#oh he knows it would be worse to be a cowboy in full dont get me wrong

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"...Aye."

"I sp'pose it is."

[happys-crazy-queen22]

Happy To Help

Gif credit @danaskulls.

Taglist @ackles-nhl. @cbouvier23. @mysty-psycho. @kaymudd. For my little 💙 anon too.

Just having a baby had its perks, no working on the ranch for a couple weeks, getting to stay home and having Rip with you cuddling with the baby and it also had it's down fall. The worse was having your breast try and kill you. Baby was eating every hour on the hour and you were even pumping but your breasts were still full and it was the worst ever.

"Oh god". You groan, holding your breasts as you came into the kitchen, heading right to the freezer to grab a bag of peas. Maybe the coldness would help.

Getting the peas and pressing them against you. You turned around, Rip was sitting at the kitchen table sipping on his coffee.

"What are you doing"? He chuckled.

"My boobs hurt. Like they're in a vise grip".

"You need to see the doctor"? Rip came over where you were standing. Sitting his cup on the counter.

"No, I'm fine. Just have a lot of milk I guess and the baby isnt keeping up with the milk intake. But pumping seems to help, just I ran out of freezer bags to store it in".

"I'll go into town and get you some when I get off work. Just store what you pump in a bottle  in the refrigerator until then. But how can I help you now"? Rip wrapped his arms around your waist, locking his hands together.

"I don't know. I don't want the milk to go to waste. I have no one else to drink it. So I dont know what to do".

"You know the ranch hands talk and do weird things in the house right"? Rip said with a smirk.

"I'm not letting them suck on my breasts, Rip". You laugh.

"I would never suggest that. It just got me thinking what about me"?

"What about you what"? You tilted your head in confusion.

"I could suck your milk".

"What exactly do you and the ranch hands talk about when you work"?

"You dont want to know. So what do you say? I can help you out and it wont go to waste".

"I'm not sure, babe. Would that be weird for you"?

"No, I dont think it would. I mean breast milk is natural and healthy. So it's good for a cowboy that uses a lot of calories during the day".

"Okay, I'll give you that but you drinking my breast milk and nursing from me. Seems odd".

"Just think of it as a bonding experience. We always wanted to find something else to get us closer. This could be it. What do you say"?

"Alright. I'll give it a try. Anything is better than this". You sigh laying your head on his chest.

Rip and you decided after the baby was fed and napping you'd try nursing him. You were sitting on the couch reading a stupid parenting book that your sister n law had gotten you, when Rip came in the livingroom.

"So"? Rip cleared his throat.

"Now"?

"Yeah, the baby's a sleep. You're not busy so why not now"?

"Alright". You sat your book down beside you and patted the cushion next to you for Rip. He walked over with a grin. He was truly excited for this. May not tell you but he was.

You laid a pillow down on your lap and Rip laid his head on it. Facing your breasts.

Lifting up your shirt and undoing your  strap of your nursing bra, the nursing pad was removed a stream of milk shot right into Rips eyes.

"Oh no". You giggled. "I'm sorry. I told you I was full".

Rip licked at the milk that was dripping from his lips as it ran down his face. "Tasty". He chuckled.

You cupped your breast and put it up to Rips mouth, a few droplets fell as he wrapped his mouth around your swollen nipple.

Rip took long gulps, instant relief felt in your breast. Looking down it started to look like your normal breast.

You kissed Rips head and ran your hands threw his hair, while the other hand picked up your book and started reading again.

[ssa-baby-outlaw]

9-1-1: Lone Star S1 EP1

for context, it has been an exhausting day and I'm up to date with 9-1-1 which is what I would usually watch now and I need to treat myself so I am officially starting 9-1-1 lone star.

as with all shows, I have seen almost every clip of this show on YouTube (mostly following the tarlos storyline let's be honest) so I know some shit that happens but I've never seen a full episode, so yall can read / watch along with me while I find out some much needed context.

also rob lowes son wrote this show?? And his middle name is owen. Let's just take a minute to think about that.

• For anyone who's read my unsolicited opinions on 9-1-1 then yall know how much I love Buck... I think my love for the Strand boys will be worse. You have been warned

• It started with the phone call beepy thing too!

• I kinda hoped the Texas accents would be stronger

• Oh nevermind judd is here, full texas

• Did this whole fire start with a burrito?

• JUDD SAYS Y'ALL TOO

• Storing ammonia is much more worthy of the explosion than a burrito

• THEYRE SO CUTE I've had to pause it on the first shot of owen and tk because they make my cold dead heart feel something

• We're like 5 minutes in and mans already has cancer. Also why is this doctor acting like a life coach

• That's a sparkly fucking ring tk

• My God I want him to hug me like that and nuzzle his cute lil face into my neck

• "A bit of an inclusivity issue" so we're gonna hire an old straight white cis man to be in charge

• No no please dont tell me this is when tk overdoses

• Oh fuck it is

• This set up is really good and I'm liking it more than the first ep of 911

• Tk's existence is gonna send me into another gender crisis

• He's so pretty😭

• These character intros are amazing

• OWEN SAYING "OR THEY" PRONOUNS 👏👏👏

• Please do not let judd back just because he threw a tantrum

• Also that hand tattoo placement is so weird I hope for his sake it's not real

• Oh shit what is this murder mystery going on I'm into it

• I like michelle but her voice is not vibing with me

• Well hello carlos👀

• I thought Michelle was a police officer for a minute but turns out everyones uniforms look the same in this, am not a fan of that

• "I'm more of a visual learner"

• Judd and the 911 operator from the accident are together!? Were they together when it happened or after? After would be kinda weird

• This man is sitting on the floor between two sofas...💅

• Owen and his skincare!!!!!

• "This is very precious to me" oh to be owen strands moisturizer

• Okay let's be real if a 10 month old got flipped in a car it would be smushed not sitting in a tree

• The fact that tk calls him dad at work and not captain

• FIRST TARLOS INTERACTION

• Are owen and michelle flirting?

• Ooooh yes they are

• Synchronised dancing in cowboy hats is exactly what I signed up for

• Tarlos heart eyes!!!!

• Owen please tell someone you're sick

• He just told judd!?

• Okay why was Judds breakdown so bad? Like....that was so fake?

• That kids accent is strong enough for the whole cast

• Yes Marjan praying!!!!!

• Why is judd suddenly working? Did I miss something? Do I just have to cry in front of people then I can get whatever i want?

• They really just said fuck it and ended this episode with old town road

Favourite moment of episode 1

(Gif of TK and captain strand hugging)