#oh sydney 😔

[riickgrimes]

THE BEAR (2022-present) 2.09 | "Omelette"

[deoccchi]

I may be delusional once again

[mothinabottle]

Check this outttt 👀

Degrees of Lewdity AU: Actor AU

Yes, you heard that right, folks! DoL:ActAU will now be a thing in my blog.

Re-reading this made my brain go BRRRR, because in my head a random person getting their costume's head off is that funny, and from there it all spiraled down.

The Whitney breaks Syd's glasses scene in particular is stuck in my head, because I imagine that at some point, right before Whit can grab the glasses, Syd would scream to wait, making Whit shit himself cuz dude what is happening. The director screams cut, of course. "I'm so sorry, these are my real glasses-" while laughing, and taking them off to give into custody before putting on the props, with Whitney just wheezing in the background.

The genderbent version of LIs would mostly be people that really resemble each other, except for the Kylar duo. They are twins who love to scare other people by just staring at them (it is a running inside joke on set).

Bailey is actually a sweet parental figure off-character, always making sure he didn't actually hurt the other actors (think Jason Isaac in Harry Potter as he switches between the cruel Lucius Malfoy and actually caring for Tom Felton, asking him if he's ok and apologizing when he did in fact hurt him by accident)

Another running gag on set is Harper just.. being there. Smiling at everyone with cold eyes, bombing pictures and selfies. Sometimes they stay in the background of the scene, looking directly at the camera. They say it's funnier to stay in character. Off-character they are very fun to be around, but they enjoy unsettling people. Them and the Kylars are sometimes banned from being in the studio if the scene doesn't need them.

GH got tangled up in the fly system. Everyone laughed and took pictures and videos, but promptly eliminated them at GH's request. They are shy.

The Averys enjoy their role very much. What they don't enjoy is having to drink grape juice or scented water instead of actual alcohol. They do get a nice glass of wine once off-set are over.

Whenever the Wrens are in the studio, F!Whit, M!Robin, the Wrens, F!BW, the Edens, F!Avery and the Baileys get a bit too much into playing cards. Blackjack, Durak, Scopa, Rummy, Machiavelli... the list could go on. They always manage to rope technicians to play with them as well.

Everyone hates the Kylars because their makeup doesn't need much time, while everyone else (ESPECIALLY GH, BW and IW) need enough time to always look polished/roughed up, depending on the situation.

M!Jordan is actually atheist, and whenever he has to talk like a true Christian guy, once his line is over he mocks himself. He enjoys wearing his costume off-set just for shits and giggles, and other actors often visit him in the confessional just to say "I'm sorry daddy, I've been naughty~" "Jail for a hundred years. NEXT"

F!Jordan and Ivory Wraith are actually cousins, and sometimes M!Jordan and Ivory Wraith swap costumes to see if there is any difference other than Jordan's massive tits.

Aaaand that's it, for now! As of now this is how far my brain thought while in the middle of exams, I will slowly add more into it. I don't know if it was already done, but thinking about these jackasses actually play-pretending makes me feel better ^^

[mothinabottle]

At this point I believe Sydney's true love is Kylar lmao

I am tired as heck so I made the mistake of drawing them older. Oh, welp 😔

Goodnight, everybody!

[audrey-emeralds]

instagram au - jacob elordi x influencer!reader

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august 26, 2023

ynyln

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august 27, 2023

ynylntracks

@ynyln posted she is in Norway!!! Really interested to see who she is with. We will probably see her with @ynsfriend!

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jacobelordi

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trending #jacobelordigirlfriend

jacobcrushinmee

who is sheeeeee, aaaa is jacob off the market!!!!!!!

euphoria.freak223

yall calm down! it was just a story, they didn't do nothin 😒

comicallycassie

hey, she could be just a friend 🤷🏼‍♀️

perez-madeleine

Who are you all trying to fool? Didn't you hear the freaking SONG he put!!!!!!!!

booth.jocobfann

wait a second, just till I start tracking that umbrella's location

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september 2, 2023

ynyln

10,021 likes

ynyln When your bf recommends a book, you have to give it a shot

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booktokgirlyyy your boyfriend has got TASTE

sophviolets i need to finish reading this

clickbait-content1 bf as in boyfriend?

poetcrafts the snow in the mountains was melting, and bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to understand the gravity of our situation

blossom.touch3s Omg y/n who is it

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september 22, 2023

ynyln

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october 3, 2023

celebritiestoday

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celebritiestoday Jacob Elordi was seen yesterday night with what appears to be his girlfriend. Her name is yet unknown, as is their relationship status. What are your thoughts, is this a new relationship for Euphoria actor or nothing serious?

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julesfromtheparty oh no, that is serious

dailyeuphoriafan and you all said his story was nothin, where you at now???

perez-madeleine I CALLED IT!

jelordi1stanns AH! NEW RELATIONSHIP

wendynotwilliams that's not sydney, right?

locally-chaotic12 that ain't serious

elordijacobs until it's officially confirmed, i am staying quiet

1989.album221 JACOBB

raw-euphoria-react @jacobelordi care to explain this 🧐

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trending #jacobelordigirlfriend

slimchanceswitcelebs that has to be THE girlfriend

marscitinzen jacob better say it out loud, otherwise, i ain't believing it

jacobsworkingeuphoria this relationship about to be public

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december 18, 2023

ynyln

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ynyln enjoying switzerland!

@ynsfriend1 @ynsfriend2 @ynsfriend3 @jacobelordi

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poetcrafts oh it must be beautiful in person!

fan.fanning ahhhhhh i'm sorry, what

popelordiculture JACOB IS TAGGED

fanofynyln321 girl, you think we wouldn't notice the tag

jacobcrushinmee omg! she is the girl from the storyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

nate.euphoria1923 pose if you two are dating 📸

ynylntracks SHE IS WITH NATE JACOBS

rosie.b.smith you were a secret for monthsss

mitchbitch she has got to be the girl from the paparazzi photos

chlooethecriminal girl we have seen you two before, internet NEVER FORGETS

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december 19, 2023

trending #jacobelordigirlfriend

stellamonroe not you people finding out who my girl yn is just now 😂

popelordiculture should have stalked his following sooner 😒

hissingteenage.girl JACOBBB you can't be doing me like this when I just saw you in saltburn 😭

oxfordsalt1 bruh too soon, jacob you didn't even give us a chance

jacob.elordifan283 i guess that means i am single 😔

[boyisminc]

just. just finished watching s3 of the bear and oh. oh my stars bro. dhmu i am a fiend rn.

this will probably be a rant so i’m gonna just put a spoiler warning (do i even have to do that? idk all ik is that @mattykay did NAWT watch up until s3 so this is for you bookie bear 💋 also just better safe than sorry)

SO YEAH!! SPOILERS FOR THE BEAR S3!!!

there is so much i want to talk about like genuinely. mostly just the cinematography and the whole irony of the entire series being based around relationships (how i saw it, anyway) BUT that’s for another post. this post is about carmen…

i just wanna talk about natalie’s episode of the series. episode 8, specifically. not really focusing on her though (sorry sugar!) i wanna focus on donna’s quote about the day carmy was born.

she says something along the lines of “we were fighting the whole time at the hospital” (we basically meaning her and her husband.) and to me the line just stuck. like really badly. because throughout this entire season, carmy is alone. that’s the main point, at least to me, that carmy is alone.

richie = has evie (eva? evie?) & tiff and even tiff’s husband. meanwhile tina = her husband, and the child of her own. marcus = had* his mom, but now has sydney and the rest of the restaurant with him pushing him further. sydney = she will always have her dad, the bear employees and technically luca at the very end. neil and ted = well, each other, as always. even if they’re dumb, they still do care for another. natalie = donna (somehow), her husband, and now a child of HER own, which she loves immensely.

everybody has each other, obviously, but they each also have individual people for themselves to rush to, also. everyone except carmy. it’s clear in the very, very last episode of season three when he walks alone on the streets of chicago while everybody else parties without him. BUT AGAIN, this is for another post.

more specifically, i just wanted to really just analyze what donna was saying about carmen, because it is SO sad that even when carmen was BORN there was fighting around him. even as a baby, he couldn’t escape toxicity, couldn’t escape a toxic environment around himself. natalie had calmness and mikey— well, donna persevered with her walk to the hospital if that says anything.

but then there’s carmen.

he’s surrounded by anger, like the violet marcus finds in a way. a beautiful flower surrounded by the endless and messy streets of chicago, sitting and clinging to a fence for all to see.

it genuinely hurts to think about, which is why this dumb rant exists lol. he was just… always shown anger. that’s all carmen knows. you can’t teach a dog new tricks, i guess. his coworkers wonder why he’s so stressed when that’s all he’s ever been taught. his mom and his dad yelled at another when he was born, when he was actively learning and processing everything.

at new york there was yelling, at his home there was yelling and at the beef there was yelling. he’s so prone to spacing out he probably doesn’t even realize it sometimes, because he probably got so used to just automatically jumping to a senseless state the moment he hears yelling.

what is the point of this rant? no clue. uhm… yeah. 😔 someone get a therapist on youtube to react to the bear please—

[destinyc1020]

Sunday Confessions:

1. I wonder if Sydney n her man r actually going to get married. I dnt care for her bt feel for her somewhat cuz i think she met him when she was like 18/19.. and they have a 13 yr age gap 💀 they also work together, he does smthn regarding her production company so, their very attached. If he treats her well then good for her

2. I really dnt get showcasing your kid as much as DDG do. Hes a beautiful boy bt the amound of weirdos online... culdnt b me personally, i find it dangerous and the kid didnt ask to get showcased. I remember this tweet of Halle complaining about ppl speaking on her career/son and telling folks to leave her alone. I dnt think folks shuld tell her how to live her life and in no way is it ok to comment on a baby negatively, bt then at the same time yr bf/baby daddy is literally tweeting, livestreaming and making youtube videos that showcase yr son☠️ make it make sense.

3. Ik folks like to clown John David bt imo he really aint that bad of a actor, he just isnt his dad lol i found him to b fine in everything ive seen him in. I think his sister, Olivia Washington is a beyter actor bt i guess nepotism dsnt apply if your a brown/dark skinned woman 😔

4. Nt deuxmoi havimg the Kaia/Austin rumor and JE/Olivia vacation pics side by side lol the 4 of them stay connected lmaoo

https://www.instagram.com/deuxmoi/?hl=en

5. I wuldnt b shocked if Ayo/Jeremy had smthn down the line lol mayb they really r just good friends bt that video if him rubbing her back/touching her braids at that baseball gamr awhile back was suspicious. Mayb their just really touchy tho lol

1. Giiiiirrrrrl....I don't think so. 👀 Anytime I've seen super long engagements like this, they almost NEVER actually make it down the aisle, and the couple actually ends up breaking up. You can't be THAT busy to just get married lol.

2. I haven't been seeing what Duck Duck Goose has been posting on his social media tbh, but you all already know how I feel about him. 😒 Halle did not procreate with a man on her level (if you ask me), but hey, it's her life, not mine! 🤷🏾‍♀️ As long as she's happy, then oh well! 😅🤐

3. Rofl 🤣 Hey girl, it's okay if you've always loved JDW's acting. Art is subjective anyway lol. 🤷🏾‍♀️ I thought he was horrible in "TENET". Everyone (including the extras and side characters were all out-acting him, and he actually has an Oscar-winning ACTOR for a father! 😩🥴😭 I didn't think he was that bad in "Blackkklansman". JDW did some theater more recently, so he's probably improved quite a bit! I will always give someone another chance or two lol. 🤭

4. 🤭🤣😅

5. You know what, I used to kinda think so too in the past, but the way she recoiled back in sheer HORROR when they asked her on the red carpet about his sexy photoshoot for some magazine, I said to myself, "Errrmmmm....I guess NOT!" LOL 😆 🤣 She didn't even try to play it off lol! 😅 She literally FLINCHED like it was something painful to even think of him in that way! Rofl 🤣 I actually posted her reaction on my blog! 😅 So, from then on, I figured that she must really only view him strictly as a brother lol. I don't think there's ever been anything there girl lol. Her gut-level, instant reaction told me everything I needed to know rofl 🤣

[heartpumps]

dol screenshots dump

my bad homie 😔 The mental imagery of him crying facedown in the grass made me laugh unfortunately

school term ended right after this so who’s really winning here whitney

a milkshake and he’s nice to me?? that’s all it took??? Sickening

LMFAOOOO HIM GETTING KICKED OUT

oh my god heyyy… he’s so (unimaginable thirst)

ITS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME 💯💯💯

Sydney is VERY eager

so sorry eden…. Please look both ways before crossing

SORRY KYLAR IM TRYING TO MAKE SURE MY SON HAS A STEP PARENT…

[visualnovellover]

Sorry to bother you but these things in dol are now scratching my brain and literally won't stop until I tell someone or have my answers/srs anywho you know about the Ivory wraith and also the intiate so basically did you know that Sydney actually met the ivory wraith and were probably (I think but they did encountered each other I heard this from someone on tumblr that this one line from the with that concerned Sydney although I thought it was the intiate luckily it ain't cause I don't like to think that intiate is pretty much a girl despite my pc being male so yeah anywho so basically the line is like "I was her/his only friend" the ivory wraith says these lines and pronouns depending on sydneys gender) oh and I also think that Robin has also encountered or talked to the ivory wraith?? Idk I forgot, there was a Q&A vrel answered to someone concerning ivory wraith and Robin or something idk I'm forgetful as fuck💁🏻‍♀️oh and im also pretty much guessing that Sydney has met the ivory wraith when they stopped being friends with kylar since kylar was Sydneys only friend meaning that maybe the ivory wraith started to befriend them? Oh and about the intiate is the intiate always a gurl or does it depend on the players gender? I can never tell since there are theories/canonically implied that pc actually is the intiate and I don't like that fact that pc past life was a girl despite my pc being a boy but anywho do you think that the intiate was both raised with acotyle and haven't learned anything about sex but were just trained to do things? Or were they childhood friends? Was the intiate and intiate from the temple or the elk? We already know about the wraith although I can't tell we're they actually human before? Like you know acotyle when the wraith was still alive or were they always some kind sentient being? Is the wraith trying to become one with pc? And in the corruption route of Sydney where you both do the baby making ritual in the temple room do you think that maybe it's the auriga or whatever dark lord there is there in dol possessing Sydney? Since it's canon that Sydney was pretty much being controlled by something in that roo, oh and the melody that pc hears from the ivory wraith, sewers or from Sydney do you think that song was from the choirs that pc heard or joined in their past life as the intiate ? And do you think maybe Morgan is somewhat related to the elk, auriga or the temple? Since if you get possessed by the ivory wraith at the blood moon and have encountered Morgan, Morgan will tell you to fight it because they know that the pc is possessed by it, I have no idea if Morgan actually do help us out though, never tried it only saw someone else did and since you hear a familiar tune in the sewers maybe Morgan was once a part of the temple or elks or something like that and since Ivory wraith contains the souls of multiple other sacrifices, why is acotyle the only body you can see but not the other sacrifices? Were the other sacrifices failures? Or was the Ivory wraith the finale of the ritual like you know they sacrificed multiple people and then used the body of the wraith as their soul holder or something? Or wether or not the other sacrifices were failures are they tentacles or arms of the ivory wraith? (I wish ivory wraith has preg content so I can impreg them but I can't 😭😔I can only get impreg by them) oh and do you think that maybe pc might be part of the ivory wraith? Do you also think that maybe the ivory wraith had a crush on the intiate? (Oh and another thing I need to confirm is if the intiate was really the one who gave the ivory wraith the necklace? since I pretty much speed read the whole schism event but kept on hearing from people that the intiate was the one who gave IW the necklace which make the necklace very precious to them) sorry for making this very long I just hope this makes atleast a little bit of sense to you 😅

anonanon calm down, i just finished the schism event (which made me cry) and fair warning I'm not very knowledgeable yet about dol as a whole and the characters so take everything i say with a grain of salt. And boy was I brain storming with this questions anon! (Spoilers for Schism Event)

Firstly! I think the Initiate's gender is just based on the RNG or it's a parallel of the Acolyte! Because in my playthrough the Initiate is a man while my PC was a girl! And Ivory Wraith has boobs in this save btw

Onto your question about the Initiate and the Acolyte being raised together, I'll say they weren't raised together. We don't really have enough knowledge about what kind of relationship the Acolyte and the Initiate had, but it's something fond/intimate enough for the Acolyte to see PC as the Initiate. And like I talked before in my previous post the Initiate went through the trial of purity, which you can do if you aren't a virgin anymore. Which means the Initiate wasn't a virgin unlike the Acolyte who was still a virgin.

There's no content about who gave the necklace to Ivory Wraith, it's unknown where the necklace came to be except the fact it's IW's most valuable treasure. So we can't say it was the Initiate who gave them the necklace, you're probably confusing the golden bracelets and anklets the Acolyte gave away that was given by the Bishop.

Like Purityguy said in discord, the Ivory Wraith is not a person. It's just a vessel that inhibited in the Acolyte's dying body. But the Acolyte was human before their death during the Schism event. And no the other sacrifices aren't the IW's tentacles or extra arms, all the other sacrifices are inside it but only the memories are present in Ivory Wraith's mind. And the other tentacles and slimes we saved in the Elk compound or gave birth to is it's children.

Now onto Sydney and IW- anon im gonna tell you this in advance but Idk shit about what kind of interaction this two have.

We don't exactly know what possessed Sydney in the Rite of Defilment. But maybe it was Auriga, or not who knows. We just know that this event adds up to hard world corruption in Virgo's statue.

But you should know that in a post I reblogged talked about how Sydney was in the asylum! And is probably one of the reason why Sydney has some beef with Harper.

And I don't know if IW befriended Sydney as it mostly stays in the lake unless it's a blood moon. And sydney didn't have exactly a proper friend at all which is why they opened up easily to PC.

I'm not exactly sure if PC is the reincarnation of the Initiate or just has the same face/appearance of the Initiate, so I can't say why the PC know or is familiar with the tune. The PC has so much lore with the town's history that I'm not even sure how they know that.

Talking about the tune, we currently know that Jordan learned the song from Sydney's other parent but idk about Morgan since we don't exactly have proper knowledge about what became to them. There are talks about Morgan who used to be a noble/aristocrat so maybe they had a connection with the Children of Auriga or a part of it just like Kylar's parents who unfortunately got punished by the temple when they found out. oof.

We also got some new lore about the Dark Elk in Avery's date and god was that traumatizing.

Also The Children of Auriga and the Dark Elk are the same thing, just different names they go around.

And I hate to mention this but there's probably not a chance for IW getting pregnant content, puri talked about it in the discord and apparently vrel didn't wanted IW to get pregnant sooooo yeah... my condolences anon.

ANYWAYYYYYY- hope that answers some of your questions???? I'm still new in this game and fandom so I'm just confused as the next person on some of the contents.

[carmenized-onions]

I’m speechless (I have so much to say)

Your mind?! Your skills?!

I totally forgot that the fucking iconic freezer fight never happened in the first chapter because Tony/Inky/Chip/Best Repairwoman To Ever Live/ Baddest Bitch To Ever Exist/ etc got there just in time, so to see it HERE??? So fucking satisfying. It’s like a train wreck you can’t look away from and you managed to completely recreate that scene, only now it’s Tony’s heart breaking instead of Claire’s 😔

I also love the fact that it was the “You’re fucking nothing!” line that prompted Tony to intervene. The same thing Lee said to Michael 💔 (Fuck that guy)

And your characterization of Tony is honesty my favorite because it’s like Carmen says, she defends herself without being mean (even though he deserves to be locked in the freezer again AND the office just for good measure) and THAT makes Carmen’s words all the more vicious because she knows he’s spiraling about something, she’s trying to be compassionate, she’s trying her damn hardest to believe that he doesn’t mean it, but then he delivers the final blow to an open wound and yeah…he must mean it

Also, Richie ready to throw down with Carmen after he made Tony cry??? Sydney immediately comforting her??? Both them AND the staff ready to WALK??? Sweeps not knowing what the fuck is going on during his smoke break??? I love them all 💕

“No. Richie’s got it. You’ve gotta keep your kitchen in order.” The way I would say the same shit just to be petty 😊

Also, the Exec asking for her number??? ew

Jump scare fr, didn’t see that coming at all 😂

Carmen’s gonna have an aneurysm when he reads that

The parking lot scene between Tony and Richie was so cathartic. They grieved Michael’s death separately for so long, blaming themselves, and now they can grieve together 🥺

I once again fully support Tony’s decision to let the stray fur ball eat Carmen’s flowers AND to leave the black plate out to fend for itself 😊

And FINALLY, “I know you said I’d be a perfect match for your little brother…” I’m SOBBING. Carmen was out here thinking that Michael and Tony were a thing when all along his older brother was trying to play matchmaker 💔

I’m gonna need about 5 business days to recover

I’m also gonna be very disappointed when season 3 drops next week and I don’t see Chip pop up within the first couple of seconds. Like THIS is season 3. It’s canon. 💜💜💜

I feel bad not responding in order but I have to start with the end. Can I be so fr. Me too. LMAO. I HAVE R O T T E D MY BRAIN. I HAVE RUINED THE BEAR FOR MYSELF LMAOOOO. I'm gonna be watching in 6 fucking days going,,,, but,,, but toneee???? but chipp??? where chip!!?!?!?!!

So I'm glad other people also think this. Delights me. I am hoping that a bunch of plot points I did still happen in season 3, because some of writing this has genuinely been either me guessing or just wanting a fun thing to happen in S3 (I.e I think wedding catering ep would genuinely be so fucking fun. like terrible. but so fun)

ANYWAYYYSSSS Back to this chapter's thoughts.

Thank you sm for having sm to say because I love to hear it-- An analysis??? ooohhfhsdfhksdjfh i could. i could maybe die. Fuckin love when people DIG IN!!!

I don't remember if I always planned for this fight to lead with the freezer fight, but I do remember seeing like a gifset of the freezer fight, and going oh I can't just let this all go unsaid. It would be AN INJUSTICE to Carm/Rich to not let that air out. You gotta level a building to rebuild. And there's just something I think on like, a reader level/ me writing it of like-- Knowing when this was supposed to happen and where that really adds so much to reading it this time, because instead of a door between them it's fucking YOU!!! FUCK !!!!!!

YEEAAGGHHH!!!! (You will see why I cannot comment more on this point of Uncle Lee later. But Just know. YEEAHFKJDFHGKJDFHGFKJDFG!!!!!!!!!)

Every time people say they love Tony as a character, an angel gets it's wings. That's how it feels for me. But 100% it made that whole scene so much more brutal because she's trying to explain and trying to understand but that's simply not how any dynamic Carmen's ever been in has worked and so it's just making him wig out more. RAH!

The other thing, that I think is like, a golden rule in writing fights-- Or at least it's always been one for me-- The hardest hitting line will always be the one that the person hearing it thinks is true about themselves. Peoples princess? Sure. Don't work here? Ouch but okay. The one thing that haunts you every day that you blame yourself for and were just waiting for one person to affirm it for you? OH!!!! OH!!!! BABYYYYYYYYY!!!!

The aftermath with the kitchen was so tough for me to think out, because I was like-- I cannot have them fucking punch Carmen. Like we can't do that. But also like. Richie would do that. WOP WOP! But I eventually agreed with myself that he'd go with chewing him out BEFORE the punch, and thankfully Chip stopped him in time.

Syd was me, when my friends cry. The yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo-- came from an extremely real place. and that place is my mouth. I love The Bear and Tony's relationship, which is also what makes the I don't think anyone's my friend all the more heartbreaking, because everyone was on her side there. And she just cannot see that. SON OF A BITCH BROOOOO BROOOOO STOPPPPPP I'm the one writing it who am I telling to stop?

I-- With the petty line, bro,,,, I wanted to dig into hell so bad. I wanted to snatch that motherfucker's soul-- But I left it at your kitchen because it just wouldn't be in Tony's like,,,, energy? to do so?? Like she'd already been murdered at that point, so she couldn't turn on roast mode. my poor bird.

JUMP SCARE EXEC!!! There were actually surprise surprise whether you believe me or not, a lot of different ways his dinner could've went, and I'll probably share them in another ask down the line, but the one thing I felt pretty solid about is he would be into Tony. ew.

The parking lot scene really was everything for me tbh, I'd been waiting to write this chapter overall for some time, but that one like,,,, fuck i really adore these two and it's exactly like ya said, so very cathartic for them to finally get to be absolutely not over anything togetherrrr yknow?

And that's another vote for---Fuck it, poll,

As for Mikey Matchmaker,,,,, -- You know what, i'm gonna save this for after either the series is done or after chapter 13, pending. But remind me later that i need to tell you something about Mikey and ,,,,, fire???? Yeah. Tell me I need to tell you about that, after chapter 13 or so.

[racketballz]

ooo we following up on the OCs? hows that one couple, girl with short hair and glasses + girl with long hair and mole. . . idr their names all i remember is the art on patreon

OH LISA AND SYDNEY ERM 😔

I did draw Sydney a lot recently !! Trying out some more interesting silhouettes and stuff!

So currently redesigning them from scratch because I wanna change the tone(?) of the story! I would like it to be a lot darker but less complicated and more straightforward than it was in my head!

[vintagelacerosette]

Tag game Tuesday/picrew catch up!

Oh how I've missed doing these! Thank you so much to these sweetpeas who tagged me to do these tag games/picrew. Lyle @milkovetti Michelle @michellemisfit Bri @y0itsbri Evie @energievie Julia @juliakayyy Georgia @iansw0rld Kat @mybrainismelted Nosho @creepkinginc Cross @crossmydna Willow @ian-galagher Lyds @ardent-fox Vey @look-i-love-u Molly @deathclassic Jay @surviving-maybe 💕

💟Name: Myn/Shermyn

#️⃣Age: 27

🗺️Location: Sydney

🧥Do you own a robe? Describe it. Yeah a pink silky with lace trim one my older sister gifted me as my maid of honour gift 🥰

☕️Do you have a favorite mug? Describe it. Why yes! It's one of my prized possessions! My Gallacrafts mug I made art with the darling & talented Ling @lingy910y

🧣Do you have a favorite blanket? Describe it. You know I don't think I do & that's tragic 😔

🍵Coffee or Tea? Tea

↳🔥🧊Hot or Cold? Cold it's been so damn humid & dry in Sydney rn 😓

🧦Fuzzy socks or Wool socks? Wool

🧤Gloves or Mittens? Gloves but the fingerless kind so I can scroll/read fics on my phone lol

🔥Fireplace or Campfire? Fireplace

🌞🌜Sun or Moon? Both baby! They work in tandem to give us life ☀️🌙

🍬Chocolate candy or Sugar candy? Sugar 🍭

🥐Sweet Pastry or Savory Pastry? Sweet

🎃Peppermint or Pumpkin Spice? Peppermint. I haven't had pumpkin spice before

🛏️Go to bed early or Wake up early? Wake up early but i don't sleep early to make the happen 🥲

🥣Cold cereal in milk or Hot oatmeal? Cold cereal in milk I especially love the sweet ones. American cereal certainly hit the spot with their cinnamon toast crunch or lucky charms 🤤

🍞Potatoes or Bread? 🥔

And Finally…

🚬 Gallagher or Milkovich? It'll have to be MIlkovich even tho objectively the are more terrible ones than good. But to be fair the great stole my fucking heart 💖

Picrew

Which character from any media would you like to have as a father? 

I think Johnny Rose from Schitt's Creek would be a funny dad plus loaded 🤣

If money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have?

I'd love an otter omfg they're so damn cute 😭

What is your Chinese takeout order? 

Sweet & sour pork & spinch noodle with wild mushrooms.

What's your favorite emoji?

🥹 I'm particularly fond of this one bc it's the marvelling of beauty for me

Would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house?

I think greenhouse. I think would be so soothing & I feel like I need more plants in my life hahaha

What childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly?

Cardcaptor Sakura 🌸

What was your tumblr like when you first joined?

I joined 2012 it was so aesthetic & I wished be one of those vintage aesthetic blogs hence my tumblr name lmao. I kinda got confused & scared how to use it so i stopped for 2 years. So i missed out all the fun drama i guess lol. Then I started using it as like a scrapbook of things I liked hahah

What clothing style do you love but don't feel compelled to replicate yourself?

50s but I feel that would be such an effort to pull off

If you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best?

Pokemon but like in the switch games. I've been playing too much instead of sleeping lmao

What is your favourite piece of art? 

Idk if I have a favourite but one that impacted me in high school was a piece called 'Atomic: full of love, full of wonder' by Nike Savvas. Funny thing is that I got to see it in person may 2 or 3 years after seeing it in a high school text book & having to do essays on it. It was by complete accident & I had no idea see was displaying her work in our national art gallery. It was magic to see a piece irl after studying it 🥰

Do you have a water bottle? what does it look like?

My bestie jusr got me this steel pink hello kitty tumblr that was a collab with a bubble tea shop! I love it I take it to work 💖

What fanfic trope is a quiet fave?

I think time travel with younger selves meeting their older selve & seeing how they fot their happy ending 🥰

Do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what's the weirdest thing in it?

Yeah a carry bag for work. It's this tote bag another bestie got me for my last birthday. It's really cute. It's pink & mint green with a cluster of cute things like teddy bear.

If you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be?

Respectfully no ❤️

What is a fanfic trope you didn't expect to like and then very much did?

I'd say mafia au especially bc of the amazing fic by Kay/Shamelessquestions, The Increasingly Poor Decisions of Ian Gallagher.

Do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian?

He sure could! He's our swol lil man

Look at them guns!!

Who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house?

I kind have this tie between Fiona getting it or it being passed to Liam & Franny to keep the legacy going

Not tagging any bc I'm late but if you see this & you want to go ahead starlight 🩷

[tamberwoof]

REUNION | Potentially Part 1

I know that nobody on here, except the rest of the guard squad, knows who Pip is, but it's fiiiineeee.

As usual, I did not proofread this.

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"PIP?!"

Sydney whisked around the street frantically. THE ONE TIME-

The door had been open. Pip was gone.

Fighting tears, Sydney tried to scent the air. Everything smelled like blood, urine, and booze. "Please please please," She chanted as she looked.

The others had been called. They knew now. Surely, they were looking, too.

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Th streets were almost barren now, save for the occasional drunks that stumbled past. There was a puddle of blood, and while not unnatural, it had a scrap of green fabric near it. Fabric that was scented like mint.

There was crying up ahead...

Sydney tentatively moved towards the sound until it stopped, she wasn't too far now. But she could hear somebody talking.

"Okays Kitty." Came Pips voice suddenly.

Sydney turned the corner faster than she could think and launched herself between her son and the stranger. Through tears and growls she could make out pink and gray skin and a purple sweater.

There was a tense moment of silence before...

"Sydney?"

She knew that voice. Why did she know that voice? Who-

"Oh god. They said you died!" The figure threw themselves at the hound, arms wrapping tightly around her neck. "I thought you were gone!"

Sydney stiffened but that smell....

Silk.

"Me die?! Bitch you went missing!" Sydney shouted, her tail curled around Pip, who remained behind her. "Never to be seen again!"

"I got nabbed," Silk sobbed into the hellhounds shoulder. "I got back and you were gone and they said you died in a work fight and-"

"Shhh shh," Sydney comforted. "I'm okay. And so are you." Finally she wiped her eyes and got a look at the sinner. "Most of you."

Silk gave a pitiful chuckle and chewed her lip. "Lost my arm in the extermination after I was taken."

Sydney looked her over and stopped at her eyes. They were silver and red. Normal enough. But oh so beautiful.

And oh how grateful Sydney was to be able to look in those eyes again. She wiped her eyes once more and cupped Silk's face. "I have a friend with a prosthetic, maybe they could hook you up."

"I don't need pity, Syd."

"Not pity... an apology." Sydney brought their foreheads together.

"What for?" Silk asked anxiously, a sad tint to her voice.

"Never finding you." Came the whispered reply, hushed between the two.

"Momma. Dirt." Pip squeaked out from behind his mother.

Sydney sighed softly, wiped her eyes for the last time, and pulled back. She turned and looked over her son, who was indeed dirty and had a scraped up knee that was bandaged with a fresh, clean cloth. She turned to look at Silk again, just over her shoulder. "Come back with me?"

Another moment of silence.

"I don't think I should."

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WHOOO

I suck at writing angst 😔

That was rough to write, period. Sorry it's not longer. Might make a part two at some point.

[zzl0z3rxx]

Intro <3

Hii!! Erm this is my first time doing a into so pls bare with me here😭 This isn’t my 1st time on here or first acc. I was jus getting bored of my old acc so yaur

Erm so ig i’ll tell u some basic info

Im black 😭(so erm if ur racist pls stay like 6 ft away/jk but if u r racist I could care less bc I hate black ppl too 🥰/its giving uncle ruckus)

My fav emojis r:😭😔😛🥰😝💀🤓😼🙁

My fav colour is blue but I have more like sage green, red(all kinda tbh)/ any pastel colours/ and ermm I actually forgot 🙁

I draw erm yeah lol

Im problematic if u couldn’t tell 😭 but guys I promise im nice

My bday:6/26

Ermm i dont rlly have any preference for pronouns but im rlly jus used to she/her(not that im comfortable with those it’s just what my family uses bc ofc they would) but u can use any pronouns(actually no i do prefer he-him-they-them BUT ITS UP TO U GUYS BC IM A PPL PLEASER 😁😁😁😁😁😁)

Also u can call me by my real name Ari or some stupid nickname(pls make one for me) ALSO i have multiple little sonas like idk how to explain it like they’re all me/ for example:Adora Alex, Alex, Riri, Ri, Ira, Adora, and Axel and I think its more. Idk but like all them r the same person but in one IDK BC IDK IF ITS LIKE A DID THING OR NOT😭

I love-hate bugs like I made these lil comics with human designs for bugs and I love researching them but I hate seeing them irl😭 erm well im fine with grasshoppers and ants etc but others NO

Songs I like/love(NOT ALL BC WHO FINNA PUT ALL THAT)

(i love steve lacy/frank ocean/odd future/tyler, the creator/Dazey and the scouts/Destroy boys/AND LOITER SQUAD 😛😛)

ALSO IM NOT SHARING MY AGE ON HERE BC I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH DOING SO 🥰🥰🥰

My interests

Proships

Eddsworld

Among us(okay guys dont bully me but erm I used to draw among us nsfw/ IT WAS LIKE 2 MONTHS AGO DAWG😭)

Dead plate

Mitski

Tyler, the Creator(im literally getting audio cd’s for Christmas of his albums and I already have his vinyls except for bastard and goblin 😛)

Melanie Martinez

Incredibox Sprunki

Countryhumans(unfortunately 🙁/im a victim fr😔)

Countryballs ig

Ybf/your bf game(okay guys im just joking 😭)

Dick figures(I love this fandom so much, also unrelated but literally NOONE OR NOTHING CAN GET ME TO LIKE HOMESTUCK😭)

Fnf

Fnaf

My oc’s 😛

Pasta(like I rlly like pasta)

Ao3-Archive of our own

Scp

Htf-Happy tree friends

Oddbods(ik they literally don’t say shit and it’s cringe BUT I DONT GIVE A FLYING erm flip i was gonna say flip, but yeah jeff is my pookie fr 🥰🥰)

Necrophilia-other philia’s ig(idk if thats how u even spell it)

Mr. Circus Papa:Ghost eyes/The finger game/and the rest of his comics-art(some of his comics r on webtoon and other apps and u can see some art on patreon)(also bc i dont feel like putting it anywhere else, I DO NOT SUPPORT IRL INCEST OR OTHER STUFF THAT I SAID I ONLY LIKE FICTIONAL THINGS)

Erm im running out of things so MOVING ON

Also a lil not so fun fact/ I wear glasses 🥲

OKAY SO ERM I DONT RLLY HAVE A DNI BUTT(lol “butt”) I WILL SAY THIS IF YOU R LIKE 20-54(okay thats not even a possible scenario) DO NOT INTERACT PLSS but other than that ily guys :3

ALSO PLS DO DONT COME LEAVING DEATH THREATS OR HATE COMMENTS BC I WILL RECORD ME KMS/jk❤️🩷💕💕

Also this blog will be so boring and depressing 😭 like yk SH and vents and ED stuff ig but erm some other stuff this stuff will have ig(i dont wanna actually say bc yk digital footprint/lil bit too late for that bud)but like yk incest shotac0n and other crap idk im rlly lazy so I might not post at all(prob jus reblogs) OH WAIT ALSO I LIKE INVADER ZIM 🥰 forgot to mention that lol also I prob do have other interests too but idk oh I like coryxkenshin(idk how to spell his name😭) aphmau/SSSniperwolf/laurenzside and i kinda used to like inquisitor master(well I liked everyone besides her like yk sora, jaxx and etc.)

But erm guys I think that concludes this intro- OH MY OHIO SKIBIDI GYATT i forgot to tell yall, i know German 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 but erm yeah thx for reading like fr tho bc not even my friends read the stuff I write for them 🙁 but yaur (i dont think im ever doing a intro again I rather just yap irl-I hate texting 😭)

ALSO IF U WANNA BMF PLSSSSS SAY SOMETHING IM SO LONELY LIKE PLS ASK TO BE MY FRIEND IM SO FREAKING DEPRESSED( I promise im cool :३) (Also if u need to vent my DM’S r always opened! Even tho I may reply late)

I made this at 1:00-2:46 am listening to loyalty by Kendrick im going to be so tired tomorrow 😭🙏(I gotta get up at 5:00 😁)

[destinyc1020]

It is not Sunday yet but I have a confession to make.

I’m so done of seeing Sydney in everything she is to me a medium core actress that only is known for her big boobs. And suddenly she is everywhere. I blocked her name on Twitter I blocked her name on Instagram. And still see her everywhere help me! With the succes of anyone but You she is even more obnoxious. I constantly see story’s about her lying about her upbringing or other stuff and everybody lovesssssss her WHY!!!

What I’m most upset about is the fact that she get so much more and faster while Zendaya has worked her ass off and is not getting the same treatment as her. Also it doesn’t take longer and she will be on the same level or even bigger than Z unfortunately.

Hey Anon!

Thanks for your confession! 🥰 As promised, I saved your ask for Sunday lol.

So, first of all, I can sort of understand how it might feel seeing an actor/actress "everywhere" and it suddenly feeling annoying to you. I used to feel that same way about Jennifer Lawrence tbh lol. 😅

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE JLaw, and I actually find her to be a great actress, but at one point in time, prior to the #metoo movement, it just seemed like she was "Hollywood's Darling", and that she was being PUSHED in our faces everywhere lol. 😅 And then you look at other Black actresses around in the industry and you wonder, why JLaw and not [insert Black Actress Name Here]?? 🤔

I'm sure there are probably some people out there that feel the same way about Zendaya tbh lol. 😅

I think it just happens?? 🤷🏾‍♀️ I think a LOT of people in the GP start to dislike an actor/actress JUST because they are seemingly "everywhere" lol.

I've always felt too though that some actors will have a special "year" or two where they have a HUGE movie coming out, or they have some things to promote, so, of COURSE they're going to be "everywhere", because their projects that they've worked hard on are finally coming out and they are obligated by the studios to promote their work. But after, they go back into hiding, and remain under the radar.

That's how most actors work tbh. Their fame/exposure comes in waves. Right now I guess it's Sydney's turn to shine lol? 😅

I literally don't know much about her work/acting talent since I've only seen her in "Madame Web" lol, but so far she seems decent to me? And if she's working "Euphoria" then I know she must be a good actress cuz most of the actors on that show are pretty decent I feel?

What I’m most upset about is the fact that she get so much more and faster while Zendaya has worked her ass off and is not getting the same treatment as her.

With that said, I can definitely understand this sentiment above. Sometimes it feels a bit unfair when you see certain White actresses (or even actors), especially NepoBabies being promoted more or getting "instant success and fame" over other Black actresses/actors who've been working in this game for a longer period of time (sometimes, decades) and they don't even have HALF the amount of fame or "buzz" and success surrounding their names. It's even WORSE when you feel like SOME of these White actresses (or actors) aren't even as talented as some of the POC that you like, but yet they STILL get fame and attention over POC actors. 😔 That can definitely be annoying, so I get it.

Idk much about Sydney or her background growing up (I don't really follow her like that tbh), but I'm not even surprised that she gets a pass tbh. She's an "All-American"-looking (hate that term btw lol 😒🙄), blonde, WHITE woman with BIG BOOBS. Oh, and apparently she comes from a very MAGA Trump-loving family. 😒 That right there should tell you everything you need to know and why she might be given a pass and liked by certain demographics in this country.

Also it doesn’t take longer and she will be on the same level or even bigger than Z unfortunately.

Hold up hold up here....

This is where I have to disagree with you lol. I don't believe Sydney will EVER be on the same level as Zendaya popularity/fame-wise. No way. Zendaya goes by a one-name basis.

The type of level of fame that Zendaya has in Hollywood only comes like once in a million lol... 😅🤣 In fact, I'd venture to say that MOST of her peers won't be on her same level in terms of fame-level....just being honest. Plus, Zendaya has dabbled in so much stuff, music, acting, modeling, brand deals, etc.

Not saying that Sydney can't do the same thing, but do I really think she will be at the same level fame-wise worldwide that Zendaya is? No, not really. I don't think you have to worry about that Anon lol.

With all that said, I don't really know how I feel about Sydney yet. Some things she's done has seemed kinda sus to me (specifically regarding Tom/Zendaya, and then there was the whole Glen Powell PR stunt), so I give her the major side-eye. 👀

But do I think she's a "mean" person? No. There are just some people I don't think I really trust. And I kind of feel like I follow Zendaya's lead on some things. If Z seems like she doesn't trust her, and she actually KNOWS her and has worked with her, then I trust Z's "spidey senses" lol. 🤭

[macabrecravings]

hate that i said “lol what if i made a sydney blog” and now i’m considering it. dol friends stop being inspiring 😭😭😭😭 i do not need 4 blogs oh my god this is exactly what i did in my instagram rp heyday 😔