#oh my god the sabriel

[woundlingus]

I need Sam Winchester ten inches deep in Gabriel sucking on his throat and making that guy whimper and moan because it’s so good and Sam gets a little power high from having an archangel fall apart under him and his eyes shimmer yellow with a long dormant power, or maybe it’s just a trick of the light dancing off the hazel of his eyes, and the last horrifying thought racing through Gabriel’s head before Sam makes him cum is Asmodeus

[digitalcarcrash]

rewatching changing channels rn and oh my god. how did i not notice the blatant pigtail pulling between sam and gabriel oh my god

[ellynneversweet]

- @rain-sleet-snow

I know the answer is "magic" but I still wonder how Old Kingdom necromancers and abhorsens don't get tissue damage from all that ice buildup. <- posts I acknowledge Nicholas Sayre would also make

[nevertheless-moving]

Stormlight AU 26: Adolin doesn’t kill Sadeas. Mostly just an excuse to dunk on him for trading one (1) shardblade for mythical warriors who can make their own shardblades.

"What was it you said? When Dalinar traded that sword of his for your slaves? I wasn't there, of course, but quite a few clerks took note. Something like…" Sadeas ground his teeth together, ignoring Sebarial. A bridgeman let out an indecorous whoop of excitement, swooping down low, chased by windspren and a number of delighted peasant children. "This will be remembered as…" Another man flew past, slamming into a wall, his arm visibly mangled out of shape. Several more flew to support him, and a blue white light flooded the soldier. An injury that might have been debilitating for life for any other soldier, healed in moments. "…the most ridiculous decision…" Two more soldiers, sapphire eyes at odds with their Azish and Herdassian coloring, sparred nearby. Sadeas watched hungrily as their blades adjusted in length throughout the drill. How often had shardbarers secretly muttered that impressive as the weapons were, it would be nice if sometimes they were a bit more practically sized. "…ever made by an Alethi Highprince." Sadeas rounded on Sabriel, and was pleased when the round old man stepped back in cautious alarm, even if his grin didn't fade. Sadeas's fingers twitched, longing to strangle that smug expression off his face. To his side, he could feel the loathsome stares of the 'windrunners.' His hands clenched. Ten heartbeats, that's all he needed…but they wouldn't need even that long. He snarled, then stalked away.

seriously i feel like it might be worth it just to see him suffer through knowing he actually, objectively, got the worse end of the deal. One (1) dead shardblade for a lost radiant. Several radiants actually. Hmm oh look that's over 100 of your ex slaves that are now nearly unkillable soldiers who fly and are producing a new blade a week. Loyal to dalinar. Also dalinar may or may not have a new sword but if he does than its actual GOD.

Sadeas trying to do his game of thrones political scheming and the highprinces are just like. Uhhh i understand where you are coming from but we have shifted genres my dude. Literally standing in a magical lost city right now. Above the clouds. People are flying. You want me to backstab the literal prophet. The guy whose wedding was officiated by the STORMFATHER. You were there, right? You saw the actual stormfather come out of the literal sky?

Sorry man, nothing personal but you're asking to gamble against the guy who has been conclusively proven to have if not actual god than god like powers on his side…and we're in the middle of a desolation…and alethkar is in open revolt so…you know…this is kind of it, here. Like we'll be petty about tarrifs, sure, but…sorry, it just doesn't feel like a good idea to be seen around you right now.

Has a singular genuine moment during one of Dalinar's oathbringer panic attacks where he feels bad and actually tries to help. Unfortunately rosharan mental health awareness is shit so he does this by slapping dalinar a lot. Dalinar is remarkably unhelped. Sadeas gets thrown out a window, and dalinar doesn't even have the courtesy to remember doing it. See if he tries to do something nice again.

Sadeas constantly enraged because he's so out of favor that his only real political power comes from meetings with dalinar, because dalinar needs advice, and Sadeas is the only one whose not so blinded by awespren to tell dalinar when hes being an idiot.

"Old Friend, I know my own son died pointlessly years ago, so far be it from me to give parenting advice, but if I suddenly remembered that I accidentally killed my wife — which was somewhat hilarious by the way, so glad we can talk about that now — NO THROAT GRABBING NOT A RADIANT REMEMBER — anyway if I had living sons and was going to (ugh) publish a book that involved them intimately, I might consider hearing their opinion on what they find acceptable to include. Oh, no definitely leave in the part about how little you felt at Renarin's birth. The children will love that. Don't worry my dear man, I'm sure Adolin will make a fine king of Urithiru after he guts you like a Skyeel"

Anyway Sadeas getting the classic season one villain to reluctant defeated season three feral ally treatment.

Inevitably Schemes with Odium at some point and when Dalinar is mad about betrayal, Sadeas hits him with the ol' 'WHY ARE YOU SURPRISED BY THIS. I TOLD YOU REPEATEDLY NOT TO TRUST ME, DALINAR. THIS IS WHO I AM, THIS IS WHO I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, AND THIS IS WHO I WILL ALWAYS BE. "

"MEN LIKE US NEVER TRULY CHANGE"

(there's maybe some tears when he says this. But probably not. That glistening in his eyes was likely just the Thrill)

Other Stormlight AUS

[hypokeimena]

hi alf. you got any WHO CHEATS THE GAME for the sabriel books

oh my god do they even know about cheating in sabriel? obviously nick (?) (is that his name)

[adanmwere]

Snice you guys liked my last sleep deprived spn ramble I give u another one

Ramble under the cut you know the drill (spoilers for season 1 - 10)

you thought my last ramble was BASD? this one is worst (might be shorter idk) MY GOD. what the hell man is going on 5 seasons to finishinh this hell hole what if I cried I love this show so much CASTIEL IS SUCH A FATHER FUGURE I LOVE HIM matron or whatever the hell his name is I hate him matron likers dni (if u even exist) this guy is just rotten can someone put a bullet through his head (TUMBLR THIS IS FICTIONAL IN GAME TUMBLR) , dean tricking Sam into letting an angel in him??? Why did (I cannot spell his name fir the life of me) that one guy with the weird scfent yeash him. Why did he help the windchetests in the trfust place??? if he wasn't who he said he was why did he lie if he was JUST trying ro hell at frust. This show is insane I hate ut agagauh. .

So Gabriel isn't dead or is he? this show is hell as I've said before it sucks but its so good its like frugs I cabt stop watchung it aaggauh BUT LIKE. JFNDMDO GABRIEL PROBABLY WOULD'VE KNOWN SHE'D TRU TO KJKKL HIM AND HE DID THAT WITH THE WUNCHESTERS IT EVEN fooked me so who's saying he didn't do this again to get every angel off of him, the "gabriel" uhhhh iu forgor who made said something about falling to which yeah he would becauss angel but, why or how was he in heaven and why are they just now mentioning that gabrie l can go to heaven? Or could, I could stupid (don't answer that) but MY FINGER HURTS isn't he an archanhle of sorts oh god I don't remember what that means I die. It is 2 am I need to sleep vut supernatural but sleep oh my precious sleep but my precious destiel and Sam without his beloved Gabriel justice for #sabriel uhmmm ok sorry shoeter then ythe kast one and not ssfunny but I eep now goodnight tumblr,..,.,

[broodwolf221]

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tagged by @fadedsweater ty ty!!! these are fun uwu

Last song: War of Being by TesseracT. i pretty much only listen to my solas playlist (which this is on) or lofi hiphop/piano/synthwave 😂

Favourite colour: dusky pinks

Last book: well, i'm currently (re-re-re-re-many res-)reading Sabriel by Garth Nix. childhood favorite that i revisit every once in a while

Last movie: god, i can rarely sit still for a movie. oh wait, Suzume! on netflix. one of those impulsive choices that i ended up really enjoying

Last TV show: just finished a periodic rewatch of scooby doo: mystery inc. that show is wild lmao

Sweet/spicy/savoury: oof.... hard choice. savory ig

Relationship status: taken x2 uwu

Last thing I googled: cesarean scar

Current obsession: *gestures at my entire blog* i mean... 😂 fr tho, the unexpected obsession has been mythal. i am literally thinking about her daily and i am so hyperfixated on her it's wild. she is perfect actually

Looking forward to: hmm! the weather warming up enough that i can regularly get out into the garden again :) (yes i'll hate the heat but there's suchh a good sweet spot where it's a lovely comfortable temp)

tagging: @skip-the-clumsy-dragon | @mindtrove | @lasatfat | @chamtong <3

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[420technoblazeit]

anyway masterlist of responses to ppl's random messages on this form

hunters grab ur salt or hwatever. call my blog the winchesters bc we're time traveling in this fuckin car

IS HTIS WHY MY POLLS KEEP GETTING WEIRDLY SKEWED. GOD. FINE ILL ADD A 'DID NOT WATCH SUPERNATURAL' OPTION

im about to write a fix it where htey bring back crowley bc everything the writer's team did post-his death made me so goddamn angry. he adn cas die in the same episode and theyre like teehee. the antichrist brought cas back but not him bc idk. cas is Special. adn then they dont let rowena resurrect him im so alskdhgsadgasdgsadglhaldga

oh fukc are there angel robots in this. i keep making posts about gabriel spn adn people mistake it for ultrakill mayb i WILL play htis

i cant explain but like. hte type of cat that's black and white but the black adn white kinda meld together yk what im saying? lik,e an oreo milkshake

i handed in two of my final assignmetns last night so hopefully soon! im hella behind in one of my classes htough so we'll see

ive stayed up till 3 about 3 times in hte last 5 days. one of htose was bc the spn season 1 finale was a two parter adn i forgot and wanted to get to hte part where they got hit by the truck, another was bc i got really into a session of apex legedns, and the third was bc i had a final assignmetn and pissed away the rest of the day spn postign so. i think ur right

hwy are you the coolest person here what the fukc. like omg what's ur numberrrrrrrrr

WOE, DISCREET SUPERNATURAL REFERENCE IN MY MINECRAFT SMP BE UPON YE. it's a good nickname htough c!aster uses nicknames all the time for ppl anyway lmao. we've already got old man for sleep, princey for lux, dog breath for kota, etc etc. it fits

so fuckign true broski n boy am i having a time. i bought a crowley print a couple weeks ago but hte shipping for a print was too much money so i just bought a bigass sticker adn ykw. it worked. i also found out htat the artist now draws apex legends so im winning here

holy shit wait is htis just. literally a copy of super smash bros fuck yeah ill play that what the hell. why didtn u tell me about this sooner

this was on hte submission for judas. um,,,,, ,,, yeas

no youer so right. somebody did send a drawign in the drawing box of like. their little furry oc with hearts saying 'kys' adn i laughed so fucking hard at it. i didtn post it bc i wasnt sure if they were serious or not, i assume htey werent considering how cutesy it was but uh. yeha

sedn it to me im srs. i used to be hte biggest sabriel shipper back in the day before my brain apparently decided that angsty drowley shippign is superior. i love gabe though he's my fave

also im not puttign it here but someone sent a monologue? from somethign called fictional googology???? ??

LISTEN BITHC. WHEN QSMP GET'S HTE LORE ROLLING ILL DO IT. OR MAYBE GO TAKE A LOOK AT MY FUCKIGN BLOCK PEOPLE U EVER HTINK ABOUT THAT??? ?? anwyay im gonna b on wynne's vault hunters server u should go check them out n give them a follow theyre really cool

jesus fucking hcirst. u might as well just shoot me in hte leg dog

[cafffine]

oh my god I started reading Lirael and this time jump took me out at the knees. Sabriel and Touchstone are married???? They have kids??!?? She’s his super powered twice dead necromancer wife now???!!!!!

[galahads-hart]

Saw this on @lemotmo blog and wanted to give it a go. Thank you for making this an open challenge! 

1-How many works do you have on ao3?

82 across multiple fandoms. 

2-What’s your total Ao3 word count?

Incredibly I’ve written 2,162,389 words (god knows how many I’ve written if I counted my old fanfiction dot net stories)

3-What fandoms do you write for?

The ones I have the most works for are��

Supernatural (Destiel, Sabriel, Moosley, Becky/Sam, Balthazar/Jo, Cas/Mick)

Teen Wolf (Sterek, Pydia and Chris/Peter)

Hawaii Five-0 (McDanno)

BBC Sherlock (Johnlock)

Kingsman (Hartwin)

Whitechapel (Jo/Emmerson)

Sons of Anarchy (Tig/Kozik)

Lewis (Lewis/Hathaway)

Torchwood/Doctor Who (Ten/Rose, Janto)

But I have written shorter fics for other fandoms: Cabin Pressure, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, You Me Her, Suits, Game of Thrones, Merlin, Neighbours

4-Top 5 fics by kudos?

Something More Than Human - Teen Wolf: Sterek [1,417]

Samhain: The Scent of Moonlight - Teen Wolf: Sterek [1,349]

What’s Best For Everyone, Isn’t What’s Easy - Teen Wolf: Sterek [807]

Oh, But That One Night - Hawaii Five-0: McDanno [800]

The Internship: Sterek Style - Teen Wolf: Sterek [760]

5-Do you respond to comments?

I try to. Even if it's just a thank you.

6-What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Honestly, I think it might be The Painter, which is kind of a dark gothic fic based on the Chris de Burgh song of the same name.

7-What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I can’t even begin to answer that as almost all my fics have happy endings, but I like the endings of 

Sherlock Holmes and the Mystery Ex [BBC Sherlock - Johnlock]

The Way Old Friends Do [Kingsman x Mamma Mia - Hartwin]

8-Do you get hate on your fics?

Uh... I get people complaining about my grammar and spelling, (not as much anymore thankfully) and I did have some write me angry about how I'd written Scott in a Teen Wolf fic,

9-Do you write smut?

Now I do. It took a while for me to get comfortable with it, but now…definitely. Though it is usually in the confines of a fluffy/angst fic

10-Craziest crossover?

I struggled to think of one at first, because my crossover aren’t that crazy, but then I remembered I wrote a fic while on holiday with my family that is…yeah, definitely the craziest one I’ve written. (and probably the worst too)

August: When You’re On The Beach You Steal The Show [BBC Sherlock x Butlins Skyline Gang. Johnlock]

11-Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge. 

12-Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes 

At His Side [Supernatural - Becky/Sam]  in Italian

13-Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No.

14-All time favorite ship?

I don't really have a single favourite ship, because each ship means something different to me. I mean, there's Garashir, who I was shipping before I even knew what shipping was. There's Destiel who introduced me to fandom and fanfiction. Johnlock had me exploring my sexuality and questioning what I thought I knew about myself. while simultaneously leaving me with show-runner trust issue. And Sterek is my comfort ship.

15-What’s a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

God, I have so many WIPs that will likely never get finished. But one that frustrates me is a Marvey fic I have been writing and rewriting since season 3 that I know deep down will never see the light of day.

16-What are your writing strengths?

Honestly, I have no idea. You'd have to ask my readers. Uh....people have complimented my characterisation, so I guess that's a strength, and I think my dialogue is alright.

17-What are your writing weaknesses?

That one is easy, grammar and spelling. I shave always struggled since school where I had to have special help, but I guess either I wasn't paying attention or it just didn't take, because a lot of the grammar rules just aren't in my head. So I tend to get comments complaining about my grammar. Which can be annoying because all they say is its bad but don't tell me how. If I got it wrong the first time, what makes you think I can fix it.

18-Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

Uh, I mean personally I'm fine with it - Unless its a whole paragraph of text. I just copy/paste it into google translate if need be. If its a fantasy language, then I'm screwed.

19-First fandom you wrote in?

Angel but it was on a floppy disk so is unlikely to ever see the light of day.

20-Favorite fic you’ve written?

I have two

You Belong to Me [Supernatural - Sabriel] Because I love to go back and read it.

The Way Old Friends Do [Kingsman x Mamma Mia- Hartwin] because I had so much fun writing it and really missed it when I was done.

Tagging: I'm not tagging anyone in particular. Anyone who sees this, feel free to do it for yourself. Tag me so that I can read it

[teachingmycattoread]

Things We've Yelled About This Episode #3.13

Gideon the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir (all page references from the 2019 paperback)

"The emperor needs necromancers. The Ninth necromancer needs a swordswoman. Gideon has a sword, some dirty magazines, and no more time for undead nonsense." Gideon the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir - blurb

“In the myriad year of our Lord - the ten thousandth year of the King Undying, the kindly Prince of Death! - Gideon Nav packed her sword, her shoes, and her dirty magazines, and she escaped from the House of the Ninth.” p.15, Gideon the Ninth

While you were x i studied the blade (meme)

Gideon the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir, Moira Quirk (audible)

Moira Quirk (imdb)

No thoughts head empty (meme)

Stormlight Archive, Brandon Sanderson

Harrow the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir

“Captain Deuteros cleared her throat over the fresh internecine squabbling. “Does anyone else want to take this opportunity to admit that they’re already dead, or a flesh construct, or other relevant object? Anyone?”

[...]

Gideon looked away, blushing with a shame she didn’t interrogate, and found Teacher in the doorway with his hands folded before his gaudy rainbow sash. Nobody had heard him enter.

“Maybe later, Lady Judith,” he said.” pp.342-3, Gideon the Ninth

Wheel of Time, Robert Jordan/Brandon Sanderson

Good Omens (2019-?)

Crowley sauntering compilation (youtube)

David Tennant (imdb)

Masterpost of Gideon and Harrow’s names for each other

Harry Potter series, Joke Rowling (donate to your local trans charity today)

And Then There Were None, Agatha Christie

Locked room murder mystery trope (tvtropes)

“These were sophisticated skeletons. Hers returned with a cup of hot tea on a tray and waited until she took it to retreat.Gideon had noticed that their fine motor control would have been the envy of any necromancer, that they moved with perfect concert and awareness. She was in a position of some expertise here. You couldn’t spend any time in the Ninth House without coming away with an unwholesome knowledge of skeletons. She could’ve easily filled in for Doctor Skelebone without practising a single theorem.” pp.92-3, Gideon the Ninth

Sabriel, Garth Nix (our episode here)

Getting a good grade in necromancy (meme)

Can have little a murder, as a treat (meme)

Skyrim

“It would have been neater, perhaps, if all Gideon’s disappointments and woes from birth downward had used that moment as a catalyst: if, filled with a new and fiery determination, she had equipped herself down there in the dark with fresh ambition to become free. She didn’t. She got the depression.” p.46, Gideon the Ninth

Tumblr post discussing Tolkien’s use of different registers of formality - I have scrolled my tags until my eyeballs fell out, but I cannot find this post - if anybody else knows where it is, give us a shout!

Small Gods, Terry Pratchett (our episode here)

“Five people had died that day; it was weird how the small things ballooned out in importance, comparatively. The tragedy saturated the stiffening bones and static hearts lying in state at Canaan House , but there was also deep tragedy in the flawed beams holding up their lives. An eight-year-old writing love letters to a terminally ill teenager. A girl falling in love with the beautiful stiff she’d been conceived solely to look after. A foundling chasing the approval of a House disappointed with her immunity to foundling-killing gas.

Gideon lay on the floor, facedown, and became hysterical.” p.396, Gideon the Ninth

“Harrow’s dark eyes were on Gideon’s, past the blade pointed at her skull. “Oh, I have hurt your heart,” she said.” p.51, Gideon the Ninth

“I have rustled your jimmies” - reference to this interview with Tamsyn Muir

Frankenstein, Mary Shelly (our episode here)

Reaper Man, Terry Pratchett

“LORD, WE KNOW THERE IS NO GOOD ORDER EXCEPT THAT WHICH WE CREATE…

Azrael’s expression did not change.

THERE IS NO HOPE BUT US. THERE IS NO MERCY BUT US. THERE IS NO JUSTICE. THERE IS JUST US.

The dark, sad face filled the sky.

ALL THINGS THAT ARE, ARE OURS. BUT WE MUST CARE. FOR IF WE DO NOT CARE, WE DO NOT EXIST. IF WE DO NOT EXIST, THEN THERE IS NOTHING BUT BLIND OBLIVION. 

AND EVEN OBLIVION MUST END SOME DAY. LORD, WILL YOU GRANT ME JUST A LITTLE TIME? FOR THE PROPER BALANCE OF THINGS. TO RETURN WHAT WAS GIVEN. FOR THE SAKE OF PRISONERS AND THE FLIGHT OF BIRDS.

Death took a step backwards.

It was impossible to read expression in Azrael’s features.

Death glanced sideways at the servants.

LORD, WHAT CAN THE HARVEST HOPE FOR, IF NOT FOR THE CARE OF THE REAPER MAN?”, p.264, Reaper Man, Terry Pratchett (1992 British paperback edition)

The Ones That Walk Away From Omelas, Ursula K. LeGuin

“[...]we (forgive us)

 lived happily during the war” - We Lived Happily During the War; Deaf Republic, Ilya Kaminsky 

Kate McKinnon interview - once again, my google-fu has failed me, if anyone knows which interview this is or can remember anything about it other than ‘Kate McKinnon explains the lesbian gaze to sceptical man”, let us know!

Poor little meow meow (meme)

Everyone is beautiful and nobody is horny - this article 

Aren’t you tired of being nice, don't you want to just go apeshit (meme)

“Her adept said: “I’ll keep it off you. Nav, show them what the Ninth House does.”

Gideon lifted her sword. The construct worked itself free of its last confines of masonry and rotten wood and heaved before them, flexing itself like a butterfly.

“We do bones, motherfucker,” she said.” p.409, Gideon the Ninth

Gaslight gatekeep girlboss (meme)

She’s everything, he’s just Ken (buzzfeed)

This post about Gideon and Cam

Temeraire series, Naomi Novik (our episodes here, here and here)

Tamora Pierce

Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer (our episode here)

Alanna: The First Adventure (our episode here)

Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, Unknown (our episode here)

Taylor Swift

Cat rating: 10

What else are we reading?

Protector of the Small, Tamora Pierce

Reinforcement Learning: An Introduction, Richard S. Sutton and Andrew G. Barto

Good Omens (2019-?)

Next Time on Teaching My Cat To Read

The Hound of the Baskervilles, Arthur Conan Doyle

[woundlingus]

I think u said a while ago that getaway car is lokiel coded and it took me til now to realize how right you are. Any other lokiel song recs?? 👀 (Or any song for that matter 💕)

Oh I would LOVE to answer this because yes of course

Black Sheep, Metric (personally I love the Brie Larson version but the original has a more… I don’t know, tang? A more bitter edge? Original for Lokiel, Brie Larson for easy listening)

Loki @ Gabriel

“Hello again, friend of a friend, I knew you when our common goal was waiting for the world to end. Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend, you crack the whip, shape-shift and trick the past again”

Good Looking, Suki Waterhouse

Gabriel @ Loki

“Play casino holes of my eyeballs. Roll the dice on my thighs. You stop for breath and I sped up just to impress you. The skyline falls as I try to make sense of it all, I thought I'd uncovered your secrets, but turns out there's more.”

Promises, NERO (change in genre but you’ll have to trust me on it)

Gabriel @ Loki

“You got me so wild, how can I ever deny? You got me so high, so high I cannot feel the fire. And you keep telling me, telling me that you'll be sweet, and you'll never want to leave my side, as long as I don't break these- Promises, and they still feel oh so wasted on myself.”

Big God, Florence & The Machine (lyrically this sounds like a love song but you have to hear her sing it so bitterly to get it)

Loki @ Gabriel

“You need a big god. Big enough to fill you up. You keep me up at night. To my messages, you do not reply. You know I still like you the most, the best of the best and the worst of the worst.”

Too Close, Sir Chloe

Loki @ Gabriel

“Bringing party favours, dollar bills rolled nice and neat. Party boy, you’ve took too much it’s time for you to leave. I want to want you baby, but you’re making it so hard. I try and bite the bullet and just take you as your are. You get so close, take the one I love the most. I think it’s time for you to go.”

Bedroom Hymns, Florence and the Machine

“Spilt milk tears, I did this for you. Spilling all over the idle, the black and the blue. The sweetest submission, drinking it in. The wine, the women, and the bedroom hymns.”

-

Since you’re a sabriel lover too I’ll drop Mean it, K.Flay

“So when I say I love you I want to mean it, ‘cause I say a lot of things that I don't mean. And when I say I want to I want to mean it, ‘cause I know not to say yes to just anything.”

-

And because I’ve been really into this one lately I’ll drop it anyway, Brutus, The Buttress for Asmodeus and I can’t clip it because it’s truly the entire song start to end if you think about his relationship to Lucifer

And I need to stop now or I’ll literally never shut up

[ao3feed-destiel-02]

If You Want To Be My Guardian Angel

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/xGgcNqk by 2yummylazy Gabriel’s eyes flung open as a cough escaped his lips, his chest rattling and groaning. His heart began to pound as he realised where he was. Complete darkness surrounded him. All he could feel was a wooden box around him and the stale, warm air that was passing through his lips. He was in a coffin. Trapped underground in a coffin. Because he’d died. His breath hitched as the memories came flooding back. He’d sold his soul to save Cas. They’d tried to destroy his deal. Lilith had tricked them. The hellhounds had come. Oh god. The hellhounds. His body had been mangled. The pain. He couldn’t. Gabriel had died but now he was alive somehow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Reverse verse and alternate season four where Gabriel is the righteous man, Sam is the confused, innocent angel trying to control him, Cas is convinced he has to use his psychic powers to stop Lilith and Dean think Cas is an abomination but later changes his mind. That might not make much sense but if you like Sabriel and Destiel and Season 4 and 5 are your favourite seasons of Supernatural, you'll probably like this fic! Words: 4908, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Gabriel (Supernatural), Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Balthazar (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Kali (Supernatural), Lucifer (Supernatural), Any other characters from Season 4-5 really Relationships: Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel & Gabriel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel/Meg | Demon Possessing Meg Masters, Gabriel/Kali (Supernatural) Additional Tags: reverse verse, Angel Dean Winchester, Angel Sam Winchester, Human Castiel (Supernatural), Human Gabriel (Supernatural), Hunter Castiel (Supernatural), Hunter Gabriel (Supernatural), Human Balthazar (Supernatural), Hunter Balthazar (Supernatural), Enemies to Lovers, Fluff and Angst, Romance, Alternate Universe, Alternate Season/Series 05, Alternate Season/Series 04, Happy Ending, Castiel and Dean Winchester Falling in Love, Gabriel and Sam Winchester in Love read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/xGgcNqk

[silencedrowns]

I read this absolutely ages ago but the cover from the edition I read haunts me and lives in my dreams along with the cover to Sabriel so I googled it up to share it

That bottom left corner. Oh my god. It’s so simple for a cover of its era but it just does it for me like almost nothing else

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[archangelgabriellives]

Slow blink

So this didn’t really turn out how I saw it in my head, but I still like it. There was something about the scene of Sam cutting Gabriels stitches that was so calming, so...I don’t know how to describe it. But I felt good. Really good. And then it hit me what was causing it. It was the way Gabriel was blinking. That slow blink that cats do when they like you and feel safe. I had the idea to get it down in words, but I don’t think I got it right. Either way...

Sabirel, yo

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SPOILERS FOR 13X17!!!!!

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It was when Sam was raising the scalpel, preparing to cut the bloody twine from his lips, that he noticed.

This wasn't the frantic and panicked man that Ketch pulled into the war room. He had changed. Gabriel was now calm, peaceful, serene. Sam could almost see past the blood to the golden holy being that Gabriel used to be. 

When did he change?

Was it after Dean gathered his stuff and led Ketch away to pick a room? Was it after Sam's gun clattered to the map table, the sharp noise causing the traumatized archangel to retreat back into the dark library? 

Or maybe it was when Sam chased him into the dark, only to find him curled up in the same corner Ketch had tugged him out of. A little too roughly, if anyone bothered to ask Sam. 

“Gabriel?” Sam asked cautiously, hands raised defensively and careful not to touch the archangel. “It’s Sam. Uh, Winchester? Do you remember me?”

Sam frowned deeply at the image of Gabriel; cowered as low in the corner as he could get, his arms pulling his knees in tightly to his chest and his face buried in his arms. The only response Gabriel gave was a pathetic whimper, and Sam gaped in horror at the thought of what could destroy one of the most powerful and holy beings in the universe. 

“Gabriel,” Sam tried again, and slowly, so slowly moved forward to place his large hand on Gabriels arm.

The archangel jerked up at the gentle touch, his eyes wide and frightened. His whimpers shifted quickly into muffled screaming as Gabriel tried to shove himself back further into the corner. 

“Hey, hey, hey, calm down.” Sam tried to mimic how Ketch relaxed Gabriel before, a grounding hand on his shoulder and a strong yet soothing voice. “I’m not gonna hurt you. You're safe here. Hey. It’s me, Sam.”

At his name, Gabriel stopped suddenly. His eyes seemed to focus, regaining a little of that heavenly focus, and trained themselves on Sam. A noise escaped him, one Sam took as understanding. 

“Do you remember me?” Gabriels gaze never wavered, never lost that manic stare, but he didn't answer. Sam tried to push past the way his skin crawled with those wild amber eyes staring at him and kept talking.

“That’s ok if you don’t, but I need you to know that I won't hurt you.” There was a barely there nod, just a miniscule movement, but Sam took it as a win. And even though those eyes were still boring into him, Sam heard one long sound, like Gabriel was trying to speak, muffled by the stitches binding his lips together. 

Sams eyes flickered down to the twine, and frowned. 

“We should take those out, yeah?” He held out a hand to Gabriel, and to his genuine surprise, the archangel took it. He allowed himself to be helped off the floor, and shuffled the few feet over to one of the cushioned chairs in the library. He was always looking at Sam, studying him. 

As Gabriel sank heavily into the chair, Sam knelt in front of him, a hand still on his arm.

“I’m gonna go get the first aid kit, ok? I’ll be right back.”

He didn't wait for a response, just turned and walked off quickly in search of supplies. He didn't have to go far, just back into the war room. As much as the Winchesters get hurt, there was a kit in almost every room of the bunker. 

Sam pulled a chair over to Gabriel, too involved in preparing the scalpel with rubbing alcohol to even look up at him. He turned his chair to face Gabriel, hands raised to begin working, when Sam noticed.

These eyes. 

The beautiful eyes of the archangel Gabriel. 

They were no longer wide and frantic. No longer staring, flicking back and forth so quickly looking for an attack he was sure would come. 

Sam smiled a little before he began to cut, but as he focused on his work, he noticed that his own emotions were changing, softening into calm and contented. He looked up from his work, and watched Gabriel calmly look around the room, not looking at anything in particular. 

And then he blinked.

Slow and heavy lids went down and up, and Sam laughed quietly to himself.

Just like a cat, he thought. 

Sam knew that this was a good sign. Gabriel felt safe. Safe enough for Sam to help him. Safe enough to let Sam use a  sharp object so close to him. Safe enough for his feelings of security to bleed from his vessel,  strong enough to affect Sams own emotions. 

And as he continued to cut through the bloody and crusted cording in Gabriels skin, Sam had a feeling that he could do this. That he could help this broken archangel put the pieces of his grace back together. 

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Listen man I don‘t want heavy destiel smut and kinky sabriel and weird midam fetishes I just want fluff and kisses and soft hugs and pinching cheeks and holding someone‘s chin and gentle forehead kisses and late night talks and nights spent on Jupiter watching the moons and vaguely laying heads on shoulders and mindlessly starting to stroke heads and awkward blushes and butterflies and feeling safe and laying heads in laps and heart eyes and just cuddling under a warm blanket and watching each other sleep and glaring at the other one fondly with that weird tiny smile okay