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i don’t even fucking care
#house md#house spoilers#hilson#the fact that house is consistently selfish. that he’s an addict. he’s always in pain#but he gave up his vicodin for wilson. mind you the pain in his thigh must have been excruciating#bc consistently whenever he’s extremely stressed or worried the pain gets worse#but wilson is still his priority. he put wilson above the burning pain god man😭#him giving up his freedom HIS LIFE for someone who has less than half a year to live like oh my god#the love house has for wilson actually makes me sick bc even outside of the cancer arc house has done things for wilsons sake#like almost killing himself just to help him and amber. drugging him at that one conference from s6#he’s an asshole often times but he truly is the only constant in his life. they both are for each other#i actually feel sick. im not on everybody dies yet (im on the c word rn) but god idk how im gonna get thru this😭#5x13 big baby#8x19 the c word#1x01 everybody lies#8x22 everybody dies#7x15 bombshells#8x21 holding on#where the quotes are from btw#sorry for the essay in tags
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Inspired by this little thing ❤️ Because I love me some tragic besties 🤭( @beevean mwah ❤️)
Non-blurry version below vv
#smol goblin isaac hehehe#he is eager to teach his new friend 🥺#I am very proud of the second panel ❤️#fun fact: i had to flip the whole canvas because i drew them facing the other way at first#then i remember where Isaac's bangs were supposed to be 😭#oh well. it turned out well in the end. it's all that matters ❤️#god i love them so much it's painful#isaactor#hecula#hehehehe ofc i'm gonna tag this one too. gotta propa the ganda ❤️#isaac laforeze#hector castlevania#vlad dracula tepes#curse of darkness#akumajou dracula#crow art#fanart#sketch
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Ride 749: The last Straight Road*
(NdT.: same pun Kinaka always makes with his name and the word for straight road)
Pag 1
1: I....
3: Imaizumi-san!!
4: Go- good work!!
Good work!!
You were taking a long time for this lap
Pag 2
1: Yes, teh, I got a fl-fl-flat- my bike!!
Yessir!!
2: It's the tire!!
4: Only tires can get a flat
Ah- damn, yes, that's right
Right!!
6: I thought something like this might have happened, so I brought these
Replacement tubes, tire levers, and a pump. Use them
Pag 3
2: This is unusual!! I never thought Imaizumi-san was the attentive type – is it just for us!?
Yeah!! I thought first and second years were just not important to him....
3: You don't want to use the,?
We'll use them, thank you so much!!
4: You saved us, teh....!!
That's true
6: Ah, uhm... but..... Imaizumi-san
Earlier you said that
7: Sugimoto-san won't come”, what did you mean?
Pag 4
1: He retired
Pag 5
1: He's still displayed on the board, but
3: There's still time until midnight
If Sugimoto-kun....
4: Please leave the possibility open in case Sugimoto-kun wants to come back!!
5: Onoda insisted
6: Re... tired.....
Sugi..... moto-san....
Pag 6
1: He used up all his stamina and mental strength in his fight against Danchiku, and he was defeated
2: You didn't notice because you've been on the course the whole time
4: Ah... actually, when it got dark, Sugimoto-san and Danchiku-san passed us various times... teh
Huh!? That? So at that time-!?
5: You have no time to talk about unimportant things
As soon as you're done with the repairs, run, first years
6: Soon
Pag 7
1: Waa, ye-yes, teh, thank you for the tools
Yeah, there's still 40km
2: If we join our strengths....
Don't cooperate
5: Teh!?
7: From now on, you can't allow yourselves to run like friends
8: Huh....
Our “buddies” stickers.....!?
You have to fight
Pag 8
1: And win the last spot to be an Inter High member!!
Pag 9
1: Fa.... ight....
2: Against.... Kinaka-kun
3: Against.... Rokudai
4: 35km left!!
Gooo!! Kinakaa, Rokudaii!!
Do your best...!!
5: I feel like they'll be able to run the 1000km!!
Amazing!
Ah, but there was no distance between them just now?
Pag 10
1: Fight....
2: The spot as a regular in the two-times national champion, Sohoku....
3: I can't take it by just being friendly....!!
4: And also
5: There's Sugimoto-san's wish!!
Pag 11
1: Wa- wait, please, Imaizumi-san
But.... if in this training camp the condition to become the sixth regular was to finish the 1000km first....
2: Then why did Sugimoto-san and Danchiku-san race!?
4: I came here to give you a message from Sugimoto
5: I think, I think it's necessary, you know
Sohoku is a team that connect and support each other
6: Just like during our first year, you, Naruko, and Onoda, connected your wishes and aimed for the goal
7: And last year Kaburagi ran with Aoyagi-san and carried the team until the mountains on the third day
8: So I think we need it
9: Our third year Inter High members
Pag 12
1: Definitely need a “first year”!!
3: Even if he knew he was making his own situation worse, he thought about the best shape for the team would be
4: He accepted it, and fought
Pag 13
1: For the fifth place
3: Among the first years, those two are left, I look forward to see what they do!!
That's too much food
4: Danchiku probably understood it, too
That's why he fought with all his strength
6: Now you two have to run with the weight of those expectations on your back!!
7: Fight, against your opponent and against yourself!! Use all your strength
Pag 14
1: And pull to yourself that last jersey!!
2: Straaa-
Pag 15
1: Straight roaaad!!
2: - traight!!
3: …. ngh
Ugh.....
4: Kinaka-kun.....
5: Don't cry, Rokudai!!
Pag 16
1: What are you doing, oi!! I'll leave you behind like this!! I'll tear you off!!
If you give up, then it's lucky for me!!
2: My goal has always been the Inter High jersey!!
To get back at those senpai who made fun of me!!
3: To show it to the Onii-san who taught me how to ride bikes!!
So, for that....
6: So I'm telling you not to cry!!
Pag 17
1: But, Kinaka-kun....
It's that your “Straitgh road”, wasn't fast at all....!!
4: You knee? It's your knee, right?
Since when? Since a while ago?
5: Since when we were at about 800km
Pag 18
1: It's a race, Rokudai
2: You should have told me, teh
I didn't notice, teh!!
3: I'm such an incapable former manager, teh....
4: Since when I lost to you in the first years' race
6: I've been thinking that I would definitely not lose the next time we race
7: Even though the truth is that I don't really care about that anymore
So, once again...
Pag 19
1: It's a race, Rokudai!!
3: Let's do it, Rokudai!!
I can't, teh
4: Race me, pedal!!
I don't want to, teh....
5: Fight me!!
I won't pedal, teh
Pag 20
1: Because, if I fight you now, Kinaka-kun, I'll end up winning, teh
Pag 22
1: With that kindness of yours, support our senpai during the Inter High
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 749#the tags arent enough for the essay i want and need to write about this chapter#most painful chapter but also one of the best chapter of the whole manga imho#IVE BEEN CRYING SINCE YESTRDAY WTF WATANABE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MY BABIES#YOU NEED TO PAY FOR MY THERAPY NOW#kinaka and roku's relationship is probably the most wholesome in the whole manga i love them so much#and this chap HURT SO BAD OH MY GOD#kinakaaaaa you're so strong for this ;A; the way he didnt want to tell roku about his knee bc he knew that roku would break#the way he even tried to provoke him to push him to race!! and he says he didnt want to lose against him again! but!!#He actually doesnt care about that anymore!!! hes just doing this for rokudai!!!#And rokuuuu!!! baby boy ;A; hes the purest boy ever!!! He didnt want to win like this against kinaka he didnt want to leave him behind ;A;#leave me alone im gonna cry forever ;A; (no actually dont leave me alone keep me company in my suffering plz)#page 21 is forever ingraved in my soul#even tho imaizumi told them not to cooperate in the end they did support each other until the last moment ;A;#(on a lighter not im happy that we finally have a reason for the race btwn sugimoto and danchiku - they both knew the team needed a first#year* so only one of them could be on the team)
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Metaphor mass post~
i feel the need to say that disregarding his uh moral issues
why he kinda..
MORE WHY ARE YOU BECOMING PHAROS SINCE WHEN DID PERSONA 3 LEAK OVER HERE
LIKE I SAID. WHY HE KINDA FINE.
DAMN LOOK AT THAT DESIGN BRO I WOULD DIE FOR IT
first thing i said when i saw him was: AHHH THE HAIR AT HIS BACK IS SO NICE!!!!!
that aside WHO GAVE ATLUS THE RIGHT TO GIVE HIM THE BEST EXPRESSIONS IN THE GAME
thats it. thats all i want to do for the rest of my life. i will skate around and i will fuck shit up.
also atlus can you make this faster plsplspls
HOW TF DID THEY CONVINCE A LITTLE KID TO SAY THIS
PRETTY BOY:D I WANT TO SAVE YOU SO BAD
YOURE ALSO THE ONLY ONE (apart from the protag and some others) WITH SHOULDERS THAT ACTUALLY LOOK NICE AND NOT OVERWHELMINGLY UH
WINGSSSSS:D
atlus...you embraced your inner self..
wait thats so pretty
aight thats the end of it
#metaphor refantazio#oh god its gonna be a pain tagging#will metaphor refantazio#gallica#atlus#atlus games#the prince metaphor refantazio#necromancer metaphor refantazio#the pompous man idk his name
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happy (belated) birthday to our fav little princess <3
#oh god this is gonna be such a pain to tag sdkjhfsd#the freddy and funtime freddy show#tfaffs#the sun and moon show#tsams#the lunar and earth show#tlaes#the montgomery gator and foxy show#the security breach show#tsbs#tmgafs#francine (tsbs)#earth (tsbs)#sun (tsbs)#foxy (tsbs)#f.c. (tsbs)#the puppet/marionette (tsbs)#golden freddy (tsbs)#toy chica (tsbs)#freddy fazbear (tsbs)#funtime freddy (tsbs)#my art#yuippe im gonna go to bed now sdjfnsdsf
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ok no im so tired but ive had this Thing a Laughingstock Concept Thing in my Brain for Days Now and its.... basically what if Barnaby adopted a lil caterpillar. like it's not sapient or anything its literally A Wriggly Puppet Prop. but he finds it in his home and it reminds him of Howdy and he keeps it. he carries it everywhere. he treats it so tenderly and names it and everything. his delusional smitten subconscious is like "omg... mine & howdy's <3" he and Howdy are not even together at this point
so Barnaby cares for this lil caterpillar and Howdy ends up getting attached as well, because he's on the same shit as Barnaby. and eventually the lil caterpillar pupates, and they watch over the chrysalis So Excited to see what lil wormie will look like as a butterfly. and it emerges and they're so proud and weirdly emotional. the butterfly takes off on its first flight and lands on a flower patch
just in time for Eddie to trip and fall on the patch, instantly crushing it And the butterfly
#in my mind eddie is all 'oh man :( thank goodness frank wasnt around to see that' and then goes about his business#completely missing howdy & barnaby watching on In Horror off to the side#not lil wormie... no....#also in my mind lil wormie looks like the fuckn. Adorable worm from sesame street#oscars little friend i think? the cutest little thing in the world? the little red wormie? yeah....#but im feeling very Tender about bigass dog barnaby toting around this teensie weensie lil worm thing#treating it with utmost care and affection#big characters caring for absolutely tiny thing kills me every fucking time#bury me shallow... ill be back to die again....#absolutely unprompted#laughingstock#ohhhh my god im not even gonna say how i almost butchered the laughingstock tag#sometimes i type letters in the wrong order or add an extra one. that would have been so unfortunate but Deeply Hilarious#ANYWAY LIL WORMIE IS AN ESTABLISHED THING IN MY MIND AND I DONT KNOW WHY#maybe... maybe tomorrow i will scribble it...#also to be clear the events of this post all happen within a week or two.#it is a brief shining Worm Time#ok going to bed now officially. im going#wait no i have to complain about something ive done to myself hold on#so i really like reeses puffs cereal yeah? but the problem is it cuts up my mouth to hell and back and makes eating anything a Pain#tried to eat sauerkraut tonight... it burned... the roof of my mouth is so scraped up...#i Will be eating another bowl when i wake up tho. its too tasty. i can take the annoyance that is minor pain. i have a high tolerance <3#can i easily Not eat it? yeah. but i dont want to stop. nothing will stop me. its a jumbo box. i Will Finish It.#anyway wormie <3 gonna go think about her <3
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hey yo wassup its like 2AM and im on tumblr w/ my phone (which never happens) because my body wont stop making me cough yipppeee
Anyways i am a sickly victorian child rn may i annoy you for a bit
ah... a kindred spirit........... come and we will sit together by the gutter this samhain night
me and u. speak to me. right now
#hope u feel better tho. ive been waking up nearly every night from Stone Pain so i get the feeling lol#like oh my god. please just GO to SLEEP (<- me telling my body that)#tricks or treats#thats gonna be the special halloween ask tag just in case i get more stuff in my ask box lol
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lays down on the floor and lets out a single anguished wail before flopping down like a fish . AAAAUUUUUUUGH
#lune.txt#got off work and currently suffering from Going To Die Disease :(#i like my job!! everyone is nice and i WANT to work in kitchens i want to be a pastry chef eventually!!!#but ohhhhhhfhh my god it’s killing my body SO BAD#1200mg ibuprofen daily has not saved me. i keep hoping it will…. Alas#man they’re gonna look at my liver in like ten years and it’s gonna have a hole burnt through it. me and my NSAIDS ❤️❤️#i like what i do and i know i’ll love being a chef it’s my dream AND i have hands on experience#but MY FREAKING BODY!!!!!! FAWK#i’m gonna have to wake up and do this Forever and just hope my joints don’t disintegrate???#Oh Well :L Such Is Life!#chronic pain is chronic. sad!#complaining tag
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James Riley Appreciation Week!
Fruit / AU
Mob Psycho Au for Half Upon a Time/Once Upon Another Time trilogies! Explanations and rambles under the cut
Jill as Reigen and Jin as Mob because Jill is just as resourceful and cunning as Reigen and would definitely be a conwoman lol. Jin is nothing like Mob tho (except for the whole "power of god inside an adolescent boy" thing they both have going on lol) but the Mob and Reigen dynamic is how I see the Jill and Jin dynamic
The Spark as Dimple just bc of how The Spark was like when Jin had absorbed it in the first book and kept telling him he should use his powers for himself and destroy everyone. Also i did not mean to make it look like a cockatiel LSDKFJLSKDFJ
Lena as Tsubomi bc I see them both as aroace (tho that's only canon for Lena lol) and also Lena is also like Tsubomi where she's confident in who she is and doesn't like to conform to others around her. also because Jin canonically has a crush on her like Mob does with Tsubomi lol
Shefin as Teru because honestly he acts like he's the most important person in the world but I thought it'd be hilarious to keep him at his canon height in the books of 6 inches tall. He tries to kick Jin's ass as if Jin couldn't just beat him by stepping on him lmao
May as Shou and Eudora/The Evil Queen as Toichirou bc evil older family member who tries to take over the world with army of followers she managed to get on her side. However because May is Shou while Jill is Reigen, i literally have no idea where to put Jack in this AU lmao
#i also have thought of a reverse of this au but the biggest difference is that reigen is captain thomas and dimple is jill lol#oh god tagging is gonna be a pain#half upon a time#huat#once upon another time#james riley author#james riley appreciation week#james riley appreciation week 2024#jillian huat#jill huat#lian huat#jin huat#jin ouat#lena huat#lena ouat#shefin ouat#shefin huat#oh god whats his full name again#Prince Golbasto Momarem Evlame Gurdilo Shefin Mully Ully Gue#may winterbourne#may winterborne#may perrault#eudora winterborne#eudora winterbourne#the evil queen huat#doodles#artists on tumblr#id in alt text
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only this, only this is gonna be the death of me
#good omens#marianas trench#uh i was possessed and couldn't sleep until i'd finished this#marianas omens#<- watch me become a menace with that tag now#graphic design is my passion frog dot png#wow i haven’t made an original post in…….. years#i KNOW tumblr’s gonna nerf the hell out of this too because i don’t know ideal image size/spec details oh well 😔#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#even tagging for engagement... who am i#this scene is on a friday morning iirc but i wasn’t gonna change the lyrics 🤷🏻♀️#speaking of lyrics: azlyrics and spotify have conflicting opinions of these lyrics#but to my ears it's always been a little bit of both so 🤷🏻♀️#choosing to die on the ‘no’ as opposed to ‘know’ hill even though the alternative might've been more painful here#my edits#f15#text edit#god’s perfect woobie#bastard [affectionate]
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Just wanted to say that I have been thinking of you and pre-emptively empathizing with the nonsense you are no doubt being flooded with and the psychic damage it must be causing. Keep stanning the king ignore the weirdos <3
thankg u.,, i feel like ive been trapped in a fuckign . Torture Labyrinth these past coupl days . but. wwe will. We Will Yet Persist onwards w/ our hand on the left wall till we;re either out or at the center i swear 2 fucking GOD,
#talking tag#asks#th pain is forever the Horrors r unending the lack of media comprehension on all sides is Disappointin But Also My Goddamn Life I Guess lol#though i will say ppl in my inbox have actually been.. surprisingly polite overall? if not outright rather kind as a whole. um. post-atsv.#but. god. i have not Talked About so much of that movie because i kind of just.#..ok actually i realize this is gonna sound rude as hell lmao. but. hhaha i Kinda Just. was fool enough to Assume that everbody would yknow#like. Comprehend The Film yk yk yk. since it is a well-written movie that doesnt try to Hide any of what it;s abt? yk?#i come On Here onto tumblr dot bumblr and i make my stupid esoteric gddamn complaints abt 2099 Themes for Me Only so my head doesnt blow up#n silly ol me i really do like earnestly honestly in my Heart think. like. we all saw the same movie. right? mayb thingsll calm down.#but oh oh oh oh oh no no no No No. they do Not calm down they get So Much Worse.#and now hypothetical Internet Strangers might be Passing Judgement bcuz we look like an Apologist 4 assuming Everyone Knew Media Literacy#CHRIST. do people think i think mig was. like. In The Right. in atsv. no ive known he would be Wrong for years dudes.#why do yall think i was so low-key Disappointed he was placed in a role that couldve better suited. like. Superior Spider-Man.#public image. DING-DONGs. man he is Never Going To Be In Movies Again After This Hes An AU SPIDER-MAN FROM THE 90S. LORD!#i had SO MUCH FUN watching atsv!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont like the choices it made to put miguel in the situation that it did. Bizarre Thematic Changes to 2099 that Only I Care Abt. but like#that is SUCH a fuckin SMALL and insanely autistic nitpick like i earnestly loved the hell out of the film and its mig is--#--Earnestly One Of His Better/Best Adaptations despite bein within the limited confines of th plot nd setting he is In & w/o his inner mono#..i just. Hate So Much That This Movies Version Of Miguel Will Be The Only One That Anybody Knows For The Next Seven Years At Least. yknow.#i lov watching that fuckers trainwreck of a slowmotion mental breakdown for two hours but the movie gave practically Zero Context 2 newbies#BTSV please save me BTSV please save me BTSV PLEASE save me PLEASE please please please PLEASE BTSV youre my last hope....#(arthur clenching his fist meme) ppl r Already so shitty 2 ppl w/ Messy Symtptoms i could Handle losing MK but SM2099 means too much 2 me..
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of course the only thing that could ever possibly make all of them be civil and nice to each other for an extended period of time would be seb’s retirement dinner. he’s the only one who could work a miracle like that
#they really said#okay boys#tonight#for one night only#united we stand#its giving european leaders at international conferences#no i will not elaborate#its so sweet but so painful#sebastian vettel#charles leclerc#lewis hamilton#max verstappen#oh my god am i gonna have to tag all of them#no way am i doing that#f1
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I never tried the option myself bc it'd probably mean skipping the Reason You Suck speech at the end (fire for speedrunners though) but I Love that you can frame your Phoneys in 3, especially so if you've already killed the previous two. Like yeah couldn't send you off to die so i'll let the goverment do it for me 🧸 like its just Peak evil imo.
#luly talks#i do relinquish in the pain and the agony but dont get me wrong the thought of any of them 3 getting jailed makes me SO sad#rog esp since he's the one im writing about and the biggest nerve wreck#gingi voice they'll be the last one to pick the board game for prison-game-night..........#actually yknow i wonder if rog would end up almost believing it after all when you try to gaslight him for the shits and giggles#(as in: telling HE was victim of the bite of 87 and the like) he tells you to not do that bc his brain is already scrambled or something#so there's a chance perhaps he'd believe it if he had everyone constantly accussing him of it?#not like it'd matter much i have no hopes for the dsaf justice system i know its been 35 years since jack got framed but still#i just remembered when the option popped up i said ''god im really becoming steven 😭''#first time i made the joke too was when i said ''imagine your boss sucks so bad you turn suicidal'' no clue what the context was#OH YEAH JAKE SAYING HE'D RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN KEEP WORKING HERE yeah. poor guy.#anyway im derailing my own post again uhhh. yeah. yeah i dont trust any phoney is avoiding the death sentence#dsaf#roger jones#dsaf roger#btw just for the sake of yapping longer i truly cant decide whether harry or jake would survive better in the enviroment#probably jake to be honest. I mean Harry has a lot of experience inside freddy's but he didnt really live outside it muhc#jake is so confrontational though#hey did you guys watch the hit movie felon? sure that guy wasn't framed but. i feel like jake would end up w that attitude#except for. you know. everything else that happens in the hit movie felon.#hey actually forget about this game go watch the 10/10 movie Felon from 2008 starring Val Kilmer and Stephen Dorff#because its one of my all time fave movies and probably the saddest i've seen#not bc there arent movies that are more tragic but bc no movie was able to break thru my walls of idgaf and make me cry anyway#yeah you thought i couldnt bring up my movie fixations on my different fandom posts well you were WRONG in fact#im gonna go tag my other post i left untagged yesterday bc my ass was Cooking
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if anyone needs me i'll be in your basement at your dad's work pc behind a locked door watching llamas with hats
#im sorryyyyyy im ignoring dms and stuff#tags vent#i got yelled at a few days ago and i still havent recovered okay my hurt is REAL#also getting MAJOR guilt bc emmy's dad is taking our broke asses to The Lake next week n i cant cope with going on a vacation when ive bee#n unemployded for like 6 months or smth#like i am so happy im getting away from this living situation for a week but oh my god it is so stressful to be removed and then have to re#urn to The Living Situation#trans family dynamic is so weird bc one side of our families is super niceys and accepting and the other side is actively manipulating us#into brokeness and constant fear/anxiety#like i can barely do laundry bc if i do it at the wrong time and someone comes home its all gonna end up thrown on the floor bc we are#not human beings deserving of respect let alone 'family'#hhhhh chest pains#i will now be tending to my sideblogs good day#dogweed
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#oh for fucks sake#if i have to listen to my shithead of a mother bitch and whine and moan about me being disabled one more fuckinG time i s2g#she's been going on for 20 mins abt how annoying it is that i had to go lie down for a bit bc i had a migraine and a pain flare up#which meant i guess that she didnt get to make dinner when she wanted to (i told her she could just eat w/o me like who cares)#so now she's on a rampage abt how inconvenient it is to her and how i ruin her schedule and her life all the time etc etc#and when i responded calmly w 'well what would u like me to do- snap my fingers and not be disabled anymore? u TOLD me to go lie down.'#she exploded and is like 'oh noOoo ofc not nothing is ever ur fault u just accidentally do these things'#bitch WHAT THINGS ?????#exist as disabled ??? be in so much pain i spend most of my life these days in bed ??? be unable to function to ur standards ????#do u Hear urself ??#now she's sitting on the couch pouting and fuming like a toddler bc i was in bed for 2 hours instead of 30 mins (bc too much pain to get up)#and throwing a tantrum like that is in any way normal or acceptable behaviour#'u always do this! but nooo u can do w/e u want cant u ?? u dont have to consider others!!'#ma'am...#a) no i dont have to consider others when it comes to taking care of myself and my debilitating illnesses. that's an insane thing to suggest#b) nobody told u u could not do w/e the fuck u wanted while i was out of commission. u just did this to have more to complain abt#c) ah yes bc i 'want' to be bedbound in excruciating pain. that was a choice i made. for funsies. for the bit.#whaT ?????#god someone save me im gonna lose my mind w this shit#not to mention she's also belligerently drunk so like. there's that also. cant have any proper convo bc of it (not that i wanna talk to her)#jesus fUcking chrisT#i gotta get out of here#this woman is so immensely hateful#ya sorry i ruined ur life by being born this way and now ur stuck 'putting up' w me and 'my shit' (<- actual things she has said many times)#fuuuuuck me.#anyway.#negative#ableism#verbal abuse#ask to tag
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I need to start having more normal daydreams bcos rn the main one is about finding someone who will agree to consensually stab me 1. Bcos I wanna know what it feels like and 2. I've never had an extended hospital trip before and it would be a Different Problem to have to my current ones and 3. This is a smaller specific facet subset of the daydream of 'qpr with benefits roommate who I marry for tax benefits and have autism with'
#story im reading: (vivid description of a stabbing)#brain: :/ that should be you#me: oh my god can you PLEASE be quiet#TO BE CLEAR. this is not a self harming thing#while my conviction against self harm is probably weaker than it should be. i do not and do not want to purposefully harm myself#this is an exception almost solely because i am SOOOO FUCKING CURIOUS#ive not felt terribly bad pain that i can remember in a long time so this would be a nice point of reference#like i have a thing where i dont remember how i feel in memories unless i remember consciously thinkint about lik3 'i am happy rivht now'#so logic dictates that if i want to remember what big pain feels like then i should get badly hurt and then wax philosophic about it#maybe record a voice note or something while i waited for the ambulance to come#anyway i was gonna finish these tags w 'no i was lying i dont need to get more normal daydreams' but tbh yeah
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