#ooc: This fits Stella and me;;; because both of us do always try and keep going and make things work..gonna go and have feels now

[oathofpromises]

 What Color Does Your Love Feel Like?

                                Warm burnt orange

Riding off into the sunset, the hope of a happy ending, the bitter after taste that still in it's own way smells kinda great. Your love is all bitter hopefulness, all about a broken heart that refuses to quit, all about the unshakable knowledge that a burning fire has a great comforting warm and a soft glowing light, all about the way when the sun comes down there's a beautiful starry night. It's stubbornness, it's the refusal to give up, the clutching of broken shards despite the searing pain and being adamant that dammit you can still make a beautiful stained glass window out of it. Yours is a screaming heart, a pleading love, a bitter and almost belligerent hopefulness that things will still work out even if you have to roll up your sleeves and make them. And god, aren't you tired? Isn't your heart heavy? Is all your hard work worth it? Don't you just want to curl up and let it be? Let the fire turn to ashes and the sky turn dark and let love die down and watch people leave? But you don't, do you? You're the bravest out of all of us, so you pick up the pieces and you keep going, you keep believing and you keep your heart full of hope because some day. Some day you know you'll get it. You keep riding off into the sunset and you keep filling my heart with hope as you go because god, how do I wish you finally get it too.

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[crimsonrevolt]

Congratulations Nancy you’ve been accepted to Crimson Revolt as Pandora Lightwood!

↳ please refer to our character checklist

We’ve been without a Pandora for a while and I think it’s because we were waiting for your portrayal of her! You’ve gone so in-depth to her character and have given her (someone who’s already a lively character) such life and we’re so excited to see you develop Pandora!

application beneath the cut 

OUT OF CHARACTER

INTRODUCTION

Hola, I’m Nancy. Age and I use female pronouns but if someone calls by a male pronoun I won’t be mad about life. I live in the Eastern part of the US.

ACTIVITY

I would say I’m about an eight when it comes to activity. I try to be on once a day and post at least a reply or two. Some days it’s a lot more, but other days it’s all I can do.

HOW DID YOU FIND US?

A friend recommended the group to me.

WHAT HARRY POTTER CHARACTER DO YOU IDENTIFY WITH MOST?

I think I always related the most with Luna Lovegood. She was quiet and considered to be the weird kid, but had a kind heart for everyone and always believed the best in those even the ones that tried to make her life harder which I get.

ANYTHING ELSE?

Here you can tell us everything else you have in mind like questions, concerns, notations or anything else you can think of.

IN CHARACTER

DESIRED CHARACTER

Pandora Stella Lockwood. Pandora means All Gifts in Greek and Stella is star both of which I really feel is fitting for Pandora.

FACE CLAIM

I actually really love Lily James for Pandora.

REASON FOR CHOSEN CHARACTER

Ever since reading the books I’ve always been interested in the people that created someone as unique and interesting as Luna Lovegood is. Having a chance to delve into one’s personality and connect with her the only way a character and writer can really interests me. But not only that but Pandora herself is just an interesting character with her sweet and tender deposition but the fact that she’s willing to get involved in the war though in order to help others really speaks volumes for the type of person that she is. I just think that she’s an interesting, brilliant, loyal, tender woman that just wants to put positivity into the world.

PREFERRED SHIPS // CHARACTER SEXUALITY // GENDER & PRONOUNS

Pandora has always found sexuality to be an interesting concept that people seem to put so much emphasis on when at the end of the day does it really matter? For her it doesn’t. She just wants to love who she loves no matter who that is. Of course at the end of the day we know who Pandora ends up with, which she is more than over the moon in love with whenever we get to that point, but before Xeno she absolutely didn’t mind just dating to date it didn’t matter the gender to her. She uses female pronouns though.

CREATE ONE (OR MORE!) OF THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR CHARACTER:

-A MOODBOARD

-AN AESTHETIC

-A MOCKBLOG

-EXPAND ON THE TRAITS

✓ Ingenious

-Clever, original, and inventive: Pandora has always been a curious child that was quick witted and adventurous. She was the child that never backed down from asking adults a million and two questions all while out thinking most of them.

✓ Good-natured

-kind, friendly, patient: No set of words describe Pandora better than those. Pandora is the type of woman that will do anything to support a friend (or even an acquaintance if we’re being honest). She gets an enjoyment out of taking care of people and giving them someone they can count on.

✓ Idealistic

-unrealistically aiming for perfection: Pandora is the definition of someone who aims for perfection. If you ask her what she wants to see in the world it would be world peace, the hunger problem being solved, and the list would go on and on.

✓ Free-thinker

-a person who rejects accepted opinions, especially those concerning religious belief: Pandora is easily a free thinker. She’s not someone that easily conforms to anyone else’s beliefs. The young woman is the type of person that sticks to her own beliefs and isn’t easily swayed by anyone else’s.

✕  Disorganized

-Not properly planned or controlled: Pandora has absolutely no ability of sticking to any kind of plan. Really if she’s even somewhat on time it’s a good thing. She just sees the universe in a wider way that makes focusing on “small” things such as time and putting things away in a supposed proper place. She thrives the best in a chaotic environment.

✕  Detached

-separate or disconnected: It’s easy to see how Pandora can be detached from the reality of the world. She can be easily lost in her own mind and her own view of the world which won’t allow her to really connect with how things can be.

✕  Impulsive

-acting or done without forethought: What fun is there in planning an adventure? Not that Pandora really does it on purpose. She just has a freedom about her that doesn’t agree with planning a moment ahead of time. She enjoys the way the world works when she just allows the fates to decide what happens moment to moment.

✕  Fearless

-lacking fear: Pandora knows that living a life full of fear was never a way to live. At the end of the day something happens to everyone. Why fear the future when you can just live in the moment and be happy?

-A FEW HEADCANONS

-Pandora has had a furry grey cat named Phoebe (Fifi for short) since her third year at Hogwarts. Wherever she goes in her apartment there is surely a grey cat following very closely behind her.

-Pandora is a sentimental person. She appreciates every little gift given to her even if it was some random last second present the person didn’t put a lot of thought into. Although her absolute favorite gifts were always the ones that someone would make by hand for her.

-Pandora has a soft spot for every animal, but her favorites are pygmy puffs.

-A FEW POTENTIAL PLOT POINTS

-I don’t know so much as a plot point but I would love nothing more than to be able to explore Pandora’s background such as her family background and exactly what happened to make Pandora the type of person that she is. I think it’d be an interesting series of self paras there.

-I think it’d be interesting to explore her friendships with characters that don’t share her same view of the world. I just imagine that she makes sure to surround herself with interesting people that make her think.

IN CHARACTER QUESTIONNAIRE

The following section should be looked at like a survey for your character. Answer them in character and feel free to use gifs. Or, if you’d rather, answer them in third person or OOC without gifs. Answers do not have to be extremely lengthy.

♔ If you were able to invent one spell, potion, or charm, what would it do, what would you use it for or how would you use it? Feel free to name it:

-I would like to invent a potion that would be able to give peace to the person that would consume it. Of course I would want to give it to absolutely everyone, but giving the ability to be calm with one’s self is something that is enviable.

♔ You have to venture deep into the Forbidden Forest one night. Pick one other character and one object (muggle or magical), besides your wand, that you’d want with you:

-If I’m going to go deep into the Forbidden Forest I’m taking Xeno with me. He’d be someone who would know the plants and creatures enough to make sure I don’t accidentally eat something I shouldn’t, and his company isn’t the worst. As for an item I’d lean towards taking some kind of picnic just to make sure I have something to eat.

♔ What kinds of decisions are the most difficult for you to make?

-The kind that require me to be cruel to anyone. I don’t want to cause anyone pain if I can avoid it, but sometimes it’s unavoidable. At least when they bring pain to others that don’t deserve it.

♔ What is one thing you would never want said about you?

-That I’m intentionally cruel and get an enjoyment out of causing pain to people.I don’t mind being called crazy or zany or anything else, but cruel isn’t one of the words I want associated with me.

REACTION TO LAST EVENT DROP

Pandora wouldn’t react kindly to the Death Eaters taking over the ministry. She knows it’s only a matter of time for someone like her to become the target, but it’s not herself that she’s even worried about it’s everyone else. It’s what’s causing her to consider to join in the fight and do what she can for the betterment of the entire community.

WRITING SAMPLE

Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect.

No statement tended to be truer for Pandora. It was almost a daily occurrence that the young blonde found something else missing, and almost equally of an occurrence that she would locate something that had supposedly been missing for weeks to months. She knew that some of the reason was the chaotic sense that she tended to live in. Nothing in her small flat tended to have a true place which left it all in a crazy mess and items being easily misplaced. For some that may have been a problem or a cause of anxiety, but for Pandora it just made things more interesting.

Was it Monday? Or Thursday? Pandora pondered as she sat on the edge of her bed glancing out at the bright view from her windows. It was a peaceful day whichever day of the week it was, or at least it was a peaceful day in the muggle world. It would have been all to easy for Pandora to slip into the muggle world blending in, but there were too many connections keeping her from running away. And maybe it was also her deep love of figuring out new and interesting spells that would give her away. With a small sigh she stood up finally deciding that she should figure out what the day would hold for her.

With a mindless flick of her wand as she stepped sleepily into the kitchen she watched as her teapot moved from the counter to the stove and water poured itself into it. Before she knew it though her tea was in her hands allowing her to have a true start to her day. Most days Pandora just flitted about the city seeing what the day would bring. Today though something new was calling to the woman. Whether it was something that would be finished was another question, but she was still excited just to get started. It was a strange feeling that she wanted to explore as much as possible.

She had never much considered writing, but there was something about it in that moment for that day that felt right. It was a feeling that she often dreamed of feeling. But it was apparently going to have to wait. She shook her head at herself as she sat down at her desk trying to locate the parchment that she knew was somewhere. Once she found that though she would be on her own to start, until then though she might as well go out and figure out something new to do with her day.