#office or maybe even a music store idk

[lcvesjj]

Hey! I hope you're well and I hope you're taking requests!

I was hoping you could do a Chris Alonso × fem!reader?

Maybe something with angst and end fluff where the reader is busy with day to day errands and suddenly they are in danger and SWAT are sent to handle it? Maybe Chris and the reader are already dating? The plot is up to you!

Thanks again!

Title : Safe - Chris Alonso x Fem!Reader 

Warnings : reader is being followed and is attempted to be taken hostage?? (Idk what else to call it I'm sorry-), angst (but it all ends fluffy), Chris is a huge softie here (might be slightly ooc)

A/n : SUHHDJSND I literally screamed after seeing this ask bc I’ve wanted to write something for Chris for sooo long! Thank you for this request! And I hope this is alright :) Requests are currently open! This was written in a rush since I'm trying to catch up on some requests so it's not the best 🥲

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Getting out of bed in the morning gave you such a bad feeling as if something terrible was supposed to happen but you just brushed it off as anxiety.

The feeling got even worse when you walked out of yours and Chris’s shared apartment. It was like someone was watching you- the thought of you being followed by someone crossed your mind but you just brushed it off thinking that nothing bad would happen. Chris taught you some simple self defence moves, so in your mind you felt safe- like nothing bad could ever happen to you.

Driving towards the store you listened to some music while thinking about Chris, the two of you planned to go on a nice date tonight after she was done with work. Which made you really excited since you loved spending time with her and it was a little rare that you both had enough time to go on a proper date. 

Looking back into your front view mirror you frowned. Why was there a big black van constantly following you? What could they want? You decided to send Chris a short text saying “Sorry to bother you but I’m omw to the grocery store but there a black van constantly following me. What should I do now?” Hoping she’d see it soon and respond quickly. The gut feeling got even worse, seeing as the van was still there. 

After arriving at the store parking lot you parked the car, locked all doors and decided to call Chris and ask what to do since you felt unsafe and couldn't think clearly due to all the nerves and stress you felt. Hearing the phone go to voicemail you decided to head inside of the store and maybe ask someone who works there for help. Which wasn't the best idea but you were to scared and stressed to think clearly.

What you didn’t know is that Chris had seen your texts and your call and had alerted the team about your text, since they were currently searching for a group of people who would follow and then kidnap their victims. One thing that all of the victims had in common was that they were somehow related to police or swat officers which made it even dangerous.

After hearing the alert that you might be in danger they quickly geared up and drove towards where your last seen location was. And while you were walking towards the store you heard loud and fast footsteps behind you. Hearing the telltale sirens of the Black Betty you tried to walk faster until you felt someone grab you and pull you back. That’s when the 20- David Squad arrived and all aimed their weapons at the person who was holding you back.

Seeing Chris’s and the rest of the teams expressions while they yelled for the guy to let you go. You didn’t think twice and with all of your strength you punched back your elbow into the stomach of the guy who was holding you, which took him by surprise and you managed to get away while Street and Hondo cuffed the guy up while yelling something at him. You couldn't make out what they were saying since your ears were ringing and your whole body was trembling.

Chris ran up to you and grabbed you into a tight hug while rubbing your back and whispering over and over again that you're safe and that he won’t hurt you or anyone else anymore. 

You leaned into her touch and held onto her tightly while trying to take some deep breaths to calm down. After a while you stopped shaking and slightly pulled away from her. “Thank you.” You breathed out. “No need to thank me, I’m just doing my job and my duties as your girlfriend. Are you okay?” She asks while softly brushing the hair out of your face. “Yea I think I’m alright just a little shaken up.” You say while leaning into her more. Chris pulls you in again and kisses your forehead. “I love you Y/n and you made a good call by texting me.” She smiles softly. “I love you too Chris.” You say sighing in slight relief. You held onto her for just a little longer to fully calm down. “You’re safe now and I won’t let anyone or anything hurt you.” Chris whispers to you softly before placing a gentle kiss on your lips. That’s when you knew you were safe.

BONUS PART : (later that evening) 

Later that evening you and Chris were walking by the beach laughing at the stories Chris was telling about the pranks Street had recently pulled at the SWAT HQ. Laughing while walking hand in hand you smiled widely before pressing a small kiss to Chris’s cheek. “I love you so much Chris and thank you for the amazing date and for saving me today.” You said while smiling softly at her. “Of course mi amor. I’d do anything to keep you safe and happy.” Chris smiled at you before pulling you into a soft kiss. “I love you too.” She adds with a soft grin. You were safe.

[seokjinsonlyone]

so i saw @jknoah talking about what states bts would be from if they were korean american and these kinds of topics are my bread and butter so i 100% had to weigh in

i agree that yoongi would be from queens like it just makes sense for him he'd be living his quiet little yoongi life stopping at the bodega on the corner for some snacks before checking in at school like an hour late bc he really does not care for it and end up leaving early to go work on some music or something he'd be really good at ducking truancy officers he’d probably end up getting a job at some underground speakeasy when he’s like 15 bc he’s so fire at piano and make a lot of odd friends but all those connections would be key to him ending up a producer

i also agree that jungkook would be from california but i see him being from long beach specifically there’s definitely a summer from his childhood where he remembers being at disney more than at home so it’s not even all the fun for him anymore but he has a cousin that works there so goes to hangout more than anything the beach is right there so he knows how to surf but he’d end up being in skate scene it starts off as long-boarding along the boardwalk but the more friends he gains the more he gets into the more intense trick driven skateboarding and that’s what he’s known for not necessarily for his skateboarding tho but for the videos he directs of others skating and that’s what he ends up getting famous for doing bigger projects maybe a movie or something and he soaks up that scene for a while but ends up going back to long-boarding in long beach

idk what it is about jin but he just reeks of old money??? but he’s also jin so i can see him being from like jacksonville florida his family got a big ole house down there and all the kids in school would love coming over but he doesn’t really care for the house so much as the backyard in the backyard is where he can be free and do and be whatever he wants it’s also where he and his friends stumble across a gator when they’re like 11-12 and instead of calling an adult to do something about it they come up with all kinds of insane things to get it out and almost get eaten this happens every time he finds a gator in his backyard while he doesn’t necessarily bask in the money all the time he does SOMEtime namely when they visit their vacation home in connecticut bc he loves him some winter sports he also likes the weekends he spends there where he and his ski friends go to the into the city and go wild (re: go to an arcade and eat pizza)

joon would 100% be from the dmv and i put that on everything like he belongs heeerreeee like if he wasn't from sk he would def be from like fairfax or arlington somewhere up near dc and he'd always always always be doing something bc everyone i know from the dc area is always doing something or going somewhere and if they not doing something or going somewhere it's just bc they just got back from somewhere or doing something and joon just has those vibes like a very active social life always with plans bc there's just so much to do and see a little bougie bc he's living the good life but not far removed from anyone by any means has all kinds of friends absolutely everywhere

tae would be from new york too i think but like yonkers and he'd be one of those annoying people who's entire personality would be the fact that they're from new york like he'd be going around in black forces and a red puffer coat thinking he's that guy i can't tell you why but he gives the vibes that all his friends would be dark skinned and he'd be like the token asian in the group his parents would own a hair store and whenever he had to go there for whatever reason whether his parents were making him work a shift or he had to drop something off or he just wanted to talk to his mommy whatever it is he'd most def hit on all the girls who shop there throw in some free edge control with they purchases or sumn 😭

hobi would be from houston and i cannot give you a good reason why like he just really seems like he'd have his own dance troupe in houston and he'd be living a nice little life that's like veiled from reality bc that is texas and like he got the vibes that all his friends would be latino and he'd just live everyday dancing and hanging out and would only be at best vaguely aware of global happenings but anyway his dance troupe would end up going viral on youtube and he'd get invited to be on the ellen show and then would end up moving to LA and would get with some dancers he meets there and apply to be on world of dance he'd place second and would eventually become a famous choreographer

so sorry to jimin but he really just seems like he would be from some hick town in the midwest that nobody knows nor wants to be in like i can see him being from wisconsin or like freaking nebraska he'd be the only asian kid until he's in high school where he would be 1 of 3 and would grow up having an ongoing identity crises bc of the lack of culture i can also see him in some sort of glee/hsm situation where he has to choose between being popular or doing something he loves like i'm sure it'd end up being a whole arc in his life and you'd hear about it on msnbc during his interview after winning the silver medal for the male freestyle in figure skating

[gallapiech]

Weekly Tag Wednesdayyy!

Thank you @jrooc for tagging me ♥

Name: Lisandro

Age: a good twenty something!

Location: South of the North area in the South area of The Netherlands!

And now...

What is your DJ name? oh hm... hm... DJ Piero? idk why. that's the first thing that came to mind. lol.

If you were a genre of music, what would it be? Choir music mixed with like hyperpop or breakcore?

What would you title your biography? "The irreversible effects of my self sabotage."

What are the first three things you'd do if you were invisible? Steal food from the grocery store... Listen to other people's conversations..... Finally express myself? LOL i might just be an evil person.

What subject do you wish was taught in every school? how to be an adult.

When was the last time you tried something for the first time and what was it? last week when I drove alone for the first time. Only hit 1 elderly woman so I'd call it a victory!

What is the most underrated city you have ever visited? I reaally don't know! :)

What day in your life would you like to relive? Any day from before I turned 10? I feel like life was just simpler then, hahaha.

If you could eliminate one thing from your daily routine, what would it be and why? waking up.

How long would you last in a zombie apocalypse? A week, probably. I'd probably end my own suffering ngl.

What would be the most surprising scientific discovery imaginable? I'm already surprised by the shit they descover... Don't want to even think about the what ifs right now LOL

If you could have any view out your office window, what would you choose? Maybe a bustling city? I think it would be cool to see so many people with their own lives and goals and destinations and everything.

@matt404b @spookygingerr @roryonic @creepkinginc @transmurderbug

@stocious @doshiart @lee-ow @heymacy @thepupperino

@funyariblog @sevvycubed @spacerockwriting @deathclassic @deedala

@ian-galagher @blue-disco-lights And anyone else I might be forgetting right now!!

[gaiathemexicanbeauty]

leon kennedy with autism headcanons

warnings: mentions of some triggers (crowds, lights, etc) but everything else is good! :3

we pretend the events of re2 never happened and that he actually got to officially join the force with his prettyboy face

or i could be normal and just say pre-outbreak lol

and we’re also gonna pretend that everyone on the force is either unaware that he’s autistic and aren’t assholes to him

i saw someone post some clips from the games and it’s literally just “leon kennedy autism compilation” and considering i finished my first re2 leon run yesterday, you already know i have to contribute

BTW THIS IS ALL JUST MY OPNION feel free to correct me or share your own headcanons in my chat box or in the comments :3 

i don’t think he would get an official diagnosis? just doesn’t have the time to think about it or doesn’t really consider anything that he does is weird, no one points it out either because they’re like “that’s just leon! XD”

in more fun news, i don’t really think he stims, at least not super noticeably this is kind of a lie actually idk

like he stims but he doesn’t even realize that he’s doing it but for reasons that he can’t begin to understand, he has a spot in one of the cabinets of his desk where he just keeps stress balls or things like that

the specific scenario where he just feels too crowded somewhere or he can hear the sounds of the fluorescent lights and it agitates him to no end

if he has any vocal stims, he snaps his fingers (does that count??) or clicks his tongue but its not repetitive either

projecting here but i think he likes to blast music really loudly in his car or in earbuds depending on where he is

he’s so cute, in his car, he blasts rock music and stuff and drums his fingers against the steering wheel before he starts driving, he gets super into it

at the station, when he has to write up his reports, he’ll blast music on his earphones loud enough that he doesn’t hear anyone or any background noise

it’s to a point that people have to tap him on the shoulder to get his attention

he’s a pencil twirler, when he’s anxious, really focused, or even just talking to people, he does it almost on instinct

he also bounces his leg a lot, all the time and if he’s not doing that, he reverts to the pencil lol

but when he gets into that routine of bouncing his leg, twirling his pencil, and listening to music, people will ask what he’s doing and some other officer will joke that “he’s in the zone”

he is pretty much phenomenal at masking on good days but on days where he gets overwhelmed or too frustrated, he works out until he drops from how tired he is

of course he has a special interest, it’s something like pokemon and/or star wars

he like video games A LOT, he has entire collections under his tv set or his bed and they’re mostly fighter games; mortal kombat, street fighter, etc (looks at my shelf full of k-pop albums and sighs in defeat)

when he’s not home, only someone who REALLY knows him would see the look in his eyes of him getting excited when he hears someone talking about his special interests or sees something in a store that catches his attention

at home, he completely lets loose, takes whole weekends to just indulge and if he’s with someone, he can spend hours talking about the stuff he likes but he’ll give the occasional “sorry, i kind of geeked out? ^^;”

like he physically lights up but he’ll get all flustered unless someone tells him that he’s alright (WHICH YOU WILL SAY YES TO. LET HIM RAMBLE.)

he hates crowds, he isn’t an introvert or anything and doesn’t actively avoid crowds but if he gets caught in one, he is just in the WORST mood and he needs to go home and recharge

he does go nonverbal sometimes but not a lot of people pick up on it just cus it’s just normal for people on the force to have off days and maybe he doesn’t want to talk about what’s wrong so they just let him be until he reaches out

me and my one of my best friends (welcome to another post where you featured damien) were talking and established that his skin is strangely flawless so at the end of a long day (when he’s alone) he puts on a face mask and just enjoys how cool it feels on his face

some people ask him if he has a skincare routine and he’s just like “no? why do you ask? :D” but he just doesn’t realize that he has one until he counts just how much stuff he puts on his face

he loves touch!! but only from people he really trusts so strangers he can shake hands with and stuff, friends is a lot more than that but s/o’s is who he’s closest with

he likes to feel them laying on him and the pressure and just :333 likes to feel as close as possible and will squeeze you

not autism related news but things about his health that my friend and i made up but that we think is funny is that he’s lactose intolerant and allergic to cat fur but he’s too kind to say anything

the rare chance that he has to rescue a cat, he gives the cat back but is sneezing like crazy

and if someone offers him food he can’t eat or he’ll die, he just runs to take lactaid really fast and comes back like nothing happened so he always has allergy and lactaid on him no matter what

                               （<｀▽´）―━━☆⌒*. BAM ITS OVER 

YEEHAWW I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED THAT :3 this is my first time publishing about something as sensitive (? ig) as this so pls let me know if i inadvertently used any problematic language or anything like that and i will be more than happy to edit! :D

i’ve been super enjoying the franchise even though im kinda sorta only playing bc of leon rn lol but i am going on summer break soon (with one college class X_X) and am gonna have all the time in the world to discover all the other games

but for now thank y’all so much for reading and i hope that you stay safe, stay kind, and have a good day/night/afternoon wherever you are! :3 (to anyone working on finals, good luck and don’t forget to take a break!!)

[slanax]

so the podcast playlist ran out at work earlier today and left me with just music and my thoughts while I continued packaging products on autopilot. Now over the last month or so I've done a lot in my day to day life to stop stagnating and settling for 'good enough' as far as like household and stuff is concerned, I finally upgraded my phone and phone plan after like five and ten years respectively, I bought new clothes that actually fit me instead of the holdovers from back in the day that I was still wearing, my kitchen now has an actual workspace bc I've rearranged my furniture and added some more - shoutouts to my mom who wanted the doors off of my ikea cupboards so she'd have a matching set for the ones I left at home (the kind I had wasn't in store anymore) bc her offering to drive me to Ikea to get replacements triggered a bit of a binge in rearranging my whole apartment and let me transport the new stuff home too. Visiting my brother made me cook more and eat healthier bc he showed me the burgers he's cooking up when he needs something fast but like, with standards.

anyways. rambling. point is that the whole thing got me thinking about other things in my life that I'm kinda 'eh good enough' on, and the big one there is my identity and my body. Me being cis is, at least at this point, a conscious choice born from indifference, the factory settings work well enough and it'd be effort to even start looking into what I'd have to do to change them. But at the same time, it doesn't feel super cis for my position to be "yeah I'd prolly trans my gender if given the chance but that sounds like I'd have to file shit and call people and bureaucracy would be involved. But I would. But the effort." like I'm remembering Ranma 1/2 from my childhood and think that'd be neat to be able to do, just switch genders at the drop of a literal bucket, I feel that's not a very cis thought.

so then about two weeks ago my workplace gave us access to some health benefits, because they're feeling bad about keeping the warehouse people a bit out of the loop and removed from the office people, and also they're having trouble finding new people and really don't want any of us to quit, or something along those lines. Point is I have better health insurance now, based on a calender year budget, so I basically have an above average budget for the second half of this year now and I wanna make use of that, because it's a use-it-or-lose-it kinda deal. Now I don't know if I can use that for any gender affirming stuff, but I might.

The problem that remains is that I still couldn't care less for going through the whole rigamaroll of a social transition, but like. staying on-paper cis and continuing to use my given name to avoid all those complications, legally still being the same person and just looking different (might need a new ID if I go that far lol) doing whatever the fuck I want with my body in the meantime without it ever affecting my legal identity because it's not a deadname if I'm still just using it, it doesn't actually give me dysphoria, and they can't force me to change my name just because I have boobs, might be what I want? And then maybe I can consider a legal gender and/or name change from there?

idk on one hand it sounds like something I'd want to do but on the other hand I also feel it's not like, committed enough? like both on a practical level where I need a doctor to help me transition physically while still using the same (male) name, and on an ideological level where it feels like appropriation in a way to just want the body and the appearance but skipping over the whole paperwork thing because I can't be arsed while for a lot of people changing name and officially recognized identity is a just as if not more important aspect of transitioning.

genuinely can't tell on my own if that standpoint is a valid one, if I'm right to be hesitant for that reason or if that's an exclusionist brainworm take, would appreciate feedback and second opinions on that part especially

either way I am going to look into using my newfound health benefits for getting my facial hair lasered first and foremost because even if I stay physically 100% male that shit is annoying, I don't care for how it looks on me, I feel messy when it's there and can't be assed to shave it regularily. Avoiding effort is a key part of my identity either way whether I'm Cis+ or Legally Cis For Tax Reasons

[averagetransdude12]

(For legal reasons I'm not a therapist) Uhhh I am bored so now I sha'll rant to yall about Flamingo lore. So I'll be going by this playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMAZgP8rjwSLYgRu2v0gjUWlZ_ucFPC1E

So the first video is called "A normal roblox video" it kinda just shows insanity and losing yourself, and at the end it seems like Albert (which is of course the main character) "dies" but not really dying its just implied.

The second video is called "Albert's new merch made something terrible happen" it shows rituals in which Albert sacrifices a styrofoam head to a god like deity and when his ritual goes well he goes insane, and it cuts to Albert throwing wife (the mannequin) off the roof. Which could be you sacrificing yourself to help others, but they don't care enough to care so it could lead to insanity

The third video is called "Flamingos wife" where it looks like the whole incident was either a dream or it happened earlier. It has nothing of value in most of it until near the end when Albert and wife wake up in a sewer and if you turn up you're brightness you can see a shadowy figure behind them in the sewer. Maybe the shadow could be a guilty conscience? Like how some people deal with guilt they didn't even need to feel guilt about or it could be just a normal guilty conscience.

The fourth video is called "USE STARCODE FLAMINGO" which is just him making an ad for his starcode, but it's ofc deeper then that cause it's Albert. So it has a kid character (which is just Albert but on his knees), and a mom, the kid is just a brat asks his mom for robux, and his mom buys him a robux gift card, and the kid uses it without using the starcode and is sent to hell where a shadow creature threatens him and tells him that he'll kill his mom and take him (well it's implied).

The fifth video is called "I am playing roblox in this video" the video starts with Albert playing a roblox game, (and if you watch the video you would know the context, and rn I'll just mention the lore of the video) it seems in the video as if it's eluding to murder. In said video Albert sees a ghost orb which is a sign of a dead person or someone's ghost (it could just be some fuzz, but Albert said the crew didn't see it and that he didn't mean to watch it go by) and there is a shadow man behind him if you turn up the brightness. (Pretend I put that the lights go out for 2 minutes in said video lol) the lights go back on and Albert gets up from where he was siting and goes over to some scaffolding (he filmed it in his "new" office building) he climbs up the scaffolding ladder and when he gets up onto the top of the scaffolding he spits over the edge spitting out beans (beans can imply drugs/gore if you look into where they mostly come from) he looks shocked, and climbs down the ladder and walks over to his desk where the computer is leaking beans everywhere. He mumbles something about how he thought he hid it and stuff.

Sixth video is called "The end of flamingo" let's just skip over the boring shit and go straight to how it implies to not being able to leave people (could imply attachment issues) and thinking you are trapped to be around with them, and how it's like everything is burning around you but you are still conscious. Oh and the weird demon thing that talks to Albert and says he should let her go. And when he doesn't let her go, the demon makes Albert trapped inside of a mannequin on a burnt bed.

Seventh and hopefully last video is titled "I messed up" (man if he posts another damn merch ad video I will point a gun to my head) It seems like it's based in the 80's with the 80's music and the whole laundromat thing and the newspapers. So Albert is driving a car to the laundromat to wash clothes (the fans love this video lol). Skip to the laundromat where he encounters masked shadow man (idk thats his name now) the masked shadow man asks for meat, and shows Albert a newspaper with an ad for a meat store. It skips to Albert driving back to the laundromat with some meat for the masked man, he arrives to the laundromat and looks for the masked man, and the masked man declines the meat Albert brought him and points to a girl outside. And Albert goes outside and goes up behind her and goes to grab her shoulder when she turns into meat, Albert goes back into the laundromat and looks for the masked man. This could imply many things like helping someone but they don't really care much when you actually help them, or being a people pleaser and such, trying to help people as best as you can. Or some shit idk I'm not a therapist.

Matpat should look into this, I shouldn't have to just post this shit at 4 am cause I was bored and no one else will talk about it. If anyone can do it please try and get matpat to look into this. I ruined my damn sleep schedule just to make this post.

[dolorum-magne]

My tgs headcanons! I tried to do 5 each for each main character!

Henry Jekyll

-will absolutely talk your ear off about science if you let him. Mention literally anything about science or alchemy or any of his other interests his face will light up and he'll talk for hours. Robert loves it

-if there isn't already a library in his old house or the society I bet he'd want one. His prized possession aside from his science stuff hes collected over the years (like his glass cabinets full of poisons and such) is probably an old copy of frankenstein from when he was a kid. It's worn, faded, and almost falling apart from being read over and over again for years. He probably doesn't read it much anymore (both from lack of time and probably wanting to keep it in the best condition possible) but keeps it on a shelf somewhere as a little keepsake.

-definitely some kind if ND in my opinion. Maybe I'm projecting a little, but I believe it wholeheartedly

-his favourite seasons are autumn and summer. He liked the leaves and the colours and sitting with a hot drink by the fire when its a bit chilly during the fall, and probably enjoys the warm weather. I think it'd be nice for taking zosi for walks

-Dislikes winter but for a different reason than Lanyon. His immune system is canonically shot due to his issues with insomnia so he'll get absolutely taken out during flu season (learned that from the story sketchbook from SabCots online store!) I just imagine him and Robert holed up in an office or one of their houses in front of the fire absolutely swamped with blankets while Henry's got the sniffles and Robert's just cold lol.

Edward Hyde

-headcanon him as a shameless flirt but his brain would probably short circuit if someone flirted back lol

-loves science just as much as Henry even if he won't admit it.

-(this was commented on my other post and i loved this one so I'm adding it here) Hyde is double jointed and uses it to freak people out.

-collects random things like trinkets and spare change.

-hides thing in weird places for Henry to find later to annoy him

Robert Lanyon

-I think he's a dog person I think about this headcanon a lot actually, and there is a reason behind it! In the bleeding heart (tgs prequel comic) he tells Henry he "has no idea how many dogs they've lost in those woods" when talking about the woods outside his families holiday home in Lausanne. I know hes most likely talking about hunting dogs (probably foxhounds or similar breed since fox+game hunting was a common sport for centuries. Maybe still is idk) , bit either way its easy to assume he may have grown up around them (and as I'm a huge dog person) it was easy for me to assume he's at least fond of dogs, also since Henry has a dog and Robert doesn't seem to mind at all. Either way i think Robert is a dog person and even though I only have a tiny bit of evidence to base it on but it's probably my favourite headcanon.

-I think he has a sweet tooth. No explanation for this one. -favourite colours is purple.

-has an eye for detail in different arts. Fashion, architecture, music, etc. I think he enjoys art

-favourite season is definitely summer

Rachel Pidgley

-cooks people things to show she cares about them. It's why she let's Edward steal cookies when she bakes them, why she made all that food for Jasper.

-she used to be Henry's personal cook at his house before he started the society and she became the day manager. I think that when Henry spends the night on his couch in his office (which is probably very often) she probably leaves breakfast and tea outside his door in the morning because he'd probably forget to eat otherwise.

-enjoys baking more than other types of cooking

-helped Hyde distress the end of his cape to make sure he didn't tear it too badly and fray check the edges

Jasper Kaylock

-probably would let Christopher the mud phoenix sleep in his bed with him during the colder months both because he loves his creatures and because hes his own personal heater. Wouldn't be surprised if this had cost him a few sets of sheets in the past.

-someone commented this on my original post about headcanons and I loved it so I'm adding it to mine but Jasper tilts his head to the side like a dog when he's confused.

-probably would enjoy a good scratch behind the ears lol

-definitely has too many creatures, loves all of them

-collects rocks and trinkets. His pockets are probably always full of random things

[onyourstageleft]

thoughts on sensory stuff this got long but also helped? idk I just hope the read more works

:readmore:

so like we've all heard about how the pandemic let a lot of people unmask and now they're struggling to go back to the Before Times of masking (when I say people I am people. grammar consistency be damned for this post)

I interrupt this program to bring you the news that I'm probably autistic. not seeking official diagnosis for Reasons but yeah

anyway I've been realizing this and just better understanding myself the last year or so

and now I'm working at a retail job at a small business where I am alone for like 5+ hours of my 8 hour shift. no coworkers, no manager (I am the manager) just me for most of my day

and I've been dealing with that by having twitch streams going in my office, video calling another store manager for like 2+ hours a day, that kind of thing. well today that system was broken bc I was training someone on her like 5th day (and last bc it didn't work out she just wasn't a good fit) but she was with me for 6 hours of the day. and I still did my video call with the other manager for my first 2 hours. and we had a busy day with customers where a lot of my regulars came in. and it's coming into the holiday season. and the owner stopped by for a few minutes. and another (different) store manager came by with a transfer of inventory for me. and I called my mom on the way home. and I talked to my husband at home before he went to the gym

and I am so overwhelmed with the socializing I've done today that I think laying facedown on the floor for an hour sounds like a good idea

BUT I work tomorrow and I have to clean and do laundry and dishes this evening. and my mom is flying in Thursday morning. and we're going to see my mother in law Thursday afternoon. and I work a 10 hour shift Friday. and I'm probably telling my mom about polyamory this weekend if she asks. and we're going to a theme park Sunday.

anyway the socializing and sensory meltdown is hitting HARD and I just needed to get all of these words out bc really how do I wind down? when do I decompress? I am busy and stressed and my husband helped trim my hair while he was home so I need to shower but I also need to put the laundry in the dryer but I also need to eat dinner but I would PREFER to stop experiencing thoughts and sensations today

also just realized that I did not even once hit my delta vape today (I work at a vape store I'm slightly high at work all the time) and I think that may also have contributed to this state bc I know I have a higher threshold for sensory stuff when I'm high but maybe starting to hit it now would be a bad idea?

AND I took my meds late and I didn't eat lunch and I have to go to the chiropractor tomorrow and pick up my new meds and wash the sheets in the guest room

anyway writing it all out helped so I think I'm gonna go grab a snack and take a shower but sensory things are still a lot and I've already had a good cry for no reason in the middle of writing this out but maybe I need another one in the shower, enhanced by sad music. idk man I tried to put on a twitch stream like normal but it was a too overwhelming so now I'm just silently laying on the bed typing

all this to say

I stopped masking full time this last year and now i apparently just get exhausted and overwhelmed when I have to do it for 8+ hours a day? that's a fun new revelation I'll have to figure out how to mitigate in the future

[sincelastsession]

Things didn't really go to plan today.

I had a medical gummy for pain after going to the book store and eating.

I feel alone.

I'm irritated at the loud ass mf kids whose parents haven't taught em to be considerate to residents at the complex. I'm tempted to call the courtesy officer. Maybe the universe will hear my plea and they will move.

Oh god they are singing baby shark.

Honestly I absolutely hate having to put in ear plugs. I can't find noise canceling headphones that work to try on before I drop a lot of money. I have concert earplugs but they aren't strong enough to block all noise. It's driving me batshit.

I haven't gotten the dissociative disorder info via email yet.

God I'm just sad. Like not depressed but like lonely sad.

I didn't have a terrible day.

I don't want to be alone.

I'm also starting to think that maybe I fucked up with Justin.

I don't know if he would have been my only chance at a decent relationship. I don't think really anyone I really still want or miss is going to come back around.

Honestly fuck them kids at the pool. Too Loud. Couldn't even listen to music or a movie without blasting it to cover up the noise. Fuck. There's really no spot in my apartment to escape it and I don't feel like sitting in my closet or bathtub.

I'm scared about my future. I don't want to be alone. I've been alone so long and as an introvert I do like being alone but I also want quiet.

I feel like Justin would have agreed to do couples therapy if we had dated. Idk if it'd work out tho. But I miss him. I really didn't realize how much he liked me. It seems sex is his primary focus but he swore it wasn't but he help focusing on trying to fix my problem and was worried we'd never have sex. I don't even know what to do or say. Yeah I feel a bit heartbroken. He sabotaged himself and I was made to feel that everything I did led him to tell me he didn't think I needed to be in a relationship. I did tell him I'm not over my ex but I explained why and that I had zero expectations that my ex would ever come back around more than friends. Also the ex needs to work on his own shit because he's not innocent of bad behavior. I think Justin did like me more than just for sex. He does have behavior that needs therapy. I had trouble reading him. I really just want to let it go but what if I fucked up? But I had so many pet peeves.

I do feel like it's past my time to settle down and get married though I want that. I want a partner in life. I'm happy to be poly but I still want that main devoted partner who is good for me.

I'm so scared that im fucked up and never going to find it.

Matt wants space because he is stressed. I'm giving him space but I really want his attention right now. It's unfair that I bother him and cross his boundary for space. I've already talked his face off. I did ask if he would be Dominant with me but he ignored the question. He doesn't seem in the mood lately which I understand but as a sub it makes me sad.

I feel forgotten about.

[brothalynchhung]

2023 overview part 2

since when was there a text limit?

anywho lolla was so much even if i was alone

chicago food slapped the city was so much fun and yeah just enjoy being in america

the record stores 🫡

that kokoroko story omg the fact that i went to the same places as new jeans just a few days apart 😭 but still that store was my 80s dreams

BUT YEAH I SAW NEW JEANS AND TXT LIVE

JID RHCP DESTROY LONELY A BOOGIE BAEBADOOBEE KENDRICK AGAIN

so much fun honestly the vibes of an american music festival r unmatched

loved summer so much

then i went back to toronto and just waited for the torment to be over cuz i just wanted to get the fuck out of there

seriously chilling w that bitch nd her weird ass bf was hell

literally toronto was the worst place i went to this year.. lol

anyways its over and never happening again

now i know forsure im never going back i HAVE to make it somewhere else

ANYWAYS i left canada then came back around sept and had to deal w moving out

left my old isolated place

gunna miss that view tho lol and my old gym / salon but othat than thaat... BYE

then moved in w nada which is going okay i guess whatever

im in a weird limbo state in my life rn -_- after an amazing few months of travelling idk what the hell going on

i quickly got a job LOL ofc but i kinda got into it/entered it not rlly knowing what the fawk was happening in my life like uh yeah i guess okay lets just do this cuz i need to sell my furniture and put it somewhere and i need a visa

legit its just for the visa until i figure out where i wanna go -_- bUTTT

i havent had much time to even think about that or my future cuz...

of that stupid ass discord. .. group -_-

look its not even the group idc about them like yeah nice weirdos woo whatelse is new

but that stupid ass day i decided to go to the korean restaurant.. -_-

like i was doing so well man but then my eyes set on fire

im still figuring it out but whatever idk

like work was good tbh it doesnt even FEEL like work cuz yeah tbh after that hell job i just dont care about labor anymore like nah im NEVER putting my whole pussy into a job ever again im putting myself first always now so this current job just doing feel like shit

actually its kinda helping me get my mind off this bitch

idk man i met that bitch and now i cant stop thinking about him

blah blah typically me shit i obsess over someone and daydream crazy about them idk

hes cute tho ig i think hes better than all those other bitches i been w

OH ANOTHER THING THO I FINALLY BROKE MY 2 ALMOST 3 YEAR SPELL

thank god 😩

i mean it didnt go the way i would have wanted to..

i move too fast -_- and i think that was the problem

but after that spell broke i thought i would be done w it but nope

im crazy and started to get depressed

idk what i want or if im just using this bitch as a distraction from work/figuring out life

idk what i want bc obv this bitch isint anything special hes just kinda cute? but whatever HES NOT GL

so many red flags but im acting like a bull

brrr whatever the biggest this is just selling that fucking ass furniture

anyways the whole end of this year was just the new job, this bitch and me going crazy

the new job is fun the ppl are nice the client is annoying but its manageable thank god we got wfh but yeah even in office isint bad the ppl r nice which is the best part

the partying.. lol girl -_- i need to slow it down i cant keep on getting lit BECAUSE HONESTLY whats ruining me is the drinking

maybe if that bitch didnt exist in my life i would be fine and have control but jeesuss its like im trying to forget my current situation through him then try to forget him through partying and bullshit -________-

god please send me gl .. or whatever

or maybe i just need to act normal and stop being fucking crazy over a bitch i barely know that will do nothing for me and go back to focusing on getting shit done and FORWARD with my life

yeah -_-

anyways end of the year partying wooo work friends woo this weird discord chat group wooo delusions wooo

gym movies books learning japanese learning music theory (which i rlly need to get back to...) videos skateboarding art basically always encompasses my years

i just need to put myself out there more idk i need to get out of my head and start to do more

which is were im at perfectly idk why i had to go so crazy from oct-dec but whatever i think its over now

i cant suffer forever

anyways this was a long ass busy crazy year with so much travel beginnings and endings moving cutting off and meeting new people... im so so so grateful despite the emotional breakdowns and work stress and this bitch stress im sooo happy i think this was such a fun year and yeah we need ups and downs..

pluto in aquarius eh? so shit about to get crazier... nice -_-

i just want to make videos do my website idk FIGURE OUT WHERE I WANT TO LIVE sell my furniture and yeah ofc read read read movies movies movies be HEALTHY create more and realign my brain w my goals after this dumb bitch entered my life ugh (im doing it to myself fr) anddd idk what else make friends that are like me and MOVE FORWARD

remember self CONTINUE!! CONTINUE!!!

see u next year and hey future self if ur reading this i love you u can do it U SURVIVED THIS YEAR U CAN DO IT

[zerobaseonefics]

okay so im going back to germany:(( i fell in love wirh paris and i spent over 240€💀 the people are so nice!!!(with an exception, i will tell you later) like omg whenever i said „je ne parle pas francais” they literally switched up to english (with sometimes not understandable accent but i still understood them) and yes im so in loveeeee with everything like the city ks maybe a bit dirty but like wverything else is really beatifullllllllllllllllllkuliljljkj

i ate an baguette that is cslled sandwich👲 but it was so cheap like BRO WHY IS MCDONALDS SO EXPENSIVE??? AND MACARONS (not in mcdonalnds) FOR 12€!!???? i still got them🤭 and like lost so much money in les halles and in champs élysées i didnt buy anything but a jeans jacket at the disney store for my lil brother (HES 5 MONTHS OLD) and i fell there so many times in love😔😔 like literally WATAFAAAAK… ans omg there was a guy next to us at the arc de theiuopmg or something idk and he smoke weed and played loud music💀 but he was a vibe!!!!! and there were everywhere soldiers and police officers with a like big big big guns😟 is was scared that they would shoot me but they didn’t🤪🤪🤪 oh and there was this on police officer let me describe him: he had hair something like jude bellingham but in uglier-prettier, so manyyyyyy muscles, tall, deep voice and hot looking like a good good very good looking face

there were so many people dressed so colourful😮😮😮 like literally that new to me

and in mcdonald’s i wanted to pay and i stood in the line and i was the second but another worker started calling me (i disnt know she was talking to me) and then another worker joined her calling me too and they were so annoyed by me and the way he said „mademoiselle“ to me sounded so sarcastic and mean😔😔 but like man i dont even understand what you’re saying to me…

overall i really recommend visiting paris 10/10 would be 12/10 if not the mcdonald’s rude people.

~🤍

bro that's the first time i hear someone say ppl from paris are nice LIKREJZJSJZJZJAJ

OMG I TOLD YOU ABT THE ACCENT WHEN THEY SPEAK ENGLISHFJZJJZZJZ

im shocked tho i thought sandwiches in baguette were something international...

NO CUZ LETS TALK ABT MCDONALDS PRICESJJFJDJS WHAT HAPPENED. i swear it was so cheap a few years ago and but now it's so expensive bcz of the inflation. ive never liked eating there, i'd go sometimes with my friends but it's not really my thing yk....... what was good abt mcdonalds was the cheap price for a food you could have quickly. but now it's expensive for not even a good quality so yeah it's not worth it anymore ✋🏼

ppl who work there i usually rude ngl but i kinda understand them because there is always so much ppl and they're in a rush . but it's annoying they took it out on you

i'm so happy you enjoyed the trip 🫶🏼 you seem to love the city sm i hope you'll be able to come back again in the future

[thanksfortheflaglove]

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[opalsiren]

at any given moment i have a dozen ideas for rikki's future career. how and ever lately i am toying with the idea of her being a radio host like. she is canonically super into music and would totally be that person who is like 'you listen to THAT band?! nah lemme tell you what you SHOULD be listening to' before forcing her playlist on you. she's not super extroverted but she's certainly not shy and would likely have no qualms about speaking to an audience of thousands every day, she is funny and witty and would make her listeners laugh a bunch too. i also think she would have no problem working weird hours since girlie is not a morning person and would interview local bands and the like and give them a platform to perform. idk just radio host!rikki... that's it that's the post <3

[magic-owl]

True love is this:

One of my dad’s and my favorite musical pieces is Clair de Lune by Debussy. My mom hates it. She thinks it’s boring and repetitive.

My mom played piano as a kid up until she left for college, and when she got married her parents let her take their old piano with her. It’s been in two different houses, but my mom grew busy and over the course of 28 years the piano grew unused and untuned. While at home quarantined during the pandemic, my mom started talking about how she wished she could play the piano again but she’d probably be really rusty, and the piano was horribly out of tune anyway so she couldn’t even start brushing up.

For their anniversary last year, Dad looked around and hired a piano tuner to fix up and re-tune the piano as a surprise for her. He reorganized all her old music books from where she had stored them. My mom began playing it every day while he was at work and my brothers were away at school. When I was home, I could hear her running through scales and re-remembering old pieces.

Today, a bit over half a year since the piano was fixed, my mom called my dad and i into the piano room. She said she had a surprise for us, but she gets nervous playing in front of people, so we had to close our eyes and not open them until we recognized the song. We agree, closed our eyes, and waited. The song started.

My eyes immediately shot open as the iconic first notes of Clair de Lune began to play. She played the whole thing for us.

Mom said that she had encountered the song while flipping through one of her older books, and she practiced it whenever my dad was out of the house, which wasn’t as often now that he works part-time from home and is only in the office a few days a week.

She hates that song, but she knew we loved it so she learned it to play it for us.

And idk, I just had to share this story; maybe it’ll brighten your day just a bit, because it certainly brightened mine

[pennylanewrites]

I got seven different asks about the College AU so here are some headcanons I have about them! (imagine aiura is in the picture I couldn’t find a good one with all of them)

I definitely didn’t mean to make this so long but I can’t help it I love them all so much<3

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Saiki Kusuo

→ marine!!!biology!!!major!!!!!!!!

→ doesn’t need to study but he still does bc he finds marine life so fascinating

→ read all of his textbooks on the first day bc he was so excited eeeek

→ always wears his germanium ring in class so he can stay hashtag focused

→ him and aiura have to bail toritsuka(didn’t go to college) out of jail once a month

→ speaking of aiura, she somehow has convinced him to go on a date on five different occasions

→ i think after high-school he realised he didn’t mind a kind of casual not-relationship with her

→ lets her hug him to greet him and sometimes he hugs back bc college boys stare a lot and he is just worried for her okay?

→ maybe I’m just projecting bc I kin aiura

→ does not go to parties unless he absolutely has to

→ if he does go to a party he’ll drink something quietly in a corner, just watching the crowd

→ a perv laced Teruhashi’s drink and almost lured her up the stairs so of fucking course Kusuo sprinted to help her, holding her on the way home bc men are drawn to her like bees to honey

→ she didn’t let him live it down ever

→ he rented a studio apartment and keeps it super clean, minimum clutter but enough to look lived in

→ cooks amazing food that Nendo smells from upstairs and next thing you know, they’re all bringing chairs to Kusuo’s apartment and have dinner

→ nothing excuses the fact he makes at least eight servings every time–

→ such a dad to everyone honestly

→ usually studies at a library or teleports back home if there’s a big test

→ mrs. saiki was banned from visiting every two days but she still ends up there somehow

→ not that he minds bc he’s the biggest mama’s boy ever

→ probably graduates a year early

→ doesn’t move away even though he got a job at the aquarium at the other side of the city help–

Kaidou Shun

→ fine arts major you can NOT change my mind

→ doesn’t do good in theoretical subjects but mans can draw some good bowls of fruit

→ wears those stained from the paints t-shirts all the time bc ‘no they’re not dirty it’s art!’

→ him and aren have small designated spaces in their apartment so they can focus on their hobbies/studying

→ his corner at the living room has newspapers on the floor to protect it from the splattering paint, some canvases propped up on the wall and a lot of unfinished projects

→ hides all of them when Nendou comes over

→ can not cook or clean to save his life

→ so he calls his mum to help clean up when Aren is at work

→ got over his 8th grader syndrome at some point

→ still wears red bandages bc he’s edgy

→ volunteers at the neighborhood exhibit centre

→ got asked to showcase his own works for a night and hasn’t shut up about it since

→ goes to yumehara for relationship advice and braids her hair as a thank you

→ couples sleepovers with Yumehara and Teruhashi (yes they’re dating shut up)

→ always makes something for Aren at special occasions (birthdays, anniversaries etc)

→ at first he went back home every saturday bc he missed his family :(

→ Aren helps him get over it though!!!!

Nendou Riki

→ got in on a sports scholarship

→ we already know he couldn’t be accepted in a college otherwise

→ in the chiropractic major bc he wants to be one of those athlete doctors

→ has failed way too many exams and classes

→ Hairo helps him so much though!!!

→ the last one in the group to graduate but somehow gets a job first (excluding Saiki)

→ him and hairo get up at 5 am for jogging or to hit the gym

→ and then he goes and gets noodles bc ‘if noodles aren’t for breakfast why do shops open at 6 am?’

→ hasn’t stepped foot in class in months

→ he gets decent grades after failing the first semester and it’s totally not Saiki’s doing

→ he ends up signing up for way too many clubs

→ attends all of the meetings and has so many friends through them

→ I would be his friend too in college honestly

→ a fraternity wanted to get him bc he’s so good at sports

→ he declined bc he does not understand how fraternities even work

→ is the life of EVERY SINGLE PARTY change my mind you can’t

→ whatever you do don’t imagine nendo surprising his boyfriend with flowers after every practice

→ *dies cutely*

Kuboyasu Aren

→ SOCIOLOGY MAJOR

→ idk I just think he would enjoy Marx’s Capital

→ debate club? hell yeah

→ gets in philosophical conversations at the school yard for HOURS

→ kaidou has to drag him away

→ only shops at thrift stores and makes coffee at home bc “capitalism is not accepted in this household”

→ rides his motorcycle to college even though he lives five minutes away

→ grew his hair out in a mullet again and he looks *chef’s kiss*

→ thought he would be moving too fast if he asked Kaidou to rent an apartment together

→ aiura convinced him it was fine

→ cooks kaidou’s favorite foods every day

→ participates in student rallies, human rights protests etc etc

→ comes home with bruises and kaidou thinks he looks so hot but still yells at him

→ Aren’s favorite place to study is his balcony or at a coffee shop

→ always with kaidou! cute boyfriends who do everything together!!

→ gets so drunk when they go out

→ drunk karaoke with kokomi yes yes yes

Hairo Kineshi

→ did someone say Athletic Training?

→ does every single sport and is amazing at it

→ will cheer for his bf if they have a game at the same time though

→ it was his idea to move in together bc ‘hey we’ve been dating for three years now might as well’

→ volunteers at a nearby elementary as a coach for the kids

→ SO GOOD WITH KIDS

→ wants to be a P.E. Teacher and he’s going to be great at it

→ does everything he can at campus

→ helping random clubs, making posters, cleaning up the hallways, helping the cheer squad with their new routine

→ dances ballet as a hobby even though he’s so good at it that he could be a professional

→ makes everything a competition with Nendo so they never get bored

→ once made everyone get up to jog with them and they ended up sleeping on random benches while Hairo and Nendo were halfway across town

→ will punch someone if he sees them catcalling a girl

→ doesn’t drink at all and eats super healthy

→ designated driver for the group’s outings downtown

Aiura Mikoto

→ THEATER MAJOR

→ is so good at stage acting it’s unreal

→ lands the lead role almost every time

→ is also an amazing singer so she gets great roles in musicals as well

→ doesn’t have to get a job bc she gets all her money from doing readings on campus

→ gets coffees and pastries from all the coffee shops around campus and sits Kusuo down so he can taste them

→ they have a little taste-testing date in his apartment until they decide none of them are as good as the ones at Cafe Mami

→ she totally doesn’t make him teleport there every morning and he totally doesn’t listen to her

→ moved in with chiyo bc they wanted a nice place that they couldn’t afford on their own

→ teruhashi told them to move in with her but they already loved their little place

→ aiura’s bedroom is the most comfortable and cozy room ever

→ their apartment is also the hang out spot for the group bc it’s just so homey

→ hangs out with her theatre group a lot, especially after class

→ they can’t compare to her friends though:(

→ everyone goes to her when they’re worried and she loves it bc she’s the mummy of the group

→ she makes everyone coffee and their comfort food before big exams:)

Yumehara Chiyo

→ psychology major one thousand percent

→ you know how they say that people choose psychology bc they don’t know what major they want?

→ that’s exactly what happened except she fell in love with it immediately

→ such a good student!!!

→ always does her assignments on time and still manages to have a social life

→ teruhashi asked her out at the end of their first semester and that’s the first time chiyo missed a deadline

→ practically lives with teruhashi, insisting it’s just to leave aiura alone

→ she’s just IN LOVE OKAY?????

→ would want to be a sorority girl at first

→ changed her mind when she realized how much shit they all talked

→ her and kaidou drink wine and talk about their relationships and studies

→ she’s so sleep deprived it’s unreal

→ she doesn’t need sleep anymore though

→ coffee is her best friend

→ makes asks Aiura for readings twice a week

→ brings all her psychology friends home and they analyze their textbooks

→ once she got the hang of it, she decided to examine Kusuo

→ she told him he needs actual medical evaluation

→ he almost threw her out the window when she offered some Xanax for his nerves

→ chiyo is a neat freak one hundred percent

→ hates when Aiura throws everything on the floor, but she loves cleaning

→ opens her own office after school

Teruhashi Kokomi

→ PRE-MED

→ lesbian doctor :)

→ just wanted to get away from her perv brother at first

→ she always wanted to be a doctor though, preferably a neurosurgeon

→ she’s super duper smart and hates when she gets good grades bc of her good looks:(

→ makes it her goal to show her professors that she’s more than a beautiful girl

→ hasn’t failed a single exam

→ helps everyone with their studies even though she’s drowning in work

→ drops the perfect girl image at college and decides she should try and aim for something normal

→ gets invited to every single party

→ in a knitting club bc it would get disbanded without one more member

→ knits!!!matching!!!sweaters!!!for all of her friends!!!

→ asked Chiyopipi out while drunk

→ never regretted it though

→ her and aren get so drunk when they go out with the group

→ it’s honestly unreal how much they can drink before passing out

→ has to get carried home

→ wakes up after getting drunk and runs to her class before remembering it’s Sunday

→ her penthouse has the perfect view of the sunset and sunrise and is all she could ask for in life

→ does get lonely so she’s practically living with Chiyo and Aiura

→ once she realized she didn’t like boys she made it her goal to get Saiki and Aiura together

→ people wonder how she has so much time to play matchmaker and volunteer while she’s in premed

→ does her internship at a hospital

→ ends up working there as a neurosurgeon after her Doctorate degree

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[thecrimsondandelion]

i wanna write an Uptown Girl au for Reddie

as much as i wanna do mechanic Eddie, tall pretty wealthy Richie to go with the music video (that could perhaps be an Arthur au)

it’s just more likely to be Richie pining after wealthy businessman Eddie, who took over his fathers business when he was 21, grew up with good money. or something else idk

i like the idea that Richies wanting to open up his own music store, selling records, cassettes, instruments etc. He works in a bar, a coffee shop, and does ghost hours at a local radio station, trying to keep a stable income (and the cat that i demand he have, who he rescued and has high vet bills)

Beverly and Stan are very dubious, poke fun, bc Eddie wears designer shit, gucci shoes, watches that cost more than they make in a year combined. he’s prim, his hair is always combed to perfection,

and Richies got a pair of converse that he’s owned for 4 years, wears thrifted patterned shirts, and mostly eats ramen and frozen pizza, since he has a lot of shifts to cover

maybe he eventually cooks dinner for Eddie (bc Maggie taught him to cook growing up and he’s good at it), and Eddie has no idea how to cook bc he’s never had to learn, he can eat out as often as he likes, and has always had somebody else cook his meals

all of Eddie’s relationships are/have been materialistic, they strategise, it’s like pride and dang prejudice trying to match make into wealthy relationships, and he’s still in the closet, seeing guys behind his mothers back. all of them trying to buy Eddie with expensive gifts, but never really giving their personal time

Richie’s heart thumps whenever Eddie walks into the room, he just thinks Eddie’s the prettiest, and sweetest guy, even if he is a little out of touch

and it makes him super insecure, bc he can’t really give him much. his apartment is the same size as Eddie’s living room. when he does take Eddie home, the hallway is musty, a couple downstairs are screaming at each other, Richie has to wiggle the door handle to get in, and he can tell Eddie’s on edge, even though he’s trying to be polite

and Eddie loves it, he’s never had somebody really listen to him, or actually want to spend time with him. not try to buy him. he prefers cheap pizza and netflix on Richies couch over an impersonal dinner where the portions are too small for what they cost, while they talk about their parents’ careers and business

Richie takes Eddie out to a bar with Beverly, Stan and Patty. pulls him out to dance, he drinks mediocre rosé, he lets Richie kiss him hot and messy against the wall

maybe one of Eddie’s ex’s outs him to his mother, and tells her about Richie, and she loses it. threatens to cut him off, won’t allow him to run Frank’s business. and Eddie panics and acts cold like he was at the beginning, and breaks things off, bc he thinks his responsibilities lie with his mother, with the business his father owned that he hates

maybe he feels guilty and tries to give Richie a bunch of money, to pay for vet bills, help Richie with his career, to get a better apartment. and Richie blows up, gets angry bc he doesn’t want Eddie money, that’s never what he wanted

which baffles Eddie, he just wants to help, so he tries to get Stan and Bev to convince Richie take it, and Stan gives him an absolute verbal bollocking

he goes back to the stuffy office, his mother pushing women on him. the guy who outed him tries going back to Eddie, to convince him to take him back, it’s been months since he broke up with Richie and the penny drops

and some big dramatic reunion happens, i don’t want to make this post too long, he gets rejected at first, Richie won’t hear him out, that he’s dropped everything. and he goes to convince Stan and Bev to help him get another chance

it works, and eventually things work. Richie teaches Eddie to cook, and they adopt a kitten, and they open that music shop together

i’m determined to write this, even if nobody will read it. but also this might not be coheret