#oh god who tf was it that tagged me in that selfies thing

[qingxintea]

➼ chongyun || hiraeth

tw: mention of knives (no violence), kidnapping, explosion _______

you angled your camera to catch your face and upper body correctly and adjusted your blinds for the correct lighting. you put thin pieces of yellow and pink paper over your lamp to give off a sunset lighting sort of aesthetic in your minimalist room. your tiny cacao tree sat in the corner of your room, setting some sort of simple beach vibe.

then, you began to stream.

you watched as majority of your followers came to view as you sat in your rolly gaming chair. the greetings came rushing in and you noticed two of your friends had came along too, xingqiu and chongyun.

"hey gang, it's kingexplosionmurder here with your weekly sunday stream," you smiled and watched as comments came in asking you to notice them. beginning to select randomly, you flicked a short strand of hair behind your ear. "you have been noticed, yourlocalsugardaddy," you blessed them. and you swore you chose randomly.

on the other side of the screen, chongyun's face slightly flushed before eating his popsicle again. yes, that was his username, selected by xingqiu after the guhua heir was somehow able to trick him into selecting so. the situation must've been that he accidentally consumed some jueyun chili's, that was also xingqiu's doing.

he watched you smile as you explained your schedule for this stream, when he noticed you suddenly began laughing. it sounded genuine, he wanted to believe it was genuine, but there was a trace of disappointment in it. he observed your face, noticing you were looking at the chat box. "i agree too, scarymoose."

scarymoose: this streamer's kinda dog shit ngl 😐

by instinct, his fingers grazed over the keyboard as he analyzed the tone. this kid wasn't joking around with himself, he was really out to bring you down. he exhaled, shaking his head, wondering how you would deal in the situation.

yourlocalsugardaddy: miss karen this isn't yelp 🙄

he wasn't content with that yet, things could've gone onto more serious matters, but he knew you liked to keep your chat clean and peaceful. you went to the farther extents to keep that from happening, agreeing with rude comments yourself as a said joke, but actually have it sometimes harming you.

so chongyun tried his best to keep you happy.

redrumreaper: yo moose chill 😳

he recognized his friend xingqiu also trying to calm the situation as you just laughed it off and attempted to continue, sooner enough just beginning to ignore all his comments. some other viewers came up to your defense but in all honesty, you wanted to move on.

"s-so, i found some silk flowers outside of wangshuu inn yesterday, aren't they pretty?" you took a tiny bouquet of the said silk flowers and presented it to your viewers, holding it next to your cheek. the pink tone of the flowers matched the color of your cheeks and made for a nice picture. chongyun would've screenshotted it, but he respected your privacy.

yourlocaldumba$$: yes they're so pretty we love you 😍

13lue13erry: yes ong ong 💕 thiccer than my granny

Straw13erry: don't bring madame ping into this 💀💀

colino: are you sure it's alright to take from someone's legally owned property ?? much less from their garden

Straw13erry: u mean ur neighbors don't harvest ur flowers every day? 🙄 privilege spoke 🤚

yourlocalsugardaddy: vv pretty 😳

redrumreaper: simp 💀

you slightly choked over on your side and xingqiu calling chongyun a simp, for you. quickly clearing your throat, you regained your composure. your viewers could see that your cheeks had been dusted with a darker shade now.

13lue13erry: 👀

Straw13erry: 👀

yourlocaldumba$$: 👀

redrumreaper: 👀

sireluck: 💀

bazinga: 👀

dandelionn: 👀

poetichoe: 👀

"okay- anyways," you pushed that aside, watching the chain of 👀's coming in. you weren't too sure at what they were referring to, but just assumed that they were interested in xingqiu exposing chongyun. but, there was no way chongyun really felt like that, right? it was just a friendly compliment from what you believed. "just a tiny flex but y'all guys, i am so cracked at apex, not gonna lie. for all the new followers out there," you randomly commented. 'and to change the subject.'

"actually, you know what? fuck the schedule, let's go to trolling little eight year old kids posting selfies on instagram. due to certain reasons i'm just not gonna be blurring their usernames out, but please don't spam these people, i don't wanna be cancelled 💗" you sweetly smiled as you pulled up instagram and started streaming on your phone.

of course your sus notifications ruined it 🤡🤡

because xingqiu took advantage of the situation, sending messages to your discord. nothing mentioning your romantic life because he knew better than that, but just trolling. 'HEY GANG. ITS ME, TONY, AND TODAY WE'RE GONNA SEE IF IM FASTER THAN THIS MOUSE TRAP.' 'TURNS OUT, I AM NOT FASTER THAN THIS MOUSE TRAP.' 'AN UPDATE, IT HURTS. ALRIGHT. BYE GUYS.' you tried hard to contain your laughter, but certain giggles came out in the end, giggles that made chongyun's heart flutter.

xingqiu just kept spamming without a stop, to the point that you accidentally clicked into the notification instead of someone's username on a selfie post. so now everyone could see your group chat with xingqiu, chongyun, and a few other viewers that were actually your other friends.

13lue13erry: oh no 🤡

Straw13erry: 🗿

yourlocaldumba$$: HAHAHAHA WE'RE EXPOSED 🤡👌

just water support boy 😔: image.png

oh my god he's sending chongyun catboy edits. you made this concerning noise, glad no one really seemed to know who chongyun really was on twitch. you went back to instagram, beginning to dm a random kid, ignoring the situation that had just happened.

chongyun choked, slight heat running to his cheeks. what the fuck was xingqiu doing- how did he even get those pictures? maybe it was that one time xingqiu forced him to go to a furry con, but how did he ever get the time to photograph these? he nervously fidgeted and played with his fingers.

13lue13erry: 🤡

Straw13erry: 🤡

yourlocaldumba$$: 🤡

redrumreaper: 🤡

<— oraoraoraor

kingexplosionmurder: chav check

oraoraoraor: what

kingexplosionmurder: chav: check 😹😹

oraoraoraor: bruh

oraoraoraor: who tf are you

kingexplosionmurder: hope you like baddies cause i'm bad at everything 💗

oraoraoraor: bruh ok i'm blocking

kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me

oraoraoraor: 😐

kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me

oraoraoraor: wtf

kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me

oraoraoraor: wait wait UR that one twitch streamer?

kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me

oraoraoraor: ig ur fans gonna be so disappointed in you

kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me

oraoraoraor: hahaha wtf i'm gonna post this and tag you

kingexplosionmurder: stop dming me

afterwards you sent a barrage of really cursed images and left the person on read when they tried to complain and get a reaction out of you. you chuckled, extremely satisfied with yourself. this is what your viewers followed you for. you went on hunting for another user, "GO Y/N GO" filling up your chat.

you were just about to dm this other kid until you heard a ring from your doorbell. "oh what the fuck, i didn't invite anyone. but you know what, i'll pull something up to entertain y'all guys while i'm afk." searching on youtube, you typed in 'banana fish ep. 1' and clicked on the longest video you saw. then you got up from your chair, making your way to the front door.

you didn't mute yourself before because you thought there was really no need to, and you underestimated your mic sensitivity. god did you wish that you could go back and time and do just that.

twisting the doorknob, you opened your door and was met with... a certain, someone.

someone that you recognized and has caused you so much pain, and it was all so fun and games before they had to come along. "bruh. aight what you here for fam?" you played it super chill, though you were really sick and tired of this person's shit.

"(y/n). we need to talk," her stern voice made you flinch as you just stared straight into her eyes. you simply nodded your head and crossed your arms, shifting your weight onto your right leg. "we're thinking of taking you back home."

your froze, your breath hitching as you just stood there, waiting for her to go on. clenching your fists and looking down, you stayed silent for a little moment and questioned, "...why?"

"well, you have a stable income source, right?" she asked, putting her hands on her hips. "you can finally be of use to us," she clasped her hands together, a bright smile on her face. your finger twitched, awaiting an explanation. "you're a streamer, yeah? so you can be a useful asset to our family name."

"...you only want me to come back so i can make you all seem... good?"

and here you thought, just for a second, that you would be accepted back into the place where you really belonged. your shoulders slumped, as small tears began to well up in your eyes. "and for our profitable gain of course, it would be a shame to not acquire that from you."

you composed yourself and looked up. "im afraid my profit can only cover for one person, and it would be myself that i focus to make a suitable and independent living out of. you've kicked me out ever since i've graduated from college and had me fend for myself, now inviting me back once i have a stable job?" you breathed, fiddling with the sleeves of your black hoodie.

"oh, not inviting, dear. taking."

confused by her words, you let your guard down as she suddenly pushed a warm cloth over your mouth as you let out a constrained scream. you tried to break free of her grasp, reaching for the switchblade in your pocket, but the drowsing chemicals from the cloth took control of you and you felt disoriented. "you... bitch..."

your head hit the floor.

》●✿ time ● skip ✿●

silence.

thats all you heard when you awoke.

pure, unfiltered silence that overwhelmed you as you were completely lost. what was happening?

you tried turning to the other side of your childhood bed, the moon casting light shadows into your 'room'. there was a rope around your wrists you noticed, so you brought them up to your lips and starting gnawing on them until it broke apart. (guys we feral its not a furry instinct ok?/ ??  ?)

the material had irritated your skin, but you put that aside for now. escape- thats what you really needed to do. it was fairly dark, but you didn't have a good estimate of time. the analog clock was broken and set to a different time that displayed 11AM. you sat up, your fingers running along the frame of the window next to you.

for a moment, you stopped, thoughts rushing into your head. what if you could start a whole other life here where things could finally be peaceful, what if you didn't have to feel so isolated anymore, what if you could- ...

no. (y/n), get yourself together. what has happened will anyways stay there, and there is no healing scars. ...still, you couldn't shake off the feeling of missing this home so much when you had an amazing childhood, though full of fake actors who had manipulated you.

opening all the cabinets silently, you grabbed things that you assumed would come to your aid. a tiny backpack, which you then stuffed with other things around it. a first aid kit, a spare knife just in case, along with a clean oversized sweater and a couple dollar bills. all that, along with a compass.

you turned towards your window, stepping on your bed.

pushing open the sides of your window, your stepped on, the brown coldness of the frame coming in contact with your feet. you shivered just a little bit before stopping to think. what would you do once you were out of here? you barely knew your way here. and not to mention, your devices were still left at your other house, so there was no way of contact.

...

did your stream ever end? even if it did, had you muted yourself before leaving? no, you didn't, and you could remember in precise detail. someone out there, anyone, would be willing to help, right? you couldn't possibly be here forever, not when you're basically blown up all over your socials?

your friends, yes, your friends! xingqiu and chongyun were watching the stream and had made obvious interaction in doing so, and they'd be willing to protect you. if they just had a lead...

but... what lead was there? all they heard was the woman's voice and, that was probably it, wasn't it? only a voice with no other clear features that could identify her. it looked like you were doing this on your own.

you came in contact with the blades of grass tickling your feet and conveniently found a pair of sneakers outside. it definitely wasn't yours, and it smelled like the scent of your old room. most likely, it belonged to someone from inside your house, lavender and mint, but who inside there was in the age range to wear modern day sneakers..?

brushing that question aside, you unhesitatingly laced them on and they were just a bit too big, but you could manage.

you breathed, inhaling the freedom intertwined air, a much needed factor of bringing you back to your lost sense of happiness. then, the fear struck you once again, because you needed to improvise now. you needed to run, but which direction? you barely knew this place at all.

you dug around your pocket for the compass you had and it was pointing east. you remember that stepping out of your house was facing west, so you were going the right way... but who knows how messy the path was? it couldn't have been an exact pathway, but going directly ahead was your simplest option.

you heard a pair of footsteps coming from inside the house, probably a few seconds away to opening the door. you sucked in your breath and ran, ran as far as your legs could take you. your intimidating speed and played into your advantage, and taking one last look, you saw the lights on, before continuing.

a few minutes into it, you felt some elemental energy. it was a sense you learned to develop since you were young, giving you the upper hand in a variety of situations. you followed the trail of glowing lines, the air starting to get colder and colder. you shuddered, the crisp coldness nipping at your skin.

you sat below a tree, taking your backpack off your shoulder and took out the oversized sweater. you put it on over your black tee and light blue skinny jeans, its nostalgic aroma filling your sense of smell.

it was... warm.

it shouldn't be warm.

the warmth proved as a sign that someone had worn it before, but this size was from what you knew, too small to fit the woman you came across again, and you absolutely did not recall any other beings within the house. it was a small household.

suddenly, you remembered what she said.

we're thinking of taking you back home. you can finally be of use to us.

plural. you should've noticed it before and you shook your head, slightly disappointed in yourself. you didn't remember any other birth siblings. could it be the fact that during the time, they had, in a way, replaced you?

you sat up, then suddenly went drowsy. your eyelids were getting heavy as your back hit the same tree. ah, that clever bitch. you chuckled to yourself, but still unsatisfied how this was gonna end. reaching inside your pocket, you grabbed a bomb that a little kid gave you, and threw it as far as you could. it wasn't as far as you hoped, but it was exceptionally far considered your sleepy state.

in a few couple seconds or so, it was going to explode. you did that to divert the attention of her and slowly ran as far as you could. a few seconds in, you gave in, hoping that your efforts were enough. 》●✿ perspective ● shift ✿●

chongyun heard an explosion.

he raised his head in the direction smoke was coming from, and made a run for it, then stopping to think. no, you're smarter than this. he gathered his shit together and remembered that one day klee gave you a bomb. he deducted that you had used it as a diversion, and began to search around the area.

and finally, he came across your sleeping body. to ensure your living state, he crouched down and let two fingers travel across your neck, searching for a pulse, and was relieved when he found one, pulsing at a normal rate.

he then carried you on his back, picking up the pace since he deducted someone was out for you, would you need a distraction. he remembered some details of the woman, she had ended your stream with your sleeping form in her hands, a dirty smirk coming across her lips. she had dark hair with some natural highlights, but that was all he saw because the rest was concealed by a cloak.

a few minutes, maybe half an hour later, you began to stir. chongyun decided that he ventured far enough to liyue and slowed down for your comfort. he wanted you to get some well deserved rest. but slowly, you woke up, but only the tiniest movement was made. your eyes were still droopy and you wanted to return to sleep.

but the sight of pastel blue hair kept you from doing so.

you felt the familiar silk coming in contact with your arms as he kept on trudging forward at a more consistent and smooth pace. "..chongyun?" you muttered out weakly, earning a small smile from the male. he hummed in response, continuing forward.

your mind was cloudy, unable to interpret the language of the world. but softly, words effortlessly escaped your lips, "... did i do the right... thing?" blinking multiple times, you awaited his answer.

"yes, yes you did," his soft voice reached your ears, making you smile a bit. you nuzzled deeper into his shoulder, clinging onto him tighter, unwilling to let go.

"thank you," you whispered.

he chuckled a bit before responding, "anything for you."

_____

bro ending is a little off because i'm wrote this at 2:53AM and so my brain has went ⬇️⬇️ also i'm just hungry

copy and pasted from my wattpad,, @ppeachtea_

[chris-chaoticdumbass-mclean]

Chris is Loki’s son headcanons:

Loki is definitely the producer of the TD franchise

World Tour was happening during SpiderMan: Far From Home

Loki has a disguise on when he is the producer

Loki is just there, supporting his son

Chris looks a lot like Loki

he’s also got all the traits

He’s got the hair too

and it explains why the fuckin show is still airing bc you know silver tongue all that convincing things

Christ doesn’t know until he shows Chef his dad

he’s just like hey this is my dad and Chef is like, “why does he look like the guy who invaded new york with aliens” and Chris is just kinda like “oh shit wait”

it’s probably a picture that Chris shows him, so Loki isn’t actually there when this happens

so Chris kinda brings it up next time they see each other, like “hey you ever been to New York?”

Loki be like “ummmmmmmm possibly” and just saunters away briskly

and chris runs after him like ok bro are you an evil chaos god or not i don’t care either way

then loki just looks at him like fine yes and chris is like bro that’s so cool so am i a god to

chris gets super excited about having superpowers

and loki is like “chill, all the ones you have you’ve been using already without noticing” “the charm, the convincing, good at speaking, never seeming to age bc of an increased life span”

Queue Chris being like “oh cool”

Thor met Chris before Loki told him about Chris and Thor is very confused talking to him, like “why does this human remind me of my brother”

bc loki of course put shields so that no one could sense him

Loki going to see the avengers and Chris tagging along and like everyone who’s anyone knows who chris mclean is

read: everyone but steve

And when Loki with Chris comes, Thor is like... “iTS YOU AGAIN”

and Chris is like “i tHOUGHT you looked like Thor, but i didn’t say anything bc i’m a nICE GUY”

and everyone just stares at him and until he’s like “ok fine, i’m an ok guy”

and tony is like “why tf are you here” and chris just goes “well, i was having lunch with dear ol dad here, until he was called away by mr thunder over there and he asked me if i wanted to come and i had nothing better to do, so i said why not”

and everyone, including steve, is like did you just say dAD

then someone, probably clint, is like wow ok that explains sooo much

Peter walks in. Says hi to everyone. Like:

Hi Mr. Loki

Hi Chris McLean—

w A I T

CHRIS MCLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and he starts gushing over how awesome he is, Tony looks very concerned

Chris has no idea who he is or why he’s here in avengers tower but he’s just like “thanks kid, always nice to meet a fan”

Catch Peter calling up Shuri bc Shuri is meme god and Chris is a Top Tier meme

Catch Shuri flying over as fast as she can

Chris acts all cool but internally he’s lowkey freaking out like “holy shit i’m here with the avengers and the princess of wakanda is apparently such a huge fan of mine she’s flying here right now i can’t wait to tell Chef”

Chef in the mean time, is trying to keep the place together

while this is all going down Chris pulls out is phone and texts him like CHEF IM WITH THE AVENGERS

And Chef is like “suuuuuuuuure you are, and I’m wearing a tutu”, he needs some picture proof

Loki looks over Chris’s shoulder while he texts Chef cause that’s what parents do

once Shuri gets there and stuff he just sighs and goes “ok i feel bad asking this but my friend is refusing to believe i’m with the avengers until i send him a picture”

Peter and Shuri are like “cHEF?!?!!”

and they’re like “YES TAKE A PICTURE RIGHT NOWso chris gets one of all the avengers which facial expressions ranging from confused to concerned

Chef in the mean time, is making sure the contestants don’t kill each other, and he checks his phone being like “oh shit”

and then he sees Shuri and is like “WAIT IS BLACK PANTHER THERE?!” bc we all know Chef’s favorite is Black Panther bc T’Challa is a god

Chris just looks up like “he wants to know if Black Panther is here”

He is here, someone has to chaperone Shuri, make sure she doesn’t make any more lightsabers

he walks in and Chris is like “hey man kinda feel bad for asking but my friend is a huge nerd and wants to know if he can get a picture or video of you or something”

and T’Challa just stops like, “aren’t you the guy that runs the show my sister is obsessed with?”

meanwhile Shuri and Peter are freaking out bc Chris McLean just called Chef Hatchet a nerd

so T’Challa is like “uhhhh sure”, so Chris takes a selfie with him and sends it to Chef who is like “that’s amazing but please come back Duncan is trying to kill Harold again”

Shuri isn’t allowed to make lightsabers in Wakanda anymore because of... an incident, Chris tried to get a said lightsaber from Shuri (they are still in the Avengers Tower), T’Challa had to stop her

Shuri did something and now lightsabers are banned in Wakanda, but that doesn’t stop her from coming to the US to make them

she just like “hey chris mclean want a lightsaber?” and chris is like “omg y e s”

Peter already has a lightsaber, so does Tony

chris is like “get me that lightsaber and i’ll be your friend forever” Bc ya know Star Wars nerd

Loki then reveals that fact to everyone else bc he knows of course who else is Chris going to gush about star wars with other then Chef?

Peter and Shuri are just stunned bc Chris McLean is a star wars nerd

and Chris just shrugs like “bros i wore my x-wing pilot suit like at least twice on national television”

And that’s it!

Feel free to add more!

[river-of-asgard]

Quarantine Questions

Tagged by the lovely @pikapeppa ! Here we go:

Are you staying home from work/school?

Sadly, I work at a hardware store, which has been deemed "essential", so I'm still going to work as usual. Thankfully it's died down since our governor issued a shelter in place order last week, but for a couple of weeks, it got freaking crazy. I guess people just can't live without their gardens for one year.

If you're staying home, who's there with you?

My cat is staying patiently at home for me, as always, and my roommate, an older woman, has been self-quarantining the way she should. (Good on her, I say. We're still getting our regulars at work who are popping in three times a day for tiny purchases, or to just chat with the store manager, like everything's normal, and that's driving me bonkers. Especially because we're in between roughly five retirement communities, so most of our clientele is high-risk. And since I work retail, I don't have health insurance, but I can't tell people to go tf home.)

Are you a homebody?

Oh, gods, yes. If I didn't have to work, I'd be doing just fine staying holed up in my room right now. A friend who's much more social than I am asked how I was holding up, and I had to be honest and said "Things haven't changed all that much for me--I go to work, I come home, I hide from the world, I hang out with no one." INTROVERT FOR THE WIN WUT WUT

What movies have you watched recently?  What shows are you watching?

Let's see. Before my Netflix got turned off (one of the perils of leeching off of someone else's account), I binged The Letter For The King. Before that (before things got really bad, but when we knew it was coming) I finished another re-watch of The Witcher and Queer Eye. In the last few days, I've watched Into The Spider-Verse, The Gamers: Dorkness Rising and The Gamers: Hands of Fate.

An event you were looking forward to that got cancelled?

I was supposed to have my panel interview to get into the local electrician's union on March 19th. That got cancelled five days before it was supposed to happen. They're not predicting the union hall will open again until April 26th at the earliest, so if I'm lucky, I'll finally get my interview in May. Why'd a pandemic have to happen the year I decided to finally get off my ass and get my life back together?

What music are you listening to?

I've been on a folk kick lately, and dance remixes of folk music. I found this really awesome remix of Drunken Sailor which I can't stop jamming to. Also the PotC theme, and some good ol' electroswing.

What are you reading?

Slowly working my way through Tevinter Nights, thanks to @kittimau sharing a link in the Rowdy Scouty Discord. I'd prefer a paper copy, but I'm old-school like that, and at least with it on my phone, it's super-portable. I'm also trying to stay caught up on my favorite fanfictions. (What am I gonna do when Winds ends? *sad*)

What are you doing for self-care?

Keeping my room clean (it becomes a Depression Mess real easily, so I gotta stay on top of that), working on various crochet projects that have been abandoned (plus my commissions from before the plague), going through the bins in my closet to try to get those organized/consolidated and to find my witchy supplies, making sure I go for walks still (and lemme tell ya, social distancing is the best thing to ever happen to my walks--for the first time in years, nobody acts like I'm the weirdo for not saying 'hi' to strangers and giving them a wide berth as I pass). I'm trying to exercise more actively beyond walking, but there's so many other things to do. I'm also staying active on social media, making sure to chat with my friends both near and far fairly regularly, and honestly, otherwise just living life as normal. I rarely left the house except for essentials before all of this, so I haven't had to change much about my life since. I guess I'm lucky in that sense.

Have a COVID-19 selfie, since that's what all the cool kids are doing:

Fight the plague, but make it fashion

Tagging @schoute, @lostinfantasies38, @lyrium-lovesong, @sharkapologists, @cornfedcryptid, and anyone else who wants to play!

[sarahdrewthat]

omg what were the boys like when you met them? and we will need a pt 2 when you meet them again plsss

OH MAH GOD HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS BITCH TF IM SORRY THIS IS LIKE A MONTH LATE BUT IM SEEING THE BOYS NEXT SUNDAY AND THIS TIME, ITS PLANNED BITCH

Okay so here’s what happened:

I was walking out of the station when it started snowing like crazy. My hair was curled and shit and I usually love snow, but the snow straightened my hair out by the time I walked down the block to the line. Girls heard clicking of heels and they started to scream wildly, but when they saw it was me, wearing shades, snowflakes in my curly chocolate locks, furry jacket and small backpack, and not the guys, they collectively went, “Oh.” (like, bitch, im still cool dont fucking OH me)

I don’t know how I didn’t start flipping out when I saw Clara standing at the front of the line (I was walking towards her to the back of the line of fans) and we gave each other a small smile and a mutual eye wink. Still not over my tía being the queen she is.

It wasn’t that far behind the line, I was behind about 35 people when I got to the back. Made some conversation with four beautiful girls: a mother with her daughter, and two friends. We stood there in the snow and cold for about 3-4 hours, I had to pee desperately, met @cieloxcnco (!!!!) and began to share stories, hype, and love for CNCO.

Bella ( @cieloxcnco) tapped me and motioned me to come closer to her, almost in a hush-hush manner. She whispered to me, “Girl, two of my friends are up in the front of the line and they sent me this thing that they took from inside where Sony gives you a chance to meet the guys.”

I stared at her and said, “I don’t believe it.” I really didn’t, out of the 100 girls there, what chances would we have of winning to meet the guys? Plus, my curled hair was already straightened out so I didn’t even look as good as I originally intended.

However, I was curious. “How do we get in?”

Bella explained, “Basically, we take a picture of two people on Snapchat, use Sony’s Snapchat filter, and tag them in our story.” I heavily doubted it but I gave it a shot anyways. “Alright, let’s do it, yo.”

We took like 4 pictures because Bella looked fly as fuck, and I looked cross-eyed (I thought the boys would see them, but turns out their management only does). The management and security guards (one of them was hella ratchet, but was such a chill dude, we called him Sinnabon) came around and gave us hot chocolate.

After they carded us, checked our bags, and slapped us with wrist bands, we walked inside the pop-up area, warming ourselves up and attempting to get to the front of the small stage. I peed first because a bitch was about to pop a cow, and as I got out, Bella ran up to me, gripping my arm with a deathly clutch and dragged me to the side.

“What’s wro--” I didn’t even finish my sentence when she flashed her phone in my face, showing a text from Sony on Snapchat, telling us something along the lines of “Congratulations Bella! You and your friend won a chance to meet the guys of CNCO! Screenshot this message and meet us at the front of the area at 7:15 pm.”

My jaw dropped as Bella pulled back her phone from my face, revealing her large widening smile. “Are you serious?” I choked out. She squealed and fanned her face, “I am in complete denial myself, but we gotta bounce.”

We made our way to the front, as we met five other girls sitting in the seats up front. There were three pairs of two, and one other girl who was a journalist for Sony, who was alone. We were all collectively freaking out and complimenting one another on how we each looked like we could be a possible girlfriend for the guys (i love this part of the fandom uwu)

The management came up to each one of us and asked to see our screenshotted message, and explained to us that there would be no autographs or selfies. Just hand one phone to Clara and she will take a photo of you and the boys. We were also told that we had to sign a waiver that allowed us to be on TV, since they were recording this event.

We all walked down the steps, past the stage and into the hallway to the back, where Clara came out herself and repeated the same instructions that the woman from Sony told us earlier. They each gave us a small contract to sign and then took our picture holding the contract.

Here’s the main stuff (sorry I had to explain how I got in otherwise you’d think I paid for this, when it was completely unplanned): 

Bella and I were the last pair of the three, with the Sony girl behind us, to meet the guys. However, the security guards were rushing girls in and out (I assume time there was very short) so when they motioned me to go in to the room to meet the guys, I was waiting for Bella to finish signing her waiver, so I stood there like an idiot in the doorway and this is what Mama Saffie saw:

I’m not lying. I caught a glimpse of Joel and Chris’s faces only. They looked like wax figures, meaning I did not comprehend how gorgeous they actually were in real life. Their skin was glowing and warm (I SHIT YOU NOT) and their lips were fat and soft, CHICAASSSS.

The room was set up like this: when you walk in, you see the guys seated like an L shaped bench, the entrance to the room being at the top of the ‘L’. I was supposed to see (logically and in order) Richard, Zabdiel, Erick, (and then the base of the ‘L’), Joel and Chris.

I assume the reason why I just did not see the other boys was because the back of a security guard was escorting the girls in front of us out of the room, thereby blocking the three boys, so all I saw walking into the room was Joel and Chris.

I was holding my jacket in my hands (mind you, it’s HUGE) and honestly, I should have tossed my shit to the side and crawled my ass over to hug them. I was so starstruck by their beauty that I just walked over to them, not extending my arms or anything (but shit I was holding a jacket fml). Joel didn’t do the same, and he had his hands in his pockets, shades on (BOY WTF LET ME SEE THE EYES THAT SEDUCED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE) and smiling softly.

I saw his eyebrows go up slightly when I wobbled over to him and gave a nervous, “Hiiii,” and he snaked an arm around my shoulders while bobbing his head up and down to eye my feet. 

“Oh, wow, you’re actually pretty tall, okay.” Joel said to (Name). NAH IM PLAYING YALL HE REALLY SAID THAT OKAY THIS IS NOT A DRILL)

i giggled slightly and gave a small, “Really?” because what the fuck am I supposed to say to that? “I know”??

Clara took Bella’s phone (she can tell you all about HER interaction with them which is so much more interesting than mine) and began to say, “Okay, three, two--” and before she said ‘one’, Joel tugged me closer to his chest/armpit, making my heart rate fly and my face a slight pink and giving me a giant whiff of his strong, musky cologne. I almost died in his arms, y’all, he wears a shit ton of cologne, like are you tRYING to get me pregnant?

When she flashed the picture, Joel slid his hand across my shoulder blades, unwinding his clutch from our hug and said, “Thanks for coming, thanks for being here,” or something like that.

READY FOR THIS SHIT: I said, “Haha, no thank you guys, you smell REALLY good, by the way.” (I know, someone call Homeland Security on me rn)

He gave his signature smile, he kinda broke his cool facade as he chuckled and Chris also giggled a little, so I touched his forearm and said, “Thank you so much for this opportuinity!” He goes, “Ay, gracías, amor, thank you.”

After that, I had a bunch of hoes jumping on me like, “DID YOU TELL JOEL THAT I LOVED HIM” “WHAT DID YOU SAY” “DID HE PROPOSE TO YOU” “CAN YOU SIGN MY SHIRT OMG YOURE SO COOL” I was like, Damn okay this new.

Needless to say, I winked at Zabdiel, Chris, and Erick throughout the whole time they performed and they did wink back (I know because I was head and shoulders above everyone else) and Zabdiel kept staring my way as he strung notes on his guitar.

So, that’s my story of unintentionally meeting CNCO. Next Sunday, I will do a pose with the guys that no other fan has done and I hope I go viral because of it lol. Not sure how much time I have before fucking managemnet starts pulling me off of the guys.

What do you guys think? Comment in my ask box or leave it in my notes. Besos!

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A date with a Ghost (HoBM x TF) pt. 4

Book(s): The Freshmore Series x Haunting of Braidwood Manor

Summary: After My Classmate’s (Ghostly) Girlfriend, Hannah (HOBM MC) and Eleanor decided to have a double date with Kaitlyn and Emily (TF MC). And things get weird.| Being put on the spot, Hannah and Eleanor lied about how they met. Kaitlyn is still going through songwriter’s block.

Rating: T

Genre: Crossover

Paring(s): Kaitlyn x TF MC, Eleanor x HOBM MC

Tags: @kennaxval @almogchoices @jbzxls @brooke-1515 @mfackenthal @helentwombly

Notes: PLEASE COMMENT/ REBLOG/ DM ME IF YOU WANT TO BE TAGGED IN FUTURE STORIES!!

Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4 (You are here!), 5, 6, 7

Hannah and Eleanor stared at Emily with a blank face. “Shiiiit!” Hannah thought. 

“Emily...” Kaitlyn rolled her eyes, knowing that her girlfriend would be the one who would want to know everything. “Forgive my girlfriend, she’s a bit nosy.”

Emily playfully smacked Kaitlyn’s arm. “Shut up!” She chuckled, “This just something I was thinking about.”

“Oh!” Eleanor exclaimed, “Well, I am not the one who’s good at telling stories...”

“Oh man, I didn’t mean to put you guys on the spot!” Emily said, “Do you guys wanna heard ours?”

“Uh, sure!” Hannah replied.

“Okay, soooo this was back in Freshman year. It was moving day for Hartfeld’s students who were dorming, and that morning was a bit evenful with meeting another suitemate Chris and my “enemy” Becca. But when I got there, I saw her,” Emily pointed Kaitlyn. “I remember how you were flirting with me.” Emily grabbed Kaitlyn’s hand.

“I gotta say, I was totally damn suave,” Kaitlyn smirked. They both kissed.

Hannah awed, “That’s so cute, how did you guys get together?”

Kaitlyn replied, “We started dating in Winter quarter after opening night of Rosethrone Park.”

“Now, let’s hear about yours.” Emily persisted.

Eleanor gasped, “Oh! Umm, well it’s kind of a strange story...”

Hannah stepped in. “We actually met at the park before she had classes!” She looked at Eleanor, who signaled her to play along. “I was just chilling in the park and Eleanor was new in town. She was transferring schools.”

Eleanor nodded. “Yes! I was having trouble to find my way to the university.”

“I didn’t know you go to Hartfeld, I haven’t see you around.” Kaitlyn wondered.

“She has a weird class schedule.” Hannah explained. She chuckled sheepishly, “She would have some classes either early in the morning or in the evening, y’know.”

“What’re you studying?” Emily asked.

“Ummm... Literature?” Eleanor hoped the girls would fall for it.

“Oh! English lit!” Emily said.

Eleanor went along. “Y-yes! I just love reading the classics from writers like Jane Austen and the Brönte Sisters.”

Emily was impressed. “Well, I still have a couple of weeks to claim a major.”

“Anyway, I saw Eleanor having trouble finding the school and she was sure as lucky to find me there... chilling.” 

“Oh... How did you guys got together?”

Eleanor was stumped while Hannah kept cursing “SHIT” and “FUCK” in her head. Eleanor took a breather and said, “We got to know each other once I invited her to my house. She was having some personal problems along with school, so I was there when she expressed her trouble as much as I did mines.”

Hannah saw Eleanor looking down who had a small grin on her face. “When she told me that her brother died, I felt like I wasn’t the only one who lost someone...”

Kaitlyn and Emily were shocked. “I’m so sorry.” Emily said to the both of the girls as Kaitlyn nodded.

“It’s fine.” Hannah said.

“It’s okay. It was a long time ago, too.” Eleanor continued with her story. “Hannah helped me with facing my demons and I helped with hers. After sometime, we got closer and one day she asked out for coffee, that time when I ran into you and your friends.”

Kaitlyn remembered this. “Yeah, I was with Zack and Tyler. You two got together that day?”

Eleanor nodded. “She was so nervous, but funny enough I was too.”

Hannah didn’t say anything until Eleanor turned to her and asked, “Isn’t that right, sweetie?”

“Yeah... I asked her if she could be my girlfriend, and here we are.”

Emily wiped a nonexistent tear. “That’s so freakin’ adorable!”

Eleanor smiled as she kissed Hannah’s cheek. “Well, should we go on more rides?” She asked.

“Definitely.”

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“WOOO!” Kaitlyn cheered once the ride was going through a steep dip. 

Emily was hollering in fear as Eleanor was holding Hannah’s arms. “OH MY GOD!” Emily screamed as the ride kept speeding through. As the ride came to an end, Kaitlyn got out of the rollercoaster with her arms pumping in the air.

“Man, that was so much fun!” She cheered.

“Uh, not really!” Emily frowned. 

Eleanor was shaken from the ride while Hannah was holding her to make sure she wouldn’t pass out of shock.

“You okay El?”

“I-I’m fine.” Eleanor said in her jitter.

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The girls were walking through vendors after going ride after ride. Eleanor kept looking at the large teddy bear that was up on display. She whispered to Hannah, “Do they make toys that big?”

Hannah explained, “People just like big things.” She suddenly realized what she said, and looked at her girlfriend.

Eleanor gave a doe eyed look. “Oh.”

Hannah giggled as she shook her head. “You want it, do you?”

Eleanor nodded and smiled. “It’s so big!”

Hannah walked to the vendor and slapped down a five dollar bill. With a smirk on her face, Hannah requested, “Three balls please.” 

The vendor set three balls in front of Hannah. She grabbed a ball and focused the position to hit the bottles. Hannah’s swing knocked all the bottles down from their position.

“Holy crap! How?” Kaitlyn exclaimed.

“I was the pitcher in my high school’s baseball team.” Hannah meekly smiled. She handed Eleanor the large stuff animal.

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Nighttime was the perfect time to go on the Ferris Wheel. The girls had just got on and by the time the ride started, Eleanor gripped the sides of the seat.

“Nervous?” Kaitlyn asked.

Eleanor replied, “Yes. I feel as if I could fall any moment.”

“You’re okay. I got you.” Hannah wrapped her arm around Eleanor.

Kaitlyn pulled out her phone and was thinking what to write for the band’s new song. She kept scrolling through her phone memos, but to no avail. She groaned annoyingly. She knew she had to find a way to finish this song.

“Kaitlyn,” Eleanor called her. “Is there something wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong, I’ve been having some songwriting problems.”

“You sing?”

“I’m in a band.” Kaitlyn replied. “I usually am the one who writes the songs and now, my band is competing for Battle of the Bands.”

Eleanor was intrigued. “Oh, well I hope you win.”

“Thanks, I kinda needed that since Loose Pins are also competing.”

“Loose... Pins?” Eleanor raised an eyebrow. 

Kaitlyn sighed, “My former bandmate and the former Gutter Kittens’ band member.” Kaitlyn cringed when she said her name. “Ugh, Natasha.”

“It’s a long story, but let’s just say Gutter Kittens disbanded once they got tired of Natasha’s ego.” Emily explained.

“More like her bitchiness if you ask me,” Kaitlyn muttered under her breath. “Enough about her, I need to have this song finish by the end of the day.” Kaitlyn was humming the melody until she was stuck by the chorus as always.

“See you in my dreams, feel you in the dark...” Kaitlyn muttered to herself. She typed in some lyrics until she deleted them. She did the same process until she got annoyed and shoved her phone back in her pocket.

Emily reassured her by putting her hand on top of hers. “Don’t worry, you’ll get through this writer’s block.”

Kaitlyn sighed. “I hope.”

The Ferris Wheel stopped on top where the girls looked the city in a high view. 

“It’s so pretty.” Eleanor whispered to Hannah. Hannah paid attention to her girlfriend. She kissed her on the cheek. “Definitely.”

Kaitlyn and Emily meanwhile took a selfie with the city in the background. 

After a moment to stopping, the Ferris Wheel resumed.

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Through the date was fun, something had bothered Hannah. In her conscious, she knew that they were telling part of the truth, but the story they told wasn’t true.

They’re were all about to leave the Fair to catch the train ride home until Eleanor stopped.

“I’m going to the bathroom, I think I saw one back there.” Eleanor said. “I’ll meet you all back.”

“Okay,” Emily said, “We’ll wait over here.” 

Hannah thought fast. “I-I’ll uh, go with you.” She followed her to the restroom, leaving the other girls to wait.  Eleanor handed the stuff animal to Hannah, entered one of the stalls and did her business.

Hannah leaned back against Eleanor’s stall. She sighed in exhaustion. 

Eleanor took noticed. “What is going on, Hannah?”

Hannah made sure no one was around or was listening. She said, “I don’t know.”

Eleanor got out of the bathroom and washed her hands in the sink. “What don’t  you know?” She asked, confused.

“That wasn’t true.”

“What wasn’t-”

“How we met.” Hannah interrupted her. “Of course, I came to your house, but... it doesn’t sound like us. Those couple of days of just meeting you and your family, my brother...”

Eleanor acknowledged it. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to complicate how we met. I thought you wanted a story that would make us appear normal.”

“It’s not your fault. We just can’t tell them the truth.” 

“We can’t?”

Hannah shook her head. “They probably think we’re crazy.”

Eleanor pursed her lips and sighed. “Let’s go.” She grabbed her large teddy bear and Hannah put her arm around her.

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On train ride home, the girls were resting from a long day of their double date.

Kaitlyn was focusing on the undeveloped song while Emily was sleeping. Hannah was resting her head on her hand and was looking at the streets they were passing through. Eleanor was holding on her teddy bear, trying not to doze off. 

The PA Speaker announced, “Next stop, Hartfeld University.”

Kaitlyn lightly shook Emily by the shoulder. She woke up and groggily asked, “We’re here?”

“Yeah.” Kaitlyn answered, “Do we have our stuff?” 

The girls made sure they had their stuff with them. The train stopped and the four got out.

“Thanks for inviting us.” Hannah smiled at Kaitlyn and Emily.

“Ah, it was nothing. We’ll see you two later.” Kaitlyn smiled.

Emily yawned. “Take care.”

The girls went to their separate way.

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Kaitlyn couldn’t sleep. She was sitting in her bed with a guitar in hand while she was figuring out the chorus. Everyone else was sleeping in their respective rooms, so she couldn’t be loud. 

But she grew irritated with failed attempts and groaned.

“UGGH!”

Emily then walked to her room, and rubbed her eyes to wake herself up. “Kaitlyn..?”

Kaitlyn looked and shared an apologetic look. “Sorry, I’m just frustrated with this.” She settled her guitar down to its case. Emily sat next to her.

“Kaitlyn, it’s already midnight. You have band practice the next morning.”

Kaitlyn sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. “Why can’t I get the right words?” She frowned.

“Well, if it helps, I had some problems when it came to finishing Vasquez’s novel.”

Kaitlyn didn’t exactly understood what she was saying. “Huh?”

Emily nodded her head. “I mean, how the hell was I, a freshman, able to finish writing a book by the end of the Spring quarter? Especially with everything happening with you guys? All I’m saying is, don’t stress yourself too hard. So you didn’t get the chance to finish your song today, but it matters is that it takes time for you to figure what do you want to write.” Emily grabbed the notes of Kaitlyn’s song and glance over the words. “See? You already got half it done-”

“But I still need the damn chorus.” Kaitlyn threw her arms up in the air.

“There’s that, but if you keep looking for that inspiration, you’ll hit the jackpot.”

Kaitlyn kissed her girlfriend. “Thanks babe.”

“Eh, just doing my job as your cheerleader.” Emily smirked and walked across the room to close Kaitlyn’s bedroom door. “And since I’m here...”

Emily jumped into Kaitlyn’s bed and the two began to make love. 

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Il Avait les Mots (Peter Parker X Reader)

Hey, guys! I know that I’ve been on a writing hiatus for a while, but I did want to write this story after the idea popped into my head. I did write this during my Tumblr hiatus (because I knew that I’d be back a few days after I had written this). After all of the stuff that been happening to me over the past few weeks, I really just needed to sit down and write some angst to get all of my feelings out. I wanted to base this story more on the friendships behind the relationship, just so you know. This story is loosely based on the French song “Il avait les mots” by Sheryfa Luna. I hope that you enjoy!

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Translation: Il avait les mots → He used to have the words

Summary: Peter breaks up with [Name] and her friends comfort her while she’s feeling down.

Warnings: Angst, language, not eating, more focused on friendships than a relationship, texting

Words: 1.5k+

[Name] remembered it being a Wednesday in her favorite month.

“I’m sorry, [Name], but I can’t do this anymore. I hope that you’ll be able to forgive me.”

Peter walked away with a frown on his face, clearly not happy with what he felt was right to do. He broke up with his girlfriend, [Name], after three long years.

Peter had gotten his powers a year earlier and decided that he didn’t want anyone to hurt [Name] because of who he was (if anyone found out his identity). He really didn’t want it to come to this, but he had to do it.

[Name] was left there with no one there to comfort her in the middle of the hallway. She wasn’t given a very definitive reason as to why Peter wanted to break up. She had to assume. And she assumed the worst.

It was the middle of the day and she still had to make it through the day. [Name] ran to her locker and opened it, immediately ripping the photo of Peter and her off of the door. She looked down at the photo.

It was a selfie taken by Peter of him with a big grin on his face while [Name] gave him a kiss on the cheek. [Name] smiled briefly at the memory before tears ran down her face and fell onto the photo, displacing the ink. She chuckled softly, taking a deep breath before taking the photo in both of her hands and ripping it into tiny pieces. She couldn’t stand looking at the photo for any longer and just dropped the pieces on the ground beneath her.

Peter felt awful, bile rising in his stomach as he thought about what he had done. He wanted to do more than apologize but he couldn’t. He wasn’t hers anymore and she wasn’t his.

He thought that he might see her at her lock and be able to give her a better reason as to why he broke up with her, but when he saw her, the damage had already been done. [Name] was quietly crying to herself and dropped some pieces of paper to the floor. She then walked away.

Peter had a feeling that he knew what it was, but he needed to make sure. He walked to pick up the pieces and saw the ripped photo.

Tears rose in his eyes. “I made a big mistake,” he muttered under his breath, shakily as he cried. He knew that he wasn’t going to be a part of her life for any longer.

The outlines of tears were etched onto [Name]’s face as she went to go look for her friends during lunch. She saw Liz and MJ sitting together, Ned and Peter nowhere in sight. She took a sigh of relief.

She grabbed her lunch and sat down next to her friends. “Hey, guys.”

Liz was the first to look at her. [Name]’s eyes were red and bloodshot with tears threatening to escape the corners of her eyes. She noticed that [Name] had been crying earlier by the white outlines of dried tears sitting on top of her face. There was not a day where [Name] didn’t have a smile on her face, but today, a frown was on her visage.

“Oh my god, [Name], are you okay?” Liz asked with Michelle turning her head immediately after hearing Liz’s question.

“What happened?”

“Peter broke up with me.”

“Hey! Fries before guys, remember?” MJ said, trying to cheer [Name] up.

She chuckled before letting her tears fall into her food. She wasn’t feeling all to hungry anyways.

“You’re right. Guys suck anyways.”

The bell rang to go back to class and [Name] sadly smiled at her friends before walking away.

“I’m going to go kick that boy’s ass.” Michelle gritted her teeth and clenched her fists as she walked to class with Liz.

[Name], I’m so, so sorry for what I did to you. I didn’t mean to hurt you, but I had to do it-

Peter began to type out what he wanted to say before deleting it. “I don’t know how to do this.”

“Don’t know how to do what?” May questioned him as she walked into his room. “Oh, and by the way, is [Name] coming over today? We could go get some Thai?”

Tears began welling up in his eyes again. “I don’t think that [Name] is going to come over anymore, May.”

Guys, he just texted me. I don’t know what to do. -[Name]

Oooh, what’d he say? -MJ

MJ… -Liz

Right, sry, Liz. -MJ

[Name] sent a screenshot of the text that Peter had sent to her.

[Name], I am so sorry for what I did. I never meant to hurt you, and I realized that too late. I wish that I could have said all of the things in my mind, why I needed to do it, but I just couldn’t do it. I don’t know why and it’s really all my fault. I know that you’ll never be able to forgive me, but just know that I still care about you. I always have and always will. I’m sorry, [Name]. -Peter

After reading the text a million times to find a rhyme or reason, she couldn’t figure it out. And that’s what made her resentful and sad. [Name] questioned herself, “What did I do wrong?”

Omfg -MJ

He actually sent that? -MJ

And he still hasn’t told you why? -Liz

You don’t deserve that bullshit, [Name]. You deserve everything the world has to offer and then some. -MJ

Truth is he doesn’t deserve you. You deserve someone who returns your love, loyalty, and dedication. He was always “running” off somewhere and you definitely don’t need someone like that in your life. -Liz

Thank you so much, guys. For, you know, helping me through this. -[Name]

I think that it’s better if you let it out the best you can. I’ll always be here for you, [Name]. Through thick and thin, it’s not a problem. -Liz

It’s unfair that you have to go through this. So, hell yeah, we’re going to be here to lean on when you need some friends 😊 -MJ

A small smile found its way to [Name]'s face when she read the messages from her friends. She really did have the best of friends.

[Name] hadn’t slept or had a bite to eat since the breakup. The smell of food made her feel sick to her stomach and she couldn’t sleep with thoughts of Peter roaming around in her mind.

To keep herself occupied from not being able to sleep, she went through the pictures on her phone, but anytime there was one of Peter and her, she broke down. She was unconsciously torturing herself by looking at pictures of her and Peter together. She didn’t know that she would cry just seeing his smiling face next to her.

It was hard enough to get out of bed in the morning. She stayed in bed, feigning sickness to her parents. She didn’t go to school that day…

She got a text immediately when first period started.

Where tf are you? -MJ

I’m sick -[Name]

Oh, not you’re not, you’re letting that boy take over your emotions -MJ

[Name] began to write her a message back, but she couldn’t figure out the right words.

Alright, I have second period off, I’m coming over to your house with chocolate, ice cream, and whatever else you want, but you’re not going to stay in bed all day thinking of someone who treated you like shit. -MJ

[Name] sighed, maybe she should’ve just went to school.

“I know, Michelle! It’s just that he used to call me—”

“[Name], he used to call you sweetheart and baby. It doesn’t matter anymore. He used to have the words.”

“You’re right, I need to get over him.” [Name] ran her fingers through her hair, trying to collect her thoughts. “He did. I don’t need him anymore. I deserve better.”

Michelle put a small smile on her face. “Now that’s the spirit! Here, eat this.” She handed the other girl one of her favorite candy bars.

[Name] took the candy bar and ripped off the wrapper. She lifted it to her mouth and she caught a whiff of it. “I can’t eat this, MJ. I feel like I’m going to be sick.”

“You haven’t eaten anything, have you?”

[Name] held her head down, disappointed in herself. “I just can’t eat anything right now. I’m sorry.”

“Just promise me that you’ll eat something soon, okay?”

[Name] did eventually eat, it took her about a week or so to get back to where she was eating full meals and about a month before she was laughing and smiling again. It was a hard break up, but there was nothing that she could do about it.

Thanks to her friends, she began to feel like herself again. And she realized that she doesn’t need to be in a relationship to be happy. Of course, she’ll always have love Peter and wish him the best, but they weren’t friends anymore.

Peter realized that his mistake too late. He had brought a card and a bouquet of her favorite flowers. As he walked up to [Name]’s locker, [Name] had someone else with her: her new significant other. He really did have the words, but she didn’t need them anymore. Or him.

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LORD OF SHADOWS REACTION POST

I didn’t want to make an entire reading thread like I did with Lady Midnight (which was kind of popular for my typical stuff, I still don’t know why, it was just a lot of flailing) because LoS is still so fresh and I’m afraid to spoil anyone who might not have the tags blacklisted. So under the cut, IN ORDER AS I READ, is my genuine LoS reactions. Enjoy my flailing.

Kit you precious little bean don’t steal daggers you should know better

JACE IS HERE SHIT SHIT SHIT 

He just had to go and name drop Will in like the first five pages I am C R Y I N G 

Oh Julian is being ‘scrupulously polite and kind’ over you and Mark’s “relationship”? IS HE EMMA? IS HE REALLY?

Ew Mark kissing Emma’s cheek made me want to throw up blood too, Julian 

“Did he just kill Magnus?” I HOPE AND PRAY I NEVER SEE ANY VARIATION OF THAT SENTENCE EVER AGAIN  

Take a shot every time I think to myself “ugh, Perfect Diego”

FUCKING HELL PERFECT DIEGO AND CRISTINA ARE BACK TOGETHER DAMMIT CRISTINA

Awwwww Ty my precious son you’re so concerned for Kit

I love Mark so much my sweet faerie child 

UGH EMMA AND MARK KISSING GROSS MAKE IT STOP 

CLARY TURNED DOWN JACE’S PROPOSAL HAHAHAHA WHY AM I LAUGHING 

Cassandra Clare let me make something clear if you ever kill my daughter Clary Fray I will SET THIS WORLD ON FIRE 

so clary is having dreams of her and emma and cortana and she knows she’s gonna die uMMMMMMMM????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???? IF MY GIRL EMMA HAS TO KILL CLARY FOR WHATEVER REASON YALL CAN CATCH ME 6 FEET UNDER THE GROUND 

THAT’S RIGHT KIT YOU DEFEND TY BLACKTHORN 

Mark and Cristina Mark and Cristina Mark and Cristina MARK AND CRISTINA 

God bless America I forgot how much I adore Jace Herondale but then at the same time he makes me miss Will and when I miss Will I want to DIEEEEEEE

take a shot everytime someone says something to the effect of “we can’t involve the Clave”

lol jace “i’m just going to haul clary off to *wink wink* get chinese food *wink wink* be back in 20 *wink wink*” 

oh wait they actually just got chinese food wtf i need me a man like that 

MAGNUS AND ALEC ADOPTED A SECOND CHILD NAMED RAFAEL DONT MIND ME ILL JUST BE SOBBING INTO MY BEER FOR THE NEXT HOUR 

More of Ty and Livvy’s relationship pls i love sibling bonds 

WTF ZARA???? PERFECT DIEGO IS CANCELLED YET. AGAIN. 

“Smug bastard. Hair’s too good. I don’t trust people with hair that good.” KIT MY SON IM ADOPTING YOU IMMEDIATELY 

Julian slamming the door in Emma’s face made me slam MY face into a door

“She refused to hurry her steps — not for anyone.” Note to self: be more like Cristina 

okay real quick these centurions talking shit about my father magnus bane are about to find my six inch stilettos up their tight assholes bYE 

okay these nazi centurions are CANCELLED 

oh my gosh my smol son ty smiling at kit kill me NOW 

DONT WORRY JULIAN IM RUINED TOO LAFJLKAFJ;L; THAT KISS SCENE MY GODDDDDDD

wow who would have thought i would like gwyn damn (also gwyn x diana??? im??? here for it???)

THEY’RE GOING TO THE FAERIE COURT FUCK ME UPPPPPP

NO FUCK OFF ZARA YOU CAN FUCK RIGHT OFF 

wait but… but kit and ty… but he just kissed livvy and they’re cute too… gdi 

i hope emma and/or cristina rips zara’s head right from her shoulders 

JULIAN AND EMMA ARE KISSING AGAINNNNN

FUCK IT WASN’T REALLY HER

FUCK 

what 

w h a t

W H A T 

HER FATHER OH TKLEJFLMY GDO EM AM AY IT S YOUR DAD WFFJTF

jk it wasn’t her dad gdi 

Diana is my mother now since she just SHUT ZARA TF DOWN

MALCOLM???????????????

oh shit yall it’s the ‘oh no we have to share a bed’ trope and i am LIVING 

julian hiding his boner is my aesthetic 

emma you can’t just casually mention my father luke garroway wtf 

I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW ITTTT ANNABEL KILLED MALCOLM

what’s wrong with Cristina’s arm… wHAT’S WRONG WITH CRISTINA’S ARM LEAVE MY DAUGHTER ALONE 

Julian just snapped at Emma and I have never been more uncomfortable please stop fighting mom and dad 

“neither julian nor emma slept well that night, though each of them thought they were the only one troubled, and the other one was probably resting just fine” real quick i just need to go drink a gallon of bleach to get over this 

all these references to will and jem are really fucking me up 

GDI JESSAMINE 

WILL AND JEM’S HEIGHT MEASURING WALL IM SOBBING JUST LEAVE ME TO DIE

“Tessa used to come and ask me too. She wanted to know where Will was.” WHAT THE FUCK A LOT OF PAINFUL THINGS ARE HAPPENING ALL VERY QUICKLY 

“I want you to be proud of me.” SHIT FUCK HELL DAMN FUCK 

MARK AND THE GNOME IM CHOKING 

Real quick Bridget imma need you to stop alluding to jem and will and also tell me how TF YOU’RE ALIVE 

oooOOOOoooo a compartment to themselves??? HMMMMMM 

Mark x Kieran x Cristina did you mean Lito x Hernando x Daniella? 

ANNABEL GET AWAY FROM MY SON JULIAN 

KLDKFLAJFK;AFALKL MAGNUS SAVING MY CHILDREN AT THE SHADOW MARKET IM SO FUCKING ALIVE 

I love my father Magnus Bane 

I LOVE MY FATHER ALEC LIGHTWOOD 

Alec talking about Jace you bet your sweet ass I’m crying 

On a serious note — props to CC for this representation of autism through Ty, and how Kit treats him so damn well. Very, very cool.

GWYN AND DIANA ARE ADORABLE FIGHT ME I LOVE THEM 

My domestic fathers Magnus and Alec are saving my life 

BRIDGET WANTS THAT LIGHTWOOD DICK EVEN STILL 

All Magnus wants to do is adopt every sad downworlder alive and I LOVE HIM ALL THE MORE FOR IT 

EMMA AND JULIAN HOLDING EACH OTHER IN THEIR SLEEP BYE FOREVER 

Don’t worry Emma I too live on the Sexy Thoughts River and the Sea of Perversion 

EMMA WANTS A SELFIE WITH A PISKIE IM CHOKING I LOVE HER 

FUCK SHIT IT’S JAIME NO DRU RUN 

Mark just had a sex dream about Kieran in the library I’m laughing so hard 

OH KIERAN GAVE HIM THE SEX DREAM WOW KINKY I NEED ME A FREAK LIKE THAT 

Actually wait I change my mind fuck you Kieran that wasn’t cool of you 

THE PLATE OF SCONES IM CRYING I MISS YOU SOPHIE AND GIDEON 

NO SIR JAIME YOU STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER DRU YOU INSOLENT FUCKBOY 

DAMN can CC write so freaking well holy shit 

but are Cristina and Mark kissing because they love each other??? or because of the binding spell?????? will the world EVER KNOW????

POLYAMORY???? WHAT??????

Kit and Ty are … the … most adorable thing… in the whole world… 

“It's a burden being sarcastic” I’M CHOK ING TO DEATH 

FUCK YOU EREC FIRST YOU COME AFTER MY DAUGHTER CRISTINA NOW I FIND OUT YOU TORTURED MY SON KIERAN???

Jaime is evil I can smell it 

MOM AND DAD ARE FIGHTING MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOPPPPP 
Julian appearing out of nowhere sitting on a boulder in the pouring rain completely Unbothered™ like name a more iconic entrance 

DADDY JULIAN HAS EMERGED HOT DAMN SHOVE HER AGAINST THAT WALL DADDY FUCK HER REAL GOOD I need to chill i'm sorry 

BREAK MY HEART BREAK IT IN PIECES

Gdi Dru 

SLAP HIM CRISTINA YES MY QUEEN 

Wait... shit is Jaime actually a good guy? DAMMIT 

MAGNUS CAUGHT THEM LOLOLOL he isn't even concerned though bc he knows parabatai love each other extra hard bc he witnessed Will and Jem's love firsthand lol BYE 

Who tf is Ash? I mean he's Dru's age and they just had a "coincidental meeting" so CLEARLY he's a love interest but 

NO FUCK YOU JAIME I STILL DONT TRUST YOU 

DIANA IS TRANS WHAT IM SO HERE FOR THIS MY STRONG WARRIOR QUEEN 

Gwyn is the actual love of my life 

"Pyromania interests me" Ty, my son, I love you

Dad!Julian makes me WEEP

Coincidentally, Dad!Alec ALSO MAKES ME WEEP 

PRETENTIOUS HAIR PRINCE JENXKAOOAJW EMMA I FUCKING ADORE YOU 

MAGNUS NAME DROPPED MY MOTHER MAIA OMG 

Emma referring to implied polyamory as a sexy weirdness is ME 

Pffffffft Kieran calling Diego the "very handsome stupid one" is ALSO MEEEEEEE 

"The bad things can't matter more than the good things" Cristina....... my daughter........ 

Ty's letter GOODBYE ALL IM DONE 

HELEN OMGGGGGGGG

Kieran ain't got time for your SHIT Robert 

MAGNUS NOOOOOOOOOO

Sassy!Alec defending his man and not dealing with Bigot!Zara's bullshit I’m so wet 

OH MY GOD ROBERT 

NANSIZOANWPZOAPALWK THE MORTAL SWORD OMG 

what

what

what 

what 

what 

what. 

Livvy isn't dead

No 

No livvy isnt dead 

No no 

Wait what the FUCK 

THATS THE E N D ????

W H A T T H E F U C K 

BYE. 

BYE forever I'm going to go live in a world where Livvy is alive and well because fuck all this BYEEEEEEEEEE

so like 2019…. where u at

[i-amusemyself]

All 100 Questions.

Bloody hell okay thank you!!! 😄😄😄

1. Is a kiss considered cheating?Yeah, Id say so.

2. Have you ever faked orgasm?Aint never had anyone to fake it with 😂 Ngl tho its the sort of thing id do (which is terrible i know)

3. If you could have one super power, what would it be?Mind reading.

4. Do you think youre gonna be rich in 7-8-9 years?I’d be worried if I didnt have more money than I have now, but idk.

5. Tell us some funny drunk story?Oh jeez erm, I don’t really have any 😂 My friends occasionally remind me of the time at the school christmas ball one of the business teachers turned up and I quickly ran away while aggressively whispering “oh no he knows im a lesbian, aimee told him”.

6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?We work better as friends, its less stressful.

7. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?See I’m really torn with this question. Part of me thinks itd be nice just to go in my sleep, with a heart attack or something. Its quick and painless you know.But equally I wonder if it would be better to maybe, like, have something where I knew I was gonna die. Because then I’d have time to try and do everything on my bucket list and say goodbye to everyone. Also maybe at that point I’d welcome death lmao.

8. What are your current goals?Idk? Im waiting on A level results which I really hope I’ve done well in.I hope to make lots of new friends at uni and learn how to look after myself quickly I guess. I dont know.

9. Do you like someone?I like a lot of people 😆

10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?Im really not sure??? There arent many people I expect anything from and even then my standards are pretty low. So like, I dont really get disappointed by people, only occasionally by situations.

11. Do you like your body?I could hate it a lot more, but I wouldnt say I’m happy with my body or general appearance. I struggle a lot with my features and my weight and the scars I have (which is ridiculous but thats what mental illness is)

12. Can you keep a diet?I mean if I wasnt on the diet im on rn (with lots of restrictions) id probs be in hospital 😂

13. If the whole world was listening to you right now, what would you say?Honestly id pass out under the pressure of it 😂 idk, id tell them all to take a chill pill but no one would listen.

14. Do you work?Nah, i had 3 jobs at once last yeah but now I’ve ended up with none.

15. If you could choose only one food to eat for the rest of your life what would it be?Either garlic bread or chocolate I cant decide!

16. Would you get a tattoo?I’m v much planning on getting one in the near future so yh!!

17. Something you dont mind spending all your money on?Plane tickets.

18. Can you drive?Yeah! I havent driven since I passed my test, but hopefully I havent forgotten how to that quickly!

19. When was the last time someone told you youre beautiful?…I cant remember. Thats depressing (not that I blame them).

20. What was the last thing you cried for?Argh I have no idea why I was crying, my brain just wasnt doing its job so everything made me stressed and sad.

21. Do you keep a journal?I keep a blog for diary posts but besides that nah

22. Is life fun?If you allow it to be, yeah

23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?Tf is that supposed to mean? I guess if you know the person well it is.

24. Whats your dream car?I dont know about Dream Car, id have to research it loads to decide what my absolute fave it. Although rn I’d really love a ‘67 VW beetle bc theyre small and cheap on insurance 😂

25. Are grades in school important?My own grades are super important to me, (to the point its probably unhealthy) but in terms of how the people around me do, it doesnt really matter to me. I mean, I want everyone to do well, but I dont judge people based on it.

26. Describe your crush.She’s funny and all around awesome and interesting and good at deep convos and beautiful and way out of my league.

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?The last one I read called The Bell Jar. It was unlike anything I’ve ever read and made me think about a lot of things. Also I related a lot with the main character.

28. What was your last lie?Eh, probably “im fine”.

29. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idk?? I only keep track of the good lies 😉

30. Is crying in front of people embarrasing?It shouldnt be but yeah, I try my best not to.

31. Something you did and are proud of?Umm, idk im p proud of playing basketball and representing my region/training with england. But i quit that so 👏 dicks out for my regrettable decisions 👏

32. Whats your favourite cocktail?Never had one

33. Something you are good at?Annoying people and being clingy 😂 also maths ig

34. Do you like small kids?It depends on the child, the day of the week, the lunar cycle, my menstrual cycle, how hungry I am…Yh legit sometimes I hate them sometimes I love them.

35. How are you feeling right now?Great omg I just got my best friend to watch mamma mia and now shes high on life next to me.

36. What would you name your daughter/son?🤐 there are a couple of names for girls I like and like 2 boys names? But i dont wanna say bc theyre embarrasing.

37. What do you need to be happy?Good company, good food and possibly music.

38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?Theres always at least 3 people I would love to punch 😂

39. What was the last gift you recieved?My best friend got me a necklace and I almost cried its so beautiful

40. What was the last gift you gave?The gift of my company @only-slightly-dangerous 😉😉😉

41. What was the last concert you went to?I went to to see Amber Run in february

42. Favourite place to shop at?Um, as in shop? A place called blue banana probs (england’s hot topic smh)

43. Who inspires you?Kaitlyn Alexander bc they helped me to understand who I am and how I feel and to be loud and proud about it.And Luke Cutforth bc he’s so open about his mental health and struggles with self harm but hes so happy now.

44. How old were you when you first got drunk?18 lmao

45. How old were you when you first got high?It aint happened yet (and i dont really want it to)

46. How old were you when you first had sex?It aint happened yet smh

47. When was your first kiss?As far as im concerned never

48. Something you want to do until the end this year?What….does this mean….? Idk???

49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadnt done?It’s more stuff I wish I had done tbh. I suppose I said things I shouldnt have or got too involved in drama, but you kinda need all that secondary school shit to learn from it

50. Post a selfie.Lmao nah fam

51. Who are you most comfortable around?My best friend by a mile. Privacy who?

52. Name one thing that terrifies you.Abandonment without explanation.

53. What kind of books do you read?Anything non fiction about medicine/being a doctor/disease/psycopaths.Besides that whatever has been recommended.

54. What would you tell your 12 y/o self?1. Youre gay2. You and I both know you arent joking about being “a dude trapped in a girls body” stop laughing it off and confront it.3. Stand up for yourself.4. Chill out.5. Laugh a lot more omg

55. What is your favourite flower?It’s between petunias and roses

56. Any bad habits you have?Not answering peoples messages unless theyre Certain Person A or Certain Person B.

57. What kind of people are you attracted to?Ones that are out of my league and could kick my ass apparently. Also ones that are kind, listen and think a lot I guess

58. What was the last thing you cried for?Already answered

59. Is there something you dont eat? A food that truly disgusts you?I dont eat loads of stuff bc my guts hate me 😂 but besides all that I’m actually the worlds least picky eater. The only thing I dont like is raw tomato. Thats it.

60. Are you in love?I wish

61. Something you find romantic?All the clichés ngl 😂 just anything that says “i love you” or “i was thinking about you” really

62. How long was your longest relationship?Like 4 months? Barely long term.

63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?Oh jeez i hate these theyre so stereotype-y1. Bitching2. Not supporting each other3. ….?

64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?1. Not supporting each other2. Massive egos3. Yelling

65. What are you saving money for?Uni so I dont starve to death!

66. How would you describe your bad side?Hmm, idk, it depends what someone did to get on my bad side. I’d say stubborn, bitter and angry tho usually.

67. Are you actually a good person? Why?I could be wrong but I think so long as someone has morally good intentions they are usually a good person, whether they always succeed or not. So yeah, I like to think I am.

68. What are you living for?My friends and the hope I have for my future.

69. Have you ever done anything illegal?Piracy? Thats it.

70. Do you like your money?….did I type this question wrong or??

71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?Okay, the honest answer? Yeah. When I was a lot younger and less mature and someone said something that hurt me, I tried to retaliate with equally hurtful comments. I like to think I wouldnt do that now.

72. Ever sent nudes?Lol no

73. Have you ever cheated on someone?Hell no

74. Favourite candy?All candy hates me 😂

75. Is there a blog you visit everyday or almost every day? Tag them.Yeah @oneshappyplace knows I regularly spam her with notes in search or Quality Memes (im so sorry)

76. Do you play any computer games? Whats ur fave?Nah, as if I have time 😂

77. Favourite TV series?Argh I canny choose? I love the IT Crowd, I love supernatural, I love Sherlock, I love in the flesh…

78. Are you religious? Does God exist?I’m not religious and personally I don’t believe there’s a god or higher power but I could be wrong.

79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?The Bell Jar. See 27.

80. What do you think about vegetarians and veganism?I respect it I guess? At one point I was p much a vegetarian until I had to restrict my diet sooo. Tho I could never be one now, let alone a vegan.

81. How long have you been on tumblr?Too long 😂😂😂 Like 3 or 4 years?

82. Do you like chinese food?Love it!

83. McDonalds or Subway?(Never been to subway so) McDonalds.

84. Vodka or Whisky?(Never had whisky so) Vodka.

85. Alcohol or Drugs?(Never had drugs so) Alcohol.

86. Ever been out of your country?I’m currently in the USA so yeah 😂

87. Meaning behind your blog name?It’s p self explanatory and also v true

88. What are you scared of?Abandonment, deep water, knives, toys with battery packs.

89. Last time you were insulted?Ugh, probs like when I met up with a load of school friends for our leaver’s ball.

90. Most traumatic experience?I’d rather not answer that lmao (plus itd take a long time to type)

91. Perfect date idea?Chilling and listening to each other’s favourite songs while coexisting and eating fast food 😂 that or ikea ngl

92. Favourite app on your phone?Tumblr. Even though I hate it, it also keeps me sane.

93. What colour are the walls in your room?White and blue.

94. Do you watch youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?I love so many youtubers omg. Lukeisnotsexy, mileschronicles, realisticallysaying and filthy frank are faves

95. Share your favourite quote.Pick your fights.

96. What is the meaning of life?To live life to the fullest so youre happy and have minimal regrets. Also to be kind and helpful so even if you dont change the world you might help someone else to.

97. Do you like horror movies?I think….? But I’m not good at watching them alone 😂

98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?Eh…again, would rather not answer (we got some nice supressed memories here)

99. Do you feel lucky or special in any way?I’m still totally in awe of how lucky I am to have met my best friend from 3000 miles away. Like, the probability of it was so so slim and yet here we are.

100. Can you keep a secret?I think so yh! It’s something that I consider super important.

[caepaecaesurae]

> Last week sometime...

caepaecaesurae ... I apologize for the #tyrian/ tag, by the by.  My moirail has trouble wvith your alternates, that he is still wvorking through. brackishbarracuda so i noticed i didnt mean to start shit caepaecaesurae You havwen't, and he holds no animosity.  Only memories. brackishbarracuda i cant reely say shit tbh w u i used to have the same problem w certain cronus alts i aint gonna go into it but im betta than i was

caepaecaesurae .. There are so vwery many things wvrong wvith certain Cronus alternates. brackishbarracuda an nearly all a mine are fucked so caepaecaesurae I'm glad you're doing better ..and that the entire Ampora line is not currently completely poisoned for you. brackishbarracuda trust me theres a few i could stand to see w a head on a different end a the room than the rest a them but i got double diamonds and both are v much amporas caepaecaesurae There's some that -I- wvould be inclined to separate from themselvwes. brackishbarracuda aight if im bein honest its one in particular and its an erian so i still count that as improvement caepaecaesurae I'd agree.  WVas he perchance recently invwolvwed in the dashcourse? brackishbarracuda i dont think so i aint been payin attention i dont mind a name drop if ur currious just dont out me aboat it its complicate complicated efin caepaecaesurae Reasonable.  ...  I don't speak wvith many Eridans, I suspect it's not likely to come up, so I'll abstain. brackishbarracuda as in dont tell me or u wont out me caepaecaesurae Don't tell me -- I wvouldn't out you either wvay. brackishbarracuda s fair caepaecaesurae But this wvay, I'm not likely to read his page out of curiosity. Or ask a thousand questions that aren't my business.  I'm afraid I'm as gossipy as Arlequin can be. brackishbarracuda trust me tho if he shows up and starts shit youll kno who it is caepaecaesurae Do let me knowv if you evwer need a hand. brackishbarracuda pike i said its complicated 38/ and f reel tho i aint mind questions from u in particular caepaecaesurae If you're certain, then -- wvho, and dare I ask his specific failings? brackishbarracuda violaceousvanity too many to fuckin count brackishbarracuda most a which is fuckin w my rails pusher an holdin the fact said rail had feelins for him over my damn head when i was low caepaecaesurae .. Ugh. brackishbarracuda im really tryin naut to go on a tirade aboat every fuckin thing hes done wrong bc i wont stop if i get started its platonic af caepaecaesurae I knowv the feeling. Aye, interference in romantic affairs often can be. brackishbarracuda hes still a part a my rails past tho before i knew him and he swears hes his friend so im over here just shruggin violently brackishbarracuda ur ugh in response was afishiated tho its hard to properly disgusted w somebody existence when other ppl aint as pissed as u are

Last Wednesday at 2:44 PM

caepaecaesurae I sympathise.  Interpersonal conflicts of that nature are... Awvkwvard at best. caepaecaesurae Pardon for disappearing on you. brackishbarracuda nah shit happens u aight caepaecaesurae > Caesurae looked at that question, blankly, for over a minute before he could bring himself to quietly facepalm, sigh, and gather his words. Sleep came unexpectedly, that's all. brackishbarracuda count ur blessings i had to watch cats the musical before i could get my wrigs to fall the fuck asleep caepaecaesurae You havwe wvrigglers? I feel like I should havwe knowvn, sorry for the inobservwance. brackishbarracuda i dont talk aboat them much naut publicly anyway brackishbarracuda too much shit can go wrong but yeah i got five a them caepaecaesurae It's easier to protect something no one knowvs about. Gods, that seems daunting. brackishbarracuda i mean they aint mine i kinda inherited them but they mine u feel cept one ones actually mine caepaecaesurae I believwe Arlequin had a fewv sprung on him wvhen it turned out one of his flings came from a timeline wvith interesting biology. He adores havwing a massivwe family for church reasons though. brackishbarracuda yeah caepaecaesurae May I ask about the inheritance? brackishbarracuda bouy seems pike hed b happy just havin em drip off him while he fucks around in the kitchen caepaecaesurae That's fairly accurate, aye. brackishbarracuda dead red caepaecaesurae I'm sorry. brackishbarracuda they didnt really have anybody else me and the rails look after em caepaecaesurae Good that someone or something does. If you havwen't ended up lusus-bonding wvith them yet you might be able to get them lusii in a timeline somewvhere.  I suspect you havwe though, by the sound of it. brackishbarracuda loz would raise from his fuckin ashes and haunt my ass if i ever got rid a them especially now brackishbarracuda theyre mine caepaecaesurae I'm glad you care for them. I'm...familiar wvith the concept from Beforus, and from my moirail's family.  It's not something I'vwe personally evwer wvanted, but I'm glad it suits you. Are they young, still ? brackishbarracuda it aint someifn i ever personally wanted either tbpfh w u little shits grow on u yeah caepaecaesurae Has Arlequin met them yet? brackishbarracuda ach is the oldest and shes under five sweeps and ayas the youngest and shes in a coon rn i think we planned on it but it aint happened yet brackishbarracuda lotta shit goin on rn caepaecaesurae I suspect he'd enjoy it quite a bit.  He adores spoiling wvrigglers. brackishbarracuda yeah i can sea that lmao hes a big cod damn nerd brackishbarracuda hey i got a question caepaecaesurae Aye? Fire at wvill. brackishbarracuda do u no anybody youd trust w a needle pike tattoos do u think arlequin would kno anybody in the church oar caepaecaesurae I knowv Porrim has a studio here, though I'd havwe to gently feel out howv she feels about seadwvellers.  I'm sure Arlequin knowvs howv to apply tattoos in the old wvay, wvith hand-made tools and ointments rather than wvhat one wvould vwisualise in a modern tattoo parlor. I'm sure Nadaya wvould knowv someone, and could ask, if that wvould be of use. brackishbarracuda idk if i trust his evaluation of i trust u naut to kill me while u do this but yeah if u could ask around so i got options id afishiate it tbh isle still probubbly sea what arlequin can do seein as i already trust him caepaecaesurae Arlequin I wvould trust completely to do blackwvork.  If he specifically says he can do brilliant colors and gradients, I'd believwe him on those too. I trust Nadaya not to put other people into stupid situations.  He tries plenty of things himself he wvould not consider for others. brackishbarracuda thats fair caepaecaesurae I'll see if I can put together a list for you -- and I'll mention wvho each recommendation came from, as wvell. I'vwe been somewvhat tempted to look into it myself, I just havwen't been able to think of a design I wvanted. At least anything that wvasn't somewvhat trashy. brackishbarracuda hell let it be trashy caepaecaesurae References to the Kraken brackishbarracuda lMAO caepaecaesurae A tramp stamp, if I could bring myself to it brackishbarracuda PLZ I N-E-ED T)(IS caepaecaesurae Haha Gods.  Maybe. brackishbarracuda oh my shi t absofuckinlutely i am behind this and behind u so i can stare at it caepaecaesurae I appreciate the vwote of confidence. "This side up" brackishbarracuda im la ughign i swear to fuck man embrace that shit caepaecaesurae On the one hand, yes. On the other, if I don't, I can fake being a vwery dignified older man at wvill. And people wvho don't knowv me wvill believwe it. brackishbarracuda i mean thats fair but u can do that w some paint an sealer caepaecaesurae ..Oddly true.  Of course, I could put on a vwariety of different tramp stamps at wvill in the same wvay. brackishbarracuda embrace ur inner trash prince caepaecaesurae You are a terrible influence, but I'm almost intrigued enough to put together a selfie. brackishbarracuda i am tho caepaecaesurae This Side Up is the best one I can think of.  Maybe a reference to the Gunshowv WVhat are some other good ones, vwisible from the front? I am preparing something. brackishbarracuda suns out guns out has alwaves been a personal fav isle ahab ur crosshairs idfk visual pun put ahabs on ur bicep caepaecaesurae Oh, perfect brackishbarracuda i am all for this please dear cod also ur attractive just fyi caepaecaesurae Thank you, I appreciate that.  You as wvell, from the pictures I'vwe seen. brackishbarracuda the reactions ur getting are worth this shit alone caepaecaesurae Oh, aye, I need to do this more often. brackishbarracuda u reely do i almost wanna reblog the dam thing again caepaecaesurae One feature of tumblr that I personally appreciate is the ability to schedule posts to go off at pre-determined times years into the future. brackishbarracuda oh my shit ohhh my shit caepaecaesurae And you look at your dashboard, and you ask yourself "WVhen did I reblog that --  Oh.  Ohhhhhhhhh right." brackishbarracuda i am here for this brackishbarracuda plz at least keep the gun caepaecaesurae Hah.  I don't knowv.  The tiny one? brackishbarracuda yeah i mean its easily hidden w sleeves an its a good ice breaker caepaecaesurae It is at that. If I did, I'd probably ask Arlequin to apply it for real.  Things I imagine into place are easy to imagine awvay again. brackishbarracuda i nearly said id imagine so and stopped myself wtf me caepaecaesurae I can imagine it, and I wvouldn't havwe caught it. brackishbarracuda hes doin aight if ur currious thats my rails caepaecaesurae I'm glad he is. brackishbarracuda i get over excited about the bouys so i apologize in advance caepaecaesurae Hah.  Both vvic and his brother? Enthusiasm is a blessing, enjoy it. brackishbarracuda yeah f reel tho they aint get out much so im over here wavin a lil flag when they talk to ppl on their own caepaecaesurae I havwe a fewv friends like that. Thankfully theyvwe started getting along wvith one another, wvhich is nice. brackishbarracuda tru tf to that

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brackishbarracuda are u sugestin arlequin is a wrong choice caepaecaesurae No, I just knowv Arlequin wvell and don't knowv if he knowvs him. Arlequin making more positivwe social contacts is good. brackishbarracuda (that was a joke ) tru af tho caepaecaesurae I'm not that great at jokes if the punchline is someone being offended, if I'm honest. brackishbarracuda aight fair caepaecaesurae Sorry, chief. brackishbarracuda nah u aint got anyfin to apologize for

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