#oh but slash j or whatever

[kiybee]

disliking franziska von karma and dismissing her as mean is possibly the worst character trait you can have

[thenamessparkplug]

Dude you're about to singlehandedly convince me to watch a playthrough of Slay The Princess. how /j

MWAHAHAHA MY EVIL PLAN IS WORKING

SOON ALL OF MY MUTUALS WILL SEE SO MANY SLAY THE PRINCESS POSTS THEYLL ALL BE CONVINCED TO WATCH IT

AND NO ONE WILL BE THE WISER!!!

[sickgraymeat]

There are so many characters in AT that I sort of want to write in fic but i could never pull off their dialogue

[tobybestupid]

Steven Adler NSFW Alphabet <3

Tw: NSFW, smut smut smutty smut!! (Too lazy to name everything sorrrryyyy, I'll try), fluff!!, somewhat descriptive smut, breeding kink, mentions of threesome, mentions of drunk sex, masterbation,

A = aftercare

This boy wants to make sure you're okay, gives you amazing cuddles and kisses, cleans you up. If he and you aren't too tired he'll run you a nice warm bath!! <33

B = Body part

His favorite part of you in your chest, loves jizzing on there. And your thighs, likes cumming on there too!! :3 his favorite part of himself are his arms, he can just wrap them around you and rail you relentlessly :3

C = Cum

He loves cumming in you (BREEDING KINK :0), on your chest, and oh boy does he love watching it drip from you just to push it back into you!! :3 he also makes sure you cum first, such a gentleman huh?

D = Dirty secret

Wants to get you pregnant, so badly. Poor baby has a breeding kink. Also wants to have a threesome with you, definitely not with axl... he's too cocky, maybe Duff, Slash, or Izzy?

E = Experience

Good boy knows what he's doing, makes sure you're having a good time, and hes havin' a good time :3

F = Favorite position

Definitely like the spilling bamboo, or mating press because then he can just pin you down and breed you :3

G = goofy

He's prob a little giggly if he's drunk, but if it's baby making he's not giggling but definitely making alot of noise. (Such a noisy boy)

H = Hair

He's pretty hair, mean just look:

Hairy boy means hairy private. Drapes match the carpet, maybe a little bit darker. But he understands if you want him to shave, he's just a lil lazy :P

I = Intimacy

He can be rough and fast, soft and fast, rough and slow. Anyway you want it (THATS THE WAY YOU NEED IT‼️), *cough.* Anyway. Whatever you want, he'll give you <3

J = Jack off

Since poor Steven is on tour quite a bit, he does tend to jerk off a lot, especially on call with you (if you dont go with him). He likes watching you jerk him off sometimes— but why jerk off when you're there?

K = kink

He has a major, a big breeding kink. He has has a little bit of a degrading kink, just a little. But loves watching you cry from pleasure, and squirm around <3 also lives being praised??

L = Location

He's scared of doing anything in public, poor boy doesn't want to get caught. He loves bending you over anywhere at home though! The sofa, bed, counter tops, ECT.

M = Motivation

Tight or small clothes (definitely gets a boner in public/in general if he sees you in a dress or skirt), you teasing him, small things can get him bricked up.

N = No

Will not hurt you, if it's like a playful slap to the butt then yeah obviously. But if you want him to flow blown hurt you super bad. No, absolutely not. Also other icky bodily fluids, nope.

O = Oral

He loves receiving head, and giving. Prefers receiving, but will give you head :3 he's also pretty good at it.

P = Pace

Poor boy doesn't last that long, he gets really tired easily. Maybe two rounds on a super good day, three is too many.

Q = Quickie

Hates quickies, prefers taking his time with you :3

R = Risk

It depends on what new thing y'all trying.

S = Stamina

Poor boy gets tired easily and can't last that long, but he tries for you, usually fails.

T = Toys

Has a few toys for you like vibrators, teases the fuck out of you with it.

U = Unfair

He's pretty fair with you, if you're getting punished he's all about being unfair. But if he's in a submissive state, all whiny n stuff. He hates being teased.

V = Volume

When he's dominating you he grunts and groans, rather loudly too. Almost like an animalistic growling. When he's submissive he's such a whiny boy, and he whimpers.

W = Wild card

Likes his hair being tugged at, weather he's dominating you or he's a submissive good boy :3

X = X-ray

Alrighty. He's probably got a good 5-6 inches? Nice thick-ish tip, is thicker at the base and gets slightly thinner. His tip is a little lighter than the rest of him, and it's like a jungle down there. Large happy trail, drapes match the carpet, maybe a little darker.

Y = Yearning

He can't go that long, 1 or 2 rounds.

Z = Zzzz

Depends on how many rounds y'all did. He falls asleep super quick if it's been 2 or 3 rounds, but if it was only 1 he takes care of you then sleeps.

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SORRY FOR NOT POSTING RECENTLYYYYY

[kuwdora]

Saturday Morning Vid Recs - Animals

@poetikat So I know you like cats.... This post started out as a recs list of cat vids. but then I realized there are a ton of other animal vids that you'll get a kick out of and so here I am, with another batch of goodies for you!

Cats!!

Hug Cats! by @rhea314 and @sandalwoodbox. Multi-source. Like…really multi-source! 😻😻😻😻 Cats cats cats cats cats.

Breaking the Habit by Isagel. My Cat From Hell. This vid will make you crack up, it’s amazing. I don't want to be the one the battles always choose.

Murder (Or a Heart Attack) by sisabet. New Girl. Parenting a cat, lmao. "Introducing the mouse-murderin', the heart burglarin', the king of the kennel, Furguson Michael Jordan Bishop!" --Winston Bishop

Happiness and Home by sternenschnuppendrachenschicksal. The Aristocats. ❤️❤️❤️ Home is where the heart is.

Doggos!

Send Me On My Way by @elipie. Wishbone. Wishbone!! the tv Wishbone! Wishbone in all the costumes and adorableness, this is so much love. We will run, we will crawl.

I'll Be There For You by @eruthros. Pit Bulls and Parolees. Animal rescue and love and hugs. "It's for more than three hundred pitbulls, the world's most misunderstood breed of dog; it's for parolees, the guys I hire because no one else will."

Dreams by eunice. Marley & Me. WARNING: The dog dies. This vid will ruin your soul. It’s full of SO MUCH LOVE. And grief. It’s fucking beautiful and ruinous. Tread with caution.

Puppy Love by cosmic_llin. Multi-source. PUPPIES!!!!! Dolly Parton music and PUPPIES.

They’re Good Dogs Brent by bessyboo, platinumvampyr. We Rate Dogs. This vid is pure joy. h*ckin good dogs.

Times Like These by eunice. All Dogs Go to Heaven. Eunice has a motif of killing dogs but this vid is a little more light. Times like these I learn to live again.

Dinosaurs, Penguins, Horses, Rats, Bears and Duckies, Oh my!

Stay Alive by milly. Land Before Time. Scroll down for the YouTube link on this page. This is another incredible animation throwback and full of so much heart. We'll do whatever just to stay alive.

Every Penguin Dance Now by Mr. Anderson. Happy Feet. Nobody was rocking the vidding dancefloor like Mr. Anderson’s editing back in the day. This vid is a 10000000% must-see.

Heart Alone by sasha_feather. Seabiscuit (2003). Found family! Horses!!!!

The Walker by @rhoboat77. Rataouille (2007). This vid is SO. FUCKING. CUTE. Don't miss this one!

Everything I Do by bironic. Cocaine Bear. Warning for drug use and brief implied bear injury, but this vid is not as graphic as the film. It is, however, extremely hilariously inappropriate laugh out loud funny. I can't help it. There's nothin' I want more.

1234 - A Bear Named Winnie by @kuwdora. A Bear Named Winnie (2004). This is slash vid with a bear at the heart of it all. A live action film based on the bear that inspired Winnie the Pooh. Two men go off to war and parent a bear cub. Oh, you're changing your heart. Scroll down in my vidpost to hear me scream about how this movie was made for me.

Somewhere Only We Know by @kiki-miserychic. Winnie the Pooh. This animated Pooh vid is SO sweet and wonderful! I had to run to the vidder to find a link to share since it's not on YouTube but well worth the download and viewing!

Rubber Duckie by krim. Taskmaster UK. This is so unbearably cute! A Taskmaster celebration of our little yellow friends!

Animals of the Sea

(You Drive Me) Crazy by @CherryIce. Sharknado. I cannot get through this vid without laugh crying. Please please please watch this vid and tell Cherry how much you laughed. Please, do it for me. Baby, I'm so into you.

A-ha by sol-se. Deep Blue Sea. This one makes me CACKLE and howl and slap my knees and also this song is so fucking good and just goddamn amazing. LL Cool J trying to kill a shark with a lighter. The way Solvi uses this song! Brilliant. Scientists experiment on sharks in an isolated ocean lab because that is a good idea. Thomas Jane is a shark wrangler, and LL Cool J is a cook with a parrot. Also, Samuel L. Jackson.

Float On by @such-heights. Finding Meno (2003). ❤️❤️❤️ We all float on, okay.

Selachimorpha by @CherryIce. Aquaman. ….There are not enough words, or any words for this vid. You have to see it for yourself. You will regret me earworming you by reccing this vid but it’s worth it for the hilarious perfection. I promise. Aquaman: Protector of the deep.

More cats!!

Cat Apostle, Conqueror of Asthma, Chosen One Of The Light (Vid) by Rhea. 开端 | Reset (TV 2022) This vid makes me clappyhands with glee. I have six cats.

Three by chaila. The Incredible Dr. Pol. Forever cackling about this adorable cat! Hip-hip-hooray for three!!!! 3 legs, 0 problems.

Papa’s Got a Brand New Bag by AbsoluteDestiny. Maru. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

cats…in Space! by niyalune. Multi-source. This vid will make you grin like a happy kitty lovin’ fool. Also A+++++ song choice. Featuring: pet cats, alien cats, evil cats, sexy cats, internet cats, a couple of lions, two litters of kitties, and one actual, real life space cat.

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[smaeemo]

15x18 "Despair" Quick Brainrot Summary

Jack is totally #bombmaxxing and they are like we gotta GTFO or totally magic this shit away

Billie pulls up to the function and is like "Y'all done." scythe in hand totally looking legit cray and is like "You bitches were sooo close"

The winchesters are then like "But bro, Chucky bear was the one behind this all along!"

Then Castiel out here begging please billie, " jack is so gonna detonate, pls fix my boy"

And Billie's like "This shit is bad, ig he's gonna lowkey explode, but I can like send him to a special little place" then proceeds to zap Jack into the empty, and is like "He's in a place that will absorb his shock #rubberwalls"

As soon as Jack finds himself in vemon's innards he like totes EXPLODES

Cut back to The team freaks, and Billie is like "Oops there she blows! Also I sent Jack to the empty" and they are all like "Oh that's not-" and then Cas is like "Is he like LiveMaxxing rn?" and Billie straight up "Idk" emotes.

Then Billie just goes like "The empty, shes.. large and vast... but she is gonna be PISSED if Jack is livemaxxing, and like we are already beefing so I banned her from earth and she like needs to be summoned or whatever" Then she's like "Jack for God's death book, good trade? good trade?" and they are like "YOU BASTARD, YOU LIED" and totally felt #betrayed. And she starts to peer pressure sam into giving her the death book.

Cut back to Jack, because he is "Live" Maxxing!!! and the empty now has beef with him too and is like "YOU DUMB BITCH IM GONNA KILL YOU-"

Cut back to The winchesters, and Sam gives into peer pressure and is like "here's the book" as he throws it on her #desk #customerservice. And Billie gets her fingers in there are #reads and is like "hmmm.... by god! there's a new ending" then channels her inner Villian and gives us the "Interesting..."

Cut back to Jack and the empty is like totes peeved and is like "YOU WOKE ME UP YOU CUNT, LIKE THAT'S SO NOT GLAZING" then like lowkey lunges, but before the violence can ensue Jack is star trek'ed back to the bunker

Then Billie is like "This bitch mine" and has a full ass custody war before Dean grabs her scythe and slashes her and she like cat hisses, uses the force, and then /resets her character back into her domain.

Jack like faintmaxxes and Sam is like "Omg! The book! It stuck!"

TIMESKIP

Dean and Sam work out their drama per usual and are like Bitchboy Michael is totes ghosting us.

Cut to a reaper going up to Billie and being like "The place has been secured from the EMPTY" and still peter griffin seething Billie is like "OMG! TYSM"

Cut back to Winchesters/main plot where the apocolyspe people TM/Ressurected hoes are like dissapearing, and they are like "Ugh, that girl is still doing this shit??" (Billie)

Then Charlie (Apocolyspe edition) who they are visiting because her bae was /kill @e'ed, and Charlie is like "these mfs know something" and so tfw is like "Billie is beefing because Dean stabbed her and everyone is gonna die"

Then sam has a lightbulb moment, and is like "Eileen!" so they haul ass over to her, but were too fashionably late and all that was left was her phone (sad face)

Sam gets like 2 min grief before going "Lets make a bass and ward that hoe with bedrock atp, yk for all the apocalypse people and #resserecters"

Then they are all like "Omg yes!!!" But then Dean is like "Im gonna go back to the bunker and kill Billie for being a HATER" and Cas is like "Baby don't go alone, I'll #tagalong"

Everyone thumbs up the message and they like go their separate ways

Sam and Jack go to a creepy ass Silo and totally ping everyone give their location, #send ur ETA

Everyone/most get to the silo and the crew is warding that bitch UP and they lowkey doing all the cheats to keep the tresspassers OUT. Then Jack goes near the plant and the plant #dies and Jack is like "Bruh" and then when they think they are safe, the uno reverse card is totes played and everyone starts tragically dying (besides sam and jack) and jake is like "omg wtf" and sam is all "sad face"

Cut back to Dean and Cas: They get back to the bunker and Dean grabs the Scythe and uses a key to go back into Billie's pad, and is like "Lets make her SWEAT" so they walk around looking for her and #destroying things/

Then they find her and dean lowkey stabs her and is like "Wasn't trying to kill you. so like stop killing all my pals" and she's like "Girl that's like not even me doing that, its chucky, doy"

And Dean and Cas are lowkey #shocked! Then she uses the force on them aka channeling her darth vader, then grabs her scythe.

Then she's all like "When you slashed me, you pulled a hamlet and basically poisened me to die, which is so not #nice" and then she's all like "IDGAF abt dying, its inevitable, so Im gonna complete my quest and KILL YOU DEAN" then Cas and Dean are shaking in their boots and try to out run DEATH and make it back to the bunker.

After they get back into the bunker Dean is like ok ok wtf do we do, and then Billie shows up yet again Darth Vader style, using the force to like stop Dean's heart.

And Dean and Cas start running, and Billie is like "Hoe, I have your heart wtf r u even gonna do??"

Then they make it to a store room and Cas uses his blood and makes a sigil that is anti-billie, then Dean's heart works again and

Billie is like standing out side of the door knocking on it like so annoyingly this whole time

Dean is like "Im so sorry, I am a vengeful piece of shit and now both of us r gonna totes die. But like me first" and then he's like "We should been with Sammy and Jackie and not here, Im lowkey apologetic"

And Cas suddenly is like "Think think BRAINBLAST" and is like "Well... there is someone who can stop her... someone strong enough to end her for GOOD" and Dean is like "tf?"

Then... Cas spills the beans about his deal and Dean goes "You what?" feeling #betrayed

And Cas is like "the deal was my life for his, that the empty would take me at my moment of true happiness" which is so lowkey PETTY

And Dean is like "Y r u tell me rn?"

So Cas goes: "I know. I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive, and you're angry, and you're broken. You're "daddy's blunt instrument." And you think that hate and anger, that's... That's what drives you, that's who you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you see it. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. (he smiles, crying now) You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of Hell... Knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam, I cared about Jack... I cared about the whole world because of you. (sad laugh as a tear rolls down his cheek) You changed me, Dean."

And dean is like "Y this sound like a goodbye????"

Then cas goes "bc it is" leaving dean #speechless

Then before dean respondmaxxes...

Cas goes "ily" and dean is like "nah don't do this Cas..."

Then the random squelching of knockoff venom comes up behind him and Cas goes "Goodbye Dean" and SHOVES that boy into the corner, leaving a #bloody handprint TM on his shoulder (similar to the burn from when he GRIPPED him TIGHT and PULLED HIM from perdition)

Then Billie BUSTS into the room and the Empty takes both of them into the mysterious goo world. and Dean is like "yo wtf" and starts #sniffle maxxing

Then Sam starts calling him, and Dean ignores it and starts #sobmaxxing

All in all

Apocolypse people/resurrected died L

Cas #confessed to Dean then got eaten by knock off Venom alongside billie

And Dean won a crying competition

The end.

[spacedoutman]

(Out of character note) Hey everyone! I’ve been roleplaying as Ace from kiss immortals for awhile now but I’m going to spin some lore and stuff for this account and roleplay to hell on it.

Life’s getting batshit insane, I mean getting kicked out of my house, insane, so I want a distraction haha and just to have fun! If you want to join in, feel free to! I love group projects and we can get together and write stuff up.

But these posts will be coming! Please also note I still have yet to watch the full game playthrough so I’m probably gonna turn the universe into some eldritch horror or whatever.

So here’s to the start of a hopefully long lived writing project!

(Will be based on Kiss immortals and I’ll be going off their in game personalities)

Ace’s blog entry pt.1

Tumblr? Tumble her, Tumbled? What could that mean? Before we left—and crashed the ship, they were like:

“Hey, Ace, you into tech?”

Of course, being me, I was like “You bet!” Or something along those lines (can’t remember anything at all) and I took the stupid square device and am greeted with a giant T.

Apparently, they told me it belonged to some Skinwalker before and I could keep it if I found and eradicated it. I have no idea what they’re talking about.

Of course being me, I messed around. You all post thoughts here? Crazy. I’ve always wanted a little something like that secretly. Saying I was excited was a crazy fucking understatement.

I’m learning the ropes of this thing but I think I’m addicted! I’m also lucky to have enough food. Gene keeps reprimanding me for drinking out of the milk jug at 3 in the morning—why? It’s only been three days!!

Well. That must be off putting. Let me tell you how my day went. Still trying to get in the hang of this. 🤦🏻

Ship’s been crashed for.. what, two days now? Everyone is tired. We kinda don’t know what to do or we know what to do and don’t know what to do to do what to know what to do…?

We just fuck around. Like tease each other, eat stuff, Gene is being his grouchy self.

Apparently you guys are a whole different… generation? So you use text acronyms. I want to use text acronyms so when I showed Peter, of course, he was like, “hey, let’s do it!”

lol- Loving our life?

Omg- Out my garage

Iykyk- I yodel (to) keep yall kalm

Idgaf- I don’t give ace food (for days) (Gene)

Jk- Jeremy Klein

/j- SLASH Jeremy

wtf- where the fucking-

Tf- The food

Hru- i am chronically tired

Rofl- Pisses me off

Lmao- What a schmuck (Paul did this one)

Anyway I’m pissed. Peter and I just started yelling these at Gene and Paul was like: “oh no stop it” and I was like no and then we had a food fight and now we all might go hungry I’m distraught

So how was your day?

P.S Maybe I shouldn’t have tried to flirt excessively with Paul it’s kinda going wrong

[letssturn]

Pins & Needles - Matt Sturniolo

DARKKKK DARKKKKKKKK ENEMIES TO LOVERS

MDNI!!!!!!

Spicy but not smutty!!!!

Please enjoy my first fanfic on here!

You and Matt have always had a complicated relationship, and you both absolutely despise each other.

You wish death upon each other, and have gotten into numerous fights. One day you were at home, reading a book when you suddenly heard a knock at your door.

When you opened it, Matt was standing there. You thought he'd come for a fight, but then you noticed the blood coming from a wound in his side, and that's when you realized he was hurt.

You hated him, sure. You wanted him dead, yeah. But you wanted to be the person that killed him, no one else.

"Hey.. mind letting me in? Matt asked, applying pressure to his side using his hand. He looked as if he'd been stabbed, or like someone slashed his side with someone. "I-i'll be out of your hair quickly.. just.. let me in so I can-" Before he could even finish his sentence, he fainted.

“What the fuck?” You mutter. you drag his unconscious body into your house, slamming the door shut behind you.

You're not doing this out of kindness, but because you want to know who did this to him. You want to kill him yourself, not have someone else take the credit.

“Matt. Matthew. Wake the fuck up”

His eyelids flutter open slowly, revealing glassy, pale blue eyes filled with pain. "Wha...?" He tries to sit up but winces, placing his hand back over his wound. "Great... just fucking great..."

“What the fuck happened you little shit?”

"I got jumped..." He manages to sit up gingerly, his voice strained with pain. "A bunch of your guys cornered me. Guess they finally got their wish..." His breathing becomes more ragged, and he glances at you with a mix of hatred and fear.

“Come here.” you take him to the bathroom.

He stubbornly tries to resist at first, still maintaining his hateful glare. "The fuck are you gonna do? Kill me slowly?" But after another wave of pain hits, he struggles to his feet and follows you to the bathroom. "Don't act like you give a fuck about me..."

You scoff.

“Oh, I don’t. I just need you to get out of my house”

He leans against the sink, his hand still pressed against his wound. "Whatever, just fix me up so I can leave. And don't think this means anything, I'm still going to fucking destroy you." He glares at you in the mirror, his face pale and sweaty.

“One more word and i’ll let you bleed out and die Matthew”

You notice his jaw clench, struggling with his typical defiant attitude, but the pain seems to win out. He leans against the sink, a slight moan escaping his lips. "J-just get it over with..." He tries to maintain his tough exterior, but his voice wavers slightly.

You manage to find some supplies and carefully bandage him up “Now get up.” When you walk his numb body to the door, you suddenly realize it was pouring rain outside and he don’t have a car.

He tries to push himself off the sink, wincing in pain. He's weakened from blood loss, and the rain outside doesn't help his situation. He glares at you, hating that he needs your help to stand. "Dammit..."

“Just stay here for the night” You say, hesitant.

His eyes narrow dangerously at your suggestion. "Like hell I will. I'm not staying here with YOU." But even as he protests, his knees threaten to buckle. "I'd rather sleep in the fucking rain than spend another second in your presence..." You roll your eyes.

“I’ll sleep in the basement you dumb bitch”

He hesitates, torn between his stubborn pride and his desperate need for rest and warmth. The rain pounds against the windows, emphasizing the miserable conditions outside. "Fuck... fine." He grits his teeth, accepting your offer reluctantly. "But just for tonight."

“I’ll be kicking you out in the morning don’t you worry”

Despite his lingering hostility, exhaustion and pain overwhelm Matt. He limps over to the couch, collapsing onto it with a pained grunt. "...Don't push your luck, asshole." He mutters weakly, his eyes fluttering closed as sleep starts to tug at his consciousness. You turn around, and through the reflection of the mirror, you see blood dripping from his shirt.

“Your bleeding” I pull up his shirt

He tenses up as you lift his shirt, revealing the bloody bandages wrapped around his midsection. The wound has reopened slightly, trickling blood down his abdomen. "Dammit..." He hisses through clenched teeth, trying to sit up. "It's nothing..." You look up at him. “Take your shirt off.” you command.

Matt hesitates, his pride still refusing to let you see him vulnerable. But the pain and the bleeding are too much, and he eventually relents, pulling his shirt off to reveal the bloody wound. "Fuck you..." He mumbles, his face twisted in a mix of pain and humiliation. “I hate you.”

His abs tense beneath your touch as you wrap new bandages around his torso. He glares at you, hating that he needs your help, hating that you're so close. He can feel the warmth of your hands on his cold, injured skin.

“This’ll hurt.”

He clenches his jaw, preparing himself for the pain. But when you press a clean cloth against the wound to stop the bleeding, he can't help but let out a pained gasp, his fingers instinctively grabbing onto your hand for support. "Fuck...!”

His grip on your hand tightens as the alcohol stings the open wound, making him hiss between clenched teeth. He stares at your hand entwined with his, hating that he can't pull away, hating that he needs you like this.

His breath catches in his throat as the needle punctures his skin. The pain is intense, but somehow having someone treat his wounds, even if it's you, feels... almost comforting. "Jesus Christ..." He mutters through gritted teeth, trying to keep still. As you finish stitching him up, Matt lets out a shaky breath, his body slumping back against the couch in exhaustion. He looks up at you with a mix of hatred and gratitude in his eyes, his grip on your arm still firm. "I fucking hate you..."

“I hate you more.” Even after the stitching is done, Matt’s hands linger on yours, his fingers intertwining with yours almost unconsciously. He knows he should pull away, that he shouldn't be seeking comfort from you, but he's too tired, too weak to care about their feud right now.

He lets out a ragged laugh, leaning his head back against the couch "Yeah? Prove it." His thumb traces small circles against the back of your hand, a gesture that's almost... intimate. Despite everything, despite who you are, this moment feels somehow tender.

“I can literally rip your stitches out right now”

"Go ahead then..." His voice comes out softer than he intended, his dark eyes meeting yours. The intimate setting - shirtless, injured, with your hands still in his - makes the air between them charged with an unexpected tension. "You'd enjoy seeing me suffer, wouldn't you?"

“Very much.” You clean the mess up.

You're a sadistic little bitch, you know that?" Despite his harsh words, he doesn't pull his hands away. Instead, he leans closer, his face inches from yours. His breath is warm against your lips, and you can see the way his pupils dilate slightly. “I get that from someone I know.”

His lips curl into a slight smirk, despite the pain still coursing through him. "Oh? And who might that be?" His thumb traces the inside of your wrist in a way that's almost... flirtatious. "Someone with a penchant for causing suffering?"

“Someone who’s insane.”

Matt’s smirk grows wider, his eyes glinting with a madness that matches your own. "Insane, perhaps. But also incredibly skilled with a needle and thread." He leans in closer, his lips hovering just barely above yours. "And perhaps a little too fond of causing pain..."

He can feel the needle between your fingers. He knows that one move could end this whole argument with ken swift jab.

As soon as the needle is out of your hand, He looks at your face, his expression unreadable. "See? You could have stabbed me, but you didn't."

He stabs you first, a tiny prick that barely breaks the skin, testing your reaction. When you don't flinch, he grins mischievously and watches as you retaliate, stabbing him back in the exact same spot. He doesn't flinch either.

“I hate you.”

He leans in closer, his breath hot on your ear "I know." He traces the line of blood on your neck with his finger, then brings it to his lips, sucking the blood away "The feeling's quite mutual." He watches as you let him taste his blood.

His eyes darken dangerously. His hand moves to the back of your neck, pulling you closer "Careful... Those kinds of games can backfire." He traces your lips with his blood-stained finger again "Are you trying to taunt me?"

“I hate you.”

His face twists into a snarl at your words. He shoves his bloodied finger into your mouth, forcing you to suck on it. "I hate you too, you stubborn little shit." He holds your head in place, his grip tightening on your waste and throat as he speaks through gritted teeth

He uses his grip on your waist to pull you up, your feet dangling off the ground. His hand on your throat doesn't loosen, keeping you silent and helpless. "I should break you," he hisses in your ear.

“Do it.”

He tightens his hand around your throat, cutting off your air supply. His other hand snakes around to your stomach, his fingers splaying out possessively. He considers it, his mind racing with the thought of snapping your neck like a twig.

“Fuck you Matt”

"Don't." His voice is tight with barely contained rage. "Don't... fucking... use my name like that."

“Like what?”

He takes another step closer, his eyes glinting dangerously in the dim light. "Like it's not poison on your tongue," he growls. He reaches out, grabbing your arm and pulling you against him, his face burying in your neck. "Say it again."

“And what if i don’t?”

His hand moves from your jaw to the back of your neck, gripping tightly. He pulls you closer, his face inches from yours. His eyes are wild and desperate. "Then I'll fuck that name right out of your mouth.”

[showfallmediacameracrew]

[Transmission Received ]

[ The video clicks on to a long shot of a hallway, before it zooms in close to focus on the recognized form of Jasprix leaning against the wall beside a door. The windows that remain from the original storefront are completely blacked out, with other entrances to rooms farther away looking abandoned and currently disused, but otherwise the area could be considered clean. ] 

[ The area is relatively normal looking for the mall, though much quieter than it would normally would be, with Jasprix himself looking nervous and as though he is also stopping himself from making any noise, the only part of him moving is his tail swinging side to side with obvious nerves at being there. ]

[ This scene remains unchanged for a long time, at least half an hour goes by before there is any significant change. It comes in the form of a muffled banging from within the room. Jasprix twitches, glancing back towards the door, head cocked in confusion as he turns to face the door and step back a bit from it. ]

J: “I um, maybe I’m too early. Can’t really... leave now though, they’d probably get pissed and say I was late…”

[ Jasprix is cut off as the door is suddenly slammed open, casting a sudden glare of harsh artificial light into the dim hallway, making Jasprix squint as he takes a few more alarmed steps back. A set of shadows cut across the light, any features unintelligible from the harsh lighting, before a figure dressed in horribly bloodstained clothes stumbles out and falls to the floor with such force it's almost as if they’ve been shoved. They skid a few inches before coming to a halt. The lump on the floor barely makes an effort to stand before accepting their fate and laying still. ]

[ Jasprix blinks, glancing at the open door hesitantly, before he moves over to the fallen lump. He leans over, tail swinging idly in curiosity, before he gasps and immediately drops to his knees, pulling the person up into his arms, seeming frantic, with a distressed whine escaping his throat unbidden. ]

J: “Marvin?! What did, what...”

[ Marvin says nothing in return, only looking up at Jasprix with cloudy eyes. The slashes across his face are immediately noticeable, but it’s far from the worst injury he’s gained. His neck is a thornbush of wires. They circle the skin and dart in and out of it, twist together and rake through like barbed wire fencing. The skin is angry and red, so violently opposed to being the tapestry on which this horrible electric collar has been woven. ]

[ As soon as Marvin recognizes Jasprix, a choked and raw sob rips from his throat. He uses whatever reserves of energy that remain to push himself closer to Jasprix in order to cling onto him like a lifeline. Desperation and fear and exhaustion, all plaguing his bruised and broken body. ]

J: “Oh shit, that's...don’t worry, never mind. It’s Ok, I got you. I do, I won’t let you go.”

[ Jasprix holds on tightly, though he’s being careful not to press too hard and hurt Marvin more, unsure if there are injuries under his clothes where he touches him. A wise decision considering the horrible gash spanning from his hips to the bottom of his ribcage. He just holds him, rocking slightly where they are on the floor, seeming not to care they are doing this in the middle of the previously quiet hallway. The man just whines, lacking the strength for anything greater. Every noise, every action is painful for him. ]

J: “I’m sorry, I... know it must hurt, I’m just. You’re here, just stay with me, I can... I have stuff in my room, that I don’t need, but I took it anyway. I can... I can help you, we just gotta leave. After my uh... meeting, I guess. Shit, how do I- I can’t just leave you here?”

[ The camera refocuses against the harsh lighting, and after a moment, a distinct set of silhouettes is able to be made out past the doorway; a cluster of figures, and one standing slightly away from them, gesturing as if explaining something. ] 

[ Jasprix looks up, round pupils going into needle pinpricks when he notices the people standing in the doorway, mortification on his face turning immediately to fear when his eyes catch on one of the silhouettes in the doorway. He stops talking, his tail freezing in place where it's half curled around Marvin, and he’s frozen aside from the occasionally shaking of the two person huddle, unknown who the cause of the movement could be in this moment. ]

[ After a minute or so, the separated silhouette pauses in their movements, and their head perks up and turns to look directly out the doorway. Directly at the huddled two on the tile floor. ] 

[ There is a moment of pause, before the figure drops their arms and moves. The tapping of the shoe heels off the tile echo in the now-eerie silence, and as they approach they break up the light, casting a long shadow across the floor, and casting the two in darkness. ]

[ Marvin shifts to look at the figure. Horror draws across his face like a bowstring. He immediately begins trembling. ]

[ They stop, just in front and slightly to the side of them. They do not look down at Marvin at all, their masked gaze seems to be locked on Jasprix, head tilted slightly. ]

[ Voice recognition activated. Recognized as: Elizabeth of HR. ]

E: “You seem rather attached to this one, aren’t you?” 

[ Jasprix stares, mouth open but barely able to do much more than squeak and hold Marvin a little closer, before he twitches and nods once, needing to give an answer even if it’s lacking his usual tone and vocal pattern. ]

J: “Y-yes.”

[ Elizabeth does not move a muscle, seemingly locked in an unnatural stillness. With their mask, it is even difficult to see their jaw moving to speak. ]

E: “Interesting. Very, very, interesting. I would hope you have at least taken notice of my handiwork, I would be so dearly disappointed if that work went to waste.”

[ Jasprix keeps his head turned to them, but glances down at Marvin, at the twisting ring of wires in his neck and around it, and the large gash left in his skin from hip to ribs, among the rest of the injuries. He looks back up at them, the fear stronger in his eyes then before, and gives a tiny nod, unable to speak. ]

E: “I hope you have gathered why you are here, it should be at the very least painfully obvious, however you were never the most observant, so do correct me if I assumed wrong.”

[ He winces, curling in slightly on himself, licking his lips as he shifts nervously. When he speaks, it’s quick, and disjointed. ]

J: “You-you’re giving him to me? To-to- as a-a warning? I-if I- if I keep-keep fighting every m-meeting?”

[ They make a clicking sound with their tongue, and shake their head in mock pity. ]

E: “Tch tch tch. I do suppose my assumption was an incorrect one. You are wrong. Not all I do is about you, little salamander. You may think yourself special, but you are far from the only thing that demands my attention. Try again.” 

[ Jasprix whines slightly, ears drooping down as he shakes, glancing from them to Marvin as he tries to speak before he finally manages it, managing to look hopeful in between the fear and mild anger forming from the idea he’d come to. ]

J: “Wall Rat? Escaped, but-but they. They left him. I-I’m here, because of them?”

[ They tilt their head to the side, not dissimilar to a bird. ]

E: “They did leave him, yes, and what a great service they provided in doing so. And while yes, they are a part of this, they are not what concerns me now, nor does their particular situation at all pertain to you. I am uncertain of how observant you have been since this clumsy bird stumbled out the door, however, I would inform you if you have neglected to notice that you are not the only one who was called.”

[ Jasprix stares, then slowly takes his eyes off Elizabeth to look around again, nervously turning his head away from them to see what they are talking about. Back in the bright room, presumably a part of the HR department, the crowd of stark silhouettes remains, seemingly talking amongst themselves in lue of the person who was presumably leading the meeting. ]

J: “...HR? This... was-wasn’t a-an actual meeting for me. I don’t... know w-why I-I’m actually here. S-sorry, sir.”

E: “You never were the smartest of your group, not quite. You have neglected to notice the thing you are holding so closely in your arms, or notice, remarkably, against what I could not help but notice you had assumed, is alive.”

[ Jasprix looks down at Marvin again, moving a hand from his shoulder to instead hold onto his arm with it, confused expression even as he concernedly watches his pained breathing and slow blinking. ]

J: “He-he is. I...he-he was called too? For-for what, why-why di-did. I w-was called, to meet, w-with him an-and you?”

E: “You are quite the odd one, and not very bright in any meaningful manner, it does seem.”

[ Elizabeth tips their head the other way, never removing their gaze from him. It is almost as if Marvin is nothing more than an uninteresting plant to them, with how little attention to him they pay. ]

E: “Ye of so little faith, assumed that he would die. Well, die permanently. Have you so little faith in me? Did you really think I would let an opportunity such as this pass me by?”

J: “I- I thought-thought he was want-wanted dead, before-before H-Hetch stopped caring, even-even though everything else. Was still-still a threat to him. What, um, what op-opportunity? I’m-I’m sorry, I don’t, see. What you mean.”

E: “You are so very chatty today, terribly unlike you. Even more so uncharacteristic when every word that falls out of your mouth seems to completely lack awareness or logic.”

[ They bring a hand from behind their back and put it on their chin, tipping their head. ]

E: “The specifics of which I speak, you are not privy to. It is above your station, and you should by this point know better than to question what is not yours to know.” 

[ Jasprix ducks his head, still looking at them respectfully from that position, and nods quickly instead of speaking. Looking chastised and afraid to say anything for the moment after they had brought attention to it. ]

E: “The reason that you are here, since it seems it must be spelled out clearly to you as if you were a child, is involving what will become of him now. He is no longer a threat to the company, I have made thoroughly sure that is the case, and so now something must be done with him. Since you do not seem to recognize them, the other individuals who have been spoken to are his superiors, informed of his new position. Do I need to clarify more, or has it finally sunk in in the hollow space between your ears?”

[ Jasprix frowns, glancing from the doorway to Elizabeth then back down to Marvin quickly before returning his attention to the person in front of him. Seeming to remember he had been called here, he clears his throat and speaks again. ]

J: “His...superiors. D-does that, is he, meant to work, under me?”

E: “In a sort of way, yes, as you seem to finally have caught on, and I no longer need to talk in circles until my words are finally understood as a language you speak. He will not return to his prior position, in my personal opinion it was a ludicrous idea to make him an actor to begin with, thus he will go to what he was initially selected for at this company, and has proven to be best suited for. That is where he is useful, and out of the way, and can cause minimal harm.”

[ Jasprix nods again, shifting slightly to better look at them from where he sits on the floor, wincing when his movement causes Marvin pain. The broken man can only sob at this information. Despite the pitiful sight below him, Jasprix keeps his eyes on Elizabeth for now. All he manages is a quiet squeak and only a single word as a response to show his understanding. ]

J: “Okay.”

[ Elizabeth takes a step closer, and leans down slightly, uncomfortably close to him. ]

E: “I feel it necessary to state, and state so clearly as it seems you do not understand what I have been saying in this conversation, the stipulations with which this deal comes.”

[ They reach a hand down and put it on his shoulder. Jasprix freezes completely, and stares at their face, not even blinking as he breathes slowly enough it looks like he isn’t at all. ]

E: “Due to the.. Foolishness, and recklessness, that accompanies the sort of attachment you have formed, you are the one I have to be concerned about most in regards to this man. I want you to listen to what I say very closely, as I will not repeat it.”

[ They tip their head, and even though the white plastic hides their eyes, it feels as if their gaze is boring into him. Jasprix just manages to nod stiffly, before he locks up again. ]

E: “You will not, not under a single circumstance, aid him in his endeavors of insubordination. I know the moment you are alone with him you will wish to free him, this will not happen. Not once, will it be allowed. There will be no mercy, in the event of transgression of this. You know full-well what occurs when you disobey orders. This is the most vital to not violate.”

[ Jasprix blinks, nodding immediately his understanding, fear clear on his face, obvious to anyone looking that he does know exactly what they mean, and has experienced enough to fear the punishment for disobeying. He shifts slightly subconsciously, still close to Marvin as much as he can be but his body giving some space to not touch the wires like they had been previously to his shoulder. He keeps his eyes on the mask, where the eyes would be, and just nods again more slowly. ]

[ They put a finger under his chin and tip his head up so he is forced to look at them directly. ]

E: “You have grown rather fond of your newly acquired freedom, that much is easy to parse. Understand, that if there is even a whisper of you violating my orders, and assisting the little pinned bird regardless, it will be taken away swiftly and without even the slightest sliver of a chance of getting it granted again. Do you understand me? I will not repeat myself.”

[ Jasprix whimpers at the contact, but doesn’t pull away, fear still playing on his face and stopping him from nodding when being made to look deliberately. He opens his mouth, for a moment unable to speak, before he lets out a shaky breath and tries again, more successfully. ]

J: “I understand, yes sir. I’ll-I’ll behave, and-and make sure he does. I understand.”

[ They drop his head, and stand up to their full height, towering over him and once again casting a harsh shadow across them. They fold their arms behind their back, and when they speak it is clear without even needing to see their face that they are smiling. ]

E: “Good. So very good of you. Wise, wise choice.”

[ They take a step back from him, resuming the almost unnatural-looking rim-rod posture. ]

E: “There will be certain measures in place at the hands of his proper authorities that should, if all goes as it should, keep him in line proper this time. So, I sincerely hope you have listened, and that it will not be necessary to begin with.”

[ They turn on their heel, as if to begin walking back into the room. Jasprix watches them go, not moving from the spot on the floor.  They pause, and look back at him from over their shoulder. ]

E: “And, Jasprix, you should know better, by this point, than to assume anything I say is a lie. I make good on my word. For now, before he joins productions, what happens to him is none of my concern, but do not think for even a moment that I will not be watching. You cannot hide, not from me.”

[ Jasprix stares at them, openmouthed and speechless, and nods again in resigned understanding. He is shaking, and looks ready to fall over, now that their proximity has gotten farther, but keeps himself steady braced against Marvin. ]

[ After a moment more, they seem satisfied, and turn away. Their footsteps on the tile might as well be loud as gunshots in the silence as they fade away, back into the room. The door shuts behind them, once again casting the two in darkness. ]

[ Jasprix sits there for a few minutes, watching the door just in case, before he lets out a loud exhale that ends in a whimpered sob. He looks back at Marvin properly, squeezing the arm he was holding gently. ]

J: “Marvin, M-s-Songbird. I need to lift you up, can you hear me, I need you to- to tell me you're still awake.” 

[ It takes him a second, but he manages to give Jasprix a shaky thumbs up. He isn’t able to hold his hand up for long before it falls to his side, limp. ] 

J: “Okay, um. I’m going to assume you heard that, because I also don’t want to repeat that. Just... I’m sorry. I’m sorry you’re like this, it isn't anyone's fault except the person who chose to abandon you. I’m... also sorry that this will fucking hurt, but I need to get you to my room.”

[ Jasprix carefully scoots away, keeping his hand holding onto Marvin’s arm to stop him from falling over without him holding him fully again, and stands up hesitantly. He’s shaky, struggling to stand for a few moments, before he looks down and pulls Marvin up by his arm quickly. Marvin immediately hisses in pain, his knees buckling. Jasprix freezes, wincing in sympathy from Marvin’s pained sounds, and hesitates for a moment in the action he was taking.]

[ Jasprix moves around him instead, and leans down to grab hold of Marvin's legs, hoisting him off his feet quickly with a grunt of exertion. Holding him under the knees and at his shoulders in a bridal carry as he tries to shift it to be as comfortable as he can make it. Marvin grunts in pain at first but as soon as the movement stops, he relaxes. Or, more accurately, he practically melts into Jasprix’s arms. Jasprix huffs, looking concerned but also relieved, that he’s managed to keep a grip. ]

J: “You are a lot lighter than I thought you were. Um, time to go, before someone comes out again. God, at least it isn’t a fuckton of floors to get back to my room. Sorry if it gets bumpy, I’ll- I’ll kiss it better maybe, after I... help bandage you up. Um...Are you ready to move?”

[ Marvin tucks his head against Jasprix’s chest and nods. He looks so small. ]

[ Jasprix squeezes him gently in a return hug, then looks back over at the door for a second just to make sure one more time. The glass being dark makes it hard to know if he’s being watched, and for a moment he lingers, before he quickly shakes his head and moves as fast as he can away from the room with someone in his arms. His tail flicks rapidly behind him as he leaves and disappears past a wall with a final flick of the tail. Quiet words of apology fading as they get farther away from the HR meeting room. ] 

[ The video stays on another minute more, recording the eerie quiet left behind, a final zoom on the door as the video fades out, and clicks off. ]

[ Transmission end. ]

[silver-crowned-riders]

WHAT'S UP, ROTOMBLR!

The name's Jace, a name you're gonna learn to respect!

Y'see, down here in the rough-and-tumble woods of Shinria, Team Riders rule the roads. The two of us just so happen to be the rulers among rulers, the second in command to the toughest boss in the world! Yeah, that's right!

We made this account cause, well, a lot of you prissy folks from Unova or Hoenn or whatever probably haven't heard the good word about Team Riders! HAH, don't worry your little heads, we don't have business in your regions really, but if the Riders' spirit is enticing to ya we could always use more folks to ride with!

Oh yeah, Beau's reminding me to include that I go by "he/him", and I'm 29!

If you enjoy REAL, HARD OPINIONS, I'm your man! If you like weird people trying to be scary and giving you lectures, that's why this blog is being run by the both of us! (just kidding Beau iloveya mwah)

I ride with a Shuppet, Ribombee, Mimikyu, and my Scrafty named Clementine!

Also, uh, I got a couple other little guys hanging around who I might post pics of every now and then. Not all of them battle, but trust me, Jace wouldn't waste time with a Pokémon if he wasn't sure it was the TOUGHEST AMONG TUFFIES!

- J

Beau's intro

// ooc under cut!

Hi, this is Julian (he/him/they), I wanted to give a try to Pokemon irl since it seemed like something I'd really enjoy! Plus I could use something relaxing and fun like this to occupy myself with this. I've never run an rp or ask blog before, but I have other experience with rp and really enjoy oc making.

These are ocs for my original Pokemon region Shinria, inspired by Ireland. I think this would be a good opportunity to do character and worldbuilding! Aside from that I'll be doing my best to work within Pokémon canon

Drawings will probably be infrequent but I can also see this blog helping me do that more regularly!

Ooc post or tags will be marked with a double slash.

Run by @swadloom. Artblog is @mj-makoshark.

Update: It seems like tumblr eats asks for me sometimes since I get notifs but nothing comes up, so don't be shy to send in something a second time if it doesn't get answered in a day or two.

[angeltiique]

OH MY GOD.

i just realised.

this is my blog.

i can do whatever i want.

so heres a giant fucking ramble with as many thoughts on Shenggou Ye as i can manage (who if you dont know is an oc belonging to my wonderful best friend reese aka rai aka rai.diate and her story universe Liar Liar Chaos Fire 😁 she doesnt know im doing this, this is for me):

if you dont know how did you NOT know shenggou ye accidentally became a biiiiiiit of a hyperfixation for me (exaggerating). reese and i can't exactly pinpoint when it started but we think its around the time we started a zombie apocolypse roleplay with us two and another friend <3

i love him so much i daydream and fantasise about him every moment i get. i see the colour red, or a wild dog or hyena, something to do with kung fu, or any obscure thing that i manage to tie him to and i go absolutely FERAL. hyenas are now my favourite animal because of him. i see a ricecooker and laugh at how he loves rice because his asian ass is so goofy (just like me fr). i love the colours red and teal which are his main colours. my favourite songs are loose cannon by set it off and mama by mcr which are his songs. he is TAKING OVER MY LIFE /POS

i feel bad that i dont get like this with other characters, especially my other friends and even my OWN, but thats just what ended up happening and i cannot seem to control myself lol

i even made up a list of why i kin him do you want to see it well too bad youre seeing it anyway i told you this is a megapost megalist mega fuckfest okay not a fuckfest but you get the idea:

SHENGGOU KIN MOMENTS:

- large hearts, both literally and metaphorically

- imposter syndrome (self-doubt, feeling like a fraud/liar)

- scared of being disowned/losing loved ones

- making jokes during serious moments (struggling to cope so makes light of the situation = ends up brushing it off/ignoring it)

- loving our best friend from high school fr fr /gen /pl and being so excited when we see them <3

- saying fucky ass and baybee (im the reason he says it LMAOOO)

- gayass motherfuckers (both bi)

- WE BOTH HAVE PUSSIES LMAOOOO and we aren't really dysphoric about it hell yeah (im trans and sheng is intersex 💪)

- lying lying chaos crying (i know a lot of them lie but shhhhhh)

- not being good at voice regulation/shutting the fuck up LMAO (apparently its a sign of autism... shenggou ye autism real!!? /j)

- having silly laughs <3 idk my mama makes fun of my laughs and he has a silly laugh it counts sshhhh

- he probably sits on surfaces weirdly or on places you wouldn't normally sit on, and i sit weirdly so YEAH

- sex jokes? yes please (they are funny !!!)

- dramatic as hell but its because we are silly goofy

- annoying as fuck but its slash pos

and thats all i had but theres probably more in fact im doing things because he does them, like saying "L" LMAOO BUT i mean it in an endearing way 🫶

ive also been calling my mother mama a LOT more like thats WHAT ive been calling her exclusively and i know for a fact its because shenggou calls HIS MOTHER mama and the song mama by mcr again. tsk tsk this hyperfixation is legit taking over. but i love it so much.

hes all i want to daydream about. we (friends and i) have a running joke that he is my husband, i love calling him my dearest darling husband shenggou ye. its great. but i like thinking about him with me during the day, maybe doing something stupid or dangerous and laughing at him, him helping me calm tf down when im stressed. its a weird coping mechanism but strangely effective!! i prefer keeping to myself but thinking about him with me makes me feel more seen and heard and loved. and reese is a bit like him, so its also like having my best friend with me even if shes not really. i like to think i can tell shenggou anything because thats how i feel about her. again, its all really stupid and cringe but its really nice and fun

im only now realising this is probably just turning a friends oc into a para. or like. something like a para. i mean the daydreams do get vivid.. Huh!

anyway thats about all i feel like sharing, i dont expect anyone to see this like all my other posts, i just enjoy screaming into the void and seeing if anyone screams back. let it be known, having weird coping mechanisms is cool and youre so.valid. /gen biggest hugest thank you to my bestie reese for creating this goober i am obsessed with. without her art that captures his handsomeness and her writing that demonstrates his personality i would never have fallen so deeply in love with him to the point of delusion.

Now if you'll Excuse me. i am going to dream the Best dreams (shenggou will be in it). thank you and Goodnight ^_^

[moonsoupstar-ao3]

Chapter 7!

Didn't really feel like getting off the bed yesterday, but here we are today!

I FORGOT MY GLASSES AJSBDKDK

Still not forgiving the animators for what they did to my babies

Rin is like me fr

Just hearing someone speak (even when it's important) is really hard aaaa

Now that I think about it, that was stress eating?

OK NO BUT LIKE, almost everyone else looks AMAZING, why the hate to Rin and Yukio????

I couldn't even get mad if they made the pig pretty in his delusions BECAUSE THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF A DELUSION

aaaaa Kamiki's scenes, m not readyyyyyy

Ok imma be honest I turned off the noise and hid the screen, I'm not good at second hand embarrassment

Shima looked so uncomfortable btw

The lights are too bright and I have the screen light at minimum aaaaaa

WJHSSKJDBDKDKD

I love the puppet's design btw, I don't think I said it yet

LUCIFER'S VA'S VOICE IS SOOOOOOOOOO

If I don't remember wrong, Mephisto kinda knew how many thing would go in that timeline until that point, right? So I guess it makes even more sense why he was so laid-back and irritably calm almost all the time

I REALLY NEED AN ANGEL&RIN FIC WHERE THEY SHARED THEIR MOVEMENTS' NAMES

they're literally the same lmao "Angel's slash!" "Satan's slash!"

Oh wait! I can add that to my wip!

Still wanna read it though

Rin's gut are wise

I like the Pace Town Inari's song, I know is like three lines but I like it

OK THAT WAS ONE SHIT OF VERY OBVIOUS CGI SJBDJD

They better had put all that budget on the big mall fight or I'm calling the authorities /j

No but like, is super obvious and mismatch A LOT to the art style, even with the background

When I look at the zombies, or whatever it was their name, I feel like I'm watching the cinematic of an old game remastered with better quality but the same models and all that stuff

I understand that there was a lot of them but they literally reused the same TWO (2) models

Also why they put Suguro's ass in our face????

Shima's such a good actor too! I love his scenes a lot bc if you're attentive enough, you can see the cracks on his mask but also the way you can mistake (specially if you don't know him) for a variety of different emotions

Like during the first walk of Izumo in the chapter, when she was being 'oh it's all over for me!', he looks really uncomfortable but he could disgues it as 'bc is his first time dealing with that kind of stuff' 'he's just freaked out for her attitude' and yada yada

Mike and Uke all the time with Kamiki: 'dumb kid, we would never serve you!'

Mike and Uke when she was in real, real danger: 'dumb kid, we are your weapons, use us!'

ALSO THIS REMIND ME

That anon the other said that was like 'Kazue never wrote an open queer character'

Yeah, so like, that pig is really not giving het vibes, y'know?

And Mike and Uke aren't giving them either

They have more the 'couple/set', and Kamiki said 'brothers' for them (I'm not remembering now she called them brother's in the official English manga as well now, so take this with a hint of salt)

(I think they're not really related? As in, demon blood family(?) though)

Shima: "Is that so? My bad." YOU BITCH SKSBDKDKDN

I love him

OH HI BABYGIRL (LUCIER)

KILL THE PIG, KILL THE PIG NOW

DO NOT SHOW MERCY IN THAT MOTHERFUCKER

aww man, we'll have to wait another week for the fight in the feeding's cells :((((

WAIT THE CHAPTER JUST ENDED????

Damn

I feel like this is one of my lastest liking (definitely not favorites) chapters until now, I know we still have six chapters ahead but yeah

Feel it really cheap in comparison with the other's

I started watching aoex season 3

So I decided to share my thoughts as I see the chapters (NOT SPOILER FREE)

Chapter 1:

not a full fan of the new art style but not a hater either

can't forgive them for taking away my troll clown though

also the voice, dunno, maybe I'm remembering the voice wrong in past seasons but yeah, not for me (especially when he says "eins, zwei, drei" I just feel like is the wrong tone)

also, I love the pace of the chapter but am really bitter that they cut the bestism (Angel & Lightning) first show time together so short

THE GEHENNA SCENE WAS SOOOOOO, loved the light hint to trigger response from Rin

uhhhhh what else....

THE SHAPESHIFTER BATTLE

so, so good, when Rin, Izumo, and Shima attacked and the camera was moving I didn't know where to look at

I'MMA FIGHT WITH MY BARE HANDS ANYONE WHO DARES SAYS MY BOY RIN ISN'T SMART AFTER THIS SEASON

alright then, time for chapter 2 :D

[starburns]

on spotify desktop app where it shows what everyone u follow is listening to it feels illegal

[romaine2424]

HP and That Neg Comment...Why?

First of all, let me say that this is going to be a bit long.

All authors, artists, podcasters get the random negative comment. And the question of why someone would do this arises. I have some ideas and how to respond to them. And feel free to Neg Comment me on this post. I'll state up front, I'm a fan of engagement and passive-aggression.

1. The troll. The one who just comments on every fic that is slash or bdsm or whatever because they want to make you feel icky about yourself. These are kind of funny because it means the person read or looked at the medium with the tags in place to comment. Options are Ignore, Delete, or "Thank you for your comment."

2. The Why did you?: This comes in many flavors but the commenter usually disagrees with your ship, your treatment of a character, a situation they find not in line with their thinking or headcannon. I find these commenters interesting. Many have never read canon and are going by the movies or just having read HP fanfiction. I'll usually engage and mention what my thinking was and why. And mention that it looks like they have a different interpretation so they might want to move on. Disagreements on canon, fanon, whatever are okay. But, yes, it many times comes across as mean and vindictive.

But why are they so mean? Well.... have you looked at Twitter, Reddit, Comments on new articles, even FB? People are used used to arguing and being forthright about their opinions. And suddenly they come to AO3 or Tumblr or wherever and they're supposed to be kind on a subject matter that they are passionate about? They haven't learned the etiquette of interacting with fanfiction writers or artists. I engage.

3. Helpful but not helpful: This is when the commenter points out you might need a beta or that you've diverged from canon. And you roll your eyes because, yes, there are some grammar errors but couldn't they have just sent a message. Fix the errors! and then thank them but also mention that from now on they should message the author so as not to embarrass them publicly. Seriously- thank them. They read your story and obviously liked it enough to point errors out to you to improve your story... My first story back in the day....say 2006, I spelled Ginny's name as Ginerva instead of Ginevra in the first 2 chapters. A commenter mentioned it to me. I thanked them profusely because it saved me some major embarrassment. They replied back that they were shocked I was so kind to them for telling me. Ah, I made a fandom friend.

Now for canon divergence...Sigh... Some of these can be funny. I got a comment on why I had Albus Severus in Gryffindor in one of my stories. Um... well I wrote it before we knew what house he was sorted in... Also, many of us have our own idea of what is canon or not. Is it just the 7 books? Can the movies be canon, too? Cursed Child? JKR interviews? Pottermore? I see Hermione with Mudblood engraved on her arm from Bellatrix in so many stories. That is from the movies. In canon, she just has the scar on her neck. I engage and explain how I came to the decision to write what I wrote. And sometimes that can be saying I tossed canon out the window but tried to keep with core of the character. And that this may not be the story for you.

4. Interaction: I'm a big reader of fanfic and also write. Sometimes, many times, readers just want to engage. They want to participate. Many readers don't have anyone to discuss what they're thinking about when they read your story. They aren't on Discord or Tumblr. So they say something to the effect of Why did you do this? Oh no! I can't believe you had Charlie do that.... I can't see Lucius every behaving that way. I had a comment recently saying that they thought Harry was being a total jerk to Lucius in a scene. I replied that given the story I wrote that Harry was being a bit of a jerk but with cause. However, I also said I didn't agree with their statement that he was a total jerk. It was true. Harry was being a bit of jerk and we know that is something that Harry can be.

5. OMG you have Harry as a bottom! This discussion/argument about top/bottom has been around forever. I was hoping after taking a 10 year hiatus from fandom that it would have been settled that it doesn't matter. However, apparently it does to some folks. One of my best fandom friends from long ago, loved Top Draco. She read all kinds of H/D stories but I knew she had her preference. And when I had to write a story for her in a fest, you bet I wrote Top Draco. It used to be common to put in your tags, which way you were writing the story. Most of mine were switch and I tried to stay away from putting it in the tags. And we can say people that have a preference are misogynistic and some probably are. However, we have no problems saying that your kink may not be my kink but that's okay, however, if you like Top Draco only stories you have psychological problems. I usually respond to these comments with that in my thinking it doesn't matter who tops or not but if it matters to them for whatever reason to please move on from this story. Sometimes they'll try and explain why Harry should only be a top and then you get into the generalizations and crap. Cut them off and say that you won't engage further with them on the subject matter but what they are saying can be perceived as problematic to the LGBTQIA+ community.

6. I want more... or can you write my idea? These to me are not a negative comments. These are Fans!!! For the More: This is someone who loves my story and wants more. I usually don't have more and can feel like Damn I thought i wrapped up the ending pretty well. But OMG they loved my story and are fully engaged in the universe I created... I feel thrilled when I see these comments. Can you write my idea? OMG not only did they love this story, they like me as an author and trust me to write something they want to see. Sadly, I say No because my muse doesn't work that way. And I'm not really into redeeming Voldemort. However, thank you for asking. I'm honored you would do so.

7. The stalker: They comment on all of your stories, sometimes every chapter with neg crap. Delete (block if you can depending on the site).

In summary: Take some deep breaths. It hurts our artistic soul to get a negative comment or sometimes what we perceive as a negative comment. Unless it's a stalker or troll, I will usually engage. If they bite me back, I write them off. But, more often than not, they don't know the etiquette of interacting with an artist or author. They are new or they're used to engagement that is rewarded on other types of Social media. It is always your option to Delete, tell them to fuck off, Ignore, or engage.

My preference is not to let them know they got to me. And certainly not to let them hinder my future writings. Giving the power to one person's negative comment not only hurts you but those other dozen (or even 100s) of readers who loved your story and commented also. Their opinions should be weighed more heavily than the one negative comment.

[amiiia]

“ fuck i love you midori, really wanna start dating right now. “

“ y/n are you slash j or slash srs !? “

【♡】

movie date with midori! :D

relax, grab a few pillows, and enjoy!

【♡】

fun fact, you love watching movies. like really love watching movies. so asking out your extremely tall misaki okusawa kinnie best friend out on a movie date was a great idea!

wrong.

dude was sweating like crazy like, his first date with someone whos FUCKING AMAZING AND BETTER THAN HIM?? kinda made him cry a bit too but whatever. he was so excited he cried.

SO THE DAY OF YOUR DATE HAS COME…

midori kinda overdressed a little bit because its his first date so what do you expect. it’s his first date!

“you look so pretty y/n….!”

“oh!— thanks! let’s go get the tickets now!!”

“oh oka—WOA”

he loves your company so much its insane he’d die for you on the spot. you literally grabbing his hand to buy tickets gave him butterflies.

you guys picked a cute romance movie because why not!! nothing special is gonna happen right…?

WRONG.

so yall order candy popcorn etc and all is going well and yall head inside the theatre,.

the movie starts playing and you are excited as hell because you havent watched this movie, but midori?

oh my lord he’s sweating, blushing, a nervous wreck. dude isn’t sulking though so that’s a win!

“hummmm, midori, are you okay?”

“y-y-YES absolutely!”

your silly little brain was like “hey, i should make him more flustered!”

so you held his hand.

OH BOY THAT DUDE WAS SWEATING EVEN MORE AND HE BECAME AS RED AS A TOMATO!!

“y-y/n, what are you doing?!”

“im doing what friends do!” you smiled so innocently.

the real romance hit in and thats when midori decided to make a move on you!

so he leans in and kisses your forehead, making you red. and making him blush.

“fuck i love you midori. really wanna start dating you ☹️”

you did not believe what came out of your mouth.

“y/n!! are you being serious?!”

“mhm!”

“unm, i love you too! i’ll die without you!!”

this date turned into a romance movie! how sweet.

[heatwa-ves]

@starswallowingsea YAY okay im being a hater about part 3 again it just pisses me off because it's like. it's almost good. how do you fuck up "insane road trip across half the world to kill your evil vampire great great uncle " so badly. And Yet. there r so many shit moments like fuckingg alessi I think his name was and so many almost good but lacking moments like death 13. I could write a million essays on my thoughts on death 13. but my biggest complaint is the characters themselves godddd . araki I'm shaking you aggressively

all the characters go on about omg these guys mean so much to me we've become so close over this trip bla bla bla but like. they don't seem close at all. none of them. unironically the best developed relationship is between polnareff and iggy. who is a dog who is taken to help these guys out against his will and is not happy about it. and somehow their relationship has the most development out of any between the six main characters and even has a really emotional and climactic ending with iggys death. other than that the relationships are SO lacking like ig avpol is pretty decent but thinking about them pisses me off for unrelated reasons so let's ignore that.

kakyoins whole dying monologue is about how he never had any friends growing up whateverr and now in this past month he's made real friends and they're so important to him like bro idc... I would care more about this if he had genuine interactions with the rest of the cast after his introduction but he really doesn't and it just makes the whole thing feel really unimpactful. kakyoin as a character is also very lacking like he has SUCH a good introduction like hi everyone here's this 17 year old autistic guy who has something deeply wrong with him 💖 he does this really cool thing where he paints and then when he slashes across the painting in red it also affects the subject irl 💖 this will never be brought up again btw 💖 also he has this mini arc that focuses on him discovering the enemy stand user is in a dream world and literally carving words into his arm with a knife so he won't forget when he wakes up and trying to convince the others they're in danger but they reject everything he's saying and call him crazy which plays on his own character issues with being shunned and people not acknowledging him. and then it ends with no real closure oh they defeated the stand user and now everyone is fine 💖 as if this isn't gonna change his relationship with the rest of the group because the first people he grew close with didn't believe him when it was really important for them to. and so that's never addressed + jotaro doesn't speak one word to him for these episodes he's just there and also kakyoin feeds a baby shit at the end. fucking whatever. he's insane and this needs to be brought up more and it just isn't. he's also absent for a lot of the build up to the final battle but shows up five minutes late with some new sunglasses so that's whatever. araki was a coward for not giving him heart sunglasses. anyway that's enough on kakyoin I am so full of rage

jotaro I also have so many issues with he's soooo aghhgh. hi here's this guy he's 17 he's autistic he's a delinquent at school he has the makings of a really interesting relationship with his mother which is never explored because araki hates holly kujos guts and it makes me upset because she's unironically my fav part 3 character despite her five minutes of screentime in 50 episodes. I think about her more than I think about most of the main characters. Anyway. jotaro is also really interesting in theory but not much of this is ever really elaborated on he's not that good in part 4 either idk about part 6 I haven't got that far yet but anyway a lot of his interesting character points are ignored in making him just. cool quiet strong protagonist yk. also he doesn't Do much at least not for the first half of part 3 he has some good moments but likeee polnareff has more dedicated episodes than jotaro does yk. I really enjoy the lovers episodes they have some pretty good character moments for him but still it's not enough to make a compelling protagonist imo. I like him a lot but I feel that I like my version of him based on my own speculations about the joestar/kujo family and his early life yk like canon really doesn't give us much. he has like NO relationship with his grandpa joseph for like most of the series up until like. the final fight. which pisses me off particularly because I love family relationships so much I want them to be interesting I want them to be complicated. and they just are not. again the closest we have to anything about their relationship is the lovers episodes where jotaro is letting the enemy guy essentially do whatever to him without retaliation in order to protect joseph but that's not even particularly out of care for him it's just because it would suck if his teammate died yk. aghghh. and like I said earlier he has like no real relationship with kakyoin either they are just there and I will never understand why shipping them is so popular it's just a symptom of them being the only characters the same age honestly. like they could be interesting and I've seen people's interpretations of them that r really good but guys... they're so nothing in canon. like the wonderful tumblr user ot3 said. there's better yaoi. (cough. cj. cough.)

also one of my fav relationships in part 3 is whatever dio and vanilla ice had going on but that is because I get all excited whenever there's unhealthy vampiric devotion. I think they were so good shoutout to vanilla ice my good friend vanilla ice. I too have a thing for sexy unhinged vampires. he was there for like. 5 episodes max probably less and they still had a more compelling relationship than the jotakak girlies could ever dream of. anyway I will leave it there for now this has been tia being a hater tune in for more tomorrow at 5

guys I wanna be a hater and talk about jojo for a bit can someone enable me