#oh my feelings
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Fuck he used to be such a cute kid but got crushed into madness by responsibilites way beyond his capacity
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Omg the beginning of ep 3 of this season of Miss Scarlet and the Duke 😭🫢
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∗ o5﹕ sender comforts receiver in the aftermath of a nightmare . (from Carol and Daryl) - @wexarethewalkingxdead
For a long time Rick was able to keep so much to himself. Someone might catch on every now and then when he isn't eating, or isn't sleeping, or more antsy than usual but that's all they saw. The aftermath. Nothing more.
He knew the day would come when the two of them would see it first hand. Things were good for a while. Call it a false sense of security when the three of them finally fell into each other, but it was only a matter of time before his doubts and all his paranoia returned to challenge just how safe he actually felt.
Nothing could have prepared him or them, it's not as if he went to sleep that night knowing that just a couple hours later, he'd be waking in a frenzy. It's not the kind of nightmare where he cries out helplessly, or is trapped silently within it. No, this nightmare has him fighting for his life and his physical self jumps into action as if the monsters in his dream are real.
Arms swinging, vicious snarling, tears of anguish and rage blotting his cheeks. That is what the other two awake to in the dead of the night and if either of them ended up hurt, Rick doesn't know it. All he knows is that he is abruptly woken up by Daryl's voice calling his name until his bloodshot eyes snap open, searching for the threat even now. He struggles beneath the weight of the other man, but is too exhausted to free himself.
"Ge'off me," he growls, panicked and threatened. His heart beats wildly, thundering in his ears, "Ge'the hell off me!"
"It's me, Rick." He blinks once, harshly, then again until Daryl's face comes into focus. Brow furrowing, Rick breathes in again, releasing it in a shudder as he turns his head and finds Carol off to his side. It was nothing more than a dream, he realizes, and instantly feels shame. "Rick. You're alright, man. You with us, now?"
He drags his gaze back to Daryl, panting heavily as their eyes meet for only a moment before he looks elsewhere in the dark room and slowly nods his head. Pursing his lips, he can feel the heat of his shame in his face, burning the tips of his ears. He tries to free himself again, this time without force but mumbling incoherently to be released. As always, looking to isolate himself when he's not in control. Daryl objects and pushes him gently right back against pillows.
"Hey.." A smaller hand touches his face and he flinches, eyes shut but it doesn't disappear. Carol's voice is so soft, as comforting as the gentle touch of her fingers, "You're okay, sweetheart."
"Yeah. We got you, Rick."
Rick feels the sting of tears behind his lids and his face twists like he's in pain. He shakes his head, opens his mouth to speak but nothing but a soft groan, born of embarrassment, escapes him. So softly and tenderly, he is hushed with lips pressed to his temple and then there's a body on either side of him. His two lovers surround him, lay over him like a blanket that helps shield him from the enomority of his own self loathing and the fear he can't seem to escape.
They nestle him between them, shower him with such love and comfort, both physically and verbally. Rick feels fragile, thinks he doesn't deserve any of this. Their outpouring of care is so much that he thinks it might break him, but that's not the case at all. It holds him together, fills in the cracks and broken pieces of himself. As he curls up in Daryl's arms and buried his face in Carol's neck, his tears fall not out of anguish but of relief; the kind he never allows himself to have.
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no multi option, agonize and choose, no results option, pick one to find out or scroll onward
#feel like this poll is heeeaavily neurodivergent/disabled slanted but oh well so am i#polls#tumblr polls#my polls
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There’s that post that’s like ‘everyone should get into a tiny niche fandom at least once’ fully agree, that was really fun -- but I would like to add that everyone should get into a fandom where their opinions run counter to major fanon because it really teaches you about sticking to your guns and trusting your interpretation of the text without having to rely on peer validation
because WHAT are people talking about sometimes
#aka: genuinely sometimes I think I live in a parallel universe and simply watched/read different things#full disclosure it does make you feel like a killjoy sometimes#because often times these fanons will be presented in a silly jokey manner#'oh so silly isn't this character so funny this is just my silly little headcanon'#and it's like yes yes lol lol but ok look me in the eyes and tell me you know that this is#at best only one interpretation of many and at worst simply not supported by the text at all#please tell me you know that#or in one specific example such a ubiquitous joke that is literally a significant theme of the work and i feel like SUCH a killjoy#being like 'ok yes very funny.....you know that was a major theme right?? tell me you know that'
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He wants to come home from work to me even if that means the dickhead dog is here with me,,
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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Must be a Sugondese joke.
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#senshi#Looks like I won't be able to post this on dungeon meshi thursday so instead I will have a fun past/future conversation#This is wednesday me who has not seen the episode yet but I have such a strong feeling that it is going to be extremely special.#*This* fight is what the first arc has been building up to and it has *so* many incredible moments.#We're going to see the chilchuck knife throw! The leg sacrifice! The bones!#Watch them ramp up the quality this episode and go wild with the frantic action of 'oh god our plan is going to shit'.#Hello. Me of the future who just watched the episode.#I knew it was going to be good but that...that blew my mind completely. My high expectations were beyond met. My god.#I'm just speechless at how well they handled everything. The leg. The tension. That ENDING.#If you have not already: PLEASE watch Dungeon Meshi.
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tfw you realize the mortal you where planning on using and discarding, is a little unhinged actually, and matches your freak so you scrap that plan and start planning to rule the universe together
AKA bill realizes Ford "is just like him fr"
The page in The book of Bill that started this nonesense
commission info here
Transcript of text from the page of TBOB under the cut
Text reads: "Unfased, F has been making hot cocoa and welding rivets while playing christmas songs on the radio. (These songs make no sense. Why did Rudolph forgive his tormentors for their mockery of his facial deformity? He should have used his red-hot nose to burn his oppressor's workshop to the ground. A lesson to all!)"
#the book of bill#book of bill spoilers#bill cipher#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#billford#when the interdimentional triangle demon is actually less feral than the human in the relationship#for shits and giggles i say#as i spend 4 hours making this#bill having his feelings realization while ford is snork mimimi-ing in the bg#i can't resist the italicized “oh” trope#just fyi keeping diaries and journal is valid af but look me in the eye and tell me bill wouldn't bully ford about it#my art#my fanart
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shout out to toxic yaoi or whatever
I saw all the human bill designs arising and an idea sparked in my head
#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls ford#gravity falls bill#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#stanford pines#stanford pines fanart#donnii doodles#myart#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#I can feel the fixation fixationing oh no#so anyway I gotta draw them smooching or whatever
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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a satisfactory answer for Selina
#bruce wayne#batman#selina kyle#catwoman#batcat#bruce#selina#mine#my art#i wanted to make the bat ears fold back SO badly but it looked too odd . unfortunately#wanted to put the collar ON HIM too but also it looked too out of place. SAD .#oh my GOD i forgot i could add IDs to these pictures now !!!#just finished adding that#i will see if i can do that for the other images i posted on this blog#anyway#thats her pookie bear.... her discord kitten...#who said that#this is what batcat is . to me . not that deep#just playful. selina gets to cause a little mischief whenever she wants and bruce gets be ouppy when he wants#thats just what the file names are LOL ouppy 1 2 and 3#in another post i may feel inclined to expand on it instead of in these tags#just know that there are very few people he would let restrain him and she is one of them. they just vibe like that.#younger bruce DOES follow her like a little duckling for these kinds of things. older bruce is too miserable to do fwb w anyone anymore#so they just enjoy each others company and reminiscence#mm. alot of tags for a shitpost.
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paleo art my beloved 💕
"The Kiss", a 12,000-year-old rock painting at Pedra Furada in Brazil
#its just about how human nature transcends thousands of years#and how we have always wanted to decorate and share ourselves and what we loved and make it last forever#so that 12000 years later i can look at a petroglyph and relate to it#such a tenderness#oh my feelings
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old doodles from the archives 🫶
#love u all#🤍🤍🤍#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#i don’t think i’ve posted any of these before#some of them are old old#the shrek one is from an old convo with peach:)#i don’t rly feel like tagging every character lol#oh and the marinette teaching everyone to draw one was inspired by a kit connor interview#where he was told to write his name on his picture and he autographed it#and the rest of the cast made fun of him for it#very adrien. to me:)#sending all my love🤍
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(スカリー is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believe™)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad 😔#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines 😍#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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Collection of bg3 sketches I've been nibbling at over the month. teehee
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#astarion#karlach#shadowheart#gale dekarios#tav#orin the red#bg3 tav#oc.nawen#I'm soooo normal about these characters like so so normal not obsessed w them at all#still upset u can't sleep w orin tho#you can sleep w mizora but not w her??? I've never been so heartbroken#ALSO I've had to reject gale after astarion confesses his feelings and oh my god#he looked at me with the hugest roundest puppy dog eyes I've ever seen#I still feel bad abt it tbh#the image of him looking at me like that. burned into my mind#sleepyscribble
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