#oh higher Carrying our song ・ 「 Headcanons」
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What Color Does Your Love Feel Like?
Warm burnt orange
Riding off into the sunset, the hope of a happy ending, the bitter after taste that still in it's own way smells kinda great. Your love is all bitter hopefulness, all about a broken heart that refuses to quit, all about the unshakable knowledge that a burning fire has a great comforting warm and a soft glowing light, all about the way when the sun comes down there's a beautiful starry night. It's stubbornness, it's the refusal to give up, the clutching of broken shards despite the searing pain and being adamant that dammit you can still make a beautiful stained glass window out of it. Yours is a screaming heart, a pleading love, a bitter and almost belligerent hopefulness that things will still work out even if you have to roll up your sleeves and make them. And god, aren't you tired? Isn't your heart heavy? Is all your hard work worth it? Don't you just want to curl up and let it be? Let the fire turn to ashes and the sky turn dark and let love die down and watch people leave? But you don't, do you? You're the bravest out of all of us, so you pick up the pieces and you keep going, you keep believing and you keep your heart full of hope because some day. Some day you know you'll get it. You keep riding off into the sunset and you keep filling my heart with hope as you go because god, how do I wish you finally get it too.
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#— ❛❛ // Crystal Mirror¦ Dashboard Games・#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ High oh higher Carrying our song ・ 「 Headcanons」#ooc: This fits Stella and me;;; because both of us do always try and keep going and make things work..gonna go and have feels now
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The first class Stella started with was actually White Mage, this comes a lot from her own mother was one and how she was treated in her village as a child. A lot of the other villagers bullied the young woman because of her eye and hair. Stella also lost her parents at a young age, so the Au Ra wished to heal the world. There was so much pain, so many that needed help so, she took on the job as Conjurer. It wasn't until she officially became a white mage that the warrior decided to start another path, that being Dancer, which I consider her main dps class. She feels more at home with the dancer job, it fits naturally with her personality.
It was after mastering Dancer that the Au Ra decided to try and become a Paladin. This is what I consider to be her main Tank job for a few reasons. The first is her ancestor, Mako, was actually a Paladin herself. I'll have to sit down and write out the whole background story with that since I have written about it a bit in a few threads on discord. The job comes naturally to her, and it further allows her to protect others, even at the risk of her own life. I also head canon that she felt an even stronger drive to finish her Paladin training after what happened in the vault. I don't want to say what for anyone who hasn't gotten to that point yet but those that know you know.
Out of character context, I did start as a white mage on her, and before I even started playing FFXIV I knew I wanted to pursue the dancer job. Healer has always been one of the jobs that I tend to go to a lot in any game I play, so I wanted to try something new. The rotation for dancer took me a bit to get down, but overall it's a fun class to play and definitely recommend it for any considering the class.
She does enjoy all the classes, but if I have to chose only three classes, these would be the ones that are canon to my Wol. They mean a lot to her and have helped her grow into the warrior of light that she is today.
What classes do you consider canon for your WoL?
#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ High oh higher Carrying our song ・ 「 Headcanons」#— ❛❛ // REFLECTIONS IN THE CRYSTAL ¦ Stella Graphics・#— ❛❛ // MISSION REPORT ¦ QUEUE・
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"Our song of hope, she dances on the wind higher, oh higher
E'er our vows endure, and remain forever strong
Standing tall in the dark do we carry on."
This is an indie. roleplay and ask blog for a heavily headcanon-based Warrior of light from the hit MMO Final Fantasy XIV! It is private, selective, crossover and multi-wol friendly!
"On wings of hope, you rise up through the night higher, oh higher
Carrying our song, cradled fast within your arms
That its chorus might ring for all."
Will contain various, dark themes such as kidnapping, survivor's guilt, PTSD and death. Please read the rules on my carrd before following.
CARRD. PROMO. HEADCANONS.
#PINNED#STRANGE LOPORRIT (ooc)#TUNES THAT RESONATE WITH THE WEARY SOUL (music)#((finally))#((I'm starting to look like a proper blog now :'D))
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twitchcon :: cc!multiple x reader
fluff , platonic , gender neutral ! some mcyt headcanons if you were to attend twitchcon w them
cc’s included in order: tommyinnit , tubbo , ranboo , wilbur soot , philza , technoblade
cw: kinda lengthy for the minors (i think), not as much for the hags LMAO /hj
tommyinnit
this man is so excited to be at his first twitchcon & being able to hang out with all his best friends makes it a hundred times better
when he isn’t at a panel or doing meet & greets, he’s dragging you everywhere to see the whole convention center (clingyinnit)
he is just so at awe despite this not being his first convention to attend
you’d be surprised he gets tired pretty quickly & stops over to the partner lounge
you both rest for a bit against a wall in a pretty packed hallway despite it being an exclusive area to twitch partners
every time a famous streamer walks by he will yell it out and record it then vlog your reaction, even if they’re surrounded with bodyguards & trying to get to another place quickly
he’d zoom in his camera to their face at a horrible angle and be like
“oh my god it is THE ninja. ninja famous fortnite player, HELLO.”
but he gets completely ignored
then the camera pans out to you, still really zoomed in that the capture is blurry
“ninjainnit?”
“EH?”
tommy is so confused, forgetting the bit ninja did on his twitter where he renamed himself ‘ninjainnit’ for a split second
okay tommy isn’t that athletic but he will chase you and the rest of your group down a hallway if he had to
he’d probably find a toy gun from the artist alley/seller booths and shoot you and wilbur with it
but if tommy stumbles across any of the dream team, it’s about to be minecraft manhunt but irl
and he will def play his stream music while walking or smth when he’s bored (or trying to jump dream & sapnap)
** DO DO DO DO MANHUNT MUSIC **
oh my god,, now thinking about it he’s probably the one to open like random doors of empty rooms and steal stuff while you film him
like he will take a random empty glass, a bunch of pens, a freebie t-shirt, everything he sees he takes with him and you’re just panic
“tommy we’re literally not supposed to be here, and i’m stuck here filming you. it’s surely a felony in action”
“well, it’s their fault for leaving the doors open! plus this is great content. who’s the dirty crime boy now, HM?”
you’d tell wilbur about this and he’d scold tommy and threaten him with the same pen tommy stole
tommy probably would also drag you some weird event happening outside twitchcon along with tubbo and ranboo
“pokimane is giving out free pizza to everyone if we go to this one restaurant down the street!”
“we are literally gonna get bombarded. have you forgot you’re like three of twitch’s top streamers? i’d rather pay for all of our meals than try getting free pizza from pokimane against all her other fans”
“DEAL! let’s go to five guys then!”
you unfortunately end up paying for all 3 of their meals and picking on their food instead of buying your own
even with all of them making way more money than you, they still happen to be cheapskates
OR tommy will end up getting a burrito from a taco truck, immediately making a mess of himself, then proceed to complain how messy the food is to eat despite knowing what he was getting himself into before even ordering
“shit my clothes are all ruined now!”
“well that’s your fault you got a burrito, as if it’s your first time having one”
“i mean the food is good, i’m not complaining about that but i don’t think it’s that good that it’s worth costing my red and white shirt, im just saying”
tubbo
same with tommy, he is so excited
i don’t know why but i imagine him overpacking his suitcase and you making fun of him for it
anyway tubbo has his irl backpack on and streaming EVERYTHING
probably spends a lot of time at a bunch of different booths, checking out all the pointless gadgets he could buy for his stream
you’re the one to stop him from doing so
“TUBBO IT’S LITERALLY OVER TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS, STOP. DONT GET IT.”
“WHY NOT?? IT WILL BE COOL FOR MY STREAM AND I WILL USE IT EVERYDAY”
“okay theoretically speaking, how the hell are you going to even bring it home? which—let me remind you—is across the country for you and not to mention the giant ocean separating america and the uk”
“free ship-pang!!!”
“i hate to break it to you tubbo but there is no way you can get free shipping on a FIVE FOOT PC. it’s nearly as tall as you! what are you even gonna do on it, hack the government???”
the arguments are all lighthearted but eventually you give in and let him splurge over a thousand dollars in different devices he claimed he “needed”
i could honestly see him visiting the beaches in san diego and going for a swim or even renting out a boat to use for a bit :D
also he’d bring benson along with him and taking a bunch of scenic photos with it in them
i have a feeling he’s the type to schedule a spontaneous meet & greet because he was bored & gets in trouble for causing a mob in a certain part of the convention
he’s like “oh god, i did not expect this many of the bois to show up AHAHAH oops”
tubbo would def pull a lilypichu and bring his melodica or ukulele and play themes while following random people/cosplayers
at the end of the day, you’d find his bag just stuffed with crap he either got for free or bought in the convention
“how did you get all that stuff? i was with you all day??? and it’s only the first day of the convention, hello?? it looks like you’ve been collecting as if twitchcon has went on for a week already!”
“HA i have my ways, do not underestimate my powers”
lani would probably tag along for the vacation honestly
like whenever someone comes up to her giving her gifts/asking for pics, you and tubbo would tease her about how famous she is
and i dunno but something about tubbo just gives me this amusement park energy and going to legoland and spending the whole day there since it’s near by and because he can
ranboo
he is like a beacon in a sea of people, that’s it .
i honestly just see him causing as much chaos as the other two
ranboo would probably like take someone’s camera whether if they’re streaming or if it’s for the vlog, hold it up high, and point the camera directly above someone’s face
it did not matter how tall you were and if you had platform shoes on, ranboo was a skyscraper next to you
“HAHAH this is how i see you from this height, this is funny”
then he shows you the vid of the recording of him getting like an aerial view of your face
like you see your nose and all your pores and just overall a bad angle to be captured in
“OH GOD RANBOO DELETE THAT, ITS HORRIFIC”
i dunno why but i feel like he’d jump scare every person that was cosplaying as his minecraft character from behind for some reason
“BOO!”
“ranboo i’m not even remotely dressed as your skin—”
“don’t worry i’m practicing it’s fineee”
“you’re like the height of 2 people combined, i think you will be fine as is. you even intimidated the security at the front”
i feel like if he had his own panel he’d like pull up some undertale song in the middle of it and scare all the people in the crowd
“lore but in real life”
probably would get some matching keepsake with you from artist alley/the booths!
i could imagine like a cute keychain or smth :D
i feel like he’s the type to like randomly volunteer as a participant for those mini events in a booth thinking it would be funny but regrets it the moment he’s on stage
after introductions the presenter is like “okay ranboo, you will be given a random meme prompt above your head you won’t be able to see until after and you will have to make a random face to compliment it!”
and you can just tell by his facial expression he’s just thinking
oh god what have i gotten myself into
what is this game? who came up with this idea?
you’d laugh at him the whole time, even after he’s off the stage and finished with that small fiasco
“that was horrible. never again.”
“AHAHAH IT LOOKED SO AWKWARD YOU DID GREAT”
“I CROSSED MY EYES AND PUFFED MY CHEEKS BECAUSE I COULDNT THINK OF ANY OTHER FACIAL EXPRESSION. THE PROMPT ENDING UP BEING ‘WHEN TWITTER CANCELS YOU FOR USING PLASTIC STRAWS.’ AND WHEN I SAW WHAT IT WAS—LITERALLY WHAT KIND OF GAME–”
“I GOT PICTURES AND EVERYTHING ITS PERFECT AHAHAHAH”
wilbur soot
honestly with wilbur it’s slightly more chill
he already experienced twitchcon before so he’s just glad to see his friends again after so long
insists that you explore the convention yourself rather than sticking with him the whole time but you do anyway!
wilbur would probably have like a mini concert and gets you front row seats with the rest of the group
but that doesn’t mean before it that you’re not helping him set up
“y/n please– my amp is so heavy, i can carry it”
“don’t worry! i’m strong” :D
and musically talented or not, he will probably bring you and the rest of his friends up to stage to just vibe and sing a bunch of random acoustic songs
it’s not like some big concert hall stage,, i imagine more like a casual thing w a slightly higher platform from the ground yk?
after spending a long day at the convention he’d also bring everyone across the city to la jolla or smth !
you’d all probably have dinner there and chill, watching the pretty sunset
“this place is really pretty but oh my god im gonna lose my breath hiking up this stupid hill, please slow down”
and wilbur is like ??? because he’s completely fine with his long legs and everything
“just walk faster”
“no, you walk slower”
AHAHAH and for context traversing through la jolla by walking around the town is a bit hard since it’s basically on a bunch of hills (walking up from the beach to a restaurant actually is actually sm work, trust me ive been there)
wilbur honestly doesn’t spend that much time in the actual convention center, he’s probably sightseeing a bit of san diego with you instead
but i could imagine him staying at the tabletop games area playing dnd or smth
“c’mon y/n, come join!”
“uhh i’m not sure, i’m not the best at roleplay and...”
“it’s fine don’t worry!”
he’d pull you in with him and end up enjoying yourself even if it was your first time
and if you’re of age, you’d be wilbur’s +1 at the twitch partner party and make sure mans doesn’t too drunk
if it’s not too late in the night, you two would chill at the beach after the party
it’s just a nice, calming moment after all the loud music mixed with hundreds of conversations at the party
also something about like taking polaroids pictures with wilbur just seems to go hand in hand for me
i’m not sure why but you will be taking lots of pics with wilbur for sure (not necessarily you both in the photo, but of sceneries as well while you’re together!)
philza
literally a dad on vacation with his children, it doesn’t matter how old you are
need sunscreen? surprisingly has it
want a snack? probably has a small granola bar somewhere in his bag
but same with wilbur, he’s more chill like this isn’t his first time at twitchcon
omg he’d def bring you to the artist alley and just buy a bunch of fanart and stuff tho
“oh wow look phil, someone made a giant poster of the dream smp and shit!”
“holy shit that’s so good what the fuck!”
and he’s like rushing to that artist’s stall to buy a poster or print
idk why but phil seems like the person to know where he’s going all over the convention center
he probably had a copy of the directory map but yk
you just have trouble reading it bc all the signs seem to be misleading to you
nothing really crazy screams out to me of what phil would do at twitchcon besides like go to a few events, spend a bunch of time w his friends, etc
HOWEVER i could see him wasting a lot of his time at the gaming area and testing new games that are currently on the works of being developed
like “woah y/n, this vr game is sick, you should try it out!”
ngl i feel like phil would plan a visit to disneyland for everyone, like he gets the tickets and everything but once you’re at the park it’s free reign, y’all go everywhere with not much of a plan
the minors would try to cheap out phil and pay less than the others even though everyone else fully paid phil back and everything LMAO
ok but if he’s feeling nice, phil will buy everyone cotton candy/pretzels :D
and if you’re not hungry, he’d at least get you a mickey balloon
HE WILL HAVE MATCHING MICKEY EARS WITH MUMZA YES .
ALSO STAYING FOR THE FIREWORKS THOUGH OMG
just in general, best idea phil had for taking everyone to disneyland :D
technoblade
surprisingly techno is really calm despite this being like one of his first conventions
but when he finally settles in and gets comfortable, he’s showing the same energy
if you’re playfully yelling, he will yell back
however there’s still those awkward moments that are unavoidable
idk why but something about him makes me think that if you feel tired and want to go back to your hotel room, he’d go with you just to make sure you get there safe
he probably also needs a break from being around everyone else for a moment too LMAO
i could also see him searching far and wide in the artist alley for fanart of himself AHAHAH
walking around with him in the convention consists of someone yelling “BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD” every 5 minutes but you don’t really mind
something about him makes me think he’ll be forced into playing minecraft twitch rivals along with the rest of sbi or smth
and he’s like “oh god, i’m going to be on stage? and people will see my face while i play minecraft?”
“i’m sure it will be fun!”
“i mean i like being competitive and feeding my ego, but i’m not that desperate.. well”
do i imagine techno getting easily tired of being surrounded by a bunch of people and just going back to his hotel room with phil and watching some anime with him? yes
and will you watch even if you have no idea what’s going on? also yes
i feel like after a while of you guys hanging out in techno’s room, the rest of the gang will just slowly join you guys
like eventually everyone is there; you, techno, phil, wilbur, niki, tommy, tubbo, ranboo, etc
and techno is like “wha– where did you guys come from?” because his room is basically packed
and niki could be like “oh we can go if you want!”
then techno just insists that she’s fine “but who let the child get in?” clearly implying tommy’s presence
“OI!!”
eventually techno gives in with the company and someone gets a bunch of board games to play from the front desk
lots of yelling and laughing for sure
when it becomes late at night, techno is like half conscious, you’re on your phone, wilbur is staring out the window & enjoying the night view, tommy is passed out on the couch from tiredness, tubbo & ranboo is still wide awake quietly talking, and phil & niki are helping clean up the giant mess
eventually everyone brings themselves to go back to their own room except tommy who won’t budge
you give techno a look and he immediately understands what you were thinking
he rushes to the bathroom to fill up two cups with ice cold water and handed one to you
“on three?”
“okay.. one”
“two”
“three!”
then both of you pour the water on the poor child’s face
he jolts awake and saying a string of curses
“what the fuck techno? y/n too?”
“get out” is the only think techno says that before tommy rushes out with his stuff and you leave right after
a/n: i honestly can’t wait until conventions open up again though,, phil and ranboo were talking about vidcon earlier and omg.
also i kinda want to take in tommy requests but i’m not sure??? it would be both cc! and c! x gn!reader for sure tho. i love writing him to bits but who knows, maybe i’ll only stick to my ideas,, or not. send in a tommy x reader request, might do it, might not, but he’s my fav cc if you can’t tell so! :D (i dunno if i will keep it strictly platonic, but unrequited crushes and stuff are fun to write hehe,,)
edit: let’s hope i fixed all the grammar mistakes LMAO we love writing late at night :) /s /hj
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"when you drag them to a karaoke bar on a date"
Pairing: tanaka x reader ; bokuto x reader Genre: fluff, headcanons+drabbles Word Count: 1258 Warnings: mentions of alcohol/being tipsy A/N: after that fun karaoke banter, i was excited to see this request pop up in our inbox ; hope you enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it! (psst, requests are still open btw!!) -Luna
#1 champion at karaoke for the past 5 years and counting and no one can beat him
(no, there are no official records or awards, but don't crush his dreams by telling him that)
he was absolutely ecstatic when you suggested a karaoke date
he’s....not the worst?
generally, he can carry a tune decently well but he tries waaay too often to sing a riff or add some spice like he's Mariah Carey and that's when it all goes wrong
initially, you were going to a place that allowed private rooms for groups so you can just fuck around as a dynamic duo
but he wanted to show off his skills so you and everyone in attendance could be jealous of his vocal talents, so you went to a local bar instead
As soon as you arrived at the bar, Tanaka ordered you both some drinks and wings to munch on. Grateful for the liquid courage, you ordered a second to help keep the nerves at bay. Tanaka was happy to sit back and eat so he could "gauge his competition," whatever that meant.
You could tell that he was pumped to be there; his head was nodding to the beat, his hand was tapping away on his thigh, and he was mumbling along to the words. You enjoyed watching him more than the couple screeching on stage to the tune of "Don't Go Breaking My Heart."
A few drinks and two baskets of wings later, Tanaka finally decided that it was his time to shine. He left you with a quick peck on the lips, the leftover taste of gin lingering on your lips. You watched him wave at the audience before browsing the song selection. When he settled on “Sweet Caroline” by Neil Diamond and stumbled his way back to the mic, you knew you were all in for a treat.
"I'm going to be dedicating this one to my baby back there." He blew a kiss in your direction, a few people turning to look at you cringing in the back of the room. “I hope you all enjoy my amazing rendition of this song.”
He started out fine, pretty good, actually. The low, flat tone worked well with his voice and he knew every single word without glancing at the screen, most likely due to hearing the song incessantly play during commercials.
Then the bridge came, and as the note became higher and louder, the singing became more and more horrific to listen to. And once the chorus started, he finally let go, bouncing around the stage with the detached microphone in hand, letting the spirit of Neil Diamond flow through him.
Meanwhile, you had broken out your phone and decided to record him for all of your friends to see later. You were sure that your obnoxious cackling was caught on the video, but you couldn’t find it in yourself to care. This was going to be a precious memory for you hungover rockstars to look back on in the morning.
You knew that somewhere in America, Neil Diamond was cringing and didn't know why. Little did he know an overzealous Japanese man was enthusiastically butchering his song to impress his partner.
And gosh dammit, it was working.
you don't know what kind of beast you've released, oh no
before the entire question had even left your mouth, he already found a place nearby that had karaoke nights every saturday
bokuto...bless his heart
you ever heard two cats fight? they’re screeching, yowling, and making all sorts of alien noises? that’s him.
he definitely thinks that louder means better and while he’s got the spirit, the spirit wishes that he would let it go to spare its ears
bokuto waited forever to have a girlfriend, and he was sure as hell going to take advantage of the fact that you were finally in his life 👀
You arrived at the bar as soon as the event started, the host filling in the guests about the fun times that were about to ensue. At your table, Bokuto was practically vibrating with excitement as the host went on about the rules. You both learned that at the end, everyone would vote for 3 winners for the night and the index cards and pencils laying on the tables were to cast your votes.
After the explanations, the host asked for volunteers in the audience. Bokuto’s hand shot straight up, wiggling his fingers and waving his arm in hopes of getting the man’s attention. While he wasn’t the only hand up, he definitely was the most enthusiastic, which was most likely the reason why he was chosen to go up on stage.
You thought it would be just him, finally having the chance to watch him be the true Beyoncé he thought he was. But when you felt him grab your hand and yank you out of your seat you were utterly confused.
“Where are you taking me? You’re the one that said you wanted to go,” you asked suspiciously, dragging your feet to slow him down. He was parading his way towards the stage quite quickly before stopping suddenly at the edge to turn back to you, hands grasped in his.
“We’re going to sing a duet,” he announced matter-of-factly. He left no room to argue when he tugged you onto the stage, positioning you awkwardly in front of one of the mics so he could pick a song. You tried to peer over his shoulder to see what he chose, but his broad shoulders blocked the view.
He turned back to you and stood next to the other microphone, a wide grin painted on his face as he waited for the music to start. The first few notes to “I Got You Babe” by Sonny & Cher came through the speakers, your eyes instinctively rolling into the bad of your skull. That song was one that Bokuto had played countless times before, insisting that it must be the song of your relationship. You told him that wasn’t how that process worked, but it didn’t prevent him from playing it on repeat-- or simply serenading you with it-- almost every single day.
Which you supposed you had to be grateful for, because now you had to know every single word to the song by heart to sing it with him or else you’d make a fool out of yourself.
The words flowed effortlessly from your mouths, but the musical talent absolutely did not. The only way to describe Bokuto's voice was by saying it sounded like he was being actively tortured live on stage. It would explain why his pitch was all over the map.
To make up for the lack of talent, Bokuto improvised some moves, grabbing your hand to twirl you about, sometimes tugging you back into his chest to rock gently back and forth with you. The embarrassment you felt in the beginning easily melted away by the end of the performance. It was the most fun you’d had in a while, and seeing him beaming with happiness by the end was all you needed to reassure you this night out had been worth it.
Somehow, despite believing that you were the absolute worst couple to grace that stage, you both managed to win 3rd place. Bokuto was convinced that it was because of his sickening dance moves and smooth but powerful voice, and you didn’t quite have the heart to tell him otherwise so you let him brag about it all night long.
Written by: Luna
Requests: OPEN!!
#tanaka x reader#bokuto x reader#tanaka imagines#bokuto imagines#haikyuu x reader#tanaka headcanons#bokuto headcanons#haikyuu imagines#haikyu x reader#haikyuu!! x reader#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#bokuto fluff#tanaka fluff#tanaka x y/n#bokuto kotaro x reader#tanaka x you#tanaka ryuunosuke x reader#bokuto x you#our writing#luna writes
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HELLO QUEEN! Oh my gosh your latest updates have gotten me so hyped up and happy!! I love the feeling of seeing your post updates on my dashboard. I was wondering if you had time if you could possibly do some NSFW head cannons for It’s Gotta Be You universe?? I reread it again for the 100th time after reading your AYA update but I love that universe so much!
Hello dearie! I hope you've been doing well ever since. I apologize for the slight delay as RL is demanding a lot of my time. But, I hope you'll enjoy this! ❤
Reiner x Mikasa (ReiKasa) (R20+) Fic AU Headcanon #13
Universe: It's Gotta Be You (Modern AU)
(A/N: ‼️WARNING‼️Graphic/Explicit Description of very dirty smut with potentially provocative images ⛔ Please don't click Keep Reading if you're below 20 🙅♀️ Sorry kiddos! To my dear adult readers, please absorb this post's content with appropriate discretion & maturity)
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I've shared more of ReiKasa's detailed Modern AU sexcapades in this post and for this Ask, I'll explore the different preferences involved in their sex life. Based on this post, Reiner & Mikasa had a 10-dates rule before they actually become intimate with each other and that post describes briefly on their phenomenal sexual compatibility. Before they reach that 10th date goal, they decided to keep all their interactions chaste, which only adds up to the building sexual tension between them. These two has a spark that ignites from just a single touch. Therefore, it had been a truly challenging period for them to keep their magnetic pull in check.
When they were in high school, they've only ever held hands but has never even kissed. Reiner was raised to be a respectful gentleman and he's always letting Mikasa takes the lead. He waited until she was ready to get a little bit more physical with him, thus why he suggested the 10-DR. So when did they have their first real kiss?
On their 10th date.
First Time
Their first time with each other had been a literal afternoon delight. Mikasa missed out on their 10th date night because of an on-call emergency at the med centre, so they made up with a lunch date the next day. Sure, they've been clawing at each other's clothes from outside the car to his front door and had never even made it to his bedroom but they really made full use of his coffee table and his couch. If only those furnitures could talk, they would tell you very interesting stories that took place on that day.
Bedroom Jams
Reiner and Mikasa do not have a particular preferred soundtrack running in the background while they're getting down and dirty. But, they'd always have Linger by Cranberries or The Root's You Got Me to set them in the mood for some slow-dancing before revving up their engines for their inevitable sexy times.
One time, Reiner had jokingly put Boyz II Men's I'll Make Love To You on in the bedroom. Mikasa changed it immediately to The Devil in I by Slipknot. It felt like an out of body experience the whole time.
Reiner likes to do this little striptease dance to 90's boyband songs just to drive Mikasa up the wall 🤣 One time, he wanted to surprise Mikasa from work & started grinding against her booty with his sexy moves as soon as she crossed their living room, completely not realizing that his mother had also walked through the door as his wife had picked Karina up for dinner at their house. He got an earful from his own mother 😳
Sexting & Surprises
Reiner loves sending sexy text messages to Mikasa when she's at work or when he's away in Marley for work meetings. The nature of her work demands her to be on-call or be at work in longer shifts, therefore, his texts make her misses him even more. Mikasa would not admit it out loud but his naughty texts do get her in the mood to make a lot of love to him when she gets home 😏 Before someone asks, no, Reiner does not send his wife dick pics haha
Reiner is also the type who'd surprises her from a long night shift in the morning by making her breakfast in the kitchen with nothing but an apron on. Yeah, Mikasa had a good eyeful (and mouthful) of his buns alright *wink* Reiner would also surprise her with a hug from behind when she's doing meal preps in the kitchen BUT Mikasa would be the one slipping her hand in his pants while he's doing the dishes. These two really do love getting kinky in the kitchen.
Gabi accidentally walked in on them one time and poor girl was mentally scarred, she locked herself in her room the whole night.
Favorite Positions
Despite having athletic bodies and fit figures, Reiner and Mikasa do not experiment with odd, bizarre positions as much. Their favorite position is either tantric or golden arch as they love locking gazes while whispering their undying affection for each other (+more dirty-talking from Reiner!)
But when they're in the mood for a more rough loving, all fours in front of a mirror or standing/sitting wheelbarrow would be their favorite positions for them considering his superb upper body strength and her amazing flexibility (Reiner has those weekly yoga routines of hers to thank for!)
Dirty-talking
Reiner likes to do this a lot (even in public) that it'll always make Mikasa goes multiple shades of red. His dirty-talkings are adorable and dorky but although Reiner's very alert when reading the room, he also tends to forget in switching off his dirty-talking mode once he's in the mood.
One time, he was calling Mikasa when he's away for work training. She was driving and had him on speaker. He was feeling a bit frisky and told her flat out - he can't wait to come back home, get inside the showers with her and ram into her so hard that she can't walk straight that his Dr. Ackerman-Braun need to take sick leave for 2 days. Things went still and quiet from Mikasa until he heard Annie's voice from the other end.
Annie : Ram her with what, Reiner? Your 3-inch dick?
Reiner: Screw you, Annie.
Annie: Gross and hey, Armin's already doing a bang up job in screwing me. Besides, you don't need to worry about Mikasa missing you. I just bought her this brand new vibrator.
Reiner: Totally ignoring you, Annie. Mika, c'mon babe, you know the real deal's so much better.
Mikasa: Rein--
Reiner: I made you come three times before I leave. You don't need that thing right? Can you hold on until I get back, baby, please?
Mikasa: Rein, can we talk a bit later?
Reiner: It's just Annie there right?
Pieck: Hey, Reiner. I think you just terrorized Gabi.
Reiner: F**K
Turns out Pieck and an already traumatized Gabi were also in the car with Mikasa at that time. Reiner avoided showing his face in front of the two women and his own cousin for the next 2 months.
As mentioned, that wasn't the first time Gabi had such TMI of her cousin and his wife's sex life. Apart from walking in on Reiner and Mikasa in the kitchen, the couple had terrified her enough for life when she also walked into them doing the deed inside their own living room (They either forgot Gabi was staying the night or had thought she was asleep) Gabi never wanted to be near that couch ever again.
Public Sexcapade
They had a quickie in Grisha's basement during one family dinner with the Jeagers. Zeke almost walked in on them.
Reiner also owns a pickup truck. He likes to take Mikasa out for a night drive. He'll have the back boot of his truck all nice with warm covers and they'll park somewhere private uphill to stargaze. They'll make love underneath the stars in the open air and just hold each other afterwards. Mikasa loves to listen to Reiner as he tells her about his favorite constellations.
Body Appreciation
When Mikasa's body starts to grow when she's carrying their twins, Reiner develops a much higher level of appreciation towards her body because of the changes she's going through. Obviously he appreciates the tremendous increase of her cup size, but he notices every other parts of her that swells beautifully with every week of her pregnancy too. As shared in this pregnancy post, Mikasa had the upper side of her hormonal changes that Reiner was the one who's constantly be worrying that he'll poke the babies in their heads every time she gets in her special mood 😂 see, he's so adorkable!
Sneaky playtime(s)
Reiner & Mikasa would always have a burning fire in their marriage even as they grow older. The twins were not spared from the traumatizing knowledge of their parents' extracurricular activities, when they overheard their parents from outside their bedroom door one Sunday morning.
Miraé: Rémy, are Mama & Papa fighting? She said the F word to Papa. Oh, Papa said he's coming? To where?
Rémy: Jesus, Miraé. They're having sex.
Miraé: What's that?
Rémy: Aunt Gabi told me to stay away if we ever hear weird noises coming from Mama & Papa's bedroom because it means they're having their adult playtime.
Miraé: Let's just go next door and ask Uncle Armin & Aunt Annie about it.
Armin was speechless and red with embarassment while Annie cackled at the poor twins. Afterwards, Annie sent a photo of the twins in their family group chat with the caption "Please come pick up your kids at our house after you're done maintaining Mikasa's plumbing 🍆💧💧" 🤣
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Gosh, I really, really enjoyed working on this. Thanks again for the Ask, Anonie 🙈💕💋
#ReiKasa#ReiKasa asks#ReiKasa fic#ReiKasa fic asks#reiner x mikasa#ReiKasa headcanons#ReiKasa reimagines#ReiKasa sexy headcanons#strictly ReiKasa#ReiKasaverse#ReiKasa Modern AU#ReiKasa smut#snk smut#aot smut#its gotta be you#by NightDuchess#ReiKasa kink!time
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Trouble The Water
[ Alastor x Ester]
Summary: When the coven sings danger comes. When the coven calls Ester will fight.
Genre: N/A
Warning(s): None
Word count: 1,368
A/N: I made headcanons that Ester still sings gospel music in hell and so does her coven. So I just wanted to write out this little bit here.
Territory was a gambling man's worst nightmare when it came to Hell. When the dealer left the table and turned a blind eye to the players. There was no way in telling who would be the cheater. Everyone had an itching to count their cards and check the dealer's hand. They will flip over their duke and call their move to win. They would bid a higher fee for the dealer to make them the winner. But if someone chose to draw a higher number, the dealer had no choice to pull out and allow them to settle. Lucifer always allowed them to settle. With catfights and endless floods of blood, the table would settle, and someone came out on top. As long as no one touched the dealer's deck nor pinched his pocket, any territory was a free for all. Lucifer always stood behind the table, cutting the cards and cutting them six times, waiting for the next merciless fight. Ester told herself she wouldn't play Lucifer's game with the ruthless. Yet she found herself counting her cards and telling him to hit her with another one. She lost the first game to a man with a buzzing face. Nothing much than her necklace and the rings on her fingers were now his. She promised she would never lose again; she would count their cards and watch their faces and take their winnings.
Her white dress never stained and her needlework only got better. Ester could stitch her name through someone's neck as a reminder; she not only brought them down but that she also owned them. Every person she fought now belonged to her one way or another. Big names overloads even wore her name in secret. They were the one's that begged her not to tell anyone, never let anyone see the beautiful blue threads forever laced through her skin. The first fight she had ever been in taught her she was now carrying energy she didn't have before. She wasn't human anymore. She could do things she never imagines, and that set her on a rampage towards the waters. She wanted to stand above and watch her competitors drown in the murky red pools of the swamps. She wanted to see their final moment before they were sucked further down in the depths.
That's how her haven for the not so wicked was found at the recently vacant plantation house (oh how fitting) that sat on risen land enclosed by the red swamp. The couple that owned it before her begged her to spare them, that the house nor the land was theirs. Their clamorous cries were silenced by thread, and soon they were thrown over the porch to Jezebel and Cain. Ester once lived alone, counting the days in Hell, waiting for the loas to figure out her true ending. Over time to her heart found space for other citizens of Hell would don't truly belong there, and she welcomed them. The many rooms in the house filled with a newfound family. To Ester, they were unforchant victims of circumstances. To her followers, she was Mama Ester, the demon who walked among the living and the dead. She was powerful, she cared, and that was enough for them to devote themselves to her. Ester now found herself standing in the water standing above new members baptizing them to their new freedom with her.
Ester had no idea what she was doing, but she knew she had to keep them safe now. That meant when one of them got word that someone wanted to come and fight Ester for her land. The coven would fight with her. This was home and no one was going to take that away.
"Stand in the water and we will welcome them with a song from our ancestors."
Clenching their beads and fanning themselves with decorative fan, the coven stood in the waters around the house and sung their song. Their white clothes turned red from the knee up and their heads held high. Their ghostly haunting voices could be heard before the person made it to the water lands. The words were clear as day as they sang of how the waters would become disturbed if fighting came crawling.
Wade in the water
Wade in the water
Children wade, in the water
God's gonna trouble the water
Anyone that heard the call of Ester's followers knew a battle was about to start. It was their war call. It was their gospel.
See dat band all dressed in white
God's gonna trouble the water
The leader looks like the Israelites
God's gonna trouble the water
Whoever came from the dirt path that led from the pentagram was no longer safe. The waters started to ripple, and Ester's white dress turned to the colour of blood. Her followers rose their hands to the sky and gave her their powers. They whispered her name in a chant. Ester flicked her fan close and crossed her hands in front of her body.
See dat band all dressed in red
God's gonna trouble the water
It looks like the band Ester led
God's gonna trouble the water
When the vegetation rustled the coven lowered their voice to a hum. First came the shadow of a fearful man, then came the static, lastly came the man himself all dressed in red. Ester walked forward slowly, ready for anything that may come her way, stalking carefully just enough to heed her warning.
"You are not welcomed here." She spoke low and stoic, not an ounce of friendliness anywhere. The demon only laughed and looked around her to all the others. Then he looked towards the house, impressed with how lively it looked. The static grew louder but Ester didn't falter and stood her ground. The red demon said nothing and rose his fingers to his mouth to blow a whistle. Ester drew her fan open and swallowed. Around her feet, the waters still rippled like a hungry stomach. Waiting for her to move her hand and swallow this demon alive.
"My dear," the demon began to speak. "I think you've misunderstood. This land doesn't belong to you, a matter of fact it didn't belong to the people you took it from." His voice was familiar, soothing yet scared as it crackled. Ester looked down when she saw large shadows swim around her. Her alligators swam towards him and poked out of the water like cats. He called them by their names, names only Ester and one other person knew. This made her uneasy. "This belongs to me, just like these dashing gators." The demon walked into the water with a swagger of arrogance and confidence.
He petted the top of the gators head and snapped his fingers for them to swim away. His smile grew wider once he was closer to Ester and could map out every inch of her face. Oh, he had heard of the trouble a demon was causing in his territories. He attuned his ears to the radio waves every time he heard the coven's call. He found it very ironic they song gospel in Hell of all places. Was Heaven sending angels down again to clean up a mess? The demon just had to know!
Never had he imagine that surely an angel was sent but not for the right reasons. This angel wore no halo but only a white bandana. This angel didn't smile nor had grinning eyes. This angel was broken and had fallen.
"I haven't heard that song in years," The demon chuckled and closed his eyes to hum a bit of it. "Oh, how it brings back sweet members of my days alive. I troubled the waters all the time. I settled them as well; I even fed them every once and a while an unwanted guest."
"Just like bad jambalaya." Ester's words were shaky.
The radio demon's eyes grew ten times wide then lowers like the moon sun falling over the horizon, "Just like bad Jambalaya." The demon stood very close to Ester and hooked a finger under her chin to raise her head. "My little lamb, oh how it's been so long."
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𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 (and the lyrics they vibe with)
Tagged by: @ihavenoside
Tagging: @creatorofclay, @dulcis-pythonissam, @sacrificedforthecause, @aurumhearts (Barbie~), and anybody who hasn’t done it yet~
Music Chloe vibes with, although she wouldn’t refer to it as such
1.Defying Gravity (Wicked) 2. Home (Beauty and the Beast) 3. Tightrope (Greatest Showman) 4. Fly me to the moon (Anna cover) 5. Bound to you (Christina Aguilera)
#4 is also what I headcanon her singing voice to be very close to.
1. Defying Gravity - Wicked
Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game
Too late for second guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes and leap
It's time to try Defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity And you can't pull me down
2. Home (Beauty and the Beast)
Is this home? Is this what I must learn to believe in? Try to find something good In this tragic place
Just in case I should stay here forever Held in this empty space Oh, but that won't be easy I know the reason why My heart's far, far away
Home's a lie Is this home? Am I here for a day or forever? Shut away From the world until who knows when
Oh, but then As my life has been altered once It can change again Build higher walls around me Change every lock and key Nothing lasts Nothing holds all of me My heart's far, far away Home and free
3. Tightrope (Greatest Showman) Honestly the whole dang song is her and Elijah
Some people long for a life that is simple and planned Tied with a ribbon Some people won't sail the sea 'cause they're safer on land To follow what's written But I'd follow you to the great unknown Off to a world we call our own
Hand in my hand and we promised to never let go We're walking the tightrope High in the sky We can see the whole world down below We're walking the tightrope Never sure, never know how far we could fall But it's all an adventure That comes with a breathtaking view Walking the tightrope
Mountains and valleys, and all that will come in between Desert and ocean You pulled me in and together we're lost in a dream Always in motion So I risk it all just to be with you And I risk it all for this life we choose
4. Fly me to the moon (Anna cover) Her go-to cooking song.
Fly me to the moon Let me play among the stars Let me see what spring is like On a, Jupiter and Mars In other words, hold my hand In other words, baby, kiss me
Fill my heart with song And let me sing for ever more You are all I long for All I worship and adore In other words, please be true In other words, I love you
5. Bound to you (Christina Aguilera)
Sweet love, sweet love Trapped in your love I've opened up, unsure I can trust My heart and I were buried in dust Free me, free us
You're all I need when I'm holding you tight If you walk away I will suffer tonight
I found a man I can trust And boy, I believe in us I am terrified to love for the first time Can't you see that I'm bound in chains? I finally found my way I am bound to you I am bound to you
So much, so young, I've faced on my own Walls I built up became my home I'm strong and I'm sure there's a fire in us Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath we're just one beating heart And I brace myself, please don't tear this apart
Suddenly the moment's here I embrace my fears All that I have been carrying all these years Do I risk it all, come this far just to fall, fall?
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Hey there! I have a TUA theory that's been going through my head for weeks, and I'd love to hear what you think of it/if you can expand it in any way. Basically, I wonder if the powers the Hargreeves siblings have are somehow linked to the country they were born in. Luther, who has a Norther-European-sounding name, has a Viking's strenght, Klaus is from Austria/Germany, countries with a long history of wars (and therefore, death), Vanya is from Russia, homeland to great composers... (1/2)
(2/2)… a friend of mine suggested that Five could be from England, a country which used to control most of the world, because he can go wherever he pleases. I have a couple of ideas about the others, but I’m less sure about them. I’d love to get your feedback on this, and maybe hear your ideas! I think you do a magnificent job on your account (I literally opened my account today cause I couldn’t get enough of the content in your blog!) All the love, and thanks in advance!
Hey! Oh wow, thank you so much!! It makes me so happy to know people are enjoying my blog - so much so that you started your own, that’s amazing! I’m looking forward to seeing what you write: this is a great theory to start with, and I have had some ideas about the characters’ origins before, so let’s see what we can tease out of it: Now, let’s start by saying that we don’t have actual canon confirmation of the siblings’ origin and ethnicities (at least not that I can recall). For one, it’d be inaccurate to try and assume anything from the comics because the style is not true-to-life. However, what we can say is that Netflix’s casting choices for the show brought a much clearer diversity to our (anti)hero family. This is a good backlash against the prevalent whitewashing in tv and film (specifically Hollywood) of the last few years, but (1, is it diverse enough? and 2) it raises the question of how far we should read into the ethnicities of the cast as reflective of the characters. We must be careful not to 1) confuse comic canon with tv canon, and 2) conflate or assume things about a character identity based on assumptions about the actor/actress, unless they are qualities the cast themselves want to give their character. For instance, I’ve no idea if Cody Ray Thompson is Jewish, but he has confirmed (along with sharing a ton of other personal headcanons) that Dave was Jewish, based on Dave’s surname in on the dogtags. Meanwhile, Robert Sheehan disguises his Irish accent, therefore we can’t assume Klaus is Irish just because Robert is. Accent is a pretty big signifier, tbf, so this one is probably pretty obvious.
So what can we use as identifiers? Language cues, for one. Although it’s not conclusive evidence, we can theorise that Klaus knows a little German, and speculate that he wanted to feel connected to his German/Austrian heritage and distance himself from his upbringing. Therefore, from a linguistic perspective, names are also quite telling.
(They could have always been picked out of a hat, of course, but that’s no fun, and name meanings are so beautifully subjective.) This actually ties in with my own ideas on name analysis and what they can tell us about each character. (It’s in my drafts somewhere, but it’s only rudimentary so far). I was inspired when I saw this post [x]. What I had not considered, though, is how their heritage might be alluded to through their powers. The point about Russian composers is really interesting. Of course, other countries have great composers too, so how do we prove that link? If I had any classical music knowledge, I’d look through both the comics and the show for songs Vanya plays, or music associated with her in the show, or see if there’s any background details that could point to Russian composers in association with her character. Klaus, Germanic, means ‘victory of the people’. It originated from the Greek Nikolaos (coincidentally… so does Nikki. Just throwing that out there). It sounds heroic, but Klaus is decidedly anti-heroic for most of the first season. So perhaps we can interpret him as, quite literally, not living up to his name. Then there’s the elephant in the room: his untapped potential. Within that meaning, ‘victory of the people’, there’s connotations of conflict (and therefore death); revolution; the underdog rising up out of oppression. As Klaus does. Of course, if we’re talking about German heritage and conflict, we’ve got to mention WW2. There could be tenuous parallels to be made between Reginald and toxic ideologies like Nazism, and the outfit he wears as he stands in the door of the mausoleum did remind me of the uniforms of SS soldiers in Schindler’s List. But honestly, that would need fact-checking against reality, not another movie, and I don’t really want to touch Nazism any further than that without proper research. Nonetheless, I do wonder what the reaction would be to a man with a German name meeting a man with a Jewish name just 20 years after the end of WW2. However, I’d be more inclined to think about that name meaning again - victory of the people - and how it might allude to the Berlin Wall. But again, I’d need to research, because I know next to nothing about it. Could any of this explain his power to see the dead, though? If Klaus was intended to be Germany personified, specifically history of Germany wars and ideological conflicts, I’d say - it’s a stretch. There could be something there about carrying your past with you, learning from it instead of rejecting it, but it’s too vague. I also had brief thoughts on Luther. It is also a Germanic name, likewise derived from Greek, and means ‘soldier of the people’. In Greek, it derives from a word meaning ‘free’. Now, Luther is the conventional hero to Klaus’s antihero. (Does that place them on two sides of the metaphorical wall?) Where Klaus does not live up to his name, Luther does. He is the people’s soldier, with the strong moral conviction to protect and dish out justice. To that end, strength plays into that image. That said, I don’t know if there’s any signifiers from Luther’s character about his ethnic origins other than his name. However, the German theologist Martin Luther, founder of Lutheranism, is thought to be a key namesake for ‘Luther’. Martin Luther was seminal to the Reformation of the Roman Catholic Church, from which Lutheranism was born. Of course, the topic of religion might not relate directly to Luther, but the ideological crisis surrounding the Protestant Reformation - devote worship of a higher power, and a crisis of free will following challenges to predestination (all events in one’s life are predetermined by God) - could be equated with Luther’s crisis of faith in Reginald. All that being said, I also have a very vague recollection from my research that it also literally means ‘strong’. So. Mystery solved?As for Five, I really don’t think we can conclude anything that wouldn’t be pure headcanon. He’s an enigma, and is likely to stay that way. The only thing I can say is that his name - just a number - makes him elusive, hard to pin down, just like his powers. And, just a final thought: what purpose would it serve, to have heritage linked to powers? Sure, there’s the implication of the effect it has on identity as a whole, which is the underlying assumption of this entire post. But what else does it imply, to use these powers for good (or bad)? Global unification? We know that Hargreeves’s entire purpose for the Academy is to ‘save the world’, but even though they are facing down the apocalypse, the show makes it feel very personal, not universal. A family united.
#oops#this got very long#long post#ask#answered#nikkiwrites#tua#the umbrella academy#character analysis#name analysis#identity#ethnicity#it's been a long time since I wrote anything on cultural identities lmk if I said anything stupid#vanya hargreeves#luther hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#five tua#etymology#names#name meanings#will source my research later#power analysis#superpowers#antihero#stereotypes#linguistics
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Would you write a headcanon where mare and cal have a daughter (maybe like 3 years old) and mare takes her swimming without cal knowing, and then cal shows up and loses it and the kid is confused and mare is trying not to die of laughter? It seems like a cute way to show what a fuck-up cal is. I love your work!
Swimming Lessons
Gather round children for Story TIME!!!!!!!! (Song of Fire AU Universe Cause fuck yeah, baby Kira. Also Cal’s a fuck up in the universe anyway, so it only makes sense for him to continue being a fuck up)
“Hurry up mommy!” Kira shouts ahead of me, already down by the water, she is bouncing from her toes to her heels like she could make me come down to the river faster just by doing that. I follow her, picking my way down the riverbank carefully, keeping an eye out for loose stones. At the bottom, I set down my bundle of towels, and then say, “Alright, we’ll start carefully, no rushing into things young lady.”
Kira smirks at me, and for a moment I wonder if that’s what I look like when I’m right about to cause a heap of trouble. Still, I shake my head to hide my own smile, and then beckon her toward me. She seems to dance toward me, and I hold her steady while I pull her shirt over her head and help her wiggle out of her pants. She giggles the whole time, and only holds still long enough for me to pull her hair back into a loose braid. It’s gotten long, and a few days ago I could have sworn that I saw a few strands of grey near the ends. In the end it had only been a thin sheet of clay from the pit that she and Clara had been messing around in earlier that day.
Now, I stand slowly and pull my shirt over my head as well, saying, “Alright, it’s not too deep, but it’s deep enough and the current is strong enough that you might feel a little pull,” I set my shirt on hers, and then pull my boots and socks off, “I dont want you to be afraid though, mommy will be right there the whole time.”
When I look up, she’s standing on the back of the river her toes digging trenches in the mud while she giggles to herself. I sigh at the fact that her attention span is worse than any child I’ve ever seen, and then finish setting my things to the side. She glances at me over her shoulder, and the dappled shade that she stands in makes her eyes glow as a shaft of light cuts across them. I give her a gentle smile as I comes to stand next to her, and then take her hand in mine. She stops giggling immediately, her eyes widening as I take a step into the cold water and then another, pulling her along with me. She tugs my hand back to shore and then says, “I wanna go back mommy, I wanna go back.”
“It’s alright Kira,” I whisper as I slowly sink down into the water so that I’m floating slightly. She shakes her head and tries to pull me back to shore with her, but I pull her a little father out and insist, “I’m not going to let anything happen darling, mommy promises.”
She looks at me with wide terror filled eyes, but ends up taking a hesitant step toward me, and lets out a yelp of surprise when she steps over the drop off and into the deeper water. I leap forward, grabbing her underneath her arms and lifting her up so that her head is above the water. She paddles for a moment, crying out for me, before I wrap my arms around her and let her wrap her arms around my neck while I remain crouched in the water so that we’re both covered. She whimpers and buries her head in my shoulder and cries, “I dont wanna swim anymore mommy, I wanna go back!”
“It’s alright Kira, it’s alright.” I soothe, as I slowly turn us in a circle, rubbing her back gently in the way I used to calm her down as a baby. Her lip quivers against my shoulder, and she clings tightly to me, like she might slip into the waters and remain down there if she lets go.
After a few minutes though, she loosens her grip just slightly and I smile as I tease, “Silly goose, it’s not so bad now is it?”
She shakes her head and glances around at the dense grove of trees around us, before dropping one of her arms so that it trails in the water. After a second of that, she giggles to herself, and then splashes the water for a moment, amusing herself with it. After another couple seconds though, she lets go of me completely. She splashes into the water, and then comes up paddling, her eyes wide in panic as she cries, “mommy, mommy!”
“I’m right here baby.” I say as I wrap an arm underneath her and let her balance there while she paddles on her own. She coughs on the water for a moment and I lift her a little higher, urging her to keep her mouth closed until she lifts her head up to breathe. She follows my intstructions to the letter, and soon, she allows me to help her move. She’s a remarkably good at swimming, considering who her father is, and picks up the movements easily.
An hour later, when both of our hands look like prunes, she swims a few feet away from me, and then says, “Watch me mommy, watch me!”
I laugh and then say, “I’m watching darling.”
With a giggle she dunks her head under and stays under for a few seconds. She comes bursting up to the surface right in front of me though, and spits and small stream of water at my face. I laugh at that and then say breathlessly, “oh no, the river monster’s sprayed its poison in my face!”
She shrieks at the new game, and then leaps at me, screaming, “River monster! River monster!”
I laugh as I catch her and then toss her up into the air slightly. She laughs and then comes splashing down. When she comes back to the surface, she spits more water in my face and then glances over my shoulder. Her eyes widen and she starts paddling toward shore shouting, “Dada! Dada!”
My head whips around to see Cal pacing the shore, his eyes on his daughter. He eyes the water with the fear only a burner can have, and then reaches out for Kira as soon as she’s in arms reach. She reaches out for him and says, “Dada come swim!”
He fishes her out of the water before she can say another word, and then sets her on the dry ground demanding to know what she thinks she’s doing. She blinks at him and then says in a very assertive voice that she must be picking up from Cal, she says, “silly dada, mommy and I are swimming.”
Cal’s eyes slowly come to land on me, as I make my way out of the water, wringing my hair out. I glance at him and then tease, “yeah, silly dada, don’t you know any better?”
“Any better? I would have loved to have known better, but it seems that I’ve been left out of the loop, again.” He chokes, his eyes flying between the two of us, taking in his dripping wetter daughter and then me. I have to bite my cheek to keep from laughing out loud at his expression. I didn’t think he was going to come looking for us, and so I hadn’t really told him about me and Kira’s little outing. Our daughter had been cooped up all day though, and it was too nice of a day to pass it by sitting inside of that ridiculous palace.
Kira crosses her arms at his words and then says, “Mommy and I didn’t go far this time, we went right here.”
Our daughter had expertly referred to the time when I’d taken her out to see the stars late at night. I’d picked a field a good mile for the palace and had set up a little blanket for us. She’d fallen asleep against my side, and I would have probably done the same, if Cal hadn’t shown up with almost half of his forces looking for us. He had an annoying habit of panicking when both of us went missing, citing the fact that Kira was technically the crown princess, and it was dangerous for her to be out like that. There had been a very long, very loud, argument between the two of us over that a few hours later. Whether or not raising our daughter like she was a normal child, or a palace brat as I’d referred to it as, was better.
Even now, it looks like this might spiral into an argument. Sighing at that, I walk over to grab the towels and on my way there I say, “I made sure she didn’t have any more lessons for the day.”
“That’s not the problem, Mare.” Cal replies, as he turns his frustration on me. I huff in annoyance at that fact and then return to wrap Kira in her towel. “Well, it certainly must be part of it.” I smile at Kira then and press a soft kiss on her nose. She giggles and then kisses me nose back, our own private little thing. She has her own things that she does with Cal, but this is ours.
I help Kira dry off after that, and then help her wrap her hair in the towel so that it can dry. Behind me, I can feel Cal fuming, and I almost laugh at the absurdity of his anger. Kira was fine, everything was fine, he had no reason to be angry. I glance at him over my shoulder with a raised brow then and tease, “Unless you’re angry that you got left out again, in which case that’s not my fault. You were the one who scheduled seven meetings back to the back today.”
He opens his mouth to argue, only to snap it closed again and huff at the truth in my words. I smirk at him and then turn around to wrap Kira in another towel. I gather her up in my arms then and say, “You’re more than welcome to come join us for swimming tomorrow though.”
His eyes narrow and he says, “Maybe I will.”
“Fantastic,” I say, before standing on my toes to press a light kiss on the bottom of his jaw, “Same time tomorrow, right after lunch. Don’t be late.”
He flips around to say something but I’m already bending down to gather up me and Kira’s clothes. Our daughter giggles in my arms and lets me set her on her feet so she can carry her own little bundle. She turns around to look at Cal then and says, “I thought dada hated swimming.”
I snort to hide a laugh as Cal flushes silver with embarrassment. Ruffling Kira’s hair, I bend down to whisper in her ear, “He doesn’t hate swimming, he’s just a scaredy cat.”
“A scaredy cat?!” Kira cries in disbelief before looking at her father. If it was possible for Cal to blush even more, he does so, and then murmurs, “I’m not scared, I just don’t care for water.”
“Sure dada,” Kira waves her hand in mock dismissal and then starts to climb up the hill. At that, I laugh, and then wink at Cal who throws a glare in my direction.
“You can’t argue with the truth,” I tease as I wrap my arm around his and pull him up to the top of the ravine. He huffs and then says, “I’ll show you who’s afraid of water.”
“I’m sure you will Cal,” I say with a smile as I nudge him with my hip. His mood finally seems to break and he rolls his eyes at my teasing. I nudge him again though and say, “But you and I could always come back here when it’s dark, the water’s fantastic.”
He chuckles and then slowly drops his head to breathe against my ear, making me laugh, “I can think of a million better things to do than swimming lessons.”
Ahahaha, Song of Fire is back, and Kira is back. I love this universe, and I love this little munchkin. Kira is really high up there on my list of fav OCs, she’s just so tiny and adorable. I can’t wait to write more. ((((: Thanks for giving me a reason to go back to this universe.
#(*ask lily*)#(*Shut up lily*)#song of fire#kira the adorable munchkin returns#i love her so much#red queen#glass sword#kings cage#my fanfics
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Hello I am here to ask you about your headcanons about elves *chinhands*
and i will point you towards this post here, which only begins to break the surface of my headcanons about elves. And then i’m going to ramble at you too, because i am nowhere near done. You get the “headcanons about elvish / mortal interaction” ramble that makes fuck all sense i’m sorry
- in general, elves really don’t give a fuck about men, and even less of a fuck about hobbits. This quote really sums it up for me:
“It is not easy for us to tell the difference between two mortals,’ said the elf. ‘Nonsense, Lindir,’ snorted Bilbo. ‘if you can’t distinguish between a Man and a Hobbit, your judgement is poorer than i imagined. They’re as different as peas and apples.’ ‘Maybe. To sheep other sheep no doubt appear different,’ laughed Lindir. ‘Or to shepherds. But mortals have not been our study. We have other business’. (FotR, book II, chapter 1, ‘Many meetings’)
and this is from an elf in residence in Rivendell, which, out of all the third age elvish settlements, probably has the most interaction with mortals. Even so, mortals apparently rate not much higher than sheep. I imagine the shepherd Lindir references is supposed to be Elrond, lol.
- that said, elves in general pay more attention to dwarves than they do to men. possibly because they have longer lifespans, but also because dwarves have much longer memories, and friendships and grudges often carry over through multiple generations. That said, there’s that post which points out that elves didn’t understand the concept of mortality until Beor died, despite having been in close contact with the dwarves for centuries...
- This post is now being interrupted to bring you some unasked for Maglor headcanons, sorry! Maglor never actually speaks in anything other than old Valinorian Quenya. However, you know that scene at the start of FotR? where Galadriel is talking and you can hear the sindarin in the background, just a couple of beats behind? imagine that, in reverse. Now you’ve got Maglor talking! He knows a huge amount of languages and he tends to mimic dialects very well (bc, you know, telepathic). He learnt Khuzdul from Aule, because why wouldn’t he? Aule is the God of Craft and Maglor’s craft is Language. Anyway, as far as i’m concerned, Maglor never actually threw the silmaril in the sea, that’s just a nice poetic ending that conveniently started being spread after he disappeared. I think he met up with Elros, Elrond, and Celebrimbor, got Celebrimor to build him a lantern in which he could keep the silmaril, and went off exploring and learning new languages and occasionally turning up in Numenor, Eregion, and Rivendell to talk to his sons and nephew and bring them presents.
- now that we are talking about elves and languages, most elves don’t bother learning westron, especially in the hidden cities like Lothlorien. More elves speak it in Rivendell, if only so they can compose rude songs about travellers.
- oh! speaking of rude songs about travellers in Rivendell, mortals don’t have mental shielding, and elves tend to forget not to read their minds, which sometimes leads to awkwardness. Or rude songs.
- and mortals find it hard to live among elves, for a number of reasons. a. Telepathy. b. they don’t really sleep?? and if they do, it’s definitely not at night. I think that they probably have a period of quiet in the middle of the day where you either sleep or spend time with family or have sex, so that come midnight you are ready to party. Elves definitely find mortals need to sleep eight hours every day utterly bemusing. The only time they would need to sleep that long all at once would be if they didn’t sleep at all for, like, a month.
- Don’t drink Elvish alcohol. You’ve been warned.
#madmaenad#Rachel Speaks!#headcanons#silmarillion headcanons#elvish headcanons#elves#Silmarilion#silm
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Herein I commit the chronicle of the traveler. Shepherd to the stars in the dark. Though the world be sundered and our souls set adrift, where you walk, my dearest friend, fate shall surely follow. For yours is the Fourteenth seat—the seat of Azem.
I thought about making an official post about this for a bit and know that other wol also have similar thought that the wol is reincarnation of Azem. I do love this because it allows us to add so much more to our wol stories.
It's important to note that the backstory I have for Azem Stella goes a bit off canon, but mostly diverging into my own thing for her. A lot of Azem backstory is a mystery aside from small hints we get throughout Shadowbringers and Endwalker. The biggest one is when people refer to wol as looking very similar to Azem. They will always refer to Azem as either a man or woman depending on the gender of your wol. I thought long and hard what I wanted Stella version of Azem to look like and after some debate eventually came up with this.
When the way forward is hidden even from the mind's eye, look not to the invocation, but within yourself. These were the words of the crystal's original bearer.
I do want to cover Azem history before Final Fantasy XIV, as we know the seat of Azem used to be held by Venat, who didn't return to the aetherial sea after completing her duties. The next Azem was Venat's friend and protégé, who is noted being less than half Venat age when they first spared. This is mentioned during the main story quest where wol spares with Venat, who seems to know that the Warrior of Light is reincarnation of her friend.
Azem is also confirmed to be friend with Hades, also known as Emet-Selch and Hythlodeaus. As someone who tended to solve problems they fan into without seeking counsel or approval from the other Convocation members. This caused them to become quite a problem to their fellow Convocation members. A lot of Azem Stella Story runs same as much of what is revealed in the game. One thing I do want to point out is Azem opposed the Convocation's plan to sacrifice Elidibus and sacrifice their own people just to advert the final days.
It was during this time that Azem's soul and being were split into fourteen by the sundering, the ultimate result of Hydaelyn and Zodiark's battle. It was because they were against this plan that the Convocation considered Azem unworthy of having their memories preserved in a constellation crystal like the other members. It was only because of Emet-Selch acting behind his brothers backs did he create Azem's Crystal and imbued it with his friend's signature incantation, the ability to summon allies from a far. Which as we have seen the Wol has used multiple times to call fourth other Wol's from afar to assist them in various battles. It's stated that the greater part of Azem's soul would be reincarnated as the Warrior of Light, while the First's fragment would be Ardbert. It's why our Wol was able to see Ardbert when he visited them as a ghost. It is also why Ardbert was able to help stop the light progression in the final fight with Hades. Ryne makes a mention after better that Warrior of light soul is healed, which we can assume supports theory that the Azem soul in Ardbert merged with the Warrior of Light's soul.
Anyway, for my Azem backstory like stated it follows a lot of what is stated above aside from the fact that I do head canon that it was during this time that Stella Azem met and fell in love with G'raha's Ancient. I know a few people have thought of a similar thing but this relates to my overall story that they meet and fell in love with each other no matter what life time it is. First being before FFXIV, the next with Mako and T'sori and finally Stella and G'raha. They have a powerful love that surpasses time itself and keep meeting each other. It also adds to angst part of story when they are separated by fate.. I am a sucker for reincarnation stories and since ffxiv pretty much confirmed it is possible in this universe I am running with it.
I do also like the theory that Emet and Azem cared deeply for each other maybe more than friends but this would depend on the writer. I am up for writing any ships with Azem-Stella as long as writer and I build on that dynamic and follow the rules I have for shipping. Would love to write stuff prior to the final days too. I see so much cute stuff related to Azem and their time with Venet, Emet, and Hythlodeaus.
#— ❛❛ // AZEM STELLA ¦ Herein I commit the chronicle of the traveler・ 「 Headcanons」#— ❛❛ // STELLA CAELUM ¦ High#oh higher Carrying our song ・ 「 Headcanons」#ew spoilers#shb spoilers#ffxiv spoilers
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Easter Sunday Modern Au
For the Christmas Shoes Storyline So I've decided to write a small headcanon about how I picture the Bjorman family celebrating Easter. Oh and Happy Resurrection Sunday! Growing up, Anna loved going to Easter Service with her family. She loved dressing up in pretty bright colors, like blue and yellow with sunflowers on her dress. She would often sing all of the hymns from the church books sitting in the pews right in front of her and her sister. Heck, she even loved hearing the bible verses and the prayers afterwards. On the hand, she didn't even mind eating the free chocolate donuts and drinking the chocolate milk afterwards. After she had left her sister for Hans, she didn't even return to their second home, which was her family's church. She not only didn't return, but she couldn't due to the rigorous hours that she had to work for that weekend. Oh how she longed to return there, yet she didn't want to upset her pimp boyfriend. Therefore, she had to bury her faith deep inside her. By then, she felt like she betrayed her faith and was ashamed for what she had done to her own body. Fast forward to the present time. When both Anna and Kristoff had gotten married, Anna had made it very clear that she wanted their family to attend church and to be faithful to their beliefs. So they both agreed to attend church regularly on Sunday mornings. So they decided to join Kristoffs parents at a small community church, a perfect fit for their family. So with that being said, the Bjorman family continued continued on going to church every Sunday and even attending to the children's programs on Wednesday nights. For their Easter tradition Anna wanted to instill the idea of having a family tradition set for Easter for her young family. She wanted to make sure that their children would know what the actual meaning of Easter was. Yes she liked the idea of decorating eggs and the bunny, but she still wanted them to know who Jesus was and how he died on the cross for everyone sins. So her and her husband have decided to read the kids version of the Easter story to their children on Good Friday, and the Resurrection on Easter Sunday. Plus they were prepared to answer their children's questions if there were any. On Easter Sunday, Anna and Kristoff had planned out their children's Sunday best. For the girls, Anna laid out two pastel color dresses, with the hues of pink laced at the end of the dress and short sleeves. The girls were also wearing their hair in two plaits, with small roses at the tails end. They even had marching white shoes with tiny straps on them. For the boys, Kristoff picked out the nicest shirts and pants there was for little ones. The polo collared shirts were plain and light blue with a small pocket on their chest. Their pants were all black with small pockets on the sides. Anna didn't mind Kristoff's choice in clothes; in fact, she praised him for his work. By the next morning the entire family was ready for Easter Sunday. When Easter Service began, Anna smiled at the thought of their family singing to the old hymns that she knew as a child. Her heart fluttered when she heard her eldest child, Laura, was singing "He Lives" with all of her own might. She then held her daught close and followed along with the lyrics. Kristoff smiled at the thought of watching their other three children sitting down and coloring in the books that were donated by the congregation. "Something to keep them occupied." He thought while humming to "There's Power in the Blood". Both him and his wife laughed as they watched the younger ones playfully clapping their hands, while coloring, to "I'll Fly Away". Laura had gotten excited when she heard her new favorite song from the church choir. "Mommy their singing my favorite song!" She squealed with excitement. "I know baby." Anna giggled. "Our God is greater," Laura began, " our God is stronger. God You are higher than any other!" At the end of the worship songs, the entire Bjorman family relaxed while listening to their pastor's message about Resurrection Sunday. Anna loved hearing the message, despite having little miss Elizabeth dozing off in her lap. She sighed at the thought of adjusting her daughter's sleeping postion, while trying to read the bible and follow the message. Kristoff just smirked as he watched his wife holding their daughter while reading the bible at the same time. He knew that the young ones would be tired during the service, yet he also wanted them to at least hear the message no matter what. Also, he was in the same position like her, but instead he had both little Robbie on his chest and Charlie laying his little head next to Kristoff's side (Charlie took up two additional seats in order to be comfortable.) Luckily, Laura was wide awake during the service. At the end of the service, both Anna and Kristoff went out to lunch with their family and the grandparents. Mama Bulda loved to go out to eat with her son and his family. She did her very best at helping them out with the young ones at the restaurant table, especially when it came to the the entertainment part. After their family lunch was over, the Bjorman family made their way home in order to spend time with one another. Later on that night, Anna quickly pulled out a movie about the Resurrection and placed in the DVD player. From there, the children had got to watch the kid friendly version of how Jesus saved the world. Later on in their lives, Kristoff slowly introduced the Mel Gibson Version called The Passion of the Christ. Still to this day, they carry on the tradition of celebrating Easter Sunday as a family.
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Tagged by: @quatral
Rules: Tag nine people (yeah that’s not happening lol)
Relationship status: What’s a relationship? hahaha *sobbing*
Favorite color: Probably a light desaturated purple right now, but I love a few specific shades of pretty much every color
Pets: Until very recently I had a black cat named Lewis; he was 15 when he passed away unexpectedly. We still have his brother, a grey tabby named Jake - and recently got a white-with-black-spots half-pit puppy named Octavia (Tavi for short).
Wake up: Recently I’ve been getting up around 10:30. I am not, never have been, and probably never WILL be, an early riser.
Cats or dogs: Cats. Absolutely cats. I like dogs, but they’re harder and have so much energy and I have no idea what they’re thinking at any given point in time. I know cats like I know myself.
Coke or Pepsi: Coke. Pepsi has always tasted gross to me *shrug*
Day or Night: Night. The dark is calm and quiet and easier on the eyes. I can walk around and not feel like people are watching me. And I get all my best ideas at night - drawing is easier at night.
Text or call: That depends. Communication is so much easier to me over a call - but texting is so much less stressful if it’s someone I need to be careful around (and not sound like an idiot to). I’d rather text bosses / coworkers / student peers, but call friends and family I guess?
Chapstick or lipstick: Neither. I low-key wish I knew of a lipstick color that wouldn’t look stupid on me, but since I don’t really wear makeup it’d probably stick out no matter what, and I’d feel like a fool experimenting. Especially since it’s expensive. As for chapstick, I wear it when I have to, but for the most part I don’t like the oily feel of it.
City or country: Country. I like the quiet, and the stars at night. The bugs (praying mantises! milipedes! damselfies! lacewings!), the plants, and the freedom to be outside without feeling observed (usually). I could lay mostly naked in a hammock in the windy shade on a hot day if I wanted to! Without having to worry about someone being disgusted by my fat haha
Last book I read: Oh god I’m not sure. I go through like, waves, of wanting to read, and having zero interest in reading. The most recent wave, all I’ve read is fanfics. Before that I went through another dystopia craze, but got peeved off with like 4 different series and never finished any of them. I can’t actually remember what the last book I finished was... the last book I STARTED reading was Steven King’s Insomnia (which, I’ve read before). It was on my desk by my bed and I read the first chapter a few weeks ago.
Last song i listened to: Shostakovich’s Waltz #2 - which sounds incredibly pretentious xD I’ve been putting together playlists for the bot on a discord server, though, and was just listening to random stuff to see what I wanted to add.
Five facts about me:
1. I sometimes have weirdly vivid and comprehensive dreams. Like, to the point where when I tell people about them, they often think I must have consciously added details or plot points after-the-fact. I do often use dreams as inspiration for most of what I write or draw, but when I tell my dreams as-is, they ARE as-is. Honestly, unconscious me is a much better, much more detail focused story teller than I could hope to be while awake. I can’t take the credit. 2. I will absolutely always want to talk about headcanons and OCs for Harry Potter, Starwars, and Pokemon. Those three are my favorite universes- there’s so much leeway to do your own thing, but within interesting context. Talk to me about wand-cores and what your animagus form and patronuses would be. Tell me what race your jedi/padawan is and what color your light saber is and what your ship is like. Tell me all about your pokemon team and how you got into training and what you carry in your pack. I looooveeee themmmmm 3. I live within 4 hours of Canada - but I’ve never been there; the only time I’ve ever been out of the country, I went to Beijing China for two weeks. Also despite having traveled as far as China - I’ve never even been to the ocean. 4. I come across as really weirdly ‘random’ sometimes, but I think it’s mostly due to an incredibly short attention span. If I have a thought, it’s like I HAVE to follow that new thread. I’ll do this thing where, like, for example - my mom might say “Hey look a butterfly!” and I’ll look up and see this little white butterfly - so I’ll say “oh yeah!”... but then immediately my brain is off - that butterfly reminds me of a monarch we named Karma that we saved from a random summer hail storm - which makes me think about hail, which makes me think about bad weather in general, which reminds me of that time we lived in the trailer park and there was a tornado, and I was really afraid of tornadoes as a kid but one day I found a rock with a tornado pattern on it and I let myself believe it was a talisman that would protect me, but isn’t just “Letting yourself believe something” kind of weird? That gets me thinking about beliefs and religion, which gets me thinking about “okay but what sparked the big bang” and “what if that was the launching of our quantum “program” and higher dimensional beings are our “God”? Which just gets me thinking about the 4th dimension in general and trying to understand it. So I ask my mom “Do you ever think about the 4th dimension?”... but from her point of view the entire interaction was “Hey look a butterfly!” “Oh yeah!” *10 second pause* “Do you ever think about the 4th dimension?” I’m sure it seems less weird over the internet- firstly y’all don’t know what else might have drawn my attention to that new thought (did the tv mention it? did I see a post on my dashboard?), and also it’s probably pretty a fairly common thing anyway- but people irl have expressed a lot of confusion over how I flit from one thing to the next like that. I’ve spent a lot of time trying to backtrack and explain how I got from a song on the radio to that time I found a lightening bug in the grass with my peripheral vision when it only had really dim residual glow and hadn’t even flashed and how weird peripheral vision is in general, for example. 5. I get really upset or defensive if I’m feeling like I’m being misunderstood; especially if someone is telling me ‘how I feel’ or ‘what I think’ and I disagree. My point can be entirely irrelevant, but if I can’t get it across, I get really frustrated with myself. I’ll try to rephrase it a million times just desperately trying to be understood, but the more flustered I am, the less good I am with my words - and to the other person it looks like I’m just being bull headed about the point they THINK I’m making and repeating it over and over. If the argument ends and they still think I meant something I didn’t, I get really self-conscious of what they must think of me as a person, and will probably assume they never want to talk to me again and will tell all their friends about how awful I am. Sometimes I’ll apologize, but I can’t erase the mental image of them judging me for something I never even thought when I talk to them, so when I do, I often try to explain AGAIN at that point in time... and usually that gets them upset again. So usually I don’t apologize at all. But I also don’t usually try to go on as if nothing happened either, because I get all wrapped up in myself and become sure they hate me, so I don’t talk to them at all unless they talk to me first, or it’s been long enough for me to forget it happened (eg. at least a year). So... if we get into an argument where I’ve repeated myself a lot and then I stopped talking to you: I’m not ignoring you because I’m mad, I’m assuming you hate me and am afraid to talk to you any more because you might just be tolerating me (someone you hate and wish would stop talking to you) because you’re nice.
Tagging:
idk, @just-to-express-not-impress and @sonicega and @tuftyfluff Pretty sure everyone else I’d like to tag was already tagged by Quatral, or wouldn’t be interested in doing one of these anyway
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Tyler, Mark, Ethan, Amy and Kathryn HeadCanons’s and Imagines!
This is for my amazing friend @markiplierteamreactions you should go check ‘em out! I think if you like this blog then you’d love their blog much more!! (ALSO: IN THE ORDER AS THE TITLE IS HOW WERE GOING THROUGH THIS) (I have never made something so long oh god)
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(Tyler)
=Movie Night HC:
-Ty would bring you to the movies so you could watch some movies together
-He would always buy your favorite snacks, some popcorn and (there would normally be a stand of hats) would buy you some hats
-He brought his own blanket so you and him could cuddle up together
-You’d whisper cute “Thank you’s” and “I love you’s” during the cute parts and sappy parts of movies
-When the movie finishes he usually grabs your hands and tells you “I love you so much” “You are a piece of my life that I never want to lose”
-He’d kiss you everytime as the both of you walked out the theatre linking arms
-When you’d get home he’s kinda carry you to the couch and you’d just fall asleep in his arms and he’d play with your hair and kiss your forehea
=Apocalypse HC:
-You’d practice Archery and use your skill to kill zombies and people who betrayed you (because honestly who wouldn’t)
-Ty would help you practice while going against zombies “So you hold your arm their and then you pull it back, let go but aim for their eyes or forehead/neck”
-You’d casually walk up to some of the zombies and knee them, grab their neck and snap it
-Ty would use a sword he got from a friend before he turned, and use that to sharpen your arrows and slay zombies (He also always slaysssss in the process)
=Caring Tyler
-You’d start sniffling and sneezing and get hot in cold
-Ty and you would go to sleep but you couldn’t because your throat was too itchy and you felt sweaty
-You woke up at like 5 AM and threw up and Ty rubbed your back
-He’d get you some water and some cold towels
-You’d have the cold wet towel around your neck and chugged the water
-He gives you ice cream and cuddles with you
-He kisses you but you couldn’t protest
-Next day eh sick af and you snicker and say “You should’ve let me protest shortcake”
(Extra add on -AKA V SHORT IMAGINE-) “Y/n come back” Ty made grabby arms and sniffled. You couldn’t help it and found yourself kissing his forehead and rubbing his shoulders. “Thank you baby” “You’re welcome Ty” Ethan put a blanket on the both of you and turned off the lights, and you just heard his soft snores. You too soon fell asleep.
=Come Back, Please
I panicked, looking around for my phone. Finally I saw it and called Tyler. “Hey ba--” you cut him off with a “Hey babe you okay?” “Yes I’m fine, what’s wrong?” he asked with a chuckle. “Nothing! I love you!” You whispered, “I love you too” He hung up. You called for Ethan and he ran to you, he saw you panicking and walking in circles mumbling “He’s okay, he’s fine---no no no he’s gonna crash no”. He grabbed your hand and led you to the couch, trying to calm you down. Nothing worked, you still panicked for your loved one.
As Ty opened the door he saw you sitting their, crying on Ethan’s shoulder. “Y/N?” he asked, making his way over to you. He sat down and you jumped onto him, just hugging him. “You’re okay” You whispered, “Of course I am baby...” he told you, rubbing your back. “I just left to find a bite to eat, i'm fine!” he reassured you, but all you did was laugh through your tears. “Wow i'm so stupid” You mumbled, wiping your eyes. “No....darling, you care for me, a lot! Nothing’s wrong with that, I’d be panicking too if I never heard from you as 2 hours passed by” he exclaimed, you pretty much laughed. “So I’d worried about you for two hours?” You whispered, Ethan nodded behind Ty and Ty shrugged. “I guess...baby nothing would happen to me” “I know, im sorry”. “Nothing to be sorry about my darling” he whispered, wiping your tears and kissing you.
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(Mark)
=Dreams with wings (Imagine):
You spread your wings, running straight then catching air. As you flew throughout the sky, you saw Mark waving you down. You chuckled then flew straight for him, scaring him shitless. He ducks out the way and you landed, laughing hysterically. “Hardy har har” he teased, all you could do is laugh. “Sorry babe. Want me to make it up to you by letting you ride on my back?” you suggested. he stared at you and slowly nodded which soon turned into him hopping on your back. You giggled and yelled “Hold on tight!” He did and you sprinted towards the pool He screamed as you flew up towards the sky. clinging onto your wings. “CLING ONTO MY BACK NOT WINGS” “SORRY” He switched quickly. You laughed and continued going higher and higher. that is, until you came across a meadow of clouds. “Hey babe, have you ever wondered what it’s like being on a cloud?” I whispered, slowly making my way up to the clouds. “yeah actually...” his voice got lower and lower as he saw the clouds get bigger and bigger.
As you got up onto the cloud, you set him down. But you had to sit with him, you didn’t want him to fall through. His feet dangled off the cloud and he kept saying “This is so cool! Thank you so much!” You’re only response to it all was a smile.
=New Scar HC:
-You got to the kitchen and started washing the dishes
-Out of nowhere Ethan and Mark come in and scream “IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM TYLER AND I ONCE FISTED AN ENTIRE FAMILY OF GOATS” “IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM TYLER AND I HAVE A SONG TITLED STONE FACED”
-It scared you and you scream, jumping back and slipping
-The glass cup broke into shards, and one sliced your hand
-”What the hell!” You yelled before getting Tyler
-He panicked and brought you to the hospital, you got stitches
-(Two weeks later) The stitches were removed and it healed a pit, leaving a new scar
-”Thanks guys” You said sarcastically as they kept apologizing
=Tinder HC:
-You’d get dressed and all fancy and so did he
-You always blushed when he flirted with you
-He payed for the meal and bought the most popular food they had
-When heading home he’d link arms with you
-You got cold and put his sweater over you so you’d stop shaking
-At the end of the night he’d twirl you around and dip you then kiss you
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(Ethan)
=When You’d Cry HC:
-He’s cuddle next to you and rub your shoulder
-”Everything will be alright sugar, I love you don’t worry”
-He’s get up and get you your favorite ice cream and put on your favorite show
-You’d burst out crying every time you remember that one things and he’d pause the movie and kiss you on the cheek, forehead, lips and whisper “It’s alright, i’m here”
-Once you stopped he would bring you closer to his chest and you’d fall asleep, he’d unpause the movie and fall asleep with you
=Our Final Date (Imagine):
I walked to the restaurant, the fanciest one they have in LA. Ethan told me he would be there with a few others....how “romantic”. My gown/tux fell to the ground and I gently made my way up and in the restaurant.
As i sat down with everyone, all I saw was the team. I shrugged but just...I really wanted this to be romantic. We always go out with the team, it’s never us. Only maybe three times but that’s it. Ethan shooed everyone away.....why? He came closer and grabbed my hands, and pulled me up from my seat. “Ethan what’s going on?” I asked, “This” he replied, then kissed me. After a few minutes we pulled away, warm smiles on our faces. But sudden;y it took a twist as he got down on one knee. “Y/n M/n L/n, i’ve loved you since the day we met. I’ll always love you, no matter what. If you even say no to this, i’ll be waiting for you so.....will you do the honor of marrying me?” he asked, opening the box showing a ring. I started crying and put a hand over my mouth, nodding. He got up and jumped around, then kissed me. As we parted once again, he placed the ring on my finger. I started crying some more as everyone came congratulate us!
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Im sorry I couldn’t do Amy or Kat, this would be way too long and im not sure if you’d like that so here’s just Ty/Merk/Eth for you @markiplierteamreactions
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My MatchaBlossom playlist
Here's the link to the playlist on Spotify-
Song meanings and POVs elaborated on down under.
Call it what you want- Taylor Swift
(Let's start with a TS song cause why tf not. I am and always will be a total slut for her 💜)
Okay, just the general vibe of this song is that of a person who's been through a bit and has now found a love so beautiful it's helping them heal and I feel like that ties in so well with Cherry and Joe's entire arc. I hear this song in Cherry's POV when Joe's affection is starting to restore his faith in love and life after Adam's done fucked it all up. Or even when his anxiety gets really fucking bad or whatever. It's just got big comfort vibes and I am a total whore for Cherry acknowledging and appreciating everything that Joe does for him.
All my flowers grew back as thorns,
Windows boarded up after the storm,
He built a fire just to keep me warm.
Explosion- Zolita
PINING JOE PINING JOE PINING JOE
*ahem* let me be more articulate.
TEENAGED PINING JOE
Don't call me about him I don't wanna hear
Put him out of your mind just make him disappear
Stop pretending you got nothing left to hide
My memory is slipping and it's killing me alive
Reached the bitter end
Can't pretend I'm not in love with my best friend, my best friend
Hate that you know me- BLEACHERS
Okay I think this song fits Cherry very well, especially when he is still trying to understand his dynamic with Joe. My personal headcanon is that Cherry is prone to bouts of self-hatred because of his anxiety and consequently, doesn't always consider himself deserving of Joe's love, and so, he tends to dislike it at times when Joe seems to understand him better than others and anticipate his needs so well, and I feel like this song depicts that beautifully.
Sometimes I hate that you know me so well (so well)
Sometimes I, I hate that you know me so well (and I hate ya)
Some days I, I wish that I wasn't myself (No)
No luck! (No)
And I hate that you know me so well
Heart attack- Demi Lovato
Okay, I can not be the only person who thinks of teenaged Cherry every time this song comes on. Imagine a Cherry who's flabbergasted by the strength of his feelings for Joe, and can never figure out what to do with himself.
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair; pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air; it feels so good, but you know it hurts
Lover- Taylor Swift
I have a very specific scene in mind when it comes to this song and that is MatchaBlossom slow-dancing in the first house they get together.
We could let our friends crash in the living room
This is our place, we make the call
And I'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you
I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all
Make you mine- PUBLIC
You knew this song was going to end up on here lol.
Strangely enough, aware as I am of the fact that most of the fandom believes Joe was the one chasing Cherry (and I agree) this song just hits me as all Cherry's. It has all of his characteristic dogged determination and refusal to admit defeat lol
Well, I have called you darlin' and I'll say it again, again
So kiss me 'til I'm sorry, babe, that you are gone and I'm a mess
And I'll hurt you and you'll hurt me and we'll say things we can't repeat
Mess is Mine- Vance Joy
Slightly older, mellowed out MatchaBlossom, starting to realise they're in this together for the long run, that they always have been.
Further I feel like verse 1 and 2 respectively follow Joe and Cherry's POVs
First we have Joe, who is just brimming with the realisation that Cherry is his for good.
Talking like we used to do
It was always me and you
Shaken up and shipping out
Check me in and check me out
...
Hold on my darling
This mess was yours, now your mess is mine
Secondly, we have Cherry, who considers himself unbelievably lucky to have been considered worthy of Joe's love and keeps wondering if he is half as good a partner to the other man as he is to him.
See you in the market place
Walking around at 8 AM
Got two hours before my flight
Luck be on my side tonight
You're the reason that I feel so strong
The reason that I'm hanging on
You know you gave me all that time
Did I give enough of mine
More than Friends- BEKA HONNE
Baby MatchaBlossom pining. Really sweet, soft vibes. I keep thinking of shy, unsure junior high school Kaoru and Kojiro suddenly becoming blushing, stuttering messes around each other for a period of time as they both hit the realisation that they'd very much like to be kissing each other and it's very much not a Friend™ thing.
It happens after Joe has freshly realised that he is bi after all and Kaoru is exactly what he needs. Again, verse one reminds me of Joe, verse two of Cherry. They are down under respectively.
Driving home and those cats eyes got me seeing you
I'm always seeing you
I don't know how to tell you that I was wrong before
I thought I needed more
I was wondering if we could talk
I think about you every day
And the mixtape you made
Is all I ever to play
And every song reminds me that
You and I
Should be more than friends
...
I never thought I would see your face at my door again
Not at 3 AM
And I don't know just why I wasn't enough before
I thought you needed more
I know you came here to talk
Can't listen to the tape I made
It brings me too much pain
Cause every song reminds me that
You and I
Should be more than friends
This song can also work if you reverse the POV orders and then see it post Adam, but the vibe is a lil too soft for that.
Night go slow- Catey Shaw
MatchaBlossom but in a chill, lo-fi aesthetic.
The cars all stop where they are
When you take my hand, there is no time
Every moment that passes by with you
I wish I could rewind
Let go of your ways
And forget today
Just follow me tonight
Do you understand why I put all my plans on hold?
Not Afraid Anymore- Halsey
Okay, this one goes a lil heavy but imagine a traumatised Cherry, ya know after Ad*m, finally learning to let himself go and feel things again, emotionally and sexually, with Kojiro.
I also feel like they are two kinky bastards so really if you only wanna interpret it like that be my guest.
I am not ashamed anymore
I want something so impure
You better impress now, watching my dress now fall to the floor
Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin
Begging you to take me
Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing
But she play to win, heaven gonna hate me
People Crying Every Night- A R I Z O N A
I hear this song as Joe trying to get through to a hesitant Cherry, trying to make him see that while they don't get a say in so many other things, things that have happened and things that will happen, they get to choose the life they have together. They get to pick out their happy ending, build one out of scratch with each other and even if they have nothing else, at least they have this.
Oh and as the day
Turns into night
The things that we can't say
The things we try to hide
Like everyone else
We can't choose the way we die
Oh but we can choose
The way we live tonight
Oh I wish I had the answers
I wish I had the time
To give you all the reasons
Why it's worth it down the line
Ready to go- NEFFEX
This song is an ✨ aesthetic ✨
Okay but imagine, young, punk! MatchaBlossom, maybe around the time when they're travelling the world together?
It's all hot and heady, and Joe is thrilled by the wild, wild force of nature Kaoru is. He can't do anything but give in.
She said stay for a minute
Play with my limits
Drink till we're sinnin'
Baby I'm ready to go
...
She said she's finally alive
When she starts losing control
I said I know what to do
Just let our bodies go
Shine a Light- BANNERS
Another Kojiro song. This one reflects his inner struggle as he feels torn between wanting to comfort and protect Cherry after Adam, and the fact that he is hopelessly in love with Cherry who inadvertently keeps hurting him with how he is lost in the huge web of feelings he can't parse through, not completely blind to how much Kojiro loves him but not fully realising it either. This song reminds me of a confused and helpless Kojiro. Loving Kaoru is such an integral part of him that it makes him, him and it is his constant in the rapidly changing world around him as he stands on the brink of adulthood. He is very nearly ready to beg for mercy and yet knows he, himself is saved by the love he has for Kaoru.
And when the night falls, oh, call on me
Just don't forget to show me some mercy
Ooh, say you're mine
Ooh, take me higher
Sleepover- Hayley Kiyoko
JOE PINING @ HOMOEROTIC SLEEPOVERS WITH YOUR B(est)F
You wanna be friends forever?
I can think of something better
I'm just feeling low, feeling low
Sleeping here right next to me
But will you ever mess with me?
No
Thank you, my twilight- the pillows
Listen, this has been my fav classic Japanese love anthem for so long and to think it is PERFECT for Matchablossom just makes my heart go 💞
The lyrics are heart-wrenchingly raw and real, which is great reflection of Joe and Cherry's relationship. I include a translation of a few verses below, the first one seems something snatched straight out of Joe's internal monologues and the second one depicts the breathless intensity and loyalty so typical of Kaoru:
If you think it looks like I'm waiting for someone
Then you're right
I've been waiting for you
...
Sometimes people will ask me
"How far will you go for her?"
BABY as far as it takes
Wings- HAERTS
Another song depicting Cherry healing from Adam and learning to accept Joe's love, but a fluffier and sweeter way to go about it.
In which, Cherry decides to separate all of the sweeter moments of his and Joe's days with Adam from all of the bitterness, and carry that in his heart after they part ways and he finally moves on.
I will never let you go
I know you want it, know you want it
Learning love means not to know
I'll learn to take it,
Would you mind- PRETTYMUCH
Ending this post with a fluffy, flirty rec that could be Joe's anthem. See for yourselves.
Say you don't catch feelings, you say you ain't the love type
I'ma have to work, then, uh the whole night
Nothing like your ex, no, this ain't what you used to
Just give me that chance, girl, uh, won't lose you
See it? ;) Also, I feel like Joe had typical frat boy taste in music at some point so
#Spotify#sk8 the infinity#matchablossom#matchablossom playlist#past loveblossom#kaoru sakurayashiki#kaoru x kojiro#nanjo kojiro#sk8 cherry blossom#sk8 infinity
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