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fizzyorange-v2 · 2 months

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on not being able to save those you love, even from themselves

“I've been inside his head. That guy's a piece of shit.”

“It doesn't matter. I-I don't want to be someone who leaves people behind. I want to be someone who saves his family. And for better or worse... he's family.”

Credits:

1 - Billy-Ray Belcourt, A History of My Brief Body / Virgina Woolf, Final Letter to Her Husband // 2 - Nick Schager, The Boys Recap: Don’t Forget Your Second Wind // 3 - Adrienne Rich, For the Dead // 4 - Jodi Picoult, Handle with Care / The Boys, Assassination Run / Lena Oleanderson, Love in the Thoracic Cavity / Friedrich Nietzsche / @ell-hs, x / unknown // 5 - The Front Bottoms, Twelve Feet Deep / Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human / Walter Benjamin, One Way Street (tr. Edmund Jephcott), Selected Writings, Vol I: 1913-1926 / lillie, via Pinterest // 6 - John Le Carré, The Looking Glass War / Bring Me the Horizon, True Friends / starparkdesigns, via Instagram // 7 - Clive Barker, The Hellbound Heart / The Crane Wives, Tongues and Teeth / @neuxue, x // 8 - Susan Sontag, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks (1964 - 1980) / Molly McAdams, Stealing Harper (Taking Chances, #1.5) / The Mountain Goats, Training Montage / Hael, Who Made You A Monster? // 9 - Bares, Montage // 10 - Aeschylus, Agamemnon / Garth Ennis, Preacher / D.N., excerpt from a book i'll never write #71 / @catradoraism, x / Poor Man’s Poison, Black Sheep // 11 - The Mountain Goats, Up the Wolves // 12 & 13 - Natalie Young, Notes on Earth Life // 14 - Brandon Sanderson, The Final Empire / unknown / David Fincher, The Social Network // 15 - Margaret Atwood, "Hesitations outside the door", Power Politics / @theartistichuman, x / Jorge Rivera-Herrans, No Longer You // 16 - unknown

as always please let me know if any links break, any credit is incorrect, or if you’re aware of where a missing piece of media is from :]

#oh i had to rewatch The Scene so many times you guys #please as ever send your thoughts and prayers for my emotional state in the form of reblogs #these two have me in a chokehold and have since the show began years ago #and ohhhhh. the grief of betrayal. the heartbreak of not being able to stop the betrayal. of not being able to save your betrayer #'it was my job to stop you. from hurting everyone. from hurting me. and i failed.'#cant wait to see if hughie is gonna be season 2 angry and betrayed or season 3 reverent and guilty or season 4 holding tight and forgiving #towards butcher or something new entirely #hope you guys enjoy this one!! definitely taken me the longest of any previous project #but im p happy with the finished product :]#fizz web weaving #the boys #the boys spoilers #billy butcher #hughie campbell #web weaving #the boys web weaving #butchie #the boys fanart #web weave #the boys season 4 #the boys s4 #victoria neuman #hugh campbell #the boys tv #the boys amazon

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mochiwrites · 6 months

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secret married l!! — now I’m imagining Grian kicked off the turf war because his husband is busy being mayor and he! misses! him! >:( (will he just SAY that? absolutely not. time to farm mycelium for 6 hours about it instead.)

this is EXACTLY what happens, yeah. yup. grian wasn’t being given attention, so he’s going to react accordingly: by starting a war :D

and it’s less fun to just go up to scar and tell him that he misses him. it has to be dramatic! and what’s more dramatic than starting a turf war and poking at his husband a little? sure fire way to get his attention AND not keep scar from being mayor. a win-win!

#mochi speaks #secret husbands au #I’m having so many thoughts about the mycelium resistance ohmygod #and the mayor arc #ohhhhh my brain is spinning

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theblankest123 · 2 months

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Ah lads it's happening again

(I've been slowly getting into TMA and i can feel the hyperfixation starting to develop)

#tma podcast #the magnus archives #rn i finished the colony #(season 1 forgot the episode number)#i love martin already lol #and im having many thoughts and am slowly taking mental note on some of the details because huh there are many things that reocurr n stuff #gertrude was absolutely investigating something privately and got caught up in some shit wasnt she.#and most if not all of the recordings have like some relation to each other - the reason its a mess in there is because a lots of these #cases might have been related to her research maybe?#hence why there were also some of the reports of jurgen lightner (however his name's spelled) books which seem to be really improtnant #or gertrude might have just been a cooky old woman which i can also accept ig #either way im feeling the effects of this podcast hoo boy i think im hooked now #martin even before his report seemed such a fun and silly mans. and we get to meet him and now he sounds also harrowed. yay!#ohhhhh these british men are entering my mindddd

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theotherbuckley · 3 months

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Another reason Buck just thought he was a really good Ally is that Eddie literally took him on a whole ass romantic date but like as friends so how was he supposed to know.

#what I mean is that Buck probably hasn’t had many close male friends in his life #like he was a reckless *problem* child whose parents probably didn’t care much for play dates etc #and then he spent his 20s driving around the country so he didn’t have any strong attachments #and then his first close male friend is *that* close #like he thinks that’s just how male friendships are #so he doesn’t realise that hey maybe there’s something to that #I mean look at the way Buck reacted to Eddie compared to Tommy #it’s literally the exact same #Buck sees Eddie and goes ohhh he’s a hot man and then he gets insecure and decides that what he’s feeling is that he’s worried #about being replaced #and then with Tommy he’s like ohhhhh that’s an attractive pilot who makes dumb fake mouth static #and then he’s like oh no what I’m feeling is jealousy that Tommy is friends with Eddie that must be it #like no he just doesn’t know how these emotions feel because he doesn’t have anything to compare it to and he just hasn’t thought about it #anyway he knows know and I’m so happy for him and Tommy <3 #911 abc #911 fandom #evan buck buckley #Eddie diaz

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jimmyspades · 4 months

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"The concept of a last stand sounds so heroically romantic, doesn’t it, Donald? But there’s a good reason why we didn’t see what happened to Butch and Sundance. Being riddled by bullets and left to rot under a scorching Bolivian sky does not a sequel make. And if you’ve surmised nothing about me by now, know this—I’m gonna be around for the sequel." THE BLACKLIST 1.09 "Anslo Garrick (No. 16)"

#those shots behind the blood-splattered glass are hard af. some of the best of the series #so shocking no matter how many times you watch it #tbl*#james spader #the blacklist #raymond reddington #*#you thought I was gonna use the famous 'one more' speech as the caption for this one didn't you! I subverted your expectations!#once again his dynamic with garrick is so interesting. do you know how many stills I have of him laughing in this ep. he was so giggly #it's just a game! it's just a game until it isn't #but like red says. he knows he'll be around for the sequel. so he can't get too attached to those who won't be #also re: being around for the sequel. knockin on heaven's door came up on shuffle as I'm making this. ohhhhh man :'''''''#reddy bear my love :(#it's getting dark too dark to see

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poppy-metal · 11 months

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can't believe this is the face of someone who slaps my ass and calls me a stupid slut jordan li the person you are 🫶

#poppy speaks #its bad for me today i fear i have so many thoughts #ohhhhh i wanna be jordans gf so bad ohhhhh i want their fingers in my mouth ooooohhhhhh so bad so bad

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waterfallofspace · 8 months

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For the first time in a while, I had myself a snz dream~

Sadly wasn't completely focused on the snz, but it was starring D/azai (feat. C/huuya as a supporting role) and man... I'm gonna be replaying it for days in my mind... >//<

All the surrounding details aren't important but... let's just say D/azai chose to be tied to a suspect, and have his loyal assistant C/huuya (who did not care for that title) place the cat in his lap, D/azai's eyes watering within seconds.

The results were... itchy <3 and through some wonderful ~dream logic~, each time D/azai let another powerful, desperate, itchy sneeze out, the chains he'd tied himself to the suspect with would pull tight, and the suspect would find himself crashing into D/azai, powers being stripped each time (something that, in this dream world, was highly unpleasant)

A lot of it was fairly dream logic-oriented, so the plot itself doesn't make a ton of sense, but the image of a hitching, smirking, sneezy D/azai, with an eye-rolling, cursing, but slightly concerned C/huuya... yeah that's gonna be on repeat for awhile~

#waterfalltalks #waterfalldreams #that's now a tag- i dont know if I'll have many to share but I'm gonna share this one #I just... they were SO well voiced you guys like- that was literally a key moment in the dream #where even in my subconcious i recognized “wow- those are well voiced. i wonder if he was REALLY sn--zing??”#why did i censor snz when i didnt in the post? no idea i got self conscious i think #since its so dream logicy i probably wont attempt to fic or wav it or anything #but i am gonna share it just incase anyone wants!#my dreams are always SO intricate and vivid so this was a chapter in what must have been like a 20 chapter dream #but it's still the ONLY one i care to replay and will be replaying for dayyysssss #i also usually find myself watching my dreams either AS one of the characters (not myself)#or just a third person spectator point of view (like this one) so in the dream i didnt react but #ohhhhh i definitely have thoughts now that im out of it <3

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alonetogether · 9 months

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the "take this to your grave, i'll... take it to mine" in the back of patron saint makes me sooo

#ohhhhh my god da devotion in that line aha. many thoughts. anyway #and also just 'and when it all goes to hell will you be able to tell me sorry with a straight face' dear lord parrick

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berrymoos · 1 year

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everybody hush, i'm thinkin of a cg eda & luz / regressor raine & amity quartet 🤭

toh spoilers(?? kinda??) beneath the cut //

like. amity & raine exploring the human realm & being so awed by everything there!! their curious little hands hesitantly reaching out to touch cool-looking human realm things (bc back at the isles, this would be dangerous!!), looking back at luz for confirmation that it's safe, luz smiling real wide & going “it's safe, cariños, don't worry! see?”, then reaching out to touch it herself.....

and eda recording all of this like the absolute mom she is; on the recording you can vaguely hear her go “oh my titan they're so cute-”

#🧸．berry's brain bubbles #toh agere #fandom agere #sfw agere #agere concept #this quartet has been in my mind for months & with the finale's content in the palm of my hands ... heheheeee #they mean so much to meee AAAH #i have many thoughts abt them ohhhhh yeaaaa #ALSO NOT SHIPPY BTW??? nobody's been weird but i realize the way i formatted it could be misleading!!

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thedevotionaltour · 4 months

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karen is MY special white woman. my problematic fave. because i understand why she sucks. i think in order to be allowed to be a karen fan you have to actually understand why she sucks. if you don't understand why she sucks then you're a bad karen fan i think.

#i think one of fhe reasons i dont like many of her fans and what made me feel :| about liking her at first is her many like.#unconditional supporters i think. and i get it. a lot of it comes from how misogynistic ppl are about her. but like. she also sucks mega bad #this is also mostly show fans. not many ppl are talking about her in a comic context. but it's like.#there is a difference from defending her from the very real misogyny against her VS defending her every move #the same way there is a big difference between critiquing her and analyzing her as a character vs straight up misogynist hate #but it's like. oughhhhh not enough of you get her. to be fair despite my jokes i know i cant claim to mega understand her either #but i think i give a lot more thought than some others do about her.#also all her wrongs are honest to god equivalent to many other male characters in this series in terms of ''''Bad Person''''.#but we get more of a focus on it bc she is the love interest.#but like. foggy is also deeply ableist to matt too. and rude as a friend to him for a long time.#and matt sucks so bad himself. and is /deeply/ misogynist for a long time in comics.#they all have their faults and when i think about that im like it really is no sin to like her. bc many other characters in terms of the #things people very validly crit about her. not many others of this cast are better!#and it's fine. bc it's who they are as people in their story. bc this is how real life often is and of course they will not hold the same #beliefs as you the real person who can often know better than them. due to also living in a very different time period from their creations #+ where most of these runs take place.#OKAY IM DONE TLDR I like karen! she sucks! but so does everyone else in this series! so i have let myself learn it is fine #but also. ohhhhh my beef with show karen. very different from my beef with comics karen. i have a lot of very specific beef with show karen #but also. a lot of that comes less from her as a character (MAJORITY OF THE TIME. DEFINITELY TIMES WHERE IT IS OF HER OWN AS A CHARACTER BUT #STILL IMPACTED BY) THE. HM. ATTITUDES OF THAT WRITING ROOM. THE VERY PISS POOR RACIST ATTITUDES OF THAT WRITING ROOM.#so trust me. trust me i doooooo understand the hate. but there is still a hefty majority of misogyny fueled hate about her instead of her #actual character flaws and the beliefs she has and holds and acts on.#but oh a karen lover who hates elektra in show well it makes me wish that blond woman would get laser shot.#but that is besides the point. point is i love comics karen and i think it's interesting to analyze and view her #my romance comic leading lady trapped in a cape comic<\3 #static.soundz

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seven-stars-in-his-palm · 11 months

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watched the fnaf movie. just left the theater. my consensus; that post about broken bleeding men were right and they did NOT have to hurt my boy mikey like that ☝️☝️☝️ (i am now Insane)

#so many thoughts. but i will refrain... for a little.#be heard #also btw i watched the movie with people who had no idea about game lore. not even the basics. and OHHHHH i loved those REACTIONS !!!!

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heymob · 1 year

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