance to settle the tension down.

" Now now, let us not make jest of his attempts! You don't want a sudden snake to appear on your bed tonight, do you? "

All became quiet after his remark, a smirk of victory forming on Loki's lips.

The heat from the bonfire kissed your cheeks as you watched the other's dance around it, their shadows a beautiful contrast against bright orange hues. You heard the shuffling of feet before moving your gaze upwards once hearing Hogun's words.

" Shall this be a time to dance, comrades? "

Thor threw his wooden chalice to the ground with a thunderous sound of joy, quickly moving to grab Sif by her hands from the log.

" Yes, let us dance dear friends! The night is still young, and the fire is still alive with vigor! "

Before anyone could get another word in, the young thunder Prince gathered everyone towards the bonfire's glow. You stumbled upon plush snow, laughter filling your lungs as you desperately clung onto Loki's arms.

You could've sworn you heard a small one of his own.

Fandral, Hogun and Volstagg quickly departed to find their own dancing partners, while Thor and Sif began to lively move with the crowd together. Your eyes locked on green ones with a hint of shyness, his lips forming a smile while he moved your hand to lace into his.

" Shall we dance then? "

A small nod forms before you two briskly move in time with the beating of drums, your smile ever widening with each precise step. The smell of burning wood and ale almost made you dizzy, your eyes locked upon the Prince's as you noticed the stars above forming around his head like a halo.

You could be here forever.

The emerald of your gown flows with your movements like a sway of Yggdrasil's leaves, the gold speckles of thread glittering from the fire's glow. You both giggle in exhaustion, one hand tightening upon yours as the other places around your waist. It was then, that your gazes took a different aura. As if they were pulling towards each other in a magnetic wave. You don't notice your head slowly inching forward as he gracefully moves your body to the beat of song, closer and closer until breaths begin to mingle with each other.

You both snap back once the music stops and the sound of many hands clapping together happily.

It is then that the music changes into a slower rhythm, your breaths sounding heavily as you both regain your oxygen.

" Fandral was right, you know... "

Your eyes widen from his confession, a hand lifting to graze along his cheek lightly. As if you were asking for permission, which he grants willingly as he leans against it.

" About what, dear Loki? "

There you see that mischief return to him, his head moving towards your ear to whisper gently in secrecy.

" That I have been trying to impress a certain someone....a certain someone, who I love. "

[michelleleewise]

My Angel

Pairing: Avenger Loki x female reader

Warnings: mutual pining, friends to lovers, mild jealousy, swearing, mentions of alcohol, heavy petting, smut, soft smut, sub Loki, penatrative sex (p in v), mild dirty talk, fluffy stuff, smuffy stuff!!

Summary: Loki has wanted more from your friendship for some time but not sure how to tell you, but when an opportunity arises he takes a chance...

A/n- I wrote this for the lovely @mochie85 !! Ever since you sent this to me its been working its way through my brain and came out this!! Thank you so much for your endless support, inspiration and friendship!! You an absolutely amazing person and don't you ever forget it love!! 💚💚💚

You finished applying your eye liner, touching up your lipstick before adjusting your shirt, pushing your boobs up looking in the mirror. "You are damn hot." You winked at yourself walking into the living room grabbing your boots when a knock came at the door "come in." You called out, sitting on the couch seeing Loki walk in "Hello darling." He said smiling "hey Mischief, what are you up to?" You answer lacing your boots up. "I was wondering if you cared to watch a film with me?" He asked pushing his hands into his pockets. "Oh...um....I'm sorry Loki, I have plans." You said standing up pulling your skirt down, granted it barely covered anything anyway.

"Are you going to that....place again?" He asked, irritation laced in his tone. "Woah there...that "place" is a bar, and yes I am." You said air quoting grabbing your purse. "Are you.." he trailed off as you bent over fixing the lace on your boot "am I what?" You asked standing up "g..going alone?" He asked clearing his throat, you could swear there was a pink tint on his cheeks. "I'm meeting a couple of my girls there....why?" You asked crossing your arms. "I was only curious...what if something happens to you?" He asked looking down. You walked over grabbing his shoulder "You have nothing to worry about." You smiled as he looked up at you, his eyes drawing you in "they have bouncers and security, nothing will happen to me." You said rubbing his arms.

"You are certain you won't change your mind?" He asked "it's open mic night, and I wanna see who all is going to play." You said winking at him seeing him nod looking down again "What's wrong Mischief?" You asked tilting your head. "Nothing, I just wish to make sure my friend is ok, that's all." He said with a smile but you could tell his heart wasn't in it. "Oh come now, you know I'm your best friend." You smiled, the word feeling like ash in your mouth, you wanted to be so much more then friends with this man...God. "that is accurate." He laughed shaking his head. "Come, walk me out" you said lacing your arm with his. "When will you be back?" He asked walking you to the elevator "um..good question, I'm not sure." You smiled hitting the button.

"Will you call me.....if you need anything that is." He said fidgeting with his hands. "Yes, you will be the first." You said as the doors opened. "Ok, I'll see you later Mischief." You said reaching up to kiss his cheek when he turned his head slightly, causing your lips to land at the corner of his mouth. You pulled back looking up at him "i..sorry, I didn't mean to umm.." you stuttered feeling your face heat up "im...I'm just gonna go, bye Loki." You said rushing onto the elevator hitting the button. "Have a pleasant evening y/n." He said smiling as the doors closed. "Uuuugh." You groaned, pressing your forehead to the wall "why can't you grow a spine and tell him?" You asked yourself sighing "cause he's your friend, and you'll just mess it up that's why." You said aloud when the doors opened at street level. You shook your head, hoping tonight will distract your mind, atleast for a little while.

ooOOoo

You came back to the table, passing out the drinks you grabbed from the bar. "Do you think the next one will be any good?" Your friend Susie asking taking a sip "can't be any worse then the last one." Your other friend jewel said laughing "isn't that the truth." You said sipping your drink. "Hey, you ever tell that guy you like how you feel?" Susie asked looking at you "no, I wanted to....I was actually going to invite him tonight but I don't think he'd really enjoy it." You said shrugging "besides, he called me his "friend" earlier." You said looking down "ouch...sorry." jewel said rubbing your shoulder "it's fine, better his friend then nothing right?" You asked with a small smile when the announcer came on the stage.

"Hello again! And welcome to open mic night. Next, we have a very special treat for you all!" He said when you looked up "our next performer has never played here before, but if he plays as good as he looks your all gonna love him!" He said hearing everyone laugh "so, without further ado....L!" He said clapping, the room joined him you saw a tall man slowly walk out onto the stage, his long hair covering his face wearing a black button up, the top three undone revealing his chest, his black jeans tight around his legs outlining his muscular thighs, his leather boots echoing through the room as he walked to the mic with purposeful steps, a black guitar hanging from his shoulder.

"Mm...this is promising." Susie said smiling making you laugh. You looked back to the stage freezing as the man flipped his hair back revealing who it was. "Good evening everyone, I would like to dedicate this to a special lady in the audience tonight." He said into the mic, turning back to the band you watched as he rolled up the sleeves of his shirt up exposing his foreams, your eyes tracing the veins running up his arms, his dark jeans hugging every inch of him, perfectly outlining...everything. He turned back to the crowd holding his arms out, his deep green eyes meeting yours as the lights went out, plunging the room into darkness. Everyone sat in silence, a few whispers floated through the room when the guitar riff came to life, the stage lights slowly rising bathing him in a dim green light, fog swirling around him..

Make up your mind...Decide to walk with me...Around the lake tonight...Around the lake tonight

By my side...By my side

You sat back, mouth hanging open as his deep, sultry voice filled the room, demanding attention as his long fingers traveling the neck of the guitar, his arms flexing with the movement. What those fingers could do to you...

I'm not gonna lie...I'll not be a gentleman...Behind the boathouse...I'll show you my dark secret

Locking eyes with you at the last line, he backed away from the mic, tilting his head back slightly as his tongue slipped out licking his lips. "Holy shit.." you muttered not able to look away as he stepped back up, his lips touching the mic..

I'm not gonna lie...I want you for mine...My blushing bride...My lover, be my lover, yeah...

Don't be afraid...I didn't mean to scare you...So help me, Jesus...

He took a step back, looking down at the guitar as his fingers glided across it, his thigh flexing as he tapped his foot on the floor in time making you bite your lip, rubbing your thighs together as he threw his head back, his long curls spraying across his shoulders, a few strands sticking to his forehead a he stepped back to the mic, his eyes meeting yours...

I can promise you...You'll stay as beautiful...With dark hair...And soft skin, forever...Forever...

Make up your mind...Make up your mind...And I'll promise you

I will treat you well...My sweet angel...So help me, Jesus

You vaguely heard your friends cat calling him as his body swayed with the music, his shoulders flexing with the weight of the guitar, his skin damp from the heat of the lights...

Give it up to me...Give it up to me...

Do you wanna be...My angel?

A shiver ran up your spine as his voiced dropped, the deep bass shooting through you.

Give it up to me...Give it up to me...

Do you wanna be...My angel?

"Yes....I do..." you whispered, leaning forward watching the muscles in his neck flex, making you want to sink your teeth into them.

Give it up to me...Give it up to me...Do you wanna be...My angel?

So help me

His voice resonated through, traveling through every inch of you igniting something deep inside you, something...feral. you bit down hard on your lip, scooting to the edge of your seat as he stepped in front of the mic, his long legs spread wide as the solo started. Biting his lip you watched his fingers dance up and down the neck of the guitar, his curls bouncing as his head slowly bobbed up and down. Pressing your thighs together imagining his head between your legs, his head slowly moving up and down, curls rubbing against your skin as he brought you to the brink....

Be my angel...Be my angel...Be my angel

Do you wanna die?...Do you wanna die?...Do you wanna die?...Do you wanna die?

Do you wanna die?...Do you wanna die?...Do you wanna die?...Do you wanna die?

"He's trying to kill me." You said to yourself, feeling the evidence of your arousal in your panties as his deep voice vibrated through you. His eyes not leaving yours as you tried to cross one leg over the other seeing a smirk spread across his face, his lips pressing to the mic..

Well, I promise you...I will treat you well...My sweet angel...So help me, Jesus

Jesus...Jesus...Jesus

The end of the song came as the lights came back up around the room, everyone jumping to their feet clapping and hollering when every women in the room advanced to the stage, including your friends...leaving you alone at the table. Looking up you locked eyes with him, licking his lips he winked before he took a long bow holding his arms out. "Thank you so much everyone! Have a pleasant evening." He said before taking long strides off the stage to somewhere in the back. You downed your drink, trying to compose yourself when your friends joined you again "Dammit, I was hoping I'd get to snag him for the night." Susie said sitting down. "W..was he not interested?" You asked looking down "nope....said he was with someone." She huffed downing her drink.

You furrowed your eyebrows looking at her "he's not with anyone." You said to yourself looking back to the stage. "Hey, I gotta run to the restroom." You said jumping up before they could say anything. You looked around seeing everyone return to their drinks and conversations, allowing you to slip unnoticed behind the stage. You walked around for a minute, checking room after room "Dammit laufeyson, where are you?" You whispered crossing your arms "looking for me?" You heard his voice behind you making you freeze. You cleared your throat slowly turning around, taking in his tall frame still clad in black, his pale skin covered in a sheen of sweat. "L..loki..." you stuttered, your eyes traveling down to where the guitar was before.

"Up here darling." He purred, your eyes shooting to his seeing him smirk. "Did you enjoy the show?" He asked taking a stop forward, looking you up and down "from what I see, I would say yes." He smiled, coming to stand chest to chest with you, leaning down slightly "from what I smell, I would say very." He whispered in your ear. Feeling your face heat up you looked down fidgeting with your fingers "L..loki.." you said, feeling his fingers under your chin making you look at him "yes darling?" He asked, his eyes searching yours "yes..." you sighed grabbing his wrists "yes what?" He asked leaning closer "I want to be your angel." You breathed, seeing him smile you lunged forward, pressing your lips to his pressing him into the nearest wall.

You slid your tongue along his bottom lip, hands exploring his chest gently kicking his legs apart, your hands sliding down his abs landing on his belt, the metal clinking as your fingers worked to open it. His lips parted in a soft moan, taking the opportunity you slipped your tongue past his lips, relishing the feeling of his soft lips against yours, his tongue caressing yours when you unbuttoned his jeans, slowly sliding a hand down wrapping your fingers around his length, slowly sliding up and down as your other hand went to his hair, holding him to you swallowing his moans feeling his hands grip your sides.

He broke the kiss, leaning his head against the wall while you continue to stroke him, twisting your wrist reaching the base. "Aahh gods...d..darling..." he stuttered, screwing his eyes shut slowly rocking his hips with your hand. You reached up, nipping at his pulse point feeling him shiver. You reached over, opening the door next to you seeing it empty, a small love seat in the corner. You removed your hand from his length hearing him whine and look down at you "shh....come on." You said grabbing the front of his shirt dragging him inside. Kicking the door shut your lips found his again as you backed him up to the love seat, his long legs spread wide as you pushed him down standing over him.

You smiled down at him sliding your hands up under your skirt, sliding your panties down as his eyes never left you. You stepped out of them, walking over to him you leaned down, hooking your fingers under the hem of his jeans as he lifted up allowing you to slide them down his legs, your hands gliding up his thighs as you went to staddle him. You grabbed his cock, slowly stoking him as you lined him up "wait..y/n.." he panted, gently grabbing your wrist "is something wrong?" You asked looking into his eyes "no..it's just.." he trailed off looking at you "tell me your mine...please...that this isn't just..." you cut him off, genlty pressing your lips to his, looking into his eyes "Loki...I'm yours...I always have been.." you said.

You watched his pupils dilate, his fingers teasing the hem of your shirt when you leaned back, raising your arms letting him pull your shirt over your head "you are so beautiful.." he breathed, his fingers ghosting over your shoulders making you shiver. You leaned down, nipping and sucking on his pulse point feeling his fingers dig into your hips. "Say your mine Loki...tell me..." you breathed, biting his earlobe hearing him groan "i...I am yours y/n...always...." he breathed, tilting his head back against the couch. You reached down, wrapping your fingers around him lining him back up "ready?" You asked as he leaned up looking at you "y..yes.." he moaned as you slowly sank down on him, feeling your walls stretch around him "fuck...your so big..." you moaned, throwing your head back feeling every inch of him as he bottomed out.

"Y/n...aahh....move please...i...." he moaned, wrapping his arms around your back pulling you to him as you lifted your hips up, slowly sinking back down onto him. He buried his face in the valley of your breasts, your hands threading through his hair feeling his fingers gently ghost up and down your back. "Aahh fuck...Loki..." you moaned, closing your eyes feeling him rock his hips with yours. You sped up your pace, feeling the tightness in your stomach "l...loki....im....ahh...." you moaned, digging your fingers into his hair "I know...I can...ahh feel you..." he groaned, looking up at you "Come with me y/n.." he panted, thrusting up into you.

You leaned down, engulfing his mouth with yours, your tongues exploring eachother as you came hard, moaning into his mouth. Pulling his hair you heard him growl, gripping your hips holding you onto him feeling him twitch inside you, swallowing his moans as he came hard, coating your walls with his release. You pulled back, pressing your forehead for his, seeing his eyes closed making you smile. You sat back, cupping his cheeks when he slowly opened his eyes looking up at you smiling "loki, I don't think we can be friends anymore" you panted, your thumbs running along his cheekbones "w..why..." he started furrowing his eyebrows "because, I want so much more then that." You said pushing his hair back "would you go out with me?" You asked seeing him smile "I would love nothing more...my angel." He said, leaning up pressing a soft kiss to your lips. "Come on Mischief, let's go home, I'm not done with you yet." You winked seeing his eyes darken "as you wish darling." ...

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[samd1o1]

Hey I don’t want to comment for real bc I’m sick of arguing with people on tumblr

I just wanted to say that in that post about deadpool and wolverine’s queerness, you are like 1000% in the right. Normally I don’t feel this strongly about stuff but anyone who thinks that Disney seriously and earnestly “delivered” on deadpool (and wolverine?) being queer is delusional

I mean, I love the movie. I’ve seen it twice and giggled my way through it both times. Obviously I enjoy the queer aspect of their relationship. But what you said about being able to be critical of your favorite media is important. The fact that people are arguing that there are no issues with the gay jokes in d&w but ACTUALLY it’s all indicative of a genuinely made film about two queer men is like actually SO crazy

Thank you, yes! The movie is absolutely amazing in the fact it's funny and well written. And yes I like the gay jokes, they're cheeky and enjoyable. But I think they'd be more enjoyable if any amount of Wade's (and also Logan's) queerness was taken seriously. Even just a little seriously.

I think the part that annoyed me about the movie most was Wade breaking up with Vanessa. Yeah it works for the movie and his character development. But at the same time I can't help but assume the reasoning for it was so queer people could go "hey they're both single, maybe just maybe Deadpool and Wolverine will get together?" No they won't this is Disney. He'll probably be back together with Vanessa eventually (even if it's not immediately).

Like I said on the comments of the post you're referring to; saying this is good queer rep is just an excuse so Disney (and Marvel) doesn't have to actually try to make good representation. The MCU has had many issues like this before. The single Loki bisexual conversation only for them to chicken out on the mlm ship they were hinting at in S2 promotions. Loki also being labeled as genderfluid in promo stuff just for him to be referred to as a male Loki and such. Characters who are canonically bisexual in the comics like Starlord showing absolutely zero hints to their queerness. Eternals is the only real representation I can think of, but it felt very one note and boring. Like that whole movie.

In conclusion Deadpool is a great movie but my biggest gripe is just that the queer aspect is not taking seriously. As much as I love the Honda Odyssey scene, it would be cool if it wasn't just a weird mix of coding/bait. Queer coding is still a great writing tool. Using metaphors for queerness in fantasy can be fun. But the reason queer coding existed in the first place is because you weren't allowed to show any queer people on screen. But times have changed! You can show it, but Disney are cowards. The movie is also queerbaity as they set up things like Vanessa's break up only to start them almost back up again with Logan himself telling Wade to go for the girl. Not to mention all the promotional posters like Deadpool and Wolverine as Beauty And The Beast. Disneyland Deadpool is also being VERY heavy on the gay jokes, which makes me feel like they KNOW who their main target audience was gonna be with this movie, but they still need to cater to the movie dudebros as well. Maybe one day guys, maybe.

It's important to be critical of even your favorite media. If you weren't then it could never improve. Let your voices be heard! And to the people who think movies don't deserve such debate; why do you think that? So many people say that so they don't have to discuss representation in media but then turn around and rant about the comic accuracy. Also what do you think happens in a writers room? Criticism is important in media even to professionals. A movie is a group effort, many people had different ideas that eventually came together and made Deadpool 3. They also probably had many ideas that were shut down and not put in Deadpool 3 for various reasons. Some most likely being criticisms.

Ok I'm done ranting now. Deadpool 3, great movie, one of my favorites. But it would have benefited not only itself by being true to Wade and Logan letting them be their authentic queer selves; But it also would have benefited the queer community.

[fanficshiddles]

The Redbridge Hunts, Chapter 50

Loki and the others had been searching for what felt like hours in the woods, though in reality it had only been half an hour. Loki was going out of his mind with worry, he felt so sick and his heart was shredded at the thought of something bad happening to her.

He wanted to try and help some of the humans that he came across in the woods, they were absolutely petrified. The fear in their eyes broke his heart, but he couldn’t bring himself to focus on anything else but Claire. The thought of her being as scared as them completely broke him.

He needed to find her. He just hoped it wasn’t too late.

After running around near the river, checking multiple hiding spots, he was roaring in anger and frustration when a dark hooded figure leapt down from a tree nearby.

‘Who are you?’ He hissed.

‘Go to the shack.’ She said calmly.

‘What?’ Loki frowned. ‘Wait… You’re Toshi, aren’t you? What are you doing here?’

‘She’s in the shack.’ She said again, before jumping back up into the trees. Loki tried to focus his eyes on her to follow, but she was too quick as she jumped through the trees skilfully.

‘The shack…’ Loki began running towards said shack that was situated at the other side of the woods from the river.

‘YOU DIDN’T THINK TO CHECK THE OLD SHACK?’ Loki roared at the others as he ran by them. They all quickly joined and ran alongside him.

‘What shack?’ Spencer asked.

‘It’s always been boarded up for years, no one goes in there!’ David argued back in defence.

‘Why wouldn’t you check there anyway?’ Matt yelled.

‘I did fly over, but there was no light or movement!’ Jessica shouted.

‘Yes, because Chris would have Christmas lights all lit up and flashing if he has Claire trapped in there.’ Severus drawled and glared at her.

‘Shut up.’ Jessica hissed at him.

‘What shack?’ Spencer asked again, though no one gave him an explanation, he would soon find out once they got there.

They group quickly reached the shack, Loki didn’t waste time as he kicked the door in. As he dived inside, he stopped dead in his tracks. He wasn’t sure what he was expecting to find when he got in there, but he never in a million years expected to find Chris sitting on the floor, distraught and upset, with his girlfriend comforting him.

‘Claire? Are you ok? What did he do to you? Did he hurt you?’ Loki asked as he rushed over and scooped her up, pulling her away from Chris.

‘Loki… I’m fine, honestly. He didn’t hurt me.’ She said quickly as he pulled her into a big hug.

Loki squeezed her tight and buried his face into her hair. ‘I thought I’d lost you.’ He choked out.

‘I’m ok…’ She whispered back.

Eventually Loki let go of her, only to cup her face in his hands and kiss her deeply. Claire could feel the relief in his kiss, she had a feeling he was going to be more protective than ever after this.

Loki was angry, even though Chris was clearly upset for some reason and Claire was fine, he wanted nothing more than to kick Chris’ head in and Claire could tell that too by the look on Loki’s face when he glared at his brother. She was sure the vein on his forehead was about to burst, not to mention the way his jaw was clenched hard.

‘I’m going to fucking kill you for this.’ Loki snarled and was about to move on Chris, but Claire jumped between them when Chris stood up to square up to his brother.

‘STOP! BOTH OF YOU! You guys need to sort this fucking shit out once and for all.’ She said to the brothers angrily.

Then she looked over at Jessica, Spencer, Severus, Matt and David. ‘You guys, kindly go away. I appreciate you’ve been looking for me, but these two brothers have things to sort out, privately.’ She said firmly.

The vampires’ eyes widened, they didn’t hang around or argue with Claire, she had a no-nonsense tone so they scurried off, shutting the door behind them.

‘Why the hell did you steal Claire? What were you going to do to her?’

‘We were just going to have a bite to eat.’ Chris said smugly with a smirk.

‘You ass’

‘Loki…’ Claire butted in quickly before things escalated even more. ‘Chris told me what happened that day he turned you. He told me why he did it.’ Claire said calmly.

‘Cause he’s an asshole, that’s why.’ Loki snarled.

‘No. Loki.’ Claire pinched the bridge of her nose.

She heard Chris huff behind her before he then spoke up, calmly.

‘I did it because having you alive and hating me, is better than not having you alive at all.’

[lettingtimepass]

Loki Season 2 Finale Watch #2 Thoughts and Feelings (Spoilers)

Ok, it's time for round 2 of pain!!!

THE INTRO IN REVERSE!!! God that’s sexy.

Mobius immediately noticing something’s up when Loki came back 😭

"It looks like Mobius but it's actually Victor Timely" asjdkalks Loki pls was that necessary

"I'm a-coming I'm a-coming" 😭

*Deadpan* "Be Brave. You're being so brave."

Loki laughing and tearing up when Victor finally does it - I'm so sorry my baby boy 😭

Why does Victor say "Pumpkins" after he comes back hahaha

The fact that the camera is flipped in the Loki/Sylvie and Loki/Mobius scenes is a cool editing trick.

Is it just me or did Johnthan use a slightly different voice for HWR? I wonder if it's just because he's being more honest with Loki?

Also did HWR give Loki the ability to timeslip once he went through the door? Kind of a cheap explanation but ehh.

*Loki: Stops time* "And what makes you think this is the first time we've had this conversation? 👉" That's cunty sir. 🔥

I absolutely love the theory that the 8-year-old boy Mobius couldn't prune was Loki 😭 And that's what originally caused Mobius to study Loki.

The fact that Loki actually got to spend hundreds of years with his friends - but they were all spent frantically trying to save a world that couldn't be saved. 💔

Someone needs to put Loki's transformation and Thor's appearance in Wakanda side by side 😭😭😭 Sunshine brothers saving the day...

When Loki breaks the loom, rainbows are reflected on everyone's faces... gay rights 🌈

The parallel of the gangway and the Bifrost...... Loki's actions caused the destruction of the Bifrost. Now he'll use this bridge to fix everything.

I think it's just a coincidence that the Time Stone is green, but it's a really, really good coincidence.

"I made the hard choices, I get the big chair." Sighhhhhh.

The gold being pulled up the chair?? What good effects.

The reveal of the TREE!!!! I was shooketh!!! Like it makes so much sense considering the timelines were referred to as "branches" the entire time but I didn't see it coming!!! It's so damn beautiful!!!

Do we think they're able to see the Tree in place of the Loom in the TVA?

The little poster that says "Let's Grow Together" is so damn adorable 🥺 Under it says "Nurture our Nature of a Stable Future." And the Tree Monitor is so cool!!!

I wasn't expecting Miss Minutes to come back lol

Sad Mobius not having a purpose at the TVA without Loki 😭😭😭

...What DID happen to Timely? Did they just put him back on his branch?

What do we think was different in the new TVA handbooks that OB unboxes? I guess maybe just info about the Tree and maintaining all the branches instead of the Loom and the Sacared Timeline.

When Mobius and Sylvie are talking on the branch, the green and gold light is only on Mobius. Between that and Loki explicitly hearing Mobius' words, that's basically the confirmation that Loki did all this for Mobius. As one twitter user put it, Lokius Nation, we won, but at what cost?

Also. GREATEST SCORE OF ALL TIME! NATALIE HOLT!!! I can't wait for the final part to drop 🖤

Disney Plus suggesting Secret Invasion after is actually so insulting 😩

Okay, I definitely enjoyed that better the second time when my heart wasn't fucking racing for 55 straight minutes 🙃

[nyxlaufeyson]

I Think I love You

Oneshot Masterlist - Main Masterlist

POV: Second Person

Ship: Loki x Y/n

Type: Fluff

TW: None

Wordcount: ~1,200

Synopsis: You like Loki, your best friend, and have been avoiding him because you are scared of what will happen if you tell him. 

"Stop thinking about him! It's all you ever do." Your friend snaps her fingers to get you out of your daydream. 

You look at her with fake offense. "What? No I most certainly do not! Whose him anyway?" You ask, knowing exactly who she is talking about. 

She gives you her 'stop playing dumb' look. "Don't fuck with me Y/n. You know exactly who I'm talking about. Loki." She says, rolling her eyes.

Your cheeks glow a bright shade of red. "What! That's not true. I mean sure I think about Loki a lot but that's just because we are really good friends!" You try to defend yourself, but your friend is not having it. 

"Just tell him you like him already! It's so obvious he likes you too!" She says, animating her speech with her hands like you notice she always does when she's trying to make a point. 

You turn around to walk backwards so you can face her. "Absolutely not. We are just friends." you say, right before you bump into something and start to fall. 

Just as you were about to hit the ground, a strong pair of arms wrap around your waist and pull you up, bringing you face-to-face with... Loki! Your face goes back to being a blushing mess.

You've found it hard to be around Loki lately. You guys have been friends for as long as you can remember, but lately you've began to develop other... feelings for him. Before you knew it, you found yourself deeply in love with the dark prince. 

Every time you tried to talk to him, it came out in a jumbled mess. You also became extra clumsy, even though you were already pretty cloddish in the first place. 

You doubt that he would ever feel the same towards you, so you've been avoiding him in an attempt to not become the clown of the town. 

"Loki!" You squeak, and he smiles at you. "Y/n." He replies, and you attempt to turn back to your friend, but you find that his hands are still on your hips.

 This causes your face to become even redder, if that was possible, and Loki quickly removes his hands from your waist, thinking you had become uncomfortable. 

You turn to your friend, who looks around like she hasn't seen a thing. She pretends to spot Loki and quickly bows. "Well, Y/n, my prince, I forgot I had to meet my cousin for tea. Please excuse me." She says with curtsy, and scatters off. So much for her to get you out of this. 

"I should probably get going..." You start to walk off, when you Loki protests. "Y/n wait!" He grabs your hand and spins you back around to face him. 

You attempt to stop the blush forming on your cheeks, and manage to keep it to a lighter shade of pink. "Yes my prince?" You squeak, looking at the floor. 

"Have I done something wrong?" He asks, and you look up at him, confused. "What? No, of course not! What would make you think that?" You inquire, and now he is the one to look at you confused.

"You've obviously been avoiding me." You scrunch your eyebrows. "What? No I haven't!" You protest, but he gives you a 'I'm-not-stupid' look. 

"Ok look I've just been really busy and-" You start before getting interrupted. "You used to find time no matter what. What's been up with you lately Y/n? If I've done something wrong, please tell me what I can do to fix it." 

You sigh and look back at the ground. "Look... It's true, I've been avoiding you, I'm sorry. I swear you haven't done anything to upset me." You manage to get out, and Loki looks at you, hurt.

It breaks your heart to see that you hurt him. But you just can't tell him the whole truth. 

"Why?" Loki says softly, and tears brim both of your eyes. "I can't tell you Loki..." You say, but it doesn't get him to go away.

"We used to tell each other everything Y/n. We've been friends forever. I promise you can tell me anything. It won't change our relationship." He pleads, but you shake your head. If only he knew...

"Loki, you don't understand. It would ruin our friendship." You try to explain, but he shakes his head. "I promise you Y/n, it won't. I know what you're thinking, it's the same thing that I thought when I told you I was a frost giant. But, you didn't care, did you?" 

You chuckle, remembering the night he told you. He was a jumbled mess, completely scared that you would hate him for it. Of course, you could care less. Honestly, he made the best ice cube for hot, sticky days. 

You contemplate your choices in your head. If you told him, it risked your friendship. If you didn't tell him? Well, it also risked your friendship. 

"I-" You start, trying to sort out your words. Loki nods you on. "Loki... Loki I think I love you." You manage to spit out, surprising yourself that you could speak at all. 

Alarm bells sounded in your head. You start to panic, all the worst scenarios whizzing through your mind faster than your racehorse. What if he doesn't feel the same? What if he hates you for it? What if he tells the Allfather and you get thrown out of-

Your thoughts are interrupted by his lips meeting yours gently for a soft kiss. You look up at him in surprise, and find him smiling down at you. 

"Y/n L/n, do you know how long I've been waiting those words to leave that gorgeous mouth of yours?" He asks, chuckling. "What- What do you mean?" You ask, not processing all of what's happening.

"I thought I made it obvious, but I've always loved you Y/n. I'll always love you." He says, and you become a blushing mess. 

"So, do you just think you love me, or do you love me?" He asks slyly, and you playfully punch his chest. "Ouch!" He pretends you really hurt him and dramatically puts his hand on his forehead and falls to the ground. 

"Someone help! Lady Y/n is a thief and has injured me!" He fake cries, and you kneel to the ground laughing. "And how am I a thief?" You ask. "You stole something from me!" He exclaims, trying not to laugh. You raise your eyebrow at him. 

"What exactly have I stolen my prince?" You ask, trying not to burst out in laughter again. 

He looks you right in the eye and smiles. "My heart." You laugh and roll your eyes, lying down and letting your head rest against Loki's chest. You look up at the ceiling of the palace, studying the golden patterns. 

Loki's hands start to ruffle your hair, and a smile creeps up onto your face. "I love you Loki." You whisper, but Loki hears it. "I love me too." He replies, and you turn around and playfully slap him. "Ow! Okay Okay I love you!" He chuckles.

You gaze into each others eyes before you bring your head down to his for another kiss.

[erenfox]

Y'all.

Episode 4.

It's the best piece of work Marvel has made after they made IW and Endgame.

spoiler alert 🚨

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lemme start off with our favourite Miss Jolly Rancher Unhinged Clock and Victorian-Era HWR Fangirl. I KNEW Ravonna had somehow helped HWR in building the TVA, but him erasing her memories was straight up evil.

Then we come to the absolutely gruesome deaths of Dox and the others. HOLY SHIT MISS JOLLY RANCHER IS AWFUL like she was enjoying every second of Dox and her hunters literally getting crushed to their deaths. B-15 was traumatised, to say the least and you can see on Ravonna and Brad's faces a hint of disgust. But Miss Minutes grinning like that - outright disturbing.

I can't get over OB and Victor fanboying over each other's work - it was so funny yet wholesome.

Now let's talk about Loki and Sylvie. As a diehard Sylki stan you know I am, my fangirling heart was overjoyed seeing these two lovesick ducks working together willingly! I mean, yea, they did have that rather awkward talk in Pie Land (mind you that's it's official name henceforth) but after that they worked together as teammates! Now I must say, I completely agree with Sylvie on snapping on Mobius, because, well, yeah, the multiverse is a bigger priority than pie and I legit don't get why tf antis hate on Sylvie for doing so. Like you hated her for not giving a damn abt the TVA + the multiverse, but now when she stood up to do so y'all are hating on her again?? Like?? Make up ur mind, smh.

Anyways, back to Sylki. Sylvie got stuck in the elevator and the way she and Loki worriedly called out each other's names was so soft! And the "You ok?" trope CAME BACK OMG! THAT PHRASE IS LITERALLY THE BACKBONE OF SYLKI! When I tell you my fangirling heart screamed with joy omg-

The the whole paradox scene which brought Ep 1 back in a circle. I absolutely loved the way our Loki realised what he had to do and went real slow to prune his past self just so that Past Loki could get a glimpse of Sylvie; which would then lead him to be more determined than ever to go look for her. And I quite literally died on Sylvie being confused af as to wtf she just witnessed.

Then there's the telephone scene. OH MY GOD it was literally OB all this time when fans were out here speculating it was Kang or someone lmao. Both Loki and Sylvie yelling simultaneously to turn the security thing off gives out so much Couple Vibes, I absolutely loved it AAHHAHAH-

AND. THE. BRAD. SCENE. OOF.

our friendly neighbourhood lovesick ducks teaming up to enchant Brad was just too good. Loki in his hot, creepy voice luring Brad into a dark area while Sylvie very swiftly just straight up grabbing his face from the back - pure horror. Absolutely loved it, 10/10. Tho I must say, to do execute elaborate scheme, these two must have done some detailed planning (=more Sylki moments we were robbed off).

BUT THAT ENDING DUCKING MURDERED ME BROO OMG

Can we talk abt Victor's redemption? Man had been portrayed as evil since Quantumania, and has been manipulated by both Ravonna and Miss Jolly Rancher, but at the end of the day, he was a sweetheart. Man fanboys OB and basically became besties with him and Casey, worked together to create the solution to a mess he most certainly didn't want to be a part of, and then himself stepped up to fix the Loom once and for all to prove to everyone (and not let Sylvie's choice of sparing him go to waste) that tho he contained HWR's DNA, he wasn't HWR - he was a far better person HWR could have ever been. Seeing him getting spaghettified was tragically heart-wrenching, man deserved so much better :(

BUT HOLY SHIT DID THAT ONE HECK OF A GODDAMN CLIFFHANGER LEFT ME SPEECHLESS LIKE WTF WAS THAT?? U can't just kill off a character who had redeemed himself, and then make our main character and his homies watch literally EVERYTHING THEY WORKED SO HARD FOR GET ANNIHILATED TO THE GROUND-

But we know our God of Mischief isn't dead, and so are his homies eheheh.

However the looks on everyone's face was tragic. Loki knew all was lost and had tears in his eyes. Sylvie looked like she had accepted defeat and her death. Mobius and OB were in denial, refusing to believe that Victor was dead. Casey and B-15 looked horrified, as they realised what was to come now upon them.

Tldr, this episode was an ABSOLUTE BANGER. IM READY TO CLAIM IT SUPERIOR THAN ENDGAME, come and fight me. Its a top cinematic piece, and the suspense to Ep 5 is eating me up.

Ig i should go and study for the 4 tests this week before ep 5 ;-;

[rowans-thoughts]

Starting this off with some lokius headcanons I came up with. we'll just ignore the ending of the show ok? K good.

1. Loki and Mobius are both neurodivergent and pick things up from eachother. Loki especially does this, Like whenever Mobius does a thing towards Loki whether it be a certain phrase he'll say or some type of physical affection/action Loki will just subconsciously start doing it back to Mobius. (Neurodivergents just picking up traits from eachother is my favorite thing)

2. Mobius always tries to stop or hold Loki back when he's being mischievous but Mobius is low-key loving it the whole time and absolutely adores when Loki is being a little shit (he'd never let him know that tho)

3. Loki would have a bunch of collectibles in his office if he gets one or his room. (Most of which are just stolen items from the timeline) He absolutely just pockets anything he thinks is cool or shiny. Mobius also gifts him stuff because he knows Loki likes knick knacks. Loki also has a miniature mjolnir somewhere on a shelf or desk that he had someone from the tva make for him in honor of Thor.

4. Mobius also collects things but it's much more specific than the chaotic randomness that Loki collects. For instance he probably has a collection of miniature jet skis or something. And they're all neatly lined up.

5. They both loveee physical touch, they do it casually in public but when alone it's just all the cuddles. Loki especially inniates a lot of the time. He does it similar to the way a cat would, Most likely just plops down on Mobius when he's in the middle of something and starts nuzzling into him.

I do have more but alas it is late so I shall stop here for tonight.

[robo-dino-puppy]

10 Fandoms, 10 Characters, 10 Tags

thank you for the tag @bluntblade! (i'm embarrassed this took me so long. also i've never been good at ranking things so uh don't consider this list in order of most favorite or anything)

Donna Noble (Doctor Who)

Character I think about if I'm having a bad day <3 This scene between the windows in Partners in Crime never fails to cheer me up. Also: "You're not mating with me, sunshine!" Theeeeee best platonic relationship with the Doctor IMO.

Varl (Horizon)

Aloy did not appreciate this good dude nearly enough. I want Varl to be my BFF. T_T But HFW happened and... I won't say too much about that or we'd be here all day. He's alive in my head and that's all that matters.

Cimorene (The Enchanted Forest Chronicles)

Cimorene! She's no-nonsense and clever. She wasn't a fan of being treated like a princess so she went and "got captured by" a dragon so people would stop bothering her, and helps her cook and organize her library. I mean, goals.

Loki (MCU)

I wasn't into the MCU when it started getting big, and in fact I didn't see any of the movies until I read someone on Tumblr (c. 2012) going on about (paraphrased) how awful it was that people liked Loki because he was the absolute worst and if you liked him you were a gross immoral person and you should feel bad. So I went and watched this Avengers movie everyone was talking about. And guess what haters? He is terrible and I love him.

Parker (Leverage)

Although I am not brave enough to throw myself off buildings, sometimes I amuse myself by thinking "what would Parker do?" and since a canonical option involves stabbing someone who's bothering her with a fork and jumping out a window, the thought cheers me up even if I can't do that.

Aziraphale (Good Omens)

He just wants people (aside from Crowley) to leave him alone in his bookshop. He never fits in with his "side" but tries to do what they want anyway, because that's the good thing to do, and he wants to be good. I can relate so hard, buddy.

Milo Thatch (Atlantis: The Lost Empire)

Ok so... I totally had a crush on Michael J. Fox and I was already interested in linguistics back when this movie came out, and then here's a main character voiced by him who was a linguist! Milo had to be my favorite :D

Elena Fisher (Uncharted)

I will fully admit that some of my initial love of Elena came from her AI covering my panic-flailing self early on in the first Uncharted game (I'm THE WORST at games with guns, even on easy, it's actually embarrassing) - but she impressed me right away when she was not overly impressed by Nate. And her snark game is on point.

Zeb (Star Wars Rebels)

I feel like Zeb needs more love. Comic relief character who actually has an unbelievably tragic backstory! And his story has so much untapped potential! We never really get to explore what happened with Lasan, and then then dump Kallus in there with his defection to the Rebellion and his whole *handwaves* history with the Lasats and eventual apparent (b)romance with Zeb - and the show had so little to say about it! Huge angsty storytelling miss right there. (Dave why.)

Brian Finch (Limitless [2015])

This dude! Lovable but he would be SO exasperating to deal with IRL. His arts-and-craftiness just resonated with me. He was always making stuff out of toothpicks and yarn and papier mâché and clay and and and- I'm still mad this show only got one season.

zero-pressure tags: @mari-mary, @ayaitch, @hannahmationstudios, @inomakani, @fogsblue, @nerd-artist, @singingkestrel, @prototypelq, @tjerra14, @artekai or just consider yourself tagged if you want to do it!

[michelleleewise]

🌹Her Romeo🌹

Pairing: Avenger Loki x insecure! Female reader

Warnings: crying, anxiety, depression, Thor and Val being mvp's, I think that's it.....we're still in the angst but we're getting there.....

Summary: Val tries to talk sense into you while Thor surprises you....

A/n-graphics by @harlequin-hangout

Part Four -- Part Five-

Val walked to the kitchen, pouring a cup of coffee hearing you come down the stairs, looking up as you walked into the kitchen "morning, what are your plans today?" Val asked sipping her coffee "Well, I have work and....that's it." You said grabbing a mug from the cabinet. "Have you talked to Loki yet?" Val asked seeing your jaw clench "no, I haven't." You said sighing "y/n, it's been two days, don't you think...." you turned cutting her off "Val, I have thought about it, and I can't." You said sipping your coffee "your not even gonna hear him out? Two years and that's it?" Val asked crossing her arms. "Look, I know your just trying to help me, but I'll be fine....I always am." You said slipping your coat on.

"Besides, he'll be happier too." You said grabbing your purse "and what makes you think that?" Val asked following you to the door. "Because...I'm not what he wants." You said opening the door "y/n, that's not true and you know it." Val said grabbing your shoulder "Val it's fine, I'll see you tonight." You said quickly leaving before she could say anything else. Val sighed, heading back to the kitchen she picked up her phone, scrolling through her contacts until she found the one she needed. Her thumb hovered over his name, knowing you would be upset if you found out but something wasn't adding up. She took a deep breath, pressing the green button she held it up to her ear listened to it ring.

"Hello? Y/n?" She heard Loki's panicked voice through the speaker "no loki, it's val." She said hearing him sigh "apologies, I did not look at the screen." He said shakely "it's fine, listen I need to talk to you for a minute." She said "I am sorry but I can't right now, i need to be available if y/n calls." He said. Swearing she heard a sniffle she sighed "Loki, I know what happened, well what y/n told me." She said hearing silence on the other end "now I know you and I don't know eachother super well, but I love y/n and I know you do too." She continued "so, I want to hear your side." She said sitting on the couch. "Listen, Valerie I do not..." Loki started before going silent again "I'm not going to say anything, I'm just going to listen." Val said hearing him sigh "very well, but first tell me...have you spoken to her? Is she safe?" He asked "yes, she's ok...well as ok as can be expected." Val replied

"Good, I'm glad to hear she is safe. I haven't heard from her since..." he trailed off "Loki, I'm gonna be honest she is not planning on coming back." Val said "w..what do you mean?" Loki asked, his voice cracking in the speaker "let's just start with what happened and go from there." She listened as Loki recanted everything that had happened in the last month, the constant rehearsals, the days spent at that woman's house, the way you acted when he got home until he got to the end "ok, so what exactly happened the other night when the shit hit the fan?" Val asked leaning forward "well, I was in my dressing room, preparing to take y/n to dinner, I had a surprise for her and my nerves were a bit on edge." He said with a sad laugh.

"Samantha came in congratulating me when things suddenly changed." He said taking a deep breath "she started telling me I deserved better then y/n, and that she would treat me better, but Valerie I swear to you I did not do anything untoward." Loki said sternly "I turned down her advances but she lunged at me, kissing me before I could stop her when y/n walked in and...well you know the rest." He sighed. "I see, so you didn't..." Val trailed off "absolutely not!" Loki snapped making Val jump "apologies, no I did not. I would never do such a thing to my love. I was actually..." loki trailed off sniffling "you where what?" Val asked "at dinner, I was going to propose. I love y/n more then I have ever loved anyone. But from what you are telling me I've lost my opportunity." Loki said shakely

"let me talk to her, I'll see what I can do but Loki...I don't know. You know how stubborn she is." Val said hearing him laugh "I know it well." He said "Valerie, I cannot tell you how sorry I am for all of this." Loki said, sadness laced in his voice "Well, if I know y/n she tends to clam up when she's upset." Val said sighing "which doesn't help anything, the stubborn mule." She laughed hearing him laugh "will you do something for me Valerie?" Loki asked "if things don't work out, will you look after her, keep an eye on her?" Loki asks shakely "try not to think like that, I'll be in touch." Val said rubbing her eyes "Alright, thank you Valerie." He said "your welcome Loki" She said, pulling the phone away hanging up. She sat back with a deep sigh "now how am I going to do this?" She said to herself leaning her head on the back of the couch.

Thor stood outside your apartment, shifting back and forth before knocking hearing shuffling on the other side when Loki opened the door "Brother, what are you doing here?" Loki asked glaring at him "y/n asked me to come by and grab a few of her things." Thor said quietly seeing Loki step aside letting him in. "She did not wish to come?" Loki asked walking to the couch "she thought this would be easier." Thor said as Loki sat down. Thor took in his appearance, his hair matted and unkempt, his eyes bloodshot and his skin blotchy "Loki I must ask, did you.." Thor started when Loki's blank stare met his "no, I did not." Loki huffed sitting back. "She manipulated me, I had my suspicions but I did not see it in time." Loki explained seeing Thor nod. "Well, I will grab her things and be on my way." Thor said seeing Loki look up at him before turning his head towards the window.

Walking into the bedroom he grabbed the suitcase y/n told him about, going through the room he grabbed what clothes were hers when he spotted a picture of the two of them on the nightstand. He recognized it as last years Christmas party. You were in a deep green dress, him in his black suit as you stood under a mistletoe. Thor was the one who took the picture just as they kissed. He peeked out into the living room seeing Loki hadn't moved before he walked over grabbing the frame and placing it gently under some of the clothes before zipping it up and returning to the living room.

"She really isn't coming back is she?" Loki whispered barely loud enough to hear "I do not know, all I know is that she is hurt and trying to decide what to do." Thor said standing awkwardly in the middle of the room. "But I must get these things to her, I will call you later." Thor said walking towards the door "Thor.." loki called out making him turn "will you...could you tell her I love her.." loki asked leaning forward "please.." he finished fidgeting with his fingers "I will." Thor said seeing Loki look down "and I do hope you two can work through this, you are good for eachother, I will do what I can to help." Thor said seeing Loki nod as he walked to the door.

He walked out to his car, placing the suitcase in the trunk he got in and headed towards the tower. He racked his brain trying to think of what he could do to help, but he was honeslty at a loss. You were stubborn and insistent of what happened, and by the looks of Loki he had given up. He sighed, parking the car before grabbing your bag heading up to your office. "Y/n, here are the things you asked for." He said walking in "Thank you Thor, I appreciate it." You said stuffing the bag under your desk. "May I ask a question?" Thor asked leaning on your desk "sure, what's up?" You asked looking up at him "what is your plan? Will you be speaking with Loki?" He asked "I don't know yet. After everything I just...I can't see him right now." You said looking down.

"Well, he wanted me to tell you he loves you." Thor said seeing you sigh "until next week maybe." You huffed turning around "y/n, may I be honest for a moment?" Thor asked crossing his arms "I have known my brother for a century, and then some." He laughed leaning back "he is tricky, sarcastic, egotistical and in his youth quite the ladies man." Thor said shaking his head "and that's supposed to make me feel better?" You asked glaring at him "my point is, I have watched him go through partners as one would through tissues." Thor said looking at you "but you...you have stirred something inside him i have never seen before." He said making you furrow your eyebrows. "You see, satisfaction is not in his nature, he never kept anyone more then maybe two nights before they were replaced by another, but you my dear have held his heart for two years." He said.

"I have seen the way he looks at you, heard how he speaks of you, you are everything to him. You make him want to be better." Thor said watching you nod "you don't have to decide anything right now, just think of what I said, and I am here if you need me." Thor said standing up "Thank you Thor, I appreciate it." You said seeing him nod as he walked out of your office closing the door behind him. You turned your computer off, sliding the suitcase from under your desk you set it on top, opening it you shifted your clothes making sure Thor grabbed what you needed when your hand hit something hard "what the.." you trailed off, pulling it out seeing the picture that had resided on your nightstand. You remember the night like it was yesterday, the way Loki wouldn't leave your side, clinging to you like he was afraid you would get lost.

You ran your fingers over the glass, a teardrop landing on it pulling you out of your thoughts "Thor, you big sap." You laughed sadly putting the frame back in the suitcase wiping your face. You zipped it up looking at your phone, your heart screaming to call him, go see him but your mind jumped in reminding you why you couldn't. You grabbed your things locking your office you headed to the car park and back to Val's house.

"Hey, how was your day?" Val asked as you walked through the door "fine, how about you?" You asked setting your bag down hanging your coat up "oh you know...the life of an architect." She said laughing "soooo exciting...What's that?" She asked pointing at the suitcase "I asked Thor to go grab some things for me." You said hearing her sigh "don't start, i...I can't see him right now." You said grabbing the bag "y/n, you need to stop being so stubborn and talk to him." Val said sternly "so are you my friend or his?" You snapped glaring at her "both of yours, that's why I'm trying to help." Val said crossing her arms "Well maybe you shouldn't! I just....I'm going to bed." You snapped walking to the stairs.

"Y/n, you need to deal with this, you can't keep running from it." Val said making her stop. "I am dealing with it, I just...j need some space." You sighed heading up the stairs. Val shook her head walking to the kitchen grabbing her phone, pulling the number up she glanced at the stairs before pressing the button "Hey..yeah its me, look I have a plan. It may be crazy but what's life without a little crazy." She said laughing "so this is what your going to do..."

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[chthonicgodling]

(April’s)Huevember - Day 22!

featuring: Cinthy & Krokos

[in which I’ve made my very own #Huevember wheel this year (that you can use too! Pls tag me I’d LOVE to see!) - unabridged version continues, including a wide array of Elysium’verse characters across the rainbow!]

PURPLE DAYS BEGIN!! my official ™ fave of the month is still coming up but literally all the rest of these pics from now til the End end are my faves honestly I. love every one of these. starting today with some GHOSTS 👻 - Flower Shades Hyacinthos “Cinthy” & Krokos! ok the lore info on this post got ridiculous I’m so sorry — for once I’m actually gonna stick it behind a cut to spare u all from this essay lmfao??? AUGHH

I’ve given my whole Flower Shade spiel twice prior (most recently on the 8th for Karpos & Kalamos’ pic) so I will spare you all lmao - Cinthy’s untimely demise turned him into. well. yknow. Hyacinth. (Actually, *annoying mythological facts voice* it’s larkspur but honestly that’s stupid so—) and Krokos’ own death turned him into…. crocus. duh duh. Hello. duh.

Krokos and Cinthy died, separately, in the EXACT SAME STUPID WAY, and also their personalities are SOOO polar opposites from each other so drawing them next to each other is exceptionally hilarious to me-

Krokos was dating Olympian Hermes when he died in a FREAK DISCUS ACCIDENT rip - death by frisbee🤦🏻‍♀️ and tho they’ve long since “”formally”” broken up they did part ways on good terms and consider themselves friends…………. With benefits in current days fgkgkg

and then, Cinthy!!💞💞💞💞 Cinthy is NOT as much of a background character like the other Flowers, since in current canon he’s actually engaged to Gany, with whom he’d been secretly…💞close friends💞 with during his own mortal life, back when Gany was tethered to Zeus and Cinthy himself was dating the Olympian Apollo. Cinthy’s own death via discus accident was… a little more complicated, as it came at the hands of another god and…. Maybe even more than that one god - if anyone had known about his relationship with Gany at the time….. hm. Well.

….meanwhile Elysiumverse!Apollo is an actual villain in here, like. in my list of Elysium Villains with Thanatos and OrigiMel. by the time Gany fell into the Underworld, Apollo and Cinthy had already kindave grown apart BUT Apollo’s absolute rage (and following related actions) over discovering that the Elysium palace was “keeping” Gany, and that Cinthy was choosing him over him, was the final “mask off” trigger to expose ✨his real horrible self✨ and needless to say that breakup was. uhhhhhh. rough.

BUT that was years ago and now they all live happily ever with Cinthy reunited with the ACTUAL love of his life snotty Olympians be damned

despite being a natural brunette (maybe) when he was alive Cinthy was constantly dying his hair different colors every week and when Meli & Loki turned Elysium’s shades solid (long story) years ago, he jumped right back to it; although his go to default is usually like, blurple-pink. When Krokos turned solid the first thing he did was make Cinthy dye his hair bright purple! Also fun fact Cinthy was the person who first dyed Chal’s hair red :-)

idk why tf I felt the need to do all this on this post but. jazz hands here you go. STAY TUNED TOMORROW ETC- all the hUevemebr posts are in this tag!!

[fanficshiddles]

Eternally Mine, Chapter 51

Loki, Chris, Claire and Louise pulled up outside Claire and Louise’s parents’ house.

They all got out of the car and headed up the path. Loki looked at Chris and noticed him straightening his shirt and wiping his brow.

‘Nervous, brother?’ Loki smirked.

Chris shot him a look. ‘I never get nervous.’ He grumbled at him.

‘Yeah, sure.’ Loki chuckled, gave him a pat on the shoulder and headed on with Claire.

Louise slipped her hand into Chris’ and he gave her hand a squeeze as he smiled at her.

Claire knocked on the door once then opened it. ‘Muuuuum, Daaaaad! We’re home!’ She called into the house.

Her mum, Vicky and her dad, Kevin came rushing through, so excited to see them. Vicky gave Claire a big hug while Kevin gave Loki a typical man half hug, then they swapped.

Louise and Chris walked in behind them. Vicky squealed when she saw Louise and she fawned over her hair for a second.

‘Oh sweetheart. Look at you! You’re absolutely glowing.’

‘Mum, Dad… This is Chris, my boyfriend.’ Louise said kind of shyly, but with the biggest smile as she stepped back after hugging her dad too, and picked up Chris’ hand again.

For a moment, Vicky and Kevin just stared at Chris. Chris was half expecting them to hate him instantly and chuck him out. His look didn’t always get peoples approval.

But he was worrying for nothing. They both welled up and launched for him at the same time. Vicky got to him first and gave him a big hug, squeezing the life out of him for such a small woman. When Chris got over the initial shock, he smiled and hugged her back while looking at Louise with raised eyebrows.

‘It’s so good to finally meet you! The one who saved our daughter. We can’t thank you enough. You’ve given her her life back.’ Vicky cried as she leaned back and reached up to cup his face, smushing him a bit.

Louise held back a laugh at the scene, so did Claire and Loki.

Even Kevin looked a little overwhelmed, which was surprising for the girls to see from their dad.

‘Thank you!’ Kevin said, then launched for a full-on hug, too.

Louise looked at Claire, just as shocked.

Chris was slightly bewildered over people thanking him for killing someone… Though of course he was glad he did it. The bastard deserved it after all.

‘Ok, stop harassing my boyfriend.’ Louise laughed as she grabbed Chris and managed to pull him free from her dad.

‘It’s a pleasure to meet you both.’ Chris finally said.

‘The pleasure is all ours. I don’t think we will ever be able to thank you for doing what you did… Never mind the change in our Lou here.’ Vicky pinched Louise’s cheeks.

‘Muuum, stop! You’re so embarrassing.’ Louise whined and pulled back.

‘I’m just glad the attention is all on you, sis.’ Claire laughed as she and Loki headed into the living room to sit down.

‘The attention will be on all of you.’ Kevin chuckled.

‘Oh god.’ Louise face-palmed as they went through to sit down.

Vicky went straight to the kitchen to get everyone tea and coffee. When she came back through with a home-made cake, Loki’s eyes bulged and he leaned forward eagerly.

‘Calm down, Loki. She probably bought the cake from the shop down the road.’ Claire teased.

Vicky looked horrified. ‘I most certainly did not! No cake for you if you’re going to pick on me.’

‘Sorry Mum… Just trying to wind Loki up.’ Claire fluttered her eyelashes at her.

Vicky gave in and let her have a slice too.

‘Loki has been going on and on about your incredible baking.’ Chris said as he took a slice.

‘Hopefully you will too after trying it.’ Vicky smiled and sat down.

Chris knew he definitely would after taking just one bite. Loki could tell by the look on his face that he loved it.

‘Told you.’ He said cockily.

As expected, Vicky and Kevin grilled Chris with questions, about his job and band. Since Louise had of course told them about him. They asked some questions about Chris and Loki growing up, the responses were as honest as they could be without giving away what they were.

Though they had decided to tell them the truth… Louise knew when Claire gave her a certain look, that she was about to tell them. None of them really knew how they would take it. They were expecting to be kicked out, or the guys at least.

‘Mum… Dad… There’s something we actually need to tell you.’ Claire said cautiously as she looked at Loki, who got a little antsy.

‘Oh? That sounds… ominous.’ Kevin frowned.

‘This is going to sound mad…’ Claire started.

‘But it’s true. We’re not making it up.’ Louise butted in quickly.

‘Definitely not making it up… There’s no need to panic or be scared though, at all.’

‘This isn’t sounding very reassuring.’ Vicky said nervously.

‘Come on, Claire. Out with it.’ Kevin barked at her as he sat forward on the sofa.

‘Well… vampires are real. There are thousands out there. Loki and Chris are vampires. Though they're good, they won’t hurt you. Or us. It doesn’t change anything. We just… wanted you guys to know, it felt weird not telling you something so important.’ Claire blurted out quickly.

Kevin and Vicky looked at one another, though didn’t look overly shocked.

‘Oh my… that is… quite the shock.’ Vicky said as she leaned back.

Chris and Loki looked at eachother with an eyebrow up. ‘Wait a minute… you already knew, didn't you?’ Loki said.

‘What?’ Louise and Claire asked at the same time.

‘Heartbeats remained the same. Not what you’d expect from hearing news that your daughters are dating vampires.’ Loki commented.

‘Ok, ok. You got us. We know vampires exist… We admit, we weren’t sure about you, Loki. If you were a vampire or not… Chris, we had a feeling you were. I mean, the story of you killing Ray with a gun? Come on.’ Kevin explained and glanced at Claire and Louise who had told them that story.

Loki, Chris, Claire and Louise all looked between themselves, completely surprised.

‘How did you know about vampires existing? How long have you known?’ Louise asked.

‘For about… thirty years.’ Vicky said casually.

‘WHAT?’ The girls exclaimed again.

‘You knew how much we obsessed over vampires when we were younger! You never thought to tell us that they actually exist?’ Claire screeched at them.

‘Calm down, love. Don’t shout at your parents.’ Loki said as he put his hand on her knee.

‘Don’t tell me to calm down and not shout at my parents! You and Chris shout at your Dad enough over nothing! I think this is a just cause to yell!’ Claire barked at him.

Loki put his hands up in defence and backed down.

‘We figured you would find out in time. We didn’t want to scare you, or put you in any danger.’ Vicky said softly.

‘How do you know about vampires? Relative or friend?’ Chris asked.

‘Relative.’ Kevin replied.

Louise’s head shot from Chris to her parents. ‘Wait… what?’

‘Who?’ Claire asked.

‘Your Uncle, Shane. He was turned when he was a teenager.’ Kevin said. Shane was his brother.

‘What the fuck!’ Claire put her face in her hands.

‘I knew it!’ Louise blurted out.

‘What? No you didn’t, don’t lie!’ Claire scowled at her.

‘Well, I had a feeling something wasn’t right. He never seemed to age.’ Louise shrugged.

‘We are sorry for not telling you girls the truth… we thought it was safer to keep it a secret.’ Kevin said sheepishly.

‘Well… at least we don’t need to worry about being kicked out.’ Loki chuckled.

‘Not at all. It’s obvious you are good guys, we’ve never seen our girls so happy.’ Vicky said with a big smile.

‘Were you born vampires or turned?’ Kevin asked them.

‘Turned, by him.’ Loki huffed and nodded at Chris.

‘I don’t know if you’ve heard about the origins of vampires, but Chris is an original.’ Louise told them.

‘Really? We have heard that the first few vampires were caused by witches? That they are stronger?’ Vicky asked.

Chris nodded. ‘Our Dad is one, too. It was… a long time ago. We were indeed turned by witches. It’s just father and I left of the originals.’

‘Yeah ‘cause you killed them.’ Loki grumbled.

‘Shut up.’ Chris shot at him. He then quickly calmed and looked back at Kevin and Vicky. ‘I uh… went through a bit of a power mad phase.’ He said sheepishly as he rubbed the back of his head.

‘He’s super strong. He can levitate, too!’ Louise jumped in with excitedly.

‘Really? Maybe you could help me out with replacing a loose slate on our roof, we’ve been waiting for the roofer to come out for months.’ Kevin’s eyes lit up at the thought.

‘Dad! You can’t have a guest do stuff like that.’ Claire scolded him.

‘I can easily go up and take a look at it.’ Chris chuckled.

‘Ohh, and would you mind removing an old birds’ nest from the chimney pot?’ Kevin asked excitedly.

‘Kevin, stop!’ Vicky elbowed him.

Chris just laughed. ‘I’d be happy to help.’

After some more questions and chats, conversation turned when Vicky went to cook dinner. Kevin took out an old photo album to show the guys, with lots of embarrassing pictures of Claire and Louise when they were younger.

‘Oh bloody hell. I’m out of here.’ Claire rushed through to the kitchen to help her mum with dinner.

‘Me too!’ Louise scrambled up to her feet, but Chris reached out quickly and grasped her wrist, hauling her down onto his lap, he trapped in his arms.

‘I don’t think so, pumpkin. I have questions and need to hear the stories behind some of these.’ He grinned widely as she squirmed to try and escape, then gave up and went limp with a dramatic sigh.

‘I should’ve known dad would take out that album.’ Claire said to Vicky in the kitchen.

‘Of course.’ Vicky laughed. ‘Oh it’s so good to have you all visiting.’

‘I know. We really need to come visit more often. You’ll need to come down and visit us in Redbridge soon, too.’ Claire said as she hugged her mum.

‘Definitely… Do you think Louise will move to Redbridge to be closer to Chris? They seem very infatuated with one another.’

‘I wouldn’t be surprised if she moves in with him by the end of the year. Infatuated, pfft, they’re obsessed with one another.’ Claire laughed.

‘It’s so good seeing Louise happy again, back to her normal self.’

Claire nodded in agreement. ‘He’s showing her what love is supposed to be like.’

-

That night, Claire and Loki were cuddling in bed in Claire’s old bedroom.

‘Well, telling your parents about us being vampires went a lot better than I thought.’ Loki chuckled as he trailed his fingers up and down Claire’s back.

‘Yeah, definitely. I still can’t believe they knew all along.’ Claire laughed.

‘Really worked in our favour though.’ Loki smiled and nuzzled her cheek, she nodded in agreement.

‘You know… Many, many nights I would spend alone in this room… masturbating to the idea of being fucked by a vampire.’ Claire said in an innocent tone as she traced her fingers around his chest and slowly downwards.

‘Oh yeah? Want to tell me more about these little fantasies?’ Loki purred as he grabbed her and rolled them over so he was on top of her, making her giggle.

‘Well, in my mind he was always a handsome blonde-haired vampire with a huge beard…’ She trailed off with a smirk at Loki’s reaction. He narrowed his eyes at her and growled as he dipped his head down to nibble on her neck.

‘You better have different fantasies in mind nowadays.’ He slid his hands down her sides and squeezed her firmly.

‘I’m just pulling your leg.’ She giggled. ‘Funnily enough, it was always a dark-haired vampire I’d imagine.’ She grinned and slid her fingers through his hair.

Loki chuckled and pressed his lips against hers as he shimmied between her legs. ‘Good to hear. I wouldn’t expect anything else.’ He mumbled over her lips before kissing her deeply, his tongue teasing hers.

They moaned together and Loki briefly forgot to actually let her breathe after a while, till she had to tug on his hair to get him to pull back so she could gasp for air. Though Loki didn’t let her have too long before he was shoving his tongue back down her throat. Not that she minded, really.

Claire reached down and started tugging at Loki’s boxers.

‘Are you… mmm, fuck.’ Loki paused to groan as she began stroking his cock. ‘Are you sure you want to have sex in your parents house?’ He asked quietly.

‘They won’t hear us. They’re at the other end of the house.’ Claire whispered.

Loki chuckled and moved her knickers to the side, just giving him enough access. ‘Well, if you’re sure.’ He grinned and kissed her again.

Claire kept hold of his cock and helped position him at her entrance. She was already wet enough, so there wasn’t much resistance as he pushed into her. He had been teasing her subtly for most of the evening.

They tried to keep quiet as Loki began thrusting into her, but the bed started moving with every thrust and banged against the wall each time. Loki struggled to slow down or go easy, as Claire just felt too good around his cock, her body was squeezing and fluttering around him in such a delightful way.

There was sudden banging from the other side of the wall. Loki and Claire then heard Chris calling through.

‘Hey! Knock it off!’

Loki stopped moving briefly and Claire just burst out laughing. ‘I forgot Lou’s bed is against that wall too…’

Loki laughed and tried going slower to stop the bed from moving so much, but it wasn’t really working. Then he had a different idea. He grabbed Claire and rolled them over so she was on top. His fingers dug into her hips as he helped her move on him.

‘That’s better.’ He chuckled.

Claire smirked as she felt like she had the upper hand for a change, but that didn’t last long. Loki grabbed her wrists and held them behind her back firmly in one large hand. With his free hand he rubbed her clit with his thumb.

‘Fuuuuuck!’ She whined as quietly as she could.

Loki began thrusting up into her, getting deeper. He looked down and upon seeing the way his cock disappeared into her, he came hard inside her. Claire began trembling and she fell forward on top of him as she came too.

Loki let go of her wrists and began stroking her back. ‘Better than your fantasies?’ He asked softly.

‘Mmmph.’ Claire groaned in response, her face pressed against his chest. She was tired, no energy to even respond properly.

Loki just chuckled and kissed the top of her head.

[rayne-the-god-of-chaos]

a guilty god

Hello this is my first official post ⚠️warnings⚠️ death its not brutal its a very peaceful death guilt I’m a shit writer so don’t mind that

"i didn't mean to hurt you “loki cried” please, please forgive me my love" loki pleaded his forehead pressed to the dirt ground in front of your grave you looked down at the sad sight before you the man that caused your death pleading for your forgiveness you wanted to be mad but at the same time this was the man you loved he couldn't have known that what he did would cause your death at this point all you wanted to do was wrap your arms around him and kiss his tears away "my love loki please get up you have my forgiveness you couldn't have known" you say quietly interrupting his cries for forgiveness he looks up at you with tear stained cheeks " w-what h-how can y-you forgive me s-so easily trying to grab onto your white flowly gown but his hands go right through it "my love you couldn't have known no one could have you’re ok i don't blame you a bit" you say leaning down and wiping his tears away with your icy cold hands but he doesn't seem to be fazed by the cold but instead leans into them you are using all your will power to make them some what physical so he can feel your touch until you pull away hearing foot steps coming your way " im sorry my love i have to go i can't be seen" you say stepping away from him" n-no please let m-me come with you please" he begs " fine if you are absolutely sure" you say holding out your hand for him to take when he does you pull him up and his physical body falls to the ground and his spirit hugs you tightly "my love" he cries desperately clinging to you" shh, shh my love your ok we are together again" you say taking his hand and leading him away as his body lay on the ground lifeless as you open up a portal leading to a gold and silver gate you swing the gate open as the portal closes behind you both and the gate revealing a paradise "is this Valhalla" he asks looking around " yes it is welcome to the afterlife" back on asgard Frigga and thor walk into the cemetery hearing some voices until they hear a thud and rush over Frigga lets out a gasp as she sees Loki's lifeless body and they both rush over to check for a pulse "do you have anything" Frigga asks thor as they both franticly look for a pulse Thor looks down to hide his tear and shakes his head "mother he's gone" he says as more tears roll down his cheeks “he's safe" they both look up to see where the voice came from to see you and Loki as spirits his arm around your waist you both look so happy "its ok mother let me rest" he says smiling brightly she smiles and looks at you and says " keep him safe for me ok? Please" she begs "of course I will" you say as you both turn and leave through a portal leading to valhala after all theres always war somewhere in the universe

HIIII!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT YES I KNOW ITS NOT THE BEST BUT I HOPE YOU AT LEAST KIND OF LIKED IT. I'M SO SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMAR OR SPELLING MISTAKE IM HORRIBLE AT SPELLING

[lokiforever]

Happy Birthday, my dear💗

Tom Holland x reader

Trope: Friends to lovers

A/N : So...... guys this one is for one of my friends. She absolutely loves Tom Holland but she doesn't watch marvel unlike me. So here Y/N is her ( for me). Though I do like him, but more like a friend / cousin / fellow avenger 😅. My love is only for Tom Hiddleston and all of his characters. My favorite is Loki ( of course). Anyways, let's start with the drabble. Enjoy!!!! ✌🏻✌🏻❤️

Summary : The reader and Tom Holland are best friends. It was her birthday, so he decided to surprise her!

Your birthday was tomorrow . Well, more likely in 5 minutes as it was 11:55 pm. You were lying on your bed with your phone in your hand, you really missed your days before you came to London. Though it was a nice place but you missed New York, your parents and old your friends.

12:00

*Beep*

The bell rang. "Who could it be? " you thought. You peeped out of the peep hole. You smiled brightly when you saw Tom, your best friend, standing outside with a cake in his hand . You immediately opened the door.

Tom : HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Y/N : Thank you so much, Tom.

You hugged him and he hugged you back.

Tom : Come, let's cut the cake!

You smile brightly. Tom sings a birthday song for you.

*After cutting the cake *

Tom : Now, it's time for my gift.

Y/N : Tom, you really didn't have to -

Tom : Why not, it's one of my favorite person's birthday.

You both chuckle. Tom takes out two tickets.

Y/N : What's this?

You ask excitedly.

Tom : Tickets to Paris.

Y/N : OMG!!!!!!! Thank you so much!!!!You're the best!

*In Paris *

It was definitely your best birthday. You spent the whole day exploring the streets of Paris. Now. Finally. The Eiffel Tower. You guys planned to go there at night.

You were standing in front of the Eiffel Tower when Tom handed you a blindfold.

Y/N : Now, what's this for?

Tom : Just put it on.

Tom said smiling."Ok" you said.

*After a long minute *

Your jaw almost touched the floor at the sight in front of you. Tom was on his knees with a ring in his hands.

Y/N : Tom, wh-

Tom : My dear, you're the one of the best person I've ever met. The best thing that ever happened to me. I've liked you since the first time we met. Your smile ; your laughter ; your everything ; every habit. I can't even imagine a life without you. I really love you. Y/N Y/L/N, my world, would be so kind to grant me the honor of being your boyfriend?

Tears of happiness were formed in the brim of your eyes. You have always loved him but as you didn't dare to tell him cuz your friendship was precious to you and if he didn't felt the same way, you'll loose that thing as well.

Y/N : T-Tom, I - Yes! A hundred times yes! And I love you too, I always have!

Tom slipped the ring in your finger, stood up and kissed you.

You were so happy that you can't even put it in words, even if you want to. He loves you!!!!! And you love him!

*********************

A/N : Whoa!! I can't believe I wrote that 😂😂

Tagging @holdmytesseract, my dear friend ❤️

[lulubelle814]

Just Dizziness - Chapter 22

Arriving back home, we settled back in my room to resume the movie marathon.  This time she put on I Saw the Light.

When the movie ended, it was noticeably late.  Rather than end the night, we decided to put on one more movie.  Sarah suggested Thor Ragnarok, and I agreed.  It was my favorite Marvel movie.  When Odin told Thor and Loki that he loved both his sons, it made me cry more than usual.  The look on Loki’s face was both sad and haunting.  All I wanted to do at that moment was hug and comfort him.

When the movie and mid/post credit scenes were over, both of us were tired between the late hour and the over abundance of amazing goodies nibbled on throughout the movies, and I was fast asleep before Sarah could even make it off the bed.

Sometime in the middle of the night, I woke up to the sound of thunder.  I attempted to stand up, but a dizzy spell said otherwise causing me to fall back onto the bed.  But that’s when I spotted something that seemed a little out of place tucked just a little under the pillow.  Slowly reaching for it, I managed to pull it out.  It was a familiar looking soft, long sleeved blue sweater.  Bringing it up to my face, it felt amazing and smelled of that citrus and musk I loved so much, but I wasn't sure where it came from.  Maybe it was a surprise from my bestie, but I wasn't going to look a gift horse in the mouth.  It was good timing too as it was unusually cold in my room, and I pulled it on over my thin t-shirt.  

It was a little large for my somewhat small frame.  Had I lost weight?  I wasn't sure, but right now, my entire world revolved around this amazing sweater with the smell that reminded me of him.

Laying back down, I was able to easily fall back asleep.

The next morning, Sarah came in to wake me up so that we could both get ready for her appointment.  She noticed the sweater and had no idea where it came from but didn’t want to rock the boat because it seemed to make me happy.

“Hey sleepyhead, time to get up.  The appointment is in about 3 hours, but check in time is 90 minutes ahead, and it’ll take us most of that time just to get there.”

It was a cooler day out today allowing me to wear the blue sweater.  Pulling on my favorite black leggings and a pair of flats, I met her out in the living room.  Sarah was not allowed to eat before the tests, but she grabbed leftover croissants for me to eat on the way and then for her to eat afterwards.  

I noticed she seemed a bit wobbly this morning.  When we made it outside, I gestured to a taxi.  “It will be a nice walk.”  She began to take off and started to stumble.

“Taxi, now.”  I gave absolutely no room for argument.  Sarah didn’t look like she felt great this morning.  Maybe she just didn’t sleep well last night or was coming down with something.  Her breathing was a bit off, but I refused to let her miss this appointment.  The itch in the back of my brain was going crazy.  I had to know one way or the other.

The taxi pulled up to the hospital about 20 minutes later.  Helping Sarah inside, she checked in early for her tests.  The gentleman behind the desk took one look at her and called for a nurse and a wheelchair.  “You don’t look so good.  Let's see if we have a bed so you can lay down.  If we can get the tests started early, we’ll let you know.”

They were indeed able to find a spare bed, and the nurse had a doctor come round to check in on her.  “It’s a good thing your friend had you come in early.  I’m going to run a few extra tests if that’s ok?  Our cardiologist will be here shortly, but I’d like to run a few routine tests just to be safe.”

Sarah agreed and submitted a urine sample.  The phlebotomist then came by and drew a few vials of blood.  Soon after, the cardiologist came by to run his own general tests.  “It looks like we can go ahead and have someone take you to get that MRI done.  Dr. Fell sent me his notes as well.  With your current symptoms, I’d also like to do a coronary angiogram, an ECG, and an EKG just to rule out other possible issues.”

“She’ll do it.”  I responded.

“I guess I’ll do it.”  Sarah confirmed and squeezed my hand.

By the time someone came to take Sarah for her tests, her breathing was noticeably worse, and she was becoming a bit pale.  “Don’t worry about me.  I’ll be fine.  Plus, I’m surrounded by doctors and nurses.  What could go wrong?”

She was wheeled away.  The nurse that took her advised that the tests would be done in succession and shouldn’t be more than 1.5 - 2 hours.  So when it came upon hour 3, I was getting worried.  They finally came back, and Sarah was very out of it.

“What happened?”

“She crashed during one of the tests, but we don’t know why.  We were able to bring her back around, but only just.  Once we get the results back, we’ll know how to proceed.”

They parked her bed and put on the breaks.  Once they left the room, I crawled right onto the bed next to her and gently hugged her from the side.  ‘I should have made her come in sooner, should have made her go see that damn doctor sooner,’ I thought to myself.

The cardiologist finally came in about an hour later.  “Her results have started coming in, and I’ve pinpointed the source of the issue.  It appears she has a rare congenital heart defect that would even make a heart transplant extremely dangerous if she were in perfect health.  I’m sorry.  I’m so, so sorry.  Unfortunately there’s nothing we can do but make her comfortable.”

I turned away from the doctor and cried into Sarah’s shoulder as the doctor administered some pain medication before leaving.  

I could feel her breaths getting more and more shallow, her heart beat getting slower until it stopped altogether.

“There’s nothing you could have done.”

I cried hard, ignoring the voice.

“I had to show you.  You needed to know that you couldn’t have changed anything.”

Finally looking up, I saw her standing at the end of the bed looking at me, dressed in the same clothes from 3 years ago, the last day I saw her alive.

“When the hospital called and told you I was gone, I know you spent all this time blaming yourself thinking you could have changed something, but I promise nothing could have been done.  You have to stop blaming yourself.”

“I can’t,” I finally responded. “You can.  You have to.  I’ll always be watching over you.”

“You swear?”

“I swear it.  And what’s more important is you have to go back.  You can’t stay here.  He needs you.”

She disappeared from the room along with her body on the bed, leaving me completely alone.  I laid on my side, crying my heart out until I had no more tears left, falling asleep from the overwhelming emotional exhaustion.

Chapter 23