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[ugh-tsumu]

Be My Mistake || 012

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[moonswolfie]

Brownie Iwaizumi and Lillith

Iwaizumi x fem!reader

@tsxkkis i prepared some food please devour with care

You love cat cafes. You love your boyfriend. Why not combine the two?

"Hello~" you said in a sing-song like voice as you entered the cat café you frequent.

You're a very well-known regular at the place and are close friends with some of the workers. You even help out sometimes.

You're mentioned as a best friend to some of the cats in the "holy book of cats" as you and the workers call it. It's really just a book with information about all of the cats, but it's more fun that way, right?

"Ah, if it isn't our- Oh, who did you bring?" the worker at the desk perked up at the sound of your voice.

"Oh, him?" you pointed to Iwaizumi, him glancing at you. "He's my boyfriend." you said, smiling.

"Ohhhh, so you must be the Hajime guy she talks about so much!" the desk worker said happily. "Nice to meet you." she bowed down, greeting him.

Iwa raised an eyebrow at you. "You talk about me?" he was a little nervous. What exactly have you revealed about him to these people? He knew you were well-known in this café but he didn't know they knew about him, too.

You giggled, assuring him you only ever say good things about him and that the workers already love him, leading him into the main café area where all the cats are.

When the cats recognise you, they run over to you, meowing and rubbing against your legs. You kneeled down to pet them and gently greet each one as Iwa stood behind you awkwardly, unsure what to do.

"Go on, say hi to them! They'll love you!" you invited him with a smile that you know he can never resist and he also kneeled down, some of the cats moving on from you to him, sniffing his hands curiously.

More and more cats sorrounded him, and soon he was drowning in purrs and meows.

His face of slight concern cracked you up and you couldn't resist laughing.

"What's so funny?!" he couldn't find the humour in being trapped in between about 12 cats, it seems.

"See, I told you they would love you." you said once you were able to speak normally again. When you told him the cats would love him he was not expecting them to love him this much.

As you two sat down, some of the cats followed you and a big, dark brown cat settled on your lap while the others circled around your feet below you.

The waiter came over, greeting you informally before he noticed Iwaizumi. "Ah, is this a date with that Hajime of yours?" he said, giggling behind his hand.

"Sure is!" you leaned forwards on the table, smiling at the waiter. "I'll have my usual, by the way."

The waiter waited for Iwa to place his order too and then left you two alone. You leaned back and started gently petting the cat in your lap as it purred happily.

"Isn't he pretty?" you asked after you saw him staring at the cat.

"His name is Brownie and he really reminds me of Oikaw-"

"Do not ever mention Shittykawa on our date." Iwaizumi huffed, crossing his arms. You simply laughed, still petting Brownie.

"What can I say, Brownie here just fell in love with me." you said, rubbing the back of his ears and pulling more satisfied purrs from him.

Iwa couldn't help but be a little jealous. It felt like he was getting betrayed by (in your own words) a cat embodiment of Oikawa. Damn, why does Oikawa always find a way to infiltrate his affairs?!

You noticed his face, and thought of something. "You know, there is a cat here that I think you might love."

He perked up, listening closely to which cat you were going to reccomend.

"Look up "Lillith" in the holy book of- the cat book, is what I mean." you slid the book over to his side and waited for him patiently as he flipped the pages. When the flipping stopped, you knew he was on the right cat.

"So...?" you smiled.

"Hmmm, it looks oddly similar to you." he assesed, and you laughed a little. "Yep, exactly. Me and the guys here joke about it all the time." you were glad he noticed it too.

You and Iwa scanned the place for Lillith, and once you found her you told Iwa to call for her with treats.

He kneeled, a little hesitantly, and called: "Come here, Lillith... Pspspsps..."

Lillith ran on her little paws as fast as she could to Iwaizumi and devoured the treat which surprised him a little. He wasn't expecting her to be so friendly and eager, like you. He raised a hand to gently pet her and Lillith purred happily.

Once he got back up to return to your date, Lillith jumped onto his lap, settling down to sleep there.

"Awww, she loves you. Not more than me, though." you jokingly put on an angry expression. It was adorable to Iwaizumi how both you and your cat doppleganger fell in love with him but he certainly wasn't complaining. His only complaint about the place was Brownie.

There is no excuse for stealing your (rightfully his) lap.

[maizumis]

Okay hear me out dad!haikyuu boys seeing their kid dressed as their father's occupation owjdjwkd

Iwa seeing his lil clone as a mini athletic trainer :") pls add him cuz he's ur fav!

Can i have oikawa, shirabu (mini doctor im gonna cry) and atsumu? Mini jerseysss

Thank you and have a great day♡

— HAIKYUU BOYS SEEING THEIR KIDS DRESSED AS THEIR OCCUPATION

ft. timeskip!oikawa tooru, shirabu kenjiro, atsmu miya, iwaizumi hajime, osamu miya

note: I told myself I wouldn't write today then here I am, at 0:42am after this request was send a few minutes ago

— OIKAWA came home after an away game, so ready to spend the whole weekend in your embrace, playing with his daughter too “tooru! gosh we missed you so much! we have a surprise for you actually!” he dropped everything and in the matter of seconds he was spinning you around the house “i miss the both of you so much too, what the surprise, cutie” you giggled at yourself knowing he would be over the moon “angel! daddy is here!” the three year old came running with a light blue jersey that had the family last name on their back “such a cutie! God let me send these to the boys” he was a proud dad, he would definitely brag about his family every where he would go “now, I wanna enjoy myself with the both of you”

— SHIRABU was doing last minute papers on his office, mad at himself that he could be spending time with his family if someone didn't messed up with the patients– just as he was finished, a knock came of the door “kenji? can we go for a sec” he gave you the okay to go inside and oh when he saw it, he could swear nothing was as cute at this, his kid babbling around his office, acting as if it was his dad, playing with the few bones he had on the shelfs “he really is a mini you, kenjiro, damn it! I want some credit too” he got up from his chair and went to you, quietly interlacing you fingers, watching together the scene of his son being the doctor of the year “you say he is a mini me but every time I look at him the only I can think about is you”

— ATSUMU was dragged to your shared bedroom with a blindfold on top of his eyes; you and your daughter had been planning this since his last game and the mini jersey had finally came “tsum! you can see now” his hands practically ripped the blindfold out of his eyes; watching his daughter with the black and gold many jersey and two little pigtails with crazy hairs here and there made him go feral, he don't waste a second to scoop here and you on both his arms “am really the most lucky bastard out there, a have a family to come home every night, a sweet kiddo and you, darlin’ a can't thank you enough for giving me all this”

— IWAIZUMI was on break at work, most of the times the team could be handsy and this practice wasn't an exception “yo iwaizumi, yer daughter is here” the mention of his daughter made him look up from the floor, muttering a small ‘thanks’ before running to the gym; “DADDY! LOOK WHAT I GOT!” the cheerful scream of his baby girl was enough to take away any stress he has “you look awesome baby, you're really matching daddy after all, huh?” the girl happily nodded before embracing his dad with a hug “uh-huh! I wanna be like you when I grow up daddy... I wanna boss around the gym too!” he smirked at the last part, knowing full well he was raising his carbon copy “then you'll be my assistant trainer, let's start right now”

— OSAMU had a rather busy day at the shop, he wanted to drop anything right there and then and come to his safe place, to his home; good for him, you and your daughter were making his favorite dinner together, knowing he had a hard time on business today, you thought bit would be better if he called a day with a good meal and family cuddles “am home” the tiny chef of the house left you alone in the kitchen to finish dinner while she ran to his dad “daddy! we're making your favorite! look what we did today? isn't it pretty?” she gave him a little twirl while showing the purple little apron that had an onigiri above the sentence of “miya family”, osamu took of his cap and left it in the rack besides the door while proudness runner down his veins “but aren't ya ready to take over ma business, princess? a bet yer food is gonna taste delicious, give daddy a taste, will ya?”

[priniya]

GUITARIST !

summary: when reader’s band plays an important concert, oikawa tells his girlfriend that there’s no chance he could get back to japan, but the truth is that there’s no thing that could stop tooru from being with his significant other in the day as important as her concert.

notes: oikawa tooru x guitarist!reader, fem!reader, long distance established relationship, also oikawa being a shitty boyfriend. good friend!iwaizumi. mentions of drinking, swear words, frustrated hajime. not proofread kinda angsty also, hurt/comfort

you’ve known that for oikawa, his career would be always on the first place, his significant other following right after. and saying that you were completely fine with the situation would be… a small exaggeration. you couldn’t argue with that, you never could, so you pretended like being paid less attention to that practices wasn’t such a big deal everyone was telling you. but a part of you were incredibly hurt when your boyfriend of five years told you it was impossible to bail a few practices to be there at your concert in tokyo.

your small band was supposed to be a support, and a starter for a bigger one from the united kingdom. organizing the whole thing was way more of a challenge than you anticipated, since you were some sort of leader you had to do it on your own. contacting the other band, which wasn't the hardest part as you already knew the members, then the organizators, the management, the place where the event was supposed to happen at. if it wasn’t for iwaizumi who kept you on track with people you already called to, you wouldn’t be sane.

and because you’ve been working under heavy pressure, you got distant from your boyfriend, not answering his calls nor texts, replying with short sentences, but you were too busy to catch a breath or eat a proper meal instead of an instant ramen during breaks at studio. and well, oikawa got worried when the only source of information was hajime, not you.

one evening, when your bandmates and friends decided on taking a break and going out to celebrate such a big success of your work, you drank a little too much, that’s what hajime told you the following day. he drove you to his place, when your legs got too wobbly to function due to how much alcohol you pour in your mouth. he would sit you on the couch in his living room, and as if it was for the soft fabric of the furniture, you burst out crying.

“i hate it.” you let out quietly, your face hidden in the crock of iwaizumi’s neck. “i know he’s- he’s happy there, but i want him back. can’t he be a volleyball player here? like everyone else?” your sobs made your friend’s heart tear into pieces, his hand caressing your back gently to calm you. “throughout the entire three years he’s been there i’ve seen him twice, twice, haji. i miss him being here, he missed almost everything! my graduation, the party when i got accepted to the university of my dreams, his nephew’s first important game. and he won’t be able to see me on that stupid stadium.”

when oikawa left to argentina, you’ve already been in a long distance relationship, but because of you. you were granted an exchange to one of the best high schools with music programme in the uk. you couldn’t deny an offer like that, but it made you bit goodbyes with tooru almost a year earlier than you expected. since then, you saw him twice, one on your twenty birthday, and the second time on christmas next year.

it was exhausting. and when he told you, he wouldn’t make it to your show, you felt ruined. it was the only thing you’d pray for — for him to see you on a stage, opening a concert so important for you, your friends and bandmates. you never told him how you felt, never brought the topic again yourself, like your band never existed. it seemed too painful to speak about it out loud.

iwaizumi didn’t even bother trying to explain his other best friend. there were no words that could do such a thing. even though oikawa tooru has been his friend for longer, you were the one on the verge of breaking down whenever his topic was brought up, and hajime had to have a one on one with his friend.

so when you finally passed out from exhaustion and probably dehydration since you shredded so many tears that you could’ve filled up at least three huge bathtubs, the man covered up with a blanket and called oikawa, who already bombarded your phone with his calls.

“you’re so dead shittykawa.” he began, almost being interrupted by a confused what? coming from the other side of the phone. “i have your girlfriend sleeping on my sofa after a half an hour of crying, because her boyfriend seems like he doesn’t care about anything but his sport career, when for example hinata or ushiwaka are in japan every two or three months.

yet your girlfriend still thinks it’s okay to be treated like that, saying that’s what she signed up for five years ago. no, don’t even start on her becoming distant. she works her ass off trying to make you feel proud even though you won’t even see her perform in real life, you won’t be a part of her fucking dream just because volleyball is more important than your own fucking girlfriend.” he was furious, spitting out words, he would probably regret if he didn’t see how much in pain his best friend was.

“she doesn’t talk to me, iwa. what am i supposed to do? she doesn’t even answer my calls or texts. i wish i was there with you all, but volleyball is equally important to me, you know it. don’t make me the bad one.” oikawa sighed, rubbing his face with his hand.

“i know your career is significant, and i’m happy you’re chasing your dreams or some shit, but i’ve had enough of seeing your girlfriend, who you says you love endlessly, cry her tears out because you can’t get a few more days off and fly here. i don’t care what you’re gonna do, but i want to see you in two weeks at the airport or, you believe me, i’ll be the one who’s gonna convince y/n to dump your ass and find somebody who won’t neglect her.”

“hajime, i already have the tickets.” oikawa sighed, revealing the surprise for you. “i wanted to surprise her, i know i’ve been a shitty boyfriend and i wanted to see her, see all of you.”

“i don’t regret anything i said.” iwaizumi confessed, getting back inside. “if you let her down like that again, i’ll be the first one to suggest the idea of breaking up with you.” he claimed, and before tooru could add anything, he just hung up, taking a seat next to you.

the next two weeks were the most stressful ones for you, throughout your entire musician career. you, semi, konoha and hanako, a friend of yours, had barely left the studio you were rehearsing in. matsun and makki, your roommates, got even more worried when you became lifeless like a ghost.

at the final rehearsal before the show started, you weren’t even paying attention to the people that stand next to the stage, excitement took over you (especially when you finally slept enough hours and ate a proper meal), but then you caught eye contact with someone, and you felt like you were hallucinating. you immediately jumped off the stage, running towards the boy who just stood there smiling at you with the smile that never failed to make your knees weak.

“you’re here.” you spoke out, not believing your eyes. “you came.” you added softly. and then you took a swung at him, punching him in the chest, making your boyfriend grimace in pain, while the rest of your band laughed. “don’t think i forgave you for coming here once a year and a half. but i’m happy you’re here.”

when the show started your eyes were fixated on your boyfriend who stood at the front with all of your friends, matsun, makki, and iwaizumi, vibing and swinging their bodies to the tunes of your songs. oikawa locked eyes with you, grinning as wide as he could, thanking god he could see you there, on such a big stage in a place like this.

first person you saw after getting to the backstage was your boyfriend with a bouquet of your favorite flowers, and a smile plastered on his lips. “you were amazing, with every second i’ve felt more and more enchanted. god, i love you so much.”

you pulled him into a kiss by the cotton of his collar, the first one you had since last year. you almost forgot how his touch worked on you. “i love you. i love you so much.” you mumbled into his lips before pulling away. “please, don’t leave me for so long anymore.”

“i won’t, baby. i can guarantee you that.”

[keisukebajimipatron]

Haikyuu Dateko Number 8

Can we talk about him? How the hell had I seen absolutely nothing, not a single photo of him, I mean I understand he appears literally 2 seconds in episode 19 of S2 (I don't know if he comes out more, I'm just watching that episode) but he quickly caught my attention, he looks...ufff!

Podemos hablar de él? Cómo diablos no había visto absolutamente nada , ni una sola foto de él, osea lo entiendo aparece literal 2 segundos en el episodio 19 de la t2 (no se si sale más, apenas estoy viendo ese Ep) pero vamos! Esta Uff 👀

[megumiya]

Mean brat tamer oikawa is delicious but imagine this. Deceptive mean brat tamer oikawa. You've been bad and he's like fuck that, only makes you beg to be fucked and then he does. But instead of sliding in, he just slips in between your thighs. When you whine in confusion he goes "You asked me to fuck you, never said where"

oh, so we are going that way...i like it. deceptive. mischievous. yeah i'm vibing so hard rn nonnie thank u baby

did you actually believe him? did you actually thought this time was gonna be any different? after an hour of rubbing and massaging your clit you were a complete mess. buckling your hips up and whining like a little bitch, it almost annoys oikawa. but it was when he slipped one of his thick fingers and didn't move that you lost it. “stop teasing tooru, just fuck me already shit!” oikawa didn't like it when you get vulgar which only meant that you needed more training. “okay, okay princess, i'll stop. get yourself ready, yeah? ass up.” and so you did, obedient like a dog. you moaned desperately in anticipation while he rubbed the fat head of his cock against your slippery folds. poor needy thing, you weren't gonna get it tonight. it was priceless for oikawa the gasp you let out when you felt his dick sliding between your thighs instead of your empty hole. “what? you didn't think i was gonna put it in, did you? oh, baby, you'll need to work harder for my cock.”

[starylust]

A Team of Lies⍨ Part 2.

part 1

➙  synopsis - being the team manager for karasuno was really fun overall, but when you forget your phone in the gym and head back to get it some things were said that maybe you shouldn’t have heard. or maybe it was something you should’ve heard.

➙ pairing -  tsukishima x fem!reader ; hanamaki x fem!reader

➙ genre - ANGST, fluff:)

➙ word count - 1641

a/n - sorry i took a little to write this i had a few things going on. also dont mind how i completely changed the color scheme to my profile. anyway i hope you guys like this part:)

The weekend went by pretty fast you may say. Although it was mostly just you laying in bed caught up in your thoughts, with red puffy eyes and a wet pillow, it did go by fast. 

Monday came and you did not want to go to school. So you told your mom you didn’t feel good. The next day comes by but you suddenly don’t feel well again. You had now missed school for a week.

No one knew where you were. No one knew if you were okay. But no one even bothered to stop by your house to check. No one came looking for their missing manager. Was it cause they already had two other ones?

What hurt most of all is one person didn’t even try and search for their girlfriend. The one who was supposed to love and care for you didn’t even try to make an effort to make sure you were okay. How were you supposed to feel?

As the weekend came by again you sat your mom down and had a talk with her. You explained how you didn’t feel comfortable going to Karasuno anymore and how you refused to go.

You didn’t go into much detail but by the expression on your face your mom could already tell something wasn’t right. She gave you an offer you couldn’t refuse. Although taking this offer would leave your mom all alone staying here would’ve been much worse.

As the weekend passes you have your stuff packed. The forms you needed were filled out and the bags you needed were already taken to your dad’s house. 

Your mom dropped you off with all your things giving you an apologetic smile. She wished she could’ve helped you through whatever it is you are going through. You gave her a nice long hug with a squeeze before thanking her for doing this for you.

You told her you’d try to visit as much as possible and that you’d miss her so much.

-

Laughter filled up your ears as the people around you laughed at the joke Matsukawa just made. Everyone had now calmed down a bit, a few giggles here and there but nothing much.

The Aoba Johsai boys made you laugh, they made you feel safe. They protected you against anyone who tried to step near you.

-

A month or two had now passed since you moved in with your dad. He happened to live near Aoba Johsai, so that is where you went since it was the most convenient. 

You had now become their manager since you needed a club to do. The Aoba Johsai team was so different from Karasuno you thought. Although they were similar in many ways they were way calmer. 

You had gotten real close with the third years of the team (especially makki!) He was so sweet and so caring towards you since the day you two met. When he first saw you he couldn’t take his eyes off of you.

The thought of having someone as beautiful as you as their manager made him really nervous. He thought maybe you’d be judgemental or mean, but you were none of those things.

You cared for the team as though they were your own family. Always checking up on them, bringing them snacks. You did whatever you could to help.

Even though you had managed to catch Hanamaki’s attention he had no clue he had caught yours too. You loved the way he smiled or the way his hair moved when he jumped.

The little things about him suddenly made you forget anything that happened a couple months ago. 

As time goes by your feelings for each other keep growing stronger, but none of you made a move. That is until Hanamaki got tired of holding back and confessed to you.

He gave you one of the cutest and sweetest confessions you had ever seen. Although it wasn’t much the letters, flowers and food were enough to make you say yes. You would’ve said yes even if he had just asked you with nothing in hand.

-

The day finally came to where you would have to face your old school again. The one where you felt like everyone was just playing with you, only using you for their own good. 

Not only that, how would they react when they see you? You had just disappeared out of nowhere and didn’t say a single thing to anyone. Hanamaki saw the nervousness on your face and walked up to you.

He grabbed your chin in his hand and tilted your head up. You looked at him with a tiny pout of your face from the anxiety creeping in. He gave a gentle kiss on your nose before pulling you into a hug.

“It’s alright love. You have us now and if they dare try anything all four of us will get them.”

You giggled into his chest as what he just said. You fell into his embrace and wrapped your arms around his torso and snuggled even more into his chest. You heard him slightly laugh at the gesture you just did, which he found adorable.

He pulled away giving you a quick peck before heading back to the courts. Before leaving though he reassured you that everything was going to be fine. As long as you didn’t overthink everything that was happening everything would be fine.

Your nerves had now calmed down a bit. Unfortunately they had risen back up listening to the gym door open. You saw as an orange haired boy basically sprinted through and placed his bag down near the bench. 

Your breathing now became irregular and you felt kind of light headed. A few seconds after Hinata walked in the rest of the team followed. The team did not make eye contact with you which did calm your nerves once more.

They had been too caught up in warming up that they didn’t even notice you. You were glad but also sad that they didn’t even see you just standing there. You brushed off those thoughts as soon as you heard footsteps running towards you.

You head flicked over into the directions to see Hanamaki running towards you. He put his hand near the bottom of your waist and pulled you in close. 

“You okay?” He asked looking down on you.

You gave him a slight nod saying yes. He smiled at you and gave you a kiss on your forehead. He unwrapped his arm from around your waist to head back to the courts. 

When he tried going back he felt a hand tug onto his wrist. He turned back to see you looking at him, but this time with a smile. He smiled back at you. Before any of you said anything you jumped onto him and put your arms around his neck.

“Good luck Hiro,” you whispered into his ear. A bright red blush appeared on his cheeks as you whispered into his ear. He smiled so brightly anyone looking could’ve sworn it was as bright as the sun. Before jumping off of him you gave him a nice kiss on the cheek for good luck.

All while this was happening though Karasuno had finally noticed you. Their eyes all widened at the affection you were giving Hanamaki. You and Tsukishima had never officially broken up so why were you in the arms of another guy?

The whole team stared at you before slowly turning their eyes to Tsukishima. They all saw the same stoic expression across his face. Was he not bothered by this?

Tsukishima was also staring at you with the rest of the team. His expression remained the same while his heart felt a strain. It felt like a knife had just pierced his heart and stayed there. 

The pain he felt was immeasurable to what he’s ever felt before. Was this what a heartbreak felt like? You disappeared out of nowhere. No goodbyes, no check ups, nothing. And now you were found here. Kissing another man infront of him.

He was so baffled but kept his same careless expression. If anyone looked close enough they could see the pain that filled his eyes. But he wouldn’t let someone that wasn’t you get that close.

Tsukishima wondered if you ever figured out he cheated. You probably just since you left without saying a word and disappeared. Had you known the team was keeping the secret from you as well? Is that why you ghosted all of them? 

Or he won’t anymore. He didn’t know why he was feeling this way. Wasn’t he the one who cheated on you. Who thought you were a nuisance and thought you were annoying? So why did it pain him so much to see you with him.

You looked so happy. Happier than you’ve ever been with him. He never got those tight hugs and goofy smiles you showed to Hanamaki. Why was that? Did you ever really like him in the first place?

Tsukishima was pulled out of his thoughts as he heard his teammate yelling at him. The game was now starting. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of you and Hanamaki though.

Hanamaki set you down onto the floor and moved your hair away from your ears. He moved his head next to your ear and returned a whisper.

“Thank you beautiful, I’ll be playing even better knowing a pretty girl is watching.”

He pulled back to see that you looked a little shy and embarrassed. Before you knew it you watched up walk off onto the court. Once he made it on the court he made eye contact with you and gave you a wink.

It’s surprising how he made you forget all about the team who treated you so poorly.

next part:)

taglist: @fernandaweasley2 @nachotrash @buttrflyboy

[ushijimacentral]

Your Name

summary: a cringefic in which i attempt to use every cliche in fanfic existence

tags/warnings: cringe, may trigger wattpad flashbacks, oikawa, stale characterization of y/n

a/n: i'd apologize but i'm not sorry

It was a sunny blue day, the complete opposite of how I felt. After all, yesterday I was dumped by my only boyfriend ever. But he’s irrelevant I guess, time to focus on me. I threw my hair in a messy bun and put on my uniform. My mascara had run all down my face last night from my crying. Grabbing some makeup wipes, I tried to lessen the black smears. I was mildly successful. 

Then I trudged downstairs to eat breakfast before school, only to find a note from my parents again. Another business meeting. Ugh. Suddenly I realized I was gonna be late for school. I got a piece of toast, put on my converse, grabbed my backpack and ran to the train station. 

I dashed through the school gate and sprinted up the steps of my high school, Aoba Johsai. I was just heading to put switch my shoes before I crashed into someone, their drink spilling all over us.

“Hey, are you alright” I looked up towards the soothing voice to see Toru Oikawa, the hottest boy at school staring back at me. “O-Oikawa-san! I’m so sorry!” I stuttered, feeling my cheeks grow red at his gaze. “Let me help you up,” he extended his soft, veiny hand for me to take, seemingly unaware of the spilled drink around him. Accepting his offer, I rose to my feet and tried not to look at him. “S-sorry for all the trouble. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?” I stammered. “Hm, I think there is actually!” He smiled warmly. “Meet me on the roof at lunch time and I’ll tell you.” And with that he headed to his next class, leaving me in my bewilderment. 

“Whoa, was that Oikawa-san?” Said my friend, Nai. I had never bothered to get to know her since she’s only there to focus on my problems. “Y-yeah, I accidentally bumped into him today. He’s gonna meet me on the school roof at lunch.” Her eyes widened. “Oh my goodness you’re so lucky Y/N! All the girls here would kill to have a moment alone with Oikawa.” A mischievous glint appeared in her eye. “Maybe he’s going to confess to you!” She giggled. “W-what? No way! He’d never like someone as boring as me.” I thought back to all my time in high school. I was never like the other girls. I didn’t care for makeup and I hated pink. What could Oikawa possibly see in me?

I didn’t have much time to think about this as my classes flew by. I couldn’t think of anything besides Oikawa. As soon as the bell rang, I ran up to the roof, pausing momentarily outside the door to catch my breath and still my heart which was beating way too fast. Mustering the last bits of my courage, I pushed open the door, to find Oikawa a little ways away, standing with his back to the door. “Ah Y/N, you made it!” He walked over to me and I felt my legs get weak. “I have something I want to say Y/N.” He was directly in front of me and I could feel the piercing gaze of his brown orbs. “Yes?” I whispered. He smiled. “I like you, Y/N. I’ve always liked you. Please go out with me.” Now my face was completely red. I paused for a beat, trying to gather the words before I finally gave my response. “I’d love to!” I managed to squeak out. “I’d love to go on a date with you.” “Great!” He grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze before leading me back to the cafeteria to eat. Maybe today wasn’t such a bad day after all. 

@silkylious​ @kyoutxni​ @sanoskata​ @pyobeul​

[mrskurono]

We all know kags and hinata make eveything into a competition so when sho sees kags starting a family he is coming home with a new vengeance. Brazil gave him pretty good ideas about baby making hehe. He has you in every position possible, tipping orgasm after orgasm out of you maybe even giving you an aphrodisiac so you can go for longer. Wakes you up with cum already inside you and more coming your way, greets you with his cock buried in your cunny. Keeps asking Oikawa for advice for some weird reason and oiks convinced him to show him how he fucks you on a video call so now you are being split open with Oikawa watching

jesus fucking christ you guys are really gonna get the full fucking sub side of me today with these asks and I’m not even sorry like fuck me Hinata can GET it ok

Ok but like....fuck ok the Oikawa thing is turning me on way more than it should like I’m not even an Oikawa girl but Hinata just his enthusiasm to knock you up. And getting sweet talked by Oikawa into letting him watch? Fucking cuck of a man istg. Hinata sees no issue in it he’s still the one fucking you so where’s the problem? 

Protests turn to moans though as Hinata’s go to position is doggy style. He can see Oikawa better that way too right? Your face pressed into the mattress as Hinata is near fucking you off the bed. In the fact mostly you can’t see anything with your eyes rolling in the back of your head with the way Hinata has you screaming his name. You catch a glimpse of Oikawa palming himself to the sight of you getting railed by his little ginger friend. ‘

Yeah ok Oikawa’s dick is probably as pretty as he is we know this

And he’s just leisurely enjoying the sight of Hinata pumping you full of cum while leaving you numb from the countless orgasms. Worst part of it is Oikawa simply tells Hinata “Hmm maybe spread her legs for me, I can’t really tell if what you’re doing is working” and Fucking Hinata does it. Those calloused hands pulling your thighs apart. Cock burried in you still. While you get a full frontal on display for Oikawa to see as Hinata ruts into you with his cock glistening with your juices and Oikawa praising the two of you as he jerks himself off to his little cam show

[oikadori]

sports journalists don't like to approach oikawa beacause after each question they make, he just starts talking about you 🥺🥺. he always seems to find a way to relate the topic with you. and before answering what they asked, he gives a whole ass discourse about his beautiful wife 🥺😭

[hanniejji]

OIKAWA AND KUROO AS OLDER BROTHERS

[ oikawa tooru x y/n ] [ kuroo tetsurou x y/n ]

anon: hiii! its my first time requesting something from you so im a bit nervous hehe... i really love your stuff especially the headcanons of the miya twins, kita, suna and sakusa as older brothers (i wish my older brother was more like them sksksk). if it’s not too much to ask, can i pls request something like that but with oikawa, kuroo and bokuto? 🥺

note: y'all lovin these brother headcanons because i love them too gksbfos i wish they were my siblings too ma'am :'( i did bokuto's here! | m.list

warnings: non

OIKAWA TOORU

little shit

the annoying brother that your friends like but you always say "no, they suck"

loves you to bits but will also hate you for the smallest shit

we stan a love and hate sibling relationship :')

showers you with affection!

you don't like hugs? too bad, he's tackling you with those strong arms

you don't like kisses? sorry, tooru can't hear you over the loud smooches he's leaving on your cheeks uwu

will whine if you don't come to. his practices fhsorwi

also very supportive!!

he loves learning about your likes and hobbies! he wants to be a big part of your life because you already are to him, so he does a lot of things that will show his appreciation and love for you uwu u better do that same :<

when you show the tiniest bit of affection, he brags about it to his friends fkshto

"y/n-chan just congratulated me!!! :'D"

LOVES IT IF U COME TO HIS PRACTICE OR GAMES

"OH MY GOD MY LIL SIBLING IS HERE"

"gotta impress them!"

"THIS ONE'S FOR YOU MY BABY SISTER/BROTHER"

he's embarrassing im so sorry :D

he's also a protective puppy gieofe

growls and glares at anyone that bothers you or comes near you

iwa and tooru are the y/n protection squad :D

KUROO TETSUROU

cool brother number 2

teases you too but not too much fjsof

he makes it a weekly routine to go out with you or take you to your favorite cafe or to some. place he saw that he thought you'd like uwu

moms you

"have you eaten lunch yet? here, take some of mine, you'll need it"

"do you need help with homework? c'mere, i'll teach you"

"wait! bring this jacket with you!"

where can i get a kuroo :)

also loves judging people with you by his side fbsof

you probably have that sibling telepathy going on lmao he doesn't need you to tell him you want ice cream on text he'll buy one if he passes by a convenience store

gave you a cat for your birthday :D

lets you borrow his clothes because he knows you love it

will freak out if you haven't replied to his text or answered his calls :(

loves hugging the life out of you and pulling you up for a bit maybe even do a twirl if he misses you uwu

communicates in meme language with u

knows you so well he doesn't have to ask shit or to see if you're doing well or not, it's his big brother senses owo

[ugh-tsumu]

Dating a Haikyuu member who is still not over with their previous lover.

-> How it is while dating them.

-> These were based on a Tiktok my friend gave me (this should be a hyperlink if I can find the original video). Also, this is a scheduled post so I cannot interact after (I NEED TO CRAM FAST BECAUSE IT’S THE SECOND TO THE LAST DAY BEFORE MY DEADLINES-)

-> edit. this is originally posted at my previous blog (@oikaw-ugh) and I wanted to transfer it here

-> warning. angst no matter how hard you squint. rebound.

-> gen. tag. @mirakeul @kirakirasaku @gayerthanthee @nakizumie

-> HINATA SHOYŌ

You barged in to his life even when he told you he wasn’t ready and he hasn’t moved on. You insisted. You insisted that you can help him step forward and so, you stayed. You stayed even when it hurts. You stayed even when Hinata is nothing but a walking mouth about how wonderful they were; how volleyball was a sport they both shared, how this shop was their favorite spot. You like meat buns? That reminds him of how they would blow the steam off their buns fast because they’re too hungry to wait for it to cool down. Hinata knows your favorite show, too! He watched that with them once! Despite these, you stayed.

And what’s worse is that, you cannot grow to hate his previous lover. Not when you met them one day and you see the different glow on Hinata’s face. Not when you see the kindness that Hinata has been boasting for the entirety of your relationship. How can you grow to hate someone…who shows the world the best of Shoyo? The best you failed to show?

-> KUROO TETSURŌ

He’s over it, what he said. He has never mentioned them to you unless you ask for it. There is no hesitation in his voice when he tells you who they are, how long they were together, or why they broke up. He doesn’t.

That is not the problem, though. The problem is, he's too workaholic. He’s been working all the time. You see him buried on his desk with piles of work, you see him pulling all-nighters as if he were preparing for a test. You see him stressing himself out at work even when he doesn’t need to. “It’s for our future,” he says. But is it really? Is it really for your future when you cannot see yourself in the picture? And when you confront him with your worries, he gets mad. He explains it’s for you but you know it isn’t and this escalated into a huge fight and finally, after all the hiding, he finally blurted out the truth he kept from you.

“It’s the only way to forget them!”

-> KENMA KOZUME

It’s fine. The past lover has never been discussed. You’re not insensitive. You know that it is a topic Kenma would rather not speak of. Though he say it’s okay, it’s fine, you know it isn’t.

And you know that he still loves them. You know especially when he'd accidentally pronounce their name before pausing, realizing he’s supposed to call you. Not when he still stiffens at your touch or still freezes when you call his name. But it’s fine.

Really, it’s fine. It's fine that you forget about your anniversaries and monthsaries. It’s fine if you arrive late at your dates. It’s fine that you have to leave him for something important. Kenma is fine, really. He’s fine so don’t worry. But that’s a lie. He’s not fine, he just doesn’t care. Well, not as much as he cares for them. So it’s nothing to him when you accidentally forget him, or you leave him for something important, or you couldn’t hang out with him. Even when you accidentally burst your frustrations on him with how whipped is he still for them, and how it hurt Kenma so much because you slapped him of a truth he has been avoiding, he tells you it’s fine. God, please, it’s fine! Let him be? Can he know go back to his computer now? Because it’s fine, really.

-> BOKUTO KOTARŌ

At first, you thought there was nothing wrong. So when friends from his volleyball yeam and your set of friends give you these sympathetic look, you are confused. Why? It’s not like Bokuto is dating you to fill up the hole they left, right? Your relationship, in fact, is very stable and Bokuto has never made you felt insecure.

Well, not until you met them. And that was when you finally realized what others are seeing that you don’t. The day you met his past lover was the day you met him, the real him. You don’t understand. Bokuto...chuckles loud? He actually has extreme shift of moods? You have never seen Bokuto be this...jolly? Child-like? Bokuto actually likes praises? Wait, he’s clingy? He has never clung to you the way he clung his arm on them.

It’s like seeing an entire different person now that Bokuto stumbled upon them while waiting for you on your scheduled date. And when Bokuto finally noticed your arrival, he stands up, walks to you, and you have never been this horrified. You do not know who this person is who is standing right in front of you. He's not the Bokuto you know.

-> YAMAGUCHI TADASHI

Oh, you love him so much and you are grateful you met him, and he appears to feel the same way, too. He is caring. Very. He never fails to fetch you after class/work. He always carries things with him for your comfort; a handkerchief, a candy, etc. He has always been supportive of everything you do. He takes care of you; he loves to cook for you, clean for you, massage you, hug you, cuddle with you in bed. He listens as well. Fights are barely existing between the both of you with how understanding he is. He has never failed to tell you how much he loves you and how much he is grateful for you.

He is very grateful he met you. You make him relive the feeling of what it was like to be with them. In most times, he snakes his hand around your waist as you feel his lips on your head, thanking you for coming back on his life - calling you the name of his past lover you have grown to get comfortable with.

[trixabke]

One Request

Angst With Bokuto

 Warnings: Angst, Cursing, Saying bo messes everything up for the sake of writing, the disappointment card was pulled. 

About: bokuto x buissness!s/o. he forgets about an important event.

A/N: Hii!! I have a few other things saved in my drafts I was going to post but I just randomly got inspiration to write this. I checked for grammatical errors but i apologize if I missed a few. There is a really really short cannon above the story.  I refer to the reader as ‘you’ and stuff idk sorry if it sounds weird :) It was really fun to write so i hope you enjoy!!! 

Word Count: 1k

Gender Neutral  

- He definitely doesn't like fighting; little big baby just wants to cuddle and suffocate you with kisses.

- he feels horrible if he caused you pain 

- apologizes over and over and over again. He doesn't really know what else to say, but he's sorry, which he is.

- when you makeup, expect him to buy you breakfast or early lunch if your not a morning person and flowers the day after. He'll come to your door with a big grin and surprise you

- just wants you to be happy 

You walk in to see bo sitting on the couch of your shared apartment. His hair damp for the shower he just finished. As soon as he sees you, he is rambling, "Hi baby!!! I missed you..did you miss me? How was work? You look tired..do you want cuddles?'. You loved him, you really did, but today you weren't in the mood to talk to anyone, especially him. 

You set your keys on the counter and slide off your shoes. He didn't stop questioning you. "Baby..Baby, answer me!..Babyyyy". Whining. fucking whining. You should be the one whinging. "Bo. Not right now." You said, your voice stern. You hated using that tone with him, knowing he hates when you're mad, but you couldn't care less right now. "Oh no..baby is something wrong..DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG? I'm sorry baby..please forgive me". You stared at him. Did he really just ask that. You were pissed. He was begging for your forgiveness without even knowing what he did wrong. That only annoyed you more. "You don't know what you did wrong..really?" you hissed. "Today is Thursday, January 10″. "I know that baby, is today something important, oh-" Realization hit him. 

Today you took over your fathers' company. You were supposed to make a speech in front of the building today. There was going to be loads of press, pictures, and buzz. You had asked Bo to go with you a year ago. Yes, a year ago. It was a big event, and both of you knew that. It was kick-starting your career; your family business was on the line. You expected him to be there. 

The room was silent for a few seconds before he spoke up, "I'm sorry, I had practice." This comment sent you off. "YOU HAD PRACTICE! FUCKING PRACTICE. Not even a game. You couldn't take off one practice for me." He sat there, not saying a word. He had never seen you this mad before. "Bo, I have been working my ass off for a year to prepare for today. I asked you when I first found out about this whole thing. You said you'd be there, bo. You promised." you took a breath, collecting yourself. "When I got up there, I thought you would be in the audience. I looked like an idiot, searching for you, in front of everyone. After my speech, I went into the audience. I looked for you for an hour. A DAMN HOUR BO! I was supposed to be doing interviews, kick start my business. But I was looking for you. I wanted to do this together." 

"I know, I'm sorry y/n. I really am. Please forgive me? It was just one time. I promise it will never happen again". Excuses. all you heard were excuses.

 "I never ask you for anything." 

"I know."

"But the one time I do, I expect you to show up. I don't ask for much bo. I get you are busy, and I understand I am not your top priority. I know you have a life outside of me; that's why I don't ask for much."

"I'm sorry. Please don't be mad."

"I'm not mad bo, I'm just disappointed."

Your now calmer voice echoed off the walls. The room was tense. Bo remains silent. He didn't know what to do. He hated seeing you upset, and he hated knowing that he was the one that caused it. All he wanted was to run up to you and give you a big hug. Squeeze the anger out of you, then watch a movie and cuddle. He wanted to see you smile, the smile that made him smile, the smile that made him feel safe. 

So he did what he does best, screw things up. Bo got up and ran towards you, knocking you backward. Your head hit the wall, and your arm was cut open. It was a small scrape but enough to draw a whimper from your mouth. "OH BABY, ARE YOU OKAY?? IM SO SORRY. I JUST HATE SEEING YOU SAD, SO I THOUGHT A HUG WOULD HELP!!' He crawled off of you and offered his hand to help you up. You sat there in awe of his stupidity, then rubbed the back of your head. 'Ouch bo, that hurt."

"I'm sorry. I just love you so much, and I didn't know what to do, so I thought a hug would help!" 

You just stood there and sighed. He was cute, sure. The thought was there, but he was reckless. He made another excuse. You looked at him. You never had the heart to tell him this, but right now, that wasn't your biggest concern.

"Bo?" He looked up from fiddling with his fingers to meet your gaze.  

"You can't use that as an excuse anymore. It was reckless, and you know that."

"Excuse?"

"The 'because I love you' excuse. I love you too, bo, with all of my heart but you cant use that to justify your actions. It doesn't give you an excuse to be impulsive. Don't get me wrong, I love your impulsiveness and how crazy you are, but your actions have consequences, and you can't do everything that comes to mind."

"I'm sorry, y/n. I really am! I will try to be more careful! I don't want to hurt you or anyone else! I'll try to get better, I pinky promise." 

You didn't complete his pinky promise causing him to frown and retract his hand. "Bo, you've said sorry before, and you didn't change anything. How am I supposed to know it's going to be different this time around," you said, concern filled your voice. You trusted him with your life, but you couldn't help but question him. He was making empty promises, he said he would improve thousands of time, but here you were, again. "y/n...-" But before he could finish, your phone rang. You held your hand up to him to say 'quiet' while picking up the incoming call.

"Hello"

.....

"Of course, I'll be up there as fast as I can."

.....

Then you hung up. Bokuto looked at you, confusion in his eyes. You wanted to stay and talk to him. You knew he was hurting, you both were; the last thing you wanted to do was leave him here. You wanted to talk it over, ease both your minds, but there wasn't time. You had to go tend to your newly gifted company, there was an emergency at your work about the press from today. You gave him one last look before sliding your shoes on, grabbing your keys and saying, "We'll finish this later." and with that, you were gone. 

I hope you enjoyed!! I was in a mood while writing this, sorry if you could tell! Likes and re-posts are greatly appreciated :)

 do not steal my work and claim it as your own

GO DRINK WATER AND GET A SNACK!! I LOVE YOU NOW GO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF YOU BAD BITCHHHH 💅😎😩

[maizumis]

Greetings future mrs.Iwaizumi, I love your scenarios and I’ve been wanting to make a req for haikyuu dads reacting to their children fighting each other with Osamu, Sakusa, Oikawa and Suna.

Tysm 💗

— HAIKYUU BOYS REACTING TO THEIR KIDS FIGHTING

ft. timeskip!osamu miya, bokuto koutaro, sakusa kiyoomi, oikawa tooru and suna rintaro

note: female reader‼️ you made a way to my heart with that nickname nonnie, hope you like your request!

•OSAMU leaned into the couch, happy that both his twins were bonding over by cooking a recipe for you, his day couldn't be better, no shop, a clean house, happy kids and in just a few hours, you. to immersed into the TV show he was playing he missed comments both his sons were doing, until a scream made him jump out of where he was "asshole! mom likes vanilla cupcakes" "who are you calling asshole, asshole? mom likes chocolate cupcakes!" the kitchen was now a mess, flour all over the flour and counter, face palming, he took both of his kids out of the kitchen, taking them by their ears "mom likes coconut cupcakes, go clean yourselves and let me take care of this" needless to say, fresh coconut cupcakes and a spotless kitchen waited for you at home

•BOKUTO was taking a power nap until a loud crash took him out of that stated, quickly running to his kids bedroom, they were pulling each others hairs while screaming not so cute words "hey! what's happening?" both kids stopped looking at his dad with wide eyes "she doesn't wanna play pirates!" "duh! of course not! I'm the older sister and I wanna have a tea party!" koutaro went towards both his kids, sitting on her daughter's bed and placing them in each one of his thighs "why don't we make a tea party with a princess and a pirate then? I can play too" his kids were now giggling like crazy, running around the room to find their respective costumes "hey! what if we dress daddy as a princess!" the little boy gasped in amusement "YEAH! ugh— why I didn't have that idea before?"

•SAKUSA quietly watched the dynamics between his two daughters, soft music in the background while each one of them were into their own world, playing or dancing around to the sound that came out of the tv. everything was going smoothly until the younger one went running to her sister and out of no where smacked her on the face, hard. before his father could stop her, she was already throwing hands at his little sister "hey! both of you, stop right now!" the girls looked at him and quickly got out of each other "sorry dada" he gestured a little ‘no’ with his head "you say sorry to your sister, not me" the little one looked to the floor before murmuring a little ‘sorry’ "I want you to apologise too" he told the oldest one with a serious tone; his daughter hugged her sister, whispering a sorry to her tiny ear before kissing her forehead "there are the girls I know, come lay with me we can watch a movie"

•OIKAWA arrived home after a hard day at practice, happy that he finally had a free weekend to spend with his family, the bright smile that was on his face quickly removed when a toy landed on directly on his face "well, good afternoon everyone" the sound of kids screaming all over the living room, he didn't even got noticed by his own kids that were to worried fighting with each other "hey! I'm home! please stop!" boy and girl pulling on different ends of the same teddy bear "dad! tell him to give me my teddy!" "I saw the teddy first! drop it!" knowing this argument was for long, he went to the both of them, grabbed the teddy bear and made his way towards his bedroom "now, until both of you behave as civil people, dad is gonna go take a nap with the teddy, feel free to join mom and I"

•SUNA and his kids had a unspoken rule, every Saturday all the family would nap together in the king size bed of the master bedroom and always, always the same problem came up "I WANNA SLEEP BETWEEN MOM AND DAD!" "NO LITTLE GREMLIN! I CAME TO THE WORLD FIRST, NOW YOU WAIT" both of you sighing, they didn't want to sleep in the middle together because ‘they don't want to sleep next to their sibling’ rintaro was at the verge of locking their kids in the bathroom so he could sleep at least a little "dad! tell him something!" he looked up to his daughter before standing up "you know what?" he went towards your body and picked you up while grabbing a huge blanket "both you and your brother stay here the rest of the day, I'm gonna have a decent nap with your mom" with that he left the two kids with a random show in the TV while walking towards the couch "rin, is this an excuse to sleep beside me?" you told him with a sleepy voice while he found his perfect place to sleep on top of you, his face hidden in your neck "maybe it is"

[doodleniella]

Mej naguluhan ako dun sa convo ni tanaka sa second part ng chapter lmao—nakitext ba si Y/N sa phone ni kiyoko? 🤔

Kabanata 19: Tanaka pt. 2

Masterlist

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[quirklessidiot]

Title: coward :: epilogue Pairing: Y/N x Miya Atsumu Genre: angst, romance, and very slow burn [ex to lovers au] Warnings: Cursing, alcohol, mentions of unprotected sex, unplanned pregnancy, heavy mentions of abortion, and brief mentions of trauma

notes:

we’ve finally reached it guys! the end :”> this story has been one of the things i’m very much proud of. From this chapter onwards, it’s all just fluff and well Atsumu and Y/N content. thank you for sticking around despite the slow burns and see you on the side stories and the drabbles. ill be accepting eight drabbles for this story and it’ll be open after all the side stories are complete, uwu.

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“...I wonder how you put them to bed.”

“They usually sleep immediately after I give them a glass of milk.” You blinked, looking up from your paperwork, “Did they give you a hard time again?”

“They chunked a pillow at me and that started a pillow fight.”

Soft laughter filled the room and Atsumu felt his heart soften at the sound of that, such a beautiful laugh you had. 

It’s been a year since that confrontation but it feels so surreal whenever he wakes up to see you lying next to him, snuggled on his chest or the kids suddenly barging into the room to catapult themselves to bed with you two.

Him, you, children. 

A family.

“Are you not going to sleep yet?”

“No,” You breathed, shifting through paper works,“I have to finish this if I want to watch your game next week.”

“Can I lay on your lap then?”

“We have a very big bed.” You deadpanned, you were still stoic and blank as ever but comparing to before, you were more open to him with your emotions and thoughts. Albeit, he didn’t know much about why you ran away -  Daiki says to give you some time -  or what happened with your family, he doesn’t mind because he promised he’d wait and be patient with you. 

Atsumu even suggests that if you can’t talk to him about it, he’d willingly look for good psychiatrists around the area to help with your trauma. The sessions seem to be going well so far, albeit it was slow, you were finally taking the proper steps to heal.

“I’ll take that as a yes.” Atsumu grinned childishly and situated himself on your lap. Unknowingly, you’d start playing with his hair. He suddenly feels like he’s about to doze off by the domestic gesture and the familiar sound of your breathing but he is immediately awoken by the small voice of yours.

“Do you want to know why I never introduced you to my family?” you suddenly asked, his eyes slowly turned towards you yet you continue to play with his hair nonchalantly as if you weren’t talking about a heavy topic, “Our situation was a lot like my parents. I was born when my okaasan was in the middle of studying medicine and my otosan was a law student.”

Atsumu remains quiet as he listens to your story.

“They were both from very rich families with promising futures, they dated, they were happy until I happened…” You paused, continuing to play with his hair, “Okaasan wasn’t able to finish her course and she got depressed because of that, her family had turned her back on her. So she begged otosan to marry her even if he didn’t want to so that she could finish her degree and return to her family.”

You continue your story; telling him everything about how your father fell out of love with your mother, how scared you were of your mother growing up, how she quit being a doctor because she was an alcoholic and almost sued for drinking on the job, and how you came to the realization that you weren’t supposed to be born when you were only eight years old, “...that night we met at the frat party was the day of my otosan’s wedding to his mistress, they had called out how the previous wedding and me was a mistake as a joke but it still kind of stinged.” You confessed, “I didn’t know what I’d do if I hadn’t met you that night.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” His voice was soft, comforting even and it made you smile because despite his rather loud attitude, he understood you very well and was very patient with you.

He’s empathetic and it makes you wonder why you even ran away in the first place, maybe Daiki was right that night seven years ago, maybe you should’ve told him and stayed with him.

“Whenever I was with you back then, you didn’t make me feel that way so I didn’t want to spoil it or destroy that feeling. I didn’t want you to see me in that light.” You divulged, recalling the memories you had with him, “I felt like I was supposed to be there with you. You were a reminder that it was alright to be alive. That I wasn’t a mistake.”

Comfortable silence fills the air as he takes it all in.

Atsumu takes a hold of your hand that’s playing with his hair and gives it a comforting peck, “Was that also why you couldn’t tell me back then that you were pregnant?”

“You were being scouted for the jackals that time and I was scared we’d end up like my parents because I disrupted your dreams.” You ran your hands through his hair again, playing with the blonde strands, “I didn’t want the kids yet at the same time I couldn’t abort them because they were yours.It was very confusing.” 

“Would you...Would you have pushed through with it? With the abortion?”

“Probably.” you blinked, recalling that moment you were at the clinic,you recalled the feeling of nervousness as you waited for them to call your name,  “With the past I had, I doubt I would’ve made a good mother. Would you have hated me if I had done it?”

“No. I don’t think I would.I mean, don’t get me wrong. I love those brats, I love this family but at the end of the day, it would’ve been your choice.” He replies softly, drawing small circles on your hands, “It would’ve been better if you went up to me and told me though, at least I would’ve been there.”

“Well, in the end, I didn’t push through. I couldn’t do it. They were yours as much as they were mine and I couldn’t let that go after breaking off with you.” you paused, “I also told myself that they’d never feel that way, that they’d never feel as if they were born out of a mistake.”

“And you did a damn good job at it.” He complimented, “You placed your own okaasan to shame.” 

“You placed my otosan to shame too…” You smiled softly, suddenly a question popped in your head, you might as well ask it now since the timing seemed to be better than ever, “Would you like to get married?”

Atsumu’s eyes immediately widen at what you said and he sits up, “What the hell, Y/N? I should be the one asking that!” He loudly exclaims and you cover his mouth to muffle his voice.

“The kids are asleep.” You choke back a laughter, shushing him, “And I think it should be me the one who should ask for your hand, after all the shit I put you through-”

The blonde setter takes your hands off his mouth and cuts you off, “First of all, that was my choice. Second of all, how many times do I have to tell you that we were both at fault there? We’re doing a damn good job now. Mind you,” he immediately scrambles out of the bed right after before you could say anything else and looks through his sock dresser, he takes out a small box and your eyes widen, is that what you thought it was?

“I was supposed to give it to you when I officially got in the jackals back then.” Atsumu sheepishly confessed, “I couldn’t throw it away after you left, it was the little hope I guess that you’d come back. I mean, I’ll get you a new one now since i got-”

“I didn’t think you were the sappy type.” You glazed, cutting him off, completely enamored by the gesture, “You’re very cheesy.”

“Only to you.”

You scrunch your nose, faking a disgusted look but Atsumu knows better than that and just crawls back in your arms and gives you a chaste kiss on the lips that you reciprocate almost immediately. It’s slow, languid, and passionate. Something people wouldn’t expect from someone like him.

“Don’t bother buying a new one, I think I like this one better.” You smiled, pulling away as you hold out your hand in which he happily puts on the simple band. He looks into your eyes again, the eyes he loved looking at since he was nineteen. The eyes that were filled with so much emotion that it always contrasted your face that was void of emotions. The same eyes that he dreamed his kids (and they did) to have when he asked you that one night if you wanted to have a family.

“I’m in love with you.” you break the silence.

You never said those words out loud before to him but hearing it now, after all that you’ve both been through. It’s worth it.

He’d do it all again just to be in this moment.

“I’m very much in love with you too.” He grins, leaning back in for another kiss.

Finally…

Finally he was able to catch up with you.

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